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SUMMER: Goodbye, Billy.

I still can't believe he's gone. He's dead.

How do you feel when you look at her?

Like Notts Forest just won the Premier League.

£200, Rani.

I'm so sorry.

I was thinking I could get some baby-sitting work.

Daisy works for her dad's boss's children, makes £8 an hour.

You think I'm worried about the money?

I'm worried about you.

Are you sure you want to go to school today?

I just want things to feel normal again.

There's nothing normal about a school friend dying.

But you will feel better again. I promise.

See you later.

Wake up in the morning We rise

When the early bird calling, yeah We rise

When we get up in our feelings Do what the phoenix do

So of course We rise

When we got to get to class We rise

When we stuck under the ash We rise

All my friends gonna see this through

Cos we just do what the phoenix do

We rise.

Just remember what I said, all right?

You get that feeling like your heart's jumping out your chest,

don't bottle it up, Ri.

You just cry. I swear...you'll feel better after, every time,

OK?

You see this?

This isn't leaving my side, so if you want to come home,

you just message me. I'll be here in five minutes, tops.

Thanks, Bev.

You haven't got to thank me, angel.

We're all really proud of you.

Even Dad?

Ri, you're not worried about your dad, are you?

It's just, um...when Mum died, he couldn't cope, so...

Sweetheart, it's OK to lose the plot

when you lose someone you love.

We all handle things differently.

Promise me, if you feel like standing on that playground

and screaming your head off, you'll do it. Promise me?

OK.

BEV SIGHS

Look out.

Lost without you.

You're the Beyonce to their Destiny's Child.

You're crazy.

We can go home if you're not up to it.

I'll be fine.

What are you doing? Have some respect!

Did you hear me? What are you doing?!

Hey.

But what about the assembly?

I don't think so. Do you? Let's go and meet the others.

Where are they?

I dunno. We'll find them.

Thank you, er, everyone.

Er, if everyone could, er, make sure they've got a seat.

We're...we're here to celebrate...

What? Sorry. Not...

Not-Not...not celebrate.

We're here to, um...

..mark the end of a new, er, another school year.

And, our Year 11s, er...

..it is your last day,

so, er, it's time to...

..to look back and reflect on everything you've achieved.

But also look forward as well.

Not all of them!

I'm...I'm sorry. Is there something you'd like to say?

I do.

Some of us just lost a friend

and you wanna stand up there and talk about exams and college

and other pointless rubbish.

Finn, this isn't the time.

No, I think he's right.

Is there anything...that you would like to say about Billy?

It wouldn't be right.

It should be the people that knew him best.

Have you, er, seen any of them?

I've messaged them,

but only Daisy's replied, so...

OK.

Maybe, um,

you could go and get a drink in the canteen.

Or if you just prefer to leave, then...

..then that's fine, too. Er...

Assembly's over.

FAITH: Still doesn't feel real.

I keep expecting Bill to pop up over one of those ramps.

Are you OK?

You knew each other a long time.

Not really.

But all we can do is keep going, I guess.

One foot in front of the other. DARCY: All right, let's have a go.

What are you doing? Move, fella. Let me have a go.

Nah. Move, man. Give me the board. Get off.

What are you doing, man? Move from me!

Darcy! Get off. Let's go again. Come on then!

What are you doing?

There's a reason I've been swerving you lot the past few days.

You need to lighten up a bit.

HE SCOFFS

How are things at home?

Fine.

A bit sad.

Something really sad's happened.

It's weird, cos...sometimes I'll just forget about it

for a couple of minutes, and then...

..I hear Dad crying or talking to Bev about Billy and then...

Get sad again?

Yeah.

And most of the time, Dad's fine,

but then...

..he will see me or Bev getting upset and...

..he feels it too.

Well, it's really good you can all support each other.

Can I give you a little suggestion?

Something that might help you when you feel sad?

OK.

Remember something good.

Something Billy loved

or something you loved about Billy.

And write it down.

If you do that, every time,

really soon, those sad thoughts get replaced with nicer ones.

You're never not gonna miss him, Ri.

He's your big brother.

The best.

But as long as you remember him

and all the wonderful things he did and said...

..he'll never really die.

You're being so disrespectful. Summer's really upset.

Summer? Do me a favour! She made Bill's life hell.

What are you on about? What, you wanna talk about toxic?

Always on-off, on-off, messing with his head.

Is she gonna go on like a grieving widow for the rest of her life?

Or is she gonna wait for the next Jordan Keyes to come along?

Or some other lad who'll take Billy's place.

HE PANTS

You lot need to come with me...now.

I got in touch with Mr Stewart

and he linked me with this guy.

We're gonna graffiti a tribute to Billy right here.

Sick.

Aren't you cold?

I didn't wanna get paint on my jacket. My mum would kill me.

This is one dramatic way of getting out of catering club, mate.

Thanks, Billy...

..for not caring when I'm being weird...

..having my back...

..for being my friend.

Are you OK?

I'm a bit worried about you.

Why?

Look around. Everything's amazing.

I know you found your birth mum.

How?

I fished your bracelet out of the bin.

That, and all your questions, I just put two and two together.

She doesn't know.

I came face to face with her.

I was... I was gonna tell her.

But it felt wrong.

My mother's right here.

BICYCLE BELL RINGS

Isn't that Billy's bike?

Do you remember when I told you he sold it to a mate of mine?

Well, I went and got it back off him,

even got him to lower the seat.

Hardly seen you the past few weeks.

Mum and Dad haven't left me alone.

They keep asking if I wanna talk. And do you?

I just wanna do what Billy did -

brush myself down and get on with stuff.

How are things with your parents?

I can hardly look them in the eye.

You got conned, Rani.

It wasn't your fault.

I stole from them.

How are they ever gonna trust me again?

DAISY: Guys, have you seen this?

This is awesome.

What do you think, Summer?

It's perfect.

HE SIGHS Can we split now?

What? I've got places to go, people to see.

What's wrong with you?!

All this.

I's a bit extra, innit?

He's gone. Get over it.

No, he's not worth it.

What is his problem? I never liked him.

MR JACOBS: Shouldn't you all be in lessons?

Look, I appreciate your first day back was never gonna be easy,

but...

You're not gonna make us take it down, are you?

Well, I reckon there'd be a riot if I did.

Look...I know a leavers' assembly

is probably the last thing you wanna do right now,

but I just want to try and get things right this time.

So what do you think?

Yeah?

RI: Does it work?

MATTEO: I mean, the brakes are good.

The gears are cushty.

I reckon we could take her out.

Maybe later.

OK.

KHALED: Oi, have you lot seen this?

Darcy's only gone and left the group.

You're lying. Why would he do that?

So is that it, then? Is it all over?

It doesn't have to be.

SUMMER: Maybe Darcy's right.

Maybe we should all go our separate ways.

DAISY: You don't mean that. Don't I?

Where have you been? I tried calling.

I went to see an old mate.

What's that?

Is that yours?

I've never seen it before in my life.

What do I do with it? You could give it to me,

or you could stop waving it around and stick it in your bag.

But who put it there?

I dunno. Fairies?

Whoever it was, they obviously wanted you to have it.

Two assemblies in one day.

Those PRU kids are pure diva.

One of the best lessons I can teach you in life...

..is that sometimes...

..sometimes we get it wrong.

You make a judgment call because you have to.

Sometimes it turns out that you're...you're way off the mark.

The problem is,

I never really got to know Billy.

And if I had, I'd be better equipped to stand here

and talk about who he was...

..as a friend...

..as a student.

So, with that in mind,

I've invited a special guest from Brooklands

to come and say a few words.

Billy...

Billy wasn't an easy person to be friends with.

He could get angry over the stupidest things,

and he would smash up stuff for no reason,

including my BB-8 Sphero.

He never really said much either.

Maybe one or two words.

Sometimes just a noise,

like this big grunt, like, "Uhhh!"

KHALED: He was loyal...

..and he was kind.

He looked out for me...

..when I had no-one.

And he said he would always have my back.

And I believed him,

because Billy never made a promise he couldn't deliver.

I know it sounds stupid,

but I like to think of Billy as...this light,

like a forcefield,

something you can feel around you,

even when it's not there.

And that's the way I want to remember Billy.

What are you doing?

I could ask you the same question,

seeing as all your mates are in the hall.

I'm done with them now.

That sounds a bit drastic.

Well, they just keep going on about me being disrespectful to Bill,

cos I don't wanna sit around looking sad.

And...are ya?

Sad, I mean?

DARCY SNIFFS

Cos if there's one thing I've learned about grief,

you've got to let it out...

..otherwise it builds up inside and that's...

..and that's no good for anyone.

DARCY SNIFFS

Did you know Jacobs got Bill a job at this flash restaurant

in Brighton?

No.

I never.

DARCY SNIFFS

I mean, how rubbish is that?

Bill gets everything he wanted...

..and he never gets to enjoy it.

It's not fair. I know it's not, mate.

He had his whole life mapped out.

Engaged to Summer. An apprenticeship there if he wanted it.

He was going somewhere. I know.

No, you don't know!

None of yous knew him! Not like I did.

We had so many plans this summer -

Reading, Zante, our first lads' holiday.

One last blowout before college.

And we're never gonna get to do any of it, are we?

It was always...

..me and Bill.

I don't know who I am without him.

You just...

You just need time to figure that out.

I don't wanna figure it out.

I just want him back!

HE SOBS LOUDLY

Anyone sat here?

It's the floor.

You all right? Yeah.

You?

I'm all right.

That was a good speech.

Really? I thought it went on a bit.

Do you, um, want a crisp?

What flavour?

Cheese and onion.

I thought they hated each other.

They do.

Khaled must be cold without his jacket on.

Why is everyone so worried about Khaled being cold?

PHONE BUZZES

I've got to go.

SPRAY CAN HISSES

HE SNIFFS

Brothers.

Always.

I take it this isn't yours?

No, hold on.

That's Billy's handwriting.

Can I keep this? Of course.

Did you know that the Dewey Decimal System

was invented by Melvil Dewey in 1876?

Polly Shah!

It was to help libraries locate and access information more effectively.

What are you doing here?

Well, I figured...

..you might need a friend.

And I have an overdue book that has been keeping me awake at night.

That's strange.

What is it?

We're being summoned to the boiler room.

Aren't you coming?

Er, I just assumed boiler room business.

Come on.

Is this everyone?

It is now.

Billy loved this place.

He always said it was the one place he could properly be himself.

He worked so hard to make this place feel like home,

and I'm not gonna let that go to waste.

What are you saying, Ri?

I'm saying it's time to start again,

build a new family.

I know I should've ran this past you first,

but I've enlisted some new recruits.

And...last but not least.

We've got strict rules in here, Keyes.

Don't worry,

I've already told him who calls the shots.

So, who's in?

Er, Ri, you got room for one more?

You're not being serious?

It's time to make way for the next generation.

You know how long I've waited for this moment?

LAUGHTER

This is my moment

And I feel like I can be myself

It's my time

Here in this moment...

BELL RINGS

LEILA: And here we have Ri

trying to break the Billy Hopkins land speed record!

BICYCLE BELL RINGS

MATTEO: Go on, Ri.

Whoo!

I can be myself for the very first time...

Since when did you and Khaled become friends?

It just sort of happened, I guess.

He's all right, you know.

Khaled?

Khaled?

Khaled!

Did you really sell your jacket?

For me?

It wasn't a big deal.

That was your birthday present.

You needed the money and I wanted to help.

Rani, are you all right?

Khaled...

Khaled! Wait.

What is it? What have I done?

WHOOPING

Oh, get in, my son!

WHOOPING

Summer, are you OK?

Yeah, I am now.

WHOOPING

You pick me up

You pull me out

Out of the darkness

Out of the doubt

It's always you

It's what you do

Time and time again

There's no question, my friend.

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