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you have a beautiful home I drove here

without thinking stupid of me to bring

you here

you don't have any clue are you doing

you make me need really you know I never

need anything from anyone

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I want to feel your eye nothing between

us you trust me when I say I'm always

safe

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don't move

understood

now it's my turn

stop thinking I'm in control your only

job is to feel

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what's your tattoo of your Celtic knots

what do they mean nothing right oh come

on you're not the kind of guy who marks

his body permanently without a reason

this one means to overcome adversity

this is a symbol for acceptance this one

is for healing and the bottom one is for

vengeance

so you're Irish then yeah that's what my

dad told me so the boys are really

excited to go to the track with you and

he just the car yeah it's all business

now all right no no I just I want to

give them the dates

that's my day for home why don't the

text you the dates

wait this isn't your home

it is my place just now when I stand

very often

so this is your place just not where you

live so what is this

is this your fuck pad

I think I made myself believe that you

actually cared about me I do right I

keep screwing this up with you yeah

you're damn right you do you like me

enough to fuck me but not enough to

bring me to your real home if this is

all that I am to you then why don't you

tell me more about your setup here don't

I at least deserve to know what's

expected of me all right this is not how

I wanted this to go what we are what

this is fucking Christ

it scares the shit out of me I scare you

I I just I just let you blindfold me tie

me up and have your way with me on your

kitchen counter and you're you're a man

I've known for two weeks and I've only

ever been with one other person before

and I scare you I told you this is who I

am

please tell me how you typically go

about your other arrangements

first time we mean here I set her down

or explain that there is no happily ever

after never will be and if she can agree

to those terms and I would love to spend

time with her and tell her needs have

changed or we run our course

stick around after all that romance I

know it sounds cold but I found that it

minimizes complications and lessens

expectations and what exactly is she

getting out of this besides a quick fuck

with a guaranteed prick relationships

are just way too much shit for me to

handle not crazy life that is a bullshit

excuse and you know it I'm not one of

your troubled kids Riley that needs to

be fixed I expected more from you I've

been fucked up for way too long now some

of the best strings in LA couldn't do it

so I doubt you'd be able to

okay tell me something Colton is this

the type of relationship and I use that

term loosely that you were hoping for

with me this how you make me feel this

is all new to me you know and I'm

fucking lost okay but my arrangements

are all I know how to do and that's all

I can give you right that's nowhere near

what I need from you that first night

after I swear to God ready I felt like

you saw me really saw me you scared shit

out of me and then I realized as much as

I do right now that in the end I'm only

gonna break you apart I don't want to

hurt you you already mean so much to me

he hid for the life of me I can't tell

you to go I'm so goddamn drawn to unit

it's impossible to stay away don't do

either don't push me away don't hurt me

both there in my makeup did this to you

I can't give you and you already this is

you know I am

this is who I am

okay please stay the night I deserve

more than this and so do you

I think it's best if you take me home

University

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I'm sorry you know

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goodbye

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