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Getting married is so
important to me.

This year...

I'm ready to meet the
love of my life.

I've just hope that she is the one.

..22 courageous singles...

I can't believe I'm getting
married today.

..embarked on their pursuit
of a happily ever after.

I deserve to find love.

But to achieve the fairy tale...

I'm putting everything into it.

..they said "I do" to
a total stranger.

It's hit me now.

BLEEP.

Oh, my God.

This programme contains very strong
language and adult themes

La la Madonna.

Oh, you're really cute!

You are my woman.

Damn!
EXCITED SCREAMS

She's perfect.

Throughout their journeys...

Oh, my God!

I'm so grateful I've been
matched with you.

..there have been times to
treasure...

I love you!

That's what we're here for.

I love you to the stars and back.

What!
SHE LAUGHS

..but also times of heartache.

Is this a friendship
or is this more?

I'm a size 14.

I'm not a BLEEP monster.

Don't make promises
that you can't keep.

All right, we're done then.

I am not comfortable with you
being in this apartment.

Cos you left me alone again!

SHE SIGHS

And a flirtation gone too far.

She's trying it on with all
the other guys.

It looks BLEEP shady.

Oh, I'm not BLEEP.
You're speaking to me like shit.

Have they not been sneakily kissing?

You are a stinking liar.

As the pressure mounted...

Adam said that he doesn't know
if he sees a future with me.

No!

As of now, I'm a single man.

..couples began to feel the
strain...

I prepare myself for the worst.

We're so different on
so many levels.

..forcing some to throw in the
towel.

I'm not going to give my all to
somebody that gives me 10%. Leave.

I'm leaving.

He lacks any shred of integrity.

Leave.

At the vow renewals...

I do not want to give up.

Our future starts now.

I know my worth and you aren't
worthy of me.

This marriage is done.

Dead.

Deceased.

R.I.P.

Two couples went their
separate ways.

You've used me to paint a narrative
that you could be a good man

but all you've really done is show
that you're a good liar.

It was never about me.

It was always about you.

You are a BLEEP joke.

But for others, the future had
never looked so bright.

You make me feel safe,
heard and loved.

I love you.

I met the love of my life.

Tonight...

Hello! Ah!
KRISTINA SCREAMS

..the group reunite for one
last dinner party...

I feel sick.

I need to stop looking at him.

I've got to block her.

She don't know.

..rousing old feelings for some.

I put my life on the line for you.

I think I'm quite numb.

I just need five minutes.

Seeing Kieran, it just killed me.

It's just going to be a bit
painful, isn't it?

As the return of one bride...

Since leaving the experiment,
I have built a really strong

connection with one of the boys.

We're both ready for war.
Let's go.

Oh, no!

..reignites feuds.

You're all BLEEP screaming at me,
yet...

Who the BLEEP are you talking to?

Oh, I'm fuming!

But it's bitterness between exes...

Why are you bitching about someone
who doesn't want you? Why does it
bother you so much?

Because I BLEEP want to.

We had sex three times
for ten weeks.

..that provokes Polly to see red.

BLEEP you! You BLEEP prick!

Oh! Oh!

CHURCH BELLS TOLL

Knowing how much everyone
was really rooting for

me and Kristina is beautiful.

She's an amazing, incredible girl.

What we had was so special.

I think the wedding day was
the best day of my life.

It was incredible.

Genuinely thought that Kristina
was my forever wife.

Not being able to see or speak
to Kieran as much as I'd like,

it's been really tough.

I could have seen a future
with Kieran.

The good outweighs the bad for me.

But I'm looking forward
to seeing him.

I'm hoping I just don't get that
stomach drop moment

when I do see him.

I don't want everything
to flood back.

Ross promised in his vows
that he'd moved

to Walsall straight away.

And...

Um... Oh, I don't know.
It's so difficult.

SHE CLEARS THROAT

I can't pretend that things
have been perfect.

We're both fiery and we've had
some huge rows.

But...

..we've really done everything
we can to make it work.

And me and Ross are still
very much in love.

Every relationship argues
but at the end of the day,

we work on it and it
made us stronger.

She's amazing. She's beautiful
inside and out.

I'm a lucky guy.

The only person I'm not looking
forward to seeing is Polly.

I know she's probably going to start
gobbing off, as always.

I feel like I've done nothing wrong,
but Polly's been making loads

of online videos about exes
and past relationships

that are blatantly aimed at me.

She's been doing a lot of digs at me
in group chats and stuff.

She wants to be my enemy, to try
and make me look like an idiot,

and I'm not here for it.

I feel like I do need an apology
from Adam for what happened

during our relationship.

I have tried to reach out to
since the experiment finished,

and his responses to me have
just been very cold, very rude.

But I do think Adam needs to
take some accountability

because he thinks the sun
shines out of his arse.

I have thought a lot about Amy
since leaving the experiment.

There's a lot of feelings
for her and those feelings

are very difficult to erase.

But I haven't given up.

We have stayed in touch.

In fact, it was her birthday,
and I sent her a little brooch

of a turtle to remind her of the
memories we had in the honeymoon.

And I'm hoping that if Amy wears
it today, perhaps that is a sign

that we can rekindle things.

You know, in an ideal world, she'd
put her tongue down my neck

and we just have a lovely,
passionate kiss.

In an ideal world, that's
what I want to do.

I do feel quite nervous seeing all
the girls just because of the way

girls' day went for me was horrific.

Every time I enter a room
with these girls, I feel

like I'm walking into a lion's den.

However, since leaving the
experiment, I have built

a really strong connection
with one of the boys.

Us walking in together
makes sense to us.

Knowing I've got someone in my
corner makes me feel so much

more confident, so much better.

We want to support each other and
if people have got an issue

with that, then that's
their problem.

Well, here we are, guys.

We are at the reunion dinner party.

And of course, this is the first
time all of our couples

have been back together
since the experiment ended.

And of course, we had four
couples left at vow renewals,

so it will be interesting to see how
many of them are still together. Mm.

Ooh, we're the first ones in.

Oh, Nathan and Lacey!

Couple dressing up a storm.

Cheers. Cheers to us.

Still going strong. Mm.

Well, they definitely look like
they're still very much in love.

They do.

You look very gorgeous, I must say.
Thank you. You're looking stunning.

Thank you. And you're still
really cool.

Hello!
LACEY SCREAMS

Oh! Oh!

Here's our Kristina.

So glad to see you, babe.
I'm shaking.

You look so bloody lovely!

So lovely to see her back
and smiling.

Yes. Oh, my God, first ones. Cheers.
Cheers.

After a very teary goodbye. Mm.

So how are you? Yeah, how are you?

Oh, honestly I am so
gassed to be back.

Have you spoke to Kieran?

Not much.

No? Not much.

Aw, don't cry. You all right?
No, I know. No, no that's fine.

Like we did have a really good
FaceTime for like two hours,

and then it's just been very
sort of here and there, really.

I'm really looking forward
to seeing him. Yeah. Mm.

I have missed him.

I'm just really interested to see,
like, how he is with me.

You're such a lovable girl. Aw.

And he did have a lot
of love for you.

Yeah. And...I'm still rooting
for you.

Everything that Kristina is saying,
how she's saying it shows

that she still has feelings
for Kieran.

Yeah. Yeah.

Hello!

Ah!

Here's Emma.

Emma Barnes.

Ah! Ah!

Bundle of joy. We love Emma. Yes.

How are you, darling?

I'm so excited.

Have you spoke to Caspar or
anything?

Um, we had, like, a 40-minute
phone call. Ooh.

I was on my way back from work,
and it was like, I don't know,

it was just like Caspar always is.

THEY LAUGH
So nothing...?

At the end of it, I thought, "How
did I live with him for five weeks?"

Oh, my God.

Oh, Caspar.

THEY SCREAM

EXCITED CHATTER

You all right, legend? Aw!

It's so lovely to see Ross
and Sacha still together.

Yes. Looking really excited to
be here.

This is great.

ROSS: How are you both?

Yeah, we're good, yeah.
Yeah, we're good! Still together?

Yeah. Yeah.

How are you two?

Good! Good? Yeah?
Really, really good.

It's nice to see you two so happy.
I know, same for you two.

Yeah. Yeah, yeah.

And how often have you guys
been seeing each other?

Ross lives with me now.

What?

Oh! Wow. Wow!

That's quick. Oh, yeah.
They've moved in together!

I didn't see that coming. Wow.

In his final vows, he said, like,
"I'm going to move to Walsall."

Yeah. But, like, I don't expect
it to be so sudden.

He had his case. He went,

"Yeah, I'm just going to take
this case and buy new stuff."

What? No! So he just he just come
to mine and he lives there.

Yeah. Yeah. And then on
weekends, he's in Manchester

with his daughter Blue.

Yeah, yeah.

This was a big issue for
Ross and Sacha.

So it's so exciting to know that
they've actually made it work

and they're living together.
Wow. Yes.

And how are you with that?
Like, are you...? We're good.

So, like, at first it was a
bit turbulent.

I think maybe adapting to it...
I mean, it's a lot isn't it?

It's a lot. Cos we don't even
have any time apart.

But now, like sound.

Yeah? Yeah, sound.

CHEERING

Oh, wow.

Oh, where's Adam?

KRISTINA SCREAMS

You look lovely!

Thank you.

How are you doing? Hello, darling.

No Polly and Adam.

No. We've got Polly and Holly.

KRISTINA: How are you feeling?

OVERLAPPING CHATTER
Are you feeling all right?

Little bit nervous.

I got a bit of a squeaky bum.

You'll be fine. You'll be
absolutely fine.

Yeah? Breathe. Yeah.

They didn't make it.

No. No.

It was a difficult one, wasn't it?

Because we know they had been
on quite a roller-coaster,

and we weren't sure whether
they were going to make it or not,

but it's just so sad to see.

Yeah. Oh, yeah.

Oh, God.

Why do I feel like...?
Are you feeling all right?

I mean, I feel as good as I can
feel at this moment in time

with how we are.

Yeah. But how we are is on him,
unfortunately, because there's

been a few times that I've reached
out, obviously separately. Yeah.

And it's just been responded back
to like a piece of shit.

So he's already created something
where there is going to be tension

between me and him.

Wow.

I mean, there's a lot to unpack
there because, you know,

first is, I feel like we're right
back to where we left with Polly.

That is, "I've reached out to
him several times."

Why? Why do you keep doing that?

Why? He is not responding
back in a positive way.

What's the point then?

I think for Polly, she's always
held out hope.

But I think there has to come
a point where you say

enough is enough.

Hello, darling. Hello, how you
been? Cheers. Cheers, baby.

I'm fine. I've heard from Alex.

We've kind of, like, made amends,
not rekindling or anything.

Like there's no relationship
involved.

I don't feel like there could
be a relationship again.

But, you know, we are a lot
of similar...

That's good.

It's positive. Yeah. It's positive.

Yeah. I suppose that's all that
we can ask for that

if they're not together, that
they're civil with one another.

So that's really encouraging
to hear.

EXCITED SCREAMS

Oh, my God!

Aw, here's Sionainn.

Incredible! Look at you, baby.

Love it. You all right?

Sionainn and Ryan did have a...a
rough end to the relationship.

She needed to leave, and we
respected her decision to do so.

So it's great to see her coming back
to get some support from the group.

Yeah.

Sion, how are you, baby?
You good?

Yeah. What's been going on?
How are you? Good?

Fine. Yeah, it was obviously
an abrupt exit.

Um... Have you spoke to him?

No. No? No, not a word.

Have you spoke to Hannah?

No! No?

Bloody hell imagine, me and
Hannah are besties!

No, shut up. I feel like the last
time I spoke to Hannah

was girls' night and same. Yeah.

I don't want to remember
that evening.

THEY LAUGH

NATHAN: Sionainn, did Stephen ask
you on a date?

Kind of.

Oh.

He'd mentioned maybe going
for a date at some point.

And I was like, "I'm not dating just
now. Like, not for me." Oh, right.

And he was like, well, what if...?

Was that a... Was that a I'm not
dating or I'm not dating for you?

Yeah. OK. Yeah. Yeah.

Wow. Stephen continuing to
shoot his shot.

Yeah. Oh!

Even after the game. He's shooting
shots after the game has ended.

Yeah. Oh, man. And
completely missed the goal

by the look of it. Oh, my gosh.

Oi, oi! Yeah, you're
absolutely right...

What's happening?
Your hair's amazing.

Wow. Look at you.

Aw, here's Kieran.

Aw, hi.

Nice to see you. Nice to see you.
Good to see you too, bro.

Hello, lovely. Nice to see you.

Looking a lot brighter than he
was when we last saw him. Yeah.

Hello. Hello. Long time.

Holly.

She loves that man.

She does. Look at the way
she's looking at him. Mm-hm.

Starry eyed.

Hello, Stina. Nice to see you.

I'm joking.

HE LAUGHS

EXPERTS: Aw!

Aw, don't!

So what's happening?
What you been up to?

Yeah. Just living.
Living, adjusting.

It's hard, isn't it?

Yeah. Really hard.

Like, I have really struggled.

Like, I feel like now.

Like I'm still, like, just
trying to adjust, like...

I still, like, pinch myself.

And I just think, like,
"I was married."

Do you know what I mean?

I think I'm quite numb.

Yeah, I know you are.
I think I'm quite numb.

Like the questions that have
run through my head

have been a bit like, "Were
you ever, like, 100% in it?"

Why?

Well, because I feel like it hasn't,
like, like really left

an impact on you.

Just because I don't get
as...as emotional as you,

it doesn't mean that I'm not
feeling anything. Mm.

It's sad for me.

Yeah. So I get why it's sad
for you

because it's also sad for me.

There's a lot of shit that
goes around in my head

what maybe just doesn't come
out my mouth. It's the way I am.

I know it's difficult for Kieran
as the ex-husband to know quite

what to say here, but I think it
would be helpful for the situation

for him to be able to say
something nice

about their experience together.

It seems like Kristina just needs
some kind of acknowledgement

that our relationship mattered.

But you can see he's holding back
now because he's so scared

of giving her false hope.

Yeah.

Are you tearing up?

Yeah. I really don't want to
and I don't know why.

Why? I don't know.

Please don't cry.

No, no, no, no. It's fine.

I just feel like I put my life
on the line for you.

But nothing stands out for you.

I'm your ex-husband. How can
I support you? Oh, I just
need five minutes.

Seeing Kieran...

..it just killed me.

I just didn't... I didn't think I
was going to be like this.

I didn't think I was
going to be upset.

It's just brought back so
much emotion.

So many feelings.

LACEY : What's he said that's...?

I don't know. I just feel like
he just doesn't care. Yeah.

He just said like, "I feel numb."

He didn't want me.

And that's a hard pill to swallow.

CHURCH BELLS TOLL

CHURCH BELLS TOLL

How can you support someone
that like you're...?

I'm her ex.

No, I know.

I've got to watch how I tread.

Do you know what I mean, like?

I have spoken to Stina about this,
and the crux of it is probably

that she's got a lot more
feelings there than she...

She's letting on. ..than she
lets on.

It's just shit. And I just didn't
like seeing her upset.

I hate it.

You'll be fine in time, like...

I think that's what it is.
It's time.

I just feel bad for her.

I feel really fucking bad.

Maybe it is that he cares
for her, but actually

she really likes him still.

And it's a really difficult
position, I think, for him

as an ex-husband to know
how to support her.

I didn't want to cry.

I know. Yeah, but it's all...

You're all right. It's OK to cry.

Stina, you had things to air, right?

There's a lot of emotion harboured
up in your beautiful little body.

He obviously is so fucking
forgetful.

Like, what did it mean to you?

Like, what did this journey
mean to you?

Because it meant the fucking
world to me. Yeah.

Do you know what I mean?

Yeah.

He cares, babes.

He cares. Well, he hasn't showed
it very well, has he?

I suppose it shows that when you
break up with someone that people

heal at different paces. Yeah.

And this is what we're seeing here.

It kind of sounds like Kristina's
really holding on to some

of the memories of the relationship.

But actually, for Kieran,
he's moved on.

Yeah.

I hate seeing you cry.

I don't want you getting
upset around us at all.

That's not why I've... Why I'm here.

But you've got to understand,
there's a line between this here.

How can I... How can I give
my ex-wife the support

that she does need?

That I deserve, Kieran. 100...

Yeah, but off your ex-husband?

Yeah, I know you are, Kieran,
but as the individual,

very unique person that I am,
like, I just thought things

would just be slightly different.

That's all it is.

If I didn't care, Kristina,
I wouldn't be here.

I would have just sat in there.

Well...

I don't want to see you upset.

SHE EXHALES
I just...

I'm sorry you feel
the way you feel.

And I know because I'm a
massive part of that.

I haven't been giving you the
time that you need,

I haven't been giving you the
attention that you need.

And I'm sorry for that.

I am sorry for that.

Come here. I'm so sorry.

Don't be sorry. No, I'm not
even sorry.

Stop saying sorry,
you fucking weirdo.

HE LAUGHS

This is something that most
of the people here tonight

are going to have to figure out.

How to navigate around a new
relationship with an ex-partner.

Yeah. Mm.

Oi, oi!

EXCITED CHEERS

KRISTINA: Oh, my God!

I feel sick.

How are you, bro?

My heart's going pitter patter.
Pitter patter.

I mean, you...you can see Polly
has a lot of anticipation

around this interaction with Adam.
Mm.

Oh, he's just turning
his back to her.

Mm.

What have you got in there, a hanky?

Yeah. You not got one?
No, I've got a sock.

Hello. You all right?
Yeah. Are you?

Nice to see ya. Nice to see you.

Hello, mate. Ay up. You all right?

Yeah, are you? Yes. Thank you.

EMMA: You look a million bucks!

You're looking good, Emma.
Nice to see you.

All right, you? Yes.

Oh, he looks cute in his little
bow tie, actually.

Yeah, I like the colour
that he's got on, though.

Oh!
EMMA LAUGHS

It's quite nice blazer,
actually, you prick.

I think it's clear to see that Polly
is still quite physically

attracted to Adam.

And because of that, she's
holding out hope that he will

give her something tonight.

How was your final vows?

Oh, no. Got to fit Orson on. Need
to get all the boys. Um, bad.

Was it? Why?

I didn't really agree with what
she was saying, calling me fake

and a liar and...

I led her on and stuff,
which I don't think I did.

I don't think no-one else
here thinks I did.

You know what I mean?

Started bickering with me
at the end as well.

And I just walked off.

Have you spoke to her since?

We spoke on text once and
we just ended up bickering.

It's just boring, like, I'm over it.

I'm completely over it.

But she just don't stop talking
about me and, like,

digging at me and stuff.

There's been about five times
in the group chat where

I've literally just been like.
"I'm going to leave in a minute

"because, like, I'm going to end
up saying something I regret."

It's like some little vendetta
against me.

This chat thing, I think, is
interesting because we see

this year after year where what
ends up happening is they leave

the experiment, but then they form
these chat groups with each other,

and that's where rumour
and further friction begins.

Mm. Yeah. And then it
spills over into the reunion.

And we're going to see it tonight.

Yes.

Just little comments like,

"I would be peaceful with him
if he was respectful."

So she's saying I'm disrespectful.

It's like, how am I disrespectful?

Oh, I don't know.

I feel sick, I need to stop
looking at him.

There's just such an expectation
of what I want to happen tonight.

What do you...? And I just don't
think... What do you want to happen?

For him to just pull me and
have a chat

and just be like,
"Right, we're fine."

But, like, I just don't feel like
he will because he's got...

He feels that he's got nothing
to apologise for.

Mm.

ADAM: She's been doing like
social media posts like

blatantly aimed at me and
those Instagram posts

about narcissist and stuff.

I've had to block her.

She don't know.

I'm not having me feeling like
every time I post something,

she's going to screenshot it
and send it to her mates

being like, "Oh, my God,
what a prick."

Is that what's happened? Like, why?

That's what she's been doing.
Really?

She's been taking pictures of my
thing going, "He's embarrassing."

I think for Polly, the more
she keeps this conflict alive,

it's like a form of intimacy,
isn't it?

Where the partner doesn't want you

but actually, if you keep the
conflict going, there's something

exciting that just keeps
happening in the space.

And it's more than what she was
going to get from him anyway.

Right. Yeah. Some attention is
better than none. Than none.

Yeah. Yeah. Even if it's bad. Yeah.

Have you guys spoken to Hannah?

No! Have you?

We had... We had, like, a few
conversations, obviously,

um, when we left.

Yeah. You know, me and her, like...
Did you go on a date?

Yes.

Ah. Oh, a date.

Um... And how was that?

It was good, but there was not...

There was not enough there.

Yeah. There was not enough there.
Yeah.

And like, I wanted to know like,
you excite me.

You know what I mean, like?
She didn't excite you?

Yeah.

Because... Give an A4 pad of paper.

What? What did you say?
Sorry. Sorry. What did you say?

I'm just code wording with
my girls.

Oh, you're code wording.
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.

It's never been a closed book
between Hannah and Holly.

So put both of them in a room...

..sparks, fireworks.

Like, that's always going
to happen to me.

So, do you know about the comment
that was made,

off Hannah about my daughter?

Kind of but fill me in.

Alex had spoke to me and said,

"If I tell you something, promise
you won't say anything."

And I was like, "Right, OK."

And he said, "Hannah's been talking
about you to me, saying some things.

"And she turned around and said,

"'Polly's daughter is a carbon
copy of her.

'"God help her if she turns out
like her mother.'"

Damn.
MEL EXHALES

Now, the way I see it is, that's
my fucking child. Ugh!

And I'm an amazing mother.

Yes, I know you are.

I really want that comment
to be brought up because

she's my child and anyone
speaks about my children...

Yeah, but she ain't...
She ain't going to bring it up.

If she going to come
in with something like that...

She ain't gonna bring it up.
Let's be honest.

This is the first time during
this entire experiment

I'm walking into a room
being supported by someone.

I'm probably going to get
some shit, but I am not

taking people's bullshit today.

We're both ready for war. Let's go.

Whoa!

Oh. Wow. Look at these two.

Hannah and Ryan.

Hey. Hey. Ooh!
ADAM LAUGHS

What the fuck?

Whoa.

Oh. Wow. Look at these two.

Hannah and Ryan.

Hey. Hey. Ooh!
ADAM LAUGHS

What the fuck?

Hi.

Are they entering as a new couple?

Well, they're not holding hands.

Yes, bro. How are you? Hello!

ORSON: Come here, girl.

You look looks so... I don't want
to get make-up on you.

It's giving carvery.

What meats do you want?
I'll have them all.

How are you? Are you good?

Yeah, are you? Yeah, yeah.
I'm good, I'm good.

Has he said hi?

What do you think?

No, I'm just asking!

No. He's got no balls.

Right, our elephant in the
fucking room.

What's going on?

Nothing's happened.
We're...we're really good friends.

For me, he said last time I walked
into a room full of people

in this room, I got absolutely
verbally abused and attacked.

Wow.

Is that aimed at me?

A few people, yeah.

Here we go.

Hannah's been here two minutes.

She's already making comments
to try and piss me off.

Like, what is your problem with me?

Every time I see her she
just makes sly remarks.

Why make a comment aimed
at me straight away, though?

Like it's a bit embarrassing.

I told you it was going to happen.

Like, guys... I'm sorry.
I'm not being funny,

it's been the same situations
over and over again.

Are we fucking surprised?

I would imagine that they've come in
together to support one another,

but they really do know
how to ruffle feathers.

Yeah.

Have you spoke to Sionainn?

No. No, no. Have you not?

No.

Do you not think you should
probably go and speak to her?

I'm chilled, Kieran.

You were married to Sionainn.
Yeah, I know. I know that.

You owe her that respect of a...
Of a conversation, like, look...

Dude, you're a man.
No, I understand that.

I understand, but I don't
owe anything.

I just think sometimes distance
is better to keep.

INDISTINCT CHATTER

How are you, angel?

My favourite. Have you
been training?

Have I been training? Sorry.

HE LAUGHS
You're a dickhead.

Shut up! Shut up!

HE LAUGHS

I can't with you, you know.
I can't with you.

Abs are popping.

It feels like that was a performance
for everyone to see. Oh, yeah.

Yeah. And for the women
more than Orson.

Yeah. Yeah.

I think I gravitated to you
because of, like...

You fancy me.

She is being flirtatious with Orson,

she's walked in with Ryan.

She's made it clear that there's
issues with the other girls.

I do feel sorry for her that
she's by herself, but I feel

like there are things that she
could do to help herself.

Yes, I agree.

Ooh!

Hey, guys.

Oh, Caspar and Charlie.

Hello, wifey.

Hello.

Hello, darling. Charlie!

How are you, Charlie? Charlie!
I'm fine!

You look amazing. You look amazing.

How you doing? Hello.

You've stolen my husband.
I stole your man.

EMMA LAUGHS
I'm sorry.

It's so lovely to see the group
welcome Charlie

because we know that Charlie felt
quite uncomfortable in the group

and had felt judged by some people.

So it's lovely to see them
welcoming her so well. It is.

How are you, darling?

I'm surviving.

I've still got my...my wedding
ring on.

Where? Oh!

Oh! That's nice.

It's still part of my life,
isn't it?

That's nice. That's cute.

It was a really big part of my life.

I want to keep it there.
You know where it is.

And it's, you know, it's somewhere,
you know, close and personal.

That's where I am,
right next to your heart.

That's cute. That is cute.

I rate this with Caspar
because he is showing

that there was something about
the process that is important

to him, and he's showing it off.

And I think he's trying to suggest
to Emma, hey, there's care here,

there's a level of respect here.

Yeah.

CHEERING

MEL GASPS
Oh, wow.

Luke's on his own.

How's everyone?

How are you doing, mate?
You all right? Nice to see you.

Are you good? Pleasure.
Nice to see you.

You OK? Yeah, you do! You've
had a haircut! Yeah.

I am quite surprised that
they haven't made it.

Of course, we know that they
had a bit of a roller-coaster

of a relationship.

But I'd really hope that
outside of the experiment,

without all the pressure,
that they would have been able

to make it work.

But clearly they haven't.

I asked you at lads' day,
"How are you and Amy?"

You said, "Good."
How did it not last?

Well, things happened
since then, isn't it?

Yeah, yeah. How did the
final vows go?

The renewals?

Ross, you...you mean the funeral?

Tell us. Well, from the corner of
my eye, I saw a black shadow.

Amy was wearing a black dress.

Very beautiful but I knew
straight away... You knew.

..this is not magical.

How excited are you to see her?

Mixed feelings.

It's going to be a bit painful,
isn't it?

I think it is a bit too soon for
me to see her again,

because I've found it difficult
to speak to any other...

..any other woman.

I sent her a box for her birthday,
and in the box I gave her a brooch

in the shape of a turtle
because she loves turtles.

Aw! And I said in the letter,
if you want to keep the door ajar,

put it on.

So if she comes in with a brooch,
then I know...

Yeah, yeah. Do you see what I mean?

There's something.

Positive thinking.

Or delusional thinking.

Yeah. Yeah.

I'm absolutely dreading seeing Luke.

I'm not wearing the brooch tonight.

I feel like I said what I needed
to say at final vows,

and him dragging this on is just
absolutely nuts.

I do not want to have a
conversation with him.

EXCITED SCREAMS

Aw. Oh, Amy.

There's Amy.

Ah! Twins.

Oh, she looks stunning. I know.

With no brooch on.

No brooch. No.

No brooch.

Hi! Hi, baby!

You all right?

Yeah.

It's sad. His dreams were just
crushed right there. Yeah. Yeah.

Aw! Look at you.

You are incredible.

You are the most beautiful thing
I've ever seen in my life. Aw, I
missed you all so much!

Oh, Amy looks amazing.

I mean, just...

I don't know why I'm so lucky
to have had her, but there's

no brooch, unfortunately.

So, yeah, not the best case
scenario.

You look lovely, too.

Hello, gorgeous. How are you?
You OK?

Yeah, I'm good. How are you?
Good. Good.

Hi. You OK? Hi, are you all right?

Nice to see you. Nice to see you.

Is that a new tattoo?

Yeah. Lovely.

You good? Yeah, yeah, good.

Catch up in a bit. Yeah.

Cold embrace on Amy's part.

There's nothing left there.

I was expecting you to
have a little, erm...

Oh, fuck off. No.

I was expecting you to have a little
turtle on your chest.

Where's the turtle?

There's absolutely no fucking way
I'm wearing a turtle on this dress.

He was like, "Oh, I bought her
loads of presents." Yeah.
What has he said?

Basically, if she walks
in with a turtle on her chest,

it means the door's open
a little bit.

No, it doesn't mean that it's open a
little bit. That's what he said.

Are you completely closed off?

100. 100%, yeah.
Did that just happen?

I mean, I couldn't have
put it any clearer at final vows.

I'm really confused.

I received a box in the
post for my birthday.

It had a letter in it,
a turtle badge.

And in the letter, it just
basically said, like,

"I've been thinking about you,
I miss you.

"I miss waking up next to you.

"I miss laughing with you." Of
course he does. Of course he does.

Erm... So at the end,

it said like, "Keep slaying,
no regrets."

And then it said, "Actually,
I just have one regret.

"When you was in the kitchen
cooking, I wish I had got down

"on my knees and terrorised
your bumhole."

What?

Oh! Oh, you did not!

Oh, God.

What?

That's inappropriate.

Luke! Yeah.

And then after that, he said,
PS write to me. I'd like that.

I'd like to what, televise your
bumhole?

Terrorise. Terrorise your bumhole.

I feel like I'm looking like
a dickhead being mean,

but I'm sick of it.

And that's why at final vows
I just thought, "Fuck this."

I think the thing is, if Luke
wants to win back Amy,

then he hasn't gone about it
the right way.

You know, she's made it very
clear that she doesn't like

that kind of sexual language.

Absolutely. Again, yet
another example of him

just not listening to her. No.

Hey! Hello. Hey.

And here's Stephen.

Stephen! Give him a chance to...
Why is she running?

Why do people do that?
Why is she running?

You look incredible. Thanks.

Oh, my baby!
How are you?

Oh, my goodness.

That's quite a reaction.

Isn't that? "Oh, my baby."

Isn't that?

What the fuck is this?

I missed you so much.

Are you good? You look amazing.

Holly knows exactly
what she's doing.

She's trying to get underneath
Hannah's skin.

And I think it's working.
Yeah.

I missed you so much.

Hello. I'm loving the look!

Oh, he looks gorgeous.

Did you just see that?

Did not expect that.

Had no idea they were
the best of friends.

There are still double standards
that are very clear in this group.

Me and Ryan can't be friends
but you two can kiss and cuddle

and have a lovely time together.

Whatever.

How is it with Polly?

We're not really talking.

Are you not talking?
Are you actually not talking?

No, she's been savage, man.
But she's been putting, like,

social media posts up and
videos aimed at me.

Oh, are we doing the petty...?
She's been... Yeah.

Are we doing the quotes on
the story? Yeah.

She's been putting stuff...
Oh, we've all been there.

She's been putting stuff in group
chats to try and make me bite.

I haven't.

How does he know that that's
not about someone else?

Don't make those assumptions.

You don't know who I've been with
in the past or been with since you.

Have you been with anyone since him?

That's no-one's business.

He doesn't know that those
aren't about other people. OK.

If you've seen that and chose
to take that personally,

that's on you.

ORSON EXHALES

OK.

If the boot fits, babe, wear it.

There's tension brewing.

Where do you think it's brewing?

Fucking everywhere.
I'm here for it.

CHURCH BELLS TOLL

CHURCH BELLS TOLL

Oh, this is nice.

OK. Oooh!

You all right to sit next to her?
Yeah.

Is that me? Oh, shit.

Where the hell am I?

Oh, hi! Hi, darling.

Hi, Stina.

Can I have the white wine, please.

Adam! Straight in there.

Cheers, mate. Cheers.

Oh, hello.
SHE LAUGHS

Hi.

ADAM EXHALES

How have you been?

Pretty good, you?

Yeah, good. Yeah.

Doing my thing.

And that's where the
conversation ends.

That's awkward.

There's clearly some awkward
energy around the table.

But I do respect the fact that
Stephen's made an effort

to engage with Hannah,
which is quite a surprise.

Yes. Yeah, good on him.

Is me dickie bow straight, darling?

Or the dry cleaners...

Look at me.

How's life in Glasgow?

Um... Glasgow.

Nice.

Cool. Right, I might eat the fish.

I'm joking.
HE LAUGHS

This is like speed dating
now, innit?

I'd be fucking put a cross
by your name after that.

No, no.
Yeah, dead.

No chat.

Wine, anyone?

Yes, please.

Thank you, darling.

I had never met Charlie before.

No, you haven't, have you? No.

I thought she was Caspar's sister
when they walked in together.

Did you?
HE LAUGHS

Mm!
SACHA LAUGHS

I'll just...

I love you a lot.

I've just done my lipstick.

You just ruined it.
I haven't ruined it.

Yous two are so fucking cute!

How was your birthday?

Erm... What did you get up to?

Went for brunch with my friends
and dinner.

That's good. Yeah.

Dogs OK? Everyone's OK
at home?

Yeah. What's up?
You seem a bit...

At Final Vowels,

I was very straight to the point
with the way I felt.

So the fact for you to then walk in
here and tell everybody,

"Oh, I hope she's wearing the
turtle badge because it means

"the door is ajar.

But then I've said you're never
going to see me again.

So why would the door be ajar?

I just don't understand it.

I wanted to give you those gifts.

They were little things. Yeah,
but... It wasn't a big deal.

Yeah, but do that and don't tell
anybody about it.

I can't believe you're saying this.
Do you not understand?

No, I understand, but it's literally
had, like, the opposite effect.

I put so much into our relationship.

Like chance after chance,
lie after lie.

And you kept telling me
that you'd changed.

You kept telling me you'd stop
making me feel uncomfortable.

I really... I really tried, and
I still, like, I still

kept getting it wrong,
but I really, really tried.

And I just feel like you don't
actually care about my feelings.

Not at all.

And when I think to myself about
the good times that we've had,

I can't remember the good times.

Because everything's just
overshadowed by the lies.

The rude comments,
the uncomfortable times.

But I don't think you're
a bad person.

I do actually feel quite sorry for
Luke, because you can see

that he's really tried, but there's
just been a disconnect

between him and Amy.

And you can see it's really starting
to sink in for him that actually

this relationship is over.

So how are you two?

Have you dated after?

I've been on a couple of
dates and stuff. Nothing serious.

They're not Emma Barnes.

They weren't Emma Barnes.

No.

No-one can be.

Exactly.

You guys are so cute
together, honestly.

Thank you.

Yeah, we're good.
I love him.

He's nonstop saying, "I love you."

You've really come out of your
shell, like. Hasn't he?

He's done good. But I think
Lacey and, like, you know,

your relationship's really made
you comfortable in the group.

Yeah. Yeah. In some ways.

Like... I tried.

It's so interesting to hear Lacey
say that Nathan's nonstop saying

that he loves her.

This is a complete 180 from
where we saw Nathan earlier

in the relationship,
and we have to be very proud

of his progress. Yeah.

So, Polly and Adam, how
have you both been?

Fucking fantastic, mate.

Great.

Have you spoken yet or not?

I've tried. Yeah.

Can you see yourself getting to a
point where you can be friends

and you can be amicable
and, like you just move on?

Or are you quite happy to,
like, just not be...

I've been willing to
get to that point

for quite a long time and it's...

What? Say it, Adam. Say it.

What do you mean? What?
Are you mad?

Are you.... Are you actually joking?

I've heard you've been putting
Instagram posts about me.

What's made you think
that they're about you?

I've heard you've been putting up
social media posts about me.

Because they're relatable.

I've heard you've been digging
me out in the group chat.

I've heard that you're putting
up my social media

into the girls' group chat...
Because I got sent it.

..calling it embarrassing.

I haven't spoke about you,
I haven't bitched about you

because I'm mature.
But why...? I'm mature.

You're not mature.
Are you fucking joking?

Back off, man. Don't sit here
and say that you're mature

because you're not. OK.
That is embarrassing.

Why are you digging me?

Because I want to.
Fucking mature, mate.

Every time I spoke to you,
Adam, you spoke to me

like a piece of shit.
Oh, it's the Polly Show, everyone.

So don't fucking come and say
to me that I'm immature.

And here comes the point scoring.

You need to listen to each other.

I do. I listen to everyone.
No, you fucking don't.

If someone gives me advice,
I listen. You'd listen to your
own voice if it was on record.

Do you know how many people have
told me not to bite the bullshit

she's putting in the group chat?

Have I bit? No.

Adam, she hasn't actually
put anything in there

to make you bite, though. I didn't
speak in that group chat yesterday.

And she put,

"I would be peaceful with Adam...
"I will always be nice to someone
who's respectful."

"..if he was respectful." No,
I didn't say your name! She's
saying I'm not respectful.

Four people messaged me and
goes, "Why has she put that?"
I did not say your name.

Well, you were replying to
what he said, though.

You just reply to what he said.
You weren't even involved

in the fucking conversation
at the time.

Precisely, so why are you
bringing me into it?

You brought yourself into it,
you fucking idiot!

Yeah. The pair of yous,
pack it in, man.

THEY ALL TALK OVER EACH OTHER

Stop, stop. ..and reply to that
message because you again

thought it was about you.
Stop, Polly. Take a breather.

Come on. Adam, do you want
to switch seats?

He's a fucking idiot.

Fucking bullshit, man.

I'm sick of it.

There's been no progress.

They're still name calling.

They're still going below the belt.

Nothing's changed here.

What are you looking at?

I wasn't looking at you,
you fucking idiot.

I was looking at Sionainn.
Don't start. Why though?

Why though? What do you mean, "Why"?

Am I not allowed to look at someone?

Why are you bitching about me?
Why does it bother you so much?

Because I found one of your
posts embarrassing

so I shared it with my mates.
It doesn't bother me. So, what?

Why are you bitching about
someone that doesn't want you?
Why does it bother you so much?

Because I fucking want to.

Why though? Because I can.
Because I want to.

What other answer do you want?

Mature. What other answer
do you want?

Mature. Right.

To be honest, between
the both of you,

I don't know how the fuck yous
lasted till vow renewal.

But apparently me and Polly were
having sex for the whole time.

No, I said we were having sex
up until about three,

four weeks before we left.

We had sex three times
for ten weeks.

Don't! I've got it on my
phone because I tracked it

with my periods,
Adam, don't....

We had sex three weeks before.

Three or four weeks before the end.
We did not have sex after

the second, maybe third week.

Yes, we did.

No, we didn't. Are you
actually fucking all right?

This is really getting to that
uncomfortable stage.

You used to lie in bed and go,
"Why won't you fuck me?"

Damn.

You used to moan like a child.

Hey! Fuck you! You fucking prick.

Oh! Oh!

You are a fucking no good cunt.

CHURCH BELLS TOLL

CHURCH BELLS TOLL

You used to lie in bed and go,
"Why won't you fuck me?"

Damn.

You used to moan like a child.

Hey! Fuck you! You fucking prick.

Oh! Oh!

You are a fucking no good cunt.

Look, what Adam said here
was out of order,

there's no question about it.

But Polly's response has actually
crossed several lines here,

and it's not OK.

She's responded in an aggressive
way, throwing the wine,

and it's just unacceptable.

She needs to apologise.

Are you all right?
Do not fucking mock me.

Yeah, but it's the way...
It wasn't said like that.

It wasn't said, "Why do you
not want to fuck me?"

Are you joking?

Cos he soon had sex with me
after that conversation.

Did he? Yeah, we had that
conversation and then we had sex.

Yeah, they did. That night.

Throughout the experiment, we've
seen Polly desperately wanting

that attraction and to feel
desired by him.

And he's been sexually
rejecting her.

And so to now get to the point where
he actually calls it out publicly,

that is probably one
of the most hurtful things

he could do for her at this point.

And so here, you know, the
reaction that we're seeing, I think,

has been the accumulation
of weeks and weeks and weeks

of that rejection.

The comment you made was a
bit out of order, though. Which one?

You was lying there and
asking me to fuck you.

You shouldn't have said that.
She was.

Yeah, but you don't say
that out loud, Ad.

INDISTINCT CHATTER

You all right, babe?

Yeah.

I do just want to say, Adam, I am
actually really embarrassed

that I reacted like that.

And I am actually really sorry.

Good girl.

Just draw a line and be civil.

I'm not bothered.

I just think that was...

And I know what I done was wrong,
and I shouldn't have done that.

You just reacted to a comment.

I've just done something...
That was fucking really

below the belt from him.

You have got feelings.
You're human.

You've got feelings.

He's so...
SHE SOBS

Don't get upset.
You know what I mean?

Do you know what, Poll.

That's what I'm getting upset
about... Do you remember what...

..because I just think I've done
everything that I didn't want to do.

I'm really pleased that Polly
was able to do that. Mm.

Take a little bit of accountability,
make an apology.

You know, it's showing at least
some acknowledgement

that...that she's crossed that line.
Yeah.

I think you both need to knock
it on the head now, if I'm honest.

Oi, how's your boy?

He's good, you know.
Good, yeah.

How old is he, by the way?

Six. Six.

Ooh.

How's your daughter?

She good, you know.

She won't shut up.
Mate, she keeps banging on.

But, yeah, she's good.

She's really, really good. Are you
teaching her sign language?

Um, she was saying that to me
before, but no

I haven't actually. Teach her.

I said, "Does she know you're deaf?"

And he goes, "Yeah, yeah.
She goes, 'Is it working?'"

She does, yeah.

Blue! Yeah, she does.

And then she'll go,
"I'll bring my doctors kit,

"I'll get your hearing aids fixed."

Aw! I was like, "Aw! Like,
she's so cute sometimes.

Yeah, she's so cute.

But we said we're going to
only communicate in sign

when we were around her
so she picks it up.

PAUL: It's great to see Ross
and Sacha talk about

creating a family unit.

You know, how they're talking
about Ross's daughter

and what they together plan
to do shows forward thinking.

It shows that they're both
considered.

These are great signs
for their relationship.

And she's showing support through
action, not just words. Yes. Mm.

I love that.

I've got plasters for your knee.

You've fell...hard.

Have you? Have you fallen
in love hard?

Have I fell in love? Yeah.

What, with you? Yeah.

HE EXHALES

Yep.

So are you still a lesbian, Charlie?

Of course I am. What!

"Are you still lesbian?"

Yeah. Actually, not today.

No, I...I didn't come out until
I was 25, so...

Why is that such a weird
thing to ask?

You're still straight?

Yeah.

"Not today."

So, have you dated since the show?
No. You have not?

I have, like, talked to people,
but Eve was

the last person I slept with, yeah.

Fuck me.

Kieran?

What? You can say, I don't care.

Well, so...

Um...

Oh, don't say it.

I dated someone for
a couple of weeks.

Um, but I just didn't
have time for her.

And that's why... That's why
I ended it.

Because I was like... Yeah.

So you obviously felt like you were
ready to and you were looking.

I wasn't looking.

I got introduced to her.

Do you feel like that's why
you weren't, like, talking to me?

Well, no. Because you were
dating somebody else?

No, not at all.

Because I was only dating
her for two, three weeks,

but I was like, I'm not
ready to be dating anyone.

Have you dated, Ste?

I haven't been on one date.

You're gonna find somebody
amazing.

You will. The right person that's
for you. You...you need that.

Right now, all she wants
is the man right next to her.

Mm.

Has that made you upset?

It's hard to hear.

It's hard to hear. Mm.

Naturally. I get that. I get that.

I understand.

Like, that's shit.

We're all big believers in
transparency and truth overall.

But there's also a time
for transparency and truth.

And this was definitely
not the time.

INDISTINCT CHATTER

HOLLY CLEARS THROAT

Did you want to chat, Holl?

Um...

SHE SIGHS

Yeah. Do you know what,
Hannah, it's just...

I think I've got something on my
head that's really upset me.

Mm. Alex, come to me about a comment
that was made about my daughter

from yourself.

What did I say?

"Holly's daughter is a
carbon copy of her.

"God help her if she turns out
like her mother."

I don't remember saying that.

OK.

Um, say whatever you want to me.

Because I'm...I'm a big woman.
I think what...

I can take that shit. OK, I think
what I probably did say,

and I'll say it to your face,
is the way that I was treated

on girls' night, and the insults
that were called to me.

Would you be OK with your
daughter being spoken to the way

that I was spoken to?

Hannah, never, ever, ever speak
about my child or children.

That is one subject you will never
want to walk down that lane with.

I genuinely don't think I did.
Let me just...

Don't ever fucking do it.

You have been treated the
way you have by me

because of your own actions.

You made me feel like a
piece of shit, Holly.

Because you deserved it.

Do not ever betray me to be a bad
woman for telling you about yourself

when you brought it on yourself.

You all right? I walked in and you
looked me up and down and said,

"Look what the cat dragged in."

Oh, man. This is about to be war.

Yeah, this has been a historical
issue between the two of them,

and it feels like it's now
come to a head.

Hannah, with the girls' day you were
sitting there, a little bit smug,

saying, "I've been meeting
up with Ryan."

I did not say it like that.

You did. Babe... I did not. I don't
want to argue with you.

Lacey, fuck off, man.

I just said to you...!
You'll just switch...

I just said to you, I'm cool
with you.

Hannah, Hannah, Hannah! Now
you're coming at me now!
Hannah, listen to me.

Listen to me.

Because I feel like you haven't
got an understanding.

Are you going to listen to me
or are you going to sit

there rolling your fucking lips?
Honestly, like, you lot, man.

Hannah, I'm trying to talk to you.
Yeah, but you're all fucking
screaming at me

yet a-fucking-gain. Who
the fuck are you talking to?

Stop raising your fucking voice at
me! Who the fuck are you talking to?

I swear to... Hannah... You're
just screaming at me 24/7.

Get off your pedestal. You're fuck
all. I'm not on a fucking pedestal!

But stop yelling at me. You're
a disrespectful little bitch!

That's what you are.

Oh!

Oh, I'm fuming!

CHURCH BELLS TOLL

You just screaming at me 24/7.

Hannah, get off your pedestal.
You're fuck all. I'm not on
a fucking pedestal!

But stop yelling at me. You're
a disrespectful little bitch!

That's what you are.

Oh!

Oh, I'm fuming!

Did she start with me then?

Yeah, she shouted at you.

I'm sorry, but how am
I being the one who's

always the bad guy when
I've tried to speak to her?

Chill. Keep your cool.
She's a fucking tramp.

Chill. Just try and keep you cool.

I'm literally fuming.
Don't rise. Chill.

It's such a shame to watch
things devolve the way

they have here tonight because
I think both Hannah and Holly

had an opportunity to come
here to actually, you know,

get a little bit of closure on all
these issues that they've had

throughout the experiment, but
they've turned it into a

dramatised version of
perhaps what needed to be said.

If only they'd taken that
conversation outside privately,

it could have been very different.

Yes.

GLASS TINGS

Whoa! Oh. Whoo!

Oh, the honesty box.

Oh. Do you think
I'm your forever person?

Obviously, when I first met you,

on the first day,

I knew that you were going to be
the one.

The way we've been so far through
this experiment's been amazing.

And, from the outset of
the experiment's, it's even better,

So, yeah, that's reason why
I want to be with you forever.

CHEERING AND APPLAUSE

That's beautiful.

Well done, Ross.

It's really beautiful to hear
a couple talking about forever.

The way Ross is, he's looking at
her and saying,

"You're my forever person."
Yeah. It's beautiful.

What a question!

What is our biggest challenge
outside of the experiment?

Maybe when we have arguments.

You go back to Manchester.

LAUGHTER

Come back, come back, come on!

And when you're in Manchester,
your communication's really bad.

You need to text more.

No, I'm bad with phones, I'm bad
with phones.

I won't hear off him for 24 hours.

I'll think something has happened.
I have to message his sisters,

"Where's Ross?"

And then I'm like, "That's it,
I can't do this any more.

"Oh, it's all right,
he's texted back."

LAUGHTER

That's literally... "I hate him!
All right, I love him."

That's a problem. Mm.

I think they're still struggling
with managing conflict

in a healthy way.

You know, you need to work
it out in your relationship.

What have you learnt
from our marriage

to take into your next relationship?

It's a good question.

That I don't need to put up with...

..shit that I don't deserve.

And that I'm a bad bitch
and I can carry my own.

Yes, Sion.

Is there anything you wish
you'd said to me

before we left the process?

Absolutely nothing.

SHE EXHALES HEAVILY

Gorge. Gorge.

Whoa! Ryan, come on, mate.

Wow. Come on, if you've got
anything to say, bro, just say it.

This is the time.

Nothing.

I don't need anything.

He's clearly very hurt and doesn't
want to articulate how he's feeling

to Sionainn or the group,

which is a real shame, because
he has a real opportunity here.

But the upshot here is that Sionainn
is saying she's feeling strong.

She's feeling empowered
and ready to move on.

So that's good that she's been able
to heal from this

and come out stronger.
Yeah.

What is your biggest regret?

My biggest regret was not
leaving a week earlier.

Oh, wow.
LAUGHTER

Wow!

Hear me out, hear me out,
hear me out.

Like, me and Emma worked
really, really hard, right?

And, genuinely, those three, four
days before we left,

we got the tetchiest and most
awkward and most, like,

not ourselves around each other.

I wish we hadn't had
those last few days

and we'd left it slightly
better than we did.

OK.

I wish your biggest regret
wasn't to leave a week earlier.

You wrote me off
within 24 hours of meeting me.

And I wish you'd have had
a broader mind from week one -

from day one, really -
of the issues that you had with me.

Oh, fuck that!

I'm not asking that question.

How would you score me
out of ten as a husband, and why?

LAUGHTER

Be honest!

Wow!

Say it, girl.

Well...
SHE LAUGHS

On a score of one to ten,

I would say, erm...

I would score you as a...

..four.

Oh, wow. That's generous.

Whoa!
Four.

You're a kind guy.
You're a nice guy.

But I think you were
a...you were a terrible hus...

No, you were an all right husband
to me.

I score you a four,
a score out of ten.

You could have done a lot better.

But, as a wife to you,
I wasn't also great as a wife, so...

Woohoo! I fucking love that.

That was mint.

Cheers!

Fair play.
I've got a question.

Kiss and make up.

Was that...was that all right?

Oh, yeah. Yeah. "Terrible husband"
was my favourite line you used.

HE LAUGHS

WHISPERS: Jesus Christ.

In the absence of your wife,

which bride at the table you wish
walked up the aisle to meet you.

Hoh...

No, he's going to...
LAUGHTER

If I had to pick one...

..it'd be Emma.

CHEERING

Barnesy.

I feel privileged.

Oh, yes, Emma.

Were you ever really into me?

From the start,
I wasn't into you.

The more we got to know each other,
I started feeling a connection.

But, as we got to know each other
more,

there was more things that, like,

I wasn't feeling.
Like, there was a lot of things

that you were doing and saying
that wasn't a bit of me.

That's when I told you
that I'm not feeling it.

Simple as that. I gave it 100%.

What..what else is to say?

So, long story short, no.

How do you feel about me now?

Right now...

..I am really,
genuinely upset

that we are in
the position that we're in.

I hoped that we would never be
in this position,

considering that we were so close
at one point

and we were really, really solid.

And it is a shame
that we are where we are now.

I'm just upset.

I feel resentful,
I feel hurt,

and I don't feel
good about you right now.

Yeah.

It's great to see that Polly
has calmed herself down.

She's really cooled her energy here,

and she's able to articulate
what's going on for her.

You know, she's being honest.

She's being real about, I guess,
the hurt and disappointment

rather than just coming out
as anger. Yeah.

It's good for her.

What does our future look
like to you?

I would say, right,

little, you know,
little Nathan Juniors.

LAUGHING AND CHEERING

What?!

And moving in together.

Baby steps, you know?

I want loads of kids.
Do you know what I mean?

I want a bambino.

Yeah.

Nathan, do you want
a Nathan Junior?

Yeah, obviously, I want kids. Yeah.

When I said...when I said
baby steps, I meant baby steps,

know what I mean? Not baby steps.

INDISTINCT

Why do you think our marriage
failed?

I think we...

I think maybe we never
really understood each other

from the beginning.

I think my dishonesty
in certain things,

when I lied about certain things.

And then it became really difficult
to...to know what's true

and what's not true.

I did...I did hurt our trust
badly,

and that affected it.

And also the fact that we always
misunderstood each other,

perhaps, from the beginning.

Otherwise, I think we got...
Maybe without those things,

and maybe all the other things,

I think we would have got
really close.

Thank you for owning that.

APPLAUSE
Yeah.

Well said, Luke.
Yeah, well done, Luke.

Really nicely said, mate.
That's good, that's good.

Was there ever a point where
you thought our marriage could work?

Yeah, there was, actually.

I obviously, like,
find you attractive.

We really got on.

And then we got into a saying,
didn't we?

Like, "I just want two good days,

"cos when we're good,
we're really good."

And then it went downhill again.

So, yeah...

That was really nice, guys.

I just want to say,
that was really, really nice.

Thank you.
Well done, guys.

With me and Amy now, I think,
maybe in another lifetime,

perhaps there'll be something.

But I feel like,
after this chat we've had,

we can go our separate
ways and be happy for each other.

And if she needs me, I'm...

You know, I'm in Kent and the table
for two is always ready.

How do we move forward from here?

Being here and, obviously,
seeing you, it has, like,

triggered how seriously
I took this experiment,

and wanting a husband.

When I found out that somebody
had put in their application

that they wanted
somebody like me...

TEARFULLY: ..that literally meant
the fucking world.

CRYING: I don't know why
I'm getting so upset.

It's fucking shit.

Mm. Ah.

Yeah, I am naive.
I'm a fucking dreamer.

Like, that's just the girl
that I am.

But I genuinely thought I was
coming out here with a husband.

When you get that literally
just taken away from you...

..it's not easy.

And then hearing you say
that you've already dated

for a...for a substantial
amount of time...

A few weeks.
..like, it has baffled me.

And I just think like,

"Well, how serious actually
were you about this whole process?"

Because I gave it my fucking all.

So, moving forward from here...

..I genuinely don't know,

because I'm absolutely
fucking gutted

and I genuinely feel like
it has been wasted.

Either we're friends and you treat
me as a friend,

or there is literally no contact
and then you are just a memory.

But, Stina, I think it's really
important to not ever look back

at this whole experiment as a waste
of time. It fucking was.

Just because the relationship
didn't work.

There are plenty of people
around this table

that the relationships didn't work.

But you have done so much growth

and you have been so strong
and so fabulous.

You gave it your all,

and Kieran gave it his all,

but it just didn't work,
and that's OK.

Yeah, some very wise words from Emma
there. Yeah. Yeah.

Kristina,

for what it's worth, I don't think
it was a waste of time meeting you.

I haven't got a single regret.

I think you're one of the nicest
girls I've ever met in my life.

Yes, it hasn't worked out,
but I have got a friend for life,

which I'll cherish for ever.

You're an icon, Stina.
I hope you know that.

You know what I mean?

It's just nice to hear it, isn't it?

Kieran and Kristina do
really care for one another.

And it is a shame that they haven't
managed to make this work.

But I'm really hopeful
that they're able to hold on

to a friendship, because they are
really good together

in so many ways.

And I think, for everyone who's
relationships have not worked out,

our goal tomorrow is to really help
them extract the personal lessons

that they can take, so that they can
move on into more constructive,

positive relationships
in the future.

Next time...

Welcome, everyone, to the
final commitment ceremony.

..the couples come face-to-face
with the experts.

It really got me, that.

For some, it's a celebration...

He tells me he loves me.
Like, I'm loving it.

We've got something really special.

INDISTINCT
Yeah.

..while animosity brews for others.

I feel like there was a real
sort of pack mentality.

Talk about my children,
I'm coming to war.

Failed marriages go under the
microscope.

Emma deserved a husband who could
give her what she was looking for.

And that's not me.

It felt like Ryan was trying
to keep me under his thumb.

You specifically used the term

I want to terrorise your butthole.

Oh, God's sake.

I don't think I've done
anything wrong.

Oh, come on, Adam!

Are you taking the piss out of me?

And the breakdown
of their marriage...

How much did it mean to Kieran?

Because it meant the absolute
fucking world to me.

It's heart-breaking,

her sitting thinking
that I don't care about her.

It's shit.

..raises questions for
Kieran and Kristina.

Why are you not together?

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