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So

I'm sure you're well aware of your condition.

I'm afraid the results of the biopsy and MRI have determined positive.

Positive, well, leukemia?

Yes.

It's what we've all been fearing.

Our whole staff is terribly sorry about this.

We were hoping for a different outcome.

You let it and bitches has been so kind to me.

Thank you for everything.

Thank you for everything.

Is there someone we can call for you?

Any family members you want to tell?

Fortunately, I don't have family.

So what next?

I just go home and this way not to wake up next?

Of course not.

We'll schedule further testing to determine a personalized treatment plan.

There's plenty of work to do for us and yourself.

I'm trying to divorce Doc.

What does the result say?

Is it acute or chronic?

Again, with great remorse, I'm afraid it is acute.

So we need a certain treatment right away.

Acute.

So how much time do I have to leave?

With some success, you can beat this and I'll live myself.

That's the best guest scenario.

What's the worst guest scenario?

Are you sure you want to know that?

Yes.

I want to know that.

This illness can be up drastically in the next month or so.

So you could have just two months before...

No.

Till it takes over your immune system.

Two months.

So I can die tomorrow.

I'm sorry, Regen.

We'll do what we can.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

Hello.

Hello.

Hello.

Hello.

How are you?

Been well.

It's been a long time.

How are you?

I'm good.

Okay.

Have you lived nearby here?

Not far.

Yeah, nearby.

What about you?

Nearby, I would say.

I know I knew that.

We never talked.

Yeah.

Crazy.

What if even up to recently?

I'm just doing jobs.

What about you?

I'm a financial manager at Weepro.

I see.

You're having a good life.

Cute.

You are?

I'm married.

Yeah.

I see.

How do you see?

He's fine.

He's good.

I'll leave you here.

It was nice meeting you.

It was nice running into you too.

Roger.

I'm really sorry for how things ended between us.

If I could go back and change things,

I'd do things differently.

I'm glad you said that.

I mean, we both could have done things differently.

Maybe in next life.

You still have my number, I hope?

I do.

Hope to see you around.

Definitely.

Nervy.

Come on.

Nervy.

Nervy.

Nervy.

Nervy.

Nervy.

Okay, you're still here.

Okay, I was just in my head. Maybe, it's feeling normalization with you.

Now who has the problems?

Is there your car?

Yeah.

I know, I knew that.

Do you know what you have parked beside?

I guess.

Yeah.

What are you doing today?

Enjoying a free day.

Jobs with a free day?

Is there any hiring at your place?

Nope.

Yeah, nope hasn't changed.

He says so.

I still do remember this.

Oh God, what do you remember?

When a history teacher asked you to have your textbook to read in the class,

and you were like, nope.

You were so intense and it was so funny.

Yeah, no, I just slipped out.

I didn't think I was going to sound that rude.

I thought I'd never been rude.

That was so funny.

Why don't we grab a coffee?

If you say so.

I just keep laughing at that.

Like, again and again every time I see that.

That's good.

It's hard.

So, can I marry?

No.

I choice or a chance.

What comes in between is the answer.

Okay.

Let me tell you this.

I met a girl.

She was the perfect girl.

That's what I thought.

And we were going well together.

We were about to have children together.

And then she started pretending having a psychological problem.

I see.

Yeah, I was not ready for that.

But I was not bothered by that.

That's what bothered her that I wasn't bothered by.

But looking back, I think.

I should have done more.

See, let her get away.

That's a nice question.

You can say that.

She's the one who got away with it.

I've also heard that she has a nice, comfy job at the Financial Institute.

And she's also married.

I bet he's in financing too, right?

Like, you are probably the power couple who has a keys to the city.

He's in real estate.

Doing well.

How is he?

Decent.

I'm just realizing that we're on the same page.

Really?

So if you're having things to take a turn for us,

well, for me at least, I mean, you haven't changed at all.

I've seen better days, I would say.

I've been seeing doctors lately.

And I'm not doing well with my family.

I'm so sorry.

You have to go home already.

He's not really waiting at home.

I have to go home.

Let me walk you to the car then.

You have a nice car.

Yeah.

Thank you.

What are we meaning again?

Maybe when we hit the same mile.

I think we should.

You should me?

Yeah.

Okay.

What was nice seeing you?

You know, when a person is going through a tough time,

or he's broken, it's very difficult.

But when you see your friend is going through the same thing,

it just makes your heart feel at ease.

It's like we're together in this.

Yeah.

Yeah, I made my heart lighter.

Sing me a misery?

Yeah.

Yeah, seeing you in a worse place than me made me

just feel a little better.

Okay.

Should I hit the pedal?

Oh, yeah, for sure.

I'll message you.

Sure.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Yeah.

Dear Ajan, seeing you made my day,

I think I was in such a dark place that I thought it was the end of my world.

But you made my heart so much lighter by seeing someone that knows my past life.

A good life.

Don't forget to message me.

And guess what?

You can call me whenever you feel lonely or need someone to talk to.

Yes.

I hit the pedal so hard.

How was work?

Honey, I wasn't feeling well again.

I caught out.

What did they say?

Roll an inch.

So I take it.

This is an unpaid holiday or do you have any ETL left?

I have enough.

I'm sure you're keeping track for me.

Okay.

What are you planning to do?

It sounds like you're planning to quit.

They're not going to entertain you forever.

Okay.

If I don't feel well, I can't go in the late in your life.

If you lose your job, I'll eat you alive.

You've already missed two car payments.

If you miss your side of mortgage, then this won't be pretty.

I mentally stressed out.

It's so much.

What are we doing right now?

We're having kids.

How?

How does that even come into this?

Do you think I can take care of all of this on my income?

What do you not understand?

I'm already stressed out.

You're making this a lot worse.

You just let me relax so I can go into work tomorrow.

I'm trying to express my feelings to you

and I feel like I'm being ignored.

Remember?

The therapist said that's what needs to happen.

So I don't lose my temper.

You are making it very, very fucking difficult.

Can you talk about this another time?

Okay, I'm on my day of the month.

It's the best excuse.

Your day of the month.

You know, I feel like you have entire months as that fucking day.

Can we please maintain the language?

Okay, I feel like sometimes you just go way beyond.

You sound so weak right now.

You are going to work.

Your little day of the month isn't going to jeopardize my future.

You want to beat me down so bad, don't you?

Yes.

No more excuses.

So fee grow up.

Jesus, be the woman that I marry.

Once you become the man, I marry.

So fee.

So fee.

How?

Just...so fee.

Thank you.

What are you doing here?

I was in the neighborhood another free day, so...

You don't work, I guess.

I do.

Just tell you are an employer like me.

Well, I'm not.

How did you find my address?

I work for a financial institution, remember?

Your debt collectors make all your info public.

I brought you some fresh bread, I came to cook your meal.

If you don't mind.

I've only had a cook for you yesterday.

Yeah, yeah, I saw you had carrot and peas soup.

That's not cooked food.

I'm making you eggs and cheese.

And then, the afternoon guests on a making.

Was that pizza?

I am making very authentic, but I'll take them myself.

Where are you all standing?

Are you forgetting to mention something?

Oh, no.

I know.

Flowers.

No, no, I remember.

Letters.

No, no.

I remember.

Letter.

Is this my birthday?

I'm glad.

Thank you.

You're welcome.

Hey, breakfast will be ready in 15th.

Okay?

I hope you're happy.

I hope you're happy.

Mmm.

Sophie.

Sophie.

Sophie.

Sophie.

Sophie.

Sophie.

Sophie.

Sophie.

Sophie.

Sophie.

Sophie.

Sophie.

Sophie.

Sophie.

Sophie.

Sophie.

Sophie.

Sophie.

It's like I beat you home.

You know, on the phone you said you were home and I got pretty upset that you missed work today, but I come home when you're not even resting.

Did I ask where were you?

I was bringing a friend to the airport. I promised.

I even got you soup. You didn't go to work, but instead you went to visit a friend.

Are you trying to make me beat some sense into you?

You beat me plenty of times trying to. I'm not scared of you.

Don't. Don't tempt me, Sophie. I'm serious. I'm sick of you.

I hate you, and I regret ever proposing to you.

This kitchen is a mess. If you didn't put anything back in here properly.

I don't see them.

Tell me when you do see them next.

I just swear I'm now in here. Hey, we're in there.

That's where you're going crazy and crazy about each day.

What the hell is that supposed to mean?

Don't shout at me. I'm not shouting.

Just give me my pills. I swear to God I saw them in there.

If we don't find those pills, I can't go to the office.

I'm going to go back to the doctors.

I don't know what the hell is going on with you, Sophie.

But why do you feel the need to touch my shit?

Our...

Now it's yours and my shit.

Of course they're mine. I'm the one taking them.

Then you find them.

Tell me there's something wrong with you.

Tell me.

I'm completely fine.

The breakfast was amazing as always.

Thank you.

You went to get the groceries?

Yeah, I forgot. I needed meant for this recipe.

You should have let me know. I would have gotten any for you.

No, no, it's alright.

We don't want to feel bad, right?

It's alright.

Let me just throw this away.

Yeah, yeah. Let me just make the chicken for you.

It'll be maybe 45 minutes, okay?

It already smells amazing.

You'll make my neighbor jealous.

I can't take this forever.

No.

No.

No.

What did he say?

Tell me when he made it again.

It's been a year since it has come to my ear.

You...

You said...

Baby.

Baby.

Baby.

Baby.

Baby.

Baby.

Baby.

Okay.

Hey, Raj.

Where are we going to eat?

Yeah.

What?

It's pretty good.

It's not good.

Okay.

Yeah.

Got it.

Yeah.

Ready?

Ready?

Yes.

Watch your hands.

What do you like it?

Should I start?

Start it.

Okay.

Okay.

Hope you like it.

Just let's start.

Okay.

It's good.

Flavors.

Yeah, goodness.

So delicious.

Authentic.

Authentic.

You know the not flavors.

Rajan.

Mm-hmm.

I need to tell you something.

Okay.

I got kicked out of the house.

We just had a fight.

I got my bags in the car.

Tell me that you're looking for a place.

No, no, don't worry.

I'll figure something out.

I'll figure something out.

I'll figure something out by the evening.

Could you take me to the train station by seven?

Where will you go?

To my uncle's house until I figure things out.

Okay.

I want to tell you something.

I don't know.

I'll just say this.

But I'll just come out with it as it comes.

Okay.

I have only two months left.

What do you need?

I have leukemia.

I'm just trying my best of what I've got.

And I don't want you to be in peace.

What has happened?

I came to know two days before.

I still haven't fully processed it.

That's why I hesitated when I came at first.

But I want you to stay here.

I want you to stay here.

I want you to be here with me.

There's nothing more that I want than for you to stay here with me.

I can't live without you.

I want you.

I want to stay here.

You will not leave me, right?

I will not leave you.

I will.

I will.

I will just make the best of what you've got.

Right?

That's right.

Now I will put all my clothes in the closet.

That cover has all my underwear.

There's not even a space for the needle to go in there.

What?

All right.

Well then I will lay them out as an exhibition.

And you can pick what I will.

Deal?

Deal.

And I'll order the dreamcatcher for the window.

They'll catch all our dreams.

But lastly, I'm going to get a dog.

So I feel this move.

Oh!

Oh!

You are so quick.

Yeah.

Let's see.

Is this one in there?

Yeah.

I hope you are.

Oh!

I feel like you are watching this show.

Yeah.

Okay.

Okay.

Yeah!

Okay.

Okay!

Okay.

Okay.

Okay.

Okay.

Okay.

Okay.

Okay.

What do you think I'm going to do with the condemned?

Your hands, I just thought I remember them.

Remember that time you asked to be my blood brother?

Yeah, he said not yet.

How did I become the uploader husband?

Well, we're not married.

I think I'd like to be your blood sister now.

Really?

Why not?

I'm serious.

Let me try.

I'm serious.

I'm serious.

Let me do it.

Okay?

I'll still.

Okay.

How are you going to do this?

I'm going to do it.

Are you ready?

Okay?

Okay.

Ready?

I'm going to redecorate this house, paying a big picture of you on the hall.

You're so quick.

Twenty of things.

Take it easy.

But I'll be proud, looking at you from the top.

I know this is going to sound crazy, but modern medicine and science aren't going to get you any answers.

So you wanted to dash stuff, lost hope that I have it getting better?

No.

There's alternative medicines, like holistic approaches.

Come on, Bremenys.

I ain't going to cure my leukemia, Sophie.

Well, nothing you or I could make will help you, but there's a shaman.

What?

I'm serious.

Don't laugh.

She's incredible.

I want me to try.

We.

We're at this together now.

So you've only experimented with some wooden plants and what, like, chants?

Well, I don't know what the shaman will suggest you do.

What the hell is this shaman?

Did you find his number in your directory too?

No.

And it's a she.

She lives in the desert.

Get out of here.

What is she like?

She lives in the desert.

And what?

In a cave?

Not a cave.

And you seriously will not believe what she did to help my friend.

Okay.

Tell me.

I'll buy it.

She had stage four, breast cancer, metastatic.

It was incurable and operable.

After going to the shaman twice, completely disappeared.

You don't believe me.

This really happened, Rajan.

I was there, both times.

Okay?

I was just like you until I saw it with my own two eyes.

Even the doctors were stunned.

Please, Raj, just give it a try.

What's the worst that could happen?

We're here, also.

Look, just go on with it.

Oh, so...

Look, just go along with it, okay?

Mm-hmm.

The last thing we want to find her.

Okay.

Well, we are meaning to do that once a day.

Not a mollina.

Ah!

Welcome.

Welcome is so good to see you again, Sophie.

Yeah, it's nice to see you too.

I'm under these circumstances, but...

I hope you've been well.

Yes, I'm well, I handle.

Oh, this is my boyfriend, Rajan.

Hi, Rajan.

I'm glad you were able to make the drive out.

Thanks for having us.

Rajan has leukemia.

You don't waste time, do you?

Yeah, I'm dying.

Well, let me just get straight to you.

Instead of wasting time at home,

I figured I could get all the help that I can.

Well, we will do what we can.

Tell me everything you know.

Here's his cat scans.

MRI results, blood work, X-ray,

and official diagnosis for medical staff, okay?

I think I'm crazy, by the way.

Oh, they usually are hospitals and more

of a conscientious service than health care.

But that's neither here nor there.

This is going to take me a few more moments.

So, can I get you some tea while you wait?

Thank you.

Hmm.

Hmm.

Hmm.

How long have they known this?

I've been guessing you've had symptoms for a while.

Yeah.

It's been a year.

And they just keep changing my diagnosis.

Oh, look at me.

I'm dying.

I'm glad you're here, Rajan.

I can't make any guarantees.

But I'm willing to try.

Oh, we ask.

Okay, let's start with mind, body, and spirit.

Clear the mind, relax the body, free the spirit.

I would love that.

Then let's get started.

This has got real, okay?

So, go ahead and finish your tea.

I'll be right back.

Look at all of this graphics.

This must be from all around the world.

I don't know, right?

Okay.

Down to business.

Let's have a seat.

Rajan, have a seat.

It's okay.

Okay.

First, we're going to do some breathing exercises.

And then I'm going to do some hums.

And then I'm going to need a scream from you, Rajan.

A scream?

A scream, like you mean it.

Like a battle cry.

Not as one song, okay?

Okay, alright.

And then I'm going to read from this book.

And then I'm going to give you a bowl to spit in.

Are you serious?

Just imagine you're free of cancer.

And all you had to do was spit in a bowl.

Wouldn't that be something?

Okay.

Let's get started.

Breathe with me.

Breathe with me.

Breathe in with me.

Breathe in.

Breathe in with me.

Breathe in.

Breathe in.

Breathe in.

Breathe in.

You say up to my ambitions.

It's just something I'm so mean.

Maybe you can find.

The sugar.

The sugar.

The sugar.

I am.

The sugar.

I'm sorry.

oh

Oh

oh

Oh

Oh

Oh

You did very well

You did very well

Give him this to drink

Drink

Drink Raja

Drink it all

Keep drinking

You're getting very good at this Sophie

You did it

I'm so proud of you

Is it finally over?

Finally?

Then a few minutes

A few minutes

I felt like a few weeks

I'm starving

I feel like I haven't eaten for weeks

She left me

You left me

I was all alone

In the past

I can't move

I can't breathe

And I was surrounded by the people

And they were playing trumps

Buting the trumps over and over

Until my ear pleats

I didn't like it Sophie

I didn't like it Sophie

It was too long to want to go home

It's okay

If I would have stayed for a long

I would have died

I would have died Sophie

It's okay now

I want to go home

It's okay home

It's okay home

It's okay

Yeah

It's okay

It's okay

how do you sleep not so well but now I'm feeling better how long do you

sleep for a couple days a couple days must be thirsty I'm hungry let me cook you

something yeah truly constant so I'm gonna make you something to get you

I don't remember what happened with me what's the last thing you remember

we knock at the shaman's door and sitting down and I was just sitting there and I

couldn't even move and I was playing drums over and over and did my hands bleed do you

remember screaming I screamed at who I've never seen her do you like that your chest

bulged and you screamed like a lion it was so sexy I can't wait to get you home that's

all my throat I'll try to relax I'll go make you some food in the cat's

I'm sure you're tired

I'm gonna go back to my place to get the rest of my things okay I thought this was your place

don't worry this is my place this is your place exactly thanks for letting me in I'm

really glad you want to see Madame Alina she's gonna do some good just give it

some time I'm worried about your husband here will go badly let me in to get the last

thanks I don't love him anymore I don't think I ever did

love you to

be better okay she's not back by the time I'm done with this for half coming over there

I believe you.

I don't think I'll be back by the time you finish your food,

but I'll be back by the time you get out of the shower.

That's awesome.

Mm-hmm.

You're going to be so convincing.

Okay.

Mm-hmm.

You were gone a lot longer than I thought you'd be.

I take it, you're not staying at your uncles,

but with your friend.

His name is Rajon,

and I wish I could tell him this to you, but I didn't.

Then why are you here?

I can be at the last of my things.

Be my guest.

Mm-hmm.

Mm-hmm.

I'm still in for this.

Yeah, I refilled my prescription,

but I was looking for this.

Thanks.

I hope it helps us.

I'm very going through.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry, too.

I'm sure I'll see you again.

You don't have to go.

I didn't mean what I said.

But you did.

I'm glad it happened sooner than later.

You'll find the right person for you, just like I did.

Yeah, I understand.

I guess you'll be the one that got away.

Miss me?

You know, I did.

You would have been so proud of me.

I told him a lot of us.

And then he said he didn't mean what he said,

and I was like, yeah, you did.

But don't worry, your person's out there waiting for you,

just like my person's waiting for me.

And then I slammed the door in his face and left.

You told him that.

You told him about me?

I told him about Hunky, but I'm not going to go over there

and kick his ass.

You said what?

That's what you said, right?

I mean, yeah, that's what I said,

but you told him that.

Yeah, that was glorious.

How's your shower?

Let's get a tray.

You look better.

Okay, get dressed.

Let's do something.

Really?

Yeah.

Let's do something.

Let's go somewhere out.

Okay.

Yeah.

You must be feeling better then.

I am.

Let's go to the carnivore.

I feel like I can smell again.

I want to smell popcorn with you.

Okay.

I want to smell popcorn with you.

Let's go there.

Right now?

Yes.

Right now.

Okay.

Yeah.

Let's go.

Let's go.

Yeah.

I know, I know, I know.

There's a place for me.

I know, I know, I know.

There's a place for me.

Is this one noticed, Mike?

If it is, it's the first time I've ever felt it.

And is this what ice cream feels like?

The hair is in popcorn, right?

What?

Starting to feel like you're on television?

I'm feeling new.

I'm feeling wild.

Oh!

There's a place for me.

I know, I know, there's a place.

For me.

There's a place for me.

There's a place for you.

I don't know. This is very strange. You took me to the witch doctor. And I woke up as a new man.

What kind of black magic did she did? I mean, how can I regret it? I mean, it cured me. In fact, I was thinking I should go back to the doctor and get out of the blabsy.

You should. Yeah, you look so much better. Maybe tomorrow. Give it a few days. Let Madame Elena's magic work on you a little more. You seem so calm about it.

Like a car for cancer. That's what we're talking about. Very well. I know. Yeah, but this is very strange. Like I don't understand. But thank you.

Yeah. Now the question is. Do I like the new year? The real question is. Will you me like you?

Yeah, I mean, that's the only way we can organize the bedroom properly.

Sophie, please don't hang up.

Trent, what is it? I need you here. I don't feel well. You'll be fine. Just give it some time. This is what you wanted.

No, no, this isn't it. This is something to try. I physically feel ill.

Sophie, so dramatic.

I'm serious, Sophia. I can barely see. My ears have this definitely drumming in them. I don't know what's going on, but I need you here.

Sounds like you drank too much. I'm being for real. Sophie, my parents are taking me to the hospital.

I'm so sorry if I was there or taking myself.

I'm going right now, so can I call you after I see the doctorate? Yeah, you can call me.

Thank you. Thanks. What's wrong?

It's Trent. I know it's Trent. What's going on?

He said he's going to the hospital. Was he low sick? Yeah, I think so.

Are you worried about him? Yeah, a little.

Was he sick when you left him? He has this thyroid issue. He's been taking pills for it.

But no, he's never been to the ER for it, so I am all worried.

Put this via plan to get you back. He thinks he thinks, doesn't it?

I think so.

I think so.

I think so.

I think so.

Fuck my husband.

Sophie here. Are you Trent? Yes, I'm her husband. How do you know each other?

You know, for a couple of years now, I'm sorry for everything, but I don't think that there's a good time for you to show up like this.

Can you just bring her down here? I mean, look, we can schedule a better time for this, I think.

I just need to talk to her. I think I'm trying to be sure.

What are you doing here? Look at me. I need you.

It's too late. What are you doing? You look like you should get the hospital.

No, no. I couldn't stay there running this test, and we were waiting for the results. Can you just come outside so we can talk?

No, go back to the hospital, and I'll meet you there.

When?

Whenever you go back there.

Okay, okay. I'll go back there if it means I'll meet you there.

Look, I don't know how you found me, but this is not okay.

You love me for him? Okay, I'll see you later.

Okay, I'll go. Sorry.

Okay, I'll meet you there.

Yes.

I'll meet you there.

I'm so sorry, Rajan. What the hell has happened to him?

I don't know, but I'm going to go find out.

You're welcome. You want me to come with you?

It's probably not a good idea. It's at a hospital and his parents are going to be there.

No.

I'll come with you.

I'd like that.

Yeah.

Is that car following us?

Where? Am I not?

Yeah, he's been following us since we left my house.

Oh, shit.

I think that's trans car.

He's not at the hospital. What is he doing here?

Just keep driving and see if the car can solve this.

He already comes in.

He's pulling up right next to us.

Where are you doing?

Trent, what are you doing?

What are you doing? Stop.

Trent, you better stop. Please.

Put me going down.

He's going to fall.

Oh, my God. What is that about us?

You don't let me do that. Please.

Who's it going down?

He's coming up. He's coming up.

Hey, you know what I'm doing?

I'm done.

What'd you do to me?

Stop it. Put me going down.

Put me going down.

Put me going down.

Put me going down.

Put me going down.

Put me going down.

Put me going down.

How can I have done that?

Come back. You don't have to do this.

No, shut up, lover boys.

I'm a dead man walking.

We are actually in love, okay?

Those nails, I found them in the bathroom.

How could I have changed them?

Oh, there's no way I could have changed them.

What's happening to me?

That's the doctor's telling you that, Trent.

Go back to the hospital.

Are you going to make it?

Look, I will meet you there.

No, we'll be both with them.

I'm sorry, Dad, but I was going through something similar.

You sure as hell don't look like it.

Please.

Trent, go back to the hospital and I will meet you there, okay?

We'll meet you there.

It's a gun down there.

Let's go.

Let's go.

Go down now.

Go down now.

Go down now.

Go down now.

He's getting out.

He's getting out.

He would not have won the trigger.

I'm so sorry, Raj.

Go, go.

Go.

Happy to see you again, Sophie.

Glad to see you've recovered so well.

Thanks for your help.

You can see Trent is in good hands.

We're doing all we can.

Let's hope for another miracle.

Please, let's give them some space.

What did you do to me?

What did you do?

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

Yes, yes.

Help.

One, two, three, four.

Five, six, seven, eight.

Nine, ten, eleven, twelve.

There's some fortune.

Fifteen, seventeen, nineteen, twenty.

He's gone.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

You know, I'm sorry.

You know…

There's some fortune.

You know…

You know…

There's some fortune.

You know…

You know…

You know…