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You'll have

to

report this to the seminary.

I don't know what happened to me.

I don't want to know anything!

Tomorrow we fly back to Bogota, and there you will see the consequences of

actions.

Are you fucking nuts?

What? Go away.

You've got enough damage already.

Oh, okay, so now it's my fault.

What? Are you planning on spending here the whole night? I cannot go back to the

hotel after what happened.

So what? You're not going back to Columbia?

I don't know.

I need to put my thoughts in order.

You can crash in my place, okay?

Not right now.

Oh,

yeah, yeah, crazy and stupid.

Let's go.

Thank you.

You really need to get going.

Does your truck allow you to have coffee?

She doesn't want this there.

No, I don't.

How can you let it control your life like this?

What about you?

She does all these things to control her life.

No, okay. You are such a hypocrite because last night you didn't seem to

You know what?

I need to go to work.

Sure.

I didn't realize you felt so guilty about who you are when you met me at the

bar.

But I guess that's your choice.

Hello? Hello?

Mom, it's me, Julian.

Son, why didn't you call before? I'm all worried.

I couldn't find a phone.

But I'm fine, Mom.

Father Miguel called me last night to find out if you had called.

What happened?

Nothing, nothing, Mom. It was a misunderstanding.

Julian, Father Miguel is your director.

Yes, Mom, I know.

This is your return flight tonight, right?

Yes, Mom, but... I just wanted to know if you could give me some money.

For God's sake, what's wrong with him, son?

He knows that I'm going to stay.

It's just... I have...

Yes,

I always bring it with me, mom.

Bless you, mom.

God bless you.

I miss you a lot, son.

Oh, by the way, your friend Diego called you.

Okay, I'll call you later.

Bye, mom.

You seem troubled, my son.

I'm really confused, Father.

I made a terrible mistake.

All of God's creatures get confused, and all of them make mistakes.

If you only knew.

I want to serve the Lord and help people, but at the same time...

I have this urges instead of me.

Do these urges make you not want to serve God or to help people anymore?

No.

It's not like that.

But... Ever since I was a kid... I've been carrying this

weight too long.

You need to make a decision as to who you really are and what you really want.

I know.

And I want to make a difference in the world.

and that's the start first you got to let go of those things that are weighing

you down but how do i

Hello?

Hello? How are you?

What a pleasure to hear you.

And what?

How are those gringos treating me? More or less.

Look, yesterday was the congress and it went well.

But, listen to me.

I called because... What a envy.

I always wanted to go to Los Angeles.

Hey, what?

How are the old ladies?

Diego, Diego, Diego, Diego, be careful.

Look, I need to... Hello?

The communication is being cut off.

Hello, Diego?

But, well, chinazo.

It's a pleasure to have heard you.

Yes, it's nice to hear you too.

Well, I'll see you at the airport tomorrow.

By the way, I'll bring a very good memory from Hollywood.

What?

Have a good night.

Bye.

For God's sake, where did Julián go?

I'm sorry, Father. I didn't know what to think. What a possibility!

But I've been thinking.

And I realized that we all fail sometimes.

You've been a good seminarist so far, and I think you deserve a second chance.

What do you mean, Father?

I'm not going to say anything about what happened here. If you regret it and pay

for your sins.

Pay for my sins.

You can't let lust control your actions.

It must control your thoughts.

Maybe go to therapy.

I can control my thoughts.

But I've tried to do that all my life.

And even so, I'm in love with... Love?

Don't be such an idiot.

It's lust controlling your actions, don't you see? Okay.

Maybe you're the one who's wrong.

I don't know.

But I have to find out for myself.

Please, give this statue

to

my friend, Diego.

You are making a grave mistake, Julian.

Julian!

Will you stop that and just give him his medicine?

Sometimes, birds need more than medicine.

Yeah, I guess I will never understand why you still keep connected with those

beliefs.

Andrew, the good thing is that I think I finally understand my call.

And I'm glad.

Okay.

People need all the help we can give them.

There's people back home that also need the same help.

I'm sure there are.

Have you ever been to Colombia?