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Oh, sorry.

Sorry, it was a bad night.

Yeah, I know it's 3 p .m. Still a hard night.

You look like you come to confession a lot.

Sorry.

It was judgy.

Are you okay?

Do you need help?

I'm sitting in a church, and I'm holding a bag of my own puke.

I mean, that feels like a complete answer.

I don't think it gets more I need help than that.

You could be holding a bag of someone else's puke.

Sorry.

Funny is, I wasn't expecting that.

Sorry, that was judgy again.

I'm trying to do better there.

I'm Aubrey.

I'm Sasha.

You look like you can afford really expensive moisturizer.

Hard to believe you've ever done anything bad.

Hey, Aubrey?

Do you want to go first? I can wait.

I would appreciate that very much.

Are you sure you're not an angel?

Sorry, I'm real.

I don't think I'll ever get to see an angel.

No, but if I do... I hope she looks like you.

I did something.

Well, I've done a lot of things, but when I think about most of them...

You know, I can imagine finding my way back. I can imagine doing better. I can

imagine being better. But that one thing, I don't know. It feels too big.

just feels like too much.

I promise you that's not true.

We can always find our way back to God.

Somebody loved me.

You know, somebody who didn't have to. Somebody looked at me, looked at this

and said, I love you.

I took from him.

I took his trust. I took his money. It's bad.

You know, if I could just make it up to him, I feel like I could start. I feel

like I could be me again, but it's stupid.

Oh, I'm sorry. I'm not ready for this. I'm just not ready.

She needs help.

Call Michael Moon right now.

Tell him we have a likely opioid overdose.

Can you hear me?

You overdosed.

I need to know what you took.

Angel, how can you do something for me? I'm not an angel. I'm your doctor.

The Narcan's working, but we need to know what you took.

80s. The guy said they were 80s. Can you sell this for me?

Sell it and give all the money to Beanie.

Radiohead, tell Dr. Mays we're coming with a cardiac arrest.

What has she gotten? We've done four rounds of epi, second dose of naloxone.

She's still asystolic, no ROSC. How long has it been?

Fifteen minutes.

Full compression.

Dr. Lubbock.

It's been too long.

Time of death is 4 .04 p .m.

We'll send her talk panel, figure out what caused it.

I'm not supposed to be afraid.

I ain't supposed to be weak either.

I think anyone would be anxious in your situation. I'm not one.

I remember your dad.

He had two pick sixes against West Virginia. Changed the whole season.

He was also going to go top five in the draft, same as you.

Okay, yeah, but my dad, he just collapsed.

Senior year, the same as me.

All right, now they said it was a heart attack, but what if it was something

inside of him, and what if I got that too?

We sequenced your entire genome.

I've seen every single thing there is inside of you. And I get why you're

struggling. Plus, you're a senior now, too.

But if I saw anything in your results that would put you at risk, I would do

anything I could to stop you from playing.

I'll go to the map of my patients. You can ask Ralph.

You already did.

You're the real.

That's why I'm safe.

I can go back to practice.

You're safe.

You can enjoy it. You burned it.

Yo, coach.

I'm good to go. You sure, Jalen?

Yeah, the man knows his business.

He says I'm cool.

Thanks for doing this.

You mind if I get a second with my player?

Yeah, of course. Take your time.

The defensive coordinator from Pitt.

Cool. Yeah, man. You gotta admit.

That's cool.

I'm the team's orthopedic consultant. I'm aware of that. Josh and I met at the

stadium. We've been dating for a month and a half. He's divorced.

One misdemeanor charge in college. Long since expunged. No other criminal

record.

Cool.

Didn't ask, but cool.

You keep saying cool.

I know you didn't ask. I'm just saving you the trouble.

You don't have to launch into one of your, you know, inadvertent

Those are the facts on Josh.

Cool.

Hey, Dr. Doug, can I get a picture for my feet? You got it.

I'll take it.

Appreciate you. Here we go.

One, two, three.

For sure.

Doc, you look good, bro.

Thanks again for doing this.

Seriously.

See you later, goat.

Does it bother you that Mary's boyfriend has a cooler job than you do?

Okay, I reject that premise.

I mean, what's cooler than the human genome?

Hey.

Hi. You okay?

Dr. May said that you were still in here.

I'm okay.

Overdose.

Won't be the last one we have here today.

You know, I talked to her.

She wanted something better.

She was hoping for a change.

Goodbye, Aubrey.

I'll get Stabini for you.

I hope you see your angel.

Oh, my God.

Aubrey?

Straight -up miracle.

There could be a lot of things. You just can't put a label on it just yet.

I was dead.

I mean, I'm alive again.

That's called a miracle.

You know, I asked for the chance to do one thing. I died. I came back.

I'm not wasting time. I'm doing the one thing.

What are you looking to do, Aubrey?

Well, I have to raise $185 ,000 and give it to my ex -fiancé.

His family has a place in Bloomfield.

They serve pierogies. They're awesome, but Beanie made them amazing.

Like wild boar meat, you name it.

Beanie wanted to drag the city into the modern era, and he raised money to open

up a fancy place.

And what happened?

Something beautiful.

Something that came and then left and sent me spinning.

And I'm not saying it's an excuse, but I did go off the rails. I spent the

money.

And you can't arrest me because it was in both of our names.

But I... I stole it just the same.

You know, I melted down. I took Beattie's money.

He was never the same after that, and... I was never the same after that.

Lazarus Syndrome.

It was named after the biblical figure who rose from the dead.

Every so often, a patient who appears to be dead by every conceivable measure

auto -resuscitates.

Tends to be short -lived.

Dr. Lubbock, what do we think happened in this case?

Aubrey's overdose suppressed her breathing. Combine that with the alcohol

underlying respiratory condition like asthma, Aubrey could have slipped into a

death -like condition.

And here she is, good as new.

Not quite.

Most patients who come back with Lazarus syndrome are gone for good within five

or six hours. Exactly.

We need to find out about any underlying conditions that caused Aubrey's

condition. We need to treat it and keep her alive in a lasting way.

If she even wants that.

Aubrey wants a do -over. Her main mission, as she puts it, is to raise

to make up for the worst thing that she ever did.

$185 ,000 to do what exactly?

She wants to open an upscale pierogi place.

Check that. She wants to give it to her ex -fiance, so he opens up an upscale

pierogi place.

So the worst thing...

The first woman ever did was block a fancy pierogi place from opening its

Well, this better be some tasty pierogi.

She took the money this guy saved.

It haunts her.

If Aubrey believes this is the worst thing she ever did, who are we to

that? You almost have that one thing, the sin that keeps you up at night.

The one that gives you the chills every single time you think about it.

Aubrey Kowalski is living under a ticking clock.

And yes, she's more than welcome.

to interpret her survival as a miracle, but I'd give her a whole lifetime to be

a better person.

Cross, run the workups while Ingrid and Sasha dig into Aubrey's background.

Dr. Watson, you had 20 minutes budgeted for this differential.

We usually take the time we need, Brenda.

Y 'all don't keep a schedule, and that's why you've got a backlog of cases.

Does anyone else miss Shingwell?

Shingwell's on sabbatical. He'll be back soon enough.

It won't kill us to be a little more disciplined.

It won't kill us?

Brandon, wait.

You're going to die someday.

I'm aware of that.

Everyone's aware of that. But do you live with that knowledge? I mean, like,

really live with it?

My brother and I are very much acquainted with the concept, even more

may presume.

If you were to die today, tomorrow, Sunday, very, very soon,

Is this what you would do?

I think so.

You're lucky.

Hey, would you like to buy a 2006 Honda Civic Coupe?

It doesn't have the original motor.

It doesn't have the original paint job either.

But, I mean, it has character.

It would be an upgrade.

How about you?

I'm selling everything I own. I'll make you a screaming deal.

I have a car.

You sure you just want to get rid of everything?

Odds are we'd figure out what's wrong with you. I'd pay for you to leave here

with nothing.

It's what I have to do.

I'll sell the car, this pendant, you know, and all the rest. It'll get me not

even close to $185 ,000, but I figure I'll take the first step, then figure

the next when the time comes.

Sounds like a very intentional way of living.

One day with a clear purpose beats a thousand that you drift right through.

Oh, can I interest either of you in a used dresser?

I used a sponge to paint it, but I only got, like... Well, halfway through.

You ever seen an example of sponge -painted furniture?

If it was $85, it'll be fine.

A half -painted sponge dab dress would really tie the room together.

Yeah, I'm sure Sasha's gonna love it.

You have something like that?

You jolt back to life in a hospital bed, and you're here for a limited time

only? What would you do? What would you undo?

You might expect mine to involve narcotic pain pills, but somehow I keep

thinking about lacrosse practice.

You never played lacrosse.

That's not strictly true.

For about five days, right after I got to Colgate, I decided I should be on the

lacrosse team.

I liked those bags they carried around, so I really liked the attention they

got, and so I figured, why shouldn't that be me?

I just figured I'd, I don't know, I had the essence of the sport within me, so

I'd show up.

Pick it up in a day or two and play at a collegiate level.

I can carry one of those bags around.

How do you think that went?

Terribly. Hello.

Thank you.

Five days of sheer humiliation.

I still have dreams about it.

jump into my mind during otherwise peaceful moments.

If I ever came back from the dead with a fire under my ass, I'd

wipe those days from existence.

What about you?

We have a moment like that.

But it's not like Aubrey's.

Can't be undone.

If Micah wants to drive with me on the Autobahn, I want to see the Black

Germany seems like a decent compromise, but I don't know.

The Northern Lights is on my bucket list.

Lapland, Finland.

Dark there all the time, but they have fun anyway.

You stay in these glass pods so the lights reflect on you all night long.

Sounds like someplace worth seeing.

John?

Oh, I'm sorry.

This picture of me and Josh Gibson, looks like there's something weird in

left eye.

You want to talk about your ex's new boyfriend?

No, I mean, it's probably a trick of the camera, right?

What else would it be?

Most definitely nothing, I'm sure.

But I want to see the Northern Lights, so if this is an invite, my question to

you would be, when are we going?

Early March, five days, not including flights.

Great, I want to go.

They have a commitment to speak in Singapore in early March, but if I can

out of that, that would make fun.

I want to go.

Sorry to wake you up. Stevens and I came in early to assess everything that came

back from Aubrey's lab.

I was going to get up soon anyway. What's up?

Watson, it's not good. There's enlargement of her cardiac silhouette on

-rays. Could be early pericardial effusion.

She's too young to have so much cardiac damage.

We need to get her to the ICU.

We can't move her anywhere.

Aubrey left U -Hop early this morning.

She is in a very dangerous state. We need to find her immediately.

I made a mistake.

I want to make up for it.

I sold all my stuff.

I'm still short.

My ex, Beanie, you know, he's a member here.

So is his family.

So was I once upon a time.

Maybe you pass the basket today and it all goes to make up for what I did.

Sorry,

I just gotta... I'm gonna sit down for just a sec.

Cardiac arrest me to get her back to you all.

Hey, I heard Aubrey Kowalska had a heart attack.

You're about halfway to the right answer. Aubrey stood up in church this

morning, had a major spontaneous coronary artery defection.

Heart attacks mean her cousin.

Black sheep, a big -ticket coronary disaster.

Cardiology placed a stent to stabilize the vessel, but it collapsed within an

hour. but now recommended to get CABG, a full coronary bypass.

You don't need me to tell you how bad this is, but she's our patient, and

going to see this through.

I thought we were in the middle of a bypass.

They called it off. Aubrey's on her way back to her room. But her artery, she

had a spontaneous dissection.

Seems she did. Did her coronary artery dissect itself or not?

Beth, we can tell it did.

That doesn't fix itself.

Not in my experience, no.

But somehow she's improving.

Sasha and Ingrid review her blood work. See if they missed anything. We don't

want this type of thing happening again.

I'm going to look into her family history.

Crofts, sort through Aubrey's place.

I made a mistake, and I want to make up for it.

Aubrey might not need our help.

Someone recorded her at St.

Casimir's. She's still 100 grand shy, but give it a day or two, you have

of regret.

Do you even feel regret?

If you had a window to undo the biggest damage you ever did, what would it be?

Undergrad.

Romantic poets midterm.

I didn't study.

Couldn't care less about Samuel Coleridge or whoever.

I didn't even show up to take the test.

You wanted med school.

Can't be skipping midterms. It was a calculated skip.

Professor Colburn, he was an alcoholic. We all knew it.

So I just showed up for office hours, told him I never got my midterm back,

watched him dig through stacks of paper in his office while his blood pressure

shot through the roof.

We ultimately settled on an A -.

So why that test?

Why that professor?

His hands were shaking while he was digging through all the different stacks

paper in his office.

You need me for anything more, Dr. Watson?

No, I'm good, thanks.

Oh, wait, Brenda.

Actually, can you take a look at something for me?

Do you see the white circle in that man's eye?

I see the white circle in your ex -wife's boyfriend's eye, yes. Okay, the

boyfriend part's not relevant.

Look, the white anomaly is called leukocoria.

In rare cases, someone's eyes flash white instead of red in the picture.

Now, that could indicate retinoblastoma.

It's very serious.

And all these other pictures of your ex -wife's boyfriend?

Are other instances of me looking for Leucochorea. Oh.

So the world's greatest doctor... I don't know about all that. He sees

retinoblastoma, and instead of saying something, he's looking through old

pictures. Well, it could be cold disease, which is less serious, but...

I'm trying to stay out of it. I am. I just have a tendency to get over

-involved. Hmm.

Like... No, no, no. Like. You cannot.

Brenda, you can't like the pictures. You can't see that.

Well, you can unlike them if you want, but he's going to see that, too.

You are a doctor.

He'll want your opinion.

Good night, Dr. Watson.

Actually, there is one more thing.

Mary.

John.

What are you looking at me for?

If you were the son of Hamish and Mara Watson, then you know damn well what to

do. Yeah, but Mary's happy.

Yes, and that's why you need to leave Mary alone.

You had your shot there, plenty of them. It's that other woman that you need to

be having a talk with, your second choice. No, no, Layla is not a second

Okay, so you make a first choice, it doesn't work out, what do you call the

one?

You may not have known what you wanted when you walked down that hallway.

But then you did walk down that hallway.

Now you know.

What?

Sorry, do you need a minute?

No, we're good. Just Brenda being Brenda.

Brenda's just telling him something that he needs to hear.

Good night, Dr. Watson.

Good night, Brenda.

Good night.

Sasha and Stevens are with Aubrey. They wanted me to come get you.

There's something wrong? Her inflammatory markers are up.

Well, it sounds weird, but she has really bad hiccups.

Try to calm down. Take a breath for me.

Dr. Cross, let's love it.

Besides the incessant hiccups, her heart's been racing, she's been sweating

profusely, and she's lost color in her cheeks.

Diaphoresis, tachycardia, looks like her breathing's shallow.

Did anything precipitate this change?

You know the money she's been raising for her ex? Mm -hmm. A couple hours ago,

her GoFundMe page was taken down. She's been spiraling ever since.

Aubrey, can you talk to me?

Are you experiencing any pain?

He said I'm a liar.

I got my... My account suspended.

I lost all the money. I hear you. I hear you. I'm assuming he is her ex. Beanie,

I guess he found out that you was raising money off their story.

This woman is a cheat. Do not donate.

Here, Aubrey.

I need you to relax and slow your breathing.

Can you breathe in through your nose and out through your mouth? That's what's

going on.

Hiccuping is gastrointestinal. Shouldn't I wait for a consult?

We're going to get you some help, okay?

Start her on Baclofen? Do it.

We have bigger problems. The lining around her heart is inflamed. The walls

literally scraping against each other. Along the pericardium, which controls

diaphragm, which explains the hiccups. The hiccups are just a sign that the

inflammation is worse.

If this trend continues, her heart could fail by the morning.

From the top.

Acute pericardial inflammation. The question is why.

What are we missing?

Scans are clean. No new blockages. No bleeding.

Her vitals are steady with the baclofen and some hydration. We managed to quell

her hiccups for a time anyway.

She even got some sleep. I'm like some of us. Drink coffee. Stop whining. I'm

not whining.

Aubrey doesn't have an infection. Blood and pericardial fluid cultures came back

negative. Could this be drug related?

We've seen post -viral flare -ups like this before. Well, the onset of the

inflammatory pattern is too rapid.

And it's targeted, focused only on her heart.

Something triggered it.

Tell me about that web page you showed me.

You mean a fundraiser?

You saw it yourself. It's frozen.

The money that she raised was sent back to the donors on account of accusations

of fraud.

I'm sorry, why does that matter?

Well, let's walk it through.

Aubrey was depressed.

She had an opioid overdose. She experienced auto -resuscitation,

a euphoric desire to raise $185 ,000.

You know, Aslan does.

She goes into her church. She's desperate to raise this money. Then she

a spontaneous coronary artery defection.

Yeah, but then she made a full recovery.

Yes, it was spontaneous and unexplainable, but...

She was getting better.

Unexplainable is a mystery. It's not a miracle.

Let's focus on the data.

Anything that can help us predict our patient's condition.

Okay. So, each of Aubrey's health crises seemed to be centered on her mood,

which, at the core, is fixated on... The $185K she was trying to raise. The

$185K she stole.

That's correlation, not causation.

Agreed. But correlations are a pattern, and patterns reveal triggers.

Psychogenic stress can activate the immune system, triggering cytokine

And inflame the pericardium.

So the stress of wanting money triggered some kind of immune cascade?

Not the money. It was the guilt in what she did to her ex, who was so angry with

her that he'd rather shut her down than let her pay him back.

It's a variable that's worth pursuing.

We're trying to come down.

Dr. Watson.

I know. I know. I was going to come see you. Oh, you know that...

My new boyfriend, Josh, called me just now, thrilled that the great geneticist,

Dr. John Watson, liked a few of his photos online. Not one photo. A few. And

recent photos. No, this was as if you were taking a little survey of his

Internet history.

I can explain that. Good. When I saw that photo that Jalen posted of us on

socials, I saw something, an anomaly.

What kind of anomaly?

It was a white... glint in his eye from the camera flash. Now, it could be

nothing, but I just had to check and see if it appeared in some older photos,

and if it did... Then it's probably benign. Which I'm sure it is.

But as I was checking, okay, I kind of accidentally liked some photos.

But listen, the good thing is we have a reason to talk about it, and I can do a

proper exam and rule certain things out.

And so this was you just trying to be helpful without making things awkward.

Okay, look, Mary, the truth is, I don't always know how to be around you.

I don't. Given our past, it's... But when I see something, I can't ignore it.

Even if it makes things seem a little awkward.

Sometimes I forget how hard it must be to be you.

Seeing what no one else can see.

And I know that seeing something on Josh must have been...

Difficult.

So thank you. I will make sure that he gets it checked out. All right. Thank

you.

I found him.

Found who?

Beanie. He still works at the family restaurant in Bloomfield.

Care to join me for some pierogies?

I know.

It's not your birthday.

But I could use a chat.

Okay.

Gift card cashed in.

Coffee procured.

It's just us.

What's up?

I don't think I was honest about this whole do -over scenario.

My mind's been wrapped up in what if all day.

I'm guessing you're the same.

Or maybe not, but...

Actually, I don't know. I never really answered the question.

Okay.

So, in the interest of getting it out of our respective systems, do you want to

go first?

Sure.

Mine's pretty straightforward.

Spring break.

My senior year of college.

I came home because I didn't have anything else to do.

One night, my dad had a few drinks.

which was not unusual.

But on this night, he started ranting to me about how his life was a

disappointment, how sometimes he thought about killing himself.

And I was so annoyed, I just blew him off. I never told my mom or

Adam or anyone.

And if you could rewind and do it over?

I'd do something, anything, other than nothing, which is what I did.

See, Stevens, you never disappoint.

That was a doozy.

All right, now you have my attention.

When I was 13, every night I'd go to the kitchen,

get a steak knife from the drawer, go to my dad's room

where he was sleeping, stand over him, and think about using that knife to slit

his throat.

Extreme. I know.

But I figured I should do it before he did something to me

or something to my sister, Judy.

But I could never bring myself to do it.

Not until a few years later.

By then, Judy was in a wheelchair.

So, if I had a do -over, my sister would still be able to walk.

Ingrid, I'm so sorry. Don't.

I don't want some token apology.

It's just tough.

Because we can't be honest with others.

Don't want to freak out the normies.

They won't get it.

But I needed to tell someone.

So, next sequence.

I got two left bars of potato cheddar.

There you go, man. Enjoy.

All right, I can help whoever's next. You too, all right? Step on up. Don't be

shy. What can I do for you?

Never actually had a pierogi before.

That's your first time?

Mm -hmm.

I'm about to change your life.

All right, I'm going to hook you up with the little assortment right on the

house.

We got a couple of mushrooms, a couple of spinach.

How'd you hear about us anyway?

Was it the ad in the Post -Gazette? Because I told my mom, I said, you know,

nobody reads the paper anymore, but I guess that's just me. We actually heard

about you from a patient of ours.

I'm Dr. Sasha Lubbock, and this is Dr. John Watson.

We'd like to ask you some questions about Aubrey.

I'm actually extremely busy right now, and I don't even think I could help you

if I wasn't. Look, I understand that, but Aubrey is sick, and we need to

every possible avenue to better understand the source of her illness.

Yeah, look, we were together for a while, and then she broke it off.

Actually, she walked away, and she never even said goodbye, but she did take a

bunch of my money with her when she went.

So I feel just awful for her, but I got my own problem.

I know it's not my place, but I'm sure Aubrey would love the opportunity to

apologize. So maybe if you come to U -Hop and be heard.

No, thank you.

Meg!

Well, I thought that was going to be more productive.

Clearly, he's still hurt.

Maybe we try again.

Excuse me.

You know Aubrey?

My son is a worker. He always has been.

He started working in the kitchen here when he was 13.

He dreamed of opening his own place.

And then Aubrey... She stole everything from him.

Aubrey's very sorry for what she did.

In fact, I wonder if her current health issues might be related to the pressure

she feels to get things right.

Seems a little bit late for that.

No? Maybe, maybe not. If your son would just acknowledge her efforts, it could

really impact her recovery.

If he would condone her fundraising efforts, I could assure you that the

would go directly to him.

Money. They were more than partners.

She was the love of his life.

Look how happy they were.

That picture was taken a few weeks before she left.

Why would she hurt him like that?

Summer, this has been incredibly helpful. Can you send me that picture?

We have to get back.

Watson, you want to fill me in?

The devil's in the details, Dr. Lubbock.

I think I know what's wrong with Aubrey. If I'm right, there's still a 50 -50

chance to save her life.

I didn't see it at first, but now it's obvious.

I'm still not seeing it.

What exactly am I not seeing?

Why don't you ask your brother?

By the way, where is Dr. Croft no more?

He's at a doctor's appointment.

Why is he Dr.

Croft number one? Can we focus, please?

It's a birthday party.

Beanie's 35th.

Everybody's drinking alcohol.

Everybody except Aubrey.

If the girl who left the party is abstaining on the big night, the most

explanation is she's pregnant. She said that right from the beginning.

Something beautiful.

Something that came and then left.

Pregnancy that ended with miscarriage. And in some rare circumstances, that

detail that wasn't clear to us can have incredible consequences.

Microchimerism. During her pregnancy, the fetal cells from the baby that she

lost entered into her bloodstream.

And from there, they found their way to her heart tissue.

Those cells carrying both her DNA and Beanie's Y -chromosome markers remained

dormant until her body went into crisis.

At which point, those same cells most likely helped her when she experienced

organ failure at the church.

Acting as a healing scaffold after a stent surgery, repairing the damaged

tissue. That's why she recovered so quickly.

The remnant cells of her miscarried baby ganged up to save her life. And yet,

when those cells became active, her immune system recognized them for what

really were.

Foreign cells invading her body.

Think of it as a gamble with the highest stakes.

Aubrey's heart is a poker table where every decision matters.

Her immune system is misreading the situation. It's placing its bets against

own heart tissue.

We need to better her odds.

Why not just boost her immune system?

Because it wouldn't stop the damage to her heart. The only other option would

be... Filter out the cells attacking her heart.

Right, so how do we separate those cells from everything else?

Think of this as Aubrey's blood. We cycle it through an external filter

to isolate the fetal cells her immune system is attacking.

Now this next part is a coin toss.

It's 50 -50.

Because if the child she lost is female, we wouldn't be able to differentiate

those fetal cells from her own. But if the child she lost is male, those fetal

cells would contain a Y chromosome.

Yes, now if this works, the process will quiet her immune response just long

enough to stop the inflammation and let her heart recover.

Beanie? My ma gave me a really hard time.

She said I owed you and the other doctor an apology, so... Oh, you don't have to

worry about that.

Well, I'm sorry.

Plus, I... couldn't really stop thinking about her. Is she gonna be okay?

We're doing the best we can.

You know, I was gonna ask her to marry me.

When she left, I thought...

My life was over.

She's about to destroy me.

I've been on that side of things.

I know it hurts, but if it's any consolation, Aubrey feels horrible about

she did to you.

Yeah, well, maybe I'll come back.

I mean, if I can think of something worth saying to her.

You know, sometimes I write things down.

Helps me organize my thoughts.

I feel that that's just like I feel that everything else.

There's still so much I wanted to do.

I know.

I can see it in your eyes.

Trying to make good on your second chance.

I'll tell you a little secret.

We ain't done fighting yet.

Sasha, I'm scared.

I will sit with you for as long as you want.

like to pray.

Our Father, who art in heaven, hallowed be thy name.

Thy kingdom come, thy will be done, on earth as it is

in heaven.

Give us this day our daily bread, and forgive us our trespasses, as we forgive

those who trespass against us.

bleedeth not into temptation, but delivereth from evil.

One hour into Aubrey's treatment, three more to go.

You should head home, get some rest.

I can call you if anything changes.

All right.

Thanks.

By the way, Josh saw a specialist.

Ed?

Coats disease.

It's highly treatable. He'll be fine.

But we were grateful for your heads up.

Glad I could help.

I'll call you if anything changes.

Mary.

Tell Josh they're going to have a hell of a season.

I'll be rooting for him.

Layla. Hey.

Listen, I was wondering if you're free for dinner tomorrow night.

I just want to sit across the table from you and talk about every single thing

in the world.

It's kind of hard to wrap my head around.

I was with this guy and I broke his heart.

But some part of him stayed with me.

And then all this time later, that's what saved me and then almost killed me.

Was it a miracle?

You know, I'm not sure if you're the luckiest patient in history or if I

work at the best clinic on the planet.

But either way, the procedure worked.

You're going to make a full recovery.

Thank you, Sasha.

Thank you for not giving up on me.

Wouldn't Angel do that?

Also, I have something from Beanie.

He said don't worry.

You can open it.

You gonna tell me what it says?

A lot, actually.

But the headline is... He says he forgives me.

And that he wishes me a long life and good health.

And that he accepts Zell Venmo personal check in cash.

Thank you.