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It was a very short putt.
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It would seem routine had he not
just come off a bogey the hole before.
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Mm-hmm, obviously
smarting from that.
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- But let's see what he does here.
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Oh perfect.
Textbook, textbook.
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We move ahead now to Lee Trevino
on the fairway at the seventh.
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His lie looks as though
he may be in a little divot.
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Absolutely. Tournament officials
have been cracking down
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on caddies filling in the divots.
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At this level of the game, some of us
gotta watch the etiquette of golf.
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Just go to sleep.
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A lovely approach.
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He's considering it now.
I presume that a player like...
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Sand wedge
or intermediate pitching wedge.
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Oh, very exciting.
He's lining up the shot.
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Look at me.
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Hmm?
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I'm not standing for this.
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Sorry?
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You keep my soul in a dungeon.
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I'm leaving.
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Jack?
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- Jack.
- If you leave me, I'll throw her.
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You think that I won't, hmm?
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- Please.
- Do you think I won't?!
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I won't leave.
I won't leave you.
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I'm sorry.
Don't ever do that again.
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Don't ever leave me.
Don't ever do that again.
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♪ All things bright and beautiful ♪
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♪ All creatures great and small ♪
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♪ All things wise and wonderful ♪
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♪ The Lord God made them all. ♪
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I invite you to be seated at this time.
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Oh, that's a very nice touch.
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So maybe he can make a par.
And at worse from there
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you'd think he could stay
his point total.
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Now here we find him
with a 7-iron at this par-3 hole.
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I don't know if there was a problem
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with him slippin' with his right foot
there, but definitely a pull.
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He obviously had the thought in his head
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that he needed
to give it a little bit extra,
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and he's found himself
in a difficult spot.
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All the expectations
he had coming into this...
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- Hello?
Jack.
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Betsy.
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Your brother slipped away.
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Oh oh,
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finally out of his misery.
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- Yes, he is.
- Oh, I know, I know.
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And how many times did I hear, "Why
can't you be like your brother Bobby"?
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If I had a nickel for every time
that was said to me...
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I'd be a rich man today.
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That scar on his forehead that he had,
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he always had a story for it,
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but it was me. I threw a hammer
at Mr. Perfect when I was eight.
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He never told though.
He covered for the people he loved.
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That's how he was
and I loved him for that.
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And I wanted to be like him.
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Everything--
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I just want to say that...
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if it wasn't for Bobby, I'd...
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I-I don't know...
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where I would've wound up.
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He taught me how to live,
what was right.
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I'm gonna miss him.
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He lived right. He lived right.
He was...
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what more could you s--
want people to say about you?
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All throughout Scripture
it talks about God being a just God.
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I mean, I just read the parable
about the unjust judge,
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where the woman kept coming
and coming and saying...
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Caring, loving, forgiving...
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I'm wondering if you concur
with what you've heard so far?
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I think that the choices,
the idea of free will,
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and the fact that
we have freedom of choice...
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The reality of the times we live in,
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this notion that-- this angst that a lot
of people are feeling in this country,
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that we've gone through some sort
of fundamental transformation...
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...Barack Obama earlier today, crediting
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his so-called stimulus package
that he signed four or five months ago,
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as "putting cash
into the pockets of taxpayers."
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If you're a taxpayer
in the Detroit area
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who got cash in your pocket
from the stimulus plan,
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I'd love to hear from ya, and you
can also check in via the internet,
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but we would love
to hear from you personally.
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Kevin in Warren. We go to Kevin.
Kevin thanks so much for calling.
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Welcome.
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Hi, Paul.
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Thanks.
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No, it's true.
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With God is my witness, I've changed.
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With Jesus and my family...
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Oh my God,
I'm sorry for what I've done.
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I mean, I robbed a goddamn
liquor store with a toy gun.
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What kinda--
what kinda idiot does that?
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Warden wants to see you.
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Hi, Allie.
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- Hi, Mitch. Janice.
- Jack.
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- What's up?
- Shut the door, Jack.
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This Deshawn Mackey guy.
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- This is yours? Your report, right?
- Yeah. Yeah. Why?
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It's an incompetent mess, Jack.
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I mean, look, I know your head's
already out on the golf course,
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but this is a travesty
of proper casework here.
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- I got ya.
- You got me.
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Here. Learn from the master
of understatement.
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- Absolutely.
- Keep 'em brief.
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Now I need to get Janice up to speed
before you're out the back door,
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so let's pass all your
indeterminates eligible off to her.
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Yeah yeah, of course,
but I'd like to stay on my currents,
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if I can see them through
to review-- is that okay?
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Yeah, if you're willing.
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- I would like to. Thank you.
- Yeah.
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- We're good.
- Okay.
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Oh, hey, I'm sorry.
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Excuse me?
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Your brother--
I just recently heard, I'm sorry.
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Thank you.
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- Okay.
- Yeah.
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S-- Stone.
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Hmm?
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No, I-I'm Stone.
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I mean, I know it say
"Gerald" in the file,
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but I'm just saying I prefer Stone.
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Gerald Creeson.
So what's Stone, like a nickname?
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That's something from here?
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No. Oh no, man.
Fuck all these assholes.
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Yo, that's what my people call me.
You know, people who know me.
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Look, are we just gonna, like-- are you
just gonna tick the boxes and shit?
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I mean, can we-- can we talk straight?
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I mean, you gonna help me out or what?
'Cause I, you know, I don't think
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- I deserve to be up in here no more.
- Let's just slow down. Slow slow down.
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I've done a long bid, man.
Three more years ain't gonna--
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Slow down. Let's-let's talk
about what got you here.
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- You want to tell me about that?
- It's right there in front of you.
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- Why you want to talk about that again?
- 'Cause now you're mine.
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You moved up.
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And just 'cause I like to chat.
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All these scrubs in here, you know,
these short-timers and meatballs,
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they're like,
they're all innocent, right?
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Yeah. But at least I admit it.
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You know, I copped
to what I did right away,
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and-and now
I'm lookin' forward, man.
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I got a job lined up
and I'm sayin',
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why I got to talk about that shit
every fuckin' time?
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'Cause I want to hear
your side of it, that's why.
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You know what? Just fuck this shit.
Fuck you too.
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- I ain't got time for this bullshit.
- Hey, son--
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No, you're just settin' them up
so they can flop me, man.
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So you write what you're gonna write
and let's just get on with it, man.
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- 'Cause I'll take the flop.
- Hey, son. Stone.
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- Go ahead, max me, max me.
- Son, calm down.
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You don't think I'll do it,
I'll see that max standing
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- on my fucking head, man.
- Stone!
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I'll see you outside
before you see me, bitch.
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Stone! ln about
two fucking seconds you're gonna
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go in the hole, and your file is
gonna go to the bottom of my pile.
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You understand?
You see that door in front of you?
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You know where it goes-- back.
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You want to go back?
Be my guest.
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You want to go forward,
you want to walk out of here,
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you want to find that door?
Me, I'm that door.
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And you will go through me. If I ask
you a question about the weather,
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you better fucking answer it or go back
and I'll see you in three years.
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- You got it?
- Yeah.
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- Then sit the fuck down.
- All right.
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Well, we just shootin' the shit.
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I like her, man. She's hard.
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Okay. All right, look,
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look, this is a process.
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We talk.
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We're not friends,
but just pretend we're friends, okay?
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Relax, just-just talk, that's all,
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and then maybe we both get
what we want, okay?
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- Okay, let's pretend.
- Okay.
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You're married.
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Yeah.
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Okay, that's good.
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How long are you married?
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Nine years, man--
eight of it up in this shit.
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It's right in the file, man.
I don't want--
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Let's talk about your wife.
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- Lucetta?
- Mm-hmm, yeah.
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- Has she come up here? You seen her?
- No.
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- She's a dime, dawg.
- What's a dime?
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Perfect 10, man. She's fine.
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I'll tell you, between you and me,
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she's-she's a alien.
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Alien? What do you mean,
like an illegal?
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No, she ain't illegal, man.
She's whiter than you.
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No, she's like-- she's like a--
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she's an alien
from another world, man.
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She visit you much?
Picnics most Saturdays?
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I don't want no picnic, man.
I miss my dick in her fuckin' ass.
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You know, I miss her suckin' me
till I can't take no more.
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I mean, she's crazy.
She'll do anything.
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Fuck her tits, come in her face, she'll
just blink and keep on laughing, man.
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It's-- she--
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look, if we gonna talk about Lucetta,
you better watch out,
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'cause I'm gonna give you
some pictures in your head
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gonna keep you up nights, man.
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Oh man.
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I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
I-I got a mouth, I know.
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I apologize, man.
You're givin' me that look,
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and I feel like you go down here
and that's the end of this shit.
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Look, I don't want no beef with you.
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I just want to be vegetarian.
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Is that your wife?
You're married?
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Yeah.
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- A long time?
- 43 years.
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Get the fuck out.
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Man, that's true love, huh?
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That's great, and after 43 years
and you still get it on and everything?
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- Excuse me?
- No, I'm really curious about this.
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It's like, say, I love my lady, right,
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but, you know, I wonder sometimes,
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like how you gonna do
when the skin starts to go to the crepe,
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you know what I'm sayin'? I mean,
what do-- how does that work for you?
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Like you get hip to Viagra,
so you can like hammer nails with it?
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Listen listen, look, I don't talk
with anybody about my wife like that.
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I ain't talkin' about your wife.
I'm sayin', for me,
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you know,
I've been locked up a long time.
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You don't need much more than two
pumps and a swirl to get it done.
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I don't consider this polite
conversation.
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I ain't tryin' to be rude, okay?
I really want to know
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where does that go?
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Or where do you put it, if you--
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you get what I'm sayin'?
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I want to know
how it works for you,
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how you keep a lid on that.
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We're not--
we're not talking about me.
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We're not talking about me, okay?
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Man looks on the outward appearance.
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God looks on the heart.
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And certainly the heart
of a man does matter,
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because out of the abundance
of the heart the mouth speaks...
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Only in the choices
that God decides to present to us.
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Well, no, I'm not saying that.
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I'm saying that I just believe
that we're automatons...
239
00:18:14,886 --> 00:18:16,511
...and here's the deal:
240
00:18:16,679 --> 00:18:19,347
- I did not choose to be born...
- This is very very serious.
241
00:18:19,515 --> 00:18:22,684
...and I cannot choose to be born again.
242
00:18:22,852 --> 00:18:25,103
She's four-- can you believe it?
243
00:18:25,271 --> 00:18:27,814
I had no choice
in that matter whatsoever, and yet
244
00:18:27,982 --> 00:18:30,275
- there are so many people that...
- Where have you gone?
245
00:18:30,443 --> 00:18:32,277
...think they have a choice
in the matter
246
00:18:32,445 --> 00:18:35,947
of their spiritual rebirth
and their spiritual formation.
247
00:18:36,115 --> 00:18:40,368
The fact of the matter is, a seed
is planted and conception takes place,
248
00:18:40,536 --> 00:18:42,746
- which you had nothing to do with.
- Amen.
249
00:18:42,914 --> 00:18:45,123
All Voices Under God, WDDL,
250
00:18:45,291 --> 00:18:48,835
will continue here right after
these very important messages.
251
00:18:50,671 --> 00:18:53,632
Look, we was high as shit
and we were lookin' for money.
252
00:18:53,800 --> 00:18:55,675
You know?
My poppy hears us.
253
00:18:55,843 --> 00:18:57,302
Him and Teach have words.
254
00:18:57,470 --> 00:18:58,970
Poppy goes and gets his gun.
255
00:18:59,138 --> 00:19:01,181
And I was like, "Fuck this.
I don't want no part of this,"
256
00:19:01,349 --> 00:19:02,974
and I went outside.
257
00:19:03,142 --> 00:19:07,020
So then, Teach done what he done
and then the house got burnt.
258
00:19:08,898 --> 00:19:10,857
It was--
you know, it was terrible.
259
00:19:11,025 --> 00:19:12,859
I was like a terrible mistake
that I made.
260
00:19:13,027 --> 00:19:15,487
I was tragic and it was
a long time ago
261
00:19:15,655 --> 00:19:18,114
and I've paid-- I've paid...
262
00:19:18,282 --> 00:19:20,617
with a lot of hard time.
263
00:19:20,785 --> 00:19:23,787
And I just think, you know,
I'm so ready to be out
264
00:19:23,955 --> 00:19:25,997
and start my life again,
265
00:19:26,165 --> 00:19:28,416
and well, so what--
266
00:19:28,584 --> 00:19:30,877
you know, what-what-what
can we do to make that happen?
267
00:19:31,045 --> 00:19:32,462
How can you help me
make that happen?
268
00:19:32,630 --> 00:19:34,965
Well, we'll see.
269
00:19:35,132 --> 00:19:37,467
We were just getting started, so--
270
00:19:37,635 --> 00:19:40,804
A lot of good things have
happened for me in here, you know.
271
00:19:40,972 --> 00:19:42,681
I did my GED like that, man.
272
00:19:42,849 --> 00:19:44,891
I held down this job--
Textiles Unit,
273
00:19:45,059 --> 00:19:46,810
number one position
the last two years.
274
00:19:46,978 --> 00:19:49,563
I'm goin' home to my wife.
She's got a spot for me, you know,
275
00:19:49,730 --> 00:19:51,898
Mount Elliot Chrysler,
job lined up.
276
00:19:52,066 --> 00:19:54,818
- I'm-I'm going, you know.
- Yeah, whose idea was it?
277
00:19:54,986 --> 00:19:57,112
Lucetta-- she knows
the branch manager at Mount Elliot.
278
00:19:57,280 --> 00:19:58,655
No no, not yourjob.
279
00:19:58,823 --> 00:20:01,199
Whose idea was it
to go to your grandparent's?
280
00:20:01,367 --> 00:20:02,909
- What?
- Whose idea was it?
281
00:20:07,498 --> 00:20:10,041
I told you--
I told you it was Teach.
282
00:20:10,209 --> 00:20:11,751
Teach, you know.
283
00:20:11,919 --> 00:20:14,379
Like I said, I wasn't even--
284
00:20:14,547 --> 00:20:16,756
I was-- I went outside the house.
285
00:20:16,924 --> 00:20:19,050
Yeah, but you
didn't stop them, did you?
286
00:20:19,218 --> 00:20:21,803
- Stop 'em what?
- From killing your grandparents.
287
00:20:25,182 --> 00:20:27,976
You-you-you ain't gonna do it, man.
288
00:20:29,395 --> 00:20:31,521
You're not gonna--
289
00:20:32,773 --> 00:20:36,401
You don't give a fuck, man. Shit.
290
00:20:38,237 --> 00:20:41,114
I was outside,
291
00:20:41,282 --> 00:20:44,451
Teach-- Teach come out,
292
00:20:44,619 --> 00:20:47,996
and I didn't even know
what he'd done until he told me.
293
00:20:48,164 --> 00:20:50,582
Teach testified to that, man.
294
00:20:50,750 --> 00:20:53,501
He-- that's why I didn't even
catch the rap
295
00:20:53,669 --> 00:20:55,211
for-- for manslaughter.
296
00:20:55,379 --> 00:20:57,631
I got accessory and arson.
297
00:20:57,798 --> 00:21:00,300
I've done eight out of 10-15.
298
00:21:00,468 --> 00:21:04,596
I mean, what-- what more
do you want from me?
299
00:21:06,557 --> 00:21:09,517
Okay, so,
300
00:21:09,685 --> 00:21:11,645
let's make today
301
00:21:11,812 --> 00:21:14,272
an extra special day.
302
00:21:14,440 --> 00:21:17,776
Let's do one nice thing
for someone else,
303
00:21:17,944 --> 00:21:22,030
but not tell
anyone else that we did it, okay?
304
00:21:23,950 --> 00:21:26,993
Win with the seventh deuce,
it's 10 bucks for everybody.
305
00:21:27,161 --> 00:21:28,870
-
- Win both ways with the seven deuce,
306
00:21:29,038 --> 00:21:30,872
- 20 bucks a head.
- Jacks wild?
307
00:21:31,040 --> 00:21:32,457
Jacks definitely not wild.
308
00:21:32,625 --> 00:21:35,502
- Marsha, stay in?
-
309
00:21:35,670 --> 00:21:37,045
Hello?
310
00:21:37,213 --> 00:21:40,423
- Hi, is this Jack Mabry's place?
- Excuse me?
311
00:21:40,591 --> 00:21:42,801
Oh, my name is Lucetta Creeson.
My husband's...
312
00:21:42,969 --> 00:21:44,803
Excuse me,
I couldn't understand what--
313
00:21:44,971 --> 00:21:48,556
- Can I speak to Jack Mabry?
- Well, this is Mrs. Mabry.
314
00:21:48,724 --> 00:21:51,309
Okay, can I speak to Jack?
315
00:21:51,477 --> 00:21:53,812
You need my husband.
I can give him a mess--
316
00:22:11,706 --> 00:22:14,207
- Hey, you get ahold of him?
- She was a little short.
317
00:22:14,375 --> 00:22:17,961
You know? Like, I don't know. Like she
didn't want to talk or something.
318
00:22:18,129 --> 00:22:19,337
Why-why-why you talkin' to her?
319
00:22:19,505 --> 00:22:21,381
Hey, Tommy, Tommy, we don't bite.
320
00:22:21,549 --> 00:22:24,300
Huh-uh, no biting, okay?
321
00:22:24,468 --> 00:22:28,013
Do you understand what I'm sayin'?
I need you to do this for me right now.
322
00:22:28,180 --> 00:22:30,181
Right now. Don't let it slide.
323
00:22:30,349 --> 00:22:32,475
Okay, I will.
324
00:22:32,643 --> 00:22:35,478
Okay? Call him tonight.
325
00:22:35,646 --> 00:22:38,023
Call him tomorrow.
Call him tomorrow night.
326
00:22:38,190 --> 00:22:40,692
Call him the day after.
Call him the day after tomorrow night.
327
00:22:40,860 --> 00:22:43,903
That's what I'm getting at is do you
believe what you did was wrong?
328
00:22:44,071 --> 00:22:46,656
What-what d'you think,
because I grew up westside
329
00:22:46,824 --> 00:22:49,784
that like I'm one of
these socio-delinquent types,
330
00:22:49,952 --> 00:22:52,787
don't know the difference
between right and wrong?
331
00:22:52,955 --> 00:22:55,415
You want me to tell you
about my bad childhood and shit?
332
00:22:55,583 --> 00:22:56,916
I don't know. Did you have one?
333
00:22:57,084 --> 00:22:59,878
Well, you know, at the time,
I thought a lot of shit was normal.
334
00:23:00,046 --> 00:23:03,048
It was definitely unhealthy,
335
00:23:03,215 --> 00:23:05,550
but on the same token,
you know, I didn't think
336
00:23:05,718 --> 00:23:07,969
I was a bad person to begin with.
337
00:23:08,137 --> 00:23:11,181
So, you know, I mean,
what, you want to know
338
00:23:11,348 --> 00:23:13,516
if I'm gonna light
any more grandparents on fire?
339
00:23:13,684 --> 00:23:15,351
- Are you?
- No.
340
00:23:15,519 --> 00:23:18,521
- You got any more?
- Yeah, I got one.
341
00:23:18,689 --> 00:23:22,275
Yeah well, try to make
a better effort with that one.
342
00:23:27,907 --> 00:23:29,783
I'm not trying to be flip.
343
00:23:32,036 --> 00:23:34,746
I think I deserve to be free, I do.
344
00:23:34,914 --> 00:23:36,790
Why, because you did the time?
345
00:23:36,957 --> 00:23:39,751
That's it, you're ready?
Now you're a clean slate?
346
00:23:39,919 --> 00:23:43,088
I'm clean as anybody, man.
I'm clean as you.
347
00:23:43,255 --> 00:23:45,882
Well, maybe, maybe not.
348
00:23:46,050 --> 00:23:48,760
Seriously, let me
ask you something, you know.
349
00:23:48,928 --> 00:23:51,304
Why are you-- why are you--
why are you gonna sit there,
350
00:23:51,472 --> 00:23:53,765
like, asking me these questions
like you never done nothin'?
351
00:23:53,933 --> 00:23:58,019
I mean, you know, why do you
get to walk around free and I don't?
352
00:23:58,187 --> 00:23:59,938
I wasn't convicted of a crime.
353
00:24:00,106 --> 00:24:01,981
Oh, come--
you never did anything bad?
354
00:24:02,149 --> 00:24:05,110
Never did anybody no wrong,
had to be forgiven for nothin'?
355
00:24:05,277 --> 00:24:06,653
No, never broke the law.
356
00:24:06,821 --> 00:24:08,780
What, you never got
a speeding ticket?
357
00:24:08,948 --> 00:24:11,616
You never backed somebody up
in a bar fight or something?
358
00:24:11,784 --> 00:24:14,911
Shit, Vietnam-- you never killed
some kid-- you carry that with you?
359
00:24:15,079 --> 00:24:16,454
You step out on your wife,
360
00:24:16,622 --> 00:24:18,623
you fuck that little 15-year-old
who looked at you sideways?
361
00:24:18,791 --> 00:24:20,708
- Okay okay.
- No, come on, man! Come on!
362
00:24:20,876 --> 00:24:25,296
How long you get to keep judgin'
a person for one bad thing they done?
363
00:24:25,464 --> 00:24:28,091
No matter how much I paid,
I gotta keep eatin' shit with you?
364
00:24:28,259 --> 00:24:29,884
For how long?
365
00:24:31,303 --> 00:24:34,556
That ain't right. It ain't.
366
00:24:34,723 --> 00:24:36,933
I mean, I'm beggin' you, man.
I'm beggin' you.
367
00:24:37,101 --> 00:24:40,812
I'm a person. I'm a person.
Look at my record, you know.
368
00:24:40,980 --> 00:24:42,814
Look at-- look at
what I've done in here.
369
00:24:42,982 --> 00:24:45,692
I mean, I'm different
than when I come in here, man.
370
00:24:45,860 --> 00:24:50,613
I've grown a lot.
I'm like fuckin' reborn, man.
371
00:24:50,781 --> 00:24:53,575
What does that mean to you,
being reborn?
372
00:24:56,745 --> 00:24:58,246
What?
373
00:25:00,166 --> 00:25:02,292
What does that mean to you?
374
00:25:22,646 --> 00:25:25,523
Hi. Yeah, I'm back.
375
00:25:27,359 --> 00:25:29,903
- Hey, Mrs. Creeson.
- Hey, Jake.
376
00:25:43,125 --> 00:25:44,876
Thanks. Bye, guys.
377
00:25:59,475 --> 00:26:01,059
Creeson!
378
00:26:03,854 --> 00:26:06,564
Oh, the rows look so nice.
I like 'em thick, baby.
379
00:26:06,732 --> 00:26:07,982
- Yeah?
- It looks really good.
380
00:26:08,150 --> 00:26:09,734
- I've been using that mousse you sent.
- Yeah?
381
00:26:09,902 --> 00:26:12,070
'Cause Crystal said you put the rag on
before you go to sleep,
382
00:26:12,238 --> 00:26:15,782
and when you wake up they're still all
clean and nice-- they look really good.
383
00:26:15,950 --> 00:26:19,077
They look tight.
You look so fucking good.
384
00:26:19,245 --> 00:26:21,204
I miss you so much.
385
00:26:30,673 --> 00:26:33,967
What have you got to tell me?
I mean...
386
00:26:35,928 --> 00:26:37,553
Well, I called him
387
00:26:37,721 --> 00:26:40,807
and he didn't call me back,
so I left another message.
388
00:26:40,975 --> 00:26:44,852
Okay, that's good, but you know you
got to get with him person to person.
389
00:26:45,020 --> 00:26:47,563
- I'm on it. Baby, I'm on it.
- One on one, you know what I'm saying?
390
00:26:47,731 --> 00:26:50,942
I gotta have you with me on it.
I can't do this by myself.
391
00:26:51,110 --> 00:26:53,069
Anything.
392
00:26:53,237 --> 00:26:56,447
I would do anything for you,
you know that, right?
393
00:26:56,615 --> 00:26:57,991
Yeah.
394
00:26:59,034 --> 00:27:00,243
Okay okay.
395
00:27:00,411 --> 00:27:03,496
Baby, I wore
something special for you.
396
00:27:03,664 --> 00:27:05,248
Did you? What did you wear?
397
00:27:05,416 --> 00:27:07,959
- Nothing.
- Oh God.
398
00:27:10,004 --> 00:27:11,504
You're killin' me.
399
00:27:18,178 --> 00:27:20,138
Oh no.
Okay okay okay.
400
00:27:20,306 --> 00:27:21,806
- What?
- This is too much. No no.
401
00:27:21,974 --> 00:27:25,310
Come on. No no, I'm sorry. Just come on.
Come here, come here.
402
00:27:26,937 --> 00:27:28,271
Honey?
403
00:27:28,439 --> 00:27:29,939
I can't get no ticket.
404
00:27:30,107 --> 00:27:32,108
I can't get a ticket,
you understand, right?
405
00:27:32,276 --> 00:27:33,776
I'm too close.
406
00:27:33,944 --> 00:27:36,821
- Baby. Baby.
- Yeah. Yeah.
407
00:27:36,989 --> 00:27:39,907
Okay, I'm so close.
408
00:27:40,075 --> 00:27:42,910
- What am I gonna do?
- It's gonna happen.
409
00:27:43,078 --> 00:27:45,163
- I can't do much more of this.
- Don't worry.
410
00:27:45,331 --> 00:27:47,040
I can't.
I ain't gonna make it.
411
00:27:47,207 --> 00:27:49,208
I'm serious, Lucetta.
412
00:27:49,376 --> 00:27:52,879
I just think I want--
like I want to kill myself.
413
00:27:53,047 --> 00:27:56,174
You don't even joke like that, okay?
414
00:27:56,342 --> 00:27:57,759
Don't joke.
415
00:27:57,926 --> 00:28:00,219
I love you.
416
00:28:03,724 --> 00:28:05,975
You want something to eat?
I got some cream puffs
417
00:28:06,143 --> 00:28:09,354
and some animal crackers
and some milk and stuff.
418
00:28:10,481 --> 00:28:12,899
"That the Father may be glorified..."
419
00:29:01,031 --> 00:29:03,491
"...the embrace of sin, the individual
420
00:29:03,659 --> 00:29:06,994
achieves perfect metaphysical pitch
421
00:29:07,162 --> 00:29:08,830
and transforms himself
422
00:29:08,997 --> 00:29:12,125
into a tuning fork of God."
423
00:29:19,383 --> 00:29:22,593
I'm trying improve myself here,
you motherfuckers!
424
00:29:33,480 --> 00:29:35,857
This is Jack and Madylyn Mabry.
425
00:29:36,024 --> 00:29:38,609
- Please leave a message.
426
00:29:38,777 --> 00:29:41,696
Hi. Hey, this is
Lucetta Creeson.
427
00:29:41,864 --> 00:29:44,824
Um, I called before.
I'm Stoney Creeson's wife.
428
00:29:44,992 --> 00:29:46,909
I spoke to Mrs. Mabry,
429
00:29:47,077 --> 00:29:49,203
but Mr. Mabry, this is for you.
430
00:29:49,371 --> 00:29:51,873
I would like to talk to you
about my husband.
431
00:29:52,040 --> 00:29:53,875
Um, it's kind of important to us.
432
00:29:54,042 --> 00:29:56,627
And I work most mornings, but--
433
00:29:56,795 --> 00:29:58,713
well, no, look,
I could rearrange things,
434
00:29:58,881 --> 00:30:01,549
so whenever's good for you
is fine with me.
435
00:30:03,177 --> 00:30:05,136
Shit.
436
00:30:05,304 --> 00:30:07,597
I wasn't done.
437
00:30:08,807 --> 00:30:11,142
Who goes to sleep at 9:00?
438
00:30:24,281 --> 00:30:26,157
Hi.
439
00:30:51,266 --> 00:30:53,267
Mr. Mabry?
440
00:30:54,520 --> 00:30:57,688
- Officer Mabry?
- Sorry?
441
00:30:57,856 --> 00:31:01,192
Mrs. Creeson-- I'm Stoney's wife.
442
00:31:01,360 --> 00:31:03,361
Oh oh, Mrs. Creeson.
443
00:31:03,529 --> 00:31:05,321
Look, call me Lucetta though, please.
444
00:31:06,823 --> 00:31:08,741
You're here to see your husband?
445
00:31:08,909 --> 00:31:11,702
No, silly, I'm here to see you.
446
00:31:11,870 --> 00:31:14,830
Wait, I'm sorry,
didn't you get my message?
447
00:31:14,998 --> 00:31:18,876
Oh yeah, okay. Well, there's a way
to meet with family, Mrs. Creeson.
448
00:31:19,044 --> 00:31:21,462
You have to go through the office
for me to see you.
449
00:31:21,630 --> 00:31:24,215
- Oh right.
- The case officer too--
450
00:31:24,383 --> 00:31:27,093
meet and assess the home situation.
451
00:31:27,261 --> 00:31:29,720
- That's-that's how we--
- See, that's the thing though, sir,
452
00:31:29,888 --> 00:31:33,224
because, I mean,
I am the home situation.
453
00:31:35,060 --> 00:31:37,061
- Mrs. Creeson, just call the office--
- Lucetta.
454
00:31:37,229 --> 00:31:40,565
Lucetta. Just call the office
and make an appointment.
455
00:31:40,732 --> 00:31:43,317
- That's the way you have to do it.
- Can't I just talk to you for a while?
456
00:31:43,485 --> 00:31:46,571
I mean, can't we just, sort ofjust you
and me make a date or something?
457
00:31:46,738 --> 00:31:48,030
- No, we can't.
- Please please.
458
00:31:48,198 --> 00:31:49,490
You know how much
this means to us.
459
00:31:49,658 --> 00:31:52,994
If you're coming to see your husband,
fine, but we can't do it any other way.
460
00:31:53,161 --> 00:31:55,371
And I'm late, really.
461
00:31:55,539 --> 00:31:57,582
Well, Mr. Mabry,
462
00:31:57,749 --> 00:31:59,917
Mr. Mabry, I wanted
to give you a little something
463
00:32:00,085 --> 00:32:02,086
- my kids made in class.
- Yeah, I can't accept that.
464
00:32:02,254 --> 00:32:05,047
- It's inappropriate. Thank you anyway.
- But it's for the birds, see?
465
00:32:05,215 --> 00:32:08,175
And they-- it's a nest
and they come and they take their twine
466
00:32:08,343 --> 00:32:11,429
and their twigs and stuff
and they make their little home.
467
00:32:11,597 --> 00:32:13,014
Thank you.
468
00:32:13,181 --> 00:32:15,349
Okay.
469
00:32:15,517 --> 00:32:18,060
- Nice to meet you.
- Thank you.
470
00:32:26,945 --> 00:32:28,821
Okay.
471
00:32:31,199 --> 00:32:33,367
What the hell is this?
472
00:32:33,535 --> 00:32:35,620
- What's that?
- This-- your wife.
473
00:32:35,787 --> 00:32:36,996
What, she sent it to you?
474
00:32:37,164 --> 00:32:39,290
She gave it to me
in the parking lot just now.
475
00:32:39,458 --> 00:32:41,500
Wait, what,
Lucetta come and find you?
476
00:32:41,668 --> 00:32:44,670
She gave that to me in the parking lot.
Don't mess with me.
477
00:32:44,838 --> 00:32:47,089
I ain't lookin' for any kind
of trouble with you, you know.
478
00:32:47,257 --> 00:32:49,133
I hope you didn't put her up to it.
479
00:32:49,301 --> 00:32:51,427
The parole board's
gonna send you a flop in the mail
480
00:32:51,595 --> 00:32:53,137
and you won't even see them.
481
00:32:53,305 --> 00:32:55,931
Lucetta does whatever
the fuck she wants. I told you, man.
482
00:32:56,099 --> 00:32:58,684
She's just boisterous.
483
00:33:02,314 --> 00:33:04,857
Jesus, what a week.
484
00:33:18,205 --> 00:33:21,707
Hey hey, I want to see
what you think about something.
485
00:33:24,336 --> 00:33:26,170
You ever-- you seen this?
486
00:33:27,673 --> 00:33:29,215
I found it in the library.
487
00:33:29,383 --> 00:33:33,219
"Zukangor, The Sound and Life God."
488
00:33:33,387 --> 00:33:34,887
Yeah, you know it?
489
00:33:36,014 --> 00:33:37,348
No.
490
00:33:37,516 --> 00:33:39,850
They say the sound part come first.
491
00:33:40,018 --> 00:33:42,561
They say the-- when you experience
492
00:33:42,729 --> 00:33:45,064
a spiritual truth
493
00:33:45,232 --> 00:33:48,192
that it comes to you as a sound,
494
00:33:48,360 --> 00:33:50,611
that it goes through you,
495
00:33:50,779 --> 00:33:53,948
changes your vibration,
gets you back into harmony.
496
00:33:54,116 --> 00:33:56,492
Like God's tuning fork or something.
497
00:33:56,660 --> 00:33:59,120
And then if you let that happen to you,
498
00:33:59,287 --> 00:34:01,831
then-- then you get the light,
499
00:34:01,998 --> 00:34:04,417
or you get illumination
or something.
500
00:34:05,877 --> 00:34:08,421
I wouldn't know about that.
I'm an Episcopalian.
501
00:34:08,588 --> 00:34:12,508
They say it starts with small things,
like little sounds, little vibrations,
502
00:34:12,676 --> 00:34:15,553
like a-- just like
a buzzing electric light
503
00:34:15,721 --> 00:34:19,140
or rushing water
or the sound of a bee or...
504
00:34:19,307 --> 00:34:21,183
- Yeah?
- Yeah.
505
00:34:21,351 --> 00:34:22,893
And then it grows.
506
00:34:23,061 --> 00:34:26,188
But there's no priest or nothing.
It's not like a religion.
507
00:34:26,356 --> 00:34:30,735
There's just this one dude
named Arnold who's the Zukmaster.
508
00:34:30,902 --> 00:34:34,405
They say you do this practice
all by yourself.
509
00:34:34,573 --> 00:34:36,824
You can-- you can hear better.
510
00:34:36,992 --> 00:34:39,744
You can hear God
speaking to you through sounds.
511
00:34:39,911 --> 00:34:41,412
What's the practice?
512
00:34:41,580 --> 00:34:43,789
- They chant "Hue."
- Hue?
513
00:34:43,957 --> 00:34:47,084
- And then they listen.
- For what, a bee?
514
00:34:48,837 --> 00:34:50,421
Maybe, I don't know.
515
00:34:53,216 --> 00:34:57,178
But you know, the thing is
516
00:34:57,345 --> 00:35:00,097
they say you got to keep coming back
517
00:35:00,265 --> 00:35:03,017
until you pay for all your shit.
518
00:35:03,185 --> 00:35:05,519
That you've got to fix it
519
00:35:05,687 --> 00:35:08,939
over a lot of lives, you know,
until you work it all out.
520
00:35:09,107 --> 00:35:11,650
Well, what about this life?
521
00:35:11,818 --> 00:35:15,446
What about answering for the things
that you've done in this life?
522
00:35:19,284 --> 00:35:20,951
Shit, I know I have.
523
00:35:21,119 --> 00:35:22,953
Have you?
524
00:35:23,121 --> 00:35:24,622
Yeah. Have you?
525
00:35:29,961 --> 00:35:33,380
This is
the body of Christ, given for you.
526
00:35:33,548 --> 00:35:41,639
The body of Christ, given for you.
527
00:35:41,807 --> 00:35:43,808
- I'll be right back.
- Sure.
528
00:35:49,272 --> 00:35:50,689
Here, you drive home.
529
00:35:50,857 --> 00:35:53,484
I'm going to talk to the pastor
a minute and then I'll walk.
530
00:35:53,652 --> 00:35:55,319
Okay.
531
00:35:58,448 --> 00:36:00,324
Hey yo, foul, bitch!
532
00:36:00,492 --> 00:36:02,117
Damn, that's a hard foul!
533
00:36:02,285 --> 00:36:04,328
Yo, that's a foul!
534
00:36:13,004 --> 00:36:15,756
Hue...
535
00:36:26,852 --> 00:36:28,811
Man, you should've dunked it!
536
00:36:40,198 --> 00:36:43,826
Okay, I've never
done this before, so--
537
00:36:43,994 --> 00:36:45,828
well, I mean, I come to the...
538
00:36:47,622 --> 00:36:50,291
church every week and I really try.
539
00:36:50,458 --> 00:36:53,460
And I don't know, I mean,
I guess I had hoped with time
540
00:36:53,628 --> 00:36:55,671
it would be easier and easier and...
541
00:36:57,299 --> 00:36:58,924
and I'd be...
542
00:37:01,136 --> 00:37:03,679
My family, people close to me,
543
00:37:03,847 --> 00:37:07,016
it seems to come to them easily,
but for me it's...
544
00:37:07,183 --> 00:37:09,727
I mean I've...
545
00:37:09,895 --> 00:37:11,395
I don't know.
546
00:37:14,399 --> 00:37:17,067
I mean I've...
547
00:37:17,235 --> 00:37:21,071
sometimes
the thoughts that I have,
548
00:37:21,239 --> 00:37:23,073
feelings...
549
00:37:25,160 --> 00:37:27,244
but, uh, sometimes
550
00:37:27,412 --> 00:37:30,331
I just think maybe
you should shoot me or something.
551
00:37:30,498 --> 00:37:33,417
Well, I don't believe that
that's what God wants for you.
552
00:37:33,585 --> 00:37:36,337
Well, what does he want?
553
00:37:36,504 --> 00:37:40,799
I wish I had a simple answer for you.
554
00:37:40,967 --> 00:37:43,677
I'm not sure what God wants for you.
555
00:37:45,639 --> 00:37:47,306
Is there anything...
556
00:37:49,434 --> 00:37:52,519
There's an old Biblical passage
that says...
557
00:37:54,397 --> 00:37:57,608
"Be still and know that I am God."
558
00:37:57,776 --> 00:37:59,568
Which is a way of saying
559
00:37:59,736 --> 00:38:02,154
sometimes God does, um,
560
00:38:02,322 --> 00:38:05,532
speak to us in mysterious ways.
561
00:38:23,468 --> 00:38:24,969
Off the rail!
562
00:38:25,136 --> 00:38:26,971
I said off the rail!
563
00:38:37,565 --> 00:38:40,401
Hue...
564
00:38:51,162 --> 00:38:52,538
Hello?
565
00:38:52,706 --> 00:38:55,958
Hi, this is Lucetta Creeson.
We talked last week.
566
00:38:56,126 --> 00:38:58,419
I'm sorry,
what is your name again?
567
00:38:58,586 --> 00:39:00,504
Lucetta Creeson.
568
00:39:00,672 --> 00:39:03,048
I was just wondering
if Jack was home.
569
00:39:03,216 --> 00:39:05,759
I'm afraid he's still--
oh no, wait, hold on.
570
00:39:05,927 --> 00:39:09,221
- Jack, telephone.
- Who is it? Who? Who is it?
571
00:39:09,389 --> 00:39:11,098
A friend of yours?
572
00:39:12,434 --> 00:39:14,268
- Hello.
- Hey.
573
00:39:14,436 --> 00:39:16,103
It's Lucetta Creeson.
574
00:39:16,271 --> 00:39:18,480
Listen, I was just wondering, um,
575
00:39:18,648 --> 00:39:20,691
when we could meet,
when we could get together.
576
00:39:20,859 --> 00:39:24,903
Uh, Mrs. Creeson, I don't know
how you're calling my house,
577
00:39:25,071 --> 00:39:26,613
but I told you to call the office.
578
00:39:26,781 --> 00:39:28,365
Well, look, I'm just,
579
00:39:28,533 --> 00:39:32,036
I'm not that great at offices
and, you know,
580
00:39:32,203 --> 00:39:35,497
I just-- I just can't be real, like,
in an office, you know?
581
00:39:35,665 --> 00:39:37,541
- Look, Mrs. Creeson--
- Lucetta.
582
00:39:37,709 --> 00:39:41,045
Mrs. Creeson, I have
business with your husband.
583
00:39:41,212 --> 00:39:43,380
Well, that's why I'm calling.
584
00:39:43,548 --> 00:39:45,549
I mean, what, did you think
I had another reason?
585
00:39:45,717 --> 00:39:47,301
Well, no, I didn't.
586
00:39:47,469 --> 00:39:50,387
Maybe we could go to lunch,
you could bring Mrs. Mabry too.
587
00:39:50,555 --> 00:39:53,265
You know, she's got a sweet voice.
What's her first name?
588
00:39:53,433 --> 00:39:55,059
Look, I admire
that you love your husband
589
00:39:55,226 --> 00:39:56,602
and you want to do
what's right for him,
590
00:39:56,770 --> 00:39:59,772
but you're not helping him.
I'm telling you that right now.
591
00:39:59,939 --> 00:40:01,774
Listen to me, Jack.
592
00:40:01,941 --> 00:40:03,984
I do love my husband.
593
00:40:04,152 --> 00:40:05,944
I love my husband
594
00:40:06,112 --> 00:40:09,364
so much.
595
00:40:11,284 --> 00:40:14,161
And all I'm asking you
is for a chance
596
00:40:14,329 --> 00:40:17,122
to help you see him
in a different light.
597
00:40:18,500 --> 00:40:20,918
I mean, how many men
at that place you work at
598
00:40:21,086 --> 00:40:24,463
have somebody
loving them like that, huh?
599
00:40:26,007 --> 00:40:28,175
Doesn't that mean something to you,
600
00:40:28,343 --> 00:40:30,928
a man in a position like yours?
601
00:40:31,096 --> 00:40:34,139
It-it-- no, it-it does, it does.
Don't misunderstand me.
602
00:40:34,307 --> 00:40:36,850
I just want him home.
603
00:40:37,018 --> 00:40:40,479
I want... I want him so bad.
604
00:40:40,647 --> 00:40:42,940
I want his arms around me.
605
00:40:43,108 --> 00:40:45,442
I want him in my bed.
606
00:40:45,610 --> 00:40:47,945
I miss him.
607
00:40:48,113 --> 00:40:50,280
Can't I persuade you?
608
00:40:50,448 --> 00:40:52,616
Who's it gonna hurt, hmm?
609
00:40:52,784 --> 00:40:56,036
Just let me come see you, please.
610
00:40:57,914 --> 00:40:59,998
Let me come see you, Jack.
611
00:41:07,215 --> 00:41:08,882
I got him.
612
00:41:09,050 --> 00:41:10,968
It's gonna happen, baby.
613
00:41:14,848 --> 00:41:18,308
Huh. Honey, you okay?
614
00:41:18,476 --> 00:41:20,185
I'm so fuckin' tired.
615
00:41:21,813 --> 00:41:23,730
Can't you sleep?
616
00:41:23,898 --> 00:41:26,775
No, it's too loud all the time.
617
00:41:26,943 --> 00:41:29,027
So noisy I can't...
618
00:41:31,197 --> 00:41:32,739
I can't get out of my head.
619
00:41:32,907 --> 00:41:35,159
I can't hear nothin'.
I can't listen.
620
00:41:35,326 --> 00:41:37,995
This place is startin'
to mess with my head.
621
00:41:38,163 --> 00:41:41,540
I'm tellin' you, I'm having
these weird-ass dreams.
622
00:41:41,708 --> 00:41:43,667
Poor honey.
623
00:41:46,921 --> 00:41:49,882
I thought I wanted
to kill myself, right?
624
00:41:51,301 --> 00:41:54,219
Thought I wanted to hang myself
in the solitary.
625
00:41:54,387 --> 00:41:55,929
I don't get it.
You dreamed that?
626
00:41:56,097 --> 00:41:58,182
But then I got too scared to die
627
00:41:58,349 --> 00:42:01,935
and I just hung there
for all of eternity.
628
00:42:06,274 --> 00:42:15,699
I don't want to fuckin' be here.
629
00:42:15,867 --> 00:42:17,910
Honey.
630
00:42:22,624 --> 00:42:25,042
Honey, what'd you have
to eat that night?
631
00:42:25,210 --> 00:42:28,045
It must've been something.
Was it spicy?
632
00:42:43,478 --> 00:42:46,396
Shoot it!
All right, let's go.
633
00:42:52,654 --> 00:42:55,197
That's the grandson
I've been tellin' you about right there.
634
00:42:55,365 --> 00:42:57,658
How cute.
His eyes are so...
635
00:43:03,122 --> 00:43:04,790
I got a grandchild.
636
00:43:04,958 --> 00:43:06,583
Do you really?
637
00:43:06,751 --> 00:43:09,211
Yeah. Her name's Katie,
three years old.
638
00:43:09,379 --> 00:43:11,964
- Cute.
- Oh, yeah. Yeah, very cute.
639
00:43:12,131 --> 00:43:13,799
Does she look like you?
640
00:43:13,967 --> 00:43:16,093
Hell no. No no no.
641
00:43:16,261 --> 00:43:18,262
I bet she loves you though.
642
00:43:18,429 --> 00:43:20,722
- Yeah well...
- You see her much?
643
00:43:23,476 --> 00:43:26,270
They live upstate,
so we don't see her that much.
644
00:43:26,437 --> 00:43:28,105
Aw, that's too bad.
645
00:43:31,150 --> 00:43:34,736
She's getting a divorce,
my daughter.
646
00:43:34,904 --> 00:43:37,531
- I'm sorry.
- What are you gonna do?
647
00:43:37,699 --> 00:43:39,741
People are gonna do
what they're gonna do.
648
00:43:42,996 --> 00:43:44,454
Are you in pain?
649
00:43:44,622 --> 00:43:45,998
Yeah, it's just my back.
650
00:43:46,165 --> 00:43:47,541
Oh. What'd you get that,
651
00:43:47,709 --> 00:43:49,418
playing ball or like from some war?
652
00:43:49,585 --> 00:43:51,086
No no, it's just life.
653
00:43:51,254 --> 00:43:53,797
So I don't know if I can--
654
00:43:53,965 --> 00:43:55,841
I don't want you to get your hopes up.
655
00:43:56,009 --> 00:43:57,467
About what?
656
00:43:57,635 --> 00:43:59,553
What I can do for you, for your husband.
657
00:43:59,721 --> 00:44:02,264
- There's a whole system--
- Have you tried magnet therapy?
658
00:44:02,432 --> 00:44:05,559
For your back, I mean. It's like
these magnets that you wear and stuff.
659
00:44:05,727 --> 00:44:07,978
- Magnets?
- Yeah, it's really good.
660
00:44:08,146 --> 00:44:09,980
Actually, you should
come over sometime,
661
00:44:10,148 --> 00:44:13,025
because I got these insoles
this guy sold me
662
00:44:13,192 --> 00:44:14,776
and I wear 'em in my shoes
663
00:44:14,944 --> 00:44:17,195
and I don't get tired
in school or anything.
664
00:44:18,323 --> 00:44:19,698
And-- yeah, and sometimes
665
00:44:19,866 --> 00:44:22,492
I even put 'em under my pillow
before I go to sleep.
666
00:44:22,660 --> 00:44:24,202
And what does that do?
667
00:44:25,496 --> 00:44:27,164
Well, okay,
668
00:44:27,332 --> 00:44:29,666
you know how we're
all toxic and stuff, right,
669
00:44:29,834 --> 00:44:33,295
with like all the microwaves
and cell phones
670
00:44:33,463 --> 00:44:36,173
and all that weird stuff
flying through the air.
671
00:44:36,341 --> 00:44:38,800
So it all builds up
inside of you, right,
672
00:44:38,968 --> 00:44:40,886
and it makes you
all achy and upset--
673
00:44:41,054 --> 00:44:42,721
and it can give you
brain tumors, really--
674
00:44:42,889 --> 00:44:44,389
I mean, it kills people.
675
00:44:44,557 --> 00:44:47,100
So these magnets,
they detox you.
676
00:44:47,268 --> 00:44:49,895
- Wow, that's...
- Yeah, it's real. I believe it.
677
00:44:51,522 --> 00:44:53,023
You don't believe it?
678
00:44:53,191 --> 00:44:55,067
I don't know, I guess.
679
00:44:55,234 --> 00:44:57,027
No, it's real.
680
00:44:57,195 --> 00:44:59,863
I mean, look,
I'm all into the body, you know,
681
00:45:00,031 --> 00:45:02,449
and for me
if the body's feeling good,
682
00:45:02,617 --> 00:45:05,285
the mind just follows, you know?
683
00:45:05,453 --> 00:45:06,995
Absolutely.
684
00:45:07,163 --> 00:45:08,955
Egg?
685
00:45:09,123 --> 00:45:11,208
My kids made 'em.
686
00:45:11,376 --> 00:45:13,377
Now I got 'em all and I have to eat 'em.
687
00:45:13,544 --> 00:45:15,295
They're nice. They're pretty.
688
00:45:15,463 --> 00:45:17,005
Eat me please.
689
00:45:23,012 --> 00:45:24,721
Why not?
690
00:45:32,271 --> 00:45:34,106
I'm just eating the healthy part.
691
00:45:34,273 --> 00:45:37,651
Go on, just eat the whole thing.
692
00:45:43,241 --> 00:45:46,368
Creeson, what's up?
You haven't been to chow in two days.
693
00:45:46,536 --> 00:45:49,704
You got a call out to go to Medical.
Get dressed.
694
00:45:54,544 --> 00:45:56,253
Hold up there.
695
00:46:26,742 --> 00:46:28,743
You feel anything?
696
00:46:31,122 --> 00:46:32,914
No.
697
00:46:34,375 --> 00:46:36,626
Like a tingling?
698
00:46:38,588 --> 00:46:41,506
No, I don't.
I don't think l...
699
00:46:41,674 --> 00:46:43,800
Like a pull?
700
00:46:43,968 --> 00:46:45,510
It's not dramatic, you know.
701
00:46:45,678 --> 00:46:49,014
It's just-- it's kind of a sense.
702
00:46:50,600 --> 00:46:52,934
Yeah well, you know,
maybe a little something.
703
00:46:53,102 --> 00:46:54,853
Yeah.
704
00:50:21,018 --> 00:50:24,062
"To what extent is
my commitment to obey God
705
00:50:24,230 --> 00:50:25,855
based on dos and don'ts
706
00:50:26,023 --> 00:50:29,025
or on a true love for Him?"
707
00:50:29,193 --> 00:50:31,861
Hmm.
708
00:50:32,029 --> 00:50:35,782
"ln what recent circumstance
was I aware of God's leading?"
709
00:50:38,452 --> 00:50:40,245
Why don't you say the blessing?
710
00:50:42,164 --> 00:50:44,290
Yeah.
711
00:50:44,458 --> 00:50:46,042
Blessed O Lord...
712
00:50:49,088 --> 00:50:51,131
blessed O Lord,
713
00:50:51,298 --> 00:50:55,844
this food to our use,
and us to Thy loving service,
714
00:50:56,011 --> 00:50:58,888
and...
715
00:50:59,056 --> 00:51:01,933
make us mindful
of the needs of others...
716
00:51:05,521 --> 00:51:08,064
- ln Christ's name, Amen.
- Amen.
717
00:51:10,943 --> 00:51:12,777
You lose your place?
718
00:51:17,116 --> 00:51:19,284
You want an egg?
719
00:52:10,503 --> 00:52:14,005
Sin comes
naturally to us from our birth.
720
00:52:14,173 --> 00:52:16,925
We-we-- it's inbred in us.
721
00:52:17,092 --> 00:52:20,136
We are not sinners
because we sin;
722
00:52:20,304 --> 00:52:23,807
we sin because we are sinners.
723
00:52:23,974 --> 00:52:28,144
Even if you lived a life
of perfect righteousness,
724
00:52:28,312 --> 00:52:30,104
you deserve hell.
You know why?
725
00:52:30,272 --> 00:52:33,608
Because "all of our
righteousnesses," lsaiah says,
726
00:52:33,776 --> 00:52:35,318
"are as filthy rags."
727
00:53:25,286 --> 00:53:27,620
You're real sweet, Jack.
728
00:53:28,914 --> 00:53:30,748
You're real sweet.
729
00:53:32,459 --> 00:53:34,419
Fuck me harder.
730
00:54:17,963 --> 00:54:20,298
You're good, Jack.
731
00:54:21,592 --> 00:54:24,135
You're a good man
for helping us.
732
00:54:25,930 --> 00:54:28,431
I appreciate it.
733
00:54:34,104 --> 00:54:36,105
You know that
nobody can know about this.
734
00:54:36,273 --> 00:54:37,941
You know that, right?
735
00:54:38,108 --> 00:54:39,609
I mean nobody.
736
00:54:39,777 --> 00:54:41,778
That's very important.
737
00:54:41,946 --> 00:54:46,074
Whatever you want,
it'll all go bad if anybody knows.
738
00:54:46,241 --> 00:54:49,285
Bad for everybody,
you understand that?
739
00:54:49,453 --> 00:54:51,287
Of course, silly.
740
00:55:35,207 --> 00:55:37,500
What's wrong?
You're not eating?
741
00:55:40,838 --> 00:55:44,340
You ever think about things
they say go on forever?
742
00:55:44,508 --> 00:55:46,175
What?
743
00:55:46,343 --> 00:55:49,012
Things they say
go on forever-- like...
744
00:55:50,806 --> 00:55:52,932
what's that mean, you know?
745
00:55:54,560 --> 00:55:58,187
The sky, like, they say
the sky goes on forever.
746
00:55:59,523 --> 00:56:01,816
But what is that really? That's--
747
00:56:01,984 --> 00:56:05,528
I mean, you can't see
nothing you can't see, so...
748
00:56:07,531 --> 00:56:09,365
it's like a big bowl
of blue above you.
749
00:56:09,533 --> 00:56:11,284
You can see clouds
during the day
750
00:56:11,452 --> 00:56:13,411
or you can see stars
at night maybe,
751
00:56:13,579 --> 00:56:16,080
but even with a telescope
you can't see forever.
752
00:56:16,248 --> 00:56:17,957
So how do they know?
753
00:56:20,794 --> 00:56:22,336
Know what?
754
00:56:22,504 --> 00:56:24,505
What it is.
755
00:56:24,673 --> 00:56:27,008
Eternity-- how do they know?
756
00:56:35,100 --> 00:56:37,727
So-- so, Jack,
757
00:56:37,895 --> 00:56:41,689
he said the board's gonna review
the whole thing, okay?
758
00:56:41,857 --> 00:56:44,233
And they're going
to take into consideration
759
00:56:44,401 --> 00:56:47,612
your age and, you know,
760
00:56:47,780 --> 00:56:50,656
your mom and all that,
761
00:56:50,824 --> 00:56:54,577
and the fact that
you were an addict back then, um...
762
00:56:56,246 --> 00:56:58,956
- hey, Stoney baby?
- Hmm?
763
00:56:59,124 --> 00:57:01,250
Look at me.
764
00:57:03,837 --> 00:57:07,298
Well, I was trying to tell you
about your parole.
765
00:57:07,466 --> 00:57:09,383
Yeah?
766
00:57:13,180 --> 00:57:15,264
Well, you weren't listening.
767
00:57:15,432 --> 00:57:18,976
Oh yeah, I'm listening.
768
00:57:19,144 --> 00:57:21,687
I am.
769
00:57:21,855 --> 00:57:25,108
Okay, so Jack said, um--
770
00:57:25,275 --> 00:57:27,068
You call him Jack?
771
00:57:27,236 --> 00:57:28,778
Sure.
772
00:57:29,822 --> 00:57:32,615
That's good.
What's he say?
773
00:57:34,660 --> 00:57:37,954
Okay, so, um,
he's gonna talk to you
774
00:57:38,122 --> 00:57:40,665
and he's going over
the whole thing
775
00:57:40,833 --> 00:57:44,502
and he's gonna decide in a few days
to write up his notes in your case file
776
00:57:44,670 --> 00:57:47,463
to submit it to the parole commission
so when they go over it next week
777
00:57:47,631 --> 00:57:49,715
they're gonna see it.
Isn't that great, baby?
778
00:57:51,385 --> 00:57:53,970
Honey, this could be it.
Isn't that great?
779
00:57:58,725 --> 00:58:00,518
Yeah.
780
00:58:05,315 --> 00:58:08,151
Didn't-didn't-didn't I do good?
781
00:58:11,655 --> 00:58:13,781
Well, look at me.
782
00:58:17,202 --> 00:58:19,495
What are you doing?
783
00:58:19,663 --> 00:58:21,747
Sometimes I think the best thing is...
784
00:58:23,250 --> 00:58:25,877
is just-just listen.
785
00:58:33,010 --> 00:58:34,927
Would you stop playin'?
786
00:58:36,889 --> 00:58:39,599
Is the kingdom of heav-- you
think it should be a peaceful kingdom
787
00:58:39,766 --> 00:58:42,518
- and we should all get along?
- That's great, but is it just going
788
00:58:42,686 --> 00:58:44,937
- to be a constant struggle...
- That's a tough one.
789
00:58:45,105 --> 00:58:47,106
...to have the kingdom of heaven
here on earth?
790
00:58:54,448 --> 00:58:55,865
Crack 53!
791
00:59:03,457 --> 00:59:05,791
Just tell me,
is it the 30th or the 31st?
792
00:59:05,959 --> 00:59:07,376
I've had about enough lip from you!
793
00:59:07,544 --> 00:59:08,920
God damn it, just tell me,
which one is it?
794
00:59:09,087 --> 00:59:11,547
You can button that up right now
and be nice. And I mean it.
795
00:59:20,015 --> 00:59:21,474
Creeson's here.
796
00:59:21,642 --> 00:59:24,060
How do ask a person to...
797
00:59:24,228 --> 00:59:26,729
to explain something that--
798
00:59:26,897 --> 00:59:29,106
that they experienced
799
00:59:29,274 --> 00:59:30,942
to where another person's got no way
800
00:59:31,109 --> 00:59:34,654
to relate to the whole
indefiniteness of it, you know?
801
00:59:36,531 --> 00:59:38,282
You don't believe me
already, do you?
802
00:59:38,450 --> 00:59:40,534
I'm not saying I don't believe you.
I just, you know, I--
803
00:59:40,702 --> 00:59:42,411
look, I've seen the tape,
it's quite a thing.
804
00:59:42,579 --> 00:59:46,249
But nothing happened to you.
I mean, you weren't involved in any way.
805
00:59:46,416 --> 00:59:49,919
Yeah, look, I don't know how to even--
806
00:59:50,087 --> 00:59:54,215
- I'm not--
807
00:59:54,383 --> 00:59:56,425
I don't know. I--
808
00:59:56,593 --> 00:59:58,636
You had, what, a profound
809
00:59:58,804 --> 01:00:01,973
spiritual epiphany.
810
01:00:02,140 --> 01:00:04,684
Shit, man, I ain't never even
heard that word before.
811
01:00:04,851 --> 01:00:07,353
Look, we don't have to talk about it.
812
01:00:07,521 --> 01:00:09,647
You know, it really don't matter.
813
01:00:09,815 --> 01:00:11,774
Well...
814
01:00:11,942 --> 01:00:15,111
I mean, don't get me wrong, I'd
like to believe in such things, but--
815
01:00:15,279 --> 01:00:17,029
Like what? Like me?
You believe in me?
816
01:00:17,197 --> 01:00:20,491
Sure, I'd like to believe in you too.
I mean that's why we're all here, right?
817
01:00:26,081 --> 01:00:28,291
Wow.
818
01:00:29,584 --> 01:00:32,169
Okay, you know, wait, look,
819
01:00:32,337 --> 01:00:34,255
there were something like...
820
01:00:36,008 --> 01:00:38,050
it was just a moment.
821
01:00:38,218 --> 01:00:40,219
The static,
822
01:00:40,387 --> 01:00:42,805
it just all went away, you know?
823
01:00:42,973 --> 01:00:44,307
And I could really hear,
824
01:00:44,474 --> 01:00:46,976
like I could hear clear, for real.
825
01:00:47,144 --> 01:00:51,022
I don't know. It just made me
see everything different.
826
01:00:51,189 --> 01:00:54,483
It made me look
at my life in a different way.
827
01:00:54,651 --> 01:00:57,153
It was just all of a sudden
I could-- I could see that
828
01:00:57,321 --> 01:01:01,198
my life in here isn't empty and
pointless like I thought it was before.
829
01:01:02,951 --> 01:01:04,452
Family and...
830
01:01:07,831 --> 01:01:11,542
- Look, Stone, just drop it.
- Drop what?
831
01:01:11,710 --> 01:01:13,294
Well, I know what
you're trying to do, but don't.
832
01:01:13,462 --> 01:01:16,505
Just-just-just don't.
It's not helping. Just stop.
833
01:01:16,673 --> 01:01:18,841
Hey look, man,
834
01:01:19,009 --> 01:01:21,510
it don't matter to me no more.
835
01:01:21,678 --> 01:01:24,096
- What doesn't matter?
- I don't care about what--
836
01:01:24,264 --> 01:01:27,391
what you're doin' or what anybody else
is tryin' to make you do.
837
01:01:27,559 --> 01:01:31,020
Make me do? What's that?
Nobody's trying to make me do anything.
838
01:01:32,147 --> 01:01:34,523
Okay.
839
01:01:36,109 --> 01:01:40,071
You should do what
you think is right, okay?
840
01:01:40,238 --> 01:01:43,157
I am whatever you say I am in there,
so write what you feel.
841
01:01:43,325 --> 01:01:46,619
Seriously. I mean it.
I mean, judge me how you think.
842
01:01:46,787 --> 01:01:48,829
- Well...
- I mean, don't get me wrong,
843
01:01:48,997 --> 01:01:50,873
I want to be out,
844
01:01:51,041 --> 01:01:53,876
but I'm gonna wrestle
with the same shit if I'm out.
845
01:01:54,044 --> 01:01:56,712
And I'm gonna keep
this feeling if I'm in.
846
01:02:00,217 --> 01:02:01,801
So you're all good now?
847
01:02:01,968 --> 01:02:05,930
No no no. Look, I ain't sayin'
I'm all happy all of a sudden.
848
01:02:06,098 --> 01:02:08,432
You know, my middle finger's
been up a long time, man.
849
01:02:08,600 --> 01:02:11,560
I'm not just gonna start wavin'
and smilin' at people.
850
01:02:11,728 --> 01:02:14,730
I'm gonna pop off.
I'm gonna lose my temper, and--
851
01:02:14,898 --> 01:02:18,067
and say shit and do shit
that I'm gonna regret, whatever.
852
01:02:18,235 --> 01:02:21,070
I just-- I just--
I am who I am, you know?
853
01:02:21,238 --> 01:02:24,407
And that's okay.
You know what I'm sayin'?
854
01:02:24,574 --> 01:02:26,951
No. No, I'm afraid I don't.
855
01:02:27,119 --> 01:02:29,787
Well, I told you
I couldn't explain it really.
856
01:02:29,955 --> 01:02:32,039
Are you okay?
Yeah. My back.
857
01:02:32,207 --> 01:02:34,959
- I'm gonna go sleep in the other room.
- Oh.
858
01:02:35,127 --> 01:02:37,586
You can take great comfort in that,
859
01:02:37,754 --> 01:02:39,505
but that can be a false comfort.
860
01:02:39,673 --> 01:02:42,591
Sometimes in the twilight
of a civilization,
861
01:02:42,759 --> 01:02:45,010
there can be a great
cultural flowering,
862
01:02:45,178 --> 01:02:48,681
but in reality, there are cracks
in the foundation of that society
863
01:02:48,849 --> 01:02:50,307
and that society is doomed.
864
01:03:11,955 --> 01:03:14,331
If you really want to know,
865
01:03:14,499 --> 01:03:17,960
I think it's some kind of
play-acting or something.
866
01:03:18,128 --> 01:03:19,753
It's all bullshit?
867
01:03:19,921 --> 01:03:24,133
No. No. Look, Stoney's just...
868
01:03:24,301 --> 01:03:26,093
you know.
I mean, he's screwed up.
869
01:03:26,261 --> 01:03:28,637
He's got weird ideas about things.
870
01:03:28,805 --> 01:03:31,474
Sometimes really weird.
871
01:03:31,641 --> 01:03:34,602
But, I mean,
he's always been that way.
872
01:03:34,769 --> 01:03:38,481
Talkin' to him,
873
01:03:38,648 --> 01:03:40,524
he almost seemed like...
874
01:03:40,692 --> 01:03:42,651
Like what?
875
01:03:42,819 --> 01:03:46,238
Something-- really,
I don't know. Different.
876
01:03:46,406 --> 01:03:49,366
No.
877
01:03:49,534 --> 01:03:53,496
Look, he's just trying
to impress you, you know,
878
01:03:53,663 --> 01:03:56,165
trying to do whatever
it takes to get out.
879
01:03:56,333 --> 01:03:58,334
Can you blame him?
880
01:03:58,502 --> 01:04:00,753
- No, it's okay.
- What?
881
01:04:01,838 --> 01:04:03,714
Hey, sit down.
882
01:04:03,882 --> 01:04:06,550
Come on. Come on, sit down.
883
01:04:06,718 --> 01:04:08,385
Sit down.
884
01:04:12,349 --> 01:04:15,809
Look, he admires you a lot,
you know.
885
01:04:15,977 --> 01:04:18,729
He told me
he learned a lot talking to you.
886
01:04:21,900 --> 01:04:24,944
Can you be straight?
887
01:04:25,111 --> 01:04:27,029
Straight as you.
888
01:04:28,323 --> 01:04:29,865
Is this all just a-- I mean,
889
01:04:30,033 --> 01:04:32,701
just-just-just
tell me what's going on.
890
01:04:35,747 --> 01:04:38,874
I don't do anything
I don't want to do.
891
01:04:41,670 --> 01:04:43,212
I like you.
892
01:04:43,380 --> 01:04:45,506
I like you, Jack.
893
01:04:46,591 --> 01:04:50,302
I would never fuck you
if I didn't want to.
894
01:04:50,470 --> 01:04:53,055
Well, thanks.
895
01:04:57,352 --> 01:04:59,645
God, you're beautiful, you know.
896
01:05:02,440 --> 01:05:04,483
You're beautiful.
897
01:05:04,651 --> 01:05:06,485
Thank you.
898
01:05:10,907 --> 01:05:12,741
I'm not gonna
come over here anymore.
899
01:05:12,909 --> 01:05:14,535
- You're not?
- No.
900
01:05:14,703 --> 01:05:15,828
Okay.
901
01:05:15,996 --> 01:05:17,454
Maybe I should just take
902
01:05:17,622 --> 01:05:20,291
some antidepressants
or something, I don't know.
903
01:05:22,460 --> 01:05:24,920
- Yes you will.
- What?
904
01:05:25,088 --> 01:05:26,714
It's okay though.
905
01:05:26,881 --> 01:05:28,924
I don't mind when they say,
"Oh no, no more,"
906
01:05:29,092 --> 01:05:31,594
'cause then I just sit back and wait.
907
01:05:34,848 --> 01:05:36,640
But you'll call,
908
01:05:36,808 --> 01:05:38,392
won't you, or drop by?
909
01:05:38,560 --> 01:05:41,645
Like maybe late again
some night, won't you?
910
01:05:41,813 --> 01:05:43,939
Oh God.
911
01:05:44,941 --> 01:05:47,484
Look, I don't care if you deny it.
It's funny to me.
912
01:05:49,154 --> 01:05:50,487
St-stop this now.
913
01:05:50,655 --> 01:05:54,950
I think about you so much, Jack.
All day long I'm thinking about you.
914
01:05:55,118 --> 01:05:56,952
I think about you at work.
915
01:05:57,120 --> 01:05:59,204
Don't say that.
916
01:05:59,372 --> 01:06:01,582
You're sexy, Jack,
917
01:06:01,750 --> 01:06:03,375
and you know if you let Stone out,
918
01:06:03,543 --> 01:06:06,128
we can still be friends too.
He won't know.
919
01:06:06,296 --> 01:06:08,005
He won't even care.
920
01:06:08,173 --> 01:06:10,966
Look, I do what I do
because I'm on my own, okay?
921
01:06:11,134 --> 01:06:13,636
And I got to make my own way,
so don't you want to help us?
922
01:06:13,803 --> 01:06:16,472
- Don't you want to help me?
- Don't talk like that.
923
01:06:16,640 --> 01:06:19,141
I can't.
It's not that simple.
924
01:06:24,439 --> 01:06:27,816
You can't leave, can you?
925
01:06:31,112 --> 01:06:33,155
It's sweet.
926
01:06:36,117 --> 01:06:39,161
What the hell am I doing?
God damn it.
927
01:06:39,329 --> 01:06:42,206
Oh, come on, Jack.
He's a good man at heart.
928
01:06:42,374 --> 01:06:44,667
You really believe that?
929
01:06:44,834 --> 01:06:46,919
Yeah, I do.
930
01:06:47,087 --> 01:06:49,338
No different than you and me.
931
01:06:50,590 --> 01:06:52,091
Do you go to church?
932
01:06:52,258 --> 01:06:55,719
Hell no.
There's no such thing as God.
933
01:07:46,187 --> 01:07:48,647
They called again.
They need the Creeson report.
934
01:07:48,815 --> 01:07:50,190
I just sent it!
935
01:07:50,358 --> 01:07:52,943
You don't have to yell.
I'm on the intercom.
936
01:07:53,111 --> 01:07:56,613
You got your RGC recommendation.
937
01:07:56,781 --> 01:07:58,782
Vocational counseling,
938
01:07:58,950 --> 01:08:02,578
psych therapy,
GED, NA, NA program.
939
01:08:02,746 --> 01:08:05,497
So the board needs to decide
940
01:08:05,665 --> 01:08:08,208
if it's safe to let you back
into the world,
941
01:08:08,376 --> 01:08:10,461
that you're not a danger
to yourself or others.
942
01:08:10,628 --> 01:08:12,713
Rehabilitated, right?
943
01:08:12,881 --> 01:08:14,381
Yeah.
944
01:08:14,549 --> 01:08:16,091
You know, in my book it says
945
01:08:16,259 --> 01:08:20,220
that chronic neck pain comes
from bein' hanged in another life.
946
01:08:20,388 --> 01:08:23,265
Well, it's my back.
It's not my neck.
947
01:08:23,433 --> 01:08:25,768
Well, I'm just makin' conversation.
948
01:08:27,187 --> 01:08:29,229
Look, if you're
not interested in the details
949
01:08:29,397 --> 01:08:30,981
of your hearing, we're done here.
950
01:08:31,149 --> 01:08:32,816
- Done?
- We're done.
951
01:08:32,984 --> 01:08:36,195
- How do you mean we're done?
- My report's already sent. We're done.
952
01:08:38,364 --> 01:08:42,284
Basically they want to hear that you
take responsibility for your actions.
953
01:08:53,880 --> 01:08:56,632
See, the thing about that,
I don't know.
954
01:08:58,301 --> 01:09:00,135
About what?
955
01:09:00,303 --> 01:09:04,640
It's funny, you know, 'cause you're
always askin' me about that night--
956
01:09:04,808 --> 01:09:06,683
how it made me feel.
957
01:09:11,147 --> 01:09:13,649
You know, when my cousin
come out of the house
958
01:09:13,817 --> 01:09:17,361
and got me
and we went back inside...
959
01:09:18,863 --> 01:09:22,157
it was trippy, man,
because like two minutes before,
960
01:09:22,325 --> 01:09:24,243
you know, my poppy,
961
01:09:24,410 --> 01:09:27,079
he was-- he was alive.
There was color in his face.
962
01:09:27,247 --> 01:09:29,122
There was light in his eyes.
963
01:09:29,290 --> 01:09:32,793
And then I go inside there and...
964
01:09:38,091 --> 01:09:40,592
and then I see them
965
01:09:40,760 --> 01:09:43,971
lyin' there all over everywhere.
966
01:09:48,226 --> 01:09:51,520
There was this buzzing
in my ears, you know,
967
01:09:51,688 --> 01:09:54,064
and I thought it was
just the shit that we was on,
968
01:09:54,232 --> 01:09:56,692
but it kept growin'
969
01:09:56,860 --> 01:09:59,444
and it started scarin'
the shit out of me.
970
01:09:59,612 --> 01:10:01,530
Teach was bouncin' off the walls,
971
01:10:01,698 --> 01:10:04,074
yellin' at me,
"We got to do something,
972
01:10:04,242 --> 01:10:06,326
You gotta help me.
We gotta handle this."
973
01:10:06,494 --> 01:10:09,580
But all I could hear
in my head was this sound.
974
01:10:11,833 --> 01:10:15,586
And then,
I don't know how I knew,
975
01:10:15,753 --> 01:10:19,548
but I just knew that
there needed to be a fire.
976
01:10:19,716 --> 01:10:21,675
I went to the garage.
977
01:10:21,843 --> 01:10:23,886
I got the can of gasoline
978
01:10:24,053 --> 01:10:25,721
and I got the match
979
01:10:25,889 --> 01:10:27,848
and I lit it.
980
01:10:31,394 --> 01:10:34,354
You ever seen a fire
take control?
981
01:10:34,522 --> 01:10:37,524
It's somethin', man.
It's alive.
982
01:10:37,692 --> 01:10:39,818
And I watched it
983
01:10:39,986 --> 01:10:42,779
take them up
984
01:10:42,947 --> 01:10:45,657
and start to change them.
985
01:10:47,327 --> 01:10:50,203
And the only thought
that came in my head
986
01:10:51,831 --> 01:10:54,750
was "This is awesome."
987
01:10:54,918 --> 01:10:56,793
Awesome?
988
01:10:56,961 --> 01:10:58,921
Yeah.
989
01:11:00,298 --> 01:11:02,424
It was
990
01:11:02,592 --> 01:11:04,593
truly awesome.
991
01:11:06,596 --> 01:11:10,724
Um, the thing is that
992
01:11:10,892 --> 01:11:14,937
I know I'm supposed to take
responsibility for my action,
993
01:11:15,104 --> 01:11:18,941
I know that I'm supposed
to feel guilty about it,
994
01:11:19,108 --> 01:11:22,527
but I never did.
995
01:11:22,695 --> 01:11:24,613
And I never knew why.
996
01:11:26,491 --> 01:11:29,660
But now I think
I can understand
997
01:11:29,827 --> 01:11:31,745
that it was just
998
01:11:31,913 --> 01:11:33,872
part of what was
supposed to happen
999
01:11:34,040 --> 01:11:37,250
in my life's journey,
1000
01:11:37,418 --> 01:11:38,961
you know?
1001
01:11:39,128 --> 01:11:41,296
That was your decision--
you did that.
1002
01:11:41,464 --> 01:11:42,839
No, I'm not sayin' I didn't.
1003
01:11:43,007 --> 01:11:45,926
I'm saying that we're all
God's co-workers,
1004
01:11:46,094 --> 01:11:47,928
and we don't even know it.
1005
01:11:48,096 --> 01:11:49,930
Your crime
has nothin' to do with God.
1006
01:11:50,098 --> 01:11:52,182
Why not?
God is everything.
1007
01:11:52,350 --> 01:11:54,977
You know,
look at earthquakes and floods,
1008
01:11:55,144 --> 01:11:58,230
and-and tornadoes,
and all the bad shit that happens--
1009
01:11:58,398 --> 01:12:01,149
why don't you think that
we're a part of all of that too?
1010
01:12:01,317 --> 01:12:04,111
What we do, you know,
the shit that we carry with us
1011
01:12:04,278 --> 01:12:06,154
from one life to the next,
1012
01:12:06,322 --> 01:12:09,408
maybe there's a plan
that includes all of us--
1013
01:12:09,575 --> 01:12:11,660
you and me and my grandparents,
1014
01:12:11,828 --> 01:12:14,287
and we just don't know it.
How can we know?
1015
01:12:14,455 --> 01:12:16,581
Enough of this shit.
You know-- you know--
1016
01:12:16,749 --> 01:12:18,583
you and Lucetta,
1017
01:12:18,751 --> 01:12:20,711
- she said that you were--
- Lucetta?
1018
01:12:20,878 --> 01:12:22,504
- Your wife--
- What, you call her Lucetta?
1019
01:12:22,672 --> 01:12:24,506
- She said--
- Don't.
1020
01:12:24,674 --> 01:12:26,717
- What?
- Don't listen to her.
1021
01:12:26,884 --> 01:12:28,093
What do you mean?
1022
01:12:28,261 --> 01:12:31,388
Don't listen to what
she's tellin' you, man.
1023
01:12:33,099 --> 01:12:34,891
Well, she believes in you.
1024
01:12:35,059 --> 01:12:37,269
Look, it's a game to her, man.
1025
01:12:37,437 --> 01:12:38,812
It's a game. She--
1026
01:12:38,980 --> 01:12:40,856
I told you in the beginning,
she's an alien.
1027
01:12:41,024 --> 01:12:42,607
She's a-- she's like a freak.
1028
01:12:42,775 --> 01:12:44,192
That's not a nice thing to say.
1029
01:12:44,360 --> 01:12:46,653
No, listen, I'm tellin' it
to you straight, okay,
1030
01:12:46,821 --> 01:12:48,363
she's just workin' on you.
1031
01:12:48,531 --> 01:12:51,033
She's workin' on you.
She's fuckin' you over, man.
1032
01:12:51,200 --> 01:12:52,534
She's an animal.
1033
01:12:52,702 --> 01:12:55,787
You know, you're fuckin' nuts,
you know that?
1034
01:12:55,955 --> 01:12:57,330
You're fuckin' nuts.
1035
01:12:57,498 --> 01:12:59,291
You got a beautiful wife
who cares about you, and--
1036
01:12:59,459 --> 01:13:02,544
Beautiful?
You think she's beautiful?
1037
01:13:06,799 --> 01:13:09,259
Okay, you're a con.
I've known that from the fuckin' start.
1038
01:13:09,427 --> 01:13:12,512
I don't believe you for one
fuckin' second. Never did, never did.
1039
01:13:12,680 --> 01:13:15,057
So you've both been
conning me? Okay, I know.
1040
01:13:15,224 --> 01:13:18,727
I've been around the block a few times.
I ought to know better.
1041
01:13:19,896 --> 01:13:22,397
- I'm sick and fuckin' tired of it.
- What'd I say, man?
1042
01:13:24,067 --> 01:13:25,984
You expect me to eat this new shit
you've been handing out?
1043
01:13:26,152 --> 01:13:28,236
Write a nice little note about
your goddamn fucking epiphany?
1044
01:13:28,404 --> 01:13:29,780
You're the same bastard
you've always been.
1045
01:13:29,947 --> 01:13:31,406
- I know I am.
1046
01:13:31,574 --> 01:13:34,618
That's what I've been sayin', man.
1047
01:13:34,786 --> 01:13:37,079
- You don't get it.
- Get it? Oh no no, I got it.
1048
01:13:37,246 --> 01:13:39,247
I got it and I'm goddamn
fuckin' fed up with you.
1049
01:13:39,415 --> 01:13:41,249
The both of you
can go to hell for all I care.
1050
01:13:41,417 --> 01:13:44,920
I can't f-- what have I done?
Jesus Christ, I've been--
1051
01:13:45,088 --> 01:13:48,423
I mean, just goddamn
year in and year out
1052
01:13:48,591 --> 01:13:51,426
sitting across the desk from this
and we pretend we're doing something,
1053
01:13:51,594 --> 01:13:53,261
you pretend you've heard us
and then we fall for it.
1054
01:13:53,429 --> 01:13:54,971
And then you come back in one year
1055
01:13:55,139 --> 01:13:58,308
and you're sitting right back here
across the same desk from us again
1056
01:13:58,476 --> 01:14:01,436
and somebody out there is hurt or dead.
Well, I'm not buyin' it anymore.
1057
01:14:01,604 --> 01:14:04,272
Nothin' changed for the better. It's all
bullshit. No one changes for the better.
1058
01:14:04,440 --> 01:14:06,608
I've spent my whole fuckin' adult life
doin' this goddamn bullshit.
1059
01:14:06,776 --> 01:14:08,944
I'm sick to death
of this whole fuckin' waste.
1060
01:14:09,112 --> 01:14:10,821
You get no more of my time, pal.
1061
01:14:10,988 --> 01:14:13,156
Get the hell out of here. Come on.
1062
01:14:13,324 --> 01:14:15,450
Let's go. Come on, get out.
1063
01:14:15,618 --> 01:14:17,786
Okay.
1064
01:14:17,954 --> 01:14:20,247
Oh God. Oh God.
1065
01:14:20,414 --> 01:14:22,332
Hey, man, you have anyone?
1066
01:14:22,500 --> 01:14:25,210
- What?
- Anybody to stand behind you.
1067
01:14:25,378 --> 01:14:26,711
- Are you all alone?
- I'm not--
1068
01:14:26,879 --> 01:14:29,840
Blow your motherfuckin' life up, man.
Blow it up all the way. Do it.
1069
01:14:30,007 --> 01:14:31,716
Really, take it all the way.
It helps.
1070
01:14:31,884 --> 01:14:33,635
Hey, Peterson, we're done.
1071
01:14:33,803 --> 01:14:35,637
Just go ahead and burn
your motherfuckin' life.
1072
01:14:35,805 --> 01:14:38,431
- Now, God damn it!
- Blow it up. Let it go, all of it.
1073
01:14:38,599 --> 01:14:39,975
Did anybody not fucking hear me?
1074
01:14:40,143 --> 01:14:41,476
- Let's go, please!
- Go all the way.
1075
01:14:41,644 --> 01:14:43,812
He's coming!
Just embrace it, man. Burn it up.
1076
01:14:43,980 --> 01:14:46,273
- Get him the hell out of here.
- It's awesome. I'm pullin' for you.
1077
01:14:46,440 --> 01:14:49,484
- No, really, I'm pullin' for you.
- Fuck you, you sick son of a bitch.
1078
01:15:12,550 --> 01:15:14,718
This is Jack and Madylyn
Mabry. Please leave a message.
1079
01:15:16,262 --> 01:15:18,346
Hey, Jack-- Mr. Mabry,
1080
01:15:18,514 --> 01:15:21,683
I left messages at work,
but you didn't call me back.
1081
01:15:22,894 --> 01:15:24,978
I'm kind of in the dark here.
1082
01:15:26,647 --> 01:15:29,107
Don't leave me dangling.
I hate that.
1083
01:15:36,782 --> 01:15:38,783
Let the machine get it.
1084
01:15:52,173 --> 01:15:53,965
- Hello?
1085
01:15:54,133 --> 01:15:56,760
Is Mom there?
1086
01:15:56,928 --> 01:15:59,262
It's Candace.
1087
01:16:05,394 --> 01:16:08,230
Hey, it's Mom. Mm-hmm.
1088
01:16:09,440 --> 01:16:11,608
Yeah, I understand.
1089
01:16:11,776 --> 01:16:13,818
What's up?
1090
01:16:13,986 --> 01:16:15,820
Well, how's Katie?
1091
01:16:29,919 --> 01:16:32,087
Did you know
you started out as a stone?
1092
01:16:32,255 --> 01:16:34,089
Hmm?
1093
01:16:34,257 --> 01:16:35,924
Your soul-- it started out
1094
01:16:36,092 --> 01:16:38,426
as a mineral or a pebble,
1095
01:16:38,594 --> 01:16:41,513
and then it was reincarnated
as a plant,
1096
01:16:41,681 --> 01:16:45,433
then as a fish, birds,
animals and so on.
1097
01:16:45,601 --> 01:16:47,644
You had to work
your way up to being a human.
1098
01:16:47,812 --> 01:16:50,605
Know what it's been doing, your soul?
1099
01:16:50,773 --> 01:16:53,566
Hmm, what?
It's been paying off debts
1100
01:16:53,734 --> 01:16:56,278
past sins from past lives,
1101
01:16:56,445 --> 01:16:59,781
reducing its burden
from one life to the next.
1102
01:17:05,871 --> 01:17:08,790
Where'd you get that?
1103
01:17:08,958 --> 01:17:11,293
Junk mail.
1104
01:17:18,634 --> 01:17:20,552
You know what I think?
1105
01:17:20,720 --> 01:17:23,513
I think we get this one life,
I do, and...
1106
01:17:25,516 --> 01:17:27,392
you account
for what you've done in it.
1107
01:17:27,560 --> 01:17:30,687
And if you don't,
you pay for it when you die.
1108
01:17:31,814 --> 01:17:33,815
You don't think?
1109
01:17:37,611 --> 01:17:39,821
Shit.
1110
01:17:39,989 --> 01:17:42,991
Shit shit, son of a bitch.
1111
01:17:43,159 --> 01:17:46,161
Fuck fuck.
1112
01:17:46,329 --> 01:17:47,871
- Okay, I get it.
- Motherfucker.
1113
01:17:48,039 --> 01:17:51,082
Why don't you make me another
fucking drink, you cocksucker?
1114
01:17:59,091 --> 01:18:01,051
Who is that?
1115
01:18:04,513 --> 01:18:05,680
Hello.
1116
01:18:05,848 --> 01:18:07,724
I'll take care of this.
1117
01:18:08,934 --> 01:18:10,769
Will you just pick up
the phone sometimes?
1118
01:18:10,936 --> 01:18:13,355
- Oh, Mrs. Creeson, please, really.
- Pick up the phone when you're here?
1119
01:18:13,522 --> 01:18:15,190
- This is inappropriate.
- Hi, Mrs. Mabry.
1120
01:18:15,358 --> 01:18:17,192
- Did you get my messages, Mrs. Mabry?
- Look, I'm sorry, please.
1121
01:18:17,360 --> 01:18:19,361
Young lady, I'm going
to take you to your car. Let's go.
1122
01:18:19,528 --> 01:18:21,696
- Look, I'm a little bit worried.
- I don't care if you've been worried.
1123
01:18:21,864 --> 01:18:24,199
You've been worried? I understand
if you're worried, Mrs. Creeson,
1124
01:18:24,367 --> 01:18:27,243
but try and have a little patience. Get
in the fucking car and get out of here.
1125
01:18:27,411 --> 01:18:29,037
What's wrong with you?
Why are you being like this?
1126
01:18:29,205 --> 01:18:30,872
And what's wrong
with my husband, huh?
1127
01:18:31,040 --> 01:18:31,998
Please--
1128
01:18:32,166 --> 01:18:34,584
- You're not supposed to be here.
- What did you tell him about us?
1129
01:18:34,752 --> 01:18:36,503
There is no us.
Get the fuck out of here.
1130
01:18:36,670 --> 01:18:39,047
- I just needed a friend to talk to.
- Thank you, Mrs. Creeson.
1131
01:18:39,215 --> 01:18:41,216
You've got no fucking idea, man.
1132
01:18:41,384 --> 01:18:43,426
We'll talk at the prison.
1133
01:18:53,854 --> 01:18:55,688
Fucking idiot.
1134
01:18:59,360 --> 01:19:02,654
lnexcusable,
coming to our home like that.
1135
01:19:08,953 --> 01:19:12,914
You know, we can't alter reports
once they've been submitted for review.
1136
01:19:13,082 --> 01:19:15,417
I know, I know,
but I made a mistake.
1137
01:19:15,584 --> 01:19:17,001
Ehh, you're only human.
1138
01:19:17,169 --> 01:19:21,172
Mitch, I-I-I'm asking, please.
Please.
1139
01:19:23,384 --> 01:19:25,760
The hearing's in an hour.
You're kidding, right?
1140
01:19:25,928 --> 01:19:27,262
I know.
1141
01:19:27,430 --> 01:19:30,098
I need a little something
more to go on here.
1142
01:19:30,266 --> 01:19:31,599
I can't go into it.
1143
01:19:31,767 --> 01:19:36,521
I just missed something.
I made a-- I made a mistake.
1144
01:19:36,689 --> 01:19:39,899
If you want to plead
your concerns, it's fine,
1145
01:19:40,067 --> 01:19:42,819
or if you want to submit
additional evidence, that's okay too.
1146
01:19:42,987 --> 01:19:45,613
But you know as well as I do
his fate's already been determined.
1147
01:19:45,781 --> 01:19:47,282
It's luck and quotas.
1148
01:19:47,450 --> 01:19:51,286
Nothing I say
will make a difference?
1149
01:19:55,124 --> 01:19:58,042
Well, don't sweat it, Jack.
1150
01:19:58,210 --> 01:20:00,295
I mean, you're less than a month to go.
Sleep easy.
1151
01:20:00,463 --> 01:20:02,464
- Hmm?
- All right.
1152
01:20:08,220 --> 01:20:11,306
- I'm going out.
- What about the Creeson hearing?
1153
01:20:15,102 --> 01:20:16,895
Thanks, Paul.
1154
01:20:29,992 --> 01:20:32,327
Revelation 3:20.
1155
01:20:32,495 --> 01:20:35,997
"Behold I stand at the door and knock.
If any man open the door,
1156
01:20:36,165 --> 01:20:38,958
I will come into him
and sup with him and he with me."
1157
01:20:39,126 --> 01:20:40,877
Revelation 3:20.
1158
01:20:41,045 --> 01:20:42,921
All right, the next one is...
1159
01:20:47,176 --> 01:20:48,927
It says Christ died for the ungodly.
1160
01:20:49,094 --> 01:20:51,471
Yeah, that's in Romans, chapter 5.
1161
01:20:51,639 --> 01:20:54,390
Romans 5:8...
1162
01:21:00,064 --> 01:21:03,066
So we're getting
to the commandments next,
1163
01:21:03,234 --> 01:21:05,527
I guess, huh?
1164
01:21:16,872 --> 01:21:18,581
Do you believe in all this?
1165
01:21:18,749 --> 01:21:20,708
What?
1166
01:21:22,586 --> 01:21:24,379
Do you?
1167
01:21:30,469 --> 01:21:32,262
You read the meditation.
1168
01:21:43,774 --> 01:21:47,902
"What request is on the top
of my prayer list for today?
1169
01:21:48,070 --> 01:21:52,031
Is it a selfish request
or one that will bring God glory?"
1170
01:21:52,199 --> 01:21:55,159
I know what I want.
How about you?
1171
01:21:58,706 --> 01:22:01,249
You lost your place again.
1172
01:22:06,338 --> 01:22:08,923
You have something
you want to say to me?
1173
01:22:10,801 --> 01:22:13,094
You don't?
1174
01:22:13,262 --> 01:22:16,723
I can't even think
of what you'd want me to say.
1175
01:23:06,023 --> 01:23:07,982
You want to talk about it, man?
1176
01:23:08,150 --> 01:23:09,734
What's that?
1177
01:23:09,902 --> 01:23:11,653
- Her comin'...
- Hmm?
1178
01:23:11,820 --> 01:23:14,489
...or me going or anything you want.
1179
01:23:15,699 --> 01:23:17,700
Look, I'm a little concerned
about you, man.
1180
01:23:17,868 --> 01:23:19,535
You're seeming
a little ragged to me.
1181
01:23:19,703 --> 01:23:23,498
Yeah well, put your mind at ease.
1182
01:23:23,666 --> 01:23:25,792
So that's it for us, huh?
1183
01:23:25,959 --> 01:23:28,836
You want to ask me any more questions
or go over some shit?
1184
01:23:29,004 --> 01:23:31,339
I'll sit in the chair,
we can do that thing, you know.
1185
01:23:31,507 --> 01:23:35,051
You'd better be smart or you're
gonna be right back in here again.
1186
01:23:35,219 --> 01:23:37,387
Hey, I got my release, Jack.
1187
01:23:37,554 --> 01:23:40,723
You ain't got to concern yourself
about me no more, man.
1188
01:23:40,891 --> 01:23:42,350
You got it, all right,
but make no mistake:
1189
01:23:42,518 --> 01:23:44,977
I can have 'em watch
your goddamn ass 24 hours a day.
1190
01:23:45,145 --> 01:23:46,479
You got me?
1191
01:23:46,647 --> 01:23:48,147
I got you.
1192
01:23:51,026 --> 01:23:53,361
Shit, man, you don't believe
in nothing, do you?
1193
01:23:53,529 --> 01:23:56,739
I believe you're
one fucked up son of a bitch.
1194
01:23:56,907 --> 01:24:00,243
I know you don't believe in me,
but you don't believe in yourself.
1195
01:24:00,411 --> 01:24:02,537
You don't believe in God.
1196
01:24:02,705 --> 01:24:05,581
I don't think you feel that anything
is true inside of you.
1197
01:24:05,749 --> 01:24:07,125
I'll give you true
1198
01:24:07,292 --> 01:24:09,877
I'm glad you're out of my hair,
Gerald Creeson.
1199
01:24:11,213 --> 01:24:13,047
Now you can be
somebody else's headache.
1200
01:24:13,215 --> 01:24:15,925
Oh...
1201
01:24:16,093 --> 01:24:18,302
man, life is just
taking you by the neck,
1202
01:24:18,470 --> 01:24:21,055
and rattling your whole frame
1203
01:24:21,223 --> 01:24:23,391
and you don't know
which way is up.
1204
01:24:23,559 --> 01:24:26,269
It's scary as shit when the wheels
come off like that, man.
1205
01:24:26,437 --> 01:24:28,020
I feel you. I've been there.
1206
01:24:28,188 --> 01:24:32,233
I mean it. But that's when
you got to start listening, man.
1207
01:24:32,401 --> 01:24:34,235
Where the fuck is she?
1208
01:24:34,403 --> 01:24:36,112
You don't want to shoot the shit
with me anymore, man?
1209
01:24:36,280 --> 01:24:37,613
I'm gonna miss shootin'
the shit with you.
1210
01:24:37,781 --> 01:24:39,240
Not me, boy, not me.
Time for you to go.
1211
01:24:39,408 --> 01:24:41,159
I've enjoyed choppin' it up
with you, man.
1212
01:24:42,870 --> 01:24:45,121
Anybody here yet?
1213
01:24:45,289 --> 01:24:47,123
Hey, just keep listenin', Jack.
1214
01:24:47,291 --> 01:24:49,834
That's all I'm saying, 'cause I think
something's coming for you,
1215
01:24:50,002 --> 01:24:53,379
but when it comes, man,
just stay open to it, you know.
1216
01:24:53,547 --> 01:24:56,007
Don't close it off.
Here we go.
1217
01:24:56,175 --> 01:24:57,300
ln there.
1218
01:25:14,860 --> 01:25:17,111
Well, happy day.
1219
01:25:23,660 --> 01:25:25,328
So, well, can I kiss her?
1220
01:26:01,824 --> 01:26:03,324
Ready?
1221
01:26:05,536 --> 01:26:07,245
Yeah.
1222
01:26:11,792 --> 01:26:13,668
Well, good luck to you, Stone.
1223
01:26:15,504 --> 01:26:17,839
Hey, I want to thank you.
1224
01:26:18,006 --> 01:26:20,883
Seriously, I appreciate everything
that you've done for me.
1225
01:26:21,051 --> 01:26:22,510
Yep.
1226
01:26:26,598 --> 01:26:28,349
Good luck to you too, Mrs. Creeson.
1227
01:26:28,517 --> 01:26:31,686
Lucetta, Jack.
I mean, we're all friends here, right?
1228
01:26:31,854 --> 01:26:34,397
Lucetta.
Take good care of him.
1229
01:26:34,565 --> 01:26:38,609
I will.
And you take good care too, old man.
1230
01:26:39,987 --> 01:26:42,446
See you later, Jack.
Mmm.
1231
01:26:46,994 --> 01:26:50,037
Oh, hey, you know, I meant to say,
1232
01:26:50,205 --> 01:26:53,541
Lucetta, she did tell me
that you fucked her.
1233
01:26:54,877 --> 01:26:57,837
I know that must be against
some kind of rules around here, right?
1234
01:26:58,005 --> 01:27:00,214
I knew what you two were doing.
1235
01:27:00,382 --> 01:27:03,718
Oh, did you know what you were doing
when you let my wife suck your cock?
1236
01:27:04,720 --> 01:27:06,971
Good luck to you.
I'll see you out on the bricks.
1237
01:27:07,139 --> 01:27:08,806
Good luck to you.
1238
01:27:11,059 --> 01:27:13,644
Right now we enjoy
the Constitutional freedom
1239
01:27:13,812 --> 01:27:16,689
to keep and bear arms.
If that were ever infringed,
1240
01:27:16,857 --> 01:27:21,277
if that were ever repealed
orjust flat out violated and...
1241
01:27:21,445 --> 01:27:24,906
Madylyn?
1242
01:27:25,073 --> 01:27:28,242
As a Christian,
would we be within our rights,
1243
01:27:28,410 --> 01:27:30,578
because Thomas Jefferson says
1244
01:27:30,746 --> 01:27:34,290
these rights are inalienable
because they come from our creator...
1245
01:27:34,458 --> 01:27:35,958
Madylyn?
1246
01:27:36,126 --> 01:27:38,252
...within our rights as Christians
1247
01:27:38,420 --> 01:27:40,796
to revolt against the government
1248
01:27:40,964 --> 01:27:45,593
and its denial of those fundamental
Constitutional rights,
1249
01:27:45,761 --> 01:27:49,972
or would a Christian
have to respond differently?
1250
01:27:51,350 --> 01:27:53,351
Some mail.
We would have to respond.
1251
01:27:53,518 --> 01:27:56,270
And we as Christians
would have to rise up
1252
01:27:56,438 --> 01:27:58,981
against any government that said
1253
01:27:59,149 --> 01:28:02,151
we didn't have a right
to protect ourselves, because
1254
01:28:02,319 --> 01:28:03,694
I guess I would ask the question,
1255
01:28:03,862 --> 01:28:06,572
why do they want
to take our guns away from us?
1256
01:29:15,350 --> 01:29:17,852
I like you.
1257
01:29:19,396 --> 01:29:22,314
I like you, Jack.
1258
01:29:22,482 --> 01:29:25,776
I would never fuck you
if I didn't want to.
1259
01:30:39,935 --> 01:30:41,644
Madylyn!
1260
01:30:41,812 --> 01:30:43,604
Wake up! Wake up! Madylyn!
1261
01:30:43,772 --> 01:30:45,606
Madylyn, wake up! Wake up!
1262
01:30:52,531 --> 01:30:54,448
Come on!
1263
01:31:01,957 --> 01:31:04,834
I got to get to a phone.
Where are you gonna go?
1264
01:31:05,001 --> 01:31:06,335
What about Steve and Helen?
No, they're away.
1265
01:31:06,503 --> 01:31:08,462
Well, what about David?
It's too far. It's too late.
1266
01:31:08,630 --> 01:31:10,506
Ah!
1267
01:31:10,674 --> 01:31:13,300
Look at this! Oh my God
1268
01:31:14,469 --> 01:31:17,429
Oh God.
1269
01:31:17,597 --> 01:31:21,308
You motherfucker!
1270
01:31:21,476 --> 01:31:23,894
God damn it. God damn it!
1271
01:31:24,062 --> 01:31:25,354
Don't say that.
What?
1272
01:31:25,522 --> 01:31:27,523
Taking the Lord's name--
stop that.
1273
01:31:27,691 --> 01:31:30,693
Jesus, Madylyn, please.
Stop it! I won't stand for it!
1274
01:31:30,861 --> 01:31:32,570
What are you talking about,
for Christ's sakes?
1275
01:31:32,737 --> 01:31:35,156
This means something to me.
It may not mean anything to you anymore,
1276
01:31:35,323 --> 01:31:36,991
- but it means something to me!
- Jesus, Madylyn,
1277
01:31:37,159 --> 01:31:39,160
we just almost
got incinerated in our sleep
1278
01:31:39,327 --> 01:31:41,453
by some fucking nutjob
who I let out,
1279
01:31:41,621 --> 01:31:43,998
and you're fucking bothering me
about my fucking language?
1280
01:31:44,166 --> 01:31:46,292
- Nobody did this to us!
- Give me a fucking break!
1281
01:31:46,459 --> 01:31:48,377
- Nobody did this to us.
- What?!
1282
01:31:48,545 --> 01:31:50,171
It wasn't anybody.
It was an act of God.
1283
01:31:50,338 --> 01:31:52,631
I've got a pretty good
fucking idea who did this to us.
1284
01:31:52,799 --> 01:31:55,509
This was an act of God.
I'm going to tell the firemen that.
1285
01:31:56,595 --> 01:31:58,762
What are you talking about, Madylyn?
1286
01:31:58,930 --> 01:32:02,266
About the frayed wiring
in the kitchen wall.
1287
01:32:02,434 --> 01:32:04,268
What are you talking about?
What wire?
1288
01:32:04,436 --> 01:32:06,312
ln the kitchen wall.
1289
01:32:06,479 --> 01:32:09,231
And the-- the basement.
1290
01:32:09,399 --> 01:32:11,358
- What?
- There are all those rag--
1291
01:32:11,526 --> 01:32:14,195
rags down there,
all those old rags.
1292
01:32:14,362 --> 01:32:17,198
I'm gonna tell them to go down there.
1293
01:32:20,368 --> 01:32:22,578
Why would you say that?
1294
01:32:23,914 --> 01:32:26,707
Because it's as good
a story as any.
1295
01:33:07,874 --> 01:33:10,334
It's not that sunny out.
1296
01:33:10,502 --> 01:33:12,294
Everybody knows
1297
01:33:12,462 --> 01:33:15,422
you can still get sunburned
on a cloudy day.
1298
01:33:22,013 --> 01:33:24,848
Ah, look at the barns.
1299
01:33:25,016 --> 01:33:26,767
Remember that?
1300
01:33:27,936 --> 01:33:29,770
Not really.
1301
01:33:32,983 --> 01:33:35,901
I don't know how you
stuck it out as long as you did.
1302
01:33:37,988 --> 01:33:40,114
I think you'd have done this sooner.
1303
01:33:43,034 --> 01:33:45,536
I almost did once.
1304
01:33:47,831 --> 01:33:49,748
So what happened?
1305
01:34:00,051 --> 01:34:02,469
What happened?
1306
01:34:05,724 --> 01:34:08,392
He's free! Yeah! He's free!
1307
01:34:11,604 --> 01:34:14,440
That's a free man there, huh?
1308
01:34:34,085 --> 01:34:37,963
You do not want to make it
a two-way conversation with them,
1309
01:34:38,131 --> 01:34:42,176
because they have
nothing on their minds but--
1310
01:34:42,344 --> 01:34:44,178
well, they may have
nothin' but time
1311
01:34:44,346 --> 01:34:46,764
to just think about ways
to work on you
1312
01:34:46,931 --> 01:34:48,766
and to get under your skin.
1313
01:34:48,933 --> 01:34:51,018
You cannot make yourself
a person to them.
1314
01:34:51,186 --> 01:34:53,354
Oh, believe me,
I've learned that lesson.
1315
01:34:56,858 --> 01:34:59,193
Well, I mean,
they'll test you for sure.
1316
01:35:01,029 --> 01:35:03,822
A good lookin' woman like you...
1317
01:35:03,990 --> 01:35:05,866
Oh, Jack.
1318
01:35:06,034 --> 01:35:08,035
Well, I'm--
1319
01:35:08,203 --> 01:35:11,080
I'm retired,
I'm not dead, you know.
1320
01:35:11,247 --> 01:35:14,083
Come on, Jack, we're friends, okay?
You're the best.
1321
01:35:14,250 --> 01:35:16,210
I wanna have a little fun.
1322
01:35:16,378 --> 01:35:19,129
Send me off into the sunset.
1323
01:35:22,217 --> 01:35:23,926
Huh-uh.
1324
01:35:24,094 --> 01:35:26,345
Let's just keep it pro, okay?
1325
01:35:28,306 --> 01:35:30,015
You want to be a pro?
1326
01:35:30,183 --> 01:35:33,519
Fuck pro. They're gonna fucking
chew your ass up in there.
1327
01:35:33,686 --> 01:35:35,687
- Okay, Jack, that's enough.
- No no, it's bullshit.
1328
01:35:35,855 --> 01:35:38,065
Jerking my chain like that,
you fucking cunt.
1329
01:35:38,233 --> 01:35:41,318
- Gimme some respect.
- Hey, buddy, let's throw some darts.
1330
01:35:41,486 --> 01:35:43,153
Yeah yeah, I'm in.
1331
01:35:43,321 --> 01:35:46,115
- Up yours.
- Whoa whoa whoa, buddy, hey.
1332
01:35:46,282 --> 01:35:49,535
I'm just fucked up. I should go.
1333
01:35:49,702 --> 01:35:52,746
- No, ride with me.
- No, I'm-I'm gonna get a cab.
1334
01:35:52,914 --> 01:35:54,665
I'm good, I'm good.
I'm gonna get a cab.
1335
01:35:54,833 --> 01:35:58,752
I'm good, word of honor.
I'm good. It's a cab.
1336
01:36:00,755 --> 01:36:03,173
...get us to the reality
that God has already deemed
1337
01:36:03,341 --> 01:36:06,427
is going to happen,
and nothing is going to change that.
1338
01:36:06,594 --> 01:36:09,471
And so it's not like
there is this cosmic battle
1339
01:36:09,639 --> 01:36:11,765
between good and evil,
1340
01:36:11,933 --> 01:36:14,268
and good might not triumph.
1341
01:36:14,436 --> 01:36:16,937
The reality is that
there is a battle going on
1342
01:36:17,105 --> 01:36:20,649
where you would see
a huge boxer
1343
01:36:20,817 --> 01:36:22,484
holding a guy's head back,
1344
01:36:22,652 --> 01:36:25,779
and the little scrawny guy
is flailing his arms,
1345
01:36:25,947 --> 01:36:28,365
waving at the guy,
trying to beat him.
1346
01:36:28,533 --> 01:36:31,869
That's exactly what God--
God has Satan subdued,
1347
01:36:32,036 --> 01:36:33,954
but in the flailing of his arms--
1348
01:36:34,122 --> 01:36:37,207
and this is particularly brought out
in Revelation, chapter 12--
1349
01:36:37,375 --> 01:36:41,879
Satan flailing his arms
is able to do an awful lot of chaos
1350
01:36:42,046 --> 01:36:44,631
and damage and bad things happen.
1351
01:36:44,799 --> 01:36:47,009
And it's because he is enraged
1352
01:36:47,177 --> 01:36:49,052
because he knows his time is short.
1353
01:36:49,220 --> 01:36:50,637
Revelation 12 said that.
1354
01:36:50,805 --> 01:36:52,723
Hey!
1355
01:37:05,278 --> 01:37:07,154
This is some shit, man.
1356
01:37:07,322 --> 01:37:08,655
Wait whoa!
1357
01:37:10,158 --> 01:37:12,075
You ruined my whole life. Why?
1358
01:37:12,243 --> 01:37:15,245
Fucking why? Why?
1359
01:37:15,413 --> 01:37:17,206
Why what?
1360
01:37:17,373 --> 01:37:19,166
Why did you do it?
1361
01:37:20,668 --> 01:37:22,503
Why did you...
1362
01:37:28,551 --> 01:37:31,053
Okay okay okay okay.
1363
01:37:32,430 --> 01:37:34,389
Hey, man,
1364
01:37:34,557 --> 01:37:36,183
you ain't gonna do this.
1365
01:37:40,855 --> 01:37:42,564
You think I won't?
1366
01:37:45,652 --> 01:37:47,319
You think I won't?
1367
01:37:48,780 --> 01:37:50,531
You think I won't?
1368
01:37:50,698 --> 01:37:52,741
You think I won't?!
1369
01:38:05,797 --> 01:38:07,881
No.
1370
01:38:09,884 --> 01:38:11,718
No, I don't.
1371
01:38:39,038 --> 01:38:41,415
Yeah, at first, I thought I was crazy.
1372
01:38:41,583 --> 01:38:43,625
Was this really happening to me?
1373
01:38:43,793 --> 01:38:46,587
Was it all in my head,
or is there really a God
1374
01:38:46,754 --> 01:38:49,089
who can breathe life into me
1375
01:38:49,257 --> 01:38:51,508
and make me feel his presence?
1376
01:38:51,676 --> 01:38:55,262
So this is actually what
encouraged me to write the book.
1377
01:38:55,430 --> 01:38:59,016
And honestly it completely changed
the way that I look at life...
1378
01:38:59,183 --> 01:39:01,768
Assume that there was a Higher Power,
1379
01:39:01,936 --> 01:39:03,562
that It created the universe,
1380
01:39:03,730 --> 01:39:06,815
until God set a bush on fire...
1381
01:39:06,983 --> 01:39:08,650
And maybe I did.
1382
01:39:08,818 --> 01:39:10,944
...and said, "Oh, by the way, you were right."
1383
01:39:23,458 --> 01:39:25,959
You know, and...
1384
01:39:26,127 --> 01:39:28,003
I think-- I think I'm ready to get out.
1385
01:39:28,171 --> 01:39:30,756
Next up here is
Gerald from southwest Detroit.
1386
01:39:30,923 --> 01:39:33,175
Welcome, Gerald.
I just want to say,
1387
01:39:33,343 --> 01:39:35,844
I got this book and they say that
1388
01:39:36,012 --> 01:39:38,764
when you experience a spiritual truth,
1389
01:39:38,931 --> 01:39:40,891
that it comes to you through sound.
1390
01:39:41,059 --> 01:39:44,227
If you let this sound go through you,
1391
01:39:44,395 --> 01:39:47,481
it changes you, you know?
1392
01:39:47,649 --> 01:39:50,317
It puts you back into harmony,
1393
01:39:50,485 --> 01:39:54,279
you know, makes you
like a tuning fork of God.
1394
01:39:54,447 --> 01:39:55,822
Okay.
1395
01:39:55,990 --> 01:39:58,950
Yeah, they say
they say it can start with small things
1396
01:39:59,118 --> 01:40:02,454
like little vibrations--
you know, the sound of a bee,
1397
01:40:02,622 --> 01:40:05,165
the sound of a buzzing light--
and then it grows.
1398
01:40:05,333 --> 01:40:07,584
All right, that's interesting.
1399
01:40:07,752 --> 01:40:09,836
Well, they say
1400
01:40:10,004 --> 01:40:12,422
that everything that happens to you
1401
01:40:12,590 --> 01:40:16,176
is what was supposed
to happen to you for you to advance,
1402
01:40:16,344 --> 01:40:18,887
that you've got to
come back lots of times,
1403
01:40:19,055 --> 01:40:22,224
you know, cycle through many lives
until you learn, until you...
1404
01:40:23,601 --> 01:40:25,602
Well, thanks for your input.
1405
01:40:25,770 --> 01:40:29,022
Next up here
on the WDDL listener line is
1406
01:40:29,190 --> 01:40:32,526
Kathy in Farmington Hills.
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