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I can't wait to see if I get pregnant.

I had done everything.

Charting my temperature before the sun was up.

Logging every shift in my cycle.

Tracking hormones like it was my full -time job.

Pulling my husband into bed the moment our perfect window opened.

We wanted a baby so badly. It felt like our whole lives revolved around those

few days each month.

And still, nothing.

No lines on tests, no answers, just hope draining slower each time.

When my father -in -law suggested a fertility specialist, my husband finally

agreed, even though I knew how much it bruised his pride.

But as he booked the appointment, all I could think was that maybe the problem

wasn't him at all.

Maybe it was me.

Maybe I was the one who was faulty.

All right, honey.

I'm going to take off.

You're going to be fine, son.

I just feel like I'm letting you down, Dad.

You and Mom never had any problems.

Ah, don't you worry about that.

You're going to be in good hands. This doctor, he's really good. He's helped a

lot of friends of mine.

So, you're going to get it fixed up.

Yeah, take your time. Don't rush back.

What is this? Is that an ovulation chart?

Yeah. Yeah, it is.

Mind if I take a look?

Sure.

Thank you. Yeah, it's a lot of work, but without the

results, it kind of feels like I'm doing something wrong or like I'm the problem

here.

Look, I've seen this so many times with friends.

It's never the woman's fault.

It just isn't.

I do hope that, you know, that doctor is as good as you say he is. Oh, yeah,

trust me, he's going to get the best around.

He's really good.

He's helped a lot of friends of mine, and, you know, I've even helped a few

women myself.

By referring them to the doctor?

Is this, wait, is this what you mean by helping your friends?

Um, yeah, like, I can help out. I've really

helped, and this is where the real magic's going to happen.

I can't cheat on my husband, especially not with his dad.

Well, look, I found it in good hands.

and never know that the kid is not his.

This is wrong.

You're my husband's dad. I mean, I thought the doctor was the help.

Oh, he was.

I've helped with a lot of friends, too.

I helped with one.

It felt well that she had twins.

I don't know. I mean... Yeah, you won.

get pregnant, right?

That's all I want to do.

That's all we've been working for, but... Okay, so just focus on that right

And he's in good hands with the doctor.

It feels so wrong.

Are you sure that this is the only way?

I had really good success. I really did.

It's so bad.

That's right.

It's so bad.

I do really want a baby.

I know you do.

And you're going to be a great mother.

You're going to have that pregnancy glow.

That baby, right?

It'll all be worth it once I have a baby in me.

Thank you.

Mm -hmm.

Take these off.

That's the key.

See, I can even taste the gin on the sugar right now.

I really want to be a mom.

I'll be right back.

Thank you.

Thank you.

Thank you.

Amen.

Thank you.

I'm so ready.

Keep going. I don't want you to waste a single drop.

I'm going to take this.

Thank you.

And...

Bye.

Mm -hmm. I feel like my eggs are going to be ready for your feed soon.

Oh, I'm proud to know. Mm -hmm.

to stay deep inside. I don't want to waste a single drop.

this story.

your speed.

It'll all be worth it.

I can't wait to be a mom.

You're going to be a good mom.

I'm a little nervous.

Okay. One, two, three.

I can't wait for you.

I know, I'm so excited.

I can't wait to see if I get pregnant.