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What's wrong with her?

We don't know yet.
I've ordered some tests

while we wait on Doctor Carlson.

I promised her
I'd take care of her.

Well, you're here, aren't you?

And Maggie's doing
everything she can.

Ben...

Hey, hey, it's me.

I'm right here.

It's gonna be okay.

I don't feel good.

I'm gonna find Doctor Rabney.

See if the test results
have come back.

Will you call me
if anything changes?

Will do.

Don't worry, Tracy.

I'm not going anywhere, okay?

We're here for you, honey.

♪ Is this as good
as it's gonna get ♪

♪ I've given all I can give ♪

♪ But the rivers still
get wider wider ♪

♪ We've been here all along ♪

♪ Through the valleys
we carry on ♪

♪ The journey takes us
higher higher ♪

♪ This could be a home
if we try to build it ♪

♪ This could be a life
that's one in a million ♪

♪ All the hard times,
yeah, they were worth it ♪

♪ Time and time
and time again ♪

♪ Ooh whoa whoa ooh ♪

♪ Whoa whoa ooh
Whoa whoa ooh ♪

♪ Time and time
and time again ♪

So what have we got?

X-rays are clean.

Low platelets.
High white blood cell count.

A possible infection
or maybe an autoimmune disorder?

That still doesn't narrow it
down enough

to know what we're dealing with.

I came as soon as I got
your message. I can't believe

this happened the one time
I turn my phone off.

All right, fill me in.
What's happening?

The X-rays didn't show
anything.

- X-rays? Who ordered those?
- I did.

I thought we talked about this
yesterday?

Well, Tracy's breathing
declined,

I needed to rule out
any lung damage first.

I see. So you subjected
a young girl to radiation?

That would've been my last call,
not my first.

Yeah, but you weren't here
to make that call, were you?

That doesn't qualify you
to make decisions in my place,

Doctor Sullivan.

I'm sorry.
I... I didn't mean...

Doctor Rabney, if you have
a moment, I would like

to walk through a proper
diagnostic strategy with you.

Of course.

I got this.

I'm sorry.

- Morning, Jack.
- Hello, mate.

Thought I'd check in.
Any updates?

Well, I started talking
to Maggie yesterday

but we were interrupted.

You can't put your life
on hold forever.

You need to go back to work.

I just need
a little more time.

Yeah, I still don't understand
why you're putting yourself

through this. I'm your friend,
not just your editor.

I just want you
to be happy, mate.

I know.

I'm always here
if you need me.

Thanks.

Merci, Frank, for watching
the store for me.

Tracy still not good?

No.

Watching Ben
sit by her side like that,

it really killed me.

I'm sorry.

I imagine that
that's what it was like for you

when I was in the hospital.

Edna.

Well, look who it is!

- It's been a dog's age.
- It has!

I was happy to hear you were
back. You need some bait?

Uh, actually I was kind
of hoping

that Frank could come
and do some fishing,

and maybe
we could catch up a little.

That would've been nice,
but it's not a good day for me.

I've got a friend
in the hospital.

- Oh.
- You should go.

You need me here.

I'll be just fine.

And it'll be good for you
to spend some time

with someone else for a change.

You should go fishing
with Danny.

- Are you sure?
- Positive.

Now go catch me a nice big fish.

Have fun!
- Okay.

You don't need to worry
about me.

I'm your warrior, remember?

Mhmm.

Hey. Any word from Maggie?

No, she said she'd call
when she had an update.

Shouldn't you be on your way
to the airport?

Yeah, I just thought
I'd stop by,

make sure everything
was good here first.

Rob, you don't have to worry.
I'm on it.

Look how thin that is.

Whoa!

Hey, you weren't kidding,
that knife really is amazing.

I'll email you the website.
It's only about 500 bucks.

- For a knife? That's wild.
- Yeah.

Hey. What'd you always say?

Perfection comes at a price.
Right, Amir?

Do you bring your own knives
everywhere you go?

Well, most professional chefs
do,

but, this one isn't mine.
It's a gift for Rob.

Hey, wait, no. I can't, I
can't take that. It's too much.

I insist.

This really means a lot to me.

Thanks.

Of course, I'll need to borrow
it while I'm here.

Of course.

Nice gift.

Hey, look, I gotta get going.

You guys think you can go a few
days without killing each other?

Please?

Go see your kid. I got this.

Thanks.

Safe travels, brother.

Hey, don't forget,
Syd's in charge.

I doubt she'd
let me forget that.

And you, Syd, cut Amir
some slack, please?

He's doing us
a favour, remember?

I know.

Give my love to Finn?
- Yeah.

Safe travels.

Looks like it's just
you and me now.

I wouldn't get too used to it.

Rob will be back soon

and you can get back
to that fancy career of yours.

Hi. Um, is Maggie around?

No, she's at the hospital.

- Oh...
- It's Liam, right?

Uh, yeah, yeah.

I'm Edna, Frank's wife.

Oh! Yeah, it's uh,
it's nice to meet you.

Yeah.

Um, look, I was just
over at the lodge

and I heard what happened.

Do you know
if Tracy's gonna be okay?

We still don't know yet.

Well, I'm sorry to hear that.
Um...

Will you let Maggie know
that I came by?

Sure.

Thanks.

Everything okay?

Yeah, I'm just hoping to uh,
finish a conversation

that we started yesterday,
but... it can wait.

I'll let her know.

Thanks.

Doctor Rabney?

So what's Doctor Carlson's plan
for Tracy?

He still thinks
it could be viral.

I don't agree with him.

To be honest, neither do I.

Okay.

Tracy was initially diagnosed
with asthma.

Her condition's worsened.

She's now exhibiting
high fever and lethargy.

Meningitis?

No neck stiffness or nausea.

What about West Nile?

There hasn't been a reported
case in Nova Scotia

for three years.

Paging Doctor
Rabney. You're wanted in ICU.

Rabney to ICU.

Sorry. Keep thinking.

I'll go talk to Quincy,

and apologize.

I don't think that's a good
idea right now.

He's still pretty upset.

Maybe give him a little time.

Great.

Hey, there you are.
Quincy's here.

I know. We spoke.

And he made us leave.

He was examining Tracy.

I'm sure he'll let you back in
once he's finished.

You know, I thought it'd be
a good time to give him

a ride over to his house.
Grab some things for Tracy.

That's a good idea.

Uh, I can drive myself.

Your car's over
at the outpost, remember?

Right.

Um... Hey, why don't you try
calling your mother again?

You know, see
how she's making out?

Okay.

I take it your conversation
with Doctor Carlson

didn't go so well?
- Yeah, not exactly.

Something happen
between you two?

Besides me alienating
the person

who's supposed
to vouch for me with the board?

I ordered a test
without his approval.

Why?

Well, 'cause I need to figure
out what's going on with Tracy.

And you didn't trust
that Quincy would do that?

He was convinced she had
asthma when she came

into the clinic.
I wasn't so sure.

And you thought
you should go with your gut.

Yeah.

So? Did you reach your mom?

Uh, not yet, no.
But I left her a message.

Okay. All right, well,
let's head over to your place.

And we'll see you
in a little bit, okay?

Yeah.

♪ I didn't see it coming ♪

♪ Couldn't believe my eyes ♪

♪ But oh the way the sun was
shining made it seem all right ♪

♪ It came to me in colours ♪

♪ Couldn't hardly believe ♪

♪ But oh I guess it took
each other for me to see ♪

This was a good idea.

I'm glad you suggested it.

Yeah, me too.

I hope
the fish are biting today.

So what'd the elders say
when you...

told them
about the conservation area?

Well, they thought
it was better than, uh, condos.

They wanted to know
if they could still fish here

after it's all said and done.

I think so.

You sure?

Those folks have a lot of rules.

I hadn't thought about that.

I can still remember
coming here when I was a kid.

I saw this snail one time.

When I reached down to grab it,

my fingers brushed up against
a snapping turtle.

It was hiding there
waiting for its lunch.

Could've took my fingers
clean off.

But he didn't.

That was lucky.

I'd say.

So what'd you do
with the turtle?

I let him have that snail.

Why'd you do that?

Because he was here first.

Makes sense.

Hey, I'll just be a minute.

I'll come with you.

Uh, it's just the house is
a mess, and...

Hey, I grew up living
in a bus.

No judgement here.

Okay.

Thanks for the ride.

Ah, it's all good.

Why don't you go get ready,
pack up Tracy's things,

and I'll clean up a bit.

No, no, no,
I'll do that later.

= I don't mind. Really.

Where are your trash bags?

They're, uh, in the kitchen
in the drawer beside the fridge.

Thanks.
- Easy.

Hey, you got a leak
in the bathroom?

Uh, yeah, my mom said
she's gonna call the plumber.

What are you doing?

Plating.

Presentation is everything.

Just do it the way
we usually do it.

Every dish
needs to look perfect.

This is not a fine dining
establishment, Amir.

We serve comfort food.

Hello? Are you even
listening to me?

I am. But that doesn't mean
I have to agree with you.

I'm the boss, remember?

And I am the star chef.

So I guess you just don't need
my opinion, then?

It'd make my life
a lot easier.

Okay.

What are you doing?

Uh, leaving.

How am I supposed to handle the
lunch rush if you're not here?

You're the star chef.
I'm sure you'll figure it out.

Ray, uh, I'm going home.
Call me if you need anything.

Okay.

- Doctor Carlson?
- I'm a little busy.

Look, I am very sorry
for what I said earlier.

That... that was
completely out of line.

I wasn't sure that
this was going to work out.

Looks like... maybe I was right.

So from now on, Tracy's care is
under my control. Are we clear?

Doctor Carlson, please.

Ah, no, I don't have time
for this right now, Maggie.

I have a patient to attend to.

Hey, Sedona!

Cal, what did you find?

I found some blueberries.
Sorry, that's all there was.

When's Mom coming home?

She has to find Dad first.

Don't worry, Sedona.

I'll take care of us.

Split them
with Dakota and Sierra.

Don't you want any?

There's not enough.
I'll be fine.

Okay.

Oh. Maggie?

Quincy's completely cut me
out of Tracy's care.

He thinks she has a virus.
I am convinced that he's wrong.

Well, you should
tell him that.

Well, he won't listen to me

and I don't have any test
results back that'll support

how I feel.

Are you still at the house?
- Yeah.

Maybe have a look around
there.

See if there's anything that
could be causing her reaction.

What would I be looking for?

I don't know, maybe...

something she ate?

Okay. All right,
give me one second.

There's not much in the fridge.

What about the cupboards?

Uh...

Got some cereal,
and a little bit of rice.

Looks like they got mice.

Oh, yeah.

There's a whole bunch more
behind the toaster.

Mouse droppings.

Yeah. They're gonna need
an exterminator.

I have to go,

I need to find Quincy.
- Uh, why?

I know what's wrong
with Tracy.

Tracy's house is infested
with mice.

We need to test
her for leptospirosis.

Leptospirosis?

It fits the symptoms.

Okay. I'll order a MAT.
We'll see if you're right.

Those results will take days
to come back so we need

to start her on treatment
before it gets any worse.

Not without test results.

My gut is telling me
that I'm right about this.

I need a definitive diagnosis.
I'll order the MAT,

we'll wait for the results.

Now if we're done here,
I really have to go.

Hello?

This is Doctor Lawrence
with the board of physicians.

Doctor Rabney
gave me your number.

Hi.

Looks like we've had
a last-minute cancellation

so we could fit you in today.

I'm really sorry,
today's really not a good day.

Are you sure? These meetings
are only held quarterly.

Yeah. Unfortunately,
I'm in the middle

of something important.
I can't leave. I'm very sorry.

Okay, well... Hopefully,
we can fit you in next year.

♪ Burning flames are rising ♪

You know, I had to take
my sister Sedona

to the hospital once too.

What happened?

My mother was away
for a few days,

and we didn't have
very much food in the house.

So I decided to go pick
some blueberries.

Turns out I didn't know
the difference

between blueberries
and chokeberries.

And Sedona's allergic
to chokeberries.

Was she okay?

She ended up with
a really bad stomach ache.

So, yeah.

I know what it feels like
to blame yourself.

♪ Through the struggle ♪

♪ And when the flames
are rising ♪

♪ Through the storm and fire ♪

Tracy's fever
is getting worse.

She doesn't seem to be
responding to the antibiotic

that was ordered.

Cal was just over
at their house,

and there were mice there.

So I think that Tracy
contracted Leptospirosis.

Have you told Doctor Carlson?

Yeah, and he's ordered the
microscopic agglutination test

to confirm it, but...

I mean, those results
will take too long.

I want to start her
on treatment immediately.

Have you cleared it
with Doctor Carlson?

Tracy's my concern.

I will deal with
the consequences if I'm wrong.

Okay.

What you said earlier
about lots of rules.

You think I'm making a mistake?

It's not up to me to say.

Well, I just want to make sure
that this is all protected

for the future.

Listen, we have this weekly
talking circle

happening over on the Res.

Might help you sort
through things.

No pressure,

just a gathering of friends
to talk about

whatever's on your mind.

Maybe you and Edna could come.

I'll think about it.

Just know you're always
welcome, you know?

Thank you.

Hey, do you want to grab
something to eat

on the way back?
- Sure.

All right.

The board of physicians
just called,

said they had an opening
but you didn't take it.

I didn't want to leave Tracy.

I can watch her.

No, it doesn't feel right.

Doing what you need to do
to get your license,

that means helping a lot more
people here than just Tracy.

It's probably already over.

If you leave now, you still
might be able to make it.

Well, what about
Doctor Carlson?

I'll call him
and let him know.

Thank you.

Maggie's not back yet.

Oh. You need a hand?

- Could you?
- Yeah, of course.

- Thank you.
- Yeah.

So, what's next for you?

What do you mean?

Well, once you leave
the Crossing?

I'm supposed to be moving
to Europe,

but I guess I'm still thinking
about it.

Why's that?

I'm still figuring
some things out.

So I guess it's true
what Maggie said.

You really are
the spontaneous type.

I guess I can be a little
impulsive at times, yeah.

Well, Maggie's always been one
to think things through

and plan them out.

Really?

See, she wasn't like that
when she was with me.

Well, that didn't turn out
very well, did it?

Well, it's a complicated story,
Edna.

Maybe.

But you still strike me
as someone who likes to wander.

And Maggie...

She's already putting
down roots here.

What are you trying to say?

She's happy. And I don't want
to see her get hurt again.

She deserves better than that.

Well, uh...

Looks like it's fixed, so,
I'm gonna head back to my cabin.

Thank you.

Yeah.

Hi, um, I'm Maggie Sullivan,

I spoke with a Doctor Lawrence
on the phone

about a last-minute
cancellation.

That was me.

Okay, uh, well, I was able
to make it after all.

Is it too late?

I suppose we could make
an exception.

Thank you.

Follow me.

Okay. Do you want to start
by addressing the board

and telling us why you're here?

Oh...

Hi, I'm Doctor Maggie Sullivan.

Um, thank you for giving me

the opportunity
to speak with you all today.

I'm here to request
special permission

to complete my residency in
Timber Lake instead of Halifax.

And which doctor are you
proposing to work with?

I've met with
Doctor Quincy Carlson,

but I'm not sure that he's going
to make it today.

And why's that?

You know he'll have
to sign off on your request.

I know. It's just that...

Sorry, I'm late.

I spoke to the hospital.

They told me you started
treating Tracy

for leptospirosis.
Without consulting me.

Thank you for joining us.

Doctor Carlson, would you like
to say a few words?

Yes, I would.

Doctor Sullivan is
an accomplished surgeon.

But the question of whether
she is suited

for general practice
still remains.

Like many surgeons,

Doctor Sullivan is confident
in her abilities,

yet she is also reactive
in her approach,

and because of this,
she may find it difficult

to accept
other peoples' diagnoses.

She goes on gut instincts

and she won't let anyone
dissuade her

from what she believes
to be the truth.

For the last several days,

she has continually fought me
on the diagnosis

and treatment of a young girl.

- I can explain the--
- Please, let me finish.

So, it is clear to me

that Doctor Sullivan has a lot
to learn about being a GP.

But it turns out she's not the
only one who has a lot to learn.

Doctor Sullivan's instincts

saved the life
of a young girl today.

And if I'm being honest,
she was able to find a solution

much quicker than I would've.

That is why I hope this board
approves her application.

Thank you, Doctor Carlson.

The board will take a minute
to discuss your application.

Thank you.

Thank you.

I didn't expect that.

You were right about Tracy.

She is responding
to the treatment.

I'm very glad to hear that.

She's gonna be okay.
Thanks to you.

And once the board approves
your application,

I want her to be
your very first patient.

Thank you.

You earned it, Maggie.

"Star chef has
epic meltdown..."

Wow.

I'm coming!

I need to talk to you.

Uh, fine?

What are you doing here?

Turns out the lunch rush was
a bit more

than I could handle on my own.

I may have said some words
to the dishy

and he may have threatened
to quit.

Well, learning his name
might be a good start.

It's Ray.

Ray. Right.

Look, to be honest, lunch
was a disaster without you.

And I can't handle dinner
if you're not there.

Please come back.

Only if you listen to me.

Absolutely.

Okay. I'll be there in a bit.

Thank you.

But I expect you to smooth
things over with Ray.

And you'll be
doing the dishes too.

Okay. You're the boss.

Well, it certainly looks like
you're feeling better.

Thanks for helping.

I'm just glad
we figured it out.

Once Tracy's released,

she's gonna need to take
one of these three times a day

for the next couple
of weeks.

So can I go home now?

Actually, I think you should
stay for another day or two.

But I'm better?

No, I know,
it's just to be safe.

And anyway, we can't have you
go back home

until your mother gets the place
all cleaned out.

We don't want you
getting sick again.

You don't get to tell us what
to do. You're not my mother.

No. But I am your doctor.

I would love to talk with her
if she's here.

If we're not able to go home,
where are we supposed to stay?

Well, I can give you guys
a cabin at the Crossing.

I don't want to live
in a cabin. I want to go home.

Sorry.

Uh, Maggie.

Let's give Tracy and Ben
a little space, huh?

Yeah.

Do you know
where my markers are?

What was that about?

I think she's just upset
about her mother.

What do you mean?

Well, from the looks
of things,

she hasn't been to the house
in quite a while.

Okay. Um...

What do we do?

I gotta talk to Ben.

Get him to tell me the truth
about what's really going on.

Okay. I'll wait here.

You've been working here since
last night. You should go home.

Are you sure?

Yeah.

Look, I'll head back with Ben
in a little bit. Okay?

I'll see you at home.

I cannot believe how many fish
you caught.

You know, you could've helped me
clean them.

I am the one who caught them.

Can't do everything.

What?

Oh, you're lucky
I'm in a good mood

now that we know
Tracy's gonna be okay.

Will you please take these
to the back

and put them in the freezer
for me?

Of course.

Oh, m'chi.

Thanks for letting me know
about Tracy.

Just glad she's okay.

And I have some more good news.

What's that?

The board approved
my application

to work with
Doctor Carlson.

Oh, that's wonderful!

You must be excited.

For a while there,
I was worried

things weren't gonna go
according to plan.

Oh, that reminds me.

That Liam was looking for you
earlier.

Did he say what he wanted?

Something about finishing up
a conversation?

Um, I'll stop by
on my way home.

Hey, thanks
for buying me lunch.

No problem.

I didn't realize
how hungry I was.

Well, now that Tracy's
feeling better, uh...

I was hoping
you could tell me the truth.

About what?

What's going on
with your mother?

Hey, Ben.

You can trust me.

I just need to know
what's going on

so I can help you and Tracy out.

She gets depressed.

And sometimes
when it's really bad...

...she'll leave town
for a few days.

This time it's just...
longer, that's all.

She'll be back.
She always comes back.

Yeah.

Well, is there anyone else
you can call?

I don't know, like an uncle?
Maybe a cousin?

No. She doesn't stay in touch
with her family.

Well, look.

We're gonna figure this out.

Together. Okay?

Okay.

- Ben, I'm glad I ran into you.
- Hey, Jeanie.

Jeanie Blassette.

I'm in charge of youth
outreach and welfare.

I also run the summer camp
Tracy attended.

Wow. Cal Jones.

Ben's been working for me
at the Crossing.

You didn't tell me
you got a job, Ben.

I just started there, so...

You here visiting someone?

Actually, I was just in
with your sister.

The hospital reached out to me.
They were a little concerned

because they haven't been able
to reach your mother yet.

Uh, she was just out of town
with her boyfriend,

so, she's on her way back in
now. But thanks.

Well, I'm really glad
to hear that.

Um, I'm gonna go back in
and see Tracy if that's okay.

Of course.

Can I go get those markers
that I left in the car?

Yeah, sure.

Thanks.

He's a good kid.

He is.

So, you brought Tracy
to the hospital?

I did.

And did you speak
to her mother?

No, why?

I just want to make sure
they're being cared for.

And if they aren't?

Then we'll have
to consider other options.

Like what?

Foster care.

Yeah...
Well, uh...

I will do my best
to keep an eye out.

I appreciate that.

Here's my card.
- Thank you.

- In case anything comes up.
- Yeah.

Please, if you
just let me explain, okay?

You told me that you loved me.

You convinced me to marry you

and then you left me and
I never heard from you again.

Don't you want to know
what happened?

Hey. Edna said you came by.

Yeah, you know, um...

actually
I'm kind of busy right now.

I thought you wanted to talk?

You're leaving?

I just think it'll be
the best thing for everyone.

You were just gonna disappear
again?

Me being here is
not doing you any good.

I just don't want
to hurt you again.

No, you don't get to leave

without giving me
an explanation.

Not this time.
- Okay.

Tracy?

Hey, it's Cal. Can I come in?

Oh, my keys.

Tell me they didn't...
no.

I was done my assignment.

And I was headed back
to the airport.

Back to you.

When...

my vehicle was surrounded.

They pulled me out of the car.

They put a hood over my head.

And they drove me out
to a holding area.

What?

I was taken hostage.

And I was held captive
for three years

until I was finally released.

The scars on your back?

Oh my God, Liam...

I'm sorry.

It's okay. You didn't know.

All these years
I thought you abandoned me.

I was the one who abandoned you.

♪ I loved and I loved
and I lost you ♪

♪ I loved and I loved
and I lost you ♪

♪ I loved and I loved ♪

♪ And I lost you
and it hurts like hell ♪

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