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(upbeat electronic dance music)

(bird chirps)

- [Mike] You know, I think our first experience really

impresses on us.

Anyway...

Lately, I've...

I've thought about it.

A lot.

Doing something with a guy,

it doesn't make me feel like

I'm cheating on my wife, somehow.

- [Swell] That's a little messed up.

- Yeah, I guess.

- Wow.

- Do you feel like you're cheating?

- Yes... Absolutely...

- And you don't feel guilty?

- No, I mean I totally feel guilty.

I mean not entirely guilty,

because... I'm not married,

or even fully committed,

but... yeah man... I definitely feel guilty,

and like I'm cheating.

- So you really do feel something when it's going on?

- Yeah, I guess on some level.

On some level it's pretty hot.

- (chuckles) Well, sex doesn't drive my relationship

with my wife, it never did.

It's other things, you know?

Like, I wanna take care of her, and the girls, and,

I have that whole provider thing going on.

She needs me... And, I like that.

- ...But?

- But (laughs)

I can't shake the whole...

wanting to make out with a guy thing.

And...

we have, two daughters...

and her entire focus is on the girls.

And rightfully so, they need her, but...

I don't know, sometimes I actually...

I feel left out, or something.

So, I've been trying to...

find a safe way to...

explore.

- Yeah...

I think, it's healthy to have life experiences.

I mean, I know I'm not going to my death bed thinking,

I wish I did this, that or the other thing.

Instead, I'll probably end up headed straight to

Hell in a handbasket. Deservedly.

- You seem like such a great guy, Swell.

- I'm not dude,

I'm an asshole.

I'm a opportunistic,

lying, cheating,

competitive

asshole.

(bird chirps)

- Well.

Can we make a pact?

- Mmm, Maybe.

- Can we promise to never lie to eachother?

- You mean...

other than all the lying that we've already done?

- I mean from this point forward.

- I can try.

- Mike?

What are you feeling,

right now?

- I think you know what I'm feeling.

- Yeah,

well...

I'm feeling it too, dude.

(rain falling)

(soft acoustic guitar gets louder)

(kissing)

(car door opens)

(rustling)

(electronic dance music plays)