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can do whatever they want.

They think the city is theirs.

They spray their scent in every corner.

They're not afraid.

I put my scent in the ground, too.

I've seen how pleasure touches a cock and makes a guy look like he's never

coming back.

Pleasure hurls right through him.

I know how to fuck, how to get what I want, but my pleasure never feels

Even when I come, there are parts still stuck inside.

It's like pleasure clings to my stomach, swells at my throat.

I need to feel myself like I've never felt myself before.

We open up.

Aha.

Are you shy?

Yeah.

Don't come.

Okay, shy guy?

Okay.

There's nothing like that feeling of knowing.

Waiting.

Knowing it's coming.

It's gonna come.

Look at me

Why was this in the garbage?

Oh, sorry.

You made that, didn't you?

Here, give me that.

Uh, your dad's in the backyard.

Why is there so much stuff out in the garbage?

Here, give me that.

What?

The dad and I.

What, are you guys in a fight or something?

Your father and I haven't been together for a long time.

I'm leaving.

Talk to your mom?

Yeah.

I'm not hooked on danger, hooked on sex.

No one felt me up when I was a little girl.

It's just that there are these times where I don't see what's safe before

my footing.

his hair at my mouth.

I didn't think that was what it would feel like.

And the guy kept horsing himself in my face saying, please, please, please.

He sounded like a girl.

I didn't know if I was supposed to close my eyes or keep them open, but it all

just happened so quick. There was this flash.

I looked up and I saw his head reeling and I knew the guy was I was happy

because he kept saying my name.

Lila.

Lila.

Lila.

And his grip went slack on the back of my head.

And do you know what I did?

I got off my knees and I ran.

That was what I thought to do. I just... I kept running and running.

Racing so fast that what I'd just done made my heart burn.

My heart felt like I had just twisted a muscle.

I'm supposed to look beautiful, you know? Like, dignified, comely.

I'm becoming a wife, for fuck's sake.

The thing is that I don't wear white. I never wear white. Why can't I wear

white?

Barry came by the other day.

That was Barry. We fucked.

You fucked your ex in your weddings in a month?

Yeah.

You had this thing where I wanted to cum on my face, and I always said no.

This time I said, sure, whatever.

Just don't get it in my hair.

So the sex with Barry is that much better? You would give up that great sex

love? The fact that Joel is good, it's emotional, and... It's just if I could

marry Joel's heart with Barry's cock.

My cousin told me she came so hard she blacked out.

that great sex for love.

What are you doing?

Nothing.

What are you doing?

I was looking for you.

Yeah You

coming?

Come on, Max. Come on.

Was that woman from the party your girlfriend?

I

don't

believe you.

Was she your girlfriend?

I guess I'll see you.

You wanna go on a date?

I mean, hang out or something sometime?

I've never had a date.

Yeah.

My work number.

Lila.

David.

I always thought that men's hearts were in their cocks.

I mean, that their cocks were the way that they loved.

I finally had the feeling that a real person was inside me.

Lila, can you help out front, please?

Hello? TV one hour?

Yeah, we close at six.

No, next day only.

He's got intimacy issues.

He needs a mommy.

Are you going to be his mommy?

Did you fuck him?

You know, you can suck a guy's dick all you want.

But it doesn't mean he's ever gonna love you.

Hello?

Oh, um, yeah.

No, I'll be there after work.

David, hi. It's Lila.

I...

I

didn't know how to get what I usually got from a man.

I mean, I wanted to be having sex with this guy even more.

All the time.

I didn't know how to make it happen.

I thought about him in my bed.

On the street.

They listen to people and how to quit.

They take our hands and get used to it.

Do you have to drink that now?

Oh, fuck yes, I gotta drink it now.

All right, you're done. Go to the board of health. Get you out. Okay.

No? No, I'm gonna do it by myself.

Okay.

You sure you got it?

I think I can.

I think I can. I think I did.

Nice work. Very nice, very nice.

How's it?

Oh, I spy a very pretty girl.

Sorry. You want to put your robe on?

If I have to.

Sorry, but it's okay.

Okay. Yeah, I can do it.

Fine.

Well,

are you going to introduce us then?

Oh, yeah,

sorry.

This is Lila.

It's nice to meet you.

Yeah.

Yeah.

I heard you.

But it's nice to finally meet you.

You heard me?

Yeah. Yeah, but it's okay. You can have premarital sex under my roof anytime.

Oh, fuck. What's the matter with you?

Uh, Miss Lila, may I borrow your arm?

See you later.

Okay.

Huh?

Okay. There was a...

A girl in 203 here. This was a long time. You weren't here. And she was a

screamer, and the superintendent had to kick her out. She doesn't need to know

that. Go and see her, please. Tell him sorry.

I wish I could ride my bike forever.

I wish the sun would never go down.

The summer will go on and on.

Until every person is out on the streets and feeling like me.

We'll be right back.

We'll be right

back.

I have a question for you.

Have you ever had one man's dick in your ass

and his friend's cock in your mouth?

Um... Yeah.

Well, because, um... Because I was dancing with those

guys.

God, I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry.

Take your skirt off.

Why do you dance like that?

I don't know, because... Because I like it.

I think there's another reason.

No, because I like it.

And that's like there's something stuck inside of me.

All I do is think about you.

You're never gonna leave me.

Never. Promise me.

Never.

How do you have sex with someone you're in love with?

Damn.

Nature, man.

It's very unforgiving.

Yeah.

Don't worry about it. I can go to bed anyways.

Come on.

I'm going to try it.

You want to do it on your own? Yeah. All right.

Um, no.

Okay. God damn, you're getting heavy on that.

I'm sorry, man.

No, it's all right.

Put your arm down.

Okay.

Okay, got it? Yeah.

Yeah, thank you. Let me get you a towel.

Oh.

Hey, David? Yeah? You think that the leopard misses more than he catches?

Uh... Yeah.

Yeah, I think they probably miss more. Yeah, I think leopard misses more than

catches.

At least I... I hope so.

Hey! Wait a minute.

What are you trying to do, scorch me to death?

Turn on your side.

All right.

Oh, boy. I know, I know.

Is that better?

You going out tonight?

Uh, no. No?

I'm gonna work tonight.

You're gonna work?

Yeah? Yeah, I'm gonna work. Huh.

You know, that's, uh, more to life than work, you know?

Oh, yeah?

Yeah. Like what?

Good night.

People fuck each other for one night, one year, 20 years.

It doesn't matter.

It all hurts.

Go out for dinners.

Don't think my mom and dad ever really loved each other.

Maybe they shouldn't have fucked.

Thank you.

What are you doing?

My dad used to laugh so hard when I crawled underneath his bed.

I would try to put him through the masses.

Will you come under here with me?

Let's just go to sleep.

Stop it.

How does a woman love a man?

He asked me never to leave him.

It was a promise I couldn't keep.

I didn't know how to love him.

All I knew how to do was fuck.

It's not enough to fuck.

It's not enough.

I just want your opinion before I sign on the dotted line.

What do you think?

The landlord seems nice, older.

He and his boyfriend live in the suite downstairs.

It's going to be a really good location for me.

Closer to things, not so isolated.

Where are you?

I woke

up

this morning and you weren't there

It was so gross in there tonight.

Some asshole was trying to pick me up and I was just thinking how I could have

kicked his butt.

He was seriously grabbing me and I wasn't interested, you know?

It was disgusting.

And I turned on the lights.

I could still see him looking at me.

He was following me, I swear.

You can't do that.

You can't be with somebody and then fucking leave.

I'm not going back there anymore.

I'm tired of it, that place, you know? I just like the music, you know?

The music is so good, I just... I love the dancing.

I just like to dance.

You like to dance?

Mm -hmm.

I want you to dance for me.

You want me to dance for you?

I want you to dance for me.

Get the fuck out.

I want you to get the fuck out of here.

Okay?

What the fuck are you doing? Get the fuck out of here!

You fucked up women, okay?

You fucked up.

I can't stand you fucked up men.

Yeah, good.

Fuck, what's wrong with you?

Fuck, I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

Please just get the fuck out.

Please, just leave.

No, Dad, it's fine.

No, it's just... You just, you assume because...

because you're married and you've been together for so long that everything is

going to be fine.

I've never felt anything like that.

become nice.

I'll be bad just for him.

I'll fuck just for him.

When I can fuck without looking for his love, I'll stop running.

Hey, man.

Man, you want to come to a party?

What's up? Vigorant.

I was... obsessed... with a

girl like you.

So I followed her into the bathroom at the club.

And I went into the stall right next to her, right?

I wanted to break right through the wall.

I could almost taste her sweet juices.

You have to get the scent of your lover all over you. You follow?

You gotta be near the sexual scent.

All over you.

Yeah. You crazy?

I'm going crazy.

I bet you drive your lover crazy.

David, it's me.

David, I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

Come here.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry that I left your dad.

I can't understand you. I'm sorry that I left your dad's house.

I'm sorry that I left you. I'm sorry.

I don't ever want to leave you again.

My house is for sale.

What do you mean your house?

My parents' house is for sale and... Calm down. What are you talking about?

Everything is fucking mad.

I need to be with you.

I need to be with you.

I love you.

And I don't know what to do with it.

Okay.

My mom.

I want to be with you.

I just want to be with you.

Lila. I just want to... Look at me. I want you to know me.

Lila. I want... Lila, look at me. I want... Look at me. Look at me.

I want to never leave you again.

Lila, listen to me. I don't want to hurt you.

I don't want to ever hurt you again.

I don't want to be with you.

I'm sorry.

I wanted to get fucked while he watched me.

Him and five men breathing around me, touching me, laughing, pinching my

tits.

I wanted them all to do it to me while he watched.

Men laughing at me, saying, look how she wants it.

I'd feel a cock between my thighs and they'd say, you've got a good girl.

cock dropping into my mouth and a cock dropping into my cunt.

I knew that he'd seen everything about me right then.

Over and over each time it'd feel better.

And over and over each time it'd feel worse.

But I'd known that this is it.

Being seen.

Being known.

Well, it's going to be a fine life living alone.

Don't you think? Well, maybe you've already got someone else.

There's some bastard waiting in the wings. No, there is no bastard waiting

the wings.

Dad, come on, you're stoned.

Your mother wants to be alone.

Yes, I fucking want to be alone.

Is that so hard to understand? After all these years, I want to be alone.

I just don't want to be married right now.

What do you mean, right now?

When? When do you want to be married?

I want to have some fun. How about you?

Okay.

Take your pants off.

What?

Take your pants off.

Take them off.

Don't fucking touch yourself until I say you can.

Don't come until I

say you can.

Yeah. You can't fucking make me cum.

Huh? You can't make me fucking cum. You can't fucking make me cum. You

can't fucking make me cum.

Get up. Get up. I want you to get up. Get the fuck out of here. Get the

Get the fuck out of here! Can I use the bathroom? No, just leave!

Do you want to have brunch or something?

My dress is almost ready.

Will you come with me to my final dress fitting?

Sure.

With your folks?

My dad is fucked.

I'm sure he'll be fine.

Mary keeps...

And I told him it was okay if he came by while Joel was still away.

Thank you.

Thank you.

Thank you.

They never met

You

know the time

It always gets hotter before it gets cooler.

You don't want it to end, but the heat slips away.

The truck's here in five.

I'm gonna put those plants outside.

Your dad's not very good with plants.

You're not packing?

Should I?

Dad.

You can't stay here.

Why not?

It's my house.

You grew up here, for Christ's sake.

Let her go if she wants.

I'm gonna come visit you all the time.

And you can come to my place for dinners.

It's gonna be okay.

It's not so bad to be alone.

I don't know where you live.

I don't know anything about you.

Look at me.

It's time to get drunk.

Are you coming?

That could break me down inside.

Now you're gonna walk away just when I thought we would be

falling in love.

I thought we would be falling in love.

Now it just breaks my heart.

Feeling you in the arms of another man.

Should be falling in love.

Should be falling in love. Should be falling in love. Won't you let me hold

once again?

My love.

My love.

I'm not gonna leave.

Please open the door.

You have to wait until you're uncovered.

You have to wait with someone naked.

And then you have to wait some more.

It could have been anybody

He didn't have to

begin To

dismantle me

If you ask me, I would do the same for you.

I could grieve the loss inside of you.

I would save you.

I would save you if you won't be.

Didn't have to be him.

Could have been anybody.

He didn't have to be him.

He didn't have to be him.

you could save me if you wanted to