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♪♪

I had told everyone this
is not gonna happen to me

on Fire Island, and then
you walk into the door.

That's exactly what happens
when you say stuff like that.

He's super tall,
so I was interested to see

what else was... tall.

(Jorge)
Fabio's my boyfriend.

We've been together
for eight years.

I love you,
I love you.

Bye.

And I said
"I love you" three times.

He never said
"I love you" back.

I don't deserve this.

People flooding the house
is just not okay with me.

I didn't agree to share the
house with the entire island.

Peace out.

You're leaving now?
Yeah.

Well, can you not leave?

(Patrick)
Wait, is he actually leaving?
Yeah.

(Cheyenne)
Honestly, I don't care.

If you tell me you're
gonna be somewhere,

I expect you to be somewhere.

I won't let it
happen again,

like, I promise.
Okay.

This weekend is
really important to me,

uh, because of Miss Cherry.
It means so much to me

that you're gonna be
there supporting me...

Second thing.

And, of course.

♪♪

♪ Maybe we can get away

♪ I dare you
to come and play, ooh ♪

♪ Sink our feet into the sand,
come with me ♪

♪ Just take my hand ♪

Aren't we so lucky to be living
out here all summer, Bodie?

Don't you love it?

I've been going to Fire Island
every single weekend.

I met four amazing guys.

No...
What happened with Fabio?

No, listen, this is--
My, my housemates.

Oh, okay.

(Justin)
Did you catch your flight?

(Austin)
Oh, my God, I made it

by the skin of my teeth.

But color me surprised
that you were rushing.

I had no idea
that would happen.

One, two, three, four, go,

five and six and seven, eight.

(Brandon)
Hello, how are you?
How are you?

How's everything at home?

Good, how are you going?

I've been going to Fire Island
every weekend

with, um, all of the boys,
so it's been a lot of fun.

I am, I've met--

I've met a lot
of new friends, I mean...

In terms of a, of
a lover or a partner,

there's been-- there's one
person I met.

His name's Jallen.

He's, like, 6'8", so he...

(chuckling)
Yes, so your head
would go to his hips.

Yeah, it's awful.

He's a giant,
he's literally a giant,

but, like, super handsome
and he's really nice.

Me and Jallen
are hitting it off.

I don't, we'll see...
We'll see what happens.

I'm excited to get
to know him better.

You wanna see me with
a long-term boyfriend.

Everyone does, I know.

I'm really curious to see,
like...

What'd I'd be like in
a relationship? Yeah.

Yeah.

I mean, I came to Fire Island,
you know, with the intention

of just not trying to date
or trying to find anyone.

But, at the at the same time,
I'm not opposed to it.

You know, I do like him and I'm
excited to see where this goes.

Love you, I'll call
you soon, bye.
Bye.

♪♪

(Cheyenne)
What's the game plan
for the weekend?

Saturday is my party, guys.

I'm a natural
at throwing parties.

Like, my whole life
is a party, so...

So, this weekend, we're throwing
a party in our house.

Party?
Yeah, my party on Saturday.

Yeah?
You're all invited.

Cheyenne is free to go.

(Cheyenne)
Last week, I had to leave and go
to L.A. for a styling gig.

And I feel bad for not
being at Patrick's drag show.

But at the same time,
I don't really know

if I missed anything.

Hello, Low Tea!

Hey, girl!

What is the Tea?

Are we going to--
to Low Tea or--

Yeah, let's go to Tea.

(Brandon)
We arrived to the island,

and we decided to go straight
to Low Tea,

which is this massive happy hour
that happens every day.

So, we decide,
why go to the house?

We can just go straight there.

Yes, let's go to Tea.

The bags.

Hey, show up to Tea
like this?
Yeah.

(Cheyenne)
Someone's gonna bring
the bags back to the--

(Brandon)
Yeah, who's bringing the bags?

I'll do it, I'll do it,
I'll do it.

(Khasan)
Oh, no, Justin,
you're doing this for us?

Yeah, I'll do it.

We can all go if you
don't wanna go by yourself.

No, I don't mind.
My friends invited us over

just to hang out before
everyone goes out tonight.

I wanna be able
to freshen up anyway.

Go douche and wax...
Oh, you probably don't wax.

No.

(Khasan)
No waxing.

I don't know bear code.
Okay.

Thank you!
I'll have drink for you.

Yes!

(Cheyenne)
I'm starving for a cocktail.

(Jorge)
So, this summer, we have thrown
some other parties.

And they have
not turned out so well.

If you don't have manners
and you come into my house

and you gonna behave
like that, you're out.

(Cheyenne)
We're sharing the house
but I didn't agree

to share the house
with the entire island.

(Jorge)
But this weekend, we are
all in to have a good party.

And to make sure
everyone's on board,

to make sure the party's good,

we gonna go straight now
to the Low Tea

and start inviting people.

(music and chatter)

We having a party on Saturday
if you guys wanna come.

For once, this group of boys
has managed to organize a party

that we're all
on the same page about.

So, I'm really optimistic
and hopeful

that we'll pull this off.

We having a party
at 150 Ocean on Saturday.

So, if you're free,
you can come.

Otherwise,
you can quit and come.

Okay.
(chuckling)

(whistling)

(sighs)

Pat?!

Ooh!

Carrying everybody's bags
back to the house

isn't necessarily how I want
to start the weekend.

But this is my first full
weekend without Austin.

And I didn't wanna jump
into drinking.

So, this was a way to acclimate
myself back to the environment.

(Brandon)
This is really fun.

Everyone, everyone I go up to,
I'm, just, like,

okay, shut up,
whatever you're saying.

Nice to meet you.

150 Ocean, 8:00 p.m.,
Saturday.

I'm just like, yeah.
(crosstalk)

What's up?
Hi, there you are.

How are you, baby?
Hi, I'm okay, how are you?

Good.
Where were you?

I've been working, baby.

So, I had to lug
14 bags by myself.

I'm sorry, baby.
No, no, no, don't be.

It was a-- it was a rough week.

You know, I was talking
to Austin,

and I'm glad we had
our time together.

Putting him on the plane
was... torturous.

Being out here with Austin
was definitely

the most comfortable
I've felt on Fire Island.

And now that he's back to school
in Alabama,

I have to find a way to be happy

and comfortable
without my security blanket.

So, I did this.
Well, good.

I went out and I told myself
to get over my silliness.

And I bought my first Speedo.
Yes, your first Speedo?

My first Speedo.

Oh, my God! Yes!

And let me tell you something.
(Bodie barks)

I may not have six abs...

Everybody loves
a little beef, you know?

So... well, I think so.

Look out, Fire Island,
Justin's coming at you.

You have not seen anything yet.

So, for starters,
please tell me about last week.

That I missed the show.

Oh, my God,
it was so amazing.

Four of us were crowned.

Miss Congeniality/

Audience Fan Favorite.
So, I'm guessing...

Went to me.
It went to you, of course.

Oh, the boys were so sweet.

It really meant a lot to me.
It was freaking awesome.

I'm very sorry I missed it.
Oh, my God, it's okay.

At least you told me that
you weren't gonna be there.

Cheyenne at the last minute,

he had to go do a work
shoot or something, so...

Unexpectedly?

Of course.

You met him right, Cheyenne?

Everything's unexpected
with that girl.

Except for the consistently
inconsistent-- yeah.

(Patrick)
I'd like to believe that
Cheyenne feels bad about

the fact that he missed
the pageant but, you know,

you can only see the same
behavior from someone

so many times before...

you just stop buyin'
what they're sellin'.

(Brandon)
Bringing it, bringing
it back to last weekend.

Patrick was actually
really upset

that you weren't there
last weekend.
What?

Like, really upset.
Well...

Business is business and...
Yeah.

And I woulda never
skipped out on something

if I didn't
absolutely have to.

And I'm not gonna
let my job over--

be overshadowed
by a drag show.

At the end of the day, you know,
business over drag shows,

unless drag shows
is your business

is always gonna take precedent.

We literally just had a dinner
that Cheyenne planned

to make sure
that we communicate.

To make sure that we're here
for each other.

And then you weren't
there which is...

So, next week
I'll make dessert.

I mean, I don't know
what to tell you.

I'm sorry, I don't mean to
come off like an ass(bleep).

I felt like (bleep).

But there was nothing
that I could do.

If you wanna talk about...

creating a bond
and being a group

and, like, you know,
if you're gonna talk the talk,

you gotta walk the walk.
You know what I mean?

Yeah, sorry,
Bodie's having fun.

Bodie?
(laughing)

Someone's getting
action this weekend.

Bodie, somebody's gotta
get laid in this room.

Tonight, I'm gonna bring
together my housemates

and introduce 'em to some of
my best buddies from New York.

What kind of pizza
did you get?

That's gluten-free,

so I wouldn't touch that
if I were you.

That's for Jorge.

Recipe for a great time--

beer, pizza, best buddies...
Works every time.

Hi!

Hola!

We come bearing gifts.

Oh!
Of food.

(Jorge)
Let me say hello over here.

Hi, I'm Jorge,
nice to meet you.

(Patrick)
Thanks for having
us over, y'all.

I've just been working a lot.

But I'm actually enjoying
traveling here.

I just get to come
and hang out and chill.

Yeah.
The biggest effort is, like,

trying to find time to, like...

(Patrick)
Go to your friends' things?

Well, no, just, like...
Ooh...

(Cheyenne)
What did you just say?

It's okay.

(Cheyenne)
Fearless Patrick.

Slip one in whenever you can,
bravo, good show.

So glad you're here.

I try to bypass all this
bull(bleep) about Patrick

and me and this and that
so we can have a good time.

So, how do you guys
all know Justin?

We're all kind of part of the
hairy boy, like, social scene.

Okay.

It's a very, very,
very large family.

Well, thanks for letting us
borrow him for the summer.

You can keep him.

We'll see if we want to.

Listen, they are very good
at making fun of me

'cause they know my neurosis,
it's constant, so...

All the time.
All the time.

Well, it's just 'cause
you care about people

and are such a sweetie.

Also... I'm an overthinker
to the nth degree.

Yeah, you are.

I tend to get caught up
in my head.

Oh, wow.
Too much.

Well, if you ever get
too caught up in your head,

you should just go
into Cheyenne's,

there's plenty of space
in his.

(scattered chuckling)

What? I'm eating pizza.

I don't care.

I don't know who put what
in Patrick's drink.

But he's coming for me
like no other.

But it's making it very awkward
for everyone

having him have a go at me.

(Patrick)
Oh, I'm sorry,
I'm sorry, Cheyenne.

Are you not even going to
acknowledge the fact that you

completely bailed on something
you said you were gonna be at?

Come on, dude.

(chatter and crosstalk)

No, I'm going home.

I'm definitely over Patrick
at this point.

Bye, thank you.

(Cheyenne)
I think I was over Patrick
before we got here, so...

I'm done, ready to go.

Go, come on, let's, go.

Maybe we'll see you there.

I just, I just want
you to be careful.

You're charming and cute.
But charm, it stretches so thin.

I think Justin is being
hard on me for having fun.

It just comes from a place
of insecurity and jealousy.

And you keep telling people
you're gonna show up.

Then you never do.

That's all we ever
see from you, Cheyenne.

What about what
I just said isn't true?

Why would I pick a drag show?
Have a little accountability
for your actions.

I'm sorry, I'm sorry.

Some people care
all about themselves.

Some people actually care

about the other people
in their lives.

But you guys are not
the people in my life!

You guys are the people
in my house share!

♪♪

The weekend only just started

and Patrick's already being
super aggressive and intrusive.

I honestly don't think I'm gonna
be able to escape this person.

He's coming for me
left, right, and center.

Hi...
Hey.

Is everything okay?

Patrick's coming
for me like I'm...

I'm this villain by me
leaving or doing whatever.
Yeah.

I'm sorry, I, I have not
painted a clearer picture

that I am one way
and I'm not going to be another.

It takes time for people
to acclimate, Patrick.

I never said anything
that it didn't.
Well--

I'm just saying you only
care about yourself.

You keep telling people
you're gonna show up.

Then you never do.

That's all we ever
see from you, Cheyenne.

And you don't even
have the courtesy

to let the person know that
you're not gonna be there.

What about what
I just said isn't true?

I guess this is where I'm
supposed to just buckle

and take it up
the (bleep) shorts.

Or admit that you're wrong
and apologize?

Am I supposed to cry over
the fact that I missed--
No!

But it's the difference
between you or $30,000.

Why the (bleep) would
I ever pick a drag show?

Have a little accountability
for your actions.

I'm sorry, I'm sorry.

Some people care
all about themselves.

Some people actually care

about the other people
in their lives.

But you guys are not
the people in my life.

You guys are the people
in my house share.

That's fine, you've
made that very clear.

And I'm just getting
to know you!

You've made that very clear.

And I feel like it's very
abrasive and very intrusive

for you to think that
after two or three weekends,

I'm supposed to treat
you guys like family.

Well, then don't sit here
and preach to everybody

when we're having these
little meetings and be like...

I don't want people--
You guys, we have
to communicate!

We have to respect each other!
Oh, wait, hold on,

there's something
that might help me.

I gotta go!

Boom and then a cloud
of smoke puff

and you're gone again.

Why don't you take the time
to look at yourself

and analyze your actions and
hopefully, you figure out...
What?

...you know, caring about
someone other than yourself

maybe for once in your life?

Good night.

Wow.

Ay-yi-yi.

Whoo!
Beautiful.

(Justin)
The great thing
about Fire Island

is that it's a train ride away
for people from New York.

So, people can come in and out
for the day.

And so, today, I'm taking
advantage of that.

I have a great house,
I have great housemates.

So, I invited two of my close
buddies to come out

and spend the day by the pool
and enjoy each other.

Whoa!

I just have to put on my first
Speedo that I've worn

since I was three years old.

And I did it because despite
having body issues and,

and not feeling fully
comfortable in my skin,

this was my stand to really take
charge of... me.

Hmm.

(laughter)

Oh, my God, this is the most
I've got in, like, an hour.

Like Patrick said, who doesn't
like a little beef?

You guys ready for tonight?

Hello!
Hi!

What, uh, what did you
guys wind up doing?

Did you come back here?

We came back from
your friend's house

And then kind of like
all split up.

And then we, like, hear,
like, this, like,

literally, like,
yelling, like...

(imitating
gibberish yelling)

Yeah, Cheyenne and Patrick
are, like, going at it.

(Justin)
Cheyenne and Patrick,
all they do is fight.

And at the end, they're gonna
kill one another.

So, you don't know why
they were yelling or what...

No, I didn't-- I was not
going in that living room.

I was, like...
I'm gonna stay out of his.

But, like, literally,
the argument was so loud.

(chuckling)
It was very intense.

Okay, this is another Patrick
and Cheyenne moment.

So, we're just gonna
leave it to them.

(Khasan)
I feel like the conflict

between Patrick and Cheyenne
is never-ending.

When I asked them both
to be in this house,

I did not know this is
what I was going to get.

These two better
not (bleep) up my summer.

I mean, they need to understand.

I brought them into this house
and I can bring them out.

Now, I wanna be
at this party tonight,

and I don't wanna
feel feelings.

No, that's what I mean.

I want them
to be okay together.

Like, I don't want it
to be, like...

That energy of being, like,

I can't stand next
to this person.

Keep this distance away
from each other.

Yeah, they definitely
have their own, um,

their own interesting
relationship.

(Justin)
Jallen shows up to the party

and is super excited
to see Brandon.

And within seconds,
Brandon is off flirting

with everybody in sight.

It's really disrespectful
and very awkward.

What's going on?

I... like Brandon.

Like, Ireallylike Brandon.

Like, I want that
to be, like, a thing.

♪♪

Who's putting a playlist
that's gonna play for hours?

You're gonna do that?
You guys are gonna bartend.

You and I will do door
when that's coming on.

And then what else do
we need to do?

(Jorge)
Hopefully, it's gonna
be a drama-free night.

So, everybody has to stay out
with their clothes on.

No dicks out.

At least not until the moment
is right for it.

And it's gonna a good party.
This is gonna be the one.

(Brandon)
Hi, Brandon,
nice to meet you.

How are you?

Drinks are over there.

(Patrick)
Hey, Cheyenne!

Did you already put
a bottle of vodka in here?

(Cheyenne)
I put tequila in that one.

Just tequila in this one?

No, tequila in this one.

Yeah, but I'm saying you didn't
put the vodka in yet?

No.
Okay.

Thank you.

A bit more.

Put a whole thing in it.

Girl...

I'm not trying to...

Make it easier to pour.

I'm not trying to make
a million drinks.

I wanna make one potent one.

That's what I'm saying, babe,
that's why I did this for you.

So it would be easy,
you know?

I know what I'm doing,
I do this for a living.

Ah, like, is this how
it's always gonna be?

Patrick and Cheyenne?

You two need to figure out
your situation

and let the house,
you know, have its fun.

I was setting
it up for Cheyenne.

But then as soon as I got
out here, he bolted, so...

But, you know, that's Cheyenne's
favorite thing to do is...

disappear
in a cloud of smoke.

♪ The turn-up is real

♪ And after one drink,
two drinks, three drinks... ♪

(Brandon)
Do you want something?
Another beer?

What's your Cinderella
moment gonna be?

Oh, my God.

You did what?

Hi, baby.
Oh, hello.

Hi.
Mwah.

Oh.
How are you?

How are you?
I'm good.

(Brandon)
I'm excited that Jallen
made it to the party.

I think where this is going is
exciting and it's, you know,

getting to know someone
on a deeper level is always

more fun than, you know,
a surface-level hook-up.

You better get
your dance shoes on.

Last time we were dancing,
you were, like, hmm.

Oh, are these them?

Those are them.
Yeah.

So big.

Everything is so big, right?
Oh, my God.

Wait, let's get drinks.
Okay, let's go.

I feel like I need-- I feel
like I need another drink.

I need lots of
all the alcohol.

This is the most stressful
party I've ever thrown.

♪ Keep it pouring in my cup

♪ We can never get enough

♪ Keep it pouring in my cup

♪ We can never get enough

(singing in Spanish)

(Justin)
Jallen shows up to the party

and is super excited
to see Brandon.

And within seconds,
Brandon is off flirting

with everybody in sight.

It's really disrespectful
and very awkward.

♪ This is how we... toast

It's cool that
you guys have...

Like, one of
my work friends

and one of my roommates
is, like...
Right.

...getting together.

How do you feel
about Brandon?

I... like Brandon.
Yeah.

Like, Ireallylike Brandon.

Like, I want that to be
like a thing, like, I...

You want it to be
a thing, like what?

Like, I would like
to date Brandon.

And he said to me,
like, he said, like,

I didn't come out here
looking for anything.

And I didn't come out here
looking for anything.
Neither did I.

Right, like, none of us came
out here looking for something.

But sometimes you just meet
that person that...

Life happens, though,
life happens.
Like it clicks,
like it works, right.

I was, like, am I, like, just
something that's, like, here?

Like, am I just,
like, something

that someone wants
as, like, to look at?

'Cause that happens.

Dude, I, you're...
And... Right.

Tell me about it.

(Patrick)
Jallen is so sweet,

and I just really hope that

he isn't taken advantage of
in this situation.

Because I know that he really
puts his heart out there a lot,

and I can relate a lot to that,
being vulnerable.

Like, when I was with Brandon.

And I just hope
that he doesn't get hurt.

And when you find someone
that just, like, meshes

and, like, it can, like, grab
a hold of you, you know?

Well, I think you guys
are so cute, you know?

Adore-- like, I think
he's so cute.

If I were to say anything,
just, like, you know, walk...

trepidly, cautiously.
Right, right.

But with an open heart.

♪♪

Where is-- where the hell
did Brandon go?

Up there.

(Brandon)
I wanna go dancing,
I wanna dance here.

I know there's
the pavilion--

Oh, my God, there's
so much to teach you.

You're okay.
What's going on?

I saw Brandon.

But then, like,
he walked away

and, like, went to talk
to somebody else.

So, I was, like, okay.

That made me, like, start
questioning things.

I'm sorry.
No, no, no.

I don't think Brandon and Jallen
are on the same page

because Brandon has openly said

that he wants to have
a summer of fun.

I don't want Jallen to get hurt.

(Cheyenne)
I think that he
really likes you.

Yeah.
So, you know what?
You need to figure it out.

(Brandon)
He definitely wants something,

and I don't know
if I have the same feelings.

♪♪

Whoo, girl, give her
whatever she wants.

(Brandon)
Oh, hey.

Um, I was actually
gonna ask you, um...

'Cause I haven't seen Jallen
all night, but I saw him at--

to begin with, but
he's just been, like...

I saw him talking
with the other housemates

and I was, like...
You know how this house

loves to pry...
Yeah.

...into other people's
(bleep).

I think that
he really likes you.

And so, he's willing.
He really, really likes you.

And he's willing to go and talk
to all these hooligans

about, you know, this,
that, and the other thing

'cause in involves you.
Yeah.

So, you know what?
You need to figure it out--

figure out what it is you want
from the situation.
Yeah.

Before you let something like,
like us or other people

start having an impact
or an influence

on what you're doing.
I know.

I-- you'll know
what to do.

Act on your gut.
Yeah.

Okay?
I will.

You're just,
you're just fine.

Don't stress.
I love you, boo.

Keep, keep bartending
and make that money.
I will.

So then you can buy me
breakfast in the morning.

I would...
Thank you so much.

...beyond buy you.

Thank you so much.

♪♪

(Jorge)
Come on, let's go!

(Khasan)
Let's go!
(Jorge)
Let's go!

(Jorge)
Even though the party's over,

in Fire Island,
the party never ends.

So we're going out.

(Khasan)
Hey, I wanna go dancing.

(Brandon)
Yeah, I wanna dance.
I'm in the mood.

♪♪

Hey!
Hey, man.

How are you, man?
Good.

How's it going, my go-go chef?
My favorite go-go chef.

How was your party?
Good, good.

The last time I saw Patrick's
boyfriend, Brandon,

I wasn't in a good mood.

If you don't have manners
and you come into my house,

and you gonna behave
like that, you're out.

(bleep) you.
Tthis is (bleep)
Fire Island, get over it.

Now... I'm over it.

Have you seen Patrick?

Uh, I think he's upstairs.

I saw him for a little bit
but, like, he disappear.

I thought he was with you.

No.
Oh.

I haven't seen you
anymore in the house.

Like, I thought you guys
were, you guys were together.

No, I think you guys were
a little confused with that one.

What do you mean?
We're friends.

Well, you never had,
like, a relationship?

No.
(clearing throat)

(chuckling)
Sorry.

(laughing)
We thought...

I know, you guys kinda
all thought that.

I mean, like, we weren't,
like, together.

But you had something?

Which is good, like, come on,
like, it's good.

We're friends, we're friends.
Like, when you're
on Fire Island, we...

Bitch, this is Fire Island.
We're all falling in love...

I am a young,
single, gay man

on (bleep) Fire Island.
(chuckling)

And I'm gonna
keep it that way.

It is shocking that Chef Brandon
said they were never a thing.

It was always a lie.

Why would he do that?
Wow.

♪♪

Hey!
Haul this away!

(laughing)

Oh, finally
she's run away!

We don't like you.

(Jorge)
We come back from dancing.

And of course, nobody's
ready to go to sleep.

So we decided to jump
in the pool and keep it going.

Ahh!
Oh, (bleep)!

(laughter)

(Justin)
It's the middle of the night,
it's beautiful.

I'm going in.

(Justin)
It is 3:00, 4:00 in the morning.

I have no idea what time it is.
I'm feeling good.

Something just said to me,
go out there and enjoy yourself.

Jump in the water,
have fun.

Is that what
we're doing?

The ocean is
slapping against my ass.

And I gotta tell you,
it feels great.

Something has come over me
tonight.

And I think it's the fact

that I'm really lifted up
by my friends.

Justin, put your
clothes on right now.

I'm telling your mother.

Oh, thank you.

Sit with me, I wanna
look at the ocean.

I'm glad you came
out here, though.

I am too, I feel like
I never get to...

Like, I don't know,
we always talk,

but, like, we never
get, like, one-on-one.

I'm just glad to be
out here this summer.

And I was thinking
about it today.

I was laying by the pool.

Were this
two years go, even,

maybe three, I wouldn't,
I wouldn't be here.

Really?
I went through a very,
very, very dark period.

And things kind of
amalgamated at once.

It was a bad breakup
and job loss.

Which is rough
enough as it is.

And then a few weeks later,
I went to the doctor
just for a checkup,

and they said,
you may have colon cancer.

And of course,
I freaked out.

It was the most terrifying
time of my life.

I felt alone
and I felt like nothing.

So I tried killing
myself at one point.

At that point, I never
thought that I would...

be happy with someone
like Austin or...

I mean, even something
so silly as going in the ocean

at 3:00 in the morning and...
coming into my own.

I was once
in a really low place.

And now I'm at...
(sniffles)

this acme in my life,

and I never, ever wanna go back
there, and I refuse to.

I overcame something that
a lot of other people can also.

When I have someone like Austin
or my friends or now you

and the guys who remind me
that I am... I'm me.

And it's a great thing.

I want you to see yourself how,
like, everyone else sees you.

Like, I see that you're stepping
out of your boundaries

and you're stepping out
of your comfort zone,

and you're, like, oh, these guys
accept me in this house.

Like, I'm gonna wear
what I wanna wear.

I'm gonna do what I wanna do.

I'm gonna bring
my friends around.

And even that's why today
when you were at the pool,

and in your Speedo today,
I was, like, oh, I--

I was trying not
to make a big deal of it.

But I knew that was
a big deal to you.

He's fine the way he is
and we all love him.

And everyone loves him,
and he has, like,

these great friends
that keep coming to visit.

And he's a good person.

I hope he, like, just gets
a little more confident.

I'm very, very, very...

grateful
and happy that...

we can sit here
and have a conversation

that's... true to us.

I love you, sweetheart.

I heard something
that I didn't like.

He said,
"We never were anything.

We never had any kind
of relationship."

I just feel like
we have that connection.

He definitely wants
something,

and I don't know
if I have the same feelings.

Summer ends and then,
then what?

(Jorge)
At this point,
I can't sleep because I'm...

I'm having a really hard time
with Fabio.

Things haven't been the same
since our fight last week.

(Khasan)
Are your text
messages going through?

Yes.
He read it.

He doesn't wanna
talk to me.

It's just difficult.

(Jorge)
How are you?
Oh, hey.

Evening.

What are you doing here
all by yourself?

Oh, texting.

Texting who?
Fabio.

Yeah?
Finding out what he's,
what he's doing.

What's he up to?
I don't know.

You still haven't
heard from him?

Nothing.
Nothing.

Yeah, it's, like,
it gets me really worried.

Yeah.
I got a little freedom.

I can, can do
whatever I want.

But I don't get what I really
want at the end, you know?

Yeah.
When you're in love with
somebody, you just...

You want them.
You wanna sleep
with, you know?

That's the person
you wanna cuddle with.

You wanna, like,
be like that.
Yeah.

And that's, that will never
happen with anybody else

that is not him, you know?

Yeah, I get it.
I know.

Oh, man.

And what about you?
How are you?

I'm good, I just came
from Brandon's place.

I talked to him.

I heard something
that I didn't like.

I said, where is,
where is Patrick?

And he said
right away, like...

"We never were anything.

We never had any kind
of relationship."

And I was, like...

Why he-- I don't know, like,
I can't understand.

I thought, like, I told...

I don't know, I thought
that I had told you guys

kind of what was going on
with him, but...

The way you, the way
you portray it to us,

it was like, you had,
you had a relationship.

I'm sorry if I,
like, made it sound

like it was something
it wasn't.

But it all happened,
like, so fast and...

Yeah, I think that I, uh,
was blinded by, like,

my kind of infatuation
for him.

I don't think I was paying
enough attention

to, like, what
he was telling me,

which was,
I'm not looking to date you.

And he, like, told me that
point-blank, you know?

Did that, like, feel great
to hear him say that? No.

You know, never something
you're, like, excited to hear.

(Patrick)
I'm starting to realize that

since I went through my really
bad breakup a few years ago,

that I was a little bit nervous
to be alone.

I just think there is still
a part of me that wishes

that there maybe could've been
more with Brandon.

He was the first person I'd been
excited about in a long time.

So, I got, like, kind of
wrapped up in it, my...

That happens all the time.
Yeah.

(Jorge)
I'm very happy that I'm,
that I'm talking to Patrick

and we are opening up.

This will make our relationship
to be stronger now.

Relationships are always tricky.

It doesn't matter who you are,
where you come from,

or how far or how close you are
from each other.

They're always tricky.

I appreciate you,
like, asking

and wanting to know
a little bit more.

I love love.

I love that kind
of thing and, like,

I get that
it's an exciting thing.

That's, that's the only thing
you will enjoy in this life.

(yawning)

I'm sleepy.
I am too.

How was your night?
It was good.

Did you have fun?
I did.

The party was fun.
Hmm.

And everyone was super nice.
Yeah.

It was good to hang out.

So, Cheyenne is right
and I think Jallen and I have

different ideas of what we want
in terms of relationships.

And I think it's important
for me to, you know,

bring this out
in the open so he understands.

Like, last weekend...

you know, we had that
connection and I feel, like,

I don't know, I was very
hesitant at first.

Like, I apologize
for that, but...

Whatever happens
with this, you know,

I wanna let it develop
organically and...

I don't know.

I just feel like
we had that connection,

and you know what you want
which is good.

Put a lot of emphasis
on just, like,

being realistic
with relationships.

And it's, like, summer ends
and then, then what?

That's still, like,
a month down the road.

I know, then I think,
oh, well,

who knows if
this is gonna last?

Like, why, you know, stick
with one person all summer

when I could just have
my fun and...
Right.

You know, should I, you know,
really put all my effort

into this or should
I just, you know, have fun?

I know, I know.

But, like, I know the struggles
of the weekend boyfriend

and the one-done
kind of thing.
Yeah.

It just kind of gets tiring.
Yeah.

(Brandon)
I mean, I think I'm a little
scared of commitment

just because, you know, I never
had a serious relationship.

And I feel like I don't wanna
force anything with him.

But at the same time, I don't
wanna hold anything back.

I don't know,
it's all new for me.

Like, everything, the dating
and Fire Island and all this.

So it's just a lot of...
a lot on my mind, but...

I mean, I think we're both
feeling different things.

I think he definitely
wants something.

And I don't know if
I have the same feelings.

Whatever happens with this,
you know, I wanna take it

as it comes and we'll see
where it takes us.

Mm-hmm.
You know?

(Cheyenne)
Are you and Jallen,
like, an item now?

(Brandon)
I wanna be able to come
to Fire Island

and not have to worry
about someone texting me

or worried about a boy
and how he's feeling,

what he's doing,
what he's thinking.

(Justin)
Brandon just wants
to (bleep) around.

So I don't regret warning
Jallen about it.

I just, I just want you
to be careful.

You're charming and cute.

But charm,
it stretches so thin.
Yeah.

I think Justin is being hard
on me for having fun.

It just comes from a place
of insecurity and jealously.

♪♪

(Cheyenne)
Is this old or is this,
like, we can eat this?

Jorge!
What?

This chicken is
so moist.

(laughing)
Well, thank you.

That's...
(coughing)

It's like
I swallowed drywall.

I feel like a pretzel.
Like a pretzel?

I have not slept in my bed

one of the weekends
that I've been here.
Again?

You don't sleep
in a bed with Brandon?

He doesn't share it
with Jallen?

When am I supposed to sleep
in the bed with Brandon

if the bed is full
of other people?

Was Brandon with Jallen?

I actually saw Jallen leave

after Brandon and them
were talking.

Oh, really?
Yeah, and then Brandon
came up to me

and was, like,
where did Jallen go?

And I'm like...

Your guess is
as good as mine.

It seems like Jallen wasn't
having it last night

because Brandon was, like,
talking with some other guys

to... was, like,
the blond guy...

(snickers)
...and some other guys,
you know?

Well, yes.

And Jallen came like...

You know, to say hello to him
and then he was like...

Doe-eyed and ready,
like, for love.

Brandon is proving my theory
about him right.

He just wants to (bleep) around.

And he hurt Jallen
in the process.

So I don't regret warning
Jallen about it.

I had a conversation
with Jallen last night, too.

I said, listen, maybe
you and Brandon aren't,

you know, on the same page.

How far did your foot...
Really bad.

Never speak
for someone else.

(Jorge)
I mean, Justin is a great guy.

You can see he has a big heart.

But sometimes he has
a big mouth, too.

He shouldn't have say that.

It's not his business
at all.

Only reason I said this is
because Jallen and I

had been chat--
not about Brandon,

but had been chatting
as friends.

Yeah, but that's not
a reason for you to say,

"Oh, Jallen, you guys aren't
on the same page."

Yeah.
That was not your business.

Well, that--
that wasn't right.

(blender whirring)

Hello!

We were just not
talking about you.

(Brandon laughs)

How was your night
last night?

(Brandon)
It was good.

You obviously know us
nosy bitches wanna know

what the (bleep)
is going on.

Are you and Jallen, like,
an item now or not an item?

I-I told him, like,
I'm here to just have fun.

And to not have a relationship,
to not deal with all of that.

So you laid that all
on the line last night?

Well, last night
we talked,

and I was saying how much
we like each other and...

I don't know, we were drinking
so, like, I couldn't really

come up with the words
that I really wanted to say.

Oh, but we were drinking,

so I told him the opposite
of what I was feeling.

I just think how, you know,
fast this is all moving

and how aggressive
it really is.

I just sort of got turned off
by the whole situation.

Was he upset 'cause
there were other guys?

What do you mean,
other guys?

(Cheyenne)
Was he mad because
you were flirting

with, like,
everyone else...?

He was not, he was not upset
because of that.

Like, we're grown men.
We met one week ago.

And after one weekend,
we're already like,

what is this,
what are we?

That is literally insane.

You guys don't even know
each other enough yet.

Exactly, which is why...

He doesn't even know
that your gun is firing,

and it's, like,
gunning it for sex.

And he's, like, really,
like, pushing love.

I wanna be able to come
to Fire Island and not have

to worry about someone texting
me or worried about a boy

and how he's feeling, what
he's doing, what he's thinking.

Like, I wanna just lay out
and have my time.

♪♪

(Jorge)
I'm done packing.

(Khasan)
Finally, you packed,
that took forever.

(Brandon)
I want dinner.

Dinner and dancing.

Why don't we go inside
and then get dinner?

We're taking
the last ferry out tonight.

So we're gonna have drinks by
the pool before we go home.

What's up?!

(Brandon)
Oh, my (bleep) God.

You have to be
kidding me.

(Patrick)
Hi, y'all.

Patrick surprises me
every minute of the day.

(Brandon)
I'm shocked to see
Jallen show up.

To see him at the house,
you know,

it's a little awkward
and it's also kind of annoying.

What's going on?
What's going on here?

I mean, I kind of like how
he's just, like, hello,

and then turns in a knot.

Hello?
We'll talk later.

It's not as awkward for me
as it's awkward for you.

Because you...
got what you wanted.

Did you say hi to Brandon
when you came in?
Yeah.

You guys are cool?
Yeah.

How do you feel about
all that, like, today?

I feel great.

(laughing)
You feel great?
I feel great.

(Patrick)
Whenever you're
in a relationship,

people have different
perspectives of what's going on.

So, when I see Jallen's reaction
to Brandon being all over

this other guy, you know,
I wanna make sure Jallen's okay.

I wanna mom you
for a minute here.

You can't mom me unless you're
gonna clean me and feed me.

I'll wipe you
and feed you, okay?

I just, I just want you
to be careful because

I think sometimes you're,
you're concerned about

your own feelings and take
the other people's secondary.
Yeah.

You know, last night when you
were flirting with other boys

in front of them,
and you can tell he was upset.

And you acted
on your own accord

without really thinking
that he would be offended.

And you're charming
and cute.

But charm,
it stretches so thin.
Yeah.

(Brandon)
I think Justin is being
hard on me

for, you know, having fun
and being young, whatever.

And I just think it just comes

from a place of insecurity
and jealousy.

If it's not Jallen, it's,
it's a whole group of people.

And that's, that's
what I'm saying.

A whole group of people?
I mean, I mean...

I'm breaking hearts
two at a time.

With that said,
we have a ferry to catch.

(Cheyenne)
Uh-oh.

Oh, hey, hey, hey!

(Brandon)
I mean, it is pretty awkward.

For Patrick to bring him
to dinner unannounced

is not how I wanted
to start my weekend.

You did know that me and Jallen
weren't, like, dating.

So, like, if you wanted...
Have you ever
told me that?

People-- but then what
I said is Patrick, said...

You can't answer
the question.

(bleep) listen to me.

I don't know
what I'm doing.

It's hard, I'm scared.

You're not being direct enough
in what you're saying.

(Cheyenne)
Okay, well, then
let me be direct.

I don't want you leaving
your Speedo

where I put my food.

I don't want you
having boys over

and not letting me
sleep in my bedroom.

I don't understand why
you guys are, like, fighting.

I really can't.