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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:28,237 --> 00:00:30,822 It was a very short putt. 2 00:00:30,989 --> 00:00:34,325 It would seem routine had he not just come off a bogey the hole before. 3 00:00:34,493 --> 00:00:37,745 Mm-hmm, obviously smarting from that. 4 00:00:37,913 --> 00:00:40,873 - But let's see what he does here. 5 00:00:41,041 --> 00:00:43,960 Oh perfect. Textbook, textbook. 6 00:00:44,128 --> 00:00:47,171 We move ahead now to Lee Trevino on the fairway at the seventh. 7 00:00:47,339 --> 00:00:50,717 His lie looks as though he may be in a little divot. 8 00:00:50,884 --> 00:00:54,387 Absolutely. Tournament officials have been cracking down 9 00:00:54,555 --> 00:00:56,389 on caddies filling in the divots. 10 00:00:56,557 --> 00:00:59,559 At this level of the game, some of us gotta watch the etiquette of golf. 11 00:01:14,700 --> 00:01:16,951 Just go to sleep. 12 00:01:42,644 --> 00:01:44,771 A lovely approach. 13 00:01:44,938 --> 00:01:48,065 He's considering it now. I presume that a player like... 14 00:02:12,883 --> 00:02:16,344 Sand wedge or intermediate pitching wedge. 15 00:02:16,512 --> 00:02:19,096 Oh, very exciting. He's lining up the shot. 16 00:02:24,436 --> 00:02:26,270 Look at me. 17 00:02:27,648 --> 00:02:29,398 Hmm? 18 00:02:29,566 --> 00:02:33,110 I'm not standing for this. 19 00:02:33,278 --> 00:02:35,238 Sorry? 20 00:02:36,740 --> 00:02:39,367 You keep my soul in a dungeon. 21 00:02:41,829 --> 00:02:43,830 I'm leaving. 22 00:02:56,510 --> 00:02:58,010 Jack? 23 00:03:03,433 --> 00:03:06,310 - Jack. - If you leave me, I'll throw her. 24 00:03:08,605 --> 00:03:10,940 You think that I won't, hmm? 25 00:03:12,067 --> 00:03:14,318 - Please. - Do you think I won't?! 26 00:03:16,321 --> 00:03:19,782 I won't leave. I won't leave you. 27 00:03:34,006 --> 00:03:36,757 I'm sorry. Don't ever do that again. 28 00:03:36,925 --> 00:03:39,552 Don't ever leave me. Don't ever do that again. 29 00:03:54,318 --> 00:03:57,987 ♪ All things bright and beautiful ♪ 30 00:03:58,155 --> 00:04:02,366 ♪ All creatures great and small ♪ 31 00:04:02,534 --> 00:04:06,412 ♪ All things wise and wonderful ♪ 32 00:04:06,580 --> 00:04:11,334 ♪ The Lord God made them all. ♪ 33 00:04:11,501 --> 00:04:13,544 I invite you to be seated at this time. 34 00:04:21,011 --> 00:04:23,179 Oh, that's a very nice touch. 35 00:04:23,347 --> 00:04:25,640 So maybe he can make a par. And at worse from there 36 00:04:25,807 --> 00:04:27,433 you'd think he could stay his point total. 37 00:04:27,601 --> 00:04:30,353 Now here we find him with a 7-iron at this par-3 hole. 38 00:04:34,942 --> 00:04:37,109 I don't know if there was a problem 39 00:04:37,277 --> 00:04:40,237 with him slippin' with his right foot there, but definitely a pull. 40 00:04:40,405 --> 00:04:42,114 He obviously had the thought in his head 41 00:04:42,282 --> 00:04:43,950 that he needed to give it a little bit extra, 42 00:04:44,117 --> 00:04:46,410 and he's found himself in a difficult spot. 43 00:04:46,578 --> 00:04:49,664 All the expectations he had coming into this... 44 00:04:56,171 --> 00:04:58,923 - Hello? Jack. 45 00:05:00,634 --> 00:05:02,802 Betsy. 46 00:05:02,970 --> 00:05:04,595 Your brother slipped away. 47 00:05:04,763 --> 00:05:07,682 Oh oh, 48 00:05:07,849 --> 00:05:09,308 finally out of his misery. 49 00:05:09,476 --> 00:05:11,686 - Yes, he is. - Oh, I know, I know. 50 00:05:11,853 --> 00:05:14,981 And how many times did I hear, "Why can't you be like your brother Bobby"? 51 00:05:15,148 --> 00:05:18,526 If I had a nickel for every time that was said to me... 52 00:05:19,987 --> 00:05:22,613 I'd be a rich man today. 53 00:05:22,781 --> 00:05:26,158 That scar on his forehead that he had, 54 00:05:26,326 --> 00:05:29,203 he always had a story for it, 55 00:05:29,371 --> 00:05:32,665 but it was me. I threw a hammer at Mr. Perfect when I was eight. 56 00:05:34,793 --> 00:05:37,044 He never told though. He covered for the people he loved. 57 00:05:37,212 --> 00:05:40,506 That's how he was and I loved him for that. 58 00:05:40,674 --> 00:05:43,134 And I wanted to be like him. 59 00:05:43,301 --> 00:05:45,052 Everything-- 60 00:05:56,189 --> 00:05:58,357 I just want to say that... 61 00:06:01,903 --> 00:06:05,156 if it wasn't for Bobby, I'd... 62 00:06:06,950 --> 00:06:09,994 I-I don't know... 63 00:06:10,162 --> 00:06:12,496 where I would've wound up. 64 00:06:13,623 --> 00:06:17,209 He taught me how to live, what was right. 65 00:06:19,671 --> 00:06:22,173 I'm gonna miss him. 66 00:06:22,340 --> 00:06:25,593 He lived right. He lived right. He was... 67 00:06:25,761 --> 00:06:30,556 what more could you s-- want people to say about you? 68 00:06:34,394 --> 00:06:37,646 All throughout Scripture it talks about God being a just God. 69 00:06:37,814 --> 00:06:41,650 I mean, I just read the parable about the unjust judge, 70 00:06:41,818 --> 00:06:45,738 where the woman kept coming and coming and saying... 71 00:06:45,906 --> 00:06:48,074 Caring, loving, forgiving... 72 00:06:48,241 --> 00:06:50,910 I'm wondering if you concur with what you've heard so far? 73 00:06:51,078 --> 00:06:53,954 I think that the choices, the idea of free will, 74 00:06:54,122 --> 00:06:56,040 and the fact that we have freedom of choice... 75 00:07:07,427 --> 00:07:10,096 The reality of the times we live in, 76 00:07:10,263 --> 00:07:15,726 this notion that-- this angst that a lot of people are feeling in this country, 77 00:07:15,894 --> 00:07:19,146 that we've gone through some sort of fundamental transformation... 78 00:07:19,314 --> 00:07:21,774 ...Barack Obama earlier today, crediting 79 00:07:21,942 --> 00:07:26,612 his so-called stimulus package that he signed four or five months ago, 80 00:07:26,780 --> 00:07:29,782 as "putting cash into the pockets of taxpayers." 81 00:07:29,950 --> 00:07:32,952 If you're a taxpayer in the Detroit area 82 00:07:33,120 --> 00:07:35,538 who got cash in your pocket from the stimulus plan, 83 00:07:35,705 --> 00:07:37,957 I'd love to hear from ya, and you can also check in via the internet, 84 00:07:38,125 --> 00:07:39,959 but we would love to hear from you personally. 85 00:07:40,127 --> 00:07:42,586 Kevin in Warren. We go to Kevin. Kevin thanks so much for calling. 86 00:07:42,754 --> 00:07:44,046 Welcome. 87 00:07:51,888 --> 00:07:54,056 Hi, Paul. 88 00:08:06,528 --> 00:08:08,028 Thanks. 89 00:08:34,306 --> 00:08:36,140 No, it's true. 90 00:08:36,308 --> 00:08:39,059 With God is my witness, I've changed. 91 00:08:39,227 --> 00:08:41,478 With Jesus and my family... 92 00:09:04,419 --> 00:09:06,837 Oh my God, I'm sorry for what I've done. 93 00:09:07,005 --> 00:09:09,882 I mean, I robbed a goddamn liquor store with a toy gun. 94 00:09:10,050 --> 00:09:13,052 What kinda-- what kinda idiot does that? 95 00:09:36,576 --> 00:09:38,786 Warden wants to see you. 96 00:09:43,875 --> 00:09:45,542 Hi, Allie. 97 00:09:46,753 --> 00:09:49,838 - Hi, Mitch. Janice. - Jack. 98 00:09:50,006 --> 00:09:52,258 - What's up? - Shut the door, Jack. 99 00:10:01,184 --> 00:10:04,228 This Deshawn Mackey guy. 100 00:10:06,147 --> 00:10:09,108 - This is yours? Your report, right? - Yeah. Yeah. Why? 101 00:10:09,276 --> 00:10:11,819 It's an incompetent mess, Jack. 102 00:10:11,987 --> 00:10:14,780 I mean, look, I know your head's already out on the golf course, 103 00:10:14,948 --> 00:10:18,158 but this is a travesty of proper casework here. 104 00:10:26,751 --> 00:10:29,253 - I got ya. - You got me. 105 00:10:29,421 --> 00:10:33,299 Here. Learn from the master of understatement. 106 00:10:33,466 --> 00:10:35,926 - Absolutely. - Keep 'em brief. 107 00:10:36,094 --> 00:10:39,805 Now I need to get Janice up to speed before you're out the back door, 108 00:10:39,973 --> 00:10:43,350 so let's pass all your indeterminates eligible off to her. 109 00:10:43,518 --> 00:10:46,729 Yeah yeah, of course, but I'd like to stay on my currents, 110 00:10:46,896 --> 00:10:49,982 if I can see them through to review-- is that okay? 111 00:10:51,401 --> 00:10:53,736 Yeah, if you're willing. 112 00:10:53,903 --> 00:10:55,362 - I would like to. Thank you. - Yeah. 113 00:10:55,530 --> 00:10:57,948 - We're good. - Okay. 114 00:10:59,159 --> 00:11:01,201 Oh, hey, I'm sorry. 115 00:11:01,369 --> 00:11:02,953 Excuse me? 116 00:11:03,121 --> 00:11:05,372 Your brother-- I just recently heard, I'm sorry. 117 00:11:05,540 --> 00:11:07,291 Thank you. 118 00:11:13,006 --> 00:11:15,132 - Okay. - Yeah. 119 00:11:44,204 --> 00:11:47,039 S-- Stone. 120 00:11:47,207 --> 00:11:49,124 Hmm? 121 00:11:49,292 --> 00:11:51,043 No, I-I'm Stone. 122 00:11:51,211 --> 00:11:54,213 I mean, I know it say "Gerald" in the file, 123 00:11:54,381 --> 00:11:58,300 but I'm just saying I prefer Stone. 124 00:11:58,468 --> 00:12:01,387 Gerald Creeson. So what's Stone, like a nickname? 125 00:12:01,554 --> 00:12:03,222 That's something from here? 126 00:12:03,390 --> 00:12:05,099 No. Oh no, man. Fuck all these assholes. 127 00:12:05,266 --> 00:12:08,560 Yo, that's what my people call me. You know, people who know me. 128 00:12:11,981 --> 00:12:15,067 Look, are we just gonna, like-- are you just gonna tick the boxes and shit? 129 00:12:15,235 --> 00:12:17,653 I mean, can we-- can we talk straight? 130 00:12:17,821 --> 00:12:20,906 I mean, you gonna help me out or what? 'Cause I, you know, I don't think 131 00:12:21,074 --> 00:12:23,242 - I deserve to be up in here no more. - Let's just slow down. Slow slow down. 132 00:12:23,410 --> 00:12:25,702 I've done a long bid, man. Three more years ain't gonna-- 133 00:12:25,870 --> 00:12:28,747 Slow down. Let's-let's talk about what got you here. 134 00:12:28,915 --> 00:12:30,749 - You want to tell me about that? - It's right there in front of you. 135 00:12:30,917 --> 00:12:33,335 - Why you want to talk about that again? - 'Cause now you're mine. 136 00:12:33,503 --> 00:12:35,254 You moved up. 137 00:12:35,422 --> 00:12:37,423 And just 'cause I like to chat. 138 00:12:37,590 --> 00:12:40,509 All these scrubs in here, you know, these short-timers and meatballs, 139 00:12:40,677 --> 00:12:42,886 they're like, they're all innocent, right? 140 00:12:43,054 --> 00:12:45,681 Yeah. But at least I admit it. 141 00:12:45,849 --> 00:12:47,683 You know, I copped to what I did right away, 142 00:12:47,851 --> 00:12:50,144 and-and now I'm lookin' forward, man. 143 00:12:50,311 --> 00:12:52,271 I got a job lined up and I'm sayin', 144 00:12:52,439 --> 00:12:55,524 why I got to talk about that shit every fuckin' time? 145 00:12:55,692 --> 00:12:57,443 'Cause I want to hear your side of it, that's why. 146 00:12:57,610 --> 00:12:59,445 You know what? Just fuck this shit. Fuck you too. 147 00:12:59,612 --> 00:13:01,864 - I ain't got time for this bullshit. - Hey, son-- 148 00:13:02,031 --> 00:13:04,408 No, you're just settin' them up so they can flop me, man. 149 00:13:04,576 --> 00:13:06,660 So you write what you're gonna write and let's just get on with it, man. 150 00:13:06,828 --> 00:13:08,745 - 'Cause I'll take the flop. - Hey, son. Stone. 151 00:13:08,913 --> 00:13:10,289 - Go ahead, max me, max me. - Son, calm down. 152 00:13:10,457 --> 00:13:12,374 You don't think I'll do it, I'll see that max standing 153 00:13:12,542 --> 00:13:13,667 - on my fucking head, man. - Stone! 154 00:13:13,835 --> 00:13:15,461 I'll see you outside before you see me, bitch. 155 00:13:15,628 --> 00:13:18,088 Stone! ln about two fucking seconds you're gonna 156 00:13:18,256 --> 00:13:21,550 go in the hole, and your file is gonna go to the bottom of my pile. 157 00:13:21,718 --> 00:13:24,470 You understand? You see that door in front of you? 158 00:13:24,637 --> 00:13:26,930 You know where it goes-- back. 159 00:13:27,098 --> 00:13:29,016 You want to go back? Be my guest. 160 00:13:29,184 --> 00:13:31,643 You want to go forward, you want to walk out of here, 161 00:13:31,811 --> 00:13:34,188 you want to find that door? Me, I'm that door. 162 00:13:34,355 --> 00:13:37,316 And you will go through me. If I ask you a question about the weather, 163 00:13:37,484 --> 00:13:40,444 you better fucking answer it or go back and I'll see you in three years. 164 00:13:40,612 --> 00:13:41,987 - You got it? - Yeah. 165 00:13:42,155 --> 00:13:44,740 - Then sit the fuck down. - All right. 166 00:13:50,079 --> 00:13:52,289 Well, we just shootin' the shit. 167 00:13:54,209 --> 00:13:57,503 I like her, man. She's hard. 168 00:14:02,509 --> 00:14:05,302 Okay. All right, look, 169 00:14:05,470 --> 00:14:07,679 look, this is a process. 170 00:14:07,847 --> 00:14:09,848 We talk. 171 00:14:10,016 --> 00:14:12,559 We're not friends, but just pretend we're friends, okay? 172 00:14:12,727 --> 00:14:14,853 Relax, just-just talk, that's all, 173 00:14:15,021 --> 00:14:17,523 and then maybe we both get what we want, okay? 174 00:14:17,690 --> 00:14:21,026 - Okay, let's pretend. - Okay. 175 00:14:21,194 --> 00:14:22,861 You're married. 176 00:14:23,029 --> 00:14:25,030 Yeah. 177 00:14:25,198 --> 00:14:26,823 Okay, that's good. 178 00:14:26,991 --> 00:14:28,367 How long are you married? 179 00:14:28,535 --> 00:14:31,578 Nine years, man-- eight of it up in this shit. 180 00:14:31,746 --> 00:14:34,498 It's right in the file, man. I don't want-- 181 00:14:36,876 --> 00:14:38,335 Let's talk about your wife. 182 00:14:38,503 --> 00:14:40,754 - Lucetta? - Mm-hmm, yeah. 183 00:14:40,922 --> 00:14:42,798 - Has she come up here? You seen her? - No. 184 00:14:42,966 --> 00:14:45,634 - She's a dime, dawg. - What's a dime? 185 00:14:45,802 --> 00:14:47,803 Perfect 10, man. She's fine. 186 00:14:47,971 --> 00:14:51,390 I'll tell you, between you and me, 187 00:14:51,558 --> 00:14:53,392 she's-she's a alien. 188 00:14:53,560 --> 00:14:55,227 Alien? What do you mean, like an illegal? 189 00:14:55,395 --> 00:14:58,063 No, she ain't illegal, man. She's whiter than you. 190 00:14:58,231 --> 00:15:00,315 No, she's like-- she's like a-- 191 00:15:00,483 --> 00:15:02,901 she's an alien from another world, man. 192 00:15:06,531 --> 00:15:09,866 She visit you much? Picnics most Saturdays? 193 00:15:10,034 --> 00:15:13,120 I don't want no picnic, man. I miss my dick in her fuckin' ass. 194 00:15:13,288 --> 00:15:15,581 You know, I miss her suckin' me till I can't take no more. 195 00:15:15,748 --> 00:15:18,500 I mean, she's crazy. She'll do anything. 196 00:15:18,668 --> 00:15:21,753 Fuck her tits, come in her face, she'll just blink and keep on laughing, man. 197 00:15:21,921 --> 00:15:23,338 It's-- she-- 198 00:15:23,506 --> 00:15:25,757 look, if we gonna talk about Lucetta, you better watch out, 199 00:15:25,925 --> 00:15:27,593 'cause I'm gonna give you some pictures in your head 200 00:15:27,760 --> 00:15:29,720 gonna keep you up nights, man. 201 00:15:33,224 --> 00:15:35,142 Oh man. 202 00:15:35,310 --> 00:15:39,438 I'm sorry, I'm sorry. I-I got a mouth, I know. 203 00:15:39,606 --> 00:15:42,608 I apologize, man. You're givin' me that look, 204 00:15:42,775 --> 00:15:46,486 and I feel like you go down here and that's the end of this shit. 205 00:15:46,654 --> 00:15:48,614 Look, I don't want no beef with you. 206 00:15:48,781 --> 00:15:50,657 I just want to be vegetarian. 207 00:15:57,540 --> 00:15:59,458 Is that your wife? You're married? 208 00:16:00,585 --> 00:16:02,336 Yeah. 209 00:16:02,503 --> 00:16:04,338 - A long time? - 43 years. 210 00:16:04,505 --> 00:16:06,673 Get the fuck out. 211 00:16:06,841 --> 00:16:09,301 Man, that's true love, huh? 212 00:16:09,469 --> 00:16:12,304 That's great, and after 43 years and you still get it on and everything? 213 00:16:12,472 --> 00:16:15,807 - Excuse me? - No, I'm really curious about this. 214 00:16:15,975 --> 00:16:17,809 It's like, say, I love my lady, right, 215 00:16:17,977 --> 00:16:20,395 but, you know, I wonder sometimes, 216 00:16:20,563 --> 00:16:24,066 like how you gonna do when the skin starts to go to the crepe, 217 00:16:24,233 --> 00:16:27,611 you know what I'm sayin'? I mean, what do-- how does that work for you? 218 00:16:27,779 --> 00:16:31,406 Like you get hip to Viagra, so you can like hammer nails with it? 219 00:16:31,574 --> 00:16:35,661 Listen listen, look, I don't talk with anybody about my wife like that. 220 00:16:35,828 --> 00:16:38,664 I ain't talkin' about your wife. I'm sayin', for me, 221 00:16:38,831 --> 00:16:40,666 you know, I've been locked up a long time. 222 00:16:40,833 --> 00:16:43,543 You don't need much more than two pumps and a swirl to get it done. 223 00:16:43,711 --> 00:16:45,128 I don't consider this polite conversation. 224 00:16:45,296 --> 00:16:49,091 I ain't tryin' to be rude, okay? I really want to know 225 00:16:49,258 --> 00:16:51,259 where does that go? 226 00:16:51,427 --> 00:16:53,887 Or where do you put it, if you-- 227 00:16:54,055 --> 00:16:55,722 you get what I'm sayin'? 228 00:16:55,890 --> 00:16:58,308 I want to know how it works for you, 229 00:16:58,476 --> 00:17:00,060 how you keep a lid on that. 230 00:17:00,228 --> 00:17:03,397 We're not-- we're not talking about me. 231 00:17:03,564 --> 00:17:06,358 We're not talking about me, okay? 232 00:17:07,777 --> 00:17:09,319 Man looks on the outward appearance. 233 00:17:09,487 --> 00:17:11,738 God looks on the heart. 234 00:17:11,906 --> 00:17:14,241 And certainly the heart of a man does matter, 235 00:17:14,409 --> 00:17:16,702 because out of the abundance of the heart the mouth speaks... 236 00:17:36,389 --> 00:17:39,683 Only in the choices that God decides to present to us. 237 00:17:39,851 --> 00:17:41,226 Well, no, I'm not saying that. 238 00:17:41,394 --> 00:17:45,731 I'm saying that I just believe that we're automatons... 239 00:18:14,886 --> 00:18:16,511 ...and here's the deal: 240 00:18:16,679 --> 00:18:19,347 - I did not choose to be born... - This is very very serious. 241 00:18:19,515 --> 00:18:22,684 ...and I cannot choose to be born again. 242 00:18:22,852 --> 00:18:25,103 She's four-- can you believe it? 243 00:18:25,271 --> 00:18:27,814 I had no choice in that matter whatsoever, and yet 244 00:18:27,982 --> 00:18:30,275 - there are so many people that... - Where have you gone? 245 00:18:30,443 --> 00:18:32,277 ...think they have a choice in the matter 246 00:18:32,445 --> 00:18:35,947 of their spiritual rebirth and their spiritual formation. 247 00:18:36,115 --> 00:18:40,368 The fact of the matter is, a seed is planted and conception takes place, 248 00:18:40,536 --> 00:18:42,746 - which you had nothing to do with. - Amen. 249 00:18:42,914 --> 00:18:45,123 All Voices Under God, WDDL, 250 00:18:45,291 --> 00:18:48,835 will continue here right after these very important messages. 251 00:18:50,671 --> 00:18:53,632 Look, we was high as shit and we were lookin' for money. 252 00:18:53,800 --> 00:18:55,675 You know? My poppy hears us. 253 00:18:55,843 --> 00:18:57,302 Him and Teach have words. 254 00:18:57,470 --> 00:18:58,970 Poppy goes and gets his gun. 255 00:18:59,138 --> 00:19:01,181 And I was like, "Fuck this. I don't want no part of this," 256 00:19:01,349 --> 00:19:02,974 and I went outside. 257 00:19:03,142 --> 00:19:07,020 So then, Teach done what he done and then the house got burnt. 258 00:19:08,898 --> 00:19:10,857 It was-- you know, it was terrible. 259 00:19:11,025 --> 00:19:12,859 I was like a terrible mistake that I made. 260 00:19:13,027 --> 00:19:15,487 I was tragic and it was a long time ago 261 00:19:15,655 --> 00:19:18,114 and I've paid-- I've paid... 262 00:19:18,282 --> 00:19:20,617 with a lot of hard time. 263 00:19:20,785 --> 00:19:23,787 And I just think, you know, I'm so ready to be out 264 00:19:23,955 --> 00:19:25,997 and start my life again, 265 00:19:26,165 --> 00:19:28,416 and well, so what-- 266 00:19:28,584 --> 00:19:30,877 you know, what-what-what can we do to make that happen? 267 00:19:31,045 --> 00:19:32,462 How can you help me make that happen? 268 00:19:32,630 --> 00:19:34,965 Well, we'll see. 269 00:19:35,132 --> 00:19:37,467 We were just getting started, so-- 270 00:19:37,635 --> 00:19:40,804 A lot of good things have happened for me in here, you know. 271 00:19:40,972 --> 00:19:42,681 I did my GED like that, man. 272 00:19:42,849 --> 00:19:44,891 I held down this job-- Textiles Unit, 273 00:19:45,059 --> 00:19:46,810 number one position the last two years. 274 00:19:46,978 --> 00:19:49,563 I'm goin' home to my wife. She's got a spot for me, you know, 275 00:19:49,730 --> 00:19:51,898 Mount Elliot Chrysler, job lined up. 276 00:19:52,066 --> 00:19:54,818 - I'm-I'm going, you know. - Yeah, whose idea was it? 277 00:19:54,986 --> 00:19:57,112 Lucetta-- she knows the branch manager at Mount Elliot. 278 00:19:57,280 --> 00:19:58,655 No no, not yourjob. 279 00:19:58,823 --> 00:20:01,199 Whose idea was it to go to your grandparent's? 280 00:20:01,367 --> 00:20:02,909 - What? - Whose idea was it? 281 00:20:07,498 --> 00:20:10,041 I told you-- I told you it was Teach. 282 00:20:10,209 --> 00:20:11,751 Teach, you know. 283 00:20:11,919 --> 00:20:14,379 Like I said, I wasn't even-- 284 00:20:14,547 --> 00:20:16,756 I was-- I went outside the house. 285 00:20:16,924 --> 00:20:19,050 Yeah, but you didn't stop them, did you? 286 00:20:19,218 --> 00:20:21,803 - Stop 'em what? - From killing your grandparents. 287 00:20:25,182 --> 00:20:27,976 You-you-you ain't gonna do it, man. 288 00:20:29,395 --> 00:20:31,521 You're not gonna-- 289 00:20:32,773 --> 00:20:36,401 You don't give a fuck, man. Shit. 290 00:20:38,237 --> 00:20:41,114 I was outside, 291 00:20:41,282 --> 00:20:44,451 Teach-- Teach come out, 292 00:20:44,619 --> 00:20:47,996 and I didn't even know what he'd done until he told me. 293 00:20:48,164 --> 00:20:50,582 Teach testified to that, man. 294 00:20:50,750 --> 00:20:53,501 He-- that's why I didn't even catch the rap 295 00:20:53,669 --> 00:20:55,211 for-- for manslaughter. 296 00:20:55,379 --> 00:20:57,631 I got accessory and arson. 297 00:20:57,798 --> 00:21:00,300 I've done eight out of 10-15. 298 00:21:00,468 --> 00:21:04,596 I mean, what-- what more do you want from me? 299 00:21:06,557 --> 00:21:09,517 Okay, so, 300 00:21:09,685 --> 00:21:11,645 let's make today 301 00:21:11,812 --> 00:21:14,272 an extra special day. 302 00:21:14,440 --> 00:21:17,776 Let's do one nice thing for someone else, 303 00:21:17,944 --> 00:21:22,030 but not tell anyone else that we did it, okay? 304 00:21:23,950 --> 00:21:26,993 Win with the seventh deuce, it's 10 bucks for everybody. 305 00:21:27,161 --> 00:21:28,870 - - Win both ways with the seven deuce, 306 00:21:29,038 --> 00:21:30,872 - 20 bucks a head. - Jacks wild? 307 00:21:31,040 --> 00:21:32,457 Jacks definitely not wild. 308 00:21:32,625 --> 00:21:35,502 - Marsha, stay in? - 309 00:21:35,670 --> 00:21:37,045 Hello? 310 00:21:37,213 --> 00:21:40,423 - Hi, is this Jack Mabry's place? - Excuse me? 311 00:21:40,591 --> 00:21:42,801 Oh, my name is Lucetta Creeson. My husband's... 312 00:21:42,969 --> 00:21:44,803 Excuse me, I couldn't understand what-- 313 00:21:44,971 --> 00:21:48,556 - Can I speak to Jack Mabry? - Well, this is Mrs. Mabry. 314 00:21:48,724 --> 00:21:51,309 Okay, can I speak to Jack? 315 00:21:51,477 --> 00:21:53,812 You need my husband. I can give him a mess-- 316 00:22:11,706 --> 00:22:14,207 - Hey, you get ahold of him? - She was a little short. 317 00:22:14,375 --> 00:22:17,961 You know? Like, I don't know. Like she didn't want to talk or something. 318 00:22:18,129 --> 00:22:19,337 Why-why-why you talkin' to her? 319 00:22:19,505 --> 00:22:21,381 Hey, Tommy, Tommy, we don't bite. 320 00:22:21,549 --> 00:22:24,300 Huh-uh, no biting, okay? 321 00:22:24,468 --> 00:22:28,013 Do you understand what I'm sayin'? I need you to do this for me right now. 322 00:22:28,180 --> 00:22:30,181 Right now. Don't let it slide. 323 00:22:30,349 --> 00:22:32,475 Okay, I will. 324 00:22:32,643 --> 00:22:35,478 Okay? Call him tonight. 325 00:22:35,646 --> 00:22:38,023 Call him tomorrow. Call him tomorrow night. 326 00:22:38,190 --> 00:22:40,692 Call him the day after. Call him the day after tomorrow night. 327 00:22:40,860 --> 00:22:43,903 That's what I'm getting at is do you believe what you did was wrong? 328 00:22:44,071 --> 00:22:46,656 What-what d'you think, because I grew up westside 329 00:22:46,824 --> 00:22:49,784 that like I'm one of these socio-delinquent types, 330 00:22:49,952 --> 00:22:52,787 don't know the difference between right and wrong? 331 00:22:52,955 --> 00:22:55,415 You want me to tell you about my bad childhood and shit? 332 00:22:55,583 --> 00:22:56,916 I don't know. Did you have one? 333 00:22:57,084 --> 00:22:59,878 Well, you know, at the time, I thought a lot of shit was normal. 334 00:23:00,046 --> 00:23:03,048 It was definitely unhealthy, 335 00:23:03,215 --> 00:23:05,550 but on the same token, you know, I didn't think 336 00:23:05,718 --> 00:23:07,969 I was a bad person to begin with. 337 00:23:08,137 --> 00:23:11,181 So, you know, I mean, what, you want to know 338 00:23:11,348 --> 00:23:13,516 if I'm gonna light any more grandparents on fire? 339 00:23:13,684 --> 00:23:15,351 - Are you? - No. 340 00:23:15,519 --> 00:23:18,521 - You got any more? - Yeah, I got one. 341 00:23:18,689 --> 00:23:22,275 Yeah well, try to make a better effort with that one. 342 00:23:27,907 --> 00:23:29,783 I'm not trying to be flip. 343 00:23:32,036 --> 00:23:34,746 I think I deserve to be free, I do. 344 00:23:34,914 --> 00:23:36,790 Why, because you did the time? 345 00:23:36,957 --> 00:23:39,751 That's it, you're ready? Now you're a clean slate? 346 00:23:39,919 --> 00:23:43,088 I'm clean as anybody, man. I'm clean as you. 347 00:23:43,255 --> 00:23:45,882 Well, maybe, maybe not. 348 00:23:46,050 --> 00:23:48,760 Seriously, let me ask you something, you know. 349 00:23:48,928 --> 00:23:51,304 Why are you-- why are you-- why are you gonna sit there, 350 00:23:51,472 --> 00:23:53,765 like, asking me these questions like you never done nothin'? 351 00:23:53,933 --> 00:23:58,019 I mean, you know, why do you get to walk around free and I don't? 352 00:23:58,187 --> 00:23:59,938 I wasn't convicted of a crime. 353 00:24:00,106 --> 00:24:01,981 Oh, come-- you never did anything bad? 354 00:24:02,149 --> 00:24:05,110 Never did anybody no wrong, had to be forgiven for nothin'? 355 00:24:05,277 --> 00:24:06,653 No, never broke the law. 356 00:24:06,821 --> 00:24:08,780 What, you never got a speeding ticket? 357 00:24:08,948 --> 00:24:11,616 You never backed somebody up in a bar fight or something? 358 00:24:11,784 --> 00:24:14,911 Shit, Vietnam-- you never killed some kid-- you carry that with you? 359 00:24:15,079 --> 00:24:16,454 You step out on your wife, 360 00:24:16,622 --> 00:24:18,623 you fuck that little 15-year-old who looked at you sideways? 361 00:24:18,791 --> 00:24:20,708 - Okay okay. - No, come on, man! Come on! 362 00:24:20,876 --> 00:24:25,296 How long you get to keep judgin' a person for one bad thing they done? 363 00:24:25,464 --> 00:24:28,091 No matter how much I paid, I gotta keep eatin' shit with you? 364 00:24:28,259 --> 00:24:29,884 For how long? 365 00:24:31,303 --> 00:24:34,556 That ain't right. It ain't. 366 00:24:34,723 --> 00:24:36,933 I mean, I'm beggin' you, man. I'm beggin' you. 367 00:24:37,101 --> 00:24:40,812 I'm a person. I'm a person. Look at my record, you know. 368 00:24:40,980 --> 00:24:42,814 Look at-- look at what I've done in here. 369 00:24:42,982 --> 00:24:45,692 I mean, I'm different than when I come in here, man. 370 00:24:45,860 --> 00:24:50,613 I've grown a lot. I'm like fuckin' reborn, man. 371 00:24:50,781 --> 00:24:53,575 What does that mean to you, being reborn? 372 00:24:56,745 --> 00:24:58,246 What? 373 00:25:00,166 --> 00:25:02,292 What does that mean to you? 374 00:25:22,646 --> 00:25:25,523 Hi. Yeah, I'm back. 375 00:25:27,359 --> 00:25:29,903 - Hey, Mrs. Creeson. - Hey, Jake. 376 00:25:43,125 --> 00:25:44,876 Thanks. Bye, guys. 377 00:25:59,475 --> 00:26:01,059 Creeson! 378 00:26:03,854 --> 00:26:06,564 Oh, the rows look so nice. I like 'em thick, baby. 379 00:26:06,732 --> 00:26:07,982 - Yeah? - It looks really good. 380 00:26:08,150 --> 00:26:09,734 - I've been using that mousse you sent. - Yeah? 381 00:26:09,902 --> 00:26:12,070 'Cause Crystal said you put the rag on before you go to sleep, 382 00:26:12,238 --> 00:26:15,782 and when you wake up they're still all clean and nice-- they look really good. 383 00:26:15,950 --> 00:26:19,077 They look tight. You look so fucking good. 384 00:26:19,245 --> 00:26:21,204 I miss you so much. 385 00:26:30,673 --> 00:26:33,967 What have you got to tell me? I mean... 386 00:26:35,928 --> 00:26:37,553 Well, I called him 387 00:26:37,721 --> 00:26:40,807 and he didn't call me back, so I left another message. 388 00:26:40,975 --> 00:26:44,852 Okay, that's good, but you know you got to get with him person to person. 389 00:26:45,020 --> 00:26:47,563 - I'm on it. Baby, I'm on it. - One on one, you know what I'm saying? 390 00:26:47,731 --> 00:26:50,942 I gotta have you with me on it. I can't do this by myself. 391 00:26:51,110 --> 00:26:53,069 Anything. 392 00:26:53,237 --> 00:26:56,447 I would do anything for you, you know that, right? 393 00:26:56,615 --> 00:26:57,991 Yeah. 394 00:26:59,034 --> 00:27:00,243 Okay okay. 395 00:27:00,411 --> 00:27:03,496 Baby, I wore something special for you. 396 00:27:03,664 --> 00:27:05,248 Did you? What did you wear? 397 00:27:05,416 --> 00:27:07,959 - Nothing. - Oh God. 398 00:27:10,004 --> 00:27:11,504 You're killin' me. 399 00:27:18,178 --> 00:27:20,138 Oh no. Okay okay okay. 400 00:27:20,306 --> 00:27:21,806 - What? - This is too much. No no. 401 00:27:21,974 --> 00:27:25,310 Come on. No no, I'm sorry. Just come on. Come here, come here. 402 00:27:26,937 --> 00:27:28,271 Honey? 403 00:27:28,439 --> 00:27:29,939 I can't get no ticket. 404 00:27:30,107 --> 00:27:32,108 I can't get a ticket, you understand, right? 405 00:27:32,276 --> 00:27:33,776 I'm too close. 406 00:27:33,944 --> 00:27:36,821 - Baby. Baby. - Yeah. Yeah. 407 00:27:36,989 --> 00:27:39,907 Okay, I'm so close. 408 00:27:40,075 --> 00:27:42,910 - What am I gonna do? - It's gonna happen. 409 00:27:43,078 --> 00:27:45,163 - I can't do much more of this. - Don't worry. 410 00:27:45,331 --> 00:27:47,040 I can't. I ain't gonna make it. 411 00:27:47,207 --> 00:27:49,208 I'm serious, Lucetta. 412 00:27:49,376 --> 00:27:52,879 I just think I want-- like I want to kill myself. 413 00:27:53,047 --> 00:27:56,174 You don't even joke like that, okay? 414 00:27:56,342 --> 00:27:57,759 Don't joke. 415 00:27:57,926 --> 00:28:00,219 I love you. 416 00:28:03,724 --> 00:28:05,975 You want something to eat? I got some cream puffs 417 00:28:06,143 --> 00:28:09,354 and some animal crackers and some milk and stuff. 418 00:28:10,481 --> 00:28:12,899 "That the Father may be glorified..." 419 00:29:01,031 --> 00:29:03,491 "...the embrace of sin, the individual 420 00:29:03,659 --> 00:29:06,994 achieves perfect metaphysical pitch 421 00:29:07,162 --> 00:29:08,830 and transforms himself 422 00:29:08,997 --> 00:29:12,125 into a tuning fork of God." 423 00:29:19,383 --> 00:29:22,593 I'm trying improve myself here, you motherfuckers! 424 00:29:33,480 --> 00:29:35,857 This is Jack and Madylyn Mabry. 425 00:29:36,024 --> 00:29:38,609 - Please leave a message. 426 00:29:38,777 --> 00:29:41,696 Hi. Hey, this is Lucetta Creeson. 427 00:29:41,864 --> 00:29:44,824 Um, I called before. I'm Stoney Creeson's wife. 428 00:29:44,992 --> 00:29:46,909 I spoke to Mrs. Mabry, 429 00:29:47,077 --> 00:29:49,203 but Mr. Mabry, this is for you. 430 00:29:49,371 --> 00:29:51,873 I would like to talk to you about my husband. 431 00:29:52,040 --> 00:29:53,875 Um, it's kind of important to us. 432 00:29:54,042 --> 00:29:56,627 And I work most mornings, but-- 433 00:29:56,795 --> 00:29:58,713 well, no, look, I could rearrange things, 434 00:29:58,881 --> 00:30:01,549 so whenever's good for you is fine with me. 435 00:30:03,177 --> 00:30:05,136 Shit. 436 00:30:05,304 --> 00:30:07,597 I wasn't done. 437 00:30:08,807 --> 00:30:11,142 Who goes to sleep at 9:00? 438 00:30:24,281 --> 00:30:26,157 Hi. 439 00:30:51,266 --> 00:30:53,267 Mr. Mabry? 440 00:30:54,520 --> 00:30:57,688 - Officer Mabry? - Sorry? 441 00:30:57,856 --> 00:31:01,192 Mrs. Creeson-- I'm Stoney's wife. 442 00:31:01,360 --> 00:31:03,361 Oh oh, Mrs. Creeson. 443 00:31:03,529 --> 00:31:05,321 Look, call me Lucetta though, please. 444 00:31:06,823 --> 00:31:08,741 You're here to see your husband? 445 00:31:08,909 --> 00:31:11,702 No, silly, I'm here to see you. 446 00:31:11,870 --> 00:31:14,830 Wait, I'm sorry, didn't you get my message? 447 00:31:14,998 --> 00:31:18,876 Oh yeah, okay. Well, there's a way to meet with family, Mrs. Creeson. 448 00:31:19,044 --> 00:31:21,462 You have to go through the office for me to see you. 449 00:31:21,630 --> 00:31:24,215 - Oh right. - The case officer too-- 450 00:31:24,383 --> 00:31:27,093 meet and assess the home situation. 451 00:31:27,261 --> 00:31:29,720 - That's-that's how we-- - See, that's the thing though, sir, 452 00:31:29,888 --> 00:31:33,224 because, I mean, I am the home situation. 453 00:31:35,060 --> 00:31:37,061 - Mrs. Creeson, just call the office-- - Lucetta. 454 00:31:37,229 --> 00:31:40,565 Lucetta. Just call the office and make an appointment. 455 00:31:40,732 --> 00:31:43,317 - That's the way you have to do it. - Can't I just talk to you for a while? 456 00:31:43,485 --> 00:31:46,571 I mean, can't we just, sort ofjust you and me make a date or something? 457 00:31:46,738 --> 00:31:48,030 - No, we can't. - Please please. 458 00:31:48,198 --> 00:31:49,490 You know how much this means to us. 459 00:31:49,658 --> 00:31:52,994 If you're coming to see your husband, fine, but we can't do it any other way. 460 00:31:53,161 --> 00:31:55,371 And I'm late, really. 461 00:31:55,539 --> 00:31:57,582 Well, Mr. Mabry, 462 00:31:57,749 --> 00:31:59,917 Mr. Mabry, I wanted to give you a little something 463 00:32:00,085 --> 00:32:02,086 - my kids made in class. - Yeah, I can't accept that. 464 00:32:02,254 --> 00:32:05,047 - It's inappropriate. Thank you anyway. - But it's for the birds, see? 465 00:32:05,215 --> 00:32:08,175 And they-- it's a nest and they come and they take their twine 466 00:32:08,343 --> 00:32:11,429 and their twigs and stuff and they make their little home. 467 00:32:11,597 --> 00:32:13,014 Thank you. 468 00:32:13,181 --> 00:32:15,349 Okay. 469 00:32:15,517 --> 00:32:18,060 - Nice to meet you. - Thank you. 470 00:32:26,945 --> 00:32:28,821 Okay. 471 00:32:31,199 --> 00:32:33,367 What the hell is this? 472 00:32:33,535 --> 00:32:35,620 - What's that? - This-- your wife. 473 00:32:35,787 --> 00:32:36,996 What, she sent it to you? 474 00:32:37,164 --> 00:32:39,290 She gave it to me in the parking lot just now. 475 00:32:39,458 --> 00:32:41,500 Wait, what, Lucetta come and find you? 476 00:32:41,668 --> 00:32:44,670 She gave that to me in the parking lot. Don't mess with me. 477 00:32:44,838 --> 00:32:47,089 I ain't lookin' for any kind of trouble with you, you know. 478 00:32:47,257 --> 00:32:49,133 I hope you didn't put her up to it. 479 00:32:49,301 --> 00:32:51,427 The parole board's gonna send you a flop in the mail 480 00:32:51,595 --> 00:32:53,137 and you won't even see them. 481 00:32:53,305 --> 00:32:55,931 Lucetta does whatever the fuck she wants. I told you, man. 482 00:32:56,099 --> 00:32:58,684 She's just boisterous. 483 00:33:02,314 --> 00:33:04,857 Jesus, what a week. 484 00:33:18,205 --> 00:33:21,707 Hey hey, I want to see what you think about something. 485 00:33:24,336 --> 00:33:26,170 You ever-- you seen this? 486 00:33:27,673 --> 00:33:29,215 I found it in the library. 487 00:33:29,383 --> 00:33:33,219 "Zukangor, The Sound and Life God." 488 00:33:33,387 --> 00:33:34,887 Yeah, you know it? 489 00:33:36,014 --> 00:33:37,348 No. 490 00:33:37,516 --> 00:33:39,850 They say the sound part come first. 491 00:33:40,018 --> 00:33:42,561 They say the-- when you experience 492 00:33:42,729 --> 00:33:45,064 a spiritual truth 493 00:33:45,232 --> 00:33:48,192 that it comes to you as a sound, 494 00:33:48,360 --> 00:33:50,611 that it goes through you, 495 00:33:50,779 --> 00:33:53,948 changes your vibration, gets you back into harmony. 496 00:33:54,116 --> 00:33:56,492 Like God's tuning fork or something. 497 00:33:56,660 --> 00:33:59,120 And then if you let that happen to you, 498 00:33:59,287 --> 00:34:01,831 then-- then you get the light, 499 00:34:01,998 --> 00:34:04,417 or you get illumination or something. 500 00:34:05,877 --> 00:34:08,421 I wouldn't know about that. I'm an Episcopalian. 501 00:34:08,588 --> 00:34:12,508 They say it starts with small things, like little sounds, little vibrations, 502 00:34:12,676 --> 00:34:15,553 like a-- just like a buzzing electric light 503 00:34:15,721 --> 00:34:19,140 or rushing water or the sound of a bee or... 504 00:34:19,307 --> 00:34:21,183 - Yeah? - Yeah. 505 00:34:21,351 --> 00:34:22,893 And then it grows. 506 00:34:23,061 --> 00:34:26,188 But there's no priest or nothing. It's not like a religion. 507 00:34:26,356 --> 00:34:30,735 There's just this one dude named Arnold who's the Zukmaster. 508 00:34:30,902 --> 00:34:34,405 They say you do this practice all by yourself. 509 00:34:34,573 --> 00:34:36,824 You can-- you can hear better. 510 00:34:36,992 --> 00:34:39,744 You can hear God speaking to you through sounds. 511 00:34:39,911 --> 00:34:41,412 What's the practice? 512 00:34:41,580 --> 00:34:43,789 - They chant "Hue." - Hue? 513 00:34:43,957 --> 00:34:47,084 - And then they listen. - For what, a bee? 514 00:34:48,837 --> 00:34:50,421 Maybe, I don't know. 515 00:34:53,216 --> 00:34:57,178 But you know, the thing is 516 00:34:57,345 --> 00:35:00,097 they say you got to keep coming back 517 00:35:00,265 --> 00:35:03,017 until you pay for all your shit. 518 00:35:03,185 --> 00:35:05,519 That you've got to fix it 519 00:35:05,687 --> 00:35:08,939 over a lot of lives, you know, until you work it all out. 520 00:35:09,107 --> 00:35:11,650 Well, what about this life? 521 00:35:11,818 --> 00:35:15,446 What about answering for the things that you've done in this life? 522 00:35:19,284 --> 00:35:20,951 Shit, I know I have. 523 00:35:21,119 --> 00:35:22,953 Have you? 524 00:35:23,121 --> 00:35:24,622 Yeah. Have you? 525 00:35:29,961 --> 00:35:33,380 This is the body of Christ, given for you. 526 00:35:33,548 --> 00:35:41,639 The body of Christ, given for you. 527 00:35:41,807 --> 00:35:43,808 - I'll be right back. - Sure. 528 00:35:49,272 --> 00:35:50,689 Here, you drive home. 529 00:35:50,857 --> 00:35:53,484 I'm going to talk to the pastor a minute and then I'll walk. 530 00:35:53,652 --> 00:35:55,319 Okay. 531 00:35:58,448 --> 00:36:00,324 Hey yo, foul, bitch! 532 00:36:00,492 --> 00:36:02,117 Damn, that's a hard foul! 533 00:36:02,285 --> 00:36:04,328 Yo, that's a foul! 534 00:36:13,004 --> 00:36:15,756 Hue... 535 00:36:26,852 --> 00:36:28,811 Man, you should've dunked it! 536 00:36:40,198 --> 00:36:43,826 Okay, I've never done this before, so-- 537 00:36:43,994 --> 00:36:45,828 well, I mean, I come to the... 538 00:36:47,622 --> 00:36:50,291 church every week and I really try. 539 00:36:50,458 --> 00:36:53,460 And I don't know, I mean, I guess I had hoped with time 540 00:36:53,628 --> 00:36:55,671 it would be easier and easier and... 541 00:36:57,299 --> 00:36:58,924 and I'd be... 542 00:37:01,136 --> 00:37:03,679 My family, people close to me, 543 00:37:03,847 --> 00:37:07,016 it seems to come to them easily, but for me it's... 544 00:37:07,183 --> 00:37:09,727 I mean I've... 545 00:37:09,895 --> 00:37:11,395 I don't know. 546 00:37:14,399 --> 00:37:17,067 I mean I've... 547 00:37:17,235 --> 00:37:21,071 sometimes the thoughts that I have, 548 00:37:21,239 --> 00:37:23,073 feelings... 549 00:37:25,160 --> 00:37:27,244 but, uh, sometimes 550 00:37:27,412 --> 00:37:30,331 I just think maybe you should shoot me or something. 551 00:37:30,498 --> 00:37:33,417 Well, I don't believe that that's what God wants for you. 552 00:37:33,585 --> 00:37:36,337 Well, what does he want? 553 00:37:36,504 --> 00:37:40,799 I wish I had a simple answer for you. 554 00:37:40,967 --> 00:37:43,677 I'm not sure what God wants for you. 555 00:37:45,639 --> 00:37:47,306 Is there anything... 556 00:37:49,434 --> 00:37:52,519 There's an old Biblical passage that says... 557 00:37:54,397 --> 00:37:57,608 "Be still and know that I am God." 558 00:37:57,776 --> 00:37:59,568 Which is a way of saying 559 00:37:59,736 --> 00:38:02,154 sometimes God does, um, 560 00:38:02,322 --> 00:38:05,532 speak to us in mysterious ways. 561 00:38:23,468 --> 00:38:24,969 Off the rail! 562 00:38:25,136 --> 00:38:26,971 I said off the rail! 563 00:38:37,565 --> 00:38:40,401 Hue... 564 00:38:51,162 --> 00:38:52,538 Hello? 565 00:38:52,706 --> 00:38:55,958 Hi, this is Lucetta Creeson. We talked last week. 566 00:38:56,126 --> 00:38:58,419 I'm sorry, what is your name again? 567 00:38:58,586 --> 00:39:00,504 Lucetta Creeson. 568 00:39:00,672 --> 00:39:03,048 I was just wondering if Jack was home. 569 00:39:03,216 --> 00:39:05,759 I'm afraid he's still-- oh no, wait, hold on. 570 00:39:05,927 --> 00:39:09,221 - Jack, telephone. - Who is it? Who? Who is it? 571 00:39:09,389 --> 00:39:11,098 A friend of yours? 572 00:39:12,434 --> 00:39:14,268 - Hello. - Hey. 573 00:39:14,436 --> 00:39:16,103 It's Lucetta Creeson. 574 00:39:16,271 --> 00:39:18,480 Listen, I was just wondering, um, 575 00:39:18,648 --> 00:39:20,691 when we could meet, when we could get together. 576 00:39:20,859 --> 00:39:24,903 Uh, Mrs. Creeson, I don't know how you're calling my house, 577 00:39:25,071 --> 00:39:26,613 but I told you to call the office. 578 00:39:26,781 --> 00:39:28,365 Well, look, I'm just, 579 00:39:28,533 --> 00:39:32,036 I'm not that great at offices and, you know, 580 00:39:32,203 --> 00:39:35,497 I just-- I just can't be real, like, in an office, you know? 581 00:39:35,665 --> 00:39:37,541 - Look, Mrs. Creeson-- - Lucetta. 582 00:39:37,709 --> 00:39:41,045 Mrs. Creeson, I have business with your husband. 583 00:39:41,212 --> 00:39:43,380 Well, that's why I'm calling. 584 00:39:43,548 --> 00:39:45,549 I mean, what, did you think I had another reason? 585 00:39:45,717 --> 00:39:47,301 Well, no, I didn't. 586 00:39:47,469 --> 00:39:50,387 Maybe we could go to lunch, you could bring Mrs. Mabry too. 587 00:39:50,555 --> 00:39:53,265 You know, she's got a sweet voice. What's her first name? 588 00:39:53,433 --> 00:39:55,059 Look, I admire that you love your husband 589 00:39:55,226 --> 00:39:56,602 and you want to do what's right for him, 590 00:39:56,770 --> 00:39:59,772 but you're not helping him. I'm telling you that right now. 591 00:39:59,939 --> 00:40:01,774 Listen to me, Jack. 592 00:40:01,941 --> 00:40:03,984 I do love my husband. 593 00:40:04,152 --> 00:40:05,944 I love my husband 594 00:40:06,112 --> 00:40:09,364 so much. 595 00:40:11,284 --> 00:40:14,161 And all I'm asking you is for a chance 596 00:40:14,329 --> 00:40:17,122 to help you see him in a different light. 597 00:40:18,500 --> 00:40:20,918 I mean, how many men at that place you work at 598 00:40:21,086 --> 00:40:24,463 have somebody loving them like that, huh? 599 00:40:26,007 --> 00:40:28,175 Doesn't that mean something to you, 600 00:40:28,343 --> 00:40:30,928 a man in a position like yours? 601 00:40:31,096 --> 00:40:34,139 It-it-- no, it-it does, it does. Don't misunderstand me. 602 00:40:34,307 --> 00:40:36,850 I just want him home. 603 00:40:37,018 --> 00:40:40,479 I want... I want him so bad. 604 00:40:40,647 --> 00:40:42,940 I want his arms around me. 605 00:40:43,108 --> 00:40:45,442 I want him in my bed. 606 00:40:45,610 --> 00:40:47,945 I miss him. 607 00:40:48,113 --> 00:40:50,280 Can't I persuade you? 608 00:40:50,448 --> 00:40:52,616 Who's it gonna hurt, hmm? 609 00:40:52,784 --> 00:40:56,036 Just let me come see you, please. 610 00:40:57,914 --> 00:40:59,998 Let me come see you, Jack. 611 00:41:07,215 --> 00:41:08,882 I got him. 612 00:41:09,050 --> 00:41:10,968 It's gonna happen, baby. 613 00:41:14,848 --> 00:41:18,308 Huh. Honey, you okay? 614 00:41:18,476 --> 00:41:20,185 I'm so fuckin' tired. 615 00:41:21,813 --> 00:41:23,730 Can't you sleep? 616 00:41:23,898 --> 00:41:26,775 No, it's too loud all the time. 617 00:41:26,943 --> 00:41:29,027 So noisy I can't... 618 00:41:31,197 --> 00:41:32,739 I can't get out of my head. 619 00:41:32,907 --> 00:41:35,159 I can't hear nothin'. I can't listen. 620 00:41:35,326 --> 00:41:37,995 This place is startin' to mess with my head. 621 00:41:38,163 --> 00:41:41,540 I'm tellin' you, I'm having these weird-ass dreams. 622 00:41:41,708 --> 00:41:43,667 Poor honey. 623 00:41:46,921 --> 00:41:49,882 I thought I wanted to kill myself, right? 624 00:41:51,301 --> 00:41:54,219 Thought I wanted to hang myself in the solitary. 625 00:41:54,387 --> 00:41:55,929 I don't get it. You dreamed that? 626 00:41:56,097 --> 00:41:58,182 But then I got too scared to die 627 00:41:58,349 --> 00:42:01,935 and I just hung there for all of eternity. 628 00:42:06,274 --> 00:42:15,699 I don't want to fuckin' be here. 629 00:42:15,867 --> 00:42:17,910 Honey. 630 00:42:22,624 --> 00:42:25,042 Honey, what'd you have to eat that night? 631 00:42:25,210 --> 00:42:28,045 It must've been something. Was it spicy? 632 00:42:43,478 --> 00:42:46,396 Shoot it! All right, let's go. 633 00:42:52,654 --> 00:42:55,197 That's the grandson I've been tellin' you about right there. 634 00:42:55,365 --> 00:42:57,658 How cute. His eyes are so... 635 00:43:03,122 --> 00:43:04,790 I got a grandchild. 636 00:43:04,958 --> 00:43:06,583 Do you really? 637 00:43:06,751 --> 00:43:09,211 Yeah. Her name's Katie, three years old. 638 00:43:09,379 --> 00:43:11,964 - Cute. - Oh, yeah. Yeah, very cute. 639 00:43:12,131 --> 00:43:13,799 Does she look like you? 640 00:43:13,967 --> 00:43:16,093 Hell no. No no no. 641 00:43:16,261 --> 00:43:18,262 I bet she loves you though. 642 00:43:18,429 --> 00:43:20,722 - Yeah well... - You see her much? 643 00:43:23,476 --> 00:43:26,270 They live upstate, so we don't see her that much. 644 00:43:26,437 --> 00:43:28,105 Aw, that's too bad. 645 00:43:31,150 --> 00:43:34,736 She's getting a divorce, my daughter. 646 00:43:34,904 --> 00:43:37,531 - I'm sorry. - What are you gonna do? 647 00:43:37,699 --> 00:43:39,741 People are gonna do what they're gonna do. 648 00:43:42,996 --> 00:43:44,454 Are you in pain? 649 00:43:44,622 --> 00:43:45,998 Yeah, it's just my back. 650 00:43:46,165 --> 00:43:47,541 Oh. What'd you get that, 651 00:43:47,709 --> 00:43:49,418 playing ball or like from some war? 652 00:43:49,585 --> 00:43:51,086 No no, it's just life. 653 00:43:51,254 --> 00:43:53,797 So I don't know if I can-- 654 00:43:53,965 --> 00:43:55,841 I don't want you to get your hopes up. 655 00:43:56,009 --> 00:43:57,467 About what? 656 00:43:57,635 --> 00:43:59,553 What I can do for you, for your husband. 657 00:43:59,721 --> 00:44:02,264 - There's a whole system-- - Have you tried magnet therapy? 658 00:44:02,432 --> 00:44:05,559 For your back, I mean. It's like these magnets that you wear and stuff. 659 00:44:05,727 --> 00:44:07,978 - Magnets? - Yeah, it's really good. 660 00:44:08,146 --> 00:44:09,980 Actually, you should come over sometime, 661 00:44:10,148 --> 00:44:13,025 because I got these insoles this guy sold me 662 00:44:13,192 --> 00:44:14,776 and I wear 'em in my shoes 663 00:44:14,944 --> 00:44:17,195 and I don't get tired in school or anything. 664 00:44:18,323 --> 00:44:19,698 And-- yeah, and sometimes 665 00:44:19,866 --> 00:44:22,492 I even put 'em under my pillow before I go to sleep. 666 00:44:22,660 --> 00:44:24,202 And what does that do? 667 00:44:25,496 --> 00:44:27,164 Well, okay, 668 00:44:27,332 --> 00:44:29,666 you know how we're all toxic and stuff, right, 669 00:44:29,834 --> 00:44:33,295 with like all the microwaves and cell phones 670 00:44:33,463 --> 00:44:36,173 and all that weird stuff flying through the air. 671 00:44:36,341 --> 00:44:38,800 So it all builds up inside of you, right, 672 00:44:38,968 --> 00:44:40,886 and it makes you all achy and upset-- 673 00:44:41,054 --> 00:44:42,721 and it can give you brain tumors, really-- 674 00:44:42,889 --> 00:44:44,389 I mean, it kills people. 675 00:44:44,557 --> 00:44:47,100 So these magnets, they detox you. 676 00:44:47,268 --> 00:44:49,895 - Wow, that's... - Yeah, it's real. I believe it. 677 00:44:51,522 --> 00:44:53,023 You don't believe it? 678 00:44:53,191 --> 00:44:55,067 I don't know, I guess. 679 00:44:55,234 --> 00:44:57,027 No, it's real. 680 00:44:57,195 --> 00:44:59,863 I mean, look, I'm all into the body, you know, 681 00:45:00,031 --> 00:45:02,449 and for me if the body's feeling good, 682 00:45:02,617 --> 00:45:05,285 the mind just follows, you know? 683 00:45:05,453 --> 00:45:06,995 Absolutely. 684 00:45:07,163 --> 00:45:08,955 Egg? 685 00:45:09,123 --> 00:45:11,208 My kids made 'em. 686 00:45:11,376 --> 00:45:13,377 Now I got 'em all and I have to eat 'em. 687 00:45:13,544 --> 00:45:15,295 They're nice. They're pretty. 688 00:45:15,463 --> 00:45:17,005 Eat me please. 689 00:45:23,012 --> 00:45:24,721 Why not? 690 00:45:32,271 --> 00:45:34,106 I'm just eating the healthy part. 691 00:45:34,273 --> 00:45:37,651 Go on, just eat the whole thing. 692 00:45:43,241 --> 00:45:46,368 Creeson, what's up? You haven't been to chow in two days. 693 00:45:46,536 --> 00:45:49,704 You got a call out to go to Medical. Get dressed. 694 00:45:54,544 --> 00:45:56,253 Hold up there. 695 00:46:26,742 --> 00:46:28,743 You feel anything? 696 00:46:31,122 --> 00:46:32,914 No. 697 00:46:34,375 --> 00:46:36,626 Like a tingling? 698 00:46:38,588 --> 00:46:41,506 No, I don't. I don't think l... 699 00:46:41,674 --> 00:46:43,800 Like a pull? 700 00:46:43,968 --> 00:46:45,510 It's not dramatic, you know. 701 00:46:45,678 --> 00:46:49,014 It's just-- it's kind of a sense. 702 00:46:50,600 --> 00:46:52,934 Yeah well, you know, maybe a little something. 703 00:46:53,102 --> 00:46:54,853 Yeah. 704 00:50:21,018 --> 00:50:24,062 "To what extent is my commitment to obey God 705 00:50:24,230 --> 00:50:25,855 based on dos and don'ts 706 00:50:26,023 --> 00:50:29,025 or on a true love for Him?" 707 00:50:29,193 --> 00:50:31,861 Hmm. 708 00:50:32,029 --> 00:50:35,782 "ln what recent circumstance was I aware of God's leading?" 709 00:50:38,452 --> 00:50:40,245 Why don't you say the blessing? 710 00:50:42,164 --> 00:50:44,290 Yeah. 711 00:50:44,458 --> 00:50:46,042 Blessed O Lord... 712 00:50:49,088 --> 00:50:51,131 blessed O Lord, 713 00:50:51,298 --> 00:50:55,844 this food to our use, and us to Thy loving service, 714 00:50:56,011 --> 00:50:58,888 and... 715 00:50:59,056 --> 00:51:01,933 make us mindful of the needs of others... 716 00:51:05,521 --> 00:51:08,064 - ln Christ's name, Amen. - Amen. 717 00:51:10,943 --> 00:51:12,777 You lose your place? 718 00:51:17,116 --> 00:51:19,284 You want an egg? 719 00:52:10,503 --> 00:52:14,005 Sin comes naturally to us from our birth. 720 00:52:14,173 --> 00:52:16,925 We-we-- it's inbred in us. 721 00:52:17,092 --> 00:52:20,136 We are not sinners because we sin; 722 00:52:20,304 --> 00:52:23,807 we sin because we are sinners. 723 00:52:23,974 --> 00:52:28,144 Even if you lived a life of perfect righteousness, 724 00:52:28,312 --> 00:52:30,104 you deserve hell. You know why? 725 00:52:30,272 --> 00:52:33,608 Because "all of our righteousnesses," lsaiah says, 726 00:52:33,776 --> 00:52:35,318 "are as filthy rags." 727 00:53:25,286 --> 00:53:27,620 You're real sweet, Jack. 728 00:53:28,914 --> 00:53:30,748 You're real sweet. 729 00:53:32,459 --> 00:53:34,419 Fuck me harder. 730 00:54:17,963 --> 00:54:20,298 You're good, Jack. 731 00:54:21,592 --> 00:54:24,135 You're a good man for helping us. 732 00:54:25,930 --> 00:54:28,431 I appreciate it. 733 00:54:34,104 --> 00:54:36,105 You know that nobody can know about this. 734 00:54:36,273 --> 00:54:37,941 You know that, right? 735 00:54:38,108 --> 00:54:39,609 I mean nobody. 736 00:54:39,777 --> 00:54:41,778 That's very important. 737 00:54:41,946 --> 00:54:46,074 Whatever you want, it'll all go bad if anybody knows. 738 00:54:46,241 --> 00:54:49,285 Bad for everybody, you understand that? 739 00:54:49,453 --> 00:54:51,287 Of course, silly. 740 00:55:35,207 --> 00:55:37,500 What's wrong? You're not eating? 741 00:55:40,838 --> 00:55:44,340 You ever think about things they say go on forever? 742 00:55:44,508 --> 00:55:46,175 What? 743 00:55:46,343 --> 00:55:49,012 Things they say go on forever-- like... 744 00:55:50,806 --> 00:55:52,932 what's that mean, you know? 745 00:55:54,560 --> 00:55:58,187 The sky, like, they say the sky goes on forever. 746 00:55:59,523 --> 00:56:01,816 But what is that really? That's-- 747 00:56:01,984 --> 00:56:05,528 I mean, you can't see nothing you can't see, so... 748 00:56:07,531 --> 00:56:09,365 it's like a big bowl of blue above you. 749 00:56:09,533 --> 00:56:11,284 You can see clouds during the day 750 00:56:11,452 --> 00:56:13,411 or you can see stars at night maybe, 751 00:56:13,579 --> 00:56:16,080 but even with a telescope you can't see forever. 752 00:56:16,248 --> 00:56:17,957 So how do they know? 753 00:56:20,794 --> 00:56:22,336 Know what? 754 00:56:22,504 --> 00:56:24,505 What it is. 755 00:56:24,673 --> 00:56:27,008 Eternity-- how do they know? 756 00:56:35,100 --> 00:56:37,727 So-- so, Jack, 757 00:56:37,895 --> 00:56:41,689 he said the board's gonna review the whole thing, okay? 758 00:56:41,857 --> 00:56:44,233 And they're going to take into consideration 759 00:56:44,401 --> 00:56:47,612 your age and, you know, 760 00:56:47,780 --> 00:56:50,656 your mom and all that, 761 00:56:50,824 --> 00:56:54,577 and the fact that you were an addict back then, um... 762 00:56:56,246 --> 00:56:58,956 - hey, Stoney baby? - Hmm? 763 00:56:59,124 --> 00:57:01,250 Look at me. 764 00:57:03,837 --> 00:57:07,298 Well, I was trying to tell you about your parole. 765 00:57:07,466 --> 00:57:09,383 Yeah? 766 00:57:13,180 --> 00:57:15,264 Well, you weren't listening. 767 00:57:15,432 --> 00:57:18,976 Oh yeah, I'm listening. 768 00:57:19,144 --> 00:57:21,687 I am. 769 00:57:21,855 --> 00:57:25,108 Okay, so Jack said, um-- 770 00:57:25,275 --> 00:57:27,068 You call him Jack? 771 00:57:27,236 --> 00:57:28,778 Sure. 772 00:57:29,822 --> 00:57:32,615 That's good. What's he say? 773 00:57:34,660 --> 00:57:37,954 Okay, so, um, he's gonna talk to you 774 00:57:38,122 --> 00:57:40,665 and he's going over the whole thing 775 00:57:40,833 --> 00:57:44,502 and he's gonna decide in a few days to write up his notes in your case file 776 00:57:44,670 --> 00:57:47,463 to submit it to the parole commission so when they go over it next week 777 00:57:47,631 --> 00:57:49,715 they're gonna see it. Isn't that great, baby? 778 00:57:51,385 --> 00:57:53,970 Honey, this could be it. Isn't that great? 779 00:57:58,725 --> 00:58:00,518 Yeah. 780 00:58:05,315 --> 00:58:08,151 Didn't-didn't-didn't I do good? 781 00:58:11,655 --> 00:58:13,781 Well, look at me. 782 00:58:17,202 --> 00:58:19,495 What are you doing? 783 00:58:19,663 --> 00:58:21,747 Sometimes I think the best thing is... 784 00:58:23,250 --> 00:58:25,877 is just-just listen. 785 00:58:33,010 --> 00:58:34,927 Would you stop playin'? 786 00:58:36,889 --> 00:58:39,599 Is the kingdom of heav-- you think it should be a peaceful kingdom 787 00:58:39,766 --> 00:58:42,518 - and we should all get along? - That's great, but is it just going 788 00:58:42,686 --> 00:58:44,937 - to be a constant struggle... - That's a tough one. 789 00:58:45,105 --> 00:58:47,106 ...to have the kingdom of heaven here on earth? 790 00:58:54,448 --> 00:58:55,865 Crack 53! 791 00:59:03,457 --> 00:59:05,791 Just tell me, is it the 30th or the 31st? 792 00:59:05,959 --> 00:59:07,376 I've had about enough lip from you! 793 00:59:07,544 --> 00:59:08,920 God damn it, just tell me, which one is it? 794 00:59:09,087 --> 00:59:11,547 You can button that up right now and be nice. And I mean it. 795 00:59:20,015 --> 00:59:21,474 Creeson's here. 796 00:59:21,642 --> 00:59:24,060 How do ask a person to... 797 00:59:24,228 --> 00:59:26,729 to explain something that-- 798 00:59:26,897 --> 00:59:29,106 that they experienced 799 00:59:29,274 --> 00:59:30,942 to where another person's got no way 800 00:59:31,109 --> 00:59:34,654 to relate to the whole indefiniteness of it, you know? 801 00:59:36,531 --> 00:59:38,282 You don't believe me already, do you? 802 00:59:38,450 --> 00:59:40,534 I'm not saying I don't believe you. I just, you know, I-- 803 00:59:40,702 --> 00:59:42,411 look, I've seen the tape, it's quite a thing. 804 00:59:42,579 --> 00:59:46,249 But nothing happened to you. I mean, you weren't involved in any way. 805 00:59:46,416 --> 00:59:49,919 Yeah, look, I don't know how to even-- 806 00:59:50,087 --> 00:59:54,215 - I'm not-- 807 00:59:54,383 --> 00:59:56,425 I don't know. I-- 808 00:59:56,593 --> 00:59:58,636 You had, what, a profound 809 00:59:58,804 --> 01:00:01,973 spiritual epiphany. 810 01:00:02,140 --> 01:00:04,684 Shit, man, I ain't never even heard that word before. 811 01:00:04,851 --> 01:00:07,353 Look, we don't have to talk about it. 812 01:00:07,521 --> 01:00:09,647 You know, it really don't matter. 813 01:00:09,815 --> 01:00:11,774 Well... 814 01:00:11,942 --> 01:00:15,111 I mean, don't get me wrong, I'd like to believe in such things, but-- 815 01:00:15,279 --> 01:00:17,029 Like what? Like me? You believe in me? 816 01:00:17,197 --> 01:00:20,491 Sure, I'd like to believe in you too. I mean that's why we're all here, right? 817 01:00:26,081 --> 01:00:28,291 Wow. 818 01:00:29,584 --> 01:00:32,169 Okay, you know, wait, look, 819 01:00:32,337 --> 01:00:34,255 there were something like... 820 01:00:36,008 --> 01:00:38,050 it was just a moment. 821 01:00:38,218 --> 01:00:40,219 The static, 822 01:00:40,387 --> 01:00:42,805 it just all went away, you know? 823 01:00:42,973 --> 01:00:44,307 And I could really hear, 824 01:00:44,474 --> 01:00:46,976 like I could hear clear, for real. 825 01:00:47,144 --> 01:00:51,022 I don't know. It just made me see everything different. 826 01:00:51,189 --> 01:00:54,483 It made me look at my life in a different way. 827 01:00:54,651 --> 01:00:57,153 It was just all of a sudden I could-- I could see that 828 01:00:57,321 --> 01:01:01,198 my life in here isn't empty and pointless like I thought it was before. 829 01:01:02,951 --> 01:01:04,452 Family and... 830 01:01:07,831 --> 01:01:11,542 - Look, Stone, just drop it. - Drop what? 831 01:01:11,710 --> 01:01:13,294 Well, I know what you're trying to do, but don't. 832 01:01:13,462 --> 01:01:16,505 Just-just-just don't. It's not helping. Just stop. 833 01:01:16,673 --> 01:01:18,841 Hey look, man, 834 01:01:19,009 --> 01:01:21,510 it don't matter to me no more. 835 01:01:21,678 --> 01:01:24,096 - What doesn't matter? - I don't care about what-- 836 01:01:24,264 --> 01:01:27,391 what you're doin' or what anybody else is tryin' to make you do. 837 01:01:27,559 --> 01:01:31,020 Make me do? What's that? Nobody's trying to make me do anything. 838 01:01:32,147 --> 01:01:34,523 Okay. 839 01:01:36,109 --> 01:01:40,071 You should do what you think is right, okay? 840 01:01:40,238 --> 01:01:43,157 I am whatever you say I am in there, so write what you feel. 841 01:01:43,325 --> 01:01:46,619 Seriously. I mean it. I mean, judge me how you think. 842 01:01:46,787 --> 01:01:48,829 - Well... - I mean, don't get me wrong, 843 01:01:48,997 --> 01:01:50,873 I want to be out, 844 01:01:51,041 --> 01:01:53,876 but I'm gonna wrestle with the same shit if I'm out. 845 01:01:54,044 --> 01:01:56,712 And I'm gonna keep this feeling if I'm in. 846 01:02:00,217 --> 01:02:01,801 So you're all good now? 847 01:02:01,968 --> 01:02:05,930 No no no. Look, I ain't sayin' I'm all happy all of a sudden. 848 01:02:06,098 --> 01:02:08,432 You know, my middle finger's been up a long time, man. 849 01:02:08,600 --> 01:02:11,560 I'm not just gonna start wavin' and smilin' at people. 850 01:02:11,728 --> 01:02:14,730 I'm gonna pop off. I'm gonna lose my temper, and-- 851 01:02:14,898 --> 01:02:18,067 and say shit and do shit that I'm gonna regret, whatever. 852 01:02:18,235 --> 01:02:21,070 I just-- I just-- I am who I am, you know? 853 01:02:21,238 --> 01:02:24,407 And that's okay. You know what I'm sayin'? 854 01:02:24,574 --> 01:02:26,951 No. No, I'm afraid I don't. 855 01:02:27,119 --> 01:02:29,787 Well, I told you I couldn't explain it really. 856 01:02:29,955 --> 01:02:32,039 Are you okay? Yeah. My back. 857 01:02:32,207 --> 01:02:34,959 - I'm gonna go sleep in the other room. - Oh. 858 01:02:35,127 --> 01:02:37,586 You can take great comfort in that, 859 01:02:37,754 --> 01:02:39,505 but that can be a false comfort. 860 01:02:39,673 --> 01:02:42,591 Sometimes in the twilight of a civilization, 861 01:02:42,759 --> 01:02:45,010 there can be a great cultural flowering, 862 01:02:45,178 --> 01:02:48,681 but in reality, there are cracks in the foundation of that society 863 01:02:48,849 --> 01:02:50,307 and that society is doomed. 864 01:03:11,955 --> 01:03:14,331 If you really want to know, 865 01:03:14,499 --> 01:03:17,960 I think it's some kind of play-acting or something. 866 01:03:18,128 --> 01:03:19,753 It's all bullshit? 867 01:03:19,921 --> 01:03:24,133 No. No. Look, Stoney's just... 868 01:03:24,301 --> 01:03:26,093 you know. I mean, he's screwed up. 869 01:03:26,261 --> 01:03:28,637 He's got weird ideas about things. 870 01:03:28,805 --> 01:03:31,474 Sometimes really weird. 871 01:03:31,641 --> 01:03:34,602 But, I mean, he's always been that way. 872 01:03:34,769 --> 01:03:38,481 Talkin' to him, 873 01:03:38,648 --> 01:03:40,524 he almost seemed like... 874 01:03:40,692 --> 01:03:42,651 Like what? 875 01:03:42,819 --> 01:03:46,238 Something-- really, I don't know. Different. 876 01:03:46,406 --> 01:03:49,366 No. 877 01:03:49,534 --> 01:03:53,496 Look, he's just trying to impress you, you know, 878 01:03:53,663 --> 01:03:56,165 trying to do whatever it takes to get out. 879 01:03:56,333 --> 01:03:58,334 Can you blame him? 880 01:03:58,502 --> 01:04:00,753 - No, it's okay. - What? 881 01:04:01,838 --> 01:04:03,714 Hey, sit down. 882 01:04:03,882 --> 01:04:06,550 Come on. Come on, sit down. 883 01:04:06,718 --> 01:04:08,385 Sit down. 884 01:04:12,349 --> 01:04:15,809 Look, he admires you a lot, you know. 885 01:04:15,977 --> 01:04:18,729 He told me he learned a lot talking to you. 886 01:04:21,900 --> 01:04:24,944 Can you be straight? 887 01:04:25,111 --> 01:04:27,029 Straight as you. 888 01:04:28,323 --> 01:04:29,865 Is this all just a-- I mean, 889 01:04:30,033 --> 01:04:32,701 just-just-just tell me what's going on. 890 01:04:35,747 --> 01:04:38,874 I don't do anything I don't want to do. 891 01:04:41,670 --> 01:04:43,212 I like you. 892 01:04:43,380 --> 01:04:45,506 I like you, Jack. 893 01:04:46,591 --> 01:04:50,302 I would never fuck you if I didn't want to. 894 01:04:50,470 --> 01:04:53,055 Well, thanks. 895 01:04:57,352 --> 01:04:59,645 God, you're beautiful, you know. 896 01:05:02,440 --> 01:05:04,483 You're beautiful. 897 01:05:04,651 --> 01:05:06,485 Thank you. 898 01:05:10,907 --> 01:05:12,741 I'm not gonna come over here anymore. 899 01:05:12,909 --> 01:05:14,535 - You're not? - No. 900 01:05:14,703 --> 01:05:15,828 Okay. 901 01:05:15,996 --> 01:05:17,454 Maybe I should just take 902 01:05:17,622 --> 01:05:20,291 some antidepressants or something, I don't know. 903 01:05:22,460 --> 01:05:24,920 - Yes you will. - What? 904 01:05:25,088 --> 01:05:26,714 It's okay though. 905 01:05:26,881 --> 01:05:28,924 I don't mind when they say, "Oh no, no more," 906 01:05:29,092 --> 01:05:31,594 'cause then I just sit back and wait. 907 01:05:34,848 --> 01:05:36,640 But you'll call, 908 01:05:36,808 --> 01:05:38,392 won't you, or drop by? 909 01:05:38,560 --> 01:05:41,645 Like maybe late again some night, won't you? 910 01:05:41,813 --> 01:05:43,939 Oh God. 911 01:05:44,941 --> 01:05:47,484 Look, I don't care if you deny it. It's funny to me. 912 01:05:49,154 --> 01:05:50,487 St-stop this now. 913 01:05:50,655 --> 01:05:54,950 I think about you so much, Jack. All day long I'm thinking about you. 914 01:05:55,118 --> 01:05:56,952 I think about you at work. 915 01:05:57,120 --> 01:05:59,204 Don't say that. 916 01:05:59,372 --> 01:06:01,582 You're sexy, Jack, 917 01:06:01,750 --> 01:06:03,375 and you know if you let Stone out, 918 01:06:03,543 --> 01:06:06,128 we can still be friends too. He won't know. 919 01:06:06,296 --> 01:06:08,005 He won't even care. 920 01:06:08,173 --> 01:06:10,966 Look, I do what I do because I'm on my own, okay? 921 01:06:11,134 --> 01:06:13,636 And I got to make my own way, so don't you want to help us? 922 01:06:13,803 --> 01:06:16,472 - Don't you want to help me? - Don't talk like that. 923 01:06:16,640 --> 01:06:19,141 I can't. It's not that simple. 924 01:06:24,439 --> 01:06:27,816 You can't leave, can you? 925 01:06:31,112 --> 01:06:33,155 It's sweet. 926 01:06:36,117 --> 01:06:39,161 What the hell am I doing? God damn it. 927 01:06:39,329 --> 01:06:42,206 Oh, come on, Jack. He's a good man at heart. 928 01:06:42,374 --> 01:06:44,667 You really believe that? 929 01:06:44,834 --> 01:06:46,919 Yeah, I do. 930 01:06:47,087 --> 01:06:49,338 No different than you and me. 931 01:06:50,590 --> 01:06:52,091 Do you go to church? 932 01:06:52,258 --> 01:06:55,719 Hell no. There's no such thing as God. 933 01:07:46,187 --> 01:07:48,647 They called again. They need the Creeson report. 934 01:07:48,815 --> 01:07:50,190 I just sent it! 935 01:07:50,358 --> 01:07:52,943 You don't have to yell. I'm on the intercom. 936 01:07:53,111 --> 01:07:56,613 You got your RGC recommendation. 937 01:07:56,781 --> 01:07:58,782 Vocational counseling, 938 01:07:58,950 --> 01:08:02,578 psych therapy, GED, NA, NA program. 939 01:08:02,746 --> 01:08:05,497 So the board needs to decide 940 01:08:05,665 --> 01:08:08,208 if it's safe to let you back into the world, 941 01:08:08,376 --> 01:08:10,461 that you're not a danger to yourself or others. 942 01:08:10,628 --> 01:08:12,713 Rehabilitated, right? 943 01:08:12,881 --> 01:08:14,381 Yeah. 944 01:08:14,549 --> 01:08:16,091 You know, in my book it says 945 01:08:16,259 --> 01:08:20,220 that chronic neck pain comes from bein' hanged in another life. 946 01:08:20,388 --> 01:08:23,265 Well, it's my back. It's not my neck. 947 01:08:23,433 --> 01:08:25,768 Well, I'm just makin' conversation. 948 01:08:27,187 --> 01:08:29,229 Look, if you're not interested in the details 949 01:08:29,397 --> 01:08:30,981 of your hearing, we're done here. 950 01:08:31,149 --> 01:08:32,816 - Done? - We're done. 951 01:08:32,984 --> 01:08:36,195 - How do you mean we're done? - My report's already sent. We're done. 952 01:08:38,364 --> 01:08:42,284 Basically they want to hear that you take responsibility for your actions. 953 01:08:53,880 --> 01:08:56,632 See, the thing about that, I don't know. 954 01:08:58,301 --> 01:09:00,135 About what? 955 01:09:00,303 --> 01:09:04,640 It's funny, you know, 'cause you're always askin' me about that night-- 956 01:09:04,808 --> 01:09:06,683 how it made me feel. 957 01:09:11,147 --> 01:09:13,649 You know, when my cousin come out of the house 958 01:09:13,817 --> 01:09:17,361 and got me and we went back inside... 959 01:09:18,863 --> 01:09:22,157 it was trippy, man, because like two minutes before, 960 01:09:22,325 --> 01:09:24,243 you know, my poppy, 961 01:09:24,410 --> 01:09:27,079 he was-- he was alive. There was color in his face. 962 01:09:27,247 --> 01:09:29,122 There was light in his eyes. 963 01:09:29,290 --> 01:09:32,793 And then I go inside there and... 964 01:09:38,091 --> 01:09:40,592 and then I see them 965 01:09:40,760 --> 01:09:43,971 lyin' there all over everywhere. 966 01:09:48,226 --> 01:09:51,520 There was this buzzing in my ears, you know, 967 01:09:51,688 --> 01:09:54,064 and I thought it was just the shit that we was on, 968 01:09:54,232 --> 01:09:56,692 but it kept growin' 969 01:09:56,860 --> 01:09:59,444 and it started scarin' the shit out of me. 970 01:09:59,612 --> 01:10:01,530 Teach was bouncin' off the walls, 971 01:10:01,698 --> 01:10:04,074 yellin' at me, "We got to do something, 972 01:10:04,242 --> 01:10:06,326 You gotta help me. We gotta handle this." 973 01:10:06,494 --> 01:10:09,580 But all I could hear in my head was this sound. 974 01:10:11,833 --> 01:10:15,586 And then, I don't know how I knew, 975 01:10:15,753 --> 01:10:19,548 but I just knew that there needed to be a fire. 976 01:10:19,716 --> 01:10:21,675 I went to the garage. 977 01:10:21,843 --> 01:10:23,886 I got the can of gasoline 978 01:10:24,053 --> 01:10:25,721 and I got the match 979 01:10:25,889 --> 01:10:27,848 and I lit it. 980 01:10:31,394 --> 01:10:34,354 You ever seen a fire take control? 981 01:10:34,522 --> 01:10:37,524 It's somethin', man. It's alive. 982 01:10:37,692 --> 01:10:39,818 And I watched it 983 01:10:39,986 --> 01:10:42,779 take them up 984 01:10:42,947 --> 01:10:45,657 and start to change them. 985 01:10:47,327 --> 01:10:50,203 And the only thought that came in my head 986 01:10:51,831 --> 01:10:54,750 was "This is awesome." 987 01:10:54,918 --> 01:10:56,793 Awesome? 988 01:10:56,961 --> 01:10:58,921 Yeah. 989 01:11:00,298 --> 01:11:02,424 It was 990 01:11:02,592 --> 01:11:04,593 truly awesome. 991 01:11:06,596 --> 01:11:10,724 Um, the thing is that 992 01:11:10,892 --> 01:11:14,937 I know I'm supposed to take responsibility for my action, 993 01:11:15,104 --> 01:11:18,941 I know that I'm supposed to feel guilty about it, 994 01:11:19,108 --> 01:11:22,527 but I never did. 995 01:11:22,695 --> 01:11:24,613 And I never knew why. 996 01:11:26,491 --> 01:11:29,660 But now I think I can understand 997 01:11:29,827 --> 01:11:31,745 that it was just 998 01:11:31,913 --> 01:11:33,872 part of what was supposed to happen 999 01:11:34,040 --> 01:11:37,250 in my life's journey, 1000 01:11:37,418 --> 01:11:38,961 you know? 1001 01:11:39,128 --> 01:11:41,296 That was your decision-- you did that. 1002 01:11:41,464 --> 01:11:42,839 No, I'm not sayin' I didn't. 1003 01:11:43,007 --> 01:11:45,926 I'm saying that we're all God's co-workers, 1004 01:11:46,094 --> 01:11:47,928 and we don't even know it. 1005 01:11:48,096 --> 01:11:49,930 Your crime has nothin' to do with God. 1006 01:11:50,098 --> 01:11:52,182 Why not? God is everything. 1007 01:11:52,350 --> 01:11:54,977 You know, look at earthquakes and floods, 1008 01:11:55,144 --> 01:11:58,230 and-and tornadoes, and all the bad shit that happens-- 1009 01:11:58,398 --> 01:12:01,149 why don't you think that we're a part of all of that too? 1010 01:12:01,317 --> 01:12:04,111 What we do, you know, the shit that we carry with us 1011 01:12:04,278 --> 01:12:06,154 from one life to the next, 1012 01:12:06,322 --> 01:12:09,408 maybe there's a plan that includes all of us-- 1013 01:12:09,575 --> 01:12:11,660 you and me and my grandparents, 1014 01:12:11,828 --> 01:12:14,287 and we just don't know it. How can we know? 1015 01:12:14,455 --> 01:12:16,581 Enough of this shit. You know-- you know-- 1016 01:12:16,749 --> 01:12:18,583 you and Lucetta, 1017 01:12:18,751 --> 01:12:20,711 - she said that you were-- - Lucetta? 1018 01:12:20,878 --> 01:12:22,504 - Your wife-- - What, you call her Lucetta? 1019 01:12:22,672 --> 01:12:24,506 - She said-- - Don't. 1020 01:12:24,674 --> 01:12:26,717 - What? - Don't listen to her. 1021 01:12:26,884 --> 01:12:28,093 What do you mean? 1022 01:12:28,261 --> 01:12:31,388 Don't listen to what she's tellin' you, man. 1023 01:12:33,099 --> 01:12:34,891 Well, she believes in you. 1024 01:12:35,059 --> 01:12:37,269 Look, it's a game to her, man. 1025 01:12:37,437 --> 01:12:38,812 It's a game. She-- 1026 01:12:38,980 --> 01:12:40,856 I told you in the beginning, she's an alien. 1027 01:12:41,024 --> 01:12:42,607 She's a-- she's like a freak. 1028 01:12:42,775 --> 01:12:44,192 That's not a nice thing to say. 1029 01:12:44,360 --> 01:12:46,653 No, listen, I'm tellin' it to you straight, okay, 1030 01:12:46,821 --> 01:12:48,363 she's just workin' on you. 1031 01:12:48,531 --> 01:12:51,033 She's workin' on you. She's fuckin' you over, man. 1032 01:12:51,200 --> 01:12:52,534 She's an animal. 1033 01:12:52,702 --> 01:12:55,787 You know, you're fuckin' nuts, you know that? 1034 01:12:55,955 --> 01:12:57,330 You're fuckin' nuts. 1035 01:12:57,498 --> 01:12:59,291 You got a beautiful wife who cares about you, and-- 1036 01:12:59,459 --> 01:13:02,544 Beautiful? You think she's beautiful? 1037 01:13:06,799 --> 01:13:09,259 Okay, you're a con. I've known that from the fuckin' start. 1038 01:13:09,427 --> 01:13:12,512 I don't believe you for one fuckin' second. Never did, never did. 1039 01:13:12,680 --> 01:13:15,057 So you've both been conning me? Okay, I know. 1040 01:13:15,224 --> 01:13:18,727 I've been around the block a few times. I ought to know better. 1041 01:13:19,896 --> 01:13:22,397 - I'm sick and fuckin' tired of it. - What'd I say, man? 1042 01:13:24,067 --> 01:13:25,984 You expect me to eat this new shit you've been handing out? 1043 01:13:26,152 --> 01:13:28,236 Write a nice little note about your goddamn fucking epiphany? 1044 01:13:28,404 --> 01:13:29,780 You're the same bastard you've always been. 1045 01:13:29,947 --> 01:13:31,406 - I know I am. 1046 01:13:31,574 --> 01:13:34,618 That's what I've been sayin', man. 1047 01:13:34,786 --> 01:13:37,079 - You don't get it. - Get it? Oh no no, I got it. 1048 01:13:37,246 --> 01:13:39,247 I got it and I'm goddamn fuckin' fed up with you. 1049 01:13:39,415 --> 01:13:41,249 The both of you can go to hell for all I care. 1050 01:13:41,417 --> 01:13:44,920 I can't f-- what have I done? Jesus Christ, I've been-- 1051 01:13:45,088 --> 01:13:48,423 I mean, just goddamn year in and year out 1052 01:13:48,591 --> 01:13:51,426 sitting across the desk from this and we pretend we're doing something, 1053 01:13:51,594 --> 01:13:53,261 you pretend you've heard us and then we fall for it. 1054 01:13:53,429 --> 01:13:54,971 And then you come back in one year 1055 01:13:55,139 --> 01:13:58,308 and you're sitting right back here across the same desk from us again 1056 01:13:58,476 --> 01:14:01,436 and somebody out there is hurt or dead. Well, I'm not buyin' it anymore. 1057 01:14:01,604 --> 01:14:04,272 Nothin' changed for the better. It's all bullshit. No one changes for the better. 1058 01:14:04,440 --> 01:14:06,608 I've spent my whole fuckin' adult life doin' this goddamn bullshit. 1059 01:14:06,776 --> 01:14:08,944 I'm sick to death of this whole fuckin' waste. 1060 01:14:09,112 --> 01:14:10,821 You get no more of my time, pal. 1061 01:14:10,988 --> 01:14:13,156 Get the hell out of here. Come on. 1062 01:14:13,324 --> 01:14:15,450 Let's go. Come on, get out. 1063 01:14:15,618 --> 01:14:17,786 Okay. 1064 01:14:17,954 --> 01:14:20,247 Oh God. Oh God. 1065 01:14:20,414 --> 01:14:22,332 Hey, man, you have anyone? 1066 01:14:22,500 --> 01:14:25,210 - What? - Anybody to stand behind you. 1067 01:14:25,378 --> 01:14:26,711 - Are you all alone? - I'm not-- 1068 01:14:26,879 --> 01:14:29,840 Blow your motherfuckin' life up, man. Blow it up all the way. Do it. 1069 01:14:30,007 --> 01:14:31,716 Really, take it all the way. It helps. 1070 01:14:31,884 --> 01:14:33,635 Hey, Peterson, we're done. 1071 01:14:33,803 --> 01:14:35,637 Just go ahead and burn your motherfuckin' life. 1072 01:14:35,805 --> 01:14:38,431 - Now, God damn it! - Blow it up. Let it go, all of it. 1073 01:14:38,599 --> 01:14:39,975 Did anybody not fucking hear me? 1074 01:14:40,143 --> 01:14:41,476 - Let's go, please! - Go all the way. 1075 01:14:41,644 --> 01:14:43,812 He's coming! Just embrace it, man. Burn it up. 1076 01:14:43,980 --> 01:14:46,273 - Get him the hell out of here. - It's awesome. I'm pullin' for you. 1077 01:14:46,440 --> 01:14:49,484 - No, really, I'm pullin' for you. - Fuck you, you sick son of a bitch. 1078 01:15:12,550 --> 01:15:14,718 This is Jack and Madylyn Mabry. Please leave a message. 1079 01:15:16,262 --> 01:15:18,346 Hey, Jack-- Mr. Mabry, 1080 01:15:18,514 --> 01:15:21,683 I left messages at work, but you didn't call me back. 1081 01:15:22,894 --> 01:15:24,978 I'm kind of in the dark here. 1082 01:15:26,647 --> 01:15:29,107 Don't leave me dangling. I hate that. 1083 01:15:36,782 --> 01:15:38,783 Let the machine get it. 1084 01:15:52,173 --> 01:15:53,965 - Hello? 1085 01:15:54,133 --> 01:15:56,760 Is Mom there? 1086 01:15:56,928 --> 01:15:59,262 It's Candace. 1087 01:16:05,394 --> 01:16:08,230 Hey, it's Mom. Mm-hmm. 1088 01:16:09,440 --> 01:16:11,608 Yeah, I understand. 1089 01:16:11,776 --> 01:16:13,818 What's up? 1090 01:16:13,986 --> 01:16:15,820 Well, how's Katie? 1091 01:16:29,919 --> 01:16:32,087 Did you know you started out as a stone? 1092 01:16:32,255 --> 01:16:34,089 Hmm? 1093 01:16:34,257 --> 01:16:35,924 Your soul-- it started out 1094 01:16:36,092 --> 01:16:38,426 as a mineral or a pebble, 1095 01:16:38,594 --> 01:16:41,513 and then it was reincarnated as a plant, 1096 01:16:41,681 --> 01:16:45,433 then as a fish, birds, animals and so on. 1097 01:16:45,601 --> 01:16:47,644 You had to work your way up to being a human. 1098 01:16:47,812 --> 01:16:50,605 Know what it's been doing, your soul? 1099 01:16:50,773 --> 01:16:53,566 Hmm, what? It's been paying off debts 1100 01:16:53,734 --> 01:16:56,278 past sins from past lives, 1101 01:16:56,445 --> 01:16:59,781 reducing its burden from one life to the next. 1102 01:17:05,871 --> 01:17:08,790 Where'd you get that? 1103 01:17:08,958 --> 01:17:11,293 Junk mail. 1104 01:17:18,634 --> 01:17:20,552 You know what I think? 1105 01:17:20,720 --> 01:17:23,513 I think we get this one life, I do, and... 1106 01:17:25,516 --> 01:17:27,392 you account for what you've done in it. 1107 01:17:27,560 --> 01:17:30,687 And if you don't, you pay for it when you die. 1108 01:17:31,814 --> 01:17:33,815 You don't think? 1109 01:17:37,611 --> 01:17:39,821 Shit. 1110 01:17:39,989 --> 01:17:42,991 Shit shit, son of a bitch. 1111 01:17:43,159 --> 01:17:46,161 Fuck fuck. 1112 01:17:46,329 --> 01:17:47,871 - Okay, I get it. - Motherfucker. 1113 01:17:48,039 --> 01:17:51,082 Why don't you make me another fucking drink, you cocksucker? 1114 01:17:59,091 --> 01:18:01,051 Who is that? 1115 01:18:04,513 --> 01:18:05,680 Hello. 1116 01:18:05,848 --> 01:18:07,724 I'll take care of this. 1117 01:18:08,934 --> 01:18:10,769 Will you just pick up the phone sometimes? 1118 01:18:10,936 --> 01:18:13,355 - Oh, Mrs. Creeson, please, really. - Pick up the phone when you're here? 1119 01:18:13,522 --> 01:18:15,190 - This is inappropriate. - Hi, Mrs. Mabry. 1120 01:18:15,358 --> 01:18:17,192 - Did you get my messages, Mrs. Mabry? - Look, I'm sorry, please. 1121 01:18:17,360 --> 01:18:19,361 Young lady, I'm going to take you to your car. Let's go. 1122 01:18:19,528 --> 01:18:21,696 - Look, I'm a little bit worried. - I don't care if you've been worried. 1123 01:18:21,864 --> 01:18:24,199 You've been worried? I understand if you're worried, Mrs. Creeson, 1124 01:18:24,367 --> 01:18:27,243 but try and have a little patience. Get in the fucking car and get out of here. 1125 01:18:27,411 --> 01:18:29,037 What's wrong with you? Why are you being like this? 1126 01:18:29,205 --> 01:18:30,872 And what's wrong with my husband, huh? 1127 01:18:31,040 --> 01:18:31,998 Please-- 1128 01:18:32,166 --> 01:18:34,584 - You're not supposed to be here. - What did you tell him about us? 1129 01:18:34,752 --> 01:18:36,503 There is no us. Get the fuck out of here. 1130 01:18:36,670 --> 01:18:39,047 - I just needed a friend to talk to. - Thank you, Mrs. Creeson. 1131 01:18:39,215 --> 01:18:41,216 You've got no fucking idea, man. 1132 01:18:41,384 --> 01:18:43,426 We'll talk at the prison. 1133 01:18:53,854 --> 01:18:55,688 Fucking idiot. 1134 01:18:59,360 --> 01:19:02,654 lnexcusable, coming to our home like that. 1135 01:19:08,953 --> 01:19:12,914 You know, we can't alter reports once they've been submitted for review. 1136 01:19:13,082 --> 01:19:15,417 I know, I know, but I made a mistake. 1137 01:19:15,584 --> 01:19:17,001 Ehh, you're only human. 1138 01:19:17,169 --> 01:19:21,172 Mitch, I-I-I'm asking, please. Please. 1139 01:19:23,384 --> 01:19:25,760 The hearing's in an hour. You're kidding, right? 1140 01:19:25,928 --> 01:19:27,262 I know. 1141 01:19:27,430 --> 01:19:30,098 I need a little something more to go on here. 1142 01:19:30,266 --> 01:19:31,599 I can't go into it. 1143 01:19:31,767 --> 01:19:36,521 I just missed something. I made a-- I made a mistake. 1144 01:19:36,689 --> 01:19:39,899 If you want to plead your concerns, it's fine, 1145 01:19:40,067 --> 01:19:42,819 or if you want to submit additional evidence, that's okay too. 1146 01:19:42,987 --> 01:19:45,613 But you know as well as I do his fate's already been determined. 1147 01:19:45,781 --> 01:19:47,282 It's luck and quotas. 1148 01:19:47,450 --> 01:19:51,286 Nothing I say will make a difference? 1149 01:19:55,124 --> 01:19:58,042 Well, don't sweat it, Jack. 1150 01:19:58,210 --> 01:20:00,295 I mean, you're less than a month to go. Sleep easy. 1151 01:20:00,463 --> 01:20:02,464 - Hmm? - All right. 1152 01:20:08,220 --> 01:20:11,306 - I'm going out. - What about the Creeson hearing? 1153 01:20:15,102 --> 01:20:16,895 Thanks, Paul. 1154 01:20:29,992 --> 01:20:32,327 Revelation 3:20. 1155 01:20:32,495 --> 01:20:35,997 "Behold I stand at the door and knock. If any man open the door, 1156 01:20:36,165 --> 01:20:38,958 I will come into him and sup with him and he with me." 1157 01:20:39,126 --> 01:20:40,877 Revelation 3:20. 1158 01:20:41,045 --> 01:20:42,921 All right, the next one is... 1159 01:20:47,176 --> 01:20:48,927 It says Christ died for the ungodly. 1160 01:20:49,094 --> 01:20:51,471 Yeah, that's in Romans, chapter 5. 1161 01:20:51,639 --> 01:20:54,390 Romans 5:8... 1162 01:21:00,064 --> 01:21:03,066 So we're getting to the commandments next, 1163 01:21:03,234 --> 01:21:05,527 I guess, huh? 1164 01:21:16,872 --> 01:21:18,581 Do you believe in all this? 1165 01:21:18,749 --> 01:21:20,708 What? 1166 01:21:22,586 --> 01:21:24,379 Do you? 1167 01:21:30,469 --> 01:21:32,262 You read the meditation. 1168 01:21:43,774 --> 01:21:47,902 "What request is on the top of my prayer list for today? 1169 01:21:48,070 --> 01:21:52,031 Is it a selfish request or one that will bring God glory?" 1170 01:21:52,199 --> 01:21:55,159 I know what I want. How about you? 1171 01:21:58,706 --> 01:22:01,249 You lost your place again. 1172 01:22:06,338 --> 01:22:08,923 You have something you want to say to me? 1173 01:22:10,801 --> 01:22:13,094 You don't? 1174 01:22:13,262 --> 01:22:16,723 I can't even think of what you'd want me to say. 1175 01:23:06,023 --> 01:23:07,982 You want to talk about it, man? 1176 01:23:08,150 --> 01:23:09,734 What's that? 1177 01:23:09,902 --> 01:23:11,653 - Her comin'... - Hmm? 1178 01:23:11,820 --> 01:23:14,489 ...or me going or anything you want. 1179 01:23:15,699 --> 01:23:17,700 Look, I'm a little concerned about you, man. 1180 01:23:17,868 --> 01:23:19,535 You're seeming a little ragged to me. 1181 01:23:19,703 --> 01:23:23,498 Yeah well, put your mind at ease. 1182 01:23:23,666 --> 01:23:25,792 So that's it for us, huh? 1183 01:23:25,959 --> 01:23:28,836 You want to ask me any more questions or go over some shit? 1184 01:23:29,004 --> 01:23:31,339 I'll sit in the chair, we can do that thing, you know. 1185 01:23:31,507 --> 01:23:35,051 You'd better be smart or you're gonna be right back in here again. 1186 01:23:35,219 --> 01:23:37,387 Hey, I got my release, Jack. 1187 01:23:37,554 --> 01:23:40,723 You ain't got to concern yourself about me no more, man. 1188 01:23:40,891 --> 01:23:42,350 You got it, all right, but make no mistake: 1189 01:23:42,518 --> 01:23:44,977 I can have 'em watch your goddamn ass 24 hours a day. 1190 01:23:45,145 --> 01:23:46,479 You got me? 1191 01:23:46,647 --> 01:23:48,147 I got you. 1192 01:23:51,026 --> 01:23:53,361 Shit, man, you don't believe in nothing, do you? 1193 01:23:53,529 --> 01:23:56,739 I believe you're one fucked up son of a bitch. 1194 01:23:56,907 --> 01:24:00,243 I know you don't believe in me, but you don't believe in yourself. 1195 01:24:00,411 --> 01:24:02,537 You don't believe in God. 1196 01:24:02,705 --> 01:24:05,581 I don't think you feel that anything is true inside of you. 1197 01:24:05,749 --> 01:24:07,125 I'll give you true 1198 01:24:07,292 --> 01:24:09,877 I'm glad you're out of my hair, Gerald Creeson. 1199 01:24:11,213 --> 01:24:13,047 Now you can be somebody else's headache. 1200 01:24:13,215 --> 01:24:15,925 Oh... 1201 01:24:16,093 --> 01:24:18,302 man, life is just taking you by the neck, 1202 01:24:18,470 --> 01:24:21,055 and rattling your whole frame 1203 01:24:21,223 --> 01:24:23,391 and you don't know which way is up. 1204 01:24:23,559 --> 01:24:26,269 It's scary as shit when the wheels come off like that, man. 1205 01:24:26,437 --> 01:24:28,020 I feel you. I've been there. 1206 01:24:28,188 --> 01:24:32,233 I mean it. But that's when you got to start listening, man. 1207 01:24:32,401 --> 01:24:34,235 Where the fuck is she? 1208 01:24:34,403 --> 01:24:36,112 You don't want to shoot the shit with me anymore, man? 1209 01:24:36,280 --> 01:24:37,613 I'm gonna miss shootin' the shit with you. 1210 01:24:37,781 --> 01:24:39,240 Not me, boy, not me. Time for you to go. 1211 01:24:39,408 --> 01:24:41,159 I've enjoyed choppin' it up with you, man. 1212 01:24:42,870 --> 01:24:45,121 Anybody here yet? 1213 01:24:45,289 --> 01:24:47,123 Hey, just keep listenin', Jack. 1214 01:24:47,291 --> 01:24:49,834 That's all I'm saying, 'cause I think something's coming for you, 1215 01:24:50,002 --> 01:24:53,379 but when it comes, man, just stay open to it, you know. 1216 01:24:53,547 --> 01:24:56,007 Don't close it off. Here we go. 1217 01:24:56,175 --> 01:24:57,300 ln there. 1218 01:25:14,860 --> 01:25:17,111 Well, happy day. 1219 01:25:23,660 --> 01:25:25,328 So, well, can I kiss her? 1220 01:26:01,824 --> 01:26:03,324 Ready? 1221 01:26:05,536 --> 01:26:07,245 Yeah. 1222 01:26:11,792 --> 01:26:13,668 Well, good luck to you, Stone. 1223 01:26:15,504 --> 01:26:17,839 Hey, I want to thank you. 1224 01:26:18,006 --> 01:26:20,883 Seriously, I appreciate everything that you've done for me. 1225 01:26:21,051 --> 01:26:22,510 Yep. 1226 01:26:26,598 --> 01:26:28,349 Good luck to you too, Mrs. Creeson. 1227 01:26:28,517 --> 01:26:31,686 Lucetta, Jack. I mean, we're all friends here, right? 1228 01:26:31,854 --> 01:26:34,397 Lucetta. Take good care of him. 1229 01:26:34,565 --> 01:26:38,609 I will. And you take good care too, old man. 1230 01:26:39,987 --> 01:26:42,446 See you later, Jack. Mmm. 1231 01:26:46,994 --> 01:26:50,037 Oh, hey, you know, I meant to say, 1232 01:26:50,205 --> 01:26:53,541 Lucetta, she did tell me that you fucked her. 1233 01:26:54,877 --> 01:26:57,837 I know that must be against some kind of rules around here, right? 1234 01:26:58,005 --> 01:27:00,214 I knew what you two were doing. 1235 01:27:00,382 --> 01:27:03,718 Oh, did you know what you were doing when you let my wife suck your cock? 1236 01:27:04,720 --> 01:27:06,971 Good luck to you. I'll see you out on the bricks. 1237 01:27:07,139 --> 01:27:08,806 Good luck to you. 1238 01:27:11,059 --> 01:27:13,644 Right now we enjoy the Constitutional freedom 1239 01:27:13,812 --> 01:27:16,689 to keep and bear arms. If that were ever infringed, 1240 01:27:16,857 --> 01:27:21,277 if that were ever repealed orjust flat out violated and... 1241 01:27:21,445 --> 01:27:24,906 Madylyn? 1242 01:27:25,073 --> 01:27:28,242 As a Christian, would we be within our rights, 1243 01:27:28,410 --> 01:27:30,578 because Thomas Jefferson says 1244 01:27:30,746 --> 01:27:34,290 these rights are inalienable because they come from our creator... 1245 01:27:34,458 --> 01:27:35,958 Madylyn? 1246 01:27:36,126 --> 01:27:38,252 ...within our rights as Christians 1247 01:27:38,420 --> 01:27:40,796 to revolt against the government 1248 01:27:40,964 --> 01:27:45,593 and its denial of those fundamental Constitutional rights, 1249 01:27:45,761 --> 01:27:49,972 or would a Christian have to respond differently? 1250 01:27:51,350 --> 01:27:53,351 Some mail. We would have to respond. 1251 01:27:53,518 --> 01:27:56,270 And we as Christians would have to rise up 1252 01:27:56,438 --> 01:27:58,981 against any government that said 1253 01:27:59,149 --> 01:28:02,151 we didn't have a right to protect ourselves, because 1254 01:28:02,319 --> 01:28:03,694 I guess I would ask the question, 1255 01:28:03,862 --> 01:28:06,572 why do they want to take our guns away from us? 1256 01:29:15,350 --> 01:29:17,852 I like you. 1257 01:29:19,396 --> 01:29:22,314 I like you, Jack. 1258 01:29:22,482 --> 01:29:25,776 I would never fuck you if I didn't want to. 1259 01:30:39,935 --> 01:30:41,644 Madylyn! 1260 01:30:41,812 --> 01:30:43,604 Wake up! Wake up! Madylyn! 1261 01:30:43,772 --> 01:30:45,606 Madylyn, wake up! Wake up! 1262 01:30:52,531 --> 01:30:54,448 Come on! 1263 01:31:01,957 --> 01:31:04,834 I got to get to a phone. Where are you gonna go? 1264 01:31:05,001 --> 01:31:06,335 What about Steve and Helen? No, they're away. 1265 01:31:06,503 --> 01:31:08,462 Well, what about David? It's too far. It's too late. 1266 01:31:08,630 --> 01:31:10,506 Ah! 1267 01:31:10,674 --> 01:31:13,300 Look at this! Oh my God 1268 01:31:14,469 --> 01:31:17,429 Oh God. 1269 01:31:17,597 --> 01:31:21,308 You motherfucker! 1270 01:31:21,476 --> 01:31:23,894 God damn it. God damn it! 1271 01:31:24,062 --> 01:31:25,354 Don't say that. What? 1272 01:31:25,522 --> 01:31:27,523 Taking the Lord's name-- stop that. 1273 01:31:27,691 --> 01:31:30,693 Jesus, Madylyn, please. Stop it! I won't stand for it! 1274 01:31:30,861 --> 01:31:32,570 What are you talking about, for Christ's sakes? 1275 01:31:32,737 --> 01:31:35,156 This means something to me. It may not mean anything to you anymore, 1276 01:31:35,323 --> 01:31:36,991 - but it means something to me! - Jesus, Madylyn, 1277 01:31:37,159 --> 01:31:39,160 we just almost got incinerated in our sleep 1278 01:31:39,327 --> 01:31:41,453 by some fucking nutjob who I let out, 1279 01:31:41,621 --> 01:31:43,998 and you're fucking bothering me about my fucking language? 1280 01:31:44,166 --> 01:31:46,292 - Nobody did this to us! - Give me a fucking break! 1281 01:31:46,459 --> 01:31:48,377 - Nobody did this to us. - What?! 1282 01:31:48,545 --> 01:31:50,171 It wasn't anybody. It was an act of God. 1283 01:31:50,338 --> 01:31:52,631 I've got a pretty good fucking idea who did this to us. 1284 01:31:52,799 --> 01:31:55,509 This was an act of God. I'm going to tell the firemen that. 1285 01:31:56,595 --> 01:31:58,762 What are you talking about, Madylyn? 1286 01:31:58,930 --> 01:32:02,266 About the frayed wiring in the kitchen wall. 1287 01:32:02,434 --> 01:32:04,268 What are you talking about? What wire? 1288 01:32:04,436 --> 01:32:06,312 ln the kitchen wall. 1289 01:32:06,479 --> 01:32:09,231 And the-- the basement. 1290 01:32:09,399 --> 01:32:11,358 - What? - There are all those rag-- 1291 01:32:11,526 --> 01:32:14,195 rags down there, all those old rags. 1292 01:32:14,362 --> 01:32:17,198 I'm gonna tell them to go down there. 1293 01:32:20,368 --> 01:32:22,578 Why would you say that? 1294 01:32:23,914 --> 01:32:26,707 Because it's as good a story as any. 1295 01:33:07,874 --> 01:33:10,334 It's not that sunny out. 1296 01:33:10,502 --> 01:33:12,294 Everybody knows 1297 01:33:12,462 --> 01:33:15,422 you can still get sunburned on a cloudy day. 1298 01:33:22,013 --> 01:33:24,848 Ah, look at the barns. 1299 01:33:25,016 --> 01:33:26,767 Remember that? 1300 01:33:27,936 --> 01:33:29,770 Not really. 1301 01:33:32,983 --> 01:33:35,901 I don't know how you stuck it out as long as you did. 1302 01:33:37,988 --> 01:33:40,114 I think you'd have done this sooner. 1303 01:33:43,034 --> 01:33:45,536 I almost did once. 1304 01:33:47,831 --> 01:33:49,748 So what happened? 1305 01:34:00,051 --> 01:34:02,469 What happened? 1306 01:34:05,724 --> 01:34:08,392 He's free! Yeah! He's free! 1307 01:34:11,604 --> 01:34:14,440 That's a free man there, huh? 1308 01:34:34,085 --> 01:34:37,963 You do not want to make it a two-way conversation with them, 1309 01:34:38,131 --> 01:34:42,176 because they have nothing on their minds but-- 1310 01:34:42,344 --> 01:34:44,178 well, they may have nothin' but time 1311 01:34:44,346 --> 01:34:46,764 to just think about ways to work on you 1312 01:34:46,931 --> 01:34:48,766 and to get under your skin. 1313 01:34:48,933 --> 01:34:51,018 You cannot make yourself a person to them. 1314 01:34:51,186 --> 01:34:53,354 Oh, believe me, I've learned that lesson. 1315 01:34:56,858 --> 01:34:59,193 Well, I mean, they'll test you for sure. 1316 01:35:01,029 --> 01:35:03,822 A good lookin' woman like you... 1317 01:35:03,990 --> 01:35:05,866 Oh, Jack. 1318 01:35:06,034 --> 01:35:08,035 Well, I'm-- 1319 01:35:08,203 --> 01:35:11,080 I'm retired, I'm not dead, you know. 1320 01:35:11,247 --> 01:35:14,083 Come on, Jack, we're friends, okay? You're the best. 1321 01:35:14,250 --> 01:35:16,210 I wanna have a little fun. 1322 01:35:16,378 --> 01:35:19,129 Send me off into the sunset. 1323 01:35:22,217 --> 01:35:23,926 Huh-uh. 1324 01:35:24,094 --> 01:35:26,345 Let's just keep it pro, okay? 1325 01:35:28,306 --> 01:35:30,015 You want to be a pro? 1326 01:35:30,183 --> 01:35:33,519 Fuck pro. They're gonna fucking chew your ass up in there. 1327 01:35:33,686 --> 01:35:35,687 - Okay, Jack, that's enough. - No no, it's bullshit. 1328 01:35:35,855 --> 01:35:38,065 Jerking my chain like that, you fucking cunt. 1329 01:35:38,233 --> 01:35:41,318 - Gimme some respect. - Hey, buddy, let's throw some darts. 1330 01:35:41,486 --> 01:35:43,153 Yeah yeah, I'm in. 1331 01:35:43,321 --> 01:35:46,115 - Up yours. - Whoa whoa whoa, buddy, hey. 1332 01:35:46,282 --> 01:35:49,535 I'm just fucked up. I should go. 1333 01:35:49,702 --> 01:35:52,746 - No, ride with me. - No, I'm-I'm gonna get a cab. 1334 01:35:52,914 --> 01:35:54,665 I'm good, I'm good. I'm gonna get a cab. 1335 01:35:54,833 --> 01:35:58,752 I'm good, word of honor. I'm good. It's a cab. 1336 01:36:00,755 --> 01:36:03,173 ...get us to the reality that God has already deemed 1337 01:36:03,341 --> 01:36:06,427 is going to happen, and nothing is going to change that. 1338 01:36:06,594 --> 01:36:09,471 And so it's not like there is this cosmic battle 1339 01:36:09,639 --> 01:36:11,765 between good and evil, 1340 01:36:11,933 --> 01:36:14,268 and good might not triumph. 1341 01:36:14,436 --> 01:36:16,937 The reality is that there is a battle going on 1342 01:36:17,105 --> 01:36:20,649 where you would see a huge boxer 1343 01:36:20,817 --> 01:36:22,484 holding a guy's head back, 1344 01:36:22,652 --> 01:36:25,779 and the little scrawny guy is flailing his arms, 1345 01:36:25,947 --> 01:36:28,365 waving at the guy, trying to beat him. 1346 01:36:28,533 --> 01:36:31,869 That's exactly what God-- God has Satan subdued, 1347 01:36:32,036 --> 01:36:33,954 but in the flailing of his arms-- 1348 01:36:34,122 --> 01:36:37,207 and this is particularly brought out in Revelation, chapter 12-- 1349 01:36:37,375 --> 01:36:41,879 Satan flailing his arms is able to do an awful lot of chaos 1350 01:36:42,046 --> 01:36:44,631 and damage and bad things happen. 1351 01:36:44,799 --> 01:36:47,009 And it's because he is enraged 1352 01:36:47,177 --> 01:36:49,052 because he knows his time is short. 1353 01:36:49,220 --> 01:36:50,637 Revelation 12 said that. 1354 01:36:50,805 --> 01:36:52,723 Hey! 1355 01:37:05,278 --> 01:37:07,154 This is some shit, man. 1356 01:37:07,322 --> 01:37:08,655 Wait whoa! 1357 01:37:10,158 --> 01:37:12,075 You ruined my whole life. Why? 1358 01:37:12,243 --> 01:37:15,245 Fucking why? Why? 1359 01:37:15,413 --> 01:37:17,206 Why what? 1360 01:37:17,373 --> 01:37:19,166 Why did you do it? 1361 01:37:20,668 --> 01:37:22,503 Why did you... 1362 01:37:28,551 --> 01:37:31,053 Okay okay okay okay. 1363 01:37:32,430 --> 01:37:34,389 Hey, man, 1364 01:37:34,557 --> 01:37:36,183 you ain't gonna do this. 1365 01:37:40,855 --> 01:37:42,564 You think I won't? 1366 01:37:45,652 --> 01:37:47,319 You think I won't? 1367 01:37:48,780 --> 01:37:50,531 You think I won't? 1368 01:37:50,698 --> 01:37:52,741 You think I won't?! 1369 01:38:05,797 --> 01:38:07,881 No. 1370 01:38:09,884 --> 01:38:11,718 No, I don't. 1371 01:38:39,038 --> 01:38:41,415 Yeah, at first, I thought I was crazy. 1372 01:38:41,583 --> 01:38:43,625 Was this really happening to me? 1373 01:38:43,793 --> 01:38:46,587 Was it all in my head, or is there really a God 1374 01:38:46,754 --> 01:38:49,089 who can breathe life into me 1375 01:38:49,257 --> 01:38:51,508 and make me feel his presence? 1376 01:38:51,676 --> 01:38:55,262 So this is actually what encouraged me to write the book. 1377 01:38:55,430 --> 01:38:59,016 And honestly it completely changed the way that I look at life... 1378 01:38:59,183 --> 01:39:01,768 Assume that there was a Higher Power, 1379 01:39:01,936 --> 01:39:03,562 that It created the universe, 1380 01:39:03,730 --> 01:39:06,815 until God set a bush on fire... 1381 01:39:06,983 --> 01:39:08,650 And maybe I did. 1382 01:39:08,818 --> 01:39:10,944 ...and said, "Oh, by the way, you were right." 1383 01:39:23,458 --> 01:39:25,959 You know, and... 1384 01:39:26,127 --> 01:39:28,003 I think-- I think I'm ready to get out. 1385 01:39:28,171 --> 01:39:30,756 Next up here is Gerald from southwest Detroit. 1386 01:39:30,923 --> 01:39:33,175 Welcome, Gerald. I just want to say, 1387 01:39:33,343 --> 01:39:35,844 I got this book and they say that 1388 01:39:36,012 --> 01:39:38,764 when you experience a spiritual truth, 1389 01:39:38,931 --> 01:39:40,891 that it comes to you through sound. 1390 01:39:41,059 --> 01:39:44,227 If you let this sound go through you, 1391 01:39:44,395 --> 01:39:47,481 it changes you, you know? 1392 01:39:47,649 --> 01:39:50,317 It puts you back into harmony, 1393 01:39:50,485 --> 01:39:54,279 you know, makes you like a tuning fork of God. 1394 01:39:54,447 --> 01:39:55,822 Okay. 1395 01:39:55,990 --> 01:39:58,950 Yeah, they say they say it can start with small things 1396 01:39:59,118 --> 01:40:02,454 like little vibrations-- you know, the sound of a bee, 1397 01:40:02,622 --> 01:40:05,165 the sound of a buzzing light-- and then it grows. 1398 01:40:05,333 --> 01:40:07,584 All right, that's interesting. 1399 01:40:07,752 --> 01:40:09,836 Well, they say 1400 01:40:10,004 --> 01:40:12,422 that everything that happens to you 1401 01:40:12,590 --> 01:40:16,176 is what was supposed to happen to you for you to advance, 1402 01:40:16,344 --> 01:40:18,887 that you've got to come back lots of times, 1403 01:40:19,055 --> 01:40:22,224 you know, cycle through many lives until you learn, until you... 1404 01:40:23,601 --> 01:40:25,602 Well, thanks for your input. 1405 01:40:25,770 --> 01:40:29,022 Next up here on the WDDL listener line is 1406 01:40:29,190 --> 01:40:32,526 Kathy in Farmington Hills. 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