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Why are you so dressed up?

I have a date.

Aw, who's the lucky guy?

Aw, come on.

You can tell me anything.

I don't want to jinx it.

I'm kind of worried about my dad.

I mean, you know how he feels about me dating.

Absolutely ridiculous.

You know, I don't know how many times I've got to tell him. You're 18 now.

An adult.

Bella's dating.

Bella's different.

How so?

Well, she's... She's

his own daughter.

Darling.

You're our daughter.

Family isn't only about blood.

You're our baby girl forever.

Don't ever doubt that.

I'm just happy you're going out with some lucky guy.

What? You know, it's strange that you don't date.

You think it's... Strange that I hadn't gotten a date yet.

No, darling. I know you're a cautious woman. I just meant to say I support

decision to go out and have fun.

Date lots of guys.

You're only young once.

What? You nervous?

Huh?

I guess.

Come. Sit.

Let mommy be your guide.

I don't have time for...

Meditation.

I should go.

Just promise me that you are okay with me dating.

Only if you tell me all the juicy details.

Every single one of them.

Bye, Mom.

Bye, baby doll. Have fun. Really enjoy yourself.

Did you get hurt?

I'm fine.

I'm just fine. He hurt you?

No, nobody hurt me.

Not physically anyway.

This guy, he's a jerk.

You need to tell me what happened.

You can trust me, baby.

I'm your mother. You can tell me anything.

That's just it.

You and dad are not my biological parents. And I know sooner or later

going to want me anymore. And you're just going to throw me away.

Never.

Family isn't about blood.

The people in your life who want you to be in theirs.

The ones that want you to be happy and who would love you no matter what.

I want to see you smiling always.

How can I smile when I'm not even true to myself?

I'm a fraud and I'm a liar and...

I've deceived you and I know once you know the... Once you know the truth,

you're not looking at me the same.

No, no, you can never turn me away from you.

I... I like girls.

And I went on a date with a girl.

Oh. Oh.

Oh, I... I'm sorry, darling.

I'm not laughing at you. It's just, it's funny.

I mean, it just, it all makes sense.

You knew?

And you know what? I could care less.

Did you know I was in a relationship with a woman before I met your father?

Well, then I met him, and the rest was history.

Look, all I care about is this girl, whoever she is. You broke your heart.

I broke her heart.

I didn't mean to, and I feel terrible

about it.

But I was on this date with the prettiest girl at school, and I

just couldn't get her out of my head.

And in that moment, I realized that I'm in love with someone else.

Wait, another girl?

But she's unavailable and she would never come out with me.

It's just a pipe dream.

Look, just let her know how you feel and see what happens.

Even if I did have the guts to tell her how I felt, I wouldn't know where to

start.

It's embarrassing.

I've never even kissed a girl.

Aww.

Kissing is easy.

Yeah, easy for you to say. Have you ever looked up how to kiss?

It's not funny.

And I'm going to be the butt of the joke if I don't know what I'm doing if

somebody ever wants to even kiss me.

Your love is the most precious gift of all.

My advice?

Katie, just tell her how you feel.

Aside from my lack of knowledge, I wouldn't even have the guts to tell her.

Oh, you're brave.

You're the bravest girl I've met.

Also, like, what happens after the kissing, like...

I don't know what to do. Like, in my fantasy, I please her,

and I don't even know where to start.

Oh, like, make love?

Yeah, I want to make her feel good.

I just don't know how to do it.

Just...

Touch her like you touch yourself in private.

Except I never touched myself.

Oh, maybe.

See, I told you you were wrong.

I'm a coward.

If I can't touch myself, how am I ever going to touch her?

You're going to prove yourself wrong.

Trust Woody.

What does this mean?

I'm going to guide you just like meditation.

We're going to practice getting acquainted with yourself.

I don't know about this.

Trust me.

Now, close your eyes, Katie, just like when we meditate.

Okay.

Good.

Now, I want you to breathe in slowly.

Two, three, four, five.

Good.

Breathe in.

Two, three, four, five.

And exhale.

Two, three, four, five.

I want you to imagine you're alone in this room.

It's just my voice and you.

Breathe in.

And exhale.

I want you to keep breathing, but bring your hand up and touch your beautiful

face.

And imagine this girl touching you.

exploring you with her hands.

She moves her hands to your lips.

Good.

Now she starts to nibble on your lips.

She explores her lips with yours, nibbling on your lower lip.

She can't get enough of your taste.

She slides her tongue gently past yours and intermingles.

You smell her hair.

Her skin.

Run your hand through your silky hair.

Hugs yourself, your neck.

Gently caress your breath, going down lower.

I want you to imagine her caressing your breath.

Remember, it's just me and you.

Don't be afraid.

No one will know?

No one.

Keep breathing.

Open your eyes and look down at your hands,

correcting your breath.

Over your blouse.

Exploring. Imagine your hand is

heard.

I want you to move your left hand down south, deep

into your southern land, under your shirt.

your panties.

She's touching you.

She feels your wetness

through your panties.

Are you ready for her to feel your rose petals?

I'm ready.

I'm ready.

Are you ready for her to kiss you in the most intimate place?

Yes.

Yes.

She's beneath you.

With her beautiful eyes.

Can you see them?

Yes.

What color are they?

Blue.

What is she doing now?

She's sliding her tongue up

and down my fat pussy lips.

She's sliding it in

my hole. She's making my clit quiver.

She's laughing.

Watching your beautiful face react.

She's found a little button.

Under your blouse.

Touching your nipple.

She sucks on your clothes.

Can you feel it?

Faster,

my love.

She dips her finger inside your wanting little pussy.

Another finger in and

out.

Yes, baby.

Can you feel the pressure building?

she denies you, you feel better that she knows how you feel.

No matter what happens, you know I'll always be here for you.

Can't believe we're going to be going off to college in a few months.

Oh my god, I know.

I'm like so happy we get to do this together.

What?

What's wrong?

I love having you in my life.

Like, a lot.

And... I'm just... I'm worried that when you find out about

me... You're not going to stick around.

Tell me.

Okay.

I have a secret.

And I've only told one other person.

Obviously someone that I love and trust.

But it didn't go over so well.

How big is the secret?

You know when you're in a waiting room and you're just waiting and

waiting to go home and you just can't get

there? Katie, you're home now.

Yeah, I'm home, but I just don't feel

like this is my home.

You belong here.

With me. You belong here with me and mom and dad.

You're mom.

You're dad.

Just because you were adopted doesn't make you any less part of this family.

I love you, Katie.

I can't believe you feel this way. It breaks my heart.

I told mom.

And it didn't go over so well.

Maybe it did.

I don't even know.

I just know that I'm fucking scared.

So scared.

I feel sick.

Here, just breathe in.

Not this again.

What?

A little guided meditation always does the trick when I'm feeling stressed out.

I just don't really need my inhibitions lowered.

It usually gets me into trouble.

Fine, well then let this secret just fester inside of you.

Do you really want to live your life hiding your emotions?

I might have to.

Do you really want to feel like you're never at home just because you're too

afraid to tell people how you feel?

Look, I want to tell you.

I really want to tell you.

But you have to promise me that if I tell you this, then you'll be completely

honest with me right away. And you'll tell me if you hate me because of it.

Because that's the truth. Stop being so dramatic. Just tell me.

love you.

And no, I don't think you're gross.

Hell, I fantasize about women from time to time.

You do?

You're bisexual?

No, I'm definitely straight. I mean, at least I think so, but maybe

I'd switch teams with the right girl and, you know, rock my world.

Do you ever think about guys?

How curious.

You know, sexuality is so weird, and it's just a piece of you. It's not your

whole life.

No one who truly matters is going to care if you're gay.

So, tell me about when you fantasized with girls.

Um, my fantasies are secrets.

That's not fair. I told you my deepest secret.

Alright, alright, fine.

Well, I like to watch girls have sex on the internet.

And particularly girls my age, you know, like 18, 19, blonde,

definitely blonde.

And I like to pretend that the girls in the movie are like a pretty girl that I

know in real life.

fantasize about one of your friends?

Yeah.

And, you know, I like to imagine that it's someone who truly loves me.

And even if I would never, ever have sex with them in real life, it's just,

like, really hot imagining someone I know, you know?

Yeah, I, uh, totally know what you mean.

And fantasies are normal.

And they're not real, and... I'm not ashamed of them.

So, hypothetically speaking, if you were to act

on one of these fantasies in real life, that would be something you'd be ashamed

of? Exactly.

Gotcha.

So, who do you fantasize about?

Someone...

We both know, and... I can't tell you. One secret at

a time.

Okay, fine, fine.

Okay.

So, first, I kissed her.

And it must have been horrible because she

turned me down.

Oh, no.

You know, I'm sure it wasn't the kiss.

I mean, are you sure? It was my first time.

Maybe I just need practice, I guess.

Kiss this apple.

Show me how you kissed her.

No way, Jose.

Come on.

I think you should know by now that our family is not exactly conventional.

This is the judgment -free zone.

Come on. Just show me.

Okay.

So... First, I gave her a peck.

Like, this.

But then... I didn't

want to stop.

Why don't we do it together?

He's laughing at me. No, I'm serious.

Here. Come here.

Come here.

Show me.

I'll guide you through it.

Just close your eyes and breathe softly.

Feel her lips with yours.

Feel her lips with your tongue.

As she starts to part her lips, slowly enter and

explore her tongue with yours.

I just had this crazy idea.

Crazier than making out with the produce?

I want you to kiss me.

What?

I want to kiss a girl.

Want to kiss me?

I trust you.

Will you be my first kiss?

Wait, wait, wait.

We shouldn't be doing this.

You overthink everything.

Look, just think of it as two girls having a good time.

This could ruin our relationship forever.

No, it wouldn't. I promise.

It won't? I promise.

Let's do this.

What's this?

What have you found?

Thank you.

Those are so hard.

Are you excited?

Show me.

Feel me let go again.

Feel me come and go between

your legs.

Do you like that? Yes, perfect.

I'm going to taste every part

of you.

Every part of you?

Every part of you.

Such a wetty.

Just like that.

every nook and cranny

Thank you.

Look at these pretty little toes again.

Please. You know you want me to taste it? You want me to taste it?

No.

Just look at me. I'm fucking busy. I'm busy.

I'm busy.

I'm busy.

I'm busy. I'm busy.

I'm busy.

I'm

busy.

on my cli -

fat.

Feel how wet you are.

Yeah, make me even wetter. I'm so cute.

I know that's what it was to you.

Do you feel anything?

Do you

want

to get your pussy sucked on by a girl? Please.

Fucking please.

Why don't you play with your nipples while I do this?

I feel like clay is so strong.

You show your fucking tongue, I'm like, what?

Don't cry, make pussy out of your face.

I'm supposed to make you fucking ready to shove your fingers in there and get

wet over girls. So what?

You're so fucking bad.

Let me see this bush. Let me see this pretty bush.

Oh my gosh.

Someone once told me to run my fingers through a

girl's hair.

And just... I just really savor and appreciate every second

I can.

You make me so hot.

Thank you.

I feel both of our lips pressed against each other.

Just rub.

Rub your fingers in and out.

Fingers inside of me.

Inside of me.

Hey, honey.

Did you have some breakfast?

Uh, no, I'm not that hungry.

Okay.

So, I talked to Bella last night.

Yeah, she's a free spirit and all.

She's beautiful, but she doesn't have any focus.

Not like I did when I was her age.

Definitely not like you do.

How did you plan for your future at her age?

I mean, I had focus. I went to school for holistic medicine and flash therapy,

and that's my passion.

But it doesn't pay well.

When I met your father, he was such a good man.

A kind man, and I knew he was going to give me the freedom I needed.

I married well, don't you think?

Yeah.

You know I love Dad.

Is this about yesterday?

No.

Well, I mean, yeah.

I mean, I've been thinking.

Thinking about what?

Well, I mean, your father and I, we have this arrangement.

He knows about me being into girls and, well, I mean, I actually left my

girlfriend to marry him.

Wait, you guys had, like, an arrangement?

I let him have an affair and he affords me the same luxury once a

year and, I mean, we don't...

We don't talk about it.

Is that where dad is right now?

Mm -hmm.

So weird.

Well, it's not weird. It's unconventional, maybe. But, you know,

dating, I thought he had a penchant for leggy, bussy blondes. And

I... didn't want to give up women entirely so we made this arrangement but

this year I I don't have anyone

darling do you

think if we made love that you could separate

sex from our relationship as mother and daughter

You know, you'll always be my mom.

And I don't care if we're not biologically related.

I hope so.

I mean, would you be so kind as to

kiss me?

Of course. I mean, what was I thinking?

I mean, you're a beautiful young woman, and you should be with someone

completely your own age and under entirely different circumstances. I

don't...

Thank you.

It feels so good.

I love that pretty nose.

I want it. I can't deny it anymore.

I

can't

deny it anymore.

My clit.

So cold, my clit. My clit.

You feel how wet you're making me?

You've done this before.

Once or twice.

There you go.

Spit all out.

There you go. Keep rubbing my clinic.

There you go.

Stay your tongue deep inside.

Does that feel good?

Yeah Does that feel good?

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