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Carolina. Beautiful man.

It's good to see you.

Man, I can't believe how much I missed you, church boy.

You have a lot on your mind.

This experiment.

Maggie all of a sudden wants her freedom.

Our marriage is hanging by a string.

Yeah, this experiment definitely has me all in my feelings, but you know what?

I've grown because of it.

So are you, too.

That's great.

I'm happy for you both.

Seriously.

It's got me wondering what the experiment's intention is, though.

What do you mean?

I mean, I know what ugly looks like.

I've done some things.

Some things that I'm not proud of before I was saved.

You understand what I'm saying?

No, not yet.

Before I was married, before we had our own lighting company, I was in sales,

digital ads.

I was really good at it.

Top salesman, five years running.

Traveled quite a bit.

Well, there were these conventions.

Okay. Go on.

The company was sent to different states.

Massachusetts, mostly.

But I rarely attended the convention.

No one knew me in these places, so it was easy for me to reinvent myself.

Do what I wanted.

Okay, and what did you do?

I did what the experiment is doing.

I put people in situations to see what they would do.

But my intention was not for their good, but for my own.

Okay, so did you bring me all the way out here not to tell me what's going on

with you?

You know what?

Hold that thought.

You say that Maggie is looking for freedom, right?

Well, that's kind of what the experiment gave me, like clarity on who I am.

For me, that was my sexuality.

For Sawyer, it was his true calling, which is writing.

You know, maybe for Maggie, with the second time around in the experiment...

She's pregnant, Carolina.

What?

My wife is pregnant.

And there's a good chance your husband is the father.

Nice to see you again.

Please, have a seat.

You're probably wondering what this is.

Maybe a little intrigued.

Before you speak, let me see if I can answer all of your questions.

I am not the man you're going to be seeing today.

He's in the bedroom waiting for your answer.

You might be thinking, since you're already here, you're willing to do

is asked.

And in ordinary circumstances, that might be true for you.

This. however, is an extraordinary circumstance.

My client won't utter a word to you. I'm sure you're used to that.

He's a fetishist.

And in his particular pleasure is physical domination,

sadism.

And his particular brand of domination is excruciating pain.

Not to him, of course, but to you.

If you accept this inducement, make no mistake, you will endure

the most sincere pain you have ever felt.

It will not touch your faith.

It will not impede on your ability to make a living.

However, hospitalization may be necessary.

Now, if you decide to go through with this, I have prepared

a great, handsome compensation for you.

Choose.

Great choice.

The drugs are worth three times the cash.

We'd like to get started.

We

good

here.

I'll call you later.

I've got that thing in Boston.

And tonight that means you got me.

And I was older than the old one.

And this post I paid without a receipt.

He said it all without any more time.

Said it all, presented all I need.

and send it all out of me.

Never thought I'd be here.

Never thought I'd be with you.

You can call me Mr.

Don't you come and teach me how.

What are you doing here? I thought you understood.

I want you to tell me in my face that you don't want me here.

Judge, it's okay. It's okay.

Sorry. No, no.

I'm sorry. No, no, no. I mean, listen. It happens to every guy at some point.

No, I'm told.

No, not me.

It's just that. No, listen.

The problem isn't between your legs.

It's here.

It's between your ears.

Guilt.

You know, you're like Atlas.

You've got the world of guilt on your shoulders.

Try me.

Look, I understand.

I feel like you, you know, you failed Sensore. No.

With Sensore, I succeeded.

Then who did you fail?

Yes, you did.

You told him he wanted to stay.

Didn't you?

Yes.

But he chose to leave.

So, your assets?

Don't.

Don't look at me with pity.

Hey, honey. No.

No pity.

I mean, okay, like a little.

Not funny.

It was a little fun.

So what happened?

You realized you still loved him?

I realized that maybe I had everything that I needed in front of me.

It's a little too late.

I would ask you.

Yes, Dallas, I realized I still loved him.

I'm just a consolation prize.

You're here because you needed to be here.

And deep down inside, I needed you to be here, too.

And the three -day extension?

Once he heard, he left.

Yeah.

Yeah, but you would hop on a plane in a second, right? If he walked right

through that door right now and...

Told you he wanted to try.

If you asked me that this morning, I would have said yes.

But I am a ball of emotions right now, and

there is so much going on, and I don't know how to process it.

I lost everything in that experiment.

Most of all, me.

And while my wife says I'm running away from myself, I'm not dealing with that

empty space inside. Not even you can fix it.

Based on your current state, I think she's right.

The more you talk about her, the more I think I like her.

Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa. Did you eat with her, too?

No, absolutely not. I can fix anyone.

Did you?

Yeah. Did you, right?

Yeah.

No. It was a little funny.

You know what? Don't play with my emotions.

I told

you I could fix anyone.

So, you good, man?

I'll be all right.

Just gotta get my head together.

The experiment, huh? The mindfuck is what it should be called.

Yeah, man, well, at least you got paid.

I mean, DeAndra's money?

Yeah, I'm a multimillionaire.

Got everything I ever wanted.

I still think you should

come back to the gig.

For what?

Something you started, man.

Something that's yours.

And that Series 7, you're going to pass it, bro.

I just know it.

Say, man, how come you always seem like you got the world by the balls and I'm

the one with all the problems?

Because you're still transitioning, bro.

My transition happened a long time ago.

You ever think about that night, man?

Come on, don't fuck with me, man.

Don't fuck with me, motherfucker.

Yo, yo, yo, man.

I'm not wearing a wire, all right? Ain't nobody caught up to me. Ain't nobody

got nothing on me. I didn't get caught up, Morgan.

All right? It's just you and me here.

And don't talk to me about the past.

I ain't got nothing to say about yesterday.

Then don't say shit. Just listen.

All right, look, maybe that night I began to change.

And obviously you did, too.

Because you hear, you're not dead or in jail for life.

Man, you better make your motherfucking point real quick, my dude.

All I'm saying is that maybe that night, I made a decision to change the path of

both of our lives.

And even if it was for the better, it's not the point.

The point is, I should be saying I'm sorry to you.

You fucking with me, man?

No, my dude.

That's something hard.

That experiment got you turned all inside out.

I'm going to look around, you're going to have a whole congregation preaching

the gospel in church on Sunday.

Man, I can't even tell you when the last time I... What?

I'm lying.

Last time I went to church was that night.

An angel sat on my shoulder.

Sometimes I wonder if pain is everything

Sometimes I wonder if it's me

I'm never letting go, confronting one more thing is taking all of me.

And now it's all up in my face.

Do I really run away?

Oh, I got your hand.

Oh, thank you.

Cute kid.

Thank you. She looks just like her daddy.

Are you one of Carson's friends?

No. No, I didn't.

I didn't know all this was going on here. I just, I was looking for a quiet

place.

And the fates led you here.

Fates?

Well, my husband would say God or

God's will.

Oh, so I guess I would make your husband a religious one then, huh?

My husband is more traditional in his understanding of the universe and its

positive and negative forces, though.

Wow. Happy chick married a Jesus freak.

Life is better through kindness.

Well, kindness is a bitch. Life treats you like a cockroach that stomps the

out of it.

Wow.

You're not here for the christening, and you are looking for a quiet place.

You must be carrying something really heavy.

Oh, hippie chicks got me figured out.

You must be real good with them crystals and tarot cards.

Okay.

I'm sorry.

I was really rude.

My mistake.

Coming here was a bad idea.

Excuse me.

Wait.

Forgive yourself.

I'm a little church boy.

Church is just one way.

Think about it.

Be the man that you needed when you were young.

What did you need?

Who did you need?

Be that person for someone else.

Okay.

Okay. That's some good damn advice.

See? The face did steer you.

I'm standing upside down. I feel like a chandelier. I'm brighter than all the

others, but you act like I'm not here.

Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa.

Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa. God bless your soul.

Half of me was shooting.

I'll make you disappear.

I'm burning all the history like our past was never here.

The judgment calls, the rights are wrong. They don't bring life to me, no.

I'm the end, you're gone. I'm moving on.

Hello,

Thaw.

Oh my God, Meg.

What's up, baby? Tell me something good.

What are you doing, crazy man?

So now you know I'm not crazy.

But you do know my wife is with your husband, right?

I know.

So what's up?

You got something you want to tell me?

Like what?

I mean, I'm just saying. It must have been something deep on his mind, you

what I'm saying, to want to meet with my wife, you know?

I thought maybe you knew what was going on.

Well, maybe there's this one thing.

Well, what is it? Come on with it, baby. Let me know.

Um, do you remember our time together?

What did you mean, do I remember our time together?

Yeah, I was just thinking about it.

No. No, do you really remember?

Max, what's up?

What are you trying to say to me?

I told you that.

That I wanted you to bring my baby back.

Do you remember what you said to me?

Yeah.

I told you I couldn't.

I told you nobody could.

I think you were wrong.

Will you just come here?

What do you want?

Listen, I'm not saying I don't respect your work ethic. Yes, you are. Just

please stop patronizing me.

You just calm down.

Wait.

Where's the baby?

Where's the baby?

I don't know.

Hey.

Just give me a second. I'll get my bag.

I'm not going to the experiment.

What? I'm leaving.

Oh, come on, Sawyer. I didn't sleep with him.

I said that I wouldn't.

That doesn't have nothing to do with it.

She's pregnant.

So what, are you just going to be with her now?

Well, she needs me.

Really? What, did she tell you that she doesn't know who the father is?

Actually, she left that out.

Sex with her husband the night she left for the experiment.

Did you think we understand how fucked up of a situation that we all are in

Or is it just going over our head?

No. We didn't have sex outside of our marriage, okay, Sawyer? You did.

So tell me this.

If Carson would have gave up his little church boy act long enough to creep on

you, would you have let him?

I don't know.

So you're telling me it wasn't no point that you just didn't want to fuck his

brains out?

Maybe.

So what?

So come off your high horse.

This marriage had nothing to do with you not sleeping with him.

I had nothing to do with you not sleeping with him. You gave her a baby,

We never even... spoke about having kids.

And now this baby is so important that it's fuck everything that we have.

Fuck everything else except for what she's going through.

She has a husband, Sawyer.

You do realize that, right?

Right? You talking about the same dude that you just drove hundreds of miles to

go see? To have a cup of coffee with? Because he was fucking lonely?

You talking about that punk -ass husband?

Fuck me.

Hey, Pop.

Oh, hey, baby girl.

Those TV dinners are going to kill you, Pop.

You need a woman bad.

Oh, please. I do fine.

Well, I gather you didn't come over here to watch me eat, right?

I saw Connor last night.

I think I heard him.

I'm glad you like him, but you know how I feel.

Dallas is gone, Dad.

And even if he wasn't, he's stuck somewhere.

Somewhere nobody can get to him but him.

I'm glad he didn't think that way about you.

Okay, Dad, what do you want me to do? What am I supposed to do?

Dallas is afraid.

Afraid that he's going to be left behind now that I can stand on my own.

Connor, though, he thinks like I do.

Easier doesn't make it better, baby.

If you thought that you could grow with Dallas, would you keep your marriage

together? Dad, I'm the one who wanted to stay together. He left.

Answer the question.

Yes.

Yes, I would.

Then you have to fight, baby.

You have to fight for the life that you want.

Maybe fight for him, too.

He was strong enough to fight for the both of y 'all to get you out of a

terrible situation.

Maybe it's your time now.

Maggie!

Everything good?

Yeah, everything's good.

What we're doing then?

Only on one condition.

I'm in, whatever it is.

The next three days, nothing is off limits.

We hold nothing back. Anything and everything is on the table.

Carson, the only way that this works is if we trust each other.

Thank you.

Are you sure about this?

No. But let's do it anyway.

60 minutes.

Connor, what are you doing here?

It seems like you were expecting me.

Actually, I was about to... Look, I'm here because you

were right.

I've been making decisions for you that you weren't aware of, and I guess I've

been doing it for quite some time, but I didn't really see it until you pointed

it out to me.

I married you and I promised to give you all of me.

But I baited you before you found out the truth and that was wrong.

So I came back here now because I'm ready to see

what we can be.

What we can really be.

Damn it, the other.

Finn? Nora.

Open the door.

What made you change your mind?

I'm not sure I changed my mind about anything.

I'm of two minds right now.

Two hearts.

One is roaming free among the

clouds.

Part of everything.

And the other...

It's right here.

So you came for the baby.

I came for both

of our babies.

You'll never find it till your eyes are open.

Reflections of a broken door.

Last night an angel cried.