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what's he doing you know getting ready

to go to work what time is it

pastor 7:45

feels later

I can't rely on how it feels Terry you

have to be smart to stick to the plan

I was getting ready to watch the live

talk show I've been in different many

different relationships but I've never

know so we have seven minutes maybe he

won't even come down he always comes

down before

just not gonna work it's not gonna work

Chris could get mad he's gonna come down

and beat him in the shut up

I hope this sicko gets obsessed

we blew the breakers I mean the hopple

now he's really gonna kill with his I

know he's not looking we just have to

stick to the plan

stay calm

what's your name you gonna hug me stay

calm to conversate

none of you no matter what you choose

there are three underlying causes should

always look for with PTSD here are these

were one large-scale conflict the combat

natural disaster

number two social conflict poverty and

finally intimate conklin domestic

violence physical abuse sexual

harassment etc etc now most survivors

will have complex trauma so each one's

stress profile will be unique that is

why it is so important to deeply examine

the source of the trauma only when we

understand what exactly has happened to

a person can we begin to understand why

they behave the way they do max you

ready max

since Ella has abandoned us has agreed

to fill in as my GA he is going to pass

out your midterms some of you are going

to be disappointed

yes Gibson this is kind of an ethical

question since Ella isn't our ta anymore

we can ask her out now right I'll be my

guest Gibson but please be advised that

bruised ego will not be considered a

medically excused absence any questions

about your assignments your grades as

Max if you have any questions about your

unrequited crust on

hag coyote Vic Sotto right is there more

than one just an unusual name that's all

there you go

dr. Campbell Heidegger can I talk to you

yeah some office hours later why don't

you come see me then

hey uh you may not remember me I'm Addie

we had introduced some minutes late

together oh hi

I was surprised you're not in the

advanced level we're reading Joanna Russ

has had a suppress woman's writing and a

female man crazy yeah I was carrying 20

hours a semester I might take it next

year so I wanted to ask you something

but you never stuck around after class

are you from Illinois look I read all

the coverage the rescue the trial that's

why I became a journalist I mean after

all how many Dakota haggerty's can there

be and I'm not her you were the only one

who didn't testify at the trial you've

got a completely untold story and I

think people would find it inspiring

where you are what you've overcome I

don't know what you're talking about but

whoever you're looking for it isn't me

just leave me alone

all right come on oh no I'm I I get warm

in small spaces oh okay I see so I

assume you want to talk about your

midterm well I was just wondering if

there is any kind of extra credit I can

earn now I understand why you what the

door well you signed up for my advanced

psychology of trauma class without

completing any of the prerequisites so

I'm not surprised you're struggling I

know I bombed the midterm but I can do

better if you just give me a chance I'm

willing to put the work in James quite

figure you out Dakota because on the one

hand you clearly lack the foundation and

the basics of the subject matter and the

research methodology on the other hand

you have this incredible insight into

the deviant mind your paper on sexual

obsession was lightyears ahead of anyone

else's how did you know all that from so

lacking then why did you approve my

admission to the class colleagues I'd

find you interesting he's right about

that I just need to pass this class my

job is on campus and I need to keep my

GPA up to keep it well there are tutors

you can find a study buddy Gibson is

obnoxious but he's also acing the class

look at me my whole office our zero

shows bar on Friday evenings

it's a little less intimidating their

office I'll study harder thanks dr.

Campbell Dakota are you sure you're okay

you know if you have any extenuating

circumstances it would really be in your

best interest to let me and the other

faculty know about them and where we can

make exceptions for you if you need to

know get you any help you might need I

don't need special treatment

sorry

please swap me out your buggies better

suited for this yeah sure

so say

hey wait

I have to go I'm sorry you haven't

finished it most trauma survivors are

torn between rejecting their experience

and recreating it this is because the

brain naturally adapts to its

circumstances no matter how horrible

those circumstances might be this is one

of the reasons why soldiers often

request to go back to combat situations

it's a place where their adaptation

makes the most sense to them right on a

smaller scale it's why many of you will

seek out a series of bad relationships

until your friends stage an intervention

but breaking that cycle staging that

intervention is the key to moving past

trauma sadly many people never get there

and many people die trying

I'm not happy new it I'll see you all

next week

you know Campbell was really laying it

on thick today really cuz I thought it

was sugarcoating it usually seems all

the really gnarly stuff until after the

drop date when we're stuck in this class

worse there's no sense of spooked in

armies right yeah I'm maxed by the way

yeah I know I was in class member yeah

hey maybe you could answer something for

me yeah professor Campbell is he usually

overly friendly professor vibes yeah

well I mean he's young for a professor

he's funny he's good-looking professor

yeah I get it

it's just there's um some stuff that

I've been dealing with for feeling to

deal with I guess now there's this

person who keeps bringing all that stuff

back up that I'd really gotta forget I'm

sorry I don't know why I'm telling you

Holmes I was thinking I relax I

seriously hope you actually heard do you

need help inside of class or outside of

it let me know hit me up you never know

yeah well

duty calls hey yeah I gotta get back to

work

okay thanks the pep talk Thanks yeah

anytime

hi what are you doing here I work here

duh I was off last semester now I'm back

did you just start but you've basically

been following me I mean class the quad

now where I work I told you I don't want

to talk about it so can't you just leave

me alone look if I freaked you out the

other day I'm sorry I'm not always great

at social stuff I just want to be

friends everybody needs friends right

oh say good you're back go down to the

supply closet and get these stuff I'm on

hold with interlibrary loan in the

basement yep that's the one

hey he was out there

and you're sure you didn't lock the door

accidentally I didn't even close it

she couldn't have loved it how do you

know that because well truthfully wasn't

luck when Ari and I arrived

hey I'm not making this up someone

someone's trying to - do what I'm

telling you someone was there someone is

doing this on purpose

like who addy maybe she didn't follow me

around giving me the creeps

Adie was with me the whole time at the

desk until we heard the commotion maybe

you're right maybe somebody's pulling a

harmless prank either way you're fine

it's important thing so that's it you're

just gonna forget about this I can file

a non criminal incident report it'll

make you feel better

it's called aji okay what would they say

- terms of Norton its Dakota Haggerty

yeah I was just wondering is he

is he still in prison

he is okay okay um

then have you heard from Terry Amanda or

has he gotten any visitors or phone

calls that privacy laws his privacy

seriously yeah no I am I understand

Thanks

some patients will exhibit signs of

trauma but not admit to any traumatic

experience you can tell me why that

might be Dakota because because the

patient may not have begun to process

the trauma yet or because peer-reviewed

studies of my girlfriend show that four

out of five women are completely nuts

very sad and pathetic excuse for human

being Gibson and if you weren't so

obviously terrified of women I might

even think it was funny thank you - good

well you're half right just not about

Gibson to admit to the trauma is to

begin processing it

next Hey I'm assuming you need security

detail to walk yet her car all right

good boy Gibson might be lurking butch

is plotting his revenge and I really

lost it kind of prove his point for him

but don't worry about it there's

honestly a new crop of guys like him

every year and they grow out of it maybe

well Campbell thinks I need a tutor and

believe it or not he actually suggested

Gibson really he's a smart guy but he's

kind of a horrible judge of character so

yeah but I need somebody um that's

somebody you can trust I'm just too bad

Ella flaked out but um that's how you

around Friday morning I got a couple

hours I can kill why don't you meet me

and we'll do it then are you sure yeah

you gotta use the class right unless you

gotta piss Gibson off well yeah and you

know keep my job further my education

someday graduate and have a good career

oh yeah of course that too

thanks for coming Terry it's really good

to see you Cynthia what it's Cynthia now

say that other name again and I walk

okay got it

you definitely look different I mean you

look great just different you want to

come in

well thanks for coming I figured I owed

you that swim in college finally good

for you

do you talk to Minda at all these days I

couldn't find her no but if you finally

track her down forget you ever saw me

well this is my place not much to see

there's a lot of windows yeah I know I

can't get enough light yeah me too

so how's her family it's pretty much

just me now my dad died when I was there

maybe it's for the better my dad could

hardly even look at me afterwards like I

was dirty yeah

so what's your life like these days

normal all those years in that basement

I used to dream about doing all the

normal stuff but I'm actually doing some

of those things it's not fixing anything

and I wasn't

Erica you therapy god that's the last

thing I'd want

it's a dredge up that garbage and relive

it I changed my name became somebody

else somebody who was never even in that

basement you should do the same okay I

could just erase my past well then it's

going to consume you for the rest of

your life

you want some advice don't try to make

up a life you could have had if you

hadn't met Kurt Weber just move on get

the life you want now and lie to

everybody does your fiance know no

nobody from my new life knows and that's

how I want it so don't expect a wedding

invitation what is it that you want

Dakota I wanted to ask you with anything

weird or unsettling it happened to you

lately yeah you found me I mean has

anybody been harassing you stalking you

leaving you weird things what are you

talking about I think someone's stalking

me and that maybe Kurt put him up to it

who could be talking to Kurt he's locked

up in his cell

you're the only person I can talk to you

the only one I can trust

wait wait Terry please no do you know

how many crazies came out of the

woodwork died so does that part Webber

was some kind of hero

and now you're leading off crazy yes

don't leads right back to me

I knew coming here was a mistake don't

contact me again ever

if you want to complain in my boss

you're gonna have to wait till he gets

out of his intramural lacrosse game

excuse me match what are you doing

a friend sent me a bottle that

experiments with alcohol god what a

weird sentence you know but those guys

made to detect a troop drugs so I'm

running a less-than clinical trial does

it work hard to say there are at least

10 different drugs out there and has one

thing gonna detect them all so I'm

skeptical so it's supposed to be that

color not exactly subtle on a date look

I know I haven't exactly been friendly

but what happened to me it's the kind of

thing that makes you weird with people

friends your family even people you went

through it with okay

but then why are you here because I need

a favor from someone who isn't afraid to

ask for good questions so naturally you

thought of me I'm trying to get Kurt

Webber's Prison vlogs it's in there

something that reporters can do to get

the cast of Prisons publicly funded

those should be public records you think

whoever had something to do what

happened yesterday I don't know I mean

he's still locked up but could be

pulling the strings I mean controls

always a big thing for guys like that

yeah

checks out somebody's stalking me and I

really need to know who it is well I

need a good story or else I'm gonna be

stuck covering alumni meet and greets

until I graduate or I die

whichever comes first so somebody's

talking girls on campus sounds like a

pretty good story to me you sure it

doesn't bother you honestly it's kind of

a relief to have at least one person I'm

not hiding it from you're 21

wait aren't these drugged nah control

group

making sure the liquor wasn't making it

react

oh yeah I'm not a fan of shots uh beer

I think this is the first moment

absolutely must just hurted one thing I

don't know it's that you live without a

car

I mean II seriously don't got it I jump

it everything you do not want me on the

road hey Trey - okay

this book I was telling you about you

have two reasons nothing's very badass

women iron oh hey it isn't the professor

with the pants

what do you mean before he came to teach

her he's involved in this massive court

case we tried to do a story on it but

the records were sealed

what kind of a clerk is it's me the

source she tipped us off said it was

sexual improprieties which could mean

almost anything so you know his grad

assistant Ella just stop showing up to

class

I don't thought they were dating she's

dropped out of nowhere no one's heard

from her since

maybe he didn't take the break-up too

well I'm gonna run to the ladies room if

the waiter comes by you want to order

anything Tommy

Kota shouldn't you be studying

bringing country right it is now didn't

enjoy it where you can just hug it

Jesus well gave me a heart attack what

are you doing in here

someone left this for me in my house in

my bed oh no the last time you saw one

of these Kurt Weber's basement

he kept VHS tapes of all of us sorry I

mean no I mean he didn't know that

though right

it was ever in the news No then how

could whoever did it know unless Kurt

told them have you watched it no how

could I Jose is old school he never

wants to let a format girl

the Buddha you have to take this to the

commerce

so after that Horror Show you're

probably not gonna be too thrilled about

my most recent developments what is it I

talked to the prison administrator good

news and bad news good news we can't

have access to Weber's prison visitor

logs and his phone list that's great

when can they get here that's the bad

news we have to go get them ourselves

what they aren't exactly in a rush to

join the 21st century up there so

nothing's digitized and they won't use

state resources to do a journalist job

for them that's a quote charming people

hey it's no big deal

they're on one side of the bars you're

on the other I did a job shadow at

Danville correction when I was in high

school totally safe scary but definitely

saying you don't understand I'm gonna be

locked up in there with him I'll go no

you don't know what he's like he can

manipulate anything and I don't want him

to have any knowledge of you or any way

into you at all ever we could just drop

it let it go it's totally up to you it's

totally your call

Hey certain things weren't coming oh no

I just um some stuff came up I seem like

what I'm just I just worried about you

do you feel like someone's deliberately

trying to drive you nuts

you're giving Gibson way too much credit

you need to let it go I'm kidding

what's up that's just before when I was

little I thought I always just knew what

to do I didn't think twice I just did it

let's not get us did but I want I mean I

knew what I wanted I can't even get

breakfast in the cafeteria without

second-guessing myself I know that

something happened to you I don't know

what and you don't have to tell me

obviously but something happened and I

experienced I just you know it can

change a person but it doesn't always

have to be for the worse you know maybe

I'll tell you about it sometime what are

you doing tonight

if you're free I may be working there

too O'Shea's grab a drink you know

sometimes these things go down a little

bit easier in that way that sounds nice

yeah

Hey Hey you ready can we get that drink

another time I I have this thing I have

to do today yeah they just promise me

you'll be careful okay okay all right

I'll see you

get out sanic Syngenta Papa's off

the cops look at the tape

can't let her down it's gonna go

anywhere he handed me they should be

able to see it man I think six ways from

Sunday

they took my statement I could tell they

thought I was making up

campus rent at home

I know you're nervous

I saw you doing the finger thing what

did that anyway

my therapist wanted me to develop to be

self soothing rich Cole then I could do

that wouldn't draw a lot of attention

weren't supposed to notice

they weren't counting on my powers of

observation

but who wouldn't be nervous I think it's

amazing that you're doing this at all

really dude I've speak catatonic hiding

under my bed I would do a sense of the

things you have

you are a certifiable data

I can do this work

absolutely badass remember

hey we're here to pick up some records

regarding one of the inmates

Dakotah hey we can leave whenever we

want to alright just focus on me it's

just that I haven't been in the same

building as him since I was rescued it's

another reason I didn't testify it's a

big building with lots of guards and

guns he had a gun that he took me

I was at a sleepover in the middle of

the night my friend Sita got up to go to

the bathroom and the closet door opened

and he was in there pointing a gun right

at me Jesus

yeah and he told me that if I screamed

your made any noise he was going to kill

my little sister and that's when I knew

he thought I would see it so

what'd you do um you know if you didn't

know who my real family was then he

couldn't hurt them

we walked for a few blocks and then he

blindfolded me and threw me in his truck

and we drove around for hours then what

what happened

at first

he

came to visit me about three or four

times a day

and then Minda came which was better and

worse at the same time

I wasn't alone anymore but now he had

two people to do horrible things to I

remember her at the trial

he abused us every day not just

physically but psychologically he told

us how happy our parents were that we

were gone how much better their lives

were without us that we should be proud

for sacrificing ourselves he was

protecting us that he loved us

and then he took Terry my hostage tree

yeah he got crazier as he got older if

that was even possible so we were

planning an escape I said it before and

I will say it again

okay incredible and someday when you're

ready

people should hear your story Dakota so

I'm gonna gotta get better from here

right okay

no way yeah dr. Campbell Campbell is in

your psych professor dr. example he came

as he'll ever

well it doesn't mention Webber's name

specifically but he facilitates

a men's sexual offenders support group

right here at the prison cuz that's not

creepy at all do you think this is

enough evidence he admitted me to his

advanced psych class he singles me out

all the time there's hellos his

appearance liddie have been able to

check that what you live my address

would be in school records I hate to say

it but it is adding up and he is a

regular visitor to Kurt Weber's home

away from home and then there's that

whole sexual impropriety stay

what do you want to do go to the cops

but we don't have any real proof holy

hits him I mean like a sting

I go to wire I think it's time to turn

the tables don't you that's due

together

tell anybody didn't you're the only one

who knows yeah well this pretty much

blows my scoop why would I do this so

that's to you scoop

sure up guys go come on you for a long

this

hey all that stuff they're saying yeah

sure

Jesus god I wish she had told me what

what difference would it have made it's

my life it was stupid to think I could

just outrun in only blow off class I

will grab that drink we talked about

earlier and we can forget about

everything what and I'm everyone think

I'm just like Ella talking about you're

nothing like Ella yeah well let's hope

Campbell doesn't think so what does that

mean he's the one that's been doing all

this to me

stalking me threatening me okay look the

code I know that Campbell can be like

kind of a Lech that's a little bit

beyond him right oh who else would it be

I'm sorry I know he's your mentor I

shouldn't have said look you can talk to

me okay I told you that

I don't even feel safe at my apartment

anymore he knows where I live oh say my

place I just realized what that sounded

like that's I swear it's not I come on

alright I live I live with my mom

actually and like we have a spare

bedroom I'm gonna give this to you it's

my address okay so you ever need it day

or night okay thanks but I can just stay

at a tease

after she just sold you out and told the

reporters about everything because I

just like you need to be with somebody

who's not gonna cause more problems in

the first place I'm Nikki Thank You max

I'm I'm grateful but I'm gonna figure it

out on my own

I don't need your protection and I

really don't want your pity oh no I'm

sorry

I didn't need to wash out well you need

to do about Campbell for now just keep

going to class

all right Shelly

good afternoon everyone hello

okay the effects of trauma on psychology

and neurology cannot be separated can

anyone give me an example from the

reading report okay well the brain as an

organ is finely calibrated to detect

danger it's part of its survival

function but exposure to trauma

especially prolonged or repeated or

intimate trauma can rewire those

dangerous seeking portions of the brain

thus causing it to wrongly perceived

danger in every situation yes Dakota

what if it's not wrong how do you mean

well if danger really is all around you

then isn't your brain sending you the

right signals well I'm not sure that's a

reason really have you ever walked home

at night with your keys between your

fingers listened over your shoulder for

footsteps when you enter a public

restroom smile at someone who frightens

you because maybe if you're nice enough

if you don't wind their pride maybe they

won't actually hurt you have you ever

worried that what you're wearing might

draw the wrong kind of attention or

worse make people think that it was your

fault no I have

well then respectfully dr. Campbell I

don't think you know how dangerous the

world really is

Jesus look much sorry I'm just looking

for Dakota why did she miss another big

study day

look in case you haven't noticed she's

got bigger things to worry about how you

realize that but I can help her she can

help herself

I think she's had enough male protection

don't you I'm just worried about her hey

come on you should be two of you talked

to her she says there's somebody out

there trying to mess with her tormentor

Dakota has facedown monsters and

survived she's tougher than either of us

she needs help she doesn't need her help

hi you've reached a coda Haggerty I

can't come to the phone right now leave

your name and number and I will call you

back

sorry I am so got something

you okay I think so

I got part of the license plate it was

six six F 6 6 F something I can call the

cops if you want me to yeah yeah sure

yeah I'd like to report an attempted

hit-and-run

sure

listen Dakota I I've been thinking a lot

about what you said in class like a lot

a lot and I said some really dumb things

to you and to other women too because I

didn't know and I didn't think and and

I'm sorry I'm gonna try to not be such

an entitled jerk

hey addy

it was nice of the cops putting you up

in a hotel local cops still don't

believe me but detective Martin made a

few calls

if Kimball got my address from school

records he can get mine too yeah Dakota

I found something you may not want to

know no tell me

it's okay just tell me Minda I figured

out why you couldn't find her she's dead

isn't she

he killed herself

a couple months ago what about

Campbell's records the coda did you to

see I did Campbell's records Jesus at

least give you thought I can't I need to

nail the sky before yes the gel you

don't in any way what if what if we're

wrong

what if it's somebody else you're scared

yes I'm scared for you did you ever

think that by focusing on this guy by

letting him live rent-free in your head

you might actually be making it worse so

this is my fault no obviously not but

you're not a cop you're the victim it's

not on you to finger my hat eat I can't

sleep I hear footsteps

I wouldn't there's nobody there

the things I see when I close my eyes

do you want to know why I'm not

surprised about Binda

because I get it

I get wanting a way to make this Oh stop

for good to go to see what does I need

is to keep moving keep going forward so

I don't slide down into the same place

she was I need to focus on Campbell

whether you help me or not

so you dated dr. Campbell hung out but

had to call it every month

how did reaction you cut it off don't

know he was mostly but not for long man

is easily distracted I mean I knew we

weren't serious but come on text him

back it's like a bare minimum

he wasn't possessive at all are

controling I'm he's a flirt sure but

trying to build any kind of relationship

with him it's like good luck I don't

know maybe it was me but just always

seemed like his mind was on something

else for someone else

why are you go just curious well if

you're curious to know if it's something

you should invest in I suggest you look

elsewhere

all right thanks

so did she move out ah her stuffs still

here what did you tell anyone did you

call Ella's parents we didn't want to

freak them out

ana rents paid for the rest of the

semester so okay thanks

sure alright you have a good day thanks

now bye-bye hey I'm helping Addie

Johnson over at the school paper do you

have a list of all the research grants

that have been awarded to the department

oh great thank you

close oh hey rose

how are ya a couple things would it be

too much trouble to ask you to email

those PDFs again expense report videos

okay and then the other thing is oh one

second why

thank you

so now that we understand the

relationship between the brain brain

function and psychology in relation to

trauma PTSD I'd like to I'd like to

discuss and investigate some of the

different therapeutic modalities used to

treat PTSD some of the latest ones such

as neurofeedback EMDR which for those of

you don't know stands for eye movement

desensitization reprocessing thank you

all right

thanks for coming because you chose a

final place I haven't water you want

something stronger get his water simi

I'm gonna get your house bourbon on the

rocks so you've been a little tense and

inattentive in class lately

I think it's been warranted I understand

you know I'm listening thank you sir I

understand why you wanted to be in my

class and I also understand why you

wouldn't want to talk about why you

wanted to be in my class is that why you

gave me special treatment

yeah no you're bright and you're

intriguing and you're very pretty

those things enough I'm sorry

I just flirted with you I'm sorry that's

a defense mechanism online why would you

feel defensive are you afraid to cut

having something that's my fault what do

you mean I didn't know dr. Roy

recommended you he didn't tell me

anything and so now I keep running back

over my lecture your lectures all I ever

talk about is trauma I go on and I

thought worst things that could possibly

happen to a person and the whole time

you you just have just sit there I mean

it's no wonder was heartbeat and you

want me to believe that you had no idea

the entire time that Curt never told you

anything I have no idea we're talking

about someone has been torturing me

someone with knowledge of my past and

someone who's been in contact with Curt

Weber and you think that someone is me

Dakota no yes I do

run a men's support group at the prison

but is solely for the purpose of

research for my writing Kurt Weber has

never attended a single meeting so

you're saying you haven't spoken to him

once not once and you just happen to

specialize in what goes on in a

predators mind I've read your journal

articles your book you write like

someone yeah with experience yes

you're right about that that is not an

accident he was a friend of my parents

and I called him uncle it was a long

time ago that it went on for years

you're a victim

about the lawsuit you know about that

they were trying to raise the statute of

limitations on abuse I agreed to be a

test case I thought maybe it would fix

things of course it didn't so I started

the support group how can you stand be

the same room with them to talk to them

well you know the stats you know that

most offenders were victims themselves

so I needed to know I needed to know if

you made me like you I think my research

was probably a way to get some distance

I'm gonna intellectualize what I wasn't

ready to feel

unfortunately Dakota the world is not

gonna make exceptions for you I'm gonna

have to be strong don't be like Ella

wait what are you talking about she was

in a very fragile place and she told me

about some unwanted attention she was

getting from someone so I told her to

stand up to him that boundaries instead

she just disappeared she didn't say who

it was

she just copying me on an email to the

Dean that's disappointing

listen I have to go but if I made you

feel uncomfortable in any way I'm sorry

now listen if you're in real danger the

police should how you're well aware but

I think I can handle it

I'm st. Claude

Hey

I'm thirsty how did you know I was gonna

be here

Eddie told me you seemed like really on

edge stressed yeah maybe this off you

feel better

said I owed you a drink

you know actually I'm gonna run to the

ladies room really quickly I can hold on

to this they get back watch it

hi Eddie Johnson here started coming to

the phone doing something to support

mazing right now you got something

better let me know and I just might call

you back

Eddie it's me um it's not cannibal and

little Shay's and Max is here I think he

followed me here and I don't think I

don't think I dropped out of school I

think that he has er I think he took her

and he's here and I get out I can't find

away I can't I can't teach you to call

me back in space you get this okay

stay in my place

let's eat sturdy I know you're scared

I know you probably tried to do it vault

rescues

it's what Kurt Weber did to

ha

a lot of ex isn't here yet but I don't

know how much time we have

as long as you think

maybe we have all the time in the world

hey hey did you see my friend for the

other night here put a bag kind of

creepy

no no please

remember this I know a girl like you

would be wary of taking a drink so I

spiked a lot of picture behind the bar

next you don't have to do this

but I want to I've always wanted to

what about your mom she'll be home soon

she'll order for the one pair she won't

be interrupting us you think she'd be

okay with this should be proud of you

does you think that next let me tell me

please don't keep doing this thing we're

repeating my name and it's not working

it's like psych 101 you're gonna have to

try something else maybe you can help me

help me you've the power to let me go

bow it's all about the taking you know

told me that

Kurt Weber how did you find out about

car driver I always enjoy reading about

the famous ones fantasizing about how

they would do it how I would do it even

better than they did

what happened fella oh there's no good

she resisted she fought you

she didn't obey just like hurt said

sometimes they need to be trained max

what did you do

there's so much better than her you're

perfect

I think from the moment I saw you Kurt

and rebirth

hey both can you do me a huge favor I'm

supposed to drop something off to one of

the grad assistants and I lost the

address

max Peterson uh-huh thank you give me

his phone over to would you you used

campaign I wanted access and he had

clearance so it's like I didn't it was

actually pretty easy to go back he never

even bothered in check

gonna tell me about the airplanes did

you take I didn't want to do that at

first would you here with me right in

the very beginning but Kurt taught me

that the hunt was part of the thrill

so watching those big beautiful eyes

constantly looking over your shoulder

Rachele reminder

they like the planes the videotapes he

Kurt knew that nothing would get to you

more than little mementos of them and he

was right hit and run love that was

quickly improvised I wanted a front-row

seat for myself

Kurt was jealous why would he ever help

you

as humors first

we were special never forget your first

even from present he wanted to make sure

you were getting the attention you

deserve and I was giving that to you but

you thought it was Campbell why would

you think that

he was attentive

besides he's attractive like you said he

was a predatory professor and you were

the victim i student you fell for that

stupid cliche right from the very

beginning

you made me think I never even saw you

call me true me think it was a little

girl I bet even let you take the bucket

how are you in there hello Eddie what's

up thank God you called

okay not what I was expecting if you

were you heard from Dakota of those I

was worried about her I haven't heard

from her it's weird okay I ran into her

at O'Shea's okay but she's like she's

acting really really like really strange

get this open okay

you think about this I feel like she's

isolating herself from everybody that

cares about her I mean first you thought

it was a Campbell I've you know stalking

her and then she thought it was you and

now she takes does me what if she's

having a psychotic break

hey this is the think about it she's

been suffering years of abuse from that

guy I just like you know I'm worried

about her we should call the police

nothing no anywhere she might go campus

my house your house no daddy I just

Thanks she's scared Dakota scared didn't

know he didn't okay we're gonna get out

of here okay he's not gonna do that okay

he's an amateur okay he's not gonna do

that he doesn't know what he's doing

we're gonna get out of here we're gonna

be safe okay I promise I promise

passes to me when I get up there okay

ready one two three all right I'm gonna

look for it and I'll talk to you a

little bit okay no wait I mean if she

shows up at your house you should be

there right so make sure nothing happens

to it

can you run hey where's the nearest

person that you see the nearest neighbor

whatever you can see got it but go ahead

give me your address just in case I need

to find you Mack

I'm so sorry I didn't I wasn't even

thinking I should've been here no it's

okay of them okay you okay

look at you

some of you will go on to do some

research you'll become clinicians or

therapists but none of you matter what

you choose should ever lose sight of the

real human beings who are at the center

of each case study it's important that

we put a name and a face to the

experience of trauma and its recovery

and so without further ado

hello my name is Dakota Haggerty some of

you probably already know who I am I'm a

survivor of repeated long-term trauma

and as a result have complex PTSD it's

taken me a lot of work to get to where I

am where I can stand up here and talk to

you guys about this and I still have a

long way to go but I have a strong

support system and I know how important

it is to let others know that they are

not alone

it'll be worth it

I want you to read every word of that

letter Kyle you've touched a place in my

heart and made me come alive slow Angela

she's the one she's the one that's just

a little bonus for what for letting me

call you Angela crazy how much you two

look alike