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May I Be at Peace
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*Music: Please Eat by Nicole Dollanganger*
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*If only I could give you enough*
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*To give you what you need*
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*If only I could be for you*
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*The hand that feeds*
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*cause I know you can only starve so much*
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*Til you like how it feels*
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*Sitting on a throne of bones*
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*Staring at that cold meal*
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*It's not your body that I love*
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*But it's the shell you're inside of*
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*And you're killing it*
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*You're killing the only peice of you I can touch*
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*It's not your body that I need*
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*But that's what sleeps next to me*
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*And you're killing it, you're killing it, you're killing it*
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*Please eat*
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Hey, you're back from your run early.
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Yeah.
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What would you like for breakfast?
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I ate before I ran.
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*laughs*
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You know you're the only person I know who could do that.
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Anybody else would have an upset tummy.
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Whoa whoa whoa,
shoes don't belong there, please take them to your room
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to your room.
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Thank you
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I'm ready
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You need to make a lunch.
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Now I'm ready.
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Are you sure you don't want to make a sandwich
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or something? We have time.
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Mommy?
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What honey?
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Can you pack me cookies today?
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Oh my gosh, why do you want cookies?
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Because you never pack me cookies.
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Because they're not the best for you.
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They're full of calories.
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What are calories?
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Something that you never have to worry about.
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I'm going to pack you cookies today, but it will not be a regular thing.
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Wahoo! Yay! Yay! Yay! Dab Dab
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You're not even ready.
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I have pants on.
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Okay great. We're about to leave.
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Just hold on.
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Have you been playing that game all
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No.
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Okay when did you sleep?
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At some point.
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And that's your breakfast?
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Better than yours.
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*Game over*
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Aw come on. That's so unfair
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You're not going to need that jacket today.
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It's freezing.
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It's September... in Texas.
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I'm cold.
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Okay.
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Ready
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Finally.
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*Music: Weightless by Mi*
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*Hi my name is Ana and I'm here to save you*
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*Very smart of you to call me*
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*We will work together and we'll leave no footprints*
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*We'll have wings eventually*
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*I want to embrace you*
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*I will help you to control*
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*I will hurt like hell*
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*I will swallow your sweet soul*
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*It will be nailed to your jawbone*
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*It is painted on the mirror*
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*Stripped to the bone*
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*To the soul, to the I don't know*
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*Stripped to the core, to the matters of the flesh and oh*
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*Stripped to the 4 in the morning laughs and lullabyes*
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*ominous music*
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*Thank you and goodbye*
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*Toilet flushes*
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*I want to embrace you*
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*I will make you steal and lie*
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*I will hurt like hell*
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*I will kill you in no time*
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Hey Emily
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*It will be nailed to your jawbone*
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Hey Emily!
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Hey Travis
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How was school today?
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Boring as usual.
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Hey Em- you feeling okay? You look a little-
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I'm fine.
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How 'bout you?
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Um. Fine.
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You sure you wanna go boxing today?
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I'm positive.
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*Music*
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*Boxing gym*
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Hey Emily
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You up to spar?
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Yeah...
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I'll take it easy on you.
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Remember keep your hands up.
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I know!
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Alright you got me you got me.
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What?
Aren't you to hit back?
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Emily...
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No, what's wrong?
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I can't hit you.
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Why not? We've sparred plenty of times before.
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You look sick.
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I'm fine.
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I just really wish that people would
keep their stupid concerns to themselves
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Emily I didn't mean.
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Leave me alone Travis
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Emily!
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Oh my God. No... Emily
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*Sirens*
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*Music*
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I don't want this.
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I don't want this.
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And I don't want this.
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I don't want any of this.
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Hey.
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Emily.
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Go away!
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We have to talk
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I don't want to talk to you.
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Honey we have to talk.
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About what?
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Emily. You almost died.
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God, don't cry mom.
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Please.
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I don't want to lose you.
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I'm sorry.
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Oh honey.
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There's nothing for you to be sorry about.
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I'm sorry.
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I didn't know anything was
going on.
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How long has what been going on?
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How long has what been going on?
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Emily.
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What?
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The doctors say have anorexia nervosa.
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Travis says you haven't been eating.
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Travis doesn't know anything.
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We need to get you help.
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I don't need help.
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Yes, you do
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No I don't.
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It's not a big deal.
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You literally just come home from the
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hospital.
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Emily.
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You need to realize how serious this is.
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The doctors who referred us to a place
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for you to stay.
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What?
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No, I'm staying here.
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It's called Paravel Court and it's a
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treatment. It's a treatment center for
children with eating disorders.
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I don't have an eating disorder!
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That's stupid.
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The treatment center is in
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Nevada, and you're going there to
tomorrow.
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Nevada? Tomorrow? No you can't be serious.
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Oh I'm dead serious this is the best thing for you.
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No no mom it's not and I'm not going.
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Emily, please.
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This is hard for both of us.
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Your sisters are so worried about you.
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You told them?
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Yes I told them.
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Scout and Ari care about you.
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No they don't.
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They do honey, they just
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don't understand what's happening.
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Scout does.
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Scout knew?
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No no.
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Stop it.
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Okay just just stop it
right now.
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Stop what? You need help.
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I don't need help!
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I don't need anything.
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In fact I want you to leave.
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Emily, please.
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No I want you to leave me alone.
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*music*
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Can we take the stairs?
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There aren't any stairs to the 8th floor.
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They did it that way on
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purpose.
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That's stupid
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Hi are you the Pevensies?
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We are. We are
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This is my daughter Emily.
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Hi Mrs. Pevensie,
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I'm nurse Katrina I'm just here to help
with admissions. I need a minute to talk
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with the two of you in my office.
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Alright.
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Was it a long trip?
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Um yeah it was it was
a long trip but we made it.
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We're very
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happy to have you here Emily the other
girls have been talking about you all
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day.
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Talking about me?
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Oh oh don't worry
they just know a new person is coming in,
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they're very nice all of them.
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Okay, so first
things first, I need a quick
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identification photo
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thank you-
and I need you to fill out some
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paperwork- just need a signature down at
the bottom there.
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Sure.
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Can you please
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be more mature?
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I don't feel like it.
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Alrighty that will work.
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Mrs. Pevensie I'm going to have you talk to the
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administration office now and Emily we
get to go to the nurse's station.
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We're gonna take your height, your weight,
and some blood samples.
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*music*
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This way dear.
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Hi are you Emily?
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It's wonderful to meet
you, I'm Jenna.
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Great.
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I'm your therapy group leader. Um why
don't you take a seat next to Marie?
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we're just doing some arts and crafts at
the moment.
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I like your sweater.
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Nice drawing.
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I'm Marie, also new, if you're
wondering, I got here this morning.
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I'm Jasmine I've been here the longest.
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How long?
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Two months.
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Sucks.
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So what am I
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supposed to be doing?
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Just coloring, it's
pretty much a free draw day.
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And how is
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that supposed to help me?
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It's therapeutic
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Got it.
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Nice shot.
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How old are you?
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16.
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I'm 14.
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Are you from Nevada?
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It's Nevada-
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It's Nevada.
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I'm from Texas.
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Really? I've never met a Texan before.
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Where you from?
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New York- my parents
work for the Times.
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I didn't know that.
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I'm from California by the way so it wasn't
a long drive for me.
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I'm from Reno, Nevada
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Would any of you girls like to share
what you've been working on? Emily that's
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a really pretty drawing you've got there.
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It's really good.
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No thanks.
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Are you
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sure?
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Yeah.
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Okay then Cleo, how about you?
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Nope.
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Okay anyone?
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Me. This is me tonight
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when I get my stupid feeding tube off.
I'm gonna look so amazing.
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I'm loving the
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positive body image.
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Yeah, well I'm real done with this thing
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Well we're all very proud of you for
continuing to give you a body nutrients.
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As long as I don't have to wear this stupid thing.
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I'll go.
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This is me on the
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trampoline practicing my tricks for gymnastics.
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Wow I love how you express
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your love for gymnastics Marie and I
also see how you incorporated some
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unhealthy behaviors in your artwork.
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What?
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Sometimes depicting exercise is
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triggering to the girls.
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Oh sorry.
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Oh
don't apologize we've all been new once,
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right girls?
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Right.
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So do you get to take that
thing off at night?
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God, I wish.
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I only have it in at night when it's active, but
nothing's in it right now, they just
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never take it out.
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So um, how long have you had it on?
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Since I got here it's horrible. But
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you're getting it out tonight.
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I am.
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Hey girls, you all ready for snack?
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Well start
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getting ready.
Blankets off, jackets stay behind do any
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of you need to use the restroom?
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I'll take them on my way out.
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I don't believe we've met. What's your
name?
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Emily.
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It's nice to meet you
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Marie and Emily.
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We're very happy to have
you guys with us. Do you either be you
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need to use the restroom?
I do. Alright let's go catch up with
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the other girls.
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So we ask that you don't flush and have one of us come flush for you
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it's just a precautionary measure. This
is stupid
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you might think that but it's just to keep you safe and accountable.
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*toilet flushes*
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Emily
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Where's Eva? Oh she's eating with her
therapist. Hey Richie. How was therapy? It was good.
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Remember to keep your jacket in the
other room. Jackets off the table elbows on the tables girls. Get your hands out of your laps. Cleo get your
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head out of the bowl. You girls don't
have meal plans yet so we'll get your
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specific snacks after you meet with your
dietitian. Who wants to ring the bell?
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*bell rings loudly*
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Cleo, we talked about this. Softer next time. Okay All Right girls you have 15 minutes
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to finish your snacks after that we'll
bring that supplement. What supplement?
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it's weight gain shakes. Richie let's
redirect that thought. Supplement is all
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the nutrition that your body needs.
Usually it comes in liquid form
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I had it for lunch. Was it good? Let's not
answer that question. Who
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wants to play a game? I don't really feel
like it. I do. Do you wanna play target? What's target? You
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pick an item from Target and people
guess until they get it. It's like 20
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questions. It's fun when Cleo doesn't
choose it every time. I already have my
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target. Oh really?
no way okay.
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is it in the beauty section? The booty
section?
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the beauty section. no it's not in the
booty section. I didn't say that!
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is it in the dollar section? No. Did you
just change your item? maybe. Cleo, you can't do that.
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now it works that way.
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Savannah?
what's wrong you're so close to your
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release date I don't want to see you
take a step back. I just don't want to
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today.
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Can you take a bite?
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why? because it's full of energy and
nourishing. So? So, food is a good thing
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no it's not. Would you tell that to Marie? No. Then why tell that to yourself? There's a difference.
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Well here we want you to see that there's not one. Alright girls time's up what flavor supplement can i get you
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I got chocolate strawberry
vanilla. Neapolitan. Well I could only get
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you one. Chocolate is the least awful.
Richie that's another redirection. Sorry
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Emily I'll get you chocolate please try
to work on it and Marie what can I get you?
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Chocolate.
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Aright you girls have five minutes to
finish your supplement. And what if I
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don't? Then it gets reported to your dietician.
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Screw this
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This group is about anger and how we
feel it in our bodies. Marie, where do you
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feel your anger? I feel my anger in my chest. Good. If you had to draw anger for me, what would it look
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like? It would be red and explosive like a
giant fireball.
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Sorry to interrupt. Is there an Emily I
can snag? So I know that you just got
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here all the way from Texas. How are you
liking it so far? It sucks a lot. I
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understand I know this can be a
difficult change for you. You know it's
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just stupid I mean you're dumb coloring
and your dumb meal games aren't
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going to help me get better. Okay what is
gonna help you get better? I'm not
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supposed to be here. Did you know if we went back in that room and asked each person
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if they thought that they had an eating
disorder, most of them would say the
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exact same thing. Yes, but I'm telling the
truth. What makes you think that?
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I mean look at me- do I look like I have
an eating disorder?
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What does someone that has an eating
disorder look like? I don't know. Emily
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how you look doesn't determine whether
or not you're sick. It doesn't determine
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whether you need treatment or not. I look
fat. People that have anorexia often
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suffer from body dysmorphia as well. They
can't see themselves for who they truly
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are, both mentally and physically. Look, I
think that you're a really smart kid- You
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don't know that. What you don't know me,
so you don't know whether I'm a smart
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kid or not.
Right off the bat you're lying to me do
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You have to find it hard to trust people.
This is stupid. I'm leaving. Emily I need
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you to sit back down. Why? We won't talk
anymore about the eating disorder, okay?
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Let's just go through this paperwork. Sounds
exciting
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I need to ask you about self-harm. Have
you ever tried to harm yourself? No. Emily
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I have the nurses inspection. Have you ever
thought about harming someone else? No, of
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course not. Have you ever considered
suicide? No. Are you sure? Yes. Hello Emily
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I'm Maggie, your dietitian. I'll be
creating your meal plan and putting you
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on a healthy course to wait restoration.
Weight restoration?
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What's that? According to the nurse, your
weight isn't in a healthy range so we
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need to increase your food intake to
make up for it. You're saying that you
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want to make me gain weight? We want
to bring you up to a healthy weight. No
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No, no way. I'm not doing that.
Your body needs nourishment Emily we're
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here to provide that for you.
Bullshit. You just want to make me fatter
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than I already am. And what good would
that do me? I don't know maybe it'd make
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my mom happy?
maybe she'd pay you more? I can assure
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you that's not how things work around
here. Well, whatever it is, I'm not eating your
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stupid meal plan. Unfortunately if you
choose not to comply we'll need to
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proceed with a tube I'm not sure if
you've seen them around here but girls
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who don't eat the meal plan get a tube
that goes in their nose and down to
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their stomach. It's the worst we can do
around here but it's all to ensure your
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safety.
This is stupid. I want you to understand
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the seriousness of this Emily. Your
vitals are just barely scraping by and
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you're at risk of heart failure. If you
don't eat you could die
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Everyone here wants you to succeed. No
one wants to see you go. I'm giving you a
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meal plan that will be put in place
tonight at dinner. Please try to eat
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something or I will have to implement
the tube.
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Who wants to ring the bell? I will! Please
not again
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let's let someone else go this time. I'll
do it
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May I be at peace. Thank You Jasmine
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You girls have 30 minutes to finish your
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dinner. Please try. Why? What's the point
of anything? The point is to keep going- I
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guess. Look- I want to see you in the
Olympics doing gymnastics some
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Gymnastics is all I'm good at- I don't
even have that anymore
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Just eat it. That's the only way you're
getting out of here. Cleo. What? It's true
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That's the way I'm getting out of here.
You have to eat to get out of here
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That's how it works. You either eat now or
get the tooth later. Girls!
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I really don't want to have this
discussion right now please eat your
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dinner
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Hi I'm your new roommate. Chill um
I'm on this bed as you can see but that
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one's yours.
My old roommate left last week so I've
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been on my own a while. Are you okay?
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Yeah. Well I'm here to talk. I'm
fine... It's just, I don't want to be
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here. Yeah that's a pretty common phrase
around here I guess. Trust me I know that
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I need to be here sometimes it's just
hard. How long have you been here? This
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is my third week, but trust me it gets
easier. I just wish that my parents
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would pull me out of this place. My mom
keeps trying to. Doesn't she want you to get better?
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She doesn't think that I have a problem. I'm sorry. It's okay I believed her
for the longest time. She was so obsessed
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with me being the skinniest pageant girl
so she put me in weight loss clinics and
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when diet after diet didn't work she
humiliated me in front of everyone that
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I knew. I just remembered that it made me
get worse started binging and spiraling
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down and and so my dad finally put me in
here... but they're separated now so
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I'm not sure if she's going to keep
trying to pull me out. Richie...
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that's horrible.
Can she even do that? I don't
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know but my therapist is trying to
figure it out. I didn't think that I had
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a problem and my mom didn't know for the
longest time she didn't know well I
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never told her. I kept it a secret and
I didn't really want anyone to know so I
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think I just really miss her.
Well hey we get phone calls tomorrow so
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don't worry. I am going to call my
boyfriend.
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You have boyfriend? Yep.
His name is Andrew and he's a senior
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Do you? No. Never have. I don't have any friends either. No one? Well I do have a friend-
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Travis. He and I do boxing together. Ooooh tell me about Travis. He's no one- he's no one
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Um he's older than me and we just know
each other with your boxing. Okay that
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doesn't mean that nothing's going to
happen
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Nothing is definitely going to happen.
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Okay.
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*screaming* No Stop!
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(Screaming) Stop it! Stop it! Stop it!
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Hey who's next door?
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I think Jasmine's getting her tube off.
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That doesn't sound like Jasmine.
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*continued screaming*
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It's Marie.
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Can you please eat your food Marie?
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We get to watch a movie tonight don't we?
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Is it Saturday already?
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Yeah I want to
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watch Hunchback of Notre Dame.
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We watched your movie last week Cleo. It's our turn
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to pick. Well pick Hunchback of Notre
Dame.
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I want to watch Friends.
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You always watch Friends.
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Friends is not an appropriate show to watch here.
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Let's keep it PG.
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Yeah I'm 12.
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We know Cleo.
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Is there anyone new coming
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today?
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I don't think so-
but oh yes there's a boy coming next Friday.
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A boy?
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There's a boy coming here?
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Yes boys do come here.
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Where is he gonna sleep
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Uh in a room probably by himself.
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Lucky. I want a room by myself.
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So do I.
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What's his name?
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His name is Noah and I'll be here Friday.
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I'll be gone by then.
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You got a release date?
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Yeah, Monday.
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Congrats that's amazing!
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Yeah Savannah we're very proud of you.
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Thanks.
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So what should we watch tonight?
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Hunchback of Notre Dame.
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We are not watching a cartoon!
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*Movie*
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*Let the world honor you*
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*Live forever amung the stars*
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This isn't Hunchback.
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Ha!
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I love this movie.
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*Go! Get to safety!*
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*Thalia no!*
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*Go Annabeth!*
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*Take care of her for me*
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Hey. You okay?
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Dad's just angry.
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He's angry?
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Why?
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He just thinks I'm not trying hard enough.
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That I wouldn't have the tube if I just ate the food in the first place.
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What the hell?
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He doesn't know what this is like.
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Do you think it's my fault that I'm here?
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No.
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Then why is it yours?
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Richie.
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Yeah?
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Life sucks.
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I know.
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Life really sucks.
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Well it gets better.
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We've all been told that it gets
better bullshit.
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You know I used to think
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like that a lot and then I started to
think of the good things in life like
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simplicity, the Bible, God all the things
that I couldn't focus on if I was
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binging or self-harming.
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Is that what this place does to you?
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What do you mean?
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Richie- if in a month or so I become a
Bible freak will you kill me? Hey, I am
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Hey, I'm NOT a Bible Freak okay?
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It just brings me
peace.
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Yeah right.
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Good night Richie
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In honor of Savannah's last meal at
Paravel Court, We will offer her the bell
510
00:43:05,720 --> 00:43:06,960
May I be at peace.
511
00:43:15,760 --> 00:43:17,480
I was actually in a good mood today
512
00:43:17,490 --> 00:43:21,450
So was I. I actually woke up thinking I
could eat breakfast.
513
00:43:21,450 --> 00:43:22,770
That's a really good
514
00:43:22,770 --> 00:43:26,760
goal Marie I think you should try taking
a few bites.
515
00:43:26,760 --> 00:43:29,180
I think I will.
516
00:43:30,539 --> 00:43:33,960
Emily what's up?
517
00:43:33,960 --> 00:43:38,640
I just don't feel like breakfast today.
518
00:43:39,880 --> 00:43:41,560
Do you think it would
519
00:43:41,600 --> 00:43:42,720
help if we played a game?
520
00:43:42,720 --> 00:43:44,160
Can we play target?
521
00:43:44,160 --> 00:43:45,120
Not again.
522
00:43:45,800 --> 00:43:48,560
Would if help if we took a bite together?
523
00:44:04,600 --> 00:44:06,840
Good job.
524
00:44:06,840 --> 00:44:08,280
I'm proud of you.
525
00:44:09,560 --> 00:44:10,400
Thanks.
526
00:44:19,840 --> 00:44:24,760
I heard that you completed your breakfast this morning.
527
00:44:24,760 --> 00:44:26,640
That's excellent progress Emily.
528
00:44:27,800 --> 00:44:30,330
I only did it to avoid the tube.
529
00:44:30,330 --> 00:44:31,200
Is that the
530
00:44:31,200 --> 00:44:32,640
only reason you did it?
531
00:44:33,960 --> 00:44:36,000
I mean I want Marie to eat.
532
00:44:36,000 --> 00:44:37,910
I was kind of a bad
533
00:44:37,920 --> 00:44:43,680
example earlier and if she isn't eat then
she'll never get off that tube.
534
00:44:43,880 --> 00:44:46,240
That's very noble of you to do that her.
535
00:44:46,240 --> 00:44:49,840
No, I'm just trying not to be a dick.
536
00:44:50,520 --> 00:44:53,000
What about Marie do you think is worth
fighting for?
537
00:44:56,360 --> 00:44:57,720
I think she deserves to get
538
00:44:57,740 --> 00:44:59,560
out of here.
539
00:44:59,560 --> 00:45:03,020
Like she's a really good
gymnast you know and she tells me about
540
00:45:03,020 --> 00:45:09,640
all of her competitions in it it just
sucks that she's stuck.
541
00:45:12,360 --> 00:45:13,760
And what about you?
542
00:45:14,520 --> 00:45:17,560
Anything in your life worth fighting for?
543
00:45:17,560 --> 00:45:19,120
No.
544
00:45:19,120 --> 00:45:22,800
You can't think of anything that you
miss from your normal life?
545
00:45:22,800 --> 00:45:25,120
I miss my bedroom.
546
00:45:25,800 --> 00:45:27,920
Not too keen on roommates?
547
00:45:27,920 --> 00:45:30,040
No I think I must have pissed mine off
548
00:45:30,040 --> 00:45:30,960
somehow.
549
00:45:33,480 --> 00:45:35,680
You can't think of anything else
that you miss?
550
00:45:38,040 --> 00:45:41,600
I'm a boxer, I miss that.
551
00:45:41,600 --> 00:45:46,440
Okay. Do you think that's something that
you and I could work towards?
552
00:45:48,200 --> 00:45:48,840
No, I'm not
553
00:45:48,860 --> 00:45:51,600
giving you anything you can dangle
in front of me.
554
00:45:51,600 --> 00:45:52,940
I'm not trying to dangle
555
00:45:52,940 --> 00:45:58,970
anything in front of you Emily, I'm just
trying to give you some motivation the
556
00:45:59,040 --> 00:46:04,640
way you gave Marie. Nobody's gonna get
you out of here but you.
557
00:46:12,320 --> 00:46:17,160
Savannah wanted to come by and say
goodbye to everyone.
558
00:46:19,680 --> 00:46:24,640
Savannah I'm gonna miss you so much. Please don't ever come back here though.
559
00:46:30,440 --> 00:46:32,640
I get a room to myself now!
560
00:46:39,680 --> 00:46:45,560
You're beautiful,
don't forget that.
561
00:46:54,040 --> 00:46:54,800
Cute scarf.
562
00:46:54,800 --> 00:46:58,560
Thanks! They finally gave it back to me after I promised I wouldn't hang
563
00:46:58,560 --> 00:46:59,680
myself with it.
564
00:47:02,280 --> 00:47:03,839
How are you always dressed so cute?
565
00:47:03,839 --> 00:47:07,040
I mean honestly I was going to ask you that myself.
566
00:47:07,040 --> 00:47:09,869
My grandpa used to say when you're
567
00:47:09,880 --> 00:47:12,160
feeling crappy,
put on something extra nice.
568
00:47:15,760 --> 00:47:16,680
I wanna try that.
569
00:47:16,680 --> 00:47:17,600
You should.
570
00:47:18,200 --> 00:47:20,520
Hey want to join our game? Me and Emily can start over.
571
00:47:20,520 --> 00:47:21,720
Oh no!
572
00:47:21,740 --> 00:47:24,560
You are only saying that because you're
losing!
573
00:47:24,560 --> 00:47:26,240
I am NOT deal Marie in.
574
00:47:30,600 --> 00:47:32,320
I really hope she'll be okay.
575
00:47:32,320 --> 00:47:34,520
Savannah I mean.
576
00:47:34,520 --> 00:47:38,920
Yeah
she didn't seem too happy to leave.
577
00:47:38,920 --> 00:47:40,230
Well
578
00:47:40,230 --> 00:47:43,820
she's lucky she got on in one month. I
feel like I'm never getting out of here.
579
00:47:43,820 --> 00:47:46,680
You'll get out someday Jasmine, don't
worry.
580
00:47:46,680 --> 00:47:48,180
I mean I feel like I've already
581
00:47:48,180 --> 00:47:49,560
been here in eternity.
582
00:47:49,560 --> 00:47:52,960
Well they're not
gonna let you leave if you don't eat.
583
00:47:54,960 --> 00:47:57,120
I ate breakfast.
584
00:47:57,120 --> 00:48:01,890
Well that's good but it
requires completion or they're either
585
00:48:01,890 --> 00:48:04,720
gonna put you on the tube, or more food
later on.
586
00:48:06,160 --> 00:48:08,760
Mail time girls. Cleo this
587
00:48:08,760 --> 00:48:16,890
package for you, but hold on cuz I need to
check it first. Jasmine a letter. You
588
00:48:16,890 --> 00:48:20,490
girls probably have letters on the way
it sometimes just takes a while for the
589
00:48:20,490 --> 00:48:22,000
mail to go through our system.
590
00:48:24,000 --> 00:48:25,720
Who's your letter from?
591
00:48:25,720 --> 00:48:28,360
My mom. It's just her new column.
592
00:48:30,200 --> 00:48:33,640
Yay I got a new doll.
593
00:48:34,790 --> 00:48:36,800
How was your weekend?
594
00:48:36,800 --> 00:48:38,040
Not great.
595
00:48:39,160 --> 00:48:40,440
I saw you completed breakfast this
596
00:48:40,440 --> 00:48:42,880
morning. That's really good.
597
00:48:42,880 --> 00:48:43,840
Thank you.
598
00:48:43,840 --> 00:48:47,460
Unfortunately your weight is still on a
599
00:48:47,460 --> 00:48:50,920
downward trend and I'll probably have to
put you on the tube.
600
00:48:52,240 --> 00:48:57,600
You can't do that I
601
00:48:57,760 --> 00:49:03,560
ate breakfast. I ate all of it.
602
00:49:03,560 --> 00:49:06,590
But you hardly touched your lunch.
603
00:49:06,600 --> 00:49:12,880
I ate most a morning snack
and and I'll need dinner too.
604
00:49:16,800 --> 00:49:17,840
Emily
605
00:49:19,120 --> 00:49:24,680
If you can eat all of dinner tonight,
then and only then will I not put you on
606
00:49:24,690 --> 00:49:31,430
the tube- but if there's even a bite left
I'll have to go ahead with the procedure.
607
00:49:31,430 --> 00:49:37,460
Can it be lunch tomorrow instead? It
should be lunch tomorrow too.
608
00:49:37,460 --> 00:49:43,470
From now on I need to be seeing 100%
completion from you. You're in dangerous
609
00:49:43,470 --> 00:49:50,750
territory right. I can't eat everything.
I'm sorry this is what it's come to
610
00:49:51,560 --> 00:49:56,320
Listen, I believe in you.
611
00:49:56,320 --> 00:50:00,150
The staff believes in you, you can beat
612
00:50:00,150 --> 00:50:03,826
this disorder and we are fully prepared
to help you do it.
613
00:50:03,840 --> 00:50:05,560
I just want to get out of here.
614
00:50:07,080 --> 00:50:09,120
Eating will help you do that too.
615
00:50:11,520 --> 00:50:14,720
Can I go back to the group room please?
616
00:50:14,880 --> 00:50:23,120
Yes you may. Remember 100% completion
617
00:50:34,000 --> 00:50:36,640
Are you okay?
618
00:50:37,680 --> 00:50:40,240
You can do this Emily.
619
00:50:44,880 --> 00:50:47,600
I already ate
breakfast this morning.
620
00:50:47,600 --> 00:50:49,360
So did I.
621
00:50:51,520 --> 00:50:52,880
I'm here for you Emily.
622
00:50:54,080 --> 00:50:55,437
Thanks Cleo.
623
00:50:55,437 --> 00:50:57,280
Can we play target now?
624
00:50:57,280 --> 00:50:59,920
I have an item.
625
00:51:02,320 --> 00:51:05,280
What do you think is stopping you?
626
00:51:14,800 --> 00:51:20,080
I'm just scared I guess.
627
00:51:20,830 --> 00:51:27,250
I understand but food can't do you
any harm
628
00:51:27,250 --> 00:51:32,730
I'm- I'm trying to think of it as like
medicine I guess
629
00:51:40,430 --> 00:51:43,520
I can't do this.
630
00:51:43,520 --> 00:51:45,280
What do you need right
now Emily?
631
00:51:45,760 --> 00:51:46,800
I need to leave.
632
00:51:47,360 --> 00:51:48,320
Please sit back down.
633
00:51:49,040 --> 00:51:51,440
Emily you don't want the tube I promise.
634
00:52:05,760 --> 00:52:08,000
I used to love rice.
635
00:52:08,480 --> 00:52:10,160
Me too.
636
00:52:16,960 --> 00:52:20,160
I don't even have time to finish this
637
00:52:20,960 --> 00:52:22,400
You can do this, Emily
638
00:52:23,040 --> 00:52:24,320
I beleive in you.
639
00:53:21,600 --> 00:53:22,560
*Timer rings*
640
00:53:27,680 --> 00:53:28,960
Good job, Emily.
641
00:53:32,080 --> 00:53:41,760
*Ominous music*
642
00:53:52,400 --> 00:53:54,400
What is this?
643
00:53:54,400 --> 00:53:55,280
Cleo?
644
00:53:55,280 --> 00:53:57,680
I didn't do anything!
645
00:53:57,680 --> 00:54:01,280
It's the ghost
646
00:54:01,299 --> 00:54:05,360
What ghost? The ghost of Resident 22.
647
00:54:05,360 --> 00:54:07,600
What's that?
648
00:54:07,600 --> 00:54:11,049
Oh, you haven't heard?
649
00:54:11,049 --> 00:54:16,430
Resident 22 is haunted. You see Emily and
650
00:54:16,430 --> 00:54:22,320
I, we're in resident 23 but at night we can
hear ghostly sounds.
651
00:54:22,400 --> 00:54:25,200
That's why there's never anyone in there.
652
00:54:25,760 --> 00:54:27,840
Emily, tell me that's not true.
653
00:54:28,480 --> 00:54:30,160
Tell them that's not true
654
00:54:31,040 --> 00:54:33,840
They're telling the truth Cleo.
655
00:54:33,849 --> 00:54:43,809
Resident 22 is definitely haunted.
At night I can hear ghostly whispers
656
00:54:43,809 --> 00:54:46,800
beckoning me to resident 22.
657
00:54:46,800 --> 00:54:48,410
Alright girls, enough. Obviously we just
658
00:54:48,410 --> 00:54:50,800
forgot to clean up before dinner. Let's
get going.
659
00:54:54,800 --> 00:54:57,120
Do you think resident 22 is real?
660
00:54:57,680 --> 00:55:04,880
I don't know. Maybe the other girls
are just poking fun.
661
00:55:13,040 --> 00:55:16,000
Oh, I thought you were in the shower.
662
00:55:16,000 --> 00:55:18,080
No.
663
00:55:18,080 --> 00:55:21,280
The water is running.
664
00:55:23,600 --> 00:55:25,360
I think it's coming
665
00:55:25,360 --> 00:55:26,720
from the room next door.
666
00:55:26,720 --> 00:55:29,440
There's nobody
in that room, remember?
667
00:55:32,800 --> 00:55:34,320
Resident 22.
668
00:55:34,320 --> 00:55:36,560
Yeah.
669
00:55:51,040 --> 00:55:57,590
Don't try to scare me. I know that we
were just messing with Cleo today. Yeah
670
00:55:57,590 --> 00:56:00,960
but somebody's definitely in that shower
next door.
671
00:56:00,960 --> 00:56:02,930
It was probably just one of
672
00:56:02,930 --> 00:56:07,970
the cleaning ladies... deciding that now was a good time to take a shower...
673
00:56:07,970 --> 00:56:08,470
at work?
674
00:56:08,470 --> 00:56:09,370
Yeah
675
00:56:09,370 --> 00:56:15,200
Well anyways it gives us good material
to scare Cleo with tomorrow.
676
00:56:17,600 --> 00:56:18,780
Hey Richie?
677
00:56:18,780 --> 00:56:20,793
Yeah?
678
00:56:22,040 --> 00:56:23,140
I'm sorry...
679
00:56:23,840 --> 00:56:26,680
about what I said last night.
680
00:56:26,680 --> 00:56:29,840
The whole Bible Freak thing... it was a bad day
681
00:56:30,120 --> 00:56:33,520
Trust me, it's okay... most people make fun
682
00:56:33,530 --> 00:56:38,330
of me for my weight, so it almost felt
good to be made fun of for being too
683
00:56:38,330 --> 00:56:41,860
into my religion.
684
00:56:41,860 --> 00:56:46,960
Yeah but I wish people
wouldn't make fun of you for anything.
685
00:56:47,880 --> 00:56:52,440
Well it makes thicker skin. That's what
my mom says.
686
00:56:53,100 --> 00:56:54,400
Yeah but other times it just
687
00:56:54,410 --> 00:56:59,280
hurts and for no good reason.
688
00:57:21,600 --> 00:57:23,900
What are you doing?
689
00:57:25,400 --> 00:57:28,180
Mom said not to eat
ice cream anymore
690
00:57:28,180 --> 00:57:32,060
Please don't tell mom okay? Please
promise me Sydney, you promise me right
691
00:57:32,060 --> 00:57:35,720
now that you're not gonna tell mom! Okay
okay okay?
692
00:57:36,600 --> 00:57:37,400
Okay. Okay.
693
00:57:43,760 --> 00:57:45,740
So how did today's lunch make
694
00:57:45,740 --> 00:57:49,660
you feel? Emily do you want to share?
695
00:57:54,160 --> 00:58:06,190
Today's lunch was hard... but it's getting
easier. A little. I-I still feel like crap
696
00:58:06,190 --> 00:58:09,520
but I'm completing.
697
00:58:10,700 --> 00:58:13,780
Emily that's incredible I'm so proud of how far
698
00:58:13,790 --> 00:58:15,881
you've come.
699
00:58:15,881 --> 00:58:17,700
Richie do you want to share?
700
00:58:21,300 --> 00:58:21,980
I'm not
701
00:58:21,980 --> 00:58:23,800
doing so great if I'm being honest.
702
00:58:23,800 --> 00:58:25,490
What do you think is leading to these
703
00:58:25,490 --> 00:58:26,800
negative emotions?
704
00:58:26,800 --> 00:58:34,609
Honestly I think it's
just hard for me to be the only one here
705
00:58:34,609 --> 00:58:37,400
who eats because they can't stop eating.
706
00:58:37,400 --> 00:58:40,430
No matter how hard I try or what I do
707
00:58:40,430 --> 00:58:46,069
and no one really seems to understand it
and that's frustrating. You guys are
708
00:58:46,069 --> 00:58:50,119
always talking about how horrible it is
to be gaining weight but imagine what
709
00:58:50,119 --> 00:58:54,589
that's like for me. I mean if you guys
stepped on the scale and saw my numbers
710
00:58:54,589 --> 00:58:57,520
then you'd probably want to kill
yourselves too.
711
00:58:57,520 --> 00:58:59,300
And Emily, look at you
712
00:58:59,300 --> 00:59:04,250
you're thin and gorgeous and everything
that my mom wants me to be but I can't
713
00:59:04,250 --> 00:59:08,690
be that because I'm sick. So if you guys
think that refusing to eat helps your
714
00:59:08,690 --> 00:59:12,640
body in any way then think again.
715
00:59:12,640 --> 00:59:18,079
And Jenna, these negative emotions they never
716
00:59:18,079 --> 00:59:21,830
leave and they never start or end
because
717
00:59:21,830 --> 00:59:24,120
they're always there.
718
00:59:26,400 --> 00:59:29,760
I hear you Richie
and I know it's hard.
719
00:59:30,620 --> 00:59:31,900
Can anyone relate
720
00:59:31,900 --> 00:59:32,760
to her?
721
00:59:34,620 --> 00:59:36,520
I can.
722
00:59:37,560 --> 00:59:43,400
I have bulimia and I didn't
really talk about it because I didn't
723
00:59:43,400 --> 00:59:48,230
think people would really want to talk
to me if I said anything cuz I'm
724
00:59:48,230 --> 00:59:49,424
different.
725
00:59:49,424 --> 00:59:53,960
I see well that's very brave of you to
726
00:59:53,960 --> 00:59:55,400
speak up about it now.
727
00:59:55,400 --> 00:59:59,450
Yeah some girls at
school told me about it and they said
728
00:59:59,450 --> 01:00:00,900
it'd make me cool.
729
01:00:00,900 --> 01:00:06,840
Well, I'm not exactly cool and I'm stuck in this dumb place.
730
01:00:07,860 --> 01:00:09,920
I actually think
it's really brave for you to tell us
731
01:00:09,920 --> 01:00:12,950
Cleo and of course we wouldn't judge you
for having a different struggle. We're
732
01:00:12,950 --> 01:00:16,580
all here for the same reason and that's
overcoming an eating disorder. That was
733
01:00:16,580 --> 01:00:20,900
very insightful. What do you and Richie
have to say?
734
01:00:21,720 --> 01:00:24,020
I think I should be more sharing.
735
01:00:24,220 --> 01:00:27,980
Yeah, well I think I should be
skinny like everyone else.
736
01:00:28,880 --> 01:00:32,820
Can you take them?
737
01:00:33,480 --> 01:00:35,780
Yeah sorry about that.
738
01:00:36,580 --> 01:00:39,200
Girls I'd like you to meet Noah, just
739
01:00:39,200 --> 01:00:41,760
arrived from.. where'd you say you're from?
740
01:00:42,020 --> 01:00:42,860
Kansas.
741
01:00:43,320 --> 01:00:44,280
That's right.
742
01:00:44,380 --> 01:00:45,520
It's the boy!
743
01:00:48,180 --> 01:00:49,780
Noah come sit next to me!
744
01:00:51,180 --> 01:00:51,740
Hi Noah.
745
01:00:52,880 --> 01:00:56,180
So what are you girls working on?
746
01:00:56,180 --> 01:00:57,000
Meal group.
747
01:00:57,000 --> 01:00:58,720
Did you finish?
748
01:00:58,720 --> 01:00:59,440
Yeah.
749
01:00:59,520 --> 01:01:02,200
Guess what Noah? We have our own rooms isn't that great?
750
01:01:02,200 --> 01:01:03,760
Sounds great.
751
01:01:03,760 --> 01:01:05,240
Actually Cleo, you
752
01:01:05,250 --> 01:01:08,660
won't be on your own for much longer.
There's a new girl coming on Monday.
753
01:01:08,660 --> 01:01:10,520
That's not fair.
754
01:01:11,660 --> 01:01:13,980
Can't she just stay home or something?
755
01:01:13,980 --> 01:01:15,360
I'm afraid not.
756
01:01:15,360 --> 01:01:19,670
Jasmine said that we have
different group leaders next week right?
757
01:01:19,670 --> 01:01:23,200
Uhh I think it's Mallory and Kristen.
758
01:01:23,200 --> 01:01:25,170
Mallory's the worst she hates children
759
01:01:25,170 --> 01:01:29,000
Wait, we're getting different group leaders?
760
01:01:29,000 --> 01:01:31,560
Yeah we rotate units every two weeks I'll
761
01:01:31,560 --> 01:01:33,060
be on the adult side on Monday.
762
01:01:34,420 --> 01:01:35,620
Mallory hates us.
763
01:01:35,840 --> 01:01:38,100
Alright, Mallory loves you guys.
764
01:01:38,700 --> 01:01:39,500
We're done for.
765
01:01:39,520 --> 01:01:42,380
The ship is sunk, run for the shore.
766
01:01:42,380 --> 01:01:42,960
Hey, Cleo?
767
01:01:42,960 --> 01:01:44,420
Can i snag you?
768
01:01:44,420 --> 01:01:47,460
Don't let her take us alive
769
01:01:56,160 --> 01:01:58,400
I have a very important announcement to
make
770
01:01:58,440 --> 01:02:01,180
is it that you want to play target again?
771
01:02:01,180 --> 01:02:02,260
No.
772
01:02:04,320 --> 01:02:07,820
It's that I'm leaving on Monday
773
01:02:08,450 --> 01:02:10,200
Congrats!
774
01:02:10,200 --> 01:02:11,720
Good job Cleo.
775
01:02:11,720 --> 01:02:13,440
Congrats
776
01:02:13,440 --> 01:02:14,960
Cleo that's awesome
777
01:02:14,960 --> 01:02:19,020
Wow you guys are such downers.
778
01:02:19,020 --> 01:02:21,900
This means I only have to deal with Malory for one
779
01:02:21,900 --> 01:02:24,700
more day and then I can do whatever I
want
780
01:02:25,580 --> 01:02:28,520
This doesn't include you setting off all
the hospital arms and running through
781
01:02:28,620 --> 01:02:31,520
the front doors like I know you been
playing right?
782
01:02:31,520 --> 01:02:33,860
No.
783
01:02:35,440 --> 01:02:38,940
This means it's karaoke night.
784
01:02:40,240 --> 01:02:41,640
*Karaoke Music (Fashionista by Jimmy James)*
785
01:02:41,640 --> 01:02:43,020
*Everybody line up*
786
01:02:45,020 --> 01:02:47,160
*The show is about to start*
787
01:02:48,880 --> 01:02:50,540
*Places*
788
01:02:52,460 --> 01:02:54,760
*The show is about to start*
789
01:02:56,520 --> 01:02:57,340
*You have to show a look*
790
01:02:57,340 --> 01:02:58,060
*Have a look*
791
01:02:58,060 --> 01:02:58,560
*Or give a look*
792
01:03:00,180 --> 01:03:01,580
*Faces*
793
01:03:02,120 --> 01:03:03,400
*Beautiful*
794
01:03:04,020 --> 01:03:08,620
*No one, ugly, allowed*
795
01:03:11,620 --> 01:03:13,480
*Are you ready? Here we go.*
796
01:03:13,480 --> 01:03:14,360
*Fashion is the art*
797
01:03:15,100 --> 01:03:17,520
Maggie said I might get the tube off soon.
798
01:03:19,360 --> 01:03:20,780
Really?
799
01:03:22,140 --> 01:03:26,440
That's fantastic Marie, I'm so proud of you.
800
01:03:26,440 --> 01:03:33,480
It makes me think about how much I must be completing, but also how much weight I must be gaining.
801
01:03:33,480 --> 01:03:39,180
Yeah, I think about that too.
802
01:03:39,180 --> 01:03:45,780
But uh, just remember it's what your body needs.
803
01:03:45,780 --> 01:03:47,580
It's what's best for you.
804
01:03:47,580 --> 01:03:49,680
Do you really believe that?
805
01:03:52,780 --> 01:03:54,120
I'm trying.
806
01:03:56,320 --> 01:03:59,180
Come join me!
807
01:04:00,780 --> 01:04:02,680
*Sean, John, Calvin Klein*
808
01:04:02,680 --> 01:04:04,400
*Donna Karan's fashion line*
809
01:04:04,400 --> 01:04:06,360
*Valentino, YSL*
810
01:04:06,360 --> 01:04:08,160
*Ferragamo and Chanel*
811
01:04:08,160 --> 01:04:10,140
*Holsten, Gucci, Figla, Rucci*
812
01:04:10,140 --> 01:04:11,800
*Don't forget my Pucci*
813
01:04:11,800 --> 01:04:13,560
*Fendi and Armani*
814
01:04:13,560 --> 01:04:15,420
*God I miss Gianni*
815
01:04:15,420 --> 01:04:16,860
*Alexander Perkovitch*
816
01:04:16,860 --> 01:04:20,860
*Naomi Cambell's such a bitch*
817
01:04:22,980 --> 01:04:24,600
Get on the stage with me!
818
01:04:28,600 --> 01:04:30,520
What are you wearing!!?
819
01:04:39,220 --> 01:04:43,520
Everyone I would like you to give a warm
welcome to miss Serena. She's our newest
820
01:04:43,520 --> 01:04:44,240
resident.
821
01:04:44,500 --> 01:04:46,180
Hi Sirena. Do you wanna sit with us?
822
01:04:51,120 --> 01:04:55,660
So we're making stupid animals.
823
01:04:55,660 --> 01:04:57,240
Spirit animals!
824
01:04:57,240 --> 01:04:58,460
Do you wanna make one?
825
01:04:58,880 --> 01:04:59,380
Okay.
826
01:05:13,680 --> 01:05:17,800
Marie I suck at this.
827
01:05:17,800 --> 01:05:19,520
You don't have to be good.
828
01:05:20,180 --> 01:05:22,640
Serena. What are you making?
829
01:05:23,220 --> 01:05:24,260
A dead person.
830
01:05:24,880 --> 01:05:26,560
You're sculpting a corpse?
831
01:05:27,700 --> 01:05:28,320
Yes.
832
01:05:30,280 --> 01:05:31,480
Nice.
833
01:05:31,480 --> 01:05:34,560
Just um don't let the group leader see you.
834
01:05:38,280 --> 01:05:38,780
So um.
835
01:05:38,780 --> 01:05:41,200
You just got out of the hospital?
836
01:05:43,200 --> 01:05:48,800
Yeah, six weeks on my deathbed now two months in the looney bin.
837
01:05:51,160 --> 01:05:53,500
She sounds a lot like you.
838
01:05:53,500 --> 01:05:56,540
Yeah right
839
01:05:56,640 --> 01:05:59,480
That's my roommate?
840
01:06:11,240 --> 01:06:14,200
Serena, can you please try to eat something?
841
01:06:15,080 --> 01:06:16,180
Come on Serena.
842
01:06:17,120 --> 01:06:18,220
You can do it.
843
01:06:30,500 --> 01:06:33,120
So who's parents are coming to see them on
844
01:06:33,120 --> 01:06:34,020
visiting day?
845
01:06:34,020 --> 01:06:34,940
Mine.
846
01:06:36,220 --> 01:06:37,360
Mine are too I guess.
847
01:06:38,900 --> 01:06:40,480
I think mine are
848
01:06:40,480 --> 01:06:43,300
I'm sure mine are excited to pull me out.
849
01:06:43,300 --> 01:06:45,000
Wait you're leaving too?
850
01:06:45,000 --> 01:06:46,980
Well not officially.
851
01:06:46,980 --> 01:06:47,960
Your therapist is the
852
01:06:47,960 --> 01:06:51,680
ones who decides whether or not you're
leading so I wouldn't worry about it.
853
01:06:51,680 --> 01:06:53,320
Still worrying.
854
01:06:58,760 --> 01:07:00,840
Please try eating
something
855
01:07:00,840 --> 01:07:02,600
Can you please try taking a bite?
856
01:07:09,900 --> 01:07:11,260
Noah, what's wrong?
857
01:07:11,620 --> 01:07:13,100
Can I please get some more water.
858
01:07:14,080 --> 01:07:17,860
I'm sorry I could only allow you 16 ounces at meals.
859
01:07:17,940 --> 01:07:22,660
I just really need more water the food
is too salty, I really need more water I
860
01:07:22,660 --> 01:07:24,240
Let's not talk about the food.
861
01:07:25,280 --> 01:07:26,960
I really need more water.
862
01:07:26,960 --> 01:07:28,660
I can't look at the food.
863
01:07:28,660 --> 01:07:30,300
Noah. Breathe.
864
01:07:30,300 --> 01:07:31,920
It's okay.
865
01:07:31,920 --> 01:07:33,520
No, I hate this.
866
01:07:33,520 --> 01:07:35,960
Noah I'm here for you.
867
01:07:36,800 --> 01:07:37,680
Noah.
868
01:07:38,260 --> 01:07:39,820
Girls stay here.
869
01:07:51,240 --> 01:07:51,880
Oh Emily.
870
01:07:54,920 --> 01:07:56,760
I have missed you so much.
871
01:07:56,760 --> 01:07:57,860
I miss you too.
872
01:08:02,520 --> 01:08:04,000
I thought Scout and
873
01:08:04,040 --> 01:08:05,600
Ari were coming.
874
01:08:05,600 --> 01:08:11,300
They're in the lobby. They
just wanted me to see you first. So-
875
01:08:15,000 --> 01:08:17,120
Did the doctors tell you how much longer I have?
876
01:08:17,120 --> 01:08:18,680
You have to be a healthy weight
877
01:08:18,680 --> 01:08:24,340
before they release you and that they
may take a month or two but that's not
878
01:08:24,359 --> 01:08:27,920
even addressing the psychological issues.
879
01:08:27,920 --> 01:08:28,960
I hate this.
880
01:08:30,420 --> 01:08:31,440
I'm so proud of you for staying.
881
01:08:31,440 --> 01:08:34,500
It's not like I have a choice.
882
01:08:37,540 --> 01:08:40,780
Did you get the schoolwork I've sent you?
883
01:08:40,780 --> 01:08:41,500
Yes.
884
01:08:41,500 --> 01:08:43,200
Are you working on it?
885
01:08:44,400 --> 01:08:45,400
Slowly.
886
01:08:46,160 --> 01:08:47,320
Good.
887
01:08:48,220 --> 01:08:51,920
Your teacher seemed very understanding
and they want you to get better
888
01:08:51,920 --> 01:08:53,800
You told them?!
889
01:08:53,800 --> 01:09:00,180
Honey I had to. They're not
going to excuse you for no reason.
890
01:09:02,740 --> 01:09:04,080
Can we come in?
891
01:09:04,430 --> 01:09:09,930
Yeah? Girls come in hold on just a second
listen this I think this is one of the
892
01:09:09,930 --> 01:09:14,180
doctors trying to find me okay hang on
just a minute
893
01:09:14,180 --> 01:09:15,740
It's nice in here.
894
01:09:15,740 --> 01:09:20,880
No, not when you're not allowed out.
895
01:09:22,540 --> 01:09:23,460
It's like a vacation from
896
01:09:23,460 --> 01:09:25,100
school and stuff.
897
01:09:27,420 --> 01:09:30,780
I miserable Scout.
898
01:09:30,780 --> 01:09:33,140
And that's your own fault isn't it?
899
01:09:33,140 --> 01:09:37,200
Like all you ever did was stop eating the now
mom's whole life revolves around making
900
01:09:37,200 --> 01:09:38,380
sure you're well.
901
01:09:38,380 --> 01:09:41,640
I'm sorry if my
problems led to yours.
902
01:09:41,640 --> 01:09:42,480
I just don't get it.
903
01:09:42,480 --> 01:09:46,307
You're supposed to like eating. It's just
food.
904
01:09:46,307 --> 01:09:48,180
That's not how it works.
905
01:09:48,180 --> 01:09:50,969
That's exactly how it works. You're being
selfish
906
01:09:50,969 --> 01:09:53,040
Emily that's all you are is selfish.
907
01:09:53,040 --> 01:09:54,540
I'm sorry Scout.
908
01:09:55,360 --> 01:09:56,820
I just don't understand.
909
01:09:58,700 --> 01:10:00,420
Is that really all you came here to say?
910
01:10:00,420 --> 01:10:04,220
You flew all the way across the United States just to make me
911
01:10:04,230 --> 01:10:05,848
feel like shit.
912
01:10:05,848 --> 01:10:12,320
It's worth it. Because you
make me feel like shit every day.
913
01:10:23,520 --> 01:10:24,400
Emily?
914
01:10:25,420 --> 01:10:27,220
Yeah Ari?
915
01:10:27,220 --> 01:10:30,560
Do you think I'm fat?
916
01:10:35,660 --> 01:10:36,160
No.
917
01:10:36,960 --> 01:10:37,600
No baby.
918
01:10:39,520 --> 01:10:43,200
Don't ever think that. Okay?
919
01:10:44,640 --> 01:10:49,400
It's just that Scout keeps talking about things and if you think you're fat then- No.
920
01:10:49,680 --> 01:10:50,760
No Ari.
921
01:10:51,960 --> 01:10:55,240
Please... don't even think that.
922
01:10:58,080 --> 01:11:05,360
It's it's only what her body's look like on the outside.
923
01:11:05,360 --> 01:11:06,680
Okay?
924
01:11:06,680 --> 01:11:10,480
And it's got nothing to do with what's on the inside.
925
01:11:12,560 --> 01:11:14,880
Mandy says I'm fat.
926
01:11:17,160 --> 01:11:20,160
Mandy is lying.
927
01:11:20,160 --> 01:11:22,200
Okay?
928
01:11:22,200 --> 01:11:23,910
She's probably got her own
929
01:11:23,910 --> 01:11:30,480
struggles that she's dealing with it and
she's taking them out on you.
930
01:11:30,480 --> 01:11:36,200
She says if I lost weight, I wouldn't be such a loser.
931
01:11:38,880 --> 01:11:44,000
Please- please don't listen to her Ari.
932
01:11:45,440 --> 01:11:49,520
Promise me that we're gonna go home and eat some cookies.
933
01:11:49,520 --> 01:11:54,160
I just wish you could come home too.
934
01:11:54,960 --> 01:11:55,840
Yeah, me too.
935
01:12:07,880 --> 01:12:09,960
Is that Mallory?
936
01:12:11,400 --> 01:12:12,400
Yeah.
937
01:12:12,400 --> 01:12:16,280
Richie got a
package for you
938
01:12:17,600 --> 01:12:19,560
Wait did you check it?
939
01:12:19,560 --> 01:12:21,840
Don't tell me how
to do my job kid.
940
01:12:21,840 --> 01:12:24,680
well I'm leaving tomorrow so I don't
care what you have to say about me.
941
01:12:25,000 --> 01:12:26,560
You want me to make that stay longer?
942
01:12:26,560 --> 01:12:28,080
No ma'am
943
01:12:28,440 --> 01:12:32,560
Now who's Emily and Marie?
You guys are doubling like flies. Your
944
01:12:32,580 --> 01:12:34,040
letters are at the front.
945
01:12:34,040 --> 01:12:35,560
I'm Emily.
946
01:12:35,560 --> 01:12:37,080
I'm Marie.
947
01:12:37,080 --> 01:12:38,460
Group time ladies
948
01:12:38,460 --> 01:12:40,000
and Noah.
949
01:12:41,000 --> 01:12:42,600
Come on go it's group.
950
01:12:47,480 --> 01:12:49,000
Noah come sit by me.
951
01:12:55,280 --> 01:12:58,880
So I wanted to open up the
952
01:12:58,880 --> 01:13:08,960
group - you ought to say something maybe
it's how you're feeling or you just want
953
01:13:08,969 --> 01:13:10,680
to get something off your chest.
954
01:13:10,680 --> 01:13:12,680
I already wish I could go home.
955
01:13:12,680 --> 01:13:13,890
Noah, let's
956
01:13:13,890 --> 01:13:15,840
hear from you.
957
01:13:16,360 --> 01:13:18,510
How's it been going the transition to
958
01:13:18,510 --> 01:13:20,160
parallel court life?
959
01:13:20,160 --> 01:13:23,640
It's okay I guess.
960
01:13:23,640 --> 01:13:27,160
But I'm the only boy here and that's weird.
961
01:13:28,280 --> 01:13:30,760
That's a change definitely.
962
01:13:31,440 --> 01:13:33,080
Tell us how that's feeling.
963
01:13:33,080 --> 01:13:36,080
Fine I guess I just
964
01:13:36,090 --> 01:13:38,200
wish I wasn't so afraid of the food.
965
01:13:38,200 --> 01:13:42,150
I'm
sure everyone here has felt that way.
966
01:13:42,150 --> 01:13:43,680
I've felt that way.
967
01:13:43,680 --> 01:13:46,440
Thank You Cleo
968
01:13:46,440 --> 01:13:49,040
and thank you Noah for sharing.
969
01:13:49,040 --> 01:13:51,560
You're welcome.
970
01:13:52,960 --> 01:13:56,320
Serena would you like to contribute?
971
01:13:57,960 --> 01:14:01,720
Serena we care about you here.
972
01:14:14,600 --> 01:14:16,720
Is it anyone going to go after her?
973
01:14:16,720 --> 01:14:20,680
I don't think we're supposed to.
974
01:14:22,120 --> 01:14:23,040
Fine.
975
01:14:23,040 --> 01:14:25,680
Then I'll go get her.
976
01:14:46,080 --> 01:14:46,600
Hey.
977
01:14:49,480 --> 01:14:50,200
What's up?
978
01:14:53,760 --> 01:14:58,920
So my my mom lied.
979
01:15:00,840 --> 01:15:05,680
She said there were no stairs to the eighth floor.
980
01:15:09,040 --> 01:15:10,280
Leave me alone.
981
01:15:10,680 --> 01:15:12,800
I don't want you to be alone right now.
982
01:15:13,440 --> 01:15:15,280
You have no idea.
983
01:15:21,640 --> 01:15:22,960
Are you safe?
984
01:15:28,500 --> 01:15:29,000
Okay.
985
01:15:29,280 --> 01:15:31,280
Listen,
986
01:15:31,280 --> 01:15:36,200
I don't know a lot about you,
987
01:15:37,360 --> 01:15:43,640
but when I was 10 I had a lot of bad thoughts.
988
01:15:47,360 --> 01:15:50,360
I want them to just let me die.
989
01:15:50,360 --> 01:15:51,760
I know.
990
01:15:53,680 --> 01:15:56,120
I know.
991
01:15:57,760 --> 01:16:01,190
You know Marie was right she
992
01:16:01,200 --> 01:16:03,720
said we were a lot alike.
993
01:16:06,480 --> 01:16:10,240
I think we have
a lot of the same thoughts but that
994
01:16:10,240 --> 01:16:17,960
doesn't make them okay. Sometimes they want
to hurt us instead of help us
995
01:16:21,080 --> 01:16:22,880
And you're 10,
996
01:16:25,240 --> 01:16:30,400
you have so much life ahead of you
997
01:16:31,630 --> 01:16:35,160
it's it's a good life too
998
01:16:35,160 --> 01:16:40,160
it's not stuck in some hospital or in some dingy
999
01:16:40,160 --> 01:16:47,200
classroom it's it's happiness.
1000
01:16:49,480 --> 01:16:50,920
I don't
want you to do this to yourself it's not
1001
01:16:50,920 --> 01:16:52,320
your time to go.
1002
01:16:54,200 --> 01:16:59,040
If I die here, no one at school would have to know.
1003
01:17:02,920 --> 01:17:05,040
You're completely right
1004
01:17:07,280 --> 01:17:08,800
but I would know
1005
01:17:10,240 --> 01:17:17,200
and your parents would know and your friends would know and they would miss you but
1006
01:17:17,200 --> 01:17:22,280
we both know that listing people that
care isn't gonna solve the problem.
1007
01:17:24,520 --> 01:17:30,640
We both know people are going to miss us
whether we admit it or not.
1008
01:17:34,480 --> 01:17:36,200
I don't know
1009
01:17:36,200 --> 01:17:42,280
I guess it's just the the guilt and
shame that makes it so hard to keep living.
1010
01:17:46,120 --> 01:17:48,120
I'd rather die than gain weight.
1011
01:17:51,320 --> 01:17:56,960
What is so bad about weight?
1012
01:18:00,120 --> 01:18:01,120
I guess it makes you
1013
01:18:01,120 --> 01:18:02,000
a bad person?
1014
01:18:02,000 --> 01:18:03,360
But doesn't really?
1015
01:18:05,880 --> 01:18:14,360
I mean I weigh a lot more than you obviously.
1016
01:18:16,280 --> 01:18:18,520
Does that make me a bad person?
1017
01:18:18,520 --> 01:18:24,960
No.
I I don't think so.
1018
01:18:24,960 --> 01:18:26,720
Exactly.
1019
01:18:31,880 --> 01:18:35,240
Serena you have a lot to live for
1020
01:18:36,480 --> 01:18:39,360
and I'm not gonna give you the that it
1021
01:18:39,360 --> 01:18:42,640
gets better bullshit we've both heard
1022
01:18:42,640 --> 01:18:45,400
and sometimes I think it's not even
1023
01:18:45,400 --> 01:18:48,400
about living for something
1024
01:18:52,440 --> 01:19:00,160
I think it's about the living through it and finding
1025
01:19:00,170 --> 01:19:07,080
the gems even in the darkest times.
1026
01:19:07,080 --> 01:19:12,910
I mean I got myself in this situation
1027
01:19:12,920 --> 01:19:14,000
right?
1028
01:19:16,440 --> 01:19:22,870
I started counting my calories
when I was 10 I had hit nothing but a
1029
01:19:22,870 --> 01:19:26,410
spiral into this
1030
01:19:26,870 --> 01:19:36,860
but I already met so many amazing people
along the way and that's how life is
1031
01:19:38,750 --> 01:19:44,330
it's finding those gems even in the
darkest times
1032
01:19:46,800 --> 01:19:52,760
Promise me that you'll be safe tonight. Okay?
1033
01:20:08,640 --> 01:20:09,720
Where did you get that?
1034
01:20:11,840 --> 01:20:14,640
Mallory gave it to me to open a package.
1035
01:20:15,760 --> 01:20:17,840
I guess it just slipped her mind
1036
01:20:17,840 --> 01:20:22,880
And you're going to give it back right?
1037
01:20:23,340 --> 01:20:23,840
Yeah.
1038
01:20:24,860 --> 01:20:25,360
Right.
1039
01:20:29,160 --> 01:20:30,520
There's that sound.
1040
01:20:32,080 --> 01:20:34,040
It's coming for Resident 22.
1041
01:20:35,520 --> 01:20:37,600
Sure it is Richie.
1042
01:20:37,600 --> 01:20:39,000
I'm gonna go check it out.
1043
01:21:07,680 --> 01:21:09,480
*alarm sounds*
1044
01:21:15,840 --> 01:21:17,960
it's Serena, she actually escaped.
1045
01:21:18,280 --> 01:21:19,640
I'm going after her.
1046
01:21:19,640 --> 01:21:22,360
No don't! If you do then the police will probably go after you too.
1047
01:21:22,840 --> 01:21:24,120
But what if I don't.
1048
01:21:24,600 --> 01:21:25,720
Emily!
1049
01:21:26,600 --> 01:21:27,800
Marie, what is it?
1050
01:21:30,040 --> 01:21:31,840
Marie, I'm so sorry but I
1051
01:21:31,840 --> 01:21:32,520
have to go.
1052
01:21:32,520 --> 01:21:33,800
I saw my numbers.
1053
01:21:33,800 --> 01:21:36,760
My weight Emily. I saw my numbers.
1054
01:21:37,120 --> 01:21:38,800
I'm so sorry Marie.
1055
01:21:38,800 --> 01:21:40,320
And they're way too high.
1056
01:21:40,840 --> 01:21:41,720
I'm so sorry.
1057
01:21:42,000 --> 01:21:43,360
Mallory
doesn't care enough to go after Serena
1058
01:21:43,360 --> 01:21:46,360
and she doesn't care enough to go after
any of us either.
1059
01:21:46,360 --> 01:21:47,400
Serena's gonna kill
1060
01:21:47,520 --> 01:21:49,160
herself if no one stops her.
1061
01:21:53,280 --> 01:21:53,800
Hey.
1062
01:22:05,760 --> 01:22:06,320
Sirena!
1063
01:22:06,760 --> 01:22:08,040
What are you doing?
1064
01:22:08,760 --> 01:22:09,920
I don't know.
1065
01:22:10,160 --> 01:22:11,600
I don't know anymore.
1066
01:22:17,480 --> 01:22:20,000
Please come back inside.
1067
01:22:20,360 --> 01:22:20,880
No.
1068
01:22:21,040 --> 01:22:24,120
I don't want to. They're going to make me so fat.
1069
01:22:24,120 --> 01:22:25,920
They're not going to make you fat.
1070
01:22:29,240 --> 01:22:30,680
I'm so scared.
1071
01:22:31,280 --> 01:22:32,480
I know.
1072
01:22:36,160 --> 01:22:38,440
Will you come back with me?
1073
01:22:40,720 --> 01:22:43,680
Yes of course I will.
1074
01:23:04,400 --> 01:23:11,840
*Sirens*
1075
01:23:19,680 --> 01:23:22,560
Where's Marie?
1076
01:23:29,400 --> 01:23:31,160
I just have to check on her.
1077
01:23:31,200 --> 01:23:32,160
Emily- Emily.
1078
01:23:32,520 --> 01:23:33,320
No let me go!
1079
01:23:33,320 --> 01:23:34,080
Emily I'm sorry!
1080
01:23:35,760 --> 01:23:36,480
I'm sorry.
1081
01:23:41,160 --> 01:23:42,920
Where is she? Where is she?
1082
01:23:43,160 --> 01:23:44,440
She's gone, Emily.
1083
01:23:47,400 --> 01:23:48,040
No! no no.
1084
01:24:15,360 --> 01:24:19,520
Emily, you haven't eaten in three
weeks.
1085
01:24:19,520 --> 01:24:22,200
I'm very worried about you.
1086
01:24:25,760 --> 01:24:27,640
I killed Marie.
1087
01:24:28,600 --> 01:24:30,600
You didn't kill Marie, Emily.
1088
01:24:33,080 --> 01:24:34,560
Again we're so sorry that
1089
01:24:34,640 --> 01:24:36,400
the hospital let this happen.
1090
01:24:38,520 --> 01:24:45,360
Mallory gave Richie a knife to
open up her box with
1091
01:24:46,560 --> 01:24:48,669
but I took the
1092
01:24:48,669 --> 01:24:50,680
knife from Richie
1093
01:24:50,680 --> 01:24:54,729
and Marie got the
knife from me because I left it out in
1094
01:24:54,729 --> 01:24:56,120
the open.
1095
01:24:57,840 --> 01:24:59,480
It's my fault.
1096
01:25:00,040 --> 01:25:03,200
Mallory has been more than fired.
1097
01:25:04,320 --> 01:25:07,040
Police are looking into it and investigating
1098
01:25:07,040 --> 01:25:12,000
the hospital. We're gonna make sure that
nothing like this ever happens again.
1099
01:25:13,440 --> 01:25:15,480
But I had the knife last.
1100
01:25:17,280 --> 01:25:18,960
Things like this happen.
1101
01:25:19,040 --> 01:25:21,000
But you weren't supposed to let it happen!
1102
01:25:21,920 --> 01:25:24,680
Marie was supposed to be safe she had a life
1103
01:25:24,680 --> 01:25:26,720
Lillian!
1104
01:25:29,720 --> 01:25:32,200
I now it's over.
1105
01:25:33,960 --> 01:25:35,680
And it's my fault.
1106
01:25:35,680 --> 01:25:38,320
That doesn't your life has to be over.
1107
01:25:38,320 --> 01:25:39,600
Yes it does!
1108
01:25:39,680 --> 01:25:42,760
It's my fault. It's my fault.
1109
01:25:42,760 --> 01:25:44,160
It's not your fault.
1110
01:25:44,480 --> 01:25:47,480
I wish you knew that it wasn't your fault.
1111
01:26:00,320 --> 01:26:04,040
Your picture was kind of stupid.
1112
01:26:04,040 --> 01:26:08,400
It didn't have like a head.
1113
01:26:10,720 --> 01:26:12,840
Oh Sirena, Emily's back.
1114
01:26:19,280 --> 01:26:20,120
Hey.
1115
01:26:23,240 --> 01:26:28,000
I know what you're doing we think like remember?
1116
01:26:30,720 --> 01:26:34,840
I really can't do this right now.
1117
01:26:36,080 --> 01:26:39,240
You're trying to kill yourself by not eating.
1118
01:26:39,240 --> 01:26:42,240
I get it and I
1119
01:26:42,240 --> 01:26:44,600
don't want you to be alone right now.
1120
01:26:52,320 --> 01:26:54,480
You got your tube out.
1121
01:26:54,480 --> 01:26:57,960
Oh yeah it is.
1122
01:26:59,680 --> 01:27:05,720
I know you think you killed Marie you didn't but
1123
01:27:05,760 --> 01:27:07,680
you saved me.
1124
01:27:09,400 --> 01:27:12,360
Well I'm glad I didn't kill two people.
1125
01:27:13,520 --> 01:27:15,960
Seriously I don't know where
1126
01:27:16,000 --> 01:27:17,480
I'd be without you Emily.
1127
01:27:17,720 --> 01:27:18,440
Thank you.
1128
01:27:21,000 --> 01:27:22,680
Guys I'm leaving tomorrow!
1129
01:27:22,960 --> 01:27:26,000
You are?! Oh my gosh! Great!
1130
01:27:26,080 --> 01:27:27,640
That means I get to pick the movie tonight!
1131
01:27:27,640 --> 01:27:29,680
Uh! Wait a minute.
1132
01:27:29,680 --> 01:27:31,000
It's an important occasion
1133
01:27:33,120 --> 01:27:34,720
What if I wanna go first?
1134
01:27:34,720 --> 01:27:37,240
Well I'm just making this harder for you.
1135
01:27:37,240 --> 01:27:38,560
You guys wanna play the Target game?
1136
01:27:39,080 --> 01:27:39,800
Yeah sure.
1137
01:27:39,880 --> 01:27:41,160
Do you wanna start?
1138
01:27:42,280 --> 01:27:44,360
Because its just- I don't know!
1139
01:27:44,360 --> 01:27:46,200
The palm trees too- just...
1140
01:27:47,160 --> 01:27:48,840
Everyone
1141
01:27:48,840 --> 01:27:50,680
This is Bella, she's new.
1142
01:27:51,520 --> 01:27:53,480
Come sit with us.
1143
01:27:59,720 --> 01:28:02,200
Jasmine, would you like to do the honors?
1144
01:28:02,760 --> 01:28:05,160
No. I'm done with the bell.
1145
01:28:05,480 --> 01:28:06,840
I'll do it.
1146
01:28:06,840 --> 01:28:08,560
Thanks for volunteering.
1147
01:28:17,080 --> 01:28:18,800
May I be at peace.
1148
01:28:24,840 --> 01:28:27,080
Alright, you all have 30 minutes.
1149
01:28:27,320 --> 01:28:29,160
*music* 'Royalty' by China
1150
01:28:29,160 --> 01:28:30,720
*You*
1151
01:28:30,720 --> 01:28:32,600
*Are never too small*
1152
01:28:32,600 --> 01:28:35,480
*You are never not enough*
1153
01:28:35,480 --> 01:28:37,320
*No mountain's too tall*
1154
01:28:38,440 --> 01:28:39,560
*And you*
1155
01:28:39,560 --> 01:28:42,120
*Answer the call*
1156
01:28:42,120 --> 01:28:45,640
*But you're a diamond in a rough*
1157
01:28:45,640 --> 01:28:47,640
*You can shine right through it all*
1158
01:28:47,640 --> 01:28:52,080
*Make no mistake, just get ready*
1159
01:28:52,080 --> 01:28:57,320
*To go higher than you've ever been before*
1160
01:28:57,320 --> 01:29:01,920
*Don't try to run, just go steady*
1161
01:29:01,920 --> 01:29:06,480
*There's a future waiting with so much in store*
1162
01:29:08,040 --> 01:29:09,960
*Don't be*
1163
01:29:09,960 --> 01:29:14,560
*Moved if they should try to break your heart down*
1164
01:29:14,560 --> 01:29:19,120
*The things you face will soon turn into your crown*
1165
01:29:19,120 --> 01:29:23,000
*You'll make it if you just truly believe*
1166
01:29:23,000 --> 01:29:26,720
*That you're royalty*
1167
01:29:26,720 --> 01:29:29,080
*Don't cry*
1168
01:29:29,080 --> 01:29:33,960
*If they don't see the sparkle dance in your eye*
1169
01:29:33,960 --> 01:29:38,800
*The only praise you'll need comes from inside*
1170
01:29:38,800 --> 01:29:42,560
*Don't let them be the only ones to see*
1171
01:29:42,560 --> 01:29:46,160
*That you're royalty*
1172
01:29:46,160 --> 01:29:47,640
*You*
1173
01:29:47,640 --> 01:29:50,200
*Are beautifully made*
1174
01:29:50,200 --> 01:29:53,040
*You just need to love yourself*
1175
01:29:53,040 --> 01:29:55,360
*Stand unafraid*
1176
01:29:55,360 --> 01:29:57,320
*And you*
1177
01:29:57,320 --> 01:29:59,640
*Have a price that's well paid*
1178
01:29:59,640 --> 01:30:04,840
*So get rid of all your shame, let life be conveyed*
1179
01:30:04,840 --> 01:30:10,080
*Make no mistake, you might be the outcast*
1180
01:30:10,080 --> 01:30:14,480
*But that doesn't mean that you're out of the race*
1181
01:30:22,320 --> 01:30:24,280
Aleis, can you go stand on the 'T' please?
1182
01:30:24,280 --> 01:30:25,480
Yeah.
1183
01:30:30,680 --> 01:30:31,360
Action!
1184
01:30:32,680 --> 01:30:33,720
This is stupid.
1185
01:30:35,720 --> 01:30:36,520
I know baby.
1186
01:30:37,820 --> 01:30:38,320
Sofia.
1187
01:30:38,320 --> 01:30:38,820
Hi.
1188
01:30:38,820 --> 01:30:40,120
Do you have anything to say?
1189
01:30:40,480 --> 01:30:43,840
Um, check out Richard Lord's boxing gym.
1190
01:30:43,840 --> 01:30:45,360
I can give her a real black eye.
1191
01:30:45,720 --> 01:30:50,360
Everything you say hospital keep thinking you're saying hot-spital
1192
01:30:51,000 --> 01:30:51,960
What the heck?
1193
01:30:52,920 --> 01:30:53,960
The creator...
1194
01:30:58,360 --> 01:30:59,600
of the Snowman
1195
01:31:02,400 --> 01:31:04,880
We recovered from an eating disorder
1196
01:31:05,000 --> 01:31:06,360
And now, I'm a dancer
1197
01:31:06,560 --> 01:31:07,360
I'm a singer
1198
01:31:07,360 --> 01:31:08,440
I'm a songwriter
1199
01:31:08,600 --> 01:31:09,320
Heck yeah.
1200
01:31:09,320 --> 01:31:11,000
I have recovered from an eating disorder
1201
01:31:11,680 --> 01:31:13,120
and now I ride horses.
1202
01:31:13,600 --> 01:31:16,000
I recovered from an eating disorder
1203
01:31:16,320 --> 01:31:19,360
And now I'm a freshman at Texas A&M University
1204
01:31:19,440 --> 01:31:20,000
Gig 'em!
1205
01:31:20,000 --> 01:31:22,120
I recovered from an eating disorder
1206
01:31:22,120 --> 01:31:23,400
and now I'm a musical theatre kid
1207
01:31:23,400 --> 01:31:24,920
I recovered from an eating disorder
1208
01:31:24,920 --> 01:31:26,080
and now I'm a senior in high school
1209
01:31:26,080 --> 01:31:28,120
I recovered from an eating disorder
1210
01:31:28,120 --> 01:31:31,320
and now I can enjoy school and spending time with my friends.
1211
01:31:31,680 --> 01:31:33,700
I recovered from an eating disorder
1212
01:31:33,700 --> 01:31:35,000
and now I own a modeling agency.
1213
01:31:35,000 --> 01:31:36,800
I recovered from an eating disorder
1214
01:31:37,000 --> 01:31:38,440
And now I'm a debater.
1215
01:31:38,440 --> 01:31:40,280
I recovered from an eating disorder
1216
01:31:40,280 --> 01:31:41,400
and now I'm a musician.
1217
01:31:41,400 --> 01:31:43,520
I'm in recovery for an eating disorder
1218
01:31:43,520 --> 01:31:44,920
and I'm now more me than I've ever been.
1219
01:31:44,920 --> 01:31:47,240
I'm recovered from an eating disorder
1220
01:31:47,680 --> 01:31:48,800
and now I am free.
1221
01:31:49,240 --> 01:31:51,640
I recovered from an eating disorder
1222
01:31:51,640 --> 01:31:54,680
and I made a movie about it
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