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♪♪

I had told everyone this is not gonna happen to me

on Fire Island, and then you walk into the door.

That's exactly what happens when you say stuff like that.

He's super tall, so I was interested to see

what else was... tall.

(Jorge) Fabio's my boyfriend.

We've been together for eight years.

I love you, I love you.

Bye.

And I said "I love you" three times.

He never said "I love you" back.

I don't deserve this.

People flooding the house is just not okay with me.

I didn't agree to share the house with the entire island.

Peace out.

You're leaving now? Yeah.

Well, can you not leave?

(Patrick) Wait, is he actually leaving? Yeah.

(Cheyenne) Honestly, I don't care.

If you tell me you're gonna be somewhere,

I expect you to be somewhere.

I won't let it happen again,

like, I promise. Okay.

This weekend is really important to me,

uh, because of Miss Cherry. It means so much to me

that you're gonna be there supporting me...

Second thing.

And, of course.

♪♪

♪ Maybe we can get away

♪ I dare you to come and play, ooh ♪

♪ Sink our feet into the sand, come with me ♪

♪ Just take my hand ♪

Aren't we so lucky to be living out here all summer, Bodie?

Don't you love it?

I've been going to Fire Island every single weekend.

I met four amazing guys.

No... What happened with Fabio?

No, listen, this is-- My, my housemates.

Oh, okay.

(Justin) Did you catch your flight?

(Austin) Oh, my God, I made it

by the skin of my teeth.

But color me surprised that you were rushing.

I had no idea that would happen.

One, two, three, four, go,

five and six and seven, eight.

(Brandon) Hello, how are you? How are you?

How's everything at home?

Good, how are you going?

I've been going to Fire Island every weekend

with, um, all of the boys, so it's been a lot of fun.

I am, I've met--

I've met a lot of new friends, I mean...

In terms of a, of a lover or a partner,

there's been-- there's one person I met.

His name's Jallen.

He's, like, 6'8", so he...

(chuckling) Yes, so your head would go to his hips.

Yeah, it's awful.

He's a giant, he's literally a giant,

but, like, super handsome and he's really nice.

Me and Jallen are hitting it off.

I don't, we'll see... We'll see what happens.

I'm excited to get to know him better.

You wanna see me with a long-term boyfriend.

Everyone does, I know.

I'm really curious to see, like...

What'd I'd be like in a relationship? Yeah.

Yeah.

I mean, I came to Fire Island, you know, with the intention

of just not trying to date or trying to find anyone.

But, at the at the same time, I'm not opposed to it.

You know, I do like him and I'm excited to see where this goes.

Love you, I'll call you soon, bye. Bye.

♪♪

(Cheyenne) What's the game plan for the weekend?

Saturday is my party, guys.

I'm a natural at throwing parties.

Like, my whole life is a party, so...

So, this weekend, we're throwing a party in our house.

Party? Yeah, my party on Saturday.

Yeah? You're all invited.

Cheyenne is free to go.

(Cheyenne) Last week, I had to leave and go to L.A. for a styling gig.

And I feel bad for not being at Patrick's drag show.

But at the same time, I don't really know

if I missed anything.

Hello, Low Tea!

Hey, girl!

What is the Tea?

Are we going to-- to Low Tea or--

Yeah, let's go to Tea.

(Brandon) We arrived to the island,

and we decided to go straight to Low Tea,

which is this massive happy hour that happens every day.

So, we decide, why go to the house?

We can just go straight there.

Yes, let's go to Tea.

The bags.

Hey, show up to Tea like this? Yeah.

(Cheyenne) Someone's gonna bring the bags back to the--

(Brandon) Yeah, who's bringing the bags?

I'll do it, I'll do it, I'll do it.

(Khasan) Oh, no, Justin, you're doing this for us?

Yeah, I'll do it.

We can all go if you don't wanna go by yourself.

No, I don't mind. My friends invited us over

just to hang out before everyone goes out tonight.

I wanna be able to freshen up anyway.

Go douche and wax... Oh, you probably don't wax.

No.

(Khasan) No waxing.

I don't know bear code. Okay.

Thank you! I'll have drink for you.

Yes!

(Cheyenne) I'm starving for a cocktail.

(Jorge) So, this summer, we have thrown some other parties.

And they have not turned out so well.

If you don't have manners and you come into my house

and you gonna behave like that, you're out.

(Cheyenne) We're sharing the house but I didn't agree

to share the house with the entire island.

(Jorge) But this weekend, we are all in to have a good party.

And to make sure everyone's on board,

to make sure the party's good,

we gonna go straight now to the Low Tea

and start inviting people.

(music and chatter)

We having a party on Saturday if you guys wanna come.

For once, this group of boys has managed to organize a party

that we're all on the same page about.

So, I'm really optimistic and hopeful

that we'll pull this off.

We having a party at 150 Ocean on Saturday.

So, if you're free, you can come.

Otherwise, you can quit and come.

Okay. (chuckling)

(whistling)

(sighs)

Pat?!

Ooh!

Carrying everybody's bags back to the house

isn't necessarily how I want to start the weekend.

But this is my first full weekend without Austin.

And I didn't wanna jump into drinking.

So, this was a way to acclimate myself back to the environment.

(Brandon) This is really fun.

Everyone, everyone I go up to, I'm, just, like,

okay, shut up, whatever you're saying.

Nice to meet you.

150 Ocean, 8:00 p.m., Saturday.

I'm just like, yeah. (crosstalk)

What's up? Hi, there you are.

How are you, baby? Hi, I'm okay, how are you?

Good. Where were you?

I've been working, baby.

So, I had to lug 14 bags by myself.

I'm sorry, baby. No, no, no, don't be.

It was a-- it was a rough week.

You know, I was talking to Austin,

and I'm glad we had our time together.

Putting him on the plane was... torturous.

Being out here with Austin was definitely

the most comfortable I've felt on Fire Island.

And now that he's back to school in Alabama,

I have to find a way to be happy

and comfortable without my security blanket.

So, I did this. Well, good.

I went out and I told myself to get over my silliness.

And I bought my first Speedo. Yes, your first Speedo?

My first Speedo.

Oh, my God! Yes!

And let me tell you something. (Bodie barks)

I may not have six abs...

Everybody loves a little beef, you know?

So... well, I think so.

Look out, Fire Island, Justin's coming at you.

You have not seen anything yet.

So, for starters, please tell me about last week.

That I missed the show.

Oh, my God, it was so amazing.

Four of us were crowned.

Miss Congeniality/

Audience Fan Favorite. So, I'm guessing...

Went to me. It went to you, of course.

Oh, the boys were so sweet.

It really meant a lot to me. It was freaking awesome.

I'm very sorry I missed it. Oh, my God, it's okay.

At least you told me that you weren't gonna be there.

Cheyenne at the last minute,

he had to go do a work shoot or something, so...

Unexpectedly?

Of course.

You met him right, Cheyenne?

Everything's unexpected with that girl.

Except for the consistently inconsistent-- yeah.

(Patrick) I'd like to believe that Cheyenne feels bad about

the fact that he missed the pageant but, you know,

you can only see the same behavior from someone

so many times before...

you just stop buyin' what they're sellin'.

(Brandon) Bringing it, bringing it back to last weekend.

Patrick was actually really upset

that you weren't there last weekend. What?

Like, really upset. Well...

Business is business and... Yeah.

And I woulda never skipped out on something

if I didn't absolutely have to.

And I'm not gonna let my job over--

be overshadowed by a drag show.

At the end of the day, you know, business over drag shows,

unless drag shows is your business

is always gonna take precedent.

We literally just had a dinner that Cheyenne planned

to make sure that we communicate.

To make sure that we're here for each other.

And then you weren't there which is...

So, next week I'll make dessert.

I mean, I don't know what to tell you.

I'm sorry, I don't mean to come off like an ass(bleep).

I felt like (bleep).

But there was nothing that I could do.

If you wanna talk about...

creating a bond and being a group

and, like, you know, if you're gonna talk the talk,

you gotta walk the walk. You know what I mean?

Yeah, sorry, Bodie's having fun.

Bodie? (laughing)

Someone's getting action this weekend.

Bodie, somebody's gotta get laid in this room.

Tonight, I'm gonna bring together my housemates

and introduce 'em to some of my best buddies from New York.

What kind of pizza did you get?

That's gluten-free,

so I wouldn't touch that if I were you.

That's for Jorge.

Recipe for a great time--

beer, pizza, best buddies... Works every time.

Hi!

Hola!

We come bearing gifts.

Oh! Of food.

(Jorge) Let me say hello over here.

Hi, I'm Jorge, nice to meet you.

(Patrick) Thanks for having us over, y'all.

I've just been working a lot.

But I'm actually enjoying traveling here.

I just get to come and hang out and chill.

Yeah. The biggest effort is, like,

trying to find time to, like...

(Patrick) Go to your friends' things?

Well, no, just, like... Ooh...

(Cheyenne) What did you just say?

It's okay.

(Cheyenne) Fearless Patrick.

Slip one in whenever you can, bravo, good show.

So glad you're here.

I try to bypass all this bull(bleep) about Patrick

and me and this and that so we can have a good time.

So, how do you guys all know Justin?

We're all kind of part of the hairy boy, like, social scene.

Okay.

It's a very, very, very large family.

Well, thanks for letting us borrow him for the summer.

You can keep him.

We'll see if we want to.

Listen, they are very good at making fun of me

'cause they know my neurosis, it's constant, so...

All the time. All the time.

Well, it's just 'cause you care about people

and are such a sweetie.

Also... I'm an overthinker to the nth degree.

Yeah, you are.

I tend to get caught up in my head.

Oh, wow. Too much.

Well, if you ever get too caught up in your head,

you should just go into Cheyenne's,

there's plenty of space in his.

(scattered chuckling)

What? I'm eating pizza.

I don't care.

I don't know who put what in Patrick's drink.

But he's coming for me like no other.

But it's making it very awkward for everyone

having him have a go at me.

(Patrick) Oh, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, Cheyenne.

Are you not even going to acknowledge the fact that you

completely bailed on something you said you were gonna be at?

Come on, dude.

(chatter and crosstalk)

No, I'm going home.

I'm definitely over Patrick at this point.

Bye, thank you.

(Cheyenne) I think I was over Patrick before we got here, so...

I'm done, ready to go.

Go, come on, let's, go.

Maybe we'll see you there.

I just, I just want you to be careful.

You're charming and cute. But charm, it stretches so thin.

I think Justin is being hard on me for having fun.

It just comes from a place of insecurity and jealousy.

And you keep telling people you're gonna show up.

Then you never do.

That's all we ever see from you, Cheyenne.

What about what I just said isn't true?

Why would I pick a drag show? Have a little accountability for your actions.

I'm sorry, I'm sorry.

Some people care all about themselves.

Some people actually care

about the other people in their lives.

But you guys are not the people in my life!

You guys are the people in my house share!

♪♪

The weekend only just started

and Patrick's already being super aggressive and intrusive.

I honestly don't think I'm gonna be able to escape this person.

He's coming for me left, right, and center.

Hi... Hey.

Is everything okay?

Patrick's coming for me like I'm...

I'm this villain by me leaving or doing whatever. Yeah.

I'm sorry, I, I have not painted a clearer picture

that I am one way and I'm not going to be another.

It takes time for people to acclimate, Patrick.

I never said anything that it didn't. Well--

I'm just saying you only care about yourself.

You keep telling people you're gonna show up.

Then you never do.

That's all we ever see from you, Cheyenne.

And you don't even have the courtesy

to let the person know that you're not gonna be there.

What about what I just said isn't true?

I guess this is where I'm supposed to just buckle

and take it up the (bleep) shorts.

Or admit that you're wrong and apologize?

Am I supposed to cry over the fact that I missed-- No!

But it's the difference between you or $30,000.

Why the (bleep) would I ever pick a drag show?

Have a little accountability for your actions.

I'm sorry, I'm sorry.

Some people care all about themselves.

Some people actually care

about the other people in their lives.

But you guys are not the people in my life.

You guys are the people in my house share.

That's fine, you've made that very clear.

And I'm just getting to know you!

You've made that very clear.

And I feel like it's very abrasive and very intrusive

for you to think that after two or three weekends,

I'm supposed to treat you guys like family.

Well, then don't sit here and preach to everybody

when we're having these little meetings and be like...

I don't want people-- You guys, we have to communicate!

We have to respect each other! Oh, wait, hold on,

there's something that might help me.

I gotta go!

Boom and then a cloud of smoke puff

and you're gone again.

Why don't you take the time to look at yourself

and analyze your actions and hopefully, you figure out... What?

...you know, caring about someone other than yourself

maybe for once in your life?

Good night.

Wow.

Ay-yi-yi.

Whoo! Beautiful.

(Justin) The great thing about Fire Island

is that it's a train ride away for people from New York.

So, people can come in and out for the day.

And so, today, I'm taking advantage of that.

I have a great house, I have great housemates.

So, I invited two of my close buddies to come out

and spend the day by the pool and enjoy each other.

Whoa!

I just have to put on my first Speedo that I've worn

since I was three years old.

And I did it because despite having body issues and,

and not feeling fully comfortable in my skin,

this was my stand to really take charge of... me.

Hmm.

(laughter)

Oh, my God, this is the most I've got in, like, an hour.

Like Patrick said, who doesn't like a little beef?

You guys ready for tonight?

Hello! Hi!

What, uh, what did you guys wind up doing?

Did you come back here?

We came back from your friend's house

And then kind of like all split up.

And then we, like, hear, like, this, like,

literally, like, yelling, like...

(imitating gibberish yelling)

Yeah, Cheyenne and Patrick are, like, going at it.

(Justin) Cheyenne and Patrick, all they do is fight.

And at the end, they're gonna kill one another.

So, you don't know why they were yelling or what...

No, I didn't-- I was not going in that living room.

I was, like... I'm gonna stay out of his.

But, like, literally, the argument was so loud.

(chuckling) It was very intense.

Okay, this is another Patrick and Cheyenne moment.

So, we're just gonna leave it to them.

(Khasan) I feel like the conflict

between Patrick and Cheyenne is never-ending.

When I asked them both to be in this house,

I did not know this is what I was going to get.

These two better not (bleep) up my summer.

I mean, they need to understand.

I brought them into this house and I can bring them out.

Now, I wanna be at this party tonight,

and I don't wanna feel feelings.

No, that's what I mean.

I want them to be okay together.

Like, I don't want it to be, like...

That energy of being, like,

I can't stand next to this person.

Keep this distance away from each other.

Yeah, they definitely have their own, um,

their own interesting relationship.

(Justin) Jallen shows up to the party

and is super excited to see Brandon.

And within seconds, Brandon is off flirting

with everybody in sight.

It's really disrespectful and very awkward.

What's going on?

I... like Brandon.

Like, Ireallylike Brandon.

Like, I want that to be, like, a thing.

♪♪

Who's putting a playlist that's gonna play for hours?

You're gonna do that? You guys are gonna bartend.

You and I will do door when that's coming on.

And then what else do we need to do?

(Jorge) Hopefully, it's gonna be a drama-free night.

So, everybody has to stay out with their clothes on.

No dicks out.

At least not until the moment is right for it.

And it's gonna a good party. This is gonna be the one.

(Brandon) Hi, Brandon, nice to meet you.

How are you?

Drinks are over there.

(Patrick) Hey, Cheyenne!

Did you already put a bottle of vodka in here?

(Cheyenne) I put tequila in that one.

Just tequila in this one?

No, tequila in this one.

Yeah, but I'm saying you didn't put the vodka in yet?

No. Okay.

Thank you.

A bit more.

Put a whole thing in it.

Girl...

I'm not trying to...

Make it easier to pour.

I'm not trying to make a million drinks.

I wanna make one potent one.

That's what I'm saying, babe, that's why I did this for you.

So it would be easy, you know?

I know what I'm doing, I do this for a living.

Ah, like, is this how it's always gonna be?

Patrick and Cheyenne?

You two need to figure out your situation

and let the house, you know, have its fun.

I was setting it up for Cheyenne.

But then as soon as I got out here, he bolted, so...

But, you know, that's Cheyenne's favorite thing to do is...

disappear in a cloud of smoke.

♪ The turn-up is real

♪ And after one drink, two drinks, three drinks... ♪

(Brandon) Do you want something? Another beer?

What's your Cinderella moment gonna be?

Oh, my God.

You did what?

Hi, baby. Oh, hello.

Hi. Mwah.

Oh. How are you?

How are you? I'm good.

(Brandon) I'm excited that Jallen made it to the party.

I think where this is going is exciting and it's, you know,

getting to know someone on a deeper level is always

more fun than, you know, a surface-level hook-up.

You better get your dance shoes on.

Last time we were dancing, you were, like, hmm.

Oh, are these them?

Those are them. Yeah.

So big.

Everything is so big, right? Oh, my God.

Wait, let's get drinks. Okay, let's go.

I feel like I need-- I feel like I need another drink.

I need lots of all the alcohol.

This is the most stressful party I've ever thrown.

♪ Keep it pouring in my cup

♪ We can never get enough

♪ Keep it pouring in my cup

♪ We can never get enough

(singing in Spanish)

(Justin) Jallen shows up to the party

and is super excited to see Brandon.

And within seconds, Brandon is off flirting

with everybody in sight.

It's really disrespectful and very awkward.

♪ This is how we... toast

It's cool that you guys have...

Like, one of my work friends

and one of my roommates is, like... Right.

...getting together.

How do you feel about Brandon?

I... like Brandon. Yeah.

Like, Ireallylike Brandon.

Like, I want that to be like a thing, like, I...

You want it to be a thing, like what?

Like, I would like to date Brandon.

And he said to me, like, he said, like,

I didn't come out here looking for anything.

And I didn't come out here looking for anything. Neither did I.

Right, like, none of us came out here looking for something.

But sometimes you just meet that person that...

Life happens, though, life happens. Like it clicks, like it works, right.

I was, like, am I, like, just something that's, like, here?

Like, am I just, like, something

that someone wants as, like, to look at?

'Cause that happens.

Dude, I, you're... And... Right.

Tell me about it.

(Patrick) Jallen is so sweet,

and I just really hope that

he isn't taken advantage of in this situation.

Because I know that he really puts his heart out there a lot,

and I can relate a lot to that, being vulnerable.

Like, when I was with Brandon.

And I just hope that he doesn't get hurt.

And when you find someone that just, like, meshes

and, like, it can, like, grab a hold of you, you know?

Well, I think you guys are so cute, you know?

Adore-- like, I think he's so cute.

If I were to say anything, just, like, you know, walk...

trepidly, cautiously. Right, right.

But with an open heart.

♪♪

Where is-- where the hell did Brandon go?

Up there.

(Brandon) I wanna go dancing, I wanna dance here.

I know there's the pavilion--

Oh, my God, there's so much to teach you.

You're okay. What's going on?

I saw Brandon.

But then, like, he walked away

and, like, went to talk to somebody else.

So, I was, like, okay.

That made me, like, start questioning things.

I'm sorry. No, no, no.

I don't think Brandon and Jallen are on the same page

because Brandon has openly said

that he wants to have a summer of fun.

I don't want Jallen to get hurt.

(Cheyenne) I think that he really likes you.

Yeah. So, you know what? You need to figure it out.

(Brandon) He definitely wants something,

and I don't know if I have the same feelings.

♪♪

Whoo, girl, give her whatever she wants.

(Brandon) Oh, hey.

Um, I was actually gonna ask you, um...

'Cause I haven't seen Jallen all night, but I saw him at--

to begin with, but he's just been, like...

I saw him talking with the other housemates

and I was, like... You know how this house

loves to pry... Yeah.

...into other people's (bleep).

I think that he really likes you.

And so, he's willing. He really, really likes you.

And he's willing to go and talk to all these hooligans

about, you know, this, that, and the other thing

'cause in involves you. Yeah.

So, you know what? You need to figure it out--

figure out what it is you want from the situation. Yeah.

Before you let something like, like us or other people

start having an impact or an influence

on what you're doing. I know.

I-- you'll know what to do.

Act on your gut. Yeah.

Okay? I will.

You're just, you're just fine.

Don't stress. I love you, boo.

Keep, keep bartending and make that money. I will.

So then you can buy me breakfast in the morning.

I would... Thank you so much.

...beyond buy you.

Thank you so much.

♪♪

(Jorge) Come on, let's go!

(Khasan) Let's go! (Jorge) Let's go!

(Jorge) Even though the party's over,

in Fire Island, the party never ends.

So we're going out.

(Khasan) Hey, I wanna go dancing.

(Brandon) Yeah, I wanna dance. I'm in the mood.

♪♪

Hey! Hey, man.

How are you, man? Good.

How's it going, my go-go chef? My favorite go-go chef.

How was your party? Good, good.

The last time I saw Patrick's boyfriend, Brandon,

I wasn't in a good mood.

If you don't have manners and you come into my house,

and you gonna behave like that, you're out.

(bleep) you. Tthis is (bleep) Fire Island, get over it.

Now... I'm over it.

Have you seen Patrick?

Uh, I think he's upstairs.

I saw him for a little bit but, like, he disappear.

I thought he was with you.

No. Oh.

I haven't seen you anymore in the house.

Like, I thought you guys were, you guys were together.

No, I think you guys were a little confused with that one.

What do you mean? We're friends.

Well, you never had, like, a relationship?

No. (clearing throat)

(chuckling) Sorry.

(laughing) We thought...

I know, you guys kinda all thought that.

I mean, like, we weren't, like, together.

But you had something?

Which is good, like, come on, like, it's good.

We're friends, we're friends. Like, when you're on Fire Island, we...

Bitch, this is Fire Island. We're all falling in love...

I am a young, single, gay man

on (bleep) Fire Island. (chuckling)

And I'm gonna keep it that way.

It is shocking that Chef Brandon said they were never a thing.

It was always a lie.

Why would he do that? Wow.

♪♪

Hey! Haul this away!

(laughing)

Oh, finally she's run away!

We don't like you.

(Jorge) We come back from dancing.

And of course, nobody's ready to go to sleep.

So we decided to jump in the pool and keep it going.

Ahh! Oh, (bleep)!

(laughter)

(Justin) It's the middle of the night, it's beautiful.

I'm going in.

(Justin) It is 3:00, 4:00 in the morning.

I have no idea what time it is. I'm feeling good.

Something just said to me, go out there and enjoy yourself.

Jump in the water, have fun.

Is that what we're doing?

The ocean is slapping against my ass.

And I gotta tell you, it feels great.

Something has come over me tonight.

And I think it's the fact

that I'm really lifted up by my friends.

Justin, put your clothes on right now.

I'm telling your mother.

Oh, thank you.

Sit with me, I wanna look at the ocean.

I'm glad you came out here, though.

I am too, I feel like I never get to...

Like, I don't know, we always talk,

but, like, we never get, like, one-on-one.

I'm just glad to be out here this summer.

And I was thinking about it today.

I was laying by the pool.

Were this two years go, even,

maybe three, I wouldn't, I wouldn't be here.

Really? I went through a very, very, very dark period.

And things kind of amalgamated at once.

It was a bad breakup and job loss.

Which is rough enough as it is.

And then a few weeks later, I went to the doctor just for a checkup,

and they said, you may have colon cancer.

And of course, I freaked out.

It was the most terrifying time of my life.

I felt alone and I felt like nothing.

So I tried killing myself at one point.

At that point, I never thought that I would...

be happy with someone like Austin or...

I mean, even something so silly as going in the ocean

at 3:00 in the morning and... coming into my own.

I was once in a really low place.

And now I'm at... (sniffles)

this acme in my life,

and I never, ever wanna go back there, and I refuse to.

I overcame something that a lot of other people can also.

When I have someone like Austin or my friends or now you

and the guys who remind me that I am... I'm me.

And it's a great thing.

I want you to see yourself how, like, everyone else sees you.

Like, I see that you're stepping out of your boundaries

and you're stepping out of your comfort zone,

and you're, like, oh, these guys accept me in this house.

Like, I'm gonna wear what I wanna wear.

I'm gonna do what I wanna do.

I'm gonna bring my friends around.

And even that's why today when you were at the pool,

and in your Speedo today, I was, like, oh, I--

I was trying not to make a big deal of it.

But I knew that was a big deal to you.

He's fine the way he is and we all love him.

And everyone loves him, and he has, like,

these great friends that keep coming to visit.

And he's a good person.

I hope he, like, just gets a little more confident.

I'm very, very, very...

grateful and happy that...

we can sit here and have a conversation

that's... true to us.

I love you, sweetheart.

I heard something that I didn't like.

He said, "We never were anything.

We never had any kind of relationship."

I just feel like we have that connection.

He definitely wants something,

and I don't know if I have the same feelings.

Summer ends and then, then what?

(Jorge) At this point, I can't sleep because I'm...

I'm having a really hard time with Fabio.

Things haven't been the same since our fight last week.

(Khasan) Are your text messages going through?

Yes. He read it.

He doesn't wanna talk to me.

It's just difficult.

(Jorge) How are you? Oh, hey.

Evening.

What are you doing here all by yourself?

Oh, texting.

Texting who? Fabio.

Yeah? Finding out what he's, what he's doing.

What's he up to? I don't know.

You still haven't heard from him?

Nothing. Nothing.

Yeah, it's, like, it gets me really worried.

Yeah. I got a little freedom.

I can, can do whatever I want.

But I don't get what I really want at the end, you know?

Yeah. When you're in love with somebody, you just...

You want them. You wanna sleep with, you know?

That's the person you wanna cuddle with.

You wanna, like, be like that. Yeah.

And that's, that will never happen with anybody else

that is not him, you know?

Yeah, I get it. I know.

Oh, man.

And what about you? How are you?

I'm good, I just came from Brandon's place.

I talked to him.

I heard something that I didn't like.

I said, where is, where is Patrick?

And he said right away, like...

"We never were anything.

We never had any kind of relationship."

And I was, like...

Why he-- I don't know, like, I can't understand.

I thought, like, I told...

I don't know, I thought that I had told you guys

kind of what was going on with him, but...

The way you, the way you portray it to us,

it was like, you had, you had a relationship.

I'm sorry if I, like, made it sound

like it was something it wasn't.

But it all happened, like, so fast and...

Yeah, I think that I, uh, was blinded by, like,

my kind of infatuation for him.

I don't think I was paying enough attention

to, like, what he was telling me,

which was, I'm not looking to date you.

And he, like, told me that point-blank, you know?

Did that, like, feel great to hear him say that? No.

You know, never something you're, like, excited to hear.

(Patrick) I'm starting to realize that

since I went through my really bad breakup a few years ago,

that I was a little bit nervous to be alone.

I just think there is still a part of me that wishes

that there maybe could've been more with Brandon.

He was the first person I'd been excited about in a long time.

So, I got, like, kind of wrapped up in it, my...

That happens all the time. Yeah.

(Jorge) I'm very happy that I'm, that I'm talking to Patrick

and we are opening up.

This will make our relationship to be stronger now.

Relationships are always tricky.

It doesn't matter who you are, where you come from,

or how far or how close you are from each other.

They're always tricky.

I appreciate you, like, asking

and wanting to know a little bit more.

I love love.

I love that kind of thing and, like,

I get that it's an exciting thing.

That's, that's the only thing you will enjoy in this life.

(yawning)

I'm sleepy. I am too.

How was your night? It was good.

Did you have fun? I did.

The party was fun. Hmm.

And everyone was super nice. Yeah.

It was good to hang out.

So, Cheyenne is right and I think Jallen and I have

different ideas of what we want in terms of relationships.

And I think it's important for me to, you know,

bring this out in the open so he understands.

Like, last weekend...

you know, we had that connection and I feel, like,

I don't know, I was very hesitant at first.

Like, I apologize for that, but...

Whatever happens with this, you know,

I wanna let it develop organically and...

I don't know.

I just feel like we had that connection,

and you know what you want which is good.

Put a lot of emphasis on just, like,

being realistic with relationships.

And it's, like, summer ends and then, then what?

That's still, like, a month down the road.

I know, then I think, oh, well,

who knows if this is gonna last?

Like, why, you know, stick with one person all summer

when I could just have my fun and... Right.

You know, should I, you know, really put all my effort

into this or should I just, you know, have fun?

I know, I know.

But, like, I know the struggles of the weekend boyfriend

and the one-done kind of thing. Yeah.

It just kind of gets tiring. Yeah.

(Brandon) I mean, I think I'm a little scared of commitment

just because, you know, I never had a serious relationship.

And I feel like I don't wanna force anything with him.

But at the same time, I don't wanna hold anything back.

I don't know, it's all new for me.

Like, everything, the dating and Fire Island and all this.

So it's just a lot of... a lot on my mind, but...

I mean, I think we're both feeling different things.

I think he definitely wants something.

And I don't know if I have the same feelings.

Whatever happens with this, you know, I wanna take it

as it comes and we'll see where it takes us.

Mm-hmm. You know?

(Cheyenne) Are you and Jallen, like, an item now?

(Brandon) I wanna be able to come to Fire Island

and not have to worry about someone texting me

or worried about a boy and how he's feeling,

what he's doing, what he's thinking.

(Justin) Brandon just wants to (bleep) around.

So I don't regret warning Jallen about it.

I just, I just want you to be careful.

You're charming and cute.

But charm, it stretches so thin. Yeah.

I think Justin is being hard on me for having fun.

It just comes from a place of insecurity and jealously.

♪♪

(Cheyenne) Is this old or is this, like, we can eat this?

Jorge! What?

This chicken is so moist.

(laughing) Well, thank you.

That's... (coughing)

It's like I swallowed drywall.

I feel like a pretzel. Like a pretzel?

I have not slept in my bed

one of the weekends that I've been here. Again?

You don't sleep in a bed with Brandon?

He doesn't share it with Jallen?

When am I supposed to sleep in the bed with Brandon

if the bed is full of other people?

Was Brandon with Jallen?

I actually saw Jallen leave

after Brandon and them were talking.

Oh, really? Yeah, and then Brandon came up to me

and was, like, where did Jallen go?

And I'm like...

Your guess is as good as mine.

It seems like Jallen wasn't having it last night

because Brandon was, like, talking with some other guys

to... was, like, the blond guy...

(snickers) ...and some other guys, you know?

Well, yes.

And Jallen came like...

You know, to say hello to him and then he was like...

Doe-eyed and ready, like, for love.

Brandon is proving my theory about him right.

He just wants to (bleep) around.

And he hurt Jallen in the process.

So I don't regret warning Jallen about it.

I had a conversation with Jallen last night, too.

I said, listen, maybe you and Brandon aren't,

you know, on the same page.

How far did your foot... Really bad.

Never speak for someone else.

(Jorge) I mean, Justin is a great guy.

You can see he has a big heart.

But sometimes he has a big mouth, too.

He shouldn't have say that.

It's not his business at all.

Only reason I said this is because Jallen and I

had been chat-- not about Brandon,

but had been chatting as friends.

Yeah, but that's not a reason for you to say,

"Oh, Jallen, you guys aren't on the same page."

Yeah. That was not your business.

Well, that-- that wasn't right.

(blender whirring)

Hello!

We were just not talking about you.

(Brandon laughs)

How was your night last night?

(Brandon) It was good.

You obviously know us nosy bitches wanna know

what the (bleep) is going on.

Are you and Jallen, like, an item now or not an item?

I-I told him, like, I'm here to just have fun.

And to not have a relationship, to not deal with all of that.

So you laid that all on the line last night?

Well, last night we talked,

and I was saying how much we like each other and...

I don't know, we were drinking so, like, I couldn't really

come up with the words that I really wanted to say.

Oh, but we were drinking,

so I told him the opposite of what I was feeling.

I just think how, you know, fast this is all moving

and how aggressive it really is.

I just sort of got turned off by the whole situation.

Was he upset 'cause there were other guys?

What do you mean, other guys?

(Cheyenne) Was he mad because you were flirting

with, like, everyone else...?

He was not, he was not upset because of that.

Like, we're grown men. We met one week ago.

And after one weekend, we're already like,

what is this, what are we?

That is literally insane.

You guys don't even know each other enough yet.

Exactly, which is why...

He doesn't even know that your gun is firing,

and it's, like, gunning it for sex.

And he's, like, really, like, pushing love.

I wanna be able to come to Fire Island and not have

to worry about someone texting me or worried about a boy

and how he's feeling, what he's doing, what he's thinking.

Like, I wanna just lay out and have my time.

♪♪

(Jorge) I'm done packing.

(Khasan) Finally, you packed, that took forever.

(Brandon) I want dinner.

Dinner and dancing.

Why don't we go inside and then get dinner?

We're taking the last ferry out tonight.

So we're gonna have drinks by the pool before we go home.

What's up?!

(Brandon) Oh, my (bleep) God.

You have to be kidding me.

(Patrick) Hi, y'all.

Patrick surprises me every minute of the day.

(Brandon) I'm shocked to see Jallen show up.

To see him at the house, you know,

it's a little awkward and it's also kind of annoying.

What's going on? What's going on here?

I mean, I kind of like how he's just, like, hello,

and then turns in a knot.

Hello? We'll talk later.

It's not as awkward for me as it's awkward for you.

Because you... got what you wanted.

Did you say hi to Brandon when you came in? Yeah.

You guys are cool? Yeah.

How do you feel about all that, like, today?

I feel great.

(laughing) You feel great? I feel great.

(Patrick) Whenever you're in a relationship,

people have different perspectives of what's going on.

So, when I see Jallen's reaction to Brandon being all over

this other guy, you know, I wanna make sure Jallen's okay.

I wanna mom you for a minute here.

You can't mom me unless you're gonna clean me and feed me.

I'll wipe you and feed you, okay?

I just, I just want you to be careful because

I think sometimes you're, you're concerned about

your own feelings and take the other people's secondary. Yeah.

You know, last night when you were flirting with other boys

in front of them, and you can tell he was upset.

And you acted on your own accord

without really thinking that he would be offended.

And you're charming and cute.

But charm, it stretches so thin. Yeah.

(Brandon) I think Justin is being hard on me

for, you know, having fun and being young, whatever.

And I just think it just comes

from a place of insecurity and jealousy.

If it's not Jallen, it's, it's a whole group of people.

And that's, that's what I'm saying.

A whole group of people? I mean, I mean...

I'm breaking hearts two at a time.

With that said, we have a ferry to catch.

(Cheyenne) Uh-oh.

Oh, hey, hey, hey!

(Brandon) I mean, it is pretty awkward.

For Patrick to bring him to dinner unannounced

is not how I wanted to start my weekend.

You did know that me and Jallen weren't, like, dating.

So, like, if you wanted... Have you ever told me that?

People-- but then what I said is Patrick, said...

You can't answer the question.

(bleep) listen to me.

I don't know what I'm doing.

It's hard, I'm scared.

You're not being direct enough in what you're saying.

(Cheyenne) Okay, well, then let me be direct.

I don't want you leaving your Speedo

where I put my food.

I don't want you having boys over

and not letting me sleep in my bedroom.

I don't understand why you guys are, like, fighting.

I really can't.