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How do I look?

You look gorgeous.

Oh, he's here.

Don't say anything embarrassing.

Hi.

Hi.

Oh, this is for you.

It's pretty.

Wow, Shawn, you look handsome.

Dad.

What?

Here we go.

My new room.

Our new room.

No, I don't think so.

All right, where do you want this?

Okay, Mr. Mover in the corner, I think.

Yeah.

All right, how does that look?

Looks real good.

Excellent.

All right.

What?

What?

How do you feel?

Huh?

You feel this for the record?

We got to go.

We got one more trip.

One more trip.

No, I don't want to take a trip.

Yes, yes.

No! No!

That we never know from

one moment to the next

and it's going to be the last.

And it's so important to say I love you.

I appreciate you.

And I will always

love you no matter what.

[birds chirping]

[birds chirping]

[music]

Do you guys have any

classical music records?

Yeah, you're standing

right in front of them.

[music]

Happy birthday, by the way.

Hmm?

Do you guys sell those,

or is it your birthday?

My manager bought me those.

She felt bad about

scheduling me on my birthday.

There's cupcakes too if you want some.

I put them out for everything.

Yeah, I could go for a cupcake.

Okay, well, help yourself.

Will you eat one with me?

No, I don't really like cupcakes.

What? Who doesn't like cupcakes?

I don't know, some people?

I can't say no to a free one.

So why don't you just ask her the day off

so you can celebrate?

I know.

I really feel like

celebrating my birthday this year.

All right.

Can I help you with anything else?

No, just rousing.

We just finished sound

tracking across the street,

so I just got some

time to kill, you know.

Yeah, what time do you get off tonight?

Do you want to come check out the show?

Oh, no, I can't.

Come on, I'll buy you a birthday drink.

I could dedicate a song to you on stage.

No, I just don't really feel like it.

You sure?

Yeah, thanks though.

Yeah.

Okay then.

I'll see you later.

Hello?

Hey, happy birthday.

Hi.

You're going to have to wait in here. I'm

still wrapping your present.

Okay.

Hello there.

Hi.

It's good to see you.

Yeah, you too. It's been a while.

Yeah, too long if you ask me.

Come in.

This is for you.

I'm so glad you could make it.

Actually, it's just Mike now.

Oh, excuse me.

He brought wine, though.

Oh, thank you.

Thank you for inviting me

over on such a special occasion,

the anniversary of the

birth of our special lady.

Well, come on in.

So, Mike, how's your

family? How's your brother?

Good. Good. Everyone's good.

Little bro's still getting into trouble,

but you know how younger siblings can be?

Am I right?

I'm just messing with you, kiddo.

Oh, I heard you finished

school. Congratulations.

Yeah, yeah, I did.

Feels good. Feels good.

I actually just got a job at a new

Internet startup downtown.

Oh, wow. Good for you.

Thank you. Thanks.

Yeah, you know, we all got

to grow up sometime, right?

Well, sure.

Why don't you tell Michael about your

great job at the bookstore in Los Feliz?

I have a job at a

bookstore. It's not a big deal.

It's great. Good for you.

Thanks.

Yeah.

How's everything going, by the way?

Good. Everything's been going great.

Good. Good. You know, I

never had the opportunity

to offer my condolences

for what happened to Sean.

You know, it's a damn shame.

Frankly, it's not safe to leave your

house anymore these days.

You know, I know you

must have had a rough year,

especially after

everything with your father.

You know, my dad said that he just got

out, though, so that's good.

You must be happy to have him back.

You know, time yields

everything, if you ask me.

I mean, I know it's a sensitive subject,

so stop me, you know,

if I step on anyone's toes,

but I just want you to know

that my thoughts and

prayers have been with you all.

Well, you've always been a great friend

to this family, Michael.

Of course.

Can we just talk about something else?

Dinner was great.

Hi. Hi.

Mom got a new horse?

Yeah. Isn't she pretty?

Yeah.

So are you staying here

tonight, or are you headed back?

I think I might stay.

Do I get breakfast in the morning?

Maybe.

I just have to work really early.

Hey, I just wanted to let you know that

I'm here if you need me.

It's just really hard.

Yeah.

I don't know what to do.

I don't know if

there's anything you can do.

I mean, you just have to give it some

time and wait it out.

It's gonna suck, but it'll get better.

Yeah.

I think you'll be okay.

Thanks.

So do you want to open some presents?

Okay.

Okay, let's go.

Okay, I'm gonna go get your present.

You're gonna love it.

Welcome.

Happy birthday!

You brought me a cat?

Yeah, he's a rescue,

and he's super sweet.

What's his name?

I'm at the shelter

there, calling him Walter.

He's a good friend, whatever you like.

Walter.

Hi, Walter.

So you like the name Walter?

Yeah, I like Walter.

Cheers.

So, what was it you

were saying about a gift?

No, the gift you keep mentioning?

Oh, the gift. The old gift.

I'm kind of thinking maybe I should wait

till after dinner now.

No, come on. I love all

the gifts you get me, please.

All right, blow out your candle first,

and then we'll talk

about this birthday gift.

Make a wish.

Good afternoon.

I'm so sorry.

Fine. You owe me one.

I promise, I'll cover any of your shifts.

I'll hold you to that.

Happy 364 days, your birthday.

Sorry, that was a bad joke.

Yes, it was.

I had more than 24 hours

to come up with something,

and that was the best I could do.

I think you might have

needed some more time.

Yeah.

Let me make it up to you

by taking you to dinner.

I'm Andrew, by the way.

Hi. Sorry, I...

Okay.

I can take a hint.

How about a movie?

Apparently not.

Come on, now.

Everyone likes movies, right?

If you don't like movies,

you're just a sad, boring person.

No, I never... No.

That's all that needs to be done.

I never said I didn't like movies.

Okay.

I didn't say you

didn't. I was just checking.

♪ Just do our part ♪

All I want to do is hang out.

Spend some time with you, right?

You seem like a cool person,

and I think we might

enjoy each other's company.

That's all.

Come on.

Okay. One movie, no dinner.

Yes.

Yeah.

All right. You happy?

Yeah.

That's good.

Very happy.

All right. I get off at night.

Tonight. Yes. Tonight at night.

I will see you then.

All right.

Bye.

(doorbell rings)

Hi. Hi.

You ready?

Yeah, yeah.

So do you live around here?

Yeah, kind of.

All right. Are you originally from here?

Yeah.

You know, you really should have come to

the show last night.

It was a lot of fun.

No, I couldn't. I was

eating at my mom's house.

Your birthday.

Was that a good time?

Yeah, it was okay.

How about some music?

Do you like these guys?

I don't know. I never heard of them.

They're great. We play

shows with them sometimes.

It was cool.

Yeah.

Where are we going?

You know, now that I think about it,

there's really nothing really good out

right now at the movies.

So I figured, why do that when we could

come here where

there's a ton of good movies?

To see your house?

Yeah.

Great. You know, it is getting late, and I just

figured that we might be a little bit

more comfortable here with a

glass of wine or something.

Classy.

All right. I know it's a little forward

or funny or something, but I

promise you I'm a good guy.

I just... I don't

know. This is my best idea.

I got a lot of movies, and I don't

usually have people over, girls over

especially, and I just think you'd be

someone fun to hang out with.

I like you. I don't know. There's

something about you.

I'm serious.

Oh, sorry about that.

Great. Thanks.

Yeah. What are you in the mood for?

Any of these?

Do you want to hear my band's music? We

just put out this new EP. I can put it on

while you're looking through these.

Okay.

Make yourself comfortable,

okay? I'll be right back.

Cheers.

So what do you think of our

band's music? I love this part.

That's good.

I think you were so gorgeous.

Stop. It's okay.

No.

Stop it. Stop it.

What is this face? I

can't compete with this face.

Okay. You win. I'll go to the car.

Yeah? Thank you.

I'll be right back.

Hurry. I'm getting hungry.

Eat your cupcake.

Okay.

Okay.

Okay.

Okay.

Hey, let him go.

Yeah, I don't know. I don't know.

Somebody was hit the cars here.

It's Prius. Hey, is he breathing?

I don't know.

No, he's just sitting there in his car.

Yeah.

Wait.

Hi.

I'm Emily.

Hi.

Well, you're just up here taking photos?

Yeah, I live in the building next door.

It's good for you up here.

Yeah. It's nice.

Well, I wasn't going to jump.

I know.

I wasn't going to jump.

I know.

Do you want to take my picture?

Yeah. You're pretty.

How about tomorrow?

I was kidding.

I'm not.

I mean, but you'd have to

be alive for the shoot. So.

Yeah.

There's some water in

my bag if you want to.

Okay.

Sure.

That's it. Anything you want to talk about?

I mean, it could be anything.

What'd you have for

breakfast this morning?

I just don't really feel like talking.

I was just a kid. My dad used to have me

put my head on his shoulder.

It was weirdly easy to talk to him. Not

like it was like he wasn't judging me.

Yeah, we do.

Feels kind of silly, actually.

Feels normal to me.

Did I? I was running late.

I didn't even have time to eat breakfast.

Breakfast is my favorite meal.

I've been surviving without

it. You must be pretty hungry.

No, not really. I just don't.

I have appetite.

Just been having a bad day.

I just want a bad date.

A bad date?

Is that it?

Yeah, I went on a bad date.

The whole guy sucked.

Everybody knows that.

Wait, are you laughing?

I guess that kind of means you're cured,

so I'm going to have to go

ahead and send you my bill.

No, I just...

I think I'm happy.

Yeah, I'm lucky.

You're welcome.

I will give you the grand tour.

Living room, kitchen, bedrooms.

That's my roommate's room,

but she's not home right now.

It's a bathroom if you

need it. And this is my room.

This is your room?

Yeah.

You decorated it yourself?

Yeah.

It's nice.

I wish my room looked like

this, but it just doesn't.

Well, I could help you

make it look like this.

Are these your photos?

Yeah.

You took them?

Yeah.

So you're like actually a photographer?

No.

Yeah.

Look at this.

I mean, yeah, but it

doesn't pay the bills.

So what?

This is...

Yeah.

Wow.

That's my roommate, actually.

She's really pretty.

Do you have any hobbies or anything?

No.

Nothing?

Nope.

Well, I write poetry.

Just stupid little short ones.

They're really bad.

I doubt they're that bad.

Yeah, you should believe

me when I say they are bad.

And no, I'm never

going to let you read them.

Okay.

Well, if you change

your mind, let me know.

I will not.

I absolutely will not

change my mind about that.

Well, you can stay in here tonight.

I'll sleep in my roommate's room.

She's not going to mind?

No, she won't mind.

Okay.

Thanks.

Let me know if you

need anything else, okay?

Good night.

Good night.

Okay.

Hello? Emily?

Hi.

Thanks for breakfast.

It was really good.

Yeah, no problem.

So I wasn't here when you woke up.

I went to walk my neighbor's dog.

Oh, that's nice.

I'm not wearing any pants.

That's okay.

I'm so tired.

I do that all the time.

Do you want me to take you home now?

Yeah, that'd be great.

I guess I'll just go get dressed.

Okay.

Hey.

Yeah?

Do you like pie?

Yeah, why?

I don't know.

Been craving some?

You maybe want to get some?

No.

Really?

Mm-hmm.

I said it's a big breakfast.

I'm so full.

Well, it's almost lunchtime.

So what are you doing for lunch?

I guess I'm making room for some pie.

How about you?

Really?

You sure you're up for it?

I think I could be up for it.

Cool.

I know this really awesome place.

If you're sure.

Yeah, no, we should go.

Okay.

You are officially in

charge of music selection.

Oh, no, I wouldn't know what to pick.

Just put it on shuffle or something.

So, tell me about yourself.

What do you want to know?

I don't know.

What's your family like?

You don't want to know that.

Sure I do.

Well, I have a younger sister, and my

mom, she's kind of crazy.

She's been in and out of

hospitals my entire life.

And your dad?

My dad was kind of like the one person I

could count on growing up,

but it turned out he was kind of like a

functioning alcoholic,

I guess that's the term.

But I haven't really

talked to him in like a year.

Are they still married?

I have not talked about my

family in such a long time.

This is so crazy.

You should be like a

therapist/indeary decorator.

Yes, technically they are still married,

but when they separated,

my mom stayed in the house and I decided

to live with my dad by the beach.

What about your sister?

She graduated high school

early and went to college.

She's really, she's the best.

What about you?

Me?

Yeah, it's your turn.

I don't know.

No brothers and sisters, parents still

married, pretty average childhood.

That was nice.

It was.

Good choice on the music, by the way.

It was the shuffle.

Smart shuffle.

This is really good.

It's a good pie, huh?

I didn't think I was

hungry, but I can't stop eating.

Why don't you take one bite? It's over.

What did you know about this place?

Well, the pie.

Yes.

Obviously.

And I kind of sort of work here.

You work here?

Mm-hmm.

Here?

I mean in the cafe.

It's really pretty here.

You're really lucky.

I like it.

Yeah, it's so pretty.

I hear they're getting ponies here.

Ponies?

Mm-hmm.

You know like one of the little rings

where you ride about.

Oh, you want to ride some horses?

Yeah, who doesn't want to ride horses?

Well, I mean if you want to

ride some horses sometime,

I know some horses.

You know some horses?

Like your personal

relationships with some horses?

I got a horse guy.

Let's just say that.

Okay, you want a horse guy?

Well, it's like kind

of a horse lady, really.

Okay.

Warren.

Well, it's my mom.

She has some horses.

That's really cool.

We can go ride them.

You want to ride them?

Yeah, that'd be awesome.

Yeah.

But you're not

allowed to bring pie on you.

You're all, man, come on.

We only can.

Yeah, a new pie.

Thank you so much for today.

It was really great.

Yeah, I had a great time.

You do.

Okay.

Well, I guess I'll see you later, maybe.

Yeah.

Hey.

Yeah?

I told my friend I would

go to his party tonight.

It's like a record release

party for this band he produces.

Mm-hmm.

You should come.

Really?

Yeah.

I mean, if it's lame,

we'll just leave early.

No, yeah, yeah, no.

That sounds great.

Okay.

I will call and find out what

time and then I'll text you.

Okay, awesome.

Okay.

Okay, I'll talk to you later.

Okay, bye.

Bye.

Hi, Walter.

You hungry?

Come on.

Come here.

You got fish.

No?

All right.

Okay, I'm going to try that.

All right.

Okay.

Okay. Okay.

Okay. Okay.

Okay. Good to see you.

Good to see you too, hon.

Everybody, this is my very dear friend.

Ever.

Ever.

This is everybody.

Hi, I'm Abby.

Hi, Zoe.

Nice to meet you.

Hi, Colin.

Hi, nice to meet you.

Nice to meet you.

And Sarah.

Hi.

So how did you two meet?

Um, the farmer's market.

Remember?

I knocked over this

whole stand of apples.

I never was there to

come from the rescue.

Oh, it's really cute.

I love your shirt, by the way.

Where'd you get it?

Oh, I've just had it forever.

I don't really even know where I got it.

It's cool.

I just found this

really great vintage place.

It's in Pasadena, but it's so worth it.

I'll take you sometime.

Okay, yeah, that sounds great.

David, I'll find you later.

Hi.

I know.

So good.

I love it.

It's amazing.

No.

I know.

You're so cool.

Okay.

Do you need a drink?

Yes, I do need a drink.

Do you want to get something to drink?

Yeah, I'll go with you.

Okay, cool.

Do you guys think you're paying me okay?

Okay, we'll be back.

Okay, so what can I get you?

Um, anything.

You probably don't

drink that much, do you?

No, I don't drink too

often, so I have an idea.

Here, try that.

Yeah, I like it.

A little strong.

Yeah.

So, that was kind of weird earlier when I

didn't know your name.

It wasn't that weird, it's just we were

probably too busy to ask.

Ever is a pretty name, though.

Yeah, so is Emily.

Thanks.

We don't have to stay either, I just

needed to kind of pop in.

Oh, no, no, we should totally stay.

Your friends are really awesome.

I'm having a good time.

Okay, cool.

Hi, Aaron.

It's so good to see you.

Thanks for coming.

Yeah, thanks for having us.

This is my friend, Ever.

This is the music

producer I was telling you about.

This is his house.

Oh, it's a great place to drive.

Thank you.

Yes, you know, does the trick.

We can give you the full tour, of course.

Or Emily can do it.

She knows what's up.

I want to talk to you

about something, quickly.

Yeah, what is it?

It's about Vanessa.

Is she here?

Yeah, she came a little while ago and

kind of retreated to my bedroom.

Okay.

I guess I have to go to the parking room

for a second, but

I'll be back in a minute.

Okay.

You're on your request? No.

So are you and that Emily girl dating?

No, we're just friends.

(door creaks)

(door creaks)

(door creaks)

I'm done with you!

I'm done fighting with you!

I'm done with your bullshit!

(door creaks)

(door creaks)

(sad music)

The ups and the downs

on my own I doubted you

So bury the cold with the

burn, not the blur, it's too

And silence don't move

Any sound in a fragile room

Could break me, I know

Could break me down, below

Inside are the scars

looking down from above our new

A burning, blue-lover

buried deep hiding from the truth

And silence I couldn't move

What now?

I know, are you tired?

No, not really. Good. Are you?

No.

Then I'm gonna beat you up the stairs!

No! That's not fair!

No way!

You're cheating!

Shh! Oh, why? Do you remember me?

Oh no, I don't know why I said that.

Oh, but I do have a, I have a cat.

Oh, I love kitties!

Come here, Walter. Walter?

Yeah.

Oh, Walter sounds like a little girl!

No, he does not. Don't say that to him,

he doesn't like that.

It's okay, Walter.

Oh wait, stay there, I

want to take a picture.

Picture? Mm-hmm.

Yeah, Walter. Well, well, dear.

Oh my gosh, cute. Cute.

Oh, I'm sorry.

Oh no, I forgot to get him food.

Oh, I only gave him

turkey. That's all I had.

Oh no. Well, can't you get it tomorrow?

No, I have work tomorrow.

Well, I can get cat food tomorrow.

You could?

Mm-hmm.

Oh, you could.

It's pretty easy. Just leave me a key and

I'll come in and feed him.

Really? Mm-hmm.

Okay, that's, thank you,

that's, you know, Bravo.

Awesome.

Well, what do you want him to do now?

I don't know, anything?

Mm, I got movies, music.

Mm-hmm. Not anything else, though.

It's okay, I'm pretty

good with movies and music.

Okay, I thought you'd say that.

Yeah.

So, this is my room.

Ta-da.

Did you just move in?

No.

It's okay.

I know, it is, it's not that bad.

Really?

No, it's cozy.

So, what do you want to listen to?

I don't know.

We got a lot of options.

Oh, how about this one?

Okay. Yeah, that's a good one.

[paper rustling]

Hey, can we look at some photos?

[giggles]

Those are just pictures of Walter.

Ooh, that one's on. I

want to go back, though.

Mm-hmm.

These ones are really good.

They're cute, huh? Look at Walter's face.

[giggles]

And then there's some

in here from Griffith.

Oh, wow. Mm-hmm.

Wow, they were so pretty.

But you're not in a lot of those photos.

'Cause I take them, not in them.

I know, but don't you, like...

I don't think about all the pictures

that you could look at when you're old.

Yeah, but I look at the

pictures of the people

I've taken, not pictures of myself.

You don't think about that, though,

like when you don't want

to see what you looked like

when you were younger and how you look

then and the future.

[giggles]

Maybe I think I will.

I'll just be like, "Oh, I

used to not be as wrinkly."

[giggles]

I just think it's really important.

No.

Yeah.

No.

You can see the back of my hands.

[camera shutter clicks]

That's where you go.

[camera shutter clicks]

[giggles]

What?

Why be weird?

I don't know.

I just...

I...

[music]

[music]

[music]

What?

You got a thing?

[giggles]

Can you stay?

You sure you're okay with that?

Yeah, I want you to stay.

Okay, then I'll stay.

[music]

[music]

[music]

Hi.

Good morning.

I thought you went home.

Well, I was going to make breakfast

again, but I didn't have

much to work with, so toasts.

It's really cute.

Thank you.

I think Walter wants some toast.

[giggles]

He's a cat.

[music]

[music]

[footsteps]

[footsteps]

There you go, Walter.

[music]

[footsteps]

[music]

[music]

[footsteps]

Hello?

[footsteps]

Walter!

Look at this.

[giggles]

I was at a low point in my

life, and she was there for me.

And she made me feel okay about myself,

and she made me feel loved again.

And it's the first time since the

accident that I've actually been happy,

and I feel like that's

enough to keep me going.

You look so surprised.

Well, the lights look better at night

than I thought they would.

Well, that's my favorite part.

Okay, so I have a question.

Do you want to be my date

for this thing tomorrow?

Another party?

Oh, God, no.

It's this small gallery opening.

A couple of my photos

are going to be featured.

What?

That's awesome.

No, it's not a big deal.

I just thought it would be--

Yes, it is!

Okay.

I'm excited.

I want to go.

Okay.

So, I guess I'm your date.

Cool.

What am I supposed to wear?

Oh, I can help you with that.

Yeah.

I figured.

Go ahead and pick out whatever you want,

and you have to wear what I say.

Fine, fine.

Is there a light in here?

Sorry.

It's okay.

You have a lot of cute stuff.

That?

It's so pretty.

I never wear that.

Well, now you're going to.

Okay, fine. I'll wear it.

Hey, what's up with this

letter from Robert Waits?

No, that's just--it's nothing.

Oh my God, the return address is

literally on the same

street as my grandmother.

I know exactly where this is.

You know that story I

was telling you about Sean?

Yeah?

That's Robert Waits.

He's a driver?

Wow.

Well, do you want to open

it? It might be therapeutic.

No, I don't think so.

What do you think you'd say

to him if you had the chance?

You know what? We don't have to talk about this.

Do you want to start dinner?

Yeah.

Okay.

Emily?

Have you done this before?

May I toss this off?

No.

You know, date girls?

Yeah.

Yeah, actually the girl

at that party was my ex.

I mean, she was my first actual real

girlfriend, but I dated

other girls before her.

Well, how did it happen?

Just naturally, I guess.

Do you like guys?

Of course.

It's not really about

one gender or another.

It's more about falling

for who they are as a person.

Are you falling for me?

No, I just mean like, why

did you decide to help me?

Who said she met?

I guess I just tend to see the good in

people, and I have a

pretty good feeling about you.

I'm going to get that.

Can I get Emily?

Can you just fall?

No, we're serious.

Okay, no.

I'm going to get Emily.

I don't have to stay over. We can just be

friends if it's too weird for you.

No, it's not weird.

It's just... it's new.

Well, there's no pressure.

And I just like spending time with you,

and I'm willing to see where it goes if

that's something you want too.

Do you want to put

your head on my shoulder?

No.

Are you thinking about Sean?

Well, I am now.

Oh, sorry.

Well, Sean meant everything to me, and I

never could have imagined

my life with anybody else.

But I know that he'd want me to be happy.

What makes you happy?

You do.

These last few days have been really fun

and amazing and scary.

But...

But...

I don't know. I just...

I'm just confused.

Well, are you attracted to me?

Yeah.

That's what happens in a year?

That's what actually happens? I think I can fix my love!

I think we just lived

out every man's fantasy.

[sighs]

I think I want to see where it goes.

Me too.

Well, let's take it slow.

Okay.

Okay.

Hey, Anya, it's Emily.

Yeah, I'm getting really excited.

And a little nervous.

Oh, well, thanks. That's really sweet.

Yeah, I was actually calling. I have a

quick question for you.

I'm kind of having second

thoughts about number three.

I was wondering if it's not too late. I'd

like to try and switch it out.

I can pay for the extra

printing and everything.

Yeah, I actually emailed you the file. It

should be in your inbox.

Yeah.

Yeah, what do you think?

Oh, thanks.

I'm really excited about it.

Thanks, Anya. That's really nice of you.

Okay. Yeah, I'll see you tonight.

Okay. Thanks again.

Bye.

Bye, Walter.

Hi. Hey.

You're pretty. You're pretty.

Are you excited? Yeah, a little nervous.

What's that?

Oh, I brought it just in

case I get inspired to write.

Oh, a bad short poem, perhaps.

Perhaps.

You were like a song to me.

Don't stop here.

Don't stop the car here. Go.

Ever. Look, you don't have to go in.

Okay. I just wanted to give you a chance.

What are you talking about?

I know you didn't want to read the

letter, but I thought

maybe if you were here,

that you would change

your mind. I just wanted...

Go! Put the car... Go!

Why aren't you going? Go!

Look, you don't have to go in if you

don't want to, okay?

I just thought that...

Wasn't there even an art gallery, or did

you just lie to get me here?

No. Of course there is. Look,

I just saw the return address.

You just saw what?

I saw the return address, and I knew

where it was, so I thought...

You saw what?

That I was just going

to go up there and say,

"I know you killed the love of

my life. I want to reconnect."

No. Then what? What are we doing here?

What are we doing here?

Okay. I don't know, okay? You don't have

to go in if you don't want to...

No, of course I'm not going in.

What is this? Another one of your

elaborate schemes to get me to like you?

I hate the man that lives in that house.

I don't want to read that letter, and I

don't want to see his face.

I know.

No, you don't know.

You absolutely do not know, or you would

not have brought me here.

Ever.

No. I don't want to see you again.

Ever! Please! Ever! I'm

sorry, okay? Let's just go.

You don't know what you're talking about.

This is not something

you know anything about.

Ever. It's not your job to fix me!

(crying)

(crying)

(crying)

(crying)

(crying)

(crying)

- Hey, it's Olivia.

I wish this one to find

out if you could possibly

take part in my shift way.

I didn't know it's a short notice,

but you stole only one.

So let me know if you can do it.

Thanks.

(clicking)

Here's your avocado.

- Hi, uh, are you getting that?

- Yeah.

- Emily, have you

seen my good black shoes

I got at Squaresville?

Okay.

(knocking)

(door opening)

- Oh, hey.

Oh, it's for you.

(door closing)

Hey. (sighing)

I came to apologize.

Do you wanna come in?

(door closing)

(door closing)

(car engine)

- I remember the morning waking up after

my mother's funeral,

I told my wife, I said,

"I don't feel a loss."

And it's the same way with

my aunt that I will be burying

this coming Saturday.

I don't feel a loss

because I know where she is.

So, that's how I'm dealing with the

passing of my mother

and my aunt.

And everything is continuous.

(dramatic music)

♪ I used to feel the weight of love ♪

♪ 'Cause I was the

one to carry it all ♪

(dramatic music)

- Come on, ever.

(somber music)

(phone ringing)

(phone buzzing)

- Hello?

Hi.

I didn't think you were gonna pick up.

- I was just snapping.

- How are you?

- Good.

Yeah?

- I'm okay.

Not really.

I have your journal.

- Did you read it?

- Only the name inside the front cover.

I'm sorry, I had no idea.

Ever?

- I really was gonna jump.

- I know.

- I'm sorry for getting so angry.

I didn't know what to do.

- No, I'm sorry.

I shouldn't have gotten involved.

I missed you.

- I missed you too.

- Can I have my journal back?

- Of course.

Can I bring it to you now?

- Okay.

I'll see you soon.

- Okay.

Bye.

(knocking)

- Hi.

I don't know if he got my letter.

I've been a terrible dad.

I know there's nothing I can say or do

that will change what I've done.

I won't ask you to forgive me

because to be honest, I don't think I'll

ever forgive myself.

You know, I once believed I

was a pretty decent person.

I don't expect my

apology to change anything.

But if there's a

chance, any chance at all

that it might make you less sad or angry,

then I'm willing to try.

I am truly, deeply sorry for what I did.

Please be angry at me if it helps.

I deserve it.

I would do anything to

bring happiness into your life.

And if the best thing I can do for you is

to disappear forever

and not be your father

anymore, I can do that.

I love you more than anything.

I'm sorry.

I'm so sorry.

I don't want to be angry anymore.

I don't want to be angry anymore.

I love you so much.

I love you too.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

Ever?

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