All language subtitles for Falling s01e03.eng

HE SIGHS

KNOCK AT DOOR

Does mum know you're back?

I can't talk right now.

Can you open the door?
She's worried about you.

Just tell her I'm fine.

Just send her a text. Make up a lie.

Are priests allowed to lie?

Cos you fucking need to.
Wa... Watch your mouth.

Watch yours.

You stink, by the way.

And whatever this is,

don't do it again.

You know how she gets.

HE SIGHS

Good morning. Morning.

Can I get you something to drink?

No, thank you.

We think...

We'd like you to consider the notion
that you have been hasty here.

I... I don't think I have.

You haven't broken your vows, Anna.

You just tested them.

I've given my vows
a pretty serious haircut.

Will you reconsider?

Ah...

I... I spend most of

every day convinced that I've made
a terrible mistake.

But I believe...

I...

I feel...

...this is my decision.

And this is because of a man?

This is because something profound
has happened to me.

It just means that God speaks
to me now

in a different way.

It... It hasn't changed

the love I feel for God
or for you

or for my sisters.

Then we will need to begin
a formal process of renunciation.

There will be opportunity for
a spiritual guidance and...

Yes, I understand you have your
process

and I hope you understand
I have mine, too.

And I hope you
believe me when I say that...

...I no longer wish to be a nun.

And I...

I hope you know I am
sorry, Francesca.

Abbess.

And I know.

Although...

Although that doesn't make
this whole incident

any less shameful.

No.

Well, there we have it.

Abbess.

Thank you so much.

Thank you for coming,
Sister, and your Excellency.

Yes, and thank you, Muriel.

Anna, wait.

Anna!

I'll need your help today.

I... I'm on a trip with the choir.

There's a furniture order coming at
the restaurant -

I'll need you on the computer.

No-one else can work
the damn database. Huh.

We're going to sing
at another church.

Tina, we need every hand on deck
right now -

the pressures that we're under...
I can't today, Dad.

Because I hit your mate?

He's not my mate.

He's Father Hicks.

And, no, it's not because of that.

Because I told them I was going
on the trip.

So I need to.

KNOCK AT DOOR

MURIEL : I'm going
to the seaside today.

I want you to come.

It's with the choir.
They could do with the extra help.

I've got a swimming costume
you can wear.

In fact, I've got two,

but one's a thong bikini.

Will he be there?

I thought we weren't afraid of him.

You can wear the normal cossie.
I'll wear the thong.

Didn't even used to know
what a thong was.

Ah, well, I wore one once.

An underwear thong -

for Martin.

It enraged my eczema.

CHURCH BELLS RING

And here's me thinking
this a sacred space.

Well, today, it can't be.

You... You haven't forgotten
the trip?

How, could I?

It's the highlight of my year.

Where were you last night?

Why do you ask?

Word is you were leaving voicemails
for the Bishop at 2am.

I was working.

Lost track of time.

Are you OK?

I'm just... Get things happening,
I'm just trying

to make things happen.

The Lord be with you.

CONGREGATION: And with your spirit.

Welcome.
What a... a wonderful day.

Um, normally, we would start with
a hymn but...

Would you mind? I'm... I'm running
a little late, this morning,

and I'm trying to make breakfast for
45 people, so...

So do you think you might possibly
consider helping me?

Yeah? God moves in mysterious ways,
after all.

BOYS CALL TO EACH
OTHER IN DISTANCE

Go on, pass it!

Hey, hey!
INDISTINCT CHAT THROUGHOUT

LAUGHTER

MURIEL: Good morning.

Good morning. Good morning.

Good morning.

Thanks.

Good morning.

Morning.

Good morning!

Hello.

My plus one.
No need for a sandwich.

Aha. Right.

Um, lovely to have you both here.

It's not about him.

Today is not about him.

Hello. Hello, hello.

Hello, everyone.
This doesn't work, does it?

We can hear you. Yeah?

Er, OK. Welcome, everyone. Er,
today's a good day.

For you!
LAUGHTER

Er, yes, today is a good day for...

She said today's a good...

Sure?

Er, today is a good
day for me. I'm excited to be here.

I hope there are others,
Adeshola excluded,

who might share my excitement.

To explain how today's
going to work,

um, because you're all such
wonderful singers... Ooh!

...we are travelling
to do a recital at

the beautiful Our Lady Immaculate
at 5pm today.

We'll do a sound check at the
beautiful Our Lady Immaculate

at 4pm today.

The beautiful Our Lady Immaculate -
and this is not why this trip

is arranged at all - happens to be
near the beach of Weston-super-Mare.

CHEERING

So I will be buying everyone fish
and chips for lunch

on Weston-super-Mare beach.
CHEERING

CHOIR MEMBER: Thank you!

Um, there... there may be swimming.

There may be games.

There may be an infamous
tug-of-war. OTHERS: Yeah!

Short prayer. Our almighty father,

we thank you for our
remarkable friends

and the adventures we have together.

We thank you for the weather,

for the smiles,

for the music,

for the gift of travel.

Thanks be to God. Amen. ALL: Amen.

Yep, I did just say thank you
for the music.

I'm Bjorn again.
LAUGHTER

Today is going to be FUN!
CHEERING

CHOIR MEMBER: Whoo-whoo-whoo!

HE EXHALES HEAVILY

MUSIC: Get Happy
by Judy Garland

? Forget your troubles
Come on, get happy

? You'd better chase
all your cares away

? Shout hallelujah
Come on, get happy

? Get ready for the judgment day

? The sun is shining
Come on, get happy

? The Lord is waiting
to take your hand

? Shout hallelujah
Come on, get happy...#

You're doing brilliantly.

All hail my journey
to the forgotten land!

Come on, let's run. Hopefully take
some of the heat with us. Come on.

? Shout hallelujah
Come on, get happy

? You'd better chase
all your cares away

? Shout hallelujah
Come on, get happy

? Get ready!

? For the judgment day! ?

24 cods, 16 sausage in batter,
six chicken burgers,

six cups of mushy peas,

one pickled egg
and a bucket full of chips.

Don't mind us.

You should talk to your sister.
She's a wise woman.

D'you go to many beaches as a kid?

Ha.

Came here.

My mum would give me money
for a donkey ride

and I'd put all of it into one
of those 2p slot machines

in the arcade.
HE LAUGHS

Are you OK?

No.

You?

Well, er,

the bishop told me this
morning that, er,

I should be ashamed of myself, so...

No.

No, I'm not OK.

I think our bishop is the sort of
leader who thinks he should lead

through judgment. I also think
he doesn't understand

the difference between
shame and bravery.

I'm not brave.

When we, um... When... When I came
back to visit you at the convent.

You told me I was
a click-of-the-fingers Christian.

You're the one who clicked
your fingers and changed something.

Peter, the bishop, he... he just
wants everything the same,

because it makes him feel safer.

I think you've got nicer since last
we spoke.

If I've put you in
a difficult position, I'm so sorry.

It's never my intention.

I...

I cannot change.

I admire you for changing.

If the bishop can't see that,
then he's without worth.

AIR HORN BLARES
Come on!

I believe Francis is
summoning us to the front line.

AIR HORN BLARES

Tug-of-war!

CHEERING

Go ahead and raise the rope!

And...
AIR HORN TOOTS

Come on!

Oh, dear, oh, dear, oh, dear.

You're quiet.

No.

Just enjoying the day.

You don't look like
you're enjoying it.

I am.

I've made a mistake bringing you,
haven't I?

No, I...

I am pleased to be here.

OTHERS CLAP
AND HUM SONG

I love this song.

MUSIC: Bring Me
A Little Water, Silvy

? Bring me a little water, Silvy

? Bring me a little water now

? Bring me a little water, Silvy

? Every little once in a while

? Silvy come a-runnin'

? Bucket in her hand

? I will bring a little water

? Fast as I can. ?

Oh, so sorry, Father.

Tug-of-war overran?

It was my fault.

Shall we, er, let them get set up?

You better had, yes.

Er, let's get started, everyone.

Right, we'll sing Steal Away.

Can I have an A?

ORGAN PLAYS NOTE
? Mmm, hmmm. ?

The bishop is coming.

Did he tell you?
CHOIR SING What?

Yeah. I'm surprised, too.

He didn't tell me.

I think he wants to show you
support.

CHOIR: # Steal away...
Must be nice.

? ..to Jesus

? Steal away. ?

I'm sorry. I don't know
where she's gone.

Who's gone?

Tina.

She's still not answering.

Yeah, and we're sure she's not
just having a nice time

somewhere in an arcade?

She hasn't been herself all day.

She kept saying she was feeling ill,
but that... It wasn't that.

Wait do you know som...?
Is there something we should know?

Nothing she's told me,
but she's not right.

There's nothing wrong. She'll just
be after a minute's peace.

She'll be fine. Or something more
serious. Let's arrange a search.

Anyone under 18 find an adult!
You will search with them.

Excuse me. This girl here,

have you... have you seen her?
No, sorry.

? Steal away

? To Jesus

Tina!

? Steal away home

? I ain't got long

? To stay here. ?

It's the, er, road
to Bristol, right?

I'm the same. Whenever I'm feeling
less than brilliant, I...

I always try to go home.

You don't live in my house, then.

Where are you going, then?

I can't go back -

to the coach.

Why?

He wants me to be you.

Father Hicks.

But I'm not you.

Well, thank God for that.

No, I can't be.

I can't be that.

Well, you... you don't have to
be anything.

No.

You don't understand.

I am not my mum.

I don't just drop my knickers
for the first guy that looks at me.

Ah, er...

Experience. Well,

lots of sisters do have experience
with men, it's...

I thought he liked me.

And he was wearing something.

Turns out he called me
greasy Tina -

just like all the others.

I just...

I thought...

I don't know.

I guess I hoped.

Hey.

You OK? Yeah.

You sure?

Er...

She's pregnant.

CHURCH BELL RINGS

Well, there's still time.
It's a late entrance, but people do want to hear you.

Um...

I don't think we can right
now.

I'm sorry for your wasted trip.

I do like the way they sing,
your choir.

But I really came here

to... to talk to you.

I know.

I'm concerned about you, Father.

Those messages you sent last night.

I apologise.

Do you even know what you said?

No. No.

No, thought not.

DAVID ON PHONE: It's not Christian.
It's not. It's not Christian.

People are dying
and we are watching them do it.

You are. You're... you're watching
them do it.

Because of heated fucking floors...
MESSAGE STOPS

You know it's a...
It's an impressive rant.

It goes on for two-and-a-half
minutes. I wasn't myself.

Well, just to be clear,
you weren't sober?

No. Do we need to make
the necessary arrangements?

We still have the place you
used before.

No, no. I don't think that'll be
necessary.

You know, it's my own failing as
a Christian,

but I despise being lectured
to by the weak.

And it's the modern disease,
isn't it?

So many people think it's their job
to tell me how to better myself.

Well, I think, well,

how arrogant they are.

I am everyone's servant.

But I am God's servant most of all.

No, no, I know what you are.

Oh, he speaks with venom.

I wonder what he wants to say.

Just that
I think shaming people is easy,

and I think you enjoy it.

And I think you hide your own shame
a little too tightly.

Sorry.

You'll get another chance.

Fail, and I will make sure that
you are no longer part

of my diocese.

There'll be no needle exchanges -

not even a mention.

No more drinking.

Not even a drop.

Where's he going?

You're not leaving?

Er, I'm afraid I have to.

Are you going to reimburse
the tickets?

I told you not to charge
for tickets.

You arrogant... Look go on, go on.

Please, do tell me.

Tell me what I am.

Hmm.

Did she tell you?

Are you angry at me?

No.

I am -

angry at me.

I don't know what I do now.

Now, we're...

I'm just going to be supporting
you in a different way.

And my dad?

And the first thing we're going to
do is make sure you're

out of that house. We'll try and
find you somewhere safe to stay...

I can't do that. ..where you can
continue your education,

your work at the church,
and somewhere safe to have a child.

If I leave, he kills Mum.

He's told me that -

and her.

Then she leaves, too.
She won't.

You know that.

This isn't some...

He isn't the father? I'm sorry.

No. No.

That's an OK question to ask.

And I get why you asked it.

But no.

He looks at me, sometimes, in
a way that I don't like.

But he's never touched me like that.

All he does is hit Mum.

How horrible.

It sounds funny to say, but

I was more scared to tell you
than anyone else.

Even him.

I think because...

I think you're the only one who
thought I was better.

You are better.

I get really scared, Tina.

Sometimes, I think I'm full of fear.

Sometimes, I make mistakes.

Horrible destructive mistakes
because of that fear.

But you, you amaze me.

Because, despite everything...

...I see your love before
I see your fear.

You are God's creature

and you're on a path,

and you will find great happiness
on that path because you meet

that path with love.

Do you understand?

That's a really nice thing to say.

And,

when it gets hard for you,

we're here.

OK? Not just me,
but the whole church.

Because we believe in you.

We love you.

GREG: # Fare you well, my dear

? I must be gone

? And leave you for a while.

? If I roam away

? I'll come back again

? Though I roam

? 10,000 miles, my dear

? Though I roam 10,000 miles

CHOIR HUMS IN HARMONY

? O yonder doth sit
that little turtle dove

? He doth sit on yonder high tree

? A-making a moan

? For the loss of his love

? As I will do for thee

? My dear

? As I will do

? For thee. ?

We thought we could have a pint.

Sparkling water for you, obviously.

Wash away the worst of the day
with carbonated water.

If you fancied it?

Um, it's a kind offer but I...

I should get back.

Another win.

No dead bodies. No drowned souls.

Yeah.

It was great.

You may not realise it,
but I like you very much.

I actually like everyone
a lot more than people think.

Thanks, Francis.

So now everyone knows?

Not everyone, but some people.

And are you keeping it?

You know you're the first
to ask me that?

Course I am.

Yeah, I guess Catholics don't ask
that question.

Yeah!

How do you think...?

How are you going to tell your dad?

Er, I haven't thought about
that yet.

Or I have but I'm just...
I'm trying not to.

What, you think he'll be OK?

He won't give you too much shit,
will he?

I don't think he'd tell me what
a good grandpa he'll be.

Can I come in with you?

No.

Are you sure? Yeah.

Thanks, though.

I just, er...

I just wanted to talk to you -

make sure you're OK.

I know Tina was your project.

And I thought she wasn't. I thought
she was my congregant, my

friend. Can you imagine
what I could have done helping her into robes -

finding her a place in a convent?

There are a lot
of confused people in there.

She would've found her way.

No, I've let her down.

Well, at least you tried.

I don't judge you or...

Or maybe I do.

Maybe you do.

But I also love you.

I watched you today...

...and I loved you.

How ridiculous I am.

You shouldn't love me.

No.

No, I know.

Hey.

Are you OK?

Yeah, I didn't expect
it to feel like that.

That's good.

Oh, no.

What?

I'm, um,

I'm the tempter

and you're... you're a priest.

You've been telling me to admit
to it that I...

You're... ..I feel for you.
No, you are not ready for me.

You're a priest.

I love you.

Do you?

Or do you love everyone?

Or do you love the way
I made you feel just now?

Or do you...?

I'm sorry. No.

I'm, um... What? No.

I'm sorry. No, no, no, no,
not like this.!

It's not your fault.
It's my fault.

I am shameful.

You're... You're not.
I just a kissed

a bloody priest!

Don't, please. I'm sorry.

DOOR CLOSES

I've started.

I was hungry.

It looks amazing.

Ah. Oh, no.

No, no, no.

Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey.

It's OK, darling. It's OK.
ANNA SOBS

I know.

Let it out. Let it out.

SIREN BLARES

INDISTINCT RADIO DIALOGUE

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Of course I can.

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