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(Episode 36)

(Nongshim Spaghetti Fair)

Okay. Here.

I was able to come this far thanks to my daughter.

I'd like to thank everyone for taking my idea...

to make a good product.

Manager Seo.

- Yes? - It's going to be a hit.

Congratulations.

The fair is successful.

Just wait for the launch.

I'm looking forward to it.

Thank you.

Dad.

If Mom had given up on me,

would we have been together?

Would I have been given the time to be with you?

Even if everyone drives me and So Myung out,

at least you should've been on my side.

Whatever happens,

you should never give up on me and So Myung.

Don't take away...

my chance to live as So Myung's mom.

No one has the right...

to take away So Myung's chance to be born.

Jung Hyo.

Min Soo.

Where's Jung Hyo?

She was in the car until just now.

I'm coming soon. Where's Mr. Jung?

He's with me now.

Did you look for her?

We were looking around until now. We came home to see if she's here.

Jung Hyo shouldn't be nervous.

If she feels stressed or nervous,

her blood pressure will go up even more.

It could be dangerous for her.

Just wait for a bit. I'll call her.

No...

So Myung,

you are just being mean now, aren't you?

Don't do this.

If you do this, everyone will...

Don't live like me.

Then you and So Myung could both be put in danger.

But we're not in danger yet.

If my daughter gets toxemia,

what should I do?

I feel sorry for So Myung,

but I'll tell you to give up on the baby.

Hello, Ok Ja.

You don't sound good.

It's...

Is So Myung being mean again?

Yes.

What did the doctor say?

- Ok Ja, - Yes?

I just left home.

- Why? - By any chance,

can I stay with you for a bit?

This is bad.

If we leave her like this, something bad can happen to her.

Min Soo, look around with your friends again.

Mr. Jung and I will look around the park more.

Mr. Jung,

is there anywhere else Jung Hyo could go?

No.

Did you ask her friends?

Yes.

There are not many places she could go alone.

Hee Jin, you should go to your shop. She could visit you there.

Let's go.

- Mom. - Yes?

Should I call Dad?

You could get disappointed again.

If that happens every time, it will hurt you too.

They didn't even accept our resume today.

I know, right?

Well, we are the whistleblowers.

Well, that means...

those companies are not that clean either.

But I didn't know it would be this bad.

Do you remember the guy who gave back our resumes right away?

He was acting like he was a part of the owner's family or something.

He gave me a weird look. Did you see that too?

I don't understand that either.

Why are we branded as the bad guys? Why do we have to live like this?

I don't know either.

Captain Han.

Yes?

I don't think it's possible in Korea.

Why don't you look for jobs in companies overseas?

Are you saying I have to go abroad?

Are you telling me to be a wild goose daddy?

Nobody's welcoming you at home anyway.

Why do you think so?

Yoo Yeon likes me a lot.

You clearly know you won't get a job.

How about looking for some different jobs...

and getting the kidney test?

Are you done?

What else could I do if I'm not a flight captain?

What can I start at my age?

You can do many things even if it doesn't pay you a lot.

This is all I've learned.

Yoo Yeon is just six, and I don't even have a house.

And Min Soo is still a university student.

Are you really trying to take care of Min Soo and Young Hee too?

Then should I abandon them?

Should I live like I don't have any responsibilities for them? Can you?

Gosh, you make it sound so easy.

You are the only one who's still obsessed.

Stop it.

You ruined my mood.

I'm leaving.

Don't be late tomorrow. I'll look for more positions.

This is for your gas.

Right...

Yoo Yeon, look here. Here.

Yoo Yeon.

Dad!

Did you have fun today?

Did you eat?

Well, I ate with Jong Won.

Take a shower. I'll prepare some fruit for you.

Okay.

Here you go.

It looks like...

it wasn't that great today.

You're right.

So I was thinking.

Should I...

apply for overseas companies?

Do you have to be a flight captain by doing all that?

Dad, are you going somewhere?

No, I'm not going anywhere.

It's just an idea. I'm just thinking.

Don't say something like that in front of her.

Don't sugarcoat your greediness...

like you are doing that because you care about others.

Are we doing this again?

Let's talk about it later.

Okay. Get off carefully.

How much is it?

Here you go.

Thank you.

I'm sorry. I'll pay you back later.

You don't need to be sorry.

It's all good if you and your baby had a comfortable journey here.

Let's go in.

The number you have dialed is not available at this moment.

I heard you met Jung Hyo's mom.

I read the letter too.

Don't get me wrong.

I read it because Jung Hyo asked me to do that.

Can I ask you a favor?

What is it?

Why don't you bring her mom here?

Jung Hyo's mom?

Yes.

Why?

Why do you think she lived like that?

It's because there were feelings left in her mind.

The anger towards you...

because she couldn't make a decision when she had Jung Hyo.

What does it have to do with Jung Hyo?

It does.

The reason why Jung Hyo doesn't want to give up...

is because she blames her mom.

Please bring Jung Hyo's mom.

That's how we'll know...

if Jung Hyo's decision was because of her anger...

or not.

What if Jung Hyo still wants to have the baby?

That's her decision.

How many times do I have to tell you this?

Jung Hyo's mom couldn't handle it either.

No, that's not it.

The thing she couldn't handle...

probably wasn't her toxemia.

Let's find Jung Hyo first.

I will find her.

I will do that.

So bring Min Soo with you.

Why am I going there with Min Soo?

Min Soo needs to know too.

Saying you guys care about her...

won't be of any help convincing Jung Hyo.

He also needs to know...

understanding Jung Hyo is the only way to comfort her.

So you have to bring Min Soo with you.

You'll understand.

I'm sure...

Jung Hyo will call us before you bring her mom.

Trust me.

Where are we going? We need to find Jung Hyo first.

We'll meet Jung Hyo's mom.

Why are we going there?

It's not the time to...

Your mom told me to go there...

with you.

With me?

Yes.

What is she thinking?

She said we'll know when we get there.

It feels like we are on a picnic because you are here.

It looks like you don't get visitors often.

Who would visit me?

I'm a tough, old lady...

who made a living all her life by playing with money.

Have you never gone on a trip?

Well, I can't clearly remember anything like that.

I didn't have any time to do that...

while raising Se Young.

I know, right?

I wouldn't have starved to death with just one trip.

Then why didn't I go?

That's probably why Se Young became a flight attendant.

She must have wanted to travel as much as she wanted.

But Ok Ja,

why aren't you asking...

why I left home?

I am incompetent and wasn't educated well,

so I haven't learned about a lot of things.

But I know one thing for sure.

What is that?

Realizing your dream...

starts from being hurt.

Realizing your dream?

Yes, realizing your dream.

Se Young became a flight attendant because she couldn't travel a lot.

She saw me living as a mistress against my will,

so she joined the labor union.

She lived without a father,

so making a father for Yoo Yeon became her dream.

I see.

Tell me what your dream is.

Then I'll guess why you left.

It's hard to tell the reason why you left, right?

Just quickly tell me what your dream is.

I want to make...

a happy family with So Myung.

Is someone against having So Myung?

Everyone is.

The baby has a problem, right?

Is it serious?

Not yet.

So that's why you look bad.

It's because you have a problem with your body, right?

Yes.

It must be something more painful...

than giving birth to a child.

How did you know?

It's not easy for your mom...

to tell you to give up your child.

The biggest pain Min Soo's mom experienced...

was probably giving birth to a child.

She would have told you to give up since your condition is harder.

That's what they say.

- Ok Ja. - Yes?

What is your dream?

Me?

To remember things.

What?

If a memory...

remains in your head,

it means that it's that much precious...

regardless of being a happy or a sad memory.

It would have disappeared already...

if it was nothing but another useless memory.

Regardless of it being a happy or a sad memory,

it's my dream...

to always remember...

what's important to me.

I'll prepare your bed, so come back after looking at the moon.

Min Soo and your father aren't here.

I'm by myself, so call me.

Please.

I feel so resentful...

since even Mom is being like this.

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Why are you calling so late at night?

- Are you home? - Yes.

I was about to sleep.

You're with her, aren't you?

- What are you talking about? - I'm talking about Jung Hyo.

What are you talking about?

Are you suspicious of me?

No, I'm sure of it.

It's a mom's instinct to find a safe place when she's pregnant.

People usually go to their mother,

but Jung Hyo can't do that.

So what?

I'm not telling you to bring her back right now.

But please don't make her feel nervous.

The situation isn't good.

What's so bad?

The baby and mom could get in danger.

In the worst situation, both of them could be in danger.

Grandma, can I get some rest now?

Okay. Are you okay?

Yes, I'm okay.

I'm sorry, but I'll sleep for a little bit.

I'm tired after wandering around so much.

- Okay, go to sleep. - Thank you.

Lucky So Myung,

who gifted everyone happiness.

Everyone?

He must have been listening.

I'm sorry.

What's wrong?

Excuse me.

Gosh, what's going on? What's wrong?

My goodness.

- Ok Ja. - Why?

- I'm sorry, - Tell me.

but could you please take me to the hospital?

My goodness.

I can't breathe.

I think I'm going to die.

(Seo Young Hee)

The number you have dialed is not available at this moment.

We arrived. What about Jung Hyo?

Don't worry. I know where she is.

Why did you tell me to come here?

You'll know when you see Jung Hyo.

Explain why I should be here instead of looking for Jung Hyo?

You'll never know even if I explained.

You have to experience it for yourself.

Mr. Jung, isn't that her?

- Yes. - Mom, I'm hanging up.

You have to experience it yourself.

You'll understand only then.

If it's uncomfortable, I'll do it.

No, let's get out together.

Hello, Mother.

Why are you being miserable like that?

For no reason. Go to sleep.

Is it that hard for you...

to live like this?

What about you?

What do you mean?

What do you think...

about us living like this?

I don't know.

Maybe...

me leaving this country...

might be best for you and Yoo Yeon.

To be honest, things can't be reversed...

just because we don't talk about it.

It'll last forever.

I know.

Will things get better...

in time?

No.

They won't.

We'll only have more stuff to disguise.

Do you want us to live that way?

Yes.

Even if we have to disguise things, hide our feelings,

or act like we're happy, I don't care...

as long as Yoo Yeon is happy.

It's tough.

It's a torture.

It's suffocating.

It's hopeless.

What? Why is she calling at this hour?

Hello, Mother.

Where's the biggest hospital?

A hospital?

What? Are you sick?

Not me. The pregnant girl.

What?

This patient is pregnant.

This way.

Mom.

Mother.

Let's go in.

Check her vital signs, and call the OBGYN quickly.

Yes, doctor.

You're okay. My daughter.

It's going to be okay.

Hang in there for just a bit more.

Mom.

It hurts too much.

I'm running out of breath too.

Don't speak.

Hang in there just a little longer.

It's okay.

Hang in there just a bit more.

It hurts so much...

that I want to give up.