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I didn't say a break
I said time out
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They're very different things
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Prenuptial agreements are standard
practice I know what it is
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Did your father
put you up to this
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Would you do me the honour of being
my wife Because of her Julia
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Maybe it was a dream
Or maybe I got it wrong
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And I didn't see my dad beat my
mum and then try to kill himself
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I want us to elope
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Our wedding is in two days
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There's something that
you're not saying
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And I'm not an idiot
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This is Benjamin
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Who's he to you
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Um I'm marrying him tomorrow
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After what he did
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I'm not who I say am
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But then who is
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We all wear our masks
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Hide our darkness
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Our pain
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We all want to be
someone we're not
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But where's the harm in that
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Of course I wish you were here
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Of course I do but
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And none of it's easy and it's made
a shitload harder by you calling me
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half-cut when I'm with my wife
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Please
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Julia
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Mum are you in there
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Just one sec
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What happened to you yesterday
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Mum
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What is it What's wrong
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Nothing Nothing's wrong
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What was with the radio
silence then
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I called like
six times after we spoke kept
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going to voicemail
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My phone died
I didn't mean to worry you darling
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I just had some last-minute
stuff to deal with
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Well that is what Patrick
and I are here for
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Your job is a very simple one
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Enjoyment
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Now get showering
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You old fool
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It's too much
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I figured if ever there
was a time for sentiment
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it's now but you have
to promise not to laugh
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No I won't
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If I see even the hint of a smirk
then the drawbridge is coming up
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I can't imagine how
lonely it's been
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Having no-one on your
side about Benjamin
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But you have just stuck to your
guns in the most brilliant way
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So in the spirit of
channelling you
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I've asked Emily to come today
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As my
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I hope that's ok
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Of course darling
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You just have to be happy
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Just
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Just makes sure that
she's a good one
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She is
It's me you have to worry about
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I do
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But maybe
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Maybe I don't need to any more
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I guess we'd better get this
bridal shit on the road
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This is hard for me to say
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It's ok
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I know already
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I've known ever since you
Since you first told me
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that you wouldn't do it
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You couldn't do it - marry him
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Because it's us isn't it
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It's always
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Been us
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Despite everything
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We love each other Ted I
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I had my revenge and now you
with all this younger man
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flaunting him in my face bringing him
Back to our house
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You've had yours
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Now we're even
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So we can
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We can start again
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You and me
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Your revenge for what
Well for you leaving me
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I never left you
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Maybe not physically
but you withdrew
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So it's my fault No
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All that matters is - it's
done with and we can get back
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to how we were
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What's wrong with you
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What's the phrase
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The past is a foreign country
Only for us it's two
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wildly different countries
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Truth is that and it's hard to
admit but I am as guilty
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as you For burying it
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for not speaking up for
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My silence has
corroded everything
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Now I'm being punished
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What are you talking about
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How we were
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That's what I'm talking about
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What you did to me
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Your violence
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We've never talked about it
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I can't do this
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I need to now
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I need to know why
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And that's what I came to
say or to ask not
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The moment just before
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That's the bit that I'm really
interested in when you go from not
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doing and holding yourself
back to doing
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I need to understand
that moment
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Why
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Because I have to know if that ever
leaves you the urge or if a person
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can make a mistake and then
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Change
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So all this You
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calling me here
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It was never about us
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It was always about him
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There is no "us" Ted
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I need this one thing from you
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You owe me this one thing
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I don't owe you anything
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You ruined my life
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And worse than that
Our children's lives Don't don't you
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bring our children into this
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I didn't You did
when you hit me in front of them
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Once They saw only once And what
That makes all the other times ok
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The children are fine
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The kids are not fine
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And that is largely due to you
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Everyone has their regrets
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Things that give them
sleepless nights
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Mine is that I didn't
leave you that night
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That I didn't take those kids and
get them far far away from you
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You'd never have left me
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I was already packed
and then you
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You made it so that I couldn't
God if I had my time again
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I'd have left you in there
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God
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Looks like you gave me
your answer after all
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Julia I'm so glad
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I-I started to worry
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Not hearing anything
and I know we're meant to be abiding by
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tradition and everything but I just
I miss you and er
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I can't wait to marry you
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Julia
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It's over
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She went outside I told her not
I told her not
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to go outside It's fine
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Come with me darling
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I don't know what's happened
I don't know what's been said to you
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I can only imagine that
it was one of your sons
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But whatever it is
we can sort it out
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I know that we can
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So please please just call me back
and tell me where you are look
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I can hear you you know
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Julia's here isn't she Hi
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What I need to speak to her
I need to speak to her
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Julia Erm Julia
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Julia It's me
What is going on
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Julia I just
I really need to speak to Julia
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Ok She's not here though
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Everything ok mum
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Just give us a sec Ok
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Sorry
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What about Ted
What about Ted Is he here
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Would you just tell me if
he's here or not please
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No No Edward is not here and i'm
not sure I appreciate the implication
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Are you going to tell me what's
going on or do I have to guess
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It's I really don't know
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Julia is not the type
to get cold feet
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I dunno what I've done
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Maybe you haven't
done anything
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The day I was getting
married to Clayton
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there was just so much noise
so many people all with opinions
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I just took myself off
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Not long enough for anyone to
notice but just long enough
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to to remember
why I was doing it
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Yeah
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Thank you
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Thank you
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Just just find her
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I've been staring at
that picture of you
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So young so serious
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As if as if I'm expecting
not to recognise you
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For there have been
some kind of mistake
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Because the Benjamin I
know he would never
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He could never do this
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I thought you were the person
that would make up for all those
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wasted years
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But everything
you are is a lie
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which I'm now realising
means everything
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we've had is the same
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I thought I'd feel
better when I wrote this
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and I would have
a moment of peace
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But there is no
peace for me now
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I really thought that you
your letter
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Don't you
don't you ever do that again
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You
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You scared me
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I scared you
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I thought I could
leave this time
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But I can't
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Can't leave can't stay
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So here I am
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Can you at least look at me
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What happened
Can you not touch me
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Who did that
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Does it matter
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Ted
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Ted
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But he
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Why
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Force of habit
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Well why didn't you tell me
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I don't
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Tell people
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I made myself a
promise after
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That I would never be
with a violent man again
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I can fix this Julia
if you if you let me
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I can fix it I
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What So it's just
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Ii don't even get
a conversation
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I can't think what you
would possibly say
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Because
because you've made your mind up
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No the facts made my mind up
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Facts
Facts that you went looking for
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You wanted to find a
reason not to marry me
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You think
you think that I've broken your trust
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Well the truth is
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You've broken mine too
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Don't need it now
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You can't just give up on me
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Or you'll what
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Kill me
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Do you know the really sad
thing Benjamin
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The sad thing is that if you had told
me I might have been able
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to get past it seen it as the
actions of a terrified boy
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who just didn't know what his punch would
mean and the lives that it would ruin
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I wanted to tell you
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I wanted to tell
you everything
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You have no idea how much
Instead of a real person
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I got a construct
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You erased your past
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Your brother
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Your name Don't you think that
I know that Don't you think
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that I have been terrified every
every single day since we met
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that you would find me out
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I am so tired
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Me too
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I need you to do one thing for
me I need you to come with me
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I will explain
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I will explain I promise you
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But I need you to give me one
chance at making you understand
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My life wasn't
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It hasn't been like
your kids' lives
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My mum she was all
Hard edges
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I used to think it was the drugs
Bending her out of shape
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But in the end I really think
that it was just her making wrong
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decisions ones that we
had to live with you know
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No dad for Kieran and a
A useless one for me
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And when she died
Kieran tried so hard to pretend
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that everything was normal
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Never letting on to
anyone that we were alone
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And all of that
it had to be paid for
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And that became hard
in a way that you could never understand
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He said all we
needed was 50 quid
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50 quid and we would be ok
for the month he asked me
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to be lookout
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So I stood there
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00:27:10,560 --> 00:27:13,000
I stood there till I heard
274
00:27:16,560 --> 00:27:19,800
And there's this man lying
there blood just
275
00:27:25,160 --> 00:27:29,416
Are you
Are you saying it was Kieran
276
00:27:29,440 --> 00:27:31,280
I'm not I'm not s-saying
277
00:27:34,040 --> 00:27:38,096
Then why should I believe you
You really think that I am capable
278
00:27:38,120 --> 00:27:40,056
of killing another person
279
00:27:40,080 --> 00:27:41,560
I didn't
280
00:27:43,520 --> 00:27:44,960
But now
281
00:27:49,120 --> 00:27:50,200
Yeah
282
00:27:52,240 --> 00:27:53,520
I do
283
00:28:08,280 --> 00:28:12,560
Why do I get the feeling
this is bad news Come in
284
00:28:27,120 --> 00:28:28,760
I'm really sorry
285
00:28:30,760 --> 00:28:32,160
I had to
286
00:28:34,120 --> 00:28:35,520
I told her
287
00:28:38,840 --> 00:28:42,320
And now I need you to tell her
too so that she believes me
288
00:28:44,560 --> 00:28:46,000
Please
289
00:28:47,600 --> 00:28:49,640
You told her Told her what
290
00:28:50,720 --> 00:28:52,000
I did say
291
00:28:53,240 --> 00:28:55,616
I said that you didn't mean to
292
00:28:55,640 --> 00:28:57,120
Still
293
00:29:00,120 --> 00:29:01,760
A man died
294
00:29:12,040 --> 00:29:13,640
I'm sorry
295
00:29:16,040 --> 00:29:18,320
But you know what you did
296
00:29:23,400 --> 00:29:26,576
I mean it was an accident
He didn't mean to do it
297
00:29:26,600 --> 00:29:28,640
He's a good man my brother
298
00:29:30,920 --> 00:29:32,976
You can't you can't do this
299
00:29:33,000 --> 00:29:34,296
You can't ruin my life again
300
00:29:34,320 --> 00:29:36,136
You tell her it was you
301
00:29:36,160 --> 00:29:38,616
I wish that I could
302
00:29:38,640 --> 00:29:40,480
You fucking tell
her it was you
303
00:29:49,680 --> 00:29:53,616
He's lying I promise
you he's lying
304
00:29:53,640 --> 00:29:55,160
Kieran
305
00:29:57,840 --> 00:30:00,376
Please Please Kieran
I'm begging you
306
00:30:00,400 --> 00:30:03,056
You tell her You tell her
what really happened Please
307
00:30:03,080 --> 00:30:05,440
Don't you think she's
been lied to enough Sean
308
00:30:15,520 --> 00:30:20,936
Hey hey come here
Cut it out it's ok
309
00:30:20,960 --> 00:30:23,656
You've no idea how
much I've missed you
310
00:30:23,680 --> 00:30:27,176
You've no idea how much
I've missed my big brother
311
00:30:27,200 --> 00:30:29,216
I've missed you too
312
00:30:29,240 --> 00:30:31,376
Then why are you trying
313
00:30:31,400 --> 00:30:34,136
To make it so it's
all for nothing
314
00:30:34,160 --> 00:30:36,416
Because you ruined it
315
00:30:36,440 --> 00:30:38,216
We swore on mum's life
316
00:30:38,240 --> 00:30:41,976
We swore that we
wouldn't talk about it
317
00:30:42,000 --> 00:30:44,536
I can't lose her
318
00:30:44,560 --> 00:30:47,976
What about me What about me
319
00:30:48,000 --> 00:30:49,640
I fucking love you
320
00:30:50,960 --> 00:30:53,056
You don't
321
00:30:53,080 --> 00:30:57,080
Cos if you did
you would tell the truth
322
00:31:09,680 --> 00:31:11,240
I only hit him once
323
00:31:13,840 --> 00:31:15,896
I'm sorry
324
00:31:15,920 --> 00:31:19,056
I'm I'm s
325
00:31:19,080 --> 00:31:21,200
I'm so sorry I'm so sorry
326
00:31:34,920 --> 00:31:36,480
You let him take the blame
327
00:31:38,920 --> 00:31:40,120
Your own brother
328
00:31:43,120 --> 00:31:46,400
Benjamin I want to go
No don't go please
329
00:31:48,720 --> 00:31:51,296
Do you want to know why
he's with you love
330
00:31:51,320 --> 00:31:55,616
It's because you give them all
the things that he never had -
331
00:31:55,640 --> 00:31:57,040
money status
332
00:31:59,240 --> 00:32:01,200
And a mother who loved him
333
00:32:08,040 --> 00:32:13,056
I know what's coming for you brother
even if you're too blind to see it
334
00:32:13,080 --> 00:32:18,736
You're going to be stuck in a
world that you don't belong
335
00:32:18,760 --> 00:32:21,440
With a family who will
never accept you
336
00:32:22,640 --> 00:32:24,680
And a pensioner for a wife
337
00:32:44,360 --> 00:32:46,200
I still don't understand
338
00:32:49,280 --> 00:32:51,000
Why take the blame
339
00:32:54,520 --> 00:32:56,920
He was 21 I was 15
340
00:33:00,280 --> 00:33:03,080
Young offenders'
didn't sound so bad
341
00:33:04,800 --> 00:33:06,400
But it's your whole life
342
00:33:14,280 --> 00:33:16,840
Have you ever had a
moment where it's just
343
00:33:18,120 --> 00:33:20,936
A moment so far beyond
what you imagined
344
00:33:20,960 --> 00:33:23,280
That you're just you're
345
00:33:24,760 --> 00:33:26,376
You're outside of yourself
346
00:33:26,400 --> 00:33:27,840
Just
347
00:33:29,240 --> 00:33:30,760
Just doing
348
00:33:36,520 --> 00:33:38,040
I thought that
349
00:33:43,360 --> 00:33:46,256
I really thought that
I was saving him
350
00:33:46,280 --> 00:33:49,680
That's what kept me
going in that place
351
00:33:52,840 --> 00:33:57,000
I thought that he was out there
making a life for himself
352
00:33:59,840 --> 00:34:01,560
Then I got out found him
353
00:34:04,600 --> 00:34:06,560
He'd ended up just
like my mum
354
00:34:10,000 --> 00:34:11,640
It had all been for nothing
355
00:34:14,520 --> 00:34:16,080
I had to leave
356
00:34:18,160 --> 00:34:22,416
I couldn't be Sean white any
more Sean Sean white the boy
357
00:34:22,440 --> 00:34:24,640
who killed the shopkeeper
358
00:34:30,480 --> 00:34:32,280
I needed a second chance
359
00:34:37,080 --> 00:34:39,120
You're my second chance
360
00:34:41,800 --> 00:34:43,400
I just want to go home
361
00:34:58,720 --> 00:35:02,136
Mum Where have you been
Christ I was worried properly worried
362
00:35:02,160 --> 00:35:05,536
How's about we give your mother
some oxygen On her wedding day
363
00:35:05,560 --> 00:35:08,256
I think we're entitled
to feel concerned
364
00:35:08,280 --> 00:35:09,536
What's going on mum
365
00:35:09,560 --> 00:35:11,416
I just need to be on my own
366
00:35:11,440 --> 00:35:13,240
I'll see you at the church
367
00:36:28,000 --> 00:36:29,456
Hi guys
368
00:36:29,480 --> 00:36:31,296
You look great
369
00:36:31,320 --> 00:36:32,800
See you in a bit
370
00:37:10,040 --> 00:37:12,976
How much longer would
you like to wait
371
00:37:13,000 --> 00:37:14,736
As long as it takes
372
00:37:14,760 --> 00:37:16,296
We only have the
church until four
373
00:37:16,320 --> 00:37:17,880
She's coming
374
00:37:41,480 --> 00:37:43,736
Julia
375
00:37:43,760 --> 00:37:46,416
I think we can all agree
minimum fuss is desirable
376
00:37:46,440 --> 00:37:47,816
No-one wants a scene
377
00:37:47,840 --> 00:37:49,016
Least of all mum
378
00:37:49,040 --> 00:37:53,176
This er should get you a taxi out
of here Patrick don't be crass
379
00:37:53,200 --> 00:37:55,976
I thought I was being
rather generous
380
00:37:56,000 --> 00:37:58,456
Could you all
could you just give us a moment alone
381
00:37:58,480 --> 00:38:00,936
We should stay mum
in case things get well ugly
382
00:38:00,960 --> 00:38:03,176
What is it that you
think is happening
383
00:38:03,200 --> 00:38:05,576
You're calling off the wedding
Finally seeing the light
384
00:38:05,600 --> 00:38:07,896
Could you just let me
speak with Benjamin
385
00:38:07,920 --> 00:38:10,496
Mum really we should stay
I'm not going anywhere
386
00:38:10,520 --> 00:38:14,000
Do either of you ever listen
She's asked us to go so we go
387
00:38:20,800 --> 00:38:23,896
Marriage isn't something you
should go into with any doubts
388
00:38:23,920 --> 00:38:25,640
It's for life
389
00:38:27,280 --> 00:38:28,840
You are many things
390
00:38:31,080 --> 00:38:34,080
The one thing I never thought you
were is a hypocrite
391
00:38:55,640 --> 00:39:00,440
I know it probably doesn't hold
much weight any more but
392
00:39:02,840 --> 00:39:04,680
For what it's worth i'm
393
00:39:06,720 --> 00:39:08,600
I'm so so sorry
394
00:39:14,880 --> 00:39:16,200
I know
395
00:39:21,400 --> 00:39:22,840
I am too
396
00:39:25,640 --> 00:39:27,776
You you've got nothing
to be sorry for
397
00:39:27,800 --> 00:39:29,280
I let you hide
398
00:39:31,120 --> 00:39:36,416
Because it suited me
I just swallowed you up into all of my
399
00:39:36,440 --> 00:39:41,440
drama everything
everything was about me my kids my past
400
00:39:46,120 --> 00:39:48,440
I didn't leave
any room for you
401
00:39:55,480 --> 00:39:57,040
That's it
402
00:39:59,320 --> 00:40:01,800
That's that's it
403
00:40:06,040 --> 00:40:07,640
Benjamin
404
00:40:12,360 --> 00:40:14,200
I don't want my old life
405
00:40:18,000 --> 00:40:20,320
The one without you in it
406
00:40:39,320 --> 00:40:41,936
I'm thinking that maybe
we skip the bit about
407
00:40:41,960 --> 00:40:44,520
Any objections
408
00:40:51,240 --> 00:40:54,016
Love you so bad by Ezra furman
409
00:42:22,640 --> 00:42:25,696
I know you told my mother
If you tell eimear I swear
410
00:42:25,720 --> 00:42:27,800
I will kill you
411
00:42:42,840 --> 00:42:44,680
Must be exhausting
412
00:42:47,240 --> 00:42:51,616
Spending all this time fighting
to be something that you're not
413
00:42:51,640 --> 00:42:53,536
You don't know
anything about me
414
00:42:53,560 --> 00:42:55,400
Good son good father
415
00:42:58,240 --> 00:43:00,656
Good husband
Shut up shut the Fuck up
416
00:43:00,680 --> 00:43:02,160
I didn't write this
417
00:43:03,720 --> 00:43:05,616
I didn't know
418
00:43:05,640 --> 00:43:07,320
But now I do
419
00:43:13,040 --> 00:43:14,640
Are you
420
00:43:17,520 --> 00:43:19,560
I can't lose my wife
421
00:43:20,720 --> 00:43:24,240
My children
Then you won't have to
422
00:43:26,120 --> 00:43:28,040
So long as you
stay out of my way
423
00:43:45,840 --> 00:43:48,160
The first time
that I met Julia
424
00:43:50,640 --> 00:43:52,856
I wanted to look after her
425
00:43:52,880 --> 00:43:55,000
Like
I can't really explain that
426
00:43:56,400 --> 00:43:58,256
It was just
427
00:43:58,280 --> 00:44:01,800
Instinct and a pretty
inconvenient one at that
428
00:44:03,600 --> 00:44:06,840
And then I realised that she
wanted to look after me too
429
00:44:09,080 --> 00:44:11,320
I felt exposed
430
00:44:15,560 --> 00:44:18,736
And there never did seem to be an
option to run away which there
431
00:44:18,760 --> 00:44:20,440
always had been before
432
00:44:22,440 --> 00:44:24,856
I know
to a lot of people in this room
433
00:44:24,880 --> 00:44:26,536
we don't make much sense
434
00:44:26,560 --> 00:44:29,960
And when I ask why
it comes down to one thing
435
00:44:32,400 --> 00:44:33,920
Our age
436
00:44:35,280 --> 00:44:37,016
This
437
00:44:37,040 --> 00:44:41,480
Seemingly yawning chasm of
years that separates us
438
00:44:45,400 --> 00:44:47,240
My answer to that -
439
00:44:49,840 --> 00:44:56,040
nothing can make everything else
seem more irrelevant than love
440
00:44:58,040 --> 00:44:59,640
Hear hear
441
00:45:03,880 --> 00:45:05,360
And as for me
442
00:45:09,160 --> 00:45:11,936
Nobody knows who I am
443
00:45:11,960 --> 00:45:13,560
What I've done
444
00:45:15,600 --> 00:45:19,720
All the different faces
That I've set to the world
445
00:45:21,400 --> 00:45:24,256
To be 100% known
is a rare thing
446
00:45:24,280 --> 00:45:27,296
I don't think many
people ever are
447
00:45:27,320 --> 00:45:29,040
I am - now
448
00:45:31,280 --> 00:45:33,360
I find that terrifying
449
00:45:35,080 --> 00:45:41,336
But it is also the best thing
that has ever happened to me
450
00:45:41,360 --> 00:45:44,936
And that's how I know
I know that despite everything
451
00:45:44,960 --> 00:45:46,840
me and you
452
00:45:49,760 --> 00:45:51,920
We're going to be ok
453
00:46:08,680 --> 00:46:12,856
You want it Um
454
00:46:12,880 --> 00:46:16,416
I know it's not tradition
for the bride to speak
455
00:46:16,440 --> 00:46:17,800
Um
456
00:46:18,880 --> 00:46:20,696
Come here
457
00:46:20,720 --> 00:46:24,336
And I'd never
have dared before
458
00:46:24,360 --> 00:46:28,736
And i think that's
the key word here
459
00:46:28,760 --> 00:46:31,280
Before Erm
460
00:46:33,240 --> 00:46:37,016
Most of you know that this
is my second marriage
461
00:46:37,040 --> 00:46:41,240
My first marriage
gave me my children
462
00:46:42,720 --> 00:46:46,160
Who have been in the very
best thing in my life
463
00:46:48,600 --> 00:46:53,720
And this this is my after
464
00:46:56,200 --> 00:46:58,160
And I'm not letting it go
465
00:47:01,840 --> 00:47:04,376
Slow disco by st Vincent
466
00:47:44,720 --> 00:47:48,160
99 red balloons by nena
467
00:48:16,360 --> 00:48:18,016
What are you doing
468
00:48:18,040 --> 00:48:22,016
I was invited if you remember
I want you to leave right now
469
00:48:22,040 --> 00:48:23,456
How rude
470
00:48:23,480 --> 00:48:26,856
And I bought a present and everything
Look whatever this is
471
00:48:26,880 --> 00:48:28,296
let's just not shall we
472
00:48:28,320 --> 00:48:31,240
I want to talk to
Julia not you
473
00:48:32,560 --> 00:48:34,856
There it is
474
00:48:34,880 --> 00:48:38,616
Don't embarrass yourself
You mean don't embarrass you mother
475
00:48:38,640 --> 00:48:40,816
Don't worry I don't plan to
476
00:48:40,840 --> 00:48:42,136
Please don't do this
477
00:48:42,160 --> 00:48:43,960
You need to go - right now
478
00:48:46,000 --> 00:48:50,576
I don't want to put a damper on
things but I thought
479
00:48:50,600 --> 00:48:52,576
you ought to know
480
00:48:52,600 --> 00:48:54,880
Julia kissed me
481
00:48:56,320 --> 00:48:59,160
At Christmas she kissed me
482
00:49:05,040 --> 00:49:07,216
That's what you think happened
483
00:49:07,240 --> 00:49:09,056
You did what you always do
484
00:49:09,080 --> 00:49:11,240
You wanted something
and took it
485
00:49:20,800 --> 00:49:22,200
I'd like you to go
486
00:49:24,080 --> 00:49:25,600
You heard her
487
00:49:28,680 --> 00:49:33,656
You can't take everything
Them
488
00:49:33,680 --> 00:49:36,720
And you I went years ago
489
00:49:40,520 --> 00:49:43,976
Don't you
don't you walk away from me again
490
00:49:44,000 --> 00:49:46,016
Julia
491
00:49:46,040 --> 00:49:47,696
Julia
492
00:49:47,720 --> 00:49:50,296
You fucking come back here
now Julia
493
00:49:50,320 --> 00:49:52,760
Please just calm down
For god's sake please Please
494
00:49:56,320 --> 00:49:59,400
I don't think we'll be
needing these do you
495
00:50:02,160 --> 00:50:03,680
I'm not you
496
00:50:05,000 --> 00:50:06,520
I'll never be you
497
00:50:09,840 --> 00:50:12,216
Darling I
498
00:50:12,240 --> 00:50:13,920
Della
499
00:50:22,320 --> 00:50:24,520
Leo Lad
500
00:50:26,880 --> 00:50:28,080
Who are you
501
00:50:44,400 --> 00:50:46,680
Time to go home I think
502
00:50:51,000 --> 00:50:52,800
What do you want with her
503
00:50:54,320 --> 00:50:56,480
What do you want with my wife
504
00:50:58,640 --> 00:51:00,120
My wife
505
00:51:02,000 --> 00:51:06,080
And I don't want anything
other than to love her
506
00:51:07,160 --> 00:51:08,520
Treat her right
507
00:51:10,080 --> 00:51:12,600
All of the things
you failed to do
508
00:51:13,960 --> 00:51:18,320
You don't know anything about us
I know what you did to her
509
00:51:20,600 --> 00:51:24,616
And if you don't
leave right now
510
00:51:24,640 --> 00:51:27,496
I will make sure
that everybody knows
511
00:51:27,520 --> 00:51:29,880
what kind of man
you really are
512
00:52:12,600 --> 00:52:14,736
You ok
513
00:52:14,760 --> 00:52:16,160
Yeah
514
00:52:17,600 --> 00:52:19,280
I am actually
515
00:52:20,480 --> 00:52:22,496
He's gone
516
00:52:22,520 --> 00:52:24,216
Good
517
00:52:24,240 --> 00:52:26,440
Take on me by a-ha
518
00:52:30,080 --> 00:52:32,920
would you like to
dance mr Greene
519
00:52:34,520 --> 00:52:36,560
Always
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