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You missed your deadline again.
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- You will have it in an hour.
- 90 minutes, tops.
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[crying] Drew, you're not
gonna believe...
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- No, you're out of excuses.
- No, Drew, I...
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Whatever you have, just send it now.
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Let's talk about why we spend
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all this time putting crap
on our eyelids.
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What's going on with Leigh?
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She's been bailing on her classes.
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She just stays in her room.
She hasn't showered.
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- Stop making my bed.
- This is so inappropriate.
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If that's what it's gonna
take to get you
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out of this room, then fine...
that's what's happening.
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You took me to a suicide walk?
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One mile.
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I don't know if I can
keep walking anymore.
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- We've gone one more mile.
- I know.
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- We're so close.
- I'll carry you, come on.
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- I got him!
- Oh!
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[laughs]
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What are we gonna do
the next time I hang out?
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I don't think us hanging out
is a good idea.
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Why can't you just be my friend?
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Leigh, I think I'm in love with you.
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[phone clicking]
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[sighs] [phone whooshes]
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[bottle spraying]
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[sighs]
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[soft music]
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"Great for work,
weekend brunch, date night,
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"or for those days when
a hole in the universe opens up
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where your husband used to be."
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I mean, I can't believe
that you published this.
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I thought you sent me your review
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because you wanted me to publish it.
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- That's not a review.
- That's a breakdown.
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Yeah.
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Yeah, and now it's a public breakdown.
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Okay, that's one way of looking at it.
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Here's another... you wrote
something really good,
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and people are responding to it
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Great, so now there's
a bunch of strangers out there
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who feel sorry for me.
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I mean, this is, like,
my actual nightmare.
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- No, no, no, no.
- No one feels sorry for you.
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They feel...
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[sighs]
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You should read the comments.
See for yourself.
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I thought you weren't supposed
to read the comments
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on the Internet.
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- These comments are different.
- You should read them.
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When you feel up to it.
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If you feel...
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H-how are you feeling?
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- I don't know.
- Um...
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I'm not crying
on the floor of a bathroom,
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but I don't know where I am now.
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I was really worried about you, Leigh.
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If it gets bad like that again,
you have to let me know.
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I will get down
on that bathroom floor with you.
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- I don't care about diseases.
- [chuckles]
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I never want you
to feel alone like that.
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Yeah, I was in a pretty bad place.
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And I thought I was gonna be stuck there
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and that nothing was gonna help.
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But it was... actually, it was...
it was Danny who...
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Danny, he came over, and, um...
we went for a walk,
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and things started to feel
a little bit better after that.
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You and Danny are hanging out again?
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No, no, no, it was just,
like... it was that one time.
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Like you and I are hanging out
right now.
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- Yeah, we are.
- Yep.
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[laughter]
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[light switches clicking]
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[sighs]
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[soft music]
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[phone clicking, whooshes]
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[cell phone chiming]
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[music continues]
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[door opens, closes]
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[knock at door]
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- What... what's going on?
- Your card was declined.
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- That's weird.
- I just paid it off.
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- Well, I handled it.
- Lucky I got paid yesterday.
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Didn't plan to cover
my own bachelor party.
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- Although maybe I should have.
- That's a bank error, dude.
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You could have just called...
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You weren't there to deal with it.
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That's a you error.
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God, you're so predictable.
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I mean, a girl looks
in your direction, and you bail?
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You need to keep it down.
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She's in the bedroom, and I didn't bail.
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The party was over.
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There was a guy literally
asleep on the bar.
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You had one job tonight.
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Matt, I had 12 jobs tonight,
and they all sucked balls.
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You know hard it was to get your
boring-ass friends to that bar?
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Like, what wild plans did Chris have
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that he couldn't commit until yesterday?
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And then I had to hang with
those assholes for ten hours.
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If I had stayed any longer,
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I would have straight-up
murdered one of those dudes...
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probably Chris.
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You know, I was, uh...
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I was planning on capping
the night off in Glendora...
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uh, that place you buy
strawberry doughnuts
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at 4:00 a.m.
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- Wow.
- But instead I'm here
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at 4:00 a.m.,
listening to all your excuses.
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Matt, what are you talking about?
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Glendora?
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Strawbe... seriously?
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You can't be mad at me
about a last-minute plan
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you made in your head
and you never told me about.
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I shouldn't have to tell you about it.
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It wasn't about you.
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- You should have just been there.
- [sighs]
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[bottle opens]
How's surfing?
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- Huh?
- I said, "How's surfing?"
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Have you made any friends out there yet?
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No, it's pretty quiet.
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Will you go put the food
on the table for me, please?
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Sure.
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Do you have any napkins?
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Let's see.
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God, are you so selfish
you can't handle one night
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being about anyone else?
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[sighs]
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I don't know, man.
I guess I hit a wall.
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You know, planning your
bachelor party's been weird.
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It's the end of an era.
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Wow, you're still making it about you.
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It was my bachelor party.
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And for the rest of my life,
whenever I think about it,
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all I'm gonna remember is this.
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You know what?
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Never mind.
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You're right.
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I'm sorry, okay?
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I'm sorry.
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Are... are you okay?
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I'm fine.
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[exhales deeply]
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- How... how's Leigh?
- I don't know.
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You two aren't talking?
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Why are you asking me
so many questions, Mommy?
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Because I care about you.
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Danny, I know you're not doing well.
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Matt...
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Does everything in my life
have to be about Matt?
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No, Danny.
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Sweetie, I'm just trying to talk to you.
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I've been here over an hour,
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and you haven't asked me
a single question.
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Do you even care about your mother?
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Do you care about me?
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I can ask you some questions, Mama.
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Good.
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- How's work?
- Ah.
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Tony... he's having another affair.
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[laughs]
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Tony, isn't that... that's wife three.
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- Four. Count it, four.
- Ugh.
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[laughs]
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Damn.
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That dude needs to get it together.
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- Sure does.
- [chuckles]
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[soft rock music]
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[indistinct chatter]
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- Oh, sorry.
- I'm so sorry.
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Are you okay?
Okay.
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She's okay.
[chuckles]
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- She's okay.
- That's good to know.
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What were you listening to?
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- Spiritualized.
- Ever heard of it?
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- Yeah.
- No, I haven't.
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I don't know why I just said yes.
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[laughter]
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I like your hoodie.
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The patch...
good old John of the Mountains.
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- You know John Muir?
- Mm-hmm.
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Oh, well, I'm kind of like
a national parks nerd.
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I've hiked Zion,
camped in Rocky Mountain.
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[laughs]
Don't even get me started.
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No, you can get started.
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- You sure?
- Yeah.
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All right, that's, like,
five hours of your life
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- you're never getting back.
- [chuckles]
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It's just... it's nice to
meet a fellow parks nerd.
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Actually, I've only been
to Joshua Tree and Yosemite.
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I think I need one more to be
able to call myself a nerd.
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[both chuckle]
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Yellowstone, here I come.
[laughs]
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- That's a solid choice.
- It's actually my favorite.
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Is that where you got the patch?
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No, it came with the hoodie.
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Actually, I picked it
because of the patch.
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I got it at Goodwill.
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- Which one?
- Echo Park, on Sunset.
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Huh, yeah, that's where I donate.
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Huh, small world.
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Well, uh, you have a good one.
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Hey, can... can I see you again?
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Yeah, sure.
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What are you doing tomorrow?
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[indistinct chatter]
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- You look lost.
- First time?
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No, but it's my first time here.
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Other end of the hall.
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This is my favorite part
of the week, actually.
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- Your favorite?
- Wow.
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I leave my regular spot
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feeling like I just
broke out of detention.
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Ooh, yeah, I know what you mean.
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Some places can be kind of preachy.
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- Or cult-y.
- Mm, definitely.
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[both laugh]
This place is chill, though.
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It's mostly just queers and POC.
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People who have really been
through it, you know?
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I'm Tommy, by the way.
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Jules.
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[indistinct chatter]
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- Hi.
- [chatter continues]
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[door closes]
What's up, man?
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Good to see you.
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Yeah, yeah.
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Boop.
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[laughs]
What's up?
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Hey, do you guys mind scooting over?
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You can sit right there if you want.
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- Thanks.
- Yeah.
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Mm-hmm, mm-hmm.
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Hey. Hi.
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- Nice to see you.
- Nice to see you, too.
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[chatter continues]
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- Sorry.
- Thanks.
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Welcome, everyone.
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We're going to start
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with a reading
from Leviticus 25:35.
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"If any of your brothers become poor
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"and are unable
to support themselves among you,
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help them as you would
a foreigner."
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- You want to share?
- "That he may live with you."
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Sure.
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"Take no usury or interest from him,
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but fear your God, that your
brother may live with you."
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So, new girl, what'd you think?
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Uh, it was interesting.
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Although I'm not totally sold
on the whole God thing.
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I'm in AA.
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I was trying out a new meeting
in this building,
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and I figured out
pretty early on this wasn't it.
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But, um, we were sitting
so close to the front,
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it would have been weird
for me to leave, so...
256
00:14:07,556 --> 00:14:09,891
Hmm. So you stayed for
the whole damn service.
257
00:14:09,892 --> 00:14:13,477
- Yeah.
- AA is pretty Jesus-y, too.
258
00:14:13,478 --> 00:14:15,980
[snickers]
259
00:14:15,981 --> 00:14:18,357
Well, you gonna be okay
without a meeting?
260
00:14:18,358 --> 00:14:21,652
Yeah, I do usually need meetings.
261
00:14:21,653 --> 00:14:24,614
But tonight I kind of just
wanted to get out of the house.
262
00:14:24,615 --> 00:14:26,574
Well, next time you want to
get out of the house,
263
00:14:26,575 --> 00:14:28,367
you should call me.
264
00:14:28,368 --> 00:14:31,747
- That's, uh, neighborly of you.
- Here, I'll give you my number.
265
00:14:42,341 --> 00:14:45,468
- Leigh?
- I'm in here.
266
00:14:45,469 --> 00:14:47,595
I am so sorry I didn't make it
to the studio.
267
00:14:47,596 --> 00:14:49,597
I totally lost track of time.
268
00:14:49,598 --> 00:14:51,390
Do you want me to send you a reminder
269
00:14:51,391 --> 00:14:52,808
for your 4:00 p.m. tomorrow?
270
00:14:52,809 --> 00:14:55,145
- It's in my calendar.
- I will be there.
271
00:14:58,607 --> 00:15:00,691
Hey, what do you think about this?
272
00:15:00,692 --> 00:15:02,401
I think it's a dress.
273
00:15:02,402 --> 00:15:04,403
It was one of Matt's favorites.
274
00:15:04,404 --> 00:15:07,073
Oh.
275
00:15:07,074 --> 00:15:09,284
I'm going on a date tomorrow.
276
00:15:10,911 --> 00:15:14,372
Uh, wait. Like, with the guy
you were sleeping with?
277
00:15:14,373 --> 00:15:16,833
Who?
278
00:15:16,834 --> 00:15:19,377
- Condom guy.
- Oh, Postmates guy.
279
00:15:19,378 --> 00:15:21,170
No, no, no, that was just sex.
280
00:15:21,171 --> 00:15:23,464
This is a new guy.
I met him today.
281
00:15:23,465 --> 00:15:25,633
His name is Javi.
282
00:15:25,634 --> 00:15:27,343
- So it's a first date.
- That's huge.
283
00:15:27,344 --> 00:15:30,304
Do you feel ready?
284
00:15:30,305 --> 00:15:32,431
I don't know, but I want to be.
285
00:15:32,432 --> 00:15:33,599
Okay.
286
00:15:33,600 --> 00:15:35,685
So what's Javi's deal?
287
00:15:35,686 --> 00:15:40,231
He likes record stores
and national parks.
288
00:15:40,232 --> 00:15:42,316
- Where is he from?
- 1917?
289
00:15:42,317 --> 00:15:44,569
- Sure, that tracks.
- [laughs]
290
00:15:44,570 --> 00:15:47,822
- Sexy time traveler.
- Yeah, why not?
291
00:15:47,823 --> 00:15:49,449
[scoffs] Okay.
292
00:15:51,660 --> 00:15:54,871
Danny.
293
00:15:54,872 --> 00:15:57,248
[groans softly]
294
00:15:57,249 --> 00:15:58,875
For six months,
295
00:15:58,876 --> 00:16:02,545
all people have wanted to talk
to me about was...
296
00:16:02,546 --> 00:16:06,966
how great my brother was...
297
00:16:06,967 --> 00:16:09,469
how tragic that he's gone.
298
00:16:11,638 --> 00:16:15,850
But he was a... brother
sometimes, too.
299
00:16:15,851 --> 00:16:18,477
Nobody wants to hear about that.
300
00:16:18,478 --> 00:16:23,858
[somber music]
301
00:16:23,859 --> 00:16:26,194
Are you so selfish you can't handle
302
00:16:26,195 --> 00:16:28,029
one night being about anyone else?
303
00:16:28,030 --> 00:16:30,615
You want to talk selfish, let's go.
304
00:16:30,616 --> 00:16:31,991
Dad's funeral...
305
00:16:31,992 --> 00:16:35,203
you were so checked out,
I had to do everything alone.
306
00:16:35,204 --> 00:16:37,955
Undertakers, caterers,
Mom's endless crying.
307
00:16:37,956 --> 00:16:40,875
I even had to pick the casket.
That was a fun conversation.
308
00:16:40,876 --> 00:16:42,585
I was having a hard time.
309
00:16:42,586 --> 00:16:44,962
And nine months later, when I
got the job offer to Singapore,
310
00:16:44,963 --> 00:16:47,673
you said to really think about
if it felt right
311
00:16:47,674 --> 00:16:51,302
to move 9,000 miles away
less than a year after Dad died.
312
00:16:51,303 --> 00:16:53,346
So I stayed.
313
00:16:53,347 --> 00:16:55,598
And a couple months later,
you met Leigh.
314
00:16:55,599 --> 00:16:57,850
And you started spending
all your time with her,
315
00:16:57,851 --> 00:17:00,311
and it was like you lived
in another country.
316
00:17:00,312 --> 00:17:04,524
Danny... you okay?
317
00:17:04,525 --> 00:17:06,275
Take your time.
318
00:17:06,276 --> 00:17:09,487
I mean, come on,
you can't handle one night
319
00:17:09,488 --> 00:17:12,156
- being about someone else?
- You are such a hypocrite!
320
00:17:12,157 --> 00:17:14,367
When you're being selfish,
it's always for a good reason.
321
00:17:14,368 --> 00:17:17,537
But when I'm selfish, I'm the
worst person that ever lived.
322
00:17:17,538 --> 00:17:19,330
You live in this fantasy world
323
00:17:19,331 --> 00:17:20,957
where you think you're this great guy,
324
00:17:20,958 --> 00:17:22,625
but you let me down so many times.
325
00:17:22,626 --> 00:17:24,544
And you can't even acknowledge it,
326
00:17:24,545 --> 00:17:26,462
much less apologize for it.
327
00:17:26,463 --> 00:17:30,591
[music continues]
328
00:17:30,592 --> 00:17:32,761
Danny?
329
00:17:37,307 --> 00:17:39,934
I was an asshole to my mom yesterday.
330
00:17:39,935 --> 00:17:41,686
And I didn't want to be,
331
00:17:41,687 --> 00:17:45,439
but every time she brings
him up, I just go off.
332
00:17:45,440 --> 00:17:47,775
And I keep replaying
333
00:17:47,776 --> 00:17:51,404
this one fight Matt and I had
in my head.
334
00:17:51,405 --> 00:17:55,908
And I'm finally saying all the things
335
00:17:55,909 --> 00:17:57,786
I should have said to him
336
00:17:59,538 --> 00:18:01,540
What's the point?
337
00:18:03,292 --> 00:18:06,169
You know, he's already had
the last word,
338
00:18:06,170 --> 00:18:09,798
and he's never gonna hear the
things that I want to tell him.
339
00:18:11,800 --> 00:18:17,598
[somber music]
340
00:18:22,394 --> 00:18:25,021
Well?
341
00:18:25,022 --> 00:18:26,815
Well, what?
342
00:18:29,109 --> 00:18:33,112
Does anybody have anything
grief-group-y to say?
343
00:18:33,113 --> 00:18:35,865
You'll get through it.
344
00:18:35,866 --> 00:18:39,702
- Anger is normal.
- Let yourself feel it.
345
00:18:39,703 --> 00:18:42,830
You won't be there forever.
346
00:18:42,831 --> 00:18:46,125
You'll remember the good things.
347
00:18:46,126 --> 00:18:50,296
What if there's nothing
good to remember?
348
00:18:50,297 --> 00:18:53,382
What if the bad stuff
is the real stuff...
349
00:18:53,383 --> 00:18:56,219
And...
350
00:18:56,220 --> 00:18:58,429
I'm just seeing that now?
351
00:18:58,430 --> 00:19:04,436
[music continues]
352
00:19:06,146 --> 00:19:08,439
[indistinct chatter]
353
00:19:08,440 --> 00:19:10,066
[laughter]
354
00:19:10,067 --> 00:19:12,944
Anyway, that's why I don't,
you know, pray before meals.
355
00:19:12,945 --> 00:19:15,530
It just reminds me too much
of my super-Catholic family
356
00:19:15,531 --> 00:19:17,448
and their super-Catholic rules.
357
00:19:17,449 --> 00:19:21,661
So, well, how do you access
you-know-who?
358
00:19:21,662 --> 00:19:24,664
- Wow, hot take.
- [chuckles]
359
00:19:24,665 --> 00:19:27,500
- You know God isn't Voldemort?
- [chuckles]
360
00:19:27,501 --> 00:19:31,212
Uh, yeah, I don't know She's, um...
361
00:19:31,213 --> 00:19:34,131
my friend, my boss,
my partner, my lover.
362
00:19:34,132 --> 00:19:35,967
- Sounds complicated.
- Um, do you want some of this?
363
00:19:35,968 --> 00:19:37,468
Yes.
364
00:19:37,469 --> 00:19:41,556
I mean, I've learned that
God is always there for me.
365
00:19:41,557 --> 00:19:45,476
She knows all of me, and She
loves me exactly as I am.
366
00:19:45,477 --> 00:19:47,728
- Oh. All of you.
- [laughs]
367
00:19:47,729 --> 00:19:49,689
Uh, yeah, God's gonna need to
strike some things
368
00:19:49,690 --> 00:19:52,275
from my record
if She wants to be friends.
369
00:19:52,276 --> 00:19:54,861
Yeah, well,
we've all done stuff, Jules.
370
00:19:54,862 --> 00:19:56,696
People don't go to church
'cause they're perfect.
371
00:19:56,697 --> 00:19:57,905
[woman speaks Spanish]
372
00:19:57,906 --> 00:19:59,533
- Thank you.
- Thanks.
373
00:20:02,327 --> 00:20:05,288
Hey, so, uh...
do you get a finder's fee
374
00:20:05,289 --> 00:20:06,914
for every new person you bring in or...
375
00:20:06,915 --> 00:20:09,500
- Oh, okay, yeah.
- Too much church.
376
00:20:09,501 --> 00:20:11,294
Sorry about that.
I am...
377
00:20:11,295 --> 00:20:14,589
Look, I'm not good at, like,
first-date small talk.
378
00:20:14,590 --> 00:20:17,258
- This is a date?
- I wasn't sure.
379
00:20:17,259 --> 00:20:19,510
I mean, I brought you
to my secret tamale spot.
380
00:20:19,511 --> 00:20:21,554
I'm literally holding a tamale for you.
381
00:20:21,555 --> 00:20:23,055
[both laugh]
382
00:20:23,056 --> 00:20:27,310
I thought maybe
you were being nice to me
383
00:20:27,311 --> 00:20:28,978
because you felt sorry for me.
384
00:20:28,979 --> 00:20:31,355
Why would I feel sorry for you?
385
00:20:31,356 --> 00:20:33,733
My knee.
386
00:20:33,734 --> 00:20:36,194
No, because I'm an alcoholic
and, you know,
387
00:20:36,195 --> 00:20:40,781
I don't have a life outside
of work or recovery.
388
00:20:40,782 --> 00:20:43,743
- Jules...
- Look, I'm sorry, I...
389
00:20:43,744 --> 00:20:48,206
Yeah, I don't know why I am, um...
390
00:20:48,207 --> 00:20:51,334
I don't know what I'm doing right now.
391
00:20:51,335 --> 00:20:53,503
You want to start over?
392
00:20:53,504 --> 00:20:56,756
Like God, I-I actually believe
in second chances...
393
00:20:56,757 --> 00:20:59,300
and third and fourth.
394
00:20:59,301 --> 00:21:01,928
But that's it.
Don't... no more.
395
00:21:01,929 --> 00:21:04,222
[chuckles]
396
00:21:04,223 --> 00:21:06,767
- Maybe fifth.
- [chuckles]
397
00:21:10,312 --> 00:21:12,522
- Thank you, you guys.
- Great job.
398
00:21:12,523 --> 00:21:14,106
- I'll see you next time.
- Thanks for coming.
399
00:21:14,107 --> 00:21:16,193
- Good to see you.
- Oh!
400
00:21:19,196 --> 00:21:20,863
Good to see you.
401
00:21:20,864 --> 00:21:23,366
Well, I guess I'm gonna go home
402
00:21:23,367 --> 00:21:26,118
and get ready.
403
00:21:26,119 --> 00:21:29,121
How is someone supposed to act
on a first date again?
404
00:21:29,122 --> 00:21:30,790
Ooh.
405
00:21:30,791 --> 00:21:34,168
You are asking the wrong person
for that advice, my friend.
406
00:21:34,169 --> 00:21:36,420
[laughs]
407
00:21:36,421 --> 00:21:39,799
I'm sorry that I was late.
408
00:21:39,800 --> 00:21:41,926
Um, thank you for covering.
409
00:21:41,927 --> 00:21:44,428
Covering is a strong word
for what I did.
410
00:21:44,429 --> 00:21:46,806
I can't teach.
I just stalled.
411
00:21:46,807 --> 00:21:50,226
- It was awkward.
- Yeah, well, I really am sorry.
412
00:21:50,227 --> 00:21:51,602
I don't know what happened.
413
00:21:51,603 --> 00:21:54,564
I thought I set a reminder, but...
414
00:21:54,565 --> 00:21:57,567
- Can I say something?
- Mm-hmm.
415
00:21:57,568 --> 00:22:00,653
I just feel like, um...
416
00:22:00,654 --> 00:22:03,739
even when you are here, you
don't really want to be here.
417
00:22:03,740 --> 00:22:08,035
And I think that's
why enrollment in your classes
418
00:22:08,036 --> 00:22:10,705
has dropped off.
419
00:22:10,706 --> 00:22:12,832
Okay, um...
420
00:22:12,833 --> 00:22:15,835
I think there's, like, a few
people that stopped coming.
421
00:22:15,836 --> 00:22:19,088
It's almost 40%.
422
00:22:19,089 --> 00:22:21,842
Okay, that's a lot.
423
00:22:32,603 --> 00:22:35,771
Do you still care about this job?
424
00:22:35,772 --> 00:22:39,275
Uh...
425
00:22:39,276 --> 00:22:42,403
I don't really know how to answer that.
426
00:22:42,404 --> 00:22:45,865
- Well, I can answer it.
- I still care about it.
427
00:22:45,866 --> 00:22:48,242
A lot, actually.
428
00:22:48,243 --> 00:22:51,078
Jules, you know that I've...
429
00:22:51,079 --> 00:22:53,623
I've got a lot going on right now.
430
00:22:53,624 --> 00:22:57,126
So does the studio,
and I can't keep doing it alone.
431
00:22:57,127 --> 00:23:00,880
Look, Vanessa has been asking
to do more,
432
00:23:00,881 --> 00:23:03,591
and maybe I should just let her.
433
00:23:03,592 --> 00:23:06,093
If you can't handle your workload,
434
00:23:06,094 --> 00:23:09,931
I can give it to someone who wants it.
435
00:23:09,932 --> 00:23:13,434
[laughs] Are you...
436
00:23:13,435 --> 00:23:15,687
are you firing me?
437
00:23:17,898 --> 00:23:19,482
[scoffs]
438
00:23:19,483 --> 00:23:21,400
I... guess?
439
00:23:21,401 --> 00:23:25,322
[laughing] Wow.
440
00:23:27,824 --> 00:23:30,117
Look...
441
00:23:30,118 --> 00:23:32,745
we don't have to pay rent
on Mom's house.
442
00:23:32,746 --> 00:23:35,790
I can cover groceries and stuff.
443
00:23:35,791 --> 00:23:38,751
Take a month.
Take two.
444
00:23:38,752 --> 00:23:42,505
Take the time.
Figure things out.
445
00:23:42,506 --> 00:23:44,174
I've got you.
446
00:23:45,717 --> 00:23:46,927
Okay.
447
00:23:50,222 --> 00:23:52,307
Um...
448
00:23:55,936 --> 00:23:59,522
[door opens]
449
00:23:59,523 --> 00:24:01,942
[door closes]
450
00:24:03,694 --> 00:24:06,487
both:
Thank you.
451
00:24:06,488 --> 00:24:08,948
- Cheers.
- Mm.
452
00:24:08,949 --> 00:24:10,366
[chuckles]
453
00:24:10,367 --> 00:24:14,036
- Sorry. Weird day.
- [chuckles]
454
00:24:14,037 --> 00:24:17,832
- So you work for the Internet.
- Mm-hmm.
455
00:24:17,833 --> 00:24:20,042
Yeah, that might be a deal breaker.
456
00:24:20,043 --> 00:24:22,587
- Okay.
- Well, have a nice evening.
457
00:24:22,588 --> 00:24:24,380
All right, I'll just take care
of the check.
458
00:24:24,381 --> 00:24:27,133
- Don't even worry about it.
- [laughs]
459
00:24:27,134 --> 00:24:29,343
So what's your problem
with the internet?
460
00:24:29,344 --> 00:24:30,678
Mm.
461
00:24:30,679 --> 00:24:32,180
Screens in general.
462
00:24:32,181 --> 00:24:35,558
You know, I heard somewhere
that people spend 11 hours a day
463
00:24:35,559 --> 00:24:37,768
just staring at a screen.
464
00:24:37,769 --> 00:24:40,062
It's kind of creepy.
[both chuckle]
465
00:24:40,063 --> 00:24:42,690
- Want to sit?
- Sure.
466
00:24:42,691 --> 00:24:45,109
Yeah, I mean, it is creepy.
467
00:24:45,110 --> 00:24:48,321
But isn't that just living
in the 21st century?
468
00:24:48,322 --> 00:24:49,780
[chuckles]
469
00:24:49,781 --> 00:24:52,450
Ah, it doesn't have to be.
470
00:24:52,451 --> 00:24:54,619
- I have a flip phone.
- Oh, cool.
471
00:24:54,620 --> 00:24:56,329
Congratulations.
472
00:24:56,330 --> 00:24:59,207
And I check my emails at the library,
473
00:24:59,208 --> 00:25:01,000
and I work as a handyman.
474
00:25:01,001 --> 00:25:04,212
And when I'm not working,
I'm out there in the real world
475
00:25:04,213 --> 00:25:06,589
still doing real-world things.
476
00:25:06,590 --> 00:25:10,426
I go hiking, listen to music,
meet new people.
477
00:25:10,427 --> 00:25:13,971
- That sounds really lovely.
- It is.
478
00:25:13,972 --> 00:25:15,598
Come to the Dark Side.
479
00:25:15,599 --> 00:25:17,016
- Oh, boy.
- Join me.
480
00:25:17,017 --> 00:25:18,684
[both laugh]
481
00:25:18,685 --> 00:25:20,811
Well, the next time I see
my boss, the Internet,
482
00:25:20,812 --> 00:25:23,856
- I will put in my two weeks.
- [laughs]
483
00:25:23,857 --> 00:25:26,567
I'm really glad you walked into
the record store when you did.
484
00:25:26,568 --> 00:25:28,653
What are the odds?
485
00:25:28,654 --> 00:25:32,323
Well, maybe it was fate or a sign.
486
00:25:32,324 --> 00:25:34,617
A sign of what?
487
00:25:34,618 --> 00:25:37,370
I don't know. I'm still trying
to figure that one out.
488
00:25:37,371 --> 00:25:39,163
[laughs]
489
00:25:39,164 --> 00:25:41,041
Cheers to that.
490
00:25:45,963 --> 00:25:50,550
- This is it.
- It's really nice.
491
00:25:50,551 --> 00:25:52,260
Yeah, it was a...
when I moved it,
492
00:25:52,261 --> 00:25:53,845
but I've been fixing it up.
493
00:25:53,846 --> 00:25:55,848
[door closes]
494
00:25:58,267 --> 00:26:01,060
[inhales sharply]
Do-do-do-do...
495
00:26:01,061 --> 00:26:05,106
[record player creaks and clicks]
496
00:26:05,107 --> 00:26:08,067
Oh, I like this piece.
497
00:26:08,068 --> 00:26:10,069
Thanks.
498
00:26:10,070 --> 00:26:15,199
[soft music playing]
499
00:26:15,200 --> 00:26:16,742
All right.
500
00:26:16,743 --> 00:26:20,289
My place runs a little cold,
so let me know if...
501
00:26:22,082 --> 00:26:28,088
[music continues]
502
00:26:40,601 --> 00:26:42,518
Everything okay?
503
00:26:42,519 --> 00:26:46,105
Yeah, could we, um...
504
00:26:46,106 --> 00:26:48,482
slow down a bit?
505
00:26:48,483 --> 00:26:51,777
- Yeah, yeah, sure.
- No problem.
506
00:26:51,778 --> 00:26:55,489
You want something to drink?
Some water?
507
00:26:55,490 --> 00:26:58,701
- How about something stronger?
- Yeah.
508
00:26:58,702 --> 00:27:02,705
Uh, I'll make us some cocktails.
You like bourbon?
509
00:27:02,706 --> 00:27:05,374
Yeah.
510
00:27:05,375 --> 00:27:08,336
- You sure you're okay?
- Mm-hmm.
511
00:27:08,337 --> 00:27:10,922
All right, be right back.
512
00:27:10,923 --> 00:27:15,927
[music continues]
513
00:27:15,928 --> 00:27:19,013
[ice scraping, clattering]
514
00:27:19,014 --> 00:27:25,020
[tense music]
515
00:27:30,734 --> 00:27:36,448
[soft music continues playing]
516
00:27:53,090 --> 00:27:55,174
[gate creaks]
517
00:27:55,175 --> 00:27:57,177
[gate closes]
518
00:28:02,558 --> 00:28:06,602
[breathing heavily]
519
00:28:06,603 --> 00:28:12,609
[music continues]
520
00:28:17,531 --> 00:28:19,782
[grunts]
521
00:28:19,783 --> 00:28:25,789
[music continues]
522
00:30:10,060 --> 00:30:13,187
How much gas do you have in your car?
523
00:30:13,188 --> 00:30:15,815
- How is this gonna work?
- We're gonna gamble,
524
00:30:15,816 --> 00:30:19,777
we're gonna drink,
and we'll do other stuff.
525
00:30:19,778 --> 00:30:22,405
This is the best I've felt
in a really long time.
526
00:30:22,406 --> 00:30:25,950
I think we're allowed to feel good.
527
00:30:25,951 --> 00:30:28,494
You know that this is rigged, right?
528
00:30:28,495 --> 00:30:30,329
I've never felt like the universe
529
00:30:30,330 --> 00:30:32,331
was more on my side than in this moment.
530
00:30:32,332 --> 00:30:36,252
[both laugh]
531
00:30:36,253 --> 00:30:38,129
I point to someone,
532
00:30:38,130 --> 00:30:40,756
and you tell me their deepest,
darkest secret.
533
00:30:40,757 --> 00:30:42,759
Who's the first victim?
534
00:30:42,809 --> 00:30:47,359
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