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- Hey.
- How was it at the cabin?

Yeah, it was fine.

- Coffee?
- Sure.

Is Maggie still asleep?

She's on a run.

So...

How long are you planning
on sleeping on the couch for?

Don't know.

I know you're hurt, but...

Do you think you may be
overreacting a little bit?

Hey.

I thought you should understand
more than anybody,

considering what
you're going through.

It was one kiss.

It's not just about the kiss,
Sedona.

Maggie hasn't been honest
with me since Liam got here.

I mean, some things are just

too difficult
for people to talk about.

But I mean, have you told her
everything about your life

with Lynne?

It's completely different.

Uh, it's Ben's attorney.

Hey Sam, what's going on?

I'm afraid I got bad news.

The judge denied bail.

Why?

He said he considers Ben
a flight risk.

I need to see him.

Then you better come now,
before they decide to transfer

Ben to the detention facility.

On my way.

Hey, why don't I come with you

and see if maybe I can help
talk him through this?

- That's a good idea, thank you.
- Yeah.

You look like you had
a good run.

Sorry I didn't make it
to your dinner last night.

Don't even worry about it.

Did you and Cal clear things up?

He didn't want
to talk about it.

I'm sure he'll understand.

You two will work this out.

You always do.

I hate that I hurt him.

I just wish things
weren't so confusing.

♪ Is this as good
as it's gonna get ♪

♪ I've given all I can give ♪

♪ But the rivers still
get wider wider ♪

♪ We've been here all along ♪

♪ Through the valleys
we carry on ♪

♪ The journey takes us
higher higher ♪

♪ This could be a home
if we try to build it ♪

♪ This could be a life
that's one in a million ♪

♪ All the hard times,
yeah, they were worth it ♪

♪ Time and time and time again ♪

♪ Ooh whoa whoa ooh ♪

♪ Whoa whoa ooh
Whoa whoa ooh ♪

♪ Time and time
and time again ♪

Hey, it's me.

Hey! I was wondering
when you were finally

going to get back to me.

Yeah, listen. Um...

I think I'm going to have
to pass on that job offer.

I don't understand,
why would you do that?

I just really need
to stay here

and see things through
with Maggie.

It's your decision,

but for the record, I think
you're making a big mistake.

Well, I won't know unless
I try.

Okay. Let me know
how it goes.

Take care, mate.

Thanks.

Cal, I know that you care
about Ben, but...

I think you might be getting
too emotionally involved.

He's a good kid, Sedona.

And so is his sister.

It's not their fault
their mother abandoned them.

I realize that, but...

it's also not
your responsibility.

Ben's got nobody
looking out for him.

What about his lawyer?

It's not the same, you know,

I can't just
turn my back on him.

You sure this is about Ben?

What do you mean?

I mean, maybe this situation

is opening up some old wounds
for you.

I'm just trying to help Ben
keep his family together.

That's all.

Helping Ben isn't gonna change
what we went through, Cal.

Cal?

Cal?

- You want me to answer it?
- Let it go to voicemail.

You're going to have to talk
to Maggie sometime.

You've reached Cal Jones,
please leave a message.

Hey, it's me.

I feel terrible about
how we left things last night.

Can you please call me back
so I can explain?

I love you.

Did table six
like their quiches?

Yeah, I think so.

Well, I thought maybe I could
add some lemon thyme

to the recipe.
What do you think?

Yeah, sure. Whatever you want.

That was a joke.

Oh. Right.

You okay?

Yeah, just busy.

I wanted to let you know

I had a really nice time
yesterday,

and I thought maybe later,

you could show me around
a bit more.

Look, Amir,
you're a really nice guy,

but I just got out
of a relationship

that didn't end well,

not really looking for anything.

I need to focus
on myself right now.

Uh, yeah. Sure.

I get it.
- Okay.

I know how difficult
this situation is,

but I'm sure things are going
to get easier, Ben.

- How?
- Well, we still have time

to convince the Crown to see
things our way before the trial.

This is all my fault.

Taking care of your sister
is a big job.

You know, your mom

never should've put that
kind of responsibility on you.

No, it's not my mom's fault.

It's mine.

What do you mean?

I was supposed to hang out
with my friends.

My mom was tired,

said I had to watch Tracy.

I got upset and said
that she was a terrible mom

And that I hated her.

Kids get angry at their
parents all the time.

You don't understand,
she was really depressed.

She even started taking pills
for it.

If I didn't say anything,
she wouldn't have left.

And I'd still be with Tracy.

Uh, just a second.

Hey.

What are you doing here?

I came to apologize.

I didn't mean for Cal
to find out that way.

I really need you to go,

I don't want Cal
to see you here.

Can we just talk?

There is nothing
to talk about, Liam.

I can't walk away again,
Maggie.

Liam, please.

I'm still in love with you,
Red.

And I think if you're
honest with yourself,

you'll realize that you're still
in love with me, too.

What's this?

I signed the divorce papers.

So now it's up to you to decide
how our story ends.

You know, I understand,
people get depressed, I do.

But abandoning your children...

Well, no one tells you
how hard being a mother is.

You just feel guilty
because you're being pulled

in so many different directions
all the time.

Hello, Sullivan's Crossing.

Oh, hi, Edna.

Carol. Um, I'm not
interrupting, am I?

Not at all! It was really nice
to see you yesterday.

Listen, I'm wondering
if I can ask you a favour.

- Sure.
- I volunteered to make

some pies for the shelter,
but forgot I have

a doctor's appointment,
so I was hoping you could help?

If it wouldn't be
too much trouble.

Of course. I'll just get
Frank to watch the store for me.

When should I come by?

Well, I'm just heading off
to the clinic now,

so I could call you
when I get back.

- Okay, see you then.
- Thanks.

Bye.

I'm really glad
you called.

Still can't believe
I grabbed the wrong bag.

Yeah, no, I mean,
honest mistake,

what are the odds
we have the same one?

Yeah.

So, are you here
for holiday too?

Oh, actually,
I'm here for work.

What do you do?

War correspondent.

That's gotta be
an exciting job.

Yeah, it can be.

You must have some
crazy stories.

One or two.

Uh...

Well, it was nice
to meet you.

Can I buy you dinner?

As a thank you?

I mean, unless you already have
plans with someone.

I'd love that.

Oh, hey, you're here!
Just want to let you know,

Dr. Rabney called
and Tracey's fever is gone.

She's doing so much better.

They're going to release her
tomorrow.

That's great news.

You want Grace to mail
that for you?

Uh, actually, I have to drop
this off at the courthouse.

Is that about Ben?

No, it's personal.

If you need someone
to talk to,

I'm told I'm a pretty good
listener.

I'm good, but thank you.

Okay.

Who's my first patient?

- Mr. Arcieri. Exam room two.
- Alright, thank you.

Did you remember to check
how many steaks we have left,

so I can put the order
in with the butcher?

Not yet.

Never mind,
I'll just do it myself.

What is all this?

A delivery came
and I signed for it.

This is fish, it can't just
sit out here all day.

I was in the middle of dealing
with that big party

when it came in,
didn't read the invoice.

Just try to be a little more
careful next time.

Come on, Sydney,
why are you being like this?

I don't know what
you're talking about,

I just need to get these
into the fridge.

Okay, you've been
acting up all day.

I'm not letting you go anywhere
until you tell me

what's going on.

Just please get out of my way.

So you're seriously
not going to talk to me?

Great. It's stuck.

Here, let me try.

It won't budge.

Hello, can someone let us out?!

You can save your breath,
that's not going to work.

Why not?

Because I gave the staff
the afternoon off.

Why would you do that?

They worked late last night.

You know what,
I'll just call the Outpost.

There's no service.

Great. We'll just have to wait
for someone to come back.

What are you doing?

Looking for something
to help get the door open.

Thanks for coming with me
to talk to Ben today.

Yeah, I hope it helped.

Yeah, me too.

Hey, listen.
There is something

that I actually
need to tell you.

Okay.

I didn't really know
how to say this before, but...

Um...

Chris isn't the one
that cheated.

How could you do that?

Things with Chris just got
so comfortable.

I thought that's what
you wanted.

Life just became
so predictable,

and I got scared.

I just need some fresh air.

Looks like the blood pressure
medication Dr. Carlson gave you

is doing a nice job.
- Is Dr. Carlson available?

Uh, he's with another
patient right now.

Something I can help you with?
- Never mind.

Are you sure?

Um, maybe I should just wait
for Dr. Carlson.

It's a little embarrassing.

Changes in libido can happen

with some blood pressure
medications.

How about we prescribe you
a different option?

Thanks, Doc.
Really appreciate it.

Of course, happy to help.

Your next patient is here.

Thanks.

- Mrs. Miller?
- Yes, that's me.

Uh, I'm Dr. Sullivan,
I'll be working with Dr. Carlson

for the next couple of months.

Oh, well,
it's really nice to meet you.

So, what brings you in?

Oh, my wrists.
They've been acting up.

May I?

Have you seen a rheumatologist?

Not yet.

I can see if Dr. Carlson
can refer you to one,

and in the meantime,
we can prescribe you

an anti-inflammatory,
see if that helps.

- Oh, yes, thank you.
- Yeah.

I love to cook,
but yeah, this pain

is slowing me down.

I mean, you'd never know it now,
but I used to be pretty active.

My late husband and I,
we travelled the world.

I would've done anything
for that man.

Can I give you a little advice?

Sure.

Make sure you live life
to the fullest.

You get to be my age
and all you have are, well,

your memories.

And regrets.

I'll keep that in mind.

Well, I'll get Dr. Carlson

to call in that prescription
for you.

Okay, thank you.

♪ I can't picture
the world outside ♪

♪ I lose my shape
in the artificial light ♪

♪ And the anger takes hold
of my body and soul ♪

♪ It's then that I know
I never learned to let go ♪

I promise you know
everything now.

No more secrets.

Thank you.

♪ But I think I'd be lost
without you ♪

♪ Without you ♪

- Hey, Frank.
- Hey.

Could I get some quarters
for the washing machine?

Sure.

You, uh,
you on your own today?

Yeah. Edna's helping a friend.

Do you have time for a coffee?

It's pretty slow
around here today.

Yeah.
Yeah, that'd be nice actually.

Thanks.
- Yeah.

How do you take it?

Uh, black.

Got used to having it that way
while overseas.

It's a little tough to find
fresh milk in a warzone.

Edna tells me you were
over the other day

to help her fix a cabinet.
I appreciate that.

Yeah, frankly,

it was nice to feel
useful around here, so...

Hey, can I ask you something?

Sure.

What made Maggie leave
her career and move here?

Well, you'd have
to ask her for sure,

but I think she just realized

that this place is where
she belongs.

Why do you ask?

I was just curious.

- You got a minute?
- Sure.

Uh, Mr. Arcieri's experiencing
some side effects

from the blood pressure
medication,

so I thought we'd switch
prescriptions.

And Mrs. Miller
needs a referral

for a rheumatologist, I think
she might have arthritis.

Okay,
thanks for letting me know.

- Of course.
- Hey, I...

I just want to tell you
I'm really impressed.

I can see how much
you care about the patients.

You're going to make a great GP.

Thanks, that means a lot.

Maggie, I know
it's none of my business.

I don't want to overstep.
But earlier today,

I could tell something
was really bothering you.

I'm fine.

Remember
back at the Outpost,

when I told you that my watch
had sentimental value?

- Yeah.
- I never told you why.

This was the last gift
that I got from my wife

before she left me.

I'm sorry.

I got so wrapped up
in my patients' problems,

I never took the time
to deal with my own.

Just, don't make the same
mistake I did, okay?

Thanks.

This is not working at all.

Oh, that's just great.

Why didn't I wear
a long-sleeved shirt?

They say in situations
like these,

you're supposed to huddle.

You know, to keep warm.

I don't want you to freeze
to death, may I?

Yeah.

So, since we're going
to be stuck in here for a while,

do you want to finally tell me
what's been bothering you?

Fine.

When I spoke to Rob last night,

he pretty much said
you're a player.

I see.

Is that what you think
I'm doing?

Playing you?

Maybe.

Look,

when I told you
I spent years

focused on my restaurant,

well that meant that
I didn't have a lot of time

for serious relationships.

So, you've never had
a long-term relationship.

Mm-mm. Not yet, anyway.

But I realize
what a mistake that was.

What my ambition cost me.

I just wish I'd figured out

how important it is
to have someone special

on that journey with you.

Uh, sorry, I didn't realize
you two were in here.

The handle got stuck,
so we couldn't open the door.

We should get that fixed,
have someone check it out.

Good idea. I'll go do that.

Uh, I'd better get ready
for the dinner rush.

Yeah.

Hello? It's me, Edna.

Carol, are you in here?

You still need help
with the pies?

Carol?

Are you okay?

Oh! Oh, no, Carol!

What happened?

Liam.

Listen, Cal.
I don't want any trouble, okay?

I think it's a bit late
for that, don't you?

Look, I respect
what you've been through,

but that doesn't mean
you can come here

and tear apart Maggie's life.

I can't help the way I feel.

Why did you really come here?

Like I said,

I needed those papers
for my visa,

but I also needed closure, okay,

which means I had to tell her
why I never came back.

Well, you've done that now.

Seeing her again
made me realize...

that I'm still in love with her.

And I think she's still
in love with me, too.

Maggie's been through a lot.

She's finally in a good place.

If you love her as much
as you say you do,

you think you'd want her
to be happy.

And what if she could be
happier with me?

It's not up to you, is it?

No, it isn't.

Which is why I gave her
the signed divorce papers

this morning.

Looks like it's up to Maggie
to decide.

Edna?
- Oh, Maggie,

I am so glad to see you.

I didn't know what to do.

Uh, you didn't move her,
did you?

Uh, well, we sat her up.

Okay. Do you remember
what happened?

I was headed into the kitchen,
to start prepping the pies,

and then the next thing I knew,
I was flat on the floor.

I don't know if I caught my foot
in the carpet...

- Did you hit your head?
- Uh, no, I fell on my side.

Okay. Anything specific hurt?

- My arm.
- May I?

Oh, yes.

I think that might be broken.

We'll need to get you
to the hospital, do an X-ray.

Do you remember if you felt
dizzy before you fell?

Uh, no. Why?

Just want to rule out
any possibility of a TIA.

- What's that?
- A transient ischemic attack.

It's a temporary blockage
of blood to the brain.

I'm so sorry.
I've gone and ruined

a perfectly lovely afternoon.

Don't be silly.

All that matters
is that you're going to be okay.

Hi, yeah, I'm going to need
an ambulance

to 125 Shiller Lane. Thank you.

Where were you? I was worried.

Just needed some time
to think.

Okay, look.
I know I screwed up my marriage,

but you are my big brother,
and you said that

you would be there for me,
no matter what.

I know. I know, I know.

You're right and I'm sorry.

I just, this whole Liam thing
has got me all

twisted up inside, you know?

Yeah, I know.

What you said before,

about your life with Chris
getting too comfortable.

Is that how you think
Maggie feels about me?

Why would you say that?

I, just,
I'm nothing like Liam, you know?

I'm not a war correspondent

looking for an adrenaline rush
all the time, I just,

I came here,
to the Crossing, you know?

I'm just trying to build
a stable life for myself,

one without drama.
- Cal...

Maggie loves you.

I know.
I know she does, just...

What if that's not enough?

Here, let me take that
for you, these look heavy.

Thanks.

Listen, Sydney.
About before...

It's just, it's been
a really long day.

I'm kind of tired. Are you okay
closing up without me?

Yeah, sure.

Thanks.

- Hey.
- Hey, man, just checking in.

So, I'm guessing Sydney
talked to you about my offer.

What offer is that?

Uh, to stay and work
at the lodge full-time.

She hasn't mentioned it.

Well, I've decided to let
Finn stay in Toronto,

so that means we're going
to need somebody to help out

at the lodge long-term.

So what do you say?

Oh.
That's an interesting offer.

I'm going to need a day
to think about it.

Okay, sure, yeah.
Take your time.

No rush.

Actually, Rob, I wanted
to talk to you about something.

Okay. Go ahead, what's up?

We're friends, right?

Of course we are.

Then, why did you
bad-mouth me to Sydney?

Hey, look, man.

I... I wasn't trying
to bad-mouth you.

I just thought
she should know.

But I'm not that guy
anymore, Rob.

Look, she's my sister, Amir.

So if you plan on taking me up
on this offer,

Sydney has to be
off-limits, okay?

Yeah, understood.

Good.

Let me know what you decide.

You okay?

Yeah, but Carol's not.

Her arm is definitely broken.

Ah, that poor woman.

She's all alone in that house.

She's got no one to help.

She'll be fine.
You'll get the meal train

going and we'll look in on her.

Why don't we go home
and I'll heat up dinner?

That would be really nice.

Hey. Just heard
from the hospital.

Carol's MRI came back,
no signs of any TIA.

Oh, that's good news.

Shame she broke her arm.

It's going to be tough
to navigate for someone her age.

Well, at least
it wasn't a hip.

Yeah, I guess so.

Maggie.

Maybe you should just go home,

use the time to focus on

what's really been
bothering you.

Yeah, maybe.

So now it's up to you
to decide how our story ends.

Amir. What're you doing here?

I want to talk
to you about something.

Okay.

So, what's going on?

Rob offered me a permanent
position at the restaurant.

What did you say?

I want to know what
you're thinking I should do.

It's not up to me.

Do you want me to stay?

Because if I do,

we have to keep this
professional.

Not a problem.

Good.

Because you and me,

it's a bad idea.

You're just getting out
of a relationship, and...

I'm trying to figure out
what's next for me.

Yeah, that makes total sense.

Good.

So that's settled then.

If I stay,

we're just friends, right?

Just friends.

♪ Breathe ♪

♪ Breathe ♪

♪ And I feel the pages turning ♪

♪ I see the candle
burning down ♪

♪ Before my eyes ♪

♪ Before my wild eyes ♪

♪ I feel you holding me ♪

♪ Tighter, I cannot see ♪

Wait.

We probably shouldn't do this.

Yeah. You're right.

♪ Breathe ♪

♪ Breathe ♪

There you go.
Let me know if it's hot enough.

Mm. It's perfect.

Where's yours?

I'll get mine in a minute.

I've been doing a lot
of thinking about Glenn's land.

And?

I wonder if there are other

options we should be
considering.

Like what?

I have some ideas,

but I want to talk them
through with Sully,

see what he thinks.

Sully put you in charge of
that land for a reason, Frank.

He trusts you, and so do I.

Don't second-guess yourself.

Go with your gut,
it hasn't failed you yet.

You think so?

Yeah, I do.

The person you are
trying to reach

is not available. Please leave
a message after the tone.

Uh...

Hi.

Um...

Look, I know I hurt you,

and I've jeopardized
our marriage.

I'm so sorry, Chris,

and I will do whatever it takes
to make things right.

Hey.

How're you holding up?

I'm hanging in there,
considering...

Uh, I called Cal, earlier,
he didn't pick up. Is he inside?

Uh...

Yeah, I think he's still
pretty upset about

your kiss with Liam.

I can only imagine
what you think of me.

Hey, I'm not here
to judge you.

Besides, you're not the only one

who screwed up.

What do you mean?

Chris wasn't the one
who cheated.

I was.

I told Cal earlier today.

How'd he take it?

Not great.

He's always had such
a strong moral compass,

even when we were little.

I think it comes from having
so much responsibility

at such a young age.

That must've been hard
to live up to.

It was.

Hey, Sedona. Call go okay?

Uh, I'm going to head back
to my cabin.

See you in the morning?
- Okay.

Think we need to talk.

We do.

about the k.

Ben had just been arrested,

you were so upset.

You promised me,

no more secrets, remember?

I was scared.

Of what?

That you wouldn't forgive me.

We could've at least
talked it out.

You didn't need
to hide it from me.

I'm so sorry, Cal.

I love you.

You still care about Liam?

He was my first love, I...

I think a part of me
always will.

I saw Liam today.

Told me he's still
in love with you.

Did you know that?

Yeah.

He also told me he gave you
the signed divorce papers.

Did you file them?

Not yet.

Why not?

I didn't have time.

Is that the only reason?

Liam walking back
into my life, and...

hearing that he didn't
abandon me, I don't know, Cal,

it's, it's been a lot,

it's been so confusing.

Are you still in love
with Liam?

I wish I could tell you
that I wasn't,

but the truth is,
I don't, I don't know.

- Yeah, I can't do this.
- Cal...

I can't be with someone
who's always holding

a part of themselves back.

I've given all I have
into this relationship.

I asked you
to give me a chance,

to give us a chance.

You can't do that if you're
still in love with someone else!

Cal, I'm sorry.

I can't be the only one
committed to this relationship,

Maggie. I can't!

I love you, Cal, please,
just don't do this. Just...

Just give me another chance.

I'm sorry,

but it's just not enough.

It's over.

♪ Again ♪

♪ They say to let live ♪

♪ And let go ♪

♪ It'll never look
the same way ♪

♪ We'll never be the way
we were again ♪

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