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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:02:33,493 --> 00:02:35,493 Wait here. 2 00:02:35,495 --> 00:02:37,030 Lily! 3 00:02:40,868 --> 00:02:42,737 I'll be right there. 4 00:02:55,015 --> 00:02:56,583 Lily! 5 00:03:51,672 --> 00:03:52,940 Lily! 6 00:04:24,872 --> 00:04:26,073 Lily! 7 00:04:59,872 --> 00:05:01,041 Hi, Lily. 8 00:05:02,910 --> 00:05:04,141 Hi. Uh, 9 00:05:04,143 --> 00:05:06,011 I'm sorry, you just... 10 00:05:06,013 --> 00:05:07,215 Is this your sword? 11 00:05:10,050 --> 00:05:11,815 Uh, no. 12 00:05:11,817 --> 00:05:12,884 It's, uh, 13 00:05:12,886 --> 00:05:14,655 it's my stepdad's. 14 00:05:16,023 --> 00:05:17,624 You look different. 15 00:05:18,958 --> 00:05:20,660 Yeah? 16 00:05:21,828 --> 00:05:23,894 You look good. 17 00:05:23,896 --> 00:05:25,297 Thanks. 18 00:05:25,299 --> 00:05:27,668 So do you... 19 00:05:31,071 --> 00:05:34,008 Well, okay, should we, uh, get started? 20 00:05:38,679 --> 00:05:41,011 "Despite his lack of experience in the field, 21 00:05:41,013 --> 00:05:42,781 Jared's contributions to the project 22 00:05:42,783 --> 00:05:44,949 were spectral." 23 00:05:44,951 --> 00:05:46,884 And does that make sense? 24 00:05:46,886 --> 00:05:48,189 Is Jared a ghost? 25 00:05:49,756 --> 00:05:51,189 - No. - How do you know? 26 00:05:51,191 --> 00:05:53,094 It doesn't say he's not a ghost. 27 00:05:55,062 --> 00:05:56,160 Um... 28 00:05:56,162 --> 00:05:57,963 so the answer is B, 29 00:05:57,965 --> 00:05:59,264 "significant". 30 00:05:59,266 --> 00:06:01,733 - This test is intolerable. - You're doing great. 31 00:06:01,735 --> 00:06:04,302 I'm better at applied skills. 32 00:06:04,304 --> 00:06:06,271 - I have business savvy. - Totally. 33 00:06:06,273 --> 00:06:08,072 I think my best option at this point 34 00:06:08,074 --> 00:06:10,175 would be to skip college and just to sort of 35 00:06:10,177 --> 00:06:13,011 - Steve Jobs my way through life. - That's an idea. 36 00:06:13,013 --> 00:06:14,812 You're good at this, though. 37 00:06:14,814 --> 00:06:17,050 Better than my actual tutor. How much are you charging? 38 00:06:18,951 --> 00:06:20,351 What are you talking about? 39 00:06:20,353 --> 00:06:22,786 I'm not charging you. 40 00:06:22,788 --> 00:06:24,858 We're hanging out. 41 00:06:29,129 --> 00:06:30,327 Okay. So, uh, 42 00:06:30,329 --> 00:06:32,963 moving on to passage comprehension. 43 00:06:32,965 --> 00:06:34,232 Do you wanna read, or should I? 44 00:06:34,234 --> 00:06:35,800 You start. 45 00:06:35,802 --> 00:06:37,302 Okay. 46 00:06:37,304 --> 00:06:39,303 "From Paul Revere to the Marlboro Man, 47 00:06:39,305 --> 00:06:41,105 one image has maintained a firm hold 48 00:06:41,107 --> 00:06:42,973 on the American imagination. 49 00:06:42,975 --> 00:06:45,910 As closely tied to notions of liberty as any flag or eagle, 50 00:06:45,912 --> 00:06:48,747 the horse..." 51 00:06:48,749 --> 00:06:51,850 You know what, actually this is longer than we need. 52 00:06:51,852 --> 00:06:53,220 Let's do a short one. 53 00:06:56,122 --> 00:06:58,055 Do you have any food here? 54 00:07:03,763 --> 00:07:04,995 So, yeah, 55 00:07:04,997 --> 00:07:06,331 I'm lucky to be at a school that values 56 00:07:06,333 --> 00:07:08,899 learning outside of the classroom. 57 00:07:08,901 --> 00:07:11,002 And you just finished all your classwork early? 58 00:07:11,004 --> 00:07:13,004 - Yup. - Was it hard? 59 00:07:13,006 --> 00:07:14,872 No. 60 00:07:14,874 --> 00:07:17,208 Trying to wrap my head around mutual funds 61 00:07:17,210 --> 00:07:19,347 and credit swaps was the hard part. 62 00:07:24,350 --> 00:07:25,886 Anyway... 63 00:07:27,119 --> 00:07:28,355 Shall we? 64 00:07:29,989 --> 00:07:31,292 Leave it. 65 00:07:40,966 --> 00:07:43,268 I'm sorry 66 00:07:43,270 --> 00:07:44,836 if I acted funny 67 00:07:44,838 --> 00:07:46,170 about that passage. 68 00:07:46,172 --> 00:07:48,206 It's only weird if you make it weird. 69 00:07:48,208 --> 00:07:50,809 Well, I just figured 70 00:07:50,811 --> 00:07:53,043 you might not wanna talk about it. 71 00:07:53,045 --> 00:07:54,913 - Why? - Well, 72 00:07:54,915 --> 00:07:57,982 I guess you're... 73 00:07:57,984 --> 00:07:59,887 feeling a lot of... 74 00:08:01,821 --> 00:08:03,855 feelings, uh, right now. 75 00:08:03,857 --> 00:08:05,122 It's fresh. 76 00:08:05,124 --> 00:08:06,858 Well, that's the funny thing, actually. 77 00:08:06,860 --> 00:08:09,860 - I really don't. - Don't what? 78 00:08:09,862 --> 00:08:11,165 Feel anything. 79 00:08:14,234 --> 00:08:16,134 Like, you're numb? 80 00:08:16,136 --> 00:08:19,002 Like you don't have any negative feelings... 81 00:08:19,004 --> 00:08:21,906 Like I don't have any feelings, ever. 82 00:08:26,045 --> 00:08:27,981 - Sure, you do. - I mean... 83 00:08:29,014 --> 00:08:31,249 sometimes I feel hungry or tired. 84 00:08:31,251 --> 00:08:32,484 But, like, joy, guilt? 85 00:08:32,486 --> 00:08:34,955 I really don't have any of those. 86 00:08:36,356 --> 00:08:38,956 I don't understand. 87 00:08:38,958 --> 00:08:40,958 Yeah, it's hard to explain. It's really only recently 88 00:08:40,960 --> 00:08:42,961 that I've been able to admit it to myself. 89 00:08:42,963 --> 00:08:44,361 Because I've gotten so good at watching 90 00:08:44,363 --> 00:08:46,096 and imitating other people's emotions 91 00:08:46,098 --> 00:08:48,099 that I sort of tricked myself 92 00:08:48,101 --> 00:08:49,234 into believing I have them, 93 00:08:49,236 --> 00:08:51,005 but I don't. 94 00:08:52,104 --> 00:08:55,139 So that's a, um... 95 00:08:55,141 --> 00:08:56,874 A what? 96 00:08:56,876 --> 00:08:58,942 A disorder or something? 97 00:08:58,944 --> 00:09:00,378 Oh. Well, 98 00:09:00,380 --> 00:09:03,014 the shrink would sure like it to be. 99 00:09:03,016 --> 00:09:06,083 First it was borderline personality, 100 00:09:06,085 --> 00:09:07,251 then severe depression, 101 00:09:07,253 --> 00:09:09,888 yesterday, she said it was antisocial 102 00:09:09,890 --> 00:09:11,456 with schizoid tendency. 103 00:09:11,458 --> 00:09:14,958 She's basically just flipping to random pages of the DSM-5 104 00:09:14,960 --> 00:09:17,197 and throwing medications at me. 105 00:09:18,998 --> 00:09:21,134 But I have a perfectly healthy brain. 106 00:09:22,368 --> 00:09:26,104 It just doesn't contain feelings. 107 00:09:26,106 --> 00:09:29,143 And that doesn't necessarily make me a bad person. 108 00:09:31,144 --> 00:09:32,943 It just means I have to work a little harder 109 00:09:32,945 --> 00:09:34,915 than everyone else to be good. 110 00:09:38,351 --> 00:09:39,551 Oh, uh... 111 00:09:42,122 --> 00:09:44,087 - Two hours? - Yeah. 112 00:09:44,089 --> 00:09:45,423 Glad you set an alarm to make sure 113 00:09:45,425 --> 00:09:47,962 we didn't hang out longer than intended. 114 00:09:48,527 --> 00:09:51,229 Oh, no... I mean, it... 115 00:09:51,231 --> 00:09:52,462 I have this thing with my mom... 116 00:09:52,464 --> 00:09:54,298 You know, I have my mom's email password. 117 00:09:54,300 --> 00:09:55,533 - Sorry? - It means I read 118 00:09:55,535 --> 00:09:56,567 her inbox daily. 119 00:09:56,569 --> 00:09:58,302 I saw your thread with her. 120 00:09:58,304 --> 00:10:00,437 How she had to bump up from a hundred 121 00:10:00,439 --> 00:10:03,176 to two hundred an hour to get you to do this. 122 00:10:07,179 --> 00:10:09,449 Just next time, don't say you're not charging. 123 00:10:13,987 --> 00:10:15,953 She was desperate to set up a playdate, by the way. 124 00:10:15,955 --> 00:10:17,187 She's been trying for two weeks. 125 00:10:17,189 --> 00:10:19,057 You could have gotten five hundred out of her 126 00:10:19,059 --> 00:10:20,394 if you'd stood pat. 127 00:11:08,507 --> 00:11:10,642 "...but the America I found when I got off the plane 128 00:11:10,644 --> 00:11:12,442 was nothing like Mother's stories. 129 00:11:12,444 --> 00:11:15,046 Cars stood in lines along ill-maintained highways 130 00:11:15,048 --> 00:11:16,547 and gangs of slump-shouldered men 131 00:11:16,549 --> 00:11:19,116 tossed dice in alleyways. 132 00:11:19,118 --> 00:11:21,219 I didn't know whether to feel betrayed by my mother, 133 00:11:21,221 --> 00:11:23,120 or to feel grief that, 134 00:11:23,122 --> 00:11:25,423 even as imperfect as this new land might be, 135 00:11:25,425 --> 00:11:27,227 she wasn't here to see it." 136 00:11:28,527 --> 00:11:31,528 Okay. So, how would you summarize that passage? 137 00:11:31,530 --> 00:11:33,563 - Bad. - No. 138 00:11:33,565 --> 00:11:35,633 Uh, not evaluate, 139 00:11:35,635 --> 00:11:37,434 just summarize. 140 00:11:37,436 --> 00:11:39,671 You make the arrangement by phone this time? 141 00:11:39,673 --> 00:11:42,072 - What are you talking about? - No email 142 00:11:42,074 --> 00:11:43,576 with my mom about payment. 143 00:11:45,311 --> 00:11:47,447 I'm not getting paid this time. 144 00:11:52,117 --> 00:11:54,619 I don't want payment. 145 00:11:54,621 --> 00:11:56,254 What do you want? 146 00:11:56,256 --> 00:11:59,657 Nothing. I just wanted to see you. 147 00:12:01,093 --> 00:12:02,592 Lily. 148 00:12:02,594 --> 00:12:05,465 I'm gonna go ride. You mind telling your mom... 149 00:12:07,199 --> 00:12:10,134 Um, Amanda, this is Mark. 150 00:12:10,136 --> 00:12:11,505 Mark, this is Amanda. 151 00:12:12,671 --> 00:12:14,307 Nice to meet you. 152 00:12:15,574 --> 00:12:17,277 Yeah. 153 00:12:18,410 --> 00:12:21,547 Did you need something? 154 00:12:24,483 --> 00:12:26,116 No. 155 00:12:26,118 --> 00:12:27,287 Okay. 156 00:12:28,288 --> 00:12:30,291 Okay. 157 00:12:38,330 --> 00:12:40,331 Okay, so question nine, 158 00:12:40,333 --> 00:12:42,533 "The author's attitude towards her mother's jade box 159 00:12:42,535 --> 00:12:44,534 can be primarily described as..." 160 00:12:44,536 --> 00:12:46,339 Wow. 161 00:12:48,341 --> 00:12:50,207 Wow, what? 162 00:12:50,209 --> 00:12:51,612 You hate him. 163 00:12:53,612 --> 00:12:55,616 Um... 164 00:12:57,516 --> 00:13:00,485 So it's "A, solemn. 165 00:13:00,487 --> 00:13:01,719 B, contemptuous..." 166 00:13:01,721 --> 00:13:03,256 You despise him. 167 00:13:04,656 --> 00:13:06,593 No, we... 168 00:13:07,593 --> 00:13:09,326 have our differences, 169 00:13:09,328 --> 00:13:11,428 but I'm trying very hard 170 00:13:11,430 --> 00:13:13,230 to have a pleasant 171 00:13:13,232 --> 00:13:15,633 and mature relationship with him. 172 00:13:15,635 --> 00:13:17,668 Hmm. 173 00:13:17,670 --> 00:13:19,736 So, "C, sardonic. 174 00:13:19,738 --> 00:13:21,172 D, ambivalent..." 175 00:13:21,174 --> 00:13:22,543 Because he's rich? 176 00:13:24,376 --> 00:13:25,643 - Excuse me? - Because he leaves you 177 00:13:25,645 --> 00:13:27,348 envelopes of money? 178 00:13:29,348 --> 00:13:32,383 Okay, that was for my broken laptop. 179 00:13:32,385 --> 00:13:34,251 He doesn't just leave me envelopes of money... 180 00:13:34,253 --> 00:13:35,653 Okay, but you and your mom must still know 181 00:13:35,655 --> 00:13:37,522 that it's in your best interest to keep him happy. 182 00:13:37,524 --> 00:13:40,191 Okay, I... actually, I think we're done here. 183 00:13:40,193 --> 00:13:41,495 What's wrong? 184 00:13:44,631 --> 00:13:46,464 I don't know. 185 00:13:46,466 --> 00:13:49,167 I just think you should be honest about your feelings. 186 00:13:49,169 --> 00:13:51,668 Otherwise it starts coming out in passive-aggressive ways. 187 00:13:51,670 --> 00:13:53,604 Like, for instance, you start inviting 188 00:13:53,606 --> 00:13:55,472 your creepy friend over to make him mad. 189 00:13:55,474 --> 00:13:57,508 - That's not why you're here. - Of course it is. 190 00:13:57,510 --> 00:13:59,476 Look, if that's how you feel, then why don't you go 191 00:13:59,478 --> 00:14:01,345 ask your mom to buy you another friend? 192 00:14:01,347 --> 00:14:03,717 I'm sure you're just rolling in options. 193 00:14:08,288 --> 00:14:09,419 The answer is "D, 194 00:14:09,421 --> 00:14:10,656 ambivalent." 195 00:14:14,526 --> 00:14:16,461 That's right. 196 00:14:16,463 --> 00:14:18,229 You know, my friend taught me this trick, 197 00:14:18,231 --> 00:14:20,630 where whenever it says "ambivalent" on the SAT, 198 00:14:20,632 --> 00:14:22,268 that's the answer. 199 00:14:23,670 --> 00:14:27,304 You're not hurt? 200 00:14:27,306 --> 00:14:28,706 It's the first honest thing you've said to me 201 00:14:28,708 --> 00:14:30,410 since sixth grade. 202 00:14:38,383 --> 00:14:40,851 You're incredibly off-putting and you freak me out. 203 00:14:40,853 --> 00:14:42,352 There you go. 204 00:14:42,354 --> 00:14:44,754 In kind of a fascinating way, 205 00:14:44,756 --> 00:14:48,525 like a YouTube video of a giant zit being popped 206 00:14:48,527 --> 00:14:50,561 or a baby born without a face. 207 00:14:50,563 --> 00:14:51,662 Love those videos. 208 00:14:51,664 --> 00:14:54,365 You actually smell kind of weird. 209 00:14:54,367 --> 00:14:55,732 - Really? - Yeah. 210 00:14:55,734 --> 00:14:57,701 - Have you showered? - Only every couple of days, 211 00:14:57,703 --> 00:14:59,269 lately. But no one said anything 212 00:14:59,271 --> 00:15:00,638 so I thought I was getting away with it. 213 00:15:00,640 --> 00:15:01,809 You're not. 214 00:15:03,343 --> 00:15:04,545 Not sorry I tried. 215 00:15:08,448 --> 00:15:09,583 How's that feel? 216 00:15:11,483 --> 00:15:12,817 Really good. 217 00:15:12,819 --> 00:15:15,485 Seems like it. 218 00:15:15,487 --> 00:15:17,822 Well, we should actually 219 00:15:17,824 --> 00:15:19,660 probably get back to work. 220 00:15:21,294 --> 00:15:23,297 - Sorry. - No... 221 00:15:24,664 --> 00:15:27,565 Sorry. That was just sudden. 222 00:15:27,567 --> 00:15:29,267 It looked like an attack. 223 00:15:29,269 --> 00:15:31,405 - No, I was trying... - Right... 224 00:16:59,692 --> 00:17:01,993 Come here. 225 00:17:01,995 --> 00:17:03,760 Why do you do this to me, Frank? 226 00:17:03,762 --> 00:17:06,364 - Yikes. - What? 227 00:17:06,366 --> 00:17:08,566 That's the worst fake crying I've ever seen. 228 00:17:08,568 --> 00:17:09,634 Do you have to go? 229 00:17:09,636 --> 00:17:10,835 I have to go, Paula. I know... 230 00:17:10,837 --> 00:17:12,470 - She's... - All right, go... 231 00:17:12,472 --> 00:17:13,871 - Trying. - Go anywhere you like. 232 00:17:13,873 --> 00:17:15,506 You can go to blazes for all I care. 233 00:17:15,508 --> 00:17:16,874 Paula. 234 00:17:16,876 --> 00:17:19,509 Paula. 235 00:17:19,511 --> 00:17:22,512 - Look, that's better. - Yes, I know I'm... 236 00:17:22,514 --> 00:17:23,948 - I'm being foolish. - Actually, 237 00:17:23,950 --> 00:17:25,816 that might not even be fake. 238 00:17:25,818 --> 00:17:27,817 It is. 239 00:17:27,819 --> 00:17:30,520 No, look, those are real tears. 240 00:17:30,522 --> 00:17:31,821 She's just using The Technique. 241 00:17:31,823 --> 00:17:33,359 The what? 242 00:17:35,028 --> 00:17:36,794 Come on, fix your face. 243 00:17:36,796 --> 00:17:38,663 We'll go down to Eddie's and have a drink. 244 00:17:38,665 --> 00:17:41,464 I mean, maybe she actually fell in love with the actor. 245 00:17:41,466 --> 00:17:43,733 And they're fucking between takes, and... 246 00:17:43,735 --> 00:17:44,902 it's the last week of shooting, 247 00:17:44,904 --> 00:17:46,936 so she knows she has to return home 248 00:17:46,938 --> 00:17:49,673 to her loveless 1940s marriage, and... 249 00:17:56,715 --> 00:17:58,782 The Technique. 250 00:17:58,784 --> 00:18:00,050 Holy shit. 251 00:18:00,052 --> 00:18:01,618 Yeah. 252 00:18:01,620 --> 00:18:02,787 You can just... 253 00:18:02,789 --> 00:18:04,488 do that on cue? 254 00:18:04,490 --> 00:18:05,791 Years of practice. 255 00:18:08,027 --> 00:18:09,830 Can you teach me? 256 00:18:16,435 --> 00:18:17,667 So you basically have to learn 257 00:18:17,669 --> 00:18:19,970 all the automatic, like, processes 258 00:18:19,972 --> 00:18:21,571 that get triggered when you cry, 259 00:18:21,573 --> 00:18:24,808 and then sort of manually generate each one. 260 00:18:24,810 --> 00:18:26,711 It feeds back to the brain, and then the tears 261 00:18:26,713 --> 00:18:28,014 just come naturally. 262 00:18:29,982 --> 00:18:31,715 You finished boarding school by March. 263 00:18:31,717 --> 00:18:33,517 Don't act like this is confusing. 264 00:18:33,519 --> 00:18:34,652 Okay. 265 00:18:34,654 --> 00:18:35,885 Where does it start? 266 00:18:35,887 --> 00:18:37,590 Right here. 267 00:18:40,659 --> 00:18:42,559 Tiny gulps of air. 268 00:18:50,001 --> 00:18:53,069 It's like you're choking yourself... 269 00:18:53,071 --> 00:18:54,571 from the inside. 270 00:19:01,614 --> 00:19:03,750 - Is it working? - No. 271 00:19:12,625 --> 00:19:14,627 - Hi, Mark. - Hi, Mark. 272 00:19:15,794 --> 00:19:17,027 Where's your mother? 273 00:19:17,029 --> 00:19:18,095 Some work-party thing. 274 00:19:18,097 --> 00:19:19,663 What work-party thing? 275 00:19:19,665 --> 00:19:21,832 I don't know. Some work-party thing. 276 00:19:21,834 --> 00:19:22,932 I didn't know your mom worked. 277 00:19:22,934 --> 00:19:24,501 Come talk to me upstairs, please. 278 00:19:24,503 --> 00:19:25,702 Okay. 279 00:19:25,704 --> 00:19:27,837 After the next commercial break. 280 00:19:27,839 --> 00:19:29,507 - Now. - I don't wanna leave 281 00:19:29,509 --> 00:19:31,875 - Amanda alone. - Amanda will be fine here alone. 282 00:19:31,877 --> 00:19:33,679 I'm quite afraid of the dark. 283 00:19:36,915 --> 00:19:38,582 How long are you here, Amanda? 284 00:19:38,584 --> 00:19:40,084 My mom's gonna pick me up around midnight. 285 00:19:40,086 --> 00:19:41,986 Hmm. 286 00:19:41,988 --> 00:19:43,857 Midnight's late for us. 287 00:19:44,991 --> 00:19:46,824 Lily can give you a ride home now. 288 00:19:46,826 --> 00:19:48,625 Two teens in one car, at night? 289 00:19:48,627 --> 00:19:49,993 That's an accident waiting to happen. 290 00:19:49,995 --> 00:19:51,996 Yeah. I mean, we're always turning up the radio 291 00:19:51,998 --> 00:19:54,064 - super loud... - Texting while driving. 292 00:19:54,066 --> 00:19:56,066 I'll call your mom. 293 00:19:56,068 --> 00:19:57,567 She can come pick you up now. 294 00:19:57,569 --> 00:19:58,769 - She's busy. - Doing what? 295 00:19:58,771 --> 00:20:00,540 Chemotherapy. 296 00:20:09,816 --> 00:20:11,050 'Night. 297 00:20:25,665 --> 00:20:27,064 You ever talk to your mom? 298 00:20:27,066 --> 00:20:29,866 - About what? - Him. 299 00:20:29,868 --> 00:20:31,602 What would I even say? 300 00:20:31,604 --> 00:20:33,069 The way he makes you feel. 301 00:20:33,071 --> 00:20:35,573 You'd think that would matter to her? 302 00:20:35,575 --> 00:20:37,611 You'd think... 303 00:20:41,079 --> 00:20:42,915 Just grabbin' my juice. 304 00:20:47,619 --> 00:20:48,821 His juice? 305 00:20:49,922 --> 00:20:52,025 It's a cleanse. 306 00:20:53,893 --> 00:20:55,859 Three weeks out of the month he pounds steak, 307 00:20:55,861 --> 00:20:58,095 and the last week he juices exclusively. 308 00:20:58,097 --> 00:20:59,963 - Is that healthy? - I think 309 00:20:59,965 --> 00:21:03,901 you're only supposed to do it once a year. 310 00:21:03,903 --> 00:21:06,103 Hopefully, one of these days he'll just... 311 00:21:06,105 --> 00:21:07,904 juice himself to death. 312 00:21:12,778 --> 00:21:14,111 What's that? 313 00:21:14,113 --> 00:21:15,246 The ergometer. 314 00:21:15,248 --> 00:21:17,146 The what? 315 00:21:17,148 --> 00:21:18,982 The ergometer. 316 00:21:18,984 --> 00:21:20,984 It's like a rowing machine. 317 00:21:22,254 --> 00:21:24,888 He's on that thing at all hours. 318 00:21:24,890 --> 00:21:26,123 I think it's a deliberate effort 319 00:21:26,125 --> 00:21:28,726 to make me lose my fucking mind. 320 00:21:28,728 --> 00:21:30,193 Tell me, Frank, what is it? 321 00:21:30,195 --> 00:21:31,961 Give me a chance to fight back. Just give me a chance. 322 00:21:33,732 --> 00:21:35,199 Come on. 323 00:21:35,201 --> 00:21:37,103 Let's go steal some of his wine. 324 00:21:43,742 --> 00:21:45,811 You ever think about just killing him? 325 00:21:54,986 --> 00:21:57,855 I mean, no. 326 00:21:57,857 --> 00:22:00,758 You could at least consider it. 327 00:22:00,760 --> 00:22:03,059 - No. - Just weigh the pros and cons. 328 00:22:03,061 --> 00:22:04,694 - No. - Why don't you consider 329 00:22:04,696 --> 00:22:06,096 all options? 330 00:22:06,098 --> 00:22:08,097 Yeah. Not, like, murder. 331 00:22:08,099 --> 00:22:09,266 Yeah, sure it's outside the box, 332 00:22:09,268 --> 00:22:12,036 but you can only get so far 333 00:22:12,038 --> 00:22:14,207 thinking how everyone else thinks. 334 00:22:15,774 --> 00:22:17,307 Look at Steve Jobs. 335 00:22:17,309 --> 00:22:19,076 - What? - I'm just going off 336 00:22:19,078 --> 00:22:21,815 what you're giving me. It's a cost-benefit analysis. 337 00:22:23,049 --> 00:22:25,048 It seems like you could generate a lot of benefit 338 00:22:25,050 --> 00:22:26,817 for a lot of people. 339 00:22:26,819 --> 00:22:29,686 Except I'd spend the rest of my life in jail. 340 00:22:29,688 --> 00:22:31,724 Why are you assuming you'd get caught? 341 00:22:38,097 --> 00:22:40,196 I should not have to explain this. 342 00:22:40,198 --> 00:22:42,066 Probably what people said to Columbus 343 00:22:42,068 --> 00:22:43,933 when he was like, "I think the world is round, 344 00:22:43,935 --> 00:22:45,803 instead of flat and surrounded by dragons." 345 00:22:45,805 --> 00:22:47,203 They were like, "No, dumbass, 346 00:22:47,205 --> 00:22:49,138 we shouldn't have to explain this." 347 00:22:49,140 --> 00:22:51,741 It's probably what people said to Steve Jobs when he was like, 348 00:22:51,743 --> 00:22:53,109 "This MP3 player is also a phone." 349 00:22:53,111 --> 00:22:55,112 Okay, can we please stop talking about Steve Jobs? 350 00:22:55,114 --> 00:22:56,913 Steve Jobs never fucking murdered someone. 351 00:22:56,915 --> 00:22:58,348 I think most of this country's moral norms 352 00:22:58,350 --> 00:23:00,951 comes from weird old Puritan bullshit. 353 00:23:00,953 --> 00:23:03,721 A human life isn't some sacred thing. 354 00:23:03,723 --> 00:23:05,122 There's nothing holy about a dick and a vaj 355 00:23:05,124 --> 00:23:08,224 getting together and spitting out a little dude. 356 00:23:08,226 --> 00:23:10,259 If that dude causes more bad than good, 357 00:23:10,261 --> 00:23:12,962 then he's like a, you know... 358 00:23:12,964 --> 00:23:16,200 a piece of malfunctioning machinery. 359 00:23:16,202 --> 00:23:18,368 A lame horse. 360 00:23:18,370 --> 00:23:19,970 Right. 361 00:23:19,972 --> 00:23:21,337 Should be taken out back and put down. 362 00:23:21,339 --> 00:23:23,240 - See? You get it. - You know what you sound like? 363 00:23:23,242 --> 00:23:24,942 - What? - A Nazi. 364 00:23:24,944 --> 00:23:26,943 I had to leave school before we did World War II 365 00:23:26,945 --> 00:23:29,982 but I think it was about race, with them? 366 00:23:32,084 --> 00:23:33,887 I think you should leave. 367 00:23:35,820 --> 00:23:37,855 - Why? - I just... 368 00:23:37,857 --> 00:23:39,091 think you should. 369 00:23:41,027 --> 00:23:42,996 - I don't get it. - You don't have to. 370 00:23:50,136 --> 00:23:51,905 You're sure? 371 00:24:10,021 --> 00:24:11,357 Okay. 372 00:24:33,111 --> 00:24:35,412 Nice and slow. 373 00:24:35,414 --> 00:24:38,182 That's the way I wanna see you go, Bigelow, 374 00:24:38,184 --> 00:24:40,319 nice and slow. 375 00:25:49,387 --> 00:25:51,421 Anticline Capital Partners. 376 00:25:51,423 --> 00:25:54,024 Hey, how's it going? 377 00:25:54,026 --> 00:25:55,526 It's going fine, ma'am. 378 00:25:55,528 --> 00:25:57,894 How can I help you? 379 00:25:57,896 --> 00:26:00,230 Yeah, I'm just calling about your, um, 380 00:26:00,232 --> 00:26:02,035 your internship program. 381 00:26:03,402 --> 00:26:05,402 To my knowledge, we don't have 382 00:26:05,404 --> 00:26:06,940 an internship program. 383 00:26:10,075 --> 00:26:11,344 What about Lily? 384 00:26:13,111 --> 00:26:14,980 What about who? 385 00:26:22,120 --> 00:26:23,220 Front desk. 386 00:26:23,222 --> 00:26:25,221 Hi, this is Andover? 387 00:26:25,223 --> 00:26:27,057 Uh, yes, how can I help you? 388 00:26:27,059 --> 00:26:29,125 This is Rhonda with Edible Arrangements. 389 00:26:29,127 --> 00:26:30,460 We just had an issue with a delivery, 390 00:26:30,462 --> 00:26:34,030 and wanted to confirm a student mailing address. 391 00:26:34,032 --> 00:26:35,432 All right. 392 00:26:35,434 --> 00:26:38,104 You do have a "Lily Reynolds" at the school? 393 00:26:44,210 --> 00:26:46,279 Would you like me to repeat the question? 394 00:26:48,213 --> 00:26:50,282 That student is actually... 395 00:26:52,084 --> 00:26:54,317 Hold on one minute. I'm going to transfer your call. 396 00:26:54,319 --> 00:26:56,185 Okay. 397 00:26:56,187 --> 00:26:58,424 Ma'am, what did you say your name was? 398 00:27:00,259 --> 00:27:01,426 Ma'am? 399 00:27:48,240 --> 00:27:50,108 Mom? 400 00:28:12,063 --> 00:28:13,265 Lily. 401 00:28:28,480 --> 00:28:30,116 Don't yell... 402 00:28:30,549 --> 00:28:32,218 in the house. 403 00:28:32,617 --> 00:28:34,684 Sorry. 404 00:28:34,686 --> 00:28:36,188 Where's Mom? 405 00:29:16,494 --> 00:29:17,560 Oh, hi. 406 00:29:17,562 --> 00:29:19,395 What is this? 407 00:29:19,397 --> 00:29:21,634 Oh, Mark put it in on Wednesday. 408 00:29:22,634 --> 00:29:24,334 I need your car keys. 409 00:29:24,336 --> 00:29:26,271 Sure. They're in my jeans. 410 00:29:27,271 --> 00:29:29,605 Which are somewhere. 411 00:29:29,607 --> 00:29:31,641 Oh, by the way, I booked us a spa trip in two weeks. 412 00:29:31,643 --> 00:29:33,379 I hope you'll join me. 413 00:29:35,481 --> 00:29:37,349 How long have you been in here? 414 00:29:39,318 --> 00:29:41,253 Um, not long. 415 00:29:43,187 --> 00:29:45,257 Mark likes it when I have a little color. 416 00:29:48,626 --> 00:29:50,296 I'm going out. 417 00:30:11,282 --> 00:30:12,782 ...she turns out to be this crazy person 418 00:30:12,784 --> 00:30:14,384 and it's just fucking like... 419 00:30:14,386 --> 00:30:15,786 How could you do that? It's her own horse. 420 00:30:15,788 --> 00:30:18,654 Are you fucking kidding me? That's crazy! 421 00:30:18,656 --> 00:30:20,656 I mean, uh, it must be really crazy for you 422 00:30:20,658 --> 00:30:23,292 because you guys were friends and everything, so it's like... 423 00:30:23,294 --> 00:30:26,563 Uh, yeah, but like a million years ago, so... 424 00:30:26,565 --> 00:30:28,298 If you need someone to, you know, talk to... 425 00:30:29,300 --> 00:30:31,268 You've seen the pictures, right? 426 00:30:31,270 --> 00:30:32,536 - No. - Zach Friedrich's dad 427 00:30:32,538 --> 00:30:34,237 is part-owner of the stable. 428 00:30:34,239 --> 00:30:36,205 He found the, like, the photos. 429 00:30:36,207 --> 00:30:37,540 His dad was sending them to their lawyer. 430 00:30:37,542 --> 00:30:39,276 So, Zach sent them to Connor 431 00:30:39,278 --> 00:30:41,278 and Connor obviously sent them to 10 other people. 432 00:30:41,280 --> 00:30:42,546 She's fucking 15, dude! 433 00:30:42,548 --> 00:30:44,548 Yes, and that's plenty old enough to decide 434 00:30:44,550 --> 00:30:46,383 who she wants to hang out with. 435 00:30:46,385 --> 00:30:48,285 So, I'm sorry if your girlfriend would rather... 436 00:30:48,287 --> 00:30:50,186 She's not my girlfriend, all right? 437 00:30:50,188 --> 00:30:51,454 She's my fucking sister! 438 00:30:51,456 --> 00:30:52,756 All right, well, whatever she is. 439 00:30:52,758 --> 00:30:56,192 She is an intelligent, like, being 440 00:30:56,194 --> 00:30:57,626 who can make up her own mind about the people 441 00:30:57,628 --> 00:30:59,296 she wants to hang out with. Am I wrong? 442 00:30:59,298 --> 00:31:00,696 What the fuck is he even doing here? 443 00:31:00,698 --> 00:31:02,432 Whoa. "What the fuck am I even doing here"? 444 00:31:02,434 --> 00:31:05,201 I am providing you all with early drug experiences 445 00:31:05,203 --> 00:31:06,670 that you will forever cherish. That's what the fuck I'm doing. 446 00:31:06,672 --> 00:31:08,337 - And who the fuck are you? - You went to school 447 00:31:08,339 --> 00:31:09,739 - with my cousin. - Okay, great. What's his name? 448 00:31:09,741 --> 00:31:11,807 This guy did fucking jail time. 449 00:31:11,809 --> 00:31:13,343 Statutory rape. 450 00:31:13,345 --> 00:31:14,678 He fucked someone our age when he was 25. 451 00:31:14,680 --> 00:31:16,512 All right. All right. All right. All right. 452 00:31:16,514 --> 00:31:17,614 I was 23. 453 00:31:17,616 --> 00:31:19,615 You gorilla-faced dumbass! 454 00:31:19,617 --> 00:31:21,651 Hey, put that fucking phone away! 455 00:31:21,653 --> 00:31:23,385 You know what? I refuse. 456 00:31:23,387 --> 00:31:25,788 I refuse... put the fucking phone away! 457 00:31:25,790 --> 00:31:28,825 I refuse to stand trial in front of this kangaroo court... fuck. 458 00:31:28,827 --> 00:31:30,426 Shit! Fuck! 459 00:31:30,428 --> 00:31:35,397 - Fuck you! - Fucking evil children. 460 00:31:35,399 --> 00:31:38,737 Oh, shit, fucking children. Goddammit... 461 00:32:00,626 --> 00:32:02,261 Is this your car? 462 00:32:03,462 --> 00:32:04,830 Let me get out of your way. 463 00:32:06,431 --> 00:32:08,397 Unless, um, 464 00:32:08,399 --> 00:32:10,402 - you want in on this? - No. 465 00:32:11,770 --> 00:32:14,270 I see that glimmer. 466 00:32:14,272 --> 00:32:17,274 - Don't be ashamed. - I'm good. Thanks. 467 00:32:17,276 --> 00:32:18,874 - I'm Tim. - I'll... 468 00:32:18,876 --> 00:32:20,713 I'll call the cops. 469 00:32:22,580 --> 00:32:23,815 All right. 470 00:32:28,819 --> 00:32:30,653 You know, I saw you 471 00:32:30,655 --> 00:32:33,390 earlier in the night back there. 472 00:32:33,392 --> 00:32:34,760 Keeping to yourself. 473 00:32:36,461 --> 00:32:39,499 Something is weighing on you. 474 00:32:40,632 --> 00:32:42,531 - Let's talk it out. - No. 475 00:32:42,533 --> 00:32:44,667 Come on. I'm a really good listener. 476 00:32:44,669 --> 00:32:46,438 I really have to go. 477 00:32:49,808 --> 00:32:51,410 Where did you go to school? 478 00:32:53,377 --> 00:32:54,614 I board. 479 00:32:55,847 --> 00:32:58,815 And it makes you miserable. 480 00:32:58,817 --> 00:33:01,317 It's like a glorified fuckin' prison. 481 00:33:09,328 --> 00:33:11,627 You ever think about dropping out? 482 00:33:11,629 --> 00:33:14,564 - Why would I do that? - It's what I did. 483 00:33:14,566 --> 00:33:17,366 Followed my, uh, 484 00:33:17,368 --> 00:33:19,635 entrepreneurial instincts. 485 00:33:19,637 --> 00:33:22,404 It's the best decision I ever made. 486 00:33:22,406 --> 00:33:23,608 Clearly. 487 00:33:26,478 --> 00:33:28,811 You know, the thing about this town is... 488 00:33:28,813 --> 00:33:31,448 the sawdust smells fantastic, 489 00:33:31,450 --> 00:33:34,851 but you are still in a hamster cage. 490 00:33:34,853 --> 00:33:36,885 Meanwhile, out there, 491 00:33:36,887 --> 00:33:39,556 there are more billionaires 492 00:33:39,558 --> 00:33:41,590 under 30 493 00:33:41,592 --> 00:33:44,496 than at any moment in human history. 494 00:33:49,867 --> 00:33:52,838 It's our time, motherfucker. 495 00:35:17,722 --> 00:35:19,891 - Well, hello, you! - Hi. 496 00:35:21,892 --> 00:35:23,926 Did she... 497 00:35:23,928 --> 00:35:25,631 Did you come here to... 498 00:35:27,031 --> 00:35:30,466 - Did she do something? - Uh, no. 499 00:35:30,468 --> 00:35:32,905 No, I'm, I'm just here to say hi. 500 00:35:33,905 --> 00:35:35,441 Oh. 501 00:35:36,941 --> 00:35:38,107 What... come on in. 502 00:35:38,109 --> 00:35:40,542 Come in. 503 00:35:40,544 --> 00:35:41,747 She's out back. 504 00:35:52,691 --> 00:35:54,959 What's she doing out there? 505 00:35:58,028 --> 00:35:59,962 I don't know. 506 00:35:59,964 --> 00:36:03,566 ...believe as much of that delicious stem, 507 00:36:03,568 --> 00:36:06,636 which has the same flavor as the artichoke heart, 508 00:36:06,638 --> 00:36:09,538 and also looks really cool. 509 00:36:09,540 --> 00:36:10,874 Just hit him. 510 00:36:10,876 --> 00:36:12,841 - What? - Just hit him. 511 00:36:12,843 --> 00:36:15,511 ...we cut straight across 512 00:36:15,513 --> 00:36:16,647 into thin pieces. 513 00:36:16,649 --> 00:36:18,747 Now at this point you can eat this raw. 514 00:36:18,749 --> 00:36:20,816 And I often make a little salad 515 00:36:20,818 --> 00:36:22,718 that we use with a little lemon juice 516 00:36:22,720 --> 00:36:24,787 and a little extra virgin and olive oil 517 00:36:24,789 --> 00:36:26,723 and eat them 518 00:36:26,725 --> 00:36:27,924 with something called bresaola, 519 00:36:27,926 --> 00:36:29,495 which is air-dried beef. 520 00:36:33,631 --> 00:36:34,696 Twenty-five. 521 00:36:34,698 --> 00:36:35,964 Bullshit. It was 30. 522 00:36:35,966 --> 00:36:38,002 Fine. Thirty. 523 00:38:05,656 --> 00:38:07,992 Hey, um... 524 00:38:08,926 --> 00:38:10,095 so... 525 00:38:11,963 --> 00:38:14,999 that thing you said the other night. 526 00:38:17,868 --> 00:38:19,035 Which thing? 527 00:38:19,037 --> 00:38:20,205 About Mark. 528 00:38:21,872 --> 00:38:23,872 Yeah? 529 00:38:23,874 --> 00:38:25,140 Well, 530 00:38:25,142 --> 00:38:27,977 you said something like, 531 00:38:27,979 --> 00:38:30,683 "Why are you assuming you'd get caught?" 532 00:38:33,251 --> 00:38:34,919 Uh-huh. 533 00:38:36,086 --> 00:38:38,154 So, like... 534 00:38:38,156 --> 00:38:39,758 hypothetically, 535 00:38:41,760 --> 00:38:44,930 if you were going to do it, 536 00:38:49,767 --> 00:38:51,803 how would you... 537 00:38:53,203 --> 00:38:54,807 do it? 538 00:38:57,142 --> 00:38:59,042 Well, I wouldn't... 539 00:38:59,044 --> 00:39:00,646 do it. 540 00:39:04,182 --> 00:39:06,252 That's what you want me to say. 541 00:39:08,218 --> 00:39:10,655 I don't want you to say anything. 542 00:39:12,790 --> 00:39:14,093 Just asking. 543 00:39:32,042 --> 00:39:34,343 I do think that you could be... 544 00:39:34,345 --> 00:39:36,014 more honest. 545 00:39:42,921 --> 00:39:44,988 "The mounting pressure of my coursework, 546 00:39:44,990 --> 00:39:47,357 combined with the emotional toll of losing my father..." 547 00:39:47,359 --> 00:39:48,991 You don't have to read it out loud. 548 00:39:48,993 --> 00:39:50,926 "...drove me to confuse the thin line 549 00:39:50,928 --> 00:39:53,698 between research and plagiarism." 550 00:39:54,832 --> 00:39:55,897 How about you just say: 551 00:39:55,899 --> 00:39:58,234 "Drove me to go online and find... 552 00:39:58,236 --> 00:40:01,069 Okay, I really don't need your line edits. 553 00:40:01,071 --> 00:40:03,238 Then why are you asking me to read it? 554 00:40:03,240 --> 00:40:05,274 Because I need a parent's signature 555 00:40:05,276 --> 00:40:06,776 on my reapplication form. 556 00:40:06,778 --> 00:40:09,245 Right, but... 557 00:40:09,247 --> 00:40:10,749 What? 558 00:40:12,751 --> 00:40:14,082 We've been having the conversation 559 00:40:14,084 --> 00:40:16,254 about next year, and... 560 00:40:17,287 --> 00:40:19,756 we feel really good 561 00:40:19,758 --> 00:40:21,926 about Brookmore. 562 00:40:24,896 --> 00:40:26,129 He has a friend who's on the board 563 00:40:26,131 --> 00:40:27,863 and they're really very good at... 564 00:40:27,865 --> 00:40:31,133 Brookmore is a place for girls 565 00:40:31,135 --> 00:40:33,035 with very severe behavioral issues. 566 00:40:33,037 --> 00:40:34,870 How is this even part of the conversation? 567 00:40:34,872 --> 00:40:36,839 - That's not true. - If I'm not readmitted, 568 00:40:36,841 --> 00:40:38,743 then I'm staying local. 569 00:40:41,312 --> 00:40:42,915 We, um... 570 00:40:45,283 --> 00:40:46,848 We think you'd do really well 571 00:40:46,850 --> 00:40:48,917 in a supportive environment. 572 00:40:51,321 --> 00:40:53,189 - He doesn't want me here. - No... 573 00:40:53,191 --> 00:40:55,991 No, that's not it at all. 574 00:40:55,993 --> 00:40:58,127 You know how much effort he puts in every day 575 00:40:58,129 --> 00:40:59,895 getting closer to you. 576 00:40:59,897 --> 00:41:01,196 I got admitted into Andover, I've... 577 00:41:01,198 --> 00:41:02,432 You were admitted to Andover 578 00:41:02,434 --> 00:41:04,336 because your dad wrote them a check. 579 00:41:10,175 --> 00:41:11,943 This is a not a conversation. 580 00:41:13,444 --> 00:41:15,912 We've already made the down payment. 581 00:44:01,546 --> 00:44:03,979 - I'm fine. - Honey, 582 00:44:03,981 --> 00:44:05,214 you can't go in looking like that. 583 00:44:05,216 --> 00:44:06,415 - I'm fine. - Let me just fix it... 584 00:44:06,417 --> 00:44:07,582 I'm fine. Ow. 585 00:44:07,584 --> 00:44:09,453 Are you gonna make me repeat myself? 586 00:44:10,521 --> 00:44:12,220 - Don't do that... - Are you gonna make me 587 00:44:12,222 --> 00:44:14,223 repeat myself? I said I'm fucking fine! 588 00:44:14,225 --> 00:44:15,390 I was just trying to help. 589 00:44:15,392 --> 00:44:17,125 Do you speak English? 590 00:44:17,127 --> 00:44:18,394 Or am I gonna have to stand here all day 591 00:44:18,396 --> 00:44:20,395 like a fucking robot repeating myself. 592 00:44:20,397 --> 00:44:21,596 "I'm fine. I'm fine. 593 00:44:21,598 --> 00:44:23,501 I'm fine. I'm fine!" 594 00:44:26,104 --> 00:44:27,506 Jesus Christ! 595 00:44:49,193 --> 00:44:50,562 I saw the photos. 596 00:44:58,269 --> 00:44:59,571 Oh. 597 00:45:01,205 --> 00:45:02,607 You're not gonna say anything? 598 00:45:03,640 --> 00:45:05,343 What do you want me to say? 599 00:45:08,412 --> 00:45:10,245 I guess I didn't realize you did it like that. 600 00:45:10,247 --> 00:45:11,513 Well, that's not how I wanted it to go. 601 00:45:11,515 --> 00:45:13,281 - Well, what did you to happen? - Obviously, 602 00:45:13,283 --> 00:45:15,417 I wanted to get it done by a vet. 603 00:45:15,419 --> 00:45:17,419 He was never gonna walk again. 604 00:45:17,421 --> 00:45:19,354 But you know my mom. 605 00:45:19,356 --> 00:45:21,357 She's the type of person that gets weepy 606 00:45:21,359 --> 00:45:23,325 when she imagines her horse going to sleep 607 00:45:23,327 --> 00:45:25,461 and never waking up. And when a... 608 00:45:25,463 --> 00:45:27,562 weak moral character like that runs your household... 609 00:45:27,564 --> 00:45:29,198 But still, you didn't have to... 610 00:45:29,200 --> 00:45:31,100 Well, if the Midazolam Hydrochloride had worked 611 00:45:31,102 --> 00:45:32,567 - like it was supposed to... - The what? 612 00:45:32,569 --> 00:45:34,069 The Midazolam Hydrochloride. 613 00:45:34,071 --> 00:45:36,305 If it had worked like it was supposed to, 614 00:45:36,307 --> 00:45:37,575 then it just would have been... 615 00:45:41,245 --> 00:45:43,312 Unfortunately, 616 00:45:43,314 --> 00:45:46,151 quality control on black-market drugs is poor. 617 00:45:47,352 --> 00:45:50,118 Honeymooner was going into convulsions. 618 00:45:50,120 --> 00:45:51,587 He was bucking hard 619 00:45:51,589 --> 00:45:54,122 and he broke the splint. 620 00:45:54,124 --> 00:45:55,357 And then he... 621 00:45:55,359 --> 00:45:56,558 broke the other leg, too. 622 00:45:56,560 --> 00:45:59,363 But you don't wanna hear about this. 623 00:46:09,439 --> 00:46:11,307 By that point, it just became a question 624 00:46:11,309 --> 00:46:13,609 of ending it as quickly as possible. 625 00:46:13,611 --> 00:46:16,345 And I Googled methods of execution. 626 00:46:16,347 --> 00:46:17,712 I didn't have a gun, 627 00:46:17,714 --> 00:46:19,180 so that was out. 628 00:46:19,182 --> 00:46:20,482 But... 629 00:46:20,484 --> 00:46:21,716 in Mexico, they use something 630 00:46:21,718 --> 00:46:23,618 called a "puntilla." 631 00:46:23,620 --> 00:46:25,520 A what? 632 00:46:25,522 --> 00:46:27,355 A puntilla. 633 00:46:27,357 --> 00:46:28,524 It's like a curved blade. 634 00:46:28,526 --> 00:46:29,758 Like an ice pick. 635 00:46:29,760 --> 00:46:31,526 You jam it behind the cervical vertebrae, 636 00:46:31,528 --> 00:46:34,129 and they go limp. 637 00:46:34,131 --> 00:46:36,367 And you had a puntilla? 638 00:46:38,202 --> 00:46:39,638 Kinda. 639 00:46:42,140 --> 00:46:43,738 It stopped the convulsions, but... 640 00:46:43,740 --> 00:46:45,640 the problem with puntilla 641 00:46:45,642 --> 00:46:47,442 execution is, it doesn't actually kill 642 00:46:47,444 --> 00:46:51,147 the horse, it just paralyzes them. 643 00:46:51,149 --> 00:46:52,515 And obviously I didn't want that 644 00:46:52,517 --> 00:46:54,517 for Honeymooner. 645 00:46:54,519 --> 00:46:56,451 So, I climbed on top of him, 646 00:46:56,453 --> 00:46:58,520 he was on the ground at this point, 647 00:46:58,522 --> 00:47:01,256 and I started cutting away the flesh of his neck. 648 00:47:01,258 --> 00:47:03,392 The goal was to get to the spine as quickly as possible 649 00:47:03,394 --> 00:47:06,529 and it took some time. 650 00:47:06,531 --> 00:47:08,229 The muscle had a lot of gristle in it 651 00:47:08,231 --> 00:47:10,399 and the knife got dull pretty quickly, 652 00:47:10,401 --> 00:47:11,700 but... 653 00:47:11,702 --> 00:47:15,303 but I got there... 654 00:47:15,305 --> 00:47:17,272 And then I... 655 00:47:17,274 --> 00:47:19,542 I just stood up and I... 656 00:47:19,544 --> 00:47:21,410 got my foot... 657 00:47:21,412 --> 00:47:25,281 into a position where I could kick downwards, and... 658 00:47:30,220 --> 00:47:31,389 Sorry. 659 00:47:32,689 --> 00:47:34,658 No, it's, um... 660 00:47:40,564 --> 00:47:43,698 I think it felt right. That it was me who did it. 661 00:47:43,700 --> 00:47:46,570 After all the years I'd spent with that horse. 662 00:47:48,272 --> 00:47:50,673 I just put my head down, and... 663 00:47:50,675 --> 00:47:53,412 looked at it as completing a task. 664 00:47:59,450 --> 00:48:00,585 I think we should do it. 665 00:48:04,222 --> 00:48:05,357 Really? 666 00:48:07,457 --> 00:48:08,593 Really. 667 00:48:11,495 --> 00:48:13,796 And you're looking at me. 668 00:48:13,798 --> 00:48:16,200 Only because you're the only person here. 669 00:48:19,470 --> 00:48:21,703 I do think you'd be good at it, though. 670 00:48:21,705 --> 00:48:24,575 I mean, with the kind of composure you showed with... 671 00:48:26,243 --> 00:48:29,613 Hey. Hey! 672 00:48:30,881 --> 00:48:32,615 Amanda. 673 00:48:32,617 --> 00:48:34,549 - Amanda, where are you going? - I don't know 674 00:48:34,551 --> 00:48:36,718 why you're saying all this now. I think you might be saying it 675 00:48:36,720 --> 00:48:38,620 - because you're emotional. - Why am I emotional? 676 00:48:38,622 --> 00:48:40,321 I don't know. You just never really tell me 677 00:48:40,323 --> 00:48:41,689 - anything about your life. - That's not true... 678 00:48:41,691 --> 00:48:43,392 But that doesn't stop you from asking me to kill 679 00:48:43,394 --> 00:48:44,826 - someone for you. - That's not what I'm asking! 680 00:48:44,828 --> 00:48:46,895 You do realize that I'm the very worst person to do this. 681 00:48:46,897 --> 00:48:48,631 I'm awaiting trial for animal cruelty. 682 00:48:48,633 --> 00:48:50,299 If anything violent happens anywhere near me, 683 00:48:50,301 --> 00:48:51,667 I'm the first person they will come after. 684 00:48:51,669 --> 00:48:53,468 - Okay. I get that. - If we were going to do this, 685 00:48:53,470 --> 00:48:56,373 we'd both need to be far away with airtight alibis. 686 00:49:09,553 --> 00:49:11,520 Um... 687 00:49:11,522 --> 00:49:12,854 we are here to visit 688 00:49:12,856 --> 00:49:15,359 one of your guests. 689 00:49:17,461 --> 00:49:19,861 Name, please. 690 00:49:19,863 --> 00:49:22,631 - My name? - The resident's name. 691 00:49:22,633 --> 00:49:24,669 Oh, um... 692 00:49:25,803 --> 00:49:26,935 That... 693 00:49:26,937 --> 00:49:29,307 - that would be, uh... - Ms. Jones. 694 00:49:39,417 --> 00:49:41,316 Thank you. 695 00:50:24,729 --> 00:50:26,428 How did you find me? 696 00:50:26,430 --> 00:50:28,430 - Asked around. - Asked around... 697 00:50:28,432 --> 00:50:31,700 That is so fucking unprofessional. 698 00:50:31,702 --> 00:50:33,935 You know, I wouldn't... I wouldn't... 699 00:50:33,937 --> 00:50:35,537 normally make a sale 700 00:50:35,539 --> 00:50:36,872 under these circumstances. 701 00:50:36,874 --> 00:50:39,607 Good thing you need the business. 702 00:50:39,609 --> 00:50:41,743 I don't need the business. 703 00:50:41,745 --> 00:50:42,910 Okay. 704 00:50:42,912 --> 00:50:44,580 Th... 705 00:50:44,582 --> 00:50:46,649 This is a temporary gig. 706 00:50:46,651 --> 00:50:47,886 Fun. 707 00:50:49,452 --> 00:50:50,953 I have had to hustle 708 00:50:50,955 --> 00:50:53,421 for everything that I have. 709 00:50:53,423 --> 00:50:54,622 You don't know 710 00:50:54,624 --> 00:50:55,991 - where I come from. - Westchester. 711 00:50:55,993 --> 00:50:57,426 - Amanda... - Fuck off. 712 00:50:57,428 --> 00:50:59,428 You have no idea. 713 00:50:59,430 --> 00:51:01,529 Give me five, 714 00:51:01,531 --> 00:51:04,399 max ten years, 715 00:51:04,401 --> 00:51:07,803 I will be running this game. 716 00:51:07,805 --> 00:51:09,004 All up the coast, 717 00:51:09,006 --> 00:51:12,544 I will be the guy. 718 00:51:22,720 --> 00:51:24,955 - You got a creepy friend. - I know. 719 00:51:25,990 --> 00:51:27,926 - We done here... - You got a gun? 720 00:51:33,664 --> 00:51:35,964 Why do you care if I have a gun? 721 00:51:35,966 --> 00:51:37,665 Just curious. 722 00:51:37,667 --> 00:51:39,535 If you're planning to run the game in a few years 723 00:51:39,537 --> 00:51:40,935 I imagine it might involve, 724 00:51:40,937 --> 00:51:43,571 you know, violence. 725 00:51:43,573 --> 00:51:46,441 Well, it's not gonna involve business lunches and golf. 726 00:51:46,443 --> 00:51:47,975 So, you must have a gun. 727 00:51:47,977 --> 00:51:49,578 None of your fucking business. 728 00:51:49,580 --> 00:51:50,946 What, are you trying to get me in trouble? 729 00:51:50,948 --> 00:51:52,680 - I bet he doesn't have one. - Yeah, 730 00:51:52,682 --> 00:51:53,948 - I bet he's got like a... - A spork. 731 00:51:53,950 --> 00:51:55,783 - You packin' a spork? - Fuck no, 732 00:51:55,785 --> 00:51:57,752 I am not packing a spork. 733 00:51:57,754 --> 00:51:58,886 What the fuck is wrong with you? 734 00:51:58,888 --> 00:51:59,955 Yes, 735 00:51:59,957 --> 00:52:01,557 I have a gun. 736 00:52:01,559 --> 00:52:02,991 - Multiple guns? - Multiple gun... 737 00:52:02,993 --> 00:52:04,692 No! One! One gun! 738 00:52:04,694 --> 00:52:05,894 What, am I, fucking Rambo? 739 00:52:05,896 --> 00:52:07,562 Do you have it on you? 740 00:52:07,564 --> 00:52:09,566 - Why do you care? - He's lying. 741 00:52:11,801 --> 00:52:13,968 I have a gun. 742 00:52:13,970 --> 00:52:15,506 Good. 743 00:52:16,941 --> 00:52:18,841 - Why "good?" - Because then Lily 744 00:52:18,843 --> 00:52:20,879 has a business proposition for you. 745 00:54:13,089 --> 00:54:15,022 Tim. 746 00:54:15,024 --> 00:54:16,959 What? 747 00:54:16,961 --> 00:54:19,160 So, you'll come in through here. 748 00:54:19,162 --> 00:54:22,631 You'll break it. Use a brick or a heavy stone. 749 00:54:22,633 --> 00:54:24,198 You're sure it'll break? 750 00:54:24,200 --> 00:54:26,602 Yeah. A tree branch came through 751 00:54:26,604 --> 00:54:29,037 the other one last summer. 752 00:54:29,039 --> 00:54:30,906 All right. Well, that'll be loud. 753 00:54:30,908 --> 00:54:32,741 Yeah. And that's the point. He'll wake up 754 00:54:32,743 --> 00:54:34,810 and he'll likely come in through here. 755 00:54:34,812 --> 00:54:36,580 And then you will... 756 00:54:40,149 --> 00:54:41,683 Right? 757 00:54:41,685 --> 00:54:44,653 - Am I missing something? - No, you got it. 758 00:54:44,655 --> 00:54:46,089 I didn't think you'd bring it here. 759 00:54:49,827 --> 00:54:51,894 You don't like it? 760 00:54:51,896 --> 00:54:53,694 Please don't point that thing at me. 761 00:54:53,696 --> 00:54:54,865 Is it loaded? 762 00:54:59,002 --> 00:55:00,736 You wanna hold it? 763 00:55:00,738 --> 00:55:01,973 No, thanks. 764 00:55:04,008 --> 00:55:05,143 Come on. 765 00:55:12,649 --> 00:55:14,149 Anyway, you'll shoot. 766 00:55:14,151 --> 00:55:16,183 You'll grab some stuff, make it look like a robbery, 767 00:55:16,185 --> 00:55:17,886 and then you'll run out the way you came. 768 00:55:17,888 --> 00:55:19,720 - Then I'll go to my car. - Yeah. 769 00:55:19,722 --> 00:55:20,923 Am I gonna trip an alarm? 770 00:55:20,925 --> 00:55:22,290 There's no reason you'd set one. 771 00:55:22,292 --> 00:55:24,026 The neighbors will call the cops. 772 00:55:24,028 --> 00:55:26,028 I doubt it. There's no one especially close. 773 00:55:26,030 --> 00:55:27,962 You ever heard a gunshot, sweetheart? 774 00:55:27,964 --> 00:55:29,964 Plus sound carries over the water. 775 00:55:29,966 --> 00:55:31,667 Then drive away quickly. 776 00:55:31,669 --> 00:55:34,069 "Then drive away quickly." 777 00:55:34,071 --> 00:55:36,104 Middle of the night in a quiet neighborhood like this. 778 00:55:36,106 --> 00:55:38,040 What am I? Supposed to get lost in traffic? 779 00:55:38,042 --> 00:55:39,308 Drive away at a moderate speed 780 00:55:39,310 --> 00:55:40,875 without your headlights on. 781 00:55:40,877 --> 00:55:42,276 No one will be able to ID your car. 782 00:55:42,278 --> 00:55:44,178 Yeah, and slam into a tree, 783 00:55:44,180 --> 00:55:45,948 on these windy fucking roads. 784 00:55:45,950 --> 00:55:49,051 I believe in you. 785 00:55:49,053 --> 00:55:50,785 You know what, 786 00:55:50,787 --> 00:55:52,754 I don't think you girls are thinking this through. 787 00:55:52,756 --> 00:55:54,756 Well, if you don't want the hundred thousand... 788 00:55:54,758 --> 00:55:55,924 How do I know you're good for it? 789 00:55:55,926 --> 00:55:58,759 We're good for it. 790 00:55:58,761 --> 00:55:59,995 I know you're good for it. 791 00:55:59,997 --> 00:56:01,964 But how do I know the fucking... 792 00:56:01,966 --> 00:56:03,932 Swimfan over there isn't gonna have 793 00:56:03,934 --> 00:56:05,167 an episode and change her mind? 794 00:56:05,169 --> 00:56:06,203 We're good for it. 795 00:56:09,305 --> 00:56:11,872 You sure you wanna let this bitch talk you into this? 796 00:56:11,874 --> 00:56:13,741 Do you have it on you? 797 00:56:13,743 --> 00:56:14,810 Yes. 798 00:56:14,812 --> 00:56:16,745 You sure? 799 00:56:16,747 --> 00:56:19,013 - Yeah. - Where? 800 00:56:19,015 --> 00:56:20,716 Right here. 801 00:56:20,718 --> 00:56:22,216 Okay. One gram or two? 802 00:56:22,218 --> 00:56:23,951 Two. 803 00:56:23,953 --> 00:56:26,089 Okay. That's one-twenty. 804 00:56:30,193 --> 00:56:31,896 Why would you record that? 805 00:56:33,830 --> 00:56:35,263 You're gonna blackmail me 806 00:56:35,265 --> 00:56:38,265 into killing your stepdad? 807 00:56:38,267 --> 00:56:41,002 - No. That's... - Yeah. Exactly that. 808 00:56:41,004 --> 00:56:43,104 You got it. 809 00:56:43,106 --> 00:56:44,740 Don't drag her into this. 810 00:56:44,742 --> 00:56:46,908 And you know what? Don't drag me. 811 00:56:46,910 --> 00:56:48,243 Because, unlike you, 812 00:56:48,245 --> 00:56:49,343 we have lives to lead. 813 00:56:49,345 --> 00:56:52,113 - Oh, you do? - Yeah. 814 00:56:52,115 --> 00:56:54,116 I don't know about her, but I do. 815 00:56:54,118 --> 00:56:55,850 You work in a nursing home. 816 00:56:55,852 --> 00:56:58,986 Other than that, you sell drugs to children. 817 00:56:58,988 --> 00:57:00,321 - That's a life? - Amanda... 818 00:57:00,323 --> 00:57:02,124 Every business starts small. 819 00:57:02,126 --> 00:57:03,225 Oh, really? 820 00:57:03,227 --> 00:57:04,392 And what's next? 821 00:57:04,394 --> 00:57:06,093 You're clearly only selling to minors 822 00:57:06,095 --> 00:57:07,395 because you don't wanna get involved 823 00:57:07,397 --> 00:57:09,798 - with the real dealers. - Hey, you don't know me. 824 00:57:09,800 --> 00:57:11,165 You don't know me. 825 00:57:11,167 --> 00:57:13,834 Give me a decade, I'm gonna be driving a car 826 00:57:13,836 --> 00:57:15,069 just like the one out front. 827 00:57:15,071 --> 00:57:16,303 I'm gonna move my family 828 00:57:16,305 --> 00:57:19,408 into a neighborhood just like this one. 829 00:57:19,410 --> 00:57:22,009 Because I got the drive. 830 00:57:22,011 --> 00:57:24,145 Oh, yeah. And the mental toughness. 831 00:57:24,147 --> 00:57:26,013 And a permanent spot on Connecticut's 832 00:57:26,015 --> 00:57:27,883 sex offender registry. 833 00:57:27,885 --> 00:57:29,950 So, I guess the day you move in you'll have to drive 834 00:57:29,952 --> 00:57:31,185 that expensive car 835 00:57:31,187 --> 00:57:32,287 door to door 836 00:57:32,289 --> 00:57:33,388 introducing yourself 837 00:57:33,390 --> 00:57:35,156 and trying to convince them that... 838 00:57:35,158 --> 00:57:37,024 the only reason you had sex with a child 839 00:57:37,026 --> 00:57:38,794 is because you were too afraid 840 00:57:38,796 --> 00:57:42,397 to talk to anyone your own age. 841 00:57:57,814 --> 00:57:59,848 Give me the phone. 842 00:57:59,850 --> 00:58:02,283 You're not gonna use this. 843 00:58:02,285 --> 00:58:04,856 Not in this house. Not in this neighborhood. 844 00:58:07,057 --> 00:58:09,857 Cops would be here in a second. 845 00:58:09,859 --> 00:58:11,963 Give me the phone. 846 00:58:16,934 --> 00:58:20,102 Even if we were in the middle of nowhere, 847 00:58:20,104 --> 00:58:24,105 you wouldn't shoot. 848 00:58:24,107 --> 00:58:26,941 Even if no one... 849 00:58:26,943 --> 00:58:28,442 would find out. 850 00:58:33,182 --> 00:58:34,818 You cannot hesitate. 851 00:58:37,453 --> 00:58:40,020 The only thing worse than being incompetent 852 00:58:40,022 --> 00:58:41,256 or being unkind 853 00:58:41,258 --> 00:58:43,258 or being evil 854 00:58:43,260 --> 00:58:45,095 is being indecisive. 855 00:58:54,138 --> 00:58:55,306 Oh. 856 00:59:04,414 --> 00:59:06,013 You did something stupid, 857 00:59:06,015 --> 00:59:07,982 and you took a head wound, 858 00:59:07,984 --> 00:59:09,049 but we've stopped the bleeding, 859 00:59:09,051 --> 00:59:10,384 and you're in a stable condition. 860 00:59:10,386 --> 00:59:12,953 - I have to go to the hospital. - No. 861 00:59:12,955 --> 00:59:16,390 I have to go to the hospital. 862 00:59:16,392 --> 00:59:18,426 They're my mom's Vicodin from her back surgery. 863 00:59:18,428 --> 00:59:20,127 Take no more than two at a time. 864 00:59:20,129 --> 00:59:22,265 Keep it clean and it'll heal up naturally. 865 00:59:27,069 --> 00:59:29,404 What am I gonna tell my dad? 866 00:59:29,406 --> 00:59:32,941 Why will your dad care? 867 00:59:32,943 --> 00:59:34,412 Because I live with him. 868 00:59:37,147 --> 00:59:40,281 Wear a hat. 869 00:59:40,283 --> 00:59:42,517 We're keeping this, by the way. 870 00:59:42,519 --> 00:59:44,055 We'll put it inside the grill. 871 00:59:45,988 --> 00:59:47,421 The what? 872 00:59:47,423 --> 00:59:49,290 The second grill. It's the one furthest 873 00:59:49,292 --> 00:59:51,359 from the house. Mark never uses it. 874 00:59:51,361 --> 00:59:53,093 You can come get it Saturday night. 875 00:59:53,095 --> 00:59:54,164 That's in, uh... 876 00:59:56,966 --> 00:59:58,966 - three days. - Yeah. 877 00:59:58,968 --> 01:00:03,037 You can't give the fucking hole in my head time to close? 878 01:00:03,039 --> 01:00:05,207 It has to be Saturday. 879 01:00:05,209 --> 01:00:06,341 I'm on vacation with my mom, 880 01:00:06,343 --> 01:00:09,076 and Amanda's at a residential 881 01:00:09,078 --> 01:00:10,544 psychotherapy program. 882 01:00:10,546 --> 01:00:13,048 If you tell anyone about any of this 883 01:00:13,050 --> 01:00:14,316 or if you don't do your job, 884 01:00:14,318 --> 01:00:16,551 we'll send the audio, which we've put online, 885 01:00:16,553 --> 01:00:18,055 to the police. 886 01:00:23,593 --> 01:00:26,261 I'm out. 887 01:00:26,263 --> 01:00:28,095 I'm out. You... 888 01:00:28,097 --> 01:00:31,198 you try anything, you're going to jail. 889 01:00:31,200 --> 01:00:33,968 I'm sorry, who... who's going to jail? 890 01:00:33,970 --> 01:00:36,171 We're just two minors with incredibly expensive 891 01:00:36,173 --> 01:00:37,471 - family lawyers. - Uh-hmm. 892 01:00:37,473 --> 01:00:39,341 On the other hand, if you have one more 893 01:00:39,343 --> 01:00:42,142 legal issue, even a minor drug offense, 894 01:00:42,144 --> 01:00:43,278 you're getting 15 years. 895 01:00:54,490 --> 01:00:56,223 Do you think he's actually gonna do it? 896 01:00:56,225 --> 01:00:57,394 He is. 897 01:00:59,463 --> 01:01:01,263 Just enjoy your spa weekend. 898 01:01:01,265 --> 01:01:02,500 I'll see you when it's done. 899 01:01:12,109 --> 01:01:15,243 Do you want, like, a... 900 01:01:15,245 --> 01:01:17,982 I don't know, a hug or... 901 01:01:19,448 --> 01:01:20,984 No. 902 01:01:24,254 --> 01:01:25,389 Okay. 903 01:01:37,533 --> 01:01:40,602 Thank you. 904 01:01:40,604 --> 01:01:42,272 Thanks. 905 01:02:03,060 --> 01:02:05,162 Mmm, so good. 906 01:05:29,399 --> 01:05:30,568 Oh, my God! 907 01:05:31,568 --> 01:05:32,734 What are you doing here? 908 01:05:32,736 --> 01:05:33,801 I thought I'd drive in. 909 01:05:33,803 --> 01:05:35,736 Save you the train ride. 910 01:05:50,519 --> 01:05:52,352 Fucking coward. 911 01:05:52,354 --> 01:05:54,455 You know, he's probably on his way to the police right now. 912 01:05:54,457 --> 01:05:55,823 - He won't. - You don't know that. 913 01:05:55,825 --> 01:05:57,658 He doesn't wanna get himself involved 914 01:05:57,660 --> 01:05:59,660 - in any legal trouble. - Well, then he'll come 915 01:05:59,662 --> 01:06:01,328 after us. I mean, he took his gun back. 916 01:06:01,330 --> 01:06:03,497 He has nothing to gain in doing that. 917 01:06:03,499 --> 01:06:04,665 He'll leave us alone, 918 01:06:04,667 --> 01:06:05,767 and we'll leave him alone. 919 01:06:05,769 --> 01:06:07,468 He doesn't deserve that. 920 01:06:07,470 --> 01:06:09,370 So, what, you want us to track him down 921 01:06:09,372 --> 01:06:10,537 and kill him too? 922 01:06:10,539 --> 01:06:12,542 Let's just murder half of Connecticut. 923 01:06:16,312 --> 01:06:17,548 We'll do it ourselves. 924 01:06:20,684 --> 01:06:22,417 I don't think you're in the right mindset 925 01:06:22,419 --> 01:06:24,586 to be planning this. 926 01:06:24,588 --> 01:06:27,689 - What kind of mindset am I in? - Lighting a cigarette indoors. 927 01:06:27,691 --> 01:06:29,691 - That kind of mindset. - Oh, is this your house? 928 01:06:29,693 --> 01:06:31,359 - Or is this my house? - I'm just saying, 929 01:06:31,361 --> 01:06:32,759 that if we're gonna do this it's because 930 01:06:32,761 --> 01:06:34,529 it's the right thing to do. 931 01:06:34,531 --> 01:06:35,696 Not because you're upset 932 01:06:35,698 --> 01:06:38,732 and you're going through a hard time. 933 01:06:38,734 --> 01:06:40,468 What kind of "hard time" 934 01:06:40,470 --> 01:06:42,770 am I going through? 935 01:06:42,772 --> 01:06:44,339 I mean everything. 936 01:06:44,341 --> 01:06:46,406 "Everything"? What is "everything?" 937 01:06:46,408 --> 01:06:48,843 My life is fine right now... 938 01:06:48,845 --> 01:06:52,479 I mean, you got expelled from Andover. 939 01:06:52,481 --> 01:06:54,381 And you lied to me about your internship. 940 01:07:01,490 --> 01:07:02,659 Is that Mark? 941 01:07:29,419 --> 01:07:31,689 What is this? 942 01:08:04,787 --> 01:08:07,523 Ow, uh, God. 943 01:08:08,792 --> 01:08:10,394 Where'd you get these? 944 01:08:12,796 --> 01:08:14,761 A store. 945 01:08:14,763 --> 01:08:16,930 Is this a thing you do now? 946 01:08:16,932 --> 01:08:18,534 You a smoker? 947 01:08:22,771 --> 01:08:24,037 If my dad 948 01:08:24,039 --> 01:08:26,707 found me smoking in his house, 949 01:08:26,709 --> 01:08:28,975 I would've gotten the buckle-end of the belt. 950 01:08:28,977 --> 01:08:30,713 Is that what you wanna do? 951 01:08:33,615 --> 01:08:35,683 Just throw the pack out. I won't tell your mother. 952 01:08:35,685 --> 01:08:37,818 - Tell her. - She doesn't need one more thing 953 01:08:37,820 --> 01:08:40,054 to make her anxious. Which you'd know, 954 01:08:40,056 --> 01:08:41,859 - if you'd bother... - Leave her. 955 01:08:46,596 --> 01:08:48,996 What's that? 956 01:08:48,998 --> 01:08:51,769 If you want what's best for her... 957 01:08:52,968 --> 01:08:54,504 leave her. 958 01:09:01,010 --> 01:09:02,809 You couldn't possibly 959 01:09:02,811 --> 01:09:05,779 understand someone else's point of view. 960 01:09:05,781 --> 01:09:07,048 Could you? 961 01:09:07,050 --> 01:09:08,648 Not mine, 962 01:09:08,650 --> 01:09:10,550 not your friends', 963 01:09:10,552 --> 01:09:11,853 definitely not your mom's. 964 01:09:11,855 --> 01:09:15,590 - Fuck you. - Because in your brain, 965 01:09:15,592 --> 01:09:16,924 all these people 966 01:09:16,926 --> 01:09:18,992 are just... 967 01:09:18,994 --> 01:09:22,598 little offshoots of your consciousness. 968 01:09:23,867 --> 01:09:25,733 We're all your maids, 969 01:09:25,735 --> 01:09:27,702 aren't we? 970 01:09:27,704 --> 01:09:29,737 Your cleaning ladies. 971 01:09:29,739 --> 01:09:31,742 Your personal trainers. 972 01:09:34,010 --> 01:09:35,777 You know what? 973 01:09:35,779 --> 01:09:37,745 Put all the shit in your lungs 974 01:09:37,747 --> 01:09:40,046 that you want. 975 01:09:40,048 --> 01:09:42,086 We need to stop protecting you. 976 01:09:43,653 --> 01:09:45,856 Life needs to knock you around a little. 977 01:09:47,589 --> 01:09:48,822 Oh, and the only reason 978 01:09:48,824 --> 01:09:51,058 that I am still sending you to Brookmore 979 01:09:51,060 --> 01:09:52,926 is that I've paid in full. 980 01:09:52,928 --> 01:09:54,097 After that, 981 01:09:55,131 --> 01:09:57,898 you're off my payroll. 982 01:09:57,900 --> 01:09:59,068 Princess. 983 01:10:15,819 --> 01:10:17,050 You didn't do anything. 984 01:10:17,052 --> 01:10:20,720 You were never unsafe. 985 01:10:20,722 --> 01:10:21,855 So, you're okay with him 986 01:10:21,857 --> 01:10:23,558 talking to me like that? 987 01:10:23,560 --> 01:10:26,160 He's a cock. Is that new information for us? 988 01:10:26,162 --> 01:10:27,929 Honestly, he's not even that off-base. 989 01:10:27,931 --> 01:10:31,832 I mean, empathy isn't your strong suit. 990 01:10:31,834 --> 01:10:34,068 But you know that. 991 01:10:34,070 --> 01:10:35,939 You're great in other ways. 992 01:10:40,677 --> 01:10:42,609 Hey! There you go. 993 01:10:42,611 --> 01:10:44,178 What? 994 01:10:44,180 --> 01:10:48,049 The Technique. You've been practicing. 995 01:10:48,051 --> 01:10:50,654 I'm not using The Technique, Amanda. 996 01:10:54,690 --> 01:10:57,090 Hey, can I ask you something? 997 01:10:57,092 --> 01:10:58,628 Yeah. 998 01:10:59,796 --> 01:11:00,995 Do you remember that time 999 01:11:00,997 --> 01:11:03,029 in ninth grade when we were driving home 1000 01:11:03,031 --> 01:11:04,232 from my dad's funeral, 1001 01:11:04,234 --> 01:11:06,000 and you were holding me, 1002 01:11:06,002 --> 01:11:07,835 and we were crying? 1003 01:11:07,837 --> 01:11:08,972 Yeah. 1004 01:11:11,106 --> 01:11:13,109 Were you using The Technique? 1005 01:11:14,677 --> 01:11:15,913 Yeah. 1006 01:11:17,913 --> 01:11:21,849 That was good, wasn't it? 1007 01:11:35,698 --> 01:11:36,867 Ah, fuck! 1008 01:12:20,743 --> 01:12:23,109 Sara, this is Mr. Geoffrey Hamilton. 1009 01:12:23,111 --> 01:12:24,946 Little Miss Crewe is our new pupil. 1010 01:12:24,948 --> 01:12:26,179 How do you do? 1011 01:12:26,181 --> 01:12:27,814 How do you do? 1012 01:12:27,816 --> 01:12:29,750 I believe I'm to teach you to ride. 1013 01:12:29,752 --> 01:12:31,018 It's funny to think how everyone 1014 01:12:31,020 --> 01:12:34,688 in this movie is dead now. 1015 01:12:34,690 --> 01:12:36,122 Or, like, 1016 01:12:36,124 --> 01:12:37,927 at least very old. 1017 01:12:39,729 --> 01:12:41,999 He's probably got a motor-scooter now. 1018 01:12:43,199 --> 01:12:46,067 She... pees in a bag. 1019 01:12:46,069 --> 01:12:48,935 She's an obligation to her family. 1020 01:12:48,937 --> 01:12:50,270 They take turns visiting her. 1021 01:12:50,272 --> 01:12:51,839 And... 1022 01:12:51,841 --> 01:12:53,840 and when they sit next to her bed 1023 01:12:53,842 --> 01:12:57,077 and this movie comes on the TV, she goes, "My, 1024 01:12:57,079 --> 01:12:59,815 - what a pretty young thing..." - You're bumming me out. 1025 01:13:05,855 --> 01:13:08,188 You okay? 1026 01:13:08,190 --> 01:13:10,358 I'm fine. 1027 01:13:10,360 --> 01:13:12,792 Why? 1028 01:13:12,794 --> 01:13:15,129 Just three days of radio silence and then, 1029 01:13:15,131 --> 01:13:18,965 like, very urgent text messages. 1030 01:13:18,967 --> 01:13:21,202 You know, if you wanna get back to the plan we can... 1031 01:13:21,204 --> 01:13:23,240 I don't wanna talk about the plan. 1032 01:13:42,859 --> 01:13:43,994 Um... 1033 01:13:46,294 --> 01:13:47,995 Do you remember that stuff 1034 01:13:47,997 --> 01:13:51,866 you were saying to Tim the other day? 1035 01:13:51,868 --> 01:13:53,134 What stuff? 1036 01:13:53,136 --> 01:13:56,770 The stuff about how... 1037 01:13:56,772 --> 01:13:58,272 his life... 1038 01:13:58,274 --> 01:14:01,876 - isn't worth living. - Yeah. 1039 01:14:01,878 --> 01:14:03,880 Do you ever ask that question about yourself? 1040 01:14:06,949 --> 01:14:08,049 Like, any of our lives? 1041 01:14:08,051 --> 01:14:10,283 Like, in a philosophical sense? 1042 01:14:10,285 --> 01:14:11,919 Like... 1043 01:14:11,921 --> 01:14:13,890 your life... 1044 01:14:14,790 --> 01:14:15,958 in particular. 1045 01:14:19,796 --> 01:14:22,196 I just mean like... 1046 01:14:22,198 --> 01:14:24,031 If you can't... 1047 01:14:24,033 --> 01:14:26,032 feel anything, 1048 01:14:26,034 --> 01:14:28,234 like, even happiness 1049 01:14:28,236 --> 01:14:29,772 or... 1050 01:14:39,882 --> 01:14:41,318 I'm so sorry. I... 1051 01:14:43,086 --> 01:14:44,253 I didn't mean that. 1052 01:14:46,823 --> 01:14:48,057 No, it's... 1053 01:14:49,357 --> 01:14:51,861 It's okay. I just never really thought about it. 1054 01:15:00,203 --> 01:15:01,370 Stop. 1055 01:15:06,042 --> 01:15:07,209 I drugged it. 1056 01:15:10,212 --> 01:15:11,380 You what? 1057 01:15:13,082 --> 01:15:15,185 I put Rohypnol in it. 1058 01:15:18,454 --> 01:15:20,321 You roofied me. 1059 01:15:20,323 --> 01:15:21,825 Yeah. 1060 01:15:23,325 --> 01:15:24,858 Why? 1061 01:15:24,860 --> 01:15:26,363 Because I... 1062 01:15:28,230 --> 01:15:31,365 was gonna knock you out and then go upstairs. 1063 01:15:31,367 --> 01:15:33,367 And afterwards I was gonna put the knife in your hand 1064 01:15:33,369 --> 01:15:35,005 to make it look like you'd... 1065 01:15:44,513 --> 01:15:46,980 Oh, I'm so sorry, okay? I... 1066 01:15:46,982 --> 01:15:49,116 I don't even know what I was thinking. Just... 1067 01:15:49,118 --> 01:15:53,153 Just give me the glass and I'll throw them both away... 1068 01:15:53,155 --> 01:15:55,054 Stop. 1069 01:15:55,056 --> 01:15:56,193 Stop it. 1070 01:16:00,930 --> 01:16:02,095 Ooh. 1071 01:16:02,097 --> 01:16:03,300 What did you do? 1072 01:16:04,199 --> 01:16:05,367 I drank it. 1073 01:16:09,172 --> 01:16:11,875 I told you not to. You... 1074 01:16:13,008 --> 01:16:14,308 You need to go throw up. Come on. 1075 01:16:14,310 --> 01:16:15,475 No, thanks. 1076 01:16:15,477 --> 01:16:17,111 Do you know what this does? 1077 01:16:17,113 --> 01:16:18,946 Oh, yeah. It, um... 1078 01:16:18,948 --> 01:16:21,418 Oh, God, you really dosed this motherfucker up. 1079 01:16:25,053 --> 01:16:26,422 Why would you do that? 1080 01:16:34,363 --> 01:16:36,162 I live a meaningless life... 1081 01:16:36,164 --> 01:16:37,264 No. 1082 01:16:37,266 --> 01:16:40,070 You're... you're a great... 1083 01:16:40,336 --> 01:16:41,471 friend. 1084 01:16:46,342 --> 01:16:47,477 I'm a... 1085 01:16:51,513 --> 01:16:54,251 I'm a skilled imitator. 1086 01:17:01,056 --> 01:17:02,191 Hey. 1087 01:17:04,327 --> 01:17:05,462 Hey! 1088 01:17:57,512 --> 01:17:59,279 Are they going to South Africa too? 1089 01:17:59,281 --> 01:18:01,115 Yes, dear. 1090 01:18:01,117 --> 01:18:03,416 They're going to relieve our poor soldiers in Mafeking. 1091 01:18:03,418 --> 01:18:06,019 Is there something the matter with our soldiers in Mafeking? 1092 01:18:06,021 --> 01:18:07,621 The Boers have them all cut off. 1093 01:18:07,623 --> 01:18:09,389 We were unable to break through their lines 1094 01:18:09,391 --> 01:18:11,492 and get help to them. 1095 01:18:31,646 --> 01:18:36,151 Miss Rose, my daddy's at Mafeking. 1096 01:18:39,120 --> 01:18:42,121 Oh, darling, I'm so sorry. 1097 01:18:42,123 --> 01:18:43,523 I didn't know. 1098 01:18:43,525 --> 01:18:44,692 Oh, it's miserable. 1099 01:18:44,694 --> 01:18:46,160 Shh. 1100 01:18:48,230 --> 01:18:50,496 Darling, you mustn't cry. 1101 01:18:50,498 --> 01:18:52,633 I'm sure he'll be all right. 1102 01:18:54,570 --> 01:18:56,202 Good afternoon, Mr. Geoffrey. 1103 01:18:56,204 --> 01:18:57,571 Good afternoon. Is Miss Sara ready for her ride? 1104 01:18:57,573 --> 01:18:59,273 Yes, she'll be down presently. 1105 01:18:59,275 --> 01:19:01,274 Thanks. 1106 01:19:01,276 --> 01:19:03,477 Oh, are we all ready? 1107 01:19:06,114 --> 01:19:09,316 The two most beautiful ladies in the world. 1108 01:19:09,318 --> 01:19:11,218 Why are you not in your riding things? 1109 01:19:11,220 --> 01:19:14,388 I can't go today. Ermengarde needs extra tutoring today. 1110 01:19:14,390 --> 01:19:15,488 Oh, will it take all afternoon? 1111 01:19:15,490 --> 01:19:17,090 I'm afraid so. 1112 01:19:17,092 --> 01:19:18,258 I have to stay with her until 1113 01:19:18,260 --> 01:19:19,526 she can spell Constantinople. 1114 01:19:19,528 --> 01:19:21,327 Heavens, that may take months. 1115 01:19:21,329 --> 01:19:23,365 You leave that to me. 1116 01:19:26,601 --> 01:19:28,238 Shall we go? 1117 01:19:29,504 --> 01:19:31,337 Have you been crying? 1118 01:19:31,339 --> 01:19:33,540 But you have, there are still tears in your eyes. 1119 01:19:33,542 --> 01:19:36,175 It's just this London fog. 1120 01:19:36,177 --> 01:19:38,647 Oh, well, if that's all, let's be off, shall we? 1121 01:19:49,357 --> 01:19:51,125 Mr. Geoffrey. 1122 01:19:51,127 --> 01:19:52,693 Would you mind very much if we didn't ride today? 1123 01:19:52,695 --> 01:19:55,129 Not at all, dear. But may I ask why not? 1124 01:19:55,131 --> 01:19:57,130 I'd like to talk to you. 1125 01:19:57,132 --> 01:19:58,467 All right. 1126 01:21:06,702 --> 01:21:10,536 You take advantage of my absence to become a riding master? 1127 01:21:10,538 --> 01:21:12,272 And next door to me own house? 1128 01:21:12,274 --> 01:21:13,840 Where's your family pride, boy? 1129 01:21:13,842 --> 01:21:15,475 Well, sir, one must eat, 1130 01:21:15,477 --> 01:21:17,443 and family pride is a pretty thin diet. 1131 01:21:17,445 --> 01:21:18,511 Oh, blackmail? 1132 01:21:18,513 --> 01:21:20,546 You think I'll buy you off? 1133 01:21:20,548 --> 01:21:22,715 I hadn't thought of that, but it's not a bad idea. 1134 01:21:22,717 --> 01:21:24,684 I'll see you hanged, drawn and quartered for that. 1135 01:21:24,686 --> 01:21:26,853 Wait till I see the woman who runs this school. 1136 01:21:26,855 --> 01:21:28,589 I'll put a spoke in your wheel. 1137 01:21:28,591 --> 01:21:30,323 Do! She'd love to know 1138 01:21:30,325 --> 01:21:31,325 my grandfather is Lord Wickham. 1139 01:21:31,327 --> 01:21:33,393 She'll probably raise my salary! 1140 01:22:03,292 --> 01:22:04,461 Tim? 1141 01:22:11,734 --> 01:22:13,236 Moving up in the world. 1142 01:22:17,338 --> 01:22:18,604 What are you doing here? 1143 01:22:18,606 --> 01:22:21,407 Lunch meeting. 1144 01:22:21,409 --> 01:22:23,378 It's only weird if you make it weird. 1145 01:22:26,915 --> 01:22:28,814 So, what's your meeting? 1146 01:22:28,816 --> 01:22:30,783 College interview, actually. 1147 01:22:30,785 --> 01:22:32,618 They take you out to lunches for those? 1148 01:22:32,620 --> 01:22:34,821 They don't usually, but, um... 1149 01:22:34,823 --> 01:22:36,657 the guy interviewing me is... 1150 01:22:36,659 --> 01:22:38,828 was actually a friend of my stepdad's. 1151 01:22:40,762 --> 01:22:42,265 I heard. 1152 01:22:43,464 --> 01:22:44,801 I heard about that. 1153 01:22:46,569 --> 01:22:49,835 I'm sorry... for your loss. 1154 01:22:49,837 --> 01:22:52,872 It's been a tough time for my family. 1155 01:22:52,874 --> 01:22:54,444 But we're pushing through it. 1156 01:22:59,714 --> 01:23:01,848 Uh, I think... 1157 01:23:01,850 --> 01:23:03,419 this is for you. 1158 01:23:17,600 --> 01:23:19,302 Just so you know... 1159 01:23:26,675 --> 01:23:28,444 I'm glad you didn't show up. 1160 01:23:30,712 --> 01:23:32,578 Okay. 1161 01:23:32,580 --> 01:23:34,781 I wanted her to forget all about it, but... 1162 01:23:34,783 --> 01:23:36,983 she... 1163 01:23:36,985 --> 01:23:38,488 felt differently. 1164 01:23:41,356 --> 01:23:43,389 Did you, uh... 1165 01:23:43,391 --> 01:23:44,793 talk to her after that? 1166 01:23:48,596 --> 01:23:50,800 She did write me a letter, though. 1167 01:23:52,001 --> 01:23:53,669 About a week ago. 1168 01:23:56,404 --> 01:23:57,673 What did it say? 1169 01:24:01,810 --> 01:24:03,745 Things actually aren't bad here. 1170 01:24:06,382 --> 01:24:07,714 Food's okay, 1171 01:24:07,716 --> 01:24:09,785 staff are generally nice people. 1172 01:24:12,788 --> 01:24:14,520 The therapists have been working with me 1173 01:24:14,522 --> 01:24:17,791 to fill in my memories of those missing hours. 1174 01:24:17,793 --> 01:24:19,896 And it's kind of a fun exercise. 1175 01:24:21,497 --> 01:24:22,895 I can tell them fucking anything and they'll 1176 01:24:22,897 --> 01:24:24,801 just write it down and nod. 1177 01:24:28,971 --> 01:24:31,772 In other news, the ol' medication-of-the-month club 1178 01:24:31,774 --> 01:24:33,807 is back in full swing, 1179 01:24:33,809 --> 01:24:35,642 and the latest ones are making me sleep 1180 01:24:35,644 --> 01:24:39,712 14 hours a day and dream constantly. 1181 01:24:39,714 --> 01:24:42,448 You're in a lot of them. 1182 01:24:42,450 --> 01:24:44,651 In one of the recurring ones, we're in your living room, 1183 01:24:44,653 --> 01:24:47,821 and I've just drank your drugged screwdriver... 1184 01:24:47,823 --> 01:24:49,689 and you're screaming, 1185 01:24:49,691 --> 01:24:52,526 asking me why I did it. 1186 01:24:52,528 --> 01:24:55,597 Asking me why I have a horse's head instead of my face. 1187 01:24:57,065 --> 01:24:59,733 And I wanna tell you that I don't, 1188 01:24:59,735 --> 01:25:01,667 but I turn to you and I open my mouth 1189 01:25:01,669 --> 01:25:02,768 and all that comes out is... 1190 01:25:06,941 --> 01:25:08,974 And then there's this other recurring dream 1191 01:25:08,976 --> 01:25:10,777 that doesn't involve you at all. 1192 01:25:10,779 --> 01:25:12,482 And it goes like this: 1193 01:25:14,882 --> 01:25:17,451 I'm Honeymooner, 1194 01:25:17,453 --> 01:25:18,955 and I'm dying. 1195 01:25:20,489 --> 01:25:21,921 And I rise out of my body, 1196 01:25:21,923 --> 01:25:24,624 and I'm staring down at our whole suburb, 1197 01:25:24,626 --> 01:25:27,560 and time is speeding up. 1198 01:25:27,562 --> 01:25:29,528 And I see generations of people coming, 1199 01:25:29,530 --> 01:25:31,833 and going, and building bigger houses. 1200 01:25:33,735 --> 01:25:35,102 And then eventually... 1201 01:25:35,104 --> 01:25:37,703 the people start spending more and more of their time 1202 01:25:37,705 --> 01:25:40,540 staring at their smartphones. 1203 01:25:40,542 --> 01:25:42,108 And soon enough, they're forgetting to clean 1204 01:25:42,110 --> 01:25:43,542 their houses, 1205 01:25:43,544 --> 01:25:44,877 or mow their lawns, 1206 01:25:44,879 --> 01:25:46,846 or eat, 1207 01:25:46,848 --> 01:25:49,116 and eventually, all the houses rot and collapse, 1208 01:25:49,118 --> 01:25:50,817 and the people disappear, 1209 01:25:50,819 --> 01:25:53,455 vanishing completely into the Internet. 1210 01:25:55,524 --> 01:25:56,956 And then... 1211 01:25:56,958 --> 01:25:58,994 and this is the really beautiful part, 1212 01:26:00,729 --> 01:26:03,563 the horses take over. 1213 01:26:03,565 --> 01:26:05,064 And the whole suburb is just beautiful 1214 01:26:05,066 --> 01:26:07,099 thoroughbred stallions with no owners 1215 01:26:07,101 --> 01:26:10,002 and no memory of owners and no way of knowing 1216 01:26:10,004 --> 01:26:11,904 how expensive they are, 1217 01:26:11,906 --> 01:26:14,811 just mating and galloping through the ruins. 1218 01:26:24,686 --> 01:26:26,756 What did it say? 1219 01:26:29,024 --> 01:26:31,023 I don't know. 1220 01:26:31,025 --> 01:26:33,061 I just threw it away. 83792

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