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- ASHLEY: Young love was in the air.

- I'm the kinda guy like I know if it's gonna be

right or wrong pretty fast.

Look, I really like her, dude.

I really like her.

- ASHLEY: But some relationships reached the end of the road.

- You used to be there for me.

I don't think we can be friends.

- I couldn't agree more.

- ASHLEY: While others tried to heal.

- It's never been like, he's my father,

like "you're grounded" sort of deal.

- Life's too short to hold a grudge.

It's good to reconcile if you can.

- ASHLEY: Even if it meant facing past demons.

- JASON: I'd relapsed eight months ago.

I almost lost my marriage,

almost was not there with my kid.

- ASHLEY: A dark revelation sent some spinning.

- Brody was yelling a lot.

"You don't know what the real world is, you dumb bitch!"

I never wannt to be around him ever again.

- ASHLEY: And a surprise dinner date--

- I brought a date, this is Lindsey.

- ASHLEY: --ripped open old wounds.

- They saw you for everything you've done.

- Steph, I'm not saying sorry to you.

- You told everyone that I was hooking up and dating Justin.

- No, I didn't.

You don't know when to stop, Stephanie.

We're not friends. It's over.

- ♪ We're on the way

♪ You're gonna stay on forever ♪

♪ Gotta make a change

♪ So, get, get on a level

- Audrina, I have like a little cold,

so air hug. - Air hug.

- Like when you have kids, you're like,

"Please don't get me sick," right?

- I know, it's going around though.

- Hi, welcome to The Rooftop.

How are you two doing today? - Good, thank you.

- Can we get the bacon-wrapped dates to start?

Totally looked at the menu online before I got here.

- AUDRINA: You always do that.

You are always-- - --a really big control freak.

- With all the drama that's been going on

in the last few weeks, I just need to move forward,

put the past in the past, and surround myself with people that

I love and that make me happy.

- I have the chopped lobster cobb.

- ASHLEY: So good, oh my gosh.

I have to have one of these, I'm dying.

- AUDRINA: These are so good.

- ASHLEY: I'm super excited to go to Kaitlynn's black tie gala.

I just got off the phone with her earlier.

She's got a lot on her plate. - But you know what?

I feel like Kaitlynn is so strong and secure--and Brody's

told me that numerous times--but she like literally handles it.

She's such a businesswoman.

- Do you guys have this gala every year?

- KAITLYNN: Yeah, for the last couple of years.

The main goal is just to have brand exposure.

- Awesome. I'm so happy for you,

that's like a big deal.

- I invited the whole group, but I'm a little nervous

because I can't have any drama at this event.

- Yeah. She's on top of it all the time.

- Yeah. Okay. So important question.

Are you bringing a date to the gala?

- I think so. - You are?

- Well-- - Who?

- Remember I told you about my friend Ryan?

- Is that the guy with the hair? - Yes.

I met Ryan Cabrera in 2002 through mutual friends.

And we started dating off and on.

- I want our relationship to be the best relationship ever.

- That means a lot.

It might not seem like it's a good idea for me to start

going out with another ex,

but people don't know our history and our relationship.

It's more than an "ex."

You guys will love him.

He's just like the nicest, most supportive,

like the best person I've ever met.

- I cannot believe you've known since you were 17.

- AUDRINA: Yeah.

- Goodbye, Justin. See ya later. Sayonara.

It was a nice ride. Brr-rr.

Later.

- I mean, I'm not going to hang out with Justin.

- Dude, he is so loser. - Urgh!

But what have you been up to?

- So...

I wasn't gonna tell you until I felt comfortable enough

for Jason to like talk about it.

But I trust you.

Jason had a slip.

- Oh my God.

- Yeah, it was like the Saturday before Friends-giving.

That night, he was like the most depressed I've seen him

in a really long time.

He's, "I'm gonna go make a phone call."

I'm like, "Good, like that's great.

Yay, go make a phone call."

He's gonna call his sponsor and his friend.

When Jason relapsed for those three years before

he had gone to rehab, it was...

the worst place I'd ever been in my entire life.

There are some times I would literally leave the house,

and I didn't know if I was gonna see him again.

Because he was in the worst place,

and I was in such a bad place.

And I really didn't know what to do.

I just feel like when somebody like wants recovery so bad,

and they work so hard every day--like imagine living

with a disease where like you try every day,

and you go to your meeting and everything,

but like your mind is telling you like,

"You're a horrible person."

It's not like he's trying to drink

'cause he wants to have fun.

It's like he's drinking 'cause he hates the feeling

of his own skin.

Like that just makes me so sad.

It just like breaks my heart. - I'm gonna come hug you.

- 'Cause I just like love him so much,

and it just--and it's like I can't be like vulnerable to him

like this, because I don't wanna make him feel bad.

You know, like I don't wanna cry to him and say like--

- AUDRINA: You're trying to be strong for him.

- So strong for him.

- You know, he slipped, but he recognized it.

And it takes a lot of humility and strength to admit

all that guilt and that fear. - Yeah.

I feel like sometimes like you and I have gone through

like so much heavy .

It's hard to be super vulnerable.

- ♪ It's about time we collided ♪

♪ I mean it, we got far so united ♪

♪ Let's light it up, one time, we can find it ♪

♪ The feeling that we lost, let's find it again ♪

- Oh, look who's up.

You hungover? - Yeah.

Your hair is such a mess.

- This relationship with Ashley is definitely moving fast.

I'm a person that when I see what I want,

I'm gonna express that, and I'm gonna be like,

"Yo, I think you're really cool."

- Did you have fun last night?

- I had a good time.

She's like begging me to come on Monday to come meet the dog.

She's like, "I will literally"--

- You always try to get me to go out to Malibu.

Now, I'll be like, "Yeah," every time.

- You better solidify--you better solidify if she's gonna

be mommy then, 'cause that dog is gonna start going to you.

- So true.

- And if that goes well, I just don't really hold much back.

Dinosaur's awake.

- Oh, this looks so good.

- It's made with love.

- Love?

- It tastes funny.

So...

- What are you about to ask me?

You know me so well already.

- I think so.

We've spent like a lot of hours together this week.

- Should we cut down?

- Do you wanna cut it down?

- No, I don't.

Maybe we should talk about what we're doing.

- What are we doing?

- I just wanted to know if you were just hanging out with me.

- You wanted to know if we were exclusive or not?

- I guess, yeah.

- I mean, I'm not seeing anybody,

you're not seeing anybody.

- So should we keep it that way?

- I think we should.

- I'm going through my checklist, and I'm just like,

"She's definitely hot as ."

Um...

she's got a good laugh.

She smiles a lot.

I don't know, like I have a hard time saying no to that.

Come here.

- This is like a normal conversation.

Did you like your avocado toast?

- BRANDON: It's fantastic.

- ♪ Up on your feet now

♪ No rest for the restless soul, no roads are paved in gold ♪

♪ Get, get, get it going, get ready ♪

♪ Get ready

♪ Get ready

- So what is the status of you and Lindsey?

I mean, she's hot.

- She's a beautiful girl.

- I mean, Thanksgiving, that was a holiday.

You guys are pretty serious.

- I don't do good with new.

I do cautious with new.

- Have you, um...

- What?

- Been to her house? - No.

- Has she been to your house? - No.

It's very new. - Okay.

Justin would be like the best criminal.

He's so good at dodging questions

and not answering them.

It's impossible to get anything out of him.

He's just like the epitome of mysterious.

- I mean, I haven't really been in relationships

for a long time.

I really pay attention when I start--when I become in one.

- Oh, you should now, after all the Audrina's

still pulling ten years later.

Speaking of Friends-giving, I saw Audrina in the kitchen.

So, I was like, "Um, the evidence is standing outside

in a double Z bra right now." - Mm-hmm.

- Like, "I'm not dating Justin. I never have been.

Like you owe me an apology, like let's hear it."

- Ever since I've kind of stepped away from it,

and not fed into the BS, I don't feel nothing of it.

- I'm feeling it.

- Well, then that's up to you to be like,

"Listen, I know the truth.

Bye."

- So, are you gonna go to that gala?

- Yeah, I think I am.

- I wasn't invited.

- Well.

- BOTH:

- You should just show up anyway.

- No. I think we all need space.

Kaitlynn's gala is the last place I would wanna be.

Brody hasn't apologized for his like aggressive attack rant,

and I want nothing to do with him.

- So, I was at the beach with all the boys.

And I found out that... it was Audrina that was kind of

getting Brody going.

- You're kidding me.

- I'm in Malibu saving my house from getting burned down,

and Audrina told me Stephanie was out in Las Vegas saying,

you know, "Can we just stop talking about the fires?"

Part of the reason why I got so upset is because of the things

that Audrina was saying Stephanie was doing.

- Brody straight up said it was Audrina?

- Yeah.

- STEPHANIE: Audrina, honestly.

If this is punishment for hanging out with Justin,

I'm gonna give you my therapist's number,

'cause you dated this fool ten years ago.

I've never had...a friend come after me so hard.

- ♪ Yeah, I've got too much to count ♪

♪ Woo, yeah-- too much to count ♪

♪ Yeah--that's all I'm thinkin' about ♪

♪ Woo, yeah-- thinkin' about ♪

♪ Yeah, I got too much to count ♪

♪ Woo, yeah-- too much to count ♪

♪ That's all I'm thinkin' about ♪

- SPENCER: Heidi! Tag you in.

- HEIDI: Sorry, busy at bills.

Uh, when are you finishing?

- We can be done whenever. - Okay.

- Call it, Heidi, call it.

- Alright, I need you to look at some bills with me.

- Thank you, Ox.

I train Jiu-Jitsu six days a week.

Going from like being a multimillionaire to like

no money, I gained like 100 pounds.

Like all I did was eat pie.

Literally, like two pies a day.

I was addicted to pie.

So, when people say like, "Eat your feelings,"

that's a real thing.

It's like, "I'm not famous.

I'm not rich. Ahh!"

- Have some great bills to go over with you here.

- Are you really doing this to me right after I trained?

- You chose to train, I have to work.

Sometime we have to have these conversations.

- Now that Pratt Daddy Crystals is on fire,

and we're getting all this money,

I have a real problem again with spending so much money.

It's all brand-building, as I tell Heidi.

But she sees it as just spending money.

- This month, you spent over $30,000 in clothes.

And then over $3,000 on wine.

- I feel like that is major progress.

Just 10 years ago, we were drinking wine

that was $3,400 a bottle.

- Well, this month, in jewelry, you spent $10,000.

- I feel like energetically as I spend the money,

I'm manifesting more money,

which so far is happening every month.

I got my beautiful crystals.

I sell them, I get money.

Repeat. - I support you,

I support your hustle, so let's maximize.

We're making so much money, but we're not seeing as much as

we should, because we're spending so much money.

- The bank is imaginary.

We're gonna do something special.

And I already planned a surprise for our anniversary,

so let me spend a little bit more money.

- Oh my gosh. - Then after that, I'll stop.

- Where are you gonna take me?

- Oh, oh, it's a secret. - Oh.

Surprises are a little more nerve-wracking now that I have

Gunner at home, because I wanna be home at a certain time.

I don't wanna go on a jet.

I'm not going on a vacation.

Please get me home by 10 p.m.

No--no outlandish surprises, please.

- You're not going to the gala, don't think I don't

have something up my freaking...kimono.

- We are gonna have so much more fun.

It's gonna blow your mind.

Since we're hitting this ten-year milestone,

it's a occasion to celebrate and dress up.

Get Heidi to be Heidi more,

and let's appreciate this time together.

- Well, I'll just enjoy it, whatever it is.

I appreciate you planning.

I'm excited to have a date night.

I'm excited for the romance.

Oh, you're so sweaty!

- Just a little ringworm.

A little ringworm. - Go shower.

- ♪ Hey

♪ Hey

♪ Sweet life

♪ Life, life, life, you're my gold ♪

♪ You're my gold, you're my gold ♪

♪ You're my gold, you're my gold ♪

♪ You're my gold ♪

- Can I get you guys started with some still or sparkling

water for the table?

- I'll have still, please. - Yeah, still's good. Thank you.

Unfortunately, my mom lives in Paris,

so I don't get to see her too often.

She comes back every once in a while,

but she just wants to be like a little old lady in France,

I feel like.

It's really all she wants.

- So, are you just not shaving?

- Yeah, I don't know.

- Here, maybe?

- I just get so lazy.

My mom is like my best friend.

But she is such a stickler for like everything.

I remember one time I wasn't tan,

'cause I hadn't been going to the beach or whatever.

And I walked down the stairs, she goes,

"You look like a sock."

And I was like, "Are you kidding me right now?"

Like I just started seeing this girl, so it's not really like--

- You're seeing a girl?

- Eh.

- Am I gonna meet this girl?

- Not this time.

Her name's Ashley. - Ashley.

- I think she might come to Kaitlynn's gala this weekend.

- It's a miracle.

- She stayed at the house for like a week.

For like a week straight. - Why isn't she there now?

- 'Cause I told her you're coming to town.

I'm like, "You kinda gotta beat it for a second."

- She's like a normal cute girl.

- PAMELA: Oh, that's good.

Well, you're 22, you should be thinking about marriage.

- You are out of your mind.

My mom is like the biggest romantic in the world

that I've ever met.

And I'm sort of the same way.

My friends say I'm like a stereotypical hopeless romantic.

Like just helpless.

They're like, "There goes Brandon, can't stop him."

It's just like--they're like,

"We'll see you in three months, dude."

You can like fall in love with somebody and not get married,

that can happen.

- I've not gotten married a lot of times.

- You and Dad literally got married--

- After four days. - No, less.

- I knew him four days.

- Four days and you got married.

- Well, he proposed to me on the first day.

- You showed a lot of restraint, Mom.

- I played hard to get.

- Oh my gosh.

- I texted him on Thanksgiving.

I was like, "Hey, man." - Oh, nice.

- "Happy Thanksgiving.

"Like let's put all this in the past,

like I don't really wanna do this anymore."

- No, life's too short.

- It's so exhausting holding a grudge.

Says he wants to meet up soon.

- I'm so happy about this.

You can't pick your parents.

But he's--you know what?

He's this--a lot of good qualities about your dad.

- Reaching out to my dad, I feel like I did the right thing.

We've had our fights in the past,

but this one kind of just got out of control.

And it got into the public eye.

For a long time, I thought my dad was gonna never have

anything to do with me again.

- So what else is going on?

You know, movies, writing?

Directing, acting? - I wanna write a movie.

I wanna write something really bad.

- I think you're gonna be one of the best actors

the world has ever seen.

- I always tell people...

"My mom thinks I'm really special."

- PAMELA: I mean, you are.

- How's your day going?

- Pretty good. How are you? - Unbelievable.

- HOSTESS: That's great.

- My man, he's like a lone ranger over here.

- HOSTESS: Enjoy.

- What are you doing, bro? - Hi.

I love Jason.

I think he's all about positivity.

And he's like a self-help guy.

He reminds me of like a Tony Robbins.

You know, I love watching his videos where he's like,

"I'm checking in. Today's great."

- Ten years, I mean, that's incredible, dude.

- Ten years were easy.

It just got intense with the baby.

- That's cool though, dude.

- So, what's up with you?

- I didn't wanna bring this up during Thanksgiving,

you know, but...

um...

Prior to the Friends-giving, I had a slip.

And, uh...you know, it's something that affected me

pretty bad.

I had a really, really tough day.

And, uh, got a bottle and...

I drank--drank a fifth.

And that's what it was.

- Have you identified like the breaking point

that led you drinking?

- Just a lot of insecurities, I think,

is what it came down to about myself, personally.

I used to always be in shape and do stuff like that.

And it's just like, I never thought I'd have body issues,

if you will, you know what I mean?

And me and Ashley went to this event.

And then we started taking photos and stuff.

And I was just like, "."

I just was very uncomfortable with myself,

you know what I mean?

And that kinda tipping point happened there,

where I was like, I'm--I've checked out.

Manipulated the situation, "I'm gonna go call my sponsor,"

went straight to the liquor store.

- Whoa.

I ended up gaining like 30 pounds.

The self-image hate was so bad.

And it got to the point where I was just so uncomfortable,

and I just couldn't take it anymore.

You know, I thought about my wife,

and I thought about Delilah,

whether I should be doing this or not.

And I still did it.

I thought drinking was gonna be the solution, and it wasn't.

- I know what you mean.

When I was depressed, I got up to 250 pounds.

Like I walk around at 170 usually.

Like I ate, like that was my-- - Outlet.

- Yeah, like I was eating literally pies--multiple pies

like every night.

So, that's why I'm now trying to do Jiu-Jitsu every day,

work out, 'cause I know I-- I wanna feel good about myself,

so I totally hear what you're saying.

- I don't wanna like put a cover over what's really going on.

I let a liquid take control of me.

Um, last time I did that, it was three years.

You know, I ended up catching it,

reached out to my guys in the program.

scared, dude.

The part that's really, really hard is, you know,

knowing everything that I have, because I'm very blessed.

I have such a good life.

If I continue down that path, I'll lose Ashley,

I'll lose my daughter, and lose everything that I've created.

- Yeah.

- Ashley has literally been by my side through thick and thin.

I mean, we've experienced so many different things in life

together that--it's been very challenging.

And without Ashley, I don't think that I would be alive.

She's literally my everything.

Ashley deserves the best me.

And the only way she's gonna get that is if I'm sober.

It's hard, you know?

It's really, really hard.

I don't wanna let this derail me to a point where it takes me

back to a place where I don't wanna go.

- I definitely feel sorry for Jason and his struggle.

But I'm actually so proud that he took his relapse,

snapped right back in his program.

- There's a lot to lose, like I've said.

- Well, I'm here for you, and you know, so--

I just want you to win.

But I feel like you will.

I think it's alright, you know. - Appreciate it.

♪ Taking pics, sign the kicks, link up slings ♪

♪ I've been on my crime to live like this ♪

- Hi. - How are you?

So good to see you. - You too.

I'm so glad you're here.

It's so nice to get out of the city and leave all my worries

and issues at the shoreline,

hop on a boat, and just go.

This is my happy place.

Our boat's down here.

Joey and Billy are already on it.

- Fun.

- And then I invited Ryan, my friend.

- You did? - Yeah, he's coming.

- Oh, that's great. What's up with you guys?

- Um, we're just-- he's someone that I care about.

We always hang out.

There's no label or anything right now.

We're just--we really enjoy each other,

and whatever happens happens, I guess.

- I heard you guys needed some onboard entertainment.

- Yes, you brought your guitar.

Hi. Mwah.

- Hi. Yes, good to see you. - How are you, babe?

- Ryan's always on tour or producing.

So whenever he's back in town, we get together, we hang out.

And there's always that little bit of chemistry

and flirtiness between us.

- After you, ladies. - Oh, thank you.

- Hi.

- The band is back together. - The band is back together!

- Wait a second, it might get a little chilly out here.

- Gold on gold, dude, that's sick.

- Alright, here we go.

- You guys ready? - Yes.

- Captain Crunch is ready to roll.

- ♪ You were meant to rise up

♪ You were meant to fly

♪ You were born to stand up tall and live like you're alive ♪

- What's the name of this boat?

- BOTH: Sabine.

- Sabine, okay.

Oh, it's actually kind of in tune.

Where's that harmonica?

- Don't blow that hard.

You gotta ease into it. - Alright.

Okay, ready?

- We'll start subtle.

- Oh yeah, she likes it. Mm-hmm.

- I don't know what's so funny. - I don't know.

- I definitely think Audrina does have a bit

of a crazy connection with Ryan.

They've known each other for a very long time.

But he still seems intent on being kind to her,

and making her smile, and making her laugh.

Ryan and Justin couldn't be more different.

Ryan is totally the opposite, almost.

I mean, it's really fun to see her happy and free like this.

- Get nutty. Get nutty with it.

Oh, there she is.

Solo.

♪ Sabine

♪ Sabine

♪ Sabine

- AUDRINA:

♪ It ain't been easy, it ain't been easy ♪

♪ It ain't been easy, but it ain't so hard ♪

♪ Hoppin' out the Maserati, all I see is paparazzi ♪

♪ Snappin' pictures for the front cover of a magazine ♪

♪ So I pose in everything I wear ♪

♪ Love to make the people stare, always center ♪

- Oh, I'm busting out the alligator cufflinks.

- ♪ I rock the latest fashions and I set the latest trends ♪

♪ Girls say I'm conceited 'cause they really wanna be me ♪

- My shoes, my shoes.

- Spencer!

- Honey, do you have a brush I can use to brush out my shoes?

- You cannot use my hairbrush for your shoes.

- But they need to be brushed out.

- Okay, should I be a little more glam?

Or a little less?

- Five-star elite drip glam, please.

- Are we going to the opera?

- Oh, definitely not.

That would be way too basic.

- Alright, what should I wear?

Should I wear pants, a dress, what?

- It's our anniversary, so...

part of me says the less clothes the better.

- HEIDI: Is it gonna be cold? Hot?

- You're asking a lot of questions.

It's called a surprise so--

- Why won't you just tell me?

- SPENCER: 'Cause it's a surprise.

I'm going with the smoky elestrial amethyst from Africa.

- Are you talking to me or yourself?

- Does it matter?

Okay, here I come. Are you ready?

- Whoo!

- I'm so happy to see Heidi getting back into music,

working so hard at running the company.

And tonight, she'll realize parents go out, they have fun.

I am taking you away. A jet.

- No. - You love jets.

- I hope it's not a jet, 'cause I'm definitely not going.

- Good, it's not a jet, 'cause we don't have

jet money right now. - Okay, good.

- But if it was a jet, you'd be going.

- No, I wouldn't. But I'm glad there's not a jet.

- We're just gonna slow dance from now on.

- Aw, that's so sweet.

You have something else in store?

- Well, as much as I love slow dancing with you,

it's way past time to leave.

- Alright, I'll get dressed.

I'll meet you upstairs.

- ♪ Love me, be there, love me, love me, be there ♪

♪ I want to take care if you want to take care ♪

♪ You

♪ I love you

- ASHLEY: You look so nice.

- You look very beautiful.

- Oh my gosh, babe, this is my senior prom dress.

- What?

- I swear. - It looks good.

Hook a brother up.

- Can you lift your collar up?

My anxiety can get the best of me.

But at the end of the day, I have to remember that he has

a program, he has people that care about him, including me.

I will always be here for him, I love him.

And it is his journey, and his recovery.

And I think if we constantly focus on ourselves

and being the best version of ourselves,

it will be better for the both of us.

- Tonight, I'll be very mindful of...where I'm at mentally,

physically, spiritually, emotionally.

Not that I wanna make it a habit, by any means.

I wanna be able to move forward.

I feel like I'm in a really good place.

And it's, you know, there's a part where it's like--don't

wanna jump into doing stuff like this, but at the end of the day,

we committed to going to it.

And, you know, let's just go enjoy ourselves,

let's go see our friends, let's connect.

You know, tonight, though, I don't wanna talk about

what happened, I wanna make tonight about the event

and about everything that we're doing.

So, there's a little bit of fear going to the event tonight.

I know Ashley is definitely nervous about it.

Is it stupid to take that risk? Potentially.

But I do have a support system in place.

I do have an exit strategy if I do get tempted

or I'm uncomfortable.

A relapse did happen, but I mean,

I'm also not gonna let it cripple, you know, my life.

- Obviously, if you're feeling uncomfortable,

please just let me know.

And I'm really proud of you for being so vulnerable

and opening up.

- Let's just, uh, enjoy ourselves,

and we'll go for a short time.

And if I don't feel comfortable right when we get there,

we'll leave. Make it easy.

- Okay, I love you.

Let's go get a car.

- ♪ Everybody always trying to tell me what I want ♪

♪ Treat yourself

- SPENCER: Are you ready?

Here it is!

- I love yachts!

I love it!

Ah! Date night!

- This is a little bit better than a gala.

- Yes. Hi. I'm Heidi.

- Heidi, welcome to The Duchess.

- Spencer. Pleasure.

Thank you, Captain.

- Hello. How are you?

- Welcome aboard The Duchess.

Anna. Nice to meet you. Welcome.

- Cheers. - Cheers.

- To our own gala.

- We're on a boat, ah!

Ahhhh!

I'm so excited.

I love just looking at the ocean, let alone this yacht.

This is like the best surprise ever.

Oh my gosh, how nice. - Oh wow.

This is a little gift I prepared for you.

Just a little highlight reel of our 12 years together.

- Look at our wedding.

How sweet.

Yay, we made it!

I was 19 when I met Spencer in Les Doux.

I was dancing.

Let me tell you what, it was a great night.

And that night, I told everyone I was marrying Spencer.

Yeah, I loved him.

I knew he was my soulmate right away. He didn't know.

It took him a little bit longer to come around, but I knew.

I feel like--

We have such a sacred bond that no one will ever

understand or know.

And we've been together for so long,

and we've defied so many odds.

No one believed that Spencer and I's relationship would last.

And everyone thought maybe it was for camera, or TV,

or they didn't know what our motivations were.

And here we are 10 years later, and I love him now 100 times

more than when I met him.

I love our lives together.

And I love our family that we've created.

And where we are is just so exciting.

And I just feel like the best is yet to come.

And to have my best friend and my partner

and the love of my life,

and to have each other is just so--it's really rare.

- I love you.

Anna, more champagne, please!

I love that no matter where we are in life,

that Heidi's love for me doesn't change with the wind.

When we were multimillionaires to when we had no money,

she didn't change at all.

She didn't get like sad when our lifestyle completely changed and

we only ate tacos every day for seven years...and pie.

This is way too much fun.

- Oh my gosh.

- Oh, Heidi's favorite food. - Wow! Ooh!

Thank you. my gosh.

- Cheers to our ten-year anniversary.

- Brody and Kaitlynn are over at the gala pretending they're

George Clooney and Amal.

I'm sure they're kissing babies and waving to all of their fans.

- It's funny, because when you watch their social media,

they have two separate lives, and they barely see each other.

And then when you're in person with them,

they have this whole like façade,

like they have this amazing marriage,

and they're always together.

And it just seems like two different lives they're living.

Kaitlynn thinks she can like train Brody to be who she wants

as this like Stepford Husband.

Uh, but that's not happening.

That's not gonna work with Brody.

I'm sorry, I know him too well.

- I wish them the best of luck, because they seem to need it.

- I don't.

- ♪ Yeah, okay

♪ I like to do things the way I do things ♪

♪ And when I do things, I like to do things ♪

♪ The way I do things

♪ It's been a minute since I've been on solo dolo ♪

♪ And I'm feening for some vices on the low-low ♪

♪ I'm gonna do what I do when I keep it on lock ♪

♪ Pace yourself, brace yourself, things about to get wild ♪

♪ Things about to get wild

- KAITLYNN: I am the co-founder of Foray,

which is an online fashion marketplace.

This black tie gala is our biggest event of the year.

For us, it's about the exposure.

So, you've got all these very influential people

who are attending the event.

Social media influencers, YouTubers, we have models.

I mean, it's the whole industry.

- 'Cause everyone's outside.

- I don't think it's awkward out there though.

- Four people have come up to me and said something.

Like, "Is there any music?"

- Guys, the party is incredible.

- Thank you. - Don't stress.

- I'm stressed. - You guys have done enough.

This is incredible. Everybody's--don't stress.

The people that are asking about that are just curious,

it's fine. Everything is--

The inside is the vibe. This is the vibe.

This is nice.

♪ Oh, oh, oh

- I'll do the same.

- Thank you. - Take this one.

- Thank you. - Of course.

♪ Can't stop

♪ Keep going, once the fire in the blood starts flowing ♪

- Some days it's easy, and some days it's not.

And going in, I don't know if it was from this last relapse that

I was on, or the bender that I was on, but right off the bat,

I feel like uncomfortable in my own skin again.

And that's like what I've always striving to is to feel

comfortable in my skin.

So, uh, we'll see how it goes.

- Hi.

- You look great. - You look gorgeous.

- This is quite nice, though, isn't it?

- This is amazing. - It worked out well.

- I love like how everyone took it actually really seriously

and got dressed up. - I do too, it's nice.

- Kaitlynn has done an amazing job at planning this event.

The house is beautiful.

Everyone looks so amazing.

I can really see the perfectionist side

of her coming out here.

- Neh.

- At a party, we just hang out with each other.

- That's what I'm talking about.

If I bring a girl to an event like dressed up--

like you're wearing a tux-- it's a big deal for me.

This is like a cool, fun little step

to see kinda how everything goes.

- Brandon, how are you?

Good to see you. Hey, Justin.

- JUSTIN: She should snub me, because I had

a beautiful blond on my arm.

And, yeah, snub away.

- Yeah, I did not give Justin a hug.

- Yeah, I saw that. - Sorry, you don't get that.

- Well, just keep your distance and try to enjoy the night.

As long as Justin and Audrina keep it under control,

I think it's fine.

But I just really don't want there to be any drama.

- It'll be fine.

- Cheers, girls. - Cheers, ladies.

- Cheers. - Cheers.

- Kaitlynn, you handle it, woman.

Like look at all this. - KAITLYNN: Thank you.

I'm so--I'm very happy with how it turned out.

Having my own career makes me feel very fulfilled.

I would never want to just be known as anybody's wife.

It all came together.

- MISCHA: Beautifully.

I love it. - So beautiful.

- My goal every year when we throw this event is to make it

the best party that people will go to all year.

- Ryan's coming. - What?

How do I not know this?

- We adjusted your guest list. - Oh, he's your plus one.

- Yeah. - Perfect.

- He's the nicest guy.

- Wait, have you separated since we saw each other?

- Wow, really?

Is this one of those questions that ruins everything?

Like "How'd they meet?" - It's not even--

- She's gone back to her house to get underwear a couple of

times, that's about it.

- JUSTIN: It's gorgeous.

- How can you blame me, man?

How can you not have this girl over every night at your house?

It's ridiculous. So what's the deal with you two?

Are you guys seriously not yet?

- No. - No?

- It's more fun if you wait a little.

- Damn it! I'm such a ho.

I never can wait that long.

- If I'm gonna on the first night,

then it's usually not-- it's usually not

gonna work out way too long after that.

- So you guys are gonna work out long term?

- JUSTIN: Well...day by day.

- Hi.

- I'm good. How are you?

- This is Ryan.

- This is my outfit.

I'm stealing this, by the way, just so we know.

I've--no, no, no, no, get out of here.

- You're really putting it on.

- Like I would totally wear this.

- I think it's too small.

- No, no, no, it's good.

- I'm not surprised to see Ryan Cabrera here at all.

Audrina just always goes back to what's comfortable

or what doesn't work for her, I don't know.

- Do you want a drink? Let's go get one.

- Every situation that I go into

and people are drinking is different.

I mean, sometimes it doesn't bother me.

But I'm just very aware of my triggers.

Lovely ladies. - Are you guys going?

- Yeah, we're gonna head out.

- Love you. - Love you guys.

When I'm in an uncomfortable situation,

Ashley and I--we don't necessarily have like a code

or anything like that. I just go and tell her.

I'm like, "Hey, look, I'm uncomfortable,"

and we just have open and clear communication.

- Look at how many people are here.

I'm kinda shocked at myself.

- You did an amazing job.

- We should go dance. Do you wanna go dance together?

- I would love to.

I absolutely scored the jackpot with Kaitlynn.

She's gorgeous, she's fun, she's smart.

Incredibly smart.

She's worked really, really hard on this gala.

I feel like a proud husband.

God, I love you.

- Good, right? - It's so good.

- ♪ There's nothing like it ♪

- ♪ Oh yeah

♪ I never knew that I could feel this ♪

♪ Like something altogether different ♪

- This is so unbelievably beautiful.

- Ten years of marriage, wow.

- You know what?

We should renew our vows, because it's ten years.

I feel like that's a very important milestone.

- When you saw renew your vows, you mean have another wedding?

- I guess just a ceremony and like recommit,

maybe invite a few people.

Just make it about us, renew our vows.

We have Gunner now.

He could be like the little ring bearer.

Is that something you would wanna do?

- Uh, yeah.

I am all in on this.

The best part about being on this boat and being out to sea

is I feel like Heidi's truly living in the moment.

She's not 100% consumed about where Gunner is.

It's just us.

And I have a hit success night.

- Talking about all this, and being married for so long,

I think that it's time for baby number two.

- You need more baby in your life?

- I want two or three.

- Oh my God.

- Talking about all this, and being married for so long,

I think that it's time for baby number two.

- HEIDI: I'd like to try.

- Baby--we just had baby number one.

- Yeah, almost two years ago.

- It has not been almost two years.

- Yeah, it has.

- You need more baby in your life?

- I want two or three.

- I definitely am so supportive and excited to have more

blessed angel miracle children.

But we've come so far.

You're back in the studio.

You're recording music.

You're doing things you're passionate about

outside of being a mom.

And I know that once you get pregnant again,

you're gonna forget all this stuff.

And it's back to-- I mean, I don't even know.

I feel like it's gonna get more extreme.

- When would you like to add another baby?

- Whenever you're ready to be like--able to balance being

Heidi and a mom, 'cause I think there is a separation.

- That might not happen.

- SPENCER: It is getting to be insanity.

That's why it's just like, "You don't wanna have another

kid right now?"

I think she's-- she's built different.

- When you have a new baby, everything's different.

And I can't promise you how that's gonna be.

- No, I know how it's gonna be, 'cause I was there for over

a year where you didn't leave the baby.

- I don't think I'll leave the next baby.

- So that's why I'm trying to like pace this out,

'cause it's nice to like spend time with you again.

- Yeah, but what if I want three,

and then I'm gonna run out of time?

- I would like to have some time with you.

- You've had me by yourself for 12 years.

- I didn't know there was like a clock at--once you have a kid,

you're done, Spencer.

- I'm not sure I can wait a year to have another baby.

But I wanna prioritize my marriage,

and that is really important to me.

So, I think I need to let go of a timetable

on when the next baby is

and, um, you know, have another baby when the time's right.

Which is soon.

Maybe we can start practicing for baby number two tonight.

- I can practice. Practice.

- ♪ They say diamonds are forever ♪

- Good job.

- I'm gonna perform it at our vow renewal.

- How much is this?

- WOMAN: $12,000.

- SPENCER: So what's up with your dad?

Text him right now.

- You know that I've never been to a bachelorette party?

- I'm kind of dreading going.

- We will destroy you.

- You're literally insane.

- Welcome to adulthood.