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You're already getting behind on the rent

And now the bank's chasing you.

I don't know what you want me to say.

How about "this is your dream, isobel, and it'll take

As long as it takes to get the farm going again.

- So don't worry." - What message will that send to my other tenants?

That you're a great guy.

You're putting me in a really awkward position.

God forbid that you should be made to feel awkward.

Okay, i'll give you another month rent-Free, but that's it.

I don't need your charity.

- I'm trying my best to sort things out for you. - I think you'd better go.

I've had enough nasty surprises for one day.

His boots have seen better days.

All of him has seen better days.

Maybe he's hungry.

Are you hungry? I've got some bread and jam.

Or there's egg, bacon, sausage and fried tomato.

I was joking.

You could probably even risk a kiss goodbye

Without totally destroying your reputation as the local grump.

Who says i'm a grump?

Didn't you know? That's why i've been brought along,

To bring a bit of light relief

And fun to your life.

To turn this into this.

- You're nuts. - It's a good job one of us is.

Now, come on, give us that kiss.

Don't let me cramp your style.

He'll pause for breath in a minute.

- Finished? - Yes.

Good, up on your feet. You've had the courtesy lunch.

Time to get back on the road.

- Where am i going? - Wherever you were going before.

Where am i now?

- You're on the glenbogle estate. - Glenbogle?

And you'll shortly be leaving the glenbogle estate. Let's go.

What's your name?

Um—

I can't remember. It's, uh—

I can't remember anything.

Ewan, can i have a word?

What have i done now?

No no, son, i just—

I just need your advice.

On what?

On what in your opinion...

Constitutes a romantic dinner.

Yes, he's suffering from hypothermia

And is weak through lack of food.

And that could explain his disorientation

- And loss of memory. - What do you recommend?

Bed rest and regular meals.

- How much bed rest? - It depends.

A day or two perhaps.

He can't stay here for two days.

There's plenty of room at glenbogle. Why can't he stay there?

Because we've got no idea who he is.

If we did, he wouldn't need to stay there, would he?

He is not staying at glenbogle.

When we get to the house, i'll call p.C. Callum

And find out who he is and where he's from.

So you are concerned about him.

No, if i find out who he is, he becomes someone else's problem.

Molly!

You're looking really well.

Thank you. The break at the health farm was just what i needed.

Thalassotherapy, seaweed wraps,

This yoga, that yoga.

It's amazing what a regular detox will do.

- I'll bear it in mind. - And also

It gave me a chance

To prioritize what's important to me.

On top of the list

Is friendship.

Real friendship.

Which is why i'm inviting you to a carefully balanced

Wheat-Free, meat-Free dinner at glenbogle tonight.

- Tonight? - Is that a problem?

I'm sorry, lass, i can't make it tonight.

- How about tomorrow? - Um...

Could i get back to you on that one?

Of course.

Molly.

It's good to see you.

You too.

- Lovely house. - Thank you.

What's going on?

Either paul's finally lost it or we're opening up as a hostel.

Are you married?

I don't know.

- Kids? - I don't know.

Where do you live?

He doesn't know. He doesn't know anything.

He's lost his memory, remember?

We could try word association.

Or you could try tracing any missing persons.

- Have you done this before? - Have you?

No.

What about a wallet?

There was nothing on him.

No...

Wal...

Let. Right.

When i get back to the station,

I'll run a description through the system, see what turns up.

We're really glad we called you in.

We don't know what we would have done without you.

Here to help.

If he's going to be staying here for a while,

We can't keep referring to him as "him." you ought to give him a name.

He's not going to be staying here any longer than he has to.

If he was an injured animal, you'd let him stay until he was better.

Not in hector's pajamas i wouldn't.

Woe betide anyone that's in trouble that needs your help.

Especially if they're not willing to be helped.

These need to be cleaned.

- I'd boil them if i was you. - I suggest drycleaning.

You heard the lady.

- How about alan? - Who's alan?

- Molly: for a name. - He doesn't look like an alan.

What about richard?

No, i had an accountant once called richard, most unsightly creature.

Terry.

Gerry, larry, liam—

Oh, liam. Liam feels good.

We thought we'd call you liam. What do you think?

I think you can call me whatever you like.

- Then liam it is. - Excellent.

He's going to milk this for all it's worth.

How come you never trust anyone?

Years of experience.

Is the drive not big enough for you?

- Kelly! - Isobel.

I thought you said you weren't getting up until later on tonight.

- I got off early. - Brilliant.

- So, who's this? - Paul.

- Pleased to meet you, paul. - Likewise.

Kelly's my old boss from edinburgh.

- She was one of the best headhunters in the business. - That figures.

So, how do you fit into her life, paul?

I'm the person who tries to make it as miserable as possible.

- And doing a great job so far. - Thank you.

Paul's the laird.

If all the lairds are like you, i can see why isobel stayed this long.

- They aren't. - Most of them are far richer.

They're much more forgiving.

- And this is ewan. - Hi.

Cute.

And i thought you'd be surrounded

- By bearded wee jocks in kilts and tammies. - Come here, you.

How's he doing?

Molly's given him a wee haircut and a shave. Looks almost human.

- Has he had any dinner? - Third helping.

- What's in the bag? - Bait.

If it's edible, keep it closed.

Donald's with him.

Oh, no.

Uh, i'm not sure that's such a good idea.

Oh, a glass of brandy after dinner

Is one of the marks of a civilized society, dear chap.

Doctor mckendrick strongly advised against alcohol.

I don't see how a couple of glasses

Of vintage cardinal mendoza will make a lot of difference.

Yes, the taste might even spark a memory or two.

Don't push it, sunshine.

Well, i'd best do as doctor mckendrick says.

What happened to my clothes?

Well, we drew straws

And those of us that voted for burning them

Were narrowly defeated by those who opted for drycleaning.

I was just saying to liam what a liberating experience it must be

To be utterly free of one's past.

Which suggests that you feel a prisoner of yours.

Alas, we're all prisoners of our pasts.

- Isn't that right, paul? - If you say so.

All the wrong turns and shortcuts we've made,

The pain we've caused, the sins we have committed—

Speak for yourself, donald.

—these are the shadows that close in at night

And shake us from our rest.

I envy you your immunity, liam.

You have trouble sleeping?

Ever since my return.

Believe me, there are parts of my past

I'd give a king's ransom to erase.

You said you grew up here.

Happy, carefree days.

How come in all the paintings and photographs

I've seen on the wall here, there's not one of you?

What?

Dad?

You reset all the padlocks on the hill gates

After i checked them today, didn't you?

What is the point of me doing things

If you just follow on behind and redo them?

It is my reputation on the line if the deer get out of the woods.

- What are you doing? - It was you who said

To do something romantic, but the potatoes are nowhere near boiled

And the trout is cooked already. It's a disaster.

With romantic gestures it's the thought

That counts as much as the gesture.

- Is it? Is it? I hope you're right. - ( car approaching )

- She's early. She's early! - Dad, calm down.

Get the potatoes on a high heat, wrap the fish in tinfoil

And into the oven to stay warm and get the other veg going.

What's the starter?

Vegetable soup and croutons. But look, the soup's nowhere near boiled down.

- It's a disaster! - Dad, dad, it will be delicious.

All right? I'll get the door.

Jess, jess, jess, jess!

Jess, i thought it might be better

If it was just meg and me for dinner.

Right. Um, well,

Just make sure you don't get up to any funny business,

Keep the music down, and i want this place

Looking exactly as i left it when i get back.

( sniffing ) i think your croutons are ready.

Oh, brilliant. Oh, oh, oh!

Oh, please.

I hope donald will be all right.

Don't worry about donald. He has a habit of landing on his feet.

I want you to concentrate on the objects

- I'm gonna show you. - Is this like a test?

It might help you to remember something.

It's just, i don't think i'm very good at tests.

- Anything? - Sorry.

- Come on, you must remember something. - I told you,

I'm not very good at tests.

Don't look on it as a test then,

Just say the first thing that comes into your head.

- Oh! - Yes?

- It's a banana. - And?

And, uh,

Could i have it? I mean, if it's going spare.

My talent radar is picking up absolutely nothing in here.

Does your laird ever come to the pub?

I hope not. And he's not my laird.

- Hmmm. - Hey.

Hey, jess, what are you doing here?

I'm keeping out of the way of love's young dream. What about you?

I've got my friend kelly here, up from edinburgh,

Showing her what the glenbogle nightlife has to offer.

If you're quick you might just make the last train back to edinburgh.

The native cave-Dwellers are getting restless.

- Hello. - Hi.

Can i get you a drink?

- Do you know what i really want? - What?

- To dance. - Dance?

Now.

- She's a breath of fresh air. - I'm telling you,

- When we went out no one was safe. - I believe you.

- How is it? - It's perfect.

How's yours?

The fish is a bit dry

And the potatoes could have done with a wee bit longer.

Listen, rick stein, it's lovely.

It would be even better if you could relax and enjoy it too.

Now, listen, what about this holiday idea?

When was the last time you went away?

I went to ullapool once.

I think i was about 20 or so.

I hope you're joking.

- You're not, are you? - ( knocking )

I'm sorry. Excuse me.

Molly.

- Are you all right? - Fine, fine.

- Can i come in? - Can you come in?

I've baked a wheat-Free courgette souffle.

It's gluten- And dairy-Free and there was some left over

And i thought of you and jess here all on your own—

- Oh! - Uh,

Molly, this is meg. Meg, molly.

Very pleased to meet you, molly.

- Meg's just moved into the village. - Really?

Well, trust me to come barging in.

Can we offer you a glass of wine or something?

No thank you and i can see that you don't need this or me.

Do sit back down, golly,

I'll see myself out. I'm so sorry.

Is there something you haven't been telling me?

Hmmm.

- Look, jack— - Don't want to see your face

Around here again! Do you hear me?

You've ruined everything!

From now on you're not part of this family!

And if i see you again,

I won't be responsible for my actions!

Wakey, wakey. Rise and shine.

So, how are we this morning?

- Good morning. - What's up with you?

Can't a guy just be happy to be alive on such a glorious morning?

- Have you just had a delivery? - No.

What's up?

Our visitor had an ulterior motive for coming here.

He must have had it planned all along.

What are you talking about?

Police, please.

There's silver missing from the dining room.

Paul, there—

There is a perfectly good explanation for this.

Thanks for the clothes. Not sure it's my color.

- Where are they taking them? - Where are who taking what?

Conveniently losing your memory again, are you?

Where are your pals taking the silver?

- What pals? - Molly: paul,

I had the silver removed. I've been meaning

To get it professionally cleaned for ages

And the people finally came to collect it today.

- I think you owe liam an apology. - There's no need.

No no, molly is right.

- I'm sorry. - No harm done. Happens all the time.

How do you know?

- What? - Well, forgive me

But if you can't remember anything

How do you know it happens all the time?

I imagine it does. Wandering about,

Looking like i did. Bit of an easy target.

- I'm really sorry. - Forgotten it already.

What a coincidence, because i gave paul

A pullover just like that for christmas.

- Oh really? - Donald: oi!

Where are my pictures?

- Eh? - I'm sorry?

I have been up all night searching this entire house

And there are no pictures of me anywhere! None!

And where's the family portrait that always hung in the billiards room?

- Can we talk about this later? - I want to talk about it now!

All right, but you may not like what you hear.

In your spite you got rid of them, didn't you?

- When you left... - Yes.

Hector ordered that all the pictures of you

- Be taken from the house and destroyed. - Hector?

He wouldn't. He couldn't.

Yes, he could. And he did.

You conspired with him in this, didn't you?

It is no good lashing out at me, donald.

You made this bed for yourself a long time ago.

Now i'm afraid you're just going to have to lie in it as best you can.

- Oh, dear. - ( door shuts )

( yawning ) so, what are we doing today?

Well, in case you hadn't noticed,

This is a working farm, which means it has to be worked.

- By you? - ( knocking )

Yeah, i've given the rest of the staff the day off unfortunately.

He thought he'd pick up the food order today.

Save me the trouble of delivering as i've got a friend staying.

- How thoughtful. - I also brought some croissants

And filtered coffee in case you didn't have any.

I love this man.

Molly.

It's about last night.

( sighs ) i felt such a fool.

If it's any consolation, not half as foolish as i felt.

Well, you weren't the one barging in

- On a romantic dinner brandishing a souffle. - No.

Why didn't you say anything?

Friends don't keep secrets like that from each other.

I know, i know.

I should have told you about meg yesterday.

I don't know why i didn't.

She seems very nice.

Yes, yes she is.

She's very nice.

So, you go away for a short break

And everything changes.

Not everything.

Yes, golly.

Everything.

- ( engine starts ) - Hi. That's me off to check the deer.

Do you want to follow and make sure i do it properly, or...?

There's a new restaurant open locally

That i was gonna check out and, um,

I don't suppose you'd be interested in—

In going out to dinner? I'd love to.

- With me, i mean. - The answer's still yes.

Oh, and do you have any organic

Radicchio or celeriac?

What's that in scottish?

Radicchio or celeriac?

Then no.

- Oh, here she comes. - Who?

That new dancing teacher.

And we all know what they say about dancing teachers,

- Don't we? - Do we?

Light on their feet.

Now you know i don't like to spread gossip,

But the feeling is she never stays anywhere for long.

Really?

Here today and gone tomorrow,

If you catch my drift.

Hello, there.

Not interrupting anything, am i?

No, no, no, no. We were just talking about radicchio.

Your best bet would be to order it from aviemore.

According to some of the ladies in my class

There's an organic outlet there that delivers.

- ( cattle mooing ) - Come, come, come, come!

- Come on! - ( rattling )

I know it's really hard work, but it must be so satisfying

Selling food you've grown yourself. Can't put a price on that.

I think the bank would disagree with you there.

And it is so quiet and peaceful

Compared to edinburgh.

- Slow, but in a good way. - ( phone rings )

Kelly.

Karen can't get who to commit?

Well tell him to try again. And if that doesn't work

Try again and again, okay?

Trouble?

You remember boyd hegarty?

- I thought you secured that contract. - Every time we get close

He pulls back. ( sighs )

The trouble is he loved you

And now you're not part of the firm, he's not so keen.

And we could certainly do with his business.

- ( sighs ) - Dial up his number.

Mr. Hegarty, please.

Isobel anderson.

Boyd!

I can't believe you're still dragging your heels with kelly.

But— but— but what?

I know it's a big commitment.

That's why you want to make it with the best possible people.

Most of the farmers are doing fine, couple are struggling

- And one's in a lot of trouble. - Isobel's?

I don't know how much longer she'll be here.

- She's leaving? - She isn't making the farm work.

You mean you're thinking of evicting her?

- I may not have a choice. - You always have a choice.

She's the kind of person you should be working hard to keep here.

Not easy when she refuses any help i offer.

Well you'll just have to keep trying.

And what makes you qualified to give advice?

- What do i need? - Usually personal experience.

- But since you can't remember any of yours... - ( chuckles )

- You're testing me again. - Just trying to help.

Trying to get me out of your hair.

Before i came to glenbogle, i—

I'd lost most of my family, my—

My history.

I found them when i came here.

If i can, i'd like to help you find yours.

And get you out of my hair, of course.

Ah, i wish i'd never mentioned the pictures to donald.

I feel responsible for his predicament.

( chuckles ) whatever donald's predicament

Is invariably down to donald, no one else.

Well look, next time i'm back in edinburgh i'll let you buy me dinner, okay?

Okay.

Bye.

He'll sign this afternoon.

Ah!

Let's take some tongue sandwiches

- And a few slices of lemon meringue pie. - Yeah.

And some of molly's delicious three-Bean salad

With the fat-Free dressing.

I thought you said you weren't eating any of that stuff!

- No, you must have misheard me. - No, you said it was fine

For grazing herbivores, but you're not a cow— ow!

Everything all right, molly?

I seem to be putting my foot in it with everyone lately.

First donald, now golly.

Never let the sun go down on a bad feeling.

I'm afraid there have been too many sunsets

On the bad feelings between donald and myself.

And as for golly,

I think i've interfered enough.

You got a real buzz out of making that call, didn't you?

Yeah, it felt pretty good.

I didn't come here for a break, isobel.

I came here to see how you were doing and, if it felt right,

To offer you a job.

I'm talking 50/50, a partnership.

That means a considerable pay raise

And a real step up the career ladder.

I don't know what to say.

Don't say anything for now. Just think about it.

You're the best and i want you back.

I want you back and standing next to me.

- ( whirls ) - ( splashes )

You've fished a river before.

- How's our friend doing? - ( line whirls )

Still sulking.

I am not sulking!

I am coming to terms with the fact that my past

Has been cruelly wrested from me.

Did we pack the sandwiches?

I had to limit the meats.

I'm out tonight so it's a cold platter and one of molly's salads.

Ah!

Do i sense romance in the air?

He believes he's on a promise.

I believe he's on a hiding to nothing.

And what do you know about her?

Plunging deep into the well of my experience with women,

Isobel's friend is a coquette,

A siren luring you

Onto the rocks of despair.

If something bright and unexpected comes along,

You should always follow it,

If only to see where it takes you.

You're no lost hiker.

- Who are you? - I don't know.

- ( clicking ) - Oh! ( laughs )

- Ewan! - Hold the line. Hold it, hold it.

Ah, right, it's yourself.

You were expecting someone else?

I thought it might have been meg.

- Is she not here? - No, no.

She said something about people gossiping about her in the village.

It was a misunderstanding.

I was in the market

- Talking to geraldine and meg arrived and... - Well anyway,

She's decided not to come round here so much.

Oh, i'm so sorry.

I admit i was worried about you

And so i wanted to find out more about meg.

I would appreciate it, molly,

If you stopped worrying about me.

- I can't do that. - Sorry?

I'll always look out for you, golly, always.

And if you can't accept that, then...

Have you thought about my offer?

The way things have been going i'd be really stupid not to come back with you.

- Is that a yes? - Let's say it's a very strong maybe.

Mm-Hmm.

- Brodie? - This way.

Hey. Isobel?

- Kelly invited me. You don't mind, do you? - Of course he doesn't.

Anything ewan and i want to do we can do in front of you, can't we, ewan?

Aye.

Well, i hope they've got plenty of these

Because tonight, we are celebrating.

Celebrating what?

Isobel is packing up the farm

And coming back to work with me in edinburgh.

- I didn't say that. - As good as.

To the future.

Ah.

I thought liam's suit was just a muddy brown jacket and trousers,

- But this is really well made. - Mmm.

Even a man of my impeccable taste wouldn't be ashamed

To be seen in this. Could even be an estate tweed.

- A what? - My dear boy,

Do you know nothing relating to your illustrious new position?

Every estate has it's own distinctive tweed.

If you trace this pattern, you may find where it came from.

Take no notice. She flirts with everyone.

Including me.

Look, are you really leaving the farm?

Well, things haven't been going to well lately.

Paul's not helping, so...

You have to accept when something's not going to work out.

Right?

Ah, donald.

- You look troubled. - Just reflecting on a life spent running away.

I think you'll agree,

There's no heavier weight

Than the burden of regret.

We are both of us shackled to our past, liam,

Whether we like it or not.

And what is it you've been running from?

I once hurt

The only two people i have ever loved.

We can continue this discussion later. If you'll excuse me...

Donald.

He still can't forgive me.

No, he's proud.

And, uh, stubborn. Seems to be a family trait.

Golly called while you were out. He wants to see you.

- Now? - He'd like you to meet him at his cottage.

( sighs ) i seem to be making a hash of everything today.

The sun has yet to set, molly.

The sun has yet to set.

- Sit. - Golly, i—

No, please, molly. Just sit.

I'm going to do something now which i never, ever do.

I'm gonna talk and you three are going to listen.

In this room are some of the people

Who are most important to me,

And i want to put an end to all the fighting and bickering

And stuff once and for all.

Molly.

Molly, you are my dear friend and nothing,

Nothing is ever going to change that.

Do you understand?

Meg,

You are the person here that i have known

The least amount of time.

But i would like to get to know you better.

Which brings me to jess.

Subject to talking to paul,

I plan to take a week or two off

So that meg and i

Can go on holiday to the islands.

Which means i'll be leaving you in charge.

You're trusting me to run the estate.

Are you my daughter, or are you not?

This is an estate tweed from the house of dundanach.

And the bonnet belongs to the royal company of archers,

The queen's bodyguard in scotland.

To be an archer

Is an honor bestowed only on the ancient families of scotland.

I think it's time you talked to me, don't you?

My name is phillip.

I had no intention of deceiving anyone.

I had forgotten momentarily

Who i was.

But once you brought me here and i got my strength back

Memories of my own house started to flood back.

Mostly bad ones.

I did live on an estate,

In wester ross.

The dundanach estate?

Through a combination of bad management

And neglect...

It was lost

And the family dispersed.

- And where are the family now? - Last i heard

My brothers were running a farm in coigach.

You lost everything?

That's why i know the danger you're facing if you allow isobel to go.

She's tied into the land financially and she's tied in emotionally.

And if anyone can make it work, it's her.

Because people

Are even more important than places.

Then maybe the people you should be relying on

Aren't strangers like isobel and me but your own family.

If you lost all this tomorrow

Through your own mismanagement and pigheadedness,

Would you be able to face the people you'd disinherited?

I don't know.

Maybe if i'd gone back within the first six months, the first year.

- But now— - Is wandering the countryside

- A viable alternative lifestyle? - ( chuckles )

It's all i have.

That's what i thought about my life before i came here.

It worked out for me.

I'm not saying it's going to be easy going back.

But you're not a bad man, phillip.

You just made some bad mistakes.

If you were my brother, i'd want you back.

While we're handing out advice to each other—

( clears throat ) someone like isobel would be

- Quite a catch round here, am i right? - ( chuckles )

Oh, no, no. No, i'll gladly shake the hand

Of the man that finally tames her,

But for me that is far too much like hard work.

Nothing worth getting ever comes easily.

- You should know that. - Phillip, we would kill each other within a week.

Ah, but what a week.

Donald.

"go inside"?

Molly's voice: "hector ordered that all the pictures be destroyed,

But i couldn't do it.

I hid them until a time came when they could come out again.

I hope you can forgive me. Welcome home.

Molly."

I couldn't sleep.

What's your excuse for being up this early?

- Got a lot on my mind. - I didn't think anything kept you awake at night.

You'd be surprised.

I was coming up here this morning to see what we could do about the farm,

But i heard you might be leaving.

Kelly's offered me a job back in edinburgh.

Are you gonna take it?

- What choice do i have? - You always have a choice.

It's not a very good job, is it?

Why did you say that?

If it was, you wouldn't be up here wandering the hills

- Wondering what you're gonna do. - It's a fantastic job.

Then why haven't you taken it?

What is it with you? Why does everything have to be black and white?

Why did you come back to this farm, isobel?

Because i love it.

Because it's part of me.

Because i spent some of the happiest times of my life here.

My dream was to make it work again.

Does that answer your question?

Does it answer yours?

Have you decided?

It's not happening here, is.

- No, it's not. - You gave it your best shot.

Chalk it up to experience, pack your bags,

We can be back in edinburgh in a few hours.

This place is a dump.

I can't come back with you, kelly.

Why not?

For all its many faults, this is my dump.

I made up my mind. I'm staying.

- Come to see me off? - I came to see if isobel was leaving with you.

She's staying.

I'm sorry about last night.

It wasn't you, it was me.

I thought— well, you know what i thought.

Very, very cute.

What are you smiling about?

Nothing. Nothing at all.

Liam?

He's gone, hasn't he?

"phillip lyle forester,

15th laird of dundanach house,

Wester ross.

Oversaw the disintegration

Of the house of dundanach in 1998.

Disappeared.

Believed dead."

We can certainly update this.

He's alive and well and roaming the country.

You think so?

Unless we've just fed and watered a dead man for the past two days.

My dear, dear boy, why does everything

Have to be black and white with you?

Hiya.

So your friend left then?

Gone back to hot and cold running water and cable tv.

- Regrets? - Plenty.

But as long as things go well i should be okay.

- Da-Dum. - If you were going to splash out,

I'd have preferred something more practical,

Like a decent gardening fork or a new dibber.

Today is not a day for dibbers,

Today is a day for celebration.

Now, come on.

Donald is convinced

He was some kind of supernatural oracle

Come here to straighten all our lives out.

Well, he did help molly and donald.

Believe me, he was no oracle.

How can you be so sure?

For one thing he said you and i should be together.

- ( both laugh ) - Exactly.

We'll draw up a proper business plan tomorrow,

See what we can do to take the farm forward.

I'll manage.

- Why do you always do that? - Do what?

Why can't you accept anyone's help?

Maybe it's just your help i find hard to accept.

I can't win, can i?

Is that what you've always got do do, win?

I'm trying to help.

- Then take the pressure off me for a while. - I can't do that.

- I thought you came to celebrate. - Yeah, i did.

- Then have another— - No, thanks.

You don't know what it is to let your hair down, do you?

Don't i?

When was the last time you really went for something?

Did something that you wanted and not something that you had to?

- I do it all the time. - Yeah? When?

I don't know.

You don't know because you've never let yourself do it.

You don't know what it is to just go for something,

Not stop and think about—

- I'd better go. - Yeah.