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I loved school I knew what to expect and

what was expected of me they were

disappointed I wanted to go work with my

hands instead of my brains well I forgot

that soon as you took me to the beach

speaking my hands where were they in

that picture

we can still have a lot more you always

said kids are best when they're sleeping

maybe it's a schoolteacher to me wanting

a quiet classroom

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I really hope that hamster I gave in the

teaching responsibilities did

it's a responsible picnic until you took

over all their kids what can I tell you

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now we've built a good life haven't we

I'm so anxious for this new house to be

finished

I love you

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all right

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check the practice mom

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putting Pat I'm just a hit the library

to the staff room

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you've pretty eyes did you understand

that I think you did I'm a doctor I'm

very good I'm here to help you your

husband's here too he loves you very

much I try to say what I say my name is

Beverly Slater I was in an accident my

name is Beverly Slater my name is

Beverly Slater well we know you can talk

you're doing fine

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tell me how this feels

sure Chuck good okay open your eyes

I like you SS cuz I'm a doctor

as soon as your wealth you'll get over

it now touch your nose and then my

finger good good yeah measures caused by

damage in this area in addition there's

been frontal brain damage which will

cause some personality change he's

impulsive should follow her moods she'll

probably be a lot more outgoing and

uninhibited you will she like the same

as always when a memory comes back right

no personality changes permanent you're

going to be living with a new lady glad

she's alive

you just remember that things get

difficult yeah what do you think how

long before she knows us me the kids oh

I wish I could give you a nice clean

medical summary but usually after short

periods of time pieces will come back

something might act like a connection

sometimes she's just on the edge of a

connection and then then it's gone how

long did you say you've been married 15

years can you think of anything in her

life or yours that she might want to

block out get away from though I've

totally we've been too happy okay okay

can you tell us about your family I have

a daughter and a son and they have a

mother her father I've never met him

though I've seen pictures what do you

feel when you look at um nothing

your loss in the personal area is total

yet from the beginning her vocabulary

was extensive she recognized objects but

not always what they were for she knew

what a clock was but not how to tell

time

could it be a psychological brought on

by the head trauma she was hit by a car

you know it's nothing psychological

about it she's nuts and neurotic

mr. Sleater we're just trying to cover

all the possibilities what about drugs

our hypnosis let's give her a break

thank you for what you said in there the

only tell you something no one's gonna

do anything here that you don't want and

that's gonna go for me too I'm trying so

hard to understand that you're my

husband I have children

but I don't understand if I have a

family why do I feel so alone I don't

understand enough Jimmy there's a book

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there's your dictionary and your biology

history thank you everything you need

you just remember we love you we're

gonna take care of it we're gonna get it

all back we're gonna get it all back oh

well you know I remember everything

since the accident oh wait stop

what are you doing sorry don't be

frightened like that

that's me

now each set of cards will help you

relearn in the order what you do

something for example what are the first

five things to do when you wake up I go

to bathroom good we'll write this on

this white card the next will be yellow

brush my teeth

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this rain

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this is comfy

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what is it remember something that still

a first thing well as long as you

remember everything from that point on

you'll be able to learn live a normal

life

well then to live with strangers

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Wow take something from each food group

here I just changed your list I got

spaghetti and meatballs let make that to

use the love this t-shirt that's three

times a week first ten years of our

marriage

you know sometimes you're awfully nice

yeah yeah you're almost as nice as dr.

Davidson oh I almost I can't tell you

that I mean I have to tell you

everything what to think about that

we'll get a table how's that ma'am did

we all eat the same things at home yeah

except say breakfast or something like

that oh well what if I don't like the

same things well we do I mean I don't

know if we do I haven't tasted all kinds

of food everybody that's why I have this

list here that's the point

good I like orange food before well

that's cantaloupe is not orange I said

melon over there yeah what is the same

thing you just gotta distinguish between

your colors and your food groups I want

to eat with you anymore

Beverly hi can I sit with you

what are you having chef's salad Bev I

said I don't want to have lunch with you

I'm sorry if you're sorry then go away

we were just finishing up you don't have

to go please don't go please don't don't

go look at that you made him leave stop

it

you cannot go over to strangers and sit

down with them like that it's not right

well if you'd let me talk to them they

wouldn't be strangers what day

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why rush home without even changing my

god

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we're hungry Hey

are you a new doctor no I'm Your Mother

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good answer some questions for me then

say hello first I'm sorry it's all right

well how do mothers and daughters say

hello it depends on how they got along

they might hug would you give me a hot I

like you good like you to help you with

your hair do you have any other children

I used to do this when you were a little

girl you always had such a pretty hair

right doing that this is always the way

you used a face wait look great your

father's right here with the kids

Stewart and Joan yeah so excited you

won't believe it

Oh where's dr. Davidson move it or I'm

your father

I brought the kids Joanie

Jill Stu

hi mom

hate these for you I help ya beast help

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you just stay with Daddy they just can't

be even these books a head feel

something you seen the pictures birth

certificate but I I can't believe I

would have had children and not know it

I just I would feel something what do

you feel now

if you feel terrible I feel sorry for

them those kids want a mother to love

them they're not mine go get to know

them once you start to care don't know

how to do that I'm not even a person

myself yet please let me stay here

you're almost well we can't keep you

here I'll be easier for me to go home

with you house there because you're kind

and you don't expect anything from me

sure I do I expect you to go out there

and I'll be around if you need me

please

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very nice hair you like it

that's a new look thank you for the rope

see that house out there the white one

there yeah family lives there

make up stories about what kind of

stories there's stories about what it's

like to live in a house I don't have

kids in my husband is what it's like to

have a life you have a life Beth if I

hear oh you don't have a life I don't

even know what's out there you ask me

and I will tell you I don't know what to

ask you who I don't even know what to

ask you I have this stack of cards and

it tells me exactly what I used to do

that's all not a person I'm a stack of

cards

the children are here

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bad mom she likes your hair oh thank you

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let's run that off your mother doesn't

like that noise I like it don't it sure

wanna keep you till you come home over

that sea horse okay thank you

station gets the most music Stewart

thank you for those cookies and and the

card you sent me I saw you that morning

at the bus stop just like always

before when I get home boss I'll come to

the bus stop again I'll see you there oh

you're right she really is different

you spent so much time taking care of

her you've forgotten your own loss yours

about things shared I'll just have to

get him back it's all we can do

concentrate on now how you relate now

matters a lot to the future of your life

together talking about our nourishment

how to her your marriage began the day

she woke up

Hey

I'm here if you need me

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will your mother and father be there

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both my folks are dead

sorry

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there's the old quarry road we'd go

swimming sometimes that's a school where

we met are we going to pass the accident

all right close to home nice walk down

this bridge Mindy right here have a

picnic

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let's goes back in the car as cold out

here

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anymore but I know you're only coming

home with me because you have to I don't

want nobody to you I'm gonna take care

of ya you just trust me for a while

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Oh would you do me a favor yeah do not

watch me all the time

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that your truck

yep it's funny I'm mornings when you

leave first you always leave my lunch

there on the front seat no the thought I

forget it

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am i watching

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place the keys

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welcome home go Stuart I made the sign

on the door oh it's beautiful

I brought some food over you'll just

have to heat things

oh we can show you how Joey's been

taking care of everything for you want

me to show you around

okay I'd really like to just look around

can I just look around and look what's

everybody I grow natural just let her

look around we'll all get back to normal

in no time

okay

everything if there's anything we can do

to help thank you it's fire it's

wonderful isn't it

I mean how described it to me he showed

me some pictures but it really doesn't

do anything just drive it that was that

belong to your grandmother oh did I know

her yes yeah this is her picture she

nice well she had a way about her that I

like these pillows and Holly's dark

colors do I like this stuff yeah I just

keep thinking I'm gonna wake up it's all

gonna be a terrible mistake I just I'll

just wake up

one of those oh these are my sequencing

cards he's helped me we learn the things

I used to do like cooking breakfast and

lunch but you always cook breakfast too

much

look I've got one right here it's all

about Stuart my hamster

where'd you get him I liked him you gave

them to me sure come in yeah came to

return your radio thank you thank

company with my exercises what exercises

well sometimes when you lose your memory

you don't remember the order of things

and you know what comes first and second

and so on

you mean like eating dessert before

dinner huh what exercises do you do for

that dance just jazz steps what you

dance yes I dance this I've gotta see so

they taught me these steps and then I

had to remember how they went together

because we can learn to sequence

properly in one area then you can get

with other things the music just helps

you remember so when you cook dinner

you'll do it to music

baby

start with your right foot

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Hey look what I found

uh-oh gotta go would you get these

stairs suitcase for a trip

you're supposed to unpack those weren't

you I guess I forgot daddy we were

packed we're ready to leave for Jamaica

yeah the accidents we have been over

there for Valentine's Day

well what stewmaker it's an island is it

nice oh yeah you loved it a lot

I'll show you I've got all the postcards

used to send it what say we get a little

slideshow going here huh still I've seen

I haven't what is it I wanna see him

again come on what's this light show

pictures my family history Jamaica

controls well sure bunnies that's

Jamaica

that's what Joanie's idea of creative

horseplay leave me alone Joanie

back of you track your oh that Halloween

oh no that's like we almost burnt the

house down the old fire department out

here that night Stewart's fault was not

you drop the sparkler oh yeah

Oh something Coos Bay when I caught that

12 pounder I bought it caller you didn't

know you've been Pinocchio caught it

yes to was drinking mai tais when he

took this photo sorry

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Jamaica

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now this is really like in somebody

else's place by mistake the woman in

those slides you really love her I can

see that however I'll try to get her

back for you that's right every way I

know how for us

it's all gonna be okay you'll see

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how come you sleeping out here

oh it's just easy for your mom you're

gonna stay here till she remembers you

I don't know I guess we'll just have to

see

come here gang enough of you

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we're all gonna get her back real soon

oh yes we are

go on I'll begin this ignite in a minute

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well you're supposed to say where's -

well where's do it upstairs have a

mattress get him downstairs it's gonna

be late for school

hey BYE MOM bye don't forget we'll be a

little late

oh it's in your tuck well thanks see you

tonight okay

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he did not eat alone so I looked on your

worksheet and then I found my map and

Here I am

hello I'm Beverly Slater Bev it's me

you remember feeding Ellen oh wait you

see you sent me some flowers when I was

in the hospital right and I wrote it out

thank Dave yeah Pete was best man at our

weddin Oh well if he was the best man

why did I marry you that's pretty good

doesn't make much sense does it no we

must have something special going there

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well of course we did I didn't mean

anything by that hey listen I'm gonna

take off and get that drawers or

anything we need nope take care huh

okay it was nice to meet you I mean

whatever I'm sorry I guess I shouldn't

have come but it's just I was hunting

for some company

you get lonesome for her

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some leave

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I just don't remember

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we'll be good friends before better now

well before whatever I'd say anything

you'd say now you don't remember all the

things I did to bug you what's it like

making love with you

Beverly should I have asked you that

well being that close to someone you

love is a wonderful thing

what does it feel like if you're not in

love with them well I've never been with

anyone but Lou but I imagine it could

feel exciting physically I want those

feelings mom I want to I want to touch a

man I want to know what it's like to

make love with someone other than hell

well house still sleeps on the couch

asked him to come to bed it's I don't

know if I'm in love with him or if I

just want to know what it feels like I

didn't realize I thought well I don't

know what I thought yeah sometimes I

wish she'd just come over and take a

hold of me he's trying to be considerate

you slime I know that but it would be so

much easier if I just met him in a way

you have he's waiting for the woman that

he knew to come back for me to love him

the way I used to I mean it's always

between us I don't know how to get past

it it might be interesting to try

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awesome yeah I don't wanna oh I do here

you look so pretty

oh thanks I'm gonna tell you who are you

lord

this is your pretty

she's very pretty what do you do what

your ears you were not supposed to have

them pierced but why don't you for the

dance I told her she could do that how

go do your own she was supposed to wait

till she was 13 all the other kids are

doing it now what other kids do nowadays

isn't the reason to do things you know I

used to tell about yourself I don't care

what I used to tell her you know that

things are different now

I tricked you I took advantage cuz you

didn't remember you doing this with

other things

no next time something like this comes

up just talk to me about it

then I'll tell you what I think now okay

I promise not mad

I'm sorry about before John are you

alright

why'd you tell John she'll feel better

well what do you think being home here

anything like you thought it would be

sometimes I think mostly when we're in

the kitchen and everybody's laughing

then everybody goes off I don't like to

go off on me for a weekend did you make

I was thinking something little closer

than that did have a beach what's matter

I'll have to put you to bed them oh

honey

don't forget about Jonah I always like

to be teated now

that's right yeah

she do the rocks

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I liked you

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I've never seen you before

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it was can't say I feel faithful just

like having an affair with someone I

guess you feel guilty because you like

someone to change bow I feel guilty

about nothing just told you could have

been anybody even a guy like you yeah

I'm the best he was a baby but she tries

real hard thoughts every man's dream

after 15 years she turns into a terrific

new lady a young you turned on all over

it yeah him just miss lady I knew we

were in st. Lee all changed know what

your problem is you don't like change

that's why you're working for somebody

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I'm not Morgan my house you know this

business is what was like well I'm going

for this deal with or without you if I

have to hock everything I all be old

well when's your party next week

I'll be there

how the hypnosis go

looks like a discouraged

are we going

welcome back

look at this

it's beautiful here whose house is that

that's ours are you feeling

let's relax

Hill

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but the house taught you

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we run at our own house and then we

saved we bought the land

and we talked about the house the way we

wanted it that's right we were gonna

make it everything that we loved that's

right huh he did it yourself on weekends

and after work come on Beth and in our

bedroom that there's a huge window where

I can sit and I can look out and the

fireplace is right there are you going

well it could be that way couldn't it

that could be it wasn't huh would you

like that off for because if I told you

there was no chance of me remembering

you wouldn't want me what the doctor

said here what are you saying

my answer me dammit totally wiped out

why don't you just tell me that they

love to me right here just a baby dude

what are you doing what are you doing

you telling me 15 years of our life is

over here and they're asking me to make

love what you're doing yes what are you

doing when you're making love to me

you're thinking you're wishing that it

would just trigger a memory well it

won't this is it just me that's the way

I am now

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favor Lee what are you doing here I was

shopping

welcome back you look fabulous thank you

I'm sorry I don't know your name you

know what I don't remember anything

before the accident do I know you

sorry I didn't know just that you were

hurt but getting better unpack okay hey

they told me I used to teach here she

did yeah

come in with me I'll show you around

good time you retire and you expected

them to do the same

I'll show you the works lunch there's a

great Greek restaurant I'll call you

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we're gonna get started

quiet down please yeah we're gonna get

started we have a lot of work to cover

today okay look at embarrass you oh I

know I want here knows right yeah I

guess I'll talk to people gotta be fun

Hank don't get going on the Woodstock

generation boring I missed it I grew up

worrying about my cashmere sweaters what

about you are you a flower child too

I like flowers yes are your kids

reactionaries oh no not sure then you

must be doing something right you just

got here

well they're leaving for Europe right a

very early plane and this took a package

do

oh you know that other couple that we

were talking with gonna be in Paris

tomorrow night how's that I don't know

oh you've never been to Paris

no it's a wonderful well I call it the

City of Light what are your favorite

cities Paris New York and London er I

don't unless so many of them it's hard

to say how about you I really only see

one well you been oh no no I'm sorry is

something wrong

no um I was in an accident and I don't

remember anything that happened before

that what did this happen

four months ago

do you mind talking about it no just

this is the first time I've ever been

around people that didn't know what it

did great yeah so you don't remember

anything that happened in your life or

in the world

no I remember everything that happened

since the accident I've been I've been

reading history and yearbooks you know

mostly things that have happened within

my lifetime see you starting all over

again it's kind of incredible I can

think of a lot of things in my life I'd

love to wipe out I think that were

second remember you're seeing a whole

new world but it's everything is bright

fresh and anybody who's with you gets to

see it again for the first time through

your eyes

thank you I don't think of it that way

I'm glad I met you

I gotta go right honey

you know there was a couple that was

leaving for Europe tonight have you ever

been to Paris oh good

and we could go together you know I'd

love to plan a trip bro everything that

we do is the first time for both of us

all trips take our time and money honey

you'd use my accident honey you know I

was talking with this man tonight I

don't know what his name was but I told

him about the accident he seemed to see

things very differently oh well he said

that since everything was new to me but

you got to see the whole world all over

again through my eyes and that we could

discover a whole new world together oh

he has almost 15 years of the old one Oh

is he

I've lost all of the old one you know we

have something different now why can't

you just let yourself enjoy that there's

probably coming on to you he was being

very nice and I think what he said makes

sense you're a jealous I talked to him

he liked me and you're a gentleman we

drop it what was I like it parties

before I mean did we fight afterwards we

were we just happy together right we

just saw things the same way we

understood what that's what I'm trying

to do right now understand it was a very

nice party why is this happening it's

got other things in my mind I guess I'm

exhausted let's go to sleep right

when people say to each other when they

get married

I do

what else

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yes

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it's my building but that was later

still steady huh yes I was just

wondering what to do about lunch would

you have lunch with me like that

I've thought an awful lot about you

since that night what it would be like

to see the world again for the very

first time I think gonna be exciting and

yet I wonder if I wouldn't feel as if

are on the outside looking in I'm sorry

I didn't mean to upset you

it's just um

I was a teacher before and I say it was

a pretty good way I stood outside the

classroom the other day looking in I'm

gonna be back in there again I'm gonna

learn it all over again and I will teach

see why all the medical books yeah do

you like the water bill yes I love it my

husband said I always liked it you know

why it's getting late I'm gonna pick my

son up from practice I better go I have

a boat and I remember what it was like

the first time I was out there and there

was nothing nothing but ocean and sky

I'd love to be the first one to show it

to you

rob's I'm sorry I don't really think I

could do that couldn't you burned you

shouldn't well it comes the same thing

my boat's advantage point and it's

called the Kestrel to

oh are you alright I got there you

already lady and I wait sorry I took a

long turn I got lost I don't like you

Stuart

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missed him at practice hey get lost

I drove up to fabrics and I was probably

thinking you might have another accident

what are you doing there anyway I was

shopping yeah I had lunch and oh you

know I had lunch with that man that we

met at the party but I left there in

plenty of time and then I took this dumb

turn and I oh I can understand why

Stewart would be upset yep are you ever

gonna stop punishing me for not remember

I'm not punishing you I don't want to

worry about the kid all right

or my wife lollygagging around with some

hoity-toity dude if you fairly worrying

about the road you know and I came home

with you I had no idea who you were you

asked me to trust you and I did now why

won't you trust me are we having dinner

ever

are you guys gonna keep fighting

how well I basically finished just

Marley the night

you got to talk to him after saying no

to the deal al doesn't think I know

anything about business or his work well

it's this house he's building for you so

he only needs to do is take out a loan

on it in the land and make up his share

well I don't think so Wow well see how

fields are the way you used to be you'd

never take that chance she's just being

loyal in some way Pete you were our best

man you've known me a long time and I

really changed that much

I mean you were different I mean you

guys work hard for things you hold on I

guess it worked for you I really think

you should go over this time Bev well we

can make this work I'll try Pete told me

you said no to the deal I tell you why

do it how raise the money leave this to

me

all right I've done all right for this

family so far please let go past this

tool to really rebellion Oh what about

the beach was that real it was vacation

I can't live your whole life that way I

can't live my life like this how the

woman you loved is dead oh she's failing

right she's not a try

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but is gone I've lost too much of my

life I don't want to lose the rest of it

you don't remember and that's it isn't

it

that's your hour well it isn't damn it

don't play games with me

there are you I have done nothing but

try to make a new life with you I came

into a house full of strangers and I

thought we were finally becoming a

family but we can't because you won't

let us be you keep seeing me as a

stranger and I can't live like that

I'm leaving I can't do it anymore you

don't see me you don't even try it I

just forget about me then what about the

kids kids can see me whenever they want

is there what if they want they just

marched into hell I'm back for you I get

it for you what about their lives what

is it it's just over yeah I didn't ask

for anything to be over I've been asking

and asking you for a beginning but

you're too damn blind

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oh hi I decided to see the world

it's like you dress for it

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waterboard

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now I looked up Castro the bird that

hovers in the air now why don't you go

blown up put on a sweatshirt take off

the shoes

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you know fun watching you around boats

farm country to get here right away from

home

join the Navy Oh Station New London did

you take space out okay will I sail up

the coast next weekend and drop anchor

around the water at night guess what

what you sailing yeah

will she ever come back oh so because it

was a nice - no no I told you that's got

nothing to do with you

anybody it was died that's a lie that's

not true at all they're Jewish like I

don't need to be told

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remember first one she didn't know us I

guess she felt I didn't know her either

but you do know her she's our mother

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are you cold a little bit

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you see why I like it so much

it feels like it's so far from

everything it's disconnected through the

world that's why you like me isn't it

I do like that about you do you mind

really please

how did your marriage break up

I don't know I guess things just come to

an end did you just let it happen or did

you fight to keep it going both sides

have to wanna fight

if you could get your memory back but

you had to be the old Bevin yeah instead

of being who you are now which would you

choose

I just want to leave

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you still think of him just I've never

I've never been with anyone else

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I'm glad you came I wasn't sure that

sure looks like fun down there now it

takes an act of faith and young bones

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you were in poop

well let's fill it see if it works oh

did I give you any of these know once

you grew up you thought I should stop

smoking well I was probably right

how sure is good with those kids isn't

he well we like that it seems to me when

you were little I spent all my time

earning a living it's all right hey

somersault out there that was quite

something he's been uh isn't taking

gymnastics if that they can't do yeah

there's some dry clothes you know I'm so

sure gone up help yourself how's it

going

fine good

let's go chief it's dry clothes

I'm met someone dead someone important

to you well he's fun he doesn't care

about the past he likes me the way I am

now

and that's what you want is that so

wrong

yeah marinas kestrel to over

waitwhat

the secret of getting away is not to let

anybody know where you are

yes visit missus later

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that's how could you could you repeat

that

where

oh yeah it's at the camp is that what

you said okay can you hear me all right

would you please tell him that I am

coming that I am on my way make sure he

knows that I'm on my way okay thank you

I gotta get back I can't tell my little

boy shaken are you okay well I just keep

thinking about this little boy who's

hurt and he's all alone and he's

probably frightened I just I I want to

be there for him I don't want to let him

down you all let him down

Stewart has afraid you are you doing

pretty okay the horse wasn't high he's

fine

you might want to check him out with

your family doctor they'll here's the

report hey thank you very much can I go

talk to you for a minute

sure yeah about you why don't you go and

get mom's car at the top of the hill

he's a sweet kid but he's been a real

problem lately disrupts the class

demands a lot of attention gets into

fights he fell today because he would

obey the rules you know he's been angry

with me I'll talk to him

Thanks thank you

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I'm not gonna cut for the stream and

walk home what's going on with your kid

huh

getting in some fights disrupting the

class what's happening

Stewart stop running away I hate you you

didn't want to step day in a hospital

and you don't want us now that's not

true I was scared just like you

Stewart you know I think you're scared

because you're having to live without

the mother that you loved and that you

still want well I can understand that

but honey I can't give her back to you I

could give you something else but you've

got to give me a chance

my mother wouldn't forget honey I didn't

forget you I had an accident just like

you did so you can't use part of your

arm now well I can't use part of my

brain difference is that your arm is

gonna get better and I won't get hurt

doesn't hurt as much as realizing I've

lost all those years of you growing up

maybe you should tell your mother about

them sometime I'd sure like that hey

thanks for getting them yeah you all

right great yeah she told me don't spoil

camp just because you're mad at me

ask her huh

coming home

yeah you like to have dinner with me

some night but I mean with just you

just me promise you won't talk about the

past no promises no orders right

all right I'll take my chances

of me you son

no I took that deal with me what what

did you change your mind no no since I

lost you are just losing the house that

seemed so important oh you see one list

no I couldn't have known why me I was

already did you leave them sorted free

me I'm supposed to say that's wonderful

don't come back now I didn't ask you

back I'll stay out to dinner you're

gonna be okay here with all rights

tonight you and have been together 15

years something must have been working

remember any of it

I thought if I left and we're free that

it would be him it'll be simple be clear

what is it where I see you the world

when I realize how much I'm missing

you're finally admitting the pain you

know when I heard store was hurt the

feeling that I had was so powerful I had

to get to him I had to care for him now

where does that come from you tell me

can you make a connection between him

now and he was a baby you know sometimes

when he would go to bed at night and he

was all clean and warm from his bath

yeah I'd hug him and I could smell him

and and I had this like a little

imagination thing of what it would be

like if he was little used to the baby

do you like that feeling it was

overwhelming

what a wonderful weekend we can do it

every weekend kids sometime I really

miss him

okay sure I want us to be together but

Bev

don't let them reel you back in

hey that brandy left I think so all

right just like to talk to my wife

that's up to her it's all right wait

wait out here wait a minute what what is

it do you want me to take care of this

uh no it's all right there's never some

granny in there why did you come here

without calling you had no right to do

that your father died

what Friday you just felt funny I wanted

Aaron he get up to go to a window he

collapsed

the medics couldn't do nothing they said

it was a ruptured aorta and I just took

a chance and wanted you to hear from me

what do we do now is to do everything

those funeral informations right there

how's mom

she's holding together

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what happened probably died he was ok he

went to a window to get some air and

then he died you know I I didn't even

know him I kept meaning to do that and

then I just that's too late

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many flowers I'll just pick these from

the yard your father hated those formal

arrangements

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we are here to mark the passing of a

beloved husband father and friend let us

pray

Almighty God teach us to count how few

days we have and so gain wisdom of heart

amen amen

and now Hal would like to say a few

words well who chose the life he wanted

in a tell him that he loved her the old

bill he gave to all of us there's more

than the lusts of him whose time will

remember our funny and loving memories

we'll stop grieving that he's in here by

her size

or feel them always

parts

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you want to talk about it yeah I'm

afraid I'm gonna disappoint you

they got you

you're throwing away the gift of a

lifetime you know that you've certainly

made it seem that way how about if I

made a commitment would that make any

difference I know shocking isn't I don't

want to lose you I come with attachments

that you don't really want I just think

it would heartless if we just stop right

now come with me I can take care of you

I want to take care

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you changed it the window they can sit

look out and see the fire at the same

time it was easier than telling you I

wanna come back and finish this with you

but another guy here with I don't have

my sorry for me the rest is up to you

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