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Hi, can I help you?

Hi, I'm Patricia, and I'm from Westfield. What?

Hi,

I'm Patricia, and I'm from Westfield. Can you speak up, please? I can't hear

you. I'm Patricia, and I'm from Westfield, and I'm actually out selling

knives today. I was wondering if you would be interested in taking a look.

Can I help you? Hi, I'm Patricia, and I'm actually selling that...

Hi,

I'm Patricia, and...

This is Patricia.

Oh, it's so nice to hear from you guys.

Oh, yeah.

Oh, um, yeah, I would love to come in and see the doctor today.

Um, did he receive the pictures that I sent to him?

Okay, yeah, so he knows, he knows what we're dealing with.

I should be available at that time. Yeah, I can make it.

Uh, oh no, they won't be joining me today. I actually turned 18 last year in

September.

Okay, cool.

Alright.

Awesome, I'm really looking forward to meeting him.

Thank you so much, I appreciate you calling me.

Okay, bye.

Hey, how you doing?

Um, I was wondering, this is Dr. Swell's residence, correct?

Uh, it is.

Is the front door not open?

Uh, no. He told me to come by and no one answered.

That's okay. He's usually in his office. He won't be able to hear you. Come

right in.

Okay.

Thank you.

No problem. Right on the front. Just go right in. Okay. Yeah.

Watch the mud.

Hi.

Hi.

I am Dr. Swell. And you are?

I'm Patricia.

Patricia Anderson. How are you? I'm good.

Amazing. Awesome. Would you like to stand right here?

Thank you.

Right there in the light.

Patricia Anderson.

Born? September 15, 1999.

Yep.

Which makes you?

Uh, 18.

18.

So it's here 5 -6?

Uh, 5 -5. 5 -5.

Correct that.

Occasionally.

You were

here for a consultation,

Patricia. Uh, yeah.

Do your parents know that you're here?

Oh, no.

They don't even know that I'm doing this.

Oh.

Being an adult.

Making your own decisions.

Yep.

That's great. That's totally fine.

Yes, you should.

Breast augmentation.

Taking a step, aren't you?

Yeah.

Okay. Just a few questions I want to ask you.

Do you feel you need breast augmentation?

I need you to be perfectly honest.

Um, well, I, um... Talk to me.

This is a very big part of it.

And this... Just let me know why.

I, um... Well, I've always struggled with it as an insecurity of mine.

And I did get teased a lot for being flat -chested in high school.

So I figured if, you know, I used the money that I saved up

while working, hopefully I could have a little bit more confidence going into

college.

want to do this to make yourself feel better.

Am I right? Is that what I'm hearing?

Well, yeah.

And, um, I don't know.

Hopefully, I feel more confident to actually talk

to, you know, guys.

So, your boyfriend doesn't have anything to say about this?

Well, I don't have a boyfriend.

You don't have a boyfriend?

You're so pretty.

Thank you.

I've actually never had a boyfriend.

Can

you drop

your hands at your side?

Oh, yeah.

What do

you do for a living?

Oh, well currently I just picked up a little job Going door to

door selling knives.

Knives? Yeah.

I mean, it's not the most glamorous job by any means, but.

Everyone needs a knife.

That's for sure.

All right.

Why don't we have a look at it?

Oh, okay.

Oh, back here.

Sorry. No worries. I have that in my office.

Sanderson, just remove your jacket and shirt and I'm going to wash my

hands and I'll be right back. Just take your thing and get going.

Okay.

In order to do a proper exam, I'm going to have to remove your bra.

Oh, um, is that necessary?

Um, I, uh... Okay.

You ready?

Mm -hmm.

Okay. Nice to meet you.

Usually girls your age who come in seeking breast augmentation

are here for a few reasons.

Whether they're maldeveloped,

underdeveloped, or deformed.

Are my breasts deformed?

Mother? Put your hand out.

Your breasts aren't deformed, Ms. Anderson.

They're perfect breasts for a sibling of your age. I mean, they're a

little underdeveloped, and after a few years, your hormones kick in a little

more. It'll probably become the size that you're comfortable with.

So, unfortunately, I can't greenlight this procedure.

What?

I've been working so hard for this, Doctor.

I've literally been saving up all of my high school money so that I could get

this done. I even took a stupid door -to -door knife job just so I could pay for

this.

You really...

Really don't understand what it's like being a woman and having people make fun

of you because of your chest.

I mean, it's basically my womanhood.

When people look at me, they don't look at me and see smarts or brains or

something that this girl can do. All they see is my body.

I just, I want to look in the mirror and I want to see a woman for once.

to feel like a woman.

And I don't want to look in the mirror and see these stupid things on my body

anymore that do nothing for me but cause me all this stupid pain and trouble.

I just want them to look good.

And I want to feel good.

And I want to actually be able to enjoy

for once.

I... I really want this done, Doctor.

I don't think you understand how much this means to me.

Can I ask you a personal question?

Sure.

Are you

a

virgin?

So no other man has ever seen you naked before?

No.

So you've never been touched before?

No.

I've never really felt comfortable

going that far.

To be honest, Ms. Anderson, I would be way more concerned about labiaplasty

than breath augmentation.

So what's that?

Labiaplasty?

Well, it's a surgery you would have to get based on women who are,

I say, looser in the vaginal area.

more desensitized and the vaginal area happens as time goes on.

What does that have to do with me?

Because it can also affect virgins.

See, the longer your hymen isn't broke,

As you get older, your body gets more desensitized.

Breaking the hymen basically wakes up all the sensitivities down there.

Now, breaking your hymen is something that usually happens

when you first have intercourse, or being your soul virgin. And at your age,

I would be concerned.

Now, this is the procedure that we can do.

in my office where the 12 inch rod usually takes an hour or two depending

on how much pain but

eventually we'll be done

or there's other

procedures we could do.

Now, I am willing to give you an exam now to see if you are qualified

for such a surgery, if needed.

I don't want any of those things to happen to me.

I didn't even know that those things would happen to me.

Is there any way you can do it here? I mean...

I don't want to fall victim to this too. I have enough wrong with the top of my

body. I don't need that as well.

Miss Anderson, my heart breaks for your pain.

This is a procedure.

An exam I can do now.

If you're willing to let me.

Please.

Fair enough.

Remove your skirt and underwear.

Lie back.

all around the wall.

Question?

The procedure tells the doctor that the surgery is

not occurring.

Basically, from my professional view, your

vaginal lips are young.

So why don't we take a look inside and see if we see

anything.

We know women older usually suffer and need this surgery.

And sometimes, like I said, virgins also need this.

I mean, what's the use of having breast augmentation if you have

no sensitivity in your vagina?

It'd seem like a poor investment to me if you asked.

Wouldn't you agree?

Is there something wrong?

I can't quite tell yet.

I, um...

Abnormalities? What does that mean?

Well, that means you will need both procedures.

The labiaplasty and the vaginoplasty.

How much is that going to cost?

Are you kidding me?

I don't have this kind of money.

I only saved up for the breast augmentation.

I didn't even know that I had this wrong with me.

Like I said, Ms. Anderson, I would be more concerned about getting those

surgeries done than getting breast augmentation.

College, what's the use of investing in...

Your upper body, when your lower body, will eventually just be desensitized and

dead.

You will have no feeling down there.

Isn't there something that I can do?

Miss Anderson, I have huge concerns.

It's obviously that you have had a tough life, and I totally

feel for you for that.

Okay. I mean, there is something I could do. There is a way that we can

naturally knock out two of the procedures where you would only have to

one of them.

I mean, it would have to take a whole appointment.

We would have to go the way of the metal rod and everything, or, as I said

before, the more natural procedure we could possibly do.

Now that is something that we could do now, here, between us and this

office.

We'd be done in, say, a half hour, 40 minutes,

and the procedure would just be over.

have to do is set up an appointment with my secretary

to get to Rathna.

Basically get done what you came here for. Now, that is a decision that

you have to make on your own that I cannot make for you.

I don't want to lose.

Sensitivity. I don't want to have to go through another procedure later.

I... I way much rather do it the natural way.

The last thing I want to do is experience a giant metal rod.

Can you please help me, Doctor?

I'll help you.

I'm a doctor.

You can trust me.

Chill.

Lie back.

Like this.

If you can come, bring your body all the way to the edge.

Now, Ms. Sanderson, this is something that is only to be done between our

agreements.

This isn't something that would be spoke of.

Unless you want to go through the proper procedure and go through the office and

go through all the paperwork. And being you're going to be going to school soon,

none of this will be done in time.

I just... I want to get it done here.

And I want to do it fast enough and soon enough that I can get it done before

college.

I think you're making the right choice, Ms. Anderson.

Deep breaths, Ms. Anderson.

Now, this is a procedure that most women

choose to do, but being you have put it off for so long, it

only hurts more.

right there.

Vagina stay wet or aroused? Has that ever been an issue?

I don't think I've ever even tried, really.

I mean, I'm trying to help you, and I feel...

I can't tell if you're pushing me out.

Natural lubricant is the best, Ms. Anderson.

Right there.

Right there.

Right there, Ms. Anderson.

Right there.

I promise you.

way best to use natural lubricant.

Being you're a virgin, we're not sure exactly what your body might be allergic

to.

Putting the wrong thing inside could send you into cardiac arrest.

And I promise you, you don't want that experience.

Don't you understand, Ms. Anderson?

Just go with it.

Trust me, it's best this way.

Keep those legs up.

right in.

Nice and easy.

Now, Miss Anderson, the goal here is to break your hymen.

Because if you don't, it's only going to get worse as you get older.

The longer you stay a virgin, the more you're at risk.

Of course you don't.

An unbroken hymen can lead to oral

body deformities.

It affects you emotionally, hygienically,

physically, mentally.

Does it?

What's the saying, Miss Anderson?

No pain, no gain?

Would you rather have a 12 -inch metal rod shoved in you over and

over?

I don't think so.

I understand it hurts.

It's meant to hurt.

What you're doing now is something natural.

It should have been done a long time ago.

It's not your fault. People don't like you.

They don't fully do.

Maybe you feel unattractive.

There's things you can do to deal with the pain.

Would you like to know a few of those?

Yes.

Take your hands.

Put them on your nipples.

And pinch them.

Okay.

The harder you pinch, the less you'll feel the pain down here.

That's right.

Is that helping?

How does this feel?

Are you sore?

Does this feel...

The goal here is to get in deep as far as I can.

You want to break the hymen, correct?

Once the hymen is broke, then

you are free to

grow up as a normal woman.

Isn't that what you want, Miss Anderson?

to not be different.

You have to go deep

to break it.

It's not just about going deep, it's about also speed.

is very critical.

I'm only doing it because you asked.

How does it feel?

Is it going good, you would say?

Yeah. Any regrets in taking this, making this decision today to do

this? No.

Think of how ready you'll be when you start college.

You'll have new breath.

And all your sensitivity will be there in contact.

Going into college with a clean conscience.

Feeling pretty.

The way you want to feel, correct?

Like a woman.

Oh, Miss Anderson.

You feel more like a woman.

Is it deep and it hurts?

Heart of life, Ms. Anderson.

It might be best to also cover your

mouth.

Hearing yourself growl.

You'll play with me tonight, you know.

Psychologically, don't you feel better?

God damn it, Sanderson.

I don't want you to scare yourself.

It's broken when I say it's broken.

I am the doctor, correct?

You are my patient.

Miss Anderson, you're getting dry again.

I think we need some natural lubricant.

Okay. Good.

Nice and slow.

All the way.

Good.

Just like that.

Give me a thumbs up, Ms. Anderson, if you're okay.

Good.

Can you breathe?

It

feels

better when it's lubricated, doesn't it?

That's it, right there.

Open up the sand. I want to make sure I get all the water out of that.

Now stand up.

Bend over.

Both knees on the exam table, Ms. Anderson.

If we're going to break that hymen, I've got to get in as deep as I can.

Or this is just a waste of a procedure.

And we have to end up going and setting up an appointment anyway.

That's it, Ms. Anderson.

Do you feel different at all yet?

Back to the first way I had you, on your back.

Place up.

Just like that, Patricia.

We're very close to being done.

I really felt it move.

It took the body only time till it gave way.

what you want.

I will contact my secretary to get you an official bill.

Don't worry.

You can use the restroom to clean up.

Okay. Take your time.

Thank you again.

You're very welcome.