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New York City.
Center of the universe.
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Home to 8.6 million people.
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A diverse melting pot
of culture.
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Everyone searching
for meaning and answers.
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I thought
I had it all figured out.
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But then, something happened,
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and it changed my life forever.
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There is no proof of God
anywhere in the universe.
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We will debate that and more
on today's episode
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of "The Millennial Prophet."
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I am your host, Miles Finer,
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reminding you that there
is no God, and that is okay.
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My guest today
is an old NYU friend,
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one of my favorite people.
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Ladies and gentleman,
welcome to the podcast.
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Rabbi Zoe Schwartz.
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Thank you so much
for having me, Miles.
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But per usual,
you're misinformed.
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There is proof of God
in the Torah.
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The miracles of Sinai,
for instance.
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You grew up in the church.
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You know this better
than anyone.
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Yes, it's true,
my father's a reverend.
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We got the whole
Luke/Vader dynamic going on.
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But be honest, if I told you
that God sent me a message
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in the form a burning bush,
you would think I was insane.
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- Not necessarily.
- Come on, Zoe.
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- What?
- I understand that
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it is comforting to believe
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that there is someone
watching over us,
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but there is no external force
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that's going to reach out
and solve our problems.
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- What happened to you, Miles?
- Nothing.
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I just want to help people
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take responsibility
for their own lives.
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I think we would all
be better off if we did.
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Hi, Eric. It's Miles Finer
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I was just calling to see
if you had an opportunity
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to listen to my podcast.
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I think it would
be perfect for Sirius.
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Um, you have my phone number,
and my email.
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So... yeah.
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All right, bye.
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What?
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Miles.
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Matcha latte.
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Hey, man, I checked out
your podcast, bro.
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It's dope.
You making a living doing that?
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Yeah, yeah.
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I got a ton of listeners,
you know?
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Advertising dollars
are really rolling in.
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I feel like
I'm making a difference.
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And when is the last time
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you saw your credit card,
Mr. Johnson?
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Well, the only way I can
track it is if they use it.
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Yes, it does have a chip.
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What am I good for?
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Um...
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You know,
I've been asking myself that
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a lot actually, lately.
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Um, I th...
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Hello? Hello?
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Do you know how many people
are on the planet, Miles?
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Roughly 7 billion, okay?
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You know what the chances are
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of finding that one
right person for you?
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Your mom set you up
on another date?
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Yeah, she's obsessed, man.
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She's trying to find me
a soul mate again.
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I'm like, hello,
there's no such thing,
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and she doesn't care,
she just like.
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"You have
a karmic destiny, Rakesh.
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You're to marry an Indian girl."
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I'm like, why can't you just
let me be miserable
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on a dating app
like everyone else?
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Yo, Eric from Sirius
just emailed me!
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Amazing! Who's that?
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He's the guy that runs
that podcast channel.
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I sent him my show,
and, apparently, he dug it,
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and he wants me
to submit a presentation
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by Friday
to see where it's headed.
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Miles, you're about to blow up.
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You think you'll
get to meet Howard Stern?
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Probably not.
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Congrats on the podcast,
big bro.
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I know you're not down
with the message,
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but your support
means everything.
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That's good to know.
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'Cause I want you
to do me a favor.
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- Yeah, anything.
- Anything?
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- Yeah, what's up?
- I want you to come to Dad's
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25th at the church this Sunday.
Anything but that.
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The two of you
haven't spoken in months.
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Come on, this is
the perfect opportunity
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for you two
to start talking again.
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Why do I have
to take the first step?
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If Dad wanted me there,
he would have invited me.
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Of course Dad wants you there.
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You know every Sunday
after church,
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he goes to St. Nicholas park.
So he goes to play chess.
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He goes there because
that's where
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the two of you used to play.
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Look, Miles,
what is it going to take
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to bring the two of you
back together?
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Look, sis, I have to get home
and finish this presentation.
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- Thanks for the beer.
- Anytime.
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Holy.
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Hey! Damn kids.
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You come around here again,
I'll call the police!
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Who's John Dove?
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- Stacy, wait, please!
- Whoa!
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- I am so sorry.
- I'm sorry. I'm sorry.
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Stacy, hold on.
Hey, hey, hey, wait.
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Wait, just give me
one more chance.
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Just talk to me.
You've changed, John.
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I'm sorry, it's over.
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Hey, John Dove! Hey!
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Hey, hey,
somebody stop that guy!
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Whoa, what the hell, man?
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Are you okay?
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Yeah.
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I think you just saved my life.
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Thank you.
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Yeah, no, Miles, hey.
That guy was not going to jump.
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No, no, no, no, no.
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This is all
just some elaborate hoax.
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That's what it is.
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Yeah, yeah.
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Nice try.
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Come on.
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Yo, who the hell is Cara Bloom?
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- Cara.
- Hey.
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In my office, now.
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Do you see the hotboard?
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You used to have
the top trending stories
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on our site every week.
Yeah, yeah, I know.
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And I'll get back there,
I promise.
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I don't want promises,
I want articles.
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You haven't written one
in six weeks.
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I'm just working
through a rough patch.
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You know, it took Hemmingway
ten years
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to write his second novel.
Is that true?
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I think.
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Look, I don't know what's
going on with you lately,
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but I can't cut you
any more slack.
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I want a story
by the end of the week.
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And it goes without saying,
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this is one of those
"or else" situations.
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Let me get this straight, okay?
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You're being catfished
by someone
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calling themselves God
on Facebook.
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Yes, and I need your
hacker skills
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to get me their IP address.
Bro, keep your voice-
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How many times I got to
tell you I'm not a hacker?
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Okay, I'm a
video game enthusiast.
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Plus, you said it yourself,
it's just a prank.
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So focus on your presentation.
I will, but first,
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I've got to figure out
who's behind this.
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Why?
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So they're trolling you.
Let it go.
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I believe everything in life
can be explained.
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That there is no God,
and there is someone out there
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who is going through
a whole lot of trouble
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to prove me wrong.
I can't let that go.
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Okay, you really think
someone paid this Dove guy
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to pretend to jump
in front of that train?
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Yes, what other explanation
is there?
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It's like "The Game."
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Great flick. Early Fincher.
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Okay, what do you know?
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Okay, I looked into
John Dove's Facebook account.
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It's a ghost town. My only lead?
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Cara Bloom.
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Okay, what do you
know about her?
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Come see for yourself.
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She went to Ohio State,
writes for "Catapult,"
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and runs marathons.
Cute and accomplished, bro!
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Why can't I ever match
with someone like her?
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- This isn't Tinder, Rakesh.
- You mean Bumble, bro.
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Nobody uses Tinder anymore.
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Look, she just checked in
to SoulCycle.
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I'm going to go down there,
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and I'm going to
get to the bottom of this.
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That's a bad idea, Miles.
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What are you going to tell her?
God sent you?
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I can't feel my legs,
but my ass looks great.
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- So, fair trade.
- Yeah, it does.
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I got to run to Trader Joe's.
See you later?
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Yeah, see you.
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Cara, Cara! Miles Finer.
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Come on.
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Don't act like
you don't know who I am.
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I don't, so have a nice day.
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- Wait, are you God?
- Excuse me?
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I mean, not like "the" God.
There is no God.
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I just really want to know
who's behind the God account.
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The God account?
What are you talking about?
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Wow, you are a committed actor.
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What, did you study with
Stella Adler or something?
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Look, I don't know what
you're on, but I carry mace.
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And I work at IdentitySeal,
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so you tell
whoever's behind this
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I will jack up their credit!
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Be glad you didn't grow up
with social media.
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Delete, delete. Good-bye.
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It's time to refocus, and get
this presentation to Sirius.
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What the?
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What the hell?
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You want to believe
in the heavenly father.
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- No, my presentation!
- Deep down, I know you do.
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No, no, no, my presentation!
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Behold his mighty hand!
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No.
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No, no, no, no! Come on, no!
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Where's my presentation?
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How do you cure writer's block?
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Cara.
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What the hell
are you doing here?
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This has gone too far.
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Hacking my computer,
my presentation, my thermostat.
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Who is behind the God account?
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Listen, I don't know anything
about the God account.
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Or the temperature
in your apartment,
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or how did you
even get back here?
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Are they paying you for this?
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Are you writing a story
about it?
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A story. Yeah, I'm staring at
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a blank page and my career
is hanging in the balance,
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so I would say no.
You're telling the truth?
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You're not in on any of this?
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I don't even know what this is.
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- Hey, you okay?
- It doesn't make any sense.
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Why would they send me
your name?
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Wait, what do you mean
send you my name?
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Look.
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Wait, so someone
calling themselves God
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sent you
a friend suggestion for me?
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Look, I know how it sounds,
but yes.
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Cara, where's my story?
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I am working on it.
Making progress.
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Who is this?
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This is someone that I'm
interviewing for my story.
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Really? What's it about?
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Well, it's a think piece about
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the intersection
of faith and science
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through the prism
of social media.
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It's going to be great.
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I like it.
I want 1,000 words tomorrow.
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Hey, I did not say you can
write a story about this.
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Yeah, well,
this isn't just about you.
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Look, they sent you
my name, too.
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00:14:23,863 --> 00:14:25,666
You want to figure out
who's screwing with you.
253
00:14:25,690 --> 00:14:27,997
I'm a journalist.
I know how to find people.
254
00:14:28,041 --> 00:14:30,695
And I will...
255
00:14:30,739 --> 00:14:32,610
but only if I get the story.
256
00:14:32,654 --> 00:14:34,961
You find them...
257
00:14:35,004 --> 00:14:36,876
we talk.
258
00:14:36,919 --> 00:14:38,486
Deal.
259
00:14:38,529 --> 00:14:40,029
So I assume you've looked into
this God account.
260
00:14:40,053 --> 00:14:41,924
- What do you know?
- Not much.
261
00:14:41,968 --> 00:14:44,535
I tried to get my boy, Rakesh,
to find me the IP address,
262
00:14:44,579 --> 00:14:46,798
but he won't do it for me.
263
00:14:50,193 --> 00:14:52,543
But he might do it for you.
264
00:14:56,199 --> 00:14:58,898
- Rakesh, the door.
- Got it, Mom.
265
00:15:01,857 --> 00:15:04,860
Cara, Rakesh. Rakesh, Cara.
266
00:15:04,904 --> 00:15:08,168
- Hey.
- Hi.
267
00:15:08,211 --> 00:15:10,518
What is she doing here?
268
00:15:10,561 --> 00:15:12,520
- She can hear you.
- Right.
269
00:15:12,563 --> 00:15:14,870
She's not involved.
I told her everything.
270
00:15:14,914 --> 00:15:16,717
She's going to help me
figure out who's behind this.
271
00:15:16,741 --> 00:15:20,789
But we need a favor
from you, first.
272
00:15:20,832 --> 00:15:23,879
This is my workout attire.
273
00:15:25,185 --> 00:15:27,100
I do 60 crunches
every morning, so.
274
00:15:27,143 --> 00:15:28,971
Look, I know
you're not a hacker,
275
00:15:29,015 --> 00:15:31,036
but if there's any way you
can get us that IP address...
276
00:15:31,060 --> 00:15:34,107
No, guys, I'm a hacker.
277
00:15:34,150 --> 00:15:36,587
I'm a badass hacker, actually.
278
00:15:39,068 --> 00:15:41,853
Guys, this can't be right.
279
00:15:41,897 --> 00:15:43,203
The God account's
being protected
280
00:15:43,246 --> 00:15:44,987
by a firewall
I've never seen before.
281
00:15:45,031 --> 00:15:46,312
- Don't mess with me.
- I'm not messing with you.
282
00:15:46,336 --> 00:15:48,991
Man, this code is sublime.
283
00:15:49,035 --> 00:15:52,255
Like, there's only a small pool
of people on the planet
284
00:15:52,299 --> 00:15:53,909
who could've written
something like this.
285
00:15:53,953 --> 00:15:55,234
So there's no way
to track the IP address?
286
00:15:55,258 --> 00:15:56,868
No, I said small pool.
287
00:15:56,912 --> 00:15:59,959
Lucky for you guys,
I'm swimming in it.
288
00:16:00,002 --> 00:16:01,308
Okay, here's the thing though.
289
00:16:01,351 --> 00:16:04,050
If what I see here is right,
290
00:16:04,093 --> 00:16:07,009
there's a good chance that Dove
guy really was going to jump.
291
00:16:07,053 --> 00:16:08,315
Explain.
292
00:16:08,358 --> 00:16:09,794
It's called
predictive analytics.
293
00:16:09,838 --> 00:16:10,946
It's a type of AI
used to determine
294
00:16:10,970 --> 00:16:12,319
the outcome of events.
295
00:16:12,362 --> 00:16:14,669
So theoretically,
someone with this technology
296
00:16:14,712 --> 00:16:16,690
could have just know Dove
was depressed and suicidal.
297
00:16:16,714 --> 00:16:18,040
Even if what
you're saying is true,
298
00:16:18,064 --> 00:16:19,345
there's no way
they could have known
299
00:16:19,369 --> 00:16:20,825
that I would have
stepped in and saved him.
300
00:16:20,849 --> 00:16:22,677
Unless that's the point
of it all.
301
00:16:22,720 --> 00:16:24,374
To see if you would.
302
00:16:26,811 --> 00:16:28,335
I really think
you saved this guy.
303
00:16:33,079 --> 00:16:35,037
Look, we need to find
this Dove guy.
304
00:16:35,081 --> 00:16:36,691
My money says he's in on it.
305
00:16:36,734 --> 00:16:39,085
Yeah, but our best lead
is this IP address.
306
00:16:39,128 --> 00:16:40,825
How long would it take you
to crack it?
307
00:16:40,869 --> 00:16:42,629
I don't know, man.
I'll keep working on it,
308
00:16:42,653 --> 00:16:45,874
but I have a date
in a few hours.
309
00:16:45,917 --> 00:16:49,965
She's not my girlfriend.
I'm totally single.
310
00:16:50,009 --> 00:16:52,359
My mom's making me go.
311
00:16:52,402 --> 00:16:54,752
I have to redo my presentation
312
00:16:54,796 --> 00:16:58,017
for Sirius by tomorrow,
and this thing is spiraling.
313
00:16:58,060 --> 00:16:59,366
Is he always this dramatic?
314
00:16:59,409 --> 00:17:01,150
You should see him
at a Yankees game.
315
00:17:01,194 --> 00:17:03,085
Al, you sure this isn't
one of your psych experiments?
316
00:17:03,109 --> 00:17:04,719
Right before God friended me,
317
00:17:04,762 --> 00:17:06,677
you were trying to convince me
to go see Dad.
318
00:17:06,721 --> 00:17:09,289
Miles, I am not behind this.
You know I detest social media.
319
00:17:09,332 --> 00:17:11,813
Wait, what happened
with you and your Dad?
320
00:17:11,856 --> 00:17:13,728
- Nothing.
- Our dad is a reverend.
321
00:17:13,771 --> 00:17:16,078
Miles is an atheist.
You do the math.
322
00:17:16,122 --> 00:17:18,124
- That explains a lot.
- Wait a minute.
323
00:17:18,167 --> 00:17:20,126
You don't think Dad
is behind this, do you?
324
00:17:20,169 --> 00:17:23,303
Really, Miles?
He can't even use Netflix.
325
00:17:23,346 --> 00:17:25,653
You know what's happening to you
326
00:17:25,696 --> 00:17:26,934
is kind of like
the prodigal son,
327
00:17:26,958 --> 00:17:28,830
except God is using Facebook
328
00:17:28,873 --> 00:17:29,831
to bring you and Dad
back together.
329
00:17:29,874 --> 00:17:31,224
Do you see what growing up
330
00:17:31,267 --> 00:17:32,834
in a house of religion
does to the mind?
331
00:17:32,877 --> 00:17:35,141
- She makes a good point.
- Thank you.
332
00:17:35,184 --> 00:17:37,186
So you believe in God?
333
00:17:37,230 --> 00:17:38,903
I mean, I wouldn't say
that I'm religious,
334
00:17:38,927 --> 00:17:42,235
but yeah, I am spiritual.
Boy, here we go.
335
00:17:42,278 --> 00:17:44,019
Spiritual.
336
00:17:44,063 --> 00:17:46,674
You mean the biggest cop out
in all of religion?
337
00:17:46,717 --> 00:17:47,781
- What?
- Well, you can't have
338
00:17:47,805 --> 00:17:49,155
one foot in the eternal plane,
339
00:17:49,198 --> 00:17:50,219
and the other
in the "I'm cool" category.
340
00:17:50,243 --> 00:17:51,679
It doesn't work like that.
341
00:17:51,722 --> 00:17:53,681
You either believe or you don't.
342
00:17:53,724 --> 00:17:57,380
Or you recognize that there's
something greater at work here.
343
00:17:57,424 --> 00:18:00,340
I don't know, some grand design
connecting us all.
344
00:18:00,383 --> 00:18:02,907
Otherwise, life just seems
kind of pointless.
345
00:18:02,951 --> 00:18:05,084
- I like her.
- Trust me.
346
00:18:05,127 --> 00:18:06,346
There is no grand design.
347
00:18:08,043 --> 00:18:11,133
Whoa, Rakesh.
Tell me you got something.
348
00:18:11,177 --> 00:18:13,396
Miles, I did it. I found God.
349
00:18:13,440 --> 00:18:15,137
He's in Jersey.
350
00:18:23,928 --> 00:18:25,539
Wait, look,
the house is for sale.
351
00:18:25,582 --> 00:18:26,733
Well, Rakesh tracked them here.
352
00:18:26,757 --> 00:18:27,845
Someone's inside.
353
00:18:29,673 --> 00:18:32,546
So how does a preacher's son
lose his faith in God?
354
00:18:32,589 --> 00:18:34,591
- Pretty easily.
- Wait, let me guess.
355
00:18:34,635 --> 00:18:35,766
You felt religion was forced
356
00:18:35,810 --> 00:18:37,159
down your throat,
so you rebelled.
357
00:18:37,203 --> 00:18:39,640
Got your hands
on Hitchens and Dawkins,
358
00:18:39,683 --> 00:18:40,771
never looked back?
359
00:18:40,815 --> 00:18:45,385
Yeah, something like that.
360
00:18:45,428 --> 00:18:48,605
I don't know. Maybe God moved.
361
00:18:53,523 --> 00:18:55,743
Hey, look.
There's a light on over here.
362
00:18:55,786 --> 00:18:57,440
All right, come on.
363
00:18:57,484 --> 00:18:58,746
Open up. Open up.
364
00:18:58,789 --> 00:19:00,922
You're messing
with the wrong guy.
365
00:19:00,965 --> 00:19:03,490
Step aside.
366
00:19:06,841 --> 00:19:08,625
Give me some light.
367
00:19:16,633 --> 00:19:18,766
- What?
- Nothing.
368
00:19:18,809 --> 00:19:21,116
Just admiring your skills.
What, did you write an article
369
00:19:21,160 --> 00:19:22,770
about picking locks
or something?
370
00:19:22,813 --> 00:19:24,511
It was more of a PSA
on how easy it is
371
00:19:24,554 --> 00:19:25,816
to break into your own house.
372
00:19:25,860 --> 00:19:27,992
It went viral in like,
15 minutes.
373
00:19:35,174 --> 00:19:37,611
What?
374
00:19:37,654 --> 00:19:38,873
That is impressive.
375
00:19:38,916 --> 00:19:40,614
Thank you.
376
00:19:40,657 --> 00:19:43,704
Hey, you got a plan, right?
377
00:19:43,747 --> 00:19:45,619
Because I'm guessing
whoever's up there,
378
00:19:45,662 --> 00:19:47,945
they don't want to be found,
and they might not be friendly.
379
00:19:47,969 --> 00:19:50,580
Trust me. I got a plan.
380
00:20:09,947 --> 00:20:12,559
Hey, it's Miles Finer.
381
00:20:12,602 --> 00:20:15,910
I know you're in there.
Come out now.
382
00:20:15,953 --> 00:20:17,868
Great plan.
383
00:20:36,060 --> 00:20:38,585
Yeah, so much for
the light of God.
384
00:20:41,109 --> 00:20:44,547
This was a bogus lead.
385
00:20:44,591 --> 00:20:47,985
Or maybe not. Look at this.
386
00:20:49,596 --> 00:20:51,815
Yeah, it's Jersey.
They're tacky.
387
00:20:51,859 --> 00:20:54,253
No, whoever's behind this
knew I would end up here.
388
00:20:54,296 --> 00:20:56,907
That angel might as well be
giving me the middle finger.
389
00:20:56,951 --> 00:20:58,866
That's ridiculous.
They're painting over it
390
00:20:58,909 --> 00:21:00,229
because they're
selling the house.
391
00:21:00,259 --> 00:21:03,523
No, I got a bad feeling
about this.
392
00:21:07,657 --> 00:21:10,530
- The food is really good.
- Yeah, yeah, it is, yeah.
393
00:21:15,317 --> 00:21:18,320
- Important message?
- Um, it's a friend of mine.
394
00:21:18,364 --> 00:21:21,149
He's in Jersey looking for God.
395
00:21:23,282 --> 00:21:24,935
You're funny.
396
00:21:26,197 --> 00:21:28,635
Most of the guys my parents
set me up with are total bores.
397
00:21:28,678 --> 00:21:30,071
Yeah, you know, honestly,
398
00:21:30,114 --> 00:21:31,788
I don't know why
they've got to do this to us.
399
00:21:31,812 --> 00:21:33,857
I mean, we're perfectly capable
of deciding
400
00:21:33,901 --> 00:21:35,294
who we want
to fall in love with.
401
00:21:35,337 --> 00:21:37,078
I mean, don't get me wrong,
you're gorgeous,
402
00:21:37,121 --> 00:21:39,099
but I'm sure there are
plenty of other guys out there
403
00:21:39,123 --> 00:21:40,777
you'd rather be on a date with.
404
00:21:40,821 --> 00:21:43,911
Actually, I'm enjoying myself.
405
00:21:43,954 --> 00:21:47,218
And I think you're pretty cute.
406
00:21:47,262 --> 00:21:49,177
Okay.
407
00:21:49,220 --> 00:21:50,981
You know what I like to do
to get back at my parents?
408
00:21:51,005 --> 00:21:52,572
What?
409
00:21:52,615 --> 00:21:55,052
Things they wouldn't approve of.
410
00:21:56,837 --> 00:22:00,014
Ioh-.
411
00:22:00,057 --> 00:22:02,233
I also like to do those things.
412
00:22:02,277 --> 00:22:05,019
It's too bad we both
live at home.
413
00:22:17,727 --> 00:22:21,165
I called a Lyft.
Tina, Ford Fusion.
414
00:22:21,209 --> 00:22:23,646
Four minutes away.
415
00:22:25,996 --> 00:22:28,738
Hey, you okay?
416
00:22:28,782 --> 00:22:30,784
It's weird, I had
the same exact bench
417
00:22:30,827 --> 00:22:32,960
on my front porch growing up.
418
00:22:34,788 --> 00:22:37,878
Every day,
I'd sit there, just...
419
00:22:37,921 --> 00:22:39,967
waiting for...
420
00:22:40,010 --> 00:22:41,751
Waiting for what?
421
00:22:43,449 --> 00:22:45,146
Nothing.
422
00:22:45,189 --> 00:22:47,844
It doesn't look like nothing.
423
00:22:50,673 --> 00:22:52,259
Hey, Rakesh, what's up?
You need to get back
424
00:22:52,283 --> 00:22:54,068
to your apartment like,
right now, man.
425
00:22:54,111 --> 00:22:56,287
I think Mr. Robot
hacked your computer again.
426
00:22:56,331 --> 00:22:57,985
Wait, dude, why are you
at my apartment?
427
00:22:59,378 --> 00:23:01,380
Not important. Stay focused.
428
00:23:01,423 --> 00:23:03,773
Man, your iPhoto library
is on loop.
429
00:23:03,817 --> 00:23:05,427
The same song is playing
over and over.
430
00:23:05,471 --> 00:23:08,256
Even I can't make it stop.
What song?
431
00:23:12,129 --> 00:23:13,653
Yeah, I already tried that.
432
00:23:13,696 --> 00:23:16,307
My guess is they used
a smurf attack.
433
00:23:16,351 --> 00:23:18,397
Your pictures are really great.
434
00:23:23,053 --> 00:23:24,446
How many times
I got to tell you,
435
00:23:24,490 --> 00:23:26,666
you got to switch your Wi-fi
to WPA2.
436
00:23:26,709 --> 00:23:28,145
- You just pull the plug.
- No, no.
437
00:23:28,189 --> 00:23:30,713
There has to be a reason
why they're doing this.
438
00:23:32,367 --> 00:23:34,978
- How'd you get it to stop?
- I didn't.
439
00:23:41,507 --> 00:23:43,223
You know, I just
remembered I'm on deadline,
440
00:23:43,247 --> 00:23:45,249
so I got to go.
441
00:23:48,252 --> 00:23:50,820
Cara, hold up.
442
00:23:50,864 --> 00:23:52,909
Hey, what's going on?
443
00:23:52,953 --> 00:23:54,955
- Nothing, I'm fine.
- Cara, is everything okay?
444
00:23:54,998 --> 00:23:57,087
Yeah, I just...
I need to finish my story.
445
00:23:57,131 --> 00:23:58,915
I'll see you later.
446
00:24:00,961 --> 00:24:03,050
- What was that all about?
- I don't know.
447
00:24:03,093 --> 00:24:05,226
She got really weird
when she saw the photo.
448
00:24:05,269 --> 00:24:08,751
Yeah, but why?
It's just you and your family.
449
00:24:08,795 --> 00:24:10,449
My mom's doctor and nurse.
450
00:24:10,492 --> 00:24:13,060
It was right after my mom
had her last chemo.
451
00:24:15,105 --> 00:24:17,020
What?
452
00:24:18,892 --> 00:24:20,720
You think she knows one of them?
453
00:24:20,763 --> 00:24:23,287
You remember their names?
I was eight.
454
00:24:28,467 --> 00:24:31,078
But there is one person
who may know.
455
00:24:34,473 --> 00:24:38,172
God is always testing us,
456
00:24:38,215 --> 00:24:39,913
and we know this
from the Book of James,
457
00:24:39,956 --> 00:24:42,350
Chapter 1, Verse 12.
458
00:24:42,393 --> 00:24:45,832
"Blessed is he who remains
steadfast under trial,
459
00:24:45,875 --> 00:24:48,095
"for when he has stood the test,
460
00:24:48,138 --> 00:24:51,272
he will receive
the crown of life."
461
00:24:53,970 --> 00:24:56,146
You getting ready for Sunday?
462
00:24:57,539 --> 00:25:00,150
Miles.
463
00:25:00,194 --> 00:25:03,937
I used to love
listening to your sermons.
464
00:25:03,980 --> 00:25:05,852
I would sneak in
to the back of the chapel
465
00:25:05,895 --> 00:25:08,245
and watch you practice.
466
00:25:08,289 --> 00:25:11,466
That's until Mom caught me
and made me do my homework.
467
00:25:11,510 --> 00:25:14,774
I remember.
What are you doing here?
468
00:25:14,817 --> 00:25:17,472
I need your help
with something, um...
469
00:25:20,344 --> 00:25:24,523
Do you remember
Mom's doctor and nurse?
470
00:25:25,915 --> 00:25:28,918
Um...
471
00:25:28,962 --> 00:25:32,313
What's this about?
I just need their names.
472
00:25:33,967 --> 00:25:38,493
Sure, son. Um...
473
00:25:38,537 --> 00:25:42,497
This is Dr. John Andrews,
and his nurse, Susan Albright.
474
00:25:42,541 --> 00:25:45,544
They took great care
of your mother.
475
00:25:46,849 --> 00:25:49,330
- Thank you.
- Hey, Miles, wait.
476
00:25:55,423 --> 00:25:59,079
I've been meaning to reach out
to you about Sunday.
477
00:25:59,122 --> 00:26:03,083
Um, the church is celebrating
my 25 years here, and...
478
00:26:05,215 --> 00:26:06,956
I'd like you to come.
479
00:26:07,000 --> 00:26:09,524
It's a good thing
I stopped by so you can ask me.
480
00:26:09,568 --> 00:26:11,067
I deserved that.
I should have called.
481
00:26:11,091 --> 00:26:14,311
I guess I was afraid
that you'd say no.
482
00:26:14,355 --> 00:26:15,941
Or maybe you were afraid
that you would be judged
483
00:26:15,965 --> 00:26:17,532
because your son
doesn't believe in God?
484
00:26:17,576 --> 00:26:19,360
And what am I supposed
to feel about that?
485
00:26:19,403 --> 00:26:22,842
II've devoted my life to God,
486
00:26:22,885 --> 00:26:25,235
and you spread the notion
that he doesn't exist.
487
00:26:25,279 --> 00:26:29,370
III know you think
you're helping people,
488
00:26:29,413 --> 00:26:31,415
but you're not. That's not true.
489
00:26:31,459 --> 00:26:32,852
Name one person.
490
00:26:32,895 --> 00:26:34,941
One person
who's life you changed.
491
00:26:34,984 --> 00:26:37,117
It's a podcast, Dad.
I don't have to see the person
492
00:26:37,160 --> 00:26:38,485
to know that I am
making a difference.
493
00:26:38,509 --> 00:26:41,121
You are taking away
people's hope.
494
00:26:41,164 --> 00:26:43,210
And you're lying to them!
495
00:26:43,253 --> 00:26:45,173
You're telling them that God
is watching over us.
496
00:26:45,212 --> 00:26:48,041
You know better than anyone
that's not true.
497
00:26:48,084 --> 00:26:51,435
What I know is...
498
00:26:51,479 --> 00:26:53,002
Is that you're angry.
499
00:26:55,222 --> 00:26:57,398
You don't think that
what happened
500
00:26:57,441 --> 00:26:59,574
made me question my faith?
501
00:27:04,623 --> 00:27:06,494
What I also know is,
is that we can't
502
00:27:06,537 --> 00:27:09,671
keep having this argument.
503
00:27:09,715 --> 00:27:12,021
Yeah.
504
00:27:12,065 --> 00:27:14,589
Yeah, you're right about that.
505
00:27:25,731 --> 00:27:29,560
- Want to talk about it?
- Not really.
506
00:27:29,604 --> 00:27:31,650
Also, if you're still mad
at me for hooking up
507
00:27:31,693 --> 00:27:34,522
with Jaz at your place, you're
kind of missing the point.
508
00:27:34,565 --> 00:27:37,699
No, I'm not mad,
but please enlighten me.
509
00:27:37,743 --> 00:27:39,440
If we don't
go back to your place,
510
00:27:39,483 --> 00:27:41,442
I don't call you about God
hacking your computer,
511
00:27:41,485 --> 00:27:44,227
and Cara doesn't see the doctor
and the nurse in the photo.
512
00:27:44,271 --> 00:27:46,708
So if you think about it...
513
00:27:46,752 --> 00:27:48,405
I'm kind of the hero
of this story.
514
00:27:51,104 --> 00:27:52,932
Okay, here we go.
515
00:27:52,975 --> 00:27:56,500
Into the Department of Records.
516
00:27:56,544 --> 00:28:00,113
It says Dr. Andrews moved out
of the city years ago.
517
00:28:00,156 --> 00:28:02,028
Okay, try Susan Albright.
518
00:28:06,467 --> 00:28:09,209
Moved from Ohio to New York
18 years ago.
519
00:28:09,252 --> 00:28:13,300
Changed her name.
It used to be Susan Bloom.
520
00:28:17,173 --> 00:28:19,436
She's Cara's mom.
521
00:28:39,805 --> 00:28:42,155
Hell of a view.
522
00:28:44,157 --> 00:28:46,507
Yeah, yeah. I love it up here.
523
00:28:46,550 --> 00:28:49,336
Your roommate told me
that you were up here.
524
00:28:51,120 --> 00:28:53,253
Hey, sorry for
running out last night.
525
00:28:53,296 --> 00:28:55,516
I was just stressed about work.
526
00:28:55,559 --> 00:28:58,084
Look, I know the nurse
in the photo is your mom.
527
00:29:01,130 --> 00:29:04,307
She left when you
were a kid, right?
528
00:29:04,351 --> 00:29:06,135
That's who you were waiting for
on the bench?
529
00:29:06,179 --> 00:29:08,485
I don'tl don't really
want to talk about this.
530
00:29:08,529 --> 00:29:11,010
Come on, your mom and my mom
were in the same photo.
531
00:29:11,053 --> 00:29:12,794
What are the odds?
532
00:29:12,838 --> 00:29:14,598
That must be the reason
why they sent me your name.
533
00:29:14,622 --> 00:29:16,015
- Miles.
- They want me to help you
534
00:29:16,058 --> 00:29:18,191
find her... Miles, you're wrong.
535
00:29:18,234 --> 00:29:21,150
- How can you say that?
- Because I already found her.
536
00:29:22,891 --> 00:29:24,414
When?
537
00:29:24,458 --> 00:29:26,982
Six weeks ago.
538
00:29:27,026 --> 00:29:28,854
On the subway.
539
00:29:31,552 --> 00:29:33,597
She was sitting
right across from me.
540
00:29:36,426 --> 00:29:38,602
Um...
541
00:29:38,646 --> 00:29:41,127
Look, you were right.
542
00:29:41,170 --> 00:29:44,913
My mom did leave
when I was seven.
543
00:29:47,046 --> 00:29:48,917
And then, a couple months later,
544
00:29:48,961 --> 00:29:50,266
she came back,
545
00:29:50,310 --> 00:29:54,575
and she told my dad
that she'd gotten sober.
546
00:29:54,618 --> 00:29:57,447
But then, a few months
after that, she left for good.
547
00:29:57,491 --> 00:29:59,188
All I knew was that
she came to New York,
548
00:29:59,232 --> 00:30:02,626
so after college,
I came here looking for her.
549
00:30:02,670 --> 00:30:05,586
But nothing ever came of it
until I saw her that day.
550
00:30:09,590 --> 00:30:14,116
- What did you say to her?
- Nothing.
551
00:30:14,160 --> 00:30:16,510
Nothing, I justl froze.
552
00:30:18,251 --> 00:30:22,516
And when she got off
the train, I...
553
00:30:22,559 --> 00:30:24,344
I followed her
to St. Vincent's Park,
554
00:30:24,387 --> 00:30:28,087
and I sat there, watching her.
555
00:30:32,091 --> 00:30:33,570
I don't know, I guess I...
556
00:30:33,614 --> 00:30:35,050
I thought I would
work up the nerve
557
00:30:35,094 --> 00:30:37,574
to say something to her,
but I didn't.
558
00:30:37,618 --> 00:30:40,664
And I have gone back
pretty much every day since
559
00:30:40,708 --> 00:30:42,579
at the exact same time,
560
00:30:42,623 --> 00:30:44,625
and I sit on the
exact same bench,
561
00:30:44,668 --> 00:30:47,193
but every time...
562
00:30:47,236 --> 00:30:49,108
I lose my nerve.
563
00:30:50,457 --> 00:30:51,893
And ever since I saw her,
564
00:30:51,937 --> 00:30:54,635
I can'tl can't sleep,
I can't write.
565
00:30:54,678 --> 00:30:55,636
But don't you see?
That's why you
566
00:30:55,679 --> 00:30:57,333
have to go talk to her.
567
00:30:57,377 --> 00:30:59,901
Things won't get better
unless you do.
568
00:30:59,945 --> 00:31:02,208
Why do you even care?
569
00:31:02,251 --> 00:31:05,124
You're just trying to figure
out who's behind all of this.
570
00:31:05,167 --> 00:31:07,082
That's not true.
571
00:31:12,261 --> 00:31:16,265
You asked me why
I don't believe in God.
572
00:31:16,309 --> 00:31:20,226
Whenwhen I was eight,
573
00:31:20,269 --> 00:31:23,185
my mother was diagnosed
with breast cancer,
574
00:31:23,229 --> 00:31:26,972
and the doctor said she had
six months to live.
575
00:31:27,015 --> 00:31:31,150
And so I prayed for a miracle,
and then it happened.
576
00:31:31,193 --> 00:31:32,542
She went into full remission.
577
00:31:32,586 --> 00:31:34,501
The doctors couldn't even
explain it.
578
00:31:34,544 --> 00:31:36,633
I don't understand.
If God answered your prayers,
579
00:31:36,677 --> 00:31:38,984
why don't you believe?
580
00:31:41,160 --> 00:31:43,379
Because on the way home
from the hospital,
581
00:31:43,423 --> 00:31:45,338
she died in a car accident.
582
00:31:47,775 --> 00:31:51,518
Miles. I am so sorry.
583
00:31:51,561 --> 00:31:53,737
I tried to make sense of it,
584
00:31:53,781 --> 00:31:56,653
and the only way I could
585
00:31:56,697 --> 00:31:59,004
was that there was no God.
586
00:31:59,047 --> 00:32:01,528
Because if there was,
that means that he is cruel,
587
00:32:01,571 --> 00:32:02,679
and I don't want
to live in a world
588
00:32:02,703 --> 00:32:04,487
governed by someone like that.
589
00:32:06,576 --> 00:32:09,101
Look, I don't know
who's behind this,
590
00:32:09,144 --> 00:32:11,973
or why they chose me.
591
00:32:12,017 --> 00:32:15,585
But I do know that your mom
is still out there,
592
00:32:15,629 --> 00:32:19,720
and you can still have
a relationship with her.
593
00:32:19,763 --> 00:32:22,984
I'd give anything
to say the same.
594
00:32:23,028 --> 00:32:25,552
Yeah, but what if she wants
nothing to do with me?
595
00:32:26,640 --> 00:32:28,772
Then you know,
596
00:32:28,816 --> 00:32:31,427
and you can finally move on.
597
00:32:43,570 --> 00:32:45,746
Um...
598
00:32:47,704 --> 00:32:49,489
There she is.
599
00:32:50,751 --> 00:32:52,535
Okay.
600
00:32:52,579 --> 00:32:55,234
- You can do this, yeah?
- Yeah.
601
00:32:55,277 --> 00:32:58,193
I'll be right here.
602
00:32:58,237 --> 00:32:59,803
Unless I get hungry,
then I'll be
603
00:32:59,847 --> 00:33:01,457
across the street
getting a churro.
604
00:33:03,764 --> 00:33:06,636
- You got it.
- Okay.
605
00:33:34,099 --> 00:33:37,363
- Hi.
- Hello.
606
00:33:51,681 --> 00:33:54,467
It's a really nice day.
607
00:33:54,510 --> 00:33:56,469
Yeah, it is.
608
00:34:12,398 --> 00:34:14,748
Cara?
609
00:34:14,791 --> 00:34:16,445
Hi, Mom.
610
00:34:18,230 --> 00:34:19,579
How?
611
00:34:19,622 --> 00:34:23,148
It's a long story.
612
00:34:23,191 --> 00:34:27,108
I heard you became a nurse.
That'sthat's good.
613
00:34:30,851 --> 00:34:32,548
Cara.
614
00:34:35,725 --> 00:34:38,902
Why didn't you come home?
615
00:34:38,946 --> 00:34:42,123
I tried, but I couldn't.
616
00:34:42,167 --> 00:34:44,821
Then you should have
tried harder.
617
00:34:44,865 --> 00:34:47,737
- Please let me explain.
- No.
618
00:34:48,956 --> 00:34:50,610
No.
619
00:34:50,653 --> 00:34:54,179
I grew up thinking
that you hated me.
620
00:34:54,222 --> 00:34:55,571
I spent years in therapy
621
00:34:55,615 --> 00:34:57,530
trying to figure out
what I did wrong.
622
00:34:57,573 --> 00:35:00,489
I deserve a better answer
than "I tried."
623
00:35:00,533 --> 00:35:03,275
Mom?
624
00:35:03,318 --> 00:35:04,754
Is everything okay?
625
00:35:07,192 --> 00:35:08,715
No.
626
00:35:14,460 --> 00:35:17,202
Guess that answers that.
627
00:35:19,291 --> 00:35:21,206
Cara, wait.
628
00:35:24,731 --> 00:35:26,733
Cara!
629
00:35:30,824 --> 00:35:33,435
Cara!
630
00:35:34,828 --> 00:35:38,527
Cara! Cara!
631
00:35:38,571 --> 00:35:41,226
- She came out of nowhere.
- Call 911!
632
00:35:41,269 --> 00:35:43,358
Cara, stay with me.
Stay with me, Cara.
633
00:35:43,402 --> 00:35:44,794
Stay with me.
634
00:35:44,838 --> 00:35:46,405
No, no, no. She's not breathing.
635
00:35:46,448 --> 00:35:48,537
What's taking so long, man?
I'm on hold.
636
00:35:54,413 --> 00:35:55,544
John Dove?
637
00:35:55,588 --> 00:35:57,503
You're the guy from the subway.
638
00:35:58,591 --> 00:36:00,854
She needs a doctor.
639
00:36:00,897 --> 00:36:02,334
I am a doctor.
640
00:36:20,787 --> 00:36:23,572
We got a pulse.
641
00:36:32,625 --> 00:36:34,583
I just spoke with the attending.
642
00:36:34,627 --> 00:36:36,411
Cara's resting.
It wasn't pretty.
643
00:36:36,455 --> 00:36:38,761
She has a punctured lung,
and a couple bruised ribs,
644
00:36:38,805 --> 00:36:39,936
but she's going to be okay.
645
00:36:41,590 --> 00:36:43,244
That's good.
646
00:36:43,288 --> 00:36:46,769
So you just so happened
to be driving by
647
00:36:46,813 --> 00:36:49,424
at that very moment?
No one put you up to it?
648
00:36:49,468 --> 00:36:51,905
Put me up to what?
What are you talking about?
649
00:36:51,948 --> 00:36:54,342
Just a hell of a coincidence,
you being a doctor.
650
00:36:54,386 --> 00:36:58,694
Well, technically,
I'm not anymore.
651
00:36:58,738 --> 00:37:00,305
After what happened
on the subway,
652
00:37:00,348 --> 00:37:03,264
I decided to take a leave.
653
00:37:07,660 --> 00:37:10,358
I had just lost a patient
on the table.
654
00:37:10,402 --> 00:37:13,579
My girlfriend broke up with me.
655
00:37:13,622 --> 00:37:16,277
It felt like an avalanche.
656
00:37:16,321 --> 00:37:18,366
When you pulled me back...
657
00:37:19,672 --> 00:37:22,544
I realized, you know,
I didn't want to die.
658
00:37:26,069 --> 00:37:28,637
That's good.
659
00:37:28,681 --> 00:37:30,987
And for what it's worth,
660
00:37:31,031 --> 00:37:34,339
you seem like
a very good doctor to me.
661
00:37:36,689 --> 00:37:38,691
Thank you.
662
00:37:42,825 --> 00:37:44,784
How are you feeling?
663
00:37:44,827 --> 00:37:48,309
Like I got hit by a car
really hard.
664
00:37:48,353 --> 00:37:49,963
Thought I lost you there.
665
00:37:50,006 --> 00:37:52,487
I'm still here, thanks to you.
666
00:37:52,531 --> 00:37:54,707
You saved John Dove,
667
00:37:54,750 --> 00:37:56,578
and he saved me.
668
00:37:56,622 --> 00:37:59,494
If you think about it, it's
kind of like a grand design.
669
00:38:01,627 --> 00:38:03,846
Have you heard anything
about your podcast?
670
00:38:03,890 --> 00:38:06,022
- I didn't turn it in.
- What?
671
00:38:06,066 --> 00:38:09,025
I couldn't leave without
knowing that you were okay.
672
00:38:11,550 --> 00:38:13,595
You have somebody
here to see you.
673
00:38:16,511 --> 00:38:18,034
Hi.
674
00:38:19,558 --> 00:38:21,908
You called her?
675
00:38:23,388 --> 00:38:26,652
- I'll wait outside.
- No, wait, you stay.
676
00:38:31,613 --> 00:38:33,136
What do you want?
677
00:38:33,180 --> 00:38:36,183
You asked me why
I never came back.
678
00:38:37,880 --> 00:38:39,969
I did.
679
00:38:40,013 --> 00:38:42,929
- What?
- You were in eighth grade.
680
00:38:42,972 --> 00:38:44,974
I came to one
of your track meets.
681
00:38:47,194 --> 00:38:49,675
You were running the 400.
682
00:38:49,718 --> 00:38:52,678
That was my race in high school.
683
00:38:52,721 --> 00:38:56,377
You won, and I saw you.
684
00:38:56,421 --> 00:39:00,729
You looked so happy,
so confident.
685
00:39:00,773 --> 00:39:02,862
Why didn't you say anything?
686
00:39:04,777 --> 00:39:07,562
I was afraid...
687
00:39:07,606 --> 00:39:12,045
If I came back, and things
didn't work out again,
688
00:39:12,088 --> 00:39:15,701
it would shatter you forever.
689
00:39:15,744 --> 00:39:18,921
And I couldn't take that chance.
690
00:39:18,965 --> 00:39:20,619
So I walked away.
691
00:39:25,711 --> 00:39:29,149
I've thought about
that moment every day since.
692
00:39:30,803 --> 00:39:35,155
Hoping one day
I might get another chance.
693
00:39:37,810 --> 00:39:40,639
So I just want you to know,
694
00:39:40,682 --> 00:39:43,555
if you'd let me...
695
00:39:48,647 --> 00:39:50,866
I want to be
a part of your life.
696
00:39:53,956 --> 00:39:57,220
People say that God
has a plan for all of us.
697
00:39:57,264 --> 00:39:59,701
That we're all part
of a grand design.
698
00:39:59,745 --> 00:40:02,443
Well, I never believed that
to be true,
699
00:40:02,487 --> 00:40:04,793
but then, he friended me,
700
00:40:04,837 --> 00:40:07,448
and it kind of turned my life
upside down.
701
00:40:07,492 --> 00:40:08,754
Not that I think it's God,
702
00:40:08,797 --> 00:40:11,626
but in these crazy times
we live in,
703
00:40:11,670 --> 00:40:14,629
we owe it to ourselves
to ask the tough questions,
704
00:40:14,673 --> 00:40:19,068
and to open our minds to
a new way of seeing the world.
705
00:40:19,112 --> 00:40:21,984
A place where we can
find our voice again.
706
00:40:22,028 --> 00:40:25,814
Top story on the board.
Impressive work.
707
00:40:25,858 --> 00:40:28,034
Don't make me wait six weeks
for the next one.
708
00:40:30,732 --> 00:40:32,995
Where old wounds can heal,
709
00:40:33,039 --> 00:40:34,823
and new relationships can begin.
710
00:40:34,867 --> 00:40:37,043
- Hi.
- Liv.
711
00:40:37,086 --> 00:40:40,176
This is your sister, Cara.
712
00:40:40,220 --> 00:40:42,875
Hi, Liv. It's nice to meet you.
713
00:40:42,918 --> 00:40:44,790
Nice to meet you, too.
714
00:40:46,879 --> 00:40:49,490
Where we finally understand
our purpose.
715
00:40:51,884 --> 00:40:55,191
And find love
in the most unexpected place.
716
00:40:59,021 --> 00:41:00,283
The world we live in today
717
00:41:00,327 --> 00:41:03,243
asks more of us now
than ever before.
718
00:41:03,286 --> 00:41:06,942
It demands more of us. Why?
719
00:41:06,986 --> 00:41:09,205
Because as our minds
and our hearts
720
00:41:09,249 --> 00:41:13,862
and our ambitions flourish,
so too, the roads to sin.
721
00:41:15,081 --> 00:41:17,257
It's not going to be easy.
722
00:41:17,300 --> 00:41:19,868
Change never is.
723
00:41:23,132 --> 00:41:24,873
We just need to have the courage
724
00:41:24,917 --> 00:41:27,963
to take the first step.
725
00:41:45,328 --> 00:41:48,201
I read your story
about finding your sister.
726
00:41:48,244 --> 00:41:50,638
It was really touching.
Thank you.
727
00:41:50,682 --> 00:41:52,945
Yeah, and I appreciate you
not mentioning
728
00:41:52,988 --> 00:41:54,555
the whole God account thing.
729
00:41:54,599 --> 00:41:56,731
Yeah, you know,
it was never my story to tell.
730
00:41:56,775 --> 00:41:58,080
Besides, I actually really loved
731
00:41:58,124 --> 00:42:00,213
how you talked about it
on your podcast.
732
00:42:00,256 --> 00:42:03,608
Wait, you listened
to my podcast?
733
00:42:03,651 --> 00:42:05,653
Maybe.
734
00:42:05,697 --> 00:42:07,263
You're not the only one.
735
00:42:07,307 --> 00:42:09,570
Eric from Sirius listened
to it, and he loved it.
736
00:42:09,614 --> 00:42:11,006
- What?
- And he wants to meet.
737
00:42:11,050 --> 00:42:12,791
- Miles, that's amazing.
- Yeah.
738
00:42:12,834 --> 00:42:15,358
I'm so happy for you.
739
00:42:16,621 --> 00:42:19,972
So, um, have you heard anything
from the God account?
740
00:42:20,015 --> 00:42:22,931
Not since they
sent me your name, why?
741
00:42:22,975 --> 00:42:24,324
Well, just because I told you
742
00:42:24,367 --> 00:42:26,587
I'd help you
get to the bottom of it.
743
00:42:26,631 --> 00:42:28,720
So I will.
744
00:42:30,896 --> 00:42:34,073
Besides, maybe we'll do
some good in the process.
745
00:42:34,116 --> 00:42:37,119
Actually make a difference
in some people's lives.
746
00:42:37,163 --> 00:42:38,403
Yeah, that wouldn't be so bad.
747
00:42:40,993 --> 00:42:43,299
I have to go.
748
00:42:43,343 --> 00:42:45,388
My sister has a soccer game.
That's crazy, right?
749
00:42:45,432 --> 00:42:47,652
Yeah, yeah, go do your thing.
750
00:42:47,695 --> 00:42:50,393
Okay, whenever you hear from
the God account, text me.
54763
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