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MY NIGHT

People who have recently lost someone have a certain look,

recognizable maybe only to those

who have seen that look on their own faces.

Joan Didion The Year of Magical Thinking

Olivier's stuck doing his internship, unfortunately.

He couldn't even make a quick trip, an overnighter.

Boris didn't attend Alice's funeral but still calls me.

I don't think he was even that close to her.

Marion, you're here?

We waited for you, for the cake.

Nothing to say?

Wasn't this your tryout day with François?

I tried to call you afterwards.

Darn, my phone was on silent.

Everyone showed up at once.

So how was it?

He hired me.

He's such a nice guy.

Me being a salesgirl won't change our life.

A summer job is a good start.

- Give it to me. - No.

Give it back.

C'mon!

Give it.

Give it to me.

Where are you going?

- Out with the others. - You promised to be with me tonight.

No, you did.

I even wrote something for Alice.

It sucks.

Marion, they're here for us.

No, for you.

Think they care about me?

They're not my friends, or even yours.

If we stop inviting them,

then what?

Marion, stay with us.

- They're expecting you. - I'm expected outside.

Don't do this.

Not tonight.

Marion, please. I've got a bad feeling.

Don't touch me.

Right, don't touch you.

Don't ask you questions, don't bug you with my feelings.

Get out.

And don't bother coming back.

Hi! Got 5 minutes?

Sorry, I can't help you.

How do you know?

We're casting a film. You're exactly what we need.

Blond, unknown.

And sad.

- I'm not sad at all. - Shy, then?

Busy.

Call this number for screen tests.

Tell them Samy sent you.

- No. - Why not? No harm in trying.

I won't call.

No one ever says no. You can't refuse.

I'm not interested in things you can't refuse.

No way?

Did he have you read lines?

Put Nina on it.

She'll be all over it.

For sure.

They want a blond.

Weird. Too bad for her.

I'd have loved it.

It's always the same.

True, right?

Nina could bleach her hair.

She'd look great as a blond.

- Want it? I'm done. - No thanks.

- Sure. - I'm on sugar.

It's gluten-free.

- That exists? - Yeah.

Weird.

I saw Nina act once. She wasn't great.

Yeah, pretty shaky.

Nina can't act, bottom line.

Still, Marion could've given her the number.

- It's her dream. - True.

Big time. Such a shame.

Yeah.

Shall we?

Where are you going?

- What about my place? - We'll be there.

Another day. Kisses.

Bye.

Nice.

I have to be able to walk home.

So, your place?

Out of the question.

Another fight with your mom?

She decided to celebrate Alice's birthday.

She invited Alice's old friends.

I see.

Losing a daughter is hard.

And losing a sister?

Wanna hang at the canal with my friends?

Got a better idea? Not Capucine's?

No, let's go to the river. It's airier.

Airier?

You say the funniest things sometimes.

Got 10 euros for cigarettes?

No, sorry. I even forgot my phone.

No way! Shall we go get it?

No, don't worry.

'Sup.

What's your name?

Marion. And you?

Michèle.

Got a cig?

Thanks.

We're daring each other. Wanna play?

Sure, go for it.

No, I'll just watch.

Right, the photographer. She observes.

Don't listen to Pierre, he's already drunk.

You say I'm drunk when I speak my mind! We've got a major problem.

No choice here. You're in or you're out. Let's play.

See the guy in white jeans?

Obviously.

Not bad. Except for the pants.

Don't try to save her, Calypso.

Go kiss him.

Then what? Get on my knees and recite a soliloquy?

Great idea.

Reciting some lines isn't as good as kissing a stranger, but...

we'd love to hear it, right?

No.

- Go on. - Just for us.

- No. - Come closer.

Look, we made room for you.

You klutz!

Go on, Marion. We're listening.

Alice had her own ideas.

Alice had her own ideas.

She was happy or sad for practically the same reasons.

She was sensitive in her way.

She needed contrast more than harmony.

You knew the world was full of possibilities,

but you could never discern them.

You wanted to live in the country

to have a broader view of the sky.

Yet the wild wind in the sky

became a subconscious source of frustration.

You wanted to take part in it somehow.

Disrupt its frenzy.

I could never do that.

Me neither.

So Jules, you kiss the guy in the white jeans.

Yeah! As if.

- Go on. - No way.

Don't look at me like that.

No one's going for it?

Then I will.

No way.

She's crazy.

She won't do it.

Believe me, she will.

Is she serious?

Totally fearless.

White Jeans is going for it!

No!

Running off to see your boyfriend?

Got a boyfriend?

Not right now.

Ever had one?

Sure.

How long?

Like, 3 months.

That's huge.

It disgusts me sometimes. I'm easily disgusted!

Yeah?

That's a new one. Does Pierre disgust you?

I can't say no.

It's hard to say no.

Not for you though.

True.

Michèle likes girls and boys.

It's hell on earth with her. Everything is tempting!

I believe in total freedom. Take me as I am or not at all.

What do you photograph?

Depends. I like to do still lifes.

Like us?

We're buying weed, wanna come?

- What about Justine? - We'll meet her later.

Wanna come? You seem unsure.

Yeah, no need to ask.

Shall we make a move?

Is it over?

Michèle!

Thank you.

Finally! We were freaking out.

You ok or not?

Two guys almost killed each other.

We were stuck in there like idiots.

Yeah, but...

I love you so much.

Got the weed.

Pass the joint, doll.

Don't doll me! Get lost!

Hey, Calypso.

Total disaster. I don't get it.

Her too.

Let's change cars.

Calypso...

Where's Justine?

With Jules.

Everybody's here.

Julie too.

I bet if provoked, you flip in a second.

More like half a second.

What was that?

I don't see why people are so interested in eternity.

What do you fill it with?

Totally.

Like, what do you put in it?

That thing we talked about last time.

We wondered if it was Korean or Japanese.

Right, it was Korean.

Anyway, back to my story.

This guy in a film gets bitten.

He turns into a zombie, a vampire.

He's half-punk, half-homeless.

He's like, invincible now.

He hunts with his girlfriend all night.

They hunt every night.

It's mega gory.

I'm not into it.

20 million people are into vampires.

Shit! What a mess.

Watch out for vampires.

You summoned them.

Worst case, we sleep here.

Shit.

Sign of another bad night ahead.

I'm going home. Gotta find Justine.

See you again maybe?

Definitely.

There you are.

Seen Justine?

Yeah. She's puking in the toilets.

Wanna see?

You're a jerk.

You turn me on.

Get off me.

I wanna die.

What would I do without you?

I'm lame, I never should've hooked up with him.

I'm freaked out.

I'm your friend, you know.

You often say that.

I'm not sure I see it though.

Are you mad at me?

Here.

What you wrote about Alice

was amazing.

Everyone was blown away.

Well done.

Don't leave me alone.

I'll call you tomorrow.

If you leave, I'll die.

Don't play with that, Justine.

I'll be in touch.

I saw you at the party.

Where are you headed?

Want a ride?

Leave me alone.

You seem mad. When you should be grateful.

What do I have to say? Grateful for what?

Company. It's not great to walk home alone at night.

Personally I don't do it anymore.

I'll let you drive my scooter.

You drive. That way you go where you want.

No possible confusion.

What makes you want to do things with people?

Aren't we supposed to?

- I can't drive a scooter. - Can you ride a bike?

- Obviously. - I'll teach you the scooter.

Later you'll think of me and say, "I can drive a scooter.

Alex taught me."

Your name is Alex?

No.

Joe Cool.

- And you? - Marion.

C'mon, let's try.

- I get on? - Yes.

Turn the key in the ignition.

I see myself.

You need to see what's behind you.

Ok.

Right side to accelerate, left side to brake. Ok?

Twist the handle. Why are you moving this?

I don't know.

Leave it while I explain.

Turn slowly to accelerate. Brake with the other one.

The gears shift automatically.

See? Ok.

Be careful.

Easy, easy. You won't get far like that.

Look.

Look at me.

I'm looking.

Ok? Go ahead.

Over to you.

I said to be careful.

Didn't you hear me?

I didn't ask for this.

Where are you going?

Are you alone? What are you up to?

Wanna hang with us?

There's no one behind you.

Relax.

Hands off!

Thanks, Alex.

How'd you find me?

You left 3 minutes ago.

Want a ride now?

If I stop being a jerk?

I'm not getting on that scooter again.

Ok. I'll walk alongside you.

Fuck this!

This is my fault.

True, but that gets us nowhere, so who cares?

- Call the cops. - They don't give a shit.

About me or my scooter. What a fucked-up night!

Where are you going?

You should go home.

I don't want to anymore.

Well I do.

What do you want?

You wanted to go home. Now what?

Nights are hell for me. But I'd like to hang with you.

I never hang.

I like to wander, think, forget reality.

If you hang with people who hang, no wonder you're in such a state.

It's damaging.

You should protect yourself better.

Stop going to bad parties with people you don't like and so on.

You were at that party too.

Wanna get high?

You're too serious, Marion.

Too serious.

- That serious, really? - Yeah.

I wouldn't say I'm serious. Just cautious.

Ok, then.

Is that a yes?

Tonight is different.

It's the first time anyone stood up for me.

They were wasted and not about to let up.

That's my point.

You saved my life.

Climate sorcerers want to lock us into a cloud of sulfur particles

through geo engineering.

Did you know that?

Yes, I'm an expert in the field.

To save nature, they invent a new one.

When we need to conserve the one we have.

Nothing good comes from hurting her.

What do you do?

In life?

I failed my entrance exams.

My parents are devastated, which obviously helps!

I can relate.

As though they never failed anything.

I moved in with a friend.

A geologist.

I needed to be alone.

Alone, but not isolated.

Like you, I suppose?

Except I didn't choose to be alone.

But I am on my own.

I want to work where I can help nature survive mankind's errors.

Could you do that?

Yes. Of course.

You'd go far away?

Not necessarily.

Away from here at least.

I want to get away from here too.

This isn't a great spot. Come.

They say everything will be wonderful but a phone call can end it all.

Life hangs from a thread.

A flimsy wire that could break anytime.

We must accept our vulnerability.

But we can't make any plans.

We're so fucked, you know?

How can we even dream?

We have to try.

And figure out our priorities.

For example, I won't have kids.

I wouldn't want to leave them with this whole mess.

That's my point. Life is a broken dream.

We're forced to accept change, death and disaster.

Everything changes all the time. We learn that in physics.

That's how it works.

Is it nice up there?

Yes.

It's my sister's birthday today.

She died 5 years ago.

In December it'll be 5 years.

How old was she?

18, my age.

She'd be 23 today.

Like me.

- It's your birthday? - No.

But I'm 23.

My dad took off and my mom fell apart, to keep things fun.

I just have to deal with it.

I'm mad at my sister for leaving me alone.

Wow.

Strong stuff!

Listen to this.

You'll like it.

Alex?

Alex...

Alex!

You hurt your head.

Here.

I'll take you to emergency.

Not for this.

Even for this.

Can you get up?

No.

You're ok.

What the heck were you doing?

You could've waited for me.

I'd never been here before.

Me neither.

Never at night anyway.

I'll never come back.

You'll be ok.

I'll help you.

I'm seeing stars.

In a good way or not?

My head hurts.

Let's go.

Change hands.

Did you hear those guys screaming and running?

What did you see back there?

Think something bad happened?

No.

Didn't that car scare you?

Some drunk asshole.

It won't hurt.

Will you put me to sleep?

I don't want to be put to sleep.

I don't want to sleep.

Just a small, local anesthetic.

So what happened?

I was listening to nature sounds.

It was nice, I felt like I was somewhere else.

Then I heard noise, an explosion.

And screams.

I couldn't breathe.

Did it feel like suffocating?

I saw a driver speeding and thought he'd run me over.

I fell while running and hurt myself.

- Does this hurt? - No.

Here?

No, it's better.

Look at me.

Did you smoke weed?

I'm a doctor, not a cop.

So?

It's better not to run when high.

Run, or relax and get high.

Not both.

I never relax. The question is irrelevant.

Actually,

I can't anymore.

I can't in the morning, I can't at night.

Can't what?

Function, live, speak,

go out...

bond with people my age, make plans for later.

Make it through the day, day after day.

Trying not to look like a freak in the street.

My name is Allegra.

I'm here Saturday through Tuesday.

If you need me.

Can I really come?

Know what we say in Italy when we like someone?

We say, " Ti voglio bene."

It means, "I want you well."

Does that young man want you well?

Is he your boyfriend?

No.

Yes.

I don't know.

The most important thing in life

is people who want you well.

Go home now, Marion.

Can someone come help me?

Get some rest.

- Calm down now. - I'm thirsty!

- We see you every night. - Take this.

Thank you.

I'll get the doctor.

Feeling better?

There's so much pressure here. It's as stressful inside as out.

I don't want to go home.

Since we're supposed to anyway, let's keep going.

Rebellion?

If I had my scooter right now,

I'd see things differently.

Tell me why, Alex.

Why what?

Living is hard.

It's a pretty big deal, right?

I'm struggling, as you can see.

I wonder when exactly I started freaking out.

I remember things that happened.

To me, to others.

I think of my sister.

I wish I could go back further, much further.

Find the place where it really began.

Though my memories are never very comforting.

We're young.

We've already forgotten so much.

Do you think it's possible?

To go back to the origin of things?

Do you think there's always a beginning?

I mean, one precise thing?

A thing that explains everything?

You're not alone, Marion.

We can all be afraid right now.

World events are no longer just a faraway rumble.

I feel it constantly but can't express it.

Only normal, that's how it works.

We think we've gotten used to it.

We think we'll overcome it.

But like you, we're a little more devoured each day.

How can you expect to pull through it?

How can we escape it?

So there's nothing we can do?

Sure there is.

Call it dreaming, or freedom. It's a feeling.

A feeling of no fear.

Nina Simone said that.

That's so great.

You can practice.

You can work on doing better each day.

Not a lot at first.

Then better and better.

You can envision leaving the prison.

Freedom is a feeling of no fear.

It's so deserted.

I usually like coming here, but this...

It's like we slipped into another world.

Seriously.

Do you feel a presence around us?

A third eye, yes.

Together we can take anything on. The only true resistance.

- One... - I'm not going in.

- Two... - Stop, no way!

Three!

Meet Paulo.

A wise man.

A wonderful person, but totally deaf.

A real advantage in a roommate.

Paulo!

You can take a shower to get warm.

I'll change clothes and make coffee.

Ok.

98.4 degrees.

No fever.

You startled me.

You too.

What?

You too!

Right.

And you are?

Marion.

Nice to meet you, Marion.

What's that?

Nothing.

That's one of Alex's old rags.

You can find better in his room. That door there.

Where is he, by the way?

He came home, right?

Are you hungry?

Damn...

I don't want to bother you.

Is Alice your sister's name?

You're lucky to have a girlfriend.

You mean the photo?

It's over.

That girl swims with sharks. I fell for her.

You would've too.

I did it.

I made it through the night.

Thanks.

No.

I hate that.

Stop it, Alex!

Give it!

Careful, you hurt me.

Everyone gets a turn.

That's just Paulo.

I'm embarrassed to see him.

Follow me.

Joe Cool!

Joe Cool?

Hey, Joe!

I'm here.

I'm going home. See you tomorrow?

Tomorrow is today.