Original subtitles

Timing and Subtitles by Expect The Unexpected Team @ Viki

♫ What I lost, I don't want ♫

♫ What I failed to achieve, I no longer think of ♫

♫ What I didn't love, I'll just love something else ♫

♫ What has been forgotten, I don't wish for ♫

♫ What is no longer seen, I don't miss ♫

♫ When tears fall, let them fall ♫

♫ Even if life were ordinary again ♫

♫ Life still wouldn't be impermanent ♫

♫ Just look at humanity's every day ♫

♫ The impermanence of life slipping by ♫

♫ No matter what tomorrow’s weather brings ♫

♫ We must enjoy today's rain ♫

♫ No matter if tomorrow’s flowers will bloom ♫

♫ The butterfly in front of you still loves the floral scent ♫

♫ Hey, hey, hey ♫

♫ Hey, hey, hey ♫

♫ Hey, hey, hey ♫

♫ Oh, oh, oh, oh ♫

♫ Oh, oh, oh ♫

♫ No matter what tomorrow’s sky will be like ♫

♫ Enjoy today’s blue sky ♫

♫ No matter if tomorrow’s butterfly will circle in the air ♫

♫ Someone right now is cheering it on, life will still have many variables ♫

♫ Imminent is the daily life before you, live every day like there’s no tomorrow ♫

♫ The ability to understand the ordinary is so remarkable ♫

♫ How simple it is! ♫

[Unexpected]

I feel like Su Zixu has serious feelings for me.

Then, what are you going to do?

I want to find someone to complete the mission for me.

Putting me together with someone else. Whom do you think I like?

Don't you know who I like?

I will leave this world sooner or later.

Compared with the happiness of being with him right now,

I rather wish that we never started.

Encai, the one that He Jie likes

is actually me.

Gong Cheng would never lie to me.

When she gets close to you, will you feel anything?

What is your motive?

You want to take responsibility?

Okay! I'll give you the chance!

Lu Zixing, what I told you at the cafe were sincere words.

Why can't you properly think over our situation?

I've already thought it over.

If Lu Zixing likes a guy, she'll think of a thousand ways to get him.

Save me! Cheng Cheng!

I'm in trouble. Quickly come help me!

Have you heard the story of "cry wolf"?

Hey!

[Episode 14: I want to spend the rest of my life with you.]

If we choose to love people from this world and then end up leaving,

then that's too cruel to them.

I don't need you to take any responsibility. I just want to know,

can you be with me?

Weird, how did it get so cold?

The air conditioning isn't even on.

Teacher He! I have something to tell you. You must stay calm.

- Lu Zixing is in trouble, right? - Yeah.

- Speak. - Director Gong, we searched through the city's refrigeration plants, we haven't found Miss Lu.

If you can't find her, keep searching!

A-All right.

Teacher He, don't worry. We will certainly find her.

Sir, the frozen shrimp has already been loaded in. We can leave now.

Lu Zixing is in a refrigerated truck! She's in a refrigerated truck!

A refrigerated truck?

Hurry, let's search!

- Let's go look at that one!- Okay.

Hey, stop the car! Stop the car!

Stop the car!

- Sir, wait a moment! - Don't leave yet!

Lu Zixing! Lu Zixing!

To the hospital!

- Let's go! - Let's go!

Teacher He! Teacher He!

Doctor, he woke up.

For noow, you need to rest quietly.

You can't wander around. If you need anything, press the button and call the nurse.

Doctor, where's the girl who came with me?

Her condition is a little more severe than yours,

but she's fine. She's out of danger now. Rest easy.

I have to go see her.

Don't move. You're still on the IV. You can't walk around.

I'm sorry. If I hadn't kept doubting you

things would not have turned out this way. At the most dangerous moment,

you thought of me and asked me to save you.

But I... at the most critical time, I could not protect you.

Lu Zixing, after you wake up,

whether you forgive me or not, I promise you.

I will always believe you.

Let's go.

Do you have something to say to me?

This is the reason why I can't be with you.

It can't be. How can you have this illness?

You can't have gotten this illness!

Actually, it's not that I don't like you or I don't want to be with you,

it's because I can't be with you.

I just hope you will have a happy life.

I don't want you to be tied down.

Lu Zixing, please wake up soon. Okay?

At worst, when you wake up, I will let you hit me and yell at me.

It looks like the one Teacher He loves really is Xiao Xing.

Then... you and Teacher He...

You actually tricked me? You liar!

Xiao Xing,

you woke up. How are you feeling?

Are you feeling any discomfort?

Are you hungry? I'll get you something to eat.

What do you want to eat? Noodles? Do you want any vegetables?

Are you...

still mad at me?

Xiao Xing,

actually, you can be mad at me; it's no problem.

Yesterday, I went over the line, for sure.

You can hit me or yell at me. Just don't hold back.

What's wrong?

Xiao Xing?

You guys talk first. I will go get Xiao Xing some food.

Doctor Su, can I ask you a question?

Say, when someone is in a state of extreme cold, will their brain be damaged?

- Why are you asking this?- Please answer first.

When people are in extremely cold conditions, their body will first supply heat to the brain and the abdominal cavity.

If they have not been exposed to the cold for long, a problem like this shouldn't arise.

Then... because of the cold environment

could there be any unexpected injury? Injury to the brain, or something like...

-... the brain language center? - That, neither.

Then, what is wrong with Lu Zixing?

Teacher He, based on my judgment as a doctor for several years and on my life experience,

I think that Lu Zixing is probably... in a bad mood.

Xiao Xing, don't be mad at Teacher He anymore.

You didn't see. Yesterday, Teacher He was really so agitated searching for you.

Covered in sweat, both legs giving out.

I never saw him run so fast.

Then in the end, what do you want to gain from me?

I must complete a mission to change your destiny.

Here.

Okay, stop being so mad at Teacher He.

Besides, when two people interact, how can there not be times where they argue or have obstacles?

Xiao Xing!

Why are you here? Who let you in?!

Please leave!

I'm here to see Xiao Xing.

Xiao Xing doesn't need you to see her. This place doesn't welcome you.

Please leave! Leave!

When two people interact...

how can there not be times where they argue or have obstacles?

Leave now! Now!

You big liar! I don't want to see you ever again.

[Henry Norman Bethune][1890.3.3. – 1939.11.12]

Teacher He, what do I do

to make Encai forgive me? I've never coaxed a girl before.

I don't have a clue what to do.

Why does it matter if you have ever coaxed a girl before?

You have never tricked a girl before, either.

Life has a lot of first times.

I didn't purposefully trick Encai. She was the one that misunderstood.

Me and you... I was also completely in the dark!

Teacher He, making a point now of whether I'm being accused unfairly or not, would it be meaningless?

First of all, you should help me think of a solution.

Encai doesn't want to see me anymore.

- Actually... there is a way. - What way?

In a love story,

usually when the boy has to make the girl happy,

or when they beg for forgiveness, there are certain moves.

The first thing is to buy, buy, buy.

Gong Cheng? Where is my driver?

Today, I'm taking you home.

What are you doing? Let me out.

I put something in the back, can you get it for me?

If you want something picked up, pick it up yourself. Why do you want me to do it?

Because... I need to drive.

I won't get it.

Maybe... in the back, there's something you like.

What are you doing? At least open the door so I can get out.

Encai!

Encai.

Oh my gosh, who are these for?

Also, you can stir up her feelings of jealousy.

If she cares about you, then there will be a sense of competition.

He blew me a kiss!

You really think of yourself as a male peacock? Doing stuff like this as courtship?

I...

This is courtship!

Encai!

If it still doesn't work, then you can only do it forcefully.

Wait, Teacher He, are you sure these ways actually work with girls?

Of course, they do.

My ways all go straight into a girl's heart, directly hit the crux of the problem.

Then, why can't you make up with Lu Zixing?

Our... Our problem is different than your problem with Pei Encai.

She is not your average girl; very hard to deal with.

Then, you are saying I'm an average man.

I'm saying, Lu Zixing and Pei Encai are different girls.

This time I don't think so.

Okay. Then, I'll tell you the last trick that will definitely work.

What trick?

Tonight at 12:00 a.m., midnight,

when the moon is high and the weather is at its coldest,

go knock on Pei Encai's door.

This move of mine exploits a girl's sympathy.

When you get to Pei Encai's and ask for forgiveness,

seeing you so pitiful, she will certainly be moved.

Pei Encai! I'm sorry!

If there's a little rain, it's even better.

Pei Encai! I'm sorry!

Pei Encai! Did you hear me?

Open the door for me, please!

Hey! Pei Encai! Did you hear me or not?

Pei Encai! You arrogant flower! You're so selfish!

Open the door for me!

I am downstairs in the rain!

Are you here to fight with me or apologize?

Who said you could come in?

I'm talking to you. Who said you could come in?

Encai, what did I do wrong?

Have I been not good enough to you lately?

What is still there that you aren't happy with?

- You tricked me! You played me for a fool!- How did I trick you?

You tricked me! You said you and Teacher He were...

- Were what?- Were...

I'll tell you what we are. We have a purely boss and assistant relationship.

It's a teacher and student relationship. An honest brotherhood relationship.

Instead, I want to ask you. What do you think you and I are?

Then, could you have told me this earlier?

If I told you, would you have listened?

Encai, I didn't like you before

because you were unreasonable, arrogant,

obstinate, and casually put labels on others.

Now, I like you

because you are authentic, you're not artificial, you dare to act and have the courage to take responsibility for it;

you are willing to understand the real me.

But just now, you gave me attitude and even locked me out of your house.

It's raining so hard outside, I'm soaked from head to toe.

Say, whose fault is it now?

My fault.

Is it serious?

Don't worry, I'm fine. Where is your bathroom?

Wait!

Gong Cheng.

Gong Cheng, get out!

What? You want to come in?

Encai, a moment ago... I didn't mean to be fierce with you.

It was nothing.

I think everything you said a moment ago makes sense.

I...

I'm sorry.

Then... are we okay now?

What kind of okay are we?

Whatever kind you say. It's all up to you.

Then, are we still going to fight again?

Really?

[Rainbow Road]

Auntie, I'm...

She's inside. Go have a look.

Thank you.

Xiao Xing,

I know you're not asleep yet.

So, I came here to talk to you.

There's something that has deeply affected me.

It is that I have realized

that it seems like we have never been frank with each other.

I also haven't expressed my true feelings toward you. I know what bothers you about me.

But this world is a whole new place for me.

Ever since I came here, I've practically denied my 25 years of life.

I still haven't adapted to this place. I don't know what I will have to face in the future,

to the point that I feel like my future is a cloud of haze.

If you ask me whether I love you, the answer is certain.

And I'm sure you're very clear about that. But if you ask me whether I can stay in this world,

I really don't know.

So, Lu Zixing, can you please stop being mad at me?

♫ Love me one more day ♫

Of course, I hope I can stay here longer

And I hope everyone will find happiness.

But every time the relationship between Gong Cheng and Pei Encai gets better,

I can't help but think

that the day I'll leave this world

is getting closer and closer.

Encai.

Brother Zixu.

Can I have a few words with you alone?

Let's go.

Encai, how have you been doing with Gong Cheng?

Still pretty good. He has been treating me very well.

Actually, seeing you like this, I feel rather thankful.

Why... thankful?

I'm thankful that I didn't stand in the way of your happiness.

I've actually liked you for a very long time.

However, you've probably always seen me as a brother,

and you've never considered me as anything else.

Sorry, Brother Zixu.

You don't need to apologize to me.

The reason I can tell you this today

is because I've given up on you now. I'm not in love with you anymore.

Today, I came to wish you happiness.

Thank you for watching over me quietly, keeping me company all these years

and protecting me when I needed you the most.

Don't worry, Encai, I will always protect you as your senior brother, Zixu.

If that kid bullies you, I will surely not let him off.

Actually, I've already found my happiness.

I understand, then I'll go. I won't bother you two.

Now, do you know why I asked you to watch that?

Because I want to tell you that no matter how many lows you encounter in life,

no matter if you're terminally ill, or if tomorrow you just up and leave, I will not separate from you.

Weren't you always trying to push me to get over Encai before?

Now, I'm telling you openly that the person I love is you.

Because you burst into my life that for many years was a one-sided love.

It was you who told me that in this world, I wouldn't only love someone else,

I could be loved by someone, too.

When I wanted to give this love a try, I found out that you are terminally ill.

If I give up at a time like this

then I'm just not worthy of your love.

So, whatever happens in the future, I will never leave you.

Be with me. Let me take care of you.

When Su Zixu is no longer a spare tire, nice guy character,

your world's door will open again.

Bai Lian, can we?

- What are you doing? - Rushing to finish my drafts.

Within a few days, I have to deliver the final drafts for publishing.

Within a few days? The time is going by that quickly?

- "The Revenge Queen"?- That's right.

How's the progress?

Just these ones on the tables... I haven't finished yet.

So slow?

What assessment should I make of you?

That you're too young and have an exaggerated opinion of your skills, or that you're so good that you're too bold?

Any is fine. Drawing drafts, I've always been like this.

I would intentionally leave it until the last few days, and then finish everything in one go.

But don't worry. I will still seriously reflect on this process.

Cut the tricks with me!

What you said, maybe the editor would believe you.

Lying to me? I'm four times your senior.

Let me tell you. It's fine if you don't believe me. Just wait for me to finish and I will show you.

Forget it. I'm going to call the publisher for you

and ask them to give you more days.

In the last period, you've gone through too much,

we can say it's excusable.

Wait. Don't eat it yet.

This one... just draw an atmosphere.

This one needs coloring.

But this one is a bit more complicated. You need to give me an outline.

That's an assistant's work.

Where would I have the money to hire an assistant?

So you're telling me to do it?

Or else? Executive Assistant He.

Do you know how much one of my drawings is worth outside?

- Do you want–- And yet you're still asking me to draw it for you?

And asking me to be your assistant?

You're in great danger, now, you know, Lu Zixing?

The matter about procrastination

is like this. At first, you think that you have a lot of time and the work is not heavy.

And you start slacking off, eating, drinking and having fun. Just like how you are right now.

When the time you reserved for creativity comes, you will enter the world of creativity.

And you will want to try all different sorts of stuff.

In a zip, time's gone.

Until the last night, before it's due, you can't finish even if you draw until you cry.

When that time comes, don't come and find me. I will definitely not help you.

You understand the psychological steps of procrastination so well.

Do you have a lot of experience in it?

I'm filled with merits from head to toe.

Must you have learned the bad habits instead of the good ones?

Come, have a bite of banana...

Go open the door.

You go.

Dad, I'm planning to stay in this world. I'm not leaving.

What are you saying? Say it again.

I... I'm not leaving.

You traitor!

Who was the one that solemnly swore she'd leave this world and not be in a relationship?

You are making me out to be so... So over-concerned and passive, you know?

But, Dad, everyone's situation is different.

Su Zixu really moved me.

He gave me an answer that I'd never had before.

He also said that he would stay with me for the rest of my life.

Whether the rest of my life is forever, or short-lasting.

Then, say, what girl can withstand hearing such words?

Who doesn't know how to say love words?

You girls just love to hear nice words!

No, no, no. He really treats me well.

Ever since he knew I was sick, every day he prepares my diet based on my condition.

Just as... Just as holding something in his hands worrying that it might shatter,

- or putting something in his mouth worrying that it would melt... - That's enough.

Are you showing me how lovey-dovey you are?

No, I'm asking for your help.

You still need my help?

Just... how should I explain it to Su Zixu

that I am not sick and I am just a normal person?

You keep going back and forth. So annoying.

Back when you came to me to draw you a medical record,

did you never think that one day you may regret it?

Then, you have to fake being sick.

- Otherwise, you go tell Su Zixu yourself­- I don't want to.

- that your illess is fake.- I won't!

If you want me to tell the truth, it's better that you just make me die.

Anyway, I'm in this world and can't leave.

Okay! If you die, you die.

Dad, please help me.

Please help me this one last time. Please.

Figure out your own problem.

Until you solve this problem,

you are not welcome in my house.

Leave.

Leave!

- Dad! The last time! Last time.- Leave. Go home.

No!

Stop! Then I'll leave by myself.

I am also willing to spend the rest of my life with you.

Xiao Xing, don't be like this. If you're like this, the pressure on me...

Fine. Anyway, I will never say the sentence "the world is wonderful."

Move.

Now you're making it into a contest with me?

[The world is wonderful]

The world...

Childish.

♫ You make my heart burst ♫

[The world is wonderful]♫ Bring me into your world ♫

♫ From the very moment I met you ♫

♫ I knew you were my Mr. Right ♫

[The world is wonderful]♫ But I still don’t have the courage to ♫

♫ Tell you with the loudest scream ♫

♫ Can I quietly and calmly lean onto you ? ♫

♫ I won’t tell you my heart’s deepest secret ♫

♫ When I see you, my eyes are bright like the moon ♫

♫ I’m still scared that you’ll see my under my disguise ♫

♫ Can I hang onto you like this? ♫

♫ When the time arises, can you hold onto me as we seek shelter from the rain ♫

♫ This sweet feeling is leaving me speechless ♫

♫ Just know I’m deeply in love with you ♫

♫ For now, I won’t let you know ♫

He Jie, why did you draw my new character dead?

Because, in my opinion, this character's design should be just like that.

He was betrayed and deserted by all. His girlfriend left him when he was at the lowest point of life.

Of course, he'd think that this world isn't wonderful.

Even if he chose to commit suicide and end his life, it would be normal.

Who said that? Who said that he thinks the world isn't wonderful.

He would struggle bravely and even counterattack.

By then he will certainly think that this world is–

Timing and Subtitles by Expect The Unexpected Team @ Viki

♫ From our first meeting I've practiced saying goodbye ♫

♫ I'm used to listening to the songs you like ♫

♫ When you are not by my side ♫

♫ None of my birthday wishes have come true ♫

♫ The whale in my dream is quietly stranded ♫

♫ What I didn't want changed is all changed ♫

♫ Your embrace started an adventure ♫

♫ I feel a little braver ♫

♫ But I'm still not strong enough to face you again ♫

♫ Remember the night you walked me home ♫

♫ That moment you kissed me softly ♫

♫ I want it to be forever ♫

♫ The heavy rain freely prolongs a silent world ♫

♫ As my eyes are firm ♫

♫ There's a smile on my face ♫

♫ Love me one more day ♫

♫ Every day, every bit is full of you ♫

♫ Who wouldn't long for you? ♫

♫ I loved you, I hated you ♫

♫ Those are all the best memories ♫

♫ Every day, every bit, I'm losing you ♫

♫ I finally believe in love ♫

♫ The greatest happiness, the greatest heartache, the greatest loneliness ♫

♫ Are the most beautiful, the most unforgettable, the most anticipated ♫

♫ The tears that fell because of you ♫

♫ Became stars in the night sky ♫

♫ Don't feel guilty, don't be sorry, don't guess ♫

♫ Time will provide the answers ♫

♫ I can feel your love ♫

♫ Love me one more day ♫

♫ Every day, every bit is full of you ♫

♫ Who wouldn't long for you? ♫

♫ I loved you, I hated you ♫

♫ Those are all the best memories ♫

♫ Every day, every bit, I'm losing you ♫

♫ I finally believe in love ♫