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- Lord Jesus Christ,
in this admirable sacrament,

you left us
the memorial of your passion.

Give us to worship
of such a great love

the mystery of your body and your blood,

that we can collect constantly
the fruit of your redemption.

You who reigns
for centuries and centuries.

Amen.

...

Piano

...

- You have to go there!
- I finish my page.

- Marie!

My name is Alexandre Guérin.
I'm 40 years old, I'm a father of 5,

educated to Lazarists in Lyon
where my wife teaches.

- Gaspard.
- Victor, Gautier.

- I have been in conflict for a long time
with the Church,

but I keep an intimate touch
with the love of Christ

and I raise my children
in the faith of His love.

I met the father
from a comrade of my children.

Like me,
he was the Scouts of St. Luke.

We remembered our memories

and he asked me this question:

"You too,
Father Preynat fiddled with you? "

It is this discussion
which allowed me to write to you.

I will be direct: during 2 years,

Scouts, between my 9th and 12th grade,

I suffered touching
of priest Bernard Preynat.

After a camp

where the Father tried to force me
to masturbate him, I fled the scouts.

- LORD,

I AM NOT WORTHY TO RECEIVE YOU

BUT ONLY ONE WORD
AND I WILL BE HEALED.

choirs

...

- The body of Christ.

...

- Amen.

...

- The body

of Christ.
- Amen.

Unfortunately, I discover
a month ago, by chance,

that Father Preynat returned
in the Lyon area

and that he intervened
for the pastoral care of some colleges.

Even though I was able to forgive
what I could

and that his trace
will accompany me all my life,

many questions haunt me:
did you know?

Has he had any sanctions?
Was he sentenced?

Why is he taking care of
more children?

Do not be afraid to be afraid
for our children.

Respectfully, Alexandre Guérin.

- Sir, Pierre Durieux
sent me your message.

Terrible testimony.

We understand that you needed
time to write it.

Thank you for your trust.

I think of your children and your family.

May none of them suffer
consequences of these acts.

We gave you the coordinates
from Mme Régine Maire

who receives those who have lived such
suffering because of a priest.

May the Lord enlighten us

and that He heals what needs to be
in his Church.

Philippe Barbarin.

- The Saturday,
he took me to the photo room,

on the right, at the top of the stairs.

It was dark, quiet.

He closed the door,
took me in his arms.

He passed his hand in my shorts.
I was not moving.

He held me tight. Very strong.

He kissed me in the neck.
He was rubbing against my leg.

He said, "I love you."

Afterwards, he said, "This is our secret."
in a benevolent tone.

Then I found the others.

oddly,
I was proud to be the Father's elect.

Everyone said:

"He is exceptional.
If all the men of the Church

"were like him."
- It lasted a long time?

- Until Portugal, in 1986.

It was an organized summer camp
by Father Bernard every year.

There, I tried to avoid it.

I found pretexts
to not be near him

and avoid accompanying him.

Many times he asked me,
but I found an excuse.

And there was the football tournament.

The camp was empty, the tents too.

At halftime,
I went to get my medicine.

I have a chronic illness
since the first abuse.

And here, Father Bernard follows me
in my tent.

He lies down.

He lies down next to me
and I feel his weight,

his big belly on me.

And it begins again.
He kisses me with the tongue.

He's going down my fly,
he puts his hand ...

He rubs himself. He is breathing hard.

He puts my hand on his sex.

There is no one but us
and I feel it more urgent.

Excited.

Suddenly, I hear someone outside
and I take advantage of it.

It's like a click.

I go out and I go back
at the football field.

Sob

Excuse me.

- Thank you for being entrusted.

These things happened

and alas, they are still coming.

At the time, we were moving

the priests.

- Do you know Father Preynat?
- By name, yes. Not personally.

Piano

- We take back.

...

Yes.

...

You continue.

...

So?
- I told him everything.

- What did she say?

- Not much.
She listened to me and we prayed.

- You have to talk to the kids.

- You think?
- Yes. They asked me questions.

They see that you are concerned.
Especially the big ones.

...

- I always had the impression
that my family had abandoned me.

- Grandpa and Grandma have not abandoned you.
- No.

But I blame them
not to have protected me.

- That's why
we did not do the scouts?

- Yeah ...

- You told them

papi and granny?
- At 17 years old,

they listened to me but I felt
that it did not interest them.

- They did not want to feel guilty.
- Perhaps.

Barbarin proposed
that I meet the priest

who abused me,
but I do not know what to do.

- He will ask you to forgive?

- Yes maybe.

- You will do it?

- I do not know if it's possible.

- Why are you doing all this?

- So that it does not happen again.

And then for you:
you will know that you must not

to be afraid to speak.

- Hello, Father.
I met Alexander this summer.

I found a man
without bitterness and in peace.

thanks for accepting
to meet him because this will be factor

of peace and healing.

Would you like
to contact him directly?

Do you come to Lyon?

Alexandre is often in Paris
For his work.

Thank you for your reply.
God bless your ministry.

Sincerely, Regine Mayor.

- Wash me of my faults
and cleanse me of my sin.

- Hello Régine
and thank you for your mediation.

I do not ask for better
than to meet Alexander.

Is there two or three moments
where would he be available?

I will come to Lyon then. It will take
define a meeting place.

Or if he prefers me to contact him ...
See that with him.

- It's Barbarin.

- Thank you for praying for me, Bernard.

- Alexandre, I had a positive answer
from Bernard Preynat.

He wants you to offer him

two or three moments
where it would be possible for you.

For the place, it could be the house
diocesan where we saw each other.

Regine Mayor.

- Good news,
even if it's a little stressful.

I find two or three dates
where I am in Lyon and I tell you.

The Diocesan House is perfect.
I would like you to be there to listen.

- Do not you want to go?

- I do not remember.

Régine Mayor told me that one day
she had organized a meeting

which had gone wrong.

- Why?
- She did not tell me.

- You are scared?

It's normal.
- No.

It's not just fear.
It's anger.

- What?
- Let him deny. Let him say that I am lying.

And that it's useless.
- It's a risk.

If you do not go, you'll regret it.
- I want him to confess.

And that the diocese and Barbarin
be witnesses.

Let them hear it.

- Then go.

...

Organ

...

Door

Music disturbing
Happy screaming

...

...
Childish hubbub

...
...

Zipper

...

Someone knocked.

Door

- Hello, Father.
- Hello, Regine.

- Thanks for coming.

- Hello, Alexandre.
- Hello, Father.

- So? How is it going?
In good health?

- Yes, I am fine.
- Régine told me that you worked

in Paris.
- Yes, in a bank.

- And you are married?
- Yes.

- Do you have children?
- Yes, five.

- Ah well!

Happy to see
that you started a family.

A large family!

- You remember
what you did to me?

In the photo lab from 1983 to 1986?

- Yes.

- And in Portugal too?
- Yes, Alexandre, I remember it.

- You kissed me with the tongue,
tight against you,

undressed, fondled sex
and make touch yours.

- Yes, it's a shadow on my life.

I had to live with that.

I always had an attraction
for kids

and it's a pain for me.

- A suffering for you? And for me?
- I know the harm I did,

but it's an illness.

I tried to get treatment
several times.

- Have there been other children like me?
- Yes.

Very many.

Scouts especially.
It was another time.

- You would agree to recognize
publicly these touching?

Its important to me.

- I understand,

but publicly ...

I want to avoid overflows

or physical aggression
that would provoke.

- What do you mean?
- I have already been

assaulted and molested in the garden
from my country house

by violent, hysterical parents.

- You had abused their children.

- But that's not a reason!

- You realize
what are you saying?

You need to understand
that you are a pedophile

and this violence is nothing
compared to suffering

that their children have suffered.

- Father Preynat,

Something to add?

- No.

- Do you want to talk to Alexander?
- No.

- Alexander?

- No it's OK.

- Well, I invite you to get up.

- OUR FATHER WHO ARE IN HEAVEN,

HALLOWED BE THY NAME,
THAT YOU TELL VIENNA

THY WILL BE DONE
ON EARTH AS IN HEAVEN.

GIVE US TODAY

OUR BREAD OF THIS DAY.

FORGET OUR OFFENSES,

AS WE FORGINE TOO
TO THOSE WHO OFFENED US

DO NOT SUBMIT TO TEMPTATION,
BUT DELIVER US FROM EVIL.

- Amen. I salute you marie,

- FULL OF GRACE,
THE LORD IS WITH YOU.

YOU ARE BÉNIE
BETWEEN ALL WOMEN

AND JESUS, THE FRUIT
OF YOUR ENTRAILS, IS BÉNI.

HOLY MARY, MOTHER OF GOD,
PRAY FOR US, POOR SINS,

NOW AND AT THE TIME OF OUR DEATH.

- So be it.

- Amen.

- Bye, Regine.
- Thank you, Father.

Tense music

...

- It's okay?

...

How are children?
- Hi Dad.

- Dad?
- Yes?

...

- He is smart!

He knows it's prescribed.
He's risking nothing.

- He confessed before
a representative of the Church

and they will definitely clear it.
- Let's hope, but I do not believe it too much.

- Barbarin is brave.
He has always denounced pedophilia.

- I'm sure everyone knew
and nobody did anything.

- You know what?

You should testify too.
They would see that I am not alone.

- I dunno.
- Yes!

You have to talk. Write them.

- Isabelle freaks out a little,
she is afraid of rumors.

For us, it would be complicated.
- That's within the Church.

- Exactly, you know
Isabelle's family.

- Madam, thank you for your approach.

This situation should not have been easy
for you.

Think about these children and this past
so dark in our history ...

These confessions bring us
to the question of forgiveness,

but also to broken innocence.
Not easy.

With all my prayers.
Alexander.

- What?
- She did not answer me.

- It's the weekend, it's normal.

- I thought she would announce me
that he was sanctioned.

- She gathered you,
she did her job.

It's up to Barbarin to act.
- I hope she'll tell him everything.

- She registered you?
She noted everything?

- No. But it's okay, I'm not worried.

- Alexandre,

I too wanted to join you.

This meeting is already a step,
but I waited one more step:

a real request for forgiveness.

But are the priests able to do it?
I feel small.

I hope this meeting can
to heal you of a painful past

who will always leave
a scar, of course,

but who, with Grace, closes
if we do not scratch it too much.

But she is there.

- Nothing about Barbarin!

For her, it's settled,
even if he did not say sorry.

- I continue to write?
- Yes, it's too light.

This scar story,
for a so-called shrink, it's not end.

- I am serene, without aggressiveness,
but it's our duty

to put a name on what it is,
without fear or shame.

Father Preynat is a pedophile,
yesterday as today.

I pray that Monsignor Barbarin
have the courage to say stop

and fight this plague
who has hurt the Church so much.

I hope to meet Monseigneur
Barbarin. I count on you.

Where's my shirt?

- Do not tell me to copy

my two boys who will be confirmed

by our bishop this saturday
and who support me.

- And you?

- Sir,

Régine Mayor sent me your email.

He had to apologize
during this meeting

and that's incomprehensible
that these words did not come.

I am ready to receive you.

I am ready to receive you ...

Not Saturday,

because you will probably want
to be in family.

At least we can
greet us and find

another moment.

Let us accompany our young people

which will be confirmed. Philippe Barbarin.

Organ

...

By baptism,

You delivered them from sin
and bring forth water and the Spirit.

As you promised,
spread now on them

Your Holy Spirit.

Give them fullness
the Spirit that rested

on your son, Jesus:
spirit of wisdom and intelligence,

spirit of advice and strength,

spirit of knowledge
and filial affection.

Fill them with the spirit of worship

by Jesus Christ,
our Savior who is alive

For centuries and centuries.
- AMEN.

Organ

...

Gauthier

be marked with the Holy Spirit,
the gift of God.

...

Victor

be marked with the Holy Spirit,
the gift of God.

...

He whispers.

- Barbarin did a very good sermon.
- Yes.

He's going to meet me about Preynat.
- Really?

- Its important to me.
- It's been over 30 years, Alexandre!

- I need to talk to him.

- Why bother him with that?
He has nothing to do with it.

- Preynat is always
in contact with children.

- He's a harmless old man
and surely sick.

- The Church must act and condemn it.

- Today, it's no longer useful.

- He could dismiss him.
It would be a strong and symbolic act

who would prove that the Church

condemns pedophilia.

Did you tell daddy?
- Vaguely.

- What's he saying?

- That you're good at stirring shit.

- In 91, I told you everything
and you did not do anything!

- You were already 17 years old.

- It's okay?
- I want to go.

- Already?
- I can not see them anymore.

- You spoke?
- I should not "disturb" Barbarin!

- You should have waited for your appointment.
- Let's go?

Mom, we're leaving.

To the attention of Pierre Durieux.

It was a joy that my boys
are confirmed by Bishop Barbarin.

We had to make an appointment.

I had answered him promptly.

I'm afraid he will not receive
my answers.

This happens often with my emails.

Since he had quickly answered me
following the email of Régine Maire,

I wanted to check.

Not

...

- You follow me?

Do you like grape juice?
- YES.

- How's it going since your confirmation?

- Yes. It's more complicated
for our father.

- Your father has courage
to dare to testify

for the truth to be told
and that justice be done.

- It's difficult.
- We would like to help him.

- It's nice to worry you
for your father.

I did not know anything
the actions of Father Preynat.

Bishop Decourtray who had taken care of it
no longer of this world.

We can not go back to the past.

But now I'm here
and you can count on me.

You have to pray for your father
and all the sinners of our Church.

Such acts are revolting,

that they are committed in family,

at school, in the world of sport.
But they are doubly so

when the guilty are priests
whose mission

is to announce
Christ and the Gospel.

For the sinner,
there will always be mercy.

But priest and pedophile
are two incompatible words.

- When will you meet him?

- Very soon.

My schedule was very busy.

Good, Regine ...

I signed one for your father.

Our Father who is in heaven ...

- HALLOWED BE THY NAME,
THAT YOU TELL VIENNA

THY WILL BE DONE
ON EARTH AS IN HEAVEN.

GIVE US TODAY
OUR BREAD OF THIS DAY

FORGET OUR OFFENSES

AS WE FORGINE TOO
TO THOSE WHO OFFENED US

- I want to throw them.
- He's on our side.

Did you know they were going to see him?
- No, I would have forbidden them.

- Why?
- He could have manipulated them.

- He did not do it. On the contrary.

- I feel like he's trying
to fall asleep, to anesthetize you.

First with Régine Maire,
Preynat, then the children ...

- They seem obsessed with the absence
request for forgiveness.

- It's normal.

They believe in redemption,
to the strength of forgiveness.

- You see,

if Preynat had asked me for forgiveness,

I do not know what I would have done.
- You would have become his prisoner,

his victim forever.

- Regine, I finally had
Cardinal Barbarin on the phone.

We have an appointment in 15 days. Thank you.

I reread The Life of the month of July,

magazine that was
one of the catalysts of my approach.

Here is the link.
It's very interesting.

Our Pope has incredible sentences.
He says:

"I pledge to tolerate
no harm to a minor

"for no wolf to enter
in the sheepfold. "

- Alexandre, thanks for this text
where the demand for forgiveness is central.

The cardinal spoke to me
of your appointment.

I wanted to warn you:

it seems like rumors
on Bernard Preynat are spreading

on Neulise at least.

It is regrettable.
I know it was not your goal.

I just wanted to inform you

before your appointment
with the cardinal.

Have a nice week end.
May the peace of the Lord dwell in you.

Friendship, Regine Mayor.

Investigative Music

...

- This picture is poignant.
Did you know her?

- Yes, I saw her
in a history book.

- Bishop Decourtray
had it hooked here,

his successors preserved it.
You're welcome.

- Thank you.

- How many victims? Two? Three?
- Much more!

Tens or even a hundred.

He had 200 scouts
under his responsibility

every year you can imagine.
- I'm horrified.

I regret so much

that Father Preynat was not able to
to say sorry.

I told him.
He claims that it is an oversight.

He told me:
"I should have asked him for forgiveness."

- I do not wait

repentance,
but a penalty against him.

Father Preynat is a danger
for kids.

He admitted to being a pedophile ...

- Avoid this expression.
- What expression?

- This word!

- But that's what he is!
- Yes, but in the etymological sense,

Pedophile means "to love children."

According to God, one must love children.

Not too much, of course.

- But ...

What does it say then? Child sex?

- Yes, it seems fairer to me.

I passed
throughout the diocese a circular

demanding that no priest
do not stay alone with a child

for a confession.

For the catechism,
that they are accompanied by someone.

- That puts stigma
on all priests.

And they are not all child sex!

- It's a measure
prevention, security.

- It would be better
condemn pedophilia

and dismiss the rapist priests.
- Everything in its time.

Pope Francis
tells us to be brave

regarding this Evil.

Believe me, I'm not going
to lack courage. See you soon.

- Thank you, my lord. Goodbye.
- Goodbye.

- "We brought before Jesus the little ones

"for him to touch them
but the disciples greed them. "

- "Jesus, at this sight,
was indignant and said to them:

"Let the little children come to me

"for the Kingdom of God
is to those who are like them. "

- "I tell you,

"who will not receive as a child
the Kingdom of God will not enter it. "

- Then, He kissed them and blessed them
by laying hands on them.

The day of our baptism,
we become the children of God

and Jesus loves us
how he loved these little children.

- Mr. Cardinal, I did not write

during this Christmas period,
so conducive to prayer.

But the fact that Father Preynat
still gives catechism classes

revolts me a little.

Fortunately, the words of our Pope
have resonated firmly in me.

I followed closely the case of the priests
pedophiles of Granada.

You spoke of courage, our Pope
There is no obvious lack of it.

I leave it to you.

I pray for our Church
so beautiful and so human.

Alexander.

Christmas song

- AND THE ECHO OF OUR MOUNTAINS

REDIT THIS MELODIOUS SONG

GLORIA

...

IN EXCELSIS DEO

- OH!

- Wow!

- Thank you. Happy New Year
to your entire family

and especially to our two confirmed ones.

I do not know

what happened in Granada
but I will inquire.

May the Lord watch
on all his family.

To Sunday maybe
for diocesan vows.

* - For the first time,

* a leader of the Church,
accused of pedophilia, will be judged.

- Did not you take a shower?
What are you doing?

- I arrive.

I arrive!

- Hurry up.

- Mr. Cardinal,

Regine, I send you this article
on the Polish archbishop,

Józef Wesolowski,

accused of pedophilia
and refugee in the Vatican since 2013.

He was arrested by the gendarmerie
of the Holy See.

The Pope asks that we face

the situation with rigor.

I'm waiting for more testimonials
on the actions of Father Preynat.

I will direct my action
at the level of Rome.

Where are you?

May God continue
to protect our children.

- Thank you Alexander, I read your article.

In the recent consistory, the cardinal
O'Malley from Boston was very clear,

it is he whom the Pope has charged
of this file on pedophilia.

I will take the measurements
which will be suggested to us.

I'll keep you informed.

Good Lent and a hello
to the confirmed last year,

they are nice gentlemen.

- Dear Alexander,
I had read this text well.

The Church is determined.
Did the cardinal answer you?

I can not tell you
what to do with the Pope.

The bottom line is that you find
peace and the means to find it.

I assure you
of my friendship and my prayer.

Sincerely, Regine Mayor.

- Marie thinks I'm too nice
and they lead me by boat.

- They protect the institution, classic.

- I'm going to make a file
with their emails, other testimonials

and send it to the Pope.

- And justice?
- It's up to the church to fix that.

- It's annoying that I'm prescribed?
- Why this?

- I thought about.

I am ready to testify.
- And Isabelle?

- It does not look, it's my story.

Investigative Music

...

- Cardinal, here is the letter
from a friend, Olivier Itaque,

who suffered the same actions
pedagogues of Father Preynat.

He told me that Preynat was running
on many boys.

- I was sexually touched

and many times
he kissed me on the mouth.

- I'm afraid there was
hundreds of child victims.

Olivier Itaque knows several.

- Thank Mr Itaque for my part

for his testimony and tell him
that we will receive it

if he wishes.

As announced,
I called Father Preynat.

He came and I told him
that I was taking away the charge

of his parish
and that he would have no other.

Have a nice Sunday.

Organ

...

- He saw you.
- I know.

- The body of Christ.

- (No, not with him.)

- (Sit down.)
- The body of Christ.

The body of Christ.

The body of Christ.

...

The body of Christ.

...

- Come.

Let's go.

...

- I do not understand.

Barbarin does not care about me.

To the attention of Father Frillon.

Knowing that Father Preynat
is under your direction,

I would like to know why
he still celebrates Masses

surrounded by choirboys.

- Our Lord.
- AMEN.

- I will write about him
to our Holy Father, the Pope.

Alexandre Guérin.

PS: I met Suzanne Cremer,
former secretary to the diocese,

who has a lot of information
on the Preynat folder.

- Around 1980,
one of my brothers told me

that the cardinal of the time
removed Preynat

of the parish
for pedophile problems.

He was forbidden to be
in contact with the kids.

That's right, he had always had
blond darlings.

At that time, Preynat recognized
with a friend that he was sick,

that he had himself suffered
adult assaults.

- It does not excuse anything but it seems
that he never denied, just downplayed.

- Since a long time,

we hear about him
but no one has ever complained.

- Why Barbarin does nothing?
He has enough power to act.

- You know,

they have known each other for a long time.

When Barbarin
saw the good work of Preynat,

money and the faithful
that he brought back ...

- You would know
non-prescribed victims?

- My nephews

have luckily
not dealt with him.

But I'm sure there are some
in the countryside,

among the altar boys,
catechism.

I do not think he stopped.

You know, I blame myself.

Basically, I knew.
We all knew and we said nothing.

- Are you there? We are going for a walk.
Alexandre, are you coming?

- I finish.
- Write to whom?

- To the Pope.

- OK, let's go.

- Where are we going?

- To the Golden Head.

Victor, Gautier, Benoît, let's go.

- Most Holy Father, I started
a step of truth.

I met
Mgr Barbarin and Mrs. Régine Maire.

I spoke with Father Preynat
who confessed his pedophilia

and all the abuse

that he had to endure to children.

Our silence did not absolve him
of his crimes,

source of pain
which often never stops.

The Church can not forget
his complacency.

We must put the light
on the terrible darkness of the Church.

Cardinal Barbarin
give him no more church,

but he will remain a priest.

"No wave." This minimization
his crimes is unbearable to me.

There is very little compassion
before that.

My gait of truth is both embarrassing and boring.

It's thanks to your commitment
that I confided,

but I am ashamed to belong
to our Church

which leaves people like
Father Preynat is still a priest.

Why do not you act?

- Alexander.

- He stained children
in their flesh.

Soft music

...

To no longer be afraid to write,
it will have taken me 30 years.

- Thanks to you,

in our meetings, we talk
of homosexuality and pedophilia.

- This is not the same,
sexual orientation

and a criminal perversion.

- Yes, but as they are subjects
that we never touched,

I consider it a progress

for our Church.

- What is going on
really for Preynat,

for his dismissal?
- I'll be clear,

maybe a little brutal,

but I think Father Preynat

will and will always be a priest.

- You deny our status as victims.

- Of course we are
on the side of the victims.

We are aware of the character
criminal of Father Preynat.

Moreover, we found
Decourtray papers

saying "scalded by the truth
concerning Preynat ".

- But no dismissal.

- No.
- You know what's going to happen

if he is not dismissed?

In six months, the case will be buried

and he can go abroad exercise
his perversion with impunity.

After the scouts, the little Lebanese.
- Please, Mr. Guérin!

- More than a solution.
- What?

- Bring the case to justice.
- It's useless.

You are prescribed
and no non-prescribed has been declared.

Does it exist?

No, according to Preynat's words ...

- The words of Preynat?
How do you believe it?

- But ...

Why stir those old stories?

I will pray for you.
Door

- Dear Alexander,

I spoke again to my brothers and nephews
of Preynat for your investigation.

One of my nephews, Didier, recognized
have been touched by Preynat.

I am in shock.

The word needs time
to free oneself

We also spoke about Mathieu,
his dead brother.

He would have suffered
the most sexual attacks.

My brother thinks that his suicide
would be related to these rapes.

I am upset

and I feel guilty
to have said nothing.

I have not seen Didier for 5 years.

He has a lot of conflict with his father
and authority.

A marginal life after
difficult years in drugs.

Meet the
because if the facts took place,

they are not prescribed for him.

He is 33 years old.

- Did he teach you catechism?

- Yeah.

- And the altar boy?
- Sometimes,

but not every Sunday.

- Where was it?
- It depends.

In the sacristy,
but sometimes also in the cure.

- What did he do to you?

- No ... I do not want to talk about that.

- I understand.
Me, he held me tightly in his arms.

He kissed me, he told me

"I love you." and he caressed me.

You know,

if you complain,
Preynat will be attacked by justice.

You would do it
for the prescribed victims.

And there are many.

Your aunt told me
of your brother, Mathieu.

He committed suicide
because of Preynat?

Sigh

- No, it's because he was queer.
- Even if he was homosexual,

the attacks of Preynat
were criminal.

We must break the chain of silence.
Do it for Mathieu.

- It's easy to speak for you.

You, you have a family,
money, a job. You have everything.

What do I have? Huh?
What do I have? I have that slab.

I have no future.
- Okay, but I come back from a distance.

- If I do it,
What was there on my mouth?

Victim of pedophile?

- If you speak,
others will speak.

You will not be alone.
We will be there.

- I dunno.

I have to think.

Piano

...

- Look, that's where we were.
- Yes.

- Yes.

...

* Beep

...

* - You have a new message.

...

- We are going to go there.
- Why?

- I have something to do.
- We were good.

- Come.

...

Here.
- Thank you.

Hammer drill

...

- Hello.

- What are you doing here?
- I wanted to talk.

- You have not got my message?
- Yes...

- We have nothing more to say to each other.
- I would like...

- I will not testify, it's clear?

- Didier ...
- Go away!

Rhythmic music

...

...

- I complain
against Mr. Bernard Preynat.

...

bell

- Hello. Mr. Debord?
- Yes.

- Courteau, brigade of the miners.

- It's 25 years old,
we thought it was classified.

- Yes, but no complaints
had not yet been filed.

- That he has done?

- One of his victims
but I can not tell you who.

But it is possible

that there is prescription.

- A scout?
- Yes, from St. Luke, like your son.

- I knew it would come out.

- We found in the archives
of the diocese, your letter of 1991

addressed to Mgr Decourtray
about Preynat.

- There were plenty of them.

- That is to say?

- I traded with
Decourtray and Preynat.

- With Preynat?

- Yes.
- Can I see that?

- Of course.

There, Decourtray asked me
to stop sending referrals.

That's Father Plaquet ...

Father Faivre
and here are Preynat's letters.

- "A deep wound
in my priestly heart. "

He confesses, incredible.

- He always confessed.
This is his only quality.

- I take all that.
- I do not have doubles.

- We send you copies by email.
- Okay.

- Your son is in Lyon?
- He lives in Beaujolais.

- His coordinates?
- It's not opportune.

- We have to see him quickly.
His number.

Calm music

...

- I'm calling Francois?
- I'm taking care of it.

...

I'm going to get ready!

...

- Oh bah? Mum?

- It's okay?
- Yes, I am fine.

- I was shopping in the area.

- Do you want a little coffee?
- Yes.

- You got something to tell me.

It's Louis.
- Nothing to do with your brother.

- What is it?
- It will annoy you but ...

- But what?

- The police went to see us ...

To ask us
Father Preynat.

An investigation for sexual abuse.
- Oh?

- He found us
thanks to my letter of 91.

- So what?
- A complaint

was filed against Preynat
and the commissioner would like

question you.
- But no.

It's from the past! Who is the con
who is waking up now?

He could not speak before?
- I do not know, he did not say anything.

- It's for the money.

- He will call you.

- No, I have nothing to say to him.

- He took all my file.
- What folder?

- You know well.

The letters of the cardinal, of Preynat.
I had everything kept for the day

where you would like to read them.

I'm sorry
to go back in there.

- Do not take your head,
I will handle that.

* - Can we make an appointment?

- I stop you, I have nothing to declare.

But I would like
retrieve the documents.

* - You should testify r.
You may not be prescribed.

* M. Debord?
- Yes, I am here.

Hello, darling?
* - Yes .

- I'm going to get some bread?
* - No, I bought some.

- Are the girls lying?
* - I just put them to bed.

- It works. To all, I love you.
* - Right now.

* - Call ended.

- Francois, can you come?

- François, what did you do
Father Preynat is bad.

It's forbidden by law.

A priest does not kiss
a child on the mouth

and do not touch her buttocks.

He risks prison.
- I do not want.

- We have to do something.

He was not allowed to do that to you.

- So you will not go to Scout Camp

your brother and you.
- I wanted to go!

- Louis!

- What interests Preynat,
it's the little ones.

Tense music

...

- Dad?

- Are you alright, darling? Dors.

My parents did
stop the scouts.

- That's crazy.

- I was bad and that's why
that I did not want

let him go to jail.
- I do not understand,

it was not yours, at 11,
to decide!

- They did what they could.

At least they reacted.

- Yeah ...

Imagine that happens to girls.

- Fuck, that's not true!
- What?

- He's still with kids!

It's sick.

I thought he was dead.

Faraway shots

...

Drums

...

- I'm not fine?
- No.

* - Decourtray assured us
that it was done.

- What a bunch of bastards!

* - Did you get the commissioner?
- We have a meeting.

* - We did everything so that it is no longer
contact with children.

- With your letters,
we will have to do something.

* - Be careful, they are powerful.

- I kiss you.

I have a confession from Preynat
that I can show you.

* - Listen, I know them,
that does not seem credible to me.

- There is already a complaint for sexual abuse,

I'm not delirious!
* - I see that and I'll call you back.

- She is beautiful the local press!

* - Good, goodbye.

- Connard.

- Ah yes. How did Barbarin react?
- I dunno,

he must call me.

You can not quote me?
- Do not you assume?

- Yes, but I would like
protect my family.

You understand?
- No, have to go there.

- I do not want to reveal my identity.

- OK, can I take your letters?

- Can I read the article?
- No.

It's not my ethics.

- OKAY.

He's laughing.

- That will not stop me from writing.
- I let you pay?

I'm going to the police station.

He was charismatic,
good speaker, appreciated.

He was almost a guru.
- How did it go for you?

- It happened several times.
Between 5 and 10 times.

In isolated places.

In camp or on St Luc,
during outings, on weekends ...

He cuddled me
like my father.

- What did you say to your parents?
- I spoke only of the last contact.

- Yes?

- It was the Cubs.
He had asked me to stay.

We were alone,
the light was out.

He took off my beret, my glasses
and took me against him

to give me a hug.

It lasted about fifteen minutes.

I still remember his groans,

his hot breath,
the color of his shirt.

He hugged me and ...

And all at once,
he raised my thigh

to put his hand under my shorts
and caress my buttocks.

- He went under your pants?

- In my memory,

he did not touch me sex.

But he kissed me on the cheek
and by the way,

he kissed me on the mouth.
And he said it was our secret.

- The kiss was laid or slipped?
- It was...

Posed. Without the language.

- And after?

- I'm home. I told my brother:

"Preynat kissed me on the mouth."

I was proud.
My brother told my parents

who fought
to keep him away from children.

For me, it stopped there.
- Your mother

told us that she had extrapolated,

declaring
that he had undressed you.

What is it?

- No, my mother had to do
an amalgam with other stories.

It's normal.
She had very bad experience with the facts.

- You know you are not prescribed?
- Yes.

- Do you file a complaint against him?

- Yes, I'm complaining.

Not only Preynat but also
since when did the diocese know?

And if Barbarin knew,
why did he leave him in office?

- If you want Barbarin,
you will run a long time.

- Then I complain
against the diocese of Lyon who knew

and who did nothing.

- OKAY.
Do you have something to add?

- No.

Yes! I will publicize the case.

- What do you mean?

- It must go out.

- You're going to rot my job

by exciting journalists
which will reveal too much.

Be reasonable.

Let's avoid the syndrome
of the Gregory case.

- Oh fuck!
You want to judge a man,

me, it's an institution, a system,
which allowed a pedophile

to commit his crimes
years with impunity.

- We're fighting the same fight.

- I hope.
- Of course!

Portable

- Hello yes?
* - Hello, here is Cardinal Barbarin.

* François Debord?
- Yes, hello, thanks for reminding me.

I leave Courteau's house.
* - Really? Very good.

- Since I read the letters,
I am in shock.

* - I understand.

But we should
meet us to talk about it.

- With pleasure.
* - In mid-November?

- It's a bit late.

* - I have gone r
in Lebanon a few days.

- I have a proposition.

- I'm listening to you.

* - That would be great if we did
a joint statement.

* A cardinal and an atheist,
that would be a joke.

- I do not understand.

- To condemn pedophilia
and the silence of the Church.

It's a question
of morality and duty.

* - I do not think so

be it a good idea
but I take the case seriously.

- But with or without you,
we must mediate.

Good bye, sir.

- I will not cancel Lebanon?
- No.

But we must act quickly.

- Did you tell Benoît?
- No.

- He also went to the police station.
- Oh?

- But he did not complain.

- That does not surprise me.
- Can I ask you

a question about what happened
for François?

- My sweetheart...
- We have nothing to hide.

- I say nothing more.
- But no.

- We're listening, Aline.

- Why not see the police?

- It's complicated to explain
but it's true, we asked ourselves

the question.

Maybe we should have?

- It had to be protected,

to avoid pressure
of justice, the press ...

It's complicated for a child
to testify and then,

we thought it was not worth it
to add some.

The Church has been trusted.
- I called Decourtray

and he told me

"I removed it from the group St Luc,
what can I do more? "

I told him we could not
leave him without psychological follow-up!

"I'm taking care of it." You speak!

- Can we talk about something else?

- Yes, of course, darling.

Light brouhaha

...

* - Hello .

* Several complaints have been filed
against a priest of this diocese.

* The facts, prior to 1991,

* implies this accused priest
sexual assault on minors.

* I condemn unreservedly
acts that have reached

* young people in their intimate life.

* This priest has no more
pastoral responsibility

* and all contact with minors
was forbidden to him.

* As the Pope said:

* "Families need to know
that the Church wants to protect children.

* "They can trust

* "because it's a safe house."

- Monseigneur, I must tell you
my deep respect

for your approach.

No need to lose you
precious time

and I propose to cancel
our meeting.

- Thank you. I leave you judge
the opportunity of this meeting.

But I find it helpful to hear you.

Happy All Saints Day to you.

- Monseigneur, to be sincere,

I do not feel
the need to be heard

and let me hear
compassion.

Thanks to my parents,
I freed myself from all that.

I have no animosity against
Father Preynat or the Church.

Nice to see the Catholic religion
is questioning himself.

But I am outraged by the inertia
Cardinal Decourtray.

There is a criminal in this case
and I will fight,

animated by what I think is right and good
deep in my soul.

I will preserve the faith of your faithful
that I respect, despite my atheism.

Cordially. François Debord.

- Look!
- What?

- "At least 20 kids

"have passed there",
assures a Lyonnais victim of the priest.

- Me?
- Yes.

"The silence will have held 20 years
but his past catches up with him.

"Father Preynat did not follow up

"to our solicitations.
He lives with the Sisters of Montgay ... "

- "Where he was sidelined.

"But this priest could benefit
of the prescription. "

Portable

Hello, Captain.
* - Did you see La Tribune ?

- Yes, incredible!

* - Is it you?
- It's not me!

But it's very good that it finally comes out.

* - I'm not sure.
- The investigation goes ahead?

* - I have non-prescribed victims.

- But I warned you.

* - I ask you to be discreet
not to interfere with the investigation.

- I disagree!
You, you make respect the laws,

me, my duty is to inform
so that it does not happen anymore.

* - Francois thought he had turned the page.

* - I was dressed as a scout,
with short shorts,

* he took off my beret, my glasses,

* he hugged me
and it happened what happened.

* - He is sexually touched.

* His parents warn the diocese
who recognizes other reports.

* The priest is far from the parish,

* and admit the facts.

* But 3 weeks ago,
François learns

* that the priest is quickly

* income officer with children.

* The Diocese of Lyon
issued a press release

* but the mutations
are not justified.

* The police are looking
victims of recent aggression.

- Bravo.

To face discovered!

- We will not hide.

- We'll have calls!
- Support!

- No, our bridge friends are
Catholics and it will not please them.

- You did the right thing.

- I was at the Boy Scouts in 1980,
well before you.

This story is at least 35 years old.

He blows.

- How old were you?
- At the beginning, 9 years old.

At 10, I told my mother
that I wanted to stop

because of Preynat.

She went to find Father Plaquet

who told him that Preynat
would be far from children.

Which was wrong.

- I went around the local media,
but nothing moves.

I would like to do
a national press conference.

- Before, we have to find other
victims to have more weight.

- Do you know?

- I have old boyfriends scouts.
I'm sure some have been abused.

- Were there lists of scouts?

- Certainly.

- Well then, we start?
- OKAY.

I follow you.

- Thank you.

What year in St Luc? Very well!

Oh ok. OK, thank you sir.
Good bye, sir.

Preynat, a great guy. Another?

- Call that one.
- Thank you.

François Debord,
former scout of the group St Luc.

There is an investigation on Father Preynat
for pedophile acts. Hello?

You hear me?
- He hung up?

- I understand.

You can call me
to this number when you want.

Thank you. Goodbye.

- So?
- He was crying.

- We will organize a meeting
with several victims.

Waiting,

could you write your story?
Yes, that would be great.

Good, thank you very much. See you soon.

- So?
- Already four.

- Not bad. Do you want help?

- Can you take care of this list?

Alarm

...

- Hello?
* - Hello ?

* Tristan, we talked to each other. r.

- Yes.
* - Do not you mind?

- Not at all. I'm listening to you.
- (Put the speaker on.)

* - It was hard to talk to you yesterday

* but since then, my head has exploded ...
I vomited this self r.

* It's like he's back.
- I understand.

* - Preynat is an old bastard.
He screwed me up.

- You are not the only one.
* - I never spoke.

* My wife, my mother, my son,
nobody knows what he did to me.

- Do you want to testify?
* He's crying.

The police are looking for victims.

* - I do not know.

*

- There is a crowd.

- A guy told me:

"When we make love, we are three.
Me, my wife and Preynat. "

- It's certain
that it is difficult to rejoice.

- You know who is behind
of the complaint?

- No. Courteau did not give you his name?

- He's suspicious of me.

He is happy
we send victims.

Hubbub

- Excuse us, we'll start.

Go ahead.

- Gilles had the idea to create
a website for the association.

There will be news articles,

the letters and our testimonies.
- Here.

This will be a source of information
and support for the victims.

- We must find a maximum of victims,
prescribed or not.

We are counting on you to come in force

in January.
- Why January?

We are not in a hurry.
- Yes!

Courteau finishes his investigation at the end of January,
so we have to go out before

to put pressure on the floor

and make noise.
- The testimonies,

we have to?
- Each

do what he wants, but take the example
on the survivors of Auschwitz.

- It's not a very good example.
- No.

- It's to avoid

the glaucous details.

He sucked me, I caressed him ...
People do not want to read that.

- You know what risk

Father Preynat?

- According to Courteau, he risks prison.

- He incurs the correctional
unless there is rape,

that is to say any form
penetration:

ass fuck, blowjobs,
there is the Assises.

And "minors under 15 years",
it aggravates his case.

But his lawyers will play
the prescription is not won.

We must see Courteau
even if it's unpleasant.

Dominique?

- I am a psychologist-victimologist.

Some of you have built themselves

with such defenses
and repressed so many traumas

that they will hesitate to undertake
steps.

Put words on memories
who belong to you

and be listened to
by a judicial authority

neutral and rather benevolent,

who will confirm that what you have
suffered is neither normal nor invented.

It does not have a price
for the tranquility of the spirit.

Basically, talking is good.
- Thank you.

- A little quiche?
- Thank you.

- Sorry, mom, we're not done.

- Excuse me, darling.
- Thank you.

We started

an open letter
around the silence of Preynat.

We will be published in Le Progrès
and we would have a page ...

- In The Tribune.
- To say what?

- We speak to the Church
but also to those who did not say anything.

These "collabo-catho"
who organized a real omerta,

will never be judged
but they must understand

that they are all guilty.
And they are many.

We thought of a title
like "Shame on you."

- Should we take the risk of falling

in a register "all collabo".

- The guilty parents
are those who do not have

wanted to hear their children.

It's not the majority.
- I agree with them.

We must not be guided
by revenge, but justice.

- OK ... Thanks guys, good crop.

We are here for that.

I was clumsy, but I would like

have people condemned
who remained silent.

Personally, I would have trouble living with that.

Drums

.

Portable

.

Hello?
* - François ?

- Yes.
* - We found it.

- Who?
* - The one at the origin of the 1 r complaint.

* By a mutual friend.

Cymbal

- Yes!

The association,
it's "The liberated Word".

We will file the statutes.

I will be president,
Gilles, secretary and you, treasurer.

- I dunno.

I went to the end of my step.
You do not need me.

- Without you, Courteau would never
back to me.

You are at the origin of everything.
Without you, we are not credible.

- You can not stop there.

- I'm an eco consultant on TV
in Paris, it's complicated.

- You do not have to expose yourself.

- Yes.
- There is also

my wife who works
among the Lazarists. It jazes.

My children are there.

- I'm a surgeon, half
my clientele is ultra catho.

They all support Barbarin.

I do not think I'm losing
my clientele for that.

I am Catholic, like you.

I do that against, but for the Church.

- Thank you.

- Are we waiting for him?
- He's going to arrive.

- I hope.
- I call him.

Someone knocked.
- Come in.

- I'm sorry, there were traffic jams.
- Great, you came!

- Hello Master.

- Get comfortable.

- There is an incredible snowball effect.

We have about sixty testimonials.

- The word is free everywhere,
even in the Church.

- You're attacking a big
machine, a real institution.

It is not won.
- We know,

we are here to make things happen.
- We'll have trouble

to have convictions,
but we can move things

on the prescription.

- The public must understand

that 20 years is not long enough.
It takes time for the victims.

- If not,

your status is anything.

- Sorry?

- We'll have to see each other again.

- We do not have time.
The site must start before Christmas.

- He is right,

we need members. Must darken.
- And we are preparing

a complete file
for journalists, so no.

- Well ... Well, okay.

Let me re-read everything to avoid
a slanderous denunciation.

- No problem.

It's going to be Christmas,
There are children's gifts.

Must pay the typo, the photo,
have to get started.

- You come?
- No, I have an appointment.

- Oh?
- Hi. See you soon.

- See you soon.
- Yeah.

- He is soooo

- No more than you.
- I make him flipper?

- Your side "priest baker",
it's not his thing.

- I calmed down anyway.
- You will have to reboss your text.

"Yes, I will do it, Father.
- Otherwise, it's the lab-photo.

Laughs

- "Surprised of the little impact
of this case,

"we created the association
"The liberated Word"

"who supports the victims
Father Preynat.

"And finally, a press conference
will be held on January 12, 2016.

"Everyone can join by
a contribution of 10 €.

"I need your mobilization.
Join! "

- So?

- That's good, it's clear.
When did you post it?

- Yesterday on Facebook.
- Did you get any returns?

- People at work.

- Did your parents answer?
- Right now.

- And Louis?
- Not yet.

Hubbub

.

- Madeleine, Aurelian, come back to the table.

- Leave them, it's Christmas.
- Christmas, it's tomorrow.

Gifts,
it's tomorrow morning, children!

Thank you.
- What time is midnight mass?

- In your opinion?
- I dunno.

Usually it's 10-11 hours?

- You think?
- It's fine at midnight.

- Are we going to Mass?

- If you want.
- Dad?

- It will be without me.

- Make an effort, it's Christmas.

Please.
- Turkey?

- No, thank you very much.

- Cheese.
- I will help you.

- Thank you my love.
- It was really good.

- Yes, please.

- Should I make an effort?

- For your children.

jingle

- Ah!

.

- I enjoy
of this beautiful Christmas family evening

to toast my brother.
- Francois,

please.
- It's for me.

- Louis.
- Yes.

- Thank you for your great generosity
and your legendary benevolence.

- What are you talking about? You're drunk?

- You know that this cause
Dear to my heart.

And I do not ask much,

10 € symbolic.

I must be stupid to imagine

that my loved ones,
my brother, support me.

And besides, you ask me
to go to church?

- OK, this is the holidays ...
- Yes!

We are together and not a word!

Nothing!
- It's useless to become hysterical.

Do you want 10 €? Here.
- Oh no!

It's too generous, frankly!

No, Louis, keep them.
You can even put them in your ass.

- That's enough!

- Please, François.

- You know Louis, your silence,
it's a betrayal.

Sigh

- What

you speak? You're crazy.
- You despise the suffering of others.

- It's okay! You do not have
the monopoly of suffering!

You bother us with your association!
- Whore!

Damn, the truth that finally comes out!

- The truth is that you bother us
with your story of priest!

The parents

talk about that!
Do not you see that we can not anymore?

It has always been like this!

Everything has always revolved around you!

You take the whole place

and you made us shit
all our childhood.

It continues!

You know what? You succeeded.
Even mom is under your influence.

- What are you talking about?
- That you want to be cremated,

where did this come from?

- I did not even know.

- Louis ...
- Dad, seriously ...

Come on, I'm fine
All is well, dad ... everything is fine.

I ride.

(I'm going to bed, shit.)

- His words have gone beyond his thought.
- No.

He is jealous.
It's me who should be.

He succeeded everything!
He is armored with his two barracks.

- For him, you stayed
the darling of your parents.

- Come on.

You send me a text message when you arrive.
- Hi.

- Goodbye. Good road.

Goodbye!

Children's choirs

.

- LORD JESUS,
LEARN TO BE GENEROUS,

TO SERVE YOU AS YOU DESERVE IT,

TO GIVE WITHOUT COUNTING,

TO COMBAT WITHOUT CONCERNS INJURIES,

WORKING WITHOUT SEEKING THE REST,

WE SPEND
WITHOUT WAITING ANOTHER REWARD

THAT THAT OF KNOW
THAT WE MAKE YOUR HOLY WILL.

AMEN.

.

.

- I'm freaking out,

in fact.
- Why?

- Tristan sent me his testimony yesterday.

It's horrible.

Everything came back to him.
He was raped for 3 years.

- To rape?
- By fellatio.

- Is it prescribed?
- Yes. Preynat behaved

like a pig with him.

He had hearing problems
and had been diagnosed with autism.

He knew he would not speak.

He even went on Sunday
at his parents' house for lunch.

- The junk.

Tristan agrees to be on the site?
- I need to talk to him about it

- I read your text for the conference.
It's good, but too long.

- Ah?

- You have to be more neutral, more factual.

Remove aggressive passages.

The testimonies, the facts,
play for us.

It's up to journalists to be indignant,

we give the information.
- The lawyer will agree.

- What do we do?

- You read your text,
I answer questions,

Fabrice presents the site,

and Alexander ...
- I'm not sure I'm here.

- You're kidding?
- Sorry,

I have an appointment in Paris.

- Our approach is secular,
apolitical, citizen.

We work for the good.

We have 40 members including 10 victims.

Among us entrepreneurs,
computer scientists,

finance professionals,
doctors.

We have a powerful network
associated with a total determination.

I will not come back on the assaults
sexual abuse,

a preliminary inquiry is underway

and the instruction of the file
should take place soon.

This case of pedophilia
is of appalling magnitude.

Children were broken,
families broke up,

upset religious beliefs.

In view of the irresponsibility of Dantesque

of the diocese of Lyon,
we would like to ask 3 questions:

Bishop Barbarin,

why the ecclesiastical tribunal
was not entered

given the number of complaints received
by the diocese?

Bishop Barbarin, since when?
do you know

Father Preynat
is a pedophile pervert?

Bishop Barbarin, since when?
does the Vatican know

that Father Preynat is a pedophile?

On behalf of the victims, their parents,

of their children, of your faithful,
innocent priests soiled

by this case,
French citizens,

lay people, clergy and society,

we urge you to answer
publicly to these three questions.

The world is watching you
and waiting for answers.

Thank you.

- Are you whistleblowers?

- Alexandre! Great that you're here.

- I was able to free myself.

- The one thanks to whom everything has happened.
- Can we question you?

- Yes, go ahead.
- I'll take that from you

- Thank you.
- Great.

- You are the first to have
contacted Bishop Barbarin?

- We always apprehend.
- It's normal.

Hello.
- My wife.

- Enchanted.
- Good, thank you very much.

- See you soon.

- Goodbye.
- Goodbye.

You know her?

- She's a journalist
we have already met.

- I did not speak too fast?
- No.

- Your father has something to tell you.

- How are you, Dad?

- It was very good.
- Thank you.

- You spoke calmly.

You know, I talked to your brother.
- So what?

- He gave me that for you.

- (Thank you.)

(Thank you dad.)

* Weather on the radio

*

- Mom, it's me.

- It's okay?
- It's okay?

I went to the bakery.
- There's coffee.

- Do you have mail for me?
- I'll get it for you.

I also put 2 articles.
- What's this?

- I'll let you watch.
- A croissant?

- No thanks.

Slowly slowly.
Calm.

Slowly...
That's ... Here ...

It will be fine...

- I have to write to them.
- Wait a bit.

- Today, my mother showed me
20 minutes and the Progress.

I was a victim between 1988 and 1991,

of this priest, Father Bernard Preynat.

I have pictures of the trip to Ireland

where my mother was accompanying
and to whom I told everything at 17 years old.

My mother rented an apartment
facing this church

that I can describe in detail.

- It's Ireland.
He nods.

- The emotion is so strong
that I have not looked at the site yet,

I directly clicked on "contact".

I was diagnosed zebra at 30 years old.

Since then I understood why
I am unstable in life in general.

Always in survival mode.

- Zebra, that is to say?

- It means the gifted.
I have an IQ of over 140.

Zebra is too smart
to adapt.

Intelligence never made
happy person.

- And Preynat?

- From 88 to 91. It's been 25 years.

I have always waited
someone is talking,

that I can tell everything.

- Are you accompanied?
- What do you mean?

- Do you see a shrink? It can help.
- Oh no!

I did a lot of things: therapy,
hypnosis, Sufi dance workshop.

The only thing that helps me is the sport.

- I understand.
- It's emptying my head.

In any case, I will help you

for Preynat to go to jail.
He must pay!

I worked for Euronews,
few years ago.

I can call them
for them to make a subject.

- Yes, but most important,
it's going to see Courteau

to make your testimony.
And after, write

your testimony for the site.
- No problem.

- Great.

- It's good to know
that we are not alone.

- It is important.
- Yeah.

- Had to wait for me.

- I was hungry.
Tomorrow I get up early.

- Good evening.

- How did that happen?

- It's okay. He is nice. He's fighting.

- It's a bourge?
- Like many scouts.

- Except you.

- What are you doing tomorrow?
- I'm going to the hospital, see my mother.

- She is going better?
- No I think not. You come with me?

- No, I have to go to the police station.
- Good luck.

- Stop being mean.
- A bit of humour.

- It's funny!

* Television

*

We arrived with my mother
in Lyon in February 88.

I was 8 years old.

A lady advised my mother
to register with the group St Luc.

That's where I met
Father Preynat. He was nice.

I believed in God.

At the beginning of '89, I do not know the exact day,

but I visualize well,
just on the right.

He asked me to come
with him to help him.

Tense music

.

Scary roar

.

It lasted 5 to 10 minutes and we went out again.

But from the second time, he ...

- Yes?

- He took off the shirt from the shorts,

caressed sex ...

Then he put his hand in my panties.

He caressed my sex
in a circular motion.

He kissed me on the lips.

- Did you talk about it at the time?
- No.

Sex was taboo.
And it was at the church.

I was disturbed by the divorce
from my parents, the move.

Once I confessed to my mother
that he kissed me.

- And your comrades?
- Nobody talked about it.

But I saw that he was taking
others to his office.

- How did it stop?
- When Preynat was transferred to the Loire

to take care of so-called
of seniors in 91.

- Do you want to add something?
- Yes.

Following his touching,

I had a way to masturbate
during adolescence ...

Like his hand on my cock.

It provoked
a deformation of my penis.

- It handicaps you?

- Currently, no.

I have a normal sex life,
in a relationship with.

But it makes me very complex
with women.

- Good. Do you file a complaint?

- Of course.

Goodbye.
- Goodbye.

- Mum?

- It's okay?
- Do you want to read?

- What?
- I stole a copy of my statement.

- Oh?
- Yes.

(Go ahead.)

So?
- I did not know the details.

- I will send it to François Debord.
- Yes.

What does Jennifer say?

- She's happy for me.
- All the better.

Are you coming to dine with her?
- No thanks.

- I am proud of you.
- (Thank you.)

Portable

.

Hello?
* - Mr. Emmanuel Thomassin?

- Yes.
* - Mr. Courteau. I'm investigating Preynat.

* I'm contacting you
following your testimony.

* You are free tomorrow at 9am
for a confrontation?

- Tomorrow?
* - Yes .

* We have to hurry, Preynat is put
under examination. You are several

* to be confronted with him.

- Can I come with my mother?
* - No, just with a lawyer.

- Oh ok.
* - Is it good?

- OKAY.

* - Thanks, see you tomorrow.
- See you tomorrow.

- So?
- I'm calling the lawyer.

- Do not call that bitch.

- Stopped.
- She could not defend you from your ex.

- Good, shut your mouth, break up!

Door

- I will be cash:
the facts go back 25 years.

He may deny. Prepare yourselves.

- If he dares, I kill him!

- No, do not say that,
to kill someone is not you.

OKAY? Okay, we'll have to go.

- Did you take your medicine?
- Oh no.

- Good luck.
- Right away.

- Enter, please.

- Thank you.

- Oh!

It's little Emmanuel!
How is it going?

- But ...

We are no longer at Scouts,
he is no longer 8 years old.

Talk to him otherwise.

- Sit down, Mr. Preynat.

Hello Master.
- Hello.

- Here is the report of Mr. Thomassin.

Mr. Preynat, do you recognize
the facts described?

- Yes.

I acknowledge the facts.
- You did it well

in your office
for sexual touching?

- Yes. All he tells is true.

- You knew
that you had ascendancy?

- At the time, no, but today,
I understand that...

I may have hurt them.

- Do you think
that this young man has suffered?

- Yes.

He must have suffered.

But you know, I talked about it
to my hierarchy several times.

Nobody did anything.
- How's the hierarchy?

They knew?
- Yes!

They always knew,
since Bishop Decourtray.

- Until Barbarin?

- Yes!
- They did not do anything?

- What did you say to your hierarchy?

- That I had problems
with the kids.

- That's all? Nothing more precise?
- No.

Mr. Courteau,

I would like to add something.
- We're listening to you.

- Emmanuel,

I would like to tell you...
- See him!

- Mr Preynat.

- I would like to say today to Emmanuel

sorry for all that
I made you suffer.

- I "made" you.

- I made you suffer.

- Mr. Thomassin?

- You betrayed my trust,

and that of all those
who came to this church.

I was a child. For you,
it was a game but me, it destroyed me,

destroys in me the "value of the father".

I will never forgive you.

- Master, anything to add?

- No.

- You can take him away.
Goodbye, Mr. Preynat.

- (There it's done.)

- What a son of a bitch.

- So?

- I dunno.
- Hello. Nadia,

my lawyer.

- He recognized everything
and said that his hierarchy knew.

- We do not care!
- No, it must be condemned.

- Yes, and especially the silence of the Church.

- We have to go.

- We keep in touch?
- Good luck.

- On the attack of Preynator!

He's laughing.

Calm music

.

- That is why?

- Bravo.

- Why?

- You won.
- I won?

- Father Preynat is indicted

for sexual assault and rape
on a minor under 15

by person having authority.

.

- (Oh fuck...)

.

I think I'll call my dad.
- To tell him what?

- To know if he knows.

He will be proud to see what we do,
to know that I am part of it.

- He knows about Preynat?
- No.

- So what?

- It impacted my sexuality.

It took me a long time to find
not what edge I am,

but how to flourish

in a relationship.

I was an early child, a zebra.
I had facilities,

but I could not
implement them.

I remained in school failure.

- What are you waiting for today?
- That Preynat

be sentenced.

Other people testify,
that the legislation changes

so that there is more prescription.

- I hope you will do
move things.

- We fight for that, anyway.

- Thank you again and see you soon.

- Do you know when that will happen?
- Not yet.

I will send a text message.

- How nice.
- Thank you.

- Goodbye.
- Goodbye. Good luck.

- Did you like that?
- What?

- Talk to this bitch.

- Fuck, stop.

- You loved playing your victim.

You're going to see her again
for her to suck you deep.

- She suck me, she.
- Connard.

- What do you have?
What's your problem?

You would have loved to play on TV!
You are jealous! Pathetic!

- You're pathetic.
- Pathetic!

Holy shit!

She's crying.

.

.

Why are you reacting like that?
I do not understand.

You have experienced the same thing.

Go.

- You can get dressed.

Effectively,
you have a penis curvature

which is similar
at Lapeyronie's disease.

- My lawyer would like to link that

with the touching that I suffered.

This is important for the trial.

- I understand but ...
This curve may have appeared

during your puberty
following movements

individuals.
- A circular motion.

- Yes, but it was 20 years ago.

This is where I could have done
an accurate diagnosis.

Certain men
have the penis curved naturally.

This may be your case.
The only thing I can do ...

He starts.

- Hello.
- Hello.

- It's okay?
- And you?

- It's okay.

- It would have been good
to have a certificate

but we will put it
in the medical file.

- Want to see pictures?
- Pictures?

- Of my sex.
- No, it's not necessary.

.

Calm music

.

Hubbub

- Are we starting?
- Yes.

- You know
for the indictment of Preynat?

- YES.

- It caused a shock in the diocese.

Since Barbarin contradicts himself: he said
to have learned the facts in 2014,

and now
he says he knew since 2007.

His lawyers had to tell him

that after 3 years,
there was prescription.

It can be bleached.

It's immoral since he knew

and he said nothing. Now,

we will continue to search

a way to attack them

for non-denunciation and jeopardy.

- And the canonical process?
- We wrote to Barbarin,

to the Pope, no answer.

With the mediatization, they will move.

- Sorry. About media,

I wanted to tell you that it's good,

I have a driver
who will help us for 3000 €.

- A pilot?
- Why?

- Explain to them.

- In addition to legal action
against Barbarin,

we need a big shot of com
and I thought of doing skywriting.

- What?
- It's an airplane that would draw

Above Fourvière, a big cock

with the LPL logo.
Laughs

- It's funny.

- It was not leaflets?
- No, a giant dick!

It says, "What shocks the most,

"a dick or pedophiles?"

- It's heavy as a message.
- Yes!

- It can be done above the Vatican:

the guy is doing it at 4000
because it makes him laugh.

There, global resonance!

- No,

you can not let go
a cock in the sky!

We have to see
the initials of the association

or "Pedophilia
stop at the silence of the Church ".

- It is too long!

- Otherwise you do your meeting alone.

- No I did not say that.
I'm talking about feasibility.

Otherwise, yes, you're right:

we write "The word liberated.fr"
but he can not do it.

- It's a good idea.
- Yes, it comes

of your man.
- At least,

we are sure to make the buzz.

If I see a logo in the sky,
I think it's advertising.

A cock, it speaks.
- It's certain!

- It's less shocking
than the subject of the debate.

- Debord, you are incredible.

- It's still a popular action.
- OK, for this idea,

except that precise terms are needed
that fit with our action.

It would be necessary to speak
of the sexuality of priests,

a taboo subject,
and in particular pedophilia.

Must bring this back to a dimension
intellectual, and there, OK!

- I agree. I am talking to you
to make a sick buzz.

It will make everyone laugh

and it will put pressure on the diocese,
politicians and prosecutors.

- The image of Fourvière is protected.

For any media,
they must agree.

They may not be happy.

- We dont do that
so that they are happy.

- This makes me think
to the hood on the obelisk.

It made the buzz,
but it's controversial.

- It's the world of today,
we do not have a choice.

- At Easter, it would be nice.

Laughs

- The sky must be clear.

- I'm against, it's too extreme.

It's going to shock the average peking
who will understand nothing.

- The goal is to federate.
- Excuse me.

She's our lawyer.

- We go to the buffet, huh?

Hubbub

.

- Hi. It's Alexandre?

- Yes hello.
- Emmanuel.

- Nice to meet you.
- Nice to meet you.

I read your testimony on the site:

I found that crazy ...
Forcing you to pray hand in hand

with Preynat ...
- My wife, Marie.

Emmanuel.
- Ah!

Good evening.
- Nice to meet you.

- Your testimony moved me a lot.
- Thank you.

- Goodbye.

For dick on Fourvière, it's dead.
- Why?

- According to Nadia,
it is direct defamation.

- I should have been a lawyer!

- You should have.
- A glass?

- White.

- While we're there,
someone wants to resume

the phone line of the association,
I can not anymore.

It's 24 hours a day,
between the victims and the media ...

I'm exhausted. Someone?

- Me.

I am Emmanuel's mom.
I can, I'm retired.

I've got time.
- Yes with pleasure.

- Awesome.

- You're sure?
- Of course.

Good evening.
- Alexander. Married.

- You want to drink something?
- Gladly.

- Good evening.

- I swear,

how many times
I dreamed of torturing him,

to tear off his eyes, his fingers,

one by one.
- Like in Reservoir dogs.

- I have not seen.

- He cuts off his ear.
- He speaks with his ear cut off!

- Boys, in bed.

You get up early tomorrow.

- Hi.
- Good night Daddy.

- Good night.
- Hi.

No nightmares, no ears cut.

- Good night.

- They are awesome.
- Mary has raised them well.

- We get on well, we talk a lot.

- The opposite of me with my parents.
- It's the same for me.

If you saw my mother's text messages ...

- You've been hard too.

- That's one of my texts.

"Mom, Barbarin just has to confess
that he has protected a pedophile.

"To be forced to suck or masturbate
a priest at 9,

"What is more terrible?

"We protect
the children we were.

"We are victims
and do not be ashamed or afraid. "

- Yeah, it sends!

What did she say?
- "We love you,

"pay attention to yourself
and beware of the media. "

Tears
No leave it.

- Are you going?
- Yes.

- Do we drink coffee in the living room?
- Yes.

It's beautiful this family
that you train. I admire you.

- Thank you.

- I have nothing.

No family, no job.

A toxic relationship with my girlfriend.

- U.S. too,
we had difficult moments.

- You are always together
and you support him.

- Yes, it's true.

- Still, it's hard to live
with zebras like us.

Sob

It was careless of me?

- No it's nothing.

- It's okay?

- I am going to tell you something
that others do not know.

- Yeah?

- If I managed to support Alexandre
in his steps,

it's because his fight is mine too.

- I understand.

- Me too, I was abused.

It was a neighbor ...

Finally, a friend. Everyone loved him.

He's dead, so it's prescribed ...

If I spoke, my family would explode,
so I am silent.

You have to be brave to talk
and face the eyes of others.

I could not.
That's why I admire you all.

- Thank you.

bell

* - Who is it?
- It's me!

* - Who ?
- Emmanuel.

* - It's Emmanuel.
* - Opener him .

- Had to warn.

- No, but I passed by chance.

- A little mash?
- Yes. Thank you.

Did you receive what I sent you?
- Yes.

- Did you watch?
- It's life, we all have our problems.

- What ramdam,

with your association!

- You had to know.

To understand our relationship
and why it was hard

- It's your mother, the manager.
Should not have sent you there.

- She did not know.

- Do you know what I think of her?
- Yes.

- She deserved it.

She did everything
to ride against me.

- The victim is not you.

It's me.

- Victim ... Stop with that!

You're a man now.

Do something of your life.
- That's it, my life!

The liberated speech!
You will never understand anything!

Sorry for bothering you!
- No!

Do not do that.
We are very happy to see you.

- Sorry.

- Rest.
- Tell him to go fuck himself

to this old con.

Door slam

- You could have made an effort.

The bike is moving away.

- You want something else?
- No thanks.

- That will make you 6 €,

please.
- Here.

- Did you know Father Preynat?
- Ah ...

Uh ... Oh yes, yes.

I am one of his victims.

- I was part of the group St Luc.
- Yes.

- I was at the scouts.
- OKAY.

You want to talk about it?

- No, thank you, I'm fine.

See you soon.

You wish?
- Hi.

- Chocolate bread.

- Of course, I understand.

Very well. Okay.

It is complicated,
but it can do you good

to put that on paper.
Remember when you want.

Goodbye.

Excuse me, but it does not stop.

Three new victims.

A nun is adorable.
- It is deserved.

- I saw Stephen.
- Yes?

- I think he was abused.
- He told you?

- Not directly, but I understood.
- He lives with his parents

and apart from the bakery,
he does not seem to have a life.

He is ready to testify?
- I do not think so.

- It's not good for the trade:
they have five bakeries

and they are very cathos.

And you? Things are going well?

With Jennifer?
- I think we're going to take a break.

- It's sad.
- It's used.

She does not support that I go better.

I saw my father.

- To do what?
- To talk to him.

- So what?

- He says we have all our problems.

- You will not change it.
Nicole was there?

- Yeah.

Mom, remember,

one day, I told you
that Preynat had kissed me.

- Yes ... I do not really remember.

- Why did not you say anything?

- I could not imagine
something like that.

At the church,
he kissed all the children.

I could not believe he was ...

She sniffs.

I blame myself today.

Portable

.

.

- The liberated speech.

Yes, hello sir. Of course.

Yes I'm listening.

- BEFORE ALL I AGREE

ON MY HONOR

AND I MAKE YOU A TRIBUTE

OF ME, LORD!

I WANT TO LOVE YOU WITHOUT DECREASE

MORE AND MORE

PROTECTS MY PROMISE

LORD JESUS

.

FAITHFUL TO MY HOMELAND, I WILL BE

Faraway songs

.

- Come pray, Emmanuel.

Heavy music

.

- Why did you believe Father Preynat
when did you see it in 2007?

- When you talk to me, I think.

It's on that
that it was the most unleashed.

Well Named!

So, my first question,
it's the children of course.

I said, "Was there any
the slightest child damaged or assaulted

"since 1990?"

He told me:

"No, I promise you
because I hate what I did. "

And that's it, I believed it.

If you prove me
that there were facts after,

it's dramatic.

I recognize the extreme violence
suffered by the victims,

but personally,
I have never covered a single act.

Thanks to God,
all these facts are prescribed.

Clamor

Some, maybe not.
Justice will decide.

- You measure the violence of:
"Thank God, it's prescribed."

- Uh yes ... Yes, that is to say ...

Legally,
the majority is prescribed.

- "Thanks to God"
means "fortunately".

- Yes...

It's just a mistake of my language,
I recognize him.

When I received this victim,
I asked him to send his letter.

There, I was horrified.

The first thing I did, even
for these ancient and prescribed facts,

I sent them to Rome
and Rome said to me

"It is not possible,
give him no more ministry. "

Thank you for taking me back.

- And the canonical process?

- I asked Pope Francis
if he could lift the prescription.

He accepted.

This procedure will be conducted

by several priests who will study
the coins, will hear the victims,

and render a canonical judgment.
- Would Preynat be sent back

in the secular state?

- It is possible.

jingle

.

- I wanted to toast.
To all of you.

At our work
within the association

who will lead us
to the conviction of Preynat

and I hope, to that of the Church
and Barbarin.

And tell you thank you
for everything you did ...

For your support. It changed my life.

It even made sense to him.

A value.
That's it, I know that today,

thanks to you,
all that we have lived, suffered,

will not be used for anything.
- We're going to cry!

- To the Lyonnais

of the year!

- I would have liked

see Barbarin's head.
- HEALTH!

- Health at all.
- Health.

- I bring the dessert.
- I will help you.

- Well, I wanted to tell you
only for Dominique and me,

the work is finished.

- What do you mean?
- We had to do pretty much

all media
apart from 30 million friends.

We have reached our goal.

Preynat will be judged.
- That's more the problem.

- As long as the Church
do not recognize his mistakes,

and refuses to evolve ...
- What he does not say,

it is necessary
to be together as a couple.

The association took
a lot of emotionally,

professionally.

- Our lives have been turned upside down.

I understand you.

- Everything is on track:
it's the lawyers who will do

the job.

- It breaks a little atmosphere but ...
- No.

Do not become fair beasts.

- Sorry?

- Give the victims back.

- We are victims.
- Others

victims!

- For the trial, is there a date?

- No.
- But Preynat is old. If he dies

or commit suicide, what happens?
- Nothing, darling.

No trial. All this will have been vain.

- No!

He will commit suicide forever!
Too proud!

- He could have an accident.

- The paranoid conspiracy!

- That would arrange the world
that he disappears.

- Yes, all the policies of Lyon
argue Barbarin.

- Good!

I had good news.
- AH?

- That's it, I did
a request for apostasy.

- What's this?

- It's when you get lost.

- Bravo.

- Too bad.

Sad!

- I have human values,
not Catholics: too much hypocrisy.

- We, our daughter

will not do his sacraments.

What matters is faith.

- I understand you. It's a strong gesture.
- No!

To fight against the Church,
you have to be inside.

Strength is when you are in it.
He's laughing.

- All your steps
prove the opposite, right?

- Yes,

we should all be done ...

- Apostatizer.
- And we communicate on it.

"The members of" The liberated Word "
leave religion

"Catholic."

It's enormous.

No?

I say that like that.

- We serve the dessert.
- No thanks.

I am going to smoke.
- I come.

- Thank you.

Melancholic music

- Hi!
- Thank you, it was great.

- Thank you.
- Emmanuel, are you brought back?

- No it's OK.

- Goodbye.
- Hi.

- Thanks see you soon.

- Goodbye and happy holidays.

- Merry Christmas!
- Yes, happy holidays.

- It's okay?
- Yes.

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Calm music

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Key

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Did you see the time?

- Mom had accepted.
Tomorrow is Sunday.

- You were with Elodie?
- Yes.

- It was good?
- Yes, we were at a party.

And you, dinner?
- It's okay, a little tense.

We are the Lyonnais of the year!

- Ah! Bravo!

- Do you know who won last year?
- No.

- Go ahead, guess.
- I dunno.

- Barbarin.
- It's enormous.

- Good night.
- Good night.

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Dad?

- Yes?

- Do you still believe in God?

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Children's choir

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Investigative Music

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Soft music

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Subtitling: HIVENTY