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- in the criminal justice system,
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sexually based offenses
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are considered especially heinous.
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in new york city, the dedicated detectives
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who investigate these vicious felonies
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are members of an elite squad
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known as the special victims unit.
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these are their stories.
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- oh, I am so sorry!
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- I'm so sorry. - oh, no, no.
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it's my fault. I was trying to look at a map.
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I'm so sorry.
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- I'm local. what are you looking for?
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- oh, i, um, i...
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i just lost my friends.
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- they can't have gone far.
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should we get into that pedicab and go look for them?
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it could be fun.
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I'm anais.
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- um, I'm meghan from kansas.
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- hello, ladies. your chariot awaits.
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jefferson airplane's "white rabbit"
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- okay.
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this is so cool!
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- uh, there's water back there if you're thirsty.
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- thank you.
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oh, no, no. my phone is dead.
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- I'm just a few blocks from here.
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you could charge it at my place.
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- no, no, no, no, no.
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i don't want to put you out.
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- change of plans.
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we're going to the west village.
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- * and one pill makes you small *
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- depression and anxiety are an organic response...
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to the stresses created by...
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our corrupt and oppressive society.
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and how does the psychiatric community respond?
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by numbing us,
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by treating the symptoms,
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and ignoring the root causes of our alienation.
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- none of us are free.
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we're all cogs in their machine.
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- * and if you go chasing rabbits *
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* and you know you're going to fall *
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* tell 'em a hookah-smoking caterpillar *
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- * has given you the call *
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- * when she was just small *
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- anais?
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anais!
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- I'm right here.
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- * when the men on the chessboard *
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- pay attention, meghan.
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- * and you just had some kind of mushroom *
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* and your mind is moving low *
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- why are you doing this?
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- you've spent your life as one of the walking dead.
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- climb out of your grave. find your true self.
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live free.
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- * have fallen sloppy dead *
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* and the white knight is talking backwards *
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* and the red queen's off with her head *
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* remember *
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* what the dormouse said *
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* feed your head *
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* feed your head *
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- - hey, hey.
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- help me!
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- can you tell me your name?
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- get the elves away from me, please.
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- the elves? elves? - the machine elves!
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they want to take me back there!
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- to where, honey?
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- to their world.
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they told me, if I stay here, I'm digging my own grave.
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- okay, you know what?
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these folks right here, they're good elves,
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and they're gonna help take care of you, I promise.
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you're gonna be okay, honey.
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i need a tox screen and a psych eval.
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- she give you anything?
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- she kept going on about machine elves.
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- she's tripping out. - yeah.
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drugs or a psychotic break or both.
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- sergeant, i may have something.
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- on the way.
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- they tried to bury her alive. - or got her to do it.
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she mentioned digging her own grave.
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- what the hell did they do to this girl?
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《法律与秩序:特殊受害者》 第21季第08集 We
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- machine elves?
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- I'm having them check for dmt.
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it's a common hallucination among users.
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- and a very powerful psychedelic.
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i-i haven't seen this in years.
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- she must've taken a massive dose
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for her to still be feeling symptoms.
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- so do we know if she was assaulted?
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- she's got ligature marks, she may be concussed.
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she's not lucid enough to consent to a rape kit.
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- okay, well, the chief just called twice.
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so I need to find out what we're looking at.
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- how is she? can we talk to her?
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- uh, still having a lot of terror and anxiety.
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we gave her diazepam to calm her down,
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and we had to restrain her.
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we were afraid that she would hurt herself.
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- where am i? it's so light in here.
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- you're at mercy hospital in manhattan.
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- new york? I'm still here?
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- yeah.
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- I want to go home.
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- can you tell us where your home is?
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- 190 forest avenue, great bend, kansas.
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my name is meghan gale.
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- kat, I got a name and address.
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- I'm on it.
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- it was dark.
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they held me down.
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- let's get these off her.
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okay.
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meghan, tell me about "they."
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- the machine elves.
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before they came in, the room spun,
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and then flowers bursting.
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and all the eyes...
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- the elves had eyes?
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- a hundred.
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purple and yellow faces.
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oh, and they crawled all over me,
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inside me.
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- inside you how?
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- like they were having sex with me.
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i tried to get away, to get to my friends.
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- thanks you, mrs. gale.
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your daughter is safe and in the hospital now.
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once she can talk, we'll have her give you a call.
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you're welcome. bye-bye.
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- what was she doing in new york?
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- bachelorette party.
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- and the other girls didn't report her missing?
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- yeah. some friends.
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- oh, my god.
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uh, we've been texting meghan. is she okay?
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- not really.
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when did you see her last?
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- saturday night at... at fiddlesticks
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in greenwich village.
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- were you girls doing any drugs?
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- no, just fireball shots.
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meghan wanted to call her boyfriend,
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we went ahead, she never showed up.
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- and you didn't think to call the police?
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- we were here to party.
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it was our first time in new york.
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- I saw a hawk above me.
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i tried to jump on its back and fly away...
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but my hands melted into the headboard.
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- so you were on a bed.
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- a woman brought me there.
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i thought she was helping me.
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- how was she helping you?
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- she got us a chariot,
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without a horse.
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- what about the driver?
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- he sat on a leopard.
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he was nice. he gave me water.
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- okay, captain.
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meghan's still not making any sense.
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she said she got into some kind of chariot with no horse.
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- like this?
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- pedicab with leopard-print seats.
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that could be it.
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- traffic cams caught 'em up at greenwich and 7th,
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and then lost them.
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and with the leopard-print seats, we got an outlier.
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it might make him easier to find.
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- okay, send that still to rollins,
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and then we'll start walking.
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- cool.
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- yeah, that's her. anais.
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- good, and...and she's the one who hailed the pedicab?
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- yeah, she told him to take us to her place.
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there was an older man there.
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white beard, he was like a wizard.
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he was teaching.
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- teaching? - he said...
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"depression is the child of repression."
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- okay, meghan, are you getting tired?
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- no. no, no, no.
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i don't want to fall back asleep.
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what if I go back there?
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i don't want to go back to sleep.
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- it's okay. it's okay, I'll...I'll stay with you.
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- thank you.
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- captain, do you have a second?
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- excuse me.
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- okay, well, your detective was right.
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there's a reason meghan was so out of it.
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- well, dmt. - yeah.
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lab says a hundred times the usual dose.
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also traces of ketamine.
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- anything else?
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- well, if I had to guess, ghb.
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- so too long ago to show on a tox screen.
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thank you. - okay.
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one more thing.
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dmt overdose is not a regular saturday night,
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so I called a bellevue nurse I know
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to see if they had any cases.
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she said a girl was brought in
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two weeks ago, same tox screen.
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- where can we find her? - she's still there.
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psych ward. never came back.
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- two victims dosed with dmt? - meghan gale and jane doe.
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she was found two weeks ago, 6:00 a.m., wandering,
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wearing a sheet by the fountain at rockefeller center.
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- how did we miss it?
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- the unis thought that she was homeless, an edp.
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so they took her to the psych ward.
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she hasn't uttered a coherent sentence since.
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doctor says that she stays awake for days at a time.
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she might be afraid to sleep.
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- we have no idea who she is? - oh, no.
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there's no id, there's no dna, there's no missing persons.
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now, the medical report shows signs of sexual assault,
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and from the tox screen,
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she was taking prescription antipsychotics.
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- what are we looking at here?
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- it's a man-woman team
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who pick very young victims,
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take them to some group house,
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drug them with dmt, rape them, and then...and then dump them
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in some public space.
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- have you ever seen something like this before?
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could it be some kind of cult? - I don't know.
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i mean, meghan says that she remembers an older man
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talking to the group.
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she called him a wizard.
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- until we have more answers,
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let's try and keep the details out of the press.
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- well, we may not be able to.
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another victim just turned up.
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central park, off 5th avenue.
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- we got a 911 call.
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screaming woman dumped out of a pedicab.
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- they get a look at the driver?
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- not really. said he had on a top hat.
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we get here, she's blindfolded, hands tied, nothing on her.
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- she say anything? - some language I never heard.
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- hey, it's okay. it's okay, honey.
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we're gonna take care of you, okay?
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- yes, chief, she's an exchange student
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from sweden.
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her name is freja bergdahl.
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this one went missing two days ago.
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you know, the roommate says that she's a good kid,
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she's a grad student at pratt, not a drug taker.
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- the trolls kept me in the dark.
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they held me down.
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they were inside me.
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- was anyone with the trolls?
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- a king.
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w-with a white beard.
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like a john bauer fairy tale.
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he ruled the house.
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- tell me about the house.
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h-how did you get there?
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- it was bumpy.
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- you were in a car?
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- nej. a bicycle.
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- okay. good, freja.
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do you remember... you remember seeing
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anything else?
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- we went past a giant stone woman.
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and later,
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up a high stoop.
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many stairs.
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- freja, you're an art student.
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all right, you think you can draw the...
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the woman and the trolls?
282
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- machine elves, swedish trolls?
283
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so this girl was also drugged with dmt?
284
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- a huge dose, and ketamine.
285
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- both rape kits came back with semen from multiple donors.
286
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no hits.
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- no criminal records, not dna savvy.
288
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led by a wizard? a king?
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- yeah, who has unlimited access to dmt,
290
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tougher to get than cocaine and meth.
291
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- you know, shamans in south america
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use it to access a higher dimension.
293
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- so our wizard gets dmt through a religious group
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or medical research?
295
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- we're checking clinical trials
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to see if they've had any of the drugs stolen.
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- anything else to go on?
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- freja remembered passing
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a huge stone woman.
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maybe a hallucination.
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- or not.
302
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what about the bust of sylvette?
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the picasso statue. - by the i.m. pei towers.
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okay, we'll start a canvass.
305
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- why don't you put freja in a car, drive her around,
306
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see what comes back?
307
00:14:42,380 --> 00:14:44,010
- um, uh, she's...
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she's actually quite traumatized.
309
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- I won't tell you how to do your job, captain.
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- thank you.
311
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- but I know you'll be sensitive to her experience,
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and to our needs.
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we need a break.
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- there she is.
315
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- the giant stone woman.
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- yes.
317
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yes.
318
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we were here.
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- okay.
320
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okay.
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so freja, is there anything else that you remember passing?
322
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on the side of the road,
323
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a canopy of floating triangles.
324
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- okay.
325
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- there!
326
00:15:47,530 --> 00:15:49,320
those triangles.
327
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- that's the aids memorial.
328
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- we are close.
329
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that green wall with the posters?
330
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turn here.
331
00:16:19,690 --> 00:16:22,270
it was dark and... - okay.
332
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you said that the house had a high stoop.
333
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- mm-hmm.
334
00:16:28,150 --> 00:16:31,240
oh, uh, I don't want to do this.
335
00:16:31,280 --> 00:16:33,160
- freja, was it one of these?
336
00:16:33,200 --> 00:16:35,200
- with the red door. - okay.
337
00:16:35,250 --> 00:16:36,750
- I have to go.
338
00:16:36,790 --> 00:16:38,460
- listen to me. listen to me, we're done.
339
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we're done. we're done.
340
00:16:39,670 --> 00:16:41,170
it's over, and you're safe.
341
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you're safe, okay?
342
00:16:55,310 --> 00:16:56,520
- so the brownstone here with the red door was bought
343
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30 years ago by a foundation
344
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for radical therapy,
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and gifted to julius adler for his institute.
346
00:17:03,520 --> 00:17:04,770
- he's the white-bearded wizard?
347
00:17:04,820 --> 00:17:06,570
- dr. julius adler,
348
00:17:06,610 --> 00:17:08,570
an esteemed professor of radical psychiatry
349
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at tompkins square, a prolific author, and...
350
00:17:11,780 --> 00:17:13,620
- and a freak.
351
00:17:13,660 --> 00:17:15,830
he uses psychedelics as a cure-all.
352
00:17:15,870 --> 00:17:18,460
- in controlled, clinical studies.
353
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- I ran the building. it's got nonprofit status.
354
00:17:21,460 --> 00:17:23,590
seven complaints over the last year.
355
00:17:23,630 --> 00:17:25,170
noise, kids partying,
356
00:17:25,210 --> 00:17:27,420
a cello being thrown out of a third-story window.
357
00:17:27,460 --> 00:17:29,340
- and both victims remember going into that brownstone?
358
00:17:29,380 --> 00:17:30,760
can they id him?
359
00:17:30,800 --> 00:17:33,510
- no, but freja was clearly triggered.
360
00:17:33,550 --> 00:17:36,600
now, she thinks she remembers the red door
361
00:17:36,640 --> 00:17:38,220
and the high stoop.
362
00:17:38,270 --> 00:17:41,100
- she thinks. she also remembered trolls.
363
00:17:41,140 --> 00:17:42,810
- there's reason to believe he has dmt
364
00:17:42,850 --> 00:17:44,360
and other psychedelics inside.
365
00:17:44,400 --> 00:17:45,690
- but if he's running clinical trials,
366
00:17:45,730 --> 00:17:47,190
that may not be illegal.
367
00:17:47,230 --> 00:17:48,400
- come on, carisi, you can trust us.
368
00:17:48,440 --> 00:17:49,690
- I do, fin, but every time
369
00:17:49,740 --> 00:17:50,740
i go out on a limb for you guys,
370
00:17:50,780 --> 00:17:52,240
somebody saws it off.
371
00:17:52,280 --> 00:17:53,740
look, it's an academic institute.
372
00:17:53,780 --> 00:17:55,530
i need some patina of probable cause.
373
00:17:57,240 --> 00:17:58,700
- patina?
374
00:17:58,750 --> 00:18:00,410
- that guy was really a cop?
375
00:18:00,460 --> 00:18:02,620
- hey, guys, he's just... he's just doing his job.
376
00:18:02,670 --> 00:18:04,380
- we could take a run at adler,
377
00:18:04,420 --> 00:18:05,380
see if he gives us anything.
378
00:18:05,420 --> 00:18:07,130
- that's a good idea.
379
00:18:07,170 --> 00:18:10,220
- kat, fin, you're off to see the wizard.
380
00:18:10,260 --> 00:18:11,050
- okay.
381
00:18:17,760 --> 00:18:18,890
- what's our play?
382
00:18:18,930 --> 00:18:20,180
- well, he's a shrink,
383
00:18:20,230 --> 00:18:21,430
so he's gonna try to read us.
384
00:18:21,480 --> 00:18:24,730
so suss him out, let him talk.
385
00:18:24,770 --> 00:18:26,770
- yes? - nypd.
386
00:18:26,820 --> 00:18:28,610
are you julius adler?
387
00:18:28,650 --> 00:18:29,610
- yes, I am.
388
00:18:29,650 --> 00:18:32,110
is this about the cello?
389
00:18:32,150 --> 00:18:33,740
- actually, it's about the kidnapping
390
00:18:33,780 --> 00:18:35,160
of three young women.
391
00:18:35,200 --> 00:18:37,240
- oh, that's horrible.
392
00:18:37,280 --> 00:18:39,410
- we think they may have been brought here.
393
00:18:39,450 --> 00:18:41,160
- you recognize any of these women?
394
00:18:44,210 --> 00:18:46,330
- uh, no.
395
00:18:48,290 --> 00:18:49,750
no, no.
396
00:18:49,800 --> 00:18:53,130
but we have so many, uh, students and teachers,
397
00:18:53,170 --> 00:18:54,590
patients coming in and out.
398
00:18:54,630 --> 00:18:58,470
they could've audited a class or an open house.
399
00:18:58,510 --> 00:19:00,310
- actually, I don't really think that's it.
400
00:19:00,350 --> 00:19:03,270
they said that they were raped and drugged here.
401
00:19:03,310 --> 00:19:05,770
- really? tell me about that.
402
00:19:05,810 --> 00:19:08,150
w-what exactly did they say?
403
00:19:08,190 --> 00:19:09,650
- that's confidential.
404
00:19:09,690 --> 00:19:11,440
- oh.
405
00:19:11,480 --> 00:19:13,280
well, I'm a good therapist,
406
00:19:13,320 --> 00:19:17,370
but even I can't explain behavior you won't describe.
407
00:19:17,410 --> 00:19:20,410
- well, I can tell you that they were terrified.
408
00:19:22,000 --> 00:19:26,290
- the work that we do here, uh, pushes boundaries.
409
00:19:26,330 --> 00:19:29,290
is it possible that while they were in process, uh,
410
00:19:29,340 --> 00:19:31,550
feelings of helplessness emerged
411
00:19:31,590 --> 00:19:34,470
or traumatic memories resurfaced?
412
00:19:34,510 --> 00:19:36,260
- maybe.
413
00:19:36,300 --> 00:19:38,180
why don't we come inside and you could show us
414
00:19:38,220 --> 00:19:39,350
where these memories surfaced?
415
00:19:39,390 --> 00:19:40,640
- whoa, whoa, whoa.
416
00:19:40,680 --> 00:19:42,310
I'm assuming you don't have a warrant?
417
00:19:42,350 --> 00:19:45,770
uh, like you, I have to respect confidentiality.
418
00:19:45,810 --> 00:19:49,190
i hope that this was productive.
419
00:19:53,650 --> 00:19:55,650
- I heard adler wasn't helpful.
420
00:19:55,700 --> 00:19:57,660
- nope.
421
00:19:57,700 --> 00:20:00,200
but he did claim that so many students passed through
422
00:20:00,240 --> 00:20:02,700
the doors of his institute that he can't keep track of them.
423
00:20:02,740 --> 00:20:05,540
- i, um, didn't want to get into it before,
424
00:20:05,580 --> 00:20:06,830
but back in atlanta,
425
00:20:06,870 --> 00:20:08,330
when I was going through some stuff,
426
00:20:08,380 --> 00:20:09,330
i took some psych courses
427
00:20:09,380 --> 00:20:10,630
at georgia state,
428
00:20:10,670 --> 00:20:13,510
and adler was a guest professor.
429
00:20:13,550 --> 00:20:16,260
I'm telling you, this man...
430
00:20:16,300 --> 00:20:20,390
he's brilliant, empathically, a real healer.
431
00:20:20,430 --> 00:20:22,220
whatever happened to those girls,
432
00:20:22,260 --> 00:20:23,770
i can't imagine how he'd be involved.
433
00:20:23,810 --> 00:20:27,020
- rollins, I hear you.
434
00:20:27,060 --> 00:20:30,480
but you and I both know that that was a long time ago,
435
00:20:30,520 --> 00:20:31,480
and people change.
436
00:20:31,520 --> 00:20:33,650
- they do.
437
00:20:33,690 --> 00:20:36,400
but it sounds like he still keeps
438
00:20:36,440 --> 00:20:37,780
an open door for his students.
439
00:20:37,820 --> 00:20:41,490
it couldn't hurt to make an approach.
440
00:20:46,750 --> 00:20:49,420
- psychiatry has devolved
441
00:20:49,460 --> 00:20:53,250
into social control.
442
00:20:53,290 --> 00:20:57,470
depression, anxiety are not symptoms of mental illness.
443
00:20:57,510 --> 00:20:59,300
they are, in truth,
444
00:20:59,340 --> 00:21:02,600
an organic reaction to oppression.
445
00:21:02,640 --> 00:21:06,390
sexual repression, economic disparity,
446
00:21:06,430 --> 00:21:11,600
misogyny, racism, these are all part of the root.
447
00:21:11,650 --> 00:21:14,900
and now, as psychiatrists are fond of saying,
448
00:21:14,940 --> 00:21:17,650
i think this is a good place to stop.
449
00:21:17,690 --> 00:21:19,530
I'll see you all next week.
450
00:21:22,370 --> 00:21:25,580
- hi, dr. adler. - yes?
451
00:21:25,620 --> 00:21:27,410
- I'm a big admirer of yours.
452
00:21:27,450 --> 00:21:28,910
- oh. - amanda.
453
00:21:28,960 --> 00:21:31,710
i actually took a lecture class of yours years ago.
454
00:21:31,750 --> 00:21:34,790
- yeah, yes, in, uh, atlanta, right?
455
00:21:34,840 --> 00:21:36,920
- that's right. - yeah.
456
00:21:36,960 --> 00:21:38,800
well, aren't you a fish out of water.
457
00:21:38,840 --> 00:21:40,510
- i-i am.
458
00:21:40,550 --> 00:21:42,640
guess you could say I was searching for a bigger pond.
459
00:21:42,680 --> 00:21:44,100
- hmm. -
460
00:21:44,140 --> 00:21:46,430
um, I'm finishing up my master's
461
00:21:46,470 --> 00:21:47,930
in liberation psychiatry,
462
00:21:47,970 --> 00:21:50,310
and all roads still lead to you.
463
00:21:50,350 --> 00:21:52,400
- oh, call me rome.
464
00:21:52,440 --> 00:21:56,570
- and your book, "oppression, repression, depression,"
465
00:21:56,610 --> 00:21:58,610
it really resonated with me.
466
00:21:58,650 --> 00:22:01,740
- ah, so you're the one who bought it.
467
00:22:01,780 --> 00:22:04,870
- why, are you surprised your books aren't best sellers?
468
00:22:04,910 --> 00:22:07,450
pharmaceutical companies, mainstream psychiatry,
469
00:22:07,490 --> 00:22:09,080
they don't want the truth to get out.
470
00:22:09,120 --> 00:22:11,580
- dad, there's a lot of people that are waiting for you.
471
00:22:11,620 --> 00:22:13,710
- oh. - oh, I'm...I'm sorry.
472
00:22:13,750 --> 00:22:15,880
just, um, thanks.
473
00:22:15,920 --> 00:22:16,880
- yes. - thanks.
474
00:22:16,920 --> 00:22:18,590
- yeah. amanda?
475
00:22:18,630 --> 00:22:20,840
um, I don't know if you're busy later tonight,
476
00:22:20,880 --> 00:22:24,840
but, uh, I'm having an open house study session.
477
00:22:24,890 --> 00:22:27,890
you're more than welcome to join us.
478
00:22:29,520 --> 00:22:33,520
- yeah.
479
00:22:39,860 --> 00:22:42,400
- and what about you, amanda?
480
00:22:42,450 --> 00:22:45,160
do you feel alienated from your true self?
481
00:22:45,200 --> 00:22:47,870
- I do a lot of the times. - well, we all do.
482
00:22:47,910 --> 00:22:49,660
- how long are we gonna let this guy hit on rollins?
483
00:22:49,700 --> 00:22:51,580
- we're gonna wait for probable cause.
484
00:22:51,620 --> 00:22:53,370
- or machine elves?
485
00:22:53,420 --> 00:22:54,750
sorry.
486
00:22:54,790 --> 00:22:56,170
i don't believe in regular psychiatry,
487
00:22:56,210 --> 00:22:57,170
let alone this.
488
00:22:57,210 --> 00:22:58,550
- I'm with kat.
489
00:22:58,590 --> 00:23:00,010
paying someone to listen to you talk?
490
00:23:00,050 --> 00:23:02,510
- guys, please. - amanda...
491
00:23:02,550 --> 00:23:06,010
our society so suffocates the human soul,
492
00:23:06,050 --> 00:23:08,890
our distance from true self so profound,
493
00:23:08,930 --> 00:23:13,060
that we turn to liquor, uh, to gambling...
494
00:23:13,100 --> 00:23:16,650
- casual sex that just reinforces our low self-esteem.
495
00:23:16,690 --> 00:23:18,860
- but nothing seems to fill the void.
496
00:23:18,900 --> 00:23:20,030
- yes.
497
00:23:20,070 --> 00:23:21,860
amanda,
498
00:23:21,900 --> 00:23:24,200
the reality that you're experiencing right now
499
00:23:24,240 --> 00:23:26,660
is not the only reality,
500
00:23:26,700 --> 00:23:28,530
but we're all so programmed,
501
00:23:28,580 --> 00:23:31,870
that we, uh, we can't even access the pathways
502
00:23:31,910 --> 00:23:34,080
in our own brains.
503
00:23:34,120 --> 00:23:35,960
oh, here we go.
504
00:23:36,000 --> 00:23:37,580
- what's up with that van? - you know...
505
00:23:37,630 --> 00:23:39,840
primitive cultures understood this.
506
00:23:39,880 --> 00:23:41,960
they had a life built around ritual...
507
00:23:42,010 --> 00:23:43,170
- white male.
508
00:23:43,210 --> 00:23:44,760
- look like our pedicab driver?
509
00:23:44,800 --> 00:23:46,550
- to allow them to enter a dream state.
510
00:23:46,590 --> 00:23:48,050
amanda...
511
00:23:48,090 --> 00:23:50,760
- industrial tanks.
512
00:23:50,810 --> 00:23:52,890
maybe ether? - I knew it.
513
00:23:52,930 --> 00:23:54,890
they're cooking their own drugs.
514
00:23:56,520 --> 00:23:59,060
- and you can experience it too.
515
00:24:03,650 --> 00:24:06,450
- I'm not sure that's such a good idea.
516
00:24:06,490 --> 00:24:08,570
- amanda.
517
00:24:08,620 --> 00:24:11,950
don't be afraid to swim past the breakers.
518
00:24:21,290 --> 00:24:23,130
- we lost visual. let's move.
519
00:24:25,220 --> 00:24:27,050
- fin!
520
00:24:27,090 --> 00:24:28,550
- put your hands where I can see 'em!
521
00:24:28,590 --> 00:24:30,100
get 'em up! - this is all legal.
522
00:24:32,140 --> 00:24:34,220
- nypd!
523
00:24:34,270 --> 00:24:36,100
drugs down. hands up.
524
00:24:36,140 --> 00:24:37,890
- this is an academic seminar.
525
00:24:37,940 --> 00:24:39,520
we have a right to freedom of inquiry here.
526
00:24:39,560 --> 00:24:40,980
- you have a right to remain silent.
527
00:24:41,020 --> 00:24:43,270
anything you say can and will be used against you.
528
00:24:43,320 --> 00:24:45,110
- dad? - it's okay, hon.
529
00:24:45,150 --> 00:24:47,110
it's okay. - rollins, are you okay?
530
00:24:47,150 --> 00:24:49,910
- yeah, I didn't inhale. - are you sure?
531
00:24:49,950 --> 00:24:52,580
- wait, you're a cop?
532
00:24:52,620 --> 00:24:53,790
- captain, everyone goes?
533
00:24:53,830 --> 00:24:55,500
- everyone goes until we find out
534
00:24:55,540 --> 00:24:56,960
who's a vic and who's a perp.
535
00:24:57,000 --> 00:24:59,790
let's go, gentlemen. stand up, please.
536
00:24:59,830 --> 00:25:01,290
stand up. on your feet.
537
00:25:01,330 --> 00:25:03,170
nice and easy. nice and easy.
538
00:25:03,210 --> 00:25:04,590
hands up.
539
00:25:13,600 --> 00:25:16,640
- meghan's hawk.
540
00:25:18,940 --> 00:25:20,190
- rollins.
541
00:25:26,690 --> 00:25:28,150
rollins. - hmm?
542
00:25:36,700 --> 00:25:37,620
- so, where, uh, did you go, amanda?
543
00:25:40,920 --> 00:25:42,630
- excuse me?
544
00:25:42,670 --> 00:25:46,130
- well, I saw the light come on in your eyes,
545
00:25:46,170 --> 00:25:48,550
your soul leave its cage.
546
00:25:48,590 --> 00:25:51,130
you were on your journey.
547
00:25:51,180 --> 00:25:54,220
so I'm curious,
548
00:25:54,260 --> 00:25:55,890
where did you go?
549
00:25:59,680 --> 00:26:01,600
- what the hell is he doing?
550
00:26:01,640 --> 00:26:03,730
- she's just letting him establish rapport.
551
00:26:03,770 --> 00:26:05,650
- uh-huh.
552
00:26:05,690 --> 00:26:07,320
who else did we pick up?
553
00:26:07,360 --> 00:26:09,570
- we're a family.
554
00:26:09,610 --> 00:26:10,900
maybe not the brady bunch,
555
00:26:10,950 --> 00:26:13,280
but that was an artificial construct
556
00:26:13,320 --> 00:26:14,820
to make us all conform.
557
00:26:14,870 --> 00:26:16,080
- your father tell you that?
558
00:26:16,120 --> 00:26:17,950
- and more.
559
00:26:17,990 --> 00:26:21,830
every day since I was three, when my mother died.
560
00:26:21,870 --> 00:26:26,040
he sacrificed everything to take care of me.
561
00:26:26,090 --> 00:26:29,130
what he's built and taught.
562
00:26:29,170 --> 00:26:30,670
no one can take that away.
563
00:26:30,720 --> 00:26:33,010
- which is what, exactly?
564
00:26:34,720 --> 00:26:36,930
- how to be whole.
565
00:26:36,970 --> 00:26:41,640
people come to him searching for an alternative path.
566
00:26:41,690 --> 00:26:43,690
- so she's drunk the kool-aid too.
567
00:26:43,730 --> 00:26:44,850
do we have anybody else?
568
00:26:44,900 --> 00:26:46,690
- caleb, the pedicab driver,
569
00:26:46,730 --> 00:26:49,820
and ten others who are all on video
570
00:26:49,860 --> 00:26:51,610
taking a hit from the pipe.
571
00:26:51,650 --> 00:26:53,360
- adler swears there were no assaults.
572
00:26:53,410 --> 00:26:55,160
- no surprise there. what do the victims say?
573
00:26:55,200 --> 00:26:58,030
- uh, victim. freja went back to stockholm.
574
00:26:58,080 --> 00:27:01,580
so meghan id'd anais and caleb,
575
00:27:01,620 --> 00:27:04,250
and she remembers adler giving a lecture.
576
00:27:04,290 --> 00:27:07,090
- but after that, machine elves.
577
00:27:07,130 --> 00:27:08,880
we got any dna hits from the men?
578
00:27:08,920 --> 00:27:11,170
- not yet, but they're in front of it.
579
00:27:11,210 --> 00:27:13,720
- they claim it was a mutual psychonautic
580
00:27:13,760 --> 00:27:15,760
sexual exploration.
581
00:27:15,800 --> 00:27:18,050
- translation, consensual? - yeah.
582
00:27:18,100 --> 00:27:22,350
- okay, so this guy claims academic freedom,
583
00:27:22,390 --> 00:27:23,940
but the truth is, he's a puppet master
584
00:27:23,980 --> 00:27:25,690
who gets his acolytes to rape and torture girls.
585
00:27:25,730 --> 00:27:26,810
- I don't think that's what this is.
586
00:27:26,860 --> 00:27:28,060
- oh, yeah?
587
00:27:28,110 --> 00:27:29,650
so meghan wanted to dig her own grave,
588
00:27:29,690 --> 00:27:31,190
run around half-naked in a bed sheet?
589
00:27:33,280 --> 00:27:34,820
- caleb's parents are here.
590
00:27:40,240 --> 00:27:43,870
- we drove down from syracuse as soon as we heard.
591
00:27:43,910 --> 00:27:45,960
caleb, he's... he's had his problems.
592
00:27:46,000 --> 00:27:49,000
- oh, with depression, self-harm.
593
00:27:49,040 --> 00:27:51,250
caleb's not even taking classes anymore.
594
00:27:51,300 --> 00:27:52,840
it's like he's in a cult.
595
00:27:52,880 --> 00:27:54,090
- okay.
596
00:27:54,130 --> 00:27:57,760
when did...when did he meet dr. adler?
597
00:27:57,800 --> 00:28:01,810
- um, freshman year after he moved here,
598
00:28:01,850 --> 00:28:03,730
about six years ago.
599
00:28:03,770 --> 00:28:07,350
- at first, he used to call us all the time.
600
00:28:07,400 --> 00:28:10,900
now not even on holidays.
601
00:28:10,940 --> 00:28:14,780
- did you...did you ever try to bring him back?
602
00:28:14,820 --> 00:28:18,030
- we had an intervention. we brought in our minister.
603
00:28:18,070 --> 00:28:22,950
i-i-i emptied my retirement fund
604
00:28:22,990 --> 00:28:24,330
just to pay for a deprogrammer,
605
00:28:24,370 --> 00:28:27,790
but nothing worked.
606
00:28:27,830 --> 00:28:31,920
all we wanted was to protect him.
607
00:28:36,010 --> 00:28:39,890
you... try to do
608
00:28:39,930 --> 00:28:42,140
everything right.
609
00:28:43,850 --> 00:28:47,100
but I don't know if my son will ever come back.
610
00:28:50,060 --> 00:28:53,150
- these kids come from, uh, abusive homes,
611
00:28:53,190 --> 00:28:54,480
repressive schools.
612
00:28:54,530 --> 00:28:57,200
they arrive, uh, totally disconnected,
613
00:28:57,240 --> 00:28:58,280
unable to feel.
614
00:28:58,320 --> 00:28:59,910
- I get all that,
615
00:28:59,950 --> 00:29:01,700
but how do you go from there to gang rape?
616
00:29:01,740 --> 00:29:03,450
- rape? this is... no, no.
617
00:29:03,490 --> 00:29:06,370
this is about cutting through their armor,
618
00:29:06,410 --> 00:29:08,080
freeing their libido.
619
00:29:08,120 --> 00:29:11,000
look, i-i-I'm not angry at you, amanda,
620
00:29:11,040 --> 00:29:13,880
for pretending to be interested in my work.
621
00:29:13,920 --> 00:29:16,840
that ruse was... that was your job.
622
00:29:16,880 --> 00:29:19,470
but did you actually read anything I wrote?
623
00:29:19,510 --> 00:29:21,220
- yeah, I read every single one of your books.
624
00:29:21,260 --> 00:29:24,510
- then why are you asking the wrong questions?
625
00:29:24,560 --> 00:29:26,520
what fear is blocking you
626
00:29:26,560 --> 00:29:29,190
from feeling what I know is inside you?
627
00:29:29,230 --> 00:29:30,770
- don't do that, doctor,
628
00:29:30,810 --> 00:29:32,810
'cause I am the only friend you have in here.
629
00:29:32,860 --> 00:29:35,230
- friend?
630
00:29:35,280 --> 00:29:37,280
i am offering you the chance
631
00:29:37,320 --> 00:29:39,530
to journey to dimensions
632
00:29:39,570 --> 00:29:41,160
you can't imagine,
633
00:29:41,200 --> 00:29:44,240
and your reaction is to play the "good cop" card?
634
00:29:44,280 --> 00:29:47,200
i am so disappointed.
635
00:29:47,250 --> 00:29:48,870
- hmm. - really.
636
00:29:51,040 --> 00:29:55,130
i would like to leave unless I'm being charged with a crime.
637
00:29:55,170 --> 00:29:56,800
- yes, actually.
638
00:29:56,840 --> 00:29:58,050
possession, for now.
639
00:29:58,090 --> 00:30:00,180
- well, that won't stand.
640
00:30:00,220 --> 00:30:02,050
i have a government-approved grant
641
00:30:02,090 --> 00:30:04,300
for research into dmt.
642
00:30:04,350 --> 00:30:09,020
my institute is a de facto extension of the university.
643
00:30:09,060 --> 00:30:12,400
but if the great purge must proceed,
644
00:30:12,440 --> 00:30:15,230
then proceed it must.
645
00:30:20,950 --> 00:30:23,570
- so adler's a false prophet.
646
00:30:23,620 --> 00:30:25,160
to paraphrase joseph campbell,
647
00:30:25,200 --> 00:30:26,870
the mystic swims in the same water
648
00:30:26,910 --> 00:30:27,990
in which the psychotic drowns.
649
00:30:28,040 --> 00:30:29,450
- even so, his students,
650
00:30:29,500 --> 00:30:30,960
still believe everything he feeds them.
651
00:30:31,000 --> 00:30:32,420
- and the daughter thinks he's a saint.
652
00:30:32,460 --> 00:30:33,880
the mother died when she was three,
653
00:30:33,920 --> 00:30:35,420
so he raised her.
654
00:30:35,460 --> 00:30:38,840
- something happened to adler.
655
00:30:38,880 --> 00:30:40,130
twenty years ago,
656
00:30:40,170 --> 00:30:41,800
he was one of the foremost authorities
657
00:30:41,840 --> 00:30:43,340
in liberation psychiatry.
658
00:30:43,390 --> 00:30:45,800
- okay, well, whatever alternate reality he's in,
659
00:30:45,850 --> 00:30:47,890
this reality, he's guilty of either conspiracy to rape
660
00:30:47,930 --> 00:30:49,060
or sex trafficking.
661
00:30:49,100 --> 00:30:50,930
- I agree. charge him with both.
662
00:30:50,980 --> 00:30:52,520
- how? who am I gonna put on the stand?
663
00:30:52,560 --> 00:30:54,600
caleb? meghan and her elves?
664
00:30:54,650 --> 00:30:56,900
- charge anais. flip her.
665
00:30:56,940 --> 00:30:59,110
- she won't turn on him. they're sutured.
666
00:30:59,150 --> 00:31:03,280
- or maybe that's just another alternate reality he's created.
667
00:31:03,320 --> 00:31:05,280
i found a marriage certificate.
668
00:31:05,320 --> 00:31:07,530
adler married kathleen bell in '94,
669
00:31:07,580 --> 00:31:11,080
but no obituary, no death certificate.
670
00:31:13,460 --> 00:31:16,420
- well, if she's not deceased...
671
00:31:16,460 --> 00:31:19,090
then where is she?
672
00:31:19,130 --> 00:31:20,340
- find out.
673
00:31:32,430 --> 00:31:33,440
- kathleen bell adler. admitted in '97.
674
00:31:35,350 --> 00:31:37,230
she was a brilliant clinician until she was found naked
675
00:31:37,270 --> 00:31:38,400
in the middle of harvard square.
676
00:31:38,440 --> 00:31:40,030
- what was her diagnosis?
677
00:31:40,070 --> 00:31:42,400
- hallucinogenic-induced psychosis
678
00:31:42,440 --> 00:31:44,240
with underlying paranoid schizophrenia.
679
00:31:44,280 --> 00:31:46,320
- can she communicate? - intermittently.
680
00:31:46,360 --> 00:31:48,950
this week, she's been having agitated conversations
681
00:31:48,990 --> 00:31:51,870
with someone who's not there, about her daughter.
682
00:31:51,910 --> 00:31:54,330
- her daughter doesn't know that her mother is even alive.
683
00:31:54,370 --> 00:31:58,250
- anais? kathleen's worried about her.
684
00:31:58,290 --> 00:32:00,090
- does her husband, dr. adler, visit?
685
00:32:00,130 --> 00:32:02,260
- no one's ever visited her. - ever?
686
00:32:02,300 --> 00:32:03,840
- at least not since I've been on staff.
687
00:32:03,880 --> 00:32:05,430
that's going on 15 years now.
688
00:32:07,010 --> 00:32:08,890
- what's her prognosis?
689
00:32:08,930 --> 00:32:10,850
- after all this time here?
690
00:32:10,890 --> 00:32:12,930
no one reintegrates from that.
691
00:32:15,390 --> 00:32:16,940
- thank you, doctor.
692
00:32:19,060 --> 00:32:21,020
- adler did this to her.
693
00:32:21,070 --> 00:32:23,110
- we don't know that. - I do.
694
00:32:24,940 --> 00:32:26,860
hey, rollins, I know that you have a blind spot
695
00:32:26,910 --> 00:32:28,870
for men that you think are smarter than you...
696
00:32:28,910 --> 00:32:30,830
- no, I just want to ask him about his wife.
697
00:32:30,870 --> 00:32:33,950
- can i...can I actually trust you with him?
698
00:32:34,000 --> 00:32:35,410
- who else is gonna get through?
699
00:32:35,460 --> 00:32:37,040
i mean, you, fin, carisi? okay, he thinks...
700
00:32:37,080 --> 00:32:39,420
he thinks you're all so covered in armor,
701
00:32:39,460 --> 00:32:42,420
that you'll never open up.
702
00:32:42,460 --> 00:32:45,220
no offense.
703
00:32:52,890 --> 00:32:54,220
- oh.
704
00:32:54,270 --> 00:32:59,190
so by, uh, altering my external reality,
705
00:32:59,230 --> 00:33:01,560
you think you'll alter my responses.
706
00:33:01,610 --> 00:33:03,020
is that it?
707
00:33:03,070 --> 00:33:05,440
- I want to ask you about your wife.
708
00:33:05,490 --> 00:33:07,110
- my wife?
709
00:33:08,950 --> 00:33:09,910
she's gone.
710
00:33:09,950 --> 00:33:11,870
- gone, but not dead.
711
00:33:11,910 --> 00:33:14,790
- i'd ask you to, uh, leave my wife alone.
712
00:33:14,830 --> 00:33:17,250
- like you have? -
713
00:33:17,290 --> 00:33:22,170
okay, time... in this world, in this plane,
714
00:33:22,210 --> 00:33:24,170
has stopped for her.
715
00:33:24,210 --> 00:33:25,920
she's well taken care of,
716
00:33:25,960 --> 00:33:28,590
but the, uh, the kind of break that she suffered,
717
00:33:28,630 --> 00:33:31,550
there's...there's no return.
718
00:33:31,590 --> 00:33:34,060
- the journeys you took her on, she can't get back.
719
00:33:34,100 --> 00:33:35,970
- that was not the cause.
720
00:33:36,020 --> 00:33:40,100
kathleen battled demons her whole life.
721
00:33:40,150 --> 00:33:42,940
her parents treated their dogs better than they treated her.
722
00:33:42,980 --> 00:33:44,270
- how?
723
00:33:44,320 --> 00:33:46,280
'cause she was a-a well-regarded doctor...
724
00:33:46,320 --> 00:33:49,240
- no, no. not my fault.
725
00:33:49,280 --> 00:33:52,280
her father raped her when she was a child.
726
00:33:52,320 --> 00:33:55,580
she completely dissociated from herself to survive.
727
00:33:55,620 --> 00:33:58,040
by the time she came to me, she'd already seen,
728
00:33:58,080 --> 00:34:00,330
and been failed by, a dozen therapists.
729
00:34:00,370 --> 00:34:02,130
- so you were her doctor.
730
00:34:02,170 --> 00:34:05,000
- initially, yes, for a psych evaluation.
731
00:34:05,050 --> 00:34:07,840
after a suicide attempt. - and you slept with her?
732
00:34:09,010 --> 00:34:10,300
- later.
733
00:34:10,340 --> 00:34:12,220
yes, after i'd begun treating her.
734
00:34:12,260 --> 00:34:13,640
- with the hallucinogens?
735
00:34:13,680 --> 00:34:16,180
- and love.
736
00:34:16,220 --> 00:34:18,310
and positive sexual energy.
737
00:34:18,350 --> 00:34:21,440
she was so depersonalized, so derealized,
738
00:34:21,480 --> 00:34:23,020
the only way to heal her wounds
739
00:34:23,060 --> 00:34:25,190
was to go back to their cause
740
00:34:25,230 --> 00:34:27,610
and reprogram her response.
741
00:34:27,650 --> 00:34:29,150
- reenacting?
742
00:34:29,190 --> 00:34:30,610
- yes.
743
00:34:30,650 --> 00:34:32,860
and I can tell you, it did work for a time.
744
00:34:32,910 --> 00:34:35,530
we were happy. we conceived a child.
745
00:34:35,580 --> 00:34:39,200
but as anais grew, kathleen flooded with memories.
746
00:34:39,250 --> 00:34:40,540
the abuse had started earlier
747
00:34:40,580 --> 00:34:42,330
than she'd let herself remember.
748
00:34:42,370 --> 00:34:43,920
i did everything I could.
749
00:34:43,960 --> 00:34:46,290
- but you lost her.
750
00:34:46,340 --> 00:34:47,460
- yes.
751
00:34:47,500 --> 00:34:50,420
and since then, I have...
752
00:34:50,470 --> 00:34:54,300
dedicated my life to saving other victims.
753
00:34:54,340 --> 00:34:56,970
- that's...
754
00:34:57,010 --> 00:35:00,020
that's what I want to hear about.
755
00:35:00,060 --> 00:35:02,520
- oh, so many of them.
756
00:35:02,560 --> 00:35:06,940
it's more common than you realize.
757
00:35:06,980 --> 00:35:08,940
freud knew it early on in his work.
758
00:35:08,980 --> 00:35:10,570
he...he...
759
00:35:10,610 --> 00:35:15,200
he saw how pervasive child sex assault was,
760
00:35:15,240 --> 00:35:19,290
but academia wouldn't even discuss incest.
761
00:35:19,330 --> 00:35:23,210
so he categorized their memories as childhood fantasy.
762
00:35:23,250 --> 00:35:25,330
- the oedipus complex. - yes.
763
00:35:25,380 --> 00:35:28,670
the original sin of psychotherapy.
764
00:35:28,710 --> 00:35:30,460
- so these students aren't drugging
765
00:35:30,510 --> 00:35:32,090
and assaulting these women,
766
00:35:32,130 --> 00:35:34,630
it's... therapy.
767
00:35:38,100 --> 00:35:40,020
- these young people are drawn to us.
768
00:35:40,060 --> 00:35:42,100
they...they have deep wounds.
769
00:35:42,140 --> 00:35:44,390
now, by...by altering
770
00:35:44,440 --> 00:35:46,520
their perception of reality,
771
00:35:46,560 --> 00:35:48,520
while reenacting their abuse,
772
00:35:48,570 --> 00:35:52,400
i am able to reconnect them with their true selves.
773
00:35:52,440 --> 00:35:54,030
- true selves?
774
00:35:54,070 --> 00:35:55,570
did that help the woman in... in bellevue?
775
00:35:55,610 --> 00:35:57,320
because she may never come back.
776
00:35:57,370 --> 00:35:59,410
just like your wife, who may never...
777
00:35:59,450 --> 00:36:01,540
- no! not my fault! not my fault!
778
00:36:01,580 --> 00:36:04,080
they are...they are broken.
779
00:36:04,120 --> 00:36:05,460
i-i try to save them.
780
00:36:05,500 --> 00:36:06,750
you know this, kathleen.
781
00:36:06,790 --> 00:36:08,500
- i...
782
00:36:14,630 --> 00:36:18,430
- okay, all right, they have sent you to silence me, okay?
783
00:36:18,470 --> 00:36:21,010
- that's not what's going on here, doctor.
784
00:36:25,140 --> 00:36:28,230
you...you were brilliant.
785
00:36:28,270 --> 00:36:30,070
and look what's happened to your mind.
786
00:36:30,110 --> 00:36:32,320
- my mind has evolved.
787
00:36:32,360 --> 00:36:34,280
that is why people are so threatened by me.
788
00:36:34,320 --> 00:36:35,570
who is out there?
789
00:36:35,610 --> 00:36:38,490
the ama? american psychiatric?
790
00:36:38,530 --> 00:36:42,200
how many forces conspire against me?
791
00:36:42,240 --> 00:36:43,450
big pharma? you said yourself.
792
00:36:43,500 --> 00:36:44,660
they're only interested in drugs
793
00:36:44,700 --> 00:36:46,500
in order to numb the soul.
794
00:36:46,540 --> 00:36:48,580
who is out there?
795
00:36:51,340 --> 00:36:54,210
-no one's behind that glass but my captain.
796
00:36:54,260 --> 00:36:57,430
- "oh captain, my captain.
797
00:36:57,470 --> 00:36:59,340
"our fearful trip is done.
798
00:36:59,390 --> 00:37:01,300
"the ship has weather'd every rack,
799
00:37:01,350 --> 00:37:03,010
the prize we sought is won."
800
00:37:03,060 --> 00:37:05,640
- dr. adler, come back. stay with me.
801
00:37:05,680 --> 00:37:07,140
- no, no, no, no.
802
00:37:07,190 --> 00:37:09,020
that is the last thing I will do.
803
00:37:09,060 --> 00:37:11,110
i will not sit there with you and eat green eggs and ham.
804
00:37:11,150 --> 00:37:13,230
i will not give a false confession.
805
00:37:13,270 --> 00:37:14,690
i will not be complicit
806
00:37:14,730 --> 00:37:18,110
in our society's bloodlust for scapegoats!
807
00:37:18,150 --> 00:37:19,610
- dr. adler, you can't go out that way.
808
00:37:19,660 --> 00:37:21,160
you can't go out that way. - too late.
809
00:37:21,200 --> 00:37:22,780
going, going, gone!
810
00:37:22,830 --> 00:37:24,660
- calm down. - gone! gone!
811
00:37:24,700 --> 00:37:25,700
- come down.
812
00:37:25,750 --> 00:37:27,290
slow down.
813
00:37:27,330 --> 00:37:28,670
calm down. - gone! gone!
814
00:37:28,710 --> 00:37:30,540
- come back here. it's okay.
815
00:37:30,580 --> 00:37:33,340
come, come, come.
816
00:37:33,380 --> 00:37:34,340
come.
817
00:37:34,380 --> 00:37:37,170
- there she is!
818
00:37:37,220 --> 00:37:40,260
oh, my beautiful bride!
819
00:37:40,300 --> 00:37:42,180
oh, kathleen! kathleen!
820
00:37:42,220 --> 00:37:43,810
- it's okay.
821
00:37:43,850 --> 00:37:46,390
- oh, my beautiful bride. my beautiful bride.
822
00:37:46,430 --> 00:37:49,770
kathleen, how was your day?
823
00:37:49,810 --> 00:37:52,480
tell me about your day, please.
824
00:37:52,520 --> 00:37:55,110
may I sit with you?
825
00:37:55,150 --> 00:37:56,570
please, just for a moment.
826
00:37:56,610 --> 00:38:00,240
it's just us now. just us.
827
00:38:04,740 --> 00:38:07,370
- I've got an ambulance on the way.
828
00:38:07,410 --> 00:38:09,540
- could this be an elaborate act?
829
00:38:09,580 --> 00:38:12,170
- if you ask me, he's just escaped.
830
00:38:22,470 --> 00:38:23,680
- there you are.
831
00:38:23,720 --> 00:38:25,890
- hey, what's up?
832
00:38:25,930 --> 00:38:27,720
- um, I went and checked on adler.
833
00:38:27,770 --> 00:38:29,430
he's been at bellevue for the last three days
834
00:38:29,480 --> 00:38:32,810
and hasn't eaten, spoken, slept.
835
00:38:32,850 --> 00:38:35,770
he's completely unresponsive. it's not a ruse.
836
00:38:35,820 --> 00:38:37,650
- well, even so, I still plan on arraigning him
837
00:38:37,690 --> 00:38:39,860
and his disciples, including anais.
838
00:38:39,900 --> 00:38:42,660
what they did to those women... - I hear you.
839
00:38:42,700 --> 00:38:47,290
just, can you give me 24 hours before you arraign anais?
840
00:38:47,330 --> 00:38:49,250
- yeah. yeah, sure.
841
00:38:49,290 --> 00:38:50,660
- thanks.
842
00:38:50,710 --> 00:38:54,420
- hey, rollins, if you don't mind me asking.
843
00:38:54,460 --> 00:38:56,840
what's your deal with this guy?
844
00:38:56,880 --> 00:39:00,670
- I wanted to hear his side of the story.
845
00:39:00,720 --> 00:39:03,800
i had no idea how far gone he was.
846
00:39:06,600 --> 00:39:10,430
there was a time that...
847
00:39:10,480 --> 00:39:12,480
i was lost and...
848
00:39:14,940 --> 00:39:17,190
thought he had the answers, I wanted to learn from him.
849
00:39:17,230 --> 00:39:20,360
i wanted to follow him.
850
00:39:20,400 --> 00:39:21,860
- yeah, but you didn't.
851
00:39:21,900 --> 00:39:23,780
you were smart, rollins.
852
00:39:23,820 --> 00:39:27,200
- hmm. - hey.
853
00:39:27,240 --> 00:39:29,290
you dodged a bullet.
854
00:39:29,330 --> 00:39:30,660
- yeah.
855
00:39:43,880 --> 00:39:45,760
- will she know who I am?
856
00:39:45,800 --> 00:39:47,600
- she's been here 20 years.
857
00:39:47,640 --> 00:39:49,260
you can't expect too much.
858
00:39:49,310 --> 00:39:50,770
- I didn't even know she was alive.
859
00:39:50,810 --> 00:39:52,520
- the doctor understands.
860
00:39:52,560 --> 00:39:54,230
- if you're not up for this,
861
00:39:54,270 --> 00:39:55,980
we can turn around right now.
862
00:39:56,020 --> 00:39:57,860
- she's my mother.
863
00:40:04,490 --> 00:40:05,860
- kathleen?
864
00:40:08,530 --> 00:40:11,950
- mom? it's me.
865
00:40:12,000 --> 00:40:14,660
anais.
866
00:40:14,710 --> 00:40:17,580
- yes.
867
00:40:17,630 --> 00:40:19,710
- do you mind if I sit?
868
00:40:29,970 --> 00:40:32,270
- are you okay?
869
00:40:36,390 --> 00:40:39,690
- am i?
870
00:40:39,730 --> 00:40:41,520
i don't know.
871
00:40:44,030 --> 00:40:48,910
- your father and I were just talking about you.
872
00:40:48,920 --> 00:41:08,910
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