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the time for sick I mean I don't know if

if something had happened to him or that

I just I just hope I hope he's alright

I hope he's alive I hope he's well and

that he's happy hope I've rebuilt my

life and I'm happy as I am now

the gardens starting to get overcrowded

I'm going to have to find somewhere else

it's been two days since I've eaten and

the body's starting to smell there have

been more reports of people disappearing

in the news this week and people are

getting more careful about being out

alone it's getting harder to find food

still I'm appalled at how easy this is

I've tried to stop this spreading but I

feel myself slipping further every day

I'm drinking more than I should be

whatever that means

I've just got to make sure that I don't

start making mistakes had another

blackout this morning woke up on the

bathroom floor covered in puke what a

fucking mess I wish I had someone to

turn to but it's too late now

hi how's it going slowly there didn't

have any fresh Pastore shot so bullet

burn this mmm wonderful

we don't need drinking that's white wine

in the fridge that will do vent it I'll

put down the offer you get some red

later alright okay what's this some

background notes for the exhibition on

Saturday put your attire for it but for

the man that can make it now that's next

Saturday isn't it no this Saturday I

can't make it this weekend I've got to

go on field trip you've known about this

for weeks

yeah I've just got to go back there and

get some more samples welcome next

weekend

by then the results will be invalid all

notice I will look I can't come this

weekend

but I'll come to the next one alright a

bit pissed off for this people think you

don't exist anymore

in three months the project we finished

we've got to spend as much time together

as we lie oh great

be nice if you could do something for me

this one I like I don't do anything for

you let's don't know what is the big

deal it's not such a big deal just look

looking forward to us going out together

that's all

I thought I handled that rather well

last night very mature

I hate it when we argue and she's right

I should be more organized I'm just a

bit crap at all that I'm looking forward

to this research being over with so I

can get on with the rest of my life a

full-time job and a part-time PhD don't

leave much time for anything else and

the novelty of being a student or off

about three years ago Sarah's been

really supportive but her patience is

starting to wear thin it would be an

understatement to say that I've been

neglecting my relationships recently

next month I have to come back here and

I'll take two more samples then I won't

have to make this trip again I can't say

I'll be sorry

okay

now what was this picture taken about

six months ago and he's nothing more

recent is there anything you can think

of that might help us further like what

well financial difficulties depression

he was a bit stressed about his ph.d his

research wasn't going very well and

that's the woodlands thing it yeah we

had an argument the night before wasn't

anything major we were supposed to be

going out and he'd forgotten okay

hundreds of people go missing every year

quite often they turn up shortly

afterwards this was three weeks I'll do

everything we can you could just sign

just here and if you do think of

anything else do let me know I don't

know how long I was unconscious after

the attack but when I came round I

wondered lost in the woods for several

days

my first victim was camping in the woods

when I attacked him I didn't know what

was happening I was completely out of

control I only realized afterwards what

I'd done I should have gone to the

police after the first one but I was too

frightened it's too late now I have to

hide right well this is the flat it's

the ground floor I've got some

information on it you might have a look

right what'd I tell you did you come

from the tube yeah well in that case I

don't have to tell you how close it is

to the transport I mean it's brilliant

for the shops it's great great location

right have a little look then I brought

the right key bingo well as you can see

they always run the spacious I'm afraid

the take was a bit 70s well I like that

right well um don't start and eat that

April nights haven't eaten for six days

I can no longer deny the need it's time

again

I'm coping much better with all this the

first few kills were terrifying ordeals

I was completely out of control

but I'm starting to understand my

behavioral patterns more my life is

organized around the need to feed and

the logistics of finding new meat as my

condition stabilizes a pattern seems to

be emerging after eating unstable for

about 12 hours

mild convulsions start at four days

developing into fits in the six to eight

day phase where the hunger becomes

unbearable I can't go for longer than

twelve days the pain is indescribable

there's no choice but to feed the new

flat is perfect the area is quiet and

the elderly neighbors are deaf I feel

safe here I dreamt iserror again last

night

oh my column nasally don't you like him

that much yeah

these are puppy dog and baby eyes enough

of that I want a challenge which never

happy I'll bring him we'll see what

happens

good so how have you been fine no you're

not giving much away he's about to give

away it's nothin heard anything you have

to talk about it what's the point helps

no I've just been trying to block it all

out forget everything I know it's easy

for me to say but bottling it up isn't

the answer just can't live every day

hoping is gonna walk through the door we

can carry on as usual why don't you get

some counseling look I really don't want

to get into this tonight you're doing so

well there's an impossible situation

yeah I'm sorry

everyone's been brilliant I mean cuz we

used to argue we used to all get quite a

lot but stupid things ridiculous things

I mean he used to be sort of late he

never turned up on time for things he

never sort of was there anyone expected

him to be but you know that was what

made him endearing but at the same time

it's what was annoying about him

I haven't eaten for four days I still

feel well although I'm starting to get

restless my mind's wandering the wound

on my neck is refusing to heal and the

surrounding tissue starting to micros

small plainness lesions are growing on

my chest and back I'm doing my best to

stop them getting infected I'm managing

to live very cheaply not having a social

life is a good way to save money most of

my victims are carrying enough cash to

keep me going for a couple of weeks even

so I need to be careful the small amount

of money I saved last year is going down

quickly I have to pay the rent on

Thursday I need to buy soap toothpaste

and antiseptic cream I still haven't

paid the gas bill

smells delicious I hope you're hungry

this is wonderful

do you remember the first time you made

this yeah it's not burnt this time

the dreams about Sarah are getting worse

I can feel my grasp on reality slipping

further every day I have to hold on to

the things I know a real it's just

getting harder to tell what they are

sorry I'm late how are you sounding good

fine prints from the exhibition great

he's like my child yep if you wanted any

more just let me know thank me go then

just let me get my breath back the more

exercise I say I'm fat oh just big-boned

okay why do you want to go then we met

and we became friends and then we'd

solve did develop from then till you

know we've got what we've we've got now

although I mean I wanted the

relationship to develop but at that

point I think Sarah wanted more more

space to be honest you know she she

wasn't ready to start a relationship so

I did it did take time so yeah he was

kind of around but wasn't around

the limited research I've been able to

do has done nothing but confirmed the

hopelessness of my condition I'm

starting to think more like an animal

I'm getting weaker but I'm still strong

enough to go out and find new meat the

virus clearly wants the carrier to live

as long as possible there must be others

with this condition but I haven't been

out to find any reference to it in any

medical journals I've thought about

going to look for the girl who infected

me but I have enough problems of my own

I'm hungry again thanks a lot mate how

far you go

Manchester hop in I'll take you out for

my cheers mate

Jumana photo this window a bit

anyway I think the interview went well

but you don't know what the other

candidates gonna be like they're still

even if I don't get the job at least

about a couple of days in London on

expenses and well good luck anyway how

do you think you'll find moving now well

from this way anyway I haven't got any

family or anything in Manchester anymore

so for a try me lap down here I don't

blame you hang on I'm just gonna make a

quick phone call

so every time you go to the cinema

you're looking for a message that I I

think it makes it more entertaining if

it has pertinency

the message and sex and violence next

time you choose a film and I'll choose a

restaurant well the service was good but

my food David it was a good night any

chance of a coffee no it's a bit late

okay

I'll phone you next week yeah good bye

good bye

David

you see much

I'll never leave you again

promise

mark you're alright

I missed you so much sir I'm so sorry

we'll never leave you again

in all the time I've been on my own the

thought of sara has kept me alive it's

time to let go

but I wish I could say goodbye

my Sarah

I'm feeling physically stronger than I

have been in some time it was a

beautiful day yesterday I went down for

a walk to buy a newspaper and maybe even

talk to us

Oh

fuck

Merry Christmas everybody and so I

couldn't make it to the party but you

now have it is your only nap

so they did like Krauts always preferred

my own company

you mess he seems cool yeah he used to

be such a nice guy what happened to you

looking for business yeah we got a cop I

told you to the plan

nice flat yeah I like it

seven years bad luck

sorry the mirror it's a little bit more

than seven years I think yeah it's a big

one

here's the girl Sara

what's your name

Sara

so what do you like no don't just lie

down please

whatever I just want to hold you

whatever you like are you lonely

a little

special tax please yeah sure

come down cheer stuff

tomorrow young free okay that's great

that's great

um 12:30 yeah um this is the place

after eight months my urge to eat is

still stronger than my revulsion at

killing my weight still falling and I'm

getting weaker at least now I'll be able

to think straight for a few days and the

pain won't be so bad

sorry

cut it down please

I think I blacked out again but I'm not

sure I'm afraid to leave the house I

don't know what's real anymore

Oh

you know I feel a lot better about it

now than I did I mean two years ago it

was a nightmare a complete nightmare but

but now I feel much better the only

thing is I still wonder why why it

happened that I don't know why he left I

saw him about six weeks before then and

everything was fine he was you'd had a

few rocky years in the past but he was

back to being his old self

very solid dependable stable sort of

person he obviously you know just wanted

to be to himself I don't understand why

I want to know his safe but I've got my

own life and if I saw him again I don't

know that would be so all right yeah

that's I mean that's a that's a big

question isn't it uh the relationship

Sara and I have got at the moment I

think he's he's strong enough I mean I

don't think he's gonna come back to be

honest I mean he did not come back now I

mean he's been so long he's just not

gonna turn him now he's he just come out

of the blue whatever happened to him

when I look in the mirror it's not

anyone I can bear to be anymore I can no

longer watch myself rot and kill this is

not life

you