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[Andante]

[Episode 10: Memories of that Warm Winter]

It's the vice-principal. I can't let her catch me.

Lee Shi Kyung!

You must not want to go to the Grand Canyon with Bom anymore.

No, I'm going to go.

- How? - I'm going to add a cactus.

Really?

What kind of cactus will it be this time?

I'll tell you next time. I'm a bit busy.

Oh! It's an even bigger obstacle.

I have to get out of here.

Lee Shi Kyung.

Follow me to the counseling office.

You know...

I was very troubled when I saw your and Shi Young's report cards.

How could two siblings be so different?

I'm stuck in the counseling office.

What are you going to do? Get out of there.

I'm trying to find a way out.

Find out which temple Sung Joon is at for me.

If so...

then who are you, Lee Shi Kyung?

I found the temple where Sung Joon is. Hurry up and come.

Okay.

By any chance, is there a secret related to your birth?

Yes, I know it's hard to talk about.

You can be honest with me. It's okay.

I won't tell anyone.

Lee Shi Kyung.

You're right.

- I'm right? - Yes.

You're right about everything, so can I go?

What am I right about?

A secret related to his birth?

Bom!

What... is this?

My last wish.

If I die...

give this to my dad.

Sung Joon, let your father know how much pain you're in.

Make some noise and yell.

Then, you can be more comfortable.

I don't want to take away my father's hope.

I always used to ask my father what he had ever done for me.

I always resented him and was often angry.

I showed such a bad side of myself.

I want to be a good son before I'm gone for good.

What if something happens to you even sooner?

Shi Kyung.

To tell you the truth...

dying alone is what worries me, not dying in pain.

Dying alone scares me more.

With my father by my side, I don't think I will be so afraid.

I'll call you when it's time.

My signal to you will be 1111.

If I want to donate my eyes

they have to do the surgery within six hours of my death.

Don't be late.

1111.

Don't forget it.

How did you know to come here?

Sung Joon told me.

My Sung Joon?

This is for you.

Sung Joon wanted me to give this to you.

[Request to Donate Organs]

That rascal just won't stop!

You can't, Mister!

Let go! Sung Joon doesn't need this.

Sung Joon isn't going to die!

Can Sung Joon talk right now?

Can he even eat?

Does he even recognize you, Mister?

This is Sung Joon's last wish.

There's one more thing...

Sung Joon wanted you to have this.

Father.

It's me, Sung Joon.

By the time you read this letter...

I probably won't even be able to recognize you.

There was a time I resented you for being so poor.

Being part of our family felt so hellish.

Now that I'm about to die, I realize it now.

The people who stay by your side until the very end...

are your family.

You didn't want your bad son to be scared and lonely.

My father, the one who stayed with me until the very end.

I think the time for me leave has come.

One last time...

I want to thank you, Father.

Sung Joon!

Sung Joon, wake up.

Sung Joon!

Sung Joon.

Yes, Doctor.

I called for an ambulance.

Yes, okay.

Mister, I can hear the sirens.

Try to hold on a little longer.

The ambulance is almost here.

Oh no.

I'll carry him, Mister. I'll do it.

No, you can't.

I'm going to do it. I'm going to do it!

I'm going to do it!

Wake up, Sung Joon.

Wake up...

Shi Young, Shi Young! Your nose...

Don't wipe it like that.

You should clamp it tight right here, like this.

It's okay. I'm fine.

Go back to your room, Aunt.

- You should stop studying and rest. - I'm going to study just a bit more.

I was biking with Ga Ram earlier and didn't study.

Shi Kyung is the one who deserves the nosebleeds.

- I'm heading in now. - Okay.

Jung Won, I think Shi Young is really tired.

She just got a nosebleed.

Really?

You're not going to see about her?

It's okay.

Sometimes, you act like you don't care about Shi Young.

You threw such a fit when she threatened to quit school.

You didn't say anything when she decided to start studying again.

Her grades improved a lot this time, but you didn't say anything.

Shi Young must be upset.

I want to praise her too.

I was so happy to see her report card. It brought tears to my eyes.

Really? Then why are you acting this way?

If I show my happiness and praise her, Shi Young might be satisfied and stop.

I have very high expectations for Shi Young.

Shi Young...

won't live the way I have.

Besides, is Shi Young the problem right now?

The nuisance in that room.

What am I supposed to do with him? I don't know what to do.

Seriously now...

Right about now...

someone must be looking at the sky thanks to Sung Joon.

Are there many stars in the sky?

Yes.

There are lots.

Dad, I'm scared.

I'll hold on to this for you since you're scared.

I'll be behind you, so don't worry.

Dad. You're really behind me, right?

Of course. I'm behind you.

Dad.

You're still behind me, right?

Yes.

Wow! Shi Kyung, you're very good at riding the swing.

There you go.

Kim Bom! I just remembered something.

I told you I couldn't remember my dad.

I just recalled a memory.

When I was younger... I rode these swings with him.

I rode these swings with my dad just like you did.

Bom, hold on.

I just got a text.

[Bad Punk]

Are you aware that you've completely messed up my life plans?

I can't go to college because of you.

I'm wasting my precious time, 8 hours a day for 15 days because of you.

I never planned to do this volunteer work.

Do you know how pissed off I am?

Why is that my fault? You brought this on yourself.

If you hadn't bothered Jae Hoon, this wouldn't have happened.

You've grown up a lot.

Are you saying this is your turf?

Yes, this is my turf.

I'm not scared of you anymore.

Really?

You're not scared?

Oh, I feel much better.

That worked out well.

- I can do more. - It's okay.

I can bathe often now, so I'll do it again tomorrow.

- Rest up. - Okay.

You're done earlier than I thought.

I heard bathing was the hardest, but I guess that's not the case.

My arms hurt.

My back hurts too.

It should take three years, but I finished it in one hour.

My neck is sore too.

All right, all right. Stop complaining.

I'm not complaining. It really hurts.

My shift is almost over, so let's just stop here for now.

- See you tomorrow. - Okay.

Oh and don't forget there are still 14 days left.

Come right after school tomorrow.

Of course.

I'm going now.

What a joke.

I am not coming here for half a month.

You can wait all you want.

I'm sure you all know our class hours are shortened until winter break.

You will be volunteering at the hospice instead of attending afternoon classes.

You all know that, right?

What? Volunteering?

It seems like Shi Kyung had no idea at all.

I didn't know.

It's a tradition and rule of our school, so please follow the procedures.

Especially Shi Young, Shi Kyung, and Bom.

You're behind in volunteer hours, so make sure you work extra.

Oh no!

Hey, hey!

What, what?

I think I know why you can't seem to balance.

Why? Why can't I?

When the bicycle is tilted...

you keep turning the handle opposite of the direction you're falling.

What should I do then?

Turn it towards the direction you're falling.

Then your weight will be distributed evenly, and you'll feel balanced.

Oh...

- Let's try again. - Okay. Sounds good.

Park Ga Ram, I'm not falling.

You're doing well. Keep doing what you're doing!

If you had taught me that earlier, I wouldn't have wasted so much time.

Why did you take so long to tell me something so important?

I just realized it.

Are you insulting me even after I successfully taught you?

Yes, remember what you said.

A dad must face resentment when the child learns how to ride a bike.

I think you're going to be a great dad one day.

That looks like a lunch.

Someone must be saving this seat.

Who uses a lunchbox to save a seat?

Also, we're the only ones who have been using the library lately.

I think someone must have left it for you.

I doubt it.

My grandma doesn't know I'm here.

Mom isn't the type to pack someone a lunch.

My aunt is even less the type to do so.

You should still open it. You never know.

It's a rabbit.

The person who left this lunch for you must be someone who knows you well.

Yes, you're right.

The person who knows me best in this world.

I ran here as soon as school was over.

Should I take over the bathing for you today?

Would you like to?

There are two patients that need baths. How many hours will that take?

I am pretty quick.

Since it is two people... maybe four hours.

Oh... what if you use the machine?

It won't take as long using that. There isn't much to do.

What?

Bathing is the hardest?

If you try to pull something on me again, I won't let you get away with it.

You got it?

I'm going to lose my temper.

- Mister! - Geez. I thought he was a ghost.

Why did you jump out from behind there?

This is my room.

I wanted to remember my mom's scent, so I was lying in bed for once.

Why? Do I need your permission for that too?

Let's go.

Hey.

Wait... wait.

What is it?

I spent some time fighting on the streets.

So, I know what the situation is here, right now.

You can't do that here.

Especially not to Shi Kyung, I won't allow it.

Don't mind us, and finish your IV drip.

I'm still pretty healthy.

What do you think?

He was number three in Seoul's biggest gang.

Are you kidding me right now?

I won't make this long.

Looks like you'll have to scrub my back today.

But, you took a bath yesterday--

That was a shower.

He didn't get a scrubbing.

I want to get rid of the tattoos, but it's not so easy.

Why don't you scrub nice and hard to help me get rid of them?

I've never scrubbed anyone's back before.

I'll teach you how.

There's nothing you can't learn.

- Seriously. - Hey.

Lead the way.

Soo Bin?

Yes, she's been asking me why you haven't been answering.

Oh, Soo Bin.

I fell asleep late while watching a movie. Sorry.

Mom, you know how we're supposed to go on vacation?

We can get a discount if we book the flights in advance.

- So, I... - Vacation?

We are supposed to go to Naples together after my college entrance exams.

Pizza and espresso. Did you forget?

Ah...

I'm still half asleep, so I was confused.

It's okay.

I'll come to visit you.

I have time now since I'm done with exams.

Let's plan our vacation and book everything.

No, I need to talk to Jung Won about it, too.

Oh no.

Mom! Why didn't you wake me up?

Gosh, seriously!

Even the vice-principal today...

The student dean will close the gates as soon as he sees me.

This won't do. I need to find a new way inside.

You can't delay it anymore. You need to get the tests done.

Hello.

The hospital?

Kim Bom left her phone here.

She has called you most often, so I called you.

Right! The test results.

Did she get the results back? What did they say?

You should ask her yourself.

Please tell her to come pick up her phone.

You went to the hospital, right?

And you left your phone there?

Oh.

What about your test results? What did they say?

Anemia.

Is it serious?

How do you treat it? I should look it up.

Anemia...

Eom Yong Gi.

You're not going to eat that candy, right?

Wow, it's really good.

If you're going to throw it out, give it to me.

What should I do?

I received this as a reward, so I'm going to save it forever.

I guess you crave sweets since you're getting old.

If you want to eat candy, buy it yourself and eat it.

Don't be greedy and try to take mine.

Do you really think this will work?

Of course.

Imagine if I had given Yong Gi that candy.

He would have thrown it into the garbage right away.

Your encouragement seems to have worked on Yong Gi.

I hope that's true.

Can I give Yong Gi something other than candy to give him strength?

Isn't there something like that?

I don't know.

Yong Gi started to rebel after his father passed away.

And then, his mother left him.

I think you should care for him with the persistent heart of a mother.

I think that's what he needs most.

The persistent care and encouragement like that of a mother.

I understand persistent care and encouragement.

I don't know how to be like a mother...

Ah! My sister always beats up Shi Kyung. I can't do that, right?

Beats him up? Shi Kyung's mother?

Oh, that's not what I meant.

Not beating him like that.

Just slapping his back.

I see.

Now that you mention it, my mom hit me on my back a lot too.

Yes, like that.

Don't do that to Yong Gi.

Okay.

How long has he been like this?

Since this morning.

He's very sick.

I became concerned, so I called the doctor.

He's been sleeping ever since.

What are you going to do now?

You don't have anyone to protect you anymore.

You have no one on your side.

So, you can clean the patients' rooms.

I'm going to rest now.

Mister, please wake up.

You have to wake up for the sake of justice.

Mister.

We won't get in trouble for this, right?

We're doing it with good intentions.

When Ga Ram gets here, ask him to print it in the director's office.

- Here he is. - Wow.

- Are you done? - Yes.

You can print it and take it to the stationery shop.

Oh, looks good.

You know me.

You people sure are noisy!

Sorry.

If you're here to volunteer, then go do volunteer work, kids.

Stop playing around and wasting time.

Don't you feel guilty at all?

That's not it. We're just--

Let's get going.

You're right. It is him.

Amazing. It's like a movie.

It's really scary.

Why is he in this hospice though?

People sentenced to community service often end up at a hospice.

Where are you going?

To the break room. You said that's where he is!

What are you going to do?

I'm going to do to him what he did to Shi Kyung.

How can you all do nothing after seeing this?

We can't resolve this by getting involved.

What are you going to do then?

He'll have to endure it even if it's difficult.

If he does his volunteer work while he's here...

then he could leave this place a different person.

I'm not even expecting that much.

I just can't see him go to court again. Please help him see this through.

All right. Goodbye, then.

Gosh, his father is very worried.

We're worried too.

What if he bullies Shi Kyung again?

I believe people can change.

It may not be easy, but we should try.

Here.

If you wait here, the undertaker will be in soon.

There's a lot of work to do when preparing a body for burial, so help him.

Yes.

There are CCTVs placed here and there.

I'll be checking on you to see if you're doing well.

Don't worry. I'll work hard.

All right.

You can make mistakes in life.

But, there aren't many chances to correct those mistakes.

I hope you take advantage of this chance, now that you have it.

Who does he think he's lecturing?

He's nothing but the director of a small-town hospital.

Hey, you in the uniform.

- Me? - Yes, you.

Do you know where Lee Shi Kyung is?

I don't know.

Call people, find out, and tell him this.

Tell him to get over here right now. He'll know what it means.

What are you staring at? I told you to call them.

Also, tell him I'm in a bad mood.

What do you think you're doing?

What?

Do you know what that candy means to me?

You're going to die today.

Get over here.

Yes... yes.

Right, right.

That lady at the Chinese restaurant looks like my mom.

No, that's not it.

When my mom gets mad--

Yes, Bong Gu.

Sleep well.

Diamond.

Aunt Jung Soo.

- Oh. - What is it?

Clothes? I want to see.

Hey, it's my package.

You just think your mom is so funny.

No, the lady at the Chinese restaurant is funny.

I'm just saying you look like her.

Why, you!

Did you buy hand lotion like I told you to?

I was eating black bean noodles with Bong Gu, and I forgot.

What is this? It's makeup.

You sure bought a lot.

Mom, here.

I don't want your aunt's lotion.

No... do you think Bom uses these things?

Wow, Lee Shi Kyung... Mom!

Hey, you can't take that!

I raised him all for nothing.

Some people call their moms daily and want to go on vacation with them.

You don't even see your mom!

Who? Soo Bin?

Soo Bin wants to go on vacation with her mom?

- They were supposed to. - Where?

Naples, I think.

Oh no. That's too bad.

Soo Bin doesn't even know yet.

Who has been stealing my rice wine?

[Mom]

Hello.

Why are you calling at this hour?

Can you... come to see me?

Did you get yourself into trouble?

You hadn't been going to class, and I had to come all the way there last time.

Why are you in that awful place?

Shi Kyung.

Make sure the lids are on all the clay jars.

It's going to rain tonight.

Grandma, it's not going to rain.

It is going to rain.

Are you so lazy that you changed the forecast?

Wait, wait!

Your zipper. It's open!

You two...

You're so very beautiful.

I feel afraid of you.

It gives me a thrill.

You're so very beautiful.

It makes me doubt myself.

It lights my way to the end.

Beautiful...

Oh no. What do I do? What do I do?

What was that song just now?

I've heard a lot of music from Naples, but I've never heard this one before.

Oh, I just wrote it.

That's really amazing.

I've never met someone who writes songs before.

It's nothing special.

I just wrote it because I was bored.

I really envy people who can sing and play an instrument well.

All I can do on the piano is...

Oh, there is one thing I can play.

Hold on.

Wow, it's been so long since I've played. I hope I'm still able to play it.

Wow! It sounds much better together.

- A vacation? - Yes.

Soo Bin and her mom are supposed to go on a vacation after college exams.

Soo Bin doesn't know yet.

A vacation isn't the issue right now.

I know.

I want to make Soo Bin's wish come true and go to the Grand Canyon with you.

I don't think it's going to work out.

What would change even if they could go?

What?

What do you mean by that?

A vacation won't change the fact that her mom is going to die.

Won't it be harder for Soo Bin if they go on that vacation together?

Still, it's a nice thing to grant a dying person's wish.

I don't know. It's also meaningless.

Of course. You're right, Bong Gu.

They say a family will only be at peace if you listen to the woman.

Bernard, are we family already?

You have time after school, right?

Come by the hospice.

Gosh, that jerk is probably still there.

Who?

- Just someone. - Hey, crazy punk.

Hey, "crazy punk"?

There's a new guy volunteering at the hospice, isn't there?

- What about him? - Has he been bothering you?

It has been a long time.

It has been a long time.

My friend said you would know what this means.

That guy...

- Ma'am? - My mom?

She's not here.

Who are you? Where are you calling from?

Here? This is Gaon Hospice.

Gaon Hospice?

[Park Soo Bin]

Oh, Shi Kyung's here.

Good thing you're here. Go to the director and tell him--

Mom, we're in trouble. What should I do?

Soo Bin's mom, what the matter?

Shi Kyung, hurry up and get the doctor.

Hold on. Hold on a little longer.

Hurry.

- Oh... - Isn't that Soo Bin?

We saw her before in Seoul.

I think it is.

How did she end up here?

Did her mom tell her?

Let's go.

Soo Bin.

Is that... really my mom?

Why?

Why is my mom... This is a hospice.

Why is my mom here?

What can I do?

What can we do?

Mom... Mom?

Get up, huh?

Mom, what are you doing here? Get up.

Soo Bin.

Mom! Get up!

Get up. What are you doing here?

Soo Bin, you can't.

Your mom's on painkillers and sleeping pills.

She just fell asleep.

Why? Why would my mom need painkillers?

Why?

Let's go outside.

Let's go outside and talk.

Mom, please wake up.

Mom... Mom.

Mom!

Who's there? Isn't that Bom?

Grandma!

What are you doing sitting out here instead of going inside?

Let's go inside.

No, I came just because...

Just because?

Why would you come just because?

Is something wrong?

Should I call Shi Kyung out here for you?

No, I just came by.

I like being here.

Wait here. I'll tell him to come out.

How could you be so careless?

You should check to see who's calling if there's a call.

You should have thought about what you could and could not say.

Give it a rest.

It's hard enough for me as it is.

As long as you know.

Soo Bin must be very traumatized.

She was going to tell her anyway.

Bom and I were thinking about how to send Soo Bin and her mom on vacation.

Bom again!

Let me ask you one thing.

Never mind.

It would be childish for me to even ask.

What is it? Ask me.

All right. I'll ask you since it came up.

No. Oh, never mind.

It's obvious what your answer will be.

What is it? Just ask me.

Fine.

If by chance...

Bom and I were drowning, who would you save first?

You, of course.

Don't make it so obvious that you're lying.

Of course, it would be you.

Considering all of your babbling, I'm guessing you're okay now.

Bom is outside.

Bom?

Here's the rice wine thief.

Why bother putting it away?

I thought you would be home late.

Boo!

You really do seem like a Bong Gu now. You silly Bong Gu.

Sit down.

I thought about it, and it doesn't necessarily have to be real.

What do you mean?

That again?

These are real to me, real diamond rings.

Whether it's real or fake, your heart is what's important.

- Soo Bin and her mom-- - Yeah.

So, send them on a vacation in their hearts?

You said it made no difference before.

No, I changed my mind.

I want Bernard to accomplish his mission and go to the Grand Canyon with me.

I knew it.

Honestly, I wondered why Bong Gu was acting like that.

That's what I was thinking.

Bernard, you can do it.

- Don't stand by again-- - Okay, okay!

Don't say that "stand by" quote.

I'll think of something.

I'll think of a way to send Soo Bin and her mom on their vacation.

Focus, focus.

Mother... this is sweet.

Stop drinking already.

I don't want to.

I'll have just one more.

Hey, I told you to stop.

I...

have something to confess.

I respect you, Mother.

What are you talking about?

Did you eat something bad or not eat enough?

After working in the hospice...

I think you're truly amazing.

Now that I've raised Shi Kyung and Shi Young...

I think you're really, really amazing.

You must have nothing to do lately.

Go in and sleep if you have nothing to do.

Is Shi Kyung still not back in from outside?

Would he come in if Bom is here?

His mom's going through a hard time and wants to talk.

You saw how he ran off just because Bom was here, right?

Are you mad, now that you're on the receiving end?

You liked it when Shi Yoon took your side.

When? We never acted like that.

It's like the blind asking a seeing man if he's okay...

The way I see it, Bom is 10 times more mature than you were.

Mother!

Made with...

Made with ri... what is this?

Hm, what does this say?

with rice... no...

Ah...

I still have a lot more to say.

I told you that I respect you.

I understand, so enough with the respect. Go inside to sleep.

But, Mother.

I heard that you like Bom a lot.

You even pricked her finger with a needle.

What do you like about her so much?

Honestly, I'm not sure about Bom.

Oh, dear. You're drunk.

What?

Isn't your phone ringing?

Soo Bin?

What?

Wait just a little bit, Soo Bin.

I'll be there soon. Don't worry.

Good thing you're here.

Bom, give me a ride to the hospice.

Hurry.

Let's go now.

Hurry, hurry. Let's go.

Soo Bin, is the doctor there?

Hold on. I'll be right there. Stop crying.

Bom... thank you.

Let go. I told you to let go of me.

- Let me go. - What's wrong?

- Let me go. - Soo Bin's mom.

Where's my mom?

She went inside.

It was far, so I called Park Ga Ram.

Shi Young just left the library.

I'll head in for now. Let's go.

Let me go. I said let go!

Soo Bin's mom, what is it? Soo Bin's mom!

- Let go! - Shi Kyung, hold her down.

She took out her IV line and threw out her painkillers.

I don't think we can handle this anymore.

This is hepatic encephalopathy.

Let me go! Let go!

Soo Bin's mom.

Let go!

Mom.

Get away from me!

- Soo Bin. - I don't need any of this.

I don't want to see you either. Leave. Just leave.

I said leave!

Soo Bin!

Soo Bin!

Do you think something happened?

Let's hurry up.

Kim Bom.

Pull yourself together!

You could've hurt yourself.

Even if things are tough, you have to pull yourself together.

I know that, but it's not that easy.

I don't think I can live without my mom.

I wish this was all a dream.

No matter how hard I think about it

there's nothing my mom and I can do together.

I just want to die with my mom.

Can I tell you something strange?

My dad went missing a long time ago.

There's a good chance he will never come back.

Shi Young believes otherwise.

I sleep in my dad's childhood room.

I talk with my dad a lot in there.

It may sound strange, but I do.

When I'm talking to my dad in there...

it feels like my dad is alive.

What I'm saying is...

how you feel is what's important.

I don't know if the dad I'm talking to is real or fake.

But, I just think it is my dad.

And I talk to him.

I don't know what I'm talking about.

No.

I understand.

Thanks.

Then, should we do a high-five?

Ah... I don't know what I said to Soo Bin at all.

Oh, Lee Shi Kyung. You were quite the talker today.

It's all thanks to you, Bong Gu.

Can I ask you something?

What is it?

If Soo Bin and I were drowning, who would you save first?

What the heck.

Did my mom say something to you when you gave her a ride?

Huh?

Yes, Mom?

I'll be there soon.

Bong Gu, I think I have to go.

Looks like I have to watch over Soo Bin's mom tonight.

Get home safely.

I already... diamond.

Get going.

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[Andante]