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Um, pick a color.
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Blue.
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B-L-U-E.
Pick a number.
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- Eight.
- 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8.
Pick one more number.
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- Fifteen.
- 1, 2, 3, 4,
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5, 6, 7, 8,
9, 10, 11, 12,
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13, 14, 15.
Pick another number.
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- Six.
- Okay.
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"Dream is destiny."
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Rock out.
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Rock and roll.
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Go, strings. Begin.
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Sara, will you try that,
the thing you asked me about?
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- Yeah.
- Will you try it
a little more subdued?
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- Okay.
- Vibrato. Just try it
and see what you think.
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But what I want--
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I mean, I want it to sound rich
and maybe almost a little wavy...
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due to being
slightly out of tune.
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- Do you want it, um--
- I think it should be
slightly detached.
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That's what I was wondering.
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Yeah, yeah, you got it.
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Snazzy.
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Okay, pick up to 20, please.
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- Erik, this is a pickup to 20.
- Okay.
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1, 2, 3.
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Hey, man, it's me.
Um, I just got back into town.
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I thought maybe I could bum a ride
off you or something, but that's cool.
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I could probably just take a cab,
something like that. Um--
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Yeah, I guess I'll hang out
with you later, something like that.
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Ahoy there, matey!
You in for the long haul?
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You need a little hitch
in your get-along,
a little lift on down the line?
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Oh, um, yeah, actually,
I was waiting for a cab
or something, but if you want to--
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All right.
Don't miss the boat.
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- Hey, thanks.
- Not a problem.
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Anchors aweigh!
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So what do you think
of my little vessel?
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She's what we call "see-worthy."
S-E-E. See with your eyes.
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I feel like my transport should be
an extension of my personality.
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Voila. And this? This is like
my little window to the world,
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and every minute,
it's a different show.
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Now, I may not understand it. I may
not even necessarily agree with it.
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But I'll tell you what, I accept it
and just sort of glide along.
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You want to keep things on an even keel
I guess is what I'm saying.
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You want to go with the flow.
The sea refuses no river.
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The idea is to remain in a state
of constant departure
while always arriving.
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Saves on introductions
and good-byes.
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The ride does not require
an explanation.
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Just occupants.
That's where you guys come in.
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It's like you come onto this planet
with a crayon box.
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Now, you may get the 8-pack,
you may get the 1 6-pack.
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But it's all in what
you do with the crayons,
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the colors
that you're given.
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Don't worry about drawing within
the lines or coloring outside the lines.
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I say color outside the lines.
Color right off he page.
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Don't box me in.
We're in motion to the ocean.
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We are not landlocked,
I'll tell ya that.
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So where do you want out?
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Uh, who, me?
Am I first?
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Um, I don't know.
Really, anywhere is fine.
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Well, just--just give me an address
or something, okay?
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Tell you what,
go up three more streets,
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take a right,
go two more blocks,
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drop this guy off
on the next corner.
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- Where's that?
- I don't know either,
but it's somewhere,
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and it's gonna determine the course
of the rest of your life.
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All ashore
that's going ashore.
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Toot toot!
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The reason why I refuse
to take existentialism...
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as just another French fashion
or historical curiosity...
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is that I think it has something
very important to offer us
for the new century.
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I 'm afraid we're losing the real
virtues of living life passionately,
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the sense of taking responsibility
for who you are,
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the ability to make something of
yourself and feeling good about life.
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Existentialism is often discussed
as if it's a philosophy of despair.
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But I think the truth
is just the opposite.
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Sartre once interviewed said
he never really felt a day
of despair in his life.
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But one thing that comes out
from reading these guys...
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is not a sense of anguish
about life so much as...
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a real kind of exuberance
of feeling on top of it.
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It's like your life
is yours to create.
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I've read the post modernists
with some interest, even admiration.
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But when I read them, I always have
this awful nagging feeling...
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that something absolutely essential
is getting left out.
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The more that you talk about a person
as a social construction...
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or as a confluence
of forces...
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or as fragmented
or marginalized,
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what you do is you open up
a whole new world of excuses.
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And when Sartre
talks about responsibility,
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he's not talking about
something abstract.
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He's not talking about
the kind of self or soul that
theologians would argue about.
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It's something very concrete.
It's you and me talking.
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Making decisions. Doing things
and taking the consequences.
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It might be true that
there are six billion people
in the world and counting.
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Nevertheless,
what you do makes a difference.
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It makes a difference,
first of all, in material terms.
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Makes a difference to other people
and it sets an example.
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In short, I think
the message here is...
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that we should never simply
write ourselves off...
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and see ourselves as the victim
of various forces.
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It's always our decision
who we are.
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Creation seems
to come out of imperfection.
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I t seems to come out of
a striving and a frustration.
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And this is where I think
language came from.
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I mean, it came from our desire
to transcend our isolation...
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and have some sort of
connection with one another.
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And it had to be easy
when it was just simple survival.
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Like, you know, "water."
We came up with a sound for that.
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Or, "Saber-toothed tiger right behind
you." We came up with a sound for that.
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But when it gets
really interesting, I think,
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is when we use that same system
of symbols to communicate...
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all the abstract and intangible things
that we're experiencing.
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What is, like, frustration?
Or what is anger or love?
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When I say "love,"
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the sound comes
out of my mouth...
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and it hits
the other person's ear,
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travels through this
Byzantine conduit in their brain,
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you know, through their memories
of love or lack of love,
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and they register what I'm saying
and say yes, they understand.
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But how do I know they understand?
Because words are inert.
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They're just symbols.
They're dead, you know?
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And so much of our experience
is intangible.
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So much of what we perceive cannot
be expressed. It's unspeakable.
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And yet, you know,
when we communicate with one another,
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and we--
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we feel that we
have connected,
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and we think that
we're understood,
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I think we have a feeling
of almost spiritual communion.
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And that feeling might be transient,
but I think it's what we live for.
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If we�re looking at the highlights
of human development,
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you have to look at
the evolution of the organism...
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and then at the development of its
interaction with the environment.
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Evolution of the organism will begin
with the evolution of life...
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perceived through
the hominid...
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coming to the evolution
of mankind.
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Neanderthal, Cro-Magnon man.
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Now, interestingly, what you�re looking
at here are three strings:
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biological,
anthropological--
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development of the cities,
cultures--
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and cultural, which is
human expression.
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Now, what you�ve seen here
is the evolution of populations,
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not so much the evolution
of individuals.
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And in addition, if you look at
the time scales that's involved here--
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two billion years for life,
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six million years
for the hominid,
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1 00,000 years for
mankind as we know it--
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you're beginning to see the telescoping
nature of the evolutionary paradigm.
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And then when you
get to agricultural,
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when you get to scientific revolution
and industrial revolution,
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you're looking at 1 0,000 years,
400 years, 1 50 years.
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You're seeing a further telescoping
of this evolutionary time.
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What that means is that as we
go through the new evolution,
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it's gonna telescope to
the point we should be able
to see it manifest itself...
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within our lifetime,
within this generation.
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The new evolution
stems from information,
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and it stems from two types of
information: digital and analog.
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The digital is
artificial intelligence.
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The analog results from molecular
biology, the cloning of the organism.
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And you knit the two together
with neurobiology.
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Before on the old
evolutionary paradigm,
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one would die and the other
would grow and dominate.
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But under the new paradigm,
they would exist...
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as a mutually supportive,
noncompetitive grouping.
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Okay, independent
from the external.
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And what is interesting here is
that evolution now becomes an
individually centered process,
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emanating from the needs
and the desires of the individual,
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and not an external process,
a passive process...
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where the individual is just
at the whim of the collective.
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So, you produce a neo-human with a new
individuality and a new consciousness.
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But that's only the beginning
of the evolutionary cycle...
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because as
the next cycle proceeds,
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the input is now
this new intelligence.
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As intelligence
piles on intelligence,
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as ability piles on ability,
the speed changes.
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Until what?
Until you reach a crescendo in a way...
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could be imagined as an enormous
instantaneous fulfillment of human,
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human and neo-human
potential.
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It could be something
totally different.
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It could be the amplification
of the individual,
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the multiplication
of individual existences.
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Parallel existences now
with the individual no longer
restricted by time and space.
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And the manifestations
of this neo-human-type evolution,
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manifestations could be
dramatically counter-intuitive.
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That's the interesting part.
The old evolution is cold.
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It's sterile.
It's efficient, okay?
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And its manifestations are
those social adaptations.
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You're talking about parasitism,
dominance, morality, okay?
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Uh, war, predation, these would
be subject to de-emphasis.
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These would be
subject to de-evolution.
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The new evolutionary paradigm
will give us the human traits
of truth, of loyalty,
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of justice, of freedom.
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These will be the manifestations
of the new evolution.
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That is what we would hope to see
from this. That would be nice.
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A self-destructive man feels completely
alienated, utterly alone.
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He's an outsider
to the human community.
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He thinks to himself,
"I must be insane."
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What he fails to realize is that
society has, just as he does,
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a vested interest in considerable
losses and catastrophes.
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These wars, famines, floods
and quakes meet well-defined needs.
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Man wants chaos.
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In fact, he's gotta have it.
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Depression, strife, riots,
murder, all this dread.
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We're irresistibly drawn
to that almost orgiastic state...
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created out of death
and destruction.
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It's in all of us.
We revel in it.
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Sure, the media tries to put
a sad face on these things,
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painting them up
as great human tragedies.
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But we all know the function
of the media has never been...
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to eliminate the evils
of the world, no.
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Their job is to persuade us
to accept those evils and
get used to living with them.
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The powers that be want us
to be passive observers.
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Hey, you got a match?
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And they haven't given us
any other options...
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outside the occasional,
purely symbolic,
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participatory act
of voting.
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You want the puppet on the right
or the puppet on the left?
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I feel that the time has come
to project my own...
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inadequacies
and dissatisfactions...
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into the sociopolitical
and scientific schemes,
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Let my own lack of a voice
be heard.
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I keep thinking about
something you said.
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- Something I said?
- Yeah.
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About how you often feel like
you're observing your life...
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from the perspective of an old woman
about to die.
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- You remember that?
- Yeah. I still feel
that way sometimes.
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Like I'm looking back
on my life.
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Like my waking life
is her memories.
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Exactly.
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I heard that Tim Leary
said as he was dying...
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that he was looking forward
to the moment...
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when his body was dead,
but his brain was still alive.
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They say that there's still 6
to 12 minutes of brain activity
after everything is shut down.
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And a second of dream
consciousness, right,
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well, that's infinitely longer
than a waking second.
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- You know what I'm saying?
- Oh, yeah, definitely.
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For example, I wake up
and it's 1 0:1 2,
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and then I go back to sleep
and I have those long, intricate,
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beautiful dreams
that seem to last for hours,
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and then I wake up
and it's... 1 0:1 3.
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Exactly. So then 6 to 1 2 minutes
of brain activity,
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I mean, that could be
your whole life.
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I mean, you are that woman
looking back over everything.
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Okay, so what if I am?
Then what would you be in all that?
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Whatever I am
right now.
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I mean, yeah,
maybe I only exist in your mind.
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I'm still just as real
as anything else.
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Yeah.
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- I've been thinking also
about something you said.
- What's that?
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Just about reincarnation and where all
the new souls come from over time.
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Everybody always say
that they've been the reincarnation...
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of Cleopatra
or Alexander the Great.
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I always want
to tell them they were probably
some dumb fuck like everybody else.
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I mean, it's impossible.
Think about it.
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The world population has doubled
in the past 40 years, right?
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- So if you really believe in that
ego thing of one eternal soul,
- Mm-hmm.
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then you only have a 50% chance
of your soul being over 40.
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And for it to be over 1 50 years old,
then it's only one out of six.
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So what are you saying then?
Reincarnation doesn't exist...
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or that we're all young souls like where
half of us are first-round humans?
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No, no. What I'm trying to say
is that somehow I believe...
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reincarnation is just a--
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a poetic expression of what
collective memory really is.
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There was this article by this
biochemist that I read not long ago,
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and he was talking about how when
a member of a species is born,
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it has a billion years
of memory to draw on.
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And this is where
we inherit our instincts.
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I like that.
It's like there's, um,
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this whole telepathic thing going on
that we�re all a part of,
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whether we�re
conscious of it or not.
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That would explain why
there's all these, you know,
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seemingly spontaneous, worldwide,
innovative leaps in science,
in the arts.
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You know, like the same results poppin'
up everywhere independent of each other.
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Some guy on a computer,
he figures something out,
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and then almost simultaneously, a bunch
of other people all over the world...
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- figure out the same thing.
- Mm-hmm.
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They did this study. They isolated
a group of people over time,
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and they monitored their abilities
at crossword puzzles...
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in relation to
the general population.
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And then they secretly gave them
a day-old crossword,
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one that had already been answered
by thousands of other people.
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Their scores went up dramatically,
like 20 percent.
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So it's like once the answers
are out there,
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you know, people can
pick up on 'em.
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It's like we're all telepathically
sharing our experiences.
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I'll get you motherfuckers
if it's the last thing I do.
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Oh, you're gonna pay
for what you did to me.
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For every second
I spend in this hellhole,
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I'll see you spend
a year in living hell!
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Oh, you fucks are gonna
beg me to let you die.
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No, no, not yet.
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I want you cocksuckers
to suffer.
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Oh, I'll fix your
fuckin' asses, all right.
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Maybe a long needle
in your eardrum.
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A hot cigar in your eye.
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Nothin' fancy.
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Some molten lead up the ass.
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Ooh!
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Or better still,
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some of that old
Apache shit.
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Cut your eyelids off.
Yeah.
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I'll just listen
to you fucks screamin'.
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Oh, what sweet music
that'll be.
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Yeah. We'll do it
in the hospital.
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With doctors and nurses so you pricks
don't die on me too quick.
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You know the best part?
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The best part is you dick-smokin'
faggots will have your eyelids cut off,
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so you�ll have to watch me
do it to you, yeah.
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You'll see me bring that
cigar closer and closer...
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to your wide-open eyeball...
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till you're almost
out of your mind.
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But not quite...
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'cause I want it to last
a long, long time.
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I want you to know
that it's me,
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that I'm the one
that's doin' it to you.
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Me!
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And that
sissy psychiatrist?
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What unmitigated
ignorance!
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That old drunken fart
of a judge!
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What a pompous ass!
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Judge not lestye be judged!
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All of you pukes are gonna die the day
I get out of this shithole!
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I guarantee you�ll regret
the day you met me!
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In a way, in our
contemporary world view,
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It's easy to think that science
has come to take the place of God.
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But some philosophical problems
remain as troubling as ever.
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Take the problem
of free will.
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This problem's been around
for a long time,
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since before Aristotle
in 3 50 B.C.
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St. Augustine,
St. Thomas Aquinas,
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these guys all worried
about how we can be free...
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if God already knows in advance
everything you're gonna do.
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Nowadays we know that the world
operates according to some
fundamental physical laws,
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and these laws govern the behavior
of every object in the world.
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Now, these laws, because
they're so trustworthy,
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they enable incredible
technological achievements.
335
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But look at yourself.
We're just physical systems too.
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We're just complex arrangements
of carbon molecules.
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We're mostly water,
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and our behavior isn't gonna be
an exception to basic physical laws.
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So it starts to look like whether it's
God setting things up in advance...
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and knowing everything
you're gonna do...
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or whether it's these basic
physical laws governing everything.
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There's not a lot of room
left for freedom.
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So now you might be tempted
to just ignore the question,
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ignore the mystery
of free will.
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Say, "Oh, well, it's just an historical
anecdote. It's sophomoric.
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It's a question with no answer.
Just forget about it."
347
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But the question keeps staring you
right in the face.
348
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You think about individuality,
for example, who you are.
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Who you are is mostly a matter
of the free choices that you make.
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Or take responsibility.
You can only be held responsible,
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you can only be found guilty
or admired or respected...
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for things you did
of your own free will.
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The question keeps coming back, and we
don't really have a solution to it.
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It starts to look like all your
decisions are really just a charade.
355
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Think about how it happens.
There's some electrical activity
in your brain.
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Your neurons fire. They send
a signal down into your nervous system.
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It passes along down
into your muscle fibers.
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They twitch. You might, say,
reach out your arm.
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Looks like it's
a free action on your part,
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but every one of those--
every part of that process...
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is actually governed by
physical law:
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chemical laws,
electrical laws and so on.
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00:29:20,300 --> 00:29:23,700
So now it just looks like the Big Bang
set up the initial conditions,
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and the whole rest
of our history,
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the whole rest of human history
and even before,
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is really just sort of the playing out
of subatomic particles...
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according to these basic
fundamental physical laws.
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We think we�re special. We think we
have some kind of special dignity,
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but that now
comes under threat.
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I mean, that's really
challenged by this picture.
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So you might be saying, "Well, wait a
minute. What about quantum mechanics?
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"I know enough contemporary
physical theory to know
it's not really like that.
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"It's really
a probabilistic theory.
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00:29:47,600 --> 00:29:50,500
There's room. It's loose.
It's not deterministic."
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00:29:50,600 --> 00:29:52,900
And that's gonna enable us
to understand free will.
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00:29:52,900 --> 00:29:55,400
But if you look at the details,
it's not really gonna help...
377
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because what happens is you have
some very small quantum particles,
378
00:29:58,700 --> 00:30:00,900
and their behavior is
apparently a bit random.
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They swerve. Their behavior is absurd
in the sense that it's unpredictable...
380
00:30:05,800 --> 00:30:08,200
and we can't understand it
based on anything that came before.
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00:30:08,300 --> 00:30:12,000
It just does something out of the blue,
according to a probabilistic framework.
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00:30:12,100 --> 00:30:14,000
But is that gonna help
with freedom?
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00:30:14,100 --> 00:30:16,000
Should our freedom just be
a matter of probabilities,
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just some random swerving
in a chaotic system?
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00:30:18,200 --> 00:30:20,700
That just seems like it's worse.
I'd rather be a gear...
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00:30:20,800 --> 00:30:23,100
in a big deterministic,
physical machine...
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00:30:23,100 --> 00:30:25,100
than just some
random swerving.
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00:30:25,200 --> 00:30:27,100
So we can't just ignore
the problem.
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00:30:27,200 --> 00:30:30,100
We have to find room in our
contemporary world view for persons,
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00:30:30,100 --> 00:30:32,800
with all that that it entails;
not just bodies, but persons.
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00:30:32,900 --> 00:30:35,500
And that means trying
to solve the problem of freedom,
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00:30:35,600 --> 00:30:37,800
finding room for choice
and responsibility...
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00:30:37,900 --> 00:30:40,100
and trying to understand
individuality.
394
00:30:41,700 --> 00:30:45,500
You can't fight city hall,
death and taxes.
395
00:30:45,600 --> 00:30:47,900
Don't talk about politics
or religion.
396
00:30:47,900 --> 00:30:52,200
This is all the equivalent
of enemy propaganda
rolling across the picket line.
397
00:30:52,200 --> 00:30:54,500
" Lay down, G.I.
Lay down, G.I."
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00:30:54,600 --> 00:30:56,500
We saw it all through
the 20th Century.
399
00:30:56,600 --> 00:30:59,800
And now in the 21st Century,
it's time to stand up and realize...
400
00:30:59,900 --> 00:31:03,000
that we should not allow ourselves
to be crammed into this rat maze.
401
00:31:03,100 --> 00:31:05,900
We should not submit
to dehumanization.
402
00:31:06,000 --> 00:31:09,300
I don't know about you,
but I'm concerned with
what's happening in this world.
403
00:31:09,400 --> 00:31:11,300
I'm concerned
with the structure.
404
00:31:11,400 --> 00:31:13,400
I'm concerned with
the systems of control,
405
00:31:13,500 --> 00:31:17,500
those that control my life and those
that seek to control it even more!
406
00:31:17,800 --> 00:31:19,700
I want freedom!
That's what I want!
407
00:31:19,800 --> 00:31:21,700
And that's what
you should want!
408
00:31:21,800 --> 00:31:25,100
It's up to each and every one of us to
turn loose and just shovel the greed,
409
00:31:25,200 --> 00:31:28,200
the hatred, the envy and,
yes, the insecurities...
410
00:31:28,200 --> 00:31:32,200
because that is
the central mode of control--
make us feel pathetic, small...
411
00:31:32,300 --> 00:31:37,200
so we'll willingly give up our
sovereignty, our liberty, our destiny.
412
00:31:37,300 --> 00:31:41,800
We have got to realize that we're
being conditioned on a mass scale.
413
00:31:41,800 --> 00:31:44,500
Start challenging this
corporate slave state!
414
00:31:44,600 --> 00:31:46,900
The 21st Century is
gonna be a new century,
415
00:31:47,000 --> 00:31:51,700
not the century of slavery,
not the century of lies and
issues of no significance...
416
00:31:51,700 --> 00:31:56,100
and classism and statism and all
the rest of the modes of control!
417
00:31:56,100 --> 00:31:58,200
It's gonna be
the age of humankind...
418
00:31:58,200 --> 00:32:01,200
standing up for something
pure and something right!
419
00:32:01,200 --> 00:32:05,200
What a bunch of garbage-- liberal
Democrat, conservative Republican.
420
00:32:05,300 --> 00:32:08,300
It's all there to control you.
Two sides of the same coin.
421
00:32:08,400 --> 00:32:11,100
Two management teams
bidding for control!
422
00:32:11,200 --> 00:32:14,200
The C.E.O. job of
Slavery, Incorporated!
423
00:32:14,300 --> 00:32:18,100
The truth is out there in front of you,
but they lay out this buffet of lies!
424
00:32:18,200 --> 00:32:22,100
I'm sick of it, and I'm not gonna take
a bite out of it! Do you got me?
425
00:32:22,200 --> 00:32:25,700
Resistance is not futile.
We're gonna win this thing.
426
00:32:25,800 --> 00:32:28,900
Humankind is too good!
We're not a bunch of underachievers!
427
00:32:29,000 --> 00:32:31,400
We're gonna stand up
and we're gonna be human beings!
428
00:32:31,400 --> 00:32:35,000
We're gonna get fired up about the
real things, the things that matter:
429
00:32:35,000 --> 00:32:39,900
creativity and the dynamic human
spirit that refuses to submit!
430
00:32:39,900 --> 00:32:42,800
Well, that's it! That's all I got
to say! It's in your court.
431
00:32:46,600 --> 00:32:50,200
The quest is to be
liberated from the negative,
432
00:32:50,300 --> 00:32:54,800
which is really
our own will to nothingness.
433
00:32:54,900 --> 00:32:57,700
And once having
said yes to the instant,
434
00:32:57,700 --> 00:32:59,900
the affirmation
is contagious.
435
00:33:00,000 --> 00:33:05,000
It bursts into a chain of affirmations
that knows no limit.
436
00:33:05,000 --> 00:33:08,900
To say yes to one instant...
437
00:33:08,900 --> 00:33:12,900
is to say yes
to all of existence.
438
00:33:13,100 --> 00:33:16,600
The main character is
what you might call "the mind."
439
00:33:16,700 --> 00:33:20,100
It's mastery,
it's capacity to represent.
440
00:33:20,200 --> 00:33:22,300
Throughout history,
attempts have been made...
441
00:33:22,400 --> 00:33:27,800
to contain those experiences which
happen at the edge of the limit...
442
00:33:27,800 --> 00:33:31,200
where the mind
is vulnerable.
443
00:33:31,200 --> 00:33:35,900
But I think we are in
a very significant moment in history.
444
00:33:35,900 --> 00:33:38,700
Those moments, those what
you might call liminal,
445
00:33:38,700 --> 00:33:41,500
Limit, frontier,
edge zone experiences...
446
00:33:41,600 --> 00:33:44,000
are actually now
becoming the norm.
447
00:33:44,100 --> 00:33:47,100
These multiplicities
and distinctions and differences...
448
00:33:47,200 --> 00:33:50,900
that have given great
difficulty to the old mind...
449
00:33:51,000 --> 00:33:55,800
are actually through entering
into their very essence,
450
00:33:55,900 --> 00:33:59,200
tasting and feeling
their uniqueness.
451
00:33:59,300 --> 00:34:03,700
One might make a breakthrough
to that common something...
452
00:34:03,800 --> 00:34:06,700
that holds them together.
453
00:34:06,800 --> 00:34:12,200
And so the main character is,
to this new mind,
454
00:34:12,300 --> 00:34:14,900
greater, greater mind.
455
00:34:15,000 --> 00:34:17,400
A mind that yet is to be.
456
00:34:17,500 --> 00:34:20,800
And when we are obviously
entered into that mode,
457
00:34:20,900 --> 00:34:24,600
you can see
a radical subjectivity,
458
00:34:24,700 --> 00:34:28,700
radical attunement to individuality,
uniqueness to that which the mind is,
459
00:34:28,900 --> 00:34:31,700
opens itself
to a vast objectivity.
460
00:34:31,800 --> 00:34:34,300
So the story is
the story of the cosmos now.
461
00:34:34,400 --> 00:34:39,300
The moment is not just a passing,
empty nothing yet.
462
00:34:39,400 --> 00:34:43,400
And this is in the way
in which these secret passages happen.
463
00:34:43,700 --> 00:34:46,800
Yes, it's empty
with such fullness...
464
00:34:48,600 --> 00:34:53,200
that the great moment,
the great life of the universe...
465
00:34:53,200 --> 00:34:56,400
is pulsating in it.
466
00:34:56,500 --> 00:35:01,400
And each one, each object,
each place, each act...
467
00:35:01,500 --> 00:35:04,000
Leaves a mark.
468
00:35:04,000 --> 00:35:06,000
And that story is singular.
469
00:35:06,100 --> 00:35:09,500
But, in fact,
it's story after story.
470
00:35:14,500 --> 00:35:19,200
Time just dissolves into quick-moving
particles that are swirling away.
471
00:35:19,300 --> 00:35:23,300
Either I'm moving fast or time is.
Never both simultaneously.
472
00:35:23,400 --> 00:35:27,200
It's such a strange paradox.
I mean, while, technically,
473
00:35:27,300 --> 00:35:30,100
I 'm closer to the end of my life
than I've ever been,
474
00:35:30,200 --> 00:35:34,100
I actually feel more than ever
that I have all the time in the world.
475
00:35:34,200 --> 00:35:37,800
When I was younger, there was
a desperation, a desire for certainty,
476
00:35:37,900 --> 00:35:40,500
Like there was an end to the path,
and I had to get there.
477
00:35:40,600 --> 00:35:44,400
I know what you mean
because I can remember thinking,
478
00:35:44,400 --> 00:35:49,100
"Oh, someday, like in
my mid-thirties maybe,
479
00:35:49,200 --> 00:35:53,200
everything's going to just
somehow jell and settle, just end."
480
00:35:53,400 --> 00:35:56,600
It was like there was this plateau,
and it was waiting for me,
481
00:35:56,600 --> 00:36:00,000
and I was climbing up it,
and when I got to the top,
482
00:36:00,100 --> 00:36:02,600
all growth and change
would stop.
483
00:36:02,600 --> 00:36:08,100
Even exhilaration. But that hasn't
happened like that, thank goodness.
484
00:36:08,200 --> 00:36:11,800
I think that what we don't take
into account when we�re young
is our endless curiosity.
485
00:36:11,900 --> 00:36:13,800
That's what's so great
about being human.
486
00:36:13,900 --> 00:36:17,900
- You know that thing Benedict Anderson
says about identity?
- No.
487
00:36:17,900 --> 00:36:20,700
Well, he's talking about
like, say, a baby picture.
488
00:36:20,700 --> 00:36:25,200
So you pick up this picture,
this two-dimensional image,
and you say, "That's me."
489
00:36:25,200 --> 00:36:28,500
Well, to connect this baby
in this weird little image...
490
00:36:28,500 --> 00:36:30,600
with yourself living and
breathing in the present,
491
00:36:30,600 --> 00:36:34,600
you have to make up a story like,
"This was me when I was a year old,
492
00:36:34,900 --> 00:36:37,500
"and later I had long hair,
and then we moved to Riverdale,
493
00:36:37,600 --> 00:36:40,300
and now here I am."
494
00:36:40,400 --> 00:36:44,000
So it takes a story
that's actually a fiction...
495
00:36:44,100 --> 00:36:48,600
to make you and the baby in the picture
identical to create your identity.
496
00:36:48,700 --> 00:36:53,600
And the funny thing is,
our cells are completely
regenerating every seven years.
497
00:36:53,700 --> 00:36:57,000
We've already become completely
different people several times over,
498
00:36:57,000 --> 00:36:59,900
and yet we always remain
quintessentially ourselves.
499
00:37:00,000 --> 00:37:01,900
Hmm.
500
00:37:21,200 --> 00:37:23,800
Our critique began
as all critiques begin:
501
00:37:23,900 --> 00:37:26,100
with doubt.
502
00:37:26,100 --> 00:37:28,500
Doubt became our narrative.
503
00:37:28,600 --> 00:37:32,100
Ours was a quest
for a new story, our own.
504
00:37:32,100 --> 00:37:34,900
And we grasp toward this new history
driven by the suspicion...
505
00:37:34,900 --> 00:37:38,400
that ordinary language
couldn't tell it.
506
00:37:38,500 --> 00:37:41,200
Our past appeared frozen
in the distance,
507
00:37:41,200 --> 00:37:43,200
and our every gesture
and accent...
508
00:37:43,200 --> 00:37:47,600
signified the negation of the old world
and the reach for a new one.
509
00:37:47,700 --> 00:37:50,200
The way we lived
created a new situation,
510
00:37:50,300 --> 00:37:52,800
one of exuberance
and friendship,
511
00:37:52,900 --> 00:37:54,900
that of a subversive
microsociety...
512
00:37:54,900 --> 00:37:57,400
in the heart of a society
which ignored it.
513
00:37:57,400 --> 00:38:00,100
Art was not the goal
but the occasion and the method...
514
00:38:00,200 --> 00:38:02,200
for locating
our specific rhythm...
515
00:38:02,300 --> 00:38:04,600
and buried possibilities
of our time.
516
00:38:04,700 --> 00:38:08,000
The discovery of a true communication
was what it was about,
517
00:38:08,100 --> 00:38:11,000
or at least the quest
for such a communication.
518
00:38:11,100 --> 00:38:13,300
The adventure of finding it
and losing it.
519
00:38:13,400 --> 00:38:16,100
We the unappeased, the unaccepting
continued looking,
520
00:38:16,100 --> 00:38:19,600
filling in the silences with our
own wishes, fears and fantasies.
521
00:38:19,700 --> 00:38:23,700
Driven forward by the fact that no
matter how empty the world seemed,
522
00:38:24,000 --> 00:38:27,400
no matter how degraded and used up
the world appeared to us,
523
00:38:27,500 --> 00:38:29,400
we knew that anything
was still possible.
524
00:38:29,500 --> 00:38:31,400
And, given
the right circumstances,
525
00:38:31,500 --> 00:38:35,500
a new world was just
as likely as an old one.
526
00:38:50,500 --> 00:38:53,500
There are two kinds
of sufferers in this world:
527
00:38:53,600 --> 00:38:56,200
those who suffer
from a lack of life...
528
00:38:56,300 --> 00:38:59,600
and those who suffer from
an overabundance of life.
529
00:38:59,700 --> 00:39:03,100
I've always found myself
in the second category.
530
00:39:03,100 --> 00:39:05,900
When you come to think of it,
531
00:39:05,900 --> 00:39:08,900
almost all human
behavior and activity...
532
00:39:09,000 --> 00:39:12,400
is not essentially any
different from animal behavior.
533
00:39:12,500 --> 00:39:15,400
The most advanced technologies
and craftsmanship...
534
00:39:15,500 --> 00:39:20,000
bring us, at best, up to
the super-chimpanzee level.
535
00:39:20,100 --> 00:39:23,000
Actually, the gap between,
536
00:39:23,100 --> 00:39:26,100
say, Plato or Nietzsche
and the average human...
537
00:39:26,100 --> 00:39:30,100
is greater than the gap between
that chimpanzee and the average human.
538
00:39:30,200 --> 00:39:33,200
The realm
of the real spirit,
539
00:39:33,200 --> 00:39:36,100
the true artist, the saint,
the philosopher,
540
00:39:36,200 --> 00:39:38,100
is rarely achieved.
541
00:39:38,200 --> 00:39:40,700
Why so few?
542
00:39:40,800 --> 00:39:46,100
Why is world history and evolution
not stories of progress...
543
00:39:46,200 --> 00:39:49,800
but rather this endless and
futile addition of zeroes?
544
00:39:49,900 --> 00:39:53,300
No greater values
have developed.
545
00:39:53,300 --> 00:39:58,100
Hell, the Greeks 3,000 years ago
were just as advanced as we are.
546
00:39:58,200 --> 00:40:00,600
So what are these barriers
that keep people...
547
00:40:00,700 --> 00:40:04,200
from reaching anywhere
near their real potential?
548
00:40:04,200 --> 00:40:09,500
The answer to that can be found in
another question, and that's this:
549
00:40:09,500 --> 00:40:13,200
Which is the most universal
human characteristic--
550
00:40:13,300 --> 00:40:17,600
fear or laziness?
551
00:40:27,700 --> 00:40:29,600
What are you writing?
552
00:40:33,600 --> 00:40:36,300
A novel.
553
00:40:36,400 --> 00:40:38,400
What's the story?
554
00:40:38,500 --> 00:40:40,800
There's no story.
555
00:40:40,900 --> 00:40:42,800
It's just...
556
00:40:42,900 --> 00:40:46,300
people, gestures,
moments,
557
00:40:46,300 --> 00:40:50,200
bits of rapture,
fleeting emotions.
558
00:40:50,300 --> 00:40:53,000
In short,
559
00:40:53,100 --> 00:40:55,600
the greatest stories
ever told.
560
00:40:58,400 --> 00:41:01,100
Are you in the story?
561
00:41:02,800 --> 00:41:05,500
I don't think so.
562
00:41:05,600 --> 00:41:10,000
But then I'm kind of reading it
and then writing it.
563
00:41:15,000 --> 00:41:18,700
It was in the middle of
the desert, in the middle of nowhere,
564
00:41:18,800 --> 00:41:21,500
but on the way to Vegas,
so, you know,
565
00:41:21,500 --> 00:41:24,600
every once in a while
a car would pull in, get gas.
566
00:41:24,600 --> 00:41:27,300
It was the last gas stop
before Vegas.
567
00:41:27,400 --> 00:41:30,200
Office had the chair,
had a cash register,
568
00:41:30,200 --> 00:41:33,300
and that was all the room
there was in that office.
569
00:41:33,300 --> 00:41:37,700
I was asleep,
and I heard a noise.
570
00:41:37,800 --> 00:41:41,800
You know,
just like in my mind.
571
00:41:42,000 --> 00:41:45,700
So I got up, and I walked out,
572
00:41:45,700 --> 00:41:49,700
and I stood on the curb of
where the gas station ends,
573
00:41:49,800 --> 00:41:52,000
you know, the driveway there.
574
00:41:52,100 --> 00:41:55,100
I'm rubbing the sand out of my eyes,
trying to see what's going on,
575
00:41:55,100 --> 00:41:59,400
and way down at the very end
of the gas station...
576
00:41:59,500 --> 00:42:01,900
they had tire racks.
577
00:42:02,000 --> 00:42:04,100
Chains around them, you know.
578
00:42:04,100 --> 00:42:07,700
And I see there's
an Econoline van down there.
579
00:42:07,800 --> 00:42:10,400
And there's a guy
with his T-shirt off,
580
00:42:10,500 --> 00:42:14,000
and he's packing
his Econoline van...
581
00:42:14,100 --> 00:42:17,900
with all of these tires.
582
00:42:18,000 --> 00:42:22,300
He's got the last two tires
in his hands,
583
00:42:22,300 --> 00:42:24,300
pushes them into the thing,
584
00:42:24,400 --> 00:42:28,400
and then I, of course,
I go, " Hey, you!"
585
00:42:28,700 --> 00:42:32,700
This guy turns around,
he's got no shirt on,
586
00:42:33,000 --> 00:42:36,200
he's sweating, he's built
like a brick shithouse,
587
00:42:36,300 --> 00:42:39,200
pulls out a knife,
it's 1 2 inches long,
588
00:42:39,300 --> 00:42:43,700
and then starts running at me
as fast as he can, going,
589
00:42:48,200 --> 00:42:49,800
I'm still--
590
00:42:52,200 --> 00:42:55,100
"This is wrong."
I walked in,
591
00:42:57,200 --> 00:43:03,000
stuck my hand behind the cash register
where the owner kept a.41 revolver,
592
00:43:03,100 --> 00:43:06,300
pull it out,
cocked the trigger,
593
00:43:06,400 --> 00:43:10,400
and just as I turned around,
he was comin' through the door.
594
00:43:10,500 --> 00:43:15,100
And I could see his eyes.
I'll never forget this guy's eyes.
595
00:43:15,200 --> 00:43:19,000
And he just had bad thoughts
about me in his eyes.
596
00:43:20,900 --> 00:43:24,200
And I fired a round, and it hit him.
Boom. Right in the chest.
597
00:43:24,300 --> 00:43:29,500
Bang. He went-- as fast as
he was coming in the door,
he went out the door.
598
00:43:29,600 --> 00:43:33,600
Went right up between the two pumps,
ethyl and regular.
599
00:43:33,700 --> 00:43:38,100
And he must've been on drugs,
on speed or something, you know,
600
00:43:38,200 --> 00:43:40,700
because he stood up...
601
00:43:40,800 --> 00:43:45,900
and he still had the knife, and
the blood was just all over his chest,
602
00:43:46,000 --> 00:43:49,900
and he stood up and he went like that,
just moved a little like that.
603
00:43:50,000 --> 00:43:52,100
And I was pretty much in shock,
604
00:43:52,100 --> 00:43:55,100
so I just held the trigger back
and fanned the hammer.
605
00:43:55,200 --> 00:43:59,600
It's one of those old-time--
Boom, boom, boom, boom, boom!
606
00:43:59,700 --> 00:44:01,900
And I blew him
out of the gas station.
607
00:44:02,000 --> 00:44:04,300
And ever since then,
608
00:44:04,400 --> 00:44:07,300
I always carry this.
609
00:44:09,000 --> 00:44:11,100
I hear that.
610
00:44:11,200 --> 00:44:13,600
A well-armed populace
is the best defense against tyranny.
611
00:44:13,600 --> 00:44:15,600
I'll drink to that.
612
00:44:21,000 --> 00:44:23,300
And you know,
613
00:44:23,300 --> 00:44:25,800
I haven't fired this in such a long
time, I don't even know if it�ll work.
614
00:44:25,800 --> 00:44:28,200
Why don�t you pull the trigger
and find out?
615
00:45:23,300 --> 00:45:25,200
I'm not here. Leave a message.
616
00:45:25,300 --> 00:45:29,000
Hey, man. I guess you already
took off or something.
617
00:45:29,100 --> 00:45:33,100
But, uh, remind me to tell you
about this dream I had last night...
618
00:45:33,400 --> 00:45:36,800
'cause there's some
really funny stuffin it.
619
00:45:36,900 --> 00:45:40,300
All right, man. Uh, I guess
I'll catch you later. Okay.
620
00:45:48,500 --> 00:45:51,300
Bareback riding. Copenhagen William...
621
00:45:51,300 --> 00:45:53,300
and his horse Same Deal.
622
00:45:53,300 --> 00:45:57,300
...for a hat band.
Sew it into the inside of the--
623
00:45:57,300 --> 00:45:59,700
I do not await the future,
624
00:45:59,800 --> 00:46:01,700
anticipating salvation,
absolution,
625
00:46:01,800 --> 00:46:04,000
not even enlightenment
through process.
626
00:46:04,000 --> 00:46:09,400
I subscribe to the premise
that this flawed perfection
is sufficient and complete...
627
00:46:09,500 --> 00:46:12,300
in every single,
ineffable moment.
628
00:46:13,800 --> 00:46:16,200
The Blonde Bee,
the Firefly, Praying Mantis--
629
00:46:16,300 --> 00:46:20,300
...lunatic macaroni munchkin
with my googat--
630
00:46:23,600 --> 00:46:28,600
...venerable tradition of sorcerers,
shamans and other visionaries...
631
00:46:28,700 --> 00:46:32,200
who have developed and perfected
the art of dream travel,
632
00:46:32,200 --> 00:46:35,300
the so-called
lucid dream state...
633
00:46:35,400 --> 00:46:38,100
where, by consciously
controlling your dreams,
634
00:46:38,200 --> 00:46:40,400
you're able
to discover things...
635
00:46:40,500 --> 00:46:44,400
beyond your capacity to apprehend
in your awake state.
636
00:46:49,600 --> 00:46:53,600
- Winning back-to-back--
- Tell us what Felix is doing--
637
00:46:53,900 --> 00:46:59,400
A single ego is an absurdly
narrow vantage from which
to view this-- this experience.
638
00:46:59,500 --> 00:47:03,400
And where most consider their
individual relationship to the universe,
639
00:47:03,500 --> 00:47:06,100
I contemplate
relationships...
640
00:47:06,200 --> 00:47:08,800
of my various selves
to one another.
641
00:47:08,900 --> 00:47:11,200
While most people
with mobility problems...
642
00:47:11,300 --> 00:47:13,200
are having trouble
just getting around,
643
00:47:13,300 --> 00:47:16,700
at age 92,joy Cullison's
out seeing the world.
644
00:47:16,700 --> 00:47:19,600
~~Now I'm free to see the world~~
645
00:47:41,200 --> 00:47:43,000
Hey, how's it going?
646
00:47:45,300 --> 00:47:48,800
They say that dreams are real
only as long as they last.
647
00:47:48,900 --> 00:47:51,000
Can't you say
the same thing about life?
648
00:47:51,000 --> 00:47:55,700
A lot of us out there are mapping
that mind/body relationship of dreams.
649
00:47:55,800 --> 00:47:59,800
We're called the oneironauts.
We're explorers of the dream world.
650
00:47:59,900 --> 00:48:03,100
Really, it's just about the two
opposing states of consciousness...
651
00:48:03,200 --> 00:48:05,700
which don't really
oppose at all.
652
00:48:05,800 --> 00:48:07,700
See, in the waking world,
653
00:48:07,800 --> 00:48:11,600
the neuro-system inhibits the activation
of the vividness of memories.
654
00:48:11,600 --> 00:48:13,600
This makes evolutionary sense.
655
00:48:13,700 --> 00:48:17,100
It'd be maladapted for the perceptual
image of a predator...
656
00:48:17,200 --> 00:48:20,600
to be mistaken for the memory
of one and vice-versa.
657
00:48:20,600 --> 00:48:24,600
If the memory of a predator
conjured up a perceptual image,
658
00:48:24,700 --> 00:48:27,300
we'd be running off to the bathroom
every time we had a scary thought.
659
00:48:27,400 --> 00:48:29,700
So you have
these serotonic neurons...
660
00:48:29,700 --> 00:48:31,700
that inhibit hallucinations...
661
00:48:31,700 --> 00:48:34,800
that they themselves
are inhibited during REM sleep.
662
00:48:34,800 --> 00:48:37,300
This allows dreams
to appear real...
663
00:48:37,400 --> 00:48:40,900
while preventing competition
from other perceptual processes.
664
00:48:41,000 --> 00:48:44,800
This is why dreams
are mistaken for reality.
665
00:48:44,900 --> 00:48:49,700
To the functional system of neural
activity that creates our world,
666
00:48:49,800 --> 00:48:55,400
there is no difference between dreaming
a perception and an action...
667
00:48:55,500 --> 00:48:59,900
and actually the waking
perception and action.
668
00:49:13,800 --> 00:49:15,800
I had a friend once
who told me...
669
00:49:15,800 --> 00:49:17,800
that the worst mistake
that you could make...
670
00:49:17,800 --> 00:49:20,900
is to think
that you are alive...
671
00:49:23,800 --> 00:49:26,700
when really you�re asleep
in life's waiting room.
672
00:49:35,800 --> 00:49:39,000
The trick is to combine...
673
00:49:39,100 --> 00:49:42,300
your waking
rational abilities...
674
00:49:42,400 --> 00:49:46,300
with the infinite
possibilities of your dreams.
675
00:49:46,400 --> 00:49:49,100
'Cause if you can do that,
you can do anything.
676
00:49:51,100 --> 00:49:54,300
Did you ever have a job that
you hated and worked real hard at?
677
00:49:54,400 --> 00:50:00,000
A long, hard day of work.
Finally you get to go home,
get in bed, close your eyes.
678
00:50:00,100 --> 00:50:02,000
And immediately
you wake up and realize...
679
00:50:02,100 --> 00:50:05,600
that the whole day at work
had been a dream.
680
00:50:11,800 --> 00:50:17,100
It's bad enough that you sell your
waking life for-- for minimum wage,
681
00:50:17,200 --> 00:50:19,400
but now they get
your dreams for free.
682
00:50:23,000 --> 00:50:25,000
Hey, man,
what are you doing here?
683
00:50:25,000 --> 00:50:29,000
I fancy myself the social lubricator
of the dream world,
684
00:50:29,300 --> 00:50:32,200
helping people become lucid
a little easier.
685
00:50:32,300 --> 00:50:36,300
Cut out all that fear and anxiety
stuff and just rock and roll.
686
00:50:36,400 --> 00:50:39,500
By becoming lucid, you mean just knowing
that you�re dreaming, right?
687
00:50:39,500 --> 00:50:41,500
Yeah. And then
you can control it.
688
00:50:41,500 --> 00:50:44,800
They're more realistic and less
bizarre than non-lucid dreams.
689
00:50:44,900 --> 00:50:48,100
You know,
I just woke from a dream.
690
00:50:48,200 --> 00:50:51,700
It wasn't like a typical dream.
It seemed more like I'd walked
into an alternate universe.
691
00:50:51,700 --> 00:50:53,700
Yeah, it's real.
692
00:50:53,700 --> 00:50:56,800
I mean, technically,
it's a phenomenon of sleep,
693
00:50:56,900 --> 00:50:59,800
but you can have
so much damn fun in your dreams.
694
00:50:59,900 --> 00:51:02,700
And, of course,
everyone knows fun rules.
695
00:51:02,700 --> 00:51:05,700
- Yeah.
-So what was going on in your dream?
696
00:51:05,800 --> 00:51:08,300
Oh. A lot of people.
A lot of talking.
697
00:51:08,400 --> 00:51:12,000
Some of it was kind of absurdist,
like from a strange movie or something.
698
00:51:12,100 --> 00:51:15,700
Mostly, it was just people going off
about whatever, really intensely.
699
00:51:15,800 --> 00:51:18,900
I woke up wondering, where did
all this stuff come from?
700
00:51:18,900 --> 00:51:23,200
- You can control that.
- Do you have
these dreams all the time?
701
00:51:23,300 --> 00:51:25,700
Hell, yeah. I'm always
gonna make the best of it.
702
00:51:25,800 --> 00:51:29,500
But the trick is, you got to realize
that you're dreaming in the first place.
703
00:51:29,600 --> 00:51:31,500
You got to be able
to recognize it.
704
00:51:31,600 --> 00:51:35,500
You got to be able to ask yourself,
" Hey, man, is this a dream?"
705
00:51:35,600 --> 00:51:37,500
Most people never
ask themselves that...
706
00:51:37,600 --> 00:51:40,200
when they're awake or especially
when they're asleep.
707
00:51:40,300 --> 00:51:43,100
Seems like everyone's sleepwalking
through their waking state...
708
00:51:43,200 --> 00:51:45,200
or wake walking
through their dreams.
709
00:51:45,300 --> 00:51:48,000
Either way they're not
gonna get much out of it.
710
00:51:48,100 --> 00:51:52,100
The thing that snapped me
into realizing I was dreaming
was, uh-- was my digital clock.
711
00:51:52,100 --> 00:51:56,800
I couldn't really read it.
It was like the circuitry
was all screwed up or something.
712
00:51:56,900 --> 00:52:00,400
Yeah, that's real common. And small
printed material is pretty tough too.
713
00:52:00,500 --> 00:52:02,400
Very unstable.
714
00:52:02,500 --> 00:52:05,600
Another good tip-off
is trying to adjust light levels.
715
00:52:05,600 --> 00:52:07,600
You can't really do that.
716
00:52:07,600 --> 00:52:11,000
If you see a light switch nearby,
turn it on and off and see if it works.
717
00:52:11,100 --> 00:52:13,800
That's one of the few things
you can't do in a lucid dream.
718
00:52:13,900 --> 00:52:15,900
What the hell.
I can fly around,
719
00:52:16,000 --> 00:52:19,500
have an interesting conversation
with Albert Schweitzer.
720
00:52:19,600 --> 00:52:22,500
I can explore all these
new dimensions of reality,
721
00:52:22,500 --> 00:52:27,500
not to mention I can have any kind
of sex I want, which is way cool.
722
00:52:27,500 --> 00:52:30,300
So I can't adjust
light levels. So what?
723
00:52:30,400 --> 00:52:33,600
But that's one of the things you do to
test if you�re dreaming or not, right?
724
00:52:33,700 --> 00:52:36,400
Yeah, like I said, you can totally
train yourself to recognize it.
725
00:52:36,500 --> 00:52:38,900
I mean, just hit a light switch
every now and then.
726
00:52:39,000 --> 00:52:42,800
If the lights are on
and you can't turn them off,
then most likely you�re dreaming.
727
00:52:42,900 --> 00:52:45,300
And then you can
get down to business.
728
00:52:45,400 --> 00:52:47,300
And believe me,
it's unlimited.
729
00:52:47,400 --> 00:52:50,500
- Hey, you know what I've
been working on lately?
- What's that?
730
00:52:50,600 --> 00:52:54,600
Oh, man, it's way ambitious,
but I'm getting better at it.
731
00:52:54,700 --> 00:52:58,000
You're gonna dig this.
Three-sixty vision, man.
732
00:52:58,100 --> 00:53:00,400
I can see in all directions.
Pretty cool, huh?
733
00:53:00,500 --> 00:53:03,200
Yeah. Wow.
734
00:53:03,300 --> 00:53:05,200
Well, I got to go, man.
735
00:53:05,300 --> 00:53:08,200
Okay, later, man. Super perfundo
on the early eve of your day.
736
00:53:08,300 --> 00:53:11,800
- What's that mean?
- Well, you know,
I never figured it out.
737
00:53:11,900 --> 00:53:15,100
Maybe you can.
This guy always whispers into my ear.
738
00:53:15,200 --> 00:53:17,800
Louis. He's a recurring
dream character.
739
00:54:46,800 --> 00:54:49,300
Cinema, in its essence,
740
00:54:49,400 --> 00:54:51,400
is about reproduction
of reality,
741
00:54:51,500 --> 00:54:55,300
which is that, like,
reality is actually reproduced.
742
00:54:55,400 --> 00:54:58,100
And for him, it might sound like
a storytelling medium, really.
743
00:54:58,200 --> 00:55:01,700
And he feels like, um--
like film--
744
00:55:01,800 --> 00:55:05,600
Like-- like literature
is better for telling a story.
745
00:55:05,600 --> 00:55:07,600
And if you tell a story
or even like a joke--
746
00:55:07,600 --> 00:55:12,000
"This guy walks into a bar
and sees a dwarf."
747
00:55:12,000 --> 00:55:15,700
That works really well
because you�re imagining this
guy and this dwarfing this bar.
748
00:55:15,800 --> 00:55:18,100
And it's an imaginative
aspect to it.
749
00:55:18,200 --> 00:55:21,300
In film, you don't have that because you
actually are filming a specific guy...
750
00:55:21,400 --> 00:55:24,200
in a specific bar
with a specific dwarf...
751
00:55:24,300 --> 00:55:26,600
- of a specific height who
looks a certain way, right?
- Mm-hmm.
752
00:55:26,700 --> 00:55:30,700
So like, um, for Bazin, what the
ontology of film has to deal--
753
00:55:30,900 --> 00:55:32,800
it has to deal
with, you know, with--
754
00:55:32,900 --> 00:55:34,800
- Photography also has an ontology,
- Right.
755
00:55:34,900 --> 00:55:37,200
except that it adds
this dimension of time to it...
756
00:55:37,300 --> 00:55:39,200
and this
greater realism.
757
00:55:39,300 --> 00:55:42,100
And so,
it's about that guy...
758
00:55:42,200 --> 00:55:44,800
at that moment
in that space.
759
00:55:44,900 --> 00:55:47,400
And, you know, Bazin
is, like, a Christian,
760
00:55:47,500 --> 00:55:49,600
so he, like, believes
that, you know--
761
00:55:49,700 --> 00:55:52,800
in God, obviously,
and everything.
762
00:55:52,900 --> 00:55:55,900
For him, reality and God
are the same. You know, like--
763
00:55:56,000 --> 00:56:00,500
And so what film is actually capturing
is, like, God incarnate, creating.
764
00:56:00,600 --> 00:56:06,200
You know, like this very moment,
God is manifesting as this.
765
00:56:06,300 --> 00:56:09,100
And what the film would capture
if it was filming us right now...
766
00:56:09,200 --> 00:56:11,100
would be, like,
God as this table,
767
00:56:11,200 --> 00:56:13,900
and God is you and God is me and God
looking the way we look right now...
768
00:56:14,000 --> 00:56:15,900
and saying and thinking
what we�re thinking right now...
769
00:56:16,000 --> 00:56:19,100
- because we�re all
God manifest in that sense.
- Mm-hmm.
770
00:56:19,200 --> 00:56:22,000
So film is like a record of God
or the face of God...
771
00:56:22,000 --> 00:56:24,300
or of the ever-changing
face of God.
772
00:56:24,400 --> 00:56:26,600
You have a mosquito.
You want me to get it for you?
773
00:56:26,700 --> 00:56:29,700
- You got it. Yeah.
- I got it?
774
00:56:29,800 --> 00:56:32,200
And the whole Hollywood thing
has taken film...
775
00:56:32,200 --> 00:56:34,300
and tried to make it
this storytelling medium...
776
00:56:34,400 --> 00:56:36,300
where you take
these books or stories...
777
00:56:36,400 --> 00:56:38,300
and then you,
like, you know--
778
00:56:38,400 --> 00:56:40,300
you get the script and then try
to find somebody who fits the thing.
779
00:56:40,400 --> 00:56:42,300
But it's ridiculous.
780
00:56:42,400 --> 00:56:44,300
It shouldn't
be based on the script.
781
00:56:44,400 --> 00:56:46,900
It should be based
on the person, the thing.
782
00:56:47,000 --> 00:56:48,900
And, um--
And in that sense,
783
00:56:49,000 --> 00:56:50,900
they're almost right
to have this whole star system...
784
00:56:51,000 --> 00:56:55,000
- because then it's about that
person instead of the story.
- Right.
785
00:56:55,100 --> 00:56:59,100
Truffaut always said
the best films aren't made--
786
00:56:59,300 --> 00:57:01,700
The best scripts don't
make the best films...
787
00:57:01,800 --> 00:57:06,200
because they have that kind
of literary, narrative thing
that you�re sort of a slave to.
788
00:57:06,200 --> 00:57:10,200
The best films are the ones
that aren't tied to that slavishly.
789
00:57:10,400 --> 00:57:12,600
So, um--
So-- I don't know--
790
00:57:12,700 --> 00:57:14,800
The whole narrative thing
seems to me like--
791
00:57:14,800 --> 00:57:16,800
Obviously, there's narrativity
to cinema 'cause it's in time,
792
00:57:16,800 --> 00:57:18,800
just the way there's
narrativity to music.
793
00:57:18,800 --> 00:57:21,800
You don't first think of the story
of the song, then make the song.
794
00:57:21,800 --> 00:57:24,300
It has to come
out of the moment.
795
00:57:24,300 --> 00:57:27,700
That's what film has.
It's just that moment, which is holy.
796
00:57:27,800 --> 00:57:30,200
You know, like this
moment, it's holy.
797
00:57:30,300 --> 00:57:32,300
But we walk around
like it's not holy.
798
00:57:32,300 --> 00:57:34,500
We walk around like there's
some holy moments and there
are all the other moments...
799
00:57:34,600 --> 00:57:37,300
- that are not holy,
but this moment is holy.
- Right. Right.
800
00:57:37,300 --> 00:57:39,300
And film
can let us see that.
801
00:57:39,300 --> 00:57:42,900
We can frame it so that we see,
like, "Ah, this moment. Holy."
802
00:57:43,000 --> 00:57:45,100
Like "holy, holy, holy"
moment by moment.
803
00:57:45,200 --> 00:57:48,000
But who can live that way?
Who can go, "Wow, holy"?
804
00:57:48,100 --> 00:57:50,700
Because if I were to look at you
and let you be holy--
805
00:57:50,800 --> 00:57:53,200
I don't know. I would,
like, stop talking.
806
00:57:53,300 --> 00:57:57,100
Well, you'd be in the moment.
The moment is holy, right?
807
00:57:57,200 --> 00:57:59,200
Yeah, but I'd be open.
808
00:57:59,300 --> 00:58:02,700
I'd look in your eyes
and I'd cry...
809
00:58:02,800 --> 00:58:06,300
and I'd feel all this stuff
and that's not polite.
810
00:58:06,400 --> 00:58:08,300
It would make you
uncomfortable.
811
00:58:08,400 --> 00:58:11,600
You could laugh too.
Why would you cry?
812
00:58:11,700 --> 00:58:13,600
Well, 'cause--
I don't know.
813
00:58:13,700 --> 00:58:16,100
For me,
I just tend to cry.
814
00:58:16,200 --> 00:58:19,700
Uh-huh. Well--
815
00:58:19,800 --> 00:58:22,700
Well, let's do it right now.
Let's have a holy moment.
816
00:58:47,700 --> 00:58:49,600
- Everything is layers, isn't it?
- Yeah.
817
00:58:49,700 --> 00:58:52,600
There's the holy moment
and then there's the awareness...
818
00:58:52,600 --> 00:58:54,600
of trying to have
the holy moment...
819
00:58:54,600 --> 00:58:57,900
in the same way that the film
is the actual moment really happening,
820
00:58:58,000 --> 00:59:01,500
but then the character pretending
to be in a different reality.
821
00:59:01,500 --> 00:59:04,000
It's all these layers.
822
00:59:04,100 --> 00:59:08,900
And, uh, I was in and out
of the holy moment, looking at you.
823
00:59:09,000 --> 00:59:12,000
Can be in a holy--
You're unique that way, Caveh.
824
00:59:12,100 --> 00:59:14,100
That's one
of the reasons I enjoy you.
825
00:59:14,200 --> 00:59:17,400
You can...
bring me into that.
826
00:59:37,300 --> 00:59:41,700
If the world that we are forced
to accept is false and nothing is true,
827
00:59:41,800 --> 00:59:43,800
then everything
is possible.
828
00:59:43,900 --> 00:59:46,600
On the way to discovering what we love,
we will find everything we hate,
829
00:59:46,700 --> 00:59:48,800
everything that blocks
our path to what we desire.
830
00:59:48,900 --> 00:59:51,600
The comfort will never be
comfortable for those who seek
what is not on the market.
831
00:59:51,700 --> 00:59:54,600
A systematic questioning
of the idea of happiness.
832
00:59:54,700 --> 00:59:56,900
We'll cut the vocal chords
of every empowered speaker.
833
00:59:56,900 --> 01:00:00,700
We'll yank the social symbols
through the looking glass.
We'll devalue society's currency.
834
01:00:00,800 --> 01:00:02,900
To confront
the familiar.
835
01:00:03,000 --> 01:00:05,500
Society is a fraud
so complete and venal...
836
01:00:05,600 --> 01:00:09,600
that it demands to be destroyed
beyond the power of memory
to recall its existence.
837
01:00:09,800 --> 01:00:12,200
Where there's fire,
we will carry gasoline.
838
01:00:12,300 --> 01:00:14,200
Interrupt the continuum
of everyday experience...
839
01:00:14,300 --> 01:00:16,900
and all the normal
expectations that go with it.
840
01:00:17,000 --> 01:00:19,600
To live as if something
actually depended on one's actions.
841
01:00:19,800 --> 01:00:23,400
To rupture the spell of the ideology
of the commodified consumer society...
842
01:00:23,400 --> 01:00:26,800
so that our oppressed desires of a more
authentic nature can come forward.
843
01:00:26,800 --> 01:00:30,400
To demonstrate the contrast between what
life presently is and what it could be.
844
01:00:30,500 --> 01:00:33,900
To immerse ourselves in the oblivion of
actions and know we're making it happen.
845
01:00:34,000 --> 01:00:36,400
There will be an intensity
never before known in everyday life...
846
01:00:36,500 --> 01:00:38,400
to exchange love and hate,
life and death,
847
01:00:38,500 --> 01:00:40,900
terror and redemption,
repulsions and attractions.
848
01:00:41,000 --> 01:00:43,200
An affirmation of freedom
so reckless and unqualified,
849
01:00:43,300 --> 01:00:47,300
that it amounts to a total denial of
every kind of restraint and limitation.
850
01:00:58,000 --> 01:01:01,700
- Hey, old man,
what you doing up there?
- I'm not sure.
851
01:01:01,800 --> 01:01:03,800
You need any help
getting down, sir?
852
01:01:06,100 --> 01:01:08,700
No, I don't think so.
853
01:01:08,800 --> 01:01:11,600
Stupid bastard.
854
01:01:11,600 --> 01:01:15,000
No worse than us.
He's all action and no theory.
855
01:01:15,100 --> 01:01:17,100
We're all theory
and no actions.
856
01:01:26,900 --> 01:01:30,000
Why so glum,
Mr. Deborg?
857
01:01:30,100 --> 01:01:33,600
What was missing
was felt irretrievable.
858
01:01:35,000 --> 01:01:37,500
The extreme
uncertainties...
859
01:01:37,600 --> 01:01:41,000
of subsisting
without working...
860
01:01:41,000 --> 01:01:43,700
made excesses necessary...
861
01:01:43,800 --> 01:01:46,500
and breaks definitive.
862
01:01:46,600 --> 01:01:48,700
To quote Stevenson:
863
01:01:48,800 --> 01:01:51,600
"Suicide carried off many.
864
01:01:52,800 --> 01:01:56,200
" Drink and the devil...
865
01:01:56,300 --> 01:01:58,400
took care of the rest."
866
01:02:09,100 --> 01:02:11,500
- Hey.
- Hey.
867
01:02:11,600 --> 01:02:13,500
You a dreamer?
868
01:02:15,200 --> 01:02:17,100
Yeah.
869
01:02:19,200 --> 01:02:21,100
I haven't seen too many
of you around lately.
870
01:02:22,900 --> 01:02:26,300
Things have been tough
lately for dreamers.
871
01:02:26,300 --> 01:02:29,700
They say dreaming's dead,
that no one does it anymore.
872
01:02:29,700 --> 01:02:33,400
It's not dead.
It's just that it's been forgotten.
873
01:02:33,500 --> 01:02:35,400
Removed from
our language.
874
01:02:35,500 --> 01:02:39,000
Nobody teaches it,
so no one knows it exists.
875
01:02:41,000 --> 01:02:43,500
The dreamer is
banished to obscurity.
876
01:02:45,300 --> 01:02:47,700
I'm trying to change all that,
and I hope you are too.
877
01:02:49,700 --> 01:02:52,100
By dreaming every day.
878
01:02:52,200 --> 01:02:55,900
Dreaming with our hands
and dreaming with our minds.
879
01:02:56,000 --> 01:03:01,300
Our planet is facing the greatest
problems it's ever faced. Ever.
880
01:03:01,300 --> 01:03:03,400
So whatever you do,
don't be bored.
881
01:03:03,500 --> 01:03:06,700
This is absolutely the most
exciting time we could have
possibly hoped to be alive.
882
01:03:06,800 --> 01:03:10,800
And things
are just starting.
883
01:03:26,200 --> 01:03:28,300
A thousand years
is but an instant.
884
01:03:28,300 --> 01:03:32,000
There's nothing new, nothing different.
The same pattern over and over.
885
01:03:32,000 --> 01:03:34,000
The same clouds,
the same music,
886
01:03:34,000 --> 01:03:36,400
the same insight felt
an hour or an eternity ago.
887
01:03:36,500 --> 01:03:39,600
There's nothing here
for me now, nothing at all.
888
01:03:39,700 --> 01:03:43,700
Now I remember. This happened
to me before. This is why I left.
889
01:03:46,500 --> 01:03:48,900
You have begun
to find your answers.
890
01:03:49,000 --> 01:03:51,700
Although it will seem difficult,
the rewards will be great.
891
01:03:51,800 --> 01:03:54,500
Exercise your human mind
as thoroughly as possible,
892
01:03:54,600 --> 01:03:56,700
knowing it is
only an exercise.
893
01:03:56,800 --> 01:03:59,300
Build beautiful artifacts,
solve problems,
894
01:03:59,400 --> 01:04:01,800
explore the secrets
of the physical universe.
895
01:04:01,800 --> 01:04:04,300
Savor the input
from all the senses.
896
01:04:04,300 --> 01:04:07,300
Feel the joy and sorrow, the laughter,
the empathy, compassion...
897
01:04:07,400 --> 01:04:10,400
and tote the emotional
memory in your travel bag.
898
01:04:10,500 --> 01:04:14,100
I remember where I came from
and how I became a human.
899
01:04:14,200 --> 01:04:17,600
Why I hung around. And now my final
departure is scheduled.
900
01:04:17,700 --> 01:04:20,300
This way out.
Escaping velocity.
901
01:04:20,300 --> 01:04:22,600
Not just eternity,
but infinity.
902
01:04:50,300 --> 01:04:52,300
- Excuse me.
- Excuse me.
903
01:04:57,100 --> 01:05:00,500
Hey. Could we
do that again?
904
01:05:00,500 --> 01:05:03,900
I know we haven't met, but I don't
want to be an ant. You know?
905
01:05:04,000 --> 01:05:07,300
I mean, it's like
we go through life...
906
01:05:07,400 --> 01:05:09,700
with our antennas
bouncing off one other,
907
01:05:09,800 --> 01:05:12,400
continuously
on ant autopilot,
908
01:05:12,500 --> 01:05:16,500
with nothing really human
required of us.
909
01:05:16,700 --> 01:05:20,200
Stop. Go.
Walk here. Drive there.
910
01:05:20,300 --> 01:05:22,700
All action
basically for survival.
911
01:05:22,800 --> 01:05:27,100
All communication simply to keep
this ant colony buzzing along...
912
01:05:27,100 --> 01:05:29,600
in an efficient,
polite manner.
913
01:05:29,700 --> 01:05:33,700
" Here's your change." " Paper
or plastic?" "Credit or debit?"
914
01:05:33,900 --> 01:05:36,700
"You want ketchup
with that?"
915
01:05:36,800 --> 01:05:41,200
I don't want a straw.
I want real human moments.
916
01:05:41,300 --> 01:05:44,500
I want to see you.
I want you to see me.
917
01:05:44,600 --> 01:05:48,200
I don't want to give that up.
I don't want to be an ant, you know?
918
01:05:50,300 --> 01:05:52,900
Yeah. Yeah, I know.
919
01:05:52,900 --> 01:05:55,500
I don't want
to be an ant, either.
920
01:05:55,600 --> 01:05:58,100
Yeah, thanks for kind of,
like, jostling me there.
921
01:05:58,200 --> 01:06:01,500
I've been kind of
on zombie autopilot lately.
922
01:06:01,600 --> 01:06:05,300
I don't feel like an ant in my head,
but I guess I probably look like one.
923
01:06:05,400 --> 01:06:10,100
It's kind of like D.H. Lawrence had this
idea of two people meeting on a road...
924
01:06:10,100 --> 01:06:12,900
And instead of just passing
and glancing away,
925
01:06:13,000 --> 01:06:17,000
they decided to accept what he calls
"the confrontation between their souls."
926
01:06:17,000 --> 01:06:21,600
It's like, um-- like freeing
the brave reckless gods within us all.
927
01:06:21,600 --> 01:06:23,600
Then it's like
we have met.
928
01:06:25,200 --> 01:06:28,500
I'm doing this project. I'm hoping
you'll be interested in doing it.
929
01:06:28,600 --> 01:06:30,500
It's a soap opera,
930
01:06:30,600 --> 01:06:33,600
and, so, the characters
are the fantasy lives.
931
01:06:33,700 --> 01:06:36,100
They're the alter egos of
the performers who are in it.
932
01:06:36,200 --> 01:06:39,400
So you pretty much just figure out
something that you�ve always
wanted to do...
933
01:06:39,500 --> 01:06:43,400
or the life you�ve wanted to lead
or occupation or something like that.
934
01:06:43,500 --> 01:06:47,500
And we write that in, and then we
also have your life intersect...
935
01:06:47,600 --> 01:06:52,100
with other people's in the soap opera
in some typical soap opera fashion.
936
01:06:52,200 --> 01:06:55,700
Then I also want to show it
in a live venue...
937
01:06:55,700 --> 01:06:59,700
and have the actors present
so that once the episode is screened,
938
01:07:00,000 --> 01:07:02,200
then the audience
can direct...
939
01:07:02,200 --> 01:07:05,800
the actors for subsequent
episodes with menus or something.
940
01:07:05,900 --> 01:07:10,400
So it has a lot to do with choices
and honoring people's ability...
941
01:07:10,500 --> 01:07:12,500
to say what it is
that they want to see...
942
01:07:12,500 --> 01:07:16,500
and also consumerism
and art and commodity.
943
01:07:16,600 --> 01:07:19,800
And if you don't like what you got,
then you can send it back...
944
01:07:19,900 --> 01:07:22,400
or you get
what you pay for,
945
01:07:22,500 --> 01:07:26,400
or just participating,
just really making choices.
946
01:07:26,400 --> 01:07:31,000
- So, you wanna do it?
- Uh, yeah. Yeah, that
sounds really cool.
947
01:07:31,000 --> 01:07:34,300
I'd love to be
in it, but, um--
948
01:07:34,400 --> 01:07:37,700
Uh, I kinda gotta ask you
a question first though.
949
01:07:37,800 --> 01:07:40,600
I don't really know
how to say it, but, um--
950
01:07:40,700 --> 01:07:43,900
uh, what's it like to be
a character in a dream?
951
01:07:44,000 --> 01:07:47,700
'Cause, uh, I'm not
awake right now.
952
01:07:47,800 --> 01:07:50,300
And I haven't even worn
a watch since, like, fourth grade.
953
01:07:50,400 --> 01:07:52,900
I think this is
the same watch too.
954
01:07:53,000 --> 01:07:55,300
Um-- Uh, yeah.
955
01:07:55,400 --> 01:07:58,800
I don't even know if you�re able
to answer that question.
956
01:07:58,900 --> 01:08:04,200
But I'm just trying to get like a sense
of where I am and what's going on.
957
01:08:04,300 --> 01:08:08,800
So, what about you? What's your name?
What's your address?
958
01:08:08,900 --> 01:08:10,800
What are you doing?
959
01:08:10,900 --> 01:08:14,600
I-- I-- You know,
I can't really remember right now.
960
01:08:14,700 --> 01:08:17,000
I can't really--
I can't really recall that.
961
01:08:17,100 --> 01:08:19,500
But that's
beside the point...
962
01:08:19,600 --> 01:08:22,100
whether or not I can dredge up
this information...
963
01:08:22,200 --> 01:08:26,200
about, you know,
my address or, you know,
964
01:08:26,400 --> 01:08:29,200
my mom's maiden name
or whatnot.
965
01:08:29,300 --> 01:08:33,600
I've got the benefit in this reality,
if you wanna call that,
966
01:08:33,700 --> 01:08:35,600
of a consistent
perspective.
967
01:08:35,700 --> 01:08:39,200
What is your
consistent perspective?
968
01:08:39,300 --> 01:08:43,200
It's mostly just me dealing
with a lot of people...
969
01:08:43,200 --> 01:08:45,200
who are...
970
01:08:45,200 --> 01:08:48,100
exposing me
to information and ideas...
971
01:08:48,100 --> 01:08:52,100
that... seem
vaguely familiar,
972
01:08:52,400 --> 01:08:54,500
but, at the same time,
973
01:08:54,600 --> 01:08:56,900
it's all very alien to me.
974
01:08:57,000 --> 01:09:01,700
I'm not in an objective,
rational world.
975
01:09:01,800 --> 01:09:04,000
Like, I've been,
like, flying around.
976
01:09:04,100 --> 01:09:06,500
Uh--
977
01:09:06,600 --> 01:09:10,100
I don't know. It's weird, too,
because it's not like a fixed state.
978
01:09:10,200 --> 01:09:12,800
It's more like this whole
spectrum of awareness.
979
01:09:12,900 --> 01:09:15,000
Like the lucidity wavers.
980
01:09:15,000 --> 01:09:17,200
Like, right now I know
that I'm dreaming, right?
981
01:09:17,300 --> 01:09:19,200
We're, like,
even talking about it.
982
01:09:19,300 --> 01:09:24,800
This is the most in myself and in
my thoughts that I've been so far.
983
01:09:24,900 --> 01:09:27,400
I'm talking
about being in a dream.
984
01:09:27,500 --> 01:09:31,400
But I'm beginning
to think...
985
01:09:31,500 --> 01:09:35,200
that it's something that I don't
really have any precedent for.
986
01:09:35,300 --> 01:09:38,300
It's-- It's totally unique.
987
01:09:38,300 --> 01:09:42,000
The-- The quality
of-- of the environment...
988
01:09:42,100 --> 01:09:45,100
and the information
that I'm receiving.
989
01:09:45,200 --> 01:09:47,300
Like your soap opera,
for example.
990
01:09:47,400 --> 01:09:50,100
That's a really cool idea.
991
01:09:50,100 --> 01:09:53,800
I didn't come up with that.
It's like something outside of myself.
992
01:09:53,900 --> 01:09:57,900
It's like something
transmitted to me externally.
993
01:09:58,100 --> 01:10:00,000
I don't know what this is.
994
01:10:00,100 --> 01:10:03,000
We seem to think we're
so limited by the world...
995
01:10:03,100 --> 01:10:07,500
and-- and the confines,
but we're really just creating them.
996
01:10:07,600 --> 01:10:09,500
And you keep trying
to figure it out,
997
01:10:09,600 --> 01:10:13,400
but it seems like now that you know
that what you�re doing is dreaming,
998
01:10:13,400 --> 01:10:15,400
you can do
whatever you want to.
999
01:10:15,400 --> 01:10:18,400
You're, uh, dreaming,
but you�re awake.
1000
01:10:18,500 --> 01:10:22,100
You have, um,
so many options,
1001
01:10:22,200 --> 01:10:24,700
and that's
what life is about.
1002
01:10:24,800 --> 01:10:26,600
I understand
what you�re saying.
1003
01:10:26,700 --> 01:10:29,600
It's up to me.
I'm the dreamer.
1004
01:10:29,600 --> 01:10:32,400
It's weird. Like, so much
of the information...
1005
01:10:32,500 --> 01:10:35,700
that-- that these people
have been imparting to me--
1006
01:10:35,800 --> 01:10:40,200
I don't know. It's got this, like,
really heavy connotation to it.
1007
01:10:40,200 --> 01:10:43,200
- Well, how do you feel?
- Well,
1008
01:10:43,300 --> 01:10:45,500
Well, sometimes
I feel kind of isolated,
1009
01:10:45,600 --> 01:10:48,800
but most of the time,
I feel really connected,
1010
01:10:48,900 --> 01:10:51,600
really, like, engaged
in this active process.
1011
01:10:51,700 --> 01:10:54,000
Which is kind of weird
because most of the time,
1012
01:10:54,100 --> 01:10:57,400
I've just been really passive
and not really responding,
1013
01:10:57,500 --> 01:10:59,400
except for now, I guess.
1014
01:10:59,500 --> 01:11:02,200
I'm just kind of letting
the information wash over me.
1015
01:11:02,200 --> 01:11:06,200
It's not necessarily passive
to not respond verbally.
1016
01:11:06,500 --> 01:11:12,000
We're communicating
on so many levels simultaneously.
1017
01:11:12,100 --> 01:11:15,600
Perhaps you're--
you're perceiving directly.
1018
01:11:15,700 --> 01:11:18,500
Most of the people that
I've been encountering...
1019
01:11:18,500 --> 01:11:21,700
and most of the things
that I would wanna say,
1020
01:11:21,700 --> 01:11:25,700
it's like they kind of say it
for me and almost at my cue.
1021
01:11:25,900 --> 01:11:28,200
It's, like,
complete unto itself.
1022
01:11:30,300 --> 01:11:34,000
It's not like I'm having a bad dream.
It's a great dream.
1023
01:11:34,100 --> 01:11:36,000
But...
1024
01:11:36,100 --> 01:11:40,400
it's so unlike any other dream
I've ever had before.
1025
01:11:40,500 --> 01:11:42,900
It's like the dream.
1026
01:11:45,200 --> 01:11:47,300
It's like I'm being
prepared for something.
1027
01:12:16,700 --> 01:12:20,400
"On this bridge,"
Lorca warns,
1028
01:12:20,500 --> 01:12:22,700
"life is not a dream.
1029
01:12:22,700 --> 01:12:26,400
" Beware and beware and...
1030
01:12:26,500 --> 01:12:28,800
beware."
1031
01:12:28,800 --> 01:12:32,300
And so many think
because "then" happens,
1032
01:12:32,400 --> 01:12:34,300
" now" isn't.
1033
01:12:34,400 --> 01:12:39,900
But didn't I mention the ongoing "wow"
is happening right now?
1034
01:12:40,000 --> 01:12:43,500
We are all coauthors
of this dancing exuberance...
1035
01:12:43,600 --> 01:12:46,700
where even our inabilities
are having a roast.
1036
01:12:46,800 --> 01:12:48,700
We are the authors
of ourselves,
1037
01:12:48,800 --> 01:12:53,500
coauthoring a gigantic
Dostoyevsky novel starring clowns.
1038
01:12:53,500 --> 01:12:56,500
This entire thing we're involved
with called the world...
1039
01:12:56,600 --> 01:13:01,100
is an opportunity to exhibit
how exciting alienation can be.
1040
01:13:01,200 --> 01:13:05,700
Life is a matter of a miracle
that is collected over time...
1041
01:13:05,800 --> 01:13:09,300
by moments flabbergasted
to be in each other's presence.
1042
01:13:09,400 --> 01:13:14,900
The world is an exam to see if we can
rise into the direct experiences.
1043
01:13:15,000 --> 01:13:19,000
Our eyesight is here as a test
to see if we can see beyond it.
1044
01:13:19,100 --> 01:13:22,000
Matter is here as a test
for our curiosity.
1045
01:13:22,000 --> 01:13:25,200
Doubt is here as an exam
for our vitality.
1046
01:13:25,300 --> 01:13:29,300
Thomas Mann wrote that he would
rather participate in life...
1047
01:13:29,400 --> 01:13:31,300
than write
a hundred stories.
1048
01:13:31,400 --> 01:13:35,300
Giacometti was once
run down by a car,
1049
01:13:35,400 --> 01:13:39,300
and he recalled
falling into a lucid faint,
1050
01:13:39,400 --> 01:13:41,300
a sudden exhilaration,
1051
01:13:41,400 --> 01:13:45,100
as he realized at last
something was happening to him.
1052
01:13:45,100 --> 01:13:50,500
An assumption develops that
you cannot understand life
and live life simultaneously.
1053
01:13:50,500 --> 01:13:54,800
I do not agree entirely. Which is
to say I do not exactly disagree.
1054
01:13:54,900 --> 01:13:59,600
I would say that life
understood is life lived.
1055
01:13:59,700 --> 01:14:02,500
But the paradoxes bug me,
1056
01:14:02,500 --> 01:14:05,400
and I can learn to love
and make love...
1057
01:14:05,500 --> 01:14:07,400
to the paradoxes
that bug me.
1058
01:14:07,500 --> 01:14:10,100
And on really romantic
evenings of self,
1059
01:14:10,200 --> 01:14:13,300
I go salsa dancing
with my confusion.
1060
01:14:13,400 --> 01:14:16,700
Before you drift off,
don't forget.
1061
01:14:16,800 --> 01:14:18,800
Which is to say,
remember.
1062
01:14:18,800 --> 01:14:24,000
Because remembering is so much more
a psychotic activity than forgetting.
1063
01:14:24,100 --> 01:14:26,700
Lorca in that
same poem said...
1064
01:14:26,700 --> 01:14:31,200
that the iguana will bite those
who do not dream.
1065
01:14:31,300 --> 01:14:35,300
And as one realizes...
1066
01:14:35,400 --> 01:14:37,700
that one
is a dream figure...
1067
01:14:37,700 --> 01:14:41,400
in another person's dream,
1068
01:14:41,500 --> 01:14:44,200
that is self-awareness.
1069
01:15:09,500 --> 01:15:11,600
You haven't
met yourself yet.
1070
01:15:14,200 --> 01:15:18,500
But the advantage to meeting others
in the meantime...
1071
01:15:18,600 --> 01:15:23,400
is that one of them
may present you to yourself.
1072
01:15:25,200 --> 01:15:27,300
Examine the nature...
1073
01:15:27,400 --> 01:15:30,000
of everything
you observe.
1074
01:15:30,100 --> 01:15:32,000
For instance,
1075
01:15:32,100 --> 01:15:34,900
you might find yourself
walking through...
1076
01:15:34,900 --> 01:15:38,300
a dream parking lot.
1077
01:15:38,300 --> 01:15:42,300
And, yes, those are dream feet
inside of your dream shoes.
1078
01:15:42,600 --> 01:15:45,700
Part of your dream self.
And so,
1079
01:15:45,700 --> 01:15:48,800
the person you appear
to be in the dream...
1080
01:15:48,900 --> 01:15:51,500
cannot be
who you really are.
1081
01:15:51,600 --> 01:15:53,900
This is an image,
1082
01:15:53,900 --> 01:15:56,700
a mental model.
1083
01:16:17,800 --> 01:16:19,700
Do you remember me?
1084
01:16:19,800 --> 01:16:22,400
No. No, I don't think so.
1085
01:16:22,500 --> 01:16:24,400
At the station?
1086
01:16:24,500 --> 01:16:27,900
You were on the pay phone
and you looked at me...
1087
01:16:28,000 --> 01:16:30,900
a few times.
1088
01:16:31,000 --> 01:16:34,400
I remember that,
but I don't remember that being you.
1089
01:16:34,500 --> 01:16:36,400
Are you sure?
1090
01:16:38,100 --> 01:16:41,900
Well, maybe not.
1091
01:16:42,000 --> 01:16:44,700
I was sitting down...
1092
01:16:44,800 --> 01:16:47,100
and you were looking at me.
1093
01:17:41,600 --> 01:17:46,000
My little friend, dream no more.
It's really here.
1094
01:17:46,000 --> 01:17:48,500
It's called Efferdent Plus.
1095
01:17:48,500 --> 01:17:51,100
In hell, you sink to the level
of your lack of love.
1096
01:17:51,200 --> 01:17:54,000
In heaven, you rise to the level
of your fullness of love.
1097
01:17:54,000 --> 01:17:58,600
Hurry up! Come on!
Get in the car! Let's go.
1098
01:17:58,700 --> 01:18:00,900
Allegedly,
the story goes like this.
1099
01:18:00,900 --> 01:18:03,600
Billy Wilder
runs into Louis Malle.
1100
01:18:03,700 --> 01:18:05,700
This was in the late '50s,
early '60s.
1101
01:18:05,700 --> 01:18:10,600
And Louis Malle had just made
his most expensive film, which
had cost 2 1/2 million dollars.
1102
01:18:10,700 --> 01:18:13,500
And Billy Wilder asks him
what the film is about.
1103
01:18:13,600 --> 01:18:16,700
And Louis Malle says,
"It's sort of a dream within a dream."
1104
01:18:16,800 --> 01:18:20,100
And Billy Wilder says,
"You just lost 2 1 /2 million dollars."
1105
01:18:20,200 --> 01:18:23,800
I feel a little more apprehensive
about this one than I did--
1106
01:18:31,000 --> 01:18:34,000
Down through the centuries, the notion
that life is wrapped in a dream...
1107
01:18:34,000 --> 01:18:38,300
has been a pervasive theme
of philosophers and poets.
1108
01:18:38,400 --> 01:18:42,800
So doesn't it make sense that death,
too, would be wrapped in dream?
1109
01:18:42,800 --> 01:18:46,100
That, after death,
your conscious life would continue...
1110
01:18:46,100 --> 01:18:48,700
in what might be called,
"a dream body"?
1111
01:18:48,800 --> 01:18:53,500
It would be the same dream body you
experience in your everyday dream life.
1112
01:18:53,500 --> 01:18:56,800
Except that
in the post-mortal state,
1113
01:18:56,800 --> 01:18:59,100
you could never
again wake up,
1114
01:18:59,200 --> 01:19:02,200
never again return
to your physical body.
1115
01:19:12,700 --> 01:19:15,100
As the pattern gets
more intricate and subtle,
1116
01:19:15,200 --> 01:19:17,700
being swept along
is no longer enough.
1117
01:19:41,200 --> 01:19:43,200
What's the word, turd?
1118
01:19:44,800 --> 01:19:47,500
Hey, do you also
drive a boat car?
1119
01:19:47,600 --> 01:19:52,000
- A what?
- You gave me a ride in a car
that was also a boat.
1120
01:19:52,100 --> 01:19:56,700
No, man, I don't have a boat car.
I don't know what you�re talking about.
1121
01:19:56,800 --> 01:19:59,700
Man, this must be, like,
parallel universe night.
1122
01:19:59,800 --> 01:20:01,700
You know that cat
that was just in here,
1123
01:20:01,800 --> 01:20:03,700
who just ran out
the door?
1124
01:20:03,800 --> 01:20:06,300
Well, he comes up to the counter,
and I say, "What's the word, turd? "
1125
01:20:06,400 --> 01:20:10,300
And he lays down this burrito
and he kind of looks at me,
kind of stares at me and says,
1126
01:20:10,400 --> 01:20:13,300
" I have but recently returned from
the valley of the shadow of death.
1127
01:20:13,400 --> 01:20:16,400
" I'm rapturously breathing in all
the odors and essences of life.
1128
01:20:16,500 --> 01:20:18,500
"I've been to the brink
of total oblivion.
1129
01:20:18,600 --> 01:20:21,700
I remember and ferment the desire
to remember everything."
1130
01:20:24,700 --> 01:20:27,100
So, what did
you say to that?
1131
01:20:27,100 --> 01:20:29,500
Well, I mean,
what could I say?
1132
01:20:29,600 --> 01:20:32,100
I said, "If you�re gonna
microwave that burrito,
1133
01:20:32,100 --> 01:20:35,100
"I want you to poke holes in the
plastic wrapping because they explode.
1134
01:20:35,200 --> 01:20:39,100
And I'm tired of cleaning up your
little burrito doings. You dig me?"
1135
01:20:44,100 --> 01:20:46,100
'Cause the jalapenos
dry up.
1136
01:20:46,100 --> 01:20:48,300
They're like little wheels.
1137
01:20:52,500 --> 01:20:55,300
When it was over,
all I could think about...
1138
01:20:55,400 --> 01:20:59,100
was how this entire
notion of oneself,
1139
01:20:59,200 --> 01:21:02,400
what we are, is just...
1140
01:21:02,500 --> 01:21:05,100
this logical structure,
1141
01:21:05,200 --> 01:21:09,200
a place to momentarily
house all the abstractions.
1142
01:21:10,800 --> 01:21:13,500
It was a time
to become conscious,
1143
01:21:13,500 --> 01:21:18,000
to give form and coherence
to the mystery.
1144
01:21:18,000 --> 01:21:21,600
And I had been a part of that.
It was a gift.
1145
01:21:21,700 --> 01:21:24,700
Life was raging
all around me,
1146
01:21:24,800 --> 01:21:27,200
and every moment
was magical.
1147
01:21:28,600 --> 01:21:30,700
I loved all the people,
1148
01:21:30,800 --> 01:21:34,800
dealing with all
the contradictory impulses.
1149
01:21:35,000 --> 01:21:38,700
That's what I loved the most--
connecting with the people.
1150
01:21:40,500 --> 01:21:44,000
Looking back, that's
all that really mattered.
1151
01:22:41,400 --> 01:22:45,200
Kierkegaard's last words
were, "Sweep me up."
1152
01:25:42,000 --> 01:25:44,100
- Hey, man.
- Hey.
1153
01:25:50,500 --> 01:25:52,500
Weren�t you
in the boat car?
1154
01:25:52,600 --> 01:25:55,100
You know, the guy--
the guy with the hat.
1155
01:25:55,200 --> 01:25:59,100
He gave me a ride
in his car or boat thing,
1156
01:25:59,100 --> 01:26:01,400
and you were in
the back seat with me.
1157
01:26:01,500 --> 01:26:04,200
I'm not saying you don't know
what you're talking about,
1158
01:26:04,300 --> 01:26:06,900
but I don't know
what you're talking about.
1159
01:26:07,000 --> 01:26:09,700
No, see, you guys let me off
at this really specific spot...
1160
01:26:09,700 --> 01:26:12,300
that you gave him directions
to let me off at.
1161
01:26:12,300 --> 01:26:15,000
I get out and ended up
getting hit by a car.
1162
01:26:15,000 --> 01:26:17,500
But then I just woke up
because I was dreaming,
1163
01:26:17,500 --> 01:26:20,100
and later, I found out
that I was still dreaming,
1164
01:26:20,100 --> 01:26:23,800
dreaming
that I'd woken up.
1165
01:26:23,900 --> 01:26:26,800
Those are called "false awakenings."
I used to have those all the time.
1166
01:26:26,900 --> 01:26:28,800
But I'm still in it now.
1167
01:26:28,900 --> 01:26:31,900
I can't get out of it.
It's been going on forever.
1168
01:26:31,900 --> 01:26:35,900
I keep waking up, but I'm just
waking up into another dream.
1169
01:26:36,100 --> 01:26:40,000
I'm starting to get creeped out too,
like I'm talking to dead people.
1170
01:26:40,100 --> 01:26:44,500
This woman on TV's telling me
about how death is this dream time...
1171
01:26:44,600 --> 01:26:46,500
that exists outside of life.
1172
01:26:46,600 --> 01:26:50,900
I mean, I'm starting
to think that I'm dead.
1173
01:26:53,700 --> 01:26:56,300
I'm gonna tell you
about a dream I once had.
1174
01:26:56,400 --> 01:26:58,400
I know that when
someone says that,
1175
01:26:58,400 --> 01:27:01,600
usually you�re in for a very boring
next few minutes, and you might be.
1176
01:27:01,700 --> 01:27:05,000
But it sounds like--
What else are you gonna do, right?
1177
01:27:05,000 --> 01:27:07,700
Anyway, I read this essay
by Philip K.. Dick.
1178
01:27:07,800 --> 01:27:09,700
What, you read it
in your dream?
1179
01:27:09,800 --> 01:27:12,100
No, no. I read it
before the dream.
1180
01:27:12,200 --> 01:27:14,200
It was the preamble
to the dream.
1181
01:27:14,300 --> 01:27:17,500
It was about that book,
Flow My Tears, The Policeman Said.
1182
01:27:17,600 --> 01:27:20,800
- You know that one?
- Yeah, yeah. He won
an award for that one.
1183
01:27:20,900 --> 01:27:23,400
Right. That's the one
he wrote really fast.
1184
01:27:23,400 --> 01:27:25,400
It just, like, flowed
right out of him.
1185
01:27:25,400 --> 01:27:28,000
He felt he was sort
of channeling it or something.
1186
01:27:28,000 --> 01:27:30,400
But anyway, about four years
after it was published,
1187
01:27:30,500 --> 01:27:32,600
he was at this party
and he met this woman...
1188
01:27:32,700 --> 01:27:35,200
who had the same name
as the woman character in the book.
1189
01:27:35,300 --> 01:27:39,200
And she had a boyfriend with
the same name as the boyfriend
character in the book.
1190
01:27:39,300 --> 01:27:42,800
and she was having an affair
with this guy, the chief of police.
1191
01:27:42,900 --> 01:27:46,100
And he had the same name
as the chief of police in his book.
1192
01:27:46,200 --> 01:27:48,500
So she's telling him
all this stuff from her life,
1193
01:27:48,600 --> 01:27:50,700
and everything she's saying
is right out of his book.
1194
01:27:50,800 --> 01:27:54,500
So that's really freaking him out,
but what can he do?
1195
01:27:54,600 --> 01:27:57,800
And shortly after that,
he was going to mail a letter,
1196
01:27:57,900 --> 01:28:03,000
and he saw this kind of, um, dangerous,
shady-looking guy standing by his car.
1197
01:28:03,100 --> 01:28:06,200
But instead of avoiding him, which he
said he usually would have done,
1198
01:28:06,300 --> 01:28:08,300
he walked right up to him
and said, "Can I help you?"
1199
01:28:08,300 --> 01:28:11,200
And the guy said,
"Yeah. I ran out of gas."
1200
01:28:11,300 --> 01:28:15,300
He pulls out his wallet and he
hands him some money, which he
says he never would have done.
1201
01:28:15,500 --> 01:28:18,200
And then he gets home and
he thinks, "Wait a second.
1202
01:28:18,300 --> 01:28:21,600
This guy can't get
to a gas station. He's out of gas."
1203
01:28:21,700 --> 01:28:26,000
So he gets back in his car. He finds
the guy, takes him to the gas station.
1204
01:28:26,100 --> 01:28:28,100
And as he's pulling up
to the gas station,
1205
01:28:28,200 --> 01:28:31,400
he realizes, " Hey,
this is in my book too.
1206
01:28:31,400 --> 01:28:35,300
This exact station.
This exact guy. Everything. "
1207
01:28:35,400 --> 01:28:39,000
So this whole episode
is kind of creepy, right?
1208
01:28:39,100 --> 01:28:41,100
And he's telling
his priest about it,
1209
01:28:41,100 --> 01:28:43,100
describing
how he wrote this book,
1210
01:28:43,200 --> 01:28:45,100
and four years later,
all these things happened to him.
1211
01:28:45,200 --> 01:28:49,100
And as he's telling it to him, the
priest says, "That's the Book of Acts.
1212
01:28:49,200 --> 01:28:51,100
You're describing
the Book of Acts."
1213
01:28:51,200 --> 01:28:53,100
He's like,
"I've never read
the Book of Acts."
1214
01:28:53,200 --> 01:28:55,600
So he goes home
and reads the Book of Acts,
1215
01:28:55,600 --> 01:28:57,600
and it's, like,
you know, uncanny.
1216
01:28:57,600 --> 01:29:01,600
Even the characters' names
are the same as in the Bible.
1217
01:29:01,800 --> 01:29:05,500
And the Book of Acts
takes place in 50 A.D.,
when it was written, supposedly.
1218
01:29:05,600 --> 01:29:07,500
So Philip K. Dick
had this theory...
1219
01:29:07,600 --> 01:29:12,000
that time was an illusion and that
we were all actually in 50 A.D.
1220
01:29:12,100 --> 01:29:14,200
And the reason that he
had written this book...
1221
01:29:14,200 --> 01:29:18,100
was that he had somehow momentarily
punctured through this illusion,
1222
01:29:18,200 --> 01:29:20,100
this veil of time.
1223
01:29:20,200 --> 01:29:23,000
And what he had seen was what
was going on in the Book of Acts.
1224
01:29:23,000 --> 01:29:26,000
And he was really
into Gnosticism.
1225
01:29:26,100 --> 01:29:28,400
and this idea
that this demiurge, or demon,
1226
01:29:28,500 --> 01:29:31,100
had created this illusion
of time to make us forget...
1227
01:29:31,200 --> 01:29:33,600
that Christ
was about to return...
1228
01:29:33,700 --> 01:29:36,100
and the kingdom of God
was about to arrive...
1229
01:29:36,200 --> 01:29:40,200
and that we're all in 50 A.D.
and there's someone trying
to make us forget,
1230
01:29:40,300 --> 01:29:42,500
you know, that--you know,
that God is imminent.
1231
01:29:42,600 --> 01:29:45,100
And that's what time is.
That's what all of history is,
1232
01:29:45,100 --> 01:29:49,600
this kind of continuous,
you know, daydream or distraction.
1233
01:29:49,600 --> 01:29:52,300
And so I read that,
and I was like, "Well, that's weird. "
1234
01:29:52,300 --> 01:29:54,300
And then that night,
I had a dream,
1235
01:29:54,300 --> 01:29:57,200
and there was this guy in the dream
who was supposed to be a psychic.
1236
01:29:57,200 --> 01:29:59,900
But I was skeptical. I was like,
" He's not really a psychic."
1237
01:30:00,000 --> 01:30:01,900
I was just thinking
to myself.
1238
01:30:02,000 --> 01:30:03,900
And then suddenly,
I start floating,
1239
01:30:04,000 --> 01:30:06,300
Like levitating
up to the ceiling.
1240
01:30:06,400 --> 01:30:08,300
And as I almost go
through the roof, I'm like,
1241
01:30:08,400 --> 01:30:12,000
" Mr. Psychic, I believe you. You're
a psychic. Put me down, please."
1242
01:30:12,000 --> 01:30:15,600
And I float down,
and as my feet touch the ground,
1243
01:30:15,700 --> 01:30:18,700
the psychic turns
into this woman in a green dress.
1244
01:30:18,800 --> 01:30:20,800
And this woman
is Lady Gregory.
1245
01:30:20,800 --> 01:30:24,600
Now, Lady Gregory was Yeats' patron,
this, you know, Irish person.
1246
01:30:24,600 --> 01:30:26,900
And though I'd
never seen her image,
1247
01:30:26,900 --> 01:30:31,500
I was just sure that this was
the face of Lady Gregory.
1248
01:30:31,600 --> 01:30:34,200
So we're walking along,
and Lady Gregory turns to me and says,
1249
01:30:34,300 --> 01:30:37,700
" Let me explain to you
the nature of the universe.
1250
01:30:37,800 --> 01:30:41,800
" Now, Philip K. Dick is right about
time, but he's wrong that it's 50 A.D.
1251
01:30:41,900 --> 01:30:45,600
"Actually, there's only
one instant, and it's right now.
1252
01:30:45,700 --> 01:30:47,600
"And it's eternity.
1253
01:30:47,700 --> 01:30:50,900
"And it's an instant
in which God is posing a question.
1254
01:30:50,900 --> 01:30:54,300
"And that question is, basically,
'Do you want to, you know,
1255
01:30:54,400 --> 01:30:56,300
"'be one with eternity?
1256
01:30:56,400 --> 01:30:58,300
" Do you want to be
in heaven?'
1257
01:30:58,400 --> 01:31:02,000
"And we're all saying, 'No,
thank you. Not just yet.'"
1258
01:31:02,100 --> 01:31:05,300
And so time is actually just
this constant saying no...
1259
01:31:05,400 --> 01:31:07,400
to God's invitation.
1260
01:31:07,400 --> 01:31:12,500
That's what time is. It's no more
50 A.D. than it's 2001, you know?
1261
01:31:12,600 --> 01:31:15,700
There's just this one instant,
and that's what we're always in.
1262
01:31:15,800 --> 01:31:20,300
And then she tells me that actually this
is the narrative of everyone's life.
1263
01:31:20,300 --> 01:31:24,300
That behind the phenomenal difference,
there is but one story,
1264
01:31:24,400 --> 01:31:28,000
and that's the story of moving
from the "no" to the "yes."
1265
01:31:28,100 --> 01:31:31,100
All of life is,
" No, thank you. No, thank you."
1266
01:31:31,100 --> 01:31:33,700
Then ultimately it's,
"Yes, I give in.
1267
01:31:33,800 --> 01:31:36,500
Yes, I accept.
Yes, I embrace."
1268
01:31:36,500 --> 01:31:38,600
I mean, that's the journey.
1269
01:31:38,700 --> 01:31:43,900
- Everyone gets to the "yes"
in the end, right?
- Right.
1270
01:31:44,000 --> 01:31:47,800
So we continue walking,
and my dog runs over to me.
1271
01:31:47,900 --> 01:31:50,800
So I'm petting him. I'm really happy
to see him. He's been dead forbears.
1272
01:31:50,800 --> 01:31:52,800
So I'm petting him
and then I realize...
1273
01:31:52,800 --> 01:31:57,300
there's this kind of gross oozing stuff
coming out of his stomach.
1274
01:31:57,300 --> 01:32:00,500
And I look over at Lady Gregory,
and she sort of coughs.
1275
01:32:00,600 --> 01:32:03,000
She's like--
"Oh, excuse me."
1276
01:32:03,000 --> 01:32:06,500
And there's vomit dribbling down
her chin, and it smells really bad.
1277
01:32:06,600 --> 01:32:09,100
And I think,
"Wait a second.
1278
01:32:09,200 --> 01:32:12,900
"That's not just the smell of vomit,
which doesn't smell very good.
1279
01:32:13,000 --> 01:32:15,600
"That's the smell
of dead person vomit.
1280
01:32:15,700 --> 01:32:17,700
You know,
it's, like, doubly foul."
1281
01:32:17,800 --> 01:32:21,800
And then I realize I'm actually in,
you know, the land of the dead.
1282
01:32:22,000 --> 01:32:23,900
And everyone
around me was dead.
1283
01:32:24,000 --> 01:32:27,500
My dog had been dead over ten years.
Lady Gregory had been longer than that.
1284
01:32:27,500 --> 01:32:31,500
When I finally woke up, I was like,
"Whoa. That wasn't a dream."
1285
01:32:31,700 --> 01:32:35,500
That was a visitation to this
real place, the land of the dead."
1286
01:32:35,600 --> 01:32:39,400
- So what happened? How did you
finally get out of it?
- Oh, man.
1287
01:32:39,500 --> 01:32:43,200
It was just like one of those,
like, life-altering experiences.
1288
01:32:43,300 --> 01:32:46,400
I could never really look at the world
the same way again after that.
1289
01:32:46,500 --> 01:32:50,000
Yeah, but how did you
finally get out of the dream?
1290
01:32:50,100 --> 01:32:52,400
See, that's my problem.
I'm trapped.
1291
01:32:52,400 --> 01:32:55,600
I keep-- I keep thinking that I'm
waking up, but I'm still in a dream.
1292
01:32:55,700 --> 01:32:58,100
It seems like it's going on forever.
I can't get out of it.
1293
01:32:58,100 --> 01:33:01,000
I wanna wake up for real.
How do you really wake up?
1294
01:33:01,000 --> 01:33:04,800
I don't know.
I'm not very good at that anymore.
1295
01:33:04,800 --> 01:33:07,300
But, um, if that�s
what you�re thinking,
1296
01:33:07,400 --> 01:33:09,600
I mean, you probably should.
1297
01:33:09,700 --> 01:33:11,600
If you can wake up,
you should...
1298
01:33:11,700 --> 01:33:13,600
because someday
you won't be able to.
1299
01:33:13,700 --> 01:33:15,700
So just, um--
But it's easy.
1300
01:33:15,800 --> 01:33:17,900
Just--Just...
wake up.
114661
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