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Previously on The Affair...
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Everyone says to you when you're young,
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"Who do you love? Love is all you need."
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And it sends you into a panic.
At least it did for me.
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I got married young.
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I had a great girlfriend.
She was beautiful.
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She was rich. She was artsy.
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I wanted to be beautiful,
rich and artsy,
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so I married her. And I loved her.
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Uh, sorry.
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Mr. Solloway, this is my wife, Alison.
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- I had a fling.
- Uh, with who?
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Alison?
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I love you.
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I love you, too.
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I have to leave.
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I'm in love with someone else.
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Get out! Get out!
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I read your book, Noah. I'm sex?
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No marriage could survive me?
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You make it seem like
I-I came on to you,
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like I practically threw myself at you.
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Hey, Cole?
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Can you just stay?
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Maybe this was the mistake.
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No, please, don't say that.
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I had this stupid idea,
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that you and I could make a
new start together and...
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all the pain we caused everybody else,
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it was for a reason, because
we were meant to be together.
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I never thought it would
be all... pointless.
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It was a deer.
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It was a deer!
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Don't! Noah! Noah!
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Alison, if I don't do something,
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they're gonna convict me.
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I know, just...
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Just tell the truth.
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Your Honor... I'm guilty.
I killed Scott Lockhart.
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What the hell are you doing?!
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Sit down and stay there.
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When you get out, you may still think
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you have me to come home to.
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And what you're trying to
tell me is I-I-I won't.
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I'm sorry.
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Hey.
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I operated on your son.
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Oh, God. Dr. Ullah.
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I'm thrilled for you, darling.
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This fellow's quite a catch.
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Handsome, polite, a doctor.
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Do you think she even realizes
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- these cans are hers?
- No, I don't.
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And she's not going to if you
keep moving them for her.
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Hi, Daddy.
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Hey.
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Hey. Look at you. You look great.
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I have a date.
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So, what happened to you?
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Why'd you stand me up?
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Go home to your fucking wife.
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They found her body.
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She's dead. They're ruling it a suicide.
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- Where is Mommy?
- All we have to do is
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think about her and
remember her, and that way,
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she will always be with us.
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Priya?
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Vik didn't tell me that
you were coming over.
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He told me his pants are falling down,
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so I'm taking them in.
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I know, I just... I didn't
want to bother you, so...
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Why would it bother me to do
something nice for my son?
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Does it bother you to care
for your children, Helen?
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Vik.
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Vik!
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I'm not getting treatment.
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That just doesn't make any sense.
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I'm not gonna sit around
and watch you die.
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I have pancreatic cancer!
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There is no cure. No hope.
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Vik? Is that your car?
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Yeah, I just got it.
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I know the best road in Malibu.
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Let's see how fast this
car can really go.
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I want to get home, and I want to drink.
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- You're pregnant?
- Yes.
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That's what I was trying to tell you.
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Why are you trying to tell me?
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I want to keep it. I
want to be a mother.
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I don't want to go.
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I want... more days. I want more life.
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Vik okay?
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Vik is going to die.
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If there was one person
I would want to be with
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when I die,
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it'd be you.
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I was in a dark place, man.
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I just finished the second
film in The Maze franchise,
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and I was on top of the
world, but inside...
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...I was empty.
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So, I looked at my life
and I asked myself,
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what's wrong here? What's missing?
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Authenticity.
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That was the answer. Integrity.
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Courage. And that's when
I picked up your book.
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And it just spoke to me, man. It did.
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I thought, this is my life.
And this man understands...
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everything.
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That's, uh, I'm really glad
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- you felt that way.
- People don't really know me, you know?
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They-they, uh, know my movies.
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They see me as this action hero,
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this sort of modern-day James Bond.
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But that's all an act, of course.
I mean, that's not who I am.
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But this book... this is me.
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- This is my story.
- Yeah, it's my story, too.
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I guess, you know, my
story's your story.
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I know it's a real act of faith,
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putting your work in the hands
of another artist to interpret.
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But I want you to know,
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I'm not going to let you down.
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I've got this. I've got you, okay?
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I've been waiting a very, very
long time for something to direct.
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So, enough about me, tell me about you.
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Tell me about Noah Solloway.
When did you write this?
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How many years ago?
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Oh, God, uh... I guess
it was eight years ago.
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- Eight?
- Mm-hmm.
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Mm-hmm. And how did it happen?
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I mean, did you just, you just
sat down one day and thought,
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"I'm just gonna write a whole book."
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Well, no, no, no. Well,
not exactly. No, um...
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Well, I'd-I'd written
a-a book before this.
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- Yeah?
- Yeah, it didn't do very well.
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- Tragic.
- Right. And, um,
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so I was, uh, I was
teaching in Brooklyn.
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I love that. That's a great detail.
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So human.
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- Please go on.
- Uh... yeah, so, uh...
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So, teachers, um,
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so, teachers get their summers
off, so, uh, my wife and I would
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take every summer and take
the kids out to Montauk.
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And we'd spend a month with my in-laws.
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Let me just, uh, pause
you there for a second.
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- Your wife Ellen...
- Helen.
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What?
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Uh, she's Ellen in the
book, but actually...
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That's... doesn't matter.
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- She's, uh, wh-what about her?
- She is a great character.
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- Thank you.
- Yeah.
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She's funny, she's down-to-earth,
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- self-deprecating.
- Right.
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So, why did you do it?
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- Do what? Have an affair?
- Nah.
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No. I get that part.
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I mean, that's reasonable, you're a man.
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No, the part that I'm struggling
with in telling this story,
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the part that I'm struggling
with is, is why you, no,
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excuse me, sorry. Why does
Daniel leave his wife?
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Well, I mean, it, uh...
well, that's kind of
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what the whole book is about.
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Yes. I get that. So help me out.
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Um... well, I'm not sure there's
an easy answer to that,
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to that question, but, um...
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I don't know, I was,
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I was pretty unhappy.
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I reached a certain age
when I felt I should be
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more accomplished, more
confident, more wealthy,
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just more, really. And...
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um, Helen and I had been
college sweethearts.
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You know, I loved her,
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but... our relationship was, uh...
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I guess it just, it seemed to me
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that that was what was holding me back.
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Mm-hmm.
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Is this at all helpful?
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Yes, absolutely. Mm-hmm.
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So you said you met
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- in university, right?
- Yeah, that's right, mm-hmm.
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- What was she like?
- Who, Helen at that time?
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Mm-hmm.
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She was kind of a cool girl.
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She, uh, she grew up
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in New York City, she was
up on all the trends,
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she knew the bands, and... Excuse me.
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Can I get, can I get
some cream in there?
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- Of course, sir.
- Thank you.
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So the first night you did the dirty,
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what song was playing?
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- Sorry, what? Uh...
- What-what song was playing?
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I mean, you just said she's
into all these bands.
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Was it something avant-garde
or new or foreign,
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or what was it?
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Uh... Springsteen. I
think Tunnel of Love
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had just come out...
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Uh, S-Springsteen.
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Springsteen. I love that.
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Anyway, uh... uh, sorry,
what were we talking about?
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Why you left your wife.
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Right, yeah, so, um...
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so, anyway, I, um...
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I... I met this, uh, another woman,
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who, um, and I fell in love with her,
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and she seemed to be everything
that my wife wasn't.
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I come from a family of alcoholics.
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Oh. I'm sorry.
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Thank you.
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I thought I'd avoided it.
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I thought the gene
skipped right over me,
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'cause I've never had a problem
with controlled substances.
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So it wasn't until years
later that I realized
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that I was an addict...
for toxic relationships.
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- Fuck me.
- What's wrong?
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I just can't stand coffee with cream.
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It's like a drink for children.
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Well, anyway, that's why I was
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drawn to your book.
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And the Alison character.
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I get it.
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I totally get it.
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Sorry, wh-what's going
on? Are-are you...?
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- What do you mean?
- Is...
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- Hi.
- Oh, hi.
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I never do this.
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Oh, that's okay. That's fine.
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But I was just wondering if
I could give you my number.
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Yeah, sure. That's very kind of you.
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- Uh, Sasha.
- I'm Tali.
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Oh, I see. You mean business.
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I just love you and I'd love to show you
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how much I love you. Anytime.
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That is so kind of you,
Tali. Thank you so much.
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- Thank you.
- Thank you.
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Um...
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fuck, I hate it when they
write in permanent ink.
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Sorry, does-does that, does
that happen to you a lot?
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Yeah. Oh, quite often, actually.
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Okay, so...
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we've covered Alison,
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we've covered Helen.
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Now, what we haven't covered is...
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we haven't discussed the ending.
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Uh... the ending?
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Mm-hmm. The ending.
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So, in your script, it ends... I mean,
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he hits her with his car?
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Yeah, that's, well, that's,
that's the ending in the book.
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Do you love it?
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Do I love what?
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The ending.
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Uh, yeah...?
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Yeah, like, "Yeah!" or like,
"Yeah, but I'm not sure."
255
00:11:31,407 --> 00:11:33,406
Sorry, I, uh, I'm having,
uh, I don't understand.
256
00:11:33,407 --> 00:11:35,406
Are you... is-is the ending... the...
257
00:11:35,407 --> 00:11:36,698
Is there something in the ending
258
00:11:36,699 --> 00:11:37,906
that's not working for you, or...
259
00:11:37,907 --> 00:11:39,416
I don't... I don't understand.
260
00:11:41,949 --> 00:11:44,541
Do you know what? You're great.
261
00:11:45,365 --> 00:11:49,078
You're, you're truly great. And I...
262
00:11:49,079 --> 00:11:51,239
Listen, I just love that
we're doing this together.
263
00:11:51,240 --> 00:11:53,489
- Really, I am.
- Me, too. I just...
264
00:11:53,490 --> 00:11:55,198
Look, uh, Sasha, I hate to...
265
00:11:55,199 --> 00:11:57,031
Uh, cut this conversation short.
266
00:11:57,032 --> 00:11:58,614
My girlfriend is-is
waiting for me outside.
267
00:11:58,615 --> 00:12:00,115
- Yeah, yeah, yeah, go, go, go.
- So sorry.
268
00:12:00,116 --> 00:12:01,539
We've got tons of time to discuss this.
269
00:12:01,540 --> 00:12:03,656
We're not shooting anything for
three months and... No, no.
270
00:12:03,657 --> 00:12:05,281
I've got this. No, come on.
271
00:12:05,282 --> 00:12:06,823
- I got it.
- Okay, thank you.
272
00:12:06,824 --> 00:12:08,739
Yeah. You look sharp.
273
00:12:08,740 --> 00:12:10,449
Where are you headed? Wedding?
274
00:12:10,450 --> 00:12:13,740
No, no, I'm... a funeral, actually.
275
00:12:38,740 --> 00:12:41,615
It just seems really out of character.
276
00:13:08,964 --> 00:13:10,948
So what happens now?
277
00:13:10,949 --> 00:13:12,508
We're waiting for our mom.
278
00:13:12,509 --> 00:13:14,342
Then we're going over to the
grave site to bury him.
279
00:13:14,343 --> 00:13:17,322
I thought Hindus cremated their dead.
280
00:13:17,323 --> 00:13:18,739
He was half Hindu, half Muslim.
281
00:13:18,740 --> 00:13:21,447
He planned his own funeral, so...
282
00:13:21,448 --> 00:13:23,614
he took some stuff from one culture,
283
00:13:23,615 --> 00:13:25,865
- some from the other.
- Ah.
284
00:13:25,866 --> 00:13:27,948
Are you kids hungry at all?
285
00:13:27,949 --> 00:13:29,614
I got some munchies in
the car. We could...
286
00:13:29,615 --> 00:13:30,990
We're fine, Dad.
287
00:13:30,991 --> 00:13:33,098
Okay.
288
00:13:37,866 --> 00:13:40,115
Look, I can drive you
guys to the grave site
289
00:13:40,116 --> 00:13:41,698
if you want. That way you don't
290
00:13:41,699 --> 00:13:43,198
have to wait around for Mom.
291
00:13:45,791 --> 00:13:47,035
Any takers?
292
00:13:48,578 --> 00:13:50,303
Look, Dad, why don't you just head back?
293
00:13:50,304 --> 00:13:51,783
We'll see you at the house.
294
00:13:53,198 --> 00:13:54,406
Maybe we should...
295
00:13:54,407 --> 00:13:56,781
Right, right, yeah.
296
00:13:56,782 --> 00:13:59,447
Hey. Hi, Bruce.
297
00:13:59,448 --> 00:14:01,948
Good to see you, Noah.
298
00:14:01,949 --> 00:14:03,239
How are you, Noah?
299
00:14:03,240 --> 00:14:04,406
I'm fine, I'm fine.
300
00:14:04,407 --> 00:14:05,604
It's good to see you both.
301
00:14:06,357 --> 00:14:08,014
This is, uh, this is Janelle.
302
00:14:08,407 --> 00:14:10,990
How nice to meet another
one of Noah's women.
303
00:14:10,991 --> 00:14:13,281
Actually we were both leaving,
304
00:14:13,282 --> 00:14:15,739
so, uh, the kids are gonna
go to the grave site
305
00:14:15,740 --> 00:14:17,656
and we're gonna see everybody
back at the house.
306
00:14:17,657 --> 00:14:19,156
Where is Helen?
307
00:14:19,157 --> 00:14:21,364
- What's going on in there?
- Uh, I think she went
308
00:14:21,365 --> 00:14:22,906
to go talk to Priya about something.
309
00:14:22,907 --> 00:14:24,322
I should go back in
there and check on her.
310
00:14:24,323 --> 00:14:25,948
- Oh, no, I'll go. I'll be...
- No, no, no, no, Margaret, no.
311
00:14:25,949 --> 00:14:27,073
You-you stay with Stacey.
312
00:14:27,074 --> 00:14:28,489
It's okay.
313
00:14:28,490 --> 00:14:30,971
Uh, I'll go, uh,
314
00:14:30,972 --> 00:14:32,323
I'll go see what's happening.
315
00:14:33,791 --> 00:14:37,001
- I'll be right back.
- Uh, okay.
316
00:14:39,907 --> 00:14:42,972
Priya, we discussed this. I
showed you the document.
317
00:14:42,973 --> 00:14:45,115
Perhaps, Helen, he didn't
know what you had written.
318
00:14:45,116 --> 00:14:47,073
Oh, for fuck's sake, he dictated it.
319
00:14:47,074 --> 00:14:49,948
I just wrote it down, and I
promised him I would do it.
320
00:14:49,949 --> 00:14:53,364
You can't just ignore his
dying wishes. Are you insane?
321
00:14:53,365 --> 00:14:56,239
His soul cannot be released
unless he's cremated.
322
00:14:56,240 --> 00:14:58,156
He's still here. He's still with us!
323
00:14:58,157 --> 00:14:59,679
He doesn't know he's dead!
324
00:14:59,680 --> 00:15:01,990
- What's going on?
- What are you doing here?
325
00:15:01,991 --> 00:15:03,698
I just, um, I'm checking on you.
326
00:15:03,699 --> 00:15:05,031
Listen, Noah,
327
00:15:05,032 --> 00:15:06,781
Vikram cannot be reincarnated
328
00:15:06,782 --> 00:15:10,322
unless he's released from this
body, and this body is dead.
329
00:15:10,323 --> 00:15:12,197
- It is now his prison.
- He wanted to be buried.
330
00:15:12,198 --> 00:15:13,731
I told him I would bury him.
331
00:15:13,732 --> 00:15:15,464
That is because he was dying
332
00:15:15,465 --> 00:15:16,865
and you were his caretaker
333
00:15:16,866 --> 00:15:18,489
and he wanted to please you!
334
00:15:18,490 --> 00:15:19,611
That's not true!
335
00:15:19,612 --> 00:15:21,239
Abdul...
336
00:15:21,240 --> 00:15:24,373
Oh, Jesus fucking Christ.
337
00:15:24,374 --> 00:15:25,578
Helen.
338
00:15:26,379 --> 00:15:27,865
Look, what do we do?
339
00:15:27,866 --> 00:15:29,447
Well, unless there's
some written mandate
340
00:15:29,448 --> 00:15:31,031
from the deceased, it's standard for
341
00:15:31,032 --> 00:15:32,990
his next of kin to decide
what happens to the body.
342
00:15:32,991 --> 00:15:35,273
Oh, no, she-she is, she is his
next of kin. She's his wife.
343
00:15:35,274 --> 00:15:37,330
She says they weren't married.
344
00:15:38,179 --> 00:15:39,688
If he's going to be cremated
345
00:15:39,689 --> 00:15:41,781
by Hindu law, it has to be
346
00:15:41,782 --> 00:15:43,317
in the next few hours.
347
00:15:45,403 --> 00:15:46,822
Hey.
348
00:15:46,823 --> 00:15:48,573
She can't do this. It's
not what he wanted.
349
00:15:48,574 --> 00:15:49,880
I know, I know,
350
00:15:49,881 --> 00:15:51,246
but he's dead, Helen. He doesn't care.
351
00:15:51,247 --> 00:15:53,237
He asked me to bury him.
352
00:15:53,238 --> 00:15:57,025
Right, I get it, it's just...
Look, if he was here right now,
353
00:15:57,026 --> 00:15:58,984
don't you think he'd be trying
to make his mother happy?
354
00:15:58,985 --> 00:16:00,912
That's the whole point. She
bullied him his entire life.
355
00:16:00,913 --> 00:16:02,672
I'm not gonna let her do
it to him in death, too.
356
00:16:02,673 --> 00:16:04,363
You can't win this, Helen.
She's his mother.
357
00:16:04,364 --> 00:16:07,656
You're supposed to be on my side.
358
00:16:07,657 --> 00:16:09,239
And I am, it's just...
359
00:16:09,240 --> 00:16:11,406
Imagine this was one of our
kids and someone was trying
360
00:16:11,407 --> 00:16:13,698
- to tell us how to bury them...
- Shh. Just fuck off, Noah.
361
00:16:13,699 --> 00:16:15,202
- Helen...
- Fuck off.
362
00:16:15,961 --> 00:16:17,069
Do what you want.
363
00:16:29,548 --> 00:16:32,156
They say it's standard
operating procedure that they
364
00:16:32,157 --> 00:16:33,281
would be doing this for anyone
365
00:16:33,282 --> 00:16:36,115
in my position, but
that's just bullshit.
366
00:16:36,116 --> 00:16:38,906
I've already held the
job. The fact that they
367
00:16:38,907 --> 00:16:41,364
are asking me to reapply is...
368
00:16:41,365 --> 00:16:43,739
Yeah, it's-it's crazy.
369
00:16:43,740 --> 00:16:46,839
And humiliating and sexist and racist.
370
00:16:46,840 --> 00:16:48,484
Look, they're just making
you jump through hoops.
371
00:16:48,485 --> 00:16:49,745
You know they're gonna rehire you.
372
00:16:49,746 --> 00:16:52,031
The point is, I shouldn't
have to jump through hoops.
373
00:16:52,032 --> 00:16:53,906
Yeah, right.
374
00:16:54,970 --> 00:16:56,569
Noah, are you even listening?
375
00:16:56,570 --> 00:16:58,896
Sorry, yeah. No. No, I'm here.
376
00:16:58,897 --> 00:17:01,281
Look, I agree with you,
they're treating you badly,
377
00:17:01,282 --> 00:17:02,990
but I think it's just
bureaucracy, you know.
378
00:17:02,991 --> 00:17:05,239
I really don't think it's, uh,
anything personal, Janelle.
379
00:17:05,240 --> 00:17:07,073
Of course. You wouldn't.
380
00:17:07,074 --> 00:17:08,990
Well, what's that supposed to mean?
381
00:17:13,407 --> 00:17:15,064
What do you think this house costs?
382
00:17:16,631 --> 00:17:17,990
I don't know, 2 million?
383
00:17:17,991 --> 00:17:19,974
I don't know, I think
it's more than that.
384
00:17:19,975 --> 00:17:21,909
At least three, maybe four.
385
00:17:21,910 --> 00:17:25,406
Does she even work? Must be nice.
386
00:17:25,407 --> 00:17:27,719
Look, she's been through a lot.
387
00:17:28,574 --> 00:17:29,991
Welcome to the club.
388
00:17:30,782 --> 00:17:32,823
- Hey, Bruce.
- Ah.
389
00:17:32,824 --> 00:17:34,573
Will you take a look at this view?
390
00:17:34,574 --> 00:17:37,197
Yeah, it's something, isn't it?
391
00:17:37,198 --> 00:17:38,947
You've done well for yourself, Solloway.
392
00:17:38,948 --> 00:17:40,851
I'm man enough to admit that.
393
00:17:42,574 --> 00:17:44,948
- I don't live here, Bruce.
- Huh?
394
00:17:44,949 --> 00:17:47,406
No, th-this is, this is Helen's house.
395
00:17:47,407 --> 00:17:50,197
Right.
396
00:17:50,198 --> 00:17:51,865
That's how Margaret feels as well.
397
00:17:51,866 --> 00:17:54,525
Oh, hello.
398
00:17:54,526 --> 00:17:55,656
Hello.
399
00:17:55,657 --> 00:17:57,253
Uh, can I trouble you for another drink?
400
00:17:57,991 --> 00:17:59,651
- What?
- A brandy.
401
00:18:02,477 --> 00:18:04,531
Of course.
402
00:18:04,532 --> 00:18:05,994
Coming right up.
403
00:18:06,947 --> 00:18:08,197
Janelle, I'm...
404
00:18:08,198 --> 00:18:10,115
I didn't think you had it in you, Noah,
405
00:18:10,116 --> 00:18:11,766
but I was wrong.
406
00:18:12,221 --> 00:18:14,990
Just, uh, will you excuse
me for a second, Bruce?
407
00:18:15,867 --> 00:18:18,531
Janelle. Janelle, I'm sorry, I...
408
00:18:18,532 --> 00:18:21,823
I'm really sorry. It's-it's
not what you think.
409
00:18:21,824 --> 00:18:23,671
- Oh, no?
- No, he's...
410
00:18:24,407 --> 00:18:26,698
- There's something wrong with him.
- There certainly is.
411
00:18:26,699 --> 00:18:28,656
No, he's losing his memory.
He thinks I'm still married
412
00:18:28,657 --> 00:18:30,073
to Helen. He thinks I own this place.
413
00:18:30,074 --> 00:18:32,115
He asked me to get him a drink.
414
00:18:32,116 --> 00:18:33,614
Right, he didn't realize who you are.
415
00:18:33,615 --> 00:18:36,031
He didn't realize he just met you.
416
00:18:36,032 --> 00:18:37,447
Oh, so, because he didn't recognize me,
417
00:18:37,448 --> 00:18:38,774
he just assumes I'm the help?
418
00:18:40,699 --> 00:18:42,698
Right, I guess, uh, that's
not better, but, um...
419
00:18:42,699 --> 00:18:44,239
No, it's not.
420
00:18:44,240 --> 00:18:46,322
I need to leave.
421
00:18:46,323 --> 00:18:47,656
Janelle.
422
00:18:47,657 --> 00:18:49,115
- Hi, Helen.
- Hi.
423
00:18:49,116 --> 00:18:51,073
- Thank you for being here.
- Oh.
424
00:18:51,074 --> 00:18:53,364
Yes, of course. How are you?
425
00:18:53,365 --> 00:18:56,507
I'm okay. I'm... I don't know.
426
00:18:56,508 --> 00:18:58,447
Uh, I can't wait for all
these people to leave.
427
00:18:58,448 --> 00:19:00,281
Right, of course. I am
so... I'm so sorry.
428
00:19:00,282 --> 00:19:01,489
Thank you.
429
00:19:01,490 --> 00:19:04,305
Um, the valets are being
complete dicks, uh,
430
00:19:04,306 --> 00:19:06,223
and I really don't want to
deal with it right now.
431
00:19:06,224 --> 00:19:07,562
Do you think you could talk to them?
432
00:19:07,564 --> 00:19:09,366
- Uh, yeah, what's the problem?
- I don't know.
433
00:19:09,368 --> 00:19:10,953
They're telling me they don't
know where to park the cars,
434
00:19:10,954 --> 00:19:12,212
and I'm like, that's your job,
435
00:19:12,213 --> 00:19:14,532
- to know where to park the cars.
- I'll do it.
436
00:19:16,240 --> 00:19:17,739
You should be with your kids.
437
00:19:17,740 --> 00:19:19,831
- Really, you don't mind?
- Not at all.
438
00:19:19,832 --> 00:19:22,203
- I'm happy to.
- Thank you.
439
00:19:27,416 --> 00:19:29,197
She's a keeper.
440
00:19:30,202 --> 00:19:33,739
She's so beautiful and
so self-possessed.
441
00:19:33,740 --> 00:19:35,447
Yeah.
442
00:19:35,448 --> 00:19:37,243
Just try not to fuck it up.
443
00:19:38,578 --> 00:19:39,912
Thanks.
444
00:19:44,755 --> 00:19:47,269
How are you, uh, how are you holding up?
445
00:19:48,824 --> 00:19:49,948
I don't know.
446
00:19:49,949 --> 00:19:51,524
Helen.
447
00:19:57,074 --> 00:20:00,573
You're gonna be okay. You're the
most resilient person I know.
448
00:20:07,323 --> 00:20:09,437
Is there anything I can do right now?
449
00:20:11,323 --> 00:20:12,906
Don't go.
450
00:20:29,075 --> 00:20:32,604
_
451
00:20:51,609 --> 00:20:53,447
So what kind of painting do you do?
452
00:20:53,448 --> 00:20:55,029
Oh, portraiture mostly.
453
00:20:55,949 --> 00:21:00,322
Oh. Does that sell nowadays?
454
00:21:00,323 --> 00:21:01,594
Not really.
455
00:21:02,282 --> 00:21:05,322
So what's your plan? To make money?
456
00:21:05,323 --> 00:21:06,739
Ugh, I don't know.
457
00:21:06,740 --> 00:21:09,656
His visa is about to expire,
so no one will hire him.
458
00:21:09,657 --> 00:21:12,885
O-Once I get a more, uh,
permanent situation in place,
459
00:21:12,886 --> 00:21:14,531
I wouldn't mind teaching for a while.
460
00:21:14,532 --> 00:21:16,281
- Really?
- Well, until everybody
461
00:21:16,282 --> 00:21:17,823
realizes what a genius he is.
462
00:21:17,824 --> 00:21:19,656
Mm, yeah, right, of course.
463
00:21:20,575 --> 00:21:21,865
Whit?
464
00:21:21,866 --> 00:21:24,905
Oh, yes, please. I'm sobering
up, it's becoming intolerable.
465
00:21:25,774 --> 00:21:26,976
Colin?
466
00:21:28,093 --> 00:21:29,777
Oh, Dad, he doesn't drink.
467
00:21:31,407 --> 00:21:33,531
My whole family are drunks,
468
00:21:33,532 --> 00:21:36,281
so I figured it'd be
best if I never started.
469
00:21:36,282 --> 00:21:38,115
Come on. It's starting, let's go.
470
00:21:38,116 --> 00:21:39,116
Okay.
471
00:21:53,198 --> 00:21:54,823
Hey, guys.
472
00:21:54,824 --> 00:21:57,197
How's my funeral? Is it awesome?
473
00:21:57,198 --> 00:22:01,031
Um, I know this is a little weird.
474
00:22:01,032 --> 00:22:03,447
I-I, I wish I could be there,
475
00:22:03,448 --> 00:22:06,031
with all of you, instead of...
476
00:22:06,032 --> 00:22:08,573
wherever I am now.
477
00:22:08,574 --> 00:22:12,322
But I have some things
to say to the people
478
00:22:12,323 --> 00:22:14,781
I imagine are in this room.
479
00:22:16,699 --> 00:22:18,826
Mom, Dad,
480
00:22:19,999 --> 00:22:21,336
I love you.
481
00:22:22,983 --> 00:22:24,331
I'm sorry
482
00:22:24,883 --> 00:22:26,220
I let you down.
483
00:22:27,157 --> 00:22:28,604
You've been such
484
00:22:28,605 --> 00:22:30,614
wonderful parents,
485
00:22:30,615 --> 00:22:33,698
and, uh... I really wanted to be there
486
00:22:33,699 --> 00:22:36,157
to take care of you when you got old.
487
00:22:38,782 --> 00:22:40,407
But I want you to know
488
00:22:42,407 --> 00:22:44,989
I have had such a happy life
489
00:22:45,973 --> 00:22:48,284
because of everything you did for me.
490
00:22:49,186 --> 00:22:51,141
So don't be too sad, please.
491
00:22:51,907 --> 00:22:54,239
And stay close to Helen
492
00:22:54,240 --> 00:22:55,583
and the kids.
493
00:22:57,960 --> 00:22:59,991
Helen.
494
00:23:02,615 --> 00:23:05,239
Actually, uh, I'll come back to you.
495
00:23:05,240 --> 00:23:06,719
I'm not ready yet.
496
00:23:07,917 --> 00:23:10,281
Kids, Stacey,
497
00:23:10,282 --> 00:23:14,865
Trevor, Martin, Whitney, my salamanders,
498
00:23:14,866 --> 00:23:16,437
I love you guys.
499
00:23:17,797 --> 00:23:19,656
I came into your lives eight years ago,
500
00:23:19,657 --> 00:23:23,489
and I had no right to be there.
501
00:23:23,490 --> 00:23:25,614
I had no claim to your hearts,
502
00:23:25,615 --> 00:23:28,990
and you guys just...
503
00:23:28,991 --> 00:23:30,535
you took me in.
504
00:23:31,928 --> 00:23:34,455
You gave me the family I
never thought I'd have.
505
00:23:35,795 --> 00:23:37,115
It has been such
506
00:23:37,116 --> 00:23:39,615
a privilege to watch you grow up.
507
00:23:42,532 --> 00:23:43,911
And Whitney.
508
00:23:44,878 --> 00:23:47,074
I can't believe I'm gonna
miss your wedding.
509
00:23:50,252 --> 00:23:52,592
Although I do like this Colin fellow.
510
00:23:54,832 --> 00:23:58,489
So... you know what, I'm gonna
give you my toast right now.
511
00:23:58,490 --> 00:24:00,490
Um...
512
00:24:02,824 --> 00:24:05,489
Whitney,
513
00:24:05,490 --> 00:24:07,239
what I really want for you
514
00:24:08,127 --> 00:24:11,608
is the happiness you deserve.
515
00:24:44,866 --> 00:24:46,108
Helen?
516
00:25:00,385 --> 00:25:01,418
Helen.
517
00:25:02,311 --> 00:25:03,325
Helen?
518
00:25:03,326 --> 00:25:05,116
Hmm.
519
00:25:06,608 --> 00:25:08,060
What time is it?
520
00:25:08,061 --> 00:25:09,655
It's eight o'clock.
521
00:25:11,601 --> 00:25:14,008
My God, did I fall asleep?
522
00:25:20,116 --> 00:25:22,447
Yeah, we decided not to wake you.
523
00:25:22,448 --> 00:25:24,157
Let you get some rest.
524
00:25:30,198 --> 00:25:32,073
Where are the kids?
525
00:25:32,074 --> 00:25:34,465
Whitney and Colin took them to a movie.
526
00:25:36,518 --> 00:25:38,281
Where are my parents?
527
00:25:38,282 --> 00:25:39,486
Their hotel.
528
00:25:40,659 --> 00:25:42,127
Everyone's gone.
529
00:25:48,586 --> 00:25:50,185
I cleaned the house.
530
00:25:55,200 --> 00:25:56,597
You did what?
531
00:26:02,074 --> 00:26:03,365
Thank you.
532
00:26:05,532 --> 00:26:08,626
You hungry? There's some leftovers
533
00:26:08,627 --> 00:26:10,948
- in the fridge.
- No.
534
00:26:10,949 --> 00:26:12,573
You want some wine?
535
00:26:12,574 --> 00:26:13,782
Sure.
536
00:26:25,407 --> 00:26:28,455
Fuck, I forgot about the
valet. I have to tip him.
537
00:26:28,456 --> 00:26:31,115
- Are they still out there?
- I don't know.
538
00:26:31,116 --> 00:26:32,310
I'm gonna go check.
539
00:26:32,311 --> 00:26:34,281
Helen. Helen, come here.
540
00:26:34,282 --> 00:26:37,240
Relax. I'll do it.
541
00:27:02,490 --> 00:27:04,239
What are you doing?
542
00:27:04,240 --> 00:27:05,961
Trash day tomorrow, right?
543
00:27:06,412 --> 00:27:07,821
Wait, stop!
544
00:27:09,560 --> 00:27:11,823
You sure? 'Cause everyone else on
your street has their trash out...
545
00:27:11,824 --> 00:27:13,382
That's Vik's job.
546
00:27:15,657 --> 00:27:18,686
Okay, but... Vik's not here right now,
547
00:27:18,687 --> 00:27:20,034
so why, why don't you let me...
548
00:27:20,035 --> 00:27:21,567
I don't want you to do it.
549
00:27:21,568 --> 00:27:22,713
Well, do you want to do it, Helen?
550
00:27:22,714 --> 00:27:25,185
- I mean, it's pretty heavy.
- I want Vik to do it.
551
00:27:27,782 --> 00:27:29,357
Okay, uh...
552
00:27:30,365 --> 00:27:31,865
Why don't I just...?
553
00:27:31,866 --> 00:27:33,197
You know, do you remember earlier
554
00:27:33,198 --> 00:27:35,034
when you said that I was resilient?
555
00:27:35,035 --> 00:27:36,854
Yeah, I meant it.
556
00:27:36,855 --> 00:27:39,616
Mm-hmm. Do you ever wonder
why? Why I'm so resilient?
557
00:27:40,824 --> 00:27:42,489
- I...
- Because ten years ago,
558
00:27:42,490 --> 00:27:46,115
you walked out on our lives and
left me alone with four children
559
00:27:46,116 --> 00:27:48,500
to go fuck a waitress you'd
just met in a restaurant.
560
00:27:49,407 --> 00:27:51,698
And I had to raise these kids by myself.
561
00:27:51,699 --> 00:27:53,811
And I had to rebuild my life by myself.
562
00:27:53,812 --> 00:27:55,115
I had to be resilient.
563
00:27:55,116 --> 00:27:58,031
And for you to say that to me,
like it was some kind of choice.
564
00:27:58,032 --> 00:28:00,656
I'm sorry, it was, it was
the, it was the wrong word.
565
00:28:00,657 --> 00:28:02,083
Why don't we just go back inside...
566
00:28:02,084 --> 00:28:04,233
You know who had a choice? You.
567
00:28:05,323 --> 00:28:06,739
Vik didn't have a choice.
568
00:28:06,740 --> 00:28:08,045
He got cancer.
569
00:28:10,032 --> 00:28:12,990
Helen, I'm... I'm just
trying to help here.
570
00:28:12,991 --> 00:28:14,693
I'll do anything you want.
571
00:28:17,074 --> 00:28:18,358
Why him?
572
00:28:20,907 --> 00:28:22,618
I mean, why not you?
573
00:28:38,365 --> 00:28:39,948
I'm gonna get you, I'm gonna get you.
574
00:28:42,407 --> 00:28:44,614
Come here.
575
00:28:44,615 --> 00:28:46,823
I got, I got you!
576
00:28:46,824 --> 00:28:50,115
You can't get me, you can't get me.
577
00:28:50,116 --> 00:28:51,447
Oh, yeah?
578
00:28:52,907 --> 00:28:54,614
- Tag.
- Okay.
579
00:28:54,615 --> 00:28:56,865
Everyone's gone, party's
over. It's time to come in.
580
00:28:56,866 --> 00:28:59,739
Aw, but we don't want to.
581
00:28:59,740 --> 00:29:01,364
It's dark outside. It's bath time.
582
00:29:01,365 --> 00:29:02,656
All right.
583
00:29:02,657 --> 00:29:04,531
Hey, girls, girls. Hey. Look...
584
00:29:04,532 --> 00:29:05,865
There's two more left.
585
00:29:05,866 --> 00:29:07,281
Can we do 'em, Mom?
586
00:29:07,282 --> 00:29:08,948
Please, oh, please, oh, please, Mommy.
587
00:29:08,949 --> 00:29:11,115
Oh, please.
588
00:29:11,116 --> 00:29:12,990
- Okay, but after that, it's bath time.
- Yes.
589
00:29:12,991 --> 00:29:14,656
- Okay.
- I want the pink one.
590
00:29:14,657 --> 00:29:15,990
No, I want the pink one.
591
00:29:15,991 --> 00:29:17,447
It's my birthday.
592
00:29:17,448 --> 00:29:19,156
You had the pink one last time.
593
00:29:19,157 --> 00:29:20,239
Watch me!
594
00:29:20,240 --> 00:29:21,615
Watch me!
595
00:29:23,490 --> 00:29:25,322
- Whoa!
- Wow!
596
00:29:25,323 --> 00:29:26,573
Oh, that looks beautiful!
597
00:29:26,574 --> 00:29:29,531
Ah... That's amazing.
598
00:29:30,907 --> 00:29:32,531
It's my birthday, it's my birthday!
599
00:29:32,532 --> 00:29:35,406
It's my birthday!
600
00:29:35,407 --> 00:29:37,197
Yay!
601
00:29:38,490 --> 00:29:39,823
All right, girls. You got to go get
602
00:29:39,824 --> 00:29:41,656
some sleep, but take a bath first.
603
00:29:41,657 --> 00:29:42,948
- Go on, go on in.
- Okay.
604
00:30:14,240 --> 00:30:16,364
Check zone one. Oxygen.
605
00:30:16,365 --> 00:30:18,322
22.5.
606
00:30:18,323 --> 00:30:20,197
Optimal.
607
00:30:20,198 --> 00:30:22,156
Shut off zone one.
608
00:30:22,157 --> 00:30:23,906
Oxygenate zone two.
609
00:30:23,907 --> 00:30:26,073
Shutting off zone one, living room.
610
00:30:26,074 --> 00:30:28,448
Oxygenating zone two, bedrooms.
611
00:30:50,949 --> 00:30:52,074
Off.
612
00:30:53,574 --> 00:30:55,907
Girls are asleep.
613
00:30:57,782 --> 00:31:00,406
Madeline knows.
614
00:31:00,407 --> 00:31:02,073
Knows what?
615
00:31:02,074 --> 00:31:04,407
What's the weather in
Houston this weekend?
616
00:31:08,657 --> 00:31:10,657
She knows she's adopted.
617
00:31:12,490 --> 00:31:14,031
How?
618
00:31:14,032 --> 00:31:16,906
I don't know but when I
was putting her to bed,
619
00:31:16,907 --> 00:31:19,197
she said I wasn't her real mother.
620
00:31:19,198 --> 00:31:21,115
What'd she say?
621
00:31:21,116 --> 00:31:23,073
She said, "My real mom's a queen
622
00:31:23,074 --> 00:31:25,156
and I'm a princess."
623
00:31:25,157 --> 00:31:27,906
Hon... she's six years old.
624
00:31:27,907 --> 00:31:29,781
- She knows.
- No, she doesn't.
625
00:31:29,782 --> 00:31:32,031
I-It's just a fantasy.
626
00:31:32,032 --> 00:31:34,282
I don't think so.
627
00:31:37,033 --> 00:31:38,242
Hey.
628
00:31:40,240 --> 00:31:44,073
Madeline was really happy
that you were here tonight.
629
00:31:44,074 --> 00:31:46,321
I mean, you've been working so much.
630
00:31:47,307 --> 00:31:48,740
Yeah.
631
00:31:52,161 --> 00:31:53,823
So what are we gonna
do for your birthday
632
00:31:53,824 --> 00:31:54,948
- this year?
- Nothing.
633
00:31:54,949 --> 00:31:56,569
Ah, come on, we got to do something.
634
00:31:56,570 --> 00:31:59,906
I'm serious, if you get me a
cake, a present, anything,
635
00:31:59,907 --> 00:32:01,156
I will leave you.
636
00:32:02,149 --> 00:32:03,676
Can we just skip it this year?
637
00:32:07,223 --> 00:32:09,103
If that's what you want.
638
00:32:09,907 --> 00:32:11,824
I'm sorry, it's just...
639
00:32:14,823 --> 00:32:16,685
...this is the age my mother died.
640
00:32:19,157 --> 00:32:20,484
I didn't know that.
641
00:32:21,850 --> 00:32:23,657
I don't think you ever told me that.
642
00:32:26,699 --> 00:32:27,990
Yeah, we'll skip it.
643
00:32:27,991 --> 00:32:29,489
Done deal.
644
00:32:29,490 --> 00:32:31,116
Thanks.
645
00:32:32,116 --> 00:32:33,490
Coming to bed?
646
00:32:34,740 --> 00:32:35,991
In a minute.
647
00:33:13,365 --> 00:33:15,823
- What's wrong?
- It's fine.
648
00:33:15,824 --> 00:33:18,157
Just... finish.
649
00:34:24,323 --> 00:34:26,240
What is it?
650
00:34:28,442 --> 00:34:29,688
Joanie.
651
00:34:30,282 --> 00:34:31,903
What's going on?
652
00:34:33,655 --> 00:34:35,074
Come on, talk to me.
653
00:34:41,470 --> 00:34:43,240
I miss my dad.
654
00:35:48,370 --> 00:35:52,443
_
655
00:36:41,448 --> 00:36:43,531
Inhale. Two, three, four.
656
00:36:43,532 --> 00:36:47,322
And exhale. Two, three,
four. Good. Now invite
657
00:36:47,323 --> 00:36:49,281
- your baby to come down.
- Come down, baby.
658
00:36:49,282 --> 00:36:50,531
Tell her not to be afraid.
659
00:36:50,532 --> 00:36:52,073
Tell her everyone is waiting for her.
660
00:36:52,074 --> 00:36:53,906
I think it's actually a boy.
661
00:36:53,907 --> 00:36:56,239
That's because you've been
brainwashed by the patriarchy.
662
00:36:56,240 --> 00:36:58,932
Now, inhale. No, not until I say.
663
00:36:58,933 --> 00:37:00,364
Now inhale.
664
00:37:00,365 --> 00:37:02,781
Two, three, four.
665
00:37:02,782 --> 00:37:04,948
And as you exhale, invite her down.
666
00:37:04,949 --> 00:37:07,281
Please come, baby.
667
00:37:07,282 --> 00:37:09,531
Nothing's happening.
668
00:37:09,532 --> 00:37:11,493
She's not coming because she
can sense your ambivalence.
669
00:37:11,494 --> 00:37:12,531
I'm not ambivalent.
670
00:37:12,532 --> 00:37:14,281
And your shame around her gender.
671
00:37:14,282 --> 00:37:15,614
In through the nose.
672
00:37:15,615 --> 00:37:17,073
Out through the mouth.
673
00:37:17,074 --> 00:37:18,614
In through the nose.
674
00:37:18,615 --> 00:37:20,480
- Out through the mouth.
- Excuse me, do you think maybe
675
00:37:20,481 --> 00:37:21,990
it might be time to take
her to the hospital?
676
00:37:21,991 --> 00:37:23,406
- Hi, Helen.
- Hi.
677
00:37:23,407 --> 00:37:24,948
I mean, she's been at this
678
00:37:24,949 --> 00:37:27,489
for over 24 hours, I
think she's exhausted.
679
00:37:27,490 --> 00:37:28,906
Sure, we can take her
680
00:37:28,907 --> 00:37:30,531
to the hospital. If you
want them to commence
681
00:37:30,532 --> 00:37:32,906
a cascade of pharmaceutical
interventions
682
00:37:32,907 --> 00:37:34,656
that will invariably lead to a C-section
683
00:37:34,657 --> 00:37:36,031
and handicap her child.
684
00:37:36,032 --> 00:37:37,990
No, no. No. No hospitals.
685
00:37:37,991 --> 00:37:39,489
I had all four of my children
686
00:37:39,490 --> 00:37:41,739
in hospitals and not one
of them is handicapped.
687
00:37:41,740 --> 00:37:43,406
She committed to a natural birth.
688
00:37:43,407 --> 00:37:44,948
Sierra, this is ridiculous.
689
00:37:44,949 --> 00:37:47,489
The point is to have a healthy
child, not to experience
690
00:37:47,490 --> 00:37:49,531
- hell on Earth.
- Oh...
691
00:37:49,532 --> 00:37:51,906
- Oh, oh, another one's coming.
- Okay.
692
00:37:51,907 --> 00:37:54,156
When this one hits, I want
you to welcome your daughter
693
00:37:54,157 --> 00:37:55,865
into this sacred realm
and really mean it.
694
00:37:55,866 --> 00:37:58,656
Breathe. In.
695
00:37:58,657 --> 00:38:01,115
Two, three, four. Out.
696
00:38:01,116 --> 00:38:03,263
Two, three, four. Can you please leave?
697
00:38:03,264 --> 00:38:04,364
You're turning this
698
00:38:04,365 --> 00:38:05,990
into a stressful space for her.
699
00:38:07,858 --> 00:38:09,143
She's in labor.
700
00:38:36,704 --> 00:38:38,282
Any change?
701
00:39:51,657 --> 00:39:54,032
Try to hang in there just a
little bit longer, okay?
702
00:40:28,407 --> 00:40:29,719
Helen?
703
00:40:30,703 --> 00:40:32,205
I'm leaving.
704
00:40:33,824 --> 00:40:35,875
I'll come back later tonight.
705
00:40:36,991 --> 00:40:38,824
Just a sec, Priya.
706
00:40:40,657 --> 00:40:43,364
Helen, what time is the hospice nurse
707
00:40:43,365 --> 00:40:44,698
- coming back?
- Um...
708
00:40:44,699 --> 00:40:45,990
she should be here any minute.
709
00:40:45,991 --> 00:40:47,364
Okay.
710
00:40:47,365 --> 00:40:49,197
Then I'll go and check on Abdul.
711
00:40:49,198 --> 00:40:50,823
- Okay.
- And then I'll come back
712
00:40:50,824 --> 00:40:52,489
- by six o'clock.
- Okay.
713
00:40:52,490 --> 00:40:54,823
Please let me know if anything changes.
714
00:40:54,824 --> 00:40:57,156
Yep. I just, I need you to take a look
715
00:40:57,157 --> 00:40:59,115
at something for me.
716
00:40:59,116 --> 00:41:01,406
- What is that?
- It's the order of events
717
00:41:01,407 --> 00:41:03,489
for Vik's funeral, I just...
718
00:41:03,490 --> 00:41:05,322
want you and Abdul to...
719
00:41:05,323 --> 00:41:07,364
take a look at it, make sure
there are no surprises.
720
00:41:08,134 --> 00:41:09,990
I'm sure it's fine.
721
00:41:09,991 --> 00:41:12,115
Well... he wants to incorporate stuff
722
00:41:12,116 --> 00:41:14,906
for both of you and I don't
want anyone to get offended.
723
00:41:27,318 --> 00:41:28,943
This is what he wants?
724
00:41:30,032 --> 00:41:31,656
Yeah.
725
00:41:31,657 --> 00:41:33,406
- It's fine.
- Could you take it home
726
00:41:33,407 --> 00:41:35,364
- and show it to Abdul?
- No.
727
00:41:35,365 --> 00:41:37,121
I'd really like him to
sign off on it, too.
728
00:41:37,122 --> 00:41:40,699
Helen, I cannot take this
piece of paper to Abdul.
729
00:41:50,820 --> 00:41:52,445
This is unbearable.
730
00:42:36,323 --> 00:42:38,740
Clary sage oil?
731
00:43:05,448 --> 00:43:08,990
Come, Helen. Join us. We'll make room.
732
00:43:08,991 --> 00:43:10,866
N-No, thank you.
733
00:43:14,282 --> 00:43:16,197
What are they doing?
734
00:43:16,198 --> 00:43:18,489
Oh. They're manifesting
Sierra's daughter
735
00:43:18,490 --> 00:43:19,990
from the celestial realm
736
00:43:19,991 --> 00:43:22,489
into her corporeal being.
737
00:43:22,490 --> 00:43:24,031
How are you?
738
00:43:24,032 --> 00:43:26,364
Uh, Gaelle, do you have
any c-clary sage oil?
739
00:43:26,365 --> 00:43:27,865
Of course.
740
00:43:27,866 --> 00:43:29,781
Yeah. I never leave home without it.
741
00:43:29,782 --> 00:43:30,991
Why?
742
00:43:41,157 --> 00:43:42,657
All right.
743
00:43:44,574 --> 00:43:45,990
- Hey.
- Is... is that my mom?
744
00:43:45,991 --> 00:43:48,447
Did she make it? Mom?
745
00:43:48,448 --> 00:43:50,489
- No, love.
- Who is it?
746
00:43:50,490 --> 00:43:51,948
It's Helen.
747
00:43:51,949 --> 00:43:54,656
Helen? Helen, can you
come in here, please?
748
00:43:54,657 --> 00:43:56,239
Uh, yeah.
749
00:44:02,574 --> 00:44:03,990
What's going on?
750
00:44:03,991 --> 00:44:06,614
Please, please take me to the hospital.
751
00:44:06,615 --> 00:44:08,197
Thank God. Good idea.
752
00:44:08,198 --> 00:44:10,421
She wants to go to the hospital.
753
00:44:10,422 --> 00:44:12,115
That's because she's in
the transition phase
754
00:44:12,116 --> 00:44:13,906
and she's almost ready to push.
755
00:44:13,907 --> 00:44:16,085
No. You're a Nazi. I'm
taking her to the ER.
756
00:44:16,086 --> 00:44:18,447
Helen, you've obviously never
had an unmedicated birth,
757
00:44:18,448 --> 00:44:19,781
so you don't know what's going on.
758
00:44:19,782 --> 00:44:21,908
This is all completely normal.
759
00:44:21,909 --> 00:44:24,031
We just need to let her
go through her process.
760
00:44:35,574 --> 00:44:37,698
Ow. Ow, Helen, that hurts.
761
00:44:37,699 --> 00:44:38,865
What are you doing?
762
00:44:38,866 --> 00:44:40,739
This baby might be upside down.
763
00:44:40,740 --> 00:44:42,447
It could have the cord
wrapped around its neck.
764
00:44:42,448 --> 00:44:43,698
She hasn't slept,
765
00:44:43,699 --> 00:44:45,115
she's too weak to push.
766
00:44:45,116 --> 00:44:47,614
If we don't take her to the
hospital, they both might die.
767
00:44:47,615 --> 00:44:49,531
- What?
- Oh, my God, Helen.
768
00:44:49,532 --> 00:44:50,823
Sierra, you're not going to die.
769
00:44:50,824 --> 00:44:52,573
Get out of here, Helen.
770
00:44:52,574 --> 00:44:54,197
Look who finally
771
00:44:54,198 --> 00:44:55,948
made it. Helen?
772
00:44:57,074 --> 00:44:58,532
Oh, golly. Just in time.
773
00:45:03,949 --> 00:45:05,656
Okay, ladies, as soon
as this contraction
774
00:45:05,657 --> 00:45:07,823
is over, we're gonna
move her into the bed.
775
00:45:07,824 --> 00:45:09,406
- Are you ready, Sierra? Okay.
- Uh-huh.
776
00:45:09,407 --> 00:45:11,531
Let's lift her gently.
777
00:45:11,532 --> 00:45:14,031
One, two, three...
778
00:45:14,032 --> 00:45:16,698
There you go, okay.
779
00:45:16,699 --> 00:45:18,364
Shh. Be careful.
780
00:45:18,365 --> 00:45:20,317
Okay.
781
00:45:20,318 --> 00:45:23,406
Be careful. There you go.
782
00:45:25,448 --> 00:45:27,116
There you go.
783
00:45:43,949 --> 00:45:45,614
Helen, go home.
784
00:45:45,615 --> 00:45:48,364
We have everything under control here.
785
00:45:48,365 --> 00:45:50,648
Melanie is one of the
best midwives in L.A.
786
00:45:51,309 --> 00:45:54,593
And nothing is going to happen
to Sierra, I promise you.
787
00:45:55,959 --> 00:45:59,948
I will call you as soon
as the baby gets here.
788
00:45:59,949 --> 00:46:02,156
We all understand how important it is
789
00:46:02,157 --> 00:46:04,282
for Vik to meet his child.
790
00:46:11,949 --> 00:46:15,740
Gently. One, two, three.
791
00:46:17,032 --> 00:46:19,156
Hey.
792
00:46:19,157 --> 00:46:21,157
The nurse let me in.
793
00:46:22,574 --> 00:46:25,073
What happened? Why are you so wet?
794
00:46:25,074 --> 00:46:27,156
I was next door because
Sierra's in labor,
795
00:46:27,157 --> 00:46:29,166
and I got in the shower with her.
796
00:46:29,167 --> 00:46:31,645
- She's in labor?
- Yup.
797
00:46:31,646 --> 00:46:33,157
Why isn't she at a hospital?
798
00:46:42,093 --> 00:46:43,413
Why are you here?
799
00:46:45,074 --> 00:46:46,990
I want to talk to you about the kids.
800
00:46:46,991 --> 00:46:48,698
What about the kids?
801
00:46:48,699 --> 00:46:50,365
God, my hands itch.
802
00:46:53,532 --> 00:46:55,781
When was the last time you
ate something, Helen?
803
00:46:55,782 --> 00:46:59,031
I don't remember. Is something wrong
804
00:46:59,032 --> 00:47:01,782
- with one of the kids?
- No, no, they're fine.
805
00:47:01,783 --> 00:47:02,948
But they want to come back here
806
00:47:02,949 --> 00:47:05,156
and they want to say goodbye.
807
00:47:05,157 --> 00:47:07,115
I don't think that's a good idea.
808
00:47:07,116 --> 00:47:08,762
- Why not?
- Because it will upset them.
809
00:47:10,241 --> 00:47:12,721
Well, I think banishing them to Topanga
810
00:47:12,722 --> 00:47:14,364
is upsetting them more.
811
00:47:14,365 --> 00:47:16,364
They can handle it, Helen.
812
00:47:16,365 --> 00:47:18,044
They're almost adults.
813
00:47:18,824 --> 00:47:20,322
Look, I know it's a lot for you,
814
00:47:20,323 --> 00:47:22,698
having Vik and them in
the same house, but...
815
00:47:22,699 --> 00:47:24,031
I think they need to be here for this,
816
00:47:24,032 --> 00:47:27,015
- I really do.
- Well, I can't handle that.
817
00:47:29,116 --> 00:47:32,074
Well, what if, what if I came with them?
818
00:47:33,448 --> 00:47:34,537
What?
819
00:47:35,741 --> 00:47:38,522
What if I stayed here,
just for a few days?
820
00:47:39,482 --> 00:47:41,197
I mean, you need some support on this.
821
00:47:41,198 --> 00:47:43,274
You're not... you
shouldn't be on your own.
822
00:47:45,720 --> 00:47:47,623
I need to change my shirt.
823
00:48:05,952 --> 00:48:07,414
What's happening?
824
00:48:07,415 --> 00:48:09,674
His body is shutting
down, and he can't clear
825
00:48:09,675 --> 00:48:11,315
the secretions in his throat.
826
00:48:15,756 --> 00:48:17,614
Is that a death rattle?
827
00:48:17,615 --> 00:48:19,380
We're getting close.
828
00:48:20,282 --> 00:48:23,153
If there's anyone who should
be here to say goodbye,
829
00:48:23,154 --> 00:48:25,074
now is a good time to call them.
830
00:48:28,461 --> 00:48:29,865
Um, can I just get a little privacy,
831
00:48:29,866 --> 00:48:31,447
just for a few minutes?
832
00:48:31,448 --> 00:48:33,156
Of course.
833
00:48:33,157 --> 00:48:34,740
Thank you.
834
00:48:52,189 --> 00:48:54,323
I guess you're ready to go, huh?
835
00:48:59,907 --> 00:49:02,240
Okay, you should go, Vik.
836
00:49:04,157 --> 00:49:06,239
I promise you, I will
make sure this baby
837
00:49:06,240 --> 00:49:08,279
is taken care of and...
838
00:49:09,780 --> 00:49:11,156
will know all about you
839
00:49:11,157 --> 00:49:13,239
and what an amazing man you were.
840
00:49:13,240 --> 00:49:15,197
You are.
841
00:49:22,809 --> 00:49:24,114
You know, the problem with you dying
842
00:49:24,115 --> 00:49:26,115
is I hate everyone else I know.
843
00:49:26,116 --> 00:49:28,822
Helen?
844
00:49:29,824 --> 00:49:31,477
Helen?
845
00:49:31,478 --> 00:49:34,406
- What?
- Helen, can I come in?
846
00:49:34,407 --> 00:49:36,323
No, not now.
847
00:49:48,561 --> 00:49:52,436
We came as soon as we
could. Are we too late?
848
00:50:01,220 --> 00:50:02,489
Is he...?
849
00:50:11,904 --> 00:50:13,111
Vik?
850
00:50:15,387 --> 00:50:16,956
Can you hear me?
851
00:50:24,371 --> 00:50:27,074
Vik, this is your son.
852
00:50:28,991 --> 00:50:30,766
This is Eddie.
853
00:51:03,407 --> 00:51:05,406
- I'm so stupid.
- No, you're not.
854
00:51:05,407 --> 00:51:06,656
- Yeah, I am.
- No.
855
00:51:06,657 --> 00:51:08,699
He's gone. He's already gone.
856
00:51:14,677 --> 00:51:16,213
What's happening?
857
00:51:32,074 --> 00:51:33,728
Oh, my God. Regina?
858
00:51:34,116 --> 00:51:36,448
Regina?!
859
00:51:48,675 --> 00:51:50,448
He's passed.
860
00:51:54,036 --> 00:51:55,282
He knew.
861
00:52:08,782 --> 00:52:10,322
♪ And you know ♪
862
00:52:10,323 --> 00:52:13,991
♪ The light is fading all too soon ♪
863
00:52:16,157 --> 00:52:20,699
♪ You're just two umbrellas
one late afternoon ♪
864
00:52:23,265 --> 00:52:27,866
♪ You don't know the next
thing you will say ♪
865
00:52:30,901 --> 00:52:34,739
♪ This is your favorite kind of day ♪
866
00:52:34,740 --> 00:52:38,073
♪ It has no walls ♪
867
00:52:38,074 --> 00:52:42,489
♪ The beauty of the rain ♪
868
00:52:42,490 --> 00:52:45,698
♪ Is how it falls, how it falls ♪
869
00:52:45,699 --> 00:52:48,906
♪ How it falls ♪
870
00:52:48,907 --> 00:52:51,364
♪ And there's nothing wrong ♪
871
00:52:51,365 --> 00:52:56,197
♪ But there is something more ♪
872
00:52:56,198 --> 00:52:59,531
♪ And sometimes you wonder what ♪
873
00:52:59,532 --> 00:53:04,252
♪ You love her for ♪
874
00:53:04,253 --> 00:53:09,157
♪ She says you've known
her deepest fears ♪
875
00:53:10,949 --> 00:53:13,239
♪ 'Cause she's shown you ♪
876
00:53:13,240 --> 00:53:15,406
♪ A box of stained-glass tears ♪
877
00:53:15,407 --> 00:53:18,739
♪ It can't be all ♪
878
00:53:18,740 --> 00:53:22,614
♪ The truth about the rain ♪
879
00:53:22,615 --> 00:53:27,073
♪ Is how it falls, how it falls ♪
880
00:53:27,074 --> 00:53:29,991
♪ How it falls ♪
881
00:54:13,577 --> 00:54:18,165
♪ But when she gave you more to find ♪
882
00:54:20,490 --> 00:54:24,615
♪ You let her think
she'd lost her mind ♪
883
00:54:27,198 --> 00:54:31,615
♪ And that's all on you ♪
884
00:54:33,657 --> 00:54:38,156
♪ Feeling helpless if
she asked for help ♪
885
00:54:38,157 --> 00:54:41,824
♪ Or scared you'd have
to change yourself ♪
886
00:55:04,448 --> 00:55:09,198
♪ But when she gave you more to find ♪
887
00:55:11,574 --> 00:55:16,032
♪ You let her think
she'd lost her mind ♪
888
00:55:18,407 --> 00:55:22,949
♪ And that's all on you ♪
889
00:55:25,198 --> 00:55:29,281
♪ Feeling helpless if
she asked for help ♪
890
00:55:29,282 --> 00:55:33,781
♪ Or scared you'd have
to change yourself ♪
891
00:55:33,782 --> 00:55:38,532
♪ And you can't deny this
room will keep you warm ♪
892
00:55:42,866 --> 00:55:47,699
♪ You can look out of your
window at the storm ♪
893
00:55:50,074 --> 00:55:53,281
♪ But you watch the phone ♪
894
00:55:53,282 --> 00:55:55,157
♪ And hope it rings ♪
895
00:55:57,448 --> 00:56:02,156
♪ You'll take her any way she sings ♪
896
00:56:02,157 --> 00:56:05,447
♪ Or how she calls ♪
897
00:56:05,448 --> 00:56:08,990
♪ The beauty of the rain ♪
898
00:56:08,991 --> 00:56:13,031
♪ Is how it falls, how it falls ♪
899
00:56:13,032 --> 00:56:15,240
♪ How it falls ♪
900
00:56:26,407 --> 00:56:30,239
♪ The beauty of the rain ♪
901
00:56:30,240 --> 00:56:34,197
♪ Is how it falls, how it falls ♪
902
00:56:34,198 --> 00:56:37,573
♪ How it falls ♪
903
00:56:37,574 --> 00:56:41,281
♪ How it falls, how it falls ♪
904
00:56:41,282 --> 00:56:45,569
♪ How it falls ♪
905
00:56:45,570 --> 00:56:50,738
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