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Previously on The Real Housewives of Beverly Hills.

Dad and I are both walking in with you. Yeah, you're going to walk me down.

That's so crazy.

My daughter, our daughter, is getting married and we're not together.

Okay, we're taking out eggs and the plan is to fertilize them. If he doesn't

have a child, which I know he really wants, then what does that mean?

This has to work.

What's the actual...

in every fair i actually thought the whole mediation is so that this is not

a huge loud public thing like it's everywhere okay so i filed for divorce

morning this is just to me a detail in the process yes of moving forward so

you're okay i'm great i'm great i know rachel's saying that she's okay and

fine but a part of it i think is just putting on a brave face what did you

about

I started wondering, like, is her talking to everyone going to end up

the divorce in some kind of negative way? Having an opinion from someone who

doesn't know me.

Can I be really, really honest?

Bion died three years ago today, and I'm holding on by a thread.

What?

Amanda, I'm so sorry you're going through this. Just know. Touch me, man.

see. Okay.

I'd like to be able to have a conversation with you. I need to be able

a dinner party without being verbally accosted.

Well, you've got what I'm learning.

Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa. No, let me look at it.

Accosted, I'm pretty sure is the right word. Were you verbally accosted by me?

That is how I experienced it.

Approached and addressed boldly and aggressively.

Oh, my God. I can't even. Like, I know what accosted means and the thing is. I

heard that you had some concerns about the way I was speaking about the father

of my children.

We can look up the chat GPT assistant too.

Who does Amanda think she's schooling?

I don't see a single person here who has a notepad out getting ready to write

down what she's saying. Can you guys talk a little louder?

Do you think I approach you aggressively?

I do.

We're in like another zip code. You guys are perfectly hooked. We're in

Calabasas. I want to know what's going on.

Welcome. Hi.

Hello. I felt hurt and disappointed.

That's all.

I thought you were super, super sweet.

It took me by surprise when I heard that you were saying that behind my back. I

didn't say anything behind your back.

You could have just asked me, but you didn't just ask me. You came at me with

some pretty strong accusation and aggression.

And then when I told you it was the anniversary of the death of my son, you

didn't stop. You kept going.

You kept going.

You kept going.

Amanda, I'm very sorry. I had no idea. I told you. But I said, listen, I'm very

sorry. I just wanted to have this discussion because I had heard it.

I just agreed with Kyle.

They're talking about how he's parenting and things like that. That worries me

because there's no way he's not going to hear about this down the road. No.

It's going to spark a bigger fight and he may retaliate. Adding fuel to the

fire. Fuel to the fire.

Kyle and I have known each other almost a decade.

Her having an opinion is one thing, but you having the same opinion. I just

agreed with her.

What did you agree with? If last year speaking about your ex's relationship

alcohol was hard for you guys, then this year speaking about his parenting style

could also be hard. Kyle leading with, I don't think she should be doing this,

is a little peculiar. But that's something with Kyle, and I'll deal with

separately.

What exactly is Kyle's point?

of trying to color Amanda's image of me.

She's not exactly talking to somebody that has any idea who I am, no idea of

situation, yet she's talking to Amanda about her opinion about what I'm doing.

The fact that you brought up how you feel I'm behaving with regards to my

divorce and speaking to my friends made me...

I want to question you. Why have a judgment about somebody you don't know?

you didn't question me. That's not typically how you get down to people's

thoughts is by getting really aggressive with them.

I wasn't trying to inquire about your thoughts. I was trying to inquire about

why you were talking behind my back and judging me, especially about something

as sensitive as my divorce.

I have never in my entire life gone to a dinner party and accused people of

things and got aggressive with them. To me, that was very strong.

I'm sorry you thought it was strong, but I'm in a place of openness, a place of

transparency.

So when I feel a certain way, I'm going to be open and honest.

You could have just said, Amanda, I hear you have thoughts. Can you tell me

more? You could have had curiosity.

No, Amanda.

I'm not going to say, I hear you have thoughts. Can you tell me more? I'm just

going to say, you said it behind my back, and you're judging.

Can I just say something really quickly?

Going back to Tilly's house, you were really upset. Like, I've never seen you

cry. Exactly.

Do you know what it's like to see my son asking for my dad?

He's asking for my dad, not his own father, from my father. Do you know what

that's like for me?

You had very strong words, you know, that night about PK, which was

understandable. What strong words did I have? You know, when you ask, I don't

remember all the things. Well, then don't say things like that. Don't say

I didn't have strong words about him. I had strong words about what I was going

through. The things that Dorit is saying about PK now is going to come back to

him. PK, it's been a statement.

Did he? He did.

Dorit has made several mischaracterizations about me, but the

is the claim that I am a bad father. That is deeply hurtful to me and, more

importantly, to our children.

It doesn't take a rocket scientist to figure out that he may not like what

you're saying.

Why poke a bear?

Right. So don't twist things. I'm not twisting. I'm saying I don't recall

exactly. Well, you are. But then if you don't recall, then you really shouldn't

be positioning it that way. Okay. Because the way you positioned it is not

nice way to position it. And it's not actually true. Well, now you're

hairs just because you don't want to get into it. No, but you want splitting

hairs. For me, it's the difference between really big deal and nothing at

Do you remember I said you... I was talking about... Do you remember?

When you and I had dinner and I said to you, I don't think it's a good idea to

bash the father of your children, why do you think I said that? Do I remember

that? Yes. You've not only made it a point to say that to me at least a dozen

times, but you're clearly actually sharing it with a lot of other people.

point is... So I can remember.

If you let somebody else talk, okay, calm down. That's so old. It's boring.

I only have concerns because I don't want it to be more complicated for you

later. Because I care about you.

If she really had concerns, she would have told me in private once.

Not gone behind my back and talked about it over and over and over.

This is not bashing you or talking bad about you behind your back. It's

literally because you don't want to create more problems for yourself. Can I

something?

It's really hard in these moments to not speak how you feel. Thank you, Rachel.

I'm just being really honest. I understand that in a perfect world, we

high road every minute of our lives and smile. I've done that for a really long

time. And here's the thing.

I don't think that anyone has any place to

judge.

There are days where we're strongest.

There are days where we want to scream at the top of our lungs. And at the end

of the day, because of our children, because of our businesses, you have to

always do the right thing. You have to smile through everything and be as

as hell every minute of the day. And there are these moments where you need

just vent.

I think to then be sort of here through other people that it's like, this may

not be the right thing or like, I don't think you should do that or whatever.

It's like our friends, even if they feel that way, sometimes it's like, don't

tell us that right now because we feel so right now anyway.

That's all I'm saying.

If you can't vent and be fully open, honest and vulnerable and truthful,

authentically real.

with your friends, with your people, then I don't know what a friendship is.

By the way, honey, let me tell you something.

What you have kicked off and started is what's really going to come back and

kick me in the ass. You need to calm down. Who are you mad at? You're mad at

her, you're mad at me, you're mad at your situation.

What have I done? I wanted to be your friend. Really?

So now you're going to do the same thing Sutton did last year at your house.

You're not angry at me. You're angry at your life. My life sucks right now. And

I have zero tolerance for more bullshit.

I'm allowed to have emotions, especially when it is emotions, too. And we're

also allowed to have opinions about emotions. Should I be saying to you,

down when you have emotions?

You can if you feel that. Okay, but I won't. That doesn't mean I will.

you know what? It minimizes your feelings in those moments.

I think he seems so angry and aggressive, and I think it's not. I

God when Rachel actually stepped in and spoke, which I'm shocked that that

didn't land for you and go, oh, you know what? No, it doesn't. It doesn't.

Not at all. No, but I don't feel that.

That's my point. That's my point.

Kyle loves to talk about how she has no issues with Mo, not with finances or

communication. So maybe that's why she's having such a difficult time

understanding why.

I'm sharing what I'm going through. PK is venting to his friends, Moe and all

his friends and family. Is he protecting me? Is he protecting me? I don't know

what PK is doing. I only care about you. You know exactly what PK is doing,

Kyle, because you speak to Moe and Moe speaks to PK. You know exactly what PK

saying. So don't pretend that you don't. No, no, no. Is he protecting me? Don't

put words in my mouth. What did I put in your mouth?

If you say it's old to keep saying let people talk, then let people fucking

talk.

Exactly what PK is saying. So don't pretend that you don't. You keep saying

old. You keep saying let people talk. Well, then let people f***ing talk.

I only know Mo is saying that PK is saying completely opposite things from

you're saying. Okay? I didn't speak up in that night at Tilly's purposely

because I didn't want to be like, well, that's not what PK is saying. I kept my

mouth shut and what?

I didn't say anything.

I didn't say anything. I came to you later privately and I said, listen, I

don't want you to create more problems for yourself.

Grow up, Dorit. Is it okay? Grow up. No, because I just want to make sure I'm

giving you a chance to speak, but is it okay?

Kyle talking to Mauricio about Dorit and PK is 100 % keeping Kyle in

the middle. If I didn't care about you, I didn't like you, I'd think it's a

barrier or something. I don't care.

The best thing Kyle could do for she and Dorit's friendship is stay out of their

divorce. I promise you, Kyle, the more you talk to Mauricio about Dorit and PK,

the worse it's going to be for you and Dorit.

I believe that, Kyle, it has your best interests at heart. What you are saying

is you are willing to assume the risk of speaking publicly about what is

happening. And everybody has to accept that. This is a good birthday party.

This is a very good birthday.

But, Doreen, no one here at this table wants anything bad to happen to you.

Exactly. Listen, you don't think that my saying that is because I cared about

you? You remember your health that day when I said that, Doreen? Kyle, listen

me. Now you shut up. Now you shut up. You shut up for two seconds.

Doreen. Okay? Come on. Erica, stop it.

I'm not going to. No, I mean, you guys are friends and you need that. You guys

are on a way to repair. I know you're upset.

No, I'm either one of you telling me what I should or shouldn't do.

I'd love for Erica to chime in and say, Kyle, that's not cool.

Kyle, that's not cool.

That's not cool.

When things are happening in my life and I'm with my friends, just like I showed

up to Tilly's.

Very broken. You want me to show up and pretend like everything is fine? No. I

can't do that.

It is clear to me, based on some of the dynamics tonight, that this is a

communication style I am very not used to. I mean, even had it not been the

anniversary of Zion's death, I still would have not liked being approached

way. But here's the thing, Amanda. You can't be in charge of how people want to

respond. So that's an adult thing to understand.

You don't ever set boundaries with people around how they can and can't

you? Well, how am I going to enforce that?

That sounds crazy.

You can't walk around the planet thinking that everybody's going to agree

you. In my 40 years of life, I have never left a dinner party crying.

I thought you ran away from a cult.

I did.

To read. Okay.

To read. No, I'm just curious. I did leave a cult. I mean, what does the cult

have to do with anything?

This woman disrespected me and my son on the anniversary of his death, and now

she wants to bring up that I'm in a cult?

She's just scraping the bottom of the barrel for anything she thinks will make

me look bad.

A cult?

What kind?

That's a whole different story.

We can absolutely get to that anytime.

I mean, I have an open book anytime.

I knew that. I Googled Amanda just like I Googled everybody in the group. I know

all the history of Amanda. It's all out there. I've read it everywhere.

Even the people in the group that are saying, oh, I never Googled anybody. We

all Google everybody.

It's like Meghan Markle saying, I never Googled Prince Harry before I dated him.

It's like, Meghan, please.

You sort of maintain that you've lived a life where intense interactions have

happened.

You're saying if you're in a cult, like, intense interactions would be

happening. I would imagine there's far worse events than what happened the

night. Far, far worse.

I'm not saying it's worse than what ever happened to me. I woke up. Let me

finish. Let me finish.

I woke up about every 30 minutes all night long with my heart beating very

My body interpreted that evening as a physiological threat. Girl.

Why are you shaking your head at that? I mean, your expectations of not having

confrontation in the way that you don't like is unrealistic.

That's true. So you need to understand that and also accept that. But can there

be disagreements without conflict? No. You disagree, you sit, you speak, you

have the intention to really hear each other, and there's not a huge conflict.

Girl, what are you talking about?

No. How?

Is this human experience?

What fantasy world is Amanda living in? Because in this reality, we've got to

have real conversations that push edges, that address conflict, that make us

uncomfortable. Because I don't know any world in which Amanda thinks that she's

the sole power to be able to control how people feel.

We cannot control how people speak to us or how people react to us. We can only

control how we react to other things. And trust me, if I could control how

people speak to me, life would be a lot different.

Hallelujah.

I know verbal assault.

Listen,

I'm in a vulnerable state today. I'm on fire.

Sorry.

I mean, today's been an emotional day.

The media is spiraling about my divorce, and I was completely blindsided by

that. It's not like, oh, my God, I'm so sad. I wish I was still married.

It's like, it's none of that.

It's just all lies.

Guys, I feel like an in -taking time bomb about to explode right now. But I

to really stay in, you know, gratitude and strength all the time.

And sometimes it just causes a crack.

She was fiery. Are you? Wait, let me see your eyes. Oh, no.

What's going on with Rachel?

For all of the stoicism, for all of the professionalism, for all the fabulosity,

she is human.

And so this divorce is going to cut really deep.

I'm holding you together all the time. Okay, you don't have to hold anything,

honey.

You don't.

It's like you've been listening to Amanda.

It's like, is anything I said in honesty?

Is that going to like blow up in my face?

And I'm like, you know what?

It's not okay. It's not like I can't. I wrote every minute of my life. You don't

have to.

And it's like sometimes you just.

I need to break.

Yeah. And I break in my closet.

And I break in my bathroom.

And I break to my sister.

Yeah. And, like, I make, like, 100 decisions a day, you know, between my

my kids' life, my work life. At some point, you just are paralyzed with

exhaustion and just feeling overwhelmed. And sometimes you've just got to break

in your closet, at least surround yourself with Chanel, for God's sake,

know.

That'll always make me smile.

And it's like, are people going to judge?

And then you get judged. You shouldn't be breaking because, oh, my God, it's

going to come back to bite you in the ass.

But you.

Then why are we worried about the judgment?

God forbid you actually don't hold it together every two seconds. You don't

have to tell me. I know that. I live it.

It's hard enough to go through a separation, divorce, grief, and hold it

together. I had to put on a brave face for my daughter while I grieved her

father.

And for me, a lot of the outlet was having my friends who would not judge

who would allow me to cry, who would allow me to scream, and also give me the

grace to be able to do it in a way that was comfortable for me.

It's like one step forward, two steps back, but that's right now and I can't

deal. It was a bad night. We need to just leave it alone.

I can't feel like my friend thinks that every time I'm trying to help her that

I'm actually trying to hurt her. And she's in such a negative... place right

that if we're going to be able to work on our friendship, I can't do this with

her like this.

I need to see her change a little bit.

Oh, wait, wait, wait.

Put it back in the kitchen.

Back in the kitchen. Back in the kitchen.

No, I want to leave. Okay.

I'll go get her. I'll go get her.

Hold on.

Hold on. Hold on. Happy birthday to you.

I hated this night, to be honest.

It was annoying. I was looking cute.

Happy birthday to you. Thank you. One, two, three.

Oh, this is probably the wrong time, but Kyle brought out the cake since she

wants you to come blow out your cake.

I love everyone at that table. I can't go anywhere. That's fine.

I'm tired.

And she's tired. I get it. I'm tired.

I'm telling you.

When I come play tennis with me in the morning.

I forget what I have to do tomorrow.

And I wanted a hot girl somewhere and I'm not having one at all.

I'm having the opposite.

Coming up.

Hi, Dr. Duke. Hey, Dr. Duke. How are you? Well, guys, we have an update on

embryo. I know that there are embryos who could become children.

Oh, man.

Okay.

I've got a lot of things to say.

I've been through a lot of challenges from when I was young up until now. I've

fallen. I've picked myself up.

And I feel like it's the right time to write a book.

Oh!

How do you like it?

You also get a T -shirt. Yay!

You deserve it.

Hi,

sweet boy.

It is?

I can already see the first issue. Is there an elevator?

Wait, no, for real, though.

Hi. Nice to meet you. I'm Jen. Hi, I'm Chloe.

Hi, Chloe. Nice to meet you. Welcome, welcome. Hi, Jen. Hi, Chloe.

Kyle. Nice to meet you. Nice to meet you. Welcome.

It's a special place.

We were just saying, you don't feel like you're in L .A. at all.

Right. Well, that's what she loves about it.

The wedding is a month away, so today we're doing the final walkthrough so we

can officially lock it in.

Well, she was going to get married in Aspen, and it proved to be too

for multiple reasons.

So she wanted something with the vibe, you know, rustic and ranch vibe.

We have alpacas.

Oh, my God.

As much as I would love to just change the date maybe, the invitation already

went out. That would be bad juju.

There she is. What are you freaking out about?

No, I was talking about how you like the moped with the tin can invitation.

Oh, please. It was cute.

You little cutie pie.

I have an invitation, so it's a paperless post.

I went very classic and texted it to most people.

I'm worried about my sister Kathy even seeing this text message.

I mean, unless she gets a big envelope delivered to her house, is she even

to know what's going on?

Hello.

Hello. Oh, did you miss the link for the moon board, Kathy?

Shocker. What if she shows up in like, I don't know, an orange dress?

How are you? Good, how are you?

I'm good.

I'm the bride.

Okay.

Oh, my God, this is amazing. I love it. We're going to be partying all night

long in this room. Yeah, this room is really cool.

100%. Then we've got a really great sound system, which is set up for vinyl,

which is really fun. Well, now Dad's taking DJ lessons.

Let him do the party.

Don't get me started.

That's a hard no for me and a hard no for Alexia.

Are you doing this so you can have a big debut at the wedding?

No. I love music, and I have time on my hands, so why not take on a new hobby?

We already have enough rumors about you going through a midlife crisis. Do you

have to add fuel to the fire?

His DJ name is going to be Momentum.

Okay, let's go. Okay, so up next is where we do the ceremony.

I'm visualizing all the trees, and I'm seeing myself in the middle of all of

that. I like that. Wait, where are we doing cocktails?

Over there. Right, yeah. Should it be here as well?

We would have to do a build -out on that for sure.

It cannot accommodate 200.

That'll increase the budget too.

Alexia doesn't like the B word.

No, that's a bad word. She said that the B word wakes her up in the middle of

the night, so please refrain from using the B word with our child.

Well, originally, Alexia wanted like 150 people, and that number has grown a

lot. Of course, there's a ceiling to the budget.

Obviously, in the six figures would be ideal.

She is our first child getting married.

I've got to take care of three of them.

You know, it's his first daughter getting married.

We're going to exceed our unlimited budget.

Just pay for this.

What do we need to do to lock it all down and finalize everything so we can

the show on the road? Because I'm getting stressed with a little.

There we go.

You guys are ready to sign and send a deposit.

Let's go. I mean, I think it's perfect.

Coming up.

I was worried about you the other night. It was not myself to begin with. And

then Dorit's getting judged for breaking.

I need to know that I'm not being judged.

Hi, Ned. How are you? Hi, I'm good.

Are you behaving?

Always. Honey, I'm home.

Come on in.

Oh, my goodness. Hi. Are you going to get a drip or a shot?

I'll do a shot. Okay, great. I don't do drips.

I don't have good veins.

Wait, is it in you?

Kathy's a very unique person. In some ways, she reminds me of my mother. Just

sweet and so supportive.

Do you want something? Do you want wine or do you want... A little wine.

White, white. Great. Thank you so much.

Like, I remember at my dinner party being like, where's Kathy?

She's on the table.

One of the girls is like, she's at the caviar table.

What do we have over here?

Caviar. Of course we do.

Oh, no.

What, what?

A little more caviar. A little more caviar. And leave it all over the place.

by the time she sat down, she's like, I just ate so much caviar, I'm just not

even hungry. And I was like, that is what my mother would do.

You know, Paula.

How are you? Nice to see you.

I just died.

I was worried about you the other night.

It was interesting. Okay, so basically, I saw Page Six. I saw Us Weekly. I'm

like, what is happening?

In my mind, Kathy, I'm doing this as a mediation intentionally, quietly, so

this doesn't happen and that my kids don't have to hear it. I just don't want

kids dealing with any of this.

And rightfully so, right? Like, hi, how are you? How are you? I'm good, thank

you. We're going to be doing a niagen IV today, the niagen shot. We're doing

magnesium. Right. No, no, no, it's better for you. We're doing a bunch

This is way better.

Yeah. I just have, like, bad veins, so I just don't. I know.

Thank you so much. Honestly, Kathy, like, I just was not myself to begin

And then I was, like, down at the end of the table, Dorit's getting judged.

For breaking in this group.

Right. And I think it was just the breaking point for me because I need to

that I'm not being judged because being judged really sucks.

You want support.

You want support. So what I was saying is, guys, are you judging what I'm

right now? Am I not safe to speak freely here?

I don't think it's that we don't want or value other people's opinion. I just

think everyone in this group, whether they agree or not.

With how she's handling it, they need to just be here to hold her and cheer for

her. That's it.

It's grace. There needs to be grace.

Honestly,

I miss my family so much. Right. I really... You need them now. I do. I

need to go out. You know, I'm always in the Hamptons all summer and in Europe

and obviously working all summer now in LA, which is new for me. And I think

it's like starting to affect my whole...

Mental health.

It is.

Like, I actually, like, I need to go out. I need to laugh.

Right. And have a hot girl. I need, I mean, listen, it's not the south of

France, but it's as close as we're going to get right now. That's right. Just be

careful. Are you scared I'm going to make out with a cute boy or something?

What's bad about that?

Get in here.

Hi, Dr. Duke. Hey, Dr. Duke. How are you? Good, good, good. How are you?

I'm good, I'm good. Happy Thursday.

Happy Thursday. Happy Thursday.

Well, guys, we have updates on the embryos.

Okay. I have even more intense feelings today than I did when the eggs were

retrieved.

You did great.

I am more anxious.

I am more excited.

I am more nervous. I am more fearful. I'm more joyful.

All of those feelings have intensified because I know that there are embryos

could become children.

Oh, man.

All of my emotions are on high.

We had two eggs. Both were successfully fertilized with sperm.

Ideally, the sixth day, we would want to see what's called a blastocyst. It's

like a tiny planet that's capable of implanting in the womb.

Unfortunately, neither has made it to the blastocyst stage.

Is this entirely unexpected?

No. Is it sad and disappointing?

Yes.

I feel really overwhelmed. Right now, I can barely hear anything else beyond the

roar in my ears that this hasn't worked.

The biggest egg factor, unfortunately, is the age of the eggs. What we can do

try to support them, but there's nothing we can do to restructure eggs.

The big question now is any openness to the idea of using eggs from someone

younger.

All of the hopes and dreams and aspirations that I had for these two

embryos that I had already started to picture who they were going to become

gone. Are we still scheduled for the second round?

Yeah, it's up to you guys ultimately, but I want her continuing the daily

the supplements, the vitamins.

It feels like grief.

It feels like losing a baby because that's how I envision them.

And so these aren't just inanimate objects out in the world.

These are Keely and I's babies.

Okay, she's coming back. Okay, she's back.

All right.

Just need to get some tissue.

That's all right. Yeah.

All right.

Thank you, Dr. Deuce.

I think knowing that doing all of that

again may not result in great eggs again, you know, is

what is disappointing to me.

We'll cross that bridge when we get there, okay? Right now, let's just focus

being as healthy as we can, right? For this next round.

I need some breakfast. I need something to eat.

All right.

Same, same, same.

Okay. I'm out.

Oh.

Coming up.

Isn't a cult, like, something you don't want to actually say that you're a part

of? It's not a good thing.

There's something amiss.

Let's see the chip.

Hi. Hi,

honey.

Hi. This color is so pretty on you. Thank you.

I'm not getting up because I'm lazy.

Can I get a drink started or any appetizers?

Is it the Cunard Grigio dryer or the Sancerre? The Sancerre. I would have a

glass of that. I'm going to order a few appetizers. Just order anything.

Okay. Spicy tuna crisp. They have a vegan roll, you guys.

Let's do that. I mean, a solid wine.

A baby green salad? A dressing, yeah.

Perfect. Thank you so much.

Do I look like I slept one hour? No. No, you don't.

First of all, where did you go?

Where did I go?

I've just heard that you said it behind my back, and you're judging.

Sutton's the one who told me that Amanda was talking behind my back.

She's the one who started this show.

Let me tell you what she said about you.

Oh, gosh. She's concerned that you're talking too much about the divorce and

that it might come back to bite you. But instead of calling Amanda out for

lying... She was radio silent.

You are very strong.

You fight your own battles really well.

No, I didn't want you to fight my battle. Amanda,

she basically is echoing how Kyle feels. Here's the thing, though. She made it

out at Kathy's.

She was asked, what did you and Kyle talk about when you got together? No,

had an opinion. She did say, oh, he's a raging alcoholic, and he didn't like

that. But if it's true... Well, still.

Maybe you shouldn't say it about the father of your children.

I'm sorry. I thought that that was clear that she had an opinion.

Was it a loud and strong opinion?

She's basically playing this down like, Dorit, you're taking this too far.

This was a nothing thought. She had her own opinion about it. But I have to say,

it was pretty ballsy to punch it to Kyle last night.

When you do not own something, all it does is enrage the other person.

What I'm doing in that situation is, I'm sorry, I barely know you. I gave my

opinion. I was probably out of line. I apologize.

And going forward, I will keep my thoughts to myself.

If someone owns it and apologizes, you can't keep it going.

Okay, but, but, but. It's like, no. They took it on the chin. They said it. I

mean, this isn't hard.

It's called being an adult.

I was waiting for Kyle to be like, Amanda, stop putting this on me because

this has nothing to do with me. This is your opinion.

This weather is so perfect. It's so good. It's such a nice day.

You did a really beautiful job on the house, by the way. Thank you. So

beautiful. My life is so peaceful, like with my family. These friendships are

the only things not really feeling peaceful.

I genuinely believed that Dorit and I could easily clear the air around this.

But now I don't know what the f*** to think. I have to get something out of my

shoe. Can you set it up for me one second?

She doesn't want to resolve.

She doesn't want to understand.

She doesn't want to see where each other is coming from.

And she didn't even apologize.

It was so...

It's stressful, and like that whole dinner from the beginning, and it's

just was so annoyed.

The energy she was directing at me, she switched it to you and then switched it

back to me. My frustration with Dorit is, both could say the exact same thing

that I said, and she would have a completely different reaction than she

I say it. If he wants to go to Florida in a hotel, let them do that. They don't

have to go with your parents. Who do you think you understand, Kyle?

You need to let him be the bearer of the bad news. Exactly.

You told me you experienced him as a good father, so I see how you could be

conflicted. Regardless of what I know or don't know and all that, I still stand

by the fact that it's smarter just to not put the stuff out there.

But I think she's so angry, she doesn't care.

Dorit is completely blinded to any help or advice that I want to offer as her

friend right now.

And I don't know if there's a way to get back on track until she's in a better

place. I don't think she's open to that.

I think she's too angry right now with everything.

It's so crazy to me how everything switched. I had such a good time.

I was getting to know both, talking about entrepreneurship.

Really, it was kind of like a self -empowerment girlfriend pep talk. And

seemed really into it and receptive.

I have no idea when we flip.

All I've heard is about her business. I've not heard anything about...

Her past, her upbringing.

Like, I want to know more about the cult.

That was insane. I just want you to know. I was not armed for that. The cult

part? I just wasn't armed for it. It's okay to talk about it because it's on

website. You guys, am I an idiot? Like, isn't cult like something you don't want

to actually say that you're a part of? Maybe if you survived it.

She claims to be very open and transparent.

But the term cult.

It's not a good thing.

There's something amiss. And I would like to know and understand Amanda.

It's not what you see, it's what you get.

At the end of the day, this is a process of it's going to roll out who she

actually really is. And I think we have the right to ask those questions.

Let's hear the truth.

There's something amiss.

Not what you see is what you get.

What do you think that we can do to make her feel more

open to tell us stuff like, how'd you end up in a cult?

And how did you escape? I can do that. How can we make her feel more included?

Amanda is an enigma to me. It seems very quiet.

But what's going on?

in there.

I do want to know the story of your business. That's exciting to me. You're

self -made entrepreneur.

You're killing it. That's awesome.

But that could be a deflection because she identifies herself as her business.

Do you understand?

Because a lot of people do that. When you have a successful business, some

people are trying to hide and they go, the work is their identity.

All I can do is share my truth right i thought it was vulnerable and authentic

for me to say that i have never left a dinner party crying before that i woke

through the night with my heart beating out of my chest i was just sharing what

was real for me and she brought up the most random irrelevant it was like she's

trying to dig up dirt but there was no dirt there i'm not hiding the cult story

i'm not hiding anything about my life at some point i'm gonna have to hear more

about this cult anytime

I'm actually a wealth of information about cult. I mean, yeah, sure.

Looking at Amanda, she doesn't exactly scream cult member, but by doing this

deep dive on Amanda, Dorit was trying to get information to embarrass her. What

is she gaining from this? I don't really understand, except that she's in a bad

place right now and not her best version of herself.

But to her, this isn't a bad version of herself. This is open and honest.

I need to be able to be open and honest. I need support from my friends right

now. I'm in a place where I don't want to hold it inside me. And then I have to

go through this without support. That's poisonous.

I came into this year and truly believed that Kyle and I were going to rebuild

our friendship. But her actions and her words are telling me something totally

different. And until she starts showing up as an actual friend who supports

me, I can't continue to play this game.

of faking friends.

I have protected Kyle for years.

I have protected Kyle at all costs, even when I felt the most

betrayed, the most hurt, where her and I had no friendship whatsoever.

I still protected her.

I don't think you think she wants the best for you. You just don't trust her.

You just don't. Like, you just don't trust her.

Next on The Real Housewives of Beverly Hills. With regards to the kids, I would

like for Pete and I not to be on opposite sides.

I'm hearing different stories.

I was going to invite Jory to the Hamptons. I'm a little annoyed with her.

guys cannot fight all weekend.

I talked to my sweetheart today. Why do I like dating John? He's just not

shakable. I really believe in life that intention matters.

You can't be such a wimp. They're in my home. Don't call me a wimp.