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- "Haven't done this before."

That's what they all say.

- [Man] It's true!

- Look, I'm nobody's training wheels,

you don't have to act honest and

I've seen you down there before.

- This was a mistake.

Here's something for your time.

- Wait a minute.

You like what you see?

Go ahead,

touch it.

- What's your name?

- Jackson.

What's yours?

- I'm not gonna tell you that.

Nice to meet you, Jackson.

Have a good night.

- Hey!

Sure we can make some sort of arrangement.

Easy, tiger,

we have to make a deal first.

- How's 50?

- 50 is nifty.

(solemn music)

- That was amazing.

- What can I say, I'm a professional.

Better than your wife?

- How did you know I had a wife?

- I don't.

Most people like you do.

- People like me?

- What's her name?

- [Man] What's that?

- A joint.

- Don't smoke that here!

- What, are you my father?

I can call you daddy, but that's where it ends.

- Cheryl.

- Cheryl?

- My wife's name.

How did you get started in this line of work?

- It's a long story.

Here.

- No, thank you.

- Oh, come on, just one hit.

- I haven't done that since the 70s.

- Then you'll be fine,

like riding a bike.

That's about enough for you.

- Your story.

- Right.

My dad died when I was little.

My mom turned to religion which seemed

to help her through it.

As I got older, I realized I was gay

and I tried to hide it from my mom,

but she eventually found some pamphlets

I got from a school councilor.

So, she kicked me out.

- Where'd you go?

- Well,

after a few days on the street

I got placed in a home.

Just terrible.

So I ran.

I wanted to go to Florida, I've never been to the ocean.

But I never made it past here.

When I get the money, I'm going there.

- When's that?

- Funny, if I knew that, I would not be here right now.

I love this song.

- [Man] I love strip teases.

- How can I strip when I'm practically naked?

- Cuddle with me.

- [News Announcer] Officials say that the new library

will be opened in October.

In political news, the race for senate heated up today

as Evangelical pastor, Gene Stevenson

endorsed conservative congressman, Hank Smith

from the pulpit today.

- [Gene] Hank is the kind of man we want in office,

a man of God.

Hank is a defender of the traditional family.

I am proud to call Hank not only an ally, but--

- Sorry, I was just flipping through the channels.

I didn't mean to wake you.

- What time is it?

- Dunno.

- Alright, where is it?

- [Jackson] Where's what?

- Don't play games with me.

You know very well what I'm talking about.

My phone.

- Dude, I did not take your phone.

- What did you do with my phone?

- I told you I don't know.

The buzz is making you totally paranoid.

Maybe you left it at home.

- I never go anywhere without my phone

ya fucking thief!

- That's it, I'm outta here.

Thanks for the business.

Enjoy the rest of your life.

- [Gene] Let me see that bag.

- Stay out of my bag!

- What's this, you fucking junkie?

- God, I told you I didn't have your fucking phone, old man.

Jesus Christ, learn to trust people once in a while,

paranoid asshole.

(phone ringing)

- I'm sorry.

- You bet you are.

- Don't leave me.

- You ruined it, old man.

- [Gene] I'll pay you more.

- You don't have enough money.

Aren't you gonna answer that?

- Too late.

300, that'll get you to Florida.

- You're not gonna go all crazy on me again, are you?

- [Gene] I said I was sorry.

- Maybe we should have you lay off the weed.

- [Gene] Good idea.

- I got you good, didn't I?

- Feels like it.

- [Jackson] You should put some ice on that,

I'll be right back.

- [News Announcer] The congressional race heats up

with a big endorsement at 11.

- What the fuck are you doing here?

- [Jackson] Ice delivery.

- [Gene] I was thinking,

it's been fun and all.

- And there's more fun to be had.

Don't go, you just paid me to stay.

- I know.

I'm confused.

- Obviously.

What are you gonna tell your wife?

- I was mugged.

- [Jackson] Thin she'll buy it?

- Yeah.

I should really get that.

Hi, honey.

Yeah, everything's going great here,

just relaxing at home.

How's the conference going?

Great.

Love you too.

Bye.

- Sounds like you've got a good wife.

- Why?

- She trusts you.

You should keep her around.

- Now I'm getting relationship advice

from a boy who sells his body on the streets?

- I try when I can.

I've seen a lot of relationships,

not many are trusting.

Do you trust me?

- The jury's still out on that.

- Good answer.

Maybe you can tell her you got

punched in the face after pounding some hot ass.

- That won't go over very well.

There's a hot ass though.

I have a hard time believing this is real.

- Maybe it's not.

- Well, then it's a real good dream.

- Yeah?

- Doing all of this and it feels so good.

Part of my brain is telling me what I'm doing is bad.

But it feels so good, it just can't be wrong.

- You know what I think?

- What?

- You're so stoned, you big hefty.

(laughs)

Oh, I wouldn't--

- What?

I'm already cheating on my wife,

what's one more sin?

Do you have a boyfriend?

- [Jackson] Doesn't go well with the job.

- You know,

if I were younger and we had met

under different circumstances,

I'd want to be your boyfriend.

No!

- What?

- I don't want to watch TV.

- So jumpy, I was just trying to pass time

until you were ready for round two.

- Oh, at my age there is no round two.

- I'm patient.

- You know, I do feel energetic.

- [Jackson] Yeah?

- Yeah.

Oh!

(laughing)

Oh, yeah, oh.

(grunting)

- [Jackson] You ready for round two now?

- Oh, yeah, I'm ready.

I haven't had a round two

in a long time.

- It's okay.

Just let go.

It's okay.

Just let go.

- [Gene] Jackson?

- [Jackson] You're awake.

- What is all this?

- I thought we could try something a little kinkier.

- [Gene] Oh, I don't know about that.

- It was your suggestion, don't you remember?

- I don't remember much.

- [Jackson] I figured.

- What was that stuff?

- Trade secret.

You became a kinky little fucker too.

Tying you up seemed like a good idea,

you know, to protect yourself.

- Protect me?

- Yeah, dude, you were gonna paint the town.

A man of your stature shouldn't be running around town

half naked and high.

It could cause a lot of problems.

- What do you know?

- Apparently a lot more than what

everyone else knows, Gene.

Or should I say, reverend?

- Help!

Help, help!

- Scream all you want.

So much kinky shit happens in this roach motel

of all things that you want.

- How did you find out?

- You're not the most private person,

campaigning to rid the town of perverts and fags.

Turns out you're one yourself.

- I'm not a faggot.

- Ah, well, you sure fooled me

when we were fucking.

- You drugged me.

- [Jackson] Oh, please, you chose to do it.

- Let me go!

- If that's what you want.

What's the magic word?

- Fuck you.

- Oh, since you asked so nicely.

Figure the other one out on your own.

Oh, this is rich.

- [Gene] What are you doing?

- Making a movie, and you're the star.

- Turn that off!

- I'm not finished!

I forgot to tell you,

coming down from that stuff can get pretty ugly.

You want your phone?

Here.

This movie wasn't as fun as the ones

we made earlier anyway.

The damage is done.

I hope your wife enjoys those pictures of you

sucking my dick.

Oh, for good measure, I also sent them to that...

- Jackson.

Jackson.

Wake up.

I'm sorry,

but you left me no choice.

(phone rings)

Hello?

Cheryl?

No, no, don't, please!

No, Cheryl!

God dammit!

Look what you've done.

You've ruined my life, you've destroyed my family

and God knows what else.

All this time I thought I found someone

who cared about me, who I could talk to,

who I could relate to.

It now turns out you're just another

fucking vulture, pervert whore like all the rest!

Can you hear me all the way down in hell

you fucking vulture, pervert whore?

I love you.

Do you know how many times I've prayed

for this feeling to be taken away?

This is bullshit!

Can you hear me, God?

This is bullshit!

I prayed and prayed!

Do you know how hard I prayed?

What did I do to deserve this?

- You mean no answer is the answer.

- [Gene] Oh, God!

- Oh, God is right.

You can pray all you want,

but maybe God is just trying to tell you

that you're a nasty old faggot

who likes to pick up underage boy prostitutes

and pay them for sex, gay sex!

- [Gene] Will you shut the fuck up?

- What, can't handle the truth, can you?

- Do you have any idea what it's like

to be in my position?

- Let's see.

Money, career, family?

No, I don't, but I'd love to.

It's people like you spewing your hateful beliefs

that put me and thousands of other people

in the position we're in now.

Do you think I give a fuck

that your house of cards lifestyle

is crashing down around you?

You destroyed my life and any chance

I had at a future

before I was even old enough to drive!

- I didn't do that.

- Yes you did, you motherfucker!

- But you don't understand.

I'm having the same conflicts as you.

- It's not the same!

I chose to be honest.

When you were found out, you tried to kill me, you coward!

- I didn't mean to.

- You were surprised when I woke up!

- Fine, just shoot me.

- What?

- You obviously hate me.

The gun is in your hand, pull the trigger!

When you were lying on the floor,

I told you I loved you.

How many other people in your life right now

would tell you they loved you?

How many?

So, go ahead,

pull the trigger on the only person in the world

who loves you!

- You think I'm letting you get off that easy?

You think I'm gonna let you escape

the torment that your people inflicted upon me?

I want you to walk out of here

and face your friends, your family and church

and the rest of society

and feel the pain as the people you thought loved you

turn their backs on you.

That's what I want.

Killing you would just make you a martyr.

- But I'm weak, Jackson, I can't face them.

Let's just leave, you and I, together,

right now.

- Where would we go?

- Anywhere you want!

How about Florida?

We could walk out that door right now, you and I,

and we can leave behind this bullshit lie

we've been living.

We can be on the beach in Florida.

- I've never been to Florida.

- Tropical drinks, warm sand,

you in a bathing suit, that hot ass of yours.

- And dancing?

- And dancing.

Just be there for me, okay?

Let's do it, I love you.

- [Jackson] No.

No, please!

(gun fires)

(gun fires)

- I told you I couldn't face them.

(solemn music)