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A WAKAMATSU PRODUCTION FILM
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Let go of such a delusion.
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It's not a delusion. I'm serious.
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They just ran away, that's all.
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You want to run away too,
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With the excuse
that you're bored of your situation.
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But what will you do once you have
run away from yourself, and from me?
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I don't believe you when you say you're
bored with politics, with having fun, with sex.
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It's true that I'm bored with everything.
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I don't feel like doing anything any more.
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So, in order to not do anything...
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You don't love me any more, do you?
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If so, you should just say it.
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I...
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I...
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Do I want to die now...?
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Ryoko!
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Ryoko!
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THE WOMAN WHO WANTED TO DIE
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YUKIO MISHIMA COMMITS HARA-KIRI
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AN ACT OF MADNESS
OR AN ACT FROM THE HEART?
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If I disembowel myself,
will you decapitate me?
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Forget about those people.
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If you want to die,
let's make a suicide pact.
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A suicide pact wouldn't mean anything.
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I'm going home after all.
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WRITTEN AND DIRECTED
BY KOJI WAKAMATSU
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SCRIPT BY DERU DEGUCHI
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CAMERA: HIDEO ITO
LIGHTING: HAJIME ISOGAI
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STARRING ERIKO SHIMA
HIROSHI YAJIMA, TAKESHI SHIMA
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I'm... Damn it... I'm... not just...
not just a big baby.
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I'm serious. I'm serious.
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That's right. You are serious.
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The more serious you become,
the more you become a naive big baby.
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It's your own fault.
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Isn't it?
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I'm no longer as good-natured
as I used to be.
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I'm getting married because
I want to see myself as a mature adult.
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You must be tired after today.
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Yes... But it's not too bad.
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I'm very grateful to you.
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This marriage is the start
of a new life for me.
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I will take you as my wife,
love you for ever, as my better half.
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Yes.
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I love you, from my heart.
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I love you too.
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Damn it...
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As I had imagined... You are lovely.
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You are a lovely woman.
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My husband...
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I'll never let you go.
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I'm exhausted...
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I want to...
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Exhaust you much more.
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Please...
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I can't take any more.
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No.
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I'm not letting you off.
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You weren't a virgin.
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That's right.
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I'm a bad woman.
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No, you're not.
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It doesn't matter any more anyway.
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But...
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You know a lot about sex.
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But...
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I love you from my heart.
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You...
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Are my wife.
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I don't know what sort of men
have been through you.
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Nobody went through me.
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Nobody.
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Nobody went right through me.
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I...
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love you much, much more
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Than any of those men.
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Ryoko.
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Damn it!
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What a state to be in just because
you've been dumped by a women or two.
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You're still young, aren't you?
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Yes.
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I'm young.
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I'm still just 20.
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So...
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Please don't use the phrase
"been dumped".
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I squandered my chance to die,
you know.
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You're being over the top!
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All this talk of wanting to die
or squandering your chance to die.
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I'm not over the top!
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It's the truth!
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I... I squandered my chance to die.
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I was with a woman...
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I fell for her...
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And... I squandered my chance to die.
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What's funny?!
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You sound like one of the 47 Ronin
who got left behind.
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You're just like that samurai,
what was his name?
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That's right.
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I am...
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I am a samurai!
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I see, you're copying that great writer
who committed hara-kiri?
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I don't have time for dramatics.
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I just came because the maid was worried
that you might kill yourself.
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Wait!
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Laughing at other people's sincere feelings,
that is the problem with us Japanese.
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You've taken the joke too far.
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It's not a joke.
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Please,
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Die with me.
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Let go!
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I understand now that you are serious.
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I'm sorry I lost it.
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But if you die for a woman now...
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You will be dying as a copycat.
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If you don't mind that,
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Then go and die with that woman.
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Make a suicide pact!
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Or can you, from your heart,
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Die with me?
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OK, hand that over.
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This scar...
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Is from a failed attempt to die.
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The suicide pact went wrong.
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I too...
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Want to die.
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Morning.
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Good morning.
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Let's go for a walk around here today.
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Yes.
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There are a lot of things
I would like to tell you.
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Take me with you.
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I was 17, he was 20.
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At first I thought he must have had his heart
broken or something, and I felt sorry for him.
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Because he would just stay in his room
and cry, day after day.
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I was young,
so I fell fast for a man like that.
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Everyone tried to stop me
but I wouldn't listen,
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And I got close to him.
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I dreamed of a love story
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Between the innkeeper's daughter
and a heartbroken student.
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I was completely infatuated.
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But...
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He intended to kill himself, to follow
his lover who had died on Mount Tanigawa.
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I...
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Actually thought that was OK.
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I trusted this man with my young girl's heart
that knew nothing,
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And my body that knew nothing.
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I was so happy.
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You were happy, weren't you?
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Yes.
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I was so happy,
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I said to the man, who had started to
overcome his grief, that we should die now.
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It was your idea?
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Then he...
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Said that if we were to die now,
he would be able to follow his lover,
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As well as dying happy,
because he had met me.
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He said that while making love to me.
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We decided to throw ourselves off here.
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Now we can't be separated, OK?
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No, I can't do it.
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Let's not.
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We must.
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We must die.
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I'll follow straight after you, OK?
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He... He slashed me,
but couldn't quite do it to himself.
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He got scared and ran away.
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When... I tried to stop him...
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W... Wait!
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Wait!
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I can't...
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I can't after all...
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Wait!
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Die... with... me...
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Please...
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Wait!
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Wait!
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Unbelievable...
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He...
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He... ran away!
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NAKAYA
INN
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It doesn't matter.
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He's not worth it.
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Your woman ran away too, didn't she?
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It's my fault too, for failing to die.
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Don't think about it any more.
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- But...
- What? You were dumped, remember?
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We haven't come to a conclusion yet.
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And we haven't experienced death.
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You're as good as dead.
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Landlady...
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I didn't know...
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He was going around
as if nothing had happened.
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And he was with such a pretty girl.
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Don't talk like that!
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She...
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looked just like me when I was young.
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It's fine like this.
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"Like this"?
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This is the way to live on,
for one who failed to die.
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"The way to live on"?
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No...
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I can't, after all.
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I can't...
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I'll get it.
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Can I help you?
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We're in the middle of dinner.
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Please come back later.
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I want you to come with me.
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As I said, we can talk after dinner.
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You fool!
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You...
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This has nothing to do with you,
stay out of it.
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I've come to settle things with Ryoko.
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Ryoko?
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She is my wife.
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So if you have something to say,
say it to me.
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I don't want a third party to get involved.
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I want to talk to her alone.
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She says she doesn't want to.
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Is that true?
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Are you a friend of hers?
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What's your name?
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I'm Ichiro Yoko.
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I know that!
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I also know you botched your suicide pact
with the landlady at Nakaya Inn.
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Ryoko,
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Now I more or less understand why
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You got together with a man like this.
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So please, listen to what I have to say.
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I've been thinking about
my own way of dying.
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That's enough!
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I've already told you,
this has nothing to do with you!
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Stay away from me!
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Please, just leave me alone.
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He's unbelievable!
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There's nothing to worry about any more.
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If he comes back again,
I'll chase him out.
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Hold me!
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Please, hold me!
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Your own actions
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Can return you to your raw self...
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Brave men carrying swords
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Rattling in their sheaths
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Have endured for many years
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Until today's first frost
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Damn it...
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What am I to do?
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I have been bearing it for ten years.
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But what have I been bearing?
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Maybe I should just...
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This sword-scar...
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This old face...
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Because I survived...
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I have ended up meeting him again.
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Landlady!
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You have a visitor.
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Who is it?
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You have become a fine man.
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Congratulations on your marriage.
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It's been a while.
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I didn't expect...
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To ever be able to see you again.
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Please don't say any more.
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It's just that...
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I didn't know that you were alive
until today.
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I do apologize.
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It's certainly not as if I survived
because I wanted to.
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But I couldn't quite die.
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Plus...
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Back then, you were a young man
with a bright future ahead of you.
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So I thought it was best if you didn't hear
from your partner in a botched suicide pact.
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Please, stop your sarcasm.
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I wanted to tell you
how I have been living since then.
273
00:42:25,209 --> 00:42:28,008
You were investigated by the police
after that...
274
00:42:28,046 --> 00:42:31,038
And you must have heard
that I had survived.
275
00:42:32,116 --> 00:42:33,311
Why lie, all these years later?
276
00:42:35,119 --> 00:42:36,143
Please forgive me.
277
00:42:37,155 --> 00:42:39,249
It was all because I was weak.
278
00:42:42,160 --> 00:42:43,218
I...
279
00:42:44,228 --> 00:42:46,128
Have been cursing you.
280
00:42:49,233 --> 00:42:53,261
It's been hard for me too.
Ever since that day...
281
00:42:55,139 --> 00:42:57,039
I've been so troubled,
I've hardly been alive.
282
00:43:02,180 --> 00:43:03,170
At least
283
00:43:05,116 --> 00:43:07,983
I haven't pretended to live
as if I had already died.
284
00:43:10,088 --> 00:43:12,216
The fact that I got married
285
00:43:12,990 --> 00:43:14,287
And the fact that I chose this place
for our honeymoon...
286
00:43:16,127 --> 00:43:18,027
It's all because
287
00:43:19,030 --> 00:43:23,092
Subconsciously I have been thinking about
what it might have been like
288
00:43:23,234 --> 00:43:29,298
If we hadn't had the suicide pact,
if we had stayed together and carried on.
289
00:43:30,241 --> 00:43:32,107
Please...
290
00:43:33,010 --> 00:43:34,239
Don't say any more...
291
00:44:04,008 --> 00:44:05,066
Natsu...
292
00:44:47,251 --> 00:44:48,218
Natsu,
293
00:44:50,054 --> 00:44:51,215
I'm happy that we met again.
294
00:45:25,089 --> 00:45:26,989
It's been...
295
00:45:27,024 --> 00:45:29,083
Ten whole years.
296
00:45:30,027 --> 00:45:31,017
Yes.
297
00:45:32,129 --> 00:45:33,995
Ten years.
298
00:45:36,100 --> 00:45:37,090
It's...
299
00:45:39,103 --> 00:45:41,128
Too late now, isn't it?
300
00:45:45,243 --> 00:45:47,109
Yes, it's too late now.
301
00:45:59,223 --> 00:46:00,918
While the world and its people
302
00:46:00,958 --> 00:46:02,949
Hesitate to fall
303
00:46:03,261 --> 00:46:05,059
A night tempest goes before them saying,
304
00:46:05,096 --> 00:46:07,030
"To fall is the essence of blossom"
305
00:46:07,064 --> 00:46:08,930
Brave men carrying swords
306
00:46:08,966 --> 00:46:11,128
Rattling in their sheaths
307
00:46:11,168 --> 00:46:12,966
Have endured for many years
308
00:46:13,004 --> 00:46:14,165
Until today's first frost
309
00:46:16,073 --> 00:46:18,064
I feel the same every time I think it over.
310
00:46:18,109 --> 00:46:20,976
We are both losers who failed to die.
311
00:46:21,178 --> 00:46:22,168
It's not too late.
312
00:46:26,984 --> 00:46:30,215
If you miss the chance, there won't be
another one. It's no use chasing after it.
313
00:46:31,088 --> 00:46:32,214
We can't try again?
314
00:46:35,192 --> 00:46:38,218
I heard the story about my husband
and the landlady.
315
00:46:39,230 --> 00:46:41,995
Once spilt, water cannot be returned.
316
00:46:42,300 --> 00:46:48,034
I want to run like water too,
and run on and on for ever.
317
00:46:48,239 --> 00:46:50,207
You are the big baby.
318
00:46:50,241 --> 00:46:54,235
Do you think you helped us all
get into this state or something?
319
00:46:56,213 --> 00:46:57,305
That's right.
320
00:46:58,015 --> 00:46:59,983
I set everybody on this journey,
321
00:47:00,051 --> 00:47:01,041
Saying, "Be sure to die".
322
00:47:02,186 --> 00:47:04,052
Don't make me laugh!
323
00:47:04,088 --> 00:47:05,988
I stayed with you.
324
00:47:07,058 --> 00:47:12,087
The others just ran away.
325
00:47:24,208 --> 00:47:26,973
The hara-kiri drama
is fashionable right now
326
00:47:27,111 --> 00:47:30,945
So your words are meaningless.
327
00:47:30,981 --> 00:47:31,971
It's ridiculous.
328
00:47:32,983 --> 00:47:34,075
Whatever I choose to believe,
329
00:47:34,118 --> 00:47:35,210
That's up to me, isn't it?
330
00:47:36,120 --> 00:47:38,987
You and I both ran away, didn't we?
331
00:47:40,024 --> 00:47:43,119
But neither of us could do anything.
332
00:47:47,131 --> 00:47:48,121
Come.
333
00:47:49,033 --> 00:47:50,194
Why?
334
00:47:50,234 --> 00:47:52,032
Just come with me.
335
00:48:04,081 --> 00:48:05,242
Let's try again.
336
00:48:07,985 --> 00:48:09,180
Could we do it?
337
00:48:10,154 --> 00:48:13,146
In any case, it was worth
starting from square one
338
00:48:14,959 --> 00:48:16,188
And coming to see you.
339
00:48:18,996 --> 00:48:20,964
I don't have the confidence
to attempt to die again.
340
00:48:20,998 --> 00:48:22,056
Don't be stupid.
341
00:48:22,099 --> 00:48:23,157
We're not going to die.
342
00:48:24,068 --> 00:48:26,002
We're going to try to live again.
343
00:48:27,071 --> 00:48:28,163
I want to die.
344
00:48:29,206 --> 00:48:30,196
No matter what?
345
00:48:32,009 --> 00:48:32,999
Yes.
346
00:49:15,186 --> 00:49:17,086
Even though I was always lost in play,
347
00:49:19,156 --> 00:49:21,181
Even though I didn't do much
in this world,
348
00:49:24,061 --> 00:49:25,961
Once my mind is sparked
349
00:49:27,164 --> 00:49:28,188
I want blood,
350
00:49:30,000 --> 00:49:30,990
I feel murderous,
351
00:49:32,269 --> 00:49:34,067
I seek death.
352
00:49:42,179 --> 00:49:44,011
While the world and its people
353
00:49:45,015 --> 00:49:47,074
Hesitate to fall
354
00:49:48,185 --> 00:49:52,213
A night tempest goes before them saying,
"To fall is the essence of blossom"
355
00:49:53,991 --> 00:49:55,982
Their madness was real.
356
00:49:57,094 --> 00:49:58,084
Because...
357
00:49:59,129 --> 00:50:02,030
Spitting out their words
while their own blood spilled,
358
00:50:03,200 --> 00:50:07,296
They tried to prove something
through their own deaths.
359
00:50:15,045 --> 00:50:16,240
When I look at this blade
360
00:50:18,015 --> 00:50:20,006
There's definitely something
that's compelling.
361
00:50:21,151 --> 00:50:23,017
I don't know...
362
00:50:24,054 --> 00:50:26,022
I don't know what it is.
363
00:50:29,126 --> 00:50:32,152
I think I could die right now.
364
00:50:37,034 --> 00:50:38,058
Will you die with me?
365
00:50:41,238 --> 00:50:42,228
Yes, I will.
366
00:50:43,274 --> 00:50:46,107
Then why did you marry that man?
367
00:50:46,143 --> 00:50:47,133
Throwing me away?
368
00:50:48,078 --> 00:50:50,046
I don't know why, but...
369
00:50:50,247 --> 00:50:52,238
I was sick of my insipid self
370
00:50:53,250 --> 00:50:55,241
And everything seemed ludicrous.
371
00:50:56,153 --> 00:50:57,245
Say the reason why you're going to die.
372
00:51:01,091 --> 00:51:03,082
I don't have one in particular.
373
00:51:03,127 --> 00:51:05,221
Anyway, we don't need a reason
to die, do we?
374
00:51:07,231 --> 00:51:09,029
Damn...
375
00:51:22,212 --> 00:51:23,202
Stop it!
376
00:51:30,054 --> 00:51:33,046
I also don't have any reason whatsoever
to die right now!
377
00:51:34,124 --> 00:51:35,216
Please, stop!
378
00:51:35,259 --> 00:51:37,023
What are you playing at?
379
00:54:26,230 --> 00:54:28,221
I am truly sorry, but...
380
00:54:29,199 --> 00:54:31,190
We have decided to give it another try.
381
00:54:32,202 --> 00:54:36,139
It feels good to swim against the flow.
382
00:54:39,109 --> 00:54:42,101
Maybe it's thanks to you two.
383
00:54:42,312 --> 00:54:44,007
Thank you.
384
00:54:46,016 --> 00:54:47,211
You're going to do it, once and for all?
385
00:54:47,251 --> 00:54:48,241
Yes.
386
00:54:49,219 --> 00:54:55,215
I feel like a weight has lifted off me,
my troubled feelings are sorted out.
387
00:54:58,128 --> 00:54:59,960
When you say "sorted out",
388
00:54:59,997 --> 00:55:01,158
Do you mean your reason to die?
389
00:55:04,067 --> 00:55:05,262
You're going to try again?
390
00:55:07,971 --> 00:55:09,097
Then...
391
00:55:09,973 --> 00:55:10,963
No.
392
00:55:11,108 --> 00:55:13,133
We wouldn't call it trying again.
393
00:55:13,177 --> 00:55:16,977
Ten years ago,
we failed in our double suicide.
394
00:55:17,214 --> 00:55:19,114
We survived
395
00:55:19,183 --> 00:55:20,207
Until today.
396
00:55:21,185 --> 00:55:27,022
For me, to live was to live every single day
struggling against death.
397
00:55:27,291 --> 00:55:28,224
That's right.
398
00:55:29,126 --> 00:55:30,992
For the past ten years
399
00:55:32,996 --> 00:55:37,092
The guilt, and the horrible feeling,
of having failed to die
400
00:55:37,134 --> 00:55:39,068
Made us living corpses.
401
00:55:39,102 --> 00:55:45,200
We kept telling ourselves
that there must be some reason to live
402
00:55:45,242 --> 00:55:47,233
And just continued to bear it.
403
00:55:48,245 --> 00:55:50,111
I married you...
404
00:55:52,149 --> 00:55:54,208
And as I continued to bear those feelings
405
00:55:55,252 --> 00:56:00,190
I tried to somehow get back
my true self of flesh and blood.
406
00:56:01,158 --> 00:56:02,250
That's why I came here.
407
00:56:04,061 --> 00:56:06,029
What do you mean by your self
of flesh and blood?
408
00:56:06,063 --> 00:56:08,964
That's right, my raw self.
409
00:56:10,100 --> 00:56:14,059
My self that was bearing all those feelings
was my self that had died.
410
00:56:14,104 --> 00:56:16,072
However much I lied to myself
411
00:56:16,106 --> 00:56:18,074
That was the one truth I could not evade.
412
00:56:18,108 --> 00:56:19,200
That's why we want to die.
413
00:56:20,177 --> 00:56:21,201
That's right.
414
00:56:22,112 --> 00:56:24,171
It was in the words: "I want to die".
415
00:56:25,082 --> 00:56:28,211
We only want to live as our raw selves.
416
00:56:31,188 --> 00:56:32,212
That's just selfish!
417
00:56:33,123 --> 00:56:38,027
Damn you, you've lost your reasons
for wanting to die.
418
00:56:38,095 --> 00:56:41,121
That just means you continue
where you left off ten years ago.
419
00:56:42,232 --> 00:56:45,065
It's perverse
to commit double suicide now.
420
00:56:45,102 --> 00:56:49,198
What do you intend to prove by dying?
421
00:56:52,009 --> 00:56:54,103
No, it's not for anyone else.
422
00:56:55,012 --> 00:56:56,138
It's not for anything else.
423
00:56:56,213 --> 00:56:59,239
We want to die for ourselves.
424
00:57:08,191 --> 00:57:13,095
My self that is holding you like this is,
after all, my self that failed to die.
425
00:57:14,965 --> 00:57:19,163
And this is my self that failed to die.
426
00:57:20,170 --> 00:57:22,138
Why don't you just kill yourselves, then?
427
00:57:22,172 --> 00:57:23,970
I'll assist you.
428
00:57:24,007 --> 00:57:25,065
He's right.
429
00:57:25,108 --> 00:57:28,043
I... I can't die but...
430
00:57:28,078 --> 00:57:30,274
If you two can really do it,
431
00:57:30,981 --> 00:57:32,972
I'll be witness to it, and then I will die too.
432
00:57:37,187 --> 00:57:38,120
No.
433
00:57:39,089 --> 00:57:42,081
I don't have such a wild delusion.
434
00:57:43,093 --> 00:57:46,961
I just want peace
in the little time that is left.
435
00:57:46,997 --> 00:57:50,023
The few breaths that I have left to breathe
are heading towards my death.
436
00:57:53,203 --> 00:57:55,103
I'll put this through you.
437
00:57:57,107 --> 00:57:58,097
Don't.
438
00:57:59,209 --> 00:58:04,147
You can't live on
as a mere assistant to our deaths.
439
00:58:04,982 --> 00:58:06,074
That's not true.
440
00:58:07,084 --> 00:58:10,076
I have killed people like this before,
and continued to live!
441
00:58:10,153 --> 00:58:12,952
That's a lie.
442
00:58:12,990 --> 00:58:15,186
I can well understand
why you would lie.
443
00:58:16,159 --> 00:58:19,026
The truth is you just want to die, too.
444
00:58:19,062 --> 00:58:22,054
But you can't quite do it, so you talk
this nonsense about helping others.
445
00:58:22,099 --> 00:58:23,089
Shut up!
446
00:58:25,969 --> 00:58:28,063
I've given up that sort of pretence.
447
00:58:29,072 --> 00:58:31,939
Fine. Kill yourselves then.
448
00:58:31,975 --> 00:58:33,966
Kill yourselves in front of me.
449
00:58:36,079 --> 00:58:38,070
We came to see you
because that is our intention.
450
00:58:39,016 --> 00:58:46,082
We came to see you because we wanted
to know how selfish our selfishness was.
451
00:58:52,195 --> 00:58:55,062
We really want you
to be witness to our deaths.
452
00:58:55,098 --> 00:59:00,127
We have arranged everything so that
there will be no problems for you afterwards.
453
00:59:01,138 --> 00:59:02,936
We are counting on you.
454
00:59:05,942 --> 00:59:07,137
Please do this for us.
455
00:59:18,188 --> 00:59:20,156
THE HORROR OF MISHIMA'S
"BEAUTIFUL DESTRUCTION"
456
00:59:20,190 --> 00:59:22,090
HE CUT STRAIGHT
ACROSS HIS ABDOMEN
457
00:59:49,119 --> 00:59:50,109
OK.
458
01:00:29,159 --> 01:00:31,025
That was kind of easy.
459
01:00:31,061 --> 01:00:32,051
Yeah.
460
01:00:33,130 --> 01:00:35,121
But I don't think I could kill myself after all.
461
01:00:35,232 --> 01:00:36,222
Right.
462
01:00:44,040 --> 01:00:46,236
They had a reason to die
from ten years ago, after all.
463
01:00:47,177 --> 01:00:50,044
It was us who reminded them of that.
464
01:00:51,081 --> 01:00:52,207
NEWS FLASH: YUKIO MISHIMA
COMMITS HARA-KIRI
465
01:00:52,249 --> 01:00:54,081
AN ACT OF MADNESS OR AN ACT FROM
THE HEART? A 90-MINUTE DRAMA
466
01:00:54,151 --> 01:00:56,245
YUKIO MISHIMA'S "MADNESS"
AND AESTHETICS
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