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FINAL EPISODE

My girlfriend

chose the perfect gift for you.

Mr. Jang.

Do you want me...

to stop coming back?

My girlfriend

asked me to tell you that she is very grateful of you.

She said if I hadn't met you,

I probably

would not be alive

from all the guilt.

When I thought I was comforting you,

I was

actually just comforting myself.

I want to thank you, Kang-woo.

I realized this after I met you.

No matter how tough I tried to be,

the assaults by my stepdad and brother...

were really scary.

I really hated myself for being weak and for not being able to do anything

when my mom...

was getting beaten up.

When I was...

running away barefoot,

when I wasn't crying anymore...

I was...

still really scared.

That's...

all in the past now.

You're right.

I was young then.

Now it's all in the past.

I will...

think of myself

as quite a decent adult.

From now on,

even if I come by, just pretend you don't know me.

But...

if you...

really want to see me,

just look in the mirror.

Because you are me.

Okay.

I'll be...

leaving now.

Goodbye,

Kang-woo Han.

Goodbye,

Jae-yeol Jang.

Hae-soo, you finally did it.

You're going to become a great doctor now.

Okay.

Be careful on your way home.

Bye.

What did Hae-soo say?

Jae-yeol's sense of reality is back.

We can start the full treatment now.

I'm so frustrated to still be like this. I must be stupid.

Stop hitting yourself, you're mine!

You have such a nasty temper.

That was only few seconds. You used to do it all the time.

You should be praising yourself. Why would you hit yourself?

Do you want to get hit? Want me to hit you?

You idiot!

That hurts!

What's with her?

What do you think?

She's my girlfriend.

You're both so dramatic.

Hello.

-Hello. -Hello.

Hello.

Hello.

We watched what you wanted to watch yesterday.

Hey! How old are you, you brat?

Do we always have to watch what you want just because you're older?

You got a problem with that?

What's your deal?

"Everyone here has the right to watch television.

We all need to take turns watching it

in a fair manner and regardless of age."

If we cause a disturbance here, they won't allow us to watch anymore.

Is that really what you want?

Hello, everyone.

Hello.

Why the long face?

It's nothing. Isn't that right?

Did everyone sleep well?

Yes, I did.

He didn't sleep well.

If you're not sleeping well, you should get treated for it.

It seems like Jae-yeol is the leader of this group.

Ms. Hyo-seun Lee, did you have a big breakfast?

I think we can reduce Jae-yeol's medication to a stabilized dosage.

What do you think?

Of course we should.

Oh, jeez.

Stop being so adamant.

Aren't you going to thank me?

I even knelt down in front of the disciplinary committee for you.

Come on, that's the least you can do for me.

Who's that?

It's my mom.

Your mom went through a lot.

Stop avoiding and go see her.

Mrs. Ji! You're here...

The restaurant is doing a lot better than I thought.

I don't think we should sell it.

Yoon-soo said she'll give you the money that she saved up.

Quit working here and go study abroad.

Mom, let's just talk at home.

Hae-soo!

Hae-soo seems a bit gloomy.

I know.

Let's just go inside since we're here to see Jae-yeol.

I still feel sorry for what happened with Yoon-chul.

I'm worried I might ruin his life.

If I relapse,

I know that he's going to suffer a lot.

When you feel that, don't you want to run away

and leave Yoon-chul behind?

Running away would be easier, right?

I told her that if she feels sorry for me,

she should just love and adore me more.

Don't just think about Hae-soo.

You have the right to be happy too.

Mrs. Ji.

I'll persuade Hae-soo to leave.

But I'm begging you. Please do not say anything to Hae-soo.

Please tell her to come and see me.

Please Mrs. Ji.

I'll definitely persuade Hae-soo.

Trust me this time.

Tell me what you want to say.

Mrs. Ji...

Mrs. Ji?

If you're not going to say anything, then I'll just start first.

I'm really sorry.

But even if you and Yoon-soo decide not to see me...

Jae-yeol wants you

to come to the hospital right now.

Go see him first, then we'll talk again.

Where are you going?

Hae-soo.

Are your books really selling that well?

"As the news of novelist Jae-yeol Jang's fight

against schizophrenia spreads, his past work

are filled with light again.

His works are conquering all online and offline bestseller rankings."

How do you feel right now?

I got a call from Tae-yong.

He said the radio program I used to do has invited me to come as a guest.

What are your thoughts on that?

I think you should go.

Go on and break the ignorance of people who can't even differentiate

between a remorseless criminal

and a schizophrenia patient whose heart is broken.

I'll think about it.

I think

you should take your sabbatical leave as planned.

Did you call me to tell me that?

You want me to go?

Yes.

You want to break up again?

You should listen to your mom.

I've given her more than enough money from my salary.

You've not once been sincere with your mom.

Heaven might punish you for that.

I decide what goes on in my life.

I'll get treatment regularly even after I get discharged.

Love is

not about giving things up,

but to accomplish something for the other.

Don't give up an important path of your life

just because of me.

Take a year off

and go as planned.

Do you mean that?

Try your best to forget about me for a year.

If you can't forget me,

then come back.

Don't contact me prior to that.

You know how I am.

I won't answer even if you call.

After today,

I'm going to decline your visitations.

I'll transfer to a different hospital if you try to visit me as a doctor.

Is sending me away that easy for you?

It's hard.

But I have to get over it,

so I can be confident with myself,

when I see your family.

That way, I won't be ashamed of myself.

What if...

I meet another guy on my trip?

I thought I was perfect for you.

But if you do find someone,

then I will wish for your happiness.

I won't give in.

You're the reason I was able to discover the truth about Kang-woo.

I want you to take the year off.

Do this for me.

Come back to me as a more mature woman.

You can go now.

You're not going to give in, are you?

No.

Go.

You're so mean. Do you know that?

I know.

I'm going then.

So...

you'll submit your request for vacation tomorrow and leave?

Yes.

You're not planning to

secretly stay in touch behind my back, right?

If Jae-yeol and I were that cunning,

we would have left our family and this country already.

You know how I am.

Once I leave this place, I'm not going to contact Jae-yeol again.

I really love you, Mom.

I can make you happy by doing this.

Fine.

Go then.

Mom,

just like how

you believed in me all this while,

believe in me this one last time.

What?

Believe that I'm a very good doctor

who is able to cure her patients really well.

If an unfortunate event happens to come by my way,

have faith that I can turn that into happiness.

Does that mean you'll see Jae-yeol...

Mom, I love you.

I'll call you often.

Stay healthy.

I'm leaving.

She's such a stubborn girl.

Even when you leave, I'll make sure that Jae-yeol's candle doesn't go out.

Load these in the car and wait there.

Okay.

I'm leaving, Dong-min.

Why is Jae-ho here?

I called him so that we can use him.

Why are you so surprised?

We should take advantage of mean guys as much as possible.

It's better than taking a taxi. You get to save on travel expenses too.

Good thinking.

Be careful and call me often.

Okay.

Bye.

When your wife is back from the States, try to live together happily.

Hurry up and go.

I feel like we're going to cry if we send you away because we love you.

You only say you love me.

Of course we can only say it, it's not like we can love you physically.

Goodness, you only know how to talk.

I'm leaving.

-Be careful. -Take care.

I'm going to leave like this.

The wind feels great.

It's gotten a lot cooler.

Wow, you look sexy.

How can you be so handsome?

Jae-yeol, I heard you're staying out tonight?

-Yes. -He has a radio show tonight.

I heard that Hae-soo is leaving today.

Did you know that?

Yes.

It's Jae-yeol Jang!

Please make way. We're coming through.

I love you!

Could I have your autograph?

Mr. Jang, please give me your autograph.

-That's all for today. -Excuse me.

He's so cool. He doesn't look like a schizophrenic.

Maybe he was pretending to sell more of his books.

No way.

You know those ideas you suddenly get

while you're eating or walking down the street?

Are they all part of your novels?

It's not like that all the time, but if the ideas keep connecting together,

I start to think of ways of how I could make this great

and my heart will start to pound.

He's doing well and he's so confident.

He's so handsome.

By the way, you're currently staying in the hospital right now.

It's really great to see that you're okay and healthy.

-I feel the same way. -I see.

I know this is a little too much, but a lot of fans are requesting it.

You know the greeting you used to say at the end of your radio program?

Would it be possible for you to say it again tonight?

Well...

-Sure. -Yes!

Hello.

This is Jae-yeol Jang.

As many of you already know by now,

I'm suffering from schizophrenia.

The doctors say

that it's a common illness which occurs in 1 out of every 100 people.

Despite popular beliefs, it's actually a curable illness.

So I'm going to trust their words and do my best to get better.

I believe the only thing I can do for the person I love

is to not abandon hope, no matter what happens.

I would like to say good night.

Not to the listeners,

but to myself.

Up to this day, I have greeted many others a lot of times.

I've wished them good night many times as well.

However, I don't think I've ever said it to myself.

So I'd like for all of the listeners

to say this to themselves and not to others.

Ask yourself this question, "Are you truly okay?"

Then wish yourself a very good night.

Try it tonight.

Good night,

Jae-yeol Jang.

Good night, Soo-kwang Park.

Good night, Dong-min Jo.

Good night, Hae-soo Ji.

How do you feel today?

Well, I don't feel that great, but it's not bad.

How's your writing going?

I'm back to about 60 percent.

He has improved a lot.

I think it's time to discuss his discharge.

Right.

What is this?

I'm not sure.

She looks really excited.

She should've just relaxed in Europe.

Why is she going around the fields of Mongolia?

It's probably because of money.

You know that she's cheap.

-So you know as well. -So you know as well.

You're really not going to look at the pictures?

No.

You guys really didn't contact each other? Not even once?

Let's go now.

He's so snippy.

It's so easy to dislike them.

Let's go.

Jae-yeol still needs to receive treatment after he gets discharged tomorrow, right?

Every illness is like that.

He has to continue receiving treatments like a cancer patient.

Let's go together.

ONE YEAR AFTER HAE-SOO LEFT

Stop lying all the time, Jae-bum.

Why would I lie to you?

What are you doing? You're in the middle of eating.

Let me wipe that.

You'll have to change your shirt again.

Hey, do you really think I'm lying?

Of course you're lying.

Why would a female prison officer like you?

It doesn't make sense for there to be a female officer in a men's prison.

Everything that comes out of his mouth is a lie.

Just the other day, he said Professor Lee gave him...

a flirtatious look during counseling.

You little...

That's enough. Hurry up and change into this.

Why did you pick this color?

My sweet Young-jin likes the color white.

From a female prison officer to a doctor now?

Hi, Hae-soo. Have you been well?

Dong-min and I are doing fine.

Jae-yeol is writing novels again and he started doing a radio program.

He's well enough to only take his medication once a week.

Kang-woo has not even appeared once in the past six months.

LILY

I was in prison for a murder charge for 14 years...

Mr. Lily.

Please do it again.

My name...

My name is...

My name is Jae-bum Jang and I am now helping my mom with her pepper farm.

Jae-yeol's brother is receiving regular counseling

to learn better ways to communicate with others

and I think he likes Young-jin.

My son who suffered from Tourette's syndrome

is showing signs of improvement.

My dad and Jae-yeol's mom are receiving group therapy now.

Isn't that great?

I feel like it's all my fault.

By the way, Yoon-chul and Hye-jin have a cute baby boy now.

Cheers.

It seems like we filmed this yesterday.

I know.

I'm sure they have changed a lot.

WARM SUN, WARM TEMPERATURE, WARM LOVE

Stop watching this. Why are you watching this again?

We got together to watch soccer.

This is better than soccer.

We have never watched this together with everyone.

Honey, let's stop watching it, okay?

Let's watch soccer.

Give me the remote control!

Hey!

Give it back to me! Give it back!

Although we miss you very much, we're all doing well now.

You're kind of agitated because I didn't talk much about Jae-yeol, right?

Come and check for yourself then.

Take care and don't forget that I'm always here for you.

Hi, Jae-yeol.

Yesterday, I came back to Okinawa. as my destination of my sabbatical leave.

I went to the beach that we went to and stared at the ocean all day long.

Today, I'm in this place again.

I'm going back to Seoul tomorrow.

You didn't completely forget about me, right?

I'll call you when I get there.

Dong-min! Soo-kwang! I'm back!

Surprise!

Surprise!

Surprise?

What's this? What's with the looks on your faces?

I said I'm back. Don't you see me over here?

So what?

I said it's not there!

Is this the right picture?

-They're all the same. -No, they're not.

Are you dumb?

What are you two doing?

You're back. We get it.

Eat something if you're hungry. There's some leftover rice.

She thinks she's a princess.

You guys turned the house into a total mess!

Why didn't you guys wash the dishes?

My wife went to the States yesterday.

I'm lonely so don't provoke me.

Don't provoke me either. I have to solve this puzzle.

You're home.

You got prettier since you went away.

Stop that! Don't do that!

My goodness.

Stop being a show-off, you brat.

"You're home. You got prettier since you went away."

What do you mean?

That's exactly what I meant.

Did you forget about me?

No.

Then what's with the cold shoulders?

You didn't forget me, but you're not happy to see me?

Well, maybe it's because I thought of you everyday.

So it feels like I saw you yesterday and even earlier today.

I really missed you, Hae-soo.

Can I kiss you?

Go ahead.

-Ta-da! -Ta-da!

TO OUR BELOVED HAE-SOO, JAE-YEOL HAS BEEN WAITING FOR YOU

TO OUR BELOVED HAE-SOO, JAE-YEOL HAS BEEN WAITING FOR YOU

Please leave.

Leave.

Hurry up and leave!

He wants us to leave.

TO OUR BELOVED HAE-SOO, JAE-YEOL HAS BEEN WAITING FOR YOU

ONE YEAR AFTER JAE-YEOL AND HAE-SOO MEET AGAIN

I slept well.

I'm sure you did.

Get your head off my stomach.

What's wrong now?

Get up and stop lying down like a senseless person.

Am I getting in trouble so early in the morning?

Should I raise my arms?

Put them down.

What's the problem today?

This is the problem.

What is this?

Five weeks ago, I said let's not have sex since you didn't have a condom.

But you insisted and we had sex.

Hey, where are you going?

Jae-yeol, where are you going? We have to talk.

Honey!

This feels good.

Have some coffee.

What's wrong with him?

What is this?

I'm going to be a dad.

Really?

Really?

What are you guys so happy about?

Can't you see that I'm angry?

You should've used a condom! How can you let this happen?

You brat!

Hae-soo looked so pretty that day.

I couldn't control myself.

You probably don't know this, but Hae-soo did look stunning that day.

Everything you do and say is cute.

-Thank you for making me an uncle! -You're driving me crazy.

Congratulations, Hae-soo!

-Hey! -What do you think you're doing?

-Stop! -Stop that!

-Hae-soo! -Stop!

Stop!

Stop!

Stop it already!

Stop!

It feels good, right?

I'll make you feel better.

You feel better, right?

Jae-yeol, come on out.

Okay.

My goodness.

Really? Are you sure?

Did she go to the hospital?

My goodness! I'm so proud of you!

My goodness.

What's going on?

What's all this? Why are we left out?

My goodness! I'm proud of you.

So you're saying you did the right thing?

Of course I did! What did I do wrong?

You said you didn't like him because he's handsome,

but now you dislike him because he's in business?

He doesn't have perseverance.

He did several start-ups, but he just kept failing!

What does that have to do with you? It's fine as long as Young-jin likes him.

Exactly.

Did you get the shot?

Yes.

So if that man asks you to lend him money for his business,

are you going to lend it to him?

Yes!

What's going on with them?

You'll find out if you listen.

Are you having problems?

Shut your mouth.

I extended my hand to reconcile.

What's wrong with you?

Fine. Do whatever you want.

-Goodness! -Stop! That's enough. Sit down first.

I'm going to hold back for Hae-soo since she's pregnant.

Don't hold back. I'm not afraid of you.

I'm pregnant. It's too loud right now.

Stop whining!

Just fight it out tomorrow.

Don't talk things out, just be physical about it.

Fine.

Should I put together a stress-relief program for everyone here?

Go ahead.

But if you don't have any grudge against the other person,

then stay out of it.

I hate people who are timid during a fight.

Min-yung keeps looking at other men.

You're just jealous!

She's obsessed with me.

Why do I have to go to the library with her when she's taking her finals?

-Hey. -You!

Get out of this house if you're not going to respect people older than you.

I have no complaints about you.

You're in this, too.

I had to put off my doctorate degree for two years because of you.

Okay. Let's all face it out tomorrow.

Fine.

All right. Tomorrow it is.

Everyone gather at the hospital tomorrow. You're all dismissed now.

You better not cry tomorrow.

It's you who shouldn't cry.

I'll see you tomorrow for sure.

Get out of my way.

Clean all this up and go sleep in Soo-kwang's room today.

Clean up before you get punished.

I can't have you sleeping in a different room.

Come up, Honey.

Looks like you'll have to clean up by yourself.

Honey.

Goodness.

Who knew he would be such an obedient pet?

I'm sure all of you are aware that there is only one rule to today's program.

Everyone will release all their grudges in this place today

and never bring those grudges up again.

Everything that happens today will end here today.

You talk too much!

Hurry up and start! Take off your glasses.

Take off your glasses. Let's hurry up and start.

Ready, start!

-She's pregnant! -I'm pregnant!

-No! -No!

Just like this, with many people's help,

there will always be a candle burning continuously day and night

for 24 hours a day, 365 days a year.

There is only one reason why the candle is lit.

It's for all the lonely people in the world.

Those of you who feel lonely and think that you are alone,

someone is praying for you 24 hours a day.

Please remember that there is not a moment when you are truly alone.

That's all for tonight. Good night, Jae-yeol Jang.

Good job.

What is this?

See you again. Good work everyone.

See you next week.

-The weather is nice, right? -Yes.

Can I have a bite of this?

I think I'm gaining weigh.

Just one bite.

Is that Jae-yeol Jang, the novelist?

What? Didn't you hear me?

-I heard you. -You're Mr. Jang, right?

I think your new book is so good.

This melodramatic book is much better than your previous ones.

Can I get an autograph?

Wait.

Don't do this to my wife. She's pregnant right now.

I'm spending time with my wife right now, so come and get my autograph later.

I'm sorry, but my husband really cares for me a lot.

Sorry.

Come to the autograph event later. Sorry.

She seems upset.

I'm sorry.

What are you going to do if you lose all your fans?

I'll be fine as long as I don't lose you.

Goodness! When did you learn to say something so cute like that?

You'll be shocked if you know.

Goodness, you're so cute.

You're exactly my type.

You're exactly my type too.

On that note, how about having another baby?

Do you want to fight again?

You look like you're so happy.

Three?

-Deal! -Okay!

Subtitle translation by Ayesya Johan