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(birds chirping)
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(rustling)
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(opening box, taking out pill)
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(puts down box, moves glass)
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-(puts down glass) -(sighs)
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-(birds chirping) -(truck rumbling)
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(truck beeping, grabbing garbage can)
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Eladio: Hey, mamita, need a hand?
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Top of the morning, Dr. Taylor.
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-(laughs) -Here, let me get those for you.
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Wait, what are you doing here, Eladio?
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Uh, you're never gonna believe it, mami,
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but I finally did what you said. I quit.
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(light piano playing)
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♪ ♪
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-(birds chirping) -(dog barking outside)
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Huh.
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You done well for yourself, doc.
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It's like a Neutra-Wexler-Albert Frey fantasy.
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-Hm. -If any of those men were women.
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Brooke: Come and sit down, Eladio.
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Uh, how did you, um,
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break the news to the DeMarcos that you were leaving?
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Uh, I feel pretty fuckin' ridiculous
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talking to you about class struggle
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and proletariat uprising and all that shit.
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This whole time, you've been sitting pretty like this.
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This is us?
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Why don't you come and sit on the couch here?
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Brooke: Eladio?
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Eladio: Is this your house being built in this photo?
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Mm-hmm.
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-Who's the architect? -My father.
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No shit.
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I feel so fuckin' good not working
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for these motherfuckers anymore.
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To wake up to silence, wake up to peace.
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Jesus Christ, yo.
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Credit where credit's due, you called it from jump.
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-No kids? -Brooke: What do you mean?
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I don't know. I just, uh,
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just expected to see some pictures of kids
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-or-- -Please, Eladio.
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Sit down.
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(sighs)
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(laughs softly)
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So, here you are.
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-In 3D. -(laughs)
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Yo, you really gotta get a bus that drops you closer
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than Stocker and Crenshaw.
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It was a hike up here.
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(both laugh)
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Anyway, I'm-I'm so glad
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I get to thank you in person.
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-So, what's next? -What do you mean?
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You saw Dr. Ahmadi, right? How did that go?
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I mean, she's cool, I guess.
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But we didn't really get deep into much, you know.
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Just, like, initial intake shit. But you and me?
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That's fuckin' war room, yo. Like, what do I do now?
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With...?
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With the rest of my life.
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You told me to quit my job, and I quit my job.
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I mean, you lifted the wool from my eyes with that family.
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I mean, it was a fuckin'...
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"breakthrough" feels like a stupid word, but--
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It's a word we use.
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What? What's your face?
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Hm?
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Your language is telling me happy,
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but your behavior doesn't seem to match,
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and I'm trying to reconcile the two.
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-My behavior? -I can't help but think if your excitement
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about quitting was the whole story,
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you would be able to tell me sitting down,
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face-to-face, instead of lobbing it
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sight unseen from the other side of the house.
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(sighs)
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-(thumping chest) -(inhales)
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My bad.
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My bad.
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Why the apology?
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I don't know.
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I just feel... (sighs)
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I feel fucked up. Like...
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like, I-- I don't know.
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Two things could be true, you know?
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What do you mean by that?
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Eladio: There's a lot of reasons to be like, "fuck those people."
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There are. That shit's been litigated.
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And also...
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I don't know, yo, those motherfuckers
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are in my life, dawg.
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I love them, and they looked sad.
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And when it comes down to it...
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(scoffs) Yo, it doesn't matter.
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I sound like a kindergartener.
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"I loved them and they looked sad."
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Sometimes, the language of childhood
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is stunning in its effectiveness.
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I mean, Mrs. DeMarco looked like I was telling her
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I had cancer or some shit.
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And Mr. DeMarco wouldn't even look at me.
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I don't know, yo, I...
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What don't you know?
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Here's the thing. The...
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They didn't ask me where I was going.
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Where did you go?
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Where did you sleep last night?
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Eladio: You remember Supames?
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The Thai restaurant owner's daughter?
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Well, I called her, and that was it.
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She had me over.
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She made Lad Na with all the condiments.
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The sugar, with the hot chilis in vinegar...
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And homegirl said I could stay
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until I got an apartment squared.
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She's the fuckin' best.
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Sounds like it.
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I mean, the DeMarcos, they...
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they didn't ask me what's next.
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They were hurt, but they weren't curious.
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I mean, I mean, there was clearly a missing, a longing.
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All the romantic shit was there, but
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there wasn't the...
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the other part.
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You know, and that shit got me mad honestly. That...
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Can you give the other part a name?
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The part where they...
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care.
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What's next for you could be really profound, Eladio.
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It'll take time to adjust, but...
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if you're not feeling you need to factor
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your bipolar diagnosis into
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the possibilities for your future--
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Yeah, no, I...
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I wanna do that. I will. I just...
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I mean, wh-wh-what the fuck happened to family?
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Did they mean that, or was it just...
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Is it too much to hope that things
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were a little different with Jeremy?
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-And with him, I found myself explaining. -What'd you say?
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I told him that I wanted the word "friend"
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to mean something deeper between us.
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I didn't want it to be predicated on
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proximity or convenience.
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I didn't want the reason we fucked with each other
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to be because he needed me to do his day.
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You know, I-I wanted us to be on the--
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on the same plane, as equals.
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I wanted it to be a choice to see each other.
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I didn't...
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I didn't want it to be conditional anymore.
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I understand that.
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Eladio: I don't know, yo.
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I tried texting dude, like, six times yesterday,
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and nothing.
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I was like, "Oh, word."
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-Give him time. -I just don't like being lied to.
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He said we were friends.
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She said we were family!
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They said it first! I didn't!
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And everybody's like, "Ooh,
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Eladio's all ooey-gooey whatever."
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Nah, man. (scoffs)
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Like, I can get there,
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and certainly I have a tendency to switch into that mode,
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but first and foremost, I'm guarded.
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Because, literally, because of this shit.
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And that's, yo... (sucks teeth)
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And-and you said it.
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Yo, you were the one that saw. You were the one that told me
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-to get the fuck outta there. -Uh, to be clear, Eladio,
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I never told you to quit your job.
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W-what?
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I never told you to quit your job.
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Uh, I mean...
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You...
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-Not in so many words-- -Not in any words.
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You told me to give myself the same dignity I give to Jeremy.
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I did. That's absolutely true.
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(sucks teeth)
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Yo, don't do that shit, yo. Y--
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You know you meant more than that.
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I just tell Mrs. DeMarco I prefer not to flip the fuckin' pancakes
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on Saturday morning.
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You told me I have superpowers. I mean...
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what'd you think I was gonna do? (laughs)
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-That conversation wasn't abstract. -No, it wasn't,
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but dignity and superpowers...
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You built your own bridge from my words
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to your decision to quit, and that's the piece
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I'm interested in.
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Bridge? Hardly.
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A tiny leap, at best.
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But to quit without giving any notice?
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Not even a day or a few weeks for them to make arrangements?
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It means that you really wanted to go, El.
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Yeah, when I got the idea in my head. Yeah, fuck, yeah.
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You-you're making it sound like I left them high and dry,
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when it ain't like that. Not at all.
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Well, who's taking care of Jeremy?
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His fuckin' parents! They are!
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They live there, by the way.
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It's not like I left them in the lurch.
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I left them to their life.
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To their son.
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-I understand that. -I thought you cared about me.
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I...
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I don't-- I don't understand this energy right now.
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-What is this? -I do care about you, Eladio.
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But not enough to help me figure out what to do in this new,
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exhilarating fuckin' chapter in my life.
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You don't even seem happy for me.
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No, no disrespect,
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but I am not a life coach.
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Or a career counselor.
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What, that bars you from giving advice?
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Even Dr. Melfi told Tony Soprano
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what to do in the once in a while.
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I'm not asking you to write me a letter of recommendation.
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I'm just asking for your opinion
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because you know more about the world than I do.
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I'm asking for your opinion on what to do with my fuckin' life.
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And I will stand beside you.
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I will let you lead the way.
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Now, if I'm out in front pulling you along,
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what help is that gonna be to you?
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'Cause it would prove that someone loved me enough
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to throw a rope back no matter what crazy-ass rock face
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-I'd hung myself out on. -No matter what?
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-You're talking about unconditional love. -Yes.
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Exactly.
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Yes.
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People think it's unattainable.
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It-it's not that hard.
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I've done it.
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I've loved that way. I do it all the fucking time.
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Like a mother loves her son?
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No! Like a son loves his mother!
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(sighs)
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(scoffs)
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The first time I flew into Los Angeles,
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I had no clue what I was lookin' at.
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I mean,
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I was sittin' on the side of the plane where you could see
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the Hollywood sign over there.
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That I recognized.
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Everything else was just some Labyrinthian shit--
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elaborate and confusing.
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Yo, I bet if I was up there now, it'd be different.
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The grid would snap into place,
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and every landmark would serve up some memory.
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Good, bad.
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Who fucking cares?
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(wind chimes tingling)
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I haven't been home in so long.
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I hate her guts,
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but I would forget it all tomorrow if she would just...
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Eladio, I...
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I don't know what you're supposed to do.
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I'm sorry, I don't.
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Come here.
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(sighs)
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(sighs)
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(sighs)
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-What's your mom like? -Mine?
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-She was a product of her time. -"Was."
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-Past tense. -Indeed.
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Siblings?
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We're just two lost souls on the highway of life.
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(soft laugh)
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(singing): We ain't even got...
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♪ A sister or brother ♪
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Both (singing): But ain't it just great...
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♪ Ain't it just grand ♪
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♪ We got each other ♪
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(both laugh)
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Yeah.
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Oh man.
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That reminds me of Jeremy.
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"Damn Yankees" does?
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Eladio: No, musicals in general.
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"West Side Story" was on his romance reel.
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That dude must've seen that "Somewhere" shit,
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-like, 9,000 times. -(soft laugh)
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Am I making a huge mistake?
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Should I be trying to get my job back?
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-You having that thought? -No.
290
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Of course, I'm having that thought.
291
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I mean, what the fuck am I supposed to do?
292
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You keep apologizing for not having the answers,
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and you're supposed to help me.
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-You said that's your job. -I'm doing my job, Eladio.
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You just don't like how I'm doing it.
296
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Well, you're not really doing much of anything.
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Like, as far as I can tell.
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Okay...
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(sighs)
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Then I think you should go back to working for the DeMarcos.
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-You do? -See? That.
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That right there. You're already questioning my judgment,
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already resenting my opinion. That's why it doesn't work.
304
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Now you're playing games?
305
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-This is my life. -Exactly.
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Your life.
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If there's one thing every therapist knows it's that
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the most powerful truths are the ones
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people come to on their own.
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Wow, wow, wow, wow, wow.
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-Eladio... -You don't wanna
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fuckin' take responsibility for your actions.
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Alright, you wanna live in a fuckin' vacuum.
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You think you can say whatever the fuck you want to people,
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and, yeah, fuck the consequences. It don't matter.
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You know, it's not on you 'cause you was just talking.
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If-if I tell someone tomorrow
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that they're a worthless piece of shit,
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and that the world would be a better place without them,
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and two days later, they go and kill themselves,
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am I completely as devoid of responsibility
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as you are in this moment?
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Just from your perspective 'cause I'm genuinely curious.
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Actually, it's the care I put into my words
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that is upsetting you right now.
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Your therapist isn't going to say
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the exact thing you want to hear.
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Now you're my therapist.
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-What does that mean? -Fam,
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you got a full-ass PhD on that wall over there.
331
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You playin' dumb is a fuckin' joke.
332
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I don't think I like the way
333
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that you're talking to me right now.
334
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Okay, well, sorry,
335
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but like also reality's a thing.
336
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I'm not sure we're gonna get a lot of work done in here today.
337
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Huh. I never took you for a coward.
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I'm not comfortable with this.
339
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Wanna pretend there's still a screen between us?
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That way, our shit doesn't have to actually get real.
341
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Here, I'm sorry, Dr. Taylor.
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I can't hear you. You're still on mute.
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-You won't even let me get a word in edgewise. -Honestly,
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I don't super give a fuck about boundaries just as long
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as the lack thereof is acknowledged and consistent.
346
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Look, you wanna be my therapist and just my therapist,
347
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that's fine, but just commit to that.
348
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You wanna be my surrogate mother
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and play out this savior fantasy,
350
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that's fine, too. Frankly,
351
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I could use a little saving. But you can't just
352
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flip the script whenever it suits you.
353
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Mommy shit whenever you're feelin' it,
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talking in the middle of the night and offering to pay
355
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my medical bills, but then when I need to lean on you,
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you're like, "Oh no. That's inappropriate.
357
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I'm just a therapist."
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You fuckin' told me I needed to change my life--
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No, I didn't! I fucking didn't!
360
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And if you would stop twisting my words
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for five fucking seconds
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and listen, you would realize that--
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(sighs)
364
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Eladio, I...
365
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(sighs)
366
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I'm sorry.
367
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I don't know where that came from.
368
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You good?
369
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Brooke: No.
370
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I, um...
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I don't think I am.
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(Brooke sighs)
373
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Okay...
374
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Okay.
375
00:20:08,766 --> 00:20:11,133
That's okay.
376
00:20:11,200 --> 00:20:13,366
-(opens drawer) -(rustling papers)
377
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(slaps paper down)
378
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(clicks pen)
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(sighs)
380
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(puts down pen)
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What's that, my diploma?
382
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The American Psychological Association
383
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has a code of ethics, Eladio.
384
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Therapists terminate therapy when it becomes apparent
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that a patient no longer needs assistance,
386
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is not likely to benefit,
387
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or is being harmed by continued counseling.
388
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That last one?
389
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That's where we're at.
390
00:21:08,266 --> 00:21:10,066
W-wait, what?
391
00:21:15,433 --> 00:21:18,633
There are many options. Good ones.
392
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Affordable ones.
393
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I know that the DeMarcos are no longer paying for your therapy,
394
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and I'm going to make sure you find
395
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the best sliding scale therapy
396
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out there for you.
397
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No.
398
00:21:32,066 --> 00:21:33,566
No, no, I-I don't wanna start over.
399
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I don't wanna tell someone else all my shit. You know all my shit.
400
00:21:36,566 --> 00:21:39,700
-We've done the work. -And you deserve better.
401
00:21:39,766 --> 00:21:41,300
There is no better. You're the best.
402
00:21:41,366 --> 00:21:44,266
I'm not. I'm... Not for you.
403
00:21:44,333 --> 00:21:47,000
-How do you know what's best for me? -I-I don't wanna argue.
404
00:21:47,066 --> 00:21:49,233
I just don't understand what's happening.
405
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I will make sure
406
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to find someone who understands you,
407
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who pushes you, and who will take care of you.
408
00:21:56,366 --> 00:21:58,666
That person is you!
409
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Eladio...
410
00:22:01,133 --> 00:22:03,100
You are...
411
00:22:03,166 --> 00:22:04,666
(sighs)
412
00:22:06,433 --> 00:22:08,333
You are very smart.
413
00:22:08,400 --> 00:22:11,133
Very perceptive.
414
00:22:11,200 --> 00:22:14,133
Everything you said was right.
415
00:22:14,200 --> 00:22:17,600
-I don't care about that. -Doesn't matter if you care.
416
00:22:17,666 --> 00:22:21,166
You see what's in front of you, and what you said
417
00:22:21,233 --> 00:22:24,200
had the sting of recognition.
418
00:22:24,266 --> 00:22:26,600
I didn't do it on purpose. I didn't intentionally
419
00:22:26,666 --> 00:22:29,433
cross a line or do it with relish,
420
00:22:29,500 --> 00:22:32,633
but I did cross a line.
421
00:22:32,700 --> 00:22:34,466
That doesn't seem fair.
422
00:22:36,133 --> 00:22:39,166
Different jobs have different expectations, and, um...
423
00:22:43,533 --> 00:22:44,600
(inhales)
424
00:22:46,000 --> 00:22:49,600
-I'm failing you. -I don't believe that!
425
00:22:49,666 --> 00:22:51,400
-You saved me! -(sighs)
426
00:22:51,466 --> 00:22:54,400
You saved me from the misery of that job.
427
00:22:54,466 --> 00:22:56,600
You-you aided me in coming to realizations
428
00:22:56,666 --> 00:22:59,066
that I wouldn't have come to without you!
429
00:23:03,433 --> 00:23:05,700
I can't treat you anymore, Eladio.
430
00:23:06,533 --> 00:23:09,000
Nah.
431
00:23:09,066 --> 00:23:10,633
Nah, nah, nah. You-you-you can't...
432
00:23:10,700 --> 00:23:13,633
You can't quit. Not-not-not this far in the game, yo.
433
00:23:13,700 --> 00:23:16,333
-Eladio-- -I'm fucked up!
434
00:23:16,400 --> 00:23:18,566
That's why I'm here.
435
00:23:18,633 --> 00:23:21,200
And now you're sayin' that you're fucked up?
436
00:23:22,200 --> 00:23:24,233
That's fine, okay?
437
00:23:24,300 --> 00:23:26,466
I'm not scared of that.
438
00:23:26,533 --> 00:23:29,200
Alright, I'm down for that, too. I don't give a fuck.
439
00:23:29,266 --> 00:23:31,766
But you said you-you were never gonna abandon me.
440
00:23:32,033 --> 00:23:34,100
I know I did.
441
00:23:34,166 --> 00:23:35,333
That's not what this is.
442
00:23:35,400 --> 00:23:37,700
That shit goes both ways, okay?
443
00:23:37,766 --> 00:23:40,200
'Cause I'm not gonna abandon you either.
444
00:23:41,100 --> 00:23:42,200
Nah.
445
00:24:01,500 --> 00:24:03,733
(money rustling)
446
00:24:13,233 --> 00:24:15,633
I'll see you next week.
447
00:24:15,700 --> 00:24:18,766
♪ ♪
448
00:24:29,366 --> 00:24:30,666
(door opens)
449
00:24:32,000 --> 00:24:33,400
(door shuts)
450
00:24:41,400 --> 00:24:44,433
♪ ♪
451
00:25:11,333 --> 00:25:14,400
♪ ♪
452
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♪ ♪
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