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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:01:03,950 --> 00:01:06,010 Hello, my dear. Hello, Sister Rhoda. 2 00:01:06,530 --> 00:01:08,310 Tell me, what is the problem? 3 00:01:10,070 --> 00:01:15,850 I wanted to come talk to you today because I always 4 00:01:15,850 --> 00:01:22,010 thought when people talked about impure thoughts that 5 00:01:22,010 --> 00:01:26,350 men always were the victim, you know, of that. And they were always the ones 6 00:01:26,350 --> 00:01:28,650 with the bad, dirty thoughts. 7 00:01:30,010 --> 00:01:32,530 And I never really knew. 8 00:01:33,310 --> 00:01:37,750 that females could feel that way, I guess, until maybe the other day. 9 00:01:38,690 --> 00:01:41,250 I've been thinking about some things. 10 00:01:41,870 --> 00:01:43,050 What kind of things? 11 00:01:43,750 --> 00:01:50,350 Well, I'm not sure how they would, if they're sinful or not. 12 00:01:52,170 --> 00:01:58,790 If you have thoughts about another 13 00:01:58,790 --> 00:02:04,140 girl, not sexual, nothing, Nothing quite like that. 14 00:02:04,640 --> 00:02:11,480 But I have been thinking a lot about, you know, 15 00:02:11,500 --> 00:02:18,440 spending time with her and sort of like imagining romantic things, I 16 00:02:18,440 --> 00:02:19,560 guess, in my head. 17 00:02:20,900 --> 00:02:24,380 Are you feeling feelings in your body when you're thinking about her? 18 00:02:25,800 --> 00:02:31,920 I think I do. Sometimes I feel different than maybe just a friendship. 19 00:02:33,190 --> 00:02:36,890 And that's why you're coming to me. Yes, I just wanted to know what you thought 20 00:02:36,890 --> 00:02:43,390 about it. This could very well be approaching lust, and you have to nip it 21 00:02:43,390 --> 00:02:44,390 the bud. 22 00:02:44,490 --> 00:02:47,770 It's good that you came to me. You have to be very, very, very careful. 23 00:02:49,110 --> 00:02:54,370 You have to keep your mind and your hands occupied with other things, your 24 00:02:54,370 --> 00:02:57,030 skills, your craft, okay? Okay. 25 00:02:57,330 --> 00:02:58,330 Stay with the book. 26 00:02:58,690 --> 00:02:59,690 Mm -hmm. 27 00:03:00,880 --> 00:03:04,420 Just keep busy, so I don't... Keep your mind off of her. Okay. 28 00:03:05,160 --> 00:03:09,560 Keep busy, and I'll see you in class tomorrow at 3. Okay. Thank you so much, 29 00:03:09,560 --> 00:03:10,560 sister. 30 00:03:34,060 --> 00:03:35,260 I was just thinking about you. 31 00:03:37,200 --> 00:03:38,200 How's your trip going? 32 00:03:44,920 --> 00:03:47,060 Well, I miss you. 33 00:03:49,340 --> 00:03:50,340 When do you get back? 34 00:03:53,340 --> 00:03:55,040 I'd love to, but I can't. 35 00:03:56,560 --> 00:04:01,580 I'm off to a client's home in Northern California to evaluate some art and see 36 00:04:01,580 --> 00:04:03,180 what else they might want to buy from me. 37 00:04:04,200 --> 00:04:05,420 They won't even be there. 38 00:04:06,020 --> 00:04:08,540 Their spoiled daughter is supposed to show me around. 39 00:04:09,820 --> 00:04:14,020 Now that I'm a consultant, I have to meet customers when and where they want. 40 00:04:15,020 --> 00:04:18,339 But you know, I have a timeshare on the beach next weekend. 41 00:04:18,579 --> 00:04:20,180 Would you like to join me? 42 00:04:23,200 --> 00:04:24,520 Okay, it's a date. 43 00:04:24,720 --> 00:04:26,940 Have a great time, and I'll see you next weekend. 44 00:05:03,450 --> 00:05:04,450 Wow, 45 00:05:04,850 --> 00:05:05,990 I love the colors. 46 00:05:07,510 --> 00:05:09,310 Magnificent. Do you like it? 47 00:05:09,990 --> 00:05:11,730 I'm on this too. I hate that one. 48 00:05:13,450 --> 00:05:14,450 To each his own. 49 00:05:30,840 --> 00:05:31,840 Yeah. 50 00:05:32,060 --> 00:05:33,060 Wow, 51 00:05:33,620 --> 00:05:34,620 I love this piece. 52 00:05:34,680 --> 00:05:35,940 Beautiful fused glass. 53 00:05:36,500 --> 00:05:40,120 I think I may know the artist. I think he's up in Tacoma. 54 00:05:40,560 --> 00:05:41,560 Cool. 55 00:05:42,700 --> 00:05:43,700 I wouldn't know. 56 00:05:44,400 --> 00:05:45,800 All right, let's look at the rest of the house. 57 00:05:46,020 --> 00:05:47,020 Okay. 58 00:05:51,460 --> 00:05:52,460 Come on over here. 59 00:05:53,440 --> 00:05:55,100 Wow, what a gorgeous piano. 60 00:05:55,820 --> 00:05:57,860 Cool. Do you mind if I play a little? 61 00:05:58,120 --> 00:06:01,200 Jeff, go ahead. My parents just got up. I don't know why they can't sleep like 62 00:06:01,200 --> 00:06:02,200 this. 63 00:07:05,650 --> 00:07:09,950 That was nice. You like it? Yeah. I can go to the rest of the house though. 64 00:07:10,010 --> 00:07:11,530 Absolutely. I just love this piano. 65 00:07:11,770 --> 00:07:12,770 It's beautiful. 66 00:07:16,910 --> 00:07:17,310 I 67 00:07:17,310 --> 00:07:24,810 love 68 00:07:24,810 --> 00:07:31,470 the light coming through. 69 00:07:31,630 --> 00:07:32,850 It's so pretty. Yeah. 70 00:07:36,910 --> 00:07:38,270 Modern art pieces up here. 71 00:07:39,290 --> 00:07:40,850 So many beautiful pieces. 72 00:07:41,070 --> 00:07:44,770 I'm just so honored that your parents want to commission a piece of mine. 73 00:07:45,150 --> 00:07:47,630 Yeah. Is this the elevator right over here? Yeah, it is. 74 00:07:47,990 --> 00:07:48,990 Oh. Yep. 75 00:07:49,050 --> 00:07:53,290 I had to guess. If I know Jaime and Rhonda's taste as well as I do, I knew 76 00:07:53,290 --> 00:07:55,630 must have been the piece they were talking about. They said, this is the 77 00:07:55,630 --> 00:07:57,390 that must stay right here. Cool. 78 00:07:57,630 --> 00:07:59,850 I wouldn't know. I don't really pay attention to this stuff. 79 00:08:00,070 --> 00:08:02,030 Yeah. Do you like a good scotch? 80 00:08:02,870 --> 00:08:04,610 Sure. Let's go drink. 81 00:08:08,330 --> 00:08:11,070 I don't really understand all this. It's a little complicated. 82 00:08:11,370 --> 00:08:12,930 Well, this is how you drink good scotch. 83 00:08:13,190 --> 00:08:14,190 Okay. Give me a glass. 84 00:08:16,050 --> 00:08:17,190 Bring me how it's done. 85 00:08:24,050 --> 00:08:25,890 Now you take a bite of cookie. Okay. 86 00:08:26,350 --> 00:08:27,790 Wow. Cool. 87 00:08:28,510 --> 00:08:29,510 That one. 88 00:08:32,730 --> 00:08:34,130 Mmm. Oh, gooey. 89 00:08:34,750 --> 00:08:35,750 Good. 90 00:08:43,070 --> 00:08:45,110 Now you take a swig of scotch. 91 00:08:50,290 --> 00:08:53,530 You put it in your mouth and savor it so it gets into your sinuses. 92 00:08:53,830 --> 00:08:54,830 Mmm. 93 00:08:55,070 --> 00:08:56,070 Wow. 94 00:08:56,930 --> 00:08:57,930 Mmm. 95 00:08:58,210 --> 00:08:59,430 And then you wash it down with soda. 96 00:09:04,630 --> 00:09:06,350 Mmm. You taste the chocolate. 97 00:09:06,810 --> 00:09:07,810 Oh my gosh. 98 00:09:08,790 --> 00:09:12,470 That's so good. You're right. Now you know how to do a good scotch. That is 99 00:09:12,470 --> 00:09:16,030 absolutely the way to drink scotch. How have I never known this? And then you 100 00:09:16,030 --> 00:09:17,650 wait like 60 seconds and you do it again. 101 00:09:17,970 --> 00:09:20,010 All right. Is the 60 seconds up yet? 102 00:09:20,450 --> 00:09:21,530 No, you want to wait a minute. 103 00:09:22,170 --> 00:09:23,170 I don't know. 104 00:09:23,890 --> 00:09:24,890 Yeah. 105 00:09:25,330 --> 00:09:28,270 Are you sure we should drink some more or are you going to tell your parents? 106 00:09:28,910 --> 00:09:31,010 Dude, you never tell your parents anything. 107 00:09:31,430 --> 00:09:32,870 You treat them like they're snakes. 108 00:09:40,880 --> 00:09:41,880 It's my sister, Jordan. 109 00:09:42,760 --> 00:09:43,760 Hi. 110 00:09:44,080 --> 00:09:47,460 Does Dad know you're drinking his gotcha again? He's going to kick your ass. 111 00:09:49,360 --> 00:09:51,580 Don't worry. I put apple juice in it. He never knows. 112 00:09:52,300 --> 00:09:54,240 You're going to be in so much trouble. 113 00:09:54,740 --> 00:09:56,740 Go. Just get out of here. Leave us alone. 114 00:09:57,020 --> 00:09:58,020 Whatever. 115 00:10:01,460 --> 00:10:02,780 My sister's a bitch. 116 00:10:03,340 --> 00:10:04,340 Sorry. 117 00:10:06,920 --> 00:10:08,660 Okay. You like a cookie? 118 00:10:08,860 --> 00:10:09,860 Yeah. 119 00:10:12,000 --> 00:10:13,700 Have you ever seen a strap -on before? 120 00:10:15,320 --> 00:10:19,240 Yeah. My sister Jordan has one. Really? I'm going to show it to you. 121 00:10:20,080 --> 00:10:21,520 Okay. Do you have enough cookies? 122 00:10:22,140 --> 00:10:23,140 Mm -hmm. 123 00:10:23,960 --> 00:10:25,280 Mm. Oh. 124 00:10:25,620 --> 00:10:26,620 So good. 125 00:10:34,980 --> 00:10:36,420 This is Jordan's Jeff -on. 126 00:10:38,060 --> 00:10:42,100 And I know she's, like, really good with it because a couple times a week your 127 00:10:42,100 --> 00:10:43,780 girl's really noisy up here. 128 00:10:44,020 --> 00:10:45,180 Really? Really. 129 00:10:45,460 --> 00:10:48,860 Yeah, and my friend Chuck says she has a video of donkey sex. 130 00:10:49,500 --> 00:10:52,780 If you're going to talk about me, at least talk about me behind my back. 131 00:10:55,460 --> 00:10:57,740 Where are you going? To go watch a donkey sex video? 132 00:10:58,700 --> 00:10:59,880 Oh. Oh. 133 00:11:07,370 --> 00:11:08,370 I was getting in bed. 134 00:11:10,110 --> 00:11:14,450 Oh my gosh, that's so funny. You know, like, a week ago, my mom was, like, 135 00:11:14,450 --> 00:11:17,310 really mad at Jordan because there was, like, blood all over the seat. 136 00:11:17,770 --> 00:11:19,930 And I know she had, like, this really young girl. 137 00:11:20,330 --> 00:11:23,210 I don't think she was a virgin, but I told mom they were just really rough. 138 00:11:23,530 --> 00:11:24,530 Oh! 139 00:11:24,690 --> 00:11:25,690 Yeah. 140 00:11:26,150 --> 00:11:27,270 Oh my gosh. Yeah. 141 00:11:28,010 --> 00:11:30,010 And another time, like, a couple days ago, 142 00:11:31,400 --> 00:11:35,460 She had the bed soaked because she had some girl that squirted all over it. And 143 00:11:35,460 --> 00:11:39,380 I had to help her change it over because mom would have really been mad at her. 144 00:11:39,800 --> 00:11:42,200 We had to flip the bed over. 145 00:11:42,740 --> 00:11:43,900 It was soaked. 146 00:11:45,520 --> 00:11:48,100 Wow. That's getting a lot of action, huh? 147 00:11:48,400 --> 00:11:49,800 Yeah. Have you ever sucked a cock before? 148 00:11:50,720 --> 00:11:51,960 Um, maybe. 149 00:11:52,760 --> 00:11:53,760 You want to try it? 150 00:11:54,840 --> 00:11:55,840 Um, sure. 151 00:11:57,140 --> 00:11:58,119 Bite it. 152 00:11:58,120 --> 00:12:00,100 Bite it? Bite it. I want to see you bite it. 153 00:12:03,020 --> 00:12:05,520 You look good with a cock in your mouth. Yeah? Just kidding. 154 00:12:07,100 --> 00:12:09,800 Yeah, it kind of doesn't taste so good. It's kind of ugly. 155 00:12:10,200 --> 00:12:12,600 I like dark pussy lips. 156 00:12:13,300 --> 00:12:14,400 Yeah? Yeah. 157 00:12:15,200 --> 00:12:16,620 I think that's nice pussy lips. 158 00:12:17,220 --> 00:12:18,500 I want to teach you how to kiss. 159 00:12:19,120 --> 00:12:20,760 Teach me how to kiss? Yeah. 160 00:12:22,000 --> 00:12:23,800 Good way to do it, though, is with your top off. 161 00:12:24,400 --> 00:12:26,200 Oh. Yeah. Take it off. 162 00:12:28,700 --> 00:12:29,700 Okay. 163 00:12:30,540 --> 00:12:32,340 You're going to teach me how to kiss, huh? 164 00:12:32,670 --> 00:12:33,830 Yeah. Okay. 165 00:12:34,590 --> 00:12:35,590 Come on, take it off. 166 00:12:46,770 --> 00:12:47,950 You have nice boobs. 167 00:12:48,730 --> 00:12:49,730 I don't like it. 168 00:12:53,670 --> 00:12:54,670 I don't know. 169 00:12:56,230 --> 00:12:57,410 I had no bra on. 170 00:12:59,530 --> 00:13:01,870 I won't eat it very much longer. 171 00:13:02,979 --> 00:13:03,979 Thank you. 172 00:13:45,550 --> 00:13:46,550 um 173 00:18:41,070 --> 00:18:42,070 Bye. 174 00:20:28,390 --> 00:20:29,650 Watch this. 175 00:23:06,090 --> 00:23:07,750 I can't wait. 176 00:24:43,660 --> 00:24:44,660 Let's see this other one. 177 00:25:22,860 --> 00:25:24,100 That's what you're gonna do. 178 00:28:16,470 --> 00:28:18,150 Uh -huh. 179 00:31:49,230 --> 00:31:50,230 So good. 180 00:44:26,120 --> 00:44:27,120 Um... 181 00:53:18,600 --> 00:53:19,940 Hi Hayden, how are you? 182 00:53:20,160 --> 00:53:21,260 I'm good, how are you? 183 00:53:21,740 --> 00:53:22,740 I'm great. 184 00:53:24,430 --> 00:53:26,710 So I'm glad you joined the church choir. 185 00:53:27,150 --> 00:53:30,610 Yes, it's so fun. I love being here. It's great. 186 00:53:30,930 --> 00:53:34,050 Awesome. So tell me a little bit more about yourself. Why did you join the 187 00:53:34,050 --> 00:53:34,968 choir? 188 00:53:34,970 --> 00:53:38,630 I just like the feeling that I get being around all these people, all the 189 00:53:38,630 --> 00:53:41,970 positive energy, and it's just a good outlet for me, I think. 190 00:53:42,790 --> 00:53:43,790 That's great. 191 00:53:44,050 --> 00:53:48,250 Yeah. So tell me a little bit about yourself. 192 00:53:48,570 --> 00:53:52,190 What do you want to do with your life? Do you have a career choice or anything 193 00:53:52,190 --> 00:53:53,310 going on in your life? 194 00:53:53,720 --> 00:53:58,200 I do, actually. Well, like, you know, as you know, my parents getting a divorce, 195 00:53:58,460 --> 00:54:00,720 you know, that's all. I've heard about that. I'm really sorry. 196 00:54:01,400 --> 00:54:06,100 Yeah, it's fine. They're just, they kind of keep themselves, and I do my own 197 00:54:06,100 --> 00:54:07,700 thing, which is whatever. 198 00:54:07,960 --> 00:54:14,160 So I've been doing a lot more, like, looking, like, where am I going after 199 00:54:14,160 --> 00:54:15,600 school and stuff like that. 200 00:54:15,940 --> 00:54:20,320 And I'm actually doing beauty school, so I'm thinking about doing that. Oh, 201 00:54:20,320 --> 00:54:22,280 beauty school. Oh, that's nice. 202 00:54:22,840 --> 00:54:28,400 Very nice. So I'm just working hard, you know, trying to just be okay until I 203 00:54:28,400 --> 00:54:29,400 can get in there. 204 00:54:29,500 --> 00:54:33,060 Right. Wow. What makes you interested in beauty school? 205 00:54:34,620 --> 00:54:35,620 Actually, 206 00:54:36,340 --> 00:54:41,940 I was going to be a counselor about that, just to 207 00:54:41,940 --> 00:54:48,540 see, because when I do a girl's hair and, like, just the feeling of it and 208 00:54:48,540 --> 00:54:51,440 touching her, it's... 209 00:54:51,760 --> 00:54:58,480 A little more than just, like, just hair, you know? So I 210 00:54:58,480 --> 00:55:03,560 was thinking about talking to a counselor about those feelings to see if 211 00:55:03,560 --> 00:55:05,300 were okay. A counselor at school? 212 00:55:08,220 --> 00:55:10,860 Or a beauty school counselor? 213 00:55:11,220 --> 00:55:14,020 Or, like, you know, I don't understand. Tell me more. 214 00:55:14,340 --> 00:55:16,600 Just, like, somebody that, you know. 215 00:55:17,280 --> 00:55:23,120 listens and can say whether or not it's a problem or not because um yeah I 216 00:55:23,120 --> 00:55:30,060 see and with your parents and the divorce I'm I'm sure that it's got to be 217 00:55:30,060 --> 00:55:37,060 for you it is and uh it just it's made me think you know there's been a 218 00:55:37,060 --> 00:55:42,380 few things that's happened lately that just have made me think that I'm a 219 00:55:42,380 --> 00:55:45,720 bit different than other people like what like um 220 00:55:46,610 --> 00:55:50,250 Well, you know that dance that's coming up? You know, the semi -formal? Well, 221 00:55:50,810 --> 00:55:53,430 there's this guy that I went out with a few months ago. 222 00:55:54,290 --> 00:55:58,830 Didn't really like him, but everyone's like, for him. He asked me to do this 223 00:55:58,830 --> 00:56:01,370 dance, and they're all like, oh my god, you know, great. 224 00:56:02,730 --> 00:56:04,710 But I don't really want to go with him. 225 00:56:05,130 --> 00:56:06,170 Why not? 226 00:56:06,690 --> 00:56:10,290 I'm not interested in guys. 227 00:56:10,510 --> 00:56:15,270 I don't want to be around him and stuff like that. 228 00:56:15,880 --> 00:56:20,000 Are you more involved in your studies, or is he just, like, not your type of 229 00:56:20,000 --> 00:56:21,000 that you're looking for? 230 00:56:23,620 --> 00:56:30,560 Well, I think I'm looking... I would rather go with somebody that's not a 231 00:56:32,200 --> 00:56:33,200 Like? 232 00:56:34,080 --> 00:56:38,440 Like, I would rather... Would you rather go with a girl? 233 00:56:38,760 --> 00:56:41,880 Yeah. I feel more comfortable with girls. 234 00:56:42,120 --> 00:56:43,160 Oh. So... 235 00:56:44,430 --> 00:56:45,430 Well, do you have a lot of friends? 236 00:56:46,310 --> 00:56:49,710 Yeah. Do you have somebody in mind, a girlfriend in mind that you want to go 237 00:56:49,710 --> 00:56:50,710 with? 238 00:56:50,750 --> 00:56:56,090 One of my girlfriends, Jenny, I really like her. 239 00:56:56,570 --> 00:56:59,050 Awesome. Yeah. So you've known each other for a long time? 240 00:56:59,330 --> 00:57:02,570 Yeah, we've been together since like sixth grade. We've been best friends. 241 00:57:03,030 --> 00:57:05,990 That's awesome. So what kind of relationship do you have with her? 242 00:57:08,310 --> 00:57:10,150 Right now it's like normal. 243 00:57:11,080 --> 00:57:14,920 We just do girl things like nail parties, you know, makeup parties, you 244 00:57:14,920 --> 00:57:17,840 those things. That's probably why you like beauty school so much. 245 00:57:18,520 --> 00:57:19,520 Yes. 246 00:57:20,060 --> 00:57:24,140 That's what first got me interested in it. But I just, like, when, 247 00:57:26,000 --> 00:57:29,260 you know, when you do those kind of parties and, like, you start with the 248 00:57:29,360 --> 00:57:31,700 like, you give massages and stuff. 249 00:57:32,740 --> 00:57:34,840 I don't know. I haven't actually. 250 00:57:35,260 --> 00:57:38,440 I've never been to beauty school and I've never actually, you know. 251 00:57:38,960 --> 00:57:41,820 Like, part of it is the masseuse program and everything. 252 00:57:42,060 --> 00:57:43,060 Mm -hmm. 253 00:57:46,240 --> 00:57:51,960 Me and Jenny, like, take it a little further than just massage. 254 00:57:52,660 --> 00:57:59,600 Like, we... I like... We, like, do frontal massages and stuff. 255 00:58:00,300 --> 00:58:06,540 And I know everyone looks so down on this and stuff. And I was actually, 256 00:58:06,880 --> 00:58:10,860 Trying to see if I heard about this program that you guys have. 257 00:58:11,140 --> 00:58:14,340 It's like a DU programming program. 258 00:58:15,180 --> 00:58:18,540 Oh. Yeah. I was thinking about. I see. I see. 259 00:58:18,760 --> 00:58:19,800 Yeah. I see. 260 00:58:20,600 --> 00:58:22,840 It's okay. You can talk to me about this. 261 00:58:23,660 --> 00:58:27,200 Because a lot of people, they get really weird. 262 00:58:27,980 --> 00:58:29,220 I understand that. 263 00:58:31,460 --> 00:58:36,020 Well, have you thought about whether you just. 264 00:58:36,430 --> 00:58:41,650 Interested in girls more or less for a girl -girl bonding situation. 265 00:58:42,250 --> 00:58:46,110 See, there's different types of relationships between females. 266 00:58:46,590 --> 00:58:51,950 There's definitely being a lesbian, 100%, and knowing that you like sexual 267 00:58:51,950 --> 00:58:53,450 intimate contact with a woman. 268 00:58:53,730 --> 00:58:58,170 And then there's other relationships that are just bonding and very close 269 00:58:58,170 --> 00:58:59,170 friendship. 270 00:58:59,310 --> 00:59:00,390 Hugs and... 271 00:59:00,670 --> 00:59:05,110 and things like that, holding hands, going shopping, and getting your nails 272 00:59:05,110 --> 00:59:11,770 done, and possibly massage. I don't know a lot about massage because I don't get 273 00:59:11,770 --> 00:59:18,430 massages from women, so I don't have that kind of closeness. That's just not 274 00:59:18,550 --> 00:59:21,670 But, yeah, we do have that program at church. 275 00:59:22,230 --> 00:59:26,870 Is that why you were thinking of being a counselor in that area? Yeah. 276 00:59:36,490 --> 00:59:37,990 Okay, here's the thing. 277 00:59:39,050 --> 00:59:46,030 I think maybe you should figure out before... Well, let 278 00:59:46,030 --> 00:59:50,970 me ask you this. Do you want to go into the deprogramming program at church to 279 00:59:50,970 --> 00:59:54,470 see if you're a lesbian or not? 280 00:59:55,070 --> 01:00:01,990 Well, I already have this feeling that I want to basically be one of my 281 01:00:01,990 --> 01:00:03,490 girlfriend's boyfriend. 282 01:00:04,220 --> 01:00:08,220 I want to be the person that makes them feel good. 283 01:00:09,440 --> 01:00:16,400 I see. So I'm pretty sure, and I'm okay with it, but it just 284 01:00:16,400 --> 01:00:17,820 seems like everyone else isn't. 285 01:00:18,600 --> 01:00:25,480 So just to make society happy, I just want to go through this. 286 01:00:25,860 --> 01:00:26,860 Right. 287 01:00:27,920 --> 01:00:33,600 Okay, well, our pastor, he spends a lot of money and a lot of time. 288 01:00:34,110 --> 01:00:37,310 on this deprogramming. So I don't want to waste his time. 289 01:00:38,330 --> 01:00:44,510 But maybe you should find out more about your feelings and you should explore a 290 01:00:44,510 --> 01:00:46,790 little bit before you just jump right into the program. 291 01:00:47,110 --> 01:00:51,730 Now, I'm very familiar with the program because I do help out, so I'm glad that 292 01:00:51,730 --> 01:00:54,170 you trust me enough to come to me. 293 01:00:55,190 --> 01:00:59,670 I could feel the hesitation in your voice, and I know that it makes you feel 294 01:00:59,670 --> 01:01:01,710 very uncomfortable, but it's okay. 295 01:01:02,400 --> 01:01:05,340 You can tell me anything, and it won't go any further than this house. 296 01:01:05,640 --> 01:01:06,640 I promise you that. 297 01:01:07,440 --> 01:01:11,500 But I think you really need to decide before you jump into the program, as I 298 01:01:11,500 --> 01:01:15,980 saying, whether you need the program or not, because maybe it's just the female 299 01:01:15,980 --> 01:01:20,540 bonding thing. I mean, maybe this is just, I mean, you're young, so I'm sure 300 01:01:20,540 --> 01:01:21,900 kinds of thoughts are going through your head. 301 01:01:22,800 --> 01:01:28,540 If you would like, we could go in one of the other rooms in the house. 302 01:01:29,150 --> 01:01:32,350 Nobody here, of course you know everybody else has left, and I'm not 303 01:01:32,350 --> 01:01:37,010 company or anything. Actually, my friend just called, so I was actually on my 304 01:01:37,010 --> 01:01:42,010 way out the door with some important church business, but I feel that it's 305 01:01:42,010 --> 01:01:43,870 important for me to give my time to you right now. 306 01:01:44,410 --> 01:01:48,350 So I'll put that off, and we can go in one of the other rooms, and I can sit 307 01:01:48,350 --> 01:01:53,670 down, and I can show you what I'm talking about, the difference between a 308 01:01:53,670 --> 01:01:57,550 bonding relationship and being a lesbian, because you might not be a 309 01:01:58,810 --> 01:02:03,230 so heavy petting and things like that. We just need to explore that to find out 310 01:02:03,230 --> 01:02:04,690 what's deep inside. 311 01:02:10,130 --> 01:02:15,990 I don't know if I'm comfortable enough to do that. 312 01:02:18,050 --> 01:02:23,950 You know what? If you get uncomfortable in the situation, then we can stop. 313 01:02:24,470 --> 01:02:27,430 But you're going to have to go through this in the program. 314 01:02:28,880 --> 01:02:29,678 At church. 315 01:02:29,680 --> 01:02:36,660 So this is kind of like preparing you for what you're going to be around. 316 01:02:37,040 --> 01:02:39,180 And there's a lot of people in the class already. 317 01:02:39,640 --> 01:02:42,220 So this is more of a private situation. 318 01:02:42,820 --> 01:02:46,860 And, you know, like I said, if you're uncomfortable at all, then, you know, we 319 01:02:46,860 --> 01:02:47,860 can stop. 320 01:02:48,300 --> 01:02:52,020 But I just, I really don't want to waste the pastor's time. Like I said, he puts 321 01:02:52,020 --> 01:02:55,440 a lot of effort into this program. And you might not need it at all. 322 01:02:55,740 --> 01:02:57,460 I understand. 323 01:02:57,720 --> 01:02:59,700 Okay. You can do that. 324 01:03:00,380 --> 01:03:02,920 Okay. You want to take your water with you? Yeah. 325 01:03:03,720 --> 01:03:08,680 I think I have an empty room down the hall, so we'll go there. Okay. 326 01:03:12,320 --> 01:03:13,320 Yeah. 327 01:03:21,700 --> 01:03:22,900 So you seem a little nervous. 328 01:03:24,040 --> 01:03:25,040 A little. 329 01:03:25,320 --> 01:03:26,600 It's okay. Don't worry. 330 01:03:27,240 --> 01:03:28,300 Everything will be fine. 331 01:03:28,700 --> 01:03:34,320 We're just going to really see if you need to see the pastor or not. 332 01:03:35,360 --> 01:03:39,400 Well, tell me about your little friend. Did you kiss your little friend? 333 01:03:41,080 --> 01:03:43,980 Yeah, we made out a few times. 334 01:03:44,240 --> 01:03:46,200 Really? How did that make you feel? 335 01:03:47,680 --> 01:03:53,840 I really loved how warm and wet her tongue was, and it was so soft. 336 01:03:54,380 --> 01:03:56,610 Right. Yeah, it was unbelievable. 337 01:03:57,590 --> 01:03:58,590 Nice. 338 01:03:59,130 --> 01:04:03,590 So explain to me, like, maybe how it made your body feel. 339 01:04:05,590 --> 01:04:12,510 It kind of made, like, my whole body tingle all over, you know. And did you 340 01:04:12,510 --> 01:04:17,650 give each other massages, like, frontal massages? That's what you were saying 341 01:04:17,650 --> 01:04:20,110 earlier? Yeah, we got more. 342 01:04:21,120 --> 01:04:25,160 Like, instead of the standard massage, we were more sensual about it. 343 01:04:25,760 --> 01:04:32,040 And just really, like, soft touches, you know. 344 01:04:32,240 --> 01:04:33,520 Right. Yeah. 345 01:04:34,560 --> 01:04:38,800 So, um, maybe you could show me. 346 01:04:40,880 --> 01:04:43,860 Um, how we were massaging? 347 01:04:44,240 --> 01:04:45,240 Yeah. 348 01:04:45,640 --> 01:04:49,620 Yeah, because maybe that's going to be able to get your feelings out more. 349 01:04:50,040 --> 01:04:54,480 You know, get your emotions kind of stirred up. And then I'm going to be 350 01:04:54,480 --> 01:04:58,920 tell. You know, I'm going to be able to tell how you're feeling inside and what 351 01:04:58,920 --> 01:04:59,920 this relationship. 352 01:05:00,160 --> 01:05:04,980 I think the relationship that you have with your little friend, I think 353 01:05:04,980 --> 01:05:10,480 depending on whether she stimulated you or not, is really, really going to tell 354 01:05:10,480 --> 01:05:11,480 us something. 355 01:05:13,400 --> 01:05:14,400 Okay. 356 01:05:14,640 --> 01:05:19,240 So I'm trying to think of how we should do this. 357 01:05:20,490 --> 01:05:21,850 I really want you to be comfortable. 358 01:05:22,570 --> 01:05:23,488 Mm -hmm. 359 01:05:23,490 --> 01:05:24,490 That's okay. 360 01:05:25,530 --> 01:05:30,870 You know what? You have so much on your mind with your parents and all that 361 01:05:30,870 --> 01:05:33,490 stuff, and you don't need to worry about anything. 362 01:05:34,150 --> 01:05:36,230 This is a very safe environment. 363 01:05:36,610 --> 01:05:37,810 Okay? Okay. 364 01:05:38,030 --> 01:05:39,030 You all right? 365 01:05:39,330 --> 01:05:40,330 Mm -hmm. Okay. 366 01:05:40,770 --> 01:05:45,770 So let's start with, well, not to make you too uncomfortable. 367 01:05:46,540 --> 01:05:50,380 I will actually take my top down, and you can show me how you guys massaged 368 01:05:50,380 --> 01:05:51,380 other, your little friend. 369 01:05:52,220 --> 01:05:53,220 Okay? Okay. 370 01:06:01,840 --> 01:06:02,960 Okay, open your hand. 371 01:06:08,360 --> 01:06:10,440 Just show me what she did. 372 01:06:26,160 --> 01:06:27,160 You're shaking. 373 01:06:27,360 --> 01:06:28,880 It's okay, sweetheart. 374 01:06:29,220 --> 01:06:30,560 It really is. 375 01:06:35,180 --> 01:06:36,860 How does that make you feel? 376 01:06:38,880 --> 01:06:40,820 Nervous. Yeah. 377 01:06:42,480 --> 01:06:43,980 What about physically? 378 01:06:50,440 --> 01:06:53,260 It's like a warming feeling. 379 01:06:53,580 --> 01:06:54,580 Yeah. 380 01:06:55,500 --> 01:06:57,680 I'm a little uncomfortable with those straps. 381 01:07:00,860 --> 01:07:02,120 There, like that. 382 01:07:03,100 --> 01:07:04,500 May I try on you? 383 01:07:05,400 --> 01:07:11,600 Because I need to see how you feel when you touch me and then how 384 01:07:11,600 --> 01:07:13,820 you feel when I touch you. 385 01:07:15,140 --> 01:07:16,140 Okay. 386 01:07:30,920 --> 01:07:37,720 I feel like, well, I had 387 01:07:37,720 --> 01:07:43,140 plans tonight, but I think that you're more important and your well -being is 388 01:07:43,140 --> 01:07:45,500 more important than my plans. 389 01:07:46,080 --> 01:07:47,440 So I want you to know that. 390 01:08:03,530 --> 01:08:08,350 Let me take your arm out of the sleeve because the sleeve gets kind of tight on 391 01:08:08,350 --> 01:08:09,810 your arms. 392 01:08:12,290 --> 01:08:13,290 There. 393 01:08:25,870 --> 01:08:27,950 What do you think about when I touch you like this? 394 01:08:30,210 --> 01:08:31,290 That it feels good. 395 01:08:31,529 --> 01:08:32,529 Yeah? Yeah. 396 01:08:42,279 --> 01:08:43,420 Very beautiful breath. 397 01:08:44,760 --> 01:08:45,760 Thank you. 398 01:08:55,240 --> 01:08:57,060 Is this how she massaged you? 399 01:08:58,279 --> 01:08:59,279 Yeah. 400 01:09:05,580 --> 01:09:07,200 What are you thinking about right now? 401 01:09:35,019 --> 01:09:37,120 Does it turn you on? 402 01:09:38,220 --> 01:09:40,740 In a sexual way? 403 01:09:48,649 --> 01:09:50,410 And boys don't make you feel this way? 404 01:09:51,609 --> 01:09:52,609 Yeah. 405 01:09:56,410 --> 01:09:59,710 I think you 406 01:09:59,710 --> 01:10:11,710 should... 407 01:10:11,710 --> 01:10:13,310 Are you nervous? 408 01:10:13,590 --> 01:10:16,370 Are you too nervous to do that to me? 409 01:10:17,430 --> 01:10:18,430 I'll try. 410 01:10:18,620 --> 01:10:19,620 Okay. 411 01:10:20,780 --> 01:10:22,020 No, take my strap down. 412 01:10:31,740 --> 01:10:32,760 Can you help me? 413 01:10:40,960 --> 01:10:42,000 Don't touch my back. 414 01:10:59,760 --> 01:11:00,760 Do you like that? 415 01:11:01,020 --> 01:11:02,020 Yeah. 416 01:11:04,880 --> 01:11:09,020 It was really nice. 417 01:11:14,480 --> 01:11:16,320 I think you'd be good in beauty school. 418 01:11:18,880 --> 01:11:20,460 At least in the massage part. 419 01:11:20,680 --> 01:11:21,780 You do a really good job. 420 01:11:26,840 --> 01:11:28,060 Does that make you... 421 01:11:28,380 --> 01:11:29,580 Feel wet down below? 422 01:11:32,860 --> 01:11:34,420 Yeah, it makes me turned on. 423 01:11:36,620 --> 01:11:39,880 And what is turned on to you? What does that mean? 424 01:11:41,460 --> 01:11:42,800 The graphics? Okay. 425 01:11:43,760 --> 01:11:48,000 It's like, um... See, it's hotter. 426 01:11:49,220 --> 01:11:50,380 Hotter? Mhm. 427 01:11:59,470 --> 01:12:02,830 Like warm tingles in the face. 428 01:12:03,810 --> 01:12:05,410 Yeah? Yeah. 429 01:12:06,970 --> 01:12:07,970 Okay, good. 430 01:12:09,530 --> 01:12:13,190 And did your friend touch you down there? 431 01:12:13,590 --> 01:12:14,590 Yeah. 432 01:12:15,410 --> 01:12:18,010 Wow. You guys went pretty far, didn't you? 433 01:12:18,310 --> 01:12:19,310 Yeah. 434 01:12:27,980 --> 01:12:31,540 This is definitely bonding between a woman and a woman. 435 01:12:40,040 --> 01:12:42,900 May I touch you down there to see how it feels? 436 01:12:54,320 --> 01:13:00,060 You look very uncomfortable the way you're sitting, so why don't we take 437 01:13:00,060 --> 01:13:03,860 shirt off and your skirt, and I'll take my dress off, and that way we can just, 438 01:13:03,860 --> 01:13:04,920 like, be comfortable. 439 01:13:06,120 --> 01:13:08,480 All right. Okay, so is that okay with you? 440 01:13:09,360 --> 01:13:10,360 All right. 441 01:13:16,440 --> 01:13:20,860 I'll take mine off first. You just be there, because I want to see how the 442 01:13:20,860 --> 01:13:22,060 undressing makes you feel. 443 01:13:22,720 --> 01:13:23,720 All right. Okay. 444 01:14:21,309 --> 01:14:23,990 This. You turned on looking at me? 445 01:14:24,530 --> 01:14:25,530 Yeah. 446 01:14:29,810 --> 01:14:34,410 Okay, so let's pull this over your head. 447 01:15:15,690 --> 01:15:17,490 You said your little friend's name is Jane? 448 01:15:18,290 --> 01:15:19,290 Yeah. 449 01:15:23,770 --> 01:15:27,290 Maybe one day you can even find her. 450 01:15:29,430 --> 01:15:36,010 Maybe two of you can show me what 451 01:15:36,010 --> 01:15:37,830 you did. 452 01:15:38,710 --> 01:15:39,870 But for now... 453 01:16:04,560 --> 01:16:05,980 They're really nice hands. 454 01:16:26,360 --> 01:16:28,240 Yeah, that's better. 455 01:16:51,020 --> 01:16:52,440 Do you ever kiss your little girl? 456 01:16:53,460 --> 01:16:54,460 Yeah. 457 01:16:54,900 --> 01:16:56,060 Where did you kiss her? 458 01:16:57,860 --> 01:16:58,880 On her lips. 459 01:16:59,700 --> 01:17:00,700 Yeah? 460 01:17:02,380 --> 01:17:03,680 Like a little peck? 461 01:17:03,940 --> 01:17:05,040 Or a little tongue? 462 01:17:06,040 --> 01:17:07,200 How did you kiss her? 463 01:17:08,480 --> 01:17:09,680 No. Show me. 464 01:17:12,120 --> 01:17:13,960 It started like... 465 01:17:52,000 --> 01:17:57,720 Why don't you get on your knees and turn around with your back to me and I'll 466 01:17:57,720 --> 01:17:58,720 just pull it off. 467 01:18:04,280 --> 01:18:05,380 Right there, right there. 468 01:19:11,020 --> 01:19:12,100 Very wet down there. 469 01:19:44,910 --> 01:19:48,550 Did your friend touch you like this yeah 470 01:20:24,560 --> 01:20:25,720 Have you ever been spanked? 471 01:20:26,720 --> 01:20:27,720 No. 472 01:20:35,440 --> 01:20:37,580 Do you 473 01:20:37,580 --> 01:20:44,820 work 474 01:20:44,820 --> 01:20:45,820 out? 475 01:20:58,120 --> 01:20:59,120 Does that make you tingle? 476 01:20:59,660 --> 01:21:00,660 Oh, yeah. 477 01:21:29,320 --> 01:21:30,320 You're really wet. 478 01:23:22,600 --> 01:23:23,600 Oh. 479 01:25:07,500 --> 01:25:08,760 You've got a beautiful pussy. 480 01:25:10,400 --> 01:25:12,220 Did your little friend tell you that? 481 01:25:13,260 --> 01:25:14,260 No. 482 01:26:13,480 --> 01:26:14,600 He's so beautiful. 483 01:27:03,120 --> 01:27:04,040 Feel how it... 484 01:27:04,040 --> 01:27:12,760 It's 485 01:27:12,760 --> 01:27:13,760 very good. 486 01:27:32,350 --> 01:27:33,350 Make yourself feel good. 487 01:27:36,070 --> 01:27:42,170 Let it go, just let it go. 488 01:28:51,310 --> 01:28:52,310 Put your finger down. 489 01:36:22,960 --> 01:36:23,960 Mwah! 490 01:42:32,300 --> 01:42:33,300 Have a sweet meeting. 491 01:42:33,500 --> 01:42:34,500 Thank you. 492 01:42:35,460 --> 01:42:42,000 So what's so urgent that brings you guys out here today to see Pastor Michael? 493 01:42:43,900 --> 01:42:47,720 Well, it's been a couple of months since Faye's been gone. 494 01:42:49,020 --> 01:42:51,440 And it's been tough for a lot of people. 495 01:42:52,220 --> 01:42:58,200 And I'd actually heard from Raveness that nobody's seen Bobby for a while. 496 01:42:58,720 --> 01:43:01,840 And I was really worried about her because that's not like her. 497 01:43:02,420 --> 01:43:08,540 And I went over to her place to check on her, and she was very down and 498 01:43:08,540 --> 01:43:09,540 depressed. 499 01:43:10,180 --> 01:43:15,100 And I don't want to see her ending up like Faye. 500 01:43:16,760 --> 01:43:19,040 And I think one tragedy is enough. 501 01:43:20,720 --> 01:43:26,460 So I don't know if you know this, but is it okay to tell Cindy, 502 01:43:26,620 --> 01:43:27,800 Bobby? 503 01:43:31,910 --> 01:43:37,910 because you don't know this, but she's been with several women and 504 01:43:37,910 --> 01:43:42,090 she's having a hard time dealing with it in her mind. 505 01:43:43,410 --> 01:43:47,790 And I thought that it would be a good idea for her to speak to Pastor Michaels 506 01:43:47,790 --> 01:43:53,290 about it and to try some reprogramming. I know it didn't work for me, but that's 507 01:43:53,290 --> 01:43:55,110 not to say that it couldn't work for her. 508 01:44:00,419 --> 01:44:02,800 Bobby, do you want to talk to Cindy? 509 01:44:03,920 --> 01:44:10,860 What got you, besides the lesbian thing, what's got you so down about, or makes 510 01:44:10,860 --> 01:44:12,940 you feel so guilty about what happened to Faye? 511 01:44:13,740 --> 01:44:14,780 I just, 512 01:44:17,300 --> 01:44:24,240 you know, there's so much that's happened that is 513 01:44:24,240 --> 01:44:26,860 partially my fault. 514 01:44:30,139 --> 01:44:36,280 I participated in doing this stupid stuff with Daisy and 515 01:44:36,280 --> 01:44:42,880 Dana, and now Faye's gone, and it's my 516 01:44:42,880 --> 01:44:43,880 fault. 517 01:44:45,200 --> 01:44:50,000 What kind of stupid stuff could have been so much your fault that would have 518 01:44:50,000 --> 01:44:52,880 drove Faye to do something so drastic? 519 01:44:53,340 --> 01:44:57,340 I mean, what makes you feel so guilty? Why do you feel so guilty? 520 01:44:58,090 --> 01:45:04,730 Um, Daisy knew that, well, it's okay. 521 01:45:08,510 --> 01:45:15,110 A while ago at, um, you know, Faye had a birthday 522 01:45:15,110 --> 01:45:21,370 and I couldn't come over right away because I was babysitting, but 523 01:45:21,370 --> 01:45:27,270 later I went by, um, and, uh, for the rest of the party. 524 01:45:27,660 --> 01:45:33,960 And they hadn't come back from getting dinner, but Maggie was there. And so she 525 01:45:33,960 --> 01:45:39,100 told me that I should just wait until they got back. And she said, oh, you 526 01:45:39,120 --> 01:45:46,080 I could help her set the room up and such. So we set up sleeping 527 01:45:46,080 --> 01:45:53,060 bags and stuff like that. And then she asked me, you 528 01:45:53,060 --> 01:45:56,740 know, if I had ever thought about being with. 529 01:45:57,000 --> 01:46:03,980 women before this is a long time ago but and i had said no and then um she like 530 01:46:03,980 --> 01:46:10,920 showed me some pictures and stuff and um of you know women together 531 01:46:10,920 --> 01:46:15,780 and she asked me if i liked them and you know i said yes and 532 01:46:15,780 --> 01:46:22,680 so then she asked me if i'd ever kissed a girl before and i said 533 01:46:22,680 --> 01:46:28,970 no and she asked if i wanted to kiss her and um I 534 01:46:28,970 --> 01:46:35,630 didn't know but so she kissed me and then 535 01:46:35,630 --> 01:46:41,010 after that day um you know we kind of 536 01:46:41,010 --> 01:46:47,310 would kiss a lot and then um 537 01:46:47,310 --> 01:46:53,690 I started you know like experimenting with other girls and then 538 01:46:53,690 --> 01:46:55,210 finally you know 539 01:46:56,880 --> 01:47:02,400 She and I just kind of got closer and closer, and Daisy knew this, and Daisy 540 01:47:02,400 --> 01:47:09,160 like, wanted to, you know, do bad things 541 01:47:09,160 --> 01:47:16,040 with, you know, that information. So she told me that I should 542 01:47:16,040 --> 01:47:23,000 videotape it, and then, but then I 543 01:47:23,000 --> 01:47:26,160 should videotape her and I, you know. 544 01:47:26,540 --> 01:47:31,620 having sex and then i told her because i felt bad about that because it's not 545 01:47:31,620 --> 01:47:37,360 right i knew that and then 546 01:47:37,360 --> 01:47:44,360 they um came over one day after she 547 01:47:44,360 --> 01:47:51,180 and i had uh just been together and then right 548 01:47:51,180 --> 01:47:54,640 after that was when they went home and 549 01:47:57,820 --> 01:48:04,020 Anyway, I just, I think it's my fault if I hadn't, 550 01:48:04,020 --> 01:48:10,440 if I just said, no, I'm not interested in, you know, girls. 551 01:48:11,240 --> 01:48:16,780 A lot of things happen for a lot of reasons, and this is definitely 552 01:48:16,780 --> 01:48:20,640 that you've got to spend some time talking about and going through. 553 01:48:22,000 --> 01:48:25,560 Unfortunately, I was just on my way out. I have another meeting with the family 554 01:48:25,560 --> 01:48:26,840 to do some mediation. 555 01:48:28,460 --> 01:48:32,940 The kids and alcohol and lots going on there, and I really have to get over 556 01:48:32,940 --> 01:48:34,540 there to help mediate the family. 557 01:48:35,180 --> 01:48:39,980 But I'd really like you to come back on Thursday around 4. 558 01:48:40,280 --> 01:48:43,140 Can you come back Thursday around 4 to talk to me? 559 01:48:44,900 --> 01:48:49,620 I can't make it, but... I really think it's important if you come back. 560 01:48:50,170 --> 01:48:51,170 On Thursday? 561 01:48:51,390 --> 01:48:55,110 You can come back, right? Come back on Thursday, and we'll see if we can get 562 01:48:55,110 --> 01:48:57,750 some more sessions going for you. 563 01:48:57,990 --> 01:48:58,990 Okay. Okay? 564 01:48:59,110 --> 01:49:03,390 I really hate to ask you guys to run because I know you really need to talk. 565 01:49:03,490 --> 01:49:05,270 thanks just for the five minutes. 566 01:49:07,050 --> 01:49:11,270 We'll talk again on Thursday. I really would like to meet with you again. 567 01:49:12,170 --> 01:49:14,070 Okay. Okay, Cindy, thank you. 568 01:49:27,370 --> 01:49:29,490 I'm glad you came back today to talk to me. 569 01:49:30,050 --> 01:49:31,890 So, what's going on? 570 01:49:32,430 --> 01:49:39,190 I just... I'm just not doing good, 571 01:49:39,330 --> 01:49:40,330 you know? 572 01:49:40,810 --> 01:49:44,810 I tell you what's sad. What's gotten you so down lately? 573 01:49:47,090 --> 01:49:49,070 I feel... 574 01:49:49,070 --> 01:49:55,510 ...irresponsible to face death. 575 01:50:00,610 --> 01:50:07,370 I need to change my life because it's 576 01:50:07,370 --> 01:50:08,910 not okay. 577 01:50:09,530 --> 01:50:11,730 I feel so guilty. 578 01:50:16,590 --> 01:50:23,530 Why do you feel so guilty? What makes you feel like everything 579 01:50:23,530 --> 01:50:24,530 is your fault? 580 01:50:24,930 --> 01:50:27,290 I know it's... 581 01:50:30,120 --> 01:50:35,660 I know it's not okay for me to have these feelings of, you know, being 582 01:50:35,660 --> 01:50:42,280 towards other women. And then, you know, Daisy and Dana took advantage of that. 583 01:50:42,680 --> 01:50:47,560 I have actually had a lesbian affair back when I was at Divinity College. 584 01:50:48,340 --> 01:50:50,120 It lasted for a while. 585 01:50:50,580 --> 01:50:56,380 I kind of had those same guilty, complex, don't -know -what -to -do kind 586 01:50:56,380 --> 01:50:57,380 feelings. 587 01:50:58,600 --> 01:51:04,520 I met Pastor Michael, we got married, and feelings kind of subsided for a bit. 588 01:51:05,240 --> 01:51:10,040 And then the desires and the want of having another woman kind of started 589 01:51:10,040 --> 01:51:11,100 creeping back in. 590 01:51:12,180 --> 01:51:18,120 So then I started looking at videos, watching some Muslim videos, and that 591 01:51:18,120 --> 01:51:19,120 of helped for a bit. 592 01:51:19,740 --> 01:51:25,680 I was able to kind of curb my desire, not take any action on it, just... 593 01:51:26,410 --> 01:51:28,250 Kind of watched the videos for a while. 594 01:51:29,950 --> 01:51:36,290 And when that didn't quite work for me, then the 595 01:51:36,290 --> 01:51:42,490 deprogramming program, I met a lady there, and 596 01:51:42,490 --> 01:51:46,470 we've had a relationship going for about the last year. 597 01:51:47,110 --> 01:51:52,890 So the feelings are not quite, I don't know, don't look so shocked, but the 598 01:51:52,890 --> 01:51:54,530 feelings are not quite... 599 01:51:56,240 --> 01:52:03,000 so bad, but you can kind of suppress them for a while if that's what you want 600 01:52:03,000 --> 01:52:07,440 do. The Bible doesn't say it's forbidden or it's taboo. It kind of really 601 01:52:07,440 --> 01:52:14,320 doesn't say very much about homosexuality. So don't beat yourself up 602 01:52:14,320 --> 01:52:19,360 bad about it. Everything isn't your fault. Things kind of play out and 603 01:52:19,360 --> 01:52:20,360 for a reason. 604 01:52:21,360 --> 01:52:23,520 But I think maybe... 605 01:52:24,240 --> 01:52:30,640 If I got you those videos and you kind of watch those for a while, it might 606 01:52:30,640 --> 01:52:33,700 you sort some feelings and ideas through your mind. 607 01:52:35,300 --> 01:52:41,400 I don't know. I mean, shouldn't I not be encouraging this? Shouldn't I be 608 01:52:41,400 --> 01:52:46,080 just make it go away somehow? 609 01:52:46,340 --> 01:52:49,600 You can't quite just make it go away. 610 01:52:50,890 --> 01:52:54,890 You got to kind of work through what your feelings actually are. 611 01:52:55,450 --> 01:53:00,050 So I'd say maybe if you're not so sure you want to keep going with the female 612 01:53:00,050 --> 01:53:06,070 thing and you want to kind of maybe see if you're really not a lesbian, if you 613 01:53:06,070 --> 01:53:11,910 have other desires and you want to take it from there, watch the videos. They 614 01:53:11,910 --> 01:53:14,530 help me a lot, especially in the beginning. 615 01:53:14,790 --> 01:53:19,990 They really help me kind of suppress those feelings and kind of... 616 01:53:20,560 --> 01:53:26,900 put things in perspective for a while until I decided kind of 617 01:53:26,900 --> 01:53:30,600 what I want to do through the deprogramming portion of it. 618 01:53:30,960 --> 01:53:35,140 So why don't we go up and let's get those videos. 619 01:53:38,080 --> 01:53:42,900 Just let's get the videos and kind of watch them and make your determination 620 01:53:42,900 --> 01:53:44,440 from there. Okay? Come on. 621 01:53:45,080 --> 01:53:46,080 Okay. 622 01:53:53,230 --> 01:53:53,989 will help you. 623 01:53:53,990 --> 01:54:00,890 I think if you kind of watch these movies, they may kind 624 01:54:00,890 --> 01:54:07,070 of help you get over some of those cravings and desires that you've had 625 01:54:07,070 --> 01:54:13,710 without the impulses of acting on them. They've helped me quite a bit. 626 01:54:15,250 --> 01:54:16,730 For a while, anyway. 627 01:54:24,870 --> 01:54:26,630 I think you'll enjoy them. 628 01:54:27,410 --> 01:54:31,110 I think they'll make you see things a little differently. 629 01:54:38,550 --> 01:54:42,850 I'll put these in here. It's a good hiding place for them. Most people 630 01:54:42,850 --> 01:54:44,030 I'm going to leave them in that box. 631 01:54:54,670 --> 01:54:57,650 show you another one of my things that I like to keep in hiding. 632 01:55:00,470 --> 01:55:07,170 That my friend and I have started to use to kind of 633 01:55:07,170 --> 01:55:10,070 help things out. 634 01:55:13,410 --> 01:55:16,330 But it doesn't make you quite build. 635 01:55:27,850 --> 01:55:31,090 Think I guess 636 01:55:31,090 --> 01:55:34,890 Very 637 01:55:34,890 --> 01:55:38,750 pretty 638 01:56:51,790 --> 01:56:52,850 Relax a little. 639 02:09:10,510 --> 02:09:11,510 um 640 02:28:52,910 --> 02:28:56,690 So beautiful out. It's awesome out here. I love it. 641 02:28:57,230 --> 02:28:59,070 I love the water. It's so nice. 642 02:28:59,670 --> 02:29:01,390 I could be out on the water every day. 643 02:29:02,890 --> 02:29:04,210 All these boats, man. 644 02:29:04,610 --> 02:29:07,650 If you want to buy a sailboat, sail off with me. 645 02:29:08,070 --> 02:29:09,490 That would be so much fun. 646 02:29:09,730 --> 02:29:10,730 Never to be terrible. 647 02:29:11,070 --> 02:29:12,070 No reality. 648 02:29:12,370 --> 02:29:13,910 Yes, leave all the drama behind. 649 02:29:14,510 --> 02:29:15,510 Great. 650 02:29:16,030 --> 02:29:20,570 I love it. I'm so glad you came out with me. Yeah, thanks for inviting me. I'm 651 02:29:20,570 --> 02:29:21,770 having an awesome time. Good. 652 02:29:23,410 --> 02:29:24,450 That's what I hope for. 653 02:29:24,890 --> 02:29:25,890 Aw. 654 02:29:27,110 --> 02:29:30,170 Keep your mind off things, you know. Thank you. That really helps. 655 02:29:30,650 --> 02:29:34,570 Absolutely. So you never did tell me about your trip with Maggie. 656 02:29:35,350 --> 02:29:38,770 Well, yeah, it was nice, you know. We had some fun. Yeah. 657 02:29:39,710 --> 02:29:42,470 Did he tell you about us? 658 02:29:43,890 --> 02:29:48,750 Well, I heard, I know that you guys aren't well. 659 02:29:49,450 --> 02:29:51,870 Right now, I guess something about the art store. 660 02:29:52,090 --> 02:29:53,090 Something happened. 661 02:29:53,490 --> 02:29:54,710 She didn't go into detail. 662 02:29:55,110 --> 02:29:57,890 Yeah, we had an art gallery together. 663 02:29:58,210 --> 02:30:05,030 And, you know, after Faye died, unfortunately, she just kind of stopped 664 02:30:05,030 --> 02:30:08,510 around. And it made things really hard on me, unfortunately, because I was 665 02:30:08,510 --> 02:30:13,210 trying to, you know, take over the shop all by myself and pay the bills and do 666 02:30:13,210 --> 02:30:16,870 all the work. So there's so much going on with Faye. 667 02:30:18,000 --> 02:30:21,960 I know it's just a horrible thing she's going through, so I'm trying not to be 668 02:30:21,960 --> 02:30:26,960 too hard on her, but I can't really change things, so I'm just trying to 669 02:30:26,960 --> 02:30:30,820 with them and put on a happy face and why you're so sweet. Move forward. Yeah, 670 02:30:30,900 --> 02:30:33,400 this will be fun. We'll have fun. Yeah. Forget about everything. 671 02:30:33,720 --> 02:30:36,440 Yeah, forget about all of that. That'll be good. 672 02:30:36,700 --> 02:30:38,160 You and I have a good time. 673 02:30:38,580 --> 02:30:39,580 Water. 674 02:30:41,660 --> 02:30:43,840 It tastes absolutely perfect. Wonderful. 675 02:31:57,249 --> 02:32:02,450 But I'm getting really tired from warming out today. It was so much fun on 676 02:32:02,450 --> 02:32:04,450 boat. Thank you so much. You're welcome. 677 02:32:05,250 --> 02:32:07,310 I had so much fun. I can't wait for tomorrow. 678 02:32:08,650 --> 02:32:11,650 Absolutely. I'm so glad you could come. All right. Well, I'm going to head to 679 02:32:11,650 --> 02:32:12,690 bed, and I'm going to get up early. 680 02:32:12,950 --> 02:32:13,950 Okay. 681 02:32:14,050 --> 02:32:15,090 Bye. Bye. 682 02:32:15,350 --> 02:32:16,350 Bye. 683 02:33:22,539 --> 02:33:26,020 Hey. So, um, do you mind if I come in and talk for a minute? 684 02:33:27,120 --> 02:33:28,420 I'm kind of lonely. 685 02:33:44,680 --> 02:33:46,580 I've been alone a little bit. 686 02:33:47,360 --> 02:33:48,360 Yeah? 687 02:33:50,670 --> 02:33:57,470 Make you nervous I don't care 688 02:33:57,470 --> 02:33:59,450 Not 689 02:33:59,450 --> 02:34:15,210 not 690 02:34:15,210 --> 02:34:16,650 so comfortable with this well 691 02:34:20,300 --> 02:34:21,300 Look what happened. 692 02:34:22,300 --> 02:34:24,200 Let's just get you nice and relaxed. 693 02:34:26,080 --> 02:34:27,080 It's okay. 694 02:34:27,300 --> 02:34:28,900 I don't want you to feel uncomfortable. 695 02:34:30,280 --> 02:34:32,200 Just get you nice and relaxed. 696 02:34:36,820 --> 02:34:38,080 How does that feel? 697 02:34:39,260 --> 02:34:40,260 That's nice. 698 02:34:40,360 --> 02:34:41,360 Yeah. 699 02:34:53,230 --> 02:34:55,350 Feel about you feeling good. 700 02:34:57,970 --> 02:34:58,970 Thanks. 701 02:35:40,300 --> 02:35:41,360 You're such a beautiful girl. 702 02:35:42,340 --> 02:35:43,340 Thanks, honey. 703 02:35:47,420 --> 02:35:50,080 You feeling relaxed now? 704 02:35:52,020 --> 02:35:53,160 A little bit. 705 02:39:17,770 --> 02:39:18,770 Hmm. 706 02:40:59,440 --> 02:41:00,440 It's not good. 707 02:41:00,920 --> 02:41:01,920 No. 708 02:41:02,260 --> 02:41:03,260 No. 709 02:41:03,840 --> 02:41:05,460 It's not perfect at least. 710 02:41:33,480 --> 02:41:34,480 Thank you. 711 03:01:05,990 --> 03:01:09,450 I like it like 712 03:01:09,450 --> 03:01:13,290 that. 52768

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