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Would you like to inspect the original subtitles? These are the user uploaded subtitles that are being translated: 1 00:00:07,680 --> 00:00:11,040 Fiction stories 2 00:00:11,040 --> 00:00:13,440 are one of the most interesting 3 00:00:13,440 --> 00:00:16,560 phenomena that human beings have. Human 4 00:00:16,560 --> 00:00:18,240 beings 5 00:00:18,240 --> 00:00:21,680 are storytelling creatures. We tell 6 00:00:21,680 --> 00:00:24,880 stories. Stories are vital. Stories are 7 00:00:24,880 --> 00:00:27,599 important. We can go back later to why 8 00:00:27,599 --> 00:00:29,519 they're vital. We can go back later to 9 00:00:29,519 --> 00:00:31,439 how they're important. We can go back 10 00:00:31,439 --> 00:00:34,640 later to how long they have been around. 11 00:00:34,640 --> 00:00:36,160 Um, but the important thing to 12 00:00:36,160 --> 00:00:39,840 understand is that stories are part of 13 00:00:39,840 --> 00:00:48,200 us and we convey truth with stories 14 00:00:48,239 --> 00:00:50,160 which is fundamentally the most 15 00:00:50,160 --> 00:00:53,840 gloriously giant contradiction that you 16 00:00:53,840 --> 00:00:56,879 can ever imagine. What we're saying is 17 00:00:56,879 --> 00:01:00,079 we are using lies. 18 00:01:00,079 --> 00:01:03,280 We're using memorable lies. We are 19 00:01:03,280 --> 00:01:06,080 taking people who do not exist and 20 00:01:06,080 --> 00:01:07,600 things that did not happen to those 21 00:01:07,600 --> 00:01:11,760 people in places that aren't 22 00:01:11,760 --> 00:01:14,880 and we are using those things to 23 00:01:14,880 --> 00:01:17,600 communicate true things to kids. Now 24 00:01:17,600 --> 00:01:20,560 whether you're looking at um and and to 25 00:01:20,560 --> 00:01:23,200 each other I mean with with not just 26 00:01:23,200 --> 00:01:27,280 kids but it begins with kids you tell a 27 00:01:27,280 --> 00:01:29,200 child the story of Little Red Riding 28 00:01:29,200 --> 00:01:31,119 Hood 29 00:01:31,119 --> 00:01:35,040 and there are lots of takeaways from 30 00:01:35,040 --> 00:01:37,439 that story but one of the takeaways that 31 00:01:37,439 --> 00:01:40,400 is always taken is you know there are 32 00:01:40,400 --> 00:01:42,240 people out there who may not mean you 33 00:01:42,240 --> 00:01:43,840 well. 34 00:01:43,840 --> 00:01:45,360 And there are people out there who when 35 00:01:45,360 --> 00:01:47,360 they say, "Where are you going? What are 36 00:01:47,360 --> 00:01:49,840 you doing?" You may not want to tell 37 00:01:49,840 --> 00:01:52,079 them. It might get your grandmother 38 00:01:52,079 --> 00:01:55,439 eaten. Might get you eaten. There are 39 00:01:55,439 --> 00:01:58,079 people it is best to avoid. 40 00:01:58,079 --> 00:02:00,799 Some some people some wolves are hairy 41 00:02:00,799 --> 00:02:02,640 on the inside and some wolves are hairy 42 00:02:02,640 --> 00:02:05,680 on the outside and perhaps you are best 43 00:02:05,680 --> 00:02:07,759 keeping yourself safe. And it's a it's a 44 00:02:07,759 --> 00:02:09,520 it's a true thing. It's a good thing to 45 00:02:09,520 --> 00:02:11,200 learn. 46 00:02:11,200 --> 00:02:13,680 It may be not something that we we are 47 00:02:13,680 --> 00:02:15,920 automatically told. So a story like that 48 00:02:15,920 --> 00:02:18,560 gives us that as information. You're 49 00:02:18,560 --> 00:02:21,120 telling a reader something that you hope 50 00:02:21,120 --> 00:02:24,879 will stay with them, something honest, 51 00:02:24,879 --> 00:02:27,680 something important, something vital, 52 00:02:27,680 --> 00:02:31,599 but you're using lies. 53 00:02:31,599 --> 00:02:34,800 Little Red Riding Hood never existed. 54 00:02:34,800 --> 00:02:37,040 Wolves don't eat grandmothers and then 55 00:02:37,040 --> 00:02:38,879 climb into beds disguised as 56 00:02:38,879 --> 00:02:41,360 grandmothers. And if they did, Little 57 00:02:41,360 --> 00:02:43,519 Red Riding Hood would walk in and go, 58 00:02:43,519 --> 00:02:45,120 "That is a wolf." She would not be 59 00:02:45,120 --> 00:02:47,280 sitting there going, "Grandmother, what 60 00:02:47,280 --> 00:02:49,599 big eyes you have. All the better to see 61 00:02:49,599 --> 00:02:52,879 you with my" and wolves can't talk. 62 00:02:52,879 --> 00:02:56,080 But we understand that we as human 63 00:02:56,080 --> 00:02:58,080 beings are really good at taking that 64 00:02:58,080 --> 00:03:00,080 information. 65 00:03:00,080 --> 00:03:03,120 That is the magic of stories. That's the 66 00:03:03,120 --> 00:03:05,200 magic of fiction because it's giving you 67 00:03:05,200 --> 00:03:08,159 something big and true and important 68 00:03:08,159 --> 00:03:11,360 that you might not otherwise get and you 69 00:03:11,360 --> 00:03:13,760 can carry it in your heart and you can 70 00:03:13,760 --> 00:03:16,000 tell it to your children and your 71 00:03:16,000 --> 00:03:19,400 children's children. 72 00:03:24,400 --> 00:03:28,800 I began Coraline with a quote that 73 00:03:28,800 --> 00:03:31,519 wasn't from GK Chesterton, although I 74 00:03:31,519 --> 00:03:33,519 said it was. 75 00:03:33,519 --> 00:03:36,560 Um, I said, "Fairy tales aren't true. 76 00:03:36,560 --> 00:03:38,480 Fairy tales are more than true. Not 77 00:03:38,480 --> 00:03:41,760 because they tell us that dragons exist, 78 00:03:41,760 --> 00:03:43,519 but because they tell us that dragons 79 00:03:43,519 --> 00:03:46,720 can be defeated." That 80 00:03:46,720 --> 00:03:48,959 for me was the important thing about 81 00:03:48,959 --> 00:03:50,560 Coraline. 82 00:03:50,560 --> 00:03:52,959 the idea 83 00:03:52,959 --> 00:03:56,239 that dragons can be defeated. 84 00:03:56,239 --> 00:03:59,280 I wanted to tell my kids something that 85 00:03:59,280 --> 00:04:03,120 it had taken me 30 years of living to 86 00:04:03,120 --> 00:04:04,720 figure out. 87 00:04:04,720 --> 00:04:08,560 So when I was writing Caroline 88 00:04:08,560 --> 00:04:13,599 um I wrote the first third of the book 89 00:04:13,599 --> 00:04:17,199 um and then we moved to America and I 90 00:04:17,199 --> 00:04:18,880 had been writing Caroline up to that 91 00:04:18,880 --> 00:04:22,160 point in my own time. When I had free 92 00:04:22,160 --> 00:04:24,880 time I would write it. Now we've moved 93 00:04:24,880 --> 00:04:26,800 to America. 94 00:04:26,800 --> 00:04:30,880 Um, everything has got a lot busier and 95 00:04:30,880 --> 00:04:34,720 there was no free time and 96 00:04:34,720 --> 00:04:37,199 nobody was waiting for it. I'd been told 97 00:04:37,199 --> 00:04:40,000 by a publisher that it was absolutely 98 00:04:40,000 --> 00:04:41,759 and utterly unpublishable what I was 99 00:04:41,759 --> 00:04:46,320 doing. So, the desire to keep going, I 100 00:04:46,320 --> 00:04:48,000 wanted to keep going. I knew that I had 101 00:04:48,000 --> 00:04:50,240 to finish it, 102 00:04:50,240 --> 00:04:52,800 but I was happy that I had a third and I 103 00:04:52,800 --> 00:04:54,639 knew that one day I would get to go back 104 00:04:54,639 --> 00:04:58,000 to it. And then 105 00:04:58,000 --> 00:05:01,759 I was walking with my children in the 106 00:05:01,759 --> 00:05:04,720 woods 107 00:05:04,720 --> 00:05:10,160 and I trod on a yellow jacket nest. The 108 00:05:10,160 --> 00:05:14,000 yellow jacket nest was under the ground 109 00:05:14,000 --> 00:05:17,440 and uh within a couple of seconds I was 110 00:05:17,440 --> 00:05:20,240 surrounded by a cloud of yellow jackets. 111 00:05:20,240 --> 00:05:22,560 They're like small wasps and they're 112 00:05:22,560 --> 00:05:24,720 mean 113 00:05:24,720 --> 00:05:26,000 and 114 00:05:26,000 --> 00:05:31,039 I shouted at my children to get away 115 00:05:31,039 --> 00:05:35,280 and stayed exactly where I was because I 116 00:05:35,280 --> 00:05:38,320 knew that if I ran after them, the cloud 117 00:05:38,320 --> 00:05:40,080 of yellow jackets around me would follow 118 00:05:40,080 --> 00:05:42,560 me and it would get to them. So, I 119 00:05:42,560 --> 00:05:43,919 waited till they were at the top of the 120 00:05:43,919 --> 00:05:45,759 hill 121 00:05:45,759 --> 00:05:48,400 and getting stung the whole time and 122 00:05:48,400 --> 00:05:51,840 then ran after them. 123 00:05:51,840 --> 00:05:55,360 And uh I remember climbing into the 124 00:05:55,360 --> 00:05:57,919 bath. I put all of the three of us into 125 00:05:57,919 --> 00:06:01,520 the bath. They were very small. And uh 126 00:06:01,520 --> 00:06:04,400 counted the stings. I had about 39 127 00:06:04,400 --> 00:06:06,000 stings. 128 00:06:06,000 --> 00:06:09,039 Um and 129 00:06:09,039 --> 00:06:10,800 each of them had been stung once or 130 00:06:10,800 --> 00:06:15,039 twice. And the problem was in shaking my 131 00:06:15,039 --> 00:06:18,400 head like that to try and dislodge some 132 00:06:18,400 --> 00:06:20,400 yellow jackets, my glasses had gone 133 00:06:20,400 --> 00:06:23,680 flying. which meant that the next day I 134 00:06:23,680 --> 00:06:26,560 needed to go down, go back to where that 135 00:06:26,560 --> 00:06:32,199 had happened and get my glasses back. 136 00:06:32,479 --> 00:06:35,199 And that was terrifying. Going back to 137 00:06:35,199 --> 00:06:37,280 get my glasses 138 00:06:37,280 --> 00:06:40,600 was scary. 139 00:06:42,319 --> 00:06:45,840 Standing there getting stung while my 140 00:06:45,840 --> 00:06:49,120 kids ran away was not scary. There was 141 00:06:49,120 --> 00:06:52,160 absolutely nothing brave about it. Going 142 00:06:52,160 --> 00:06:54,639 back the next day 143 00:06:54,639 --> 00:06:58,319 to find my glasses. 144 00:06:58,319 --> 00:07:02,560 That was brave. 145 00:07:02,560 --> 00:07:07,440 And that moment just sat there and it 146 00:07:07,440 --> 00:07:11,199 sat there for me informing everything 147 00:07:11,199 --> 00:07:13,599 that I felt like I wanted to write 148 00:07:13,599 --> 00:07:15,759 Coraline for. And I suddenly knew a 149 00:07:15,759 --> 00:07:18,080 third of the way in 150 00:07:18,080 --> 00:07:20,639 what the book was about. 151 00:07:20,639 --> 00:07:24,639 I'd been writing a scary book. I knew 152 00:07:24,639 --> 00:07:27,680 that it was about the idea that dragons 153 00:07:27,680 --> 00:07:29,520 could be defeated. I knew that I was 154 00:07:29,520 --> 00:07:32,880 trying to tell kids that yes, you can 155 00:07:32,880 --> 00:07:34,639 face up to the things that scare you. 156 00:07:34,639 --> 00:07:37,840 Yes, you can deal with it. Yes, you can 157 00:07:37,840 --> 00:07:40,639 triumph. But it was at that moment that 158 00:07:40,639 --> 00:07:43,120 I understood that actually what I was 159 00:07:43,120 --> 00:07:45,759 just trying to say to them. The entire 160 00:07:45,759 --> 00:07:50,080 message of this book was 161 00:07:50,080 --> 00:07:51,759 being brave doesn't mean you're not 162 00:07:51,759 --> 00:07:54,479 scared. It means you're scared and you 163 00:07:54,479 --> 00:07:57,440 do the right thing and you do it anyway. 164 00:07:57,440 --> 00:08:01,120 And that gave me a handle 165 00:08:01,120 --> 00:08:03,759 into the rest of the book. That gave me 166 00:08:03,759 --> 00:08:07,199 a place to walk into the rest of the 167 00:08:07,199 --> 00:08:10,879 book. And it meant that 168 00:08:10,879 --> 00:08:13,440 when I took Caroline back into the other 169 00:08:13,440 --> 00:08:15,759 world, now her parents had been 170 00:08:15,759 --> 00:08:19,599 kidnapped. Um, she knew they were there. 171 00:08:19,599 --> 00:08:24,080 That the action of going back was now 172 00:08:24,080 --> 00:08:27,360 scary and it should be scary. What is 173 00:08:27,360 --> 00:08:29,599 wonderful 174 00:08:29,599 --> 00:08:34,800 is now here we are almost 20 years after 175 00:08:34,800 --> 00:08:38,080 Coraline the book was published. And I 176 00:08:38,080 --> 00:08:40,640 will do signings and I will do events. 177 00:08:40,640 --> 00:08:44,640 At every event I do, every signing I do, 178 00:08:44,640 --> 00:08:48,560 there is a woman in her late teens, in 179 00:08:48,560 --> 00:08:51,920 her 20s, now even in their 30s 180 00:08:51,920 --> 00:08:54,480 who have a battered 181 00:08:54,480 --> 00:08:57,360 school printing edition of Coraline with 182 00:08:57,360 --> 00:08:58,880 them. 183 00:08:58,880 --> 00:09:02,399 And they're the ones who just stop and 184 00:09:02,399 --> 00:09:05,200 they tell me very very quietly that the 185 00:09:05,200 --> 00:09:06,720 book 186 00:09:06,720 --> 00:09:10,720 and Coraline saved their lives 187 00:09:10,720 --> 00:09:13,279 in their teens 188 00:09:13,279 --> 00:09:15,519 when they were going through a very bad 189 00:09:15,519 --> 00:09:18,880 place when they were being abused when 190 00:09:18,880 --> 00:09:20,800 parents' marriage falling apart, bad 191 00:09:20,800 --> 00:09:23,600 things happening at school. And they 192 00:09:23,600 --> 00:09:25,279 would tell themselves that if Coraline 193 00:09:25,279 --> 00:09:27,120 could get through what Coraline got 194 00:09:27,120 --> 00:09:28,959 through in the book, they could get 195 00:09:28,959 --> 00:09:31,040 through that. But the best thing is 196 00:09:31,040 --> 00:09:34,320 about it is I I told them a giant lie. 197 00:09:34,320 --> 00:09:36,000 Told them a story about a little girl 198 00:09:36,000 --> 00:09:38,800 who went through a door that didn't 199 00:09:38,800 --> 00:09:40,560 exist. 200 00:09:40,560 --> 00:09:43,519 Took about a girl that doesn't exist, a 201 00:09:43,519 --> 00:09:46,480 place that doesn't exist. 202 00:09:46,480 --> 00:09:48,320 On the other side of it is her other 203 00:09:48,320 --> 00:09:49,839 mother 204 00:09:49,839 --> 00:09:52,320 with buttons for eyes who definitely 205 00:09:52,320 --> 00:09:54,560 doesn't exist. 206 00:09:54,560 --> 00:09:57,360 And everything that happens in there 207 00:09:57,360 --> 00:10:02,480 was made up by me. It's not true. 208 00:10:02,480 --> 00:10:05,440 But it helps them. It carries them 209 00:10:05,440 --> 00:10:08,640 through. It is true. And they took the 210 00:10:08,640 --> 00:10:10,959 true things from it. And that human 211 00:10:10,959 --> 00:10:14,160 beings are able to do that is so 212 00:10:14,160 --> 00:10:19,480 important, so gratifying and so cool. 213 00:10:23,920 --> 00:10:26,160 All fiction 214 00:10:26,160 --> 00:10:29,200 has to be as honest as you can make it. 215 00:10:29,200 --> 00:10:33,680 This I believe this may not be true for 216 00:10:33,680 --> 00:10:35,360 every other writer out there. It may not 217 00:10:35,360 --> 00:10:36,880 be true for any other writer there, but 218 00:10:36,880 --> 00:10:39,760 it's true for this writer. You have to 219 00:10:39,760 --> 00:10:41,920 make it as honest as you can because 220 00:10:41,920 --> 00:10:46,160 that's what people respond to. As far as 221 00:10:46,160 --> 00:10:48,800 I'm concerned, any success 222 00:10:48,800 --> 00:10:52,880 I have achieved as a writer of fiction I 223 00:10:52,880 --> 00:10:55,680 have achieved because I'm an honest 224 00:10:55,680 --> 00:10:58,399 writer of fiction. Because my people are 225 00:10:58,399 --> 00:11:00,480 real people. Because you care about 226 00:11:00,480 --> 00:11:04,800 them. The hardest time for me was 227 00:11:04,800 --> 00:11:06,800 starting out 228 00:11:06,800 --> 00:11:12,279 as a very, very young writer. 229 00:11:12,320 --> 00:11:14,959 I wrote short stories 230 00:11:14,959 --> 00:11:17,279 and I sent them out to places that could 231 00:11:17,279 --> 00:11:20,079 conceivably publish them and they all 232 00:11:20,079 --> 00:11:23,320 came back. 233 00:11:23,920 --> 00:11:26,000 And I looked at the stories which went 234 00:11:26,000 --> 00:11:28,480 out and came back and went out and came 235 00:11:28,480 --> 00:11:30,240 back 236 00:11:30,240 --> 00:11:34,320 and I thought, okay, well, one of two 237 00:11:34,320 --> 00:11:36,560 things is true here. 238 00:11:36,560 --> 00:11:40,320 Either I'm not good enough 239 00:11:40,320 --> 00:11:41,920 or 240 00:11:41,920 --> 00:11:44,160 I don't understand 241 00:11:44,160 --> 00:11:47,120 the world. I don't there's stuff I don't 242 00:11:47,120 --> 00:11:50,720 get. There's stuff I need to know. 243 00:11:50,720 --> 00:11:55,200 And I thought, okay, so as of today, 244 00:11:55,200 --> 00:11:57,120 I am now 245 00:11:57,120 --> 00:11:59,680 a freelance journalist 246 00:11:59,680 --> 00:12:02,800 specializing in the world of publishing 247 00:12:02,800 --> 00:12:06,480 and fantasy and science fiction. And I 248 00:12:06,480 --> 00:12:08,079 decided I was a journalist because I 249 00:12:08,079 --> 00:12:10,560 thought that gives me license 250 00:12:10,560 --> 00:12:13,519 to ask questions. 251 00:12:13,519 --> 00:12:15,680 It gives me license to go out into that 252 00:12:15,680 --> 00:12:17,600 world 253 00:12:17,600 --> 00:12:20,240 and meet everybody, 254 00:12:20,240 --> 00:12:22,959 find out who everybody is, 255 00:12:22,959 --> 00:12:27,279 find out what they do, find out how they 256 00:12:27,279 --> 00:12:31,519 read to learn. And then I got invited to 257 00:12:31,519 --> 00:12:34,320 my first writer's workshop. It was the 258 00:12:34,320 --> 00:12:36,000 Milford writer workshop. And I was 259 00:12:36,000 --> 00:12:39,760 sitting there with a bunch of fantastic 260 00:12:39,760 --> 00:12:42,160 writers like Gwyneith Jones and Diana 261 00:12:42,160 --> 00:12:46,560 Win Jones and Mary Gentle. And I 262 00:12:46,560 --> 00:12:49,519 realized very very quickly that my 263 00:12:49,519 --> 00:12:52,240 reactions to stories were things like I 264 00:12:52,240 --> 00:12:54,079 like this or I don't like this or this 265 00:12:54,079 --> 00:12:56,000 is good. 266 00:12:56,000 --> 00:12:59,040 That wasn't their reaction. 267 00:12:59,040 --> 00:13:01,279 They were responding to stories on a 268 00:13:01,279 --> 00:13:04,160 much deeper level. They were reading 269 00:13:04,160 --> 00:13:06,720 different stories to what I was reading. 270 00:13:06,720 --> 00:13:10,639 And I realized I was reading the stories 271 00:13:10,639 --> 00:13:12,800 as an audience 272 00:13:12,800 --> 00:13:15,760 and they were reading stories as crafts 273 00:13:15,760 --> 00:13:17,279 people 274 00:13:17,279 --> 00:13:18,880 as people who built these things as 275 00:13:18,880 --> 00:13:22,000 people who did this. And I also realized 276 00:13:22,000 --> 00:13:24,480 I was wrong. I was wrong if I wanted to 277 00:13:24,480 --> 00:13:29,680 be a writer. And they were right. 278 00:13:29,680 --> 00:13:33,600 And that experience more than anything 279 00:13:33,600 --> 00:13:37,680 else I think changed me. And it changed 280 00:13:37,680 --> 00:13:42,480 me mostly because I realized that in 281 00:13:42,480 --> 00:13:45,760 order to write fiction, 282 00:13:45,760 --> 00:13:48,480 I needed to be honest. 283 00:13:48,480 --> 00:13:50,480 Up until that point, I had a I had a 284 00:13:50,480 --> 00:13:53,440 facility with voices. 285 00:13:53,440 --> 00:13:56,480 I could do essentially impressions of 286 00:13:56,480 --> 00:13:59,279 other writers. I could write things that 287 00:13:59,279 --> 00:14:00,959 felt 288 00:14:00,959 --> 00:14:03,519 kind of like things that other writers 289 00:14:03,519 --> 00:14:05,920 would have written and written well, but 290 00:14:05,920 --> 00:14:08,320 I didn't have anything to say. And that 291 00:14:08,320 --> 00:14:11,120 wasn't because I hadn't lived. That was 292 00:14:11,120 --> 00:14:14,959 because I wasn't really prepared to say 293 00:14:14,959 --> 00:14:19,839 anything true about who I was. 294 00:14:19,839 --> 00:14:22,480 I didn't want to be judged. 295 00:14:22,480 --> 00:14:24,880 I didn't want people reading any of my 296 00:14:24,880 --> 00:14:28,800 stories to know who I was or what I 297 00:14:28,800 --> 00:14:32,720 thought or to get in too close. 298 00:14:32,720 --> 00:14:35,600 And I realized that if you're going to 299 00:14:35,600 --> 00:14:37,680 write, if you're going to be a 300 00:14:37,680 --> 00:14:40,000 successful writer, at least if you're 301 00:14:40,000 --> 00:14:41,279 going to be the kind of writer who did 302 00:14:41,279 --> 00:14:42,639 the kind of stuff that I was going to 303 00:14:42,639 --> 00:14:44,160 do, 304 00:14:44,160 --> 00:14:46,480 you had to be willing to do the 305 00:14:46,480 --> 00:14:48,800 equivalent of walking down a street 306 00:14:48,800 --> 00:14:51,360 naked. You had to be able to show too 307 00:14:51,360 --> 00:14:54,720 much of yourself. You had to be just a 308 00:14:54,720 --> 00:14:56,160 little bit more honest than you were 309 00:14:56,160 --> 00:14:58,880 comfortable with. And if people judged 310 00:14:58,880 --> 00:15:00,800 you, if they felt they knew who you 311 00:15:00,800 --> 00:15:02,959 were, 312 00:15:02,959 --> 00:15:04,880 that was just something that you were 313 00:15:04,880 --> 00:15:06,880 going to have to live with. 314 00:15:06,880 --> 00:15:09,600 And what was strange is once I started 315 00:15:09,600 --> 00:15:11,360 doing that 316 00:15:11,360 --> 00:15:15,360 and I was expecting to be judged or 317 00:15:15,360 --> 00:15:19,040 shunned or or people's opinions or to 318 00:15:19,040 --> 00:15:20,320 have to deal with things and what I 319 00:15:20,320 --> 00:15:21,920 discovered was actually their opinions 320 00:15:21,920 --> 00:15:25,120 were we really like this. We love this 321 00:15:25,120 --> 00:15:28,160 story. It's a good story. 322 00:15:28,160 --> 00:15:31,199 It felt huge. It felt personal. And I 323 00:15:31,199 --> 00:15:33,519 realized that's because I was being 324 00:15:33,519 --> 00:15:36,720 honest about me. 325 00:15:36,720 --> 00:15:39,360 And some things when you get really 326 00:15:39,360 --> 00:15:41,040 specific 327 00:15:41,040 --> 00:15:44,000 apply to so many of us. 328 00:15:44,000 --> 00:15:48,639 So that was how I took my darkest period 329 00:15:48,639 --> 00:15:50,399 and eventually 330 00:15:50,399 --> 00:15:53,800 turned it around. 331 00:15:58,480 --> 00:16:01,040 The Ocean at the End of the Lane is my 332 00:16:01,040 --> 00:16:03,519 most personal novel. It's the one that 333 00:16:03,519 --> 00:16:07,199 really is about a seven-year-old me. 334 00:16:07,199 --> 00:16:08,880 And it was a very uncomfortable book to 335 00:16:08,880 --> 00:16:12,959 write because it had to be too honest 336 00:16:12,959 --> 00:16:15,440 about who I was, about what I felt when 337 00:16:15,440 --> 00:16:17,680 I was that age. The great thing about 338 00:16:17,680 --> 00:16:20,320 being an adult writer 339 00:16:20,320 --> 00:16:22,560 writing from the perspective of a 340 00:16:22,560 --> 00:16:25,440 seven-year-old boy is I was a 341 00:16:25,440 --> 00:16:27,839 seven-year-old boy. 342 00:16:27,839 --> 00:16:30,800 I have that in my armory. I didn't need 343 00:16:30,800 --> 00:16:33,600 to go out and interview seven-year-old 344 00:16:33,600 --> 00:16:36,000 boys, meet seven-year-old boys, talk to 345 00:16:36,000 --> 00:16:38,720 seven-year-old boys, because somewhere 346 00:16:38,720 --> 00:16:41,839 inside me is the seven-year-old boy that 347 00:16:41,839 --> 00:16:44,079 I was. So, I started writing a short 348 00:16:44,079 --> 00:16:48,240 story and the protagonist was very much 349 00:16:48,240 --> 00:16:52,959 me. Me, age seven. The family wasn't 350 00:16:52,959 --> 00:16:55,120 really my family, 351 00:16:55,120 --> 00:16:57,040 but the house and the environment and 352 00:16:57,040 --> 00:17:00,399 the place was my house. My environment, 353 00:17:00,399 --> 00:17:03,720 my place. 354 00:17:04,240 --> 00:17:07,280 What then started happening 355 00:17:07,280 --> 00:17:10,799 was the more that I wrote remembering 356 00:17:10,799 --> 00:17:14,959 what it was like to be seven, 357 00:17:14,959 --> 00:17:19,120 the more being seven came back to me. 358 00:17:19,120 --> 00:17:22,240 um things that I hadn't thought about 359 00:17:22,240 --> 00:17:26,959 for 40 years, for 50 years 360 00:17:26,959 --> 00:17:32,720 came flooding back in the same kind of 361 00:17:32,720 --> 00:17:36,880 emotional I guess space that you're in 362 00:17:36,880 --> 00:17:40,080 when you go back to a town that you 363 00:17:40,080 --> 00:17:42,480 lived in 30 or 40 years ago and the 364 00:17:42,480 --> 00:17:44,240 first time you're there everything seems 365 00:17:44,240 --> 00:17:45,760 very strange and then you go but hang on 366 00:17:45,760 --> 00:17:48,559 if you go down here that's that road and 367 00:17:48,559 --> 00:17:51,840 all of the spaces suddenly start to make 368 00:17:51,840 --> 00:17:53,760 sense again. You haven't been there for 369 00:17:53,760 --> 00:17:55,520 a long time. You didn't even think you 370 00:17:55,520 --> 00:17:57,919 knew it, but it's in there waiting for 371 00:17:57,919 --> 00:18:02,080 you. So, writing yourself 372 00:18:02,080 --> 00:18:04,080 and going back to your own past and 373 00:18:04,080 --> 00:18:06,640 visiting your own past, 374 00:18:06,640 --> 00:18:10,640 um, as a writer, 375 00:18:10,640 --> 00:18:12,799 you're not writing autobiography. What 376 00:18:12,799 --> 00:18:14,640 you're doing 377 00:18:14,640 --> 00:18:17,280 is lying. 378 00:18:17,280 --> 00:18:21,520 But you're using the truth in order to 379 00:18:21,520 --> 00:18:25,760 make your lies convincing and true. 380 00:18:25,760 --> 00:18:28,559 You're using them as seasoning. You're 381 00:18:28,559 --> 00:18:32,400 using the truth as a condiment 382 00:18:32,400 --> 00:18:35,360 to make an otherwise unconvincing 383 00:18:35,360 --> 00:18:39,679 narrative absolutely credible. 384 00:18:39,679 --> 00:18:42,880 It is it is vitally important 385 00:18:42,880 --> 00:18:45,200 that whatever engines you might have 386 00:18:45,200 --> 00:18:48,960 used to convince your teacher 387 00:18:48,960 --> 00:18:51,840 that your homework really was eaten by 388 00:18:51,840 --> 00:18:55,120 the dog now come out to convince the 389 00:18:55,120 --> 00:18:58,960 reader that your father really was 390 00:18:58,960 --> 00:18:59,919 having an affair with an 391 00:18:59,919 --> 00:19:01,760 extraterrestrial 392 00:19:01,760 --> 00:19:04,640 uh monster from another dimension who is 393 00:19:04,640 --> 00:19:09,360 about to destroy the earth. Um, and all 394 00:19:09,360 --> 00:19:12,880 of that becomes very very important. 395 00:19:12,880 --> 00:19:15,760 You're deploying truth and you're 396 00:19:15,760 --> 00:19:18,640 deploying emotional truth in a way that 397 00:19:18,640 --> 00:19:21,120 is convincing. And the strange thing 398 00:19:21,120 --> 00:19:25,200 about it is that once it was published 399 00:19:25,200 --> 00:19:26,880 over and over again, I had people coming 400 00:19:26,880 --> 00:19:30,559 up to me, people writing to me saying, 401 00:19:30,559 --> 00:19:33,200 "You wrote my childhood." 402 00:19:33,200 --> 00:19:35,919 None of those things happened to me. 403 00:19:35,919 --> 00:19:38,559 My childhood wasn't like that. But you 404 00:19:38,559 --> 00:19:40,160 wrote about my childhood. You wrote 405 00:19:40,160 --> 00:19:43,120 about me. 406 00:19:43,120 --> 00:19:45,760 And I did because I was writing about 407 00:19:45,760 --> 00:19:47,360 me. Because I was being honest. Because 408 00:19:47,360 --> 00:19:50,160 I was being specific. 409 00:19:50,160 --> 00:19:52,720 And if you're specific, then what you 410 00:19:52,720 --> 00:19:55,520 say that's true applies to other people, 411 00:19:55,520 --> 00:19:57,120 too. 412 00:19:57,120 --> 00:20:00,160 But you have to be willing to just open 413 00:20:00,160 --> 00:20:03,679 your chest a little bit too much and 414 00:20:03,679 --> 00:20:06,960 show rather more than is comfortable of 415 00:20:06,960 --> 00:20:08,880 your heart 416 00:20:08,880 --> 00:20:12,160 and of your mind.29704

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