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Beverly Hills is home to some of the most wealthy

and powerful people in the world.

They drive the finest cars, shop at the best boutiques,

and they live in the most outrageous homes.

They also have access to the most exclusive

and high-end erotic club ever.

I created that club. It's called SNCTM.

SNCTM is a secretive society

where we do a black tie masquerade,

private dinner parties, and an erotic theater.

It's a place for my members

to explore their wildest fantasies

and learn about their true sexual selves.

Welcome to my world.

- There is Jenna.

- How are we doing?

- Why, should I remember Jenna?

Hey Jenna, how are you?

- I'm good. Do I get a hug?

- Of course I remember Jenna.

It's been a little bit.

- I know, it's good to see you.

- It's been since the yacht.

- Yeah, that's what I was telling her.

- I don't know if you remember the yacht.

Do you remember the yacht?

- It's all a big blur.

- A big blur? Yeah, I remember something like that.

Good, the makeup looks good.

So we're going sort of a natural thing.

- Yeah, getting there.

- Oh hey, meet Eddy.

- Hey Eddy, how are you?

Thank you for coming today.

- Nice to meet you.

- It's nice to see you.

It's cool you're going to shoot this for us.

- Thank you, I'm excited.

- I wanted to talk a little bit

about what we're thinking about.

- Please.

- Alina is doing ... You tell them about the clothes.

- What we want to do is like a wet shoot,

so maybe shower or pool where she gets wet,

and it's kind of like a wet T-shirt, so her boobs show.

- It's going to be wet, the hair is going to be wet also?

- I think so, yeah.

- We have 45 minutes until we have to leave this house.

- Yeah, but I know I can make it happen.

We can make it happen.

I just want two pictures for this one.

- After the lashes are done, is she ready?

- Yes.

- When I'm looking for locations for photo shoots,

oftentimes they come with very narrow timeframes,

so we have to get in and get out.

It puts a little pressure on us.

- Wait, let me see.

- Here's the thing, we have literally two minutes.

What can you do in two minutes?

- In two minutes I can put it right here like this.

- Okay, so then let's leave her hair down

because that looks kind of stupid.

- Really?

- Yeah, leave her hair down.

Is her hair good?

- I just think it fits better with this outfit.

- Right, we just don't have time.

Let's get her in her outfit.

- But I want the shot to be perfect.

- Yeah, let's get her in her outfit.

- But I still want it to be perfect.

- Yeah, but this shot will be good enough,

so let's get her in her outfit.

- But her hair is not right yet.

I don't like her hair.

- Alina, the hair--

- I don't like the hair like this.

- Alina.

- Listen.

- Alina.

- I want it to be perfect.

- Put her in her outfit.

- No really, I really want to--

- Put her in her outfit.

- I always want everything to be perfect,

whether it's a shoot or a performance or whatever it is.

The end result, it's what's the most important to me.

- So we're going to do her hair down now?

- Yes. Don't get makeup on there.

I'm always stressed somehow.

I should always relax a little bit more,

but it's always something.

There's always like we don't have time,

we don't have this, we have to do it fast,

so I mean, of course I'm going to stress.

- Okay, so we're going to start shooting with this,

and then this is going to start getting wet.

She's going to start getting wet,

and then we're going to take the panties off at some point,

and then when she does,

she'll pull this down in front like that.

We'll start like this and see where that takes us.

Finish up, are you cool with that?

- Yeah.

- Okay.

- Perfect.

- Okay, let's do it.

How about shoes in the shower, no?

- No.

- No shoes?

- Up a little more, beautiful.

Good job.

Keep your eyes closed, more sexy.

Yes!

- That's nice.

- Keep moving, the eyes closed.

Perfect.

I want to see some side boobie.

- Want to take a look?

- Okay, let's get your T-shirt wet now,

and take the panties off.

Here, give me the panties.

- Maybe we can sell them now.

Good job, now try to play with it.

Yes.

That's hot, that's fucking hot.

- Close your eyes, yes.

- Okay, let's do the licking one,

so be right here and then ...

- Yeah that's good. Oh wow.

- Don't press your boobs on the glass.

That's fucking hot.

That's hot, that's hot.

Yeah, yeah, yeah!

- Do it, do it! Yes!

- That's good.

- That was the fastest shoot,

and one of the most amazing ones.

That was pretty good.

I'm two people, and it's hard to find balance.

When I'm on that side of the fence

where I'm actually waking up and doing yoga

and eating healthy and meditating

and praying and being really present for my family,

I feel fucking great.

I'm also someone who likes to step completely outside of it.

When I'm in this place of hedonistic indulgence

and sex and drugs and alcohol,

I do enjoy it.

I enjoy going into the darkness.

It would seem that someone could easily decide

which life they want, right?

But I don't know if I'll ever make that concrete decision.

Hopefully I will find the answer.

That was a beautiful little show, actually.

Any word from Damon yet?

- I was just gonna give him a call.

I guarantee he has to be with some chicks.

- Do you think he would bring some chicks?

- I guarantee you.

- He did say he was.

- He always does this shit.

- I guarantee you it's Damon.

Damon never rolls by himself.

- That's so true.

- But he has us.

I thought it was going to be a family thing, no?

- Voicemail, love it.

- I've decided to take the family on a little road trip

to see a shaman. I think it'll be

a nice excursion away from SNCTM.

What are we doing today?

- He just mentioned something about going

and picking up something for the shaman, and that's it.

I don't know anything else.

- I'm hoping that she's able to guide not only me,

but some of the people around me to something meaningful.

- I know a lot of shamans,

sometimes they'll take you in a past life kind of thing,

or help you what your spirit animal is.

- For me the shaman has to have

a really good energy or something.

I feel that.

- Right? If he's going to be like ...

If I don't feel him, then it's like whatever.

- It's going to be interesting,

but mainly my purpose of doing this

is to just get away from L.A.

and just be able to relax.

- Yeah.

- Hi. - Hi.

- Hey Damon.

- Hey guys, sorry we're late.

Oh my god, we've been waiting forever.

- Yup.

You know.

- I'm happy you're here finally.

- I'm happy I'm here too, I'm so sorry I'm late.

- Even though you ignored my call.

- Yeah, we were wondering why you were late,

and we started throwing out ideas

that you probably picked up--

Had some women with you.

- A few women.

We placed bets, actually.

Alina lost $20.

- I had to start the morning off right.

- I'm just kidding.

- Today, whatever happens, and whatever this thing is,

and whatever the shaman, however she guides us,

think about that idea of letting go of fear or of worry,

and starting to think about what can go right.

That maybe would be your journey today.

- Yeah, but I do have this fear, like this opening up thing.

I notice it especially with drugs.

I had one bad experience once at Coachella.

Someone gave me something I didn't know what it was,

and it was like a really bad experience for me.

Whatever this drug was,

it showed me that we have 100% brain capacity to think with.

It was crazy.

It's just that I'm so controlling

that I always want to be perfect.

- I also have control issues.

- So we're going to go into this shop, right?

Traditionally you don't give a shaman

money for her teachings.

You bring her gifts.

Him or her, but in this case her.

So we decided to stop at a store along the way

and get some gifts for the shaman.

- Hello.

Feel free to take a look around

and let me know if you have any questions.

- Thank you so much.

- Let's wander for a second and see what's going on in here.

This is pretty amazing.

- I love turquoise.

- You know what, I've never had a turquoise ring.

I had a turquoise bracelet at one point.

- This one resembles some type of vagina.

Look at it, it's pink.

This has some type of STD.

- We'll ask him about opals

because I see them all over the place.

Turquoise we know is pretty prevalent.

- It's the turquoise and the red stone.

I want to know what the red one is.

- Is that coral, or is that a red turquoise?

I don't know.

- Be careful.

- Oh my god, I gotta see this.

Let me see that.

- It's kind of like a ...

No!

- That's so disrespectful.

- Yes it is.

- You're the worst.

- They look like they're fairly authentically made.

This is probably similar to how they would have been made.

These are really actually quite beautiful.

- This is real hair, ew.

- It's not real hair.

- It is real hair.

- No it's not.

- Do you want a bet?

Oh my god.

- Give me a kiss, Alina.

- Oh my god, no.

- Come here, give me a kiss.

- Look at this.

- So what is sweetgrass, though?

- That's fantastic.

- We'll have to learn. I know what sage is.

- Let's take it, and then we'll ask him exactly what it is.

- I got feathers even though they're not feathers.

Johnathan, it looks like you are in that.

Are you wanting to purchase that?

- I'm thinking about it.

- Really?

What does something like that cost?

That shirt is $1800.

- Just put it on the card.

I'm going to give you my black card.

- We've got to get going.

I think we have everything that we need.

Let's write it up and let's make it happen.

Okay guys.

Thank you so much.

Bye!

Have a wonderful day.

Are we doing any activities out there?

I think there's some yoga.

Yoga?

Oh, I love yoga!

- Hey everyone!

Hi!

- Wanna do some yoga?

It's going to be clothing optional,

so this might lose itself.

- I'm kind of excited.

Oh my god. What the fuck?

- This is naked yoga.

But everyone, they're wearing fucking clothes.

What the fuck is that?

- Show your ass to them, it will be a perfect--

- Show your ass, Alina.

Don't worry about me, worry about you.

- Yoga has been incredibly beneficial to me.

When I'm at my sanest,

it's when I've done yoga in the morning.

If I start my day like that, I'm having a good day.

- As I said, it's clothing optional,

and if you guys feel like you want to,

if you get warm enough,

always feel free to join me in nudity.

- Naked yoga is not really my thing.

I'm not really a nudist.

I still try to keep it professional

and not be nude around my people.

- We're just going to practice today

on our inner bodies, self acceptance, and loving ourselves.

So please, if you wouldn't mind joining me on the floor.

Roll your shoulders up.

Wiggle your neck.

Kind of rock it to the front, to the side.

- My favorite part about the naked yoga was the instructor.

She was just so pretty,

and she was like this hippy from the wrong time.

She should have been in 1964 or something,

and yet here she was in 2017,

and her spirit and everything was so pure.

- Make sure your knees are at about a 90 degree angle.

Drop your head, relax your neck.

Bring your chest through your arms, exhale.

The idea is to push your heels back as hard as possible.

Not as much up. Back.

Feel the lengthening through your neck forward,

your heel back.

Bring your knees up and wrap your arms around them

and sway back and forth, massaging your low back.

- Alina's little childhood decides to come out

and says "he farted, he farted!"

I didn't, I didn't!

- Farting is allowed.

- I'm having some fun, but it's a different kind of fun.

We are a family, even if it's developed

into this family of misfits.

- Thank you so much for practicing with me, guys.

Thank you!

- You're going to feel warm soon.

- I'm going to pass out from dehydration.

- Definitely middle of nowhere.

- We're about to see a shaman,

and I expect that it'll be pretty interesting.

- Hi, I'm Damon. How are you?

- Oh my god, hi Damon.

- I brought you a gift, actually.

- Oh my god!

- All of these.

- Oh my god guys, wow!

- I'd say I'm pretty spiritual.

I do believe in spiritual practices

and having faith in the universe, and stuff like that.

It's like spirit, God, whatever you want to call it.

There's no wrong way.

- So, um, we're going to be going into an original

and authentic Mongolian yurt,

and this is about purifying anything

that's just not good for the soul, so to say.

- I think the idea of this trip was to explore a little bit

outside of all of our comfort zones.

- That's incredible.

- This is the Mongolian yurt.

- There's something about that

that can open you up to other parts of yourself

that maybe you didn't even know were there.

- The first thing I want to do is

I just want to center and anchor in,

because we can have external obstacles,

but if we're peaceful in our mind with it,

it's not an obstacle for us.

This sweat lodge is basically that.

We're clearing out internal obstacles

that would keep us from our joy or peace or happiness.

Everyone just kind of sit in what I call a dignified way.

Kind of upright, crown towards the sky.

You're tapping your source.

That which has always been with you.

That which can never leave you.

- I personally didn't have a connection with the shaman.

I was trying to feel what she was getting us to feel,

but I couldn't sense that.

- The spirits are always with us.

So now that we are attuning to them,

we can start attuning to their wisdom,

their medicine for this moment.

So, this is a talking stick.

It's basically a rose quartz crystal,

and it's got the different colored chakras here.

When this is being held, the person holding it gets to speak

and that means everybody, their hearts are open,

their ears are open, and they're listening.

- I'm a huge fan of crystals and healing stones.

I think they make a huge difference

and can help someone through a lot of different things.

I'm excited for this process.

I really needed something like this

to get me refocused and recentered,

and more in touch with my spirituality and stuff.

I went through a really intense breakup in February.

It's okay.

- Obviously stuff's coming up for me,

because I know I haven't fully worked through a lot of that,

but, um, yeah...

but it feels like everything's been whirling around

and I just need to get more grounded in myself.

- That's a great aspiration.

The truth is seared in our hearts, right?

So when it's spoken, there's this yummy, like

"ahh, that too," right?

- When you're holding all of everything in,

and for someone to just be like,

"you know, just let it go, let it be"

feels like such a relief sometimes.

- I had a feeling you had something more to ask or say.

I would like to, and I don't want to exclude you guys,

but I had a feeling there's some medicine I have with him.

There's another room, it's a teepee down there.

Would you like to go down there, just the two of us,

and I'd like to maybe assist you in that process?

- Are you guys okay with that?

- Yeah, definitely go.

- I say go for it.

- Okay, yes.

It was interesting the way she keyed into me.

She just zeroed in on me

and apparently felt that I was connected to her in some way,

and strangely enough, I felt the same thing.

- It's about your higher chakra and your heart.

You've got these energies here.

Let's just anchor it all in,

and then maybe we'll just see

if we can go out through that top there, okay?

If there is one thing that you wanted to be gifted,

or shifted, or cleared, what would that be?

- There's something I don't understand

and I don't even know how to walk through it.

I don't even know how to vocalize it.

- You're such an ancient soul,

and you really want to know the truth,

and you will know the truth.

So, just find yourself completely open

and accepted in your heart.

Just feel all the energies flowing through you

like waves of energy just washing through you,

closing anything that doesn't serve you at this moment.

There is some soft forgiveness that you have.

There is some shame, but all that shame is

is a soft judgment.

Have I stepped out of line?

- While the shaman was trying to heal me

and expand my mind, I slowly started to get it.

- Just let go of everything.

You don't have to hold onto judgment, shame, blame.

- In that moment I could see

that I've really got to stop beating myself up.

- How about the greed of liking?

- I'm living two lives simultaneously.

The hedonist and the family man.

If I can keep these two worlds separate,

honoring both my real family and my SNCTM family,

everything will be okay.

I'll be able to have my cake and eat it too.

Is the rest of the world ...

Do you guys relate to me,

or do I sound like a fucking nutcase?