All language subtitles for Lianna xx

I've, you know, gone places since I
married him.

I'm not who I was.

He's still Bobby Ballgame.

They always say how good he is with the
kids.

Well, that's his life relating to
children.

They may be 20 years old and break the
Eastern Conference passing record, but

they're still little boys.

Extended adolescence in America. Right.

I wanted to ask, what's her name,
Professor Brennan about that in class

night. I get shy.

What do you mean? I'm just in awe of any
woman around here who isn't typing her

husband's doctoral thesis. Thanks.

No, I didn't mean that. I still got the
college. When Bob was in junior college,

I used to have to tutor his entire
starting defensive line.

All together?

Guards on Monday, tackles on Wednesday,
and there's 350 pounds center every

Friday. It's true.

And he fell in love with me, this guy.

Willie Joe Purvis.

I knew it the minute he started calling
me Sandy instead of Mrs. Coach.

What happened?

What do you mean what happened? He was
in love with the coach's wife. That's

like having carnal designs in the Virgin
Mary.

He passed his exams and he made Allstate
Junior College.

What's so funny?

I keep flashing on him sitting in your
kitchen with the shoulder pads on,

mooning like a calf.

You're a real sport, Leanna.

You think the kids are out yet?

Probably. We better go see.

I've heard people complaining about
Flaherty staging his footage, about how

is some kind of betrayal, that such a
thing is pure documentary.

Well, there's a law in physics that the
act of observing an event can't help but

change that event, and a documentary
filmmaker not only observes, but edits.

Now, I'm sure you've been wondering all
through class what this...

a little message on the board is all
about.

Take a good look.

In allowing your workers to be swayed by
such propaganda, you are surrendering

them to the forces that have kept
Eastern Europe in chains for three

the evil forces of the world, communist
conspiracy.

These people are ruthless. They have
nothing to lose. But if we unite behind

banners of Christianity and democracy,
they cannot prevail.

Who do you suppose wrote that?

Jerry Falwell.

Reverend Moon.

Well, the fact of the matter is it
doesn't make any difference.

This is just our raw footage.

First, we select the parts we want to
keep.

Anything that doesn't agree with our
idea of what the story should be, it

on the cutting room floor.

There we go.

Now, we change the order of our bits of
film, taking it out of real time and

into film time, and splice them together
for effect.

And now, what do we have?

Workers of the world unite. You have
nothing to lose but your chains.

But that's distortion.

That's lying.

That's all, folks.

See you Thursday.

I came to pick you up.

I noticed.

I know you don't like me coming into the
classroom, but I was afraid you'd get

stuck in a conversation with some eager
beaver student if you didn't see

anything.

What's the matter?

Afraid to let them see you playing
husband?

Kids in the car?

I didn't think you'd want me to bring
them in.

Thank you.

Sodium phosphate, sodium ascorbate.

Sodium carbonate,

calcium carbonate. Yes. Why?

Because I am bigger than you are, and
that's why.

Fence, what's that you're chattering at?
I brought the boxes from everything we

ate yesterday into consumer affairs
class. This is what we've been eating.

Dysodium inosinate, dysodium guanylate.
What did we do today?

Zinc oxide. We learned they were
supposed to go out of it by the time

18. Alginic acid.

You going tonight?

Mm -hmm.

Gotta pick Sandy up in a little while.

Bob's using their car. Partially
hydrogenated vegetable oil. How long

you're 18, Sven?

Five years.

I think I'll start scratching the days
on the wall like the Count of Monte

Cristo. Cheese culture.

Caribbean gun.

I thought that was really good in class
about the editing.

Oh, yeah.

They were going on about the purity of
documentary film the other day. Thought

I'd shake the little bastards up a bit.
Can I get in front of the TV? There's a

movie I want to see.

No. Finish your dinner.

But the movie will be over in an hour or
so. The food will still be here.

No.

How's your honors class coming?

It's not an honors class. There isn't a
film major.

How's it going anyhow?

My best student is doing her thesis on
Audie Murphy, America's tragic hero.

That's my best.

Spencer, go eat inside the TV. Quick.

Yes.

Why? Ours is not to reason why.

Ours is but to clam up and eat.

Professor Brennan said they had the same
trouble with child psychology at first.

All the least practical students wanted
to get into it.

That's right. She's a professor.

What's that mean?

Child psych is an easy ride. She must
have got into it when it was getting

respectable. Don't be jealous.

When you get tenure...

The only way I get tenure is if a half
dozen old farts from the English

department bite the dust. They'd be
crazy to pass you over. You know who

want me to teach next semester?

William Dean Howells.

They wouldn't do that to someone they
were expecting to keep.

Do I have to eat my peas?

Yes, Sita.

You have to eat your peas.

Why? What is this, the riddle of the
Sphinx?

Did the peas change from what they were
three minutes ago?

They got a half -life or something?

Ben, what's that you got on in there?

It's called Battleground.

That's what William Wellman would do
next week. I better give it a look.

Don't you want to go watch the movie?

No, I want to stay here with you.

I thought you were counting.

No, you have to.

Now you've got to start from the
beginning.

Monkey, you'll have me here all night.
I'll start from 50, okay?

Okay.

Betty, we haven't heard anything from
you. What do you think?

I've never read anything about it.

Or maybe I have and forgot.

Well, what do you think?

How many children do you have?

Five. Older to 18.

And they're all pretty good kids? Yeah.
Well, they didn't get that way all by

themselves. I've got as much to learn
from you as you have from me.

Now, how would you say being in a big
family has affected your children?

Oh, they can blow off steam on each
other without turning it all on me.

And then sometimes they're like friends
with each other, which is nice.

That makes me feel good.

And when Herb and me fight, well...

I think the bunch of them can absorb it
a lot better than if there was just one.

We'll be hollering, and they come out to
complain we're drowning out their TV

show.

I had a question on that. Yes.

If the parents of a child are having
problems, and let's say they're really

careful to, you know, not fight in front
of the child, do you think it's

possible that the child won't be
affected?

If I had an ex -husband or a lover who
you all knew about, and you knew we were

having a real rocky time with each
other, and he started coming into class,

sitting, not saying anything, just being
here, watching me all through class,

how would you feel when you walked in
here? A little knot in the stomach.

Exactly. And you're not even my
children.

I think you've got a crush on her.

Oh, I don't mean a Willie Joe Purvis
crush. I mean the kind that Ellie and

de Havre and their teacher, Mrs. Drack.

Oh, come on, Sandy. I'm really
interested in the subject.

Uh -huh.

For Christ's sake, I am 33 years old. I
don't have crushes. Teachers, then.

I don't want to be a teacher, then.

I'm out of class two nights a week, two
lousy nights. What's wrong with that?

Nothing. It's just that you said you
didn't have time to look that stuff up

me.

It isn't the time.

I said I'd be too tired.

I'm interested in this, so it won't be
tiring.

You're not interested in what I do?

I'm interested in what you do.

But I'm not interested in looking up who
is the assistant clapper boy on the

silent version of A Star is Born.

They didn't have clapper boys on silent
pictures. The purpose of the clap is to

register on the soundtrack.

You know what I mean.

When I'm really excited about something,
it gives me more energy.

Energy, huh?

Wanna work some of it off with your old
man?

I'll go put the thing.

The counselor said we should try to do
more things together, so Bob offered to

come shopping.

It wasn't exactly what I had in mind.

Well, at least he's willing to try.

Are you going to the party at the
Loomis' tonight?

No. I get nervous there ever since Ellie
broke her collarbone in the jungle gym.

I doubt the festivities will reuse the
backyard.

You weren't at their last party. Some
little grad student chased Jerry Carlson

out of the teeter -totter.

Did she catch him? Jerry knows when to
slow down. So I've heard.

Anyway, we have class tonight, remember?

Dick's going to want me to be at the
party. He thinks my missing so many make

look like we're having trouble in that
bad way of standing in the department.

I hate that.

You would think how he was in class
would be enough.

Doesn't Bob want you to go with him?

Bob? He hates faculty parties the most
that I do.

He always ends up with his back against
the wall explaining why football gets a

bigger budget than women's track.

Why does it?

What's up?

I wanted to let you know if I was coming
tonight or not.

You weren't in your office.

So?

I want to go to class, okay?

It's your time.

Please, don't get mad.

I get to miss all these things once in a
while, don't I? I'm not mad. It's just

that I think that once in a while... Oh,
wait a second.

Leanna, hi.

Come on with us. We're going to shoot
some footage. You can be our star.

His last star was a cockroach. Is that
cat still following you around?

Uh -huh.

Are you going to the party tonight?

I don't think so. If you don't come, who
am I going to corner in the kitchen?

From what I hear, you'll find somebody.

Children, children, they're mere
children.

I need a mature woman, someone who has
seen enough of life to appreciate me.

You'll need a cold shower.

Maybe that one from Child Cycle will be
there. I could talk to her about my

early experiences, my blankie, my teddy
bear, my first wet dream.

My parents had it bronzed, you know.

You're out of luck, Jerry. She's
teaching class tonight. That's where

going. A night school thing, right.
Maybe I should come with you.

lecture on the plight of the unwed
father.

She said we could bring children if we
didn't have a sitter around.

You'd just blow your film career.

Hey.

Hi.

Hi.

I... I wrote down these short stories.

They have to do with children.

You've probably read most of them, but
if you haven't, I thought they might be

good to use in a court sometime or...

Thank you. I'm not familiar with most of
these. Do you read a lot?

I started out as an English major.

Started out?

What did you end up as? A wife.

Oh, come on. A mother.

I do stage lighting for a dance company
as a volunteer.

Take classes.

This is my favorite one so far.

Thank you.

You know, I was wondering, on your
study, if you needed any kind of an

assistance or... Are you interested?

Uh -huh. Good.

We should talk about it.

Have dinner or something.

Sure.

I drop you into Loomis' after class? No.
It's just up the

hill. I'll cut through backyards.

Be careful.

In this neighborhood?

No, I mean, once you get to the Loomis'.
Who knows what point they'll have

reached. Yeah, I'll try and stay off the
jungle gym.

How was class?

We got out early.

Oh?

I figured the party would still be
going.

Hmm?

But I didn't feel like going anymore,
and I came home.

Oh.

How was the party?

Okay, I guess.

Usual.

Students, like always at the Loomises,
try and score their brownie points.

How many do you get for a fuck in the
sandbox?

Huh?

Brownie points.

How many do you get for a fuck in the
sandbox?

says to write about something, and so I
wrote a play instead of a story, and

it's called The Thanksgiving Turkey.

The Thanksgiving Turkey.

Tom, I think it's fine that everybody
comes together on Thanksgiving.

Person two, but aren't you worried, Tom?
I mean about dinner?

Tom, why should I be? I love to eat, and
then I say my part.

Person three, you don't seem to get it,
Tom Turkey.

You are for dinner on Thanksgiving. It's
going to be you they gobble up. Tom.

What? They're going to eat me?

Why didn't you tell me before?

When is the next train out of here?

Could you read that a bit later? Your
father's got a headache.

Okay.

At that time, he walked so far away that
I had to sort of go like that. Think of

it more as down than away.

Am I supporting you here?

No.

When they're through, stick red in all
the ones along the back wall.

Is that it?

What do you think?

Nope.

Hi. Professor.

Ruth. Don't look so surprised.

It's just the first time I've seen you
out of context.

Out of context, am I? Hmm.

What are you looking for?

Cure? Oh, just browsing around.

I don't think I'll buy anything.

Sometimes when I'm depressed, it helps
just to look at stuff.

You mind if I join you?

Being depressed?

Browsing. In my freshman year, it was
still a bit of a scandal. We both agreed

it would be awkward for him being
married to a student, so I stopped being

student. It's pretty complicated
sometimes.

I read your book.

Oh, it wasn't required for the course. I
liked it a lot.

Thank you.

Did you ever want kids of your own?

It's just one of those things that never
worked out for me.

Is there anything that you always wanted
to do that you haven't done?

What?

Nothing, just a thought.

Come on, what is it?

I don't know.

Lots of things.

Did you

pack

the aspirin? Aspirin?

Last time he went to a film festival, he
got a headache during the Eastern

Europeans.

And nobody had any aspirin to spare.

Right, I'll take some.

Are you going to be staying in the same
place?

No, it's full already, but they're all
the same.

You give us time to think, Leanna.

We had time to think after the last time
this happened, remember?

Look, if I were going to leave you, I
wouldn't start by going to Toronto.

So don't worry, okay?

No, I won't.

So, besides being bright and witty and
looking like one of Charlie's angels,

what else is a new English teacher like?

Is she married?

No, she lives with a guy.

How do you know that? She told us.

Seems like a strange thing to tell a
junior high class.

It's no big deal. I mean, it's not like
back in your day.

My day. As far as I'm concerned, it
still is my day.

I won't argue with you.

How old is she?

26. She said she just got her master's.

Probably did a thesis on Jerry Lewis.

Thomas Mann, whoever he is.

Mon.

Zita, dinner's ready.

Coming. How'd she end up telling you all
this?

She said she wanted us to be open and
honest with her, and it wouldn't be fair

if she wasn't the same with us.

With ideas like that, how'd she end up
teaching public school?

The pay was better. She's starting at
$12 ,000 a year.

What's your bra size?

Mommy! She doesn't wear one.

Spencer! She just asked me. Don't be
such a prude.

All right, you guys. I want you to clean
up the dishes when you're through. I'm

going upstairs to change.

I'll tell me to change around here.

Save those for what's -her -name. I'm
sure they'll go over big.

Yeah. They don't. They couldn't. They
do. Everyone does.

You're just saying that to get me. Hey,
did I write this book? Did I draw these

pictures? They're just drawings.

Here, photographs.

Oh, gross.

I'm going to be sick.

That's what they do. You might as well
get used to it.

Like that, with their tongues?

Everyone does it, even Mom and Dad.

Are you guys ready? Set.

I'm not going.

Theda's going and you're going.

Elias, Theda's best friend. There's
nothing for me to do there.

You can play with Tex. Tex is two years
old. He'll be in bed.

Well, Bob likes you. Every time he sees
me, he pinches my arm muscle and asks me

if I know who Arnold Schwarzenegger is.
Come on, I'm old enough to stay home

without a babysitter. We'll ask your
father when he gets home. What's the

with you? Can't you make a decision by
yourself?

You want your time with me, Spencer.

I have made a decision. No.

Another evening with Newt Rockne, all
-American.

Bezzer? She'll probably make me lift
weights. He's got them, you know, every

shape and size.

They're all in this cellar. It's like a
torture chamber down there. All right,

you can stay.

But keep the doors locked and don't use
the stove for anything.

You hear?

Probably Sandy.

It's her. Come on, Zita. Don't keep her
waiting.

Why? She never did that.

Theta and Spencer?

Theta's with Theta Barra and Spencer's
with Spencer Tracy.

Dick was already getting into his movies
thing when we had Spencer.

And Spencer's how old? Thirteen.

He's in the monkey gland stage. He's all
hot and bothered about this young girl

teacher who's come in. Hmm, are you
jealous?

I guess I am a little.

Well, it's not an age where he's likely
to want his mother to be his best

friend. I'll get you some more. Thanks.

My mother really was my best friend for
the longest time.

I wasn't hers, thank God.

But I know she liked my company.

I'd pretend we were sisters.

Is your mother still living?

Up in Alberta.

We offered to find her a place down
here, but all she can think of is street

creeps and the son of Sam.

She plays a lot of bridge and calls me
once a week.

Were you pretty when you were a girl?

I look like I've been raised in a tin
box with big staring eyes and pale skin.

Wow, you're very pretty now.

Thank you.

More than anything else in the whole...
wide world.

I wanted to be a pro basketball player.
You're kidding. It was so exciting. All

those beautiful arms and legs.

Everybody sweating.

All the drama.

I used to get tingles watching the
games. Tingles?

You know, tingles.

I wasn't sure quite what they were, but
I knew I shouldn't tell the nuns about

them.

I think being an adult is realizing that
you're never going to make the Celtics.

I grew up the day after I got married.

Really? Mm -hmm.

Funny. Just a ceremony, nothing
physical.

But it really can change the way you
look at things.

I guess if you haven't been through it,
it's hard to fathom, but... I've been

married. You have? One whole year.

What happened?

It was just a mistake. We said I'm sorry
to each other and went on to other

things.

So how was it different after you were
married?

My biggest fantasy was to build a raft
which actually floated.

I was always making these rafts out of
two by fours, climbing on them and

getting soaked.

Did you have a lot of crushes on boys
when you were that age?

I suppose.

Don't all the girls?

Do they?

You're the child expert?

Right.

Do you remember your first crush?

My first crush?

I used to go to camp up north in the
summer.

There was this one counselor.

She was 15, maybe 16.

I was so glad when I got her a squad.

She taught us field hockey.

I had a sort of crush on her.

No.

I was in love with her.

The girl I bunked with, her name was
Virginia Dobbs.

She was skinny.

About as unattractive as I was.

She discovered that this counselor was
sneaking out of the cabin late every

night. So we started following her.

She'd meet this guy.

He was a lifeguard from the boys' camp.
He came in a canoe.

Virginia and I, hit by the boathouse.

And we watched them on this little strip
of beach.

We could see his bare bottom shining
white in the moonlight.

I couldn't believe her breasts.

We kept trying not to giggle.

Not that we thought anything was funny,
just that nervous kind of giggling when

you're scared and fascinated at the same
time.

When we got back to the cabin, Virginia
and I would slip under the covers

together in the bottom bunk.

My bunk.

And we'd cuddle and whisper.

And Virginia would show me how they did
it.

And it was like playing at first.

Virginia calling out the lifeguard's
name.

Then we'd start to get excited.

And I'd pretend Virginia had breasts.

I haven't thought about that.

Did you sleep a lot with him?

A lot?

No.

I've been at it a while, though.

This is my first.

No.

How you doing?

Great.

You sleepy?

No.

What time is it?

3 .30.

Oh, my God.

What's wrong?

Let's stay home alone and hope I don't
come back.

He must be asleep by now. Oh, no. Oh,
God.

I hope so. What if he fell asleep and
left the oven on? Or if Sandy called,

still not home. Sandy calls you this
late?

No, but there's always a chance.

Oh, God.

I'm panicking, aren't I? Just a little.

Don't worry. There's nothing written
indelibly on your face.

No one has to know.

I still have to get home.

Ruth?

When you first touched me on the couch,
were you sure that I'd want to... I had

a feeling, but I wasn't sure.

Were you scared?

Terrified. I had been wrong and it got
around class.

Well, a lot of people overreact.

Why did you take the chance?

I really wanted you.

I wanted you that much.

Scared me. What are you doing up?

I was just watching the late movies.

Mm -hmm.

Well, they go on all night, you know.

Well, it didn't seem like you were going
to get home after it got to be one o

'clock.

Well, these research projects get pretty
complicated sometimes.

Professor Brennan had a lot of details
to explain to me.

We got pretty wrapped up in it.

What was on?

Oh, uh, Battle Round. It's a war movie.

Thought you saw that last week.

Well, I missed the beginning. I saw it
from the start tonight. Then this other

one came on.

Japanese horror film. You better get to
bed.

You've got school tomorrow.

No, no, I'll get it.

My God, he's had an orgy.

Smoked oysters, artichoke hearts,
imported chocolate. Oh, my God.

Macadamia nuts.

Huh? This is all the stuff you can't
afford in the family budget.

My one big indulgence. I started when I
gave up smoking.

What do Portuguese cuttlefish taste
like?

Try one.

Look like squid.

Huh?

I said it's fun eating over at your
house.

If we were at the beach, we could play
with a sand tan lotion.

It'd be nice to hold hands or something.

I haven't held hands with anyone in
years.

I want to kiss you.

Can't hear. It's part of the package.

If we go to the beach, we won't see it.
We will sometime.

When?

Sometime.

I'm kissing you back.

I'm touching the back of your neck with
my lips.

Lightly.

You can feel my breath warm against your
neck.

You can feel my tongue.

My teeth.

You feel my fingertips brushing the back
of your neck.

Now sliding up the insides of your
thighs.

Do your kids get out?

3 o 'clock.

Try to come home with me right now.

And this is Spence.

He's giving the camera his leave -me
-alone look. That was taken a couple

ago. He looks older than 13 here.

Well, actually, he's been 13 for six
years now. They're keeping him back till

finally does it right.

How did he get on with Dick?

Lately, not so well.

They both have the same kind of sense of
humor, and it gets to be a battle over

the spotlight.

Either one wants second billing till the
others act.

Dick wins, of course.

Gets back tonight?

Mm -hmm.

And we have to be at a party.

Typical.

An English department thing.

I thought I'd try and make a gesture by
going with him.

Are you going to tell him about us?

I don't think so.

Who are these people?

Those are Jerry Carlson's students.

He gave them an assignment to come here
and shoot whatever was interesting.

I think they're wasting their time with
this place.

From what I hear, they should have been
at the Loomis' last party.

The party's coming along.

It's gotten worse and worse. The girl
obviously can't drink.

Thank you.

It's the point where film and reality
intermingle. The point where the

is life, but at the same time it's more
than life. It's more than a reflection

of life.

It becomes hard to tell whether events
and attitudes in the real world are

influencing what goes on the screen or
the other way around.

Take the case of Audie Murphy.

You're the one.

he was the most decorated soldier in
World War II.

He was a simple, honest hometown boy who
was brought to Hollywood and dragged

through the whole bit.

The marriages, the money problems, the
low -budget pictures, the publicity

gimmicks, and finally, that symbolic
plane crash.

He's America's perfect tragic hero.

He's the tragic hero of your generation.

My generation?

Try again.

James Dean?

Give me a break.

Well, the tragic hero might be going a
little far, but they're getting closer

the AIDS department.

What was your name again?

Kim.

My friends call me Kimmy.

Perfect.

I mean, it was sort of my responsibility
to stay.

I'm sorry. I thought you might want to
come home and talk to me. I thought

be tired from your trip.

I am tired, but it's part of my job, you
know that?

Parties are where all the teacher
evaluation goes on. You're exaggerating.

not.

Forget it.

So what did you do with yourself while I
was off viewing Lithuanian

masterpieces? Nothing.

I had an affair.

Oh?

Congratulations.

Anyone I know?

Not really.

Good.

Jerry Carlson was acting kind of strange
tonight.

Hate to think that he had anything on
me.

An affair, huh?

Feel like you've gotten even?

That's not why it happened.

Was it worth it? Was it the man of your
dreams?

It wasn't a man.

Huh?

I said it wasn't a man.

What's so funny?

You've come a long way from Alberta.

How was it, like a drugstore paperback?

None of your business.

I don't see what you're feeling so
humorous about.

It's just different than if it had been
a man. Why?

She touches me the same way you... I
don't want to hear what you did in bed,

damn it.

Who is it?

Ruth Brennan.

Aha.

Pieces fall into place. I always thought
there was something fishy about her.

There's nothing fishy about her. She
engaged in an unnatural act with my

think that's pretty damn fishy.

Professor Brennan, huh?

That's right.

So you're still fucking your teachers?

And you're still fucking your students?
At least they're the right sex.

What did she do? Come on to your after
class?

Offer you a friendly shoulder to cry on?

Tell me, I'm interested in how they
operate. Who's they?

Fire girls. Who the hell do you think I
mean?

Why are you being this way? You're
making everything worse.

What the hell? You said it was no big
thing.

I never said that, Dick.

It is a big thing? I know it's probably
never occurred to you, but it is

possible that I might fall in love with
somebody.

With somebody else? With somebody.

Don't let me stand in your way. I don't
intend to.

You're going to keep seeing her?

If she wants me to?

The hell you are!

Not while you're living with me. Okay,
if that's what you want.

We'll get a separation.

Where do you think you're going to live?
How do you think you're going to

support yourself?

What do you mean?

Move in with the professor if you want,
whatever.

But I want you out of here tomorrow. The
hell I will. Did you ever consider what

the kids are going to think?

Or our friends and neighbors here in
faculty land? You're not telling the

I'll leave that up to you.

You'll have to think of something to
explain why you're moving out.

Why are you being this way?

You're giving me a perfect escape route,
honey. I'm taking it. You fucker. You

prick. That's it, Leanna. Let it all
out.

You always have to win, don't you? And
if you lose, you make the other person

lose more.

Very good. Your psych classes are
finally paying off. Must be all that

tutoring. You made up your mind in
Toronto, didn't you? You came back to

a separation and then I dumped it right
in your lap.

I did a lot of thinking while I was in
Toronto. You're not taking the kids from

me, Dick. That depends on you on whether
you're a true convert to the fold or

just hot for the first friendly piece of
ass. God damn you!

I will!

No matter how much you think you can
hurt me, I can hurt you more.

Professor Brennan?

Uh -huh.

An affair?

Yes.

You mean like a love affair?

Yes.

Oh, God.

What's the matter?

Well, I'm... I'm just surprised. I...
How did...

What did she do?

What do you mean?

We got to know each other and, you know,
it happens.

You're not telling Dick, are you?

You know, I have to see if I can stay
with Ruth.

What are you going to do if you can't?

I haven't thought that far.

Tex, get off that.

I hope you get to know her then.

She's really wonderful.

Yeah.

Uh -huh.

Ruth?

We've got to talk. I told him.

Oh, my God. I'm moving out. I told him
we had a fight and he kicked me out.

were you going to say?

Well, I thought with you.

For a while, anyway.

Oh, Leanna, we can't do that.

It's worse than a small town here.

I've got to work with these people.

You think it would hurt you?

to talk parents here into letting me run
psych experiments with their children.

What do you think would happen if word
got out about us? I guess I haven't

thought it all out.

Right now, I want to put my arms around
you.

If we were straight friends, I would
have.

But that's not the way the world works.

What am I going to do?

I don't know.

What did you think was going to happen
when you told him? It felt right.

Oh, honey.

I'll do what I can, but...

I really wasn't ready for this.

I thought when I found somebody,
everything would be all right.

We're going to live apart, and that's
what we decided was best for everybody.

We just want you to know that we still
love you as much as we did before.

This isn't going to change that, okay?

It's a problem between the two of us,
and you have to be understanding

and help us to work it out.

But why do you have to leave?

It's the way your father and I decided
to do it.

I'm not leaving.

You can see me every day if you want.

Why can't I come with you?

Because I need some time alone to think
about everything, honey.

And I'm going to be busy.

I'll be out looking for a job.

Why doesn't Dad support you? Isn't that
the law?

We wanted to do this our own way.

It's not going to be as bad as it seems
right now.

I promise.

You better go in. Your father's waiting
to talk to you.

Why can't I stay with you?

You can't, honey.

Not for a while.

Now, try to help me with this, okay?
Please.

Do what I ask.

You a student?

No.

You a teacher?

No.

I go to night school.

You work?

I'll be out looking for work.

I'm here to be near my family.

You familiar with this neighborhood?

No, not really.

Well, it's the best you'll find for the
sort of rent you have in mind.

Can I move in right away?

Soon as the ink is dry.

First, last, and the $100 security
deposit.

No pets or children like it says in the
ad.

And I don't want no men up here.

I may live across town, but I know what
goes on.

No men.

I always wanted a room of my own.

Yes.

I've had gas before.

I don't know if it was under my name.

No.

No, it wasn't, but I can give you the
address.

You what?

Nugget, bring the phone in now.

I don't know what the number is going to
be.

What?

I don't know if I'll take this.

They'll be eating a lot of scrambled
eggs. I can always buy another one.

That dick doesn't buy.

I don't want to be like that.

Suit yourself.

I'll go get you a bag of stuff.

No, nothing's wrong.

No, I haven't been in.

I wrote you a letter, Mom.

Probably hasn't got to.

Dick and I... We're separating.

No.

No, we both decided on it.

Hi. Hi. I'm helping Leanna move her
things.

I see.

Don't let her forget her teapot.

She drinks tea after lunch.

Right. I'll remind her.

Would you like to come in?

See you in class?

Of course I've got friends.

Right. Sandy. I've got Sandy.

Listen, Mom. You can't afford all this.

You've got to save for the plane trip.

You'll get my letter, and I'll call you
as soon as I get my new phone number.

Okay?

Bye now.

You take care.

And don't worry.

Don't you worry.

It's all fine.

That's right. Christmas.

Bye, Mom.

Social security number here and at least
two references.

Thank you.

How

long

have you been looking?

Only a few days.

I hope you hit on something right away.

The job market's pretty grim.

How long have you been looking?

A month and a half.

That's terrible.

It's this town.

All those graduate student wives
floating around, putting their husbands

school. It overloads the market.

There's even faculty wives out looking.

They don't need to work. They just need
something to do, like a hobby.

The school should take care of their own
people, leave the rest of us alone.

Yeah, maybe they should.

How many words did you type on the test?

73. Oh, not much hope there.

I think they're cutting off at 100.

It's like a factory here. Insurance
forms.

I've got to do something.

Don't we all?

And that's when he said you ran off with
one of your film students.

What else did he say? That's when I
popped them.

Okay.

You're going to hear this sooner or
later.

It might as well be for me.

You know how sometimes you'll have a
really good friend and

they'll be the same sex as you, like you
and Richie? Before I busted his face.

Yeah.

And sometimes people get to be more than
friends.

Grown -ups.

And they live together.

You mean like homos?

Well, I wouldn't phrase it that way, but
yeah, that's what I'm getting at.

And when this happens between women...
They're called lesbians.

Yeah, that's right.

But let's not use that word.

Okay?

Tita, do you know what we're talking
about?

No.

Okay. I'm going to go into this, but I
want you to remember that your mother is

still the same person she always was.

She still loves you the way she always
has.

It's just things between her and me that
are different.

Okay?

I think it'd be better if you didn't
call me Ruth in class.

No?

Sort of a professional thing.

I have to keep a certain amount of... I
don't know, not authority, but...

Distance?

That's not what I mean.

I don't know, I guess I'm just nervous.

I'll try to remember.

At least I haven't called you Ruthie.

I've been thinking about the research
for the book.

What about it?

I think it'd be better if you didn't do
it.

Why? I think it'd be better for us.

I don't think it's good for you to take
another position where you're

subservient to me.

Like what?

Well, I'm your teacher. I'm older than
you. A few years?

I have a profession.

It's like too many of the things that
you said were wrong with you and Dick.

But I want to help you.

Yeah, but I don't feel right having you
work for me now that we're lovers.

Something feels wrong about it.

Okay.

If you think so.

Anything else I should know?

There's a woman back home.

Her name is Jan.

Are you going back to her?

I don't know.

We had our troubles.

I don't know what I should ask for.

What do you need to make?

I just can't afford to do this for free
anymore.

What if she doesn't have anything in the
budget?

Then I'll probably be getting a
promotion.

Ledbetter.

Leonard.

Lernenthal.

Lerner.

Lesbian.

Oh, dance.

Okay.

You're right. They are absurd.

Maybe try bending your knees just a
little.

I'm sorry. I'm really a good dancer.

Usually.

You know, I used to do this all the
time.

In youth club at home.

I thought it should bother me more. I
didn't have a boy to dance with.

I

don't

know what she likes. How do I know what
she likes? You danced with her. Her

name's Barbara.

Oh, my God. That woman in the corn in
the green dress?

I think I know her. She saw me.

The one with the red hair looks like a
dye job?

I was on a PTA committee with her.

I know it. She saw me. What's she doing?

Making a beeline for the restroom. She's
afraid you've seen her.

This is awful.

What's she doing here?

Same thing you are, honey. The same
thing you are.

keep it to ourselves a little, okay?

Hi. How are you?

Hi. I didn't know you were into this
kind of stuff.

I'm taking the kids to see the matinee.

Dick asked me.

I guess his work is backed up.

Could have called me.

He said he didn't want to bother you.

Why ask?

To help him get off the hook.

Is he supposed to be on one?

He keeps doing this big number about how
he can provide for the kids himself.

They wanted to see a movie.

I tried to call you. You were at your
new place last night. You weren't in.

Listen, I've got to get the ticket.

It starts in a minute.

Hi. Hi.

Hey, what's the matter? You forget me
already?

Would you take a text over to your
mother for a minute? I want to talk to

and Spencer.

Okay?

What is this?

Did your father say something about me?

Theda, honey, let me...

She kept asking him why it was you who
had to move out. She asked him if you

were in love with someone else. He had
to say something.

What are you for?

I saw my old lady at the dike. Big deal.

Spencer!

I'm not your old lady and your mother.

Sorry.

I'll talk to you both about it later,
okay?

Yeah, I am sorry.

Don't worry about it.

Hurry up.

The myth of coming and traveling.

You know I hate to do that.

Yeah.

Now, your children have been given the
same questionnaire through their

I don't think there's been enough
studies made of how values are passed

Be sure to answer what you believe, not
what you think you should believe.

This is a survey, not a test.

Also, I have to be back at school to
clear up some things with my department

head, so I won't be here Tuesday session
next week.

If you can just fill these out and hold
on to them, I'll see you next Friday.

What's this about you leaving?

I'm sorry.

I didn't decide on it until this
morning.

You mean you don't really have to go?

I, uh, I do. I, uh, have some personal
things that I have to deal with. Then

this isn't about your department head.

Actually, it is. She's who I have to
see. It's Jan.

Oh.

I didn't know you worked with her, too.

I didn't think this was gonna happen. I
figured you being married and having

kids... What? That I'd be easier to
leave.

I didn't think that I... I thought I
could keep it under control.

What are you going to do?

What can I do?

I have to stand by her.

After everything she's put you through.

She's my wife.

But what about Rachel?

What are you going to tell her?

She'll have to wait, that's all.

She'll understand.

You only wait so long.

I'll have to take that risk.

Hi, gorgeous.

Jerry, come in. Hi, how you doing?

Fine. Hey, you've done a real nice job
in here.

Thanks. Take a seat.

Which one?

Would you like a beer or something?
Yeah, a beer would be great. Okay.

Not interrupting anything, am I? No, I
was just reading.

Reading. Oh, yeah, those funny little
lines on paper, what they had before

What are you reading?

The Well of Loneliness.

Sounds like a riot.

How much did you pay for this?

Too much.

$2 .75 without utilities.

I was kind of pressed for time.

Thank you.

So, how's it been?

Not too bad.

I've been a little lonely lately. I felt
it in my bones. That's why I came over.

You could make a living with bones like
that.

Did you have much fun in here?

In the afternoon.

It's nice.

In the morning, it comes in through my
bedroom window.

Good, I like that.

What?

I said I like that. It's a nice way to
wake up.

Oh.

Have you been seeing anybody since you
and Dick had your falling out?

If you're asking, did I leave him for
somebody?

No, not really.

We should have done it long ago.

Good.

Jerry, are you intimating what I think
you are? I don't intimate, Leanna, you

know that.

I'd like to sleep with you.

You don't waste any time, do you? I
figure it's been a while since you and

split, and he said there wasn't another
guy involved.

You're a grown, healthy woman. I figured
I'd come over and... Help me out, like

the welcome wagon.

You know I've been interested in you
since I've known you, and I know you've

been interested in me. I'm not
interested in you.

Not in sleeping with you.

I'm sorry if I came at you a little
sudden, but my technique must be getting

ragged.

I really like you, and I'd like to...
I'm not interested in you, Jerry.

Not at all.

Okay?

Sure.

Welcome wagon knows when it's not
welcome. Of course you're welcome. I'm

glad to see you. I just don't want to
sleep with you.

Okay?

Yeah.

So how are your courses going?

Have any of your students finished their
films?

They're fine.

Yeah. As a matter of fact, I should
probably go help out in the cutting room

tonight. I forgot.

I thought you were all set to spend the
night.

Well, I got this kid. She's a...

Bit of a loose wine. She could use a
hand.

Jerry, you don't have... I'm sorry. I
made a mistake.

Good night, Jerry.

I'll see you around, okay?

Begin your number.

I'll give you a call.

Good night.

Take care.

Excuse me.

Got enough soap there?

Oh, yeah.

I'm used to buying for family.

You moved to the second floor, huh?

That's right.

We're right above you.

If it gets too loud, feel free to tell
us.

I will.

Thank you.

Liz, that's my roommate.

Her boyfriend comes over and plays music
on our stereo sometimes.

He's into volume.

I think his eardrums are shot.

Does he have to sneak in?

Sneak?

Oh, our landlady.

Mrs. Hennessey talks a good game, but
she can't back it up. She just comes

to rent a place when it's vacant and
scare you with that no -man rat.

Hey, you don't rat on me, I don't rat on
you.

Oh, I... I... I... I'm gay.

I'm Sheila.

What's so funny?

Come on, let me in on it.

Jesus, you're not gay, you're
hysterical.

What's so funny?

I'm into men.

Physically, anyway.

Don't apologize.

Oh, if you'd been through some of the
turkeys I have, you'd want to apologize,

too.

Gay, huh?

Jesus, Mrs. Hennessey would fall over
dead if she found out. I don't think she

knows it exists.

You'd be a surprise.

Do you go to school?

Well, I can't find anything better to
do. I have a few credits to go.

Liz has a B .A. in religion. She's
working as a dental technician.

What else do you do besides your
laundry?

I'm looking for work.

I've just separated from my husband.

Oh.

Listen, what's your name?

Leanna.

That's pretty.

Anyway, you need anything, a cup of
soap, bucket of sugar, whatever, feel

to call on us. I will. Thanks.

Since your mother has decided to leave
your father and this is a faculty house

and you know with you We've decided on
Thursdays and you know that don't you

Hey

there hi, how you been business as usual

Is Sandy home?

Uh, no, no. She took the kids to get
shoes.

Oh.

How you making out over there?

Fine. I'm managing.

Leanna, uh, Sandy told me what's up with
you.

Did she? Yeah.

And, uh, it doesn't make any difference
to me.

I mean, it's not the same as... It's
different when it's women.

She misses you.

Sandy does.

She does?

A lot.

She's afraid, though.

I don't know.

I had a player once, a halfback, hell of
a runner.

Anyhow, I found out in the middle of the
season that he, you know, he liked

guys.

I'd recruited this kid out of high
school, watched him develop four years.

no idea.

I mean, he was a black kid.

I didn't even know they had him that
way.

Thing was, he was most of our running
game and did a good hunk of the

I didn't want to bother him. I heard his
concentration.

So I never said a thing to him about it.

Kept an eye on him, though.

You know, never changed my opinion of
the kid. He was still a hell of a kid.

Give you 100%, good leader, everything.

Goes to show you you didn't worry about
him walking around in the shower with

the other guys He had more important
things on his mind what

football

Oh, hi.

Hi. You were expecting somebody else? I
thought it might be another one of my

husband's so -called friends.

I've had two calls and a visit so far
offering to help me out.

Divorce vultures.

I remember when my parents split up, my
mother was suddenly the most popular

girl in town.

Would you like to come in?

Actually, Liz and I were going to go to
a movie over at the college. We thought

you might want to come along.

Is it The Magnificent Ambersons? You've
already seen it.

No, but my husband... It's for a film
course.

He'll be there to introduce it and lead
a discussion group and all that.

I really don't want to see him right
now, not even in an auditorium.

Massey, is that your husband?

Have you taken something with him?

No, Liz has.

Religion and cinema.

She said he was really good.

Oh, he's a really good teacher.

As a husband, he leaves something to be
desired.

I'm sorry, maybe some other time.

Well, we were actually just casting
around for something to do.

Would you like to come up and watch TV
or something?

Don't let me change your plans. Plans?
What plans?

Come on, we'll make popcorn.

Liz, it's all settled. TV and junk food.

This is Leanna from the laundry room.
Leanna, Liz. Hi. Hi. Say ah.

Ah. Ah, he's from Canada.

Miracle of modern dentistry.

Pleased to meet you. You're so quiet
down there. We thought you moved away.

Oh, I'm still there.

I thought we'd treat Leanna to some fine
American cuisine. How does popcorn

sound? Sort of like rain falling on a
tent. Get into the kitchen, turkey. It's

your turn to cook. I'll have to see what
Craig Claiborne says about this. Use

the mazola, not the olive oil.

Have a seat.

See what the network has stacked against
us. Leanna, we've got beer, cab, Pepsi,

and milk. What would you like?

Pepsi, please.

Coming up. Another assault on the brain
cells.

Hey, lighten up.

It's just a Vernon Charlie.

Hi. Can I buy you a drink or something?

I've already got one. Stay and talk if
you like, though.

I've been watching you for about an
hour.

There have got to be easier ways.

Yeah.

What's your name?

Leanna.

Leanna. That's real pretty.

Thank you.

My name's Cindy.

Hello, Cindy.

Hello, Leanna.

Cindy? Uh -huh?

Before when we were talking, you said
something about being in the service.

Uh -huh.

What did you mean exactly?

Service.

You know, the women's air corps.

Oh, the service.

I'm a second lieutenant.

We're stationed in New Jersey right now.

Do you like it?

Oh, I love it.

Not New Jersey, the service.

I think you're really beautiful.

Thank you.

You got any kids or anything?

They live with their father.

Good.

I mean, you know, I'd like it if you
could stay the night with me.

Sure.

I've never done that before.

Come over and try to pick somebody up.

Usually you're just around people for a
while and things happen, you know?

Mostly they don't happen.

When you told me to stay and talk, I
just about wet my pants.

Do you get

crushes on the other girls? The women in
the army with you? Air Corps.

I'm usually stuck on somebody.

But with that and when you work with
them, it isn't professional.

Jesus.

What?

I can't believe I really got you.

Why?

We don't have much in common.

We have enough.

Cindy? Yeah?

Will you make love with me again?

You like me, huh? I like you a lot.

Let's go real slow this time.

I want to remember everything.

The animality eats pussy.

It's a relief to come here and get away
from him. He's got this thing about his

underwear. He wants to put it in a
drawer so the elastic face is out so he

just step right into it. The boys all
got them damn skateboards now.

Tears the hell out of their clothes when
they fall.

You have any kids, honey?

Yes, two.

Peter and Spencer. Spencer? You don't
hear that much. It's for Spencer Tracy.

Oh, now there was a man.

Bumbles with the camera.

She said it wasn't new.

That she'd always felt that way.

Yeah, I can see where that would be a
bit of a shock, all right.

I think about times like when we'd go to
the beach and we'd undress

together. That bothers you?

Sure it does.

I didn't know.

Yeah.

I guess.

Who's the quarterback?

Saddlemeyer. He's only a sophomore.

He shouldn't drift out of the pocket
like that.

One time, she was having a rough period
with Dick.

And we had this long talk.

And afterward, I walked all the way back
to the student union building holding

her hand.

My God, Sandy.

You think you can catch it?

I'm serious.

It seemed so nice and friendly at the
time. I think about it now, I wonder.

I don't think it's fair to Spencer and
Theda.

I don't even like to think of the two of
them together.

Well, I'm from California. That kind of
stuff doesn't faze me.

Kid's got an arm.

So how did she take it?

Take what?

When you told her about us.

She expected it.

Built up her defenses.

I was the one that got out of control.

Come on.

It's been so long since I've been on my
own.

How did you leave things?

I told her I would make a decision this
week.

I've never been in this position before.

I feel so much pressure from you. I
don't need to pressure you. I just feel

totally isolated.

There's no need for you to feel so
isolated.

There are a lot of other women you can
talk to. I don't want a support group.

I want you.

You're still afraid of the words, aren't
you? You love women, Leanna, not just

me. Leanna?

Hi.

Oh, hi. How are you doing?

Fine, good.

See you around.

Yeah.

Who's that?

Someone I know from before.

Morning.

Hi, Jerry.

Listen, I wanted to apologize about the
other night.

Don't bother.

I... I fucked up.

Okay. I, uh, heard about you and Ruth.

Who hasn't around here?

She seems real nice.

You, uh, really, uh, let the air out of
my tires there.

I wanted you to know it wasn't just a
pick -off attempt or anything. I really

think a lot of you.

I hope your thing with her works out.

Thank you.

Can I go now? This is making me real
nervous.

Bye, Jerry. Take care.

Okay.

So, he's fooling around with a girl he
met on the unemployment line.

And she still thinks it's the greatest
thing that ever was Levi.

She took courses on how to be a victim
of this girl.

I mean, everybody in town is wise to the
guy.

Practically advertises.

She walks around with a big smile on her
foot.

Hell yeah.

Oh,

hi, Mrs. Massey. Hi.

Did you forget something?

Hi.

Hi. You got out of work early.

What were you doing with her?

You know her?

She's a film student.

Well, I needed someone for that book
research.

I advertised in the student newspaper.

Did you sleep with her?

What?

I'm sorry, I... I'm getting paranoid.
Did you sleep with her?

No, with her?

But you slept with somebody, didn't you?
While I was gone.

How was it?

Nice, exciting.

We have to straighten some things out.

Are you going back to her?

I don't know.

I have to think.

I've been through so much with her.

Besides, you can be in love with more
than one person at the same time.

You're the only person I've ever been in
love with.

What am I going to do?

You got me into this. I warned you every
step of the way. And the minute I told

you I loved you, you started backing
away. How could you do that to me?

You don't understand.

Sometimes women, straight women, they'll
have an affair with another woman just

to see what it's like.

How could I tell?

I'm proud that I love you.

Nobody could ever make me feel bad about
that.

I'm sorry.

I didn't even know where I was going.

What the hell am I apologizing to you
for?

Is somebody paying you to do this? Or is
this your mission in life to hound me

wherever I go? What?

Forget it.

I am responsible for the way they turn
out. What do you mean, the way they turn

out? It's a matter of role models.

Your girlfriend is a child expert. She
must have taught you that much.

I can't have them around while you're
bringing women into the house. I bring a

woman into the house? What about you?
What happens when the kids come home

from school and there's Daddy in the
sack with the sweetheart of Sigma Chi? I

never brought anyone home.

Where did you do it then? In here?

Does it look like there's room?

Well, you wait to get your department
head. You can have an office with a fold

-out bed. Make everything nice and cozy.

Didn't you hear?

Hear what? They already made the
arrangements for the department. Jerry

is heading it. I'm still in English.

Oh, Dick.

They decided they wanted the department
as separate as possible from English.

Jerry is bringing in all kinds of
technical people from the film business

it.

No way I get tenure now.

You deserved it.

You're such a good teacher.

It doesn't matter.

And look, I really don't think we have
to go to court on this thing with the

kids. Don't we? You deserve your share
of time living with them. In other

you can't handle them alone. If that's
what you want to believe, go ahead.

It's a real drag on your love life,
isn't it? Sure. How are things with the

-ed population?

I want my career to go well.

I want a family.

I want to have a rich and rewarding sex
life.

What's that, the playboy philosophy?

It's from your girlfriend's book, The
Potentials of Motherhood.

Just because you can argue better
doesn't mean that you're right.

I've already told Spencer about it.

He says it's okay with him.

What do you think?

You're still your mother, you know.

I know.

You'll be going to the same school and
everything.

You'll just be spending a lot of the
time with me when I get my new place.

Sure.

Your hair looks kind of snarly.

Would you like me to brush it for you?
If you want to.

I'll soon as I can.

What's

the

matter, honey?

It hurts. It tangles.

I'll go real slow.

And you tell me when it starts to pull.

We'll work it out.

Okay?

And I hope some of you will want to go
on with the study.

Child psychology is still our
psychology.

It affects us no matter how old we think
we are.

What are you going to do next?

I'll be going home to work on my book.

And then in the fall, I'll have my old
teaching job back again. I wish you

stay here.

That's very nice of you to say. Thank
you.

But there are plenty of other people you
can learn from.

Plenty of other people.

Have you become a habit to me?

Ooh, I'm loving you.

A little too long.

I don't want to stop now.

Oh.

With you, my love.

I'm sorry. I'll fix that in a split.

Are you okay, dear?

I'm fine. I'm sorry.

Sheila? Are you home?

I haven't seen much of you lately.

Yeah.

I have thought about this a lot.

And I don't want... I

mean, I'm not interested in women, you
know, for sex.

And I don't understand women who are.

But I really love you, you know.

I love you too.

She left you?

I... It's so

awful.

I just feel so awful.

Thank you.

Bye.