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Now what is that?

Do you hear that?

What do you think you're doing?

This is Stubbs' property!

Get off!

How's the nausea?

You know it's not much better.

Is there anything else that we can do?

Ginger, saltines. I know that's so annoying to hear.

- Perfect. - Good.

How long have you had that cold?

It's been about a week and a half.

Yeah, I think I'm getting better though.

Well, keep me posted.

If it's just a cough, that's alright.

There he is.

148.

Sara?

So there has been different spottings since this morning?

Yeah, yeah...

And... I'm realizing I haven't...

I don't think I've felt her since last night.

- And any abdominal pain? - Uhm, a little bit, yeah.

Okay.

- I'm glad you came in. Let's take a look. - Okay.

I saw the ambulance leave, was everything okay?

I sent her to Allen-David, she's gonna lose her.

And he has the nerve to advise my 42-year-old patient,

not to do a diagnostic procedure that I have recommended?

No.

No, that's not necessary,

and that is the last patient of mine he will be seeing.

Unbelievable.

As you both know, I strongly urge you

to have all of the information that we possibly can.

I couldn't bear it if I had a miscarriage again after doing the test.

I understand.

- Thank you. - Dr. Lee won't be in tomorrow.

She told me, thank you Heather. See you tomorrow.

Goodnight!

- Hi, Larraine! - Hi!

Sounds good, did you play it three times in a row?

She didn't say I had to, Mommy!

Ruby.

How do you get good at something?

- Fine, fine. - Fine, fine.

- I swam with a sea turtle once. - Really?

In Hawaii...

when daddy and I were on our honeymoon.

I was swimming and I looked down and there was this

enormous sea turtle swimming right beneath me.

So close I could reach out and touch his shell.

That was the most beautiful thing I had ever seen.

Until I saw you!

Inside rein.

Eyes up, look where you're going.

Good girl. Heels down.

Sit up straight.

Ready to trot?

- Mommy I don't want to. - Ruby, come on.

We talked about this in the car.

You got to push yourself a little bit.

Otherwise you're never gonna learn doing anything new. Okay?

Okay.

Okay, mommy's gonna go first you gonna watch her, alright?

Okay.

Look how mommy does it. Do it just like this, start posting now.

Good girl!

Now just give Magic a little kick.

- I don't want to! - I know you don't want to,

but you gotta try, okay?

You promised me, let's go.

Okay... that's enough for today.

Hey, Cesar!

Wow! I wouldn't want to meet you in a dark alley.

Come on, give me something. Could you check the noodles, please?

But even if you don't like it, don't make faces at it.

Daddy, gratitude!

I am thankful, that today I got the last word

on the Friday crossword,

that made me feel really smart.

What was the word?

It was incision, which means a cut.

It's a very important cut, like the kind that mom makes in surgery.

I am grateful that my husband pounds his own pesto.

I'm grateful that...

that mommy isn't mad at me for not trotting.

Sweetheart...

of course I'm not mad at you.

Let's eat!

Come on.

Let's get this done early tomorrow morning.

Up monkey, up!

Good monkey.

...so you wouldn't get hurt.

Violet knew at once what had happened.

Best respect your parents's wishes.

Don't you want to do what your parents want?

Like so many unfortunate events in life,

just because you don't understand it, doesn't mean it isn't so.

Get in, under the covers! Goodnight, kid.

Goodnight, Daddy.

Wait, I forgot my letter to the tooth fairy.

- Momma! - I'm here.

Your turn.

All the babies go to sleep now.

Did she fall asleep?

We can't keep doing this.

Well...

are you prepared to not go in there when she starts crying,

'cause if we try it and you cave...

I'm just the bad guy, as usual.

You're always the bad guy, maybe because you're bad.

Help me!

What, so she wouldn't trot?

Remember with Taekwondo?

She cried her head off when,

she didn't want to break the board, and now she's so proud of herself.

Dear Tooth Fairy, I hope you like the tooth.

I would like to know where you live.

Love Ruby.

I don't know if this is sad or sweet.

Kid needs a little brother or sister.

What if I don't love as much as I love Ruby?

Sweetheart, just 'cause we can't have

another baby of our own, doesn't mean Ruby can't have a sibling.

I'm afraid to adopt a kitten from the pound.

You know we could give a kid like a really nice home.

Like a kid with beautiful chimera eyes.

I thought you were the risk taker in the family?

Daddy!

Indeed the nation's most notorious cartel, Los Vepas...

Your turn, Daddy.

Look what the tooth fairy gave me.

Oh wow, a mood ring!

Green means bittersweet helpful.

I love you, bug.

Baby, are you falling asleep?

Come on, breakfast.

Go get your father.

...is a wild hunger.

So intensely delicious was the taste

that she nearly fainted as she ate.

Yet the next day her craving for Rapunzel was even fiercer than before.

Honey, you're such a good reader.

Is there something in your mouth?

Open.

Give me that.

Is this food?

- Is this drink? - No.

What's it doing in your mouth, then?

You could choke on this, you could die.

Do you remember what happened with the quarter?

- Yeah. - We had to go to the emergency room.

I'm gonna confiscate this for the rest of the day.

If I catch this in your mouth again,

it gets confiscated for the rest of the year, okay?

- Gimme it! - I'm sorry baby, you heard your father.

Ruby Tuesday, Francesca Cole, I'm deadly serious.

But I need it!

How will I know what mood I'm in?

Don't laugh.

Alright, bag off, belt on.

Wow, look who it is.

Taco!

Hi, Ruby.

Taco missed you.

- You want to come in? - How are you?

Okay, we should run.

We'll carpool with you later, okay Taco?

- Good to see you. - Alright.

Did we remember the lunchbox?

We remembered the lunch box.

What's going on with you and Lucas?

Do you guys still have special feelings for each other?

- No. - No, what happened?

- We broke up. - Broke up?

That's insane!

Ruby, common!

Bye, Dad.

Bye kid, be good, okay?

Please don't run on the stairs!

- Good morning, Carlos. - Good morning, how are you?

- Good, how are you doing today? - Good.

I came here for the big vineyard,

but he only lives here for three months a year.

Yeah, wine making is a rich man's hobby.

He's gonna go broke.

All quiet on the western front?

Nothing but the sound of grapes growing.

Getting lonely out there by yourself?

- Nobody bothers me that's all I... - Can you hear me?

I said, nobody bothers me, that's all I ask.

See you know me, I like to get bothered.

So Tess, I'm afraid the Manhattan invasion will be a bit early this year.

We're coming the fifteenth, can the house be ready?

Sure, I'll ask Cesar to bring Cecilia over.

Good, right then.

Don't let any dumb rustlers near my llama.

Okay, see you John.

I'm going to class. I wanna warn you, there's nothing to eat in the fridge.

I promised Ruby I'd take her to Rick and Ann's for hot dogs and ice cream.

Didn't you send me that article that said that

bribing kids doesn't do anything to motivate them?

What you're observing, is the discrepancy

between the parent I aspire to be and the parent I am.

Everybody, give big hand please.

Back straight!

Close your eyes.

Meditation.

Hi Sammy, here for Ruby.

Send Ruby up, please.

Remember our deal?

Hot dog and ice cream for din-din if you trot?

You've to step out of your comfort zone.

I have to challenge myself.

That's my girl.

Because you are a Cole,

and we Coles... always try our hardest.

Even when something's tough, or we're afraid, right?

Right.

- You gonna try your hardest? - Yes.

That's my girl.

Let's go!

Alright Ruby, just like we practiced.

Ask her to trot.

You can do it, baby.

Give Magic a kick now, let's trot.

Heels down, up, up, give her a kick.

There you go, there you go.

Back straight, there you go. Look forward, look where you want to go.

Heels down, a little more leg there.

A little faster...

Very good Ruby, good job!

Good job, Ruby! Okay now, bring her back down to the walk.

Now give Magic a big pat.

You did it!

Ruby!

- Wow, Magic. - Yeah, baby!

That's it Ruby, I knew you had it in you.

- How was that? - It was fun.

It's always important to believe in yourself, right?

Alright, now let's pull her out

and we'll take her back to drink some water.

I'm so proud of you.

Ruby!

My gosh, no!

Shit.

Lady.

Lady!

Oh, hell.

The hospital is not far away.

I can't.

Please.

I just need to rest.

Look!

You don't want to go to the hospital?

Fine, but I have to get some water down you.

Now this can be as easy or as hard as you please.

I can tie your ass up and force you to drink, you choose.

Once you get on your feet...

you can jump off the Golden Gate Bridge for all I care.

Just don't hang yourself on this property.

Ruby!

I don't feel anything.

I don't feel a thing.

Your fever's still up.

I'm going into town, try to get some sleep.

Please don't tell anyone.

I won't...

for now.

Good morning, Cesar.

Okay.

Here we go.

Our daughter had an accident about six months ago, my wife's been in shock.

A couple of days ago, I woke up and she was missing, so...

Can I... post this on our board for you?

Thank you. Here.

When the sun rises, we are afraid it might not remain.

When the sun sets,

we are afraid it might not rise in the morning.

When we are loved, we are afraid love will vanish.

When we are alone, we are afraid love will never return.

And when we speak,

we are afraid our words will not be heard

nor welcomed.

But when we are silent, we are still afraid.

So it is better to speak,

remembering we were never meant to survive.

You're not asleep.

Your husband's in Petaluma, looking for you.

- I didn't tell him. - Thank you.

Look...

- I know it's none of my business. - That's right.

Okay.

You want like that?

But we got a problem.

They found your car, and he's got all the police in this area looking for you.

- He does? - Now I don't mind you staying here

till things settle down, but I'm warning you...

I don't like cops.

I don't want trouble.

- I can go. - Suit yourself.

What you need here though,

you're on their grid, it isn’t easy to get back off.

Have those clothes if you want.

How long you've been living out here?

On this ranch?

Almost ten years.

Is it worth it?

You think it's alright to ask me questions and you won't answer any?

Daddy...

I don't feel anything.

I don't feel a thing.

You have a nightmare.

Goodnight.

Where did you learn to do all this stuff?

Prison.

You wanna make yourself useful?

What did you do?

Good boy.

What's his name?

Searcher, after John Wayne.

- You can ride him if you want. - No.

I don't like horses.

What were you in prison for?

They called it homicide.

What do you call it?

Then?

I called it self-defense.

And now?

I wanted to bring down the US of A.

I wanted retaliation.

But all I did was hurt some people.

And I saw too late, it was doomed.

I was doomed.

A moment came...

then broke.

They said I was rehabilitated, and I didn't argue.

When I walked in those gates... nothing changed.

I was still angry.

Angry and... angry, I was still angry.

You just pull that scab off,

over and over again, it's like you never learned a lesson,

just made it worse.

There's a... there's a strange comfort to it.

Four sentences, right?

- What'd you think the story's about? - I don't know.

Yes, you do.

You've read that story a million times.

That's more than we can eat.

That's enough, come on.

Gracias, thank you. Cecilia.

Here!

Almost here!

- Si? - Okay, okay.

- No, no, gracias. - Bueno, bueno, adios.

Vamanos, amigo.

Damn, Paco, you got a fine-ass cousin.

Are you two related?

Bro, your little cousin's all grown up!

Baby, ask Paco for my number.

You're eighteen right?

Damn, look at that pussy, bro.

Sure, old man.

That's John.

He owns the place. Let me handle it.

- Hey. - Greetings.

Juliet, you have gotten so big!

My god, welcome home!

Okay, here we go.

Did you check for eggs, yet?

Oh no, that's your job.

You better hurry up. Hop to it, Hermione really missed you.

There goes me chicken Marsala.

I knew I shouldn't have let her name those hens.

Hello.

That's Anna, an old friend.

John Stubbs.

Beautiful place you got here.

Thank you, it's good to be back.

Can I have a quick word?

Excuse us.

It's been a long time.

Juliet, she's coming.

Two from Hermione, and two from Lena.

Is this from a blue hen?

I have to get in my pocket, my gosh.

Okay here, I thought you might like this.

Wow, it's really cool.

Take your suitcase upstairs now.

I thought you didn't have any friends.

- You don't know everything about me. - I don't know anything about you.

Well it's working for us.

Where are you going?

What?

Did you make that?

I might have.

There's 31 more pieces coming. I just work slowly.

I'm gonna help Juliet.

Juliet, come on!

Here you go, bundle up.

Hey!

Aren't you gonna drive?

That's good.

And we're off!

Hello.

Hello.

Take a tour?

Maybe next time.

We'll see you for dinner then.

- Larraine. - Hi David, I saw you were home.

It's salmon.

I remember how much you liked it at the potluck last year.

Thank you. Yeah, I love salmon.

- Any word? - No, nothing.

Nothing?

Not even a call to tell you she's okay?

I don't think she wants me to know where she is.

Look, I'm gonna...

Okay, enjoy that.

- Thank you. - Of course, goodnight.

To the rest of them, they're rolling the dice.

You catch up with one of these guys 30 years in.

After a wife or two, six kids, bad back.

No healthcare, no pension, no prospects,

now the whole deal doesn't seem so sweet anymore.

Some will lose it, right?

They drink too much.

Take their frustrations out on their woman.

Now a man beats his wife, she can't do anything.

She can't go to the police without being deported.

She can't even go to the emergency room, for fear of being questioned.

Okay, so, what's your solution?

Well, it's obvious.

Immunity from deportation in the case of crime victims.

And we need new laws, to protect these people, legal or illegal.

Come on, John, look at Arizona.

Browns are the new Blacks.

To misquote the great Tonto.

'Sheriff has sickness in head, must fix with medicine.'

You don't like that?

Alright, enough about Mexicans, let's talk about women.

Women and their secrets.

Smooth, Dad.

Juliet, quit being so sneaky.

I'm tired of eavesdropping and I can't sleep.

Well, likely story.

No, no, no, off to bed, go on.

You're so gonna have a headache tomorrow.

Drunk as a skunk.

How old was she?

Eight.

I don't wanna remember her.

I don't want to forget.

She's someone who's had some bad luck.

She's fallen into a hole.

A bit like Alice.

She's having a hard time getting out.

Is she gonna stay here for a long time?

I don't think so.

You're young.

You can have another child.

No, I can't.

I bled out when Ruby was born.

Anyway...

I don't want another child.

I'm David Cole, I spoke with someone on the phone about my wife, Anna.

I'll be in the kitchen.

I can't, I can't believe you're okay.

I'm not okay.

I know, come on, let's go home.

No, I can't go back.

We're gonna get through this.

I don't want to.

You don't want to get through, or you don't want to get through it with me?

Let's go, come on.

- Let's go. - No.

It's really, it's time. No, David listen to me it's, no.

- Alright, mate, that's enough. - Let's go.

This is between me and my wife, okay?

Your wife is here as my guest.

I'll have to ask you to leave now.

What, she's your guest now, why'd you call me to come and get her?

I think we should talk these things over tomorrow.

Soberly, in the light of day.

I mean, I can't believe you.

You just take off, I find you here,

and you're with these strangers drinking wine?

And I mean, what is this, a fucking party?

You know what?

For the last six months I've been worrying about my wife,

instead of grieving for my kid.

I lost a kid too. She was my kid, too.

If you want to do this alone, you should do it alone.

Bye, Anna.

David.

Sorry, Anna.

Hey, doctor, heal thy fucking self!

What do you mean, goodnight?

I haven't seen you in nine months.

I'm not your girlfriend.

If you stop struggling, then you stop life.

You like it.

Wow, that's beautiful.

Did you hurt yourself?

My dad says you're in a hole.

Yes... I am.

My blood has magic powers. It brings you luck.

Want some?

No, thank you, sweetie.

Let's go inside and wash that out, okay?

- Wait, wine tasting? - Yes.

- To tourists? - Yeah, it's a cash cow, Tess.

My God, I can see it now. You're going to have $100 corkscrews.

You're gonna have Stubbs thongs.

Everybody hates capitalism, except when it butters their bread.

- Well, I hate butter. - Baby, you are butter.

I'm serious!

If this were my home, there's no way I'd have anybody up here.

This is your home.

Well...

This is your home.

How many were there?

Two of them. I saw them over there.

They had a couple of buckets in the trees. I got rid of them.

Did you call the cops?

- They're on the take, please. - Tess, what have I told you?

John, look I can handle it. I know where their base is,

they come back here, they will be sorry.

You're not some cowboy on the range. Dispensing vigilante justice, Tess.

These cartels are bloody dangerous,

and I forbid you to do that again.

- You forbid me? - Yes.

- Really? Alright, urge, exhort, entreat, implore,

adjure, supplicate.

I just don't want you to get hurt.

I won't get hurt.

Go ahead, use me.

A lone ranger rides again.

Packing a silver bullet.

And when the sun rises, we are afraid it might not remain.

When the sun sets,

we are afraid it might not rise in the morning.

When we are loved, we are afraid love will vanish.

When we are alone, we are afraid love will never return.

And when we speak,

we are afraid our words will not be heard nor welcomed.

but when we are silent, we are still afraid.

So it is better to speak,

remembering we were never meant to survive.

Paco... What's up?

You got that key?

No... I can't.

What do you mean you can't? Why not?

No puedo, man.

No puedes?

I said get me that key, bitch.

We'll find you, punk.

Say hi to your cousin for me, Pacito.

I'm... sorry about the other night.

No need to apologize.

Would you give that to her?

Is she alright?

I don't know.

That's an awesome coop you've got there.

Thanks.

Okay.

Will you join us for dinner, Anna?

From your husband.

Tess not back yet?

Tess ODs' on people. We got to give her space.

You do tolerate me, don't you?

You do have that funny little accent.

I guess it lets you off the hook a bit, John.

Yes, John, I do tolerate you.

Tolerate.

I don't know who that is.

- Could you tolerate more of me? - What?

Could you tolerate quite a lot more of me?

I'm not going back to New York.

We joke about it, but I am one of the bad guys.

I sit in this sky scraper, on Wall Street.

Pretend that the numbers I'm pushing around

have nothing to do with the BP spill

or sweatshops in China.

But I'm full of shit.

I give to charity, but that's just to make myself feel better,

if I'm honest.

Here, I'm all about solar and wind.

But then I buy myself a gas-guzzling Mercedes,

and I don't want to be that guy.

I want to try to live him down at least.

And I might have a chance of doing that

here with Juliet in the one-room schoolhouse down the road.

I think that's great.

It's good for Juliet, and good for you.

Is there a but?

But, it has nothing to do with me, so.

It has everything to do with you.

It has everything to do with you.

Tess, things don't have to change.

I'll give you your space, like I always do.

- You'll have your own place. - It's not that easy.

Tess.

Fuck.

John, Jesus Christ.

We have to get her to a hospital.

Yes, to a hospital.

She needs a rape kit. I can't.

Look at me.

What color was the truck?

It's okay, it's going to be okay.

From Tess.

Dear John, Juliet, and Anna.

We reached Santa Barbara okay.

Pat Ames of Black Hawk vineyard gave Paco a job.

I think he'll stay out of trouble.

I'm not sure what's next for me.

Maybe I'll head up to Oregon and check out Pinot country in Dundee.

I'll write when I can.

Juliet, give Hermione a fat juicy hug for me.

Only took her three months to write.

There he is, little man!

Hello.

- What's his name? - Max.

Max, that's a good name!

Let me get me hands on him.

Come here Max, come here you.

You need a cuddle.

Lilia?

Here, look. That's about lovely.

He's perfect.

You looked like that once.

I wants another one.

There we go. Hey, come here!

- This is Max. - Hello, Max.

Max, this is Anna.

Okay, okay, hello, Max.

Darling.

At my age, I should know better

than to entertain romantic fantasies,

of a love that knows no color, no class, no history.

As usual Tess sees right through to the crux of things.

So, you're giving up?

You off?

Here you go, doctor.

Good night.

Night, Anna.

I had crossed the line. I was free.

But there was none to welcome me

to the land of freedom.

I was a stranger, in a strange land.

I'll miss you.

Look at her go!

I hope you're not here just to get that horse of yours.

You're back?

I guess I made peace with my fate.

Really? Have ya?

Little bit.