All language subtitles for Greys.Anatomy.S22E18.WEB (SDH)

[Grey] James Harrison,
an Australian blood donor,

was nicknamed
"the man with the golden arm."

His blood contained
a rare antibody,

necessary to make
a lifesaving medication.

Anti-D.

[siren wailing in distance]

[Hunt] We have kids.
Did you forget about them?

Or have you just
made up your mind,

and now I have
to be the bad guy
to tell you not to go?

-That's not what's happening.
-The Royer Bridge collapsed.

-Assumed you'd need everybody.
-Do whatever you want
like you always do.

Chief?

I'm-I'm-I'm sorry,
I just need a-a minute
to take care of something.

Want me to have
the desk send out an alert
to all available personnel?

That'd be great, uh, thank you.

Wait, do you have eyes
on that bridge?

Probably.
Why, you need something?

-Owen takes
that bridge to work.
-Hopefully, he wasn't on it.

I'll ask my contacts,
and I'll keep you posted.

Thank you.

[♪ tense music playing]

[spluttering]

[Grey]
Anti-D injections were given
to pregnant mothers,

whose blood wasn't compatible
with their unborn babies.

[grunting, gasping]

[Grey] James donated
over 1,000 times.

What he could survive without

saved over two million lives.

-[music fades]
-[siren wailing in distance]

[elevator bell dings]

I checked with the lab.
The mice are still pubescent.

I do not envy them. That was
a rough time in my life.

[Grey chuckles]

So, while they mature,
we should focus on the estrogen
receptors in the brain.

And Nick is kind enough
to call over to the head
of radiology at Fox Boston

and see if they'll let us use
their FES-PET scanner.

Oh, tell him I said thank you.

You can tell him yourself.
He's on his way here.

[Wright] Yeah, no,
maybe no ice cream.

We had ice cream
when we told him
about the divorce.

No, I know
it's good news, it's...

Can we talk tonight?

Hey, Amelia.

-[Millin] Good morning.
-Why are you smiling like that?

You know when you want
something really badly

that it can't possibly
meet expectations,

but then it actually
exceeds them?

-I slept with Lucas.
-What? No.

-[exhales] What'd I miss?
-She hooked up with Adams.

-Hey.
-I'm sorry. It just came out.

Wait, last night?
I thought that was Bryant.

-Was he there too?
-Aren't you fired?

[sighs]
The alert said whoever's
available, and I'm available.

-You were fired?
-Webber was angry.

But I'm gonna save a few lives,
get back in his good graces,

and get my job back
by the end of the day.

Do you have to?

I didn't realize
you were working in here.

Uh-huh.

-Is it all right
if I get some tea?
-Oh, go ahead.

Copilot.

Summarize this bloated,
self-indulgent, word salad

into three paragraphs.

Ah.

Much better.

People sending me
60-page compliance reports.

-I don't have time
for that nonsense.
-Hmm.

Apparently, I do.

I heard you got benched.

I'm sorry it came to that.

You know we cannot fool around
with the IRB.

I know. [sighs]

But doesn't it bother you

that they're trying to tell you
how to run your hospital?

[scoffs]
Nobody tells me anything.
Everything is a negotiation.

Must be nice having
a seat at the table.

It's hard work is what it is.

I had to learn
epidemiology, data analytics,
management theory.

[scoffs]
And somebody's got to do it.

[punching keys]

Good morning.

It's not a good morning.
A bridge collapsed.

-Am I still smiling?
-A little bit, yeah.

Sorry,
I had a really good night.

-Me too.
-[Altman] Listen up, everyone.

SFD estimates that there were
over 60 cars on that bridge.

We are setting up
triage outside

and another area upstairs
for patients who
just need observation.

This is an all-hands-on-deck
situation, people,
so if you need help, ask.

If you see a need, jump in.

All right, let's go to work.

You were in bed
pretty early last night.

-What? Uh...
-No, I texted and called.

-I figured you were asleep--
-I forgot to turn
my phone off silent.

-Sorry. Yeah.
-Yeah, no, it's all good.

Just like old times.

-Just be fired.
-Shut up.

-[Altman] Cass?
-Hey.

-Are you doing okay?
Is-Is David okay?
-We're okay.

I just can't get to Seattle
Pres because of the bridge.
You need extra hands?

-How many do you have?
-[scoffs]

[grunting, breathing heavily]

[panting]

[♪ dramatic music playing]

[panting] Damn it.

Help! We need help, please!

We need help!

-Hey.
-Please!

I'm Owen Hunt.
I'm chief of trauma surgery
at Grey Sloan Memorial.

-What's your name?
-Josh.

My family, we're trapped.

-What's your name?
-Uh, I'm Hank. That's Laney.

All right, I'm gonna help you.

Yeah.

[pants]

-What do we got?
-[phone ringing]

A 30-year-old female injured
in a multicar pileup
near the bridge,

intubated on the scene.

Paramedics put
on a pelvic binder.

All right, everybody,
stand back.

[phone ringing continues]

All right, Dr. Bryant,
what do you see here?

Uh, a few right rib fractures,
but no pneumothorax.

That is correct. All right,
I'm getting paged
to another trauma.

Get the pelvic X-ray,
and I'll be right back.

-Okay.
-[phone ringing]

Someone's probably
worried about her.
Anyone mind if I get it?

Be my guest.

[Bryant] Hello.

This is Dr. Bryant
at Grey Sloan Memorial.

Sir, listen, your wife
has been in an accident.

We are assessing her injuries
as we speak,

but I need to know, is she
on any medication?
Has she had any--

-Page OB.
-What?

Page OB.

-[Bryant] She's pregnant.
-I need OB down here!

-[Millin] Was it weird?
-I don't remember.

-Are you two getting
back together?
-No, it was a one-time mistake.

Griffith, Millin, we're up.

[paramedic] 48-year-old male,
MVC secondary
to bridge collapse.

GCS 15, systolic 105,

tachycardia in the 120s.

Oh, my God.

-Dr. Marsh.
-[grunts]

Tell Dr. Grey that I made it.

[paramedic]
All right. Let's move.

[Griffith]
We got you, Dr. Marsh.

[Hunt] Are you able
to move at all?

Laney, is your leg numb
or are you in pain?

Laney? Hey, hey, hey,
Laney, look at me.

-Why won't she talk?
-[Josh] Hank,
give the doctor a minute.

Laney, sweetie? Is she okay?
What's happening?

I can't tell
the extent of the damage
to her leg from out here,

but it looks like it's stuck
between the door
and this metal.

Josh, has your wife been
unconscious this entire time?

-Yeah. Yeah.
-Okay.

Okay, hold on.

Is Mom dying?
Are Mom and Laney gonna die?

[Hunt grunts]

[grunting]

Hold on, sweetie.

All right. All right.

There's bruising on her neck.
Most likely something hit her
during impact.

Josh, she can't breathe.

I'm gonna have to place a tube
in the skin of her throat,

it's gonna look scary,
but it's gonna save
her life, all right?

-Hank, check on your sister.
-Dad--

For God's sake,
turn around and check
on your sister.

[Laney wheezing]

-[Josh groans]
-[Hunt] Okay.

-All right. Okay.
-[sirens wailing in distance]

[grunts]

Breathe.

Come on. Come on, breathe.

Okay.

-[Millin] Evidence
of abdominal trauma.
-[Cass] Start the FAST exam.

[Marsh]
Millin, I'm any other patient.

Start at the tenth
intercostal space

-and begin to-- Yeah. [groans]
-Upper right quadrant.

[Grey] Nick, I'm here.

-Hey.
-What happened?

-Is he your husband?
-Yes.

What does his FAST show?

[Cass] He's got free fluid
in the abdomen,
but he's stable.

We're gonna need a CT
with contrast.

He has a transplanted kidney,
but his renal function is good.

Okay, call radiology
and tell them we're on our way.
Let's prep to move.

-So, I'm your husband?
-Is that what you're
focused on right now?

-[chuckles]
-[machine beeps]

-BP is dropping.
-Hang another unit.

Mer, I love you.
I need you to know
that I love you.

I love you too.

-[Cass] We need to intubate.
-Okay, come on,
let them do their jobs.

Come on, Mer. Come on.

Sorry it took me a minute.

-How are the CREOGs?
-Um, okay, I think.

-Get me up to speed.
-[Adams] This is Morgan Lewis.

She has complex pelvic
fractures which has resulted
in locked symphysis.

-And she's 32 weeks pregnant.
-Let me take a look.

-[Lincoln] Let us know
what you need.
-Well, I need to do

a pelvic exam, so...

You said she's
32 weeks pregnant?

That's what her husband
said, yeah. Why?

Because I see
two feet sticking out.
Get me an ultrasound.

Okay.

Okay.

Okay, I can see a heartbeat.

Crap. Baby's shifted
further down into the pelvis,
now I can't see anything.

Okay, let me try something.

Okay.

Come on. Come on.

Okay, the pelvic fracture
is making it impossible for me
to move the baby.

-It's stuck.
-Can't you do a C-section?

It's too far down.
That's why I'm trying
to push it back up.

[pants]

If we don't make room for me
to get the baby out, it'll die.

What if I place percutaneous
pins to open the pelvic ring?
It could make some space.

-You think that can work?
-We can try.

-Okay.
-[Lincoln] Get me
two pins and a drill.

[sirens wailing]

Hey, Chief.

-Did someone see Owen?
-Not yet,

-but the dive team
found his truck.
-Where? Was he in--

He-He wasn't in it,
but the driver's side window
was broken. That's a good sign.

Okay. We got a female,
63, hypotensive, lacerations
on her head and arms.

Trauma two.

-Warren, let's go.
-All right. You okay?

Male, 42, dislocated shoulder,
possible femur fracture.

Okay, trauma one.

I could use some help here.

-Where do you need me?
-Uh, visitor's area.
You don't work here.

-Uh, but everyone else is busy.
-[sighs]

Don't make me regret this.

[Hunt] She's moving air
on her own,

-but you need to load and go.
-[captain] She'll be taken
to Grey Sloan.

[Hunt] Okay, how are we doing?

[Hank] Laney's breathing funny.

She's severely tachycardic,
sats are low,
her abdomen's bruised

-and she's lost a lot of blood.
-[Hunt] Can I take a look?

[grunts]

[machine beeping]

She's about to code.

They'll have jaws of life here
in a couple minutes.

She doesn't have that. [pants]

[rapid beeping]

Okay, I'm gonna need
an intubation kit,
a tourniquet,

and do we have
a reciprocating saw down here?

-Get me a new blade.
-What's going on?

Josh, in order to save Laney,
we need to free her
from the car right now.

If we wait for
the rescue tools, she'll lose
too much blood and she'll die.

So, what are you gonna do?

I need to amputate her leg.

[exhales sharply]

Okay?

Yeah.

-Okay.
-[EMT] Saw's here.

What's the saw for?

I'm gonna get
your sister out of here.

I need the tourniquet.

[♪ tense music playing]

-[sirens wailing]
-[machine beeping]

[Josh]
Laney's gonna be okay, buddy.

Dr. Hunt just needs
to get her out first,
but you can't watch,

so I need you
to close your eyes, Hank.

-Buddy?
-You hear your dad?

She would want you to do it.

Laney, she doesn't get scared.

Do you?

I still think you should
close your eyes.

Maybe turn around.

Go ahead, turn around.

Good.

You play baseball?

-Yeah.
-What position do you play?

Outfield. I'm not very good.

[Hunt] Hey, outfield's
important. You can see
the whole game from there.

Tell me about your last game,
okay? Play-by-play.

I need you to talk really loud.

Can you do that?

It was on Sunday.

We played the A's.

We were the home team.

Shaan was sick,
so Miles had to pitch.

He was really nervous
because he usually
plays shortstop.

[Lincoln] There we go.
Adams, place the T holder
on that one.

-Got it.
-Clock's ticking.

I'm acutely aware.

-Okay, done.
-I need you to manipulate
the pelvic ring

just enough for me
to get the baby out, but--

Not so much that I rip
her pelvic veins and she bleeds
out and dies. Understood.

-How do you know
how much is too much?
-Short answer, I don't.

-You ready?
-Uh-huh.

[grunting]

Oh, damn it.

-You okay?
-Yeah, I'm fine.

-[Bryant] Any progress?
-[Wilson] Hang on.

Okay, come on.
Push, push, push. Yeah.

Okay, the baby's coming.
And... okay, he's out.

-Scissors.
-[grunts]

Good work, everyone. [pants]

-That was insane.
-[Lincoln] All right,
it's not over yet.

-[baby crying]
-[machine beeps]

-Wait, she's bleeding!
-Bryant, Adams,

help me get
this pelvic binder on.

We're gonna get her ready
for the OR. We gotta move.

[baby crying]

Hey, I just heard. How is he?

Can you come to this side?

Yeah?

What's going on? What do you--

Dr. Marsh was one of the few
who, um, believed in us
at the beginning.

Listen, no one
will hold it against you
if you want to bow out.

No, I... I can do it.

I just, um,
I just need a minute.

[phone buzzing]

It's Dr. Beckman. I gotta go.

Hey.

You got this.

He's bleeding from
his liver and spleen.

We'll need to keep
his pressors up

to give the kidney graft
its best chance at survival.

He's on his way to the OR now.

How familiar are you
with kidney grafts?

I'm an excellent surgeon,
but I know what I don't know.

I'm gonna have another doctor
monitor his kidney.

I will do it.

I would normally jump at
the chance to operate with you,

but I don't feel comfortable--

I've operated on Nick before.
It'll be fine.

You think it'll be fine
if he decompensates?
If he codes?

No one will be
as vigilant as I will.

I know that you're scared,
but we have an excellent
general surgery department.

You trained most of them.

Where are you going?

Her husband, uh...

Her first husband died because
of incompetent surgeons.

Oh, my God, that's awful.

Yeah. It really was.

[Bryant] Hey.

-How's your apocalypse going?
-Intense.

Wilson just delivered
a baby trapped under
her pelvis, feet first.

Then Lincoln opens up
her hip bones like he's
bending metal or something.

You saw it.

I'm sorry.
I'm coming at you hot.

It's just, I-I get
a little bit, uh, amped
when I'm stressed, so--

I'm just tired.
I was up late last night.

-Studying.
-What were you studying?

[elevator bell dings]

Uh, uh, wait, Lucas, um...

Uh, you go ahead.
I'll catch up.

Okay, for sure.
Hey, keep your phone
on later, yeah?

Yeah.

-Are you two still--
-Has anyone told
you Marsh is here?

Yeah, he had a conference.

He was in the bridge collapse.

[stutters] Is he gonna be okay?

He has some internal bleeding,
but his renal transplant
looks stable.

[phone chimes]

I-I gotta go,
but can you let me--

Of course, we're taking
good care of him.

Thanks.

Dr. Altman,
our shoulder dislocation
has been reduced.

Heading upstairs for
a femoral splint. You want me
to take the arm injury?

Yes, thank you,
and, uh, head lac in bed two.

[Webber] Kwan?

-What the hell are you doing?
-[Altman] I asked him to help.

I don't know how
I can make this any clearer,
you don't work here.

-But the ER's backed up.
-[Webber] Go clear out
your locker,

turn in your badge, and leave.

-We don't need your help.
-I do. I need his help.
Don't go anywhere.

-He doesn't have privileges.
-I don't care.

There are dozens of patients
waiting to be seen,
and more on the way.

I need hands.

And if he happens
to inject someone with
an experimental drug today,

which I really don't think
he'll do, you can blame me.

Bed nine, go.

[♪ tense music plays]

Hey.

So, it's mayhem out there.
You're in here doing paperwork?

I was benched from surgery.

Well, that's a problem
because I need you in OR two.

Well, unless you want to return
past favors and fight
for my medical license--

It's Nick.
He was on the bridge.

He's hypotensive,
needs an ex lap.

-He may lose his kidney.
-Well, you should have
led with that.

Okay, I need his full
medical history on the way.

[Hunt] Bolus her with fluids,
and make sure Grey Sloan
is ready with O-neg.

You'll make sure
my dad gets out?

I won't leave
until he does, okay?

[Josh] I'm okay, buddy.
I'll see you at the hospital.

Don't get into trouble.

-Okay.
-[helicopter whirring]

-Let's go.
-[radio chatter]

[grunts]

My kids won't see, right?
When they lift
this thing off me?

I'm not an idiot.
I know what might happen.

Josh, you need to hold on.

We're going
to get you out of here.

You know, I drive this bridge
every day. I don't even think
I notice it anymore.

Between yelling at my kids
to stop fighting, and my...

my wife going over
the shared calendar
a hundred times.

[Hunt chuckles]

You know,
hell is a shared calendar
in your 40s, right?

[chuckles]

You got one?

I do.

-[firefighter] Dr. Hunt,
we're ready here.
-Okay.

Thank you.

Thank you for getting
my family out.

-They're my life.
-Yeah.

And I need you
to tell them that.

Josh, listen...

Could you, uh...

Could you take my wedding ring?

Get it to Sam.

-Please?
-Josh.

Please?

Okay.

[♪ melancholy music plays]

Okay.

-Thank you.
-Of course.

[firefighter] Now.

[machinery revs]

[rapid beeping]

[Hunt] Damn it,
come on, Josh. Hang on.

-[line ringing]
-Come on, come on. Pick up.

[Hunt] You reached Owen Hunt.
I'm not available right --

Altman?

Are you okay?

I'm just, uh, stressed.

Oh, about something
besides the influx of patients?

Look, you've mobilized
this hospital in minutes.

I've also seen you deal
with much bigger catastrophes.

Owen was on the Royer Bridge,
and I haven't heard from him.

Every time I call him,
it goes straight to voicemail.

Maybe he just forgot
to charge his phone.

The fire department found
his truck in the water.

And we had
this huge fight last night

over a job offer,
and it just seems
so dumb now. [sobbing]

-Hey, now.
Hey, hey, it is early.
-Mm-hmm.

So, don't give up hope.

Look, if you need
some time to yourself,
I-I can hold things down here.

I just... I just need
to keep busy. Thank you.

You okay?

Yeah, it's just a headache.

-You okay?
-I'm fine.

You sure?

That was a difficult delivery
and Mom's in rough shape.

Jo, you can talk to me
about this stuff.

Our patient
is bleeding internally
after her traumatic birth,

and I have to be
the one to stop it.

So, no, I can't actually talk
about it right now

because if I start thinking
about how terrifying it is,

I won't be able to do my job.
And my job is to save
this woman's life.

-[Altman] What do we got?
-Sam Greene, 44,

car crash
in the bridge collapse,
systolic is in the 90s,

sats 96%, criked on the scene.

Someone did a crike
in the field?

[Kwan] Yeah, it's one of
those key chain things.

Some survivalist whack job
probably discovered it
on the Internet.

You have to be
a medical provider
to buy it. Let me in there.

[rapid beeping]

[gasps]

That's from Dr. Hunt's
key chain. I have the same one.

When I said survivalist
whack job, I-I-I meant--

Okay, you know what?
Um, let's... [clears throat]
...let's get X-ray in here.

We will formalize
the tracheotomy

once we get a better
look at her other injuries.

[exhales, chuckles]

[Shepherd] Nelson is covering
for me on the floor,

but depending
on a patient's CT,
I might be needed in OR 3.

Are you sure you want
to be up here?

They can't stop the bleeding,
and he's maxed out on pressors.

I'm not going anywhere.

[Cass] I need two clamps
followed by a stick tie.

[phone chimes]

[Bailey] More traction.

[sighs]

I threatened him
when you two got together.

What did you say?

I asked him to fill your life
with love and joy.

[Grey] And if he didn't?

[Shepherd]
The threat was implied,
but trust me, he got it.

Turns out I had
nothing to worry about.

[Cass]
I'm getting control over here.

And the way you two love
and support each other...

it's really beautiful.

So you want me
to threaten Toni?

[chuckles]

No, she wants to be
with her ex.

I can't get in the way of that.

They have a kid.
They were married.

So what if they were?
They also got divorced.

[Shepherd] I've been married
and I've been not married.

It's not the same.

The level of commitment I had
with Owen compared
to anyone else...

It just felt more intentional.
It was a choice.

She has that
with Celine, not me.

[Bailey] Send a TEG.

[Knox] Dr. Bailey.

[Bailey] Oh, no.

The urine bag is empty.

How long since it was placed?

An hour.

[sighs]
His kidney's shutting down.

[Bailey] Looks like
the bleeding is under control.
Now to figure out the anuria...

We're gonna need
some help out here!

-Josh Greene, 43.
-Hunt! What the hell happened?

He needs an ED thoracotomy.

Chest was pinned by
the steering wheel. Lost pulses
and intubated on the scene.

No available trauma rooms.
I can get straight into
an OR though,

but you're going to need
to get that lac assessed.

I'm seeing him through.
Somebody page Altman!

Maybe it's something simple,
but recheck the foley.

[Knox] No kinks and no signs
of obstruction.

-I should be down there.
-No, you should not.

[Millin] The renal graft
looked healthy on the CT.

There was no sign of bleeding,
no sign of trauma.

[Cass] I don't want to make
another incision to check it

because that alone
might risk injuring him.

[Griffith] Could the decreased
output be just from
sustained hypotension?

Well, that could've
explained it before,
but now that he's stable,

he should be putting out
more urine.

[Grey] Look for a clot
in the renal artery or vein.

He had one six weeks
after his transplant.

I did the thrombectomy myself.

Okay, I need
an ultrasound right now.

[Avery]
I came as soon as I heard.

Dr. Bailey. My God.

Dr. Bailey, you're not supposed
to be operating.

[Bailey] I would've
asked for permission,
but there wasn't time.

[Avery] If the IRB gets wind--

If the IRB gets wind of it,
have them talk to me.

I asked her to scrub in.
I needed someone
I could trust down there.

[Bailey]
There's absent Doppler flow.

Must be
a renal artery thrombosis.

So much for not wanting
to make another incision.

Page Ndugu
or anyone from vascular.
We need them in here now.

I'll let this slide,
but rules are rules,

even if you're
an experienced surgeon.

If you need anything,
just say the word.

Thank you.

[♪ tense music playing]

-[Kwan] Okay, I am in.
-[Altman] Okay.

Actually,
this might be my last surgery.

Do you think I could do
the wedge resection?

-Okay.
-[Kwan chuckles]

All right. Demarcate where
you're gonna do the wedge.

[Kwan] Uh-huh.

Good.
Clamp distal to that line.

-[Altman] Mm-hmm.
-[Kwan] Okay, GIA stapler.

[Altman] Right,
now make sure that you
staple across the lung tissue

so that there's a good seal.

Wait, wait, wait.
There's edema.

If you staple now,
the line could fail,
and you could have air leaks.

You need to wait
for a few seconds for
the fluid to leave the area.

Okay, go ahead.

[clicks]

[Kwan]
Staple line looks good. Saline.

[Altman]
Inflate the lung, please.

Congratulations, Dr. Kwan.
You are good to close.

[nurse] This is OR 2.

Dr. Altman,
they're requesting you
on a case next door.

-Okay, I'll be right there.
-She'll be there shortly.
Thanks.

[Altman]
It's easy to see residents
as replaceable.

You are all at the same point
in your training.

It's hard to stand out.

Tell Dr. Webber... specimen...
what makes you someone
he needs at this hospital.

[Kwan] You really think
that'll work?

[Altman] I think
you've got the skills
to back it up.

[Kwan] Thank you.

[Altman] Mm-hmm.

[♪ "After The Flood" plays]

[Bailey] Ndugu.

[Ndugu] Where are we?

[Bailey]
A clot in the renal vessels
of the transplant.

[Cass] I need more laps.

♪ But I do it better now ♪

♪ This time ♪

[sighs]

♪ After the flood ♪

[Ndugu] Inserting the Fogarty.

♪ I didn't want to drown you ♪

[Ndugu] Inflating the balloon.

Blood's out. Suction.

Let's get proximal
and distal control again.

♪ Full of fear and pride ♪

♪ I just wanna feel ♪

[Ndugu] Moment of truth.
Clamp's off.

♪ Alive ♪

[Ndugu] Come on, man.
Let's pink up.

Come on. Pink up.

♪ After the flood ♪

[Ndugu] Pink up.

♪ After the flood ♪

[Millin exhales]

[sighs, laughs]

Oh, my God.

♪ After the flood ♪

[Hunt] Hang another unit.

-[Altman] What have we got?
-[Hunt] Dr. Altman.

[rapid beeping]

I could really use
some help here.

[Altman] Whatever you need.

I'm right here.

♪ After the flood ♪

♪ After the flood ♪

[footsteps approaching]

[Griffith] What are you doing?

Hiding from Adams.

Why?

I needed a minute, you know?

Today was rough.

Hmm.

News said 13 people died.

I'd love to say days
like this get easier,
but not a good liar.

-Still horrific.
-Intern year sucks.

It's the hours.
It's the yelling.

It's the feeling stupid,
the disimpactions.

So many disimpactions. [sighs]

I just feel like this year,
it doesn't belong to me,

like it's being dictated
by someone else, and
I have no say in the matter,

except for when I'm with you.

Those parts I like.

Me too.

Let's get dinner.

Let's hang out somewhere
that isn't the bed

or the OR...
[chuckles] ...for once.

-Okay.
-Okay.

Oh, I gotta go. Okay.
I will text you later, okay?

[Bryant clears throat]

-Hey.
-Hey.

[sighs] So, Marsh is stable.

How you doing? You all right?

Watching Dr. Grey stand there
while we had Dr. Marsh's life
in our hands...

If something were to happen
to either one of us,

no one would know that we meant
anything to each other,

and, you know,
no one would call.

And...

I would want them to call me
if something happened to you.

I feel the same way.

[♪ "Blue Light Escape" plays]

[Webber] You knew
I pulled Bailey off surgery.

I was angry too,
but it's what Meredith wanted.

The residency program is
barely back on its feet.

We can't have management
decisions just to make
Meredith Grey feel better.

Let me handle the IRB.
I can be very persuasive.

Dr. Webber, may I have a word?

Dr. Fox.

I am sorry for putting
the program in jeopardy,

but until then,
my record has been impeccable.

I'm quick under pressure
and technically skilled
beyond my year--

[Webber] Your badge.

That-That patient might still
be alive because of me.

Today, patients are alive
because of me.

Isn't that why we're here?
To-To save lives?

What you did
today doesn't change
what you did before.

If I see you again,
I'll call security.

♪ Telling me what to think ♪

♪ I just wanna go home ♪

♪ But I can't
Remember the way ♪

♪ Back to you ♪

Coffee this late?

-It's decaf.
-Ah.

I didn't take the CREOG.

That's okay.

Take it next time.

More time to study.

I don't know if there's
gonna be a next time.

I don't even know if I can
practice medicine anymore.

It's okay. All right?

Whatever decision you make,
I will support you.

And if you don't want to be
an OB, if you don't want
to be a surgeon,

if you want to take
more time off, whatever it is,

I will take care of us,
I promise.

-Can we go home now?
-Of course.

-Meet back here in ten?
-I love you.

♪ But I can't
Remember the way ♪

♪ Back to you ♪

[door closes]

♪ The way back ♪

♪ To you ♪

♪ The way back ♪

Hey.

♪ To you ♪

[♪ song ends]

[door closes]

[chuckling]

Oh, you are not gonna believe
what I just saw,

and you're not gonna like it.

Oh, well,
can it wait till tomorrow?

Are you okay?

-Mmm. Richard benched me
from surgery...
-Hmm.

-...and I operated anyway...
on Nick Marsh.
-Mmm.

[stammers, chuckles]

And this all happened today?

-Amidst the bridge collapse.
-[exhales]

SFD said that bridge was
supposed to be under repair,

-but, you know,
funding fell through.
-Mm-hmm.

[exclaims]
You know, does every generation
look back at the one before

and wonder, "What the hell
were they thinking?"

Where's the foresight?
Where's the common sense?

The world would be a much
better place if there were
more Miranda Baileys in charge.

No, having a voice
in hospital policy and change

requires more expertise
than I have to give.

Why? You're a surgeon.

I don't have the background
in public policy,

communication, epidemiology.

Oh, what? You're supposed
to run out and get
a master's in public health?

What if I did?

Get a master's
in public health?

Wait, you want to go
back to school?

If it's what I need
to get a seat at the table.

I just... I can't keep
doing things the way
they've always been done.

Oh.

You know I'm all in.

Hmm.

[sighs]

Mom and daughter are stable
in the ICU, and Hank's
grandmother just arrived.

They're all going to be okay.

Thanks to you.

[Altman breathes heavily]

I choose us.

I needed
some time to figure out
what I wanted for myself,

and what I want
is you and our kids.

I want us.

I'm not gonna go to Paris.

I have lived
all over the world,
and the only thing,

the only thing that makes me
feel like home is you.

-It's a great opportunity.
-There will be others.

You're going to Paris.

You are taking that job.

Oh.

Oh... [stutters]
...okay. I guess I misread.

No.

-'Cause we're coming with you.
-[laughs] Oh, God.
You have a concussion?

I've never been clearer.

-Do you even like France?
-[chuckles]

You were right.
You've moved continents for me.

You have changed jobs.
It's my turn to go with you.

I don't want to live in a world
where we're apart anymore.

[♪ "Love Pains" plays]

I have spent my whole life
chasing adventure,

but the best thing
I've ever done is our family.

I would do anything
for the three of you.

You're my life.

I love you.

I love you too.

I love you.

-[Hunt sniffles]
-[chuckles]

-[Marsh] I dreamed about you.
-[Grey] Oh.

[Marsh chuckles]

-Good dream, I hope.
-Very good dream.

It's always a good dream
when you're there.

When I wake up,
it's even better.

[chuckles] That may be the
cheesiest thing I ever said.

-I must be on
a lot of drugs right now.
-[chuckles]

Marry me.

How badly was I hurt?

Bad enough to make me think
about all the people I've lost.

And I really don't want
to lose you.

It turns out me not being
married to you isn't
protecting me from anything.

And I love you,
and I love our life together.

I don't want my fear to get
in the way of that anymore.

-Do you want a wedding?
-You are getting carried away.

[chuckles]

No flowers
or white dresses or poems.

Is it okay?
Do you still want to marry me?

You kidding?

I wanted to marry you
since the last time
I was in this bed.

-Hey, are you asleep?
-[chuckles]

I was just resting
my eyes. [chuckles]

-Heard Marsh is awake.
-He's gonna pull through.

-Thank you.
-For what?

Uh, you've taken care
of a lot of people that
mean something to me.

-I really didn't do much today.
-I'm not just talking
about Marsh.

You opened your home to Katie,

and I was, uh,
pretty awful to you.

It's okay.

I need a drink.

-You want to get out of here?
-I don't know if we should.

Don't want to do
anything we'd regret.

What if I don't regret it?

[Bryant] Hey.

-Hey.
-[Bryant] You ready?

Yeah.

Uh, I'll see you tomorrow.

Yeah, I'll see you tomorrow.

-[Bryant] Hey. You okay?
-[Griffith] Weird day. [sighs]

[exhales]

-Celine wants to move
to Seattle for me.
-What?

-For our family. [stammers]
-Toni--

This is the first time that
she's ever considered what
anybody else might want.

I don't know what's changed,

but she wants to upend her life
to be with me.

That's okay.

To be honest, I think I knew
that we would end this way.

It's not even really about her.
It's about Zach.

He's my whole world,

but it's not healthy
for him to see his parents
in a terrible marriage.

Like, I was miserable.

I felt invisible.

I felt more seen with you
in the last month

than I did
in the last ten years
of my marriage.

I told Celine it's over.

I'm falling in love with you.

[♪ "Falling Through All
of This Time" plays]

[chuckles] Wow.

-I really got this wrong.
-Toni.

[Grey]
What we find important to keep
in our lives changes over time.

Things break.

Hobbies age.

And dreams evolve.

-Teddy Altman.
-[Yang] I've never
heard of you.

I've never heard of you either,
so I guess that makes us even.

♪ So have faith... ♪

I'm not G.I. Jane.
I'm Attachment Barbie.

♪ But I do know you better
Than anyone, you ♪

She appointed me
ambassador of fun.

♪ And me falling through
All of this time ♪

♪ And you don't need
To tell me you're fine ♪

♪ Somehow out of all of this ♪

♪ So take your heart out of
The cage you built
Around it so tight ♪

♪ And just let go ♪

[Grey] You learn from
experience to narrow down
what really matters.

♪ And it's all right ♪

Thank you.

♪ Be not afraid
To drown in this light ♪

-You trached this guy
with an ink pen?
-So?

♪ So have faith ♪

♪ In somebody for once
And don't brace ♪

♪ Like you're tearing apart
At the seams ♪

[Hunt] Welcome
to Trauma Certification.

♪ No, I don't need to know
What this means ♪

Trauma's a team sport.
You don't have to be the hero,

you just... you just have to go
where you're needed.

♪ But you don't need to know
How it beats ♪

[Grey]
And who you want standing
by your side at all times.

Hey.

♪ Her loneliness
Is lovely now ♪

Let's go home.

♪ Because it looks
Just like yours ♪

[Grey] And once you do,
you hold on as tightly
as you can.

♪ Be not afraid
To drown in this light ♪