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♪ in the silence
of our souls ♪
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♪ o lord,
we contemplate thy peace ♪
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♪ free from all
the world's desires ♪
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♪ free of fear
and all anxiety ♪
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♪ ooooh, ooooh
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♪ ooooh, ooooh
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♪ ooooh, ooooh
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♪ ooooh, ooooh
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♪ ooooh, ooooh
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♪ ooooh, ooooh
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♪ ooooh, ooooh
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♪ ooooh, ooooh
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♪ alleluia
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♪ alleluia
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♪ alleluia
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♪ alleluia
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♪ sing alleluia
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We've made love
113 times.
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I figured it out
on my bowmar calculator.
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To know someone
that well is wonderful.
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Two lumps?
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No, one.
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I don't know
your favorite actors.
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I can't remember
the name of your
favorite perfume.
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That's funny.
It's "my sin."
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In the last 24 years,
I've always loved you.
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Well,
did we like it?
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Ben walsh
was wonderful.
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It was funny.
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It was a comedy,
wasn't it?
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Clyde banner's
getting fat.
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He should never
turn profile.
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Most of us
shouldn't
turn profile.
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What were you
thinking about?
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When?
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[car alarm on]
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[car alarm off]
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Yeah?
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You o.K.?
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Yeah.
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Trouble sleeping?
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No.
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You're sure?
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Mm-hmm.
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Burning
the midnight oil?
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Yeah.
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O.K.
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Have you
thought about
calling that doctor?
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No.
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The month's up.
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What about the plan?
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That was
if I needed him.
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Yeah, o.K. Don't
worry about it.
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Get some sleep.
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I'll get those
michigan state
tickets.
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O.K.
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Did you call
the warrens?
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Look at this.
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Everybody
I grew up with
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Is in the paper
these days.
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"joey georgella,
new football coach
for trinity."
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What about those
michigan state tickets?
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Jane's
checking with john.
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Where's conrad?
This will get cold.
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Con!
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Drop my suits
at the cleaners?
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They won't be
back Saturday.
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That's o.K.
Connie!
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Conrad!
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Be right there!
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Here he is.
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Morning.
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Good morning.
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Did you sleep?
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Yeah.
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Hungry?
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Uh...Hungry.
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It's french toast.
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It's your favorite.
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Yeah.
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I'm not
really hungry.
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Breakfast, pal. Remember?
Main meal, energy.
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So you're
not hungry.
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Hang on. He'll eat.
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Con,
it's french toast.
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There's
fresh fruit later.
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What are you doing?
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You can't save
french toast.
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I've got to run.
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Will you call mr. Herman
about the shutters?
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You have to charm him.
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Did you charm him?
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You have to eat, con.
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You must get stronger.
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Dad, I'm not hungry.
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Are you o.K.?
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Yeah.
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I got to go.
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Lazenby's
picking me up.
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Oh, is he? Great.
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Why is it great?
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Well, I don't see
the old gang much anymore.
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I miss them.
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Bring them around--
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Phil, don, and dick.
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We'll play
some touch football.
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See you later.
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Con!
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[horn honks]
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It's called flake.
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Come on.
We're late.
Let's go!
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Jarrett, come on!
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00:10:03,736 --> 00:10:07,766
We're late
'cause dickie's mom
was packing his lunch.
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I studied
all night for
this poly sci exam.
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That guy wants a damn
personal analysis of it all.
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How can you
understand that?
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You read it.
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Yeah. Right!
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We swim.
When can we study?
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I swim and I study.
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What you reading?
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Hardy.
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You should
try meditation.
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That's just
like thinking.
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Have you
got all junior
classes this year?
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Didn't they
pass you on anything?
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They don't
pass you
on breathing
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Without
taking
the final.
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Hey, quit
with that radio.
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I'm trying to study.
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Hope it's
a long train.
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I'm going to flunk.
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We're going
to be late.
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Does my hair
look like shit?
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Yeah.
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Thanks.
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00:11:19,079 --> 00:11:20,249
Hey, hey, hey!
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Hey, there's pratt.
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Let me out.
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No dirty stuff.
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Pratt, you
have nice knees!
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00:11:27,087 --> 00:11:30,887
Hey, interested in
something, jarrett?
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Hey, cleary!
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00:11:42,269 --> 00:11:44,339
Hey, cleary!
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00:11:47,173 --> 00:11:48,713
Let's discuss theory.
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Conrad, what's your
theory on jude fawley?
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Conrad?
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00:11:53,280 --> 00:11:57,080
What's your theory
on jude fawley?
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Was he powerless in
the grip of circumstances,
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Or could he
have helped himself?
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I don't...Powerless?
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He thought he was.
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He was a jerk.
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He was hung up
on morals.
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It was senseless.
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That's too easy, joel.
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Paul?
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I found the book
hard to follow.
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Come on!
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[telephone rings]
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Hello.
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Hello.
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00:12:37,324 --> 00:12:39,064
Dr. Berger?
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Yes?
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00:12:40,026 --> 00:12:43,056
Hi. This
is conrad jarrett.
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Who?
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Conrad jarrett.
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Dr. Crawford
at hillsboro hospital
gave me your number.
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I'm with
a patient now.
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Can you
call back at 2:15?
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I don't think
I'll be free.
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Give me
your number.
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I'll call you
tonight.
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00:13:02,983 --> 00:13:04,383
Hello?
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Hello?
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I'll call you back.
Thanks.
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Go!
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Come on.
Move it, you guys!
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Keep it going!
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Keep plugging!
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Use those legs!
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Lazenby,
get with it!
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Jarrett, head down!
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Work it!
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00:13:25,939 --> 00:13:28,369
Come on, now!
Push off!
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Get your head down,
jarrett!
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Come on!
Keep it going!
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Dig in there!
Come on!
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Push off, jarrett!
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Push off!
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Is he actually
inclined to lose?
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00:13:53,500 --> 00:13:55,100
Well, regionally.
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It's too bad.
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I mean...
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It's tragic, really.
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Look at him now.
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00:14:01,908 --> 00:14:03,508
He's lost everything.
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00:14:03,510 --> 00:14:04,980
Fish too dry?
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00:14:04,978 --> 00:14:07,608
It's not too dry.
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00:14:09,882 --> 00:14:12,282
C&s has
a new mechanic.
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00:14:12,285 --> 00:14:14,215
What happened
to harry?
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00:14:14,221 --> 00:14:17,161
I think
he moved to skokie.
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00:14:17,157 --> 00:14:20,327
This new mechanic
is so awkward.
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00:14:20,327 --> 00:14:21,457
Is that
shirt ripped?
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00:14:21,461 --> 00:14:24,161
Leave it on the table
in the hallway.
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00:14:24,164 --> 00:14:27,974
Wasn't that girl
in the hospital from skokie?
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00:14:27,968 --> 00:14:29,568
What was her name?
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00:14:29,569 --> 00:14:30,369
Karen.
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00:14:30,370 --> 00:14:33,440
Will you play round robin
at the club?
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00:14:33,440 --> 00:14:37,910
I haven't played
in a year.
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00:14:37,911 --> 00:14:42,111
Well, isn't it
time to start?
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00:14:46,318 --> 00:14:51,118
We're going
to clark murray's
birthday party Saturday.
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00:14:51,124 --> 00:14:55,034
I bought him
that book on wine.
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00:14:55,028 --> 00:14:57,428
Not the murrays.
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The rope, bucky!
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00:15:02,568 --> 00:15:04,368
We're going in!
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00:15:06,005 --> 00:15:08,305
Give me your hand!
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00:15:08,308 --> 00:15:09,608
Bucky!
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00:15:09,609 --> 00:15:10,609
Bucky.
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00:15:10,610 --> 00:15:12,580
Bucky.
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00:15:49,615 --> 00:15:51,515
Hi.
How are you?
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00:15:51,518 --> 00:15:52,478
Oh, I'm fine.
224
00:15:52,485 --> 00:15:56,185
Couldn't be better.
Terrific. Yeah.
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00:16:12,171 --> 00:16:16,141
Come in.
They all do that.
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00:16:17,443 --> 00:16:19,443
Jarrett.
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00:16:20,312 --> 00:16:22,152
Come in.
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00:16:22,148 --> 00:16:24,178
Sit down.
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00:16:26,118 --> 00:16:28,988
I just
have to...
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00:16:28,989 --> 00:16:31,059
Wire some...
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00:16:31,057 --> 00:16:33,457
Volume.
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00:16:37,763 --> 00:16:40,333
[music blares]
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00:16:40,333 --> 00:16:43,603
Sorry. Sit down.
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00:16:45,371 --> 00:16:48,071
You have trouble
finding the place?
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00:16:48,074 --> 00:16:49,744
Not yet.
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00:16:50,709 --> 00:16:53,079
[telephone rings]
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00:16:53,079 --> 00:16:53,579
Uh...Jarrett.
238
00:16:53,580 --> 00:16:58,280
How long since
you've been out
of the hospital?
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00:16:58,284 --> 00:17:01,394
A month and a half.
240
00:17:01,388 --> 00:17:03,218
Feeling depressed?
241
00:17:03,223 --> 00:17:04,523
No.
242
00:17:04,524 --> 00:17:06,124
On stage?
243
00:17:06,126 --> 00:17:07,386
Pardon me?
244
00:17:07,394 --> 00:17:08,134
People nervous,
245
00:17:08,128 --> 00:17:12,498
Treating you
like you're a
dangerous character?
246
00:17:12,499 --> 00:17:15,429
Yeah,
I guess a little.
247
00:17:15,435 --> 00:17:17,395
Are you?
248
00:17:17,404 --> 00:17:19,574
I don't know.
249
00:17:22,474 --> 00:17:25,784
How long were you
in the hospital?
250
00:17:25,779 --> 00:17:27,709
Four months.
251
00:17:27,714 --> 00:17:29,414
What did you do?
252
00:17:29,416 --> 00:17:31,776
I tried to off myself.
253
00:17:31,785 --> 00:17:35,615
It doesn't
say what
your method was.
254
00:17:35,622 --> 00:17:38,122
Double-edged
super blue.
255
00:17:38,124 --> 00:17:40,064
Oh.
256
00:17:43,495 --> 00:17:47,625
Is everybody glad
to see you home?
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00:17:47,634 --> 00:17:49,204
Yeah.
258
00:17:49,202 --> 00:17:50,642
Friends?
259
00:17:50,637 --> 00:17:51,637
Yeah.
260
00:17:51,638 --> 00:17:53,538
You're
back in school.
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00:17:53,540 --> 00:17:56,240
Everything o.K.
There? Teachers?
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00:17:56,242 --> 00:17:57,412
Yeah.
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00:17:57,410 --> 00:17:59,440
No problems?
264
00:17:59,446 --> 00:18:01,106
Uh-uh.
265
00:18:01,114 --> 00:18:03,384
So why
are you here?
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00:18:09,388 --> 00:18:10,658
Uh...
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00:18:10,657 --> 00:18:14,827
I'd like to be
more in control.
268
00:18:14,828 --> 00:18:15,628
Why?
269
00:18:15,628 --> 00:18:19,358
So people can quit
worrying about me.
270
00:18:19,365 --> 00:18:21,595
Who's worried
about you?
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My father mostly.
272
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This is his idea.
273
00:18:25,238 --> 00:18:26,368
And your mother?
274
00:18:26,372 --> 00:18:28,612
Isn't she
worried, too?
275
00:18:28,608 --> 00:18:29,638
I don't know.
276
00:18:29,642 --> 00:18:32,742
Look, I'll be
straight with you.
277
00:18:32,745 --> 00:18:35,245
I don't
like this already.
278
00:18:35,248 --> 00:18:38,318
As long as
you're straight.
279
00:18:38,318 --> 00:18:40,688
Have you
talked to crawford?
280
00:18:40,687 --> 00:18:42,847
Yes. He called me.
281
00:18:42,856 --> 00:18:46,286
He told me
to look for you.
282
00:18:46,292 --> 00:18:50,332
He said you had
a brother who died.
283
00:18:50,330 --> 00:18:53,630
Boating accident,
wasn't it?
284
00:18:54,633 --> 00:18:58,243
Want to
tell me about it?
285
00:19:07,212 --> 00:19:11,782
You talked
this over with
crawford, right?
286
00:19:11,784 --> 00:19:12,884
Right.
287
00:19:12,886 --> 00:19:14,316
How did that go?
288
00:19:14,320 --> 00:19:16,490
It didn't
change anything.
289
00:19:16,489 --> 00:19:18,259
What needed
changing?
290
00:19:18,258 --> 00:19:23,158
I'd like to be
more in control.
291
00:19:23,163 --> 00:19:23,863
Why?
292
00:19:23,863 --> 00:19:27,833
So people can
quit worrying about me.
293
00:19:27,834 --> 00:19:30,234
Well, I'll
tell you something.
294
00:19:30,236 --> 00:19:33,366
I'll be straight
with you, o.K.?
295
00:19:33,373 --> 00:19:37,213
I'm not
big on control.
296
00:19:38,210 --> 00:19:40,440
But it's your money.
297
00:19:40,446 --> 00:19:43,446
So to speak.
298
00:19:43,449 --> 00:19:46,249
So to speak.
299
00:19:46,252 --> 00:19:48,592
O.K.
300
00:19:52,424 --> 00:19:54,894
How's tuesdays...
301
00:19:54,894 --> 00:19:57,304
And fridays,
same time?
302
00:19:57,297 --> 00:19:58,897
Twice a week?
303
00:19:58,898 --> 00:20:01,728
Well, control's
a tough nut.
304
00:20:01,734 --> 00:20:05,844
I've got
swim practice
every night.
305
00:20:06,405 --> 00:20:08,535
Well,
that's a problem.
306
00:20:08,541 --> 00:20:10,441
How do
we solve that?
307
00:20:10,443 --> 00:20:14,583
Guess I'll skip
practice twice a week.
308
00:20:14,581 --> 00:20:16,981
Well,
it's up to you.
309
00:20:16,983 --> 00:20:19,583
I don't
like being here.
310
00:20:19,586 --> 00:20:23,216
I don't
like it at all.
311
00:20:23,922 --> 00:20:26,422
Mm-hmm.
312
00:20:27,426 --> 00:20:32,356
I saw mort swain.
His sister died.
313
00:20:32,365 --> 00:20:34,425
The one from idaho?
314
00:20:34,434 --> 00:20:37,374
The one with
the restaurant.
315
00:20:37,370 --> 00:20:39,500
She died in idaho?
316
00:20:39,505 --> 00:20:42,265
I guess so.
317
00:20:42,275 --> 00:20:42,835
Why?
318
00:20:42,842 --> 00:20:46,542
You said she was
always traveling.
319
00:20:46,546 --> 00:20:47,976
I don't know.
320
00:20:47,981 --> 00:20:49,851
Maybe in idaho.
321
00:20:49,849 --> 00:20:52,879
Maybe kansas city.
322
00:20:58,457 --> 00:21:01,457
I went to see
dr. Berger.
323
00:21:01,461 --> 00:21:03,331
Berger?
324
00:21:03,329 --> 00:21:03,689
Yeah.
325
00:21:03,696 --> 00:21:06,726
You didn't say
anything. Good!
326
00:21:06,733 --> 00:21:07,733
I went today.
327
00:21:07,734 --> 00:21:11,504
I didn't know
you made an appointment.
328
00:21:11,504 --> 00:21:12,474
How was it?
329
00:21:12,472 --> 00:21:14,512
It's a lot
of money.
330
00:21:14,507 --> 00:21:15,867
It's o.K.
331
00:21:15,875 --> 00:21:19,405
It's $50 an hour,
twice a week.
332
00:21:19,412 --> 00:21:22,512
It's o.K.
It is necessary.
333
00:21:22,515 --> 00:21:25,675
What did you
talk about?
334
00:21:25,685 --> 00:21:26,575
Not much.
335
00:21:26,586 --> 00:21:27,616
What about
your schedule?
336
00:21:27,620 --> 00:21:31,790
Well...
It'll cut into
swim practice.
337
00:21:31,791 --> 00:21:34,361
Where's
his office?
338
00:21:34,360 --> 00:21:36,460
Highland park.
339
00:21:39,665 --> 00:21:41,295
Head straight!
340
00:21:41,301 --> 00:21:45,801
I don't want
to tell you again.
341
00:21:46,738 --> 00:21:48,908
This is what I see.
342
00:21:48,908 --> 00:21:52,478
I see you yawning
and you coming late.
343
00:21:52,478 --> 00:21:55,348
I don't see you
having fun.
344
00:21:55,348 --> 00:21:58,718
Are you getting
enough sleep?
345
00:21:58,718 --> 00:22:00,648
Yeah.
346
00:22:01,486 --> 00:22:02,986
Are you having fun?
347
00:22:02,989 --> 00:22:03,519
Fun?
348
00:22:03,523 --> 00:22:07,893
There's no point
if you're not
having fun.
349
00:22:07,894 --> 00:22:09,964
Yeah, I guess so.
350
00:22:09,962 --> 00:22:12,032
You guess so.
351
00:22:13,732 --> 00:22:15,972
Are you
on medication?
352
00:22:15,968 --> 00:22:17,638
Tranquilizers?
353
00:22:17,637 --> 00:22:18,837
Anything?
354
00:22:18,838 --> 00:22:19,798
No. No, sir.
355
00:22:19,806 --> 00:22:24,336
Did I ask you if
they gave you shock?
356
00:22:24,344 --> 00:22:25,744
Yeah.
357
00:22:25,745 --> 00:22:27,035
Yeah what?
358
00:22:27,046 --> 00:22:29,046
Yeah, you asked me.
359
00:22:29,048 --> 00:22:31,378
Yeah, they did.
360
00:22:32,517 --> 00:22:34,717
Don't look
at us, lazenby.
361
00:22:34,721 --> 00:22:37,521
Get in
the water!
362
00:22:41,426 --> 00:22:44,026
I'm no doctor,
jarrett.
363
00:22:44,030 --> 00:22:49,570
I wouldn't let them
put electricity
in my head.
364
00:22:50,736 --> 00:22:52,596
He drives
me nuts!
365
00:22:52,605 --> 00:22:56,365
Everybody
drives you nuts.
366
00:22:57,576 --> 00:22:59,676
Don and fenetch
looked good.
367
00:22:59,679 --> 00:23:01,509
They looked
very good.
368
00:23:01,514 --> 00:23:04,784
Is he giving
you a hard time?
369
00:23:04,784 --> 00:23:06,524
Want a clarinet?
370
00:23:06,519 --> 00:23:08,689
Van buren wants
a clarinet.
371
00:23:08,688 --> 00:23:09,818
Who's selling it?
372
00:23:09,822 --> 00:23:11,762
My brother.
He needs a motorcycle.
373
00:23:11,758 --> 00:23:14,658
You stand
behind me
in the choir.
374
00:23:14,660 --> 00:23:17,160
Oh, I do?
Is that you?
375
00:23:17,163 --> 00:23:20,063
You have a lot
of energy.
376
00:23:20,066 --> 00:23:20,766
I do?
377
00:23:20,767 --> 00:23:22,527
I mean,
that's good.
378
00:23:22,535 --> 00:23:24,935
My name's
jeannine pratt.
379
00:23:24,937 --> 00:23:25,997
Nice. Hi.
380
00:23:26,005 --> 00:23:28,005
You're
conrad jarrett.
381
00:23:28,007 --> 00:23:29,737
Right.
382
00:23:31,109 --> 00:23:32,979
Yeah. Um...Bye.
383
00:23:32,979 --> 00:23:34,949
Bye-bye.
384
00:23:34,947 --> 00:23:38,977
You've got
a lot of energy.
385
00:23:41,720 --> 00:23:42,620
Trick or treat!
386
00:23:42,622 --> 00:23:46,792
You're the scariest
ghost I've ever seen!
387
00:23:46,793 --> 00:23:48,563
You look wonderful.
388
00:23:48,561 --> 00:23:50,491
Thank you.
389
00:23:50,496 --> 00:23:51,526
There you go.
390
00:23:51,531 --> 00:23:52,731
Be careful.
391
00:23:52,732 --> 00:23:55,472
Thank you.
Good-bye.
392
00:23:55,468 --> 00:23:58,438
The cabots.
Julie's first time.
393
00:23:58,438 --> 00:24:01,008
She's so cute!
394
00:24:02,073 --> 00:24:04,443
Ha! Ha! Ha! Ha!
395
00:24:04,444 --> 00:24:07,814
Know what I've
been thinking?
396
00:24:07,814 --> 00:24:09,484
That christmas
in london
397
00:24:09,482 --> 00:24:13,052
Would be like
something out
of dickens.
398
00:24:13,052 --> 00:24:15,122
We've never done
that before.
399
00:24:15,121 --> 00:24:20,491
Maybe we shouldn't
plan to go away
right now.
400
00:24:20,493 --> 00:24:22,533
We talked
about it.
401
00:24:22,528 --> 00:24:24,598
We decided
on that.
402
00:24:24,597 --> 00:24:25,997
Yeah, I know that.
403
00:24:25,998 --> 00:24:28,968
But the timing
doesn't seem right.
404
00:24:28,968 --> 00:24:32,098
We've always gone
away at christmas.
405
00:24:32,104 --> 00:24:34,944
It'd be good
for him, too.
406
00:24:34,941 --> 00:24:37,141
Let's get back
to normal.
407
00:24:37,143 --> 00:24:40,183
He's just started
with this doctor.
408
00:24:40,179 --> 00:24:42,609
He'll miss
three weeks.
409
00:24:42,615 --> 00:24:43,805
Why interrupt it?
410
00:24:43,816 --> 00:24:46,616
Because I want
to get away.
411
00:24:46,619 --> 00:24:49,249
I think we should.
It's important.
412
00:24:49,255 --> 00:24:54,225
Not if he doesn't
go through with this now.
413
00:24:54,227 --> 00:24:56,857
He might change
his mind.
414
00:24:56,863 --> 00:24:59,203
If he changes
his mind,
415
00:24:59,198 --> 00:25:01,728
It wasn't right
for him.
416
00:25:01,734 --> 00:25:03,774
Does he
want to go?
417
00:25:03,769 --> 00:25:07,869
He doesn't know
what he wants.
418
00:27:14,666 --> 00:27:16,096
Ahh!
419
00:27:16,102 --> 00:27:18,002
Don't do that!
420
00:27:18,004 --> 00:27:19,004
I'm sorry.
421
00:27:19,005 --> 00:27:22,405
I didn't think
you were here.
422
00:27:22,408 --> 00:27:24,168
I just got in.
423
00:27:24,176 --> 00:27:26,406
No golf today.
Too cold.
424
00:27:26,412 --> 00:27:27,912
How was golf?
425
00:27:27,913 --> 00:27:29,253
I didn't play.
426
00:27:29,248 --> 00:27:30,308
It's colder today.
427
00:27:30,316 --> 00:27:35,316
I mean, for the year,
it's colder.
428
00:27:35,321 --> 00:27:36,851
Weren't you swimming?
429
00:27:36,856 --> 00:27:39,686
Yeah. Sorry
I scared you.
430
00:27:39,692 --> 00:27:40,992
How'd it go?
431
00:27:40,993 --> 00:27:43,263
Good.
I swam well.
432
00:27:43,262 --> 00:27:43,862
Good.
433
00:27:43,863 --> 00:27:47,333
I could swim
the 50 if my--
434
00:27:47,333 --> 00:27:49,403
My timing
got better.
435
00:27:49,402 --> 00:27:51,342
I'm a little off.
436
00:27:51,337 --> 00:27:54,267
You must work
at that.
437
00:27:54,273 --> 00:27:54,913
Yeah.
438
00:27:54,907 --> 00:27:59,237
I got 74
on a trig quiz.
439
00:27:59,245 --> 00:28:00,675
74?
440
00:28:00,680 --> 00:28:03,680
Gee, I was
awful at trig.
441
00:28:03,683 --> 00:28:05,253
Oh, yeah?
Did you...
442
00:28:05,251 --> 00:28:08,151
You took trig?
443
00:28:09,821 --> 00:28:12,091
Wait a minute.
444
00:28:13,825 --> 00:28:16,055
Did I take trig?
445
00:28:18,096 --> 00:28:23,266
I bought you two shirts.
They're on your bed.
446
00:28:26,237 --> 00:28:27,337
Who'll be there?
447
00:28:27,339 --> 00:28:31,909
Well, the murrays,
the gunthers,
and the caines.
448
00:28:31,911 --> 00:28:35,081
Let's go to
the movies instead.
449
00:28:35,081 --> 00:28:37,111
Don't be negative.
450
00:28:37,116 --> 00:28:40,116
That's not negative.
That's unpredictable.
451
00:28:40,119 --> 00:28:43,019
Let's go to the movies.
452
00:28:43,022 --> 00:28:44,322
O.K.
453
00:28:44,323 --> 00:28:45,323
Really?
454
00:28:45,324 --> 00:28:48,464
O.K., yeah.
Come on. Let's go.
455
00:28:48,461 --> 00:28:50,861
What's our excuse?
456
00:28:50,863 --> 00:28:55,233
Beth wanted to go
to the movies.
457
00:28:55,234 --> 00:28:56,304
Good.
458
00:28:56,302 --> 00:28:58,402
Very good.
459
00:29:03,141 --> 00:29:04,941
All right now,
smile.
460
00:29:04,944 --> 00:29:08,954
Remember, not
too many martinis.
461
00:29:12,317 --> 00:29:16,117
Will you put that
with the others?
462
00:29:16,122 --> 00:29:18,192
Look. We're in time.
463
00:29:18,190 --> 00:29:19,160
Look who's here!
464
00:29:19,158 --> 00:29:23,958
Three blocks
away and the
last t0 arrive.
465
00:29:23,963 --> 00:29:24,903
Come on in.
466
00:29:24,897 --> 00:29:27,967
Happy birthday!
You look wonderful.
467
00:29:27,967 --> 00:29:29,027
Is that new?
468
00:29:29,034 --> 00:29:33,244
Yes, it is.
Do you like it?
469
00:29:33,239 --> 00:29:34,769
You did the mousse?
470
00:29:34,774 --> 00:29:35,914
It turned out well?
471
00:29:35,908 --> 00:29:38,938
Hey, partner.
How are you?
472
00:29:38,944 --> 00:29:40,544
Hi there.
473
00:29:40,546 --> 00:29:42,406
Hi, beth.
474
00:29:42,414 --> 00:29:44,084
Good to see you.
475
00:29:44,083 --> 00:29:45,253
Borrow the money.
476
00:29:45,251 --> 00:29:46,051
I'll go public.
477
00:29:46,051 --> 00:29:50,921
I wouldn't
do it now because
the market's low.
478
00:29:50,923 --> 00:29:52,523
Your hair looks
wonderful.
479
00:29:52,525 --> 00:29:55,055
It's shorter.
You like it?
480
00:29:55,060 --> 00:29:58,460
I said,
"please put
out your cigar."
481
00:29:58,464 --> 00:30:03,874
He says, "huh?
I don't have
another one."
482
00:30:04,269 --> 00:30:06,399
Good to see you!
483
00:30:06,405 --> 00:30:09,165
You look
beautiful, as ever.
484
00:30:09,175 --> 00:30:09,805
In school,
485
00:30:09,809 --> 00:30:15,409
They think they've got
to walk on the edge of danger.
486
00:30:15,414 --> 00:30:17,584
What are these
hushed tones?
487
00:30:17,583 --> 00:30:20,853
He told
the funniest joke!
488
00:30:22,086 --> 00:30:25,116
I'm not
talking to you.
489
00:30:25,124 --> 00:30:25,524
Why?
490
00:30:25,524 --> 00:30:29,934
I have my fingers
crossed on this merger.
491
00:30:29,929 --> 00:30:30,959
Let's have lunch.
492
00:30:30,963 --> 00:30:33,333
I don't know
my schedule.
493
00:30:33,332 --> 00:30:35,202
I'm free
most days.
494
00:30:35,201 --> 00:30:38,471
Bob mclean's leaving
coleman and johnson.
495
00:30:38,470 --> 00:30:40,400
Where is he going?
496
00:30:40,406 --> 00:30:42,866
He doesn't know.
497
00:30:42,875 --> 00:30:43,905
Jesus.
498
00:30:43,909 --> 00:30:44,839
No, you didn't.
499
00:30:44,844 --> 00:30:48,514
Isn't he the meanest
man you've met?
500
00:30:48,514 --> 00:30:50,484
When a ball
is in play,
501
00:30:50,482 --> 00:30:54,892
If a player or caddy
accidentally move it...
502
00:30:54,887 --> 00:30:56,417
♪ ...Jolly good fellow
503
00:30:56,422 --> 00:31:00,562
♪ for he's
a jolly good fellow... ♪
504
00:31:01,259 --> 00:31:05,029
♪ won't regret
can't forget ♪
505
00:31:05,030 --> 00:31:07,500
♪ what we did
506
00:31:07,499 --> 00:31:10,069
♪ for
507
00:31:10,069 --> 00:31:15,869
♪ love
508
00:31:18,142 --> 00:31:22,052
Hi, annie.
What's your
boy up to?
509
00:31:22,047 --> 00:31:23,277
Oh, who knows?
510
00:31:23,282 --> 00:31:24,982
How's conrad doing?
511
00:31:24,984 --> 00:31:26,354
He's great.
Just great.
512
00:31:26,352 --> 00:31:31,052
I asked donald.
He says they
haven't talked much.
513
00:31:31,056 --> 00:31:34,486
I said maybe
he's self-conscious.
514
00:31:34,493 --> 00:31:36,033
Oh!
515
00:31:38,630 --> 00:31:41,300
No, no, no.
516
00:31:41,300 --> 00:31:42,900
No, he's...
517
00:31:42,902 --> 00:31:46,542
There's a doctor
in highland park
518
00:31:46,538 --> 00:31:49,038
That he sees
twice a week.
519
00:31:49,041 --> 00:31:51,211
He's great.
Just great.
520
00:31:51,210 --> 00:31:54,580
Is he still
having some problems?
521
00:31:54,580 --> 00:31:56,450
No, nothing
like that.
522
00:31:56,448 --> 00:31:59,018
Just somebody
to talk to...
523
00:31:59,018 --> 00:32:01,518
To polish off
the rough edges.
524
00:32:01,520 --> 00:32:03,090
How are you,
darling?
525
00:32:03,088 --> 00:32:05,688
Is he falling
asleep on you?
526
00:32:05,691 --> 00:32:08,331
Nah. He's great.
527
00:32:08,526 --> 00:32:11,396
Mr. Great.
That's me.
528
00:32:16,067 --> 00:32:17,397
Hey.
529
00:32:18,303 --> 00:32:20,403
You drank too much.
530
00:32:20,406 --> 00:32:21,166
I'm not drunk.
531
00:32:21,173 --> 00:32:25,983
Why did you tell annie
about conrad's psychiatrist?
532
00:32:25,978 --> 00:32:26,578
Why not?
533
00:32:26,578 --> 00:32:29,608
People don't hear
that thing easily.
534
00:32:29,615 --> 00:32:33,545
For most people,
it's a status
symbol.
535
00:32:33,552 --> 00:32:36,122
Well, your
blurting it out
536
00:32:36,121 --> 00:32:38,421
Was a violation
of privacy.
537
00:32:38,424 --> 00:32:39,624
Whose privacy?
538
00:32:39,625 --> 00:32:41,325
The family's privacy!
539
00:32:41,327 --> 00:32:45,457
I think it is
a very private matter.
540
00:32:52,337 --> 00:32:54,437
I tell you
my dreams?
541
00:32:54,440 --> 00:32:56,710
I don't believe
in dreams.
542
00:32:56,709 --> 00:33:00,709
What kind of
a psychiatrist
are you?
543
00:33:00,713 --> 00:33:04,283
What's happening?
544
00:33:04,283 --> 00:33:05,723
What's going on?
545
00:33:05,718 --> 00:33:07,748
I just feel...
546
00:33:07,753 --> 00:33:10,493
I feel so...
547
00:33:12,156 --> 00:33:12,586
What?
548
00:33:12,591 --> 00:33:14,691
Jumpy.
I don't know.
549
00:33:14,693 --> 00:33:17,463
Look, kiddo...
550
00:33:17,463 --> 00:33:19,733
I lied.
551
00:33:19,732 --> 00:33:20,632
I believe
in dreams.
552
00:33:20,632 --> 00:33:25,472
Sometimes I want to know
what's happening
when you're awake.
553
00:33:25,471 --> 00:33:28,141
Something's
making you nervous.
554
00:33:28,140 --> 00:33:31,040
Maybe I need
a tranquilizer.
555
00:33:31,043 --> 00:33:32,113
Tranquilizer?
556
00:33:32,111 --> 00:33:33,311
What do you think?
557
00:33:33,312 --> 00:33:37,012
You look like something
out of the body snatchers.
558
00:33:37,016 --> 00:33:42,016
It's not my
impression that you
need a tranquilizer.
559
00:33:43,187 --> 00:33:45,057
What is this?
560
00:33:45,057 --> 00:33:46,057
A clock.
561
00:33:46,058 --> 00:33:49,558
You can
tell the time,
but I can't.
562
00:33:49,561 --> 00:33:53,501
So you know when
the hour's up?
563
00:33:53,499 --> 00:33:54,599
Right.
564
00:33:54,600 --> 00:33:57,100
50, 55 minutes?
565
00:34:05,276 --> 00:34:08,606
Maybe I don't
want to swim
anymore.
566
00:34:08,614 --> 00:34:10,754
My timing is
for shit.
567
00:34:10,749 --> 00:34:14,379
Two guys
better than me
swim the 50.
568
00:34:14,386 --> 00:34:17,446
They're a bunch
of boring jocks.
569
00:34:17,456 --> 00:34:20,616
And him--
I can't stand him.
570
00:34:20,626 --> 00:34:22,656
Thought
about quitting?
571
00:34:22,661 --> 00:34:24,091
You telling me to?
572
00:34:24,096 --> 00:34:25,196
Nope.
573
00:34:25,197 --> 00:34:27,557
It wouldn't
look good.
574
00:34:27,566 --> 00:34:29,666
How does it feel?
575
00:34:31,269 --> 00:34:33,799
How does it feel?
576
00:34:33,806 --> 00:34:37,066
Yes.
How does it feel?
577
00:34:37,076 --> 00:34:41,506
It's the same damn thing
I did last year.
578
00:34:41,513 --> 00:34:44,153
Are you the same
person now?
579
00:34:44,149 --> 00:34:47,579
That's why you need
a tranquilizer?
580
00:34:47,586 --> 00:34:48,386
You're a doctor.
581
00:34:48,387 --> 00:34:52,317
I'm supposed to
feel better, right?
582
00:34:52,324 --> 00:34:54,524
Not necessarily.
583
00:34:59,464 --> 00:35:03,574
Is it getting
any easier
with your friends?
584
00:35:03,569 --> 00:35:05,769
No. It's still hard.
585
00:35:05,771 --> 00:35:08,541
Is any place easy?
586
00:35:11,375 --> 00:35:13,275
The hospital was.
587
00:35:13,278 --> 00:35:15,648
It was? Why?
588
00:35:16,614 --> 00:35:19,724
Because nobody
hid anything there.
589
00:35:19,718 --> 00:35:24,318
Was there anyone there
you could talk to?
590
00:35:24,323 --> 00:35:24,823
Uh-huh.
591
00:35:24,823 --> 00:35:27,863
I mean besides
dr. Crawford?
592
00:35:27,860 --> 00:35:29,860
Uh-huh.
593
00:35:37,168 --> 00:35:38,198
Whoa!
594
00:35:38,203 --> 00:35:39,673
Hi.
595
00:35:39,671 --> 00:35:40,571
Karen!
596
00:35:40,572 --> 00:35:42,272
How are you?
597
00:35:42,274 --> 00:35:43,214
Good.
598
00:35:43,208 --> 00:35:44,738
Sit down, please.
599
00:35:44,743 --> 00:35:47,483
Thank you.
600
00:35:52,316 --> 00:35:53,816
Wow.
601
00:36:15,406 --> 00:36:17,936
When did you
get back?
602
00:36:17,943 --> 00:36:20,343
The end of August.
603
00:36:20,345 --> 00:36:20,775
Good.
604
00:36:20,779 --> 00:36:23,209
It's great seeing you.
605
00:36:23,215 --> 00:36:24,345
Oh, you, too.
606
00:36:24,349 --> 00:36:28,519
Listen, I've
got a meeting
over at school.
607
00:36:28,520 --> 00:36:29,350
Drama club meeting.
608
00:36:29,354 --> 00:36:32,624
We're doing
a thousand clowns.
609
00:36:32,624 --> 00:36:33,294
You know it?
610
00:36:33,292 --> 00:36:37,462
Anyway,
we're going crazy
getting it together.
611
00:36:37,462 --> 00:36:39,802
Don't let me
hang you up.
612
00:36:39,798 --> 00:36:43,398
No. I wanted
to see you.
613
00:36:43,402 --> 00:36:46,442
I didn't know
what to expect.
614
00:36:46,438 --> 00:36:49,568
You sounded funny
on the phone.
615
00:36:49,575 --> 00:36:51,935
It was just
a gray day.
616
00:36:51,944 --> 00:36:55,654
Everything's great.
I'm on the swim team.
617
00:36:55,647 --> 00:36:57,477
Oh, you're
swimming?
618
00:36:57,482 --> 00:36:59,382
Terrific,
conrad.
619
00:36:59,384 --> 00:37:00,924
That's really
wonderful.
620
00:37:00,919 --> 00:37:03,649
I could be
benched all year.
621
00:37:03,655 --> 00:37:05,415
You'll do great.
622
00:37:05,424 --> 00:37:10,734
I'll bet
your folks are
real proud of you.
623
00:37:10,729 --> 00:37:11,459
Yeah.
624
00:37:11,463 --> 00:37:13,833
What can
I get you?
625
00:37:13,832 --> 00:37:15,502
Are you hungry?
626
00:37:15,500 --> 00:37:16,800
Just a coke.
627
00:37:16,802 --> 00:37:19,342
Two cokes, please.
628
00:37:19,338 --> 00:37:21,238
Did we offend him?
629
00:37:21,240 --> 00:37:22,970
Something I said?
630
00:37:23,541 --> 00:37:27,381
A low
self-image day.
631
00:37:28,746 --> 00:37:29,976
So, uh...
632
00:37:29,982 --> 00:37:32,322
Are you--
what did--
633
00:37:33,484 --> 00:37:37,394
I can't believe
how beautiful you look.
634
00:37:37,389 --> 00:37:40,019
You really look
beautiful.
635
00:37:40,025 --> 00:37:42,385
So do you.
636
00:37:42,394 --> 00:37:44,264
Do you miss it?
637
00:37:44,263 --> 00:37:45,403
Miss what?
638
00:37:45,397 --> 00:37:46,757
The hospital.
639
00:37:46,765 --> 00:37:48,725
No.
640
00:37:48,734 --> 00:37:50,334
Thank you.
641
00:37:50,335 --> 00:37:52,435
You don't miss it?
642
00:37:52,437 --> 00:37:52,767
No.
643
00:37:52,771 --> 00:37:56,811
You don't miss
leo's corny jokes?
644
00:37:58,776 --> 00:38:01,436
Are you seeing
a doctor?
645
00:38:01,446 --> 00:38:04,476
Yeah, I'm seeing one.
Are you?
646
00:38:04,483 --> 00:38:07,853
Uh, dr. Crawford
gave me a name.
647
00:38:07,853 --> 00:38:10,493
I went
for a while.
648
00:38:10,489 --> 00:38:11,889
It didn't work.
649
00:38:11,890 --> 00:38:15,860
He told me
the things
I already knew.
650
00:38:15,861 --> 00:38:16,861
Finally,
I decided
651
00:38:16,862 --> 00:38:21,402
The only one who
can help me
is myself.
652
00:38:21,999 --> 00:38:25,839
At least,
that's what
my dad says.
653
00:38:25,837 --> 00:38:28,667
If it's
something
you want to do,
654
00:38:28,674 --> 00:38:31,414
That's what you
should be doing.
655
00:38:31,410 --> 00:38:36,580
I don't know
how long I'll keep it up.
656
00:38:38,582 --> 00:38:39,852
Your hair
grew in.
657
00:38:39,851 --> 00:38:44,921
Oh. That was such
a dumb thing to do.
658
00:38:44,923 --> 00:38:46,723
I like it.
659
00:38:46,725 --> 00:38:48,355
You do?
660
00:38:48,360 --> 00:38:50,090
Yeah.
661
00:38:51,329 --> 00:38:53,929
I don't know.
I just...
662
00:38:53,932 --> 00:38:56,032
I miss it sometimes.
663
00:38:56,034 --> 00:38:57,674
The hospital.
664
00:38:57,669 --> 00:38:59,899
I really do.
665
00:39:01,505 --> 00:39:03,665
Things have to
change, you know?
666
00:39:03,675 --> 00:39:06,075
But that's
where we laughed.
667
00:39:06,078 --> 00:39:08,578
But that was
a hospital.
668
00:39:08,580 --> 00:39:12,080
This is
the real world.
669
00:39:12,084 --> 00:39:14,924
I guess you're right.
670
00:39:21,459 --> 00:39:24,029
I really have to go.
671
00:39:24,029 --> 00:39:24,959
I'm sorry.
672
00:39:24,963 --> 00:39:28,003
I have a meeting
at the school.
673
00:39:27,999 --> 00:39:31,469
We're doing
a thousand clowns.
674
00:39:31,470 --> 00:39:33,940
You told me.
675
00:39:35,106 --> 00:39:37,066
Did I?
676
00:39:37,075 --> 00:39:39,405
Yeah.
677
00:39:39,411 --> 00:39:40,581
I better hurry.
678
00:39:40,579 --> 00:39:43,949
Don't want
to be late.
679
00:39:45,850 --> 00:39:48,690
Thanks for seeing me.
680
00:39:49,987 --> 00:39:51,987
Conrad...
681
00:39:51,990 --> 00:39:55,630
Let's have a
great christmas.
682
00:39:58,062 --> 00:39:59,432
O.K.?
683
00:39:59,431 --> 00:40:00,801
Let's have...
684
00:40:00,799 --> 00:40:03,929
A great year.
685
00:40:04,135 --> 00:40:08,465
Let's have
the best year
of our lives.
686
00:40:08,473 --> 00:40:12,543
This could be
the best year
ever.
687
00:40:12,544 --> 00:40:13,944
Yeah.
688
00:40:13,945 --> 00:40:15,675
Yeah.
689
00:40:16,480 --> 00:40:17,850
Yeah.
690
00:40:19,483 --> 00:40:21,823
Will you call me?
691
00:40:21,820 --> 00:40:22,720
Yeah.
692
00:40:22,721 --> 00:40:24,451
You mean it?
693
00:40:24,456 --> 00:40:25,786
Yep.
694
00:40:27,625 --> 00:40:28,885
You, uh...
695
00:40:28,894 --> 00:40:31,064
You look good,
conrad.
696
00:40:31,062 --> 00:40:33,462
Yeah.
697
00:40:33,465 --> 00:40:34,195
Bye.
698
00:40:34,199 --> 00:40:36,069
Bye-bye.
699
00:40:38,702 --> 00:40:40,042
Hey!
700
00:40:41,005 --> 00:40:43,805
Would you cheer up?
701
00:41:22,880 --> 00:41:25,010
It's cold.
702
00:41:26,717 --> 00:41:28,717
You should
put that on.
703
00:41:28,720 --> 00:41:30,920
Do you want
a sweater?
704
00:41:30,922 --> 00:41:32,922
Do I need one?
705
00:41:38,229 --> 00:41:40,629
What are you doing?
706
00:41:40,632 --> 00:41:42,002
Nothing.
707
00:41:42,000 --> 00:41:44,170
Thinking.
708
00:41:45,870 --> 00:41:47,040
About what?
709
00:41:47,038 --> 00:41:49,508
Not about
anything.
710
00:41:51,675 --> 00:41:55,175
Your hair is
starting to grow out.
711
00:41:55,180 --> 00:41:58,520
It's looking...
Looking better.
712
00:42:03,087 --> 00:42:06,117
I was thinking
about the pigeon
713
00:42:06,124 --> 00:42:08,294
That hung around
the garage,
714
00:42:08,293 --> 00:42:13,703
How it used
to get on top
of your car.
715
00:42:13,698 --> 00:42:16,068
Oh, yeah,
I remember.
716
00:42:17,067 --> 00:42:19,637
I remember
how scared I got--
717
00:42:19,638 --> 00:42:21,738
That wsssshhhhh!
Flap, flap, flap--
718
00:42:21,740 --> 00:42:24,210
Every time
I started the car.
719
00:42:24,209 --> 00:42:29,579
That was the
closest we came
to having a pet.
720
00:42:29,581 --> 00:42:33,921
Buck tried to
talk you into
getting a dog.
721
00:42:33,919 --> 00:42:38,819
He said, "if
it's the size
of a football?"
722
00:42:38,823 --> 00:42:42,033
You know,
that animal next door,
723
00:42:42,027 --> 00:42:44,027
That pepper or pippin--
724
00:42:44,029 --> 00:42:45,959
Pippin, pippin,
pippin.
725
00:42:45,964 --> 00:42:47,734
He's not friendly,
726
00:42:47,732 --> 00:42:49,172
Whatever
mr. Mcgreary says.
727
00:42:49,167 --> 00:42:51,197
He wanted
the retriever.
728
00:42:51,202 --> 00:42:53,572
Each time
that dog comes here
729
00:42:53,572 --> 00:42:55,912
I try to
get him out.
730
00:42:55,907 --> 00:42:56,937
Arf!
731
00:42:56,942 --> 00:42:59,082
Arf! Arf!
732
00:43:01,211 --> 00:43:05,951
Put that on if
you're staying out here.
733
00:43:44,622 --> 00:43:46,822
Can I help?
734
00:43:46,825 --> 00:43:48,315
With this?
735
00:43:48,326 --> 00:43:50,386
No.
736
00:43:50,395 --> 00:43:51,185
I will.
737
00:43:51,196 --> 00:43:54,056
You can go
to your room
738
00:43:54,065 --> 00:43:56,365
And clean
the closet.
739
00:43:56,368 --> 00:43:58,298
Mom.
740
00:43:58,303 --> 00:43:59,903
O.K.?
741
00:43:59,904 --> 00:44:03,844
Because it's
really a mess.
742
00:44:07,411 --> 00:44:10,781
[telephone rings]
743
00:44:13,083 --> 00:44:16,053
[ring]
744
00:44:18,122 --> 00:44:19,692
Hello.
745
00:44:19,691 --> 00:44:20,821
Oh, hi.
746
00:44:20,825 --> 00:44:22,985
I didn't get there.
747
00:44:22,994 --> 00:44:24,434
How did it go?
748
00:44:24,429 --> 00:44:27,129
No, I'm not
doing anything.
749
00:44:27,132 --> 00:44:29,072
Just getting
dinner ready.
750
00:44:29,067 --> 00:44:30,727
Uh-huh.
751
00:44:30,735 --> 00:44:32,865
Did she really?
752
00:44:34,338 --> 00:44:39,038
Mary ann ramon
started just
to scream, right?
753
00:44:39,044 --> 00:44:42,184
We got so drunk,
we couldn't talk.
754
00:44:42,180 --> 00:44:45,380
It was the last
day of school.
755
00:44:45,383 --> 00:44:49,193
We walked out of
the building.
756
00:44:49,187 --> 00:44:51,147
Oh, bucky.
757
00:44:52,256 --> 00:44:55,016
No, stop!
758
00:44:56,293 --> 00:44:58,833
What do you
expect from her?
759
00:44:58,830 --> 00:45:00,900
We just
don't connect.
760
00:45:00,899 --> 00:45:01,729
Why not?
761
00:45:01,733 --> 00:45:03,833
We just don't.
762
00:45:13,410 --> 00:45:15,850
What are you thinking?
763
00:45:17,948 --> 00:45:21,048
That I jack off
a lot.
764
00:45:21,052 --> 00:45:23,152
So what's new?
765
00:45:23,154 --> 00:45:24,754
Does it help?
766
00:45:24,756 --> 00:45:26,856
For a minute.
767
00:45:34,832 --> 00:45:36,872
What now?
768
00:45:39,837 --> 00:45:41,937
John boy.
769
00:45:41,940 --> 00:45:42,510
Who?
770
00:45:42,507 --> 00:45:44,967
John boy on
the waltons.
771
00:45:44,976 --> 00:45:48,106
Yeah.
What about him?
772
00:45:49,747 --> 00:45:52,817
After buck died,
dad came to my room.
773
00:45:52,817 --> 00:45:57,017
He didn't
know what to say.
774
00:45:57,955 --> 00:46:00,515
He put his
arm around me,
775
00:46:00,525 --> 00:46:03,225
We just sat there.
776
00:46:03,228 --> 00:46:05,528
I remember
watching his shoe.
777
00:46:05,530 --> 00:46:08,460
And thinking--
778
00:46:08,466 --> 00:46:10,966
His shoe was turned
over on its side.
779
00:46:10,969 --> 00:46:17,139
I was thinking,
he's so uptight!
It's gonna crack off.
780
00:46:18,942 --> 00:46:22,352
I knew I should've
felt something.
781
00:46:22,347 --> 00:46:25,047
I didn't
know what to feel.
782
00:46:25,049 --> 00:46:29,889
On tv,
they say stuff
like, "oh, no!"
783
00:46:29,888 --> 00:46:31,818
But I didn't
say that
784
00:46:31,823 --> 00:46:35,163
Because I didn't
feel sad
785
00:46:35,160 --> 00:46:37,260
So much as...
786
00:46:41,131 --> 00:46:42,801
So much as what?
787
00:46:42,801 --> 00:46:46,501
I kept thinking
john boy would've
said something
788
00:46:46,504 --> 00:46:48,404
About how he felt.
789
00:46:48,406 --> 00:46:51,506
What would he say?
790
00:46:53,510 --> 00:46:55,880
I don't know.
791
00:46:55,880 --> 00:46:57,880
Come on.
792
00:47:02,452 --> 00:47:03,922
Come on.
793
00:47:03,922 --> 00:47:06,022
Come on what?
794
00:47:06,024 --> 00:47:08,394
Don't hold back.
795
00:47:14,298 --> 00:47:17,868
Well,
at least she's
an improvement.
796
00:47:17,869 --> 00:47:19,439
That's what
you get
797
00:47:19,437 --> 00:47:22,967
When your
partner does
the hiring.
798
00:47:22,974 --> 00:47:24,344
That's my fault.
799
00:47:24,342 --> 00:47:26,582
I can't tell anybody
800
00:47:26,578 --> 00:47:29,608
That they're
not making it.
801
00:47:32,182 --> 00:47:34,352
Wait a minute.
802
00:47:34,352 --> 00:47:37,192
That's not the problem.
803
00:47:37,188 --> 00:47:38,918
Where are you?
804
00:47:38,923 --> 00:47:39,563
What?
805
00:47:39,557 --> 00:47:43,887
I've been losing you
these days.
806
00:47:45,128 --> 00:47:46,228
Oh, I'm sorry.
807
00:47:46,231 --> 00:47:48,531
That's o.K.
That's o.K.
808
00:47:48,533 --> 00:47:50,973
You off the track?
809
00:47:50,969 --> 00:47:51,429
Huh?
810
00:47:51,436 --> 00:47:55,096
Come on.
I've known you
for 20 years.
811
00:47:55,106 --> 00:47:56,536
Is something wrong?
812
00:47:56,541 --> 00:47:58,041
How's connie?
813
00:47:58,042 --> 00:48:00,542
Connie's all right.
814
00:48:01,445 --> 00:48:04,205
He is.
He's o.K.
815
00:48:04,215 --> 00:48:06,915
It's none
of my business,
816
00:48:06,918 --> 00:48:08,648
But you
worry too much.
817
00:48:08,653 --> 00:48:13,563
You've been on
the rack about him
long enough.
818
00:48:13,558 --> 00:48:17,228
I'm not on
the rack about him.
819
00:48:17,228 --> 00:48:19,958
In a year,
he'll be gone,
820
00:48:19,964 --> 00:48:24,674
Off to michigan
or wherever he
wants to go.
821
00:48:24,669 --> 00:48:27,239
Maybe he'll
tour europe.
822
00:48:27,238 --> 00:48:29,568
Who knows?
823
00:48:29,574 --> 00:48:31,914
I can't argue
with who knows.
824
00:48:31,910 --> 00:48:35,680
I'm giving you
the benefit of
my experience.
825
00:48:35,680 --> 00:48:36,310
Thanks.
826
00:48:36,314 --> 00:48:40,554
Valerie isn't
just living
away from home,
827
00:48:40,551 --> 00:48:41,581
She's gone.
828
00:48:41,586 --> 00:48:44,446
Got her own friends,
her own life.
829
00:48:44,455 --> 00:48:48,355
She breezes in
a few days
on vacations.
830
00:48:48,359 --> 00:48:52,329
I don't know.
Maybe girls
are different.
831
00:48:52,330 --> 00:48:54,960
Or maybe she
was too aware
832
00:48:54,966 --> 00:48:58,496
Of what was
happening between
nance and me.
833
00:48:58,503 --> 00:49:05,983
But they leave,
and that worrying's
just wasted energy.
834
00:49:11,481 --> 00:49:14,981
Give me back
my sweater!
835
00:49:16,019 --> 00:49:17,019
Hang on.
836
00:49:17,021 --> 00:49:18,421
Dad, what's
possession?
837
00:49:18,423 --> 00:49:21,123
Give it to me!
838
00:49:21,125 --> 00:49:23,525
It's already
on me.
839
00:49:23,528 --> 00:49:25,088
Whose sweater is it?
840
00:49:25,096 --> 00:49:27,056
It's my sweater!
841
00:49:27,065 --> 00:49:28,355
I'll give it back
842
00:49:28,366 --> 00:49:31,266
If you give
me my skis.
843
00:49:31,269 --> 00:49:33,439
All right.
844
00:49:35,439 --> 00:49:38,369
Conrad!
Conrad!
845
00:49:38,376 --> 00:49:39,306
What?
846
00:49:39,310 --> 00:49:41,240
Watch your back.
847
00:49:41,245 --> 00:49:43,205
Cuts are vertical.
848
00:49:43,214 --> 00:49:45,084
He really
meant business.
849
00:49:45,083 --> 00:49:46,653
Let's go.
850
00:49:46,651 --> 00:49:48,751
Lake forest
is next.
851
00:49:48,753 --> 00:49:51,153
Lake forest.
852
00:50:20,717 --> 00:50:23,347
[laughing]
853
00:50:47,110 --> 00:50:48,310
What do you want?
854
00:50:48,312 --> 00:50:51,712
I don't know
what else to do.
855
00:50:51,716 --> 00:50:54,546
I'm not asking
for anything.
856
00:50:54,552 --> 00:50:56,192
You're kidding me.
857
00:50:56,187 --> 00:50:58,317
I don't get it.
858
00:50:58,322 --> 00:51:00,592
You're excused
from practice
859
00:51:00,591 --> 00:51:02,191
To see some shrink,
860
00:51:02,193 --> 00:51:05,833
I work with you
at your convenience.
861
00:51:05,830 --> 00:51:08,660
What more
should I do?
862
00:51:08,666 --> 00:51:10,496
Nothing.
863
00:51:10,501 --> 00:51:13,471
A bright kid like you.
864
00:51:13,471 --> 00:51:15,241
I don't get it.
865
00:51:15,239 --> 00:51:18,109
Why keep
messing up your life?
866
00:51:18,109 --> 00:51:21,739
I don't think that
quitting swimming
867
00:51:21,746 --> 00:51:25,276
Will mess up
my life.
868
00:51:29,820 --> 00:51:31,420
O.K.
869
00:51:31,422 --> 00:51:35,162
O.K.
Now, this is it.
870
00:51:35,159 --> 00:51:35,829
Yeah.
871
00:51:35,827 --> 00:51:37,587
You're a big kid.
872
00:51:37,595 --> 00:51:39,495
Actions
have consequences.
873
00:51:39,497 --> 00:51:41,757
I'm not
taking you back.
874
00:51:41,766 --> 00:51:44,266
I won't
ask you to.
875
00:51:52,209 --> 00:51:54,639
[laughing]
876
00:52:06,289 --> 00:52:08,719
What happened?
You all right?
877
00:52:08,726 --> 00:52:09,686
Yeah.
878
00:52:09,694 --> 00:52:11,734
You quit
the swim team.
879
00:52:11,729 --> 00:52:13,359
Yeah.
880
00:52:13,364 --> 00:52:14,604
Why?
881
00:52:14,599 --> 00:52:15,869
It was a bore.
882
00:52:15,867 --> 00:52:18,867
That's no reason!
883
00:52:18,870 --> 00:52:20,700
What's going on?
884
00:52:20,705 --> 00:52:22,235
Nothing.
885
00:52:22,240 --> 00:52:22,910
Talk to me.
886
00:52:22,907 --> 00:52:25,607
Swimming's a bore,
that's all.
887
00:52:25,610 --> 00:52:26,410
I talked to--
888
00:52:26,410 --> 00:52:28,610
Quit talking
to people!
889
00:52:28,613 --> 00:52:30,283
O.K.?
890
00:52:30,281 --> 00:52:32,251
Holy shit.
891
00:52:32,250 --> 00:52:33,880
Yeah, sure.
892
00:52:33,885 --> 00:52:36,245
Fuck you,
jarrett.
893
00:52:36,254 --> 00:52:38,324
Ooh!
Ohh!
894
00:52:38,322 --> 00:52:40,592
Shut up.
895
00:52:40,591 --> 00:52:41,591
Leave it alone.
896
00:52:41,592 --> 00:52:45,732
I told you
the guy's
a flake.
897
00:52:49,733 --> 00:52:51,403
What did your dad say?
898
00:52:51,402 --> 00:52:53,272
I haven't told him yet.
899
00:52:53,271 --> 00:52:54,441
How come?
900
00:52:54,438 --> 00:52:56,638
The timing
isn't right.
901
00:52:56,641 --> 00:52:58,211
He sweats
everything.
902
00:52:58,209 --> 00:53:00,379
He'll just
get worried.
903
00:53:00,378 --> 00:53:02,708
Can you
tell your mother?
904
00:53:02,713 --> 00:53:03,653
My mother?
905
00:53:03,648 --> 00:53:05,708
I told you
we don't connect.
906
00:53:05,716 --> 00:53:09,716
What do people
have in common
with mothers anyway?
907
00:53:09,720 --> 00:53:11,690
It's all
surface junk.
908
00:53:11,689 --> 00:53:12,589
You know?
909
00:53:12,590 --> 00:53:14,960
"clean your room,
brush your teeth,
910
00:53:14,959 --> 00:53:17,389
Get good grades."
911
00:53:17,861 --> 00:53:21,231
I'm not feeling
anything today.
912
00:53:21,232 --> 00:53:22,632
I'm sorry.
913
00:53:22,633 --> 00:53:23,903
No. Sorry's out.
914
00:53:23,901 --> 00:53:26,541
Something's
on your mind.
915
00:53:26,537 --> 00:53:27,697
What time is it?
916
00:53:27,705 --> 00:53:30,335
Never mind.
There's time.
917
00:53:30,473 --> 00:53:32,543
Remember the contract?
Control?
918
00:53:32,543 --> 00:53:34,613
Maybe there's
some connection
919
00:53:34,612 --> 00:53:38,282
Between control
and lack of feeling.
920
00:53:38,282 --> 00:53:40,582
I said
I feel things.
921
00:53:40,585 --> 00:53:41,745
When?
922
00:53:41,752 --> 00:53:43,752
Come on.
923
00:53:45,388 --> 00:53:45,748
When?
924
00:53:45,756 --> 00:53:47,216
Sometimes.
I don't know.
925
00:53:47,225 --> 00:53:51,585
I thought you didn't
like fooling around.
926
00:53:51,596 --> 00:53:52,856
What do you want?
927
00:53:52,863 --> 00:53:55,933
Don't say,
"I don't know."
928
00:53:55,933 --> 00:53:57,903
Should I
make up answers?
929
00:53:57,902 --> 00:54:01,872
Make one up
about there's
no feelings there.
930
00:54:01,872 --> 00:54:03,272
I have feelings.
931
00:54:03,274 --> 00:54:04,614
Get it together,
jarrett.
932
00:54:04,609 --> 00:54:08,439
You're trying
to make me mad.
933
00:54:08,446 --> 00:54:09,976
Are you mad?
934
00:54:09,981 --> 00:54:11,251
No!
935
00:54:11,249 --> 00:54:13,419
You don't
like being pushed.
936
00:54:13,417 --> 00:54:15,347
Do something
about it!
937
00:54:15,353 --> 00:54:15,853
What?
938
00:54:15,853 --> 00:54:18,323
No. I can't do this.
939
00:54:18,322 --> 00:54:19,422
Why not?
940
00:54:19,423 --> 00:54:21,323
Getting mad
takes too much energy.
941
00:54:21,325 --> 00:54:23,555
It takes more
holding it back.
942
00:54:23,561 --> 00:54:27,261
When I let myself feel,
I feel lousy.
943
00:54:27,265 --> 00:54:30,595
I never promised
you a rose garden.
944
00:54:30,601 --> 00:54:32,001
Fuck you, berger.
945
00:54:32,003 --> 00:54:33,703
Fuck you.
946
00:54:33,704 --> 00:54:34,544
Yeah?
947
00:54:34,538 --> 00:54:35,768
That's it.
948
00:54:35,773 --> 00:54:39,283
What do you feel?
Do you jack off?
949
00:54:39,277 --> 00:54:40,977
What do you think?
950
00:54:40,978 --> 00:54:42,908
You married
a fat lady
951
00:54:42,913 --> 00:54:45,983
And you fuck
the daylights
out of her!
952
00:54:45,983 --> 00:54:48,483
Sounds good to me.
953
00:55:01,298 --> 00:55:03,068
Little advice
about feeling--
954
00:55:03,067 --> 00:55:06,837
Don't expect it
always to tickle.
955
00:55:08,605 --> 00:55:11,535
Do you know how
to aim that?
956
00:55:11,542 --> 00:55:14,812
Be quiet, I have to
concentrate.
957
00:55:14,812 --> 00:55:16,352
Be quiet.
958
00:55:16,347 --> 00:55:17,977
Is it in focus?
959
00:55:17,982 --> 00:55:19,752
Smile, smile.
O.K. Good.
960
00:55:19,750 --> 00:55:24,090
I want to
take the three
young ones.
961
00:55:24,088 --> 00:55:26,988
Dad, get
out of there.
962
00:55:26,991 --> 00:55:28,521
All right.
963
00:55:28,526 --> 00:55:29,926
Connie.
964
00:55:29,927 --> 00:55:31,087
Be quiet.
965
00:55:31,095 --> 00:55:32,855
Conrad,
where are you?
966
00:55:32,863 --> 00:55:35,403
Between
your mother
and father.
967
00:55:35,399 --> 00:55:38,829
You're taller
than your
mother is!
968
00:55:38,836 --> 00:55:41,466
Will
you be quiet?
969
00:55:41,472 --> 00:55:43,012
This is beautiful.
970
00:55:43,007 --> 00:55:44,707
Shut up.
971
00:55:44,709 --> 00:55:46,009
Wonderful.
972
00:55:46,010 --> 00:55:48,440
Now cal and beth.
973
00:55:48,446 --> 00:55:49,476
Sure.
974
00:55:49,480 --> 00:55:50,780
Go on.
975
00:55:50,781 --> 00:55:53,921
You can do
better than that.
976
00:55:53,918 --> 00:55:56,988
I want one
of connie and beth.
977
00:55:56,987 --> 00:56:00,817
Let's get
the three men in there.
978
00:56:00,825 --> 00:56:03,785
Move closer
to your mother.
979
00:56:03,794 --> 00:56:04,634
Prize winner.
980
00:56:04,628 --> 00:56:06,798
Yeah, that's great.
981
00:56:06,797 --> 00:56:07,827
Do it.
982
00:56:07,832 --> 00:56:09,672
Isn't it
marvelous?
983
00:56:09,667 --> 00:56:10,897
Yes, it is.
984
00:56:10,901 --> 00:56:13,101
It isn't cocked.
985
00:56:13,104 --> 00:56:14,374
Calvin.
986
00:56:14,372 --> 00:56:16,912
Hold it.
Connie, smile.
987
00:56:16,907 --> 00:56:18,807
Calvin!
988
00:56:18,809 --> 00:56:19,809
Smile.
989
00:56:19,810 --> 00:56:21,940
Give me the camera.
990
00:56:21,946 --> 00:56:23,146
Give me the camera.
991
00:56:23,147 --> 00:56:26,517
I want a really
good picture.
992
00:56:26,517 --> 00:56:29,987
I want a shot
of you three men.
993
00:56:29,987 --> 00:56:32,957
Not until
I get you two.
994
00:56:32,957 --> 00:56:36,757
Give her
the goddamn camera!
995
00:56:52,709 --> 00:56:55,079
Smile.
996
00:56:57,580 --> 00:57:02,050
Who's hungry?
I'll make
the sandwiches.
997
00:57:06,022 --> 00:57:08,592
[crash]
998
00:57:14,597 --> 00:57:16,867
Beth!
999
00:57:16,867 --> 00:57:19,637
It can be saved.
1000
00:57:21,938 --> 00:57:25,168
That was so dumb.
1001
00:57:27,877 --> 00:57:32,507
I don't think
he's happy in school.
1002
00:57:33,917 --> 00:57:36,217
Have you talked
to his teachers?
1003
00:57:36,220 --> 00:57:39,920
People don't
want to be with him.
1004
00:57:39,924 --> 00:57:41,064
He provokes people.
1005
00:57:41,058 --> 00:57:44,158
Well, it's
an awkward age.
1006
00:57:44,161 --> 00:57:46,531
Thank you.
1007
00:57:46,530 --> 00:57:49,030
Maybe he
needs a change.
1008
00:57:49,033 --> 00:57:51,503
Is he
eating enough?
1009
00:57:51,502 --> 00:57:52,942
Yes, mother.
1010
00:57:52,937 --> 00:57:54,937
He'll be
all right...
1011
00:57:54,939 --> 00:57:57,209
If you're
firm with him.
1012
00:57:57,208 --> 00:58:01,578
I think he should
go away to school.
1013
00:58:01,579 --> 00:58:03,949
I can't
deal with him.
1014
00:58:03,948 --> 00:58:05,978
Who'd make
that decision?
1015
00:58:05,983 --> 00:58:11,753
I suppose this
doctor he's seeing.
1016
00:58:11,755 --> 00:58:12,645
What sort of doctor
1017
00:58:12,656 --> 00:58:15,516
Would make that
decision for you?
1018
00:58:15,526 --> 00:58:16,656
A psychiatrist.
1019
00:58:16,660 --> 00:58:19,730
I thought
that was finished.
1020
00:58:19,730 --> 00:58:20,930
No.
1021
00:58:20,931 --> 00:58:23,171
What's his name?
1022
00:58:23,167 --> 00:58:25,067
Berger.
1023
00:58:25,069 --> 00:58:26,769
Jewish doctor?
1024
00:58:26,770 --> 00:58:29,000
I suppose
he's jewish.
1025
00:58:29,006 --> 00:58:31,006
Maybe just german.
1026
00:58:31,008 --> 00:58:35,178
What does
cal say about
all this?
1027
00:58:36,613 --> 00:58:37,813
This can be saved.
1028
00:58:37,815 --> 00:58:40,515
It's a nice clean break.
1029
00:58:40,518 --> 00:58:44,048
♪ amen, amen, alleluia
1030
00:58:44,054 --> 00:58:46,564
♪ amen
1031
00:58:46,557 --> 00:58:54,197
♪ amen
1032
00:58:54,198 --> 00:58:54,958
O.K.
1033
00:58:54,965 --> 00:58:58,195
That last "e" natural
could be higher.
1034
00:58:58,202 --> 00:59:02,702
Officers, don't forget
your meeting tonight.
1035
00:59:07,577 --> 00:59:08,977
♪ mmm mm mmm
1036
00:59:08,979 --> 00:59:11,049
♪ mmm mm mmm
1037
00:59:11,048 --> 00:59:12,848
♪ mmm mmm
1038
00:59:12,850 --> 00:59:15,620
♪ mmm mm mmm
1039
00:59:22,158 --> 00:59:23,128
Hi, jeannine.
1040
00:59:23,127 --> 00:59:25,687
You're really
a terrific tenor.
1041
00:59:25,696 --> 00:59:29,966
In fact,
you should be
doing the solo.
1042
00:59:29,967 --> 00:59:31,797
No, I...
1043
00:59:31,802 --> 00:59:33,342
No, I'm serious.
1044
00:59:33,337 --> 00:59:34,337
You sing well.
1045
00:59:34,338 --> 00:59:37,238
I'm getting
to know your voice.
1046
00:59:37,241 --> 00:59:41,781
How can you hear me
if you're singing?
1047
00:59:41,779 --> 00:59:42,949
Well...
1048
00:59:42,947 --> 00:59:44,907
I don't always sing.
1049
00:59:44,915 --> 00:59:46,275
Sometimes
I just listen.
1050
00:59:46,283 --> 00:59:50,653
For instance,
marcia blair
can't sing a note.
1051
00:59:50,654 --> 00:59:55,324
Janet fox
mouths the words
and never sings.
1052
00:59:55,326 --> 00:59:56,856
A detective.
1053
00:59:56,860 --> 00:59:58,690
Do you like vivaldi?
1054
00:59:58,696 --> 01:00:00,996
Telemann?
1055
01:00:00,998 --> 01:00:02,228
Telemann? Um...
1056
01:00:02,232 --> 01:00:05,872
What kind of music
do you like?
1057
01:00:05,869 --> 01:00:08,069
Oh, uh...
1058
01:00:08,072 --> 01:00:09,912
Modern jazz, I like.
1059
01:00:09,907 --> 01:00:13,777
Folk rock,
spoon on a glass.
1060
01:00:13,777 --> 01:00:17,607
Spoon on a glass?
1061
01:00:21,217 --> 01:00:25,987
Oh, you mean,
like, table spoons?
1062
01:00:26,956 --> 01:00:29,016
Oh, dear.
1063
01:00:30,026 --> 01:00:33,126
Why do I ask
dumb questions?
1064
01:00:33,130 --> 01:00:36,100
I'm just
showing off.
1065
01:00:40,003 --> 01:00:42,003
Why is it so hard
1066
01:00:42,006 --> 01:00:45,266
The first time
you talk
to somebody?
1067
01:00:45,275 --> 01:00:48,175
You make it
look easy.
1068
01:00:50,313 --> 01:00:52,313
Really?
1069
01:00:53,249 --> 01:00:57,289
That's my bus.
I got to go.
1070
01:00:57,287 --> 01:01:00,217
I'll see
you later!
1071
01:01:00,657 --> 01:01:04,187
You're really
a terrific tenor.
1072
01:01:04,327 --> 01:01:08,057
♪ ah, you're
just saying that ♪
1073
01:01:17,006 --> 01:01:19,806
♪ alleluia
1074
01:01:20,910 --> 01:01:23,150
♪ alleluia
1075
01:01:23,147 --> 01:01:25,107
♪ alleluia
1076
01:01:25,115 --> 01:01:26,875
♪ alleluia
1077
01:01:26,884 --> 01:01:28,954
♪ ah ha ha ha
ha ha ha ha ♪
1078
01:01:28,952 --> 01:01:33,422
♪ ha ha ha ha
ha ha ha ha ha alleluia ♪
1079
01:01:33,424 --> 01:01:35,724
♪ alleluia, alleluia
1080
01:01:35,726 --> 01:01:37,286
♪ alleluia
1081
01:01:37,294 --> 01:01:39,464
♪ alleluia
1082
01:01:39,463 --> 01:01:41,203
♪ alleluia
1083
01:01:41,198 --> 01:01:42,298
♪ alleluia
1084
01:01:42,299 --> 01:01:44,169
♪ alleluia
1085
01:01:45,234 --> 01:01:49,104
♪ alleluia
1086
01:02:04,253 --> 01:02:05,423
Hello.
1087
01:02:05,422 --> 01:02:07,022
Is karen there?
1088
01:02:07,024 --> 01:02:08,164
Who's calling?
1089
01:02:08,158 --> 01:02:11,928
A friend of hers
from hillsboro.
1090
01:02:11,929 --> 01:02:12,889
Oh.
1091
01:02:12,896 --> 01:02:16,396
She's not home
from school yet.
1092
01:02:16,400 --> 01:02:17,870
Oh, um...
1093
01:02:17,868 --> 01:02:20,498
Hmm...
Tell her I called.
1094
01:02:20,504 --> 01:02:21,844
This is conrad.
1095
01:02:21,839 --> 01:02:24,269
Tell her
I'm feeling great
1096
01:02:24,274 --> 01:02:27,884
And I wanted
to talk to her.
1097
01:02:27,878 --> 01:02:29,308
Yes, I will.
1098
01:02:29,313 --> 01:02:31,013
Thank you.
1099
01:03:11,020 --> 01:03:13,460
Hello, jeannine.
This is conrad.
1100
01:03:13,457 --> 01:03:17,927
Hello, jeannine.
This is conrad.
1101
01:03:25,234 --> 01:03:29,004
Hello, jeannine.
This is conrad.
1102
01:03:29,006 --> 01:03:30,806
Conrad.
1103
01:03:30,808 --> 01:03:31,968
Conrad?
1104
01:03:31,975 --> 01:03:33,405
What a dumb name.
1105
01:03:33,410 --> 01:03:37,910
Hello, jeannine.
This is bill.
1106
01:03:37,915 --> 01:03:39,575
Uuuuugh!
1107
01:03:44,287 --> 01:03:45,487
Hello.
1108
01:03:45,489 --> 01:03:47,819
Hello.
This is...
1109
01:03:47,825 --> 01:03:50,255
Hello. This is
conrad calling.
1110
01:03:50,260 --> 01:03:51,930
Jarrett.
1111
01:03:51,929 --> 01:03:53,229
Oh.
1112
01:03:53,230 --> 01:03:55,100
Oh, hi!
1113
01:03:55,098 --> 01:03:56,028
Listen, I was...
1114
01:03:56,033 --> 01:03:59,433
I was wondering
if maybe you'd like
1115
01:03:59,436 --> 01:04:01,096
To go out sometime.
1116
01:04:01,104 --> 01:04:02,474
Like on a date?
1117
01:04:02,472 --> 01:04:06,312
We wouldn't have
to call it a date.
1118
01:04:06,310 --> 01:04:08,610
We could see
how it goes.
1119
01:04:08,612 --> 01:04:12,982
That was dumb.
Now start over.
1120
01:04:12,983 --> 01:04:14,353
This is conrad jarrett.
1121
01:04:14,351 --> 01:04:17,091
I'd love to.
When?
1122
01:04:50,586 --> 01:04:52,516
I didn't see you.
1123
01:04:52,522 --> 01:04:54,562
What do you think?
1124
01:04:54,558 --> 01:04:55,188
Fine.
1125
01:04:55,192 --> 01:04:58,192
Rawlins used to have
great scotch pines.
1126
01:04:58,195 --> 01:05:02,195
They look like
skeletons this year.
1127
01:05:02,199 --> 01:05:05,569
Hi. What do
you think?
1128
01:05:07,036 --> 01:05:10,106
It's very nice.
1129
01:05:10,973 --> 01:05:12,043
What is wrong?
1130
01:05:12,042 --> 01:05:12,942
Ask him what's wrong.
1131
01:05:12,943 --> 01:05:17,683
Maybe you won't
have to hear it
from carol lazenby.
1132
01:05:17,681 --> 01:05:19,921
Hear what?
1133
01:05:22,551 --> 01:05:25,151
I quit
the swim team.
1134
01:05:25,155 --> 01:05:27,185
Carol thought
I knew.
1135
01:05:27,190 --> 01:05:30,590
It happened
over a month ago.
1136
01:05:30,594 --> 01:05:32,564
Quit? When?
1137
01:05:32,562 --> 01:05:35,432
Where have you
been every night?
1138
01:05:35,432 --> 01:05:37,372
Nowhere.
The library mostly.
1139
01:05:37,367 --> 01:05:40,367
I didn't think
it mattered.
1140
01:05:40,370 --> 01:05:42,500
That was
meant for me.
1141
01:05:42,506 --> 01:05:46,166
It's important
to hurt me, right?
1142
01:05:46,176 --> 01:05:47,706
You have
that backwards.
1143
01:05:47,711 --> 01:05:51,681
Do I embarrass you
in front of friends?
1144
01:05:51,682 --> 01:05:56,422
"poor beth believes
every lie her son tells."
1145
01:05:56,420 --> 01:05:57,520
I didn't lie.
1146
01:05:57,521 --> 01:06:01,221
You did when
you came home at 6:30!
1147
01:06:01,224 --> 01:06:06,264
If the lying's starting again,
I can't stand it!
1148
01:06:06,263 --> 01:06:07,463
Then go to europe!
1149
01:06:07,464 --> 01:06:13,604
She only gives a fuck
because someone else
knew about it first!
1150
01:06:13,603 --> 01:06:16,403
She never came
to the hospital
1151
01:06:16,406 --> 01:06:20,006
Because she's busy
going to goddamn
Spain and portugal!
1152
01:06:20,010 --> 01:06:25,050
She doesn't care
if I'm hung up by
the balls out there.
1153
01:06:25,048 --> 01:06:28,118
They may talk
like this at
the hospital,
1154
01:06:28,118 --> 01:06:30,648
But we're not
at the hospital.
1155
01:06:30,654 --> 01:06:32,994
You never came
to the hospital!
1156
01:06:32,990 --> 01:06:35,590
She had the flu and
couldn't come inside.
1157
01:06:35,592 --> 01:06:38,592
She would've
visited buck
in the hospital!
1158
01:06:38,595 --> 01:06:42,395
Buck never
would've been
in the hospital!
1159
01:06:42,399 --> 01:06:43,769
That is enough!
1160
01:06:43,767 --> 01:06:46,567
I won't
do it again.
1161
01:06:46,570 --> 01:06:49,270
What in hell
has happened?
1162
01:06:49,272 --> 01:06:52,142
Somebody better
go up there.
1163
01:06:52,142 --> 01:06:54,342
He walks
all over us,
1164
01:06:54,344 --> 01:06:57,414
Then you
apologize to him.
1165
01:06:57,414 --> 01:06:59,214
You've been
apologizing to him
1166
01:06:59,216 --> 01:07:02,246
Since he returned
from the hospital!
1167
01:07:02,252 --> 01:07:06,322
I'm trying to
goddamn understand him!
1168
01:07:06,323 --> 01:07:07,763
Don't talk to me
1169
01:07:07,758 --> 01:07:10,488
The way
he talks to you.
1170
01:07:10,494 --> 01:07:13,264
Let's not fight, o.K.?
1171
01:07:13,263 --> 01:07:15,133
No fighting, o.K.?
1172
01:07:15,132 --> 01:07:16,662
Please.
1173
01:07:16,666 --> 01:07:19,266
Let's go upstairs.
1174
01:07:37,486 --> 01:07:39,686
I want to talk to you.
1175
01:07:39,689 --> 01:07:42,459
I didn't mean
any of it.
1176
01:07:42,459 --> 01:07:44,329
Please
don't be mad.
1177
01:07:44,327 --> 01:07:47,527
I'm trying to
understand what happened.
1178
01:07:47,531 --> 01:07:50,371
I don't know
what happened.
1179
01:07:50,367 --> 01:07:52,197
I didn't mean it.
1180
01:07:52,202 --> 01:07:54,572
Tell her
I'm sorry, will you?
1181
01:07:54,571 --> 01:07:56,771
Why don't you?
1182
01:07:56,773 --> 01:07:58,473
God, I can't!
1183
01:07:58,475 --> 01:08:01,435
I can't
talk to her!
1184
01:08:01,445 --> 01:08:02,405
Why not?
1185
01:08:02,412 --> 01:08:04,152
It doesn't
change anything.
1186
01:08:04,147 --> 01:08:08,847
It doesn't
change the way
she looks at me.
1187
01:08:08,852 --> 01:08:13,322
She was hurt because
you quit the team.
1188
01:08:13,323 --> 01:08:15,723
I don't
mean just now.
1189
01:08:15,725 --> 01:08:18,585
I don't
mean just today.
1190
01:08:18,595 --> 01:08:20,225
Explain it to me.
1191
01:08:20,230 --> 01:08:23,830
I can't. You don't
see things.
1192
01:08:23,834 --> 01:08:25,434
What things?
1193
01:08:25,435 --> 01:08:26,765
What things?
1194
01:08:26,770 --> 01:08:29,570
I want
you to tell me.
1195
01:08:29,573 --> 01:08:32,873
Can't you
see she hates me?
1196
01:08:32,876 --> 01:08:34,676
She doesn't hate you.
1197
01:08:34,678 --> 01:08:37,548
You're right.
She doesn't.
1198
01:08:37,547 --> 01:08:40,517
Please
leave me alone.
1199
01:08:52,128 --> 01:08:55,858
Do you think
dr. Berger's helping you?
1200
01:08:55,866 --> 01:08:58,666
It's not his fault.
1201
01:09:03,572 --> 01:09:07,782
I'll be downstairs
if you need me.
1202
01:09:11,180 --> 01:09:15,480
Tuesday everything
was hunky-dory.
1203
01:09:15,485 --> 01:09:17,715
You're the doctor.
1204
01:09:19,455 --> 01:09:22,715
Don't take refuge
in one-liners, o.K.?
1205
01:09:22,726 --> 01:09:25,256
Because that
pisses me off.
1206
01:09:25,262 --> 01:09:27,502
O.K. O.K.
1207
01:09:27,497 --> 01:09:28,427
Everything was fine
1208
01:09:28,431 --> 01:09:31,871
Till you
had the fight
with your mother?
1209
01:09:31,868 --> 01:09:32,768
I don't blame her.
1210
01:09:32,769 --> 01:09:35,599
She's got her reasons.
It's impossible,
1211
01:09:35,605 --> 01:09:37,735
After all the shit
I've pulled.
1212
01:09:37,741 --> 01:09:40,711
What shit
have you pulled?
1213
01:09:42,211 --> 01:09:44,911
I'm talking
about proportion.
1214
01:09:44,915 --> 01:09:47,615
Now, what shit?
1215
01:09:49,652 --> 01:09:53,592
You can
find one example.
1216
01:09:53,590 --> 01:09:55,690
Don't say
you tried suicide.
1217
01:09:55,692 --> 01:09:57,532
What have
you done lately?
1218
01:09:57,527 --> 01:10:01,857
I'll never
be forgiven for that.
1219
01:10:01,865 --> 01:10:02,555
Never.
1220
01:10:02,566 --> 01:10:07,466
You can't get out
the blood in her towels
1221
01:10:07,470 --> 01:10:09,300
And in her rug.
1222
01:10:09,306 --> 01:10:11,606
Everything
had to be pitched.
1223
01:10:11,608 --> 01:10:15,738
The bathroom tile
had to be regrouted.
1224
01:10:15,745 --> 01:10:16,975
She fired the maid
1225
01:10:16,980 --> 01:10:20,280
Because she
couldn't dust right.
1226
01:10:20,283 --> 01:10:22,883
If you think I'll forgive--
1227
01:10:22,886 --> 01:10:25,416
She'll forgive me...
1228
01:10:32,795 --> 01:10:34,555
What?
1229
01:10:53,382 --> 01:10:57,892
I think
I just figured
something out.
1230
01:10:57,887 --> 01:10:59,887
What?
1231
01:11:00,422 --> 01:11:03,932
What is who can't
forgive who.
1232
01:11:07,896 --> 01:11:11,696
A real problem has
a real solution.
1233
01:11:11,701 --> 01:11:13,641
I've heard
this before.
1234
01:11:13,637 --> 01:11:17,037
Doesn't make it
any less true.
1235
01:11:17,040 --> 01:11:17,940
I'm so tired.
1236
01:11:17,941 --> 01:11:21,741
That's some secret
you've been keeping.
1237
01:11:21,745 --> 01:11:25,645
So what do I do now?
1238
01:11:26,315 --> 01:11:29,415
Recognize
her limitations.
1239
01:11:29,419 --> 01:11:31,619
Like she
can't love me.
1240
01:11:31,621 --> 01:11:35,661
No. Like she can't
love you enough.
1241
01:11:35,659 --> 01:11:39,059
Don't blame her
for not loving you
1242
01:11:39,062 --> 01:11:41,502
More than
she's able.
1243
01:11:41,498 --> 01:11:43,498
She loves my father.
1244
01:11:43,500 --> 01:11:45,700
She loved my brother.
1245
01:11:45,702 --> 01:11:46,672
It's me.
1246
01:11:46,670 --> 01:11:49,640
We're back
to the rotten
kid routine.
1247
01:11:49,639 --> 01:11:54,039
She can't
love you because
you're unlovable.
1248
01:11:54,044 --> 01:11:57,554
How come your dad
loves you?
1249
01:11:57,547 --> 01:11:59,807
He feels responsible.
1250
01:11:59,816 --> 01:12:01,846
Besides,
he loves everybody.
1251
01:12:01,851 --> 01:12:04,451
The guy's
got no taste.
1252
01:12:04,454 --> 01:12:07,994
He loves you,
but he's wrong.
1253
01:12:07,991 --> 01:12:08,991
Look...
1254
01:12:08,992 --> 01:12:12,432
Maybe she
can't express it
1255
01:12:12,429 --> 01:12:13,799
The way you'd like.
1256
01:12:13,797 --> 01:12:17,827
Maybe she's
afraid to show
her feelings.
1257
01:12:17,834 --> 01:12:19,634
What do you mean?
1258
01:12:19,636 --> 01:12:22,366
There's someone
besides your mother
1259
01:12:22,372 --> 01:12:24,412
You've
got to forgive.
1260
01:12:24,407 --> 01:12:26,737
You mean me?
1261
01:12:27,676 --> 01:12:31,076
For trying
to off myself?
1262
01:12:32,381 --> 01:12:33,851
Don't stare.
What for?
1263
01:12:33,850 --> 01:12:38,690
Why don't you
let yourself
off the hook?
1264
01:12:38,688 --> 01:12:41,788
What did I do?
1265
01:12:41,791 --> 01:12:43,121
What did I do?
1266
01:12:43,126 --> 01:12:45,026
We'll talk Thursday.
1267
01:12:45,028 --> 01:12:45,888
Come on!
1268
01:12:45,895 --> 01:12:47,795
Time's up.
1269
01:12:47,797 --> 01:12:50,097
What did I do?
1270
01:12:50,100 --> 01:12:51,800
You know the rules.
1271
01:12:51,801 --> 01:12:53,371
What rules?
1272
01:12:53,370 --> 01:12:54,940
Think about it.
1273
01:12:54,938 --> 01:12:57,468
Just think about it.
1274
01:12:59,942 --> 01:13:01,782
Jesus!
1275
01:13:04,880 --> 01:13:07,820
Say, after going
to a new high
1276
01:13:07,817 --> 01:13:09,877
It falls to 112 1/4,
1277
01:13:09,886 --> 01:13:13,116
And then rallies
on good volume.
1278
01:13:13,123 --> 01:13:14,863
I order
to buy 4,000.
1279
01:13:14,858 --> 01:13:19,628
If I get the 4,000
at 113 3/4, I know
something's wrong.
1280
01:13:19,629 --> 01:13:23,929
But suppose I order
to buy the 4,000 shares,
1281
01:13:23,933 --> 01:13:26,703
And I plug in
at 113 3/4.
1282
01:13:26,703 --> 01:13:30,843
I get 2,000 at 114,
500 at 114 1/4,
1283
01:13:30,840 --> 01:13:33,840
And the rest
on the way up.
1284
01:13:33,843 --> 01:13:35,783
Then I know I'm right.
1285
01:13:35,779 --> 01:13:39,079
I'm going to
peel off here.
1286
01:13:39,082 --> 01:13:41,782
See you later.
1287
01:13:45,087 --> 01:13:47,957
Suppose the orderto buy...
1288
01:13:47,957 --> 01:13:50,187
He walksall over us,
1289
01:13:50,193 --> 01:13:51,733
And you apologize.
1290
01:13:51,728 --> 01:13:52,858
500 at 114...
1291
01:13:52,862 --> 01:13:55,102
Dad, youdon't see things.
1292
01:13:55,098 --> 01:13:56,698
You've been apologizing
1293
01:13:56,699 --> 01:14:00,439
Since he returnedfrom the hospital.
1294
01:14:00,437 --> 01:14:01,797
Tell herto stop it!
1295
01:14:01,805 --> 01:14:05,835
Buck never would'vebeen in the hospital!
1296
01:14:05,842 --> 01:14:07,982
She hates me!
1297
01:14:29,565 --> 01:14:31,225
I want to be clear.
1298
01:14:31,234 --> 01:14:33,904
That's good.
1299
01:14:34,503 --> 01:14:40,513
In the car,
I was thinking,
"be clear."
1300
01:14:42,110 --> 01:14:45,250
I suppose
that's what
psychiatry's about--
1301
01:14:45,248 --> 01:14:47,848
Being precise
and clear.
1302
01:14:47,851 --> 01:14:50,791
And honest,
of course.
1303
01:14:50,919 --> 01:14:55,759
I'm not
a great believer
in psychiatry.
1304
01:14:55,758 --> 01:14:56,658
O.K.
1305
01:14:56,659 --> 01:15:00,899
What happens
here is between
you and him,
1306
01:15:00,897 --> 01:15:02,657
And I respect that.
1307
01:15:02,665 --> 01:15:04,965
He's better.
I can see that.
1308
01:15:04,968 --> 01:15:08,068
I just don't believe
in psychiatry
1309
01:15:08,071 --> 01:15:11,811
As a panacea
for everybody.
1310
01:15:11,808 --> 01:15:13,938
Neither do I.
1311
01:15:15,744 --> 01:15:19,954
I wish I knew what
I was doing here.
1312
01:15:19,949 --> 01:15:24,649
You said you could
shed some light
on some things.
1313
01:15:24,654 --> 01:15:28,164
I meant in terms
of conrad.
1314
01:15:28,157 --> 01:15:30,757
I knew something
was wrong
1315
01:15:30,760 --> 01:15:33,530
Even before
he tried suicide.
1316
01:15:33,530 --> 01:15:36,060
But I thought
that...
1317
01:15:36,065 --> 01:15:39,195
It's clear that
he's very smart.
1318
01:15:39,202 --> 01:15:42,242
He's always
been an "a" student.
1319
01:15:42,238 --> 01:15:45,038
Naturally, I thought
intelligent people
1320
01:15:45,041 --> 01:15:47,581
Could work out
their problems.
1321
01:15:47,577 --> 01:15:50,647
But you still
feel responsible?
1322
01:15:50,647 --> 01:15:52,677
Yeah, sure I do.
1323
01:15:52,682 --> 01:15:54,022
It's hard not to.
1324
01:15:54,017 --> 01:15:59,287
It was just luck
that I happened
to be there
1325
01:15:59,289 --> 01:16:01,059
When he tried it.
1326
01:16:01,057 --> 01:16:03,717
We both could've
been away.
1327
01:16:03,726 --> 01:16:08,296
You think of yourself
as a lucky man?
1328
01:16:08,298 --> 01:16:09,198
No. No, no.
1329
01:16:09,198 --> 01:16:14,898
I used to think that
I was a lucky person
1330
01:16:14,904 --> 01:16:17,274
Before the accident.
1331
01:16:21,009 --> 01:16:24,079
I guess
the whole of life
1332
01:16:24,080 --> 01:16:26,880
Is nothing
but an accident,
1333
01:16:26,883 --> 01:16:28,083
What happens to you.
1334
01:16:28,084 --> 01:16:31,954
That sounds like
the philosophy
of a drifter.
1335
01:16:31,955 --> 01:16:33,315
Yeah. Maybe.
1336
01:16:33,323 --> 01:16:35,893
Maybe I am drifting
a little.
1337
01:16:35,892 --> 01:16:39,662
I can see
the two of them
1338
01:16:39,662 --> 01:16:41,632
Drifting
away from me,
1339
01:16:41,631 --> 01:16:43,971
And I just
stand watching.
1340
01:16:43,967 --> 01:16:48,197
What would you
want to do about that?
1341
01:16:48,204 --> 01:16:50,744
Something.
I don't know what.
1342
01:16:50,740 --> 01:16:54,040
I feel like I'm
sitting on a fence.
1343
01:16:54,043 --> 01:16:58,013
They're on
opposite sides
of this fence?
1344
01:16:58,014 --> 01:17:00,684
Yeah...No.
1345
01:17:00,683 --> 01:17:01,253
I don't know.
1346
01:17:01,250 --> 01:17:07,790
I see her
not being able
to forgive him.
1347
01:17:07,790 --> 01:17:08,960
For what?
1348
01:17:08,958 --> 01:17:10,958
I don't know
exactly.
1349
01:17:10,960 --> 01:17:12,830
Being too much
like her.
1350
01:17:12,829 --> 01:17:19,329
People always think
that she and buck
are...Were alike.
1351
01:17:19,335 --> 01:17:22,835
But it's really
she and conrad.
1352
01:17:22,839 --> 01:17:25,039
They were
the only two
1353
01:17:25,041 --> 01:17:28,041
That didn't cry
at the funeral.
1354
01:17:28,044 --> 01:17:32,884
It's not easy for me
to admit this,
1355
01:17:32,882 --> 01:17:34,182
But, um...
1356
01:17:34,183 --> 01:17:36,383
She didn't...
1357
01:17:38,954 --> 01:17:42,924
His mother
doesn't show him
much affection.
1358
01:17:42,925 --> 01:17:46,685
I'm not trying
to put her down.
1359
01:17:46,696 --> 01:17:50,326
Did she give buck
much affection?
1360
01:17:50,333 --> 01:17:53,133
God, yes.
She loved buck.
1361
01:17:53,136 --> 01:17:54,836
Bucky got so much.
1362
01:17:54,837 --> 01:17:58,707
What she felt
for him was special.
1363
01:17:58,708 --> 01:18:01,678
He was
her first-born.
1364
01:18:01,678 --> 01:18:03,238
And you?
1365
01:18:03,246 --> 01:18:04,306
I loved buck.
1366
01:18:04,313 --> 01:18:07,183
I mean
your wife's affection.
1367
01:18:07,183 --> 01:18:08,883
For me?
1368
01:18:08,885 --> 01:18:10,945
Yes.
1369
01:18:10,953 --> 01:18:12,093
She's very...
1370
01:18:12,088 --> 01:18:16,318
No, there's
no problem
with her for me.
1371
01:18:16,325 --> 01:18:21,455
We've been married
nearly 21 years.
1372
01:18:21,464 --> 01:18:22,834
Everybody
loves beth.
1373
01:18:22,832 --> 01:18:26,332
For conrad,
it's been difficult.
1374
01:18:26,335 --> 01:18:29,135
He didn't
talk about that?
1375
01:18:29,138 --> 01:18:32,468
We don't know
what happens here.
1376
01:18:32,475 --> 01:18:35,375
It doesn't come up.
1377
01:18:38,814 --> 01:18:41,754
I guess that's
what it is.
1378
01:18:41,751 --> 01:18:44,351
It's private here,
isn't it?
1379
01:18:44,353 --> 01:18:46,853
Mm-hmm.
Very private.
1380
01:18:49,357 --> 01:18:54,397
I think I know
why I came here.
1381
01:18:55,163 --> 01:18:59,103
I think I came
here to talk
about myself.
1382
01:18:59,102 --> 01:19:02,842
O.K. Why don't we?
1383
01:19:08,844 --> 01:19:10,384
Hi.
1384
01:19:14,116 --> 01:19:15,746
Calvin?
1385
01:19:17,919 --> 01:19:20,219
What's the matter?
1386
01:19:25,360 --> 01:19:28,930
This will
sound strange.
1387
01:19:29,064 --> 01:19:33,904
What I'm
going to say
will sound strange.
1388
01:19:33,903 --> 01:19:35,373
What happened?
1389
01:19:35,371 --> 01:19:37,441
Come inside.
1390
01:19:37,773 --> 01:19:41,143
Could we talk about
buck's funeral?
1391
01:19:41,144 --> 01:19:41,844
What?
1392
01:19:41,844 --> 01:19:46,284
It'll seem trivial,
but it's on my mind.
1393
01:19:46,282 --> 01:19:48,852
I'd like
to talk about it.
1394
01:19:48,851 --> 01:19:52,891
When I was
getting dressed for
buck's funeral...
1395
01:19:52,889 --> 01:19:57,019
What could
getting dressed
for buck's funeral
1396
01:19:57,026 --> 01:19:59,386
Have to do
with anything?
1397
01:19:59,395 --> 01:20:01,555
I was wearing
a blue shirt.
1398
01:20:01,564 --> 01:20:06,304
You said,
"wear a white shirt
and other shoes."
1399
01:20:06,302 --> 01:20:11,972
It was nothing,
but it seemed
to stay with me.
1400
01:20:11,974 --> 01:20:14,344
What difference
did it make
1401
01:20:14,343 --> 01:20:17,953
What I wore
to buck's funeral?
1402
01:20:17,947 --> 01:20:19,577
Hear me out, beth!
1403
01:20:19,582 --> 01:20:22,822
No one would
listen to that.
1404
01:20:22,819 --> 01:20:25,819
I just want
to talk about it.
1405
01:20:25,822 --> 01:20:28,092
Why do you
want to remind me?
1406
01:20:28,090 --> 01:20:33,860
Because I've wondered
what it mattered
what I wore.
1407
01:20:33,863 --> 01:20:35,963
I was crazy that day.
1408
01:20:35,965 --> 01:20:41,265
We were going
to our son's funeral.
1409
01:20:42,270 --> 01:20:46,910
You were worried
about what
I wore on my feet.
1410
01:20:46,909 --> 01:20:49,279
It sticks with me,
1411
01:20:49,278 --> 01:20:54,108
And I wanted to
tell you about it.
1412
01:21:06,394 --> 01:21:08,864
It's all right.
1413
01:21:22,377 --> 01:21:24,377
Beth! How are you?
1414
01:21:24,380 --> 01:21:26,350
Fine.
How are you?
1415
01:21:26,349 --> 01:21:28,219
I haven't
seen you.
1416
01:21:28,217 --> 01:21:30,987
I'll call you.
How's brad?
1417
01:21:30,987 --> 01:21:33,547
Fabulous! Is
everything o.K.?
1418
01:21:33,556 --> 01:21:35,116
Isn't this madness?
1419
01:21:35,124 --> 01:21:38,134
It gets worse
every year.
1420
01:21:38,127 --> 01:21:40,157
Good-bye.
1421
01:21:46,534 --> 01:21:50,944
May I show you this
in your size?
1422
01:21:50,940 --> 01:21:51,470
What?
1423
01:21:51,474 --> 01:21:54,144
May I show
you this?
1424
01:21:54,143 --> 01:21:57,443
Oh, no.
No, thanks.
1425
01:22:03,218 --> 01:22:06,248
Bennetts,
grants, and foleys.
1426
01:22:06,255 --> 01:22:09,555
Conrad should
get something
for my parents.
1427
01:22:09,558 --> 01:22:14,998
He's not getting
something for
his doctor, is he?
1428
01:22:14,997 --> 01:22:18,697
We should
go see dr. Berger.
1429
01:22:18,701 --> 01:22:19,571
What?
1430
01:22:19,568 --> 01:22:23,238
We could
all go see him.
1431
01:22:23,239 --> 01:22:24,039
Why?
1432
01:22:24,040 --> 01:22:27,110
He thinks
it's a good idea.
1433
01:22:27,109 --> 01:22:29,579
What's he know
about me?
1434
01:22:29,578 --> 01:22:31,678
I've never
even met him.
1435
01:22:31,681 --> 01:22:37,251
Wouldn't it be
easier if we all
talked about it?
1436
01:22:37,253 --> 01:22:39,623
What will
we talk about?
1437
01:22:39,622 --> 01:22:42,292
Don't try
to change me.
1438
01:22:42,291 --> 01:22:43,491
Hasn't enough
happened?
1439
01:22:43,492 --> 01:22:47,462
Let's hold on
to what we've got.
1440
01:22:47,463 --> 01:22:50,003
That's what
this is for.
1441
01:22:49,999 --> 01:22:51,429
Maybe you'll
be surprised.
1442
01:22:51,434 --> 01:22:54,234
I don't
want surprises.
1443
01:22:55,537 --> 01:22:57,437
I know
I'm not perfect.
1444
01:22:57,440 --> 01:23:01,680
If I can't hug
everybody like you,
I'm sorry.
1445
01:23:01,677 --> 01:23:04,107
You're missing
the point.
1446
01:23:04,113 --> 01:23:07,553
I don't want
to see counselors.
1447
01:23:07,550 --> 01:23:09,980
This is my family.
1448
01:23:09,986 --> 01:23:11,746
We will
solve our problems
1449
01:23:11,754 --> 01:23:15,564
In the privacy
of our own home,
1450
01:23:15,558 --> 01:23:18,388
Not by running
to some--
1451
01:23:18,394 --> 01:23:19,594
Ready to order?
1452
01:23:19,595 --> 01:23:22,725
Could you give me
a few minutes?
1453
01:23:22,732 --> 01:23:28,442
Running to experts
every time something
goes wrong.
1454
01:23:33,008 --> 01:23:35,408
I know
you mean well.
1455
01:23:35,411 --> 01:23:39,281
I want this to
be a nice christmas.
1456
01:23:39,281 --> 01:23:42,681
I want them all
to be nice.
1457
01:23:42,685 --> 01:23:46,485
You and I
need time together.
1458
01:23:46,489 --> 01:23:48,359
We must get away.
1459
01:23:48,357 --> 01:23:52,487
New years.
We'll spend
time in houston
1460
01:23:52,495 --> 01:23:53,685
With my brother.
1461
01:23:53,696 --> 01:23:57,396
Play some golf,
relax.
1462
01:23:57,400 --> 01:23:59,330
I've talked
to mother.
1463
01:23:59,335 --> 01:24:01,635
Conrad can
stay with them.
1464
01:24:01,637 --> 01:24:04,097
Please don't
worry about it.
1465
01:24:04,106 --> 01:24:07,806
Please,
for his sake,
don't indulge him.
1466
01:24:07,810 --> 01:24:10,780
We need
time together.
1467
01:24:10,780 --> 01:24:13,610
O.K.?
1468
01:24:13,616 --> 01:24:15,376
O.K.
1469
01:24:15,384 --> 01:24:17,384
O.K.
1470
01:24:17,386 --> 01:24:19,616
I love you.
1471
01:24:21,656 --> 01:24:24,316
I love you, too.
1472
01:24:27,228 --> 01:24:31,268
Let's just give
things time, o.K.?
1473
01:24:31,267 --> 01:24:33,127
O.K.
1474
01:24:42,710 --> 01:24:44,280
Conrad.
1475
01:24:44,280 --> 01:24:45,150
Hmm?
1476
01:24:45,147 --> 01:24:46,507
I don't bowl.
1477
01:24:46,515 --> 01:24:48,475
I'm a horrible
bowler.
1478
01:24:48,484 --> 01:24:50,224
That's all right.
1479
01:24:50,219 --> 01:24:53,119
Yeah. Well...
1480
01:24:54,222 --> 01:24:55,122
I got it.
1481
01:24:55,124 --> 01:24:58,434
The thing is
I'm a funny bowler.
1482
01:24:58,427 --> 01:25:01,727
Listen, we don't
have to go bowling.
1483
01:25:01,730 --> 01:25:04,500
I'm not
a bowling nut.
1484
01:25:04,500 --> 01:25:05,530
How funny are you?
1485
01:25:05,534 --> 01:25:10,404
On a scale
from 1 to 10...
About a 10.
1486
01:25:10,406 --> 01:25:11,536
That's pretty funny.
1487
01:25:11,540 --> 01:25:14,540
I promise
you won't look silly.
1488
01:25:14,543 --> 01:25:16,343
Guarantee it?
1489
01:25:16,345 --> 01:25:18,375
Guarantee it.
1490
01:25:43,204 --> 01:25:46,474
Can you
break the ball?
1491
01:25:46,475 --> 01:25:49,805
Can't break anything
in a bowling alley.
1492
01:25:49,812 --> 01:25:53,212
That's what I like
about bowling alleys.
1493
01:25:53,215 --> 01:25:56,475
Can't even
break the record.
1494
01:26:03,558 --> 01:26:05,228
Anyway...
1495
01:26:05,227 --> 01:26:06,487
Hmm? What?
1496
01:26:06,495 --> 01:26:09,425
It's a conversation
starter.
1497
01:26:09,431 --> 01:26:10,661
Catchy.
1498
01:26:10,666 --> 01:26:11,466
You like it?
1499
01:26:11,467 --> 01:26:15,267
I've been working
on it all day.
1500
01:26:15,271 --> 01:26:19,441
Are people punished
for things they do?
1501
01:26:19,441 --> 01:26:20,911
By god?
1502
01:26:20,910 --> 01:26:21,510
Yeah.
1503
01:26:21,510 --> 01:26:24,510
I don't
believe in god.
1504
01:26:24,513 --> 01:26:25,583
Not at all?
1505
01:26:25,581 --> 01:26:28,381
Either you do
or don't.
1506
01:26:28,384 --> 01:26:30,784
I believe in god.
1507
01:26:30,786 --> 01:26:34,286
You afraid
he'll punish you
for something?
1508
01:26:34,290 --> 01:26:39,730
I've done
many things
I'm ashamed of.
1509
01:26:40,895 --> 01:26:43,725
Yeah?
So have I.
1510
01:26:51,406 --> 01:26:53,606
Did it hurt?
1511
01:26:58,680 --> 01:27:00,480
I don't remember really.
1512
01:27:00,482 --> 01:27:03,852
You don't want
to talk about it?
1513
01:27:03,852 --> 01:27:07,222
I've never really
talked about it.
1514
01:27:07,223 --> 01:27:10,693
To doctors,
but not to anyone else.
1515
01:27:10,693 --> 01:27:13,733
You're the first
who's asked.
1516
01:27:13,729 --> 01:27:16,659
Why did you do it?
1517
01:27:16,665 --> 01:27:18,565
Uh...
1518
01:27:22,971 --> 01:27:26,511
I don't know.
It was like...
1519
01:27:26,508 --> 01:27:29,308
Falling into a hole.
1520
01:27:29,311 --> 01:27:32,881
It was like
falling into a hole.
1521
01:27:32,881 --> 01:27:34,981
It keeps
getting bigger,
1522
01:27:34,984 --> 01:27:36,824
And you can't escape.
1523
01:27:36,819 --> 01:27:40,589
All of a sudden,
it's inside,
1524
01:27:40,589 --> 01:27:41,719
And you're the hole.
1525
01:27:41,724 --> 01:27:45,534
You're trapped,
and it's all over.
1526
01:27:45,527 --> 01:27:47,357
Something like that.
1527
01:27:47,363 --> 01:27:49,033
It's not really scary,
1528
01:27:49,031 --> 01:27:51,671
Except when
you think back on it.
1529
01:27:51,667 --> 01:27:56,267
'cause you know
what you were feeling--
1530
01:27:56,272 --> 01:27:57,772
♪ like mcdonald's can ♪
1531
01:27:57,773 --> 01:28:00,043
♪ nobody can do it
1532
01:28:00,042 --> 01:28:01,712
♪ like mcdonald's can ♪
1533
01:28:01,710 --> 01:28:05,680
♪ you deserve
a break today ♪
1534
01:28:05,681 --> 01:28:09,351
♪ so get up
and get away ♪
1535
01:28:09,351 --> 01:28:10,581
Hey, jarrett.
1536
01:28:10,586 --> 01:28:14,016
How you doing?
How about some fries?
1537
01:28:14,023 --> 01:28:16,823
What are
you doing?
1538
01:28:18,993 --> 01:28:20,033
Hey, lighten up.
1539
01:28:20,029 --> 01:28:24,499
Hey, I don't like
your attitude.
1540
01:28:49,590 --> 01:28:51,790
Energetic,
those guys.
1541
01:28:51,794 --> 01:28:54,364
They were
pretty funny.
1542
01:28:54,363 --> 01:28:55,433
No.
1543
01:28:55,431 --> 01:28:57,761
You thought
they were.
1544
01:28:57,766 --> 01:28:59,796
No, I...
1545
01:29:08,476 --> 01:29:09,976
I'm sorry.
1546
01:29:09,978 --> 01:29:12,048
What for?
1547
01:29:15,717 --> 01:29:17,747
Anyway...
1548
01:29:32,800 --> 01:29:35,670
Do you
want to talk?
1549
01:29:35,671 --> 01:29:37,771
About what?
1550
01:29:39,073 --> 01:29:40,843
Are you o.K.?
1551
01:29:40,843 --> 01:29:42,043
Yeah.
1552
01:29:42,044 --> 01:29:44,544
Yeah, I'm fine.
1553
01:29:44,546 --> 01:29:47,576
I'll give you
a call.
1554
01:29:47,583 --> 01:29:51,393
Will you?
I want you to.
1555
01:29:51,387 --> 01:29:53,747
Sure.
1556
01:30:01,396 --> 01:30:03,426
Well...
1557
01:30:03,432 --> 01:30:06,432
I'll see you
in choir.
1558
01:30:06,435 --> 01:30:07,895
O.K. Yeah.
1559
01:30:07,903 --> 01:30:10,143
Thanks.
1560
01:30:10,139 --> 01:30:11,709
O.K.
1561
01:30:11,707 --> 01:30:14,567
I mean,
good night.
1562
01:30:14,576 --> 01:30:16,676
Good night.
1563
01:30:28,890 --> 01:30:29,460
Seven.
1564
01:30:29,458 --> 01:30:32,658
In preparationfor our landing in houston,
1565
01:30:32,661 --> 01:30:35,531
Observe the fastenseat belt sign,
1566
01:30:35,531 --> 01:30:40,471
And no smoking untilwell inside the terminal.
1567
01:30:49,076 --> 01:30:51,036
Watch this.
1568
01:30:51,046 --> 01:30:52,646
Pessimistic golfer.
1569
01:30:52,648 --> 01:30:55,518
Pessimistic golfer.
1570
01:30:55,517 --> 01:30:57,577
Oh, damn!
1571
01:30:58,820 --> 01:31:01,050
Are we two up?
1572
01:31:01,056 --> 01:31:02,216
Two.
1573
01:31:02,224 --> 01:31:03,964
Let's hustle up.
1574
01:31:03,959 --> 01:31:05,559
It is flat here.
1575
01:31:05,561 --> 01:31:09,801
But we decided
to teach you to love it.
1576
01:31:09,798 --> 01:31:13,028
He wants everybody
to move here.
1577
01:31:13,035 --> 01:31:15,795
It's good
to see you.
1578
01:31:15,804 --> 01:31:19,044
You look
tired, cal.
1579
01:31:19,041 --> 01:31:21,611
Why am I still hungry?
1580
01:31:21,610 --> 01:31:23,740
'cause you're
in texas.
1581
01:31:23,745 --> 01:31:25,875
We'll get you home,
1582
01:31:25,881 --> 01:31:27,851
Get some steaks on.
1583
01:31:27,850 --> 01:31:29,780
A baked
potato, too?
1584
01:31:29,785 --> 01:31:33,685
How long
has he had
that drawl?
1585
01:31:33,689 --> 01:31:36,689
Since joining
the club.
1586
01:32:20,635 --> 01:32:22,795
[laughing]
1587
01:32:23,571 --> 01:32:25,611
It sure
wasn't funny.
1588
01:32:25,607 --> 01:32:26,937
We weren't
that bad.
1589
01:32:26,942 --> 01:32:32,152
I can't listen to
that buck jarrett
lecture again.
1590
01:32:32,147 --> 01:32:35,647
He bugs me
when he does that.
1591
01:32:35,651 --> 01:32:39,791
Will he ever stop
kissing his picture?
1592
01:32:39,788 --> 01:32:41,958
Stillman, shut up.
1593
01:32:42,590 --> 01:32:44,790
Connie,
want a ride?
1594
01:32:44,793 --> 01:32:45,893
Oh, no, thanks.
1595
01:32:45,894 --> 01:32:48,804
We could've
used you today.
1596
01:32:48,797 --> 01:32:50,627
I don't think so.
1597
01:32:50,632 --> 01:32:53,672
Nobody could've
helped us.
1598
01:32:53,669 --> 01:32:56,869
I hear you got eyes
for pratt.
1599
01:32:56,872 --> 01:32:58,812
Made it
with her yet?
1600
01:32:58,807 --> 01:33:00,207
Don't be a prick.
1601
01:33:00,208 --> 01:33:02,008
You're the prick.
1602
01:33:02,010 --> 01:33:07,850
You give me a goddamn
pain in the ass.
1603
01:33:11,185 --> 01:33:14,285
Connie, come on!
Come on!
1604
01:33:14,289 --> 01:33:16,589
Connie!
1605
01:33:19,794 --> 01:33:21,864
Connie,
that's enough.
1606
01:33:21,863 --> 01:33:22,863
No!
1607
01:33:22,864 --> 01:33:23,834
No!
1608
01:33:23,832 --> 01:33:26,672
Let go!
Let go!
1609
01:33:26,668 --> 01:33:29,068
It's all right!
1610
01:33:29,071 --> 01:33:31,141
Just calm down.
1611
01:33:31,139 --> 01:33:34,339
You're crazy!
You know that?
1612
01:33:36,110 --> 01:33:39,750
Send him back
where he came from!
1613
01:33:39,748 --> 01:33:42,178
It's over.
It's over.
1614
01:33:42,184 --> 01:33:44,254
All right!
1615
01:33:44,252 --> 01:33:46,292
Shit!
1616
01:33:57,331 --> 01:33:59,831
Here's your hat.
1617
01:34:07,742 --> 01:34:10,642
You want to talk?
1618
01:34:10,646 --> 01:34:12,676
The guy's a nothing.
1619
01:34:12,681 --> 01:34:14,081
He's a zero upstairs.
1620
01:34:14,082 --> 01:34:17,752
Since fourth grade,
you've known that.
1621
01:34:17,753 --> 01:34:19,393
So you look stupid
1622
01:34:19,388 --> 01:34:22,818
When you let him
get to you!
1623
01:34:22,824 --> 01:34:25,264
So I look stupid?
1624
01:34:25,260 --> 01:34:26,330
What's with you?
1625
01:34:26,328 --> 01:34:32,198
Why do you want
to be in this alone?
1626
01:34:33,768 --> 01:34:37,668
You know,
I miss him, too.
1627
01:34:38,105 --> 01:34:42,805
The three of us
were best friends.
1628
01:34:43,678 --> 01:34:47,948
It hurts too much
to be around you.
1629
01:34:51,085 --> 01:34:53,185
I got to go.
1630
01:34:55,790 --> 01:34:57,860
Yeah, o.K.
1631
01:34:58,893 --> 01:35:00,263
[honk]
1632
01:36:18,172 --> 01:36:18,942
Hello.
1633
01:36:18,940 --> 01:36:21,210
Hello. Is karen there?
1634
01:36:21,209 --> 01:36:23,209
She...
1635
01:36:24,311 --> 01:36:25,951
Bill.
1636
01:36:25,947 --> 01:36:27,177
Hello.
1637
01:36:27,182 --> 01:36:28,482
Is karen there?
1638
01:36:28,483 --> 01:36:30,483
This is conrad jarrett.
1639
01:36:30,485 --> 01:36:33,285
I'm a friend of hers.
1640
01:36:33,288 --> 01:36:35,488
Karen's dead.
1641
01:36:35,490 --> 01:36:36,990
What? What?
1642
01:36:36,992 --> 01:36:39,292
She killed herself.
1643
01:36:45,866 --> 01:36:50,366
Let's have the bestchristmas ever.
1644
01:36:51,405 --> 01:36:53,405
We can, you know.
1645
01:36:53,408 --> 01:36:56,308
We could havethe best year
1646
01:36:56,311 --> 01:36:58,851
Of our whole lives.
1647
01:37:03,250 --> 01:37:05,290
Get the sail down!
1648
01:37:05,287 --> 01:37:08,087
Keep it starboard!
1649
01:37:09,356 --> 01:37:11,356
Get the sail down!
1650
01:37:11,359 --> 01:37:13,229
Starboard!
1651
01:37:15,563 --> 01:37:16,903
Keep trying!
1652
01:37:16,898 --> 01:37:19,998
I can't!
Let it out!
1653
01:37:22,169 --> 01:37:23,939
Let it out!
1654
01:37:23,939 --> 01:37:26,009
Just keep
it starboard!
1655
01:37:26,007 --> 01:37:28,067
I can't!
1656
01:37:31,412 --> 01:37:33,252
Ahh!
1657
01:37:35,182 --> 01:37:36,322
Bucky!
1658
01:37:36,318 --> 01:37:38,588
Give me your hand!
1659
01:37:41,589 --> 01:37:42,889
We screwed up, buddy!
1660
01:37:42,891 --> 01:37:45,231
Dad's gonna haul ass
over this!
1661
01:37:45,227 --> 01:37:49,057
It ain't
so goddamned funny!
1662
01:37:52,032 --> 01:37:53,172
Don't let go!
1663
01:37:53,168 --> 01:37:55,068
I won't, buck!
1664
01:37:55,070 --> 01:37:57,940
Everything will be o.K.!
1665
01:38:00,307 --> 01:38:01,607
Hang on, brother!
1666
01:38:01,610 --> 01:38:03,340
Don't let go!
1667
01:38:03,345 --> 01:38:05,035
Stay with me!
1668
01:38:05,046 --> 01:38:06,546
Stay with me!
1669
01:38:06,548 --> 01:38:10,148
Stay with me!
1670
01:38:13,587 --> 01:38:15,457
Oh, god!
1671
01:38:18,425 --> 01:38:20,225
Bucky!
1672
01:38:21,128 --> 01:38:22,628
Buck!
1673
01:38:23,464 --> 01:38:25,934
Buck!
1674
01:38:30,137 --> 01:38:31,037
Hello.
1675
01:38:31,039 --> 01:38:32,439
This is conrad.
1676
01:38:32,440 --> 01:38:34,110
What's going on?
1677
01:38:34,109 --> 01:38:36,209
I need to see you.
1678
01:38:36,211 --> 01:38:37,541
Where are you?
1679
01:38:37,545 --> 01:38:39,405
I don't know.
1680
01:38:39,414 --> 01:38:40,614
All right.
1681
01:38:40,615 --> 01:38:42,515
Get to
the office.
1682
01:38:42,517 --> 01:38:44,517
I'll meet
you there.
1683
01:38:44,519 --> 01:38:46,319
O.K.
1684
01:38:49,590 --> 01:38:52,330
Good. You're here.
1685
01:38:52,327 --> 01:38:53,957
Something happened.
1686
01:38:53,962 --> 01:38:55,162
Just a minute.
1687
01:38:55,163 --> 01:38:58,533
Wait till
we get inside.
1688
01:39:00,234 --> 01:39:01,604
There.
1689
01:39:02,536 --> 01:39:03,096
Shit.
1690
01:39:03,104 --> 01:39:07,714
You'd think they'd
assume there'd be
emergencies.
1691
01:39:07,709 --> 01:39:10,079
Don't take it off.
1692
01:39:10,078 --> 01:39:12,208
Just sit down.
1693
01:39:14,415 --> 01:39:15,645
Something happened.
1694
01:39:15,650 --> 01:39:16,680
What?
1695
01:39:16,685 --> 01:39:18,175
It's...
1696
01:39:18,186 --> 01:39:19,686
It's what?
1697
01:39:19,688 --> 01:39:21,718
Oh, god!
1698
01:39:22,589 --> 01:39:24,459
I need something.
1699
01:39:24,459 --> 01:39:25,459
What?
1700
01:39:25,460 --> 01:39:27,030
It keeps coming.
1701
01:39:27,028 --> 01:39:29,128
I can't stop it!
1702
01:39:29,130 --> 01:39:30,430
Don't try.
1703
01:39:30,432 --> 01:39:33,402
Got to get off
the hook.
1704
01:39:33,401 --> 01:39:35,031
For what?
1705
01:39:35,036 --> 01:39:37,336
What I did to him!
1706
01:39:37,339 --> 01:39:37,999
What?
1707
01:39:38,006 --> 01:39:40,606
It must be
somebody's fault
1708
01:39:40,608 --> 01:39:42,738
Or there's no point!
1709
01:39:42,744 --> 01:39:44,714
What point?
It happened!
1710
01:39:44,713 --> 01:39:48,213
Oh, no.
I don't mean that.
1711
01:39:48,216 --> 01:39:49,576
It's just that...
1712
01:39:49,584 --> 01:39:52,324
Bucky, I didn't mean it.
1713
01:39:52,320 --> 01:39:55,660
Bucky, I didn't mean it.
1714
01:39:55,657 --> 01:39:57,157
Bucky!
1715
01:39:57,158 --> 01:39:58,188
It wasn't
your fault.
1716
01:39:58,193 --> 01:40:00,563
You said,
"get the sail down!"
1717
01:40:00,562 --> 01:40:02,662
I couldn't!
It jammed!
1718
01:40:02,664 --> 01:40:04,334
And then
the halyard jammed!
1719
01:40:04,332 --> 01:40:06,132
Because the goddamned
halyard jammed!
1720
01:40:06,134 --> 01:40:09,604
Then you're sittin' here
screwing around!
1721
01:40:09,604 --> 01:40:11,144
Until it's too late!
1722
01:40:11,139 --> 01:40:14,709
And I'm supposed
to take care of it!
1723
01:40:14,709 --> 01:40:15,679
That wasn't fair.
1724
01:40:15,677 --> 01:40:19,307
No! And then
you say, "hang on!"
1725
01:40:19,314 --> 01:40:20,354
"hang on!"
1726
01:40:20,348 --> 01:40:22,018
Then you let go!
1727
01:40:22,017 --> 01:40:23,677
Why'd you let go?
1728
01:40:23,685 --> 01:40:24,515
I got tired!
1729
01:40:24,519 --> 01:40:28,349
Yeah? Well,
screw you, you jerk!
1730
01:40:39,733 --> 01:40:43,703
It hurts to
be mad at him.
1731
01:40:43,705 --> 01:40:45,705
Yeah.
1732
01:40:47,041 --> 01:40:48,541
He just
wasn't careful.
1733
01:40:48,543 --> 01:40:52,613
He didn't see
how a bad thing
might happen.
1734
01:40:52,614 --> 01:40:57,054
Bad things happen even
when people are careful.
1735
01:40:57,052 --> 01:40:58,792
We should've
come in
1736
01:40:58,787 --> 01:41:01,687
When it started
to look bad.
1737
01:41:01,689 --> 01:41:04,289
So you made a mistake.
1738
01:41:04,292 --> 01:41:06,792
Why did he let go?
1739
01:41:06,795 --> 01:41:08,055
Why?
1740
01:41:08,063 --> 01:41:11,103
Maybe you
were stronger.
1741
01:41:11,099 --> 01:41:15,329
Did that ever
occur to you?
1742
01:41:22,142 --> 01:41:25,512
How long will
you punish yourself?
1743
01:41:25,513 --> 01:41:26,753
When will you quit?
1744
01:41:26,748 --> 01:41:28,508
I'd like to.
1745
01:41:28,516 --> 01:41:29,746
Why don't you?
1746
01:41:29,751 --> 01:41:33,451
It's not that easy.
1747
01:41:39,493 --> 01:41:40,833
God...
1748
01:41:40,829 --> 01:41:43,499
I loved him.
1749
01:41:47,167 --> 01:41:49,637
I know.
1750
01:42:02,850 --> 01:42:06,820
What happened?
What started all this?
1751
01:42:06,821 --> 01:42:08,861
Karen.
1752
01:42:09,823 --> 01:42:11,863
She killed herself.
1753
01:42:11,860 --> 01:42:15,630
I just found out
she's dead.
1754
01:42:15,630 --> 01:42:17,600
Jesus.
1755
01:42:17,599 --> 01:42:19,729
She was fine.
1756
01:42:19,734 --> 01:42:21,774
No. She wasn't.
1757
01:42:21,769 --> 01:42:25,839
She told me!
She said she was....
1758
01:42:25,840 --> 01:42:26,410
What?
1759
01:42:26,407 --> 01:42:29,837
She was busy and
feeling good and...
1760
01:42:29,844 --> 01:42:31,484
What?
1761
01:42:32,679 --> 01:42:33,679
What?
1762
01:42:33,681 --> 01:42:34,781
If I'd known,
1763
01:42:34,782 --> 01:42:36,452
I could've
done something.
1764
01:42:36,451 --> 01:42:39,851
You're taking
her on, too?
1765
01:42:39,854 --> 01:42:40,854
No!
1766
01:42:40,855 --> 01:42:41,685
No?
1767
01:42:41,689 --> 01:42:43,459
No, I just...
1768
01:42:43,458 --> 01:42:44,218
What?
1769
01:42:44,225 --> 01:42:45,385
That isn't it.
1770
01:42:45,393 --> 01:42:48,493
I feel really
bad about this.
1771
01:42:48,496 --> 01:42:53,626
Just let me feel
bad about this!
1772
01:42:53,635 --> 01:42:55,425
O.K.
1773
01:42:56,570 --> 01:43:00,910
Listen, I feel
bad about it, too.
1774
01:43:03,810 --> 01:43:06,780
Why do things
happen to people?
1775
01:43:06,781 --> 01:43:08,781
It isn't fair.
1776
01:43:08,783 --> 01:43:11,753
You're right.
It isn't fair.
1777
01:43:11,753 --> 01:43:14,753
You just do
one wrong thing,
1778
01:43:14,756 --> 01:43:16,356
And...
1779
01:43:16,357 --> 01:43:18,287
Um-hmm.
1780
01:43:18,293 --> 01:43:23,433
And what was the one
wrong thing you did?
1781
01:43:29,703 --> 01:43:31,773
You know.
1782
01:43:44,318 --> 01:43:46,618
You know.
1783
01:43:48,922 --> 01:43:50,622
I hung on.
1784
01:43:50,625 --> 01:43:54,285
I stayed
with the boat.
1785
01:43:54,295 --> 01:43:56,455
Exactly.
1786
01:44:00,701 --> 01:44:06,241
Now, you can live
with that, can't you?
1787
01:44:11,545 --> 01:44:13,575
I'm scared!
1788
01:44:13,581 --> 01:44:15,721
I'm scared.
1789
01:44:15,717 --> 01:44:17,647
Feelings are scary.
1790
01:44:17,652 --> 01:44:19,992
And sometimes
they're painful.
1791
01:44:19,988 --> 01:44:22,318
If you can't feel pain,
1792
01:44:22,323 --> 01:44:25,393
You won't feel
anything else.
1793
01:44:25,393 --> 01:44:28,963
You know
what I'm saying?
1794
01:44:31,531 --> 01:44:33,701
I think so.
1795
01:44:35,502 --> 01:44:37,272
You're here.
You're alive.
1796
01:44:37,272 --> 01:44:40,442
Don't say you
don't feel that.
1797
01:44:40,441 --> 01:44:42,911
It doesn't feel good.
1798
01:44:42,910 --> 01:44:44,510
It is good.
1799
01:44:44,512 --> 01:44:46,612
Believe me.
1800
01:44:50,350 --> 01:44:52,820
How do you know?
1801
01:44:53,887 --> 01:44:57,057
Because I'm your friend.
1802
01:44:59,993 --> 01:45:03,833
I don't know
what I would've done
1803
01:45:03,831 --> 01:45:07,431
If you
hadn't been here.
1804
01:45:09,903 --> 01:45:13,713
You're really my friend?
1805
01:45:14,875 --> 01:45:18,605
I am.
Count on it.
1806
01:46:10,931 --> 01:46:12,031
Hi.
1807
01:46:12,033 --> 01:46:13,103
I would've called,
1808
01:46:13,101 --> 01:46:16,541
But I didn't
want to wake anyone.
1809
01:46:16,537 --> 01:46:17,937
About
the other night...
1810
01:46:17,939 --> 01:46:20,509
I liked
being with you.
1811
01:46:20,508 --> 01:46:23,038
I didn't
like myself.
1812
01:46:23,044 --> 01:46:24,844
Conrad, I was stupid.
1813
01:46:24,846 --> 01:46:28,146
That was dumb
of me to laugh.
1814
01:46:28,149 --> 01:46:30,119
It was my fault.
1815
01:46:30,118 --> 01:46:32,588
I was embarrassed.
1816
01:46:32,587 --> 01:46:33,517
Really?
1817
01:46:33,521 --> 01:46:35,121
You were
embarrassed?
1818
01:46:35,123 --> 01:46:37,563
When those
boys came in,
1819
01:46:37,558 --> 01:46:39,828
It was awful
and awkward.
1820
01:46:39,827 --> 01:46:42,087
When I'm embarrassed,
I laugh.
1821
01:46:42,096 --> 01:46:45,156
They were just
having a good time.
1822
01:46:45,166 --> 01:46:50,066
I let them
interfere with
what was happening.
1823
01:46:50,071 --> 01:46:50,941
It was dumb.
1824
01:46:50,938 --> 01:46:54,068
I've done lots of
dumb things lately.
1825
01:46:54,075 --> 01:47:00,675
I just didn't know
if you were being
straight with me.
1826
01:47:03,150 --> 01:47:04,020
Yeah?
1827
01:47:04,018 --> 01:47:07,948
Anyway, I'd like
to try it again.
1828
01:47:07,955 --> 01:47:09,185
It worked o.K.,
1829
01:47:09,190 --> 01:47:11,920
Except for
the bowling.
1830
01:47:11,926 --> 01:47:13,556
Yes.
1831
01:47:13,561 --> 01:47:16,531
Yes?
1832
01:47:16,531 --> 01:47:19,031
Yes.
1833
01:47:19,033 --> 01:47:21,873
Are you going
to school?
1834
01:47:21,869 --> 01:47:25,569
No, not on Sunday.
1835
01:47:27,641 --> 01:47:29,681
Have you eaten?
1836
01:47:29,677 --> 01:47:31,507
No, I haven't.
1837
01:47:31,512 --> 01:47:34,912
Do you want
some breakfast?
1838
01:47:36,483 --> 01:47:38,453
O.K.
1839
01:47:51,665 --> 01:47:53,465
Mom!
1840
01:47:54,167 --> 01:47:56,967
All right.
How about that?
1841
01:47:56,971 --> 01:47:58,541
Boy, oh, boy.
1842
01:47:58,539 --> 01:48:00,069
I do love that.
1843
01:48:00,074 --> 01:48:02,814
These holes
sure do love you.
1844
01:48:02,810 --> 01:48:07,050
We should spend more time
playing golf together.
1845
01:48:07,048 --> 01:48:10,478
Maybe our next vacation
strictly golf.
1846
01:48:10,485 --> 01:48:11,945
Pinehurst,
myrtle beach...
1847
01:48:11,953 --> 01:48:13,693
Pinehurst
would be nice.
1848
01:48:13,688 --> 01:48:16,818
I think
connie would
like pinehurst.
1849
01:48:16,824 --> 01:48:20,564
Is that deliberate
or just a reflex?
1850
01:48:20,561 --> 01:48:23,131
I assumed you
meant him, too.
1851
01:48:23,130 --> 01:48:26,700
I'm surprised you
haven't called him.
1852
01:48:26,701 --> 01:48:28,701
I'll call
him tonight.
1853
01:48:28,703 --> 01:48:31,843
Can we have
a little drink?
1854
01:48:31,839 --> 01:48:33,939
Drink, yes.
Little, no.
1855
01:48:33,941 --> 01:48:35,841
Let's finish this.
1856
01:48:35,843 --> 01:48:36,643
What?
1857
01:48:36,644 --> 01:48:37,944
What you started.
1858
01:48:37,945 --> 01:48:40,145
Me? There's no point.
1859
01:48:40,147 --> 01:48:41,547
He controls you.
1860
01:48:41,549 --> 01:48:43,819
He isn't
the problem.
1861
01:48:43,818 --> 01:48:44,578
Isn't he?
1862
01:48:44,585 --> 01:48:47,985
No. Let's talk about
what's bothering you.
1863
01:48:47,989 --> 01:48:51,259
No. Let's discuss
what's bothering you.
1864
01:48:51,259 --> 01:48:55,659
How did I make
you so angry with me?
1865
01:48:55,663 --> 01:48:57,963
You blame me
for everything.
1866
01:48:57,965 --> 01:49:00,965
Can't you see
beyond yourself?
1867
01:49:00,968 --> 01:49:02,068
No, I can't!
1868
01:49:02,069 --> 01:49:05,599
Neither can you
or anybody else!
1869
01:49:05,606 --> 01:49:07,036
I'm just honest.
1870
01:49:07,041 --> 01:49:08,241
Stop being honest
1871
01:49:08,242 --> 01:49:10,712
And start
being generous!
1872
01:49:10,711 --> 01:49:11,881
Think about him!
1873
01:49:11,879 --> 01:49:14,779
What does he
expect from me?
1874
01:49:14,782 --> 01:49:18,782
He wants a hug
when he passes exams?
1875
01:49:18,786 --> 01:49:21,946
I can't respond
when someone says,
1876
01:49:21,956 --> 01:49:24,856
"I did something
great. Love me."
1877
01:49:24,859 --> 01:49:28,989
He wants to know
you don't hate him.
1878
01:49:28,996 --> 01:49:31,826
Mothers don't
hate their sons.
1879
01:49:31,832 --> 01:49:34,332
Is that what
he told you?
1880
01:49:34,335 --> 01:49:38,695
You accept
what he says
with no questions.
1881
01:49:38,706 --> 01:49:41,836
I'm trying to
keep this family--
1882
01:49:41,842 --> 01:49:44,712
What does everyone
want from me?
1883
01:49:44,712 --> 01:49:49,982
Listen, we all just
want you to be happy.
1884
01:49:49,984 --> 01:49:51,584
Happy?
1885
01:49:51,586 --> 01:49:51,916
Yes.
1886
01:49:51,919 --> 01:49:55,719
You tell me
the definition of happy.
1887
01:49:55,723 --> 01:49:58,963
First, be sure
your kids are safe,
1888
01:49:58,960 --> 01:50:02,630
That nobody's
been hit by a car
1889
01:50:02,630 --> 01:50:05,800
Or drowned in
your swimming pool!
1890
01:50:05,800 --> 01:50:10,270
Then tell me
how to be happy!
1891
01:51:03,023 --> 01:51:05,723
I'm turning in.
1892
01:51:05,726 --> 01:51:07,226
Dinner was good.
1893
01:51:07,228 --> 01:51:08,358
Really good.
1894
01:51:08,362 --> 01:51:11,062
It's early.
You tired?
1895
01:51:11,065 --> 01:51:12,895
It was
a rough week.
1896
01:51:12,900 --> 01:51:17,270
Your grandmother
wasn't too tough on you?
1897
01:51:17,271 --> 01:51:20,071
No. She was fine.
1898
01:51:21,708 --> 01:51:25,138
I'm glad you're back.
1899
01:51:38,892 --> 01:51:40,992
Good night.
1900
01:53:10,316 --> 01:53:12,316
Calvin?
1901
01:53:23,396 --> 01:53:26,196
Why are you crying?
1902
01:53:32,338 --> 01:53:33,568
Can I, uh...
1903
01:53:33,574 --> 01:53:37,084
Can I get you something?
1904
01:53:38,378 --> 01:53:39,908
I don't...
1905
01:53:39,914 --> 01:53:42,554
What did
you say?
1906
01:53:45,919 --> 01:53:48,519
Calvin, what did you say?
1907
01:53:48,522 --> 01:53:50,822
Ohhh...
1908
01:53:53,092 --> 01:53:55,932
Tell me.
1909
01:54:01,601 --> 01:54:04,001
You are beautiful.
1910
01:54:06,472 --> 01:54:10,112
And you are
unpredictable.
1911
01:54:11,144 --> 01:54:14,154
But you're
so cautious.
1912
01:54:15,849 --> 01:54:17,319
You're determined, beth,
1913
01:54:17,318 --> 01:54:20,348
But you know something?
1914
01:54:21,888 --> 01:54:24,258
You're not strong.
1915
01:54:24,991 --> 01:54:29,561
I don't know if
you're really giving.
1916
01:54:32,098 --> 01:54:33,568
Tell me something.
1917
01:54:33,567 --> 01:54:36,437
Do you love me?
1918
01:54:37,570 --> 01:54:41,110
Do you
really love me?
1919
01:54:42,041 --> 01:54:47,281
I feel the way
I've always felt about you.
1920
01:54:58,658 --> 01:55:01,188
We would've
been all right
1921
01:55:01,195 --> 01:55:05,995
If there hadn't
been any...Mess.
1922
01:55:06,399 --> 01:55:10,039
But you can't
handle mess.
1923
01:55:10,370 --> 01:55:15,370
You need everything
neat and easy.
1924
01:55:15,376 --> 01:55:16,476
I don't know.
1925
01:55:16,477 --> 01:55:19,377
Maybe you can't
love anybody.
1926
01:55:19,380 --> 01:55:21,180
It was so much buck.
1927
01:55:21,181 --> 01:55:26,691
It's as if you
buried all your
love with him.
1928
01:55:26,687 --> 01:55:29,917
I don't
understand that.
1929
01:55:30,290 --> 01:55:34,090
Maybe it
wasn't even buck.
1930
01:55:34,094 --> 01:55:35,664
Maybe it
was just you.
1931
01:55:35,663 --> 01:55:43,143
Maybe, finally,
it was the best of
you that you buried.
1932
01:55:44,704 --> 01:55:47,574
But whatever it was...
1933
01:55:50,209 --> 01:55:52,679
I don't know
who you are.
1934
01:55:52,680 --> 01:55:58,720
I don't know what
we've been playing at.
1935
01:56:00,620 --> 01:56:03,490
So I was crying.
1936
01:56:06,559 --> 01:56:12,159
Because I don't know
if I love you anymore.
1937
01:56:13,533 --> 01:56:19,603
And I don't know what
I'll do without that.
1938
01:57:48,694 --> 01:57:50,364
[door slams]
1939
01:58:50,456 --> 01:58:52,116
Dad?
1940
01:58:53,893 --> 01:58:58,303
The yard looks
smaller without leaves.
1941
01:58:58,898 --> 01:59:01,328
Dad, what happened?
1942
01:59:02,135 --> 01:59:06,435
Your mother's
going away for a while.
1943
01:59:06,440 --> 01:59:07,670
Where?
1944
01:59:07,674 --> 01:59:08,714
Why?
1945
01:59:08,709 --> 01:59:11,309
Back to houston.
1946
01:59:11,311 --> 01:59:13,881
I don't know.
1947
01:59:13,881 --> 01:59:16,151
Why? What...
1948
01:59:17,483 --> 01:59:18,583
I know why.
1949
01:59:18,585 --> 01:59:21,285
It's me,
isn't it?
1950
01:59:21,288 --> 01:59:21,848
No.
1951
01:59:21,855 --> 01:59:23,215
It's my fault.
1952
01:59:23,223 --> 01:59:25,563
Don't do that
to yourself!
1953
01:59:25,559 --> 01:59:26,529
It's nobody's fault!
1954
01:59:26,527 --> 01:59:31,497
Things happen. People
don't always have answers.
1955
01:59:33,833 --> 01:59:37,943
I don't know why
I'm yelling at you.
1956
01:59:37,938 --> 01:59:41,468
You should do
that more often.
1957
01:59:41,475 --> 01:59:43,475
Haul my ass a little.
1958
01:59:43,477 --> 01:59:45,577
Get after me.
1959
01:59:47,213 --> 01:59:48,883
Like you did for him.
1960
01:59:48,882 --> 01:59:50,522
He needed it.
1961
01:59:50,517 --> 01:59:51,247
You didn't.
1962
01:59:51,251 --> 01:59:54,491
You were always
so hard on yourself,
1963
01:59:54,488 --> 01:59:56,918
I never
had the heart.
1964
01:59:56,924 --> 01:59:59,424
Oh, dad, don't.
1965
01:59:59,426 --> 02:00:02,626
Well,
it's the truth.
1966
02:00:03,429 --> 02:00:05,799
I never worried
about you.
1967
02:00:05,799 --> 02:00:09,669
I just wasn't
listening.
1968
02:00:09,670 --> 02:00:12,270
I wasn't sending
many signals then.
1969
02:00:12,272 --> 02:00:13,772
You couldn't
do anything.
1970
02:00:13,774 --> 02:00:18,784
I should've
got a handle
on it somehow.
1971
02:00:22,481 --> 02:00:27,291
I used to figure you had
a handle for everything.
1972
02:00:27,287 --> 02:00:28,617
You knew it all.
1973
02:00:28,622 --> 02:00:33,962
You always made us feel
everything would be all right.
1974
02:00:33,961 --> 02:00:37,401
I've thought about
that a lot lately.
1975
02:00:37,397 --> 02:00:39,697
I really
admire you for it.
1976
02:00:39,700 --> 02:00:41,670
Don't admire
people too much.
1977
02:00:41,668 --> 02:00:46,338
They'll disappoint
you sometimes.
1978
02:00:46,340 --> 02:00:48,970
I'm not disappointed.
1979
02:00:51,577 --> 02:00:53,647
I love you.
1980
02:00:59,652 --> 02:01:01,792
I love you, too.
1981
02:01:04,323 --> 02:01:06,963
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1982
02:01:06,960 --> 02:01:09,490
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1983
02:01:09,496 --> 02:01:13,396
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prohibited without permission of
national captioning institute
1984
02:01:13,400 --> 02:01:17,840
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