subtitlecat.com

All language subtitles for Adam 2019 720p WEB-DL x264 ESubs - MkvHub.Com_2.ass

Afrikaans

Albanian

Amharic

Arabic Download

Armenian

Azerbaijani

Basque

Belarusian

Bengali

Bosnian

Bulgarian

Catalan

Cebuano

Chichewa

Chinese (Simplified)

Chinese (Traditional)

Corsican

Croatian

Czech

Danish

Dutch

English Download

Esperanto

Estonian

Filipino

Finnish

French

Frisian

Galician

Georgian

German

Greek

Gujarati

Haitian Creole

Hausa

Hawaiian

Hebrew

Hindi

Hmong

Hungarian

Icelandic

Igbo

Indonesian Download

Irish

Italian

Japanese

Javanese

Kannada

Kazakh

Khmer

Korean

Kurdish (Kurmanji)

Kyrgyz

Lao

Latin

Latvian

Lithuanian

Luxembourgish

Macedonian

Malagasy

Malay

Malayalam

Maltese

Maori

Marathi

Mongolian

Myanmar (Burmese)

Nepali

Norwegian

Pashto

Persian

Polish

Portuguese Download

Punjabi

Romanian

Russian

Samoan

Scots Gaelic

Serbian

Sesotho

Shona

Sindhi

Sinhala

Slovak

Slovenian

Somali

Spanish Download

Sundanese

Swahili

Swedish

Tajik

Tamil

Telugu

Thai

Turkish Download

Ukrainian

Urdu

Uzbek

Vietnamese

Welsh

Xhosa

Yiddish

Yoruba

Zulu

Odia (Oriya)

Kinyarwanda

Turkmen

Tatar

Uyghur

Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:46,800 --> 00:00:49,600 [music playing] 2 00:01:27,170 --> 00:01:28,300 [coughing] 3 00:01:49,190 --> 00:01:50,760 This is not working. 4 00:01:55,530 --> 00:01:56,830 Oh my God, stop. 5 00:01:56,830 --> 00:01:58,800 Where have you been, Katie? 6 00:01:59,240 --> 00:02:00,500 Adam! 7 00:02:01,300 --> 00:02:02,370 Dude, what happened? 8 00:02:02,370 --> 00:02:03,870 I dunno, nothing. 9 00:02:03,870 --> 00:02:05,570 Hey! Do you wanna get out of here? 10 00:02:05,580 --> 00:02:08,720 Could steal a six-pack, throw bottles off Indian Rock? 11 00:02:08,710 --> 00:02:10,240 Brad! 12 00:02:10,250 --> 00:02:11,780 Come hang out in the hot tub. 13 00:02:11,780 --> 00:02:13,280 It's okay, um... 14 00:02:13,280 --> 00:02:14,880 I was gonna leave anyway, um... 15 00:02:14,890 --> 00:02:17,460 I'll call you tomorrow about Michigan. 16 00:02:17,450 --> 00:02:19,490 I thought I told you... 17 00:02:19,490 --> 00:02:21,390 I'm going to Tahoe with Sandy and people. 18 00:02:25,300 --> 00:02:26,470 Adam! 19 00:02:27,430 --> 00:02:30,600 But Brad always comes to the lake house. 20 00:02:33,270 --> 00:02:35,170 Well, it'll just be the three of us. 21 00:02:35,170 --> 00:02:36,570 Wait, Casey's not coming? 22 00:02:36,570 --> 00:02:38,210 She's got some new boyfriend... 23 00:02:38,210 --> 00:02:39,720 Mark... 24 00:02:39,730 --> 00:02:41,250 She wants to spend the summer in New York with him. 25 00:02:41,240 --> 00:02:42,740 I told her that we'd love to meet him... 26 00:02:42,750 --> 00:02:44,340 [stifles a laugh] 27 00:02:45,950 --> 00:02:49,280 Can you guys just... go alone, this year? 28 00:02:49,290 --> 00:02:50,580 I can stay here. 29 00:02:50,590 --> 00:02:51,880 Oh, I don't think that's a good idea. 30 00:02:51,890 --> 00:02:53,320 Why? 31 00:02:53,320 --> 00:02:54,520 You're depressed, honey. 32 00:02:54,520 --> 00:02:56,190 You haven't been yourself for months. 33 00:02:56,190 --> 00:02:57,720 I'm pretty sure I'm myself. 34 00:02:57,730 --> 00:02:59,460 Well, Daddy's noticed it, too. 35 00:02:59,460 --> 00:03:01,200 We both think you're a little down in the dumpies. 36 00:03:01,200 --> 00:03:02,430 I'm fine. 37 00:03:04,230 --> 00:03:07,270 You're not fine, okay? You're not fine! 38 00:03:07,270 --> 00:03:08,440 You shuffle around the house 39 00:03:08,440 --> 00:03:11,610 like some kind of blind mole rat. 40 00:03:11,610 --> 00:03:13,910 And I know you think that you need to shave, honey, 41 00:03:13,910 --> 00:03:15,880 but it will only make your acne worse. 42 00:03:15,880 --> 00:03:18,910 What if ... I visited Casey in New York? 43 00:03:20,720 --> 00:03:23,280 Fuck a visit, just... come for the whole summer. 44 00:03:23,290 --> 00:03:24,250 Really? 45 00:03:24,250 --> 00:03:26,590 Yeah. Our fourth roommate bailed, 46 00:03:26,590 --> 00:03:28,890 he threw some kind of hissy fit about the room. 47 00:03:28,890 --> 00:03:30,690 So well yeah... I mean... 48 00:03:30,690 --> 00:03:32,490 Why don't you tell mom the room is gonna be... 49 00:03:32,500 --> 00:03:34,440 $900. 50 00:03:38,000 --> 00:03:39,570 Actually $1,000. 51 00:03:39,570 --> 00:03:41,270 Who else are you living with? 52 00:03:41,270 --> 00:03:42,770 This girl, June... 53 00:03:42,770 --> 00:03:45,310 She uh, goes to Columbia, too. 54 00:03:45,310 --> 00:03:46,810 And uh, a guy from Craigslist. 55 00:03:46,810 --> 00:03:49,410 I don't actually know him that well, but he seems cool, so... 56 00:03:49,410 --> 00:03:50,440 No Mark? 57 00:03:50,450 --> 00:03:51,310 Very funny. 58 00:03:51,310 --> 00:03:52,480 [laughs] 59 00:03:52,480 --> 00:03:54,720 Mom's dying to meet him. 60 00:03:54,720 --> 00:03:56,550 Oh, Mark... 61 00:03:56,550 --> 00:03:59,020 man of my dreams. 62 00:03:59,020 --> 00:04:01,820 How's things with, uh, what's her name? Leah? 63 00:04:02,490 --> 00:04:04,520 Oh, we actually just broke up. 64 00:04:04,530 --> 00:04:05,630 Oh, I'm sorry. 65 00:04:05,630 --> 00:04:07,430 That's all right. I, um... 66 00:04:07,430 --> 00:04:09,560 kinda already like somebody new, so... 67 00:04:10,630 --> 00:04:12,370 Jesus Christ, you've had like, 68 00:04:12,370 --> 00:04:14,470 five girlfriends since you've moved there? 69 00:04:14,470 --> 00:04:16,270 I know! [laughs] 70 00:04:16,270 --> 00:04:18,470 Anyway, tell mom that... 71 00:04:18,480 --> 00:04:21,720 you're coming to New York to have a, uh... 72 00:04:21,710 --> 00:04:23,280 a cultural experience 73 00:04:23,280 --> 00:04:26,410 to write your personal essay on, or some kinda bullshit. 74 00:04:26,420 --> 00:04:27,780 -Thanks! -Yeah, whatever... 75 00:04:27,780 --> 00:04:29,280 Just don't be a little twerp. 76 00:04:29,290 --> 00:04:30,500 Whatever, loser. 77 00:04:30,500 --> 00:04:31,720 -You're the loser. -You're the loser. 78 00:04:31,720 --> 00:04:33,320 -Loser. -Loser. 79 00:04:36,530 --> 00:04:38,890 [music playing] 80 00:06:18,560 --> 00:06:19,630 [scoffs] 81 00:06:19,630 --> 00:06:20,690 They asked me to take the ring out, but... 82 00:06:20,700 --> 00:06:21,930 Fuck that. 83 00:06:21,930 --> 00:06:23,560 I'm not working for fucking homophobes. 84 00:06:23,570 --> 00:06:24,870 Mm-mm. 85 00:06:24,870 --> 00:06:26,630 I should make enough money with the comic book shop 86 00:06:26,640 --> 00:06:29,140 and then being a guinea pig for the PMS study. 87 00:06:29,140 --> 00:06:30,500 That's why I have the, uh... 88 00:06:30,510 --> 00:06:31,910 urine jug in the bathroom. 89 00:06:31,910 --> 00:06:34,740 Oh! That's cool, I don't mind. 90 00:06:34,740 --> 00:06:36,110 I wasn't asking. 91 00:06:37,150 --> 00:06:40,010 Hey! So, I got the Film Forum job. 92 00:06:40,020 --> 00:06:41,820 It's shit pay, but you know, 93 00:06:41,820 --> 00:06:43,480 I get to see all the movies I want for free 94 00:06:43,490 --> 00:06:45,550 and I can hook you guys up too, so... 95 00:06:45,560 --> 00:06:47,000 Cool. 96 00:06:46,990 --> 00:06:48,420 What about you, man? You working? 97 00:06:48,430 --> 00:06:50,900 Um... Um... 98 00:06:50,890 --> 00:06:52,320 maybe. 99 00:06:52,320 --> 00:06:53,740 Adam is still in high school 100 00:06:53,740 --> 00:06:55,160 and will be bumming off of our parents. 101 00:06:56,170 --> 00:06:57,900 We should go soon. 102 00:06:57,900 --> 00:07:00,170 Casey's not there, I'm going to kill myself. 103 00:07:00,170 --> 00:07:03,100 Isn't Casey, like, Schuyler's best friend? 104 00:07:03,110 --> 00:07:06,540 Wait, Casey, you have a crush on someone named Casey? 105 00:07:06,540 --> 00:07:08,080 Yes, I do. 106 00:07:08,080 --> 00:07:09,610 I've got a crush on somebody named Casey. 107 00:07:11,150 --> 00:07:13,450 Ethan, you wanna go to an L Word party? 108 00:07:13,450 --> 00:07:15,780 No, I, I'm working on something. 109 00:07:15,790 --> 00:07:17,910 What about you, Adam? 110 00:07:17,900 --> 00:07:20,020 I know you like the L Word even if it's for the wrong reasons. 111 00:07:20,020 --> 00:07:22,660 Yeah, sure, whatever. [laughs] 112 00:07:24,090 --> 00:07:25,530 Aight. Who wants to bet 113 00:07:25,530 --> 00:07:27,530 Tina's gonna fuck a guy this episode? 114 00:07:28,470 --> 00:07:29,670 Fuckin' Tina. 115 00:07:29,670 --> 00:07:31,200 Yeah. I mean seriously, 116 00:07:31,200 --> 00:07:32,730 no one wants to watch Tina trolling for dick. 117 00:07:32,740 --> 00:07:34,480 [laughing] Traitor. 118 00:07:34,470 --> 00:07:35,900 I always knew she'd turn straight. 119 00:07:35,910 --> 00:07:37,510 [laughing] 120 00:07:37,510 --> 00:07:38,840 Sorry, it's true. 121 00:07:38,840 --> 00:07:41,110 Yo, all I care about is seeing Carmen fuckin' naked. 122 00:07:41,110 --> 00:07:43,180 When do Alice and Shane get to fuck? 123 00:07:43,180 --> 00:07:44,580 They should fuck, right? 124 00:07:44,580 --> 00:07:46,580 Casey works at American Apparel. 125 00:07:46,580 --> 00:07:49,050 So he gets like, crazy discounts. 126 00:07:49,050 --> 00:07:50,720 Like 40%. 127 00:07:51,250 --> 00:07:52,790 [laughing] 128 00:07:52,790 --> 00:07:54,150 Cool. 129 00:07:56,030 --> 00:07:57,970 Wait, wait, you're, you're a guy? 130 00:07:57,960 --> 00:07:59,190 Yeah. 131 00:07:59,200 --> 00:08:00,900 I thought you were gay. 132 00:08:00,900 --> 00:08:02,730 Adam, shut up! 133 00:08:02,730 --> 00:08:04,970 Ugh. Dana better not die in this episode. 134 00:08:04,970 --> 00:08:06,670 Shh. Stop talking too much. 135 00:08:06,670 --> 00:08:08,800 You're my friend, all right? 136 00:08:08,810 --> 00:08:10,610 So... if you have something to say, 137 00:08:10,610 --> 00:08:12,040 you should just say it. 138 00:08:12,040 --> 00:08:13,870 Okay, I'm sorry, 139 00:08:13,880 --> 00:08:15,710 but we need to talk about Max's facial hair. 140 00:08:15,710 --> 00:08:17,910 That Brillo pad glued to his face. 141 00:08:17,910 --> 00:08:21,250 I've been on T for six months and I have, like, seven hairs. 142 00:08:21,250 --> 00:08:23,680 And Max has been on it for like a week and a half... 143 00:08:23,690 --> 00:08:25,390 full grown beard. 144 00:08:25,390 --> 00:08:27,090 That shit would not look normal on a bio guy. 145 00:08:27,090 --> 00:08:28,290 Cis guy. 146 00:08:28,290 --> 00:08:30,470 You understand... 147 00:08:30,480 --> 00:08:32,660 I've never felt comfortable in a girl's body. 148 00:08:32,660 --> 00:08:34,960 So removing your breasts and changing yourself into a man 149 00:08:34,960 --> 00:08:38,130 is gonna solve all your problems? 150 00:08:38,130 --> 00:08:40,770 I know that won't happen. 151 00:08:40,770 --> 00:08:43,270 But people will start to see me for who I am. 152 00:08:44,810 --> 00:08:46,210 So... 153 00:08:47,540 --> 00:08:49,110 What? 154 00:08:49,110 --> 00:08:50,780 He asked me to see a midnight screening 155 00:08:50,780 --> 00:08:52,810 of Donnie Darko on Saturday. 156 00:08:52,820 --> 00:08:54,760 That's cool. 157 00:08:54,750 --> 00:08:57,150 So Casey's like that guy on the show, right? 158 00:08:57,150 --> 00:08:59,020 Like he used to be a girl? 159 00:08:59,020 --> 00:09:00,650 Now he's a guy? 160 00:09:00,660 --> 00:09:01,790 Yeah, he's trans. 161 00:09:01,790 --> 00:09:03,560 Yeah, but he's not like... 162 00:09:03,560 --> 00:09:05,790 He's not like a real guy, with like a... 163 00:09:05,800 --> 00:09:07,570 like, a penis. 164 00:09:07,560 --> 00:09:09,030 Trans guys are real guys, Adam. 165 00:09:09,030 --> 00:09:12,830 It has nothing to do with having a penis, okay? 166 00:09:12,840 --> 00:09:14,140 Okay. 167 00:09:18,170 --> 00:09:20,170 Yeah, but if you're gay, then like... 168 00:09:20,180 --> 00:09:22,310 I'm queer, whatever. 169 00:09:22,310 --> 00:09:23,640 (Casey) June, look. 170 00:09:23,650 --> 00:09:25,610 -He texted me. (June) Gosh. 171 00:09:26,050 --> 00:09:27,680 (TV) For a moment, I would consider 172 00:09:27,680 --> 00:09:29,320 sleeping on the shit-stained futon down the scary basement, 173 00:09:29,320 --> 00:09:31,020 but couldn't go through with it. 174 00:09:31,020 --> 00:09:32,990 It would've been way too traumatic. 175 00:09:32,990 --> 00:09:34,350 It would've been... 176 00:09:41,200 --> 00:09:42,260 [knocking] 177 00:09:43,700 --> 00:09:45,770 Can I get your opinion on something real quick? 178 00:09:49,310 --> 00:09:51,920 Okay, so just... check out these two sequences 179 00:09:51,910 --> 00:09:54,010 and tell me which one you think is better, okay? 180 00:09:54,680 --> 00:09:56,010 I don't want to. 181 00:09:57,080 --> 00:09:59,150 (Ethan) Okay... that... 182 00:09:59,150 --> 00:10:00,250 Or... 183 00:10:00,250 --> 00:10:01,650 I don't want to. 184 00:10:05,020 --> 00:10:06,540 I don't... I don't... 185 00:10:06,540 --> 00:10:08,050 I don't get it, what's the difference? 186 00:10:08,060 --> 00:10:09,290 Well, I'm not gonna tell you. 187 00:10:09,290 --> 00:10:11,160 I mean, that's... 188 00:10:11,160 --> 00:10:13,630 That's the point, it's not, what's actually different. 189 00:10:13,630 --> 00:10:16,160 It's about... what you feel. 190 00:10:16,170 --> 00:10:18,240 Which one of these gave you a better feeling? 191 00:10:20,640 --> 00:10:22,100 The first one. 192 00:10:22,110 --> 00:10:23,410 Awesome. 193 00:10:24,210 --> 00:10:26,740 So, who's the, who's the girl? 194 00:10:28,040 --> 00:10:30,680 The, the girl is Rachel. 195 00:10:30,680 --> 00:10:33,110 My ex from high school. 196 00:10:33,120 --> 00:10:35,650 Probably never really get over her. 197 00:10:35,650 --> 00:10:37,280 Maybe that sounds like dumb kid stuff... 198 00:10:37,290 --> 00:10:38,690 no offense. 199 00:10:40,820 --> 00:10:42,260 Anyway, what about you? 200 00:10:42,260 --> 00:10:44,660 Got a girlfriend or a boyfriend? 201 00:10:44,660 --> 00:10:45,860 Girlfriend! 202 00:10:45,860 --> 00:10:47,030 Cool. 203 00:10:47,030 --> 00:10:48,730 I mean, I, I, I don't have one... 204 00:10:48,730 --> 00:10:51,200 I'd, I'd like one... I... 205 00:10:52,870 --> 00:10:55,350 Y'know... 206 00:10:55,350 --> 00:10:57,840 That whole situation with June, Casey, and Boy Casey 207 00:10:57,840 --> 00:10:59,710 is pretty tragic. 208 00:11:01,440 --> 00:11:02,980 I know. 209 00:11:02,980 --> 00:11:05,280 Like, why does June hang around them? 210 00:11:05,280 --> 00:11:08,310 It's like, it's like she likes torturing herself. 211 00:11:10,990 --> 00:11:13,050 What do you think of Boy Casey? 212 00:11:13,060 --> 00:11:14,750 [laughs] 213 00:11:14,760 --> 00:11:16,790 He's kind of annoying, right? 214 00:11:16,790 --> 00:11:18,020 Like... he's always 215 00:11:18,030 --> 00:11:19,960 looking at himself in the mirror... 216 00:11:19,960 --> 00:11:22,300 And all him and Casey ever talk about is just him. 217 00:11:22,300 --> 00:11:23,500 Hey! 218 00:11:23,500 --> 00:11:24,700 Think we're gonna go to The Hole tonight, 219 00:11:24,700 --> 00:11:26,100 you guys wanna come? 220 00:11:26,100 --> 00:11:27,330 Nah. 221 00:11:27,340 --> 00:11:29,440 -Nah. -All right. 222 00:11:30,170 --> 00:11:31,870 Dude... 223 00:11:31,870 --> 00:11:33,170 You should go. 224 00:11:33,180 --> 00:11:36,040 I... I don't even know where they're going. 225 00:11:36,050 --> 00:11:37,320 Come on, you're never gonna meet a girl 226 00:11:37,310 --> 00:11:40,810 just watching TV on that scabies futon all night. 227 00:11:40,820 --> 00:11:42,880 Your future girlfriend is probably at home... 228 00:11:42,890 --> 00:11:45,500 Getting ready to go to the club right now. 229 00:11:45,490 --> 00:11:46,890 I don't have an ID. 230 00:11:48,160 --> 00:11:49,420 Here. 231 00:11:52,060 --> 00:11:54,030 We don't exactly look alike. 232 00:11:55,100 --> 00:11:57,130 They'll barely check it, trust me. 233 00:11:58,170 --> 00:11:59,770 Go ahead! 234 00:12:00,870 --> 00:12:03,140 Hey! Have you guys been here before? 235 00:12:03,140 --> 00:12:04,870 What's it like? 236 00:12:04,870 --> 00:12:06,140 It's a dyke club. 237 00:12:06,140 --> 00:12:07,870 It's full of dykes. 238 00:12:07,880 --> 00:12:09,180 (Schuyler) Place is getting too popular. 239 00:12:09,180 --> 00:12:10,440 (Boy Casey) It's cool. 240 00:12:10,450 --> 00:12:12,380 My boy Riley works the door. 241 00:12:31,130 --> 00:12:35,140 [music playing] 242 00:13:00,160 --> 00:13:02,260 I can't do this... 243 00:13:02,270 --> 00:13:04,170 Stop, we can't have this conversation... 244 00:13:04,170 --> 00:13:05,900 I can't have this conversation with you... 245 00:13:05,900 --> 00:13:07,570 I can't have this conversation with you... 246 00:13:07,570 --> 00:13:09,470 And over and over and over again... 247 00:13:09,470 --> 00:13:10,970 Yeah, I know! I'm fucking over it, too. 248 00:13:10,970 --> 00:13:11,870 I can't fucking take it... 249 00:13:11,870 --> 00:13:13,910 What do you want? 250 00:13:13,910 --> 00:13:15,040 Uh... 251 00:13:16,010 --> 00:13:18,440 -Hey! Su Jin! -What? 252 00:13:18,450 --> 00:13:21,180 Hey! Two whiskey sours? 253 00:13:21,180 --> 00:13:23,220 You're awesome! 254 00:13:39,100 --> 00:13:41,070 It's my birthday. 255 00:13:41,070 --> 00:13:42,440 Happy birthday! 256 00:13:42,440 --> 00:13:44,100 The big 3-0. 257 00:13:44,110 --> 00:13:46,940 This is the year my poetry really gets going. 258 00:13:46,940 --> 00:13:48,110 Cool. 259 00:13:54,480 --> 00:13:57,320 Can I tell you a secret? 260 00:14:03,430 --> 00:14:06,360 I wanna be a star. 261 00:14:06,360 --> 00:14:08,160 Oh, oh, okay. 262 00:14:12,000 --> 00:14:13,430 So... 263 00:14:14,470 --> 00:14:16,070 Fucking... 264 00:14:16,540 --> 00:14:18,140 Hot! 265 00:14:20,610 --> 00:14:22,610 We need to take this shit to the bathroom. 266 00:14:24,950 --> 00:14:27,210 So... cute. 267 00:14:31,490 --> 00:14:34,020 You like that? 268 00:14:34,020 --> 00:14:36,260 -Yeah? -Uh huh. 269 00:14:41,200 --> 00:14:43,460 You're packing. 270 00:14:43,970 --> 00:14:45,630 So hot. 271 00:14:46,440 --> 00:14:48,610 Yeah... yeah. 272 00:14:48,600 --> 00:14:49,570 Oh! 273 00:14:49,570 --> 00:14:51,240 Fuck me right here. 274 00:14:51,240 --> 00:14:52,470 Yeah. 275 00:14:56,150 --> 00:14:57,620 Feel how wet I am. 276 00:14:57,610 --> 00:14:59,350 You feel how wet I am? 277 00:15:01,020 --> 00:15:03,150 Yeah? 278 00:15:03,150 --> 00:15:04,380 Fuck me with that dick of yours. 279 00:15:04,390 --> 00:15:05,620 Do you, do you think we should? 280 00:15:05,620 --> 00:15:08,090 I have a, I think I have a, I have a condom. 281 00:15:08,090 --> 00:15:09,460 Oh, yeah. 282 00:15:09,460 --> 00:15:10,520 Wait, what? 283 00:15:10,530 --> 00:15:12,090 What? [laughs] 284 00:15:12,090 --> 00:15:13,960 Condom? What, is it dirty? 285 00:15:13,960 --> 00:15:15,400 Is it still dirty? 286 00:15:15,400 --> 00:15:17,460 Did you fuck another girl tonight, huh? 287 00:15:17,470 --> 00:15:18,970 -No! -Naughty. 288 00:15:18,970 --> 00:15:20,500 -Mm-hmm. -Yeah. 289 00:15:23,070 --> 00:15:24,100 Wouldn't come here packing 290 00:15:24,110 --> 00:15:25,710 if you didn't want to use that. 291 00:15:30,110 --> 00:15:31,380 Don't be shy. 292 00:15:33,320 --> 00:15:35,180 I love tranny cock. 293 00:15:38,720 --> 00:15:40,290 Um... 294 00:15:41,360 --> 00:15:43,170 Um... 295 00:15:43,180 --> 00:15:45,000 uh, hold on. Uh, I think, um... 296 00:15:44,990 --> 00:15:47,960 I think I, I have to go. I'm sorry. 297 00:15:47,960 --> 00:15:49,550 -Um. -What? 298 00:15:49,550 --> 00:15:51,130 No, yes, I have to, I have to go. I'm sorry. 299 00:15:53,470 --> 00:15:55,400 [retching] 300 00:15:56,440 --> 00:15:59,270 He doesn't deserve you, okay? Fuck him. 301 00:16:06,180 --> 00:16:08,050 Let's just take a cab home. 302 00:16:10,390 --> 00:16:11,650 I'll pay. 303 00:16:27,570 --> 00:16:29,770 I'm such a fucking idiot. 304 00:17:01,400 --> 00:17:02,640 [phone beeping] 305 00:17:09,310 --> 00:17:10,640 What's up? 306 00:17:10,650 --> 00:17:12,410 Yo! What's up, bro? 307 00:17:12,420 --> 00:17:14,320 So how is New York? 308 00:17:14,320 --> 00:17:15,820 I dunno, it's boring. 309 00:17:18,390 --> 00:17:20,420 Um, I actually, um... 310 00:17:20,420 --> 00:17:22,820 hooked up with this hot older chick. 311 00:17:22,830 --> 00:17:24,370 No shit! 312 00:17:24,360 --> 00:17:25,560 -What happened? -I... 313 00:17:25,560 --> 00:17:29,730 y'know, just like, hooked up and... yeah... 314 00:17:29,730 --> 00:17:31,200 How was Tahoe? 315 00:17:31,200 --> 00:17:32,570 It sucked. 316 00:17:32,570 --> 00:17:35,070 Sandy dumped me for Colin on the first day. 317 00:17:35,070 --> 00:17:36,740 -Shit. -Yeah. 318 00:17:36,740 --> 00:17:38,170 I miss you, man. 319 00:17:38,170 --> 00:17:40,070 Really? 320 00:17:40,080 --> 00:17:41,540 Actually... 321 00:17:41,540 --> 00:17:43,110 I should come to New York. 322 00:17:44,280 --> 00:17:45,450 Your girl... 323 00:17:45,450 --> 00:17:46,610 does she have any hot, older friends? 324 00:17:46,620 --> 00:17:47,860 Uh... 325 00:17:47,850 --> 00:17:50,220 Uh... Of, of course, man. 326 00:17:50,220 --> 00:17:51,480 She has friends, like... 327 00:17:51,490 --> 00:17:53,350 -You... -Cool. 328 00:17:53,360 --> 00:17:54,530 I'll ask my parents. 329 00:17:54,520 --> 00:17:56,460 I mean, uh, about coming? 330 00:17:56,460 --> 00:17:58,090 Here, in New York? 331 00:17:58,090 --> 00:17:59,260 Yeah, dude! 332 00:17:59,260 --> 00:18:00,860 When I get to New York... 333 00:18:00,860 --> 00:18:03,130 I'll come... in New York. 334 00:18:03,130 --> 00:18:04,700 [laughing] 335 00:18:04,700 --> 00:18:06,100 You get it? 336 00:18:07,770 --> 00:18:09,540 (Casey) Adam! 337 00:18:09,540 --> 00:18:10,870 Come help. 338 00:18:12,210 --> 00:18:13,290 Here... 339 00:18:13,290 --> 00:18:14,370 You can make a sign that says, 340 00:18:14,380 --> 00:18:16,840 "End heterosexual privilege now." 341 00:18:16,850 --> 00:18:18,640 Uh... okay. 342 00:18:18,650 --> 00:18:19,850 I can't believe I might actually 343 00:18:19,850 --> 00:18:21,750 meet Hazel at the march tomorrow. 344 00:18:21,750 --> 00:18:23,180 Wait, who's Hazel again? 345 00:18:23,190 --> 00:18:24,360 Just like... 346 00:18:24,350 --> 00:18:26,520 the hottest girl in the world. 347 00:18:26,520 --> 00:18:29,390 Boy Casey's probably gonna be there at the rally, too, but... 348 00:18:29,390 --> 00:18:31,160 Fuck him. 349 00:18:31,160 --> 00:18:32,360 Anyway, I hear he's like... 350 00:18:32,360 --> 00:18:34,590 gay now, or something, so... 351 00:18:34,600 --> 00:18:35,800 You should make a sign that says, 352 00:18:35,800 --> 00:18:37,800 "I won't get married until my sister can." 353 00:18:42,570 --> 00:18:44,840 Yeah, okay. 354 00:18:44,840 --> 00:18:46,810 Ethan, you coming to the rally tomorrow? 355 00:18:46,810 --> 00:18:49,310 You and Adam can be the straight ally brigade. 356 00:18:49,310 --> 00:18:50,740 (Ethan) No, I hate crowds. 357 00:18:50,750 --> 00:18:52,680 Anyway, I... 358 00:18:52,680 --> 00:18:54,210 Kinda have a date. 359 00:18:54,220 --> 00:18:55,150 What? 360 00:18:55,150 --> 00:18:57,420 Yeah, I wasn't gonna go, but... 361 00:18:57,420 --> 00:18:58,920 She's really cute. 362 00:18:58,920 --> 00:19:00,540 Who is she? 363 00:19:00,540 --> 00:19:02,160 Just... a friend from work's girlfriend's friend. 364 00:19:02,160 --> 00:19:03,320 Or something, you know... 365 00:19:03,330 --> 00:19:04,930 It's like a double date, I think. 366 00:19:04,930 --> 00:19:08,630 Well, does your friend's girlfriend's friend have a... 367 00:19:08,630 --> 00:19:10,300 have a friend? 368 00:19:11,330 --> 00:19:13,200 You know, I actually, um... 369 00:19:13,200 --> 00:19:16,400 I should text them and make plans, so, yeah... 370 00:19:20,710 --> 00:19:21,710 June... 371 00:19:21,710 --> 00:19:23,280 pretty good, right? 372 00:19:25,410 --> 00:19:27,480 [chanting] We will not discriminate! 373 00:19:27,480 --> 00:19:29,420 No to hate! No to hate! 374 00:19:29,420 --> 00:19:31,320 We will not discriminate! 375 00:19:31,320 --> 00:19:33,390 No to hate! No to hate! 376 00:19:33,390 --> 00:19:35,350 We will not discriminate! 377 00:19:35,360 --> 00:19:37,390 No to hate! No to hate! 378 00:19:37,390 --> 00:19:39,190 We will not discriminate! 379 00:19:39,200 --> 00:19:40,470 No to hate! No to hate! 380 00:19:40,460 --> 00:19:41,690 You guys have to tell me immediately 381 00:19:41,700 --> 00:19:43,560 if you see Hazel or Boy Casey. 382 00:19:43,570 --> 00:19:45,600 I don't even know what Hazel looks like. 383 00:19:45,600 --> 00:19:47,470 ¶ Here comes the bride... ¶ 384 00:19:47,470 --> 00:19:49,500 ¶ all dressed in white... ¶ 385 00:19:49,510 --> 00:19:53,350 ¶ No one can stop us from fighting for our rights. ¶ 386 00:19:53,340 --> 00:19:56,980 ¶ Here comes the bride all dressed in white. ¶ 387 00:19:56,980 --> 00:20:01,210 ¶ No one can stop us from fighting for our rights. ¶ 388 00:20:01,220 --> 00:20:02,580 ¶ Here comes the bride... ¶ 389 00:20:02,590 --> 00:20:04,790 ¶ all dressed in white... ¶ 390 00:20:12,390 --> 00:20:13,930 Oh, there's Boy Casey. 391 00:20:14,830 --> 00:20:16,430 -Yeah! -What is he doing, though? 392 00:20:19,270 --> 00:20:20,630 Uh, hey. 393 00:20:20,640 --> 00:20:22,240 -You're marching? -Yeah, 394 00:20:22,240 --> 00:20:23,440 I mean, I thought you were, too. 395 00:20:23,440 --> 00:20:25,370 I said I was going to the march. 396 00:20:25,370 --> 00:20:26,970 I thought you knew what was up. 397 00:20:26,980 --> 00:20:28,310 Hey! 398 00:20:28,310 --> 00:20:29,540 We're Queers Against Gay Marriage. 399 00:20:29,550 --> 00:20:30,620 Here's our statement. 400 00:20:30,610 --> 00:20:32,350 Uh... Thanks. 401 00:20:36,650 --> 00:20:37,920 Hazel... 402 00:20:37,920 --> 00:20:40,990 Hi, I'm um, Casey. 403 00:20:40,990 --> 00:20:42,620 Nice to meet you. 404 00:20:42,630 --> 00:20:44,200 [laughs] 405 00:20:44,190 --> 00:20:45,760 I don't get it, why are you against gay marriage? 406 00:20:45,760 --> 00:20:47,790 Because we're against the assimilationist 407 00:20:47,800 --> 00:20:51,960 homo-normalization of the LGBTQQIA movement! 408 00:20:51,970 --> 00:20:55,670 What we're against is the prioritization of gay marriage 409 00:20:55,670 --> 00:20:57,300 in the queer political movement. 410 00:20:57,310 --> 00:20:59,040 We should be focusing on immigration reform, 411 00:20:59,040 --> 00:21:01,770 keeping trans people safe, changing the prison system, 412 00:21:01,780 --> 00:21:04,380 not whether or not rich white gays 413 00:21:04,380 --> 00:21:06,280 get the wedding they always dreamed of. 414 00:21:06,280 --> 00:21:09,620 Yeah, but gay marriage isn't just about weddings... 415 00:21:09,620 --> 00:21:11,350 I mean, whether we like it or not, 416 00:21:11,350 --> 00:21:14,450 marriage holds a lot of symbolic and economic value. 417 00:21:15,490 --> 00:21:17,020 (Schuyler) You guys coming to Carlisle's tonight? 418 00:21:17,030 --> 00:21:19,360 His parents are out of town this weekend. 419 00:21:19,360 --> 00:21:21,590 Carlisle's such a little faggot, right? 420 00:21:21,600 --> 00:21:22,960 (Casey) Yeah, we'll be there. 421 00:21:24,000 --> 00:21:26,570 Well, I guess we should, um, help... 422 00:21:26,570 --> 00:21:27,800 pass these out? 423 00:21:30,010 --> 00:21:32,650 [music playing] 424 00:21:49,690 --> 00:21:51,320 Woop, sorry. 425 00:21:51,930 --> 00:21:54,060 Come on, she's sweet... 426 00:21:57,330 --> 00:21:58,500 Hey, Adam. 427 00:21:58,500 --> 00:22:00,800 Do you see any girls here you like? 428 00:22:00,800 --> 00:22:02,540 Bet some of them are bi. 429 00:22:03,740 --> 00:22:05,710 Um... maybe. 430 00:22:06,910 --> 00:22:08,610 Why don't we take a lap? 431 00:22:12,950 --> 00:22:15,250 Do you really think like a, 432 00:22:15,250 --> 00:22:17,550 like a girl would want to hook up with me here? 433 00:22:17,550 --> 00:22:19,590 Uh... no. 434 00:22:19,590 --> 00:22:21,620 I just said that so we could get away from June. 435 00:22:21,620 --> 00:22:23,720 Can't hang around the food table all night. 436 00:22:24,890 --> 00:22:26,690 Yeah, but do you think, like, I dunno, 437 00:22:26,700 --> 00:22:30,710 like maybe someone, would like wanna hook up with me? 438 00:22:31,670 --> 00:22:33,000 Are you on crack? 439 00:22:33,000 --> 00:22:36,540 Everyone here is like, way older than you and gay. 440 00:22:36,540 --> 00:22:38,670 Everyone enjoying themselves so far? 441 00:22:38,670 --> 00:22:40,220 Yeah! Totally. 442 00:22:40,230 --> 00:22:41,780 Thank you so much for having us, this is great. 443 00:22:41,780 --> 00:22:45,040 That boy is fine! 444 00:22:45,050 --> 00:22:47,480 Excuse me. [laughs] 445 00:22:49,080 --> 00:22:50,880 Carlisle is such a little faggot. 446 00:22:52,490 --> 00:22:54,850 You just said that 'cause Schuyler said that. 447 00:22:54,860 --> 00:22:55,990 What? 448 00:22:55,990 --> 00:22:57,690 Schuyler said that. 449 00:22:57,690 --> 00:22:59,460 Earlier today. 450 00:22:59,460 --> 00:23:01,480 You're a follower. 451 00:23:01,480 --> 00:23:03,500 You copy everything everyone does and it's, 452 00:23:03,500 --> 00:23:05,500 it's pathetic. 453 00:23:05,500 --> 00:23:07,170 Go find your own fucking life then, okay? 454 00:23:07,170 --> 00:23:08,670 Do you think that I want you 455 00:23:08,670 --> 00:23:10,170 following me around all the time? 456 00:23:10,170 --> 00:23:11,400 What are you even doing here? 457 00:23:11,410 --> 00:23:12,540 At least I belong here. 458 00:23:12,540 --> 00:23:13,870 Hey cutie. 459 00:23:15,480 --> 00:23:17,040 Hi! 460 00:23:17,050 --> 00:23:18,150 I'm Hazel. 461 00:23:18,150 --> 00:23:19,950 Yeah, we met... earlier today. 462 00:23:19,950 --> 00:23:21,450 Oh, I'm sorry, just my little brother. 463 00:23:21,450 --> 00:23:22,880 Don't know what he's doing here. 464 00:23:23,890 --> 00:23:25,620 I wanna fuck you tonight. 465 00:23:25,620 --> 00:23:27,520 I really want you to fuck me. 466 00:23:27,520 --> 00:23:33,660 I wanna fuck you while other people watch. 467 00:23:33,660 --> 00:23:35,490 All right, I'm, I'm out. 468 00:23:56,220 --> 00:23:58,720 (Gillian) Yeah... (Claire) Strange, right. 469 00:23:58,720 --> 00:24:01,550 (Claire) Yeah. (Gillian) It was right there. 470 00:24:04,630 --> 00:24:06,530 Hey, what's up, guys? 471 00:24:06,530 --> 00:24:09,110 Hey. 472 00:24:09,110 --> 00:24:11,700 Yeah, so those two definitely fucked at Camp Trans... 473 00:24:11,700 --> 00:24:12,870 Wow. 474 00:24:26,050 --> 00:24:27,610 I'm, I'm, I'm so sorry. 475 00:24:27,620 --> 00:24:30,650 -Hold on... Hold... -Oh my God. 476 00:24:30,650 --> 00:24:31,980 Um...? 477 00:24:33,560 --> 00:24:35,100 I'm, I'm, I'm so sorry. 478 00:24:35,090 --> 00:24:36,620 -I tripped on the... -You didn't trip! 479 00:24:36,630 --> 00:24:39,100 You literally just turned around and threw your drink on her. 480 00:24:44,630 --> 00:24:47,670 I wanted... I wanted to talk. 481 00:24:47,670 --> 00:24:49,600 [laughs] 482 00:24:49,610 --> 00:24:51,650 That's the dumbest thing I've ever heard. 483 00:24:53,580 --> 00:24:55,780 So, what did you want to talk to me about? 484 00:24:55,780 --> 00:24:57,840 I, I dunno. 485 00:24:57,850 --> 00:25:00,110 Well, who do you know here... 486 00:25:00,120 --> 00:25:01,690 the usual... 487 00:25:01,680 --> 00:25:03,180 Are those guys your friends? 488 00:25:05,220 --> 00:25:07,370 Yeah. 489 00:25:07,370 --> 00:25:09,520 Yeah, they're my, they're my, they're my bros. 490 00:25:11,830 --> 00:25:13,130 Cool. 491 00:25:15,000 --> 00:25:16,880 I mean... 492 00:25:16,880 --> 00:25:18,760 just... never live with a couple. 493 00:25:18,770 --> 00:25:21,600 I love Claire and all, but... 494 00:25:21,600 --> 00:25:23,240 It's kinda hell on earth. 495 00:25:25,710 --> 00:25:26,910 Yeah... 496 00:25:26,910 --> 00:25:29,110 I live with my sister. 497 00:25:29,750 --> 00:25:32,190 And a girl who's like totally in love with her. 498 00:25:32,180 --> 00:25:34,110 Yeah, but it's not like, reciprocated. 499 00:25:34,120 --> 00:25:36,080 If you can imagine something worse. 500 00:25:36,080 --> 00:25:38,950 Well, at least then everyone's miserable, you know? 501 00:25:38,950 --> 00:25:39,950 Instead of just like... 502 00:25:39,960 --> 00:25:42,000 me hiding alone and... 503 00:25:41,990 --> 00:25:44,220 in my room while the happy couple's 504 00:25:44,230 --> 00:25:47,560 having the romantic dinner in the living room. 505 00:25:47,560 --> 00:25:50,600 I spend a lot of time alone in my room. 506 00:25:51,630 --> 00:25:53,630 I, I think they're convinced 507 00:25:53,630 --> 00:25:55,630 that I probably am just masturbating constantly. 508 00:25:55,640 --> 00:25:58,640 I mean... yeah... [laughs] 509 00:25:58,640 --> 00:26:01,810 But... never more than... twice a day, right? 510 00:26:01,810 --> 00:26:04,710 Yeah... never more than twice a day. 511 00:26:04,710 --> 00:26:06,250 [laughing] 512 00:26:11,220 --> 00:26:13,690 I have to go to the bathroom. 513 00:26:13,690 --> 00:26:15,190 But, um... 514 00:26:15,190 --> 00:26:17,090 Don't go anywhere, okay? 515 00:26:17,090 --> 00:26:18,960 Oh, no, no, I wo- I won't. 516 00:26:27,670 --> 00:26:28,900 Who was that? 517 00:26:31,210 --> 00:26:32,770 Her name's Gillian. 518 00:26:32,770 --> 00:26:34,110 And...? 519 00:26:35,310 --> 00:26:38,040 What? What? I like her. 520 00:26:38,050 --> 00:26:40,650 Does she know how old you are? 521 00:26:40,650 --> 00:26:41,980 No. 522 00:26:41,980 --> 00:26:44,650 I told her I go to Berkeley and if she asks, 523 00:26:44,650 --> 00:26:46,620 I'm gonna say that I'm 20. 524 00:26:47,860 --> 00:26:49,990 And if you tell her I'm not I swear to God, 525 00:26:49,990 --> 00:26:51,960 I'll tell mom and dad everything. 526 00:26:53,760 --> 00:26:55,960 I guess we'll see how long that lasts. 527 00:26:57,130 --> 00:26:58,860 I'm leaving with Hazel. 528 00:27:19,890 --> 00:27:22,120 I'm gonna... catch the C to Bedstuy. 529 00:27:22,120 --> 00:27:24,420 I'm uh... um... 530 00:27:24,430 --> 00:27:26,060 JMZ Bushwick? 531 00:27:28,230 --> 00:27:29,550 Yeah. 532 00:27:29,550 --> 00:27:30,860 Do you know that's like a mile away? 533 00:27:30,870 --> 00:27:32,730 Oh... 534 00:27:32,730 --> 00:27:34,170 um... 535 00:27:36,940 --> 00:27:39,410 Would you wanna hang out again sometime? 536 00:27:39,410 --> 00:27:41,340 Yes! 537 00:27:41,340 --> 00:27:43,110 Cool. 538 00:27:43,110 --> 00:27:45,140 Oh, lemme, uh... 539 00:27:45,150 --> 00:27:47,280 lemme get your number. 540 00:27:47,280 --> 00:27:48,950 Okay. 541 00:27:55,960 --> 00:27:57,390 I feel... 542 00:27:57,390 --> 00:27:59,020 like... 543 00:28:00,700 --> 00:28:03,030 I don't want to mess this up... um... 544 00:28:04,970 --> 00:28:06,270 I've never... 545 00:28:06,270 --> 00:28:09,300 dated a trans guy before. 546 00:28:09,300 --> 00:28:10,870 Like I've... 547 00:28:10,870 --> 00:28:12,470 Only ever had girlfriends. 548 00:28:13,940 --> 00:28:17,040 And... I think I'm open...I mean... 549 00:28:17,050 --> 00:28:19,720 I know I'm open to it. 550 00:28:19,720 --> 00:28:21,920 I just... 551 00:28:21,920 --> 00:28:24,020 thought I should... tell you? 552 00:28:26,760 --> 00:28:28,360 Yeah... 553 00:28:28,360 --> 00:28:29,890 um... 554 00:28:31,460 --> 00:28:33,890 Yeah! It's no, it's okay. 555 00:28:35,730 --> 00:28:37,760 I never really dated... 556 00:28:37,770 --> 00:28:39,100 too so... 557 00:28:40,000 --> 00:28:41,230 Really? 558 00:28:44,110 --> 00:28:45,470 Yeah. 559 00:28:53,010 --> 00:28:54,410 See you later, okay? 560 00:29:40,030 --> 00:29:41,090 [knocking] 561 00:29:41,100 --> 00:29:42,390 (Ethan) Yeah, come in. 562 00:29:47,270 --> 00:29:48,570 (Adam) Hey! 563 00:29:52,870 --> 00:29:54,570 So, how was your date? 564 00:29:57,950 --> 00:29:59,110 (Ethan) Sucked. 565 00:29:59,110 --> 00:30:01,950 (Adam) What? Well, what happened? 566 00:30:01,950 --> 00:30:04,250 (Ethan) She wasn't into me. 567 00:30:04,250 --> 00:30:05,820 That's... that's crazy. 568 00:30:05,820 --> 00:30:07,950 You're like every girl's... 569 00:30:07,960 --> 00:30:09,560 like, dream. 570 00:30:11,060 --> 00:30:12,460 [laughs] 571 00:30:14,300 --> 00:30:16,900 -Oh, man... -What? 572 00:30:16,900 --> 00:30:18,900 It... 573 00:30:18,900 --> 00:30:21,120 Hey, they're uh... 574 00:30:21,120 --> 00:30:23,330 They're having a revival of Touch of Evil at my theater. 575 00:30:24,440 --> 00:30:25,840 Do you wanna get out of here? 576 00:30:36,250 --> 00:30:37,550 How was the rally? 577 00:30:43,190 --> 00:30:46,430 I... I met a girl. 578 00:30:47,630 --> 00:30:48,490 Seriously? 579 00:30:48,500 --> 00:30:50,000 [laughs] 580 00:30:51,330 --> 00:30:53,530 Yeah. 581 00:30:53,540 --> 00:30:57,380 Yeah, we're going out again... this... Saturday. 582 00:30:59,310 --> 00:31:00,870 That's awesome, man. 583 00:31:07,350 --> 00:31:09,010 I lied to her. 584 00:31:14,420 --> 00:31:16,090 About my age. 585 00:31:17,190 --> 00:31:18,660 How old is she? 586 00:31:18,660 --> 00:31:20,990 Uh... 21, 22... 587 00:31:22,530 --> 00:31:24,630 That's not that big a difference. 588 00:31:24,630 --> 00:31:27,100 I mean, it's just a summer thing, 589 00:31:27,100 --> 00:31:29,570 so she doesn't really have to know, right? 590 00:31:29,570 --> 00:31:31,440 Okay, so just... 591 00:31:31,440 --> 00:31:32,940 just chill. 592 00:31:39,110 --> 00:31:41,530 (Adam) Hey, um... 593 00:31:41,530 --> 00:31:43,950 I have something to tell you... [clears throat] 594 00:31:44,690 --> 00:31:47,050 Something to tell you... 595 00:31:52,530 --> 00:31:54,490 Okay, I have something to tell you... 596 00:31:54,500 --> 00:31:59,700 I'm not actually trans, I'm still in high school... 597 00:32:07,140 --> 00:32:08,270 [sighs] 598 00:32:19,020 --> 00:32:20,650 Oh, I'm... sorry. 599 00:32:22,420 --> 00:32:23,720 You okay? 600 00:32:25,030 --> 00:32:27,990 You're...you're freaking out about your date. 601 00:32:28,000 --> 00:32:29,390 Well, what are you gonna wear? 602 00:32:30,500 --> 00:32:32,160 -This? -No way. 603 00:32:32,170 --> 00:32:33,730 Here, I got something for you. 604 00:32:45,350 --> 00:32:47,380 Mm-hmm. Yeah, totally. 605 00:32:49,080 --> 00:32:50,120 (Ethan) All right. 606 00:32:50,120 --> 00:32:51,420 Products. 607 00:32:59,260 --> 00:33:01,430 So... how do I make things... 608 00:33:01,430 --> 00:33:03,100 go right? 609 00:33:03,100 --> 00:33:04,330 Just relax, man. 610 00:33:04,330 --> 00:33:05,560 You already know she likes you... 611 00:33:05,570 --> 00:33:06,700 So, you're good there. 612 00:33:06,700 --> 00:33:08,300 You don't have to worry about that. 613 00:33:08,300 --> 00:33:09,430 Then just... y'know... 614 00:33:09,440 --> 00:33:11,100 stay sensitive. 615 00:33:11,110 --> 00:33:12,470 All right, you look good. 616 00:33:13,070 --> 00:33:14,670 Check it out. 617 00:33:14,680 --> 00:33:16,110 Yeah. 618 00:33:18,680 --> 00:33:21,480 So, it's called The Vanishing Room. 619 00:33:21,480 --> 00:33:23,280 My friend Kate says it's amazing, 620 00:33:23,280 --> 00:33:27,390 but I'll just apologize in advance in case it sucks. 621 00:33:27,390 --> 00:33:28,490 No! 622 00:33:28,490 --> 00:33:30,690 Sounds, sounds cool. 623 00:33:30,690 --> 00:33:32,790 -So... -Okay. 624 00:33:40,370 --> 00:33:42,270 Hey, have you seen, uh... 625 00:33:42,270 --> 00:33:43,800 Have you seen Lady In The Water ? 626 00:33:43,810 --> 00:33:46,080 Oh... not yet, 627 00:33:46,070 --> 00:33:49,810 but I'm kind of obsessed with M. Night Shyamalan. 628 00:33:49,810 --> 00:33:51,410 His ads always say, like... 629 00:33:51,410 --> 00:33:53,580 M. Night Shyamalan. 630 00:33:53,580 --> 00:33:57,050 Like way bigger than anyone else's ever do. 631 00:33:57,050 --> 00:33:58,820 Yeah, I know, right? 632 00:33:58,820 --> 00:34:00,150 Yeah. 633 00:34:00,160 --> 00:34:01,530 It's like... 634 00:34:01,520 --> 00:34:03,260 Coming Soon... 635 00:34:03,260 --> 00:34:05,090 M. Night Shyamalan. 636 00:34:05,090 --> 00:34:09,490 -Directed by M. Night Shyamalan -That's true. 637 00:34:09,500 --> 00:34:11,100 Yeah. 638 00:34:16,600 --> 00:34:17,740 [buzzing] 639 00:35:09,860 --> 00:35:13,190 [ethereal music playing] 640 00:35:27,510 --> 00:35:30,210 ¶ 641 00:36:04,550 --> 00:36:06,950 ¶ 642 00:36:16,790 --> 00:36:19,890 Okay, maybe if I was like a guy, or a straight girl... 643 00:36:19,890 --> 00:36:22,260 Women's Studies would be kind of interesting, 644 00:36:22,260 --> 00:36:24,900 but basically it's just me being like, 645 00:36:24,900 --> 00:36:28,530 "Hi, I'm gay and I majored in being gay!" 646 00:36:28,540 --> 00:36:29,970 You know... like... 647 00:36:29,970 --> 00:36:30,970 M. Night Shyamalan- 648 00:36:30,970 --> 00:36:33,210 a film by M. Night Shyamalan. 649 00:36:34,410 --> 00:36:35,870 But not all women are gay. 650 00:36:37,510 --> 00:36:38,880 You know what I mean. 651 00:36:40,820 --> 00:36:43,630 So... what's your major? 652 00:36:45,750 --> 00:36:49,990 Um... I'm undeclared right now. 653 00:36:49,990 --> 00:36:51,760 But, you're liking Berkeley? 654 00:36:52,960 --> 00:36:54,730 Yeah, yeah. 655 00:36:54,730 --> 00:36:56,260 Yeah. 656 00:36:57,530 --> 00:36:59,730 Maybe you know a friend of mine. Um... 657 00:36:59,730 --> 00:37:01,600 Andrea Salzberg? 658 00:37:01,600 --> 00:37:04,300 Uh, no. I don't think so. 659 00:37:04,310 --> 00:37:06,410 Uh... Derek Sorenson? 660 00:37:07,780 --> 00:37:09,670 No. 661 00:37:09,660 --> 00:37:11,540 There was this one girl I went to middle school with 662 00:37:11,550 --> 00:37:14,850 who goes there now, um... Kelly... Kelly... Quinn? 663 00:37:16,820 --> 00:37:17,980 Yeah! Yeah! 664 00:37:17,990 --> 00:37:20,320 -Really? You... you know Kelly? -Um hmm. 665 00:37:20,320 --> 00:37:22,720 That's so funny, I haven't seen her since we were like, kids. 666 00:37:22,720 --> 00:37:24,420 What is she like now? 667 00:37:24,430 --> 00:37:25,870 She's cool. 668 00:37:27,730 --> 00:37:30,860 Cool in what way? 669 00:37:30,870 --> 00:37:32,410 I dunno. 670 00:37:43,780 --> 00:37:45,780 Is something wrong? 671 00:37:45,780 --> 00:37:47,480 No... No. 672 00:37:50,750 --> 00:37:52,280 No? 673 00:37:59,390 --> 00:38:01,060 I have... 674 00:38:01,600 --> 00:38:03,360 I think I'm gonna go. 675 00:38:09,570 --> 00:38:11,600 I don't go to Berkeley! 676 00:38:24,490 --> 00:38:25,830 I live at home. 677 00:38:27,620 --> 00:38:28,990 In Piedmont. 678 00:38:33,700 --> 00:38:35,940 You live with your parents? 679 00:38:35,930 --> 00:38:37,530 Yep. 680 00:38:40,100 --> 00:38:43,340 I... It was really stupid to lie, I'm sorry. 681 00:38:43,340 --> 00:38:44,800 It's okay. 682 00:38:45,610 --> 00:38:49,370 I mean I'm kind of mad, but I also kind of get it. 683 00:38:52,050 --> 00:38:55,950 At the gay marriage party thing I made stuff up 684 00:38:55,950 --> 00:38:57,720 'cause I thought you wouldn't like me. 685 00:38:57,720 --> 00:38:59,480 I don't... 686 00:39:02,960 --> 00:39:04,420 Here's the, here's the thing though. 687 00:39:04,430 --> 00:39:07,670 -I have to tell you something. -Hey! 688 00:39:07,660 --> 00:39:09,690 My friend, Aiden... 689 00:39:11,100 --> 00:39:13,100 lied to his girlfriend. 690 00:39:13,100 --> 00:39:16,030 He's... trans, too. 691 00:39:16,040 --> 00:39:17,800 We went to Smith together 692 00:39:17,810 --> 00:39:20,880 and he was so fucked up over gender stuff... 693 00:39:20,880 --> 00:39:22,720 that he had to drop out his second year 694 00:39:22,710 --> 00:39:26,080 and well he was really ashamed about it 695 00:39:26,080 --> 00:39:27,910 and he just thought 696 00:39:27,920 --> 00:39:30,530 was kind of funny because he was always... 697 00:39:30,520 --> 00:39:32,950 open about trans stuff and... 698 00:39:32,950 --> 00:39:35,270 she was so supportive... 699 00:39:35,270 --> 00:39:37,590 but... then the big 'coming out' was about... 700 00:39:37,590 --> 00:39:39,060 school. 701 00:39:41,700 --> 00:39:43,030 What I'm trying to say is... 702 00:39:47,170 --> 00:39:49,070 I think you... 703 00:39:50,440 --> 00:39:52,040 being yourself... 704 00:39:54,040 --> 00:39:55,740 it's really brave. 705 00:40:14,730 --> 00:40:15,990 (Adam) Fuck. 706 00:40:29,640 --> 00:40:30,910 All right. 707 00:40:37,550 --> 00:40:38,750 Voila. 708 00:40:38,750 --> 00:40:41,090 I just took my first shot. 709 00:40:41,090 --> 00:40:42,450 On my way... 710 00:40:42,460 --> 00:40:45,490 to becoming a man. 711 00:40:45,490 --> 00:40:49,730 And it has been five months... on Testosterone. 712 00:40:49,730 --> 00:40:53,000 So my muscles have gotten bigger, my butt is hairier. 713 00:40:53,000 --> 00:40:55,570 I haven't shaved in a long time, but, 714 00:40:55,570 --> 00:40:57,970 it's really bright right here so you probably can't see it. 715 00:40:57,970 --> 00:40:59,240 I'll show you a little bit. 716 00:40:59,240 --> 00:41:00,940 The scarring. 717 00:41:02,510 --> 00:41:04,540 As I said in my last video, I think, 718 00:41:04,550 --> 00:41:05,890 it connects in the middle. 719 00:41:05,880 --> 00:41:08,550 Because I had my reduction surgery. 720 00:41:08,550 --> 00:41:11,150 And the scars are pretty close together from that. 721 00:41:11,150 --> 00:41:13,490 And he didn't want there to be any leftover tissue. 722 00:41:13,490 --> 00:41:15,020 A double incision procedure, 723 00:41:15,020 --> 00:41:17,160 also known as a bilateral mastectomy. 724 00:41:17,160 --> 00:41:19,720 As it leaves the scars like what I have here. 725 00:41:19,730 --> 00:41:20,990 Or the other option is 726 00:41:21,000 --> 00:41:23,970 a keyhole/peri-areola incision procedure. 727 00:41:23,970 --> 00:41:26,740 Yeah, my dose is, um, 100 milligrams a week. 728 00:41:26,730 --> 00:41:28,670 Uh, half cc... 729 00:41:28,670 --> 00:41:30,740 Uh, no, I've never made it into... 730 00:41:30,740 --> 00:41:32,540 made it to the Camp Trans. 731 00:41:32,540 --> 00:41:35,210 Um, I've been looking into Philly Trans Health, though. 732 00:41:35,210 --> 00:41:36,810 So you take your packer. 733 00:41:36,810 --> 00:41:38,210 You take your boxer briefs. 734 00:41:38,210 --> 00:41:40,080 Put it in between yourself and the briefs 735 00:41:40,080 --> 00:41:43,080 and then I take a looser pair of boxers over that... 736 00:41:43,080 --> 00:41:44,550 It's kinda like so. 737 00:41:44,550 --> 00:41:45,920 Yeah, I've always, um... 738 00:41:45,920 --> 00:41:48,150 I've always pretty much been into girls. 739 00:41:48,160 --> 00:41:49,160 Um... 740 00:41:49,160 --> 00:41:51,190 pretty, uh heteronormal. 741 00:41:51,190 --> 00:41:53,690 Heteronormative. 742 00:41:53,690 --> 00:41:55,290 And fold this end here. 743 00:41:56,560 --> 00:41:58,760 Take your clips. 744 00:41:58,770 --> 00:42:02,870 and... it will not snag... 745 00:42:02,870 --> 00:42:05,300 as you move throughout your day. 746 00:42:05,310 --> 00:42:07,170 And voila, you have a chest binder. 747 00:42:07,170 --> 00:42:09,610 So if one of the clips comes loose... 748 00:42:09,610 --> 00:42:11,740 -Hey we're ordering Chinese... -Get out! Out. 749 00:42:11,750 --> 00:42:13,850 -Hey. -Adam's masturbating! 750 00:42:13,850 --> 00:42:14,910 [door closes] 751 00:42:18,950 --> 00:42:20,820 Well, she said you were um... 752 00:42:20,820 --> 00:42:23,690 a... tranny chaser. 753 00:42:23,690 --> 00:42:25,820 I am not a tranny chaser. 754 00:42:25,830 --> 00:42:28,730 Okay, well that's what Roxanne said Schuyler said. 755 00:42:28,730 --> 00:42:31,860 But I think... that Schuyler's just in love with Boy Casey. 756 00:42:32,900 --> 00:42:34,270 What are you guys talking about? 757 00:42:34,270 --> 00:42:36,940 Well you know how Casey dated Boy Casey 758 00:42:36,940 --> 00:42:39,170 and now she's dating Hazel, two trans people in a row. 759 00:42:39,170 --> 00:42:41,810 -Wait, Hazel's trans? -Mm-hmm. 760 00:42:41,810 --> 00:42:42,940 June, what time is it? 761 00:42:42,940 --> 00:42:44,640 Why do you call her, 'her'? 762 00:42:44,650 --> 00:42:47,190 I thought you were supposed to call trans people 'him.' 763 00:42:47,180 --> 00:42:50,580 -Not if it's a trans woman. -It's 5:17. 764 00:42:50,590 --> 00:42:52,330 Shit. I'm going to a sex party with Hazel 765 00:42:52,320 --> 00:42:53,920 and I don't know what I'm going to wear. 766 00:42:53,920 --> 00:42:56,050 Fuck... I'm meeting Gillian at eight. 767 00:42:56,060 --> 00:42:57,690 You're still seeing that girl? 768 00:43:04,300 --> 00:43:05,630 [knocking] 769 00:43:07,300 --> 00:43:09,370 Hey! Uh... I'm seeing Gillian tonight. 770 00:43:09,370 --> 00:43:11,240 Can I borrow that shirt again? 771 00:43:11,610 --> 00:43:12,840 I mean, I'm just sayin' like... 772 00:43:12,840 --> 00:43:14,070 you can't wear the same shirt on the second date. 773 00:43:14,080 --> 00:43:16,020 Oh, yeah, okay. 774 00:43:17,810 --> 00:43:19,240 Mmm... no... 775 00:43:21,980 --> 00:43:25,350 You know, I... just got this. 776 00:43:25,350 --> 00:43:26,950 It looks a lot better without an undershirt, 777 00:43:26,950 --> 00:43:28,620 just... try it on. 778 00:43:34,300 --> 00:43:35,670 Here. 779 00:43:39,400 --> 00:43:41,130 So you, um, 780 00:43:41,140 --> 00:43:43,310 you really like this girl, don't you? 781 00:43:43,300 --> 00:43:44,700 Yeah. 782 00:43:45,240 --> 00:43:47,010 Have you guys... 783 00:43:48,240 --> 00:43:50,110 Oh... um... 784 00:43:50,110 --> 00:43:51,980 No. I - I've... 785 00:43:51,980 --> 00:43:53,910 I've never, um... 786 00:43:55,680 --> 00:43:56,950 I'm, I'm still a... 787 00:43:56,950 --> 00:43:58,250 Oh. 788 00:44:00,050 --> 00:44:01,640 I mean, you know, I didn't 789 00:44:01,640 --> 00:44:03,220 lose my virginity 'till I was 18. 790 00:44:05,290 --> 00:44:06,760 Yeah? 791 00:44:08,160 --> 00:44:11,100 -With Rachel? -Yeah, actually... 792 00:44:11,100 --> 00:44:14,430 My first time, I was... so nervous. 793 00:44:14,440 --> 00:44:16,110 Well... 794 00:44:16,100 --> 00:44:17,400 Like... 795 00:44:17,410 --> 00:44:19,710 what happened between you two? 796 00:44:19,710 --> 00:44:22,770 Like wh-why, why did you break-up? 797 00:44:26,850 --> 00:44:28,250 She was an addict. 798 00:44:29,380 --> 00:44:32,420 I wanted her to stop, but she wouldn't. 799 00:44:34,890 --> 00:44:36,990 That's why you moved to New York. 800 00:44:39,260 --> 00:44:43,030 Look... don't tell anyone, okay? 801 00:44:43,030 --> 00:44:45,400 -It's okay, I won't. -Cool. 802 00:44:47,230 --> 00:44:49,230 Looks good. 803 00:44:49,240 --> 00:44:51,040 -Yeah? -Yeah. 804 00:44:51,810 --> 00:44:57,840 (Claire) So, when did you, wait... how old were you? 805 00:44:57,850 --> 00:44:59,920 When you... transitioned? 806 00:45:02,220 --> 00:45:03,880 Seventeen. 807 00:45:03,880 --> 00:45:06,420 Wow... that's really young. 808 00:45:06,420 --> 00:45:08,420 Your parents must be really cool. 809 00:45:10,260 --> 00:45:12,920 I'm kind of fucked up on gender stuff, 810 00:45:12,930 --> 00:45:15,330 so I don't really like to talk about it. 811 00:45:20,400 --> 00:45:24,440 So, who's in for Bound tonight? 812 00:45:24,440 --> 00:45:26,270 Aw, yeah, yes. 813 00:45:26,270 --> 00:45:28,210 -Yes. -Let's do it. 814 00:45:28,210 --> 00:45:30,040 -Really? -You've never been. 815 00:45:30,040 --> 00:45:32,440 You have to go. Come on. It's only fun if we all go. 816 00:45:32,450 --> 00:45:34,950 Hey, would you hate it if we... 817 00:45:34,950 --> 00:45:37,780 stopped by this play party for a second later? 818 00:45:37,790 --> 00:45:39,360 Sure! Sounds good! 819 00:45:40,050 --> 00:45:41,950 It wouldn't be a problem though, right? 820 00:45:41,960 --> 00:45:43,250 Huh? What would the problem be? 821 00:45:43,260 --> 00:45:45,920 Like, 'Women Only', babe. 822 00:45:45,930 --> 00:45:47,230 I'm sure it's fine. 823 00:45:47,230 --> 00:45:49,460 Bound is totally cool with trans folks. 824 00:45:49,460 --> 00:45:51,230 -Cool. -Yeah, they just don't want, 825 00:45:51,230 --> 00:45:54,400 like... nasty bio straight men getting off on lesbians. 826 00:45:54,400 --> 00:45:56,300 It's gross. [laughing] 827 00:46:04,450 --> 00:46:06,150 Hey, I think we passed by a movie theater, 828 00:46:06,150 --> 00:46:08,810 if you wanna do that instead. They have X Men, 829 00:46:08,820 --> 00:46:11,380 I-I think Lady In The Water's still playing 830 00:46:11,390 --> 00:46:12,930 and I don't mind seeing it again. 831 00:46:12,920 --> 00:46:14,550 -You're funny. -Next! 832 00:46:15,920 --> 00:46:17,260 Yeah. 833 00:46:30,170 --> 00:46:31,370 Next. 834 00:46:47,890 --> 00:46:49,640 (Kate) I can't believe I bothered to bring my dick. 835 00:46:49,640 --> 00:46:51,390 There's not gonna be anybody worth fucking here tonight. 836 00:46:51,390 --> 00:46:53,120 It will pick up. 837 00:46:57,970 --> 00:47:00,210 [whip cracking] 838 00:47:05,340 --> 00:47:07,240 Black on the left means BDSM top, 839 00:47:07,240 --> 00:47:09,870 which is most important to me, so... 840 00:47:09,880 --> 00:47:12,580 I'm looking for a sub tonight if you wanna try it out. 841 00:47:15,580 --> 00:47:16,880 Um... 842 00:47:16,880 --> 00:47:18,180 do you know if there's a bathroom? 843 00:47:18,190 --> 00:47:19,290 A bathroom here? 844 00:47:19,290 --> 00:47:20,620 There's one in the back. 845 00:47:20,620 --> 00:47:22,350 Okay. Um, I just... 846 00:47:22,360 --> 00:47:23,990 hold on one second. 847 00:47:54,990 --> 00:47:56,050 [sighs] 848 00:48:16,540 --> 00:48:18,010 [whispers] Hey. 849 00:48:18,380 --> 00:48:19,340 It's me. 850 00:48:19,350 --> 00:48:20,540 [laughs] 851 00:48:20,550 --> 00:48:22,280 Is that Adam? 852 00:48:22,280 --> 00:48:24,180 My name is Rolf. [laughs] 853 00:48:24,180 --> 00:48:27,390 (Announcer) The Blowjob Contest begins in 15 minutes, okay? 854 00:48:27,390 --> 00:48:34,660 I repeat, the Blowjob Contest will begin in 15 minutes. 855 00:48:34,660 --> 00:48:37,460 God, that girl was trashed. 856 00:48:37,460 --> 00:48:42,470 There are signup sheets with Lydia at the front desk. 857 00:48:42,470 --> 00:48:44,640 Thank you. 858 00:48:44,640 --> 00:48:47,140 (Casey) Okay, no, no, you have to come now. 859 00:48:48,640 --> 00:48:50,340 Will you please come? 860 00:48:51,110 --> 00:48:53,980 Yes! Come here to Bound. 861 00:48:53,980 --> 00:48:55,310 Okay. 862 00:48:58,390 --> 00:48:59,360 (Announcer) Oh, yeah, yeah. 863 00:48:59,350 --> 00:49:01,320 You better catch up number one. 864 00:49:04,660 --> 00:49:08,230 Number two's smoking your ass. 865 00:49:08,230 --> 00:49:10,160 Yeah! 866 00:49:13,000 --> 00:49:14,070 [whistle blows] 867 00:49:14,070 --> 00:49:15,570 Time! 868 00:49:15,570 --> 00:49:18,270 Get your mouth off, time, time, time. 869 00:49:18,270 --> 00:49:20,470 That concludes the oral exhibition 870 00:49:20,470 --> 00:49:21,900 of our Blowjob Contest! 871 00:49:21,900 --> 00:49:23,320 I guess we can stay for Jackie and Nadia's scene 872 00:49:23,320 --> 00:49:24,740 and then we can just head out afterwards? Okay? 873 00:49:24,750 --> 00:49:26,550 Our winner is Camille once again... 874 00:49:26,550 --> 00:49:29,610 [cheering/ applause] 875 00:49:33,620 --> 00:49:36,320 Now get the fuck off my stage. 876 00:49:36,320 --> 00:49:39,320 All right, people, 877 00:49:39,330 --> 00:49:42,340 for our first scene we've got Giggilo Jackie and Naughty Nadia 878 00:49:42,330 --> 00:49:46,560 doing a sultry submissive spectacular. 879 00:49:46,570 --> 00:49:48,270 Get your asses up here! 880 00:49:48,270 --> 00:49:49,770 (Nadia) Catch me if you can. 881 00:49:49,770 --> 00:49:52,040 Coming. Turn around. [groans] 882 00:49:52,040 --> 00:49:53,500 On your knees, bitch. 883 00:49:53,510 --> 00:49:55,440 [applause] 884 00:49:55,440 --> 00:49:57,170 (Nadia) Oh, no! (Jackie) Yeah, yeah. 885 00:49:57,180 --> 00:49:59,110 (Nadia) Oh my gosh, what are you gonna do to me? 886 00:49:59,110 --> 00:50:00,640 What am I supposed to do to you? 887 00:50:00,650 --> 00:50:02,650 Like, what do you want me? Should I tie you up... 888 00:50:02,650 --> 00:50:04,180 Do it! 889 00:50:04,180 --> 00:50:06,020 Excuse me, you're interrupting a scene! 890 00:50:06,020 --> 00:50:08,720 Hey, excuse me, one scene at a time, okay? 891 00:50:16,500 --> 00:50:19,060 (Announcer) This is some hot shit, fuck yeah! 892 00:50:19,070 --> 00:50:21,350 Hey, do you wanna get out of here? 893 00:50:21,350 --> 00:50:23,630 This is like, I dunno, this is kinda boring. 894 00:50:23,640 --> 00:50:30,810 -Okay. -Yes! Eat it up, team! 895 00:50:30,810 --> 00:50:32,080 Yeah! 896 00:50:32,080 --> 00:50:34,680 Ooh, get your face in there! 897 00:50:38,220 --> 00:50:39,780 Hey! That's our vest! 898 00:50:41,220 --> 00:50:43,450 (Adam) So this is you? 899 00:50:43,460 --> 00:50:45,120 (Gillian) Yep. 900 00:50:45,130 --> 00:50:46,800 This might sound weird, but I feel like I... 901 00:50:46,790 --> 00:50:48,830 I-I feel like I've seen this, or something... 902 00:50:48,830 --> 00:50:50,390 You're not crazy. 903 00:50:50,400 --> 00:50:52,160 Probably already seen it. 904 00:50:52,170 --> 00:50:53,300 Why? 905 00:50:53,300 --> 00:50:58,340 It was like in every newspaper in the country four years ago. 906 00:50:58,340 --> 00:50:59,740 Really? 907 00:50:59,740 --> 00:51:01,670 Yeah... um... 908 00:51:01,680 --> 00:51:05,650 The little town that I grew up in Oklahoma... 909 00:51:05,650 --> 00:51:08,710 My girlfriend and I were like... 910 00:51:08,720 --> 00:51:11,090 the only gay people. 911 00:51:11,090 --> 00:51:12,240 So... 912 00:51:12,240 --> 00:51:13,390 I mean of course we got harassed and stuff 913 00:51:13,390 --> 00:51:14,790 but what really sucked was when we tried 914 00:51:14,790 --> 00:51:16,820 to get tickets for the prom... 915 00:51:16,820 --> 00:51:20,220 they wouldn't sell them to us as like, a couple. 916 00:51:20,230 --> 00:51:22,730 So my parents got legal people involved 917 00:51:22,730 --> 00:51:25,200 and started like, a huge... 918 00:51:25,200 --> 00:51:29,230 public case against the school for discrimination and... 919 00:51:29,240 --> 00:51:33,800 we ended up on, um, TV and stuff... 920 00:51:33,810 --> 00:51:37,210 Yeah. Pretty much, uh, famous for being gay. 921 00:51:45,150 --> 00:51:47,120 Would you wanna see my scrapbook? 922 00:51:48,260 --> 00:51:49,400 Sure. 923 00:52:02,240 --> 00:52:03,870 I still get letters. 924 00:52:07,470 --> 00:52:12,310 It's kind of amazing... just... 925 00:52:12,310 --> 00:52:15,480 to have been this person for so many people. 926 00:52:17,450 --> 00:52:21,450 To think I... could've saved someone's life. 927 00:52:24,220 --> 00:52:25,620 It's intense. 928 00:52:26,660 --> 00:52:27,760 Yeah. 929 00:52:29,530 --> 00:52:33,200 (Adam) Wow. This is really cool. 930 00:52:33,200 --> 00:52:35,670 Yeah, but it's kinda weird that I'm dating you. 931 00:52:37,300 --> 00:52:38,700 It is? 932 00:52:39,770 --> 00:52:41,170 Yeah! 933 00:52:43,510 --> 00:52:45,610 I really like you. 934 00:52:45,610 --> 00:52:48,880 I like that you're shy. 935 00:52:48,880 --> 00:52:50,810 And I like that you're weird. 936 00:52:51,850 --> 00:52:58,220 But not in like a over the top, wacky, like contrived way, like, 937 00:52:58,230 --> 00:53:00,370 you just, like... 938 00:53:31,830 --> 00:53:33,770 Hey... c'mere. 939 00:53:37,800 --> 00:53:39,760 What do you like to do, usually? 940 00:53:42,400 --> 00:53:44,540 I don't... I don't know. 941 00:53:45,640 --> 00:53:47,910 Do you like... to use a dick? 942 00:53:49,010 --> 00:53:50,940 Um... 943 00:53:50,940 --> 00:53:53,340 Yeah. Yeah. 944 00:53:54,280 --> 00:53:55,880 You can use mine. 945 00:53:55,880 --> 00:53:57,850 Unless you brought one. 946 00:55:08,520 --> 00:55:09,850 One second. 947 00:55:12,060 --> 00:55:14,730 I use this when I've forgotten to boil. 948 00:55:14,730 --> 00:55:16,990 Sorry, I know it's gross. 949 00:55:17,000 --> 00:55:18,630 Uh... it's cool. 950 00:55:31,980 --> 00:55:33,810 The other way. 951 00:55:33,810 --> 00:55:35,480 Yeah, of course. 952 00:56:17,560 --> 00:56:19,060 [moaning] 953 00:56:30,000 --> 00:56:31,600 [moaning] 954 00:57:08,070 --> 00:57:09,570 [moaning] 955 00:57:15,780 --> 00:57:17,650 [moaning] 956 00:57:17,650 --> 00:57:19,620 [laughing] 957 00:57:24,190 --> 00:57:25,460 [knocking] 958 00:57:27,060 --> 00:57:28,930 Hey. I'm feelin' pretty antsy, 959 00:57:28,930 --> 00:57:31,030 do you wanna like hit a diner? 960 00:57:34,700 --> 00:57:35,780 Yeah! Sure. 961 00:57:35,790 --> 00:57:36,880 Uh... I'm sorry, uh what were you saying? 962 00:57:36,870 --> 00:57:40,000 I was 11, I didn't know stuff would come out, okay? 963 00:57:40,010 --> 00:57:41,910 [laughs] Hey, I hear you... 964 00:57:44,080 --> 00:57:45,410 So... 965 00:57:45,410 --> 00:57:46,740 how's stuff with you and Gillian? 966 00:57:48,980 --> 00:57:51,950 I didn't even know it was possible to feel this way. 967 00:57:51,950 --> 00:57:54,050 It's crazy. 968 00:57:54,050 --> 00:57:55,490 So I guess that means y'know... 969 00:57:55,490 --> 00:57:56,950 you guys are finally... 970 00:57:58,790 --> 00:58:00,190 Actually, I was... 971 00:58:00,190 --> 00:58:03,790 gonna ask you if you had any, like, tips or anything? 972 00:58:03,800 --> 00:58:05,130 Tips on what? 973 00:58:05,130 --> 00:58:06,760 I don't know, like... 974 00:58:06,770 --> 00:58:09,900 when I'm, when I'm doing stuff with her 975 00:58:09,900 --> 00:58:12,700 I'm not like 100% sure what I'm doing. 976 00:58:12,710 --> 00:58:15,070 I don't even know what I'm touching half the time. 977 00:58:15,080 --> 00:58:18,220 There's all these folds and... you understand, right? 978 00:58:18,210 --> 00:58:20,940 I dunno, our stuff is so much more simple. 979 00:58:20,950 --> 00:58:22,510 That's true. 980 00:58:23,750 --> 00:58:25,820 I just wanna like, do it right. 981 00:58:25,820 --> 00:58:28,220 Well, you know about the clit? 982 00:58:28,220 --> 00:58:29,590 Yeah... 983 00:58:29,590 --> 00:58:32,260 It's like the, the nub, at the top. 984 00:58:33,660 --> 00:58:36,090 You know, honestly, beyond that, 985 00:58:36,100 --> 00:58:37,760 the person you should be talking to 986 00:58:37,760 --> 00:58:39,900 and asking what she likes, is Gillian. 987 00:58:39,900 --> 00:58:42,200 Yeah. 988 00:58:42,200 --> 00:58:43,530 You're right. 989 00:58:48,940 --> 00:58:50,640 What are you doing? 990 00:58:50,640 --> 00:58:52,080 Straw worm. 991 00:58:54,950 --> 00:58:56,750 Wait, you really never seen 992 00:58:56,750 --> 00:58:58,920 The Incredible Adventure of Two Girls In Love ? 993 00:58:58,920 --> 00:59:00,680 -No. -We are watching it right now. 994 00:59:00,690 --> 00:59:02,690 Even my mom has seen it like a hundred times. 995 00:59:02,690 --> 00:59:05,590 -Your mom? -Yeah, she's like... 996 00:59:05,590 --> 00:59:07,820 Really into me being gay. 997 00:59:08,860 --> 00:59:11,130 Yeah, my mom can't even say the word lesbian 998 00:59:11,130 --> 00:59:15,230 without doing it in her, uh... vampire voice. 999 00:59:15,240 --> 00:59:16,580 Really? 1000 00:59:16,570 --> 00:59:18,340 But she's cool with you. 1001 00:59:18,340 --> 00:59:21,840 Yeah, but not, not my sister, um... 1002 00:59:21,840 --> 00:59:23,570 I dunno, it's, it's fucked up. 1003 00:59:35,190 --> 00:59:36,850 Y'know... 1004 00:59:38,660 --> 00:59:42,660 We never really talk about trans stuff. 1005 00:59:42,660 --> 00:59:44,090 And... like... 1006 00:59:44,100 --> 00:59:48,700 And you don't have to, obviously, but I just... 1007 00:59:48,700 --> 00:59:51,300 Just didn't want you to think that I was avoiding it. 1008 00:59:51,300 --> 00:59:54,340 Oh, no, no, it's um... 1009 00:59:54,340 --> 00:59:58,110 It's like not a big part of who I am. 1010 00:59:58,110 --> 01:00:03,610 Like really not a big part. Of who I am. 1011 01:00:03,620 --> 01:00:04,880 Okay. 1012 01:00:19,200 --> 01:00:20,300 [cell phone chimes] 1013 01:00:25,410 --> 01:00:28,020 Who's Brad? 1014 01:00:28,010 --> 01:00:28,970 [laughs] 1015 01:00:28,980 --> 01:00:31,020 Oh, shit. 1016 01:00:31,010 --> 01:00:34,080 Oh, he's not supposed to come until later. 1017 01:00:34,080 --> 01:00:36,350 -Who? -Um... 1018 01:00:36,350 --> 01:00:38,780 It-it's just a, a friend, um... 1019 01:00:38,790 --> 01:00:40,790 Uh... from back home, he's visiting. 1020 01:00:40,790 --> 01:00:41,950 -Cool. -Shit. 1021 01:00:41,960 --> 01:00:43,300 Can I meet him? 1022 01:00:45,860 --> 01:00:47,220 Uh... 1023 01:00:51,330 --> 01:00:53,430 Hey! Re-remember... 1024 01:00:53,430 --> 01:00:57,330 He doesn't, he doesn't know about me, okay? 1025 01:00:57,340 --> 01:01:00,840 So don't, don't say anything. 1026 01:01:00,840 --> 01:01:02,670 So he's like a bio guy? 1027 01:01:04,180 --> 01:01:05,740 Yeah. 1028 01:01:07,810 --> 01:01:09,310 Cis guy. 1029 01:01:09,320 --> 01:01:11,060 Right... 1030 01:01:11,050 --> 01:01:12,280 Okay. 1031 01:01:14,120 --> 01:01:15,920 You douche! 1032 01:01:15,920 --> 01:01:17,190 Hey. 1033 01:01:18,290 --> 01:01:21,060 Hey! I'm Gillian, nice to meet you. 1034 01:01:25,370 --> 01:01:28,180 Uh, sorry, I... um... 1035 01:01:28,170 --> 01:01:30,330 I thought you were getting in later, I would've, uh... 1036 01:01:30,340 --> 01:01:32,770 No! Yeah, no, no, it's all right. 1037 01:01:32,770 --> 01:01:34,170 -Yeah. -It's cool. 1038 01:01:38,380 --> 01:01:41,180 So... 1039 01:01:41,180 --> 01:01:42,910 Uh... 1040 01:01:46,450 --> 01:01:48,250 I'm gonna let you guys catch up. 1041 01:01:49,390 --> 01:01:51,220 Maybe we can all hang out later. 1042 01:01:51,960 --> 01:01:53,420 I'll call you. 1043 01:01:56,960 --> 01:01:59,030 How did you even meet her? 1044 01:01:59,030 --> 01:02:00,360 At a party. 1045 01:02:00,370 --> 01:02:02,470 Just remember I'm 20, okay? 1046 01:02:02,470 --> 01:02:03,830 You told her you were 20? 1047 01:02:03,840 --> 01:02:04,970 -Yeah. -Dude... 1048 01:02:04,970 --> 01:02:06,900 You look 12! 1049 01:02:06,910 --> 01:02:08,840 And remember... You and I met at tennis, not at school. 1050 01:02:08,840 --> 01:02:11,370 And we've known each other for about like a year... 1051 01:02:11,380 --> 01:02:13,980 Your girl... she has hot friends, right? 1052 01:02:13,980 --> 01:02:15,480 All of her friends are gay. 1053 01:02:17,020 --> 01:02:18,220 You're kidding. 1054 01:02:19,920 --> 01:02:23,190 -I told you this. -Guys, look, uh this is me... 1055 01:02:23,190 --> 01:02:26,090 I'll catch you all later, maybe we can grab a beer or something. 1056 01:02:26,090 --> 01:02:28,020 -Dude, that'd be awesome. -Hey-- do not let this fool... 1057 01:02:28,030 --> 01:02:29,990 fuck up what you got going, all right? 1058 01:02:32,230 --> 01:02:33,960 There any Boyz To Men in there? 1059 01:02:37,270 --> 01:02:39,940 Oh, shit, "Torn", Lionel! We have to do "Torn." 1060 01:02:39,940 --> 01:02:41,810 Oh my God, no, I'm so sick of "Torn." 1061 01:02:41,810 --> 01:02:43,540 I'm sick of "Torn." I don't want to do it. 1062 01:02:43,540 --> 01:02:46,240 -Fine. -So Brad, you dating anyone? 1063 01:02:46,250 --> 01:02:47,860 Uh, yeah... 1064 01:02:47,860 --> 01:02:49,480 I'm dating this girl, Sandy. [clears throat] 1065 01:02:49,480 --> 01:02:51,780 I mean... uh, I used to date her. 1066 01:02:51,790 --> 01:02:52,790 Back in high school. 1067 01:02:52,790 --> 01:02:53,790 Oh, you haven't dated since high school? 1068 01:02:53,790 --> 01:02:55,520 Oh, Adam! 1069 01:02:55,520 --> 01:02:57,250 You and Gillian are still coming to Camp Trans next week, right? 1070 01:02:57,260 --> 01:02:58,790 -Totally. -Yeah. 1071 01:02:58,790 --> 01:03:00,320 Jackie was telling me that you're from the Bay. 1072 01:03:00,330 --> 01:03:03,290 I got my top done with Brownstein in Oakland, 1073 01:03:03,300 --> 01:03:05,800 so I was there for like a week last March. 1074 01:03:05,800 --> 01:03:07,330 -Word. -Pretty sick town... 1075 01:03:07,330 --> 01:03:10,130 And Brownstein is the shit. 1076 01:03:10,140 --> 01:03:11,570 How do you know Adam? 1077 01:03:13,210 --> 01:03:15,140 Uh... tennis. 1078 01:03:15,140 --> 01:03:17,310 Who'd you get your top done with? 1079 01:03:17,310 --> 01:03:19,310 -Garramone. -Oh, sweet... 1080 01:03:19,310 --> 01:03:21,850 My friend Beaumont used him, that's so crazy. 1081 01:03:21,850 --> 01:03:24,880 -Yeah! -Hi... Nadia... 1082 01:03:24,880 --> 01:03:27,320 -Can I buy you another drink? -How old are you? 1083 01:03:27,320 --> 01:03:29,790 Nineteen. 1084 01:03:29,790 --> 01:03:32,250 Last I checked you have to be 21 to buy alcohol. 1085 01:03:32,260 --> 01:03:37,090 You know what I have no desire to ever do? 1086 01:03:37,100 --> 01:03:38,060 Yeah? 1087 01:03:38,060 --> 01:03:40,130 Have sex with a man. 1088 01:03:40,130 --> 01:03:43,600 I guess I just don't like the idea of a guy fucking me. 1089 01:03:43,600 --> 01:03:46,240 It's like he thinks he's getting something, 1090 01:03:46,240 --> 01:03:49,070 or getting away with something. 1091 01:03:50,940 --> 01:03:52,240 All right, we need this. 1092 01:03:52,250 --> 01:03:53,520 -Yeah. -Mm. Yay. 1093 01:03:53,510 --> 01:03:56,050 Welcome to New York! [glasses clinking] 1094 01:03:57,380 --> 01:03:59,150 New York! New York! 1095 01:04:04,020 --> 01:04:05,610 Dude... 1096 01:04:05,610 --> 01:04:07,190 you know we're just fucking with you, right? 1097 01:04:07,190 --> 01:04:08,260 [laughing] 1098 01:04:11,900 --> 01:04:16,030 ¶ I cannot name this, I cannot explain this ¶ 1099 01:04:16,040 --> 01:04:19,980 ¶ And I really don't want to Just call me shameless ¶ 1100 01:04:19,970 --> 01:04:24,210 ¶ I can't even slow this down let alone stop this ¶ 1101 01:04:24,210 --> 01:04:29,510 ¶ I keep looking around I cannot top this ¶ 1102 01:04:29,520 --> 01:04:33,160 ¶ In a room without a door ¶ 1103 01:04:33,150 --> 01:04:37,390 ¶ And all the fun that we had ¶ 1104 01:04:37,390 --> 01:04:41,390 ¶ 'Cause they're coming for us baby ¶ 1105 01:04:41,390 --> 01:04:44,290 ¶ And they are going to be mad ¶ 1106 01:04:44,630 --> 01:04:48,230 ¶ And they are going to be mad ¶ 1107 01:04:49,240 --> 01:04:51,310 (Adam) Dude! You're not staying in my room. 1108 01:04:51,300 --> 01:04:52,440 I sai- no. 1109 01:04:52,440 --> 01:04:53,970 -Quiet! (Reporter) Authorities 1110 01:04:53,970 --> 01:04:55,500 -are trying to unravel ... -What's goin' on? 1111 01:04:55,510 --> 01:04:58,110 Details of the murder of Nelly Chua. 1112 01:04:58,110 --> 01:05:00,080 Just last night a witness ... 1113 01:05:00,080 --> 01:05:02,080 -Brought police to the site... -I hope they fucking die. 1114 01:05:02,080 --> 01:05:03,230 (Casey) I don't give a shit, 1115 01:05:03,230 --> 01:05:04,380 I hope they get the death penalty. 1116 01:05:04,380 --> 01:05:05,800 Body was found. 1117 01:05:05,800 --> 01:05:07,220 The cause of death is thought to be 1118 01:05:07,220 --> 01:05:09,520 blunt force trauma to the head. 1119 01:05:09,520 --> 01:05:13,260 The teen was last seen leaving a local bar with a man who... 1120 01:05:13,260 --> 01:05:14,360 -Hey. -has since been taken... 1121 01:05:14,360 --> 01:05:15,560 -into custody. -Did you know that girl? 1122 01:05:15,560 --> 01:05:18,530 -No! -The victim, born Robert Chua... 1123 01:05:18,530 --> 01:05:22,470 started going by Nelly when he was just 13 years old. 1124 01:05:22,470 --> 01:05:24,070 According to the victim's family... 1125 01:05:24,070 --> 01:05:25,540 he was known for his infectious smile... 1126 01:05:25,540 --> 01:05:28,670 -Her, it's her. -...and beautiful singing voice. 1127 01:05:28,680 --> 01:05:30,620 Though Johnson admitted to having engaged 1128 01:05:30,610 --> 01:05:33,710 in sexual activity with the victim earlier that evening, 1129 01:05:33,710 --> 01:05:36,350 the suspect claimed to have been tricked. 1130 01:05:36,350 --> 01:05:38,250 Though statements from witnesses are... 1131 01:05:38,250 --> 01:05:41,180 So he tricked those guys into thinking he was a girl? 1132 01:05:41,190 --> 01:05:44,150 She didn't trick anybody. 1133 01:05:44,160 --> 01:05:45,710 What? But they did it because 1134 01:05:45,710 --> 01:05:47,260 they thought they were having sex with a girl. 1135 01:05:48,260 --> 01:05:50,390 I mean I'm not, I'm not saying they should have killed her. 1136 01:05:50,400 --> 01:05:52,700 (Casey) They had sex with her because they wanted to... 1137 01:05:52,700 --> 01:05:55,370 she did not have to tell them that she was trans. 1138 01:05:55,370 --> 01:05:57,300 (Brad) What kind of sex did they even have? 1139 01:05:58,540 --> 01:06:01,600 Okay... um... I'm sorry, but... 1140 01:06:01,610 --> 01:06:03,740 if a girl wants to go down on me 1141 01:06:03,740 --> 01:06:05,240 and it turned out that she had a dick... 1142 01:06:05,240 --> 01:06:06,440 Adam, get your friend the fuck out of here. 1143 01:06:06,450 --> 01:06:07,880 (Adam) Dude, chill... 1144 01:06:07,880 --> 01:06:09,310 I'm not saying they should have killed her. 1145 01:06:09,320 --> 01:06:11,320 -Just chill. -Oh, wow... 1146 01:06:11,320 --> 01:06:13,320 You don't think that she should have been brutally murdered? 1147 01:06:13,320 --> 01:06:15,120 That's so incredibly noble of you. 1148 01:06:15,120 --> 01:06:16,600 All I'm saying is that you... 1149 01:06:16,610 --> 01:06:18,100 you shouldn't pretend to be a girl and have sex with guys, 1150 01:06:18,090 --> 01:06:19,490 if you're a dude. 1151 01:06:19,490 --> 01:06:21,360 You wouldn't understand. It's a straight guy thing. 1152 01:06:21,360 --> 01:06:23,360 I mean, it can... it can... really fuck you up. 1153 01:06:23,360 --> 01:06:25,060 Oh, right, yeah, yeah, sorry, 'cause... 1154 01:06:25,060 --> 01:06:26,330 make you scared that you're gay. 1155 01:06:26,330 --> 01:06:27,530 No! Because, 1156 01:06:27,530 --> 01:06:28,730 straight guys don't want to have sex with a man. 1157 01:06:28,740 --> 01:06:31,240 -Shut up. -What? You don't agree? 1158 01:06:31,240 --> 01:06:33,370 You wouldn't be freaked out if uh, if... 1159 01:06:33,370 --> 01:06:35,270 if a girl blew you and it turned out she was a guy? 1160 01:06:35,270 --> 01:06:37,310 -She wasn't a fucking guy! -She had a penis. 1161 01:06:37,310 --> 01:06:39,710 I don't care what she called herself. 1162 01:06:39,710 --> 01:06:42,010 Adam, that'd freak you out, right? 1163 01:06:42,020 --> 01:06:44,060 Come on, man, back me up here. 1164 01:06:45,490 --> 01:06:48,160 Yeah, I guess... she coulda told... 1165 01:06:48,150 --> 01:06:49,590 No, I don't tell people. 1166 01:06:49,590 --> 01:06:51,590 When I hook up with them. 1167 01:06:51,590 --> 01:06:53,390 Tell 'em, tell 'em what? 1168 01:06:54,630 --> 01:06:56,160 That I'm trans. 1169 01:06:56,800 --> 01:06:59,060 I've hooked up with people and not told them. 1170 01:07:02,570 --> 01:07:04,100 What? 1171 01:07:16,220 --> 01:07:17,290 [door slams] 1172 01:07:48,580 --> 01:07:49,650 [door closes] 1173 01:08:04,860 --> 01:08:06,130 [door closes] 1174 01:08:08,570 --> 01:08:11,400 How's it going? 1175 01:08:11,400 --> 01:08:13,670 (Gillian) Fine. 1176 01:08:13,670 --> 01:08:15,740 Wh-what are you up to? 1177 01:08:15,740 --> 01:08:17,570 Wait. Um... Should I come over? 1178 01:08:17,580 --> 01:08:20,380 We could watch a movie? 1179 01:08:20,380 --> 01:08:22,250 Why don't we hang at yours? 1180 01:08:28,550 --> 01:08:30,820 Hey, uh, do you know where Casey is? 1181 01:08:30,820 --> 01:08:32,490 She's at Hazel's. 1182 01:08:46,140 --> 01:08:47,800 Yeah, sure. 1183 01:08:47,810 --> 01:08:49,240 Come over. 1184 01:08:58,750 --> 01:09:00,480 You're gonna tell her. 1185 01:09:34,290 --> 01:09:37,220 (Movie) I can feel that presence searching again... 1186 01:09:37,220 --> 01:09:39,360 and it's not the girl. 1187 01:09:39,360 --> 01:09:41,560 It's a brain of great intelligence... 1188 01:09:43,300 --> 01:09:44,690 "Necrobob..." 1189 01:09:46,770 --> 01:09:49,600 Th-this movie sucks, do you... 1190 01:09:49,600 --> 01:09:50,770 Do you just... 1191 01:09:50,770 --> 01:09:52,640 do you wanna ... do you wanna talk? 1192 01:09:54,370 --> 01:09:55,970 Um... 1193 01:09:55,980 --> 01:09:57,480 Sure. 1194 01:10:07,950 --> 01:10:09,820 Okay... um... 1195 01:10:09,820 --> 01:10:11,960 So, there's, there's... 1196 01:10:11,960 --> 01:10:14,990 something I've been meaning to... 1197 01:10:14,990 --> 01:10:16,430 bring up. 1198 01:10:19,770 --> 01:10:23,480 Y'know how when you first meet somebody? 1199 01:10:23,470 --> 01:10:25,870 They think of you in a certain way... 1200 01:10:28,440 --> 01:10:31,440 and... sometimes you... 1201 01:10:31,440 --> 01:10:33,910 let them... keep on thinking that... 1202 01:10:37,520 --> 01:10:39,920 because you want them to like you? 1203 01:10:42,620 --> 01:10:44,850 You wanna tell them more... 1204 01:10:44,860 --> 01:10:48,520 but, the, the right time it just never comes? 1205 01:10:50,500 --> 01:10:52,960 But... 1206 01:10:52,970 --> 01:10:56,910 if you really wanna be with somebody... 1207 01:10:56,900 --> 01:10:58,770 and you think... 1208 01:10:59,970 --> 01:11:01,640 I don't know... 1209 01:11:01,640 --> 01:11:03,970 maybe you could have a future... 1210 01:11:05,850 --> 01:11:07,420 with them. 1211 01:11:10,380 --> 01:11:13,550 I don't feel well. 1212 01:11:13,550 --> 01:11:15,750 I think I'm gonna just head home. 1213 01:11:19,660 --> 01:11:21,420 Gillian, please! 1214 01:11:21,430 --> 01:11:24,560 I'm leaving in one week. 1215 01:11:24,560 --> 01:11:26,030 I know. 1216 01:11:26,030 --> 01:11:29,330 I re- I really wanna talk. 1217 01:11:29,340 --> 01:11:31,380 We can talk at Camp Trans. 1218 01:11:40,850 --> 01:11:41,910 [knocking] 1219 01:11:44,720 --> 01:11:46,050 Adam... 1220 01:11:46,050 --> 01:11:47,680 Fuck off. 1221 01:11:52,860 --> 01:11:54,720 (Casey) You're going to Camp Trans? 1222 01:11:56,400 --> 01:11:58,200 Yeah. 1223 01:11:58,200 --> 01:12:00,000 You know what Camp Trans is? 1224 01:12:00,000 --> 01:12:02,670 It's the annual demonstration coinciding with 1225 01:12:02,670 --> 01:12:04,900 the Michigan Womyn's Music Festival 1226 01:12:04,900 --> 01:12:07,970 protesting their policy that excludes trans women. 1227 01:12:09,940 --> 01:12:11,670 So you're definitely going? 1228 01:12:13,410 --> 01:12:15,110 Yeah, I'm going. 1229 01:12:15,110 --> 01:12:17,050 Hazel's one of the lead organizers. 1230 01:12:17,050 --> 01:12:19,750 Oh. Gillian and her friends... 1231 01:12:19,750 --> 01:12:21,480 are really into it, so. 1232 01:12:21,490 --> 01:12:22,990 [utensils clatter] 1233 01:12:22,990 --> 01:12:24,490 You're appropriating my whole life. 1234 01:12:40,770 --> 01:12:42,470 [inaudible] 1235 01:12:45,810 --> 01:12:47,480 Alyssa. "She." 1236 01:12:47,480 --> 01:12:48,980 Jordan. "He." 1237 01:12:48,980 --> 01:12:50,880 Emma. "She." 1238 01:12:50,880 --> 01:12:52,780 Blaise. "He" or "she." 1239 01:12:52,790 --> 01:12:54,790 Riverrun. "Ze." 1240 01:12:54,790 --> 01:12:57,150 Jackie. "She." 1241 01:12:57,160 --> 01:12:58,990 Gillian. "She." 1242 01:12:58,990 --> 01:13:01,090 Lionel. "He." 1243 01:13:02,500 --> 01:13:03,870 Adam. "He." 1244 01:13:04,500 --> 01:13:08,000 Our next group meeting is dinner at 7pm. 1245 01:13:08,000 --> 01:13:10,600 For those who are interested... 1246 01:13:10,600 --> 01:13:14,470 the fat phobia caucus is now in zone four. 1247 01:13:19,750 --> 01:13:22,420 Everybody's headed down to the swimming hole... 1248 01:13:22,420 --> 01:13:24,060 Come on! Let's go! 1249 01:13:48,870 --> 01:13:50,740 [laughing] 1250 01:13:51,810 --> 01:13:55,750 Cocky. By Julius Erano. 1251 01:13:55,750 --> 01:13:58,950 We are often told that we are living... 1252 01:13:58,950 --> 01:14:01,480 in a man's world. 1253 01:14:01,490 --> 01:14:06,090 And in this culture no image represents power more than... 1254 01:14:06,090 --> 01:14:07,590 the phallic symbol 1255 01:14:07,590 --> 01:14:09,890 and if the penis equals power, then... 1256 01:14:09,900 --> 01:14:12,170 I am illegally armed. 1257 01:14:12,160 --> 01:14:15,200 Because when a man is defined as that which is not female 1258 01:14:15,200 --> 01:14:18,100 and a woman is defined as that which is not male, then... 1259 01:14:18,100 --> 01:14:20,000 I am the loose thread that unravels 1260 01:14:20,010 --> 01:14:22,780 the gender of everyone around me. 1261 01:14:22,780 --> 01:14:24,950 You see I never wanted to be dangerous. 1262 01:14:27,050 --> 01:14:28,540 And I spend most of my life 1263 01:14:28,550 --> 01:14:31,610 wishing that I didn't have a penis. 1264 01:14:31,620 --> 01:14:35,590 I used to hate my body for not making any sense to me. 1265 01:14:35,590 --> 01:14:38,720 You see I've been made to feel shame and self loathing... 1266 01:14:38,720 --> 01:14:41,190 So that everyone else 1267 01:14:41,190 --> 01:14:43,660 can feel and take comfort in what their bodies mean. 1268 01:14:43,660 --> 01:14:46,060 So... 1269 01:14:46,070 --> 01:14:48,710 if I seem to be a bit cocky... 1270 01:14:48,700 --> 01:14:52,240 it's because I refuse to make apologies for my body anymore. 1271 01:14:52,240 --> 01:14:54,570 [applause/cheering] [drum beating] 1272 01:14:54,570 --> 01:14:56,040 Some women have penises. 1273 01:14:56,040 --> 01:14:57,740 Some men don't. 1274 01:14:57,740 --> 01:14:59,510 And the rest of the world is just gonna have 1275 01:14:59,510 --> 01:15:01,210 to get the fuck over it. 1276 01:15:01,210 --> 01:15:04,650 [cheering/applause] [drum beating] 1277 01:15:04,650 --> 01:15:07,950 If I'm destined to be the thread that unravels the gender of... 1278 01:15:07,950 --> 01:15:11,520 everyone around me, then I am going to pull. 1279 01:15:11,520 --> 01:15:13,220 And pull... and pull... 1280 01:15:13,230 --> 01:15:18,100 And pull and pull until everyone is exposed. 1281 01:15:18,100 --> 01:15:22,970 Until finally they see that all along they were merely wearing 1282 01:15:22,970 --> 01:15:24,870 the Emperor's new clothes. 1283 01:15:24,870 --> 01:15:28,770 [cheering/applause] [drum beating] 1284 01:15:38,280 --> 01:15:40,020 It's millet. 1285 01:15:41,690 --> 01:15:43,020 What's millet? 1286 01:15:44,720 --> 01:15:46,120 It's good for you. 1287 01:15:48,660 --> 01:15:51,630 You know, it's still a little weird, but, um... 1288 01:15:53,800 --> 01:15:56,070 I'm really glad you're here. 1289 01:15:56,070 --> 01:15:58,770 That you got to see all this. 1290 01:15:58,770 --> 01:16:00,040 Me too. 1291 01:16:03,580 --> 01:16:05,810 I mean, yeah... 1292 01:16:05,810 --> 01:16:07,340 Thank you. 1293 01:16:08,610 --> 01:16:10,050 For the summer. 1294 01:16:11,250 --> 01:16:12,920 For letting me come. 1295 01:16:17,690 --> 01:16:19,660 I might tell mom and dad. 1296 01:16:20,860 --> 01:16:22,630 What? 1297 01:16:22,630 --> 01:16:23,960 That I'm gay. 1298 01:16:25,130 --> 01:16:26,160 Why? 1299 01:16:26,170 --> 01:16:28,980 Because... 1300 01:16:28,970 --> 01:16:31,600 lying is stupid. 1301 01:16:31,600 --> 01:16:34,240 And... lonely. 1302 01:16:35,740 --> 01:16:37,840 I never should've let mom talk about gay people 1303 01:16:37,840 --> 01:16:39,280 the way she did. 1304 01:16:40,350 --> 01:16:42,280 Should've said, yeah... 1305 01:16:43,750 --> 01:16:45,350 Some lesbians are man-ish, 1306 01:16:45,350 --> 01:16:48,080 it's called butch and it's what I like. 1307 01:16:50,160 --> 01:16:51,960 Why do you like butch girls? 1308 01:16:53,860 --> 01:16:56,330 I just do. 1309 01:16:56,330 --> 01:17:00,060 I just think masculine women are the sexiest people on earth. 1310 01:17:07,170 --> 01:17:09,810 -We're going to win this thing! -Whoo! 1311 01:17:09,810 --> 01:17:12,140 It may not be next year! 1312 01:17:12,140 --> 01:17:15,340 It may not be the year after that! 1313 01:17:15,350 --> 01:17:18,180 But we will win! 1314 01:17:18,180 --> 01:17:20,920 (All) Whoo! [cheering, applause] 1315 01:17:20,920 --> 01:17:22,990 [all chanting] That word is inclusion. 1316 01:17:22,990 --> 01:17:24,820 One word, one word... 1317 01:17:24,820 --> 01:17:26,990 That word is inclusion. 1318 01:17:26,990 --> 01:17:30,660 One word, one word, that word is inclusion. 1319 01:17:30,660 --> 01:17:35,100 One word, one word, that word is inclusion. 1320 01:17:35,100 --> 01:17:38,900 Now let's having a fucking dance party! 1321 01:17:38,900 --> 01:17:41,240 [music playing] 1322 01:18:39,060 --> 01:18:41,400 I'm sorry I've been kind of cold. 1323 01:18:43,340 --> 01:18:47,150 When I feel like this I just shut down. 1324 01:18:47,140 --> 01:18:51,070 This physical thing in my body I can't control. 1325 01:18:54,480 --> 01:18:56,210 Like... 1326 01:18:56,220 --> 01:18:58,290 even if I wanna talk, I can't. 1327 01:19:06,090 --> 01:19:08,490 Gillian... 1328 01:19:08,490 --> 01:19:09,790 Yeah? 1329 01:19:12,530 --> 01:19:14,200 I love you. 1330 01:19:26,810 --> 01:19:28,440 I'm not trans. 1331 01:19:32,380 --> 01:19:33,980 I know. 1332 01:20:28,170 --> 01:20:29,940 It was gradual. 1333 01:20:31,510 --> 01:20:33,280 But... 1334 01:20:34,410 --> 01:20:37,010 little things... like... 1335 01:20:37,020 --> 01:20:41,290 how at first you were entirely clueless about anything queer 1336 01:20:41,290 --> 01:20:42,890 and then... 1337 01:20:44,060 --> 01:20:46,390 how you just suddenly started to know things, 1338 01:20:46,390 --> 01:20:52,960 but like in a memorized weird way. 1339 01:20:52,970 --> 01:20:55,210 Why didn't you say anything? 1340 01:20:55,200 --> 01:20:57,000 (Gillian) It was weird. 1341 01:20:57,000 --> 01:20:59,940 I mean it was me, too. 1342 01:20:59,940 --> 01:21:02,300 I didn't want you to say anything. 1343 01:21:02,310 --> 01:21:05,340 I wanted you to keep pretending so I could pretend, too. 1344 01:21:05,340 --> 01:21:07,740 Like I needed... 1345 01:21:07,750 --> 01:21:10,150 you to be a trans guy for me to be able to like you. 1346 01:21:10,150 --> 01:21:12,920 Okay for you to like a guy? 1347 01:21:12,920 --> 01:21:14,420 Yeah, which is... 1348 01:21:14,420 --> 01:21:15,920 pretty fucked up and transphobic 1349 01:21:15,920 --> 01:21:16,890 if you think about it. 1350 01:21:21,190 --> 01:21:23,960 [yells] I'm bisexual! 1351 01:21:27,630 --> 01:21:29,670 Wasn't as bad as I thought it'd be. 1352 01:21:31,300 --> 01:21:34,500 [yells] I'm a straight cis male. 1353 01:21:35,540 --> 01:21:37,410 [laughing] 1354 01:21:39,180 --> 01:21:40,640 Gross. 1355 01:21:45,250 --> 01:21:46,950 Hey... 1356 01:21:46,950 --> 01:21:50,420 So everything is okay between us? 1357 01:21:50,420 --> 01:21:52,020 I was thinking I could, uh... 1358 01:21:52,020 --> 01:21:54,290 I could, uh, graduate high school early, 1359 01:21:54,290 --> 01:21:56,030 move to New York... 1360 01:21:56,030 --> 01:22:00,100 I could get a job, I-I move in, with you, or something, maybe? 1361 01:22:00,100 --> 01:22:01,530 Adam... 1362 01:22:01,530 --> 01:22:02,930 But... 1363 01:22:02,940 --> 01:22:05,180 I... I love you. 1364 01:22:07,040 --> 01:22:09,940 What happened between us was messed up, Adam. 1365 01:22:11,540 --> 01:22:14,140 What you did... 1366 01:22:14,150 --> 01:22:15,710 What we both did... 1367 01:22:56,390 --> 01:22:57,450 [sighs] 1368 01:22:59,220 --> 01:23:02,160 I can't believe we have to go back to the dorms. 1369 01:23:02,160 --> 01:23:04,090 It's gonna be so weird. 1370 01:23:07,530 --> 01:23:10,230 You gonna see Gillian tonight, before you leave? 1371 01:23:12,740 --> 01:23:14,470 Uh... uh... 1372 01:23:14,470 --> 01:23:16,670 no... no... it's over. 1373 01:23:44,300 --> 01:23:46,270 [crying] 1374 01:23:57,220 --> 01:24:00,130 [knocking] (June) Hey. 1375 01:24:00,120 --> 01:24:01,820 Are you, you okay? 1376 01:24:12,330 --> 01:24:14,130 I dunno. [sniffs] 1377 01:24:26,710 --> 01:24:28,180 Dude, why are you holding a picture of 1378 01:24:28,180 --> 01:24:29,810 Gillian Freedberg? 1379 01:24:31,520 --> 01:24:33,320 Wait, she's your Gillian? 1380 01:24:35,390 --> 01:24:37,220 Wow. 1381 01:24:37,220 --> 01:24:39,420 Sophomore year of high school... 1382 01:24:39,420 --> 01:24:41,720 she was like, my hero. 1383 01:24:41,730 --> 01:24:45,360 I had, I had that picture over my bed. 1384 01:24:45,360 --> 01:24:47,600 -Really? -Yeah. 1385 01:24:52,440 --> 01:24:54,870 I'm sorry about you and Casey. 1386 01:24:54,870 --> 01:24:56,310 Thanks. 1387 01:24:59,280 --> 01:25:00,780 Honestly I feel like... 1388 01:25:02,610 --> 01:25:05,880 Like I've been living in a delusion this entire summer. 1389 01:25:08,220 --> 01:25:10,350 'Cause we were never... 1390 01:25:10,360 --> 01:25:11,830 great for each other. 1391 01:25:11,820 --> 01:25:13,890 What I want is someone... 1392 01:25:13,890 --> 01:25:16,330 I actually have a connection with, you know? 1393 01:25:20,170 --> 01:25:22,170 But hey, if um... 1394 01:25:25,440 --> 01:25:28,600 that's what you and Gillian have... 1395 01:25:28,610 --> 01:25:30,740 then no matter what happened, you should go to her. 1396 01:25:32,710 --> 01:25:34,810 Because finding that is really rare. 1397 01:25:46,360 --> 01:25:48,420 It's like slow motion. 1398 01:25:48,430 --> 01:25:51,860 It's like falling into the toilet and it's... 1399 01:25:51,860 --> 01:25:55,460 it is nothing I could do about it. 1400 01:25:55,470 --> 01:25:56,600 Beer? 1401 01:25:56,600 --> 01:25:58,570 Uh... no. 1402 01:25:58,570 --> 01:26:00,670 -I'll see you guys later, okay? -Okay, bye. 1403 01:26:00,670 --> 01:26:03,570 So I didn't mean to cut you off. What happened? 1404 01:26:03,580 --> 01:26:05,900 So it's in the toilet... 1405 01:26:05,890 --> 01:26:08,210 it fell, it's in there and it's like, I... 1406 01:26:08,210 --> 01:26:09,650 washed it off... 1407 01:26:10,350 --> 01:26:12,550 [music playing] 1408 01:26:45,480 --> 01:26:47,380 I mean yeah, at first... 1409 01:26:47,390 --> 01:26:50,600 I saw you differently, but... 1410 01:26:50,590 --> 01:26:54,260 it, more than anything it was because I was embarrassed... 1411 01:26:54,260 --> 01:26:56,860 all the stuff we talked about... 1412 01:26:56,860 --> 01:26:58,330 things that... 1413 01:26:58,330 --> 01:27:00,260 I asked you... 1414 01:27:00,270 --> 01:27:02,510 you must've thought I was... 1415 01:27:02,500 --> 01:27:04,500 just stupid. 1416 01:27:04,500 --> 01:27:06,600 I never thought you were stupid, Adam. 1417 01:27:14,250 --> 01:27:15,510 There's more. 1418 01:27:20,690 --> 01:27:22,590 I have to tell you something. 1419 01:27:24,590 --> 01:27:25,920 Okay... 1420 01:27:28,730 --> 01:27:32,560 I kinda let Gillian think I was a trans guy. 1421 01:27:32,560 --> 01:27:34,260 What? 1422 01:27:34,270 --> 01:27:37,830 When we first met... she assumed it... 1423 01:27:37,840 --> 01:27:41,440 and I... let her keep on assuming it. 1424 01:27:42,870 --> 01:27:44,970 Do you... do you even... 1425 01:27:44,980 --> 01:27:47,410 Do you even get how fucked up that is? 1426 01:27:48,910 --> 01:27:50,810 You used a marginalized identity to have sex, 1427 01:27:50,820 --> 01:27:52,320 I mean who does that? 1428 01:27:55,290 --> 01:27:56,550 This is too creepy. 1429 01:27:56,550 --> 01:27:59,990 You know what, um, here, just uh, I'm out. 1430 01:27:59,990 --> 01:28:02,490 -Ethan... please. -Did you ever even tell her? 1431 01:28:02,490 --> 01:28:04,960 Yes! Yes, I told her! She said she knew. 1432 01:28:04,960 --> 01:28:06,860 -What does that mean? -I don't know! Okay? 1433 01:28:06,870 --> 01:28:08,070 I-I-I-I don't know. 1434 01:28:08,070 --> 01:28:11,000 We got caught up in some weird stuff. 1435 01:28:12,470 --> 01:28:14,900 I just... 1436 01:28:14,910 --> 01:28:18,340 Look, I did a stupid, awful thing... 1437 01:28:18,340 --> 01:28:19,880 and I'm, I'm... 1438 01:28:19,880 --> 01:28:21,840 And I'm, I'm sorry. 1439 01:28:24,850 --> 01:28:26,420 But I think... 1440 01:28:26,420 --> 01:28:28,850 you're like, one of the best friends I've ever had. 1441 01:28:30,460 --> 01:28:32,000 And I had to tell you. 1442 01:28:52,980 --> 01:28:54,480 Okay. 1443 01:28:56,680 --> 01:28:58,610 Just tell me what happened. 1444 01:29:05,120 --> 01:29:07,120 Do you think you'll ever see her again? 1445 01:29:08,860 --> 01:29:11,890 No. Probably not. 1446 01:29:16,800 --> 01:29:18,370 So what happened? 1447 01:29:19,840 --> 01:29:21,400 Your eye. 1448 01:29:21,410 --> 01:29:23,740 Did you get into a fight or something? 1449 01:29:23,740 --> 01:29:26,440 I got drunk and tried to leapfrog 1450 01:29:26,440 --> 01:29:28,580 over a Village Voice dispenser. 1451 01:29:29,950 --> 01:29:33,420 But feel free to tell people I kicked some ass. 1452 01:29:35,090 --> 01:29:36,650 Totally. 1453 01:29:45,600 --> 01:29:46,960 (Adam) Wow. 1454 01:29:49,970 --> 01:29:52,730 Y' know ever since I got here, 1455 01:29:52,740 --> 01:29:54,770 I've had this image in my mind 1456 01:29:54,770 --> 01:29:58,810 of, like, the perfect... New York skyline. 1457 01:29:58,810 --> 01:30:01,410 Just to have that feeling, you know. 1458 01:30:01,410 --> 01:30:03,040 Of like, I'm here... 1459 01:30:03,050 --> 01:30:05,580 I'm... I'm in the city. 1460 01:30:05,580 --> 01:30:08,180 I'm in New York. 1461 01:30:08,190 --> 01:30:10,550 This is my New York skyline. 1462 01:30:13,190 --> 01:30:14,720 This is it. 1463 01:30:20,970 --> 01:30:23,040 This is what I've been lookin' for. 1464 01:30:34,850 --> 01:30:37,150 Dude... that's New Jersey. 1465 01:30:45,720 --> 01:30:46,960 Right. 1466 01:30:56,070 --> 01:30:58,900 [music playing] 113323