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You should have lights and sirens.

What?

Like those two cars that just passed by.

You know, "lights and sirens"? Like flashing lights.

They could be installed in your car too.

Only government officials can use those.

I thought anyone who could afford them could get them.

Are they a government official?

What do you think?

Wait…

What are you doing?

What are you doing?

What are you doing?

I'll show that guy what's what.

Look, he's not bad, he'll bury you.

Don't you know that car?

I'm playing with him.

No, he'll pass you.

Care to bet $100?

- I'm in. - Let's go!

Fuck off, asshole!

- There's a cab! - Let's go!

Come here!

That's it!

That's how we roll.

You step up and beat them all.

Got it?

Come on…

Wait a minute.

You got us into trouble.

Trouble?

- Get out! - $100 bet?

They'll give us an escort.

- I'm in. - Let's go!

Brother, thank you so much for stopping.

I've been shouting at you, I was begging you to help!

Who are you blowing kisses to?

No, of course not, I…

I shouted, "Please help, I have a patient!"

You misunderstood me.

At this hour? Seriously?

- Are you sick? - No, I'm not. Refik is sick.

He's disabled, paralyzed. He's having a crisis right now.

Please check the trunk, we have a wheelchair.

I can show you his disability certificate.

Refik is having a seizure, he's shaking uncontrollably.

Look at him!

Refik!

Refik!

He might be right.

Please, just look at this businessman. He pays a shit load of taxes.

Please accompany us. Help us.

The traffic ahead is terrible, please.

We'll lose Refik in five minutes.

You'd see yourselves on the news. We'd end up on social media.

You going to Mediso?

Yes, Mediso emergency.

Fine, follow us. Let's go quickly.

Thank you.

Thank you very much.

God bless you.

Brother!

You're disgusting, you know that, right?

Because of you.

Okay, it's over.

They bought it?

We're still alive.

- Good. - Let's go.

Do you see the blues and twos?

When will you give me that $200?

Anytime you want. Don't worry.

Are we ready?

- Yeah. - Let's go!

They're right up our asses!

Red and blue! Red and blue!

We're almost there.

- Start the seizure. - Okay.

"Help me. Help me"

"Stretcher. I have a patient in distress. Please help."

"THE ANATOMY OF AN ABSTRACT EXPRESSIONIST FRIENDSHIP"

OR "SIDE BY SIDE"

If you're ready…

FOUR MONTHS AGO

Refik, we have to choose one.

How many people today?

Fourteen.

Work starts at 4:00 in the morning.

Can you come at 3:00? Where do you live?

3:00, 2:00, 1:00, I can come any time.

Driver's license?

I'll handle it.

Driver's license?

- As soon as possible. - Come on!

Ten people are waiting.

Thank you.

Kismet.

- Beşir Yıldız. - That's me.

Come in.

Have a good one.

- Here? - Yes.

You didn't list any references.

No need.

I'm experienced.

Paralyzed, bedridden, vomiting, defecating on themselves…

You wouldn't believe what I've seen.

Most of the time, we don't realize we need a staff member

until they come and find us.

I believe I will be that kind of employee.

Oh, and of course there's a famous saying.

Romani people have a natural talent.

What is your motivation?

I believe that patient care requires discipline.

If the patient gives up, no treatment will be effective.

Do you speak English?

Your motivation?

The recovery of the patient.

At some point, they will stop being…

a burden.

Ferruh, do you have any experience in the medical sector?

No, not in the medical sector,

but I want to talk to you about a completely different vision.

The medical world is dying now.

I started at the age of nine with my grandmother.

After she passed away, I looked after my mother first, then my aunt.

I took care of myself too.

I was sick.

I had some elderly people at that time.

There were fatalities.

Frankly, not everyone was satisfied.

I completed my Master's degree in geriatric care

in Sydney, Australia.

You can find my diplomas and certificates in my file.

Are you interested in art?

How so?

Are you interested in any art form?

Not any form…

Right.

Next.

WE'RE SEEKING AN EXPERIENCED CAREGIVER FOR REFIK KÖSEMAN,

A RESPECTED BUSINESSMAN AND SUPPORTER OF OUR HOSPITAL

Don't get up.

Ayşenur Sağlam.

Come in please.

Göksenin Duman.

Cemil Şener.

Cemil Şener.

- It's me. - No, it's me.

Hello, I'm Ferruh.

I'm here for the caregiver position.

It's not his turn.

He jumped in.

Cemil, Ferruh, it doesn't matter. We'll handle it right here.

Then I'll leave. Please, I came all this way.

Please, have a seat.

Thank you.

What is your name?

Huh?

I'll give you my resume. Let's see.

Do you have references?

I have a reference.

Nanovex Medical, Ulvi Rıza Güngör.

He's a leading figure in healthcare. He's the one who guided me here.

He said, "This job is perfect for you."

"You must mention my name too."

Following his verbal instructions, I…

With the Mediso Hospitals chain…

A general, interconnected set of recommendations.

Well…

Please, let's continue.

You don't have any caregiving experience.

I have caregiving experience.

I may not have put it there.

I wish you added it here.

You can't put everything on a resume. It just makes it look bloated.

It doesn't fit.

Well…

What is your motivation?

I applied at a supermarket yesterday. Cashier job. Didn't work out.

Then there was this security job.

Didn't work out.

Then I had a car wash project with a friend.

His money, my labor.

He couldn't fund it. I couldn't work. It fell through.

I reached out to a few people today.

They were all negative.

Rejected, again and again.

It boosted my motivation for caregiving.

I understand you need the money.

What is your name?

Refik.

Refik,

it's not money, but let's just say

I wouldn't have applied if this were unpaid.

Tell me a bit about yourself.

Myself?

Let me tell you what I like.

Dance, fun,

laughing, hanging out, joking around, having a good time.

That's just who I am.

Other than that…

I like ladies.

I liked this lady as soon as I walked in.

But I felt an invisible wall between us.

Respectfully, I should add.

Are you interested in any form of art?

Come on.

Of course. Music.

It's my life.

I'm confident.

Are you?

You couldn't picture me that way?

No.

I'm quite interested in music too.

I didn't expect that from you either.

Don't misunderstand me.

Why?

Well…

I look at your lifestyle and honestly,

I can't really connect it with music.

I'm so sorry. Pardon me.

Well, music's got a pulse, that's why.

I don't see much life here, no offense.

- May I ask your permission-- - Ferruh…

I can't move, you're right.

But don't worry, my mind is active enough.

For example, that piece on the wall is Refik Fersan's "Hicaz Peşrev."

It's written in Hamparsum notation.

When I look at that piece, I can hear the music in my head.

And I…

If I see a lady, okay?

Let the lady dance. I don't even need

to hear the music. Give me…

five seconds.

I look at her shaking her ass and I can tell you what's playing.

Oh, no.

Sure.

You don't look convinced.

You want to bet $100?

Let her dance. Give me headphones.

You dance. Let's try it.

No, thank you.

"Hicaz Peşrev." We've played it since birth.

I was born in the middle of it.

That's why.

If music doesn't move your body, it's not music.

Okay.

Thank you very much, Ferruh.

Thank you.

We had a good chat.

Please, don't bother. It was a pleasure.

Man, you're actually crippled.

I thought "caregiver" meant

you had some other illness and someone was taking care of that.

Why didn't you tell me the guy's crippled? You left me hanging there.

Man, I'm sorry. My bad.

Anyway, it is what it is.

I never got your name.

Figen.

Figen.

Figen.

You can keep the resume.

It's got my phone number, email, all my emergency contacts.

You can call me.

Good evening.

Fuck…

Mom.

My dear mom.

No.

My dear.

You serious?

- What's up? - Good, how about you?

Good.

- Hello. - Hello.

Always the Scottish league, Dundee United. Okay?

Stop shouting, what do you want?

Be quiet!

It's recording!

Shut him up. My head's been pounding all morning.

Give me a hand.

You, go on home. Go on.

He'll be late.

What are you waiting for?

Get up, son, get up!

My God!

In our daily routine, it's time for the bathroom.

They're playing with Hüseyin.

I'm in the shower!

Get out of here! I'm taking a bath.

Get out of here!

Get out!

Öznur!

- Get out. - Öznur, take them.

I told you not to shout.

Don't shout.

- Got it. - Get out of here!

Selim.

Where were you?

Tell me.

Answer me!

I was at a job interview.

We're a little late and you're already making that face?

- Going somewhere? - Stay out of it.

I bought this for you.

Ceramic plate.

Thought you'd like that.

I thought it might look good on the coffee table.

Where'd you steal it?

Oh, come on.

I'm so fucking done with you, Ferruh.

Got it?

I asked you one thing.

We told you to pick him up from school.

I've got no damn sense anyway. Why would I even trust you?

You didn't pick him up. You went off with those punks.

I'm going to like 50 job interviews.

For God's sake, I'm drained.

I forgot.

I'm just trying.

I'm the one trying here.

At my age, my back's wrecked from standing all day.

Look at my hands!

Ferruh! Look!

Don't be disgusted.

My hands are torn apart from detergent.

Look!

I…

You don't listen to me, so I can't explain myself.

Really?

- So… - I don't listen to you?

- You don't. - Tell me!

Tell me, Ferruh. I'm listening.

Tell me!

You steal.

You lie.

You're a punk.

Tell me more, Ferruh!

What are you going to tell me? I'm listening.

Look at me, Ferruh!

This isn't a hotel.

You don't get a free ride here.

Did I ever treat you differently?

You're my first son.

I was a child when they first put you in my arms.

You were sent from God, you were an orphan.

I thought "Maybe his family will come."

Nobody came.

Ekrem passed away.

I was left alone with the babies.

I swear, look, I never complained, not even for a single day.

You are my child, just like the others.

I couldn't make you a man.

We're fed up with this disgrace.

We've had it. You're setting a bad example for the kids.

Why do I send them to school?

Tell me!

So they won't be like you.

I work seven days a week. Anyone would feel for me.

Enough!

Don't take offense.

It's over, I'm exhausted.

You'll sleep here tonight.

Tomorrow, get the hell out of here.

I'll get some fresh air.

- When you calm down… - Stop.

For God's sake, just leave!

I don't want to see you!

Go!

Enjoy your meal.

- Hello. - Welcome.

I'll have some tea.

- How much? - Fifteen.

Yeah, like five?

Hello.

Morning, Ferruh. Sorry to bother you, it's Figen.

From yesterday?

Dear Figen.

I hope everything's all right.

Did Refik pass away?

I'm so sorry!

No, Refik hasn't passed away, Ferruh. He's with me right now.

He wants to meet with you.

Are you available today?

For the job?

Yes, for the job. Are you available today at 2:30 p.m.?

2:30 p.m. suits me.

If it's today…

If Refik is available, I can come even earlier.

So, is 10:30 a.m. convenient for you?

- 10:30? - Yeah, 10:30.

Okay, dear Figen.

Okay, see you.

You arrived 20 minutes early.

There was terrible traffic, sorry.

Figen invited me.

Should I leave?

Should I come back in 20 minutes? I'm here now.

Come with me, please.

…finish the tasks.

- Cemal. - See you upstairs.

- Well? - Morning.

- Morning. - Cucumis sativus.

A little small, but fresh.

Just right.

Very good.

Perfect!

My brother…

Get the leaves.

Don't water the flowers by the window.

Follow me, please.

Refik is an important person.

His disability may deceive you.

But he's a very busy businessman.

Figen, I'm here!

- Yes. - Follow me, please.

Okay.

Don't touch anything.

Our day starts at 7:00 a.m. with physical therapy.

Movement is essential to prevent the bones from calcifying.

I can't hear you.

This is your room.

Ferruh,

this is your bathroom.

The shower and toilet are here.

According to the contract,

you need to be there before therapy's over.

Let's say, 7:45 a.m.

Ferruh.

This baby monitor is very important.

It's on 24 hours and will be tuned to frequency number two.

Any questions?

If there are no questions, Refik's waiting.

What kind of contract is this?

Figen called me regarding the job.

Morning.

Let's take a break, please.

- We didn't do your legs. - Ferruh will handle it, thank you.

Thank you.

Take a break.

I can't hear anything.

Why are you listening to this so loudly?

Music shouldn't be listened to at this volume.

Is that so?

All right.

If the nurse shows you, would you like to

try exercising my legs?

Thank you very much.

You may leave.

I don't understand, sorry.

Figen called me saying that Refik wanted to talk about the job.

That's why I came.

When you say leg… Did I explain it clearly?

It's your job, Ferruh.

Miss, shouldn't we have talked about this first?

You never told me I got the job.

Let's shake hands…

Isn't this weird?

Because you came 20 minutes early, you came to the leg session.

We've been walking for 45 minutes.

It's been 20 minutes.

I'm right on time.

Maybe you've started late today.

I've looked around and this job doesn't really suit me.

When I heard the word "caregiver," a different picture came to mind.

It's actually much worse than that.

I am not happy with this approach.

If you don't mind,

may I leave? Get well soon.

Ferruh, one minute please.

Lale, didn't you explain the conditions to Ferruh in detail?

No.

I wanted you to see him first.

- So, he… - That's what I mean by approach.

- Look at this approach. - Okay, wait a minute.

Now, Ferruh, it's not just about legs.

You may have noticed.

You probably understand that we're looking for a live-in caregiver.

The one's we've seen so far lasted a few weeks, then they left.

Maybe you'll stay.

Let's do it this way…

Let Lale explain it to you in detail.

Think about it today.

If you agree,

you can start tomorrow.

Is that okay?

Let's even call this

- a trial period. - Refik…

I think the salary will satisfy you. But I don't want to push you.

Ferruh!

Yeah?

You need to press and hold the button before speaking.

Yes?

Okay.

Ferruh, it's 7:45 a.m.

Could you please go see Refik?

I thought…

I thought I'd take a bath, but…

In a sedentary system,

regular movement of the bones, joints, and muscles is very important.

- Yes. - Blood circulation and respiration too.

- That's right. - And our biggest enemy is catching a cold.

Even the slightest cold can cause a lung infection.

After daily physical therapy, we do breathing exercises.

After that, we go downstairs for breakfast.

A goal for Indonesia. I bet on a draw.

I lost 26 lira.

I'm listening.

Please come help Refik into his chair.

Please.

- Please. - What's the rush?

I'm here. He isn't running away.

- How? - You take the torso, I'll take the legs.

- Upright? - Yes.

- Be careful. - Come here, straight.

Come here.

Bring the chair!

I'm fine. Don't worry.

- Be careful! - Okay?

He fell into bed, calm down. What kind of medical staff are you?

Ferruh, listen to me.

Grasp my neck with your hand.

Then use your right hand behind for support.

My body follows suit.

- Yeah. - There you go!

Okay.

- Lift him. - I've got him now.

Now sit him on the chair.

We won't wait here.

- Yes, we'll keep going. - This isn't the end.

- I'm dropping him. - Slowly!

There you go!

Is that okay?

- What? - Hold him!

You need to fasten his belt when you seat him. He might fall out.

It's all right.

Ferruh, I have these kinds of bad habits.

Not at all. I wasn't informed about it.

This is normal.

- Yeah. - From now on,

I will tie you up.

You won't budge.

- I think it's done. - Okay.

How's it going?

I keep rubbing it. It's not lathering.

Why?

- Don't know. - What is it?

I used this.

Are you illiterate?

That's foot soap.

- How would I know? - Come on! Quick!

It's either the head or the body.

- There are 50 bottles. - Read the bottles!

This…

There are 50 bottles. Let me rinse you off.

Can you do this?

Sure, why not?

Is the tie necessary?

No one cares about him, he can wear underpants.

Let him get some air.

Ferruh.

You have to accept that Refik is a normal human being.

He has an important meeting today.

Like anyone who has an important meeting, he needs to wear this.

The man is paralyzed. He can't use his arms, legs, or hands.

If you don't tie him down, he'll fall.

Okay, fine. Whatever, let him wear them.

I'm saying this for his benefit. He might be boiling hot.

Lale, you may go to the kitchen.

Okay. I'll be there.

We're just going to get dressed.

What are these?

Compression…

stockings.

- For you? - Yes.

My blood circulation is poor.

There's a risk of fainting.

No way, these…

I can't put these on you, sorry.

Lale can do it.

Everyone has limits. And this is mine.

I can't do this.

I'm so sorry. Just don't wear them today.

I'll splash water on your face if you faint.

Fuck…

If they saw me like this…

You dress me so beautifully.

And I like your sparkly earrings.

My view is very nice.

Please don't make jokes. Not everyone can handle everything.

Okay, I understand.

These gloves, what are they for?

- Zeynep, you take it. - Absolutely not!

I wasn't ready for this.

I'm not ready for this, okay? And I never will be.

I can't put on gloves and wipe a stranger's ass.

I wouldn't even do this if I knew him.

That's not the point.

I don't wipe asses! Nope!

Please calm down.

I can't calm down! You have me wiping his ass on day one.

We can discuss this later.

Enjoy your meal.

I'm leaving the daily logs on your desk.

Thank you.

Ferruh.

My mouth is here.

- Where are you looking? - Sorry.

- Good evening. - Good evening.

Ferruh… Ferruh!

Take it.

Sorry, I forgot.

Refik's phone.

Can you take the stick?

Yes.

Good evening, Refik. How are you, sir?

Ferruh.

Ferruh!

Ferruh.

Ferruh!

Yes?

It's 8:00 a.m.

Yes?

Isn't the monitor with you?

I'm coming!

Should I prepare Ferruh's room now?

- Come back later. - Okay, Lale.

Okay, that's enough.

Who is that lady? Her picture is everywhere.

That lady…

For the love of God, give the loud music a break!

And I'm sorry, but you like shitty things.

Don't play it so loud. I'm turning it down.

I can't hear you.

What kind of music do you like?

That's not the point, it's too loud. There's always noise in the house.

I'll play you some of my favorite songs.

You wouldn't like them, though.

- I'll play them anyway. - Okay.

So, that woman whose picture is everywhere. Who is she?

Can I get a tea?

Okay.

Why is it a mess?

Refik, is this?

I'm so sorry. I'm sorry.

Shit!

- Is it funny? - You don't feel anything at all?

I thought you were paralyzed but…

It's boiling!

- What? - He doesn't feel it.

- What is this? - He doesn't feel it.

I thought he was paralyzed.

Are you mad? You'll burn him.

- It's nothing. - I told you that he's quadriplegic.

You know, this is a superpower.

You don't feel hot or cold, you're like a superhero.

I like flying, you know.

Never do that again.

Wow!

Why would I?

You know Refik quite well enough now.

Get this done.

I don't feel anything there, you know.

But I feel it.

Lawyer.

Bureaucratic.

Family.

I'll read it later, put it in the personal file.

Garbage.

ISTANBUL MASSAGE PARLOR - "MELODI"

Garbage.

Don't dismiss it. Let's take a look.

Shouldn't we start a prostitute file for you here?

Next to the family one.

What do you say? Please don't go!

Don't go! I'm putting these back.

Is it a well-placed comma

or a period that arrives

just in time that gives melody to words?

I thought about this while reading your letter.

- Slow down. - Okay.

But I think there's…

something else that connects the words.

A truly magical connection, flowing from your heart and through

your fingers onto the paper.

It's like a thread of gold.

What is he saying?

- It's like a thread… - …of gold.

Let me ask you something.

Please eat without smacking your lips, and please, don't talk so loudly.

Why are you shouting so much?

That's what happens

when you grow up in a large family.

They don't hear you.

It materialized-- It almost materialized.

I wonder if you too can see the invisible warmth…

You don't have to listen to everything. This is private.

If no look…

- Didn't you say it would be on 24 hours? - Please.

If you tell me, I'll turn it off.

Please! What is this?

…it rises and envelops everything…

Refik has correspondents.

Who?

Women.

- It's like someone handed her a… - Women?

No way!

Women?

- It's Şeyda nowadays. - Who is she? Where did they meet?

They've never met. That's how correspondence works

- Twice. - You're writing twice.

Are those the blue envelopes?

Yes.

Look at Refik!

Okay, okay.

Are you writing letters?

To whom?

I don't know, that gardener maybe.

He gave you the cucumber the other day.

He's not a gardener, he's a botanist.

Also, some people wouldn't even show up in my worst nightmares.

For example, Cemal the botanist.

For example, criminals.

Enjoy your meal.

I'm not getting in this, and I'm not loading you onto it.

Look at them, there are so many cars.

Let's get in one of those. Why is that one covered?

What is this?

Fuck you. Fuck you. Fuck you.

What are we doing here when you have such a great car?

Ferruh, you're right, but that car hasn't been modified for me yet.

We need to be pragmatic.

Pragmatic?

It's him again.

Who is this guy?

He lives somewhere around here, he's made a habit of parking here.

Lale tried to explain it to him so many times.

Obviously she didn't explain it enough.

Let me explain as well.

- Fuck you! - What are you doing?

- Okay. - Read this!

Okay, I'll go now.

Read this! Read it!

- "Don't park in front of the entrance." - Read below.

"Day or night."

- If I see you here ever again… - Okay!

…I'll cut off your ear, understand?

Okay, okay, I'm going now.

Fuck you!

Let's go.

- What did you say? - I used body language.

Caroline, that's very interesting.

In this painting, I'm more interested in what's missing than what's there.

That emptiness…

It's like an invitation.

Come on, let's go now.

You would never stare at a picture for that long.

This piece is really very deep for me too.

Lady, this work is not very profound.

It's shallow.

Look!

There's a few red dots and a square on the white surface.

And two lines.

Is it that deep?

How much is it?

It's about 2.2 million lira.

2.2 million…

What the hell! Is that much money really worth it?

Two million?

Yes.

I don't know.

Are you sure?

Let me check.

Please. It's too much.

Don't pay two million for this crappy thing.

- No way! - Why? I would pay that.

Please don't! The guy applied it with a trowel.

They want two million for this!

For God's sake, this is too much!

This painting makes me feel the freedom of not knowing where I'm going.

Look, for 200 lira, I can make you feel that way,

if that's you want.

Do you know why people are interested in art, Ferruh?

I know.

Art is the only trace of the time we spend in this world.

Let's stop by a hardware store on the way.

Let's get some brushes, paint.

Let me show you the traces of my time.

Plus, I'll add many more colors, for the same price.

- I wish it were that easy. - It is that easy.

I'm sorry, I gave the wrong price.

See, that's very wrong.

It's not 2.2 million,

it's 2.7 million.

We don't like the artwork at all. We're not buying it.

We're buying it.

- Bora… - What?

Someone might see.

Relax.

- What's going on? - Who is this?

My father's new guy.

Look, kid!

Be careful when I'm around, okay?

Don't they have separate quarters or something?

No, we don't.

They let us out when we're finished.

Okay, I'll be inside.

Moron!

Let's go!

- Come on. Wake up! Morning. - Morning.

I'm giving you two more minutes.

Open your mouth!

I'm coming for you!

Please.

Figen!

Can you come in?

Come!

What do you want?

How are you?

Fine.

I'm going to paint now.

So, I gathered my supplies and stuff.

I wanted to ask your opinion.

About what?

Have you seen my bathtub?

Sorry?

I mean, we can look at it together.

Or you could look at it alone.

I'm just kidding, Figen. I was being sarcastic.

Hello?

Okay, sure.

Ferruh, Refik is going out. He asked me to let you know.

- How are you? - Welcome.

You brought him too.

He's interesting. Right?

Refik, look, I'm not sure if I'm speaking to you

as a friend or your lawyer,

but there are some things you need to know about Ferruh.

Lale told me

that he was rough, uneducated,

and even a little aggressive.

Is it true?

Well, that depends on the perspective.

He beat someone up really badly.

And you were there.

He didn't beat him up,

and that guy deserved much worse.

Refik…

Ferruh has a criminal record.

The man got out of prison two months before applying for the job.

He spent 11 months in jail.

- Did you know that? - So he's served his sentence.

Yeah, he's served it,

but he's a dangerous man.

You let this man into your house.

He might steal something from you, God forbid, he might harm you.

People like that don't have compassion, Refik.

That's the point.

How so?

Sometimes when my phone rings, he forgets my situation and hands the phone to me.

He doesn't agree with me all the time.

If something doesn't make sense to him, he says it.

I'd forgotten what it was like for someone to be honest with me, Ahmet.

You're worried for me. Thank you, but…

Ferruh will stay with me until he wants to leave.

Let everyone know.

Okay?

Hey.

I'm here.

What is it?

There's nothing to do. It'll stop.

You can go.

I'm here.

I'm here.

I'm here.

- I'm here. - Ferruh!

I'm here. I'm here.

- It'll pass. - Okay.

It'll pass.

Ferruh.

- Refik? - I can't breathe.

What?

We'll get fresh air.

What time is it?

4:30 a.m.

I've never been here so early.

Do you feel better now?

I'm good.

What happened to you?

When the effect of the medication wears off, this can happen.

Severe trembling.

Unbearable pain.

Like your whole body is on fire.

And there's nothing to do.

You have to wait.

It doesn't make sense. You can't wait.

You need something to comfort you.

What? Like them?

Yeah.

So what?

I've been meaning to ask you for a while.

Can you do that?

It depends on what you mean by "do."

So there are a lot of parts of the body that work and give me pleasure.

There's a specific part for sex.

They even call it your private parts.

You can't imagine how many erogenous zones the body has.

Honestly, I couldn't imagine. What are some examples?

For example, your ears.

What?

Ears are extremely sensitive and erogenous zones.

So do you…

Are you getting your ears licked?

Tell the truth.

You're not messing with me, are you?

- You swear? - Ears are an erogenous zone.

You make them lick your ears?

- You're ridiculous… - Your ears!

You make them…

Come on! Are you okay?

I'll pass, it'll pass.

- Okay? How are you? - Okay, I'm fine.

I'm fine, I'll be fine.

Wait here for a minute, I'll be right back.

Okay? I've secured you.

If they try to steal you, yell for me.

Good evening, everyone.

- Good evening, come here. - What's going on?

We'll talk. There's nothing to be afraid of.

Calm down. You're so excited.

- Who are you? - Narcotics department.

Put your hands down. Put your hands down.

Empty your pockets. Empty them.

Give me whatever you have.

- Brother, I swear… - Give it to me.

Give me them.

- I'll give you money. - I don't want money.

- They'll blame me. - They won't blame you at all.

Give me. This? Give me.

That's it. That's it.

Sell the rest, do whatever you want.

What is this?

- It's pot. - What?

It's marijuana. It's okay, take a puff.

One more, one more.

Let's go.

You make them lick your ears?

Ferruh, give me one more puff.

Take it.

Let's not smoke too much, or we'll be finished.

Let's go.

What I had with Ceylan, it was amazing.

The faculty's prettiest girl.

Amazing body.

I went completely mad with love.

I'm not exaggerating.

We never fought in all those years.

We didn't raise our voices.

Every hour, every day was wonderful.

But…

we couldn't have kids.

We wanted to.

We tried so many things, but nope.

It didn't work.

We wanted to adopt a child.

That's when Ceylan's illness was discovered.

We were too late.

There was no hope.

I was devastated.

We didn't tell her, but…

Ceylan knew what was going on. We were both playing a game.

Then Berrak came.

We were happy, but…

Ceylan got worse.

I have always loved extreme sports.

Fast cars, rock climbing, skydiving, you know.

May 14th.

The weather wasn't suitable.

But I jumped.

You're jumping out of a plane, right?

Why did you jump?

How would I know?

It was like suicide.

Because we were expecting Ceylan's death.

If I didn't open the chute,

I wouldn't have to know.

Somehow, I opened the parachute at the last moment.

It was late, I crashed to the ground.

The vertebrae in my neck, C3-C4,

they were gone.

I couldn't breathe.

They pierced my throat with a pen.

They took me to the hospital.

While everyone was dealing with me…

Ceylan died.

Horrible.

Ferruh…

it isn't just the wheelchair.

I lost Ceylan.

If that happened to me, I'd probably shoot myself.

That's a bit difficult in my case.

Ferruh,

give me a sip of that, my mouth is dry.

- Which one? - Coke.

Thanks.

This is the second side effect of pot.

Really? What was the first one?

It makes you talk a lot.

I liked this. I'll have another one.

- Isn't it nice? - Yes.

I told you.

The others use seagull. This place uses chicken leg.

Enjoy your meal, Ferruh.

The men in black have arrived.

- How much? - Three piece.

- We're loaded! - Wow!

They've done three jobs, that's what he said.

"Three piece."

Chief!

Could you please get us another plate?

Ferruh,

today is the last day of our trial period.

Come on. Has it really been that long?

Yeah.

So, what do we do now, continue?

If I say yes…

can I trust you after this?

Of course. What does that mean?

Of course!

Then bring back that porcelain plate you took from me.

It was Ceylan's gift.

One plate for each year.

Please,

bring it back.

Could you turn the music down?

I can't work because of the noise.

- What? - Could you turn the music down?

- Is this okay? - Yes, it's fine, thank you.

Figen!

Come here, take a look at this picture.

I gotta go.

Please, look at it quickly.

What do you say?

How is it?

Did you do it?

I'm doing it right now, as you can see.

You like it?

Well…

there is potential.

Figen! Figen.

Let me ask you.

Why are people interested in art?

I don't know.

Art is the only trace of the time we spend in this world.

- Right? - Got it.

Figen, wait for a second.

Shall we celebrate?

Let's celebrate.

Why?

My painting, my art. Let's celebrate together.

No.

Next time?

Promise!

If I have eminence among lovers It is by thee

- Emi… - "Eminence."

It means fame.

It is by thee

Now let's move on to the first line of the second couplet.

Leave a space.

Okay.

Thou art the vivifying effluence Of my life

The very animus of my being

You know what,

you're doing something really absurd and crazy right now.

Figen,

isn't Ferruh such an elegant child?

Let's continue.

Where were we?

"Anima of my being."

It's not anima, it's "animus."

Animus.

"Animus of my being."

For God's sake, what are you talking about?

What kind of language is this?

You need to be a little more clear…

Figen. Figen.

If someone wrote something like that to you,

wouldn't you say they were crazy?

I don't know.

It depends on the writer.

No, it doesn't matter.

Do we know what Şeyda looks like? Is she pretty?

No, we don't. And we don't want to know.

And we don't care. Does everything have to be physical?

What we did was connect two hearts.

How long's the poetry thing been going on?

- For six months. - What did you say?

For six months, you haven't…

seen her? You don't know what she looks like?

What if she's ugly?

What if she's fat?

She might be disabled.

Why don't we know these things, Figen?

Please, write "How much do you weigh?"

- Let's learn this. - Thank you very much, Ferruh.

We'll take your suggestions into consideration. Let's continue.

If aught of gain be in my life's capital 'Tis by thee

- You need to call this woman. - "Lady," not "woman."

If aught of gain be in my life's capital 'Tis by thee

Forget the capital! I'm about to die from all this poetry!

Where is her number? Are these the letters?

Give me a minute!

- She's from Samsun. - Yes.

Samsun girls are beautiful.

Great. Let's calm down a moment.

Please, I'll take a look.

- She wrote down her number for you. - So?

So what?

She wrote her number.

Wait!

That's her number!

She wants you to call her!

She's saying, "Call me, Refik."

Forget about all that!

There's her number.

You've been telling this woman poems and stories for months.

- I'm calling her. - Don't you dare do such a thing.

- Put down that phone. - Give me the paper.

No, what's the problem? It's ringing.

- It's ringing now. - What?

Her voice is nice.

Wait a second, please.

I put it on speaker.

Şeyda…

It's Refik.

I'm sorry, it's a bit sudden, but…

I was thinking,

if something can pass

from line to line,

can it pass from sound to sound?

One moment please, I'm handing the phone to Şeyda.

- Ferruh, damn you. - What did I do?

What kind of language is this? Keep it short!

Short!

Hello. Yes?

Şeyda?

Yes?

It's Refik.

What a surprise!

I was writing you a new letter.

Then I thought…

let's leave the poetry and…

Ask about her weight.

Excuse me, I didn't hear what you said?

Hello?

It's good to hear you.

There's something I want to do.

- Don't misunderstand me. - What is it?

I have to do this.

- Really, this… - Ferruh.

I'll make it up to you.

- Please forgive me. - Ferruh! That's very rude…

You're so slow. It takes us six hours to get anywhere.

- I'm so bored! - What can I do?

Let's pick up the pace a bit.

Just a little more. Come on, press the button.

Just a little more. It can go faster.

That's it. Faster!

Stop! Stop!

This or that?

The red one.

This.

Down.

Scratch!

Okay. Thanks!

Okay.

$100, bet you can't beat those guys

- to the trash can. - Which ones? I'm in!

- I'm counting! - I'm in!

Three, two, one! Go! Go!

Faster! Faster!

Şeyda, you're right but,

for example, The Second New movement

was a reaction to the Garip movement.

Right?

Yes.

Right…

Sure.

Refik Köseman.

Yes.

Think about Turgut Uyar, for example…

Do you think this is the right time for this?

- What? - What you're saying.

Look, people are lined up. It's starting.

- I have to go. - He's always on the phone.

It's starting.

It was a great conversation.

Take care, see you.

We're kissing you, we're licking your ears.

Luckily, it was off.

I know! I'm not that crazy.

- Right. - What is it?

I have good and bad news.

Tell me the good news.

The good news is she weighs 52 kilos.

Great!

Fifty-two.

I mean, unless she's a midget, that's fantastic.

What's the bad news?

Bad news is

she wants my picture.

- And? - And what?

Like this?

Come on!

You don't understand.

This woman

has been listening to your nonsense poems for months.

What were you just telling her?

Clearly, she's a different kind of person.

She's like you. Do you understand?

She wouldn't be bothered by this chair.

I'm not sure, Ferruh.

Refik Köseman.

- I think… - Huh?

…we should send your picture.

- Really? - Let her see the chair a little.

So what?

- She'd love you no matter what. - Okay, it's starting.

Let's see…

What is this?

- It's German. - Is that so?

I can't stay silent.

Could you be a little quieter?

German.

That's why…

What is that?

The tree is singing.

They set the man on fire…

Yes, yes.

Wow, you're so handsome!

Clean shaven!

How about that?

You're so young there.

We need to see the chair.

Okay.

How about that?

It's not entirely clear.

We don't want her to get shocked.

- It should be like this. - Let me see.

I'm not sure.

Don't worry.

There are books in the background.

She would like it.

- But… - Look,

you like the woman, right?

I like her.

You have to take risks.

If you won't be more proactive, this whole thing will just fade away.

Okay, you're right.

That's it!

I'll put it in an envelope.

Okay?

Hey!

Give me a cigarette.

Why did you come in here like that?

So quiet!

The door was open.

It's for fresh air.

Cigarette?

Smoking at this age?

Do you paint?

Come on, darling, go to your room.

Give me one, I'll go.

I don't have any cigarettes.

Okay? Go!

Watch your tone!

I'm talking to you just fine.

Okay?

My dad's spoiled you, hasn't he?

My dear,

look, I'm not like the other sleazy types here.

I'll twist your arm and throw you out, do you understand me?

Get out!

Fuck.

Okay, that's it. Use the one on the left.

And can you send it, please?

Don't let anyone know. Especially Ferruh.

- Okay. - And the other picture…

What is this now?

- What is this? - Put that down.

This is unbelievable. It's such a shame.

- What happened? - No way!

It's Berrak!

I was in my room painting, she came in quietly.

She asks me if I have a cigarette.

I said, "Aren't you ashamed to smoke at this age?"

She's talking nonsense.

I said, "Go away." She said, "What will happen if I don't go?"

She said you spoiled me.

She said, "My dad's spoiled you."

You're the one who's spoiled me.

She told me this.

She slapped the painting.

She ruined my sweatpants.

Her attitude is so annoying. Like, how old is she?

She's scattering her clothes all over the place.

Making out with that idiot all the time.

She's saying she'll get lip fillers.

Finish school first!

Lip fillers? At your age?

So we know that Berrak is a bit headstrong.

Okay, thank you!

I'll handle this matter.

I saw it.

Did he say he was painting?

I think so.

What are we doing here? I don't want to sit here.

Shall we get it cleaned?

I'll do it.

Close your eyes.

Please.

With your hands, just like this! Could you please close your eyes? Please.

- Almost there. - Okay.

Don't open!

Come on!

Okay?

Open your eyes!

So, how is it?

Did you see him while he was drawing this picture?

Yes, he showed me.

Is it really that hard to believe that I did this?

If it's bad, just say it.

No.

Well…

It's not bad, even…

An abstract, expressionist painting.

True.

Well…

It's a strong painting.

It's sincere.

Sincere.

So, you like it?

Yeah.

Yeah.

Smoke it!

Dear, let's get back to the ears.

Do it for me too.

This is completely useless. What do you like about it?

Tell me about it!

Maybe I should make her lick it.

In the artwork we're about to see,

my life circle is swirling around

in a vortex.

I made sure to burst outwards in the form of love.

I only used extra paint to preserve…

the overall meaning of what was going to the people I love.

Melodi, darling, let's reveal it.

She also made a great contribution to my work.

I can't deny this.

Pull the curtain! Reveal it!

Good!

Come hear, darling.

Very good!

What do you say?

Let's pop it.

- Let's pop it! - Yeah.

Yes! That's it.

It suits you.

That's it!

- Shall I be like this until morning? - Sure.

- Have a good day. Come again. - Thank you.

Have a nice day!

Thank you very much.

Much appreciated.

I can't see any difference from mine,

but knowing it's not fake is great.

Let's take a selfie with our earrings on.

We look great!

Lale is calling…

Yes.

Hello.

Lale.

No, I'm alone.

He's not here.

He doesn't know anything.

Why would I tip him off?

Please, let's hang up the phone.

See you! Bye!

See you! Bye!

Surprise party, right?

Yeah, she's so stressed.

She wants us to be 30 minutes late.

It's the same every year!

I actually feel sorry for those people.

Why? They're celebrating a birthday.

They don't care about a birthday.

They are coming to see if I am still alive.

And after they arrive, they get bored.

Let them get bored.

Just don't let Lale know I knew, otherwise she'll yell at me.

- That's my only request. - Don't worry.

I'll be so surprised.

I might even wet myself from shock.

Maybe then the party will end sooner.

They're coming.

Surprise!

Wow!

I can't believe it!

Thank you very much!

Thank you very much!

Thank you very much!

Thank you!

Happy birthday to you!

Thank you!

Thank you!

- You knew, didn't you? - It was a huge surprise for me too.

Liar!

- What, he's wearing earrings? - I was looking at that too.

You never look your age.

- You are the king of these parties… - Refik,

I wish you long, healthy, and happy years.

Because in our eyes, you'll always be that sportsmanlike, gentlemanly Refik.

Come, Şefika, let me show you the pictures.

Wow. You're still the center of attention.

I know…

- You said it! - Please don't blame me anymore.

Good evening! Good evening!

- Good evening! - Good evening, Ferruh!

You're Romani?

I'm one of them.

And you have hemorrhoids. Refik told me.

- Get well soon. - Good evening.

- Good evening. - A difficult disease!

Please, stop this.

- Please stop. - What did I do?

- What did you do? - What?

- Everyone's ready. They're waiting. - We'll start in a moment.

Ferruh, you look very stylish.

We love seeing you like this.

This girl is obsessed with me.

Right? Like lightning strikes.

- She's madly in love with me. - You're hallucinating.

- Is that so? - Yeah, you're dreaming.

You're dreaming.

Cemal!

Cemal the botanist!

Could you give those cucumbers to Lale?

She's hesitant to ask.

Would you please take your seat? The music will start shortly.

Now they'll perform the rast fasıl.

- Fasıl? - Yes.

I like fasıl.

- Yeah? - I love it.

Bravo, bravo!

Now Hulusi will perform a taksim.

- I'm just going to the restroom - Really? All right.

Berrak, come downstairs. That's so rude.

Go away!

What are those?

Did you take any medicine?

Let me see that. How many did you have?

- How many did you have? - I haven't.

You scared me.

You took laxatives?

Tell me,

where did you find these?

In Lale's bag.

Tell me, what happened?

What's wrong?

Look at me, turn your head.

What happened?

Buğra left me.

What a jerk. So?

He yelled.

- He called me a whore. - Really?

Damn…

Let's splash some water on your face.

Pull yourself together.

Let's go to the party.

Let's clear our heads a bit there.

Okay, we're forgetting.

Let's forget about this matter.

Don't worry. I'll sort it out.

Okay? I promise you.

Wash your face. Let's go downstairs.

- Huh? Okay? Say okay. - Okay.

I'll be waiting for you. Pull yourself together.

Bravo, bravo.

I'd like to get overtime payment.

I want money for this.

Didn't you like it at all?

I'm so sick I'm going to die.

How do you endure this for hours?

Okay, wait a minute.

Master Hulusi.

- I have a request. - Just a minute.

Dear guests, the show is continuing.

I understand you perfectly. I'll play your music.

We'll take it to the top.

What's he doing?

- Want me to intervene? - Master…

Let him.

May I have your permission?

- Should I intervene? - Let's see what he does.

Brothers…

Refik Fersan, "Hicaz Peşrev."

Four voices.

Start from the refrain.

Lose yourself! We're at a disco. Okay? We're setting this place on fire.

Three, four!

Figen, my blue-eyed beauty, dance!

Dance!

Refik, Refik!

Refik, Refik!

Tell me, what can I do for you?

Tell me, what can I do for you?

You were confident in your musical abilities.

I wasn't expecting this much.

Let me tell you something.

This house hasn't seen such fun in years.

And on my birthday.

Next year, let me arrange everything.

I've been to over 400 weddings! I even wrote that on my resume.

You don't look at the resumes.

You'll see the real fun then.

Thank you so much for tonight, Ferruh.

Thank you.

Have a good night!

Good night!

Oh, I almost forgot!

What?

I almost forgot!

What?

What?

Oh, you shouldn't have.

I saw it.

- Well… - It arrived this morning.

What?

Maybe she wrote something silly. I don't want to spoil the mood.

I wanted to wait.

I'm opening it, or it would take too long.

- So… - Come on!

She sent a photo.

Really?

- Are you ready? - Yes.

- It's coming… - Okay.

Let's go.

Is she fat? Overweight? Oh, no!

Everything you said about the girls from Samsun was right.

Oh, God, thank you so much!

Oh, God. Let me tell you something?

This was eating me up inside.

- She's quite a beautiful woman. - Isn't she?

Wow!

- Something written on the back. - What?

"I'm coming to Istanbul on the 15th,

we might see each other."

She wrote this.

I won't be able to sleep tonight.

You'll sleep like a baby tonight.

Let me put this here.

Let me put it…

Okay?

And put this…

- I'm turning this off. - No.

Şeyda's here.

You are naughty!

You are so naughty!

Let's go.

Good night.

Good night.

Listen…

don't get into trouble!

Bastard!

- Lale. - Yes?

- Could you please give me a hat? - Of course.

- What about this? - Why did you pick this jacket?

- This? - Like new paint.

It's for winter.

- How about the straw one? - You won't say no to that.

You love this hat so much.

- What do you say? - It's wonderful.

No.

I haven't seen a single guy wearing that hat.

The last person to wear this died 50 years ago.

If you say it's a style, we'll embrace it.

If you'll excuse me, let me do something for you.

- What are you doing? - Don't be afraid.

- It's cool. - Stop…

Wow, amazing!

- Look at you! - Very good.

- Is… - You're on fire.

- Neighbors! He's burning! - Don't shout.

Don't shout.

I'm like a mafia boss. Please, take them.

But it really suited you.

- I'm taking this with me. - It's new!

That's why!

Something a little different, let me see.

I feel nauseous from excitement. Is that normal?

- What are you doing? - Wow.

- What is this? - Try it.

- Get it off. - Are we playing a game?

- Ferruh, please! - We're trying it.

- Don't be ridiculous. - Just trying.

- The hat is okay. - If you know that much, you choose.

You're not coming. I'll go with Lale.

- Why not? - You'd stop me and you'd be right.

I want to be silly.

I have a few things to take care of.

Now, look, you stay calm.

There's nothing to be afraid of.

- We have the picture. - Is it done?

- Okay, Ferruh. - You can't text, so find me.

There's nothing to be afraid of.

It's done, that's it. Let's go.

- Let's go! - Wait a minute.

- His shoes are missing. - Give me those.

- These ones? - No, they are too light.

- Brown. - I'll put them on on the way.

- Please do, Ferruh. - Take these.

- Let's go. - I'll put it on.

- Let's go. - Get out.

Okay.

- How many times have I told you that-- - It's okay.

Hey, bro!

- How are you, Buğra? - I'm fine. You?

- I'm fine too. - Who are you?

You go.

Come on, you go for a little walk. Go on!

Let's talk for a bit.

- What's going on? - How are you, Buğra?

- Fine. You? - I'm not well at all.

I'm very upset. Suffocated.

What's going on?

You said really rude things to Berrak. Is that true?

What are you talking about? No!

Look.

If you're a real man, then just say you said it.

Okay, I said it.

That's better! Good!

Listen to me, Buğra,

You're going to do some nice things for this girl. Okay, brother?

- Okay. - Every day, starting today.

- Okay. - Bagels,

pastries,

rolls, any kind of baked good.

With some snacks.

Put it together.

You'll send it to her house.

- Do you understand? - Understood.

Now fuck off. Get the hell out of here!

Maniac!

Berat!

Time?

Quarter past.

Are we too early?

Yeah, a little.

Time?

Quarter past.

I'd like a whiskey.

Excuse me?

BROTHER, YOU NEED TO COME.

OKAY.

WHAT TIME IS MY MOTHER'S LUNCH BREAK?

12:30 P.M.

HAVE YOU TALKED TO MY MOTHER?

I'd like one more.

Refik, Şeyda will be here soon.

- Don't drink so much. - Double.

Let me look.

- Hello? - Where are you, Ferruh?

I'm trying to handle something now.

We're going home, go there.

What's wrong?

Come home, Ferruh.

Refik…

- Will you take one? - No thanks, I don't want to.

Nothing bad happened? How was it?

Refik will explain.

You have a guest.

You can see them.

Guest?

Is Melodi here?

But she comes every Tuesday.

No way…

Why are you here?

Why did you come?

What did you do?

It's nothing. I'm not hurt.

Come with me.

Son of a…

I'm going to show you.

Tell me.

There's trouble.

What's the problem? Tell me…

Okay. He's with me.

Don't worry. I'll call you.

He's with me. He's okay.

What kind of house is this?

Do you work here?

Son!

Are you trying to kill Mom?

They want you!

Why don't you listen to me?

Don't talk to me… Sit down, don't go anywhere.

What happened? You came back early.

I understand.

Let's get changed.

Put you to bed.

Forget the bed. Take me back to where you found me.

Take me back to where you found me.

Look.

Do you see?

It's real.

What's happening right now?

Please, let me change your clothes.

I'm not doing good.

If I had worn those sunglasses,

everything would have been different, so different, right?

Didn't she come? What's wrong with you?

Tell me now or I'll go.

How did I ever end up listening to you?

God!

What did she say? Did she say something wrong?

I didn't see Şeyda.

- What do you mean? - Because I left before she arrived.

- Why? - I ran away.

It was a mistake, I fell for your manipulation.

How so?

Why?

My what…

My manipulation?

Fell for my manipulation?

What does that mean, tell me?

You made me forget who I am.

Really?

Tell me who you are.

In my world, I conducted…

this relationship with pen and paper.

It was like a dream.

You deprived me of that.

You got into my head.

Well…

She accepted you as you are.

She came to Istanbul

to see you.

You were afraid.

You ran away.

And I'm the guilty one?

Did I say this?

I told you to go meet her.

It was for your own good.

And because you didn't have the guts, you're accusing me!

- Speak to me properly. - For heaven's sake, how?

Are you the only one with problems?

You can get rid of your problems by slapping a child.

Mine aren't like that.

Mine are different.

Refik,

in the real world,

some things are solved

by a good slap in the face.

This is the real truth.

Okay?

Please don't get involved.

Let's not break each other's hearts.

You're not good for me anymore.

Shall I tell you what's not good for you?

- This. - Put it back!

- Look. - Put it back!

If I were you, I'd stop hiding behind this picture.

You're not me.

You can't give me advice.

Your job is to push my chair.

Your job is to feed me.

Your job is…

Tell me. Why did you stop?

Tell me. My job is to wipe your ass.

To clean up your shit. Say it.

It's my job.

I ruined your dream…

A dream is supposed to be happy, isn't it?

Take a look at yourself in the mirror.

Are you happy?

Are you happy? Take a look.

If she could see

how you used her to further your own cowardice,

she'd die of grief again.

Put it down! Fuck you!

Fuck you! I don't want to see you!

Ferruh.

I overheard it by mistake.

We…

So, at Refik's request,

I sent Şeyda…

an older photograph of him.

That's why Refik didn't want

- her to see… - It's okay.

What's done is done.

Let's hug.

Come.

Come here!

Say hello to Cemal the botanist for me.

- Delivery for you. - Good day, it's me again.

It's from Buğra.

Thank you.

Selim!

We're leaving!

Go.

You go outside and wait for me, okay?

I'm not asking.

Don't.

You're leaving.

I can change my mind.

If you say…

"Ferruh, don't go!" "Please don't leave me!"

"Please!"

"You're very important to me. Stay here, Ferruh!"

If you say that, I'll stay.

You're such a prick.

Yeah, unfortunately.

I'll take your room.

But the bathtub…

Take care of my tub.

- I have good memories there. - Don't worry.

Did I really have no chance at all?

Was there a reason for it?

Of course!

Of course!

Of course! Sure!

I… You're not kidding, are you?

But you never know.

Right? Maybe in the future…

Why not…

This is yours.

What's this?

Refik sold your painting to a gallery.

This is the exit for the driveway.

Could you move your car a little?

Sorry, the door was closed…

I'll leave right away.

- Thanks! Have a good day! - Good day!

Come.

We don't have a car.

Why did you say that?

There's a huge sign saying "Parking is prohibited."

24 hours a day, day and night. Okay? It's a matter of principle.

Learn these things.

You became a nurse?

You should leave. You'll be late, go now.

- As soon as possible. - You're coughing really badly.

- Let's not go out tonight. - No! Go and enjoy yourselves.

I'm fine.

Are you sure?

Pretty sure.

Everything is ready on the table. You just have to feed them.

Call me if you need.

Have fun!

See you!

With your permission, I'll serve you.

Do you have to wear this apron?

I'll take it off right away if you wish.

Got a cigarette?

Unfortunately, I don't smoke.

Actually, Refik,

I quit last year, in May.

If you had asked me then…

I couldn't quite tell if what you said was serious or a joke.

Refik…

Got something for you.

Don't say no. Okay?

- What's this? - Look.

Bank…

Look, what does it say?

What's this money?

- No, I can't take it. - Yes, it's yours.

It's yours.

It's yours!

Okay? It's yours.

Ferruh!

See you!

- I want ice cream! - Sure.

No, you can go.

No?

Refik, can I cheat on the diet like that?

I can't.

We have a daily calorie limit.

But if you like, I can…

give you some dates.

- What's your name? - Cemil.

Cemil, I'll shove that date up your ass!

Now go get me some ice cream.

Refik, that's impossible. I need to take you inside soon.

Fuck you!

Morning!

- Who is this? - For your treatment.

He's a very important homeopath.

Take me inside.

What's the cube root of nine?

We just looked at cube roots, right? We studied that so much.

Push yourself a little harder. Come on, my dear.

DRIVING TEST BOOKLET

I think the true handicapped aren't people like you,

they're the people

who ignore you, who see you

as second-class citizens.

Let me explain this…

I looked after Hanife for 21 years.

Twenty-one years.

Of course, you might see it as a single example of work experience.

But we grew up together.

Let's go!

Ferruh, we're not in a hurry.

Please go slowly.

We just got our license.

Don't worry about this, Serpil.

Your only job is to smile.

- Safiye Gürdağ. - Yes.

- Can I get a code? - Sure.

- Is this it? - Yes.

"How many springs like this have there been? My longing fades."

What?

Nothing.

Whatever…

Good day!

May many more come your way.

Refik.

- Refik! - It's nothing.

- Take deep breaths! - It's okay.

No.

No! No!

- I don't want it. - Please take deep breaths!

Please, if anything happens, I'll be devastated.

- I don't want it. - Please! Please try, Refik!

It's nothing.

I'm okay.

- Please! - Get that thing off my face!

Go call Lale!

Call Lale…

How is he?

The same since I called you.

Nothing has changed.

I was going to come yesterday, but I had something to do.

- Is he in his room? - Living room.

Okay, let me…

Look at you.

You look like a toilet brush.

You're right.

I've let myself go a bit.

Come on. Let's go.

Come on.

Let's go.

We've missed this.

I need a stretcher here!

Stretcher!

I have a patient in distress! Go get a stretcher!

Help us!

I have a paralyzed patient!

I hope he gets well soon.

Thank you very much! You saved him!

Thank you! May God bless you!

Thank you very much!

Thank you!

Go get a stretcher!

Where is everyone? Anyone?

I need a stretcher!

Take it.

So…

Not saying where we're going yet?

Relax and enjoy the freedom of not knowing where we're going.

Please…

Let's go.

Where are we?

Almost there, be patient.

Refik, it's bad news.

If they see us like this, they'll throw us out.

That's why we're straightening you out.

What do you mean?

Trust me.

If you put that in my hair, I'll kill you.

No, this isn't for you. I'm coming too.

Really?

It's too bad!

No…

- Because of your features… - What did you do now?

It looks good on some people.

This?

Not on you.

It's the only way. That's it!

Good. It's a very special oil.

Smell it.

It's nourishing.

You didn't think I'd forget this, did you?

Hello. We have a reservation.

Thank you, welcome. Hello. What is your name?

- Ferruh. - Ferruh, let me see.

Yes, here.

Ferruh, if you'd kindly take this table.

- Thank you! - Welcome.

What's happening? Are you going to propose to me?

I can't give you a quick answer.

I need to think.

No.

Can you take this?

Okay.

- Right. - So?

What's this?

I have to ask you something.

Yes?

Over the next 10 to 15 minutes,

please, no sneezing,

drooling, gagging, or vomiting, okay? We're taking a break from all that.

- Okay. - I'm going to take a walk.

- Why? - I'll go and come right back.

Okay? Don't worry, it's on me. Leave it to me.

Okay.

- It's a nice place. - Yes.

- Like this place? - Yes, it's beautiful.

I'm coming back.

Look, I've lost my mind, do you see?

I almost forgot.

Thank you.

Ma'am…

Yes… Refik.

Şeyda.

- Welcome. - Thank you.

ONE MONTH LATER

No, I can't do it. I thought I could do it.

But no, I can't jump!

Congratulations! This is the first time you're jumping in years.

Good luck, but I… No!

Please don't. No. I'll find you down there.

Okay? Why are you tossing me out?

- Why are you tossing me out? - It's always the same!

You say you can't do it, but you are doing it!

All you need is for someone to push you.

- Are we ready, Refik? - Yes!

- One, two, three! - Ferruh!

Release me!

Refik said, "Don't jump, Ferruh!"

- Untie me. I'll find him. - It's okay. You'll like it.

Untie me! He said "Don't jump!" to me.

Please untie me! Please! Don't!

Don't!

Don't push me! Untie me!

Please!

Please! Please don't!

Fuck you!

Ferruh, are you okay?

Good. Better.

What is this?

I was right. Right?

Ferruh! We're amazing!

Amazing!

Let's do this again when we're done!

Subtitle translation by Deniz Erkaradağ